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to the dust we return, and from it rises new life

Summary:

The man laughs, awkwardly, softly. As if he’d not expected this to ever happen. His shoulders are up to his ears, his eyes glancing away with every stuttered exhale.

 

 

 

 

And yet...

 

“I’m here... to give you what the world never gave me.”

 

... he is the stark reflection of you, with your golden eyes and your green, gentle tattoos. They curl downward from his shoulder, almost even more detailed than your own. You don’t see a single trace of the Vigilant Yaksha in his gaze, nor the wisps of karmic debt that you’d assumed would be with you forever.

 

He looks unimaginable, like something that should have never existed. Seeing that look, that unrelenting kindness towards something you cannot see in yourself yet, you’re afraid.

 

He takes a step forward, and you vanish from your place, gone with the winds that love you so.

Notes:

we will work our way up to the moment in the summary gradually. I have an extremely inconsistent schedule so,,,beware.

I literally don’t care about how long my chapters are and if it takes 2 weeks to update only for the chapter to be 300 words? not my problem.

I’ve only got like, 3 chapters written so I’m gonna drag the updates out to once a week so that I can make my dumbass write more chapters. please be patient with me ahah

Chapter 1: reminder

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A very, very long time ago, Xiao is young. He is innocent to the world’s bordering on war, he is blind to the grief that plagues the village he loves.

So young, so pure, he is found to be the weakest yet the strongest of them all. In all but heart, he is a warrior.

Xiao is not named Xiao back then. His name was Alatus, is still Alatus.

He adopted the name Xiao as a reminder of all that he has experienced, as a thank-you to the god who’d freed him from his chains.

Alatus is a very fragile being, with stick-thin bird bones and gentle feathers upon unearthly beauty.

Xiao is just the same— except, he did not carry feathers. He did not carry the peace and purity that he once did. Perhaps, that is the only difference between the two. Alatus and Xiao, one and the same yet so very different.

It’s... only a little painful, now. It’s been thousands of years, and Alatus is nothing more than the memory of primordial jade and guardian feathers. Nothing more than the memory of his love.

Xiao is a very lonely Yaksha.

Perhaps, that it how it always will be.