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Getou Suguru wishes he never came to Jujutsu Tech.
It's one of those days, he regrets it. As he sits in front of his door silently sobbing, he regrets coming here ever. He's soaked in blood, sweat and rain; tired of eating and summoning curses. Is he even human anymore?
'It hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts' he thinks. He hurts so bad. He isn't wounded. He doesn't even have a scratch, but it stings so bad. All he can manage through the sobs is- 'Why... whywhywhywhy why-'
There's a knock on the door, "Suguru?" A soothing voice, in a concerned tone, is on the other side. Oh. it's Satoru, but Suguru can't respond, all he manages is a choked 'Yeah'
He didn't want Satoru to know, Suguru loves Satoru and they are the strongest after all. "Suguru. are you okay?" "Go away you bastard" The black-haired man manages
silence is all he's met with, He didn't want Satoru to see him like this.
"are you at least hurt?" Satoru finally asks. Suguru at this point feels drained of tears "No- well" Suguru can't hide from his bestfriend and at this point he really wants to see Satoru "Yeah I guess" That was all Satoru needed to hear.
The door bursts open, Suguru yelps at the sudden movement
Suguru is met with ocean blue eyes. The familiar blue that Suguru loves so much, makes Suguru break, choked sobs make their way up his throat. "Satoru" He manages in between the broken sobs, Suguru is suddenly met with a nice warm hug.
"I know. its okay, I'm sorry" Satoru says, in the softest tone he can. somehow, someway, right now, Suguru feels safe. Somehow, he feels okay. Loved at some point.
The most weaponized out of them is his bestfriend and his one and only, And right now it feels good to have the strongest, his bestfriend and love here. "Suguru, Please let me help?"
Suguru is shocked by that, it wasn't even a question so- why would Satoru, the one who clearly shows no interest in Suguru, offer this? but Suguru likes the idea of it. he's a mess and probably can't do much right now so he nods.
"Let's get you washed up first, okay?" Again, all Suguru can do is nod, he's tired. too tired. Satoru notices this and offers "Can I wash your hair?" Suguru merely nods, too dazed now that he's done crying.
They make their way to the bathroom, Satoru sits Suguru in a chair and starts checking the temperature of the bath, "You wanna get something to eat? I can get it if you wanna stay here"
Suguru is silent but he nods, he's hungry. The curses make him feel full yet empty at the same time, he's not sure how long its been since he's eaten a full meal but he doesn't want to be alone again, he doesn't want Satoru to leave.
By now the bath is full so he gets up to undress but Satoru stops him, the black-haired man looks at him with questioning eyes and a raised eyebrow "Let me." The taller one says. Suguru is confused but he feels like passing out any second now,
so he lets him, Satoru helps him get into the bath and then he starts washing his bestfriend. Suguru, at this point is tired enough to sleep here. with how gentle Satoru is being, his calloused hands massaging his body, with the warm water soothing him.
He gives in, 'only for a bit, right?' he thinks as he drifts off. He loves and trusts Satoru enough.
Suguru is woken up by a door shutting, "Oh, sorry. did I wake you up?" The other asks. Suguru calms down as he recognizes the voice, he'd recognize it anywhere. "I was only gone for a bit, Don't worry. Lets get you in the shower to finish up, okay?"
Suguru stands up but realizes he's still to weak. Satoru gets to him fast enough to stop the fall (Almost falling with him though) "Be careful!" They both giggle "are you okay?" "Yeah" "Good, lets get you cleaned and then you wont have to stand anymore"
Once they're done, Satoru helps Suguru get dressed, as the dork Satoru is, he brought some clothes, food, a brush and also managed to clean the room, (unless he just hid it all somewhere but Suguru doesn't really care)
after eating some ramen Satoru brought Satoru offered to brush his hair, and after, Suguru is sleepy, Satoru notices this and offers they go to bed
The black-haired man accepts. there isn't much to do anyway
Suddenly he's woken up by blaring alarms and Satoru bursting in "Suguru!" Suguru is confused. His bestfriend is covered in blood, Suguru is unsure if its the white-haired mans or not "What happened?!"
"I just did a little something! come on!" As soon as Suguru is done rushing getting dressed and grabbing stuff, they run, well- Satoru carries Suguru with him while warping. Once they've calmed down, Suguru finally asks- "What'd you do?" "I killed the higher-ups" The taller one says in the most serious and angry voice Suguru has heard from his bestfriend, he stumbles up to his bestfriend and looks him in the face
"You're kidding right?" he wants to believe his friend is joking so bad "Why would I? they weaponize us; they hurt you- I didn't mind it but they hurt you"
"Why, then? why are you so mad?" "I love you, that's why!" Suguru feel's something warm in his stomach appear, Satoru has always showed interest in girls, so-
why would he love someone like Suguru? Suguru starts blushing heavily. "Don't say that.." he says but its muffled by the sleeve over his face "Why not? its true" Satoru seems calmer now. Suguru grabs Satoru's neck and kisses him "You asshole. I love you too"