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I met you in a dream where nobody could hurt me. A safe, sound, and serene dream. The smell of Lavender and Love filled the air. I was on a lavender colored planet. In deep purple grass, my hair so long and brown, my body feels cool and calm,
This is a feeling I have not had in a long time, and now that it's happening, I don't think I want it to end. It can't end now. I stood up and took another breath of fresh air, I felt so at peace with myself. I walk along the purple planet, not knowing where I'm going, but I love that feeling. I walk across the land and see everybody loving one another.
This is the life I wish I could have on Earth. Clearly whatever planet this is.. It was certainly a nice planet. It was a planet where everybody is happy and at tune with themselves and with their surroundings. I think to myself “why does this have to be a d r e a m”? Why can't it be reality? I would give up the world to live somewhere like this place.
I would literally die to be on this beautiful love and peace filled planet. But anything that I experience that is good is either all in my head, or lasts for only 5 or 12 minutes. But I never feel anything because it never happens because we are happy.
I know deep down in my heart that people only love for the fuck of it. Its love one day, and then SPLAT, you dont even exist to the person anymore. So honestly I think its time to throw the towel in. But sometimes its not that o an easy task to do.