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Brendon woke up from a panic attack dream, Brendon found that he slept with Ryan, it made him very apprehension. So he left him a note and went to his dorm.
Ryan woke up realised that Brendon left with a note behind. He read the note said;
‘Ryan, I hope you are reading this. Sorry that I left, it was a great night with you, but I had a strange dream. I don’t want to go too many details, its dream, after all, it not like it going to happen...right?’
After he read the night, he laughs a little, though it doesn’t really sound like Brendon, so it made Ryan a bit anxious about Brendon’s mind or what his life goes through. He shook his head taking his fearful mind on Brendon out. He starts to be ready for school and left.
Both Brendon and Ryan were at the same class every day, but this day was unusual.
Brendon asked if he can go to the restroom, when he asked Ryan seems scared. Scared about Brendon, scared what if he asked about his strange dream. Ryan’s worry-ness brings the teacher attention. “Hey, Ryan. you feeling alright?” “y-yeah, just thinking about life and my future. Nothing big” replied Ryan. “alright, if you need any help. I’m here to help” Ryan nodded.
It has been more than 5 mins since Brendon left. “Ryan, can you go check on your friend Brendon? And maybe have a water break?” “yes, ma’am.” he went to the restroom, he was about to ask if he can go and check on Brendon, but it might sound like he deeply cares about him. Like he loves him. Ryan hasn’t come out to his parents, nor did to anybody. Not even his band members well at least Brendon knows, he is his boyfriend after all.
“Hey B, are you feeling-” Ryan heard Brendon vomiting a lot. “Hey! Brendon are you alright!?” he starts to panic. “y-yeah... “ “Do- DO YOU NEED MY HELP” Brendon pukes again. Ryan immediately asked the nearby teacher to help with his boy-”friend” there always a nearby teacher monitor every hallway in case students goes into trouble. And there is one. “Hey! Sir! My...friend needs help!” “what help?” “I... I don’t know, he wouldn’t stop vomiting. It’s like a horror movie full of religion!” the monitor teacher just glares at Ryan with confusion “I should say that differently. Forget that! I need your help!”
Ryan returns to class very terrified. The class was over luckily. “Ryan I need you for a second.” Ryan came to the teacher, “yeah. What’s the problem?” “I have never seen you like this before. And you seem scared when you came back...are you worried about your friend?” “He’s not a friend!” he interrupts her. “He’s..my boyfriend…” the teacher was shocked. She didn’t know how to respond to a person who has come out in front of the kindest teacher. She tries not to sound homophobic “well...thanks for telling me. What happens to Brendon?” “I really don’t know…” “hey, at least you’re okay. Don’t think down, think up instead. The deeper you go the worst. It’s a chemical romance” Ryan smiles, “thanks for the advice” “anything for my favourite student.
It’s a Friday night after school time, usually, he’s with Brendon, but he’s sick. a call has rung, it’s from Brendon. Ryan immunity answer the call “Brendon! Are you alright?! How are you feeling?! Do you need my help?!” “Hey hey, calm down Ry...um… my Mom needs to talk to you. So does your dad too” “may I ask why?” “I’ll explain later, just come now. Please love.” “alright. I’ll be there as soon as I can” “thanks, I knew I will always trust you.”
Ryan and his Father George came to Brendon’s house. Grace thanks them for coming.
They all sat down in a nice room with tea. “So why exactly do you need me, Mrs Urie,” asked Ryan. “Well Brendon, would you mind tell your dream you had?” Brendon nervously replied “yes… this might sound a bit strange but I think it’s coming true. It like a vision or a sigh or something!”
“Brendon! JUST TELL HIM, I DON’T EVEN HAVE ENOUGH TIME!” yelled George, “Yeah Brendon, can you explain?” said Ryan politely he can. “Well… I had a dream that I got pregnant with a boy, and we abandon him.” “wait does that means...no it can’t be you’re a boy. It can be possible”
“Yeah dumbass, I and my son won’t believe your Mormon shit! We’re leaving. Ryan, don’t hang around that retard again” “Hey that’s my son your talking about! Besides the doctor gave us more info about Brendon” “please dad, real of not I’m going to be a father! Wait it is my baby right?” Brendon nodded. “Still! Please, dad! He’s the only man I loved, and he helped me!”
George angrily said to both Ryan and Brendon “Alright! If I ever see that damn baby, I will destroy its life! Even if you can stop me. I have a friend who is a lawyer, he always saves me from life sentences. Come on Ryan.” He yanks Ryan’s hand forcing him to leave Brendon.
George driving the car to college “Dad, you can’t do that. Not to me!” “I’m not letting a retard man like him loving you! You have to love a woman. You’ve become a family’s disappointment you know that! YOU HEARD ME?” “you were serious when you said you’re going to kill my own first child. Your first grandchildren!” “I don’t want grandchildren. Not like that! That’s fucking ridiculous! Your grounded Ryan! Stay the fuck away from that asshole!” “stop saying stuff like that! Not to me!” “that’s not my problem!!” “IF IT ISN’T YOUR PROBLEM THEN WHY ARE WE ARGUING ABOUT THIS!” they got to college. “Get out” “fine! You will never see me OR MY FAMILY EVER AGAIN. YOU BRING MY FAMILY DISAPPOINTMENT, NOT OUR!” he got out of the car and when to his dorm. George about to run over Ryan when a cop who guards the campus gave him a ticket for threatening him.
It was morning, Ryan woke up crying. He got a text from Brendon. Brendon is the only person who cheers him up.
B: Hey Love Flower! I just want to check if you were ok? You and your father never get along well, I hope you’re doing right?
He reads
B: you are alright right?
He reads
B: Ryan! Are you okay?! Please respond!
R: yeah..yeah I’m ok.
B: really?
R: yes bb I am. He always does that to me, threaten me a lot. That’s how I got scars…
Brendon wants to change the subject. So does Ryan.
R: so what else did you dreamed of?
B: I had a dream that your father tries to search for our new house. I don’t know why. Do you know?
R: yes… he wants to kill our children…
B: WHY? WHY DOES HE WANT TO KILL HIM!?
R: I don’t know. he‘s very homophobic…I regret coming out.
B: yeah I told everyone that we are dating since I’m pregnant…
He reads
B: only our band members and family! Don’t Panic! At the disco
Ryan laughs
R: nice joke B, you sure no fans heard this?
B: hopefully not. I told everyone to keep it a secret or something.
R: thank god…wait. Who is him?
B: oh yeah… it’s a boy
R:...a baby boy?
B: yeah…he seems cool. He looks just like you
R: Brendon, don’t spoil it!
B: Sorry Ry!
R:...
R: does he have a big forehead like his mother
B: OF COURSE!
Ryan and Brendon smile. They love each other a lot
R: I love you you know that right?
B: yeah! Wanna get married!
R: wait…you’re serious right?
B: I may sound like a joke to you But not this time!
Ryan knock on Brendon’s door
R: go to the door. There a surprise for you I’ve to show you. I never show it to you. It should answer your question.
Brendon opens his door seeing Ryan doing wedding poses at him. Brendon cried a yes to him, he hugs and kisses Ryan. “Let's ditch the wedding that can happen when it's time.” the truth is. He doesn’t want his family to know he’s gay… not only that but he has seen tons of fanfics that people wrote Brendon and Ryan wedding would be like. And I’m not writing that so I’ll just give you this link for you to enjoy.
“But Ryannnn! Please! For me?” “alright cute eyes”