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September 1st!
H-hi, im ben shapiro, a-and i gues ur gonna be my new diary! Im very excited to start my new school today. You see… i-im trans, and every one at my middle school made fun of me for who i am! But now, nobody will know my dark hidden secret! This will be a good and healthy start for me! Ill update tommorow to say how it goes
September 2nd
Hey… i-its ben agian, obviously. My first day wasnt great. I- i was still bullies because… MY OLD BULLY FOLLOWED ME TO THIS SCHOOL!!11 she told everyone my secret so now nobody likes me anymore… w-well except for Joe biden, hell allways be there for me and im gladvthat i at least have him with me. He is my ROCK and i… actually… i- i I HAVE A MASSIVE CRUSH ON HIM. Oh its even weird to say.. ik he wil neber like me back but a boy can dream, amirite..
September 3rd
OMG DIARY BIG NEWS a NEW kid came to my school. His name is bernie sanders and he just came hgere from Brooklyn. Thats so cool, hes such a BAD boy, and he dosnt know im trans. Maybe we can be friends… or maybe more. Hes so HOT and SEXY.
(Authors note) hey guyz i hope your enjoying!! Im gonna swith the style into a traditional style instead of the diary entry style, i hope you enjoy!!
Ben nervously walks down the school hallway. He never likes school, e-except for his classes with joe and bernie. Hes gotten really close to bernie and even though he has a tough exterior he has a sweet soft side.
“Oh hey ben, are you goung to the school dance” bernie askes with a soft smile on their way to geometry class.
THE SCHOOL DANCE! How could ben have forgotten. He felt so stupid.
“O-o-oh i dont know, n-n-not like i have anyone to go with” ben glares at the floor his face turning as red as his political views.
“Actually ive been meaning to ask you something-“ bernie says but its far too late, the bell rang and so they didnt have time to chit-chat anymore.
“ talk to you after school!” Bernie calls out as he jogs to his class.
d-did bernie want to go to the dance with... me?, ben thought. He felt stupid for evenn thinking of that idea. Bernie has girls swooning at his every mood, he dosnt need me
ben was lost in deep thought about that reaction all through class. He could barely focus on his debate he had that day!(debate is the only class that matters to him)
ben went to Joes house this weekend to spend the night, then he completley forgot about his reouble with Bernie. He loves berne bu at the same time he has a closeness with Joe that hes never felt with anyone else. Its so hard to decide which boy he liked more! Each boy are polar opposite but be loves them both. They were both layng on Joes bed while Ben was lost in this thought
"kiss me" Joe said his cold, beautiful, blue marble eyes staring at Ben with an almost Alpha-like lust
these two words pull Ben out of his mind palace. He was in utter shok! Thiss isnt like joe, hes such like the boy next door troupe he would never be domanant.
"w-what????" Ben was in shock and he felt like his tounge was frozen in place.
"you heard me, i see how u are around Bernie. I know you like him. Im jealous!"
does joe know i like Bernie??!! ben thouht, he was even more under presure to pick a boy
"go to the dance with me" joe said with the same demanding tone "im not asking im telling"