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I knew I loved you

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Prompt: The Romantic Husband Benedict is, spending the night with Sophie in the garden of My Cottage lying on a blanket looking at the stars.

 

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Benedict is reminiscing on his love for his wife in a perfect night beneath the stars

 

Lovingly inspired by I Knew I Loved you By Savage Garden

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Life at My Cottage was pure bliss and Benedict was thoroughly happy with his life. He had his beautiful little boy, who despite the fright, fear and panic he had put his parents through by arriving a little early and then not crying and taking time to become the healthy happy baby boy that he was now. 

 

When they had brought little Charlie home it was amazing how much life at My Cottage had changed. It had been a home from the moment he and Sophie had come home after their honeymoon but now… the difference with a product of their love with them was just… magical. 

 

Their first wedding anniversary had passed a few weeks ago and as Summer progressed, Benedict realised how much he loved being out in the country and away from the smog of London. Everything was just more beautiful and brighter away from the capital. Yes he was further away from his family than he had ever been, but it didn’t feel like it. Kate and Anthony had just been for a visit and they had left a few nights before, Violet was due in a week to spend some time with the family.  

 

But right now, it was just the three of them and it had been a beautiful day, they had been down to the Lake for a family picnic, Charlie had been attached to Benedict in the leather carrier that Anthony and Kate had commissioned a replica of the one their father used to carry them around in, and when down at the lake he had lain on Sophie’s chest whilst Benedict drew and sketched. It was sheer bliss. 

 

It was still warm when the sun started to set as they sat and had their dinner that night, Mrs Crabtree had taken Charlie off to bed so that Sophie and Benedict could eat their dinner without a fussy 5 month old baby to contend with. 

 

They never had a traditional table and Sophie sat with her head resting against Benedict’s as they picked through their dessert. “It was such a lovely day, I can’t wait until Charlie is old enough to teach him to swim in the lake” she said wistfully. 

 

Benedict grinned at her “with maybe a sibling or two to watch him and learn from him” 

 

Sophie shrugged, after the difficulties of Charlie’s birth she wasn’t sure she could go through all of that again, she desperately wanted a bigger family, a few more smaller versions of themselves running around the house, but now… “maybe… let's wait til Charlie is a bit older first” she said almost trying to avoid the topic of conversation. 

 

“What are your plans for this eve after we finish, do you have more painting to do?” she asked as she changed the subject quickly. 

 

“I should but I have had such a lovely day with my wife that I wish to spend the evening with her as well, and was thinking if she was amenable to spending the evening with me in the garden?” he asked, trailing his hand up and down Sophie’s arm which caused her to shiver. 

 

“Are you planning on seducing me in the garden Mr Bridgerton?” Sophie whispered pretending to be scandalised. 

 

“Perhaps or I may wait until I take you to bed Mrs Bridgerton, my poor old knees may not be able to cope with another romp on the grass at present my dear, the soft feather mattress may be more appropriate tonight” he chuckled as Sophie blushed, even after over a year of marriage, and the birth of their son, she still found talking of their relations a little embarrassing. 

 

“Very well, then what shall we do to pass the time in the gardens” she asked as their maid Lillian came and collected their plates and the couple stood from the table. 

 

“I thought perhaps I could read to you my love, or if the evening is clear, we can stare at the stars” he smiled, taking Sophie’s arm and leading her towards the back of the house. 

 

He knew there was a lovely tree that they could rest against which would be close enough to the house should Charlie start to cry but far enough away to afford them some privacy. 

 

Grabbing a blanket they made their way out to watch the sunset across the hills of their home. There was not a more romantic spot on earth, Sophie decided as she sat under her oak tree, resting against her husband as they watched the sunset. Lost in the moment as Benedict read some Shakespeare. 

 

 

As the stars started to shine in the night sky, Benedict was stroking her hair, having put the book down to stare at the cloudless night sky “you know there was a time when I never thought this would happen?” he said softly, his eyes looking up as the darkness of the summer eve started to cover them, Lillian had brought her master and mistress some candles and a tray of fruit to pick at, updating them that Charlie was sleeping soundly now. 

 

“What do you mean dearest?” Sophie asked, her eyes closed at the sensation of Benedict stroking her hair. 

 

 

 

“This… you… my loving wife and a true love match. The other piece of my soul and and heart.” he said thoughtfully, Sophie turned in his lap so when she opened her eyes she was looking directly at her husband’s face. It wasn’t like him to be so melancholy and reflective.  

 

“Benedict… I am sure if you had not met me…” she said softly, her heart in her stomach as she was sure that if she had not met Benedict… well it was not worth thinking about. She would likely still be working for that odious woman, she would never have known love, or this… 

 

Benedict shook his head. “No… I don’t think I would have. I just… I wasn’t happy, no matter what I pretended. I was just… existing before you Soph... “ he said, stroking her cheek softly. 

 

 

“Maybe it's intuition, but some things you just don't question, Like how in your eyes, I saw my future in an instant” he said with a small smile “that moment I met you, when I first saw your eyes looking around the room in wonder and sparkling in delight… I just think in that moment, I found my best friend.” he smiled at her softly, their eyes meeting, green into brown, as they held their gaze, their hearts beating, their breathing in time with one another, the only noise that broke the night air. 

 

 

 

“I know that it might sound a little crazy but I knew I loved you before I met you, I think I dreamed you into life” he said his voice hoarse and full of emotion “I had been waiting all my life for you Sophie… That’s why I never found anyone… no one felt like home like you do” he said. 

 

 

Sophie was sure she was about to turn into a blubbering mess as she felt hot tears pricking at her eyes “Oh Benedict” she said softly, her voice thick with the tears she was trying not to shed. 

 

 

“There's just no rhyme or reason for it” he continued on, his thumb stroking away the few stray tears that fell down her fair “there was only the sense of completion, the moment your hand touched mine, the moment our lips met and then in your eyes I see the missing pieces I had been searching for, I had finally found my way home, found a peace I had not know since before my father died” He said as he felt a tear of his own trickle down his cheek. 

 

 

Sophie moved and sat up, wiping away the tears from her husband's face “Oh Benedict, that’s how I feel about you” she said as she leaned forward and pressed her lips to her husbands with a soft and loving kiss. 

 

 

“I am complete now that I've found you” he whispered against her lips “now that we have each other, and we have Charlie, even if it is only ever the three of us… I have everything I have ever needed or dreamed of here” he said his heart full of love as he held his wife. 

 

The summer eve and the stars twinkled above them as they lost themselves in each other's embrace. They both knew they would go through everything they had already gone through and go through it again and again just to end up here, with each other. In their world, with each other. 

 

 

It didn’t matter what the rest of the world was doing, or that the world was turning at that moment, it didn’t matter the day was ending and moving into another, all that mattered they had each other, they had their son and they were complete.  

Notes:

Fluffy and Adorable what more could we want!!

Yes there lyrics in this and could be a song fic but i'm hoping you have all enjoyed it anyway!!

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