Actions

Work Header

my incurable anger, my unmendable wounds

Summary:

Der Wahnsinn ist nur eine schmale Brücke. (Madness is only a small bridge.)—Rammstein

Notes:

For the prompts "Neon Genesis Evangelion – Asuka/Rei – broken" at femslash100's drabbletag 5, and "Author's choice, author's choice, an unexpected taste in music" at fic-promptly.

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

Work Text:

The sound crackles radio-like through the cheap earphones, half of what it should be, but Asuka rocks out in the changing room like she's onstage.

The CD arrived with the mail earlier, already it's on its third spin. Asuka really likes Seemann, which is next.

Asuka crashes into someone. Her discman clatters to the floor, pieces scattering like eggshells. Rei stares at the mess she's made.

Asuka slaps her.

"Do you have any idea how much trouble I went through to get this?"

Rei says nothing, doesn't defend herself. Slapping, screaming, scratching, nothing brings any satisfaction. It only stings more.

Notes:

Title from "Twenty-One Love Poems IV" by Adrienne Rich.

Asuka is listening to the album Herzeleid by Rammstein, which came out in 1995. The quote in the summary is from the song "Du riechst so gut."