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Yeonjun is doing his photoshoot pairing with soobin. They look stunning as always and their visuals always makes the process easier as they're professional enough.
"okay yeonjun-ssi put your hand behind soobin's neck and move closer" yeonjun look at soobin and smile teasingly.
"soobinnie im moving closer~" "muah" yeonjun give a playful kiss act and suddenly lean closer towards soobin.
Soobin back away right when yeonjun try to kiss him. "soobin-ssi put your hands at yeonjun's waist. Now pose"
Soobin stares at yeonjun and moves closer. Pulling him roughly and yeonjun is taken aback by soobin's move.
He whispers "don't tease me yeonjun ah" and smirk then continuing with the pose.
Yeonjun dont know how and why but his body and face feels so hot and his heart beating too fast. Too fast that he's scared soobin will soon aware of his heart pounding so hard.
They are about on their way back to their dorm.
"manager-nim, i will drive i need to stop somewhere." soobin asking the manager.
"you know i can't let you do that soobin-ssi. We have to makesure you go back and forth accompanied. You're not trainee anymore " their manager speak.
"only this time hyung i swear and promise i will return back immediately and will not go anywhere. Pleasee spare me for this time" soobin pleading using his insanely handsome face and charismatic way.
"damn you rebel guys. Fine just go but keep your promise"
"yess thank you hyung :D"
Yeonjun just chilling while waiting for other members doing their photoshoot then someone pull his hand from back. And its soobin.
"go back with me. Alone" soobin pull yeonjun's hand and exit using the backdoor. Rushingly causing yeonjun to stumble because he is shock. Yeonjun pull his hand away and soobin stop because of that.
"what do you mean go back what about other members" yeonjun just ask with a confused expression.
"ahh you want to be together with me just us two~ so playful and pervert soobin ahh" yeonjun say it in a playful way and looking at him teasingly.
Soobin takes yeonjun's hand and "you're right. Just us two" he smile softly and locking their fingers then go to the car their manager lend to soobin.
'ah shibal again. Wtf is wrong with you soobin. So damn weird' yeonjun feel like his cheek getting hotter and just hoping it doesn't show any color.
Soobin driving and yeonjun just space out looking outside the window. Then he turn his head to look at soobin.
"why don't you drive often soobin ah" yeonjun resting his head on his hand while looking at soobin.
"why? Does it look hot to you?" soobin just continue looking at the road. Calm. But his heart beating like crazy. He's getting nervous.
"nah just saying" yeonjun smile and chuckle a little
"you're so stiff soobin ah" "cute"
"shut tf up" soobin playfully hit yeonjun.
They arrived at their dorm and get inside.
"why do you want to go back so early soobin ah" yeonjun asking as he take off his jacket.
"im tired. I want to rest with you" soobin answer while taking some cotton pad and make up remover
"aww so sweet" "you thought I'd say that haa" yeonjun just let out a chuckle.
"come here" soobin pull yeonjun's hand "sit" he pushed yeonjun slowly on the sofa.
"heads up" yeonjun just follow what soobin says.
Soobin pouring bit by bit the makeup remover on the cotton pad and start wiping yeonjun's face.
"hahaha wait. Why are you doing this willingly. I always have to force you to do it for me" yeonjun moves his head back a little but soobin pull yeonjun towards him immediately.
"stay still. I just want to do it"
Soobin's hand under yeonjun's chin and his other hand wiping yeonjun's face. He do it softly, carefully. As if he truly treasure the thing he's wiping.
Another cotton pad taken and soobin wipe yeonjun's lips. The naturally red and thick lip. Yeonjun's lips has uniqe shape. It looks hot naturally just like that. Soft and well moisturized. Their eyes lock. Suddenly.
Soobin suddenly stop and pull away his hand. He back away a little. 'shit i must've gone crazy'
Yeonjun also shocked. He just keep staring at those eyes that looking at his lips as if he was about to eat it. He never thought that eyes would look up and lock it with him. He startled a bit when soobin back away.
"im done. Go take a bath and sleep" soobin stand up right away and go to his room.
"what the hell soobin" yeonjun whisper. Yeonjun he dont know what to feel. That exact moment. He felt something that really really dangerous. Like an urge wanting soobin but he don't know why. He felt this way several time but maybe this time the member wasn't here so he can't distract himself.
Soobin go back to his room and sit down. His heart beating so fast that its nearly impossible to make it calm.
'i need to take a bath. Yeah a bath. I need to shower. Im gonna be fine' soobin rush to the shower to calm himself.
'this is ridiculous. No matter how much i think about it. I think i really like him. Haa shibal. We're an idol how can i think like that. Fuck what should i do. Im sorry moa. I really like your idol. I think im a moa too hahah' just soobin's shower thought.
On the other hand yeonjun still confused but his heart still beating fast. Yeonjun go up to his room but before that he check soobin's room first. Locked. Okay.
After yeonjun done showering he just lay on his bed and its been nearly more than one hour. What's taking so long. When will the member comeback. Beomgyu ah im in trouble please come back immediately.
Soobin received a call from the manager
"oi irresponsible leader. We will be back late because we're getting some food and drinks at the restaurant" (their manager is so close to them dont dislike him for talking like that)
"hahhahah okay hyung enjoy your time with the members. I will treat you guys next time" and he ended the call. So they will be back late. What now. He's hungry but how can he face yeonjun to invite him to eat.
Then suddenly there's knock at the door. Soobin stand up and taking few breath in before open up the door.
Yeonjun is right infront of him and he just shove himself in the room pushing soobin aside a little bit. He lays on the bad facing down and act tired.
"soobin ah aren't you hungry? Why are the others so late" he mumbled but still can be heard by soobin.
Soobin just let out a chuckle and goes towards the bad sitting beside him. "hyung told me they're having drinks and will be back late"
"ahhh seriously" yeonjun get up and sit beside soobin.
He hug soobin's waist and act lazy.
"soobin ah why did you left me earlier. You didn't wipe my lips properly. You said you want to rest with me"
"get up yeonjun your hair is still so wet. My shirt are gonna get cold" soobin didn't push away yeonjun's head. He just pat them.
"dry it for me. I can get cold too" yeonjun's voice somehow slowing down and he mumbled. Maybe sleepy.
"are you sleepy yeonjun ah? You haven't eat yet" soobin softly pat yeonjun's sholder as he practically laying on his lap.
No answer. 'sleep already?' 'hahahah cute'
Soobin moving yeonjun's leg and make him lay comfortably on his lap. He can't take his eyes of yeonjun. His hand playing with yeonjun's eyebrows and sometimes hair. Until it dry naturally.
'your natural face is pretty. Naturally you're prettier. When alone with me you're the prettiest. Your skin is not very white. Just a nice bright skin for a korean and your skin texture is soft. Lately your cheek fat shrinking. I wonder why. Your eyebrows has the best shape so when you're annoyed your expression is the best. How can a perfect creation like you exist yeonjun ah. Im sorry. Sorry for falling in love with my own friend. This kinda hurt. I wish i can shut off my emotions. You're so close yet so far' soobin really can't stop thinking about yeonjun.
"my pretty yeonjun" he whispers. His face gets closer. The urge of wanting to lock their lips getting bigger. His face feels so hot. This indescribable feeling of tingling.
Yeonjun's head fall aside a bit and snap soobin back to reality. Soobin pull away. He cover his face and let out a big sigh.
Well cliché scene comes from real life situation. And that means yeonjun wasn't asleep. 'damn you soobin. Perverted brat. You really make me go crazy'
"yeonjun you're not sleeping aren't you? Your eyelid shakes" soobin saying that while just supporting his body with his hand at the back. With yeonjun's head on his lap. Just waiting for that guy to admit.
Yeonjun slowly open his eye, but still laying on soobin's lap. "what are you gonna do soobin ah. Why aren't you finishing it. Don't you like pretty things?" yeonjun saying it with such a straight face. He then get up and about to stand up to leave when soobin didn't answer him.
"no wait" soobin grab yeonjun's hand. Yeonjun sulking. The expression of irritated and i-don't-want-to-talk-to-you showing. "sit? " he looks up at yeonjun with a puppy eyes that pleading its owner to give em food.
"no" yeonjun turn back and act like he want to run. Soobin stand up and slowly take yeonjun hands and make him face soobin.
"yeonjun ah" soobin's voice whispering but can still be heard by yeonjun. "im sorry. Im selfish" soobin's head facing down. With his hair covering all of his face. His head slowly resting on yeonjun's shoulder.
Yeonjun is shorter than soobin. His face also buried at soobin's shoulder. Yeonjun is standing still. Not knowing what to do. His heart feels heavy. It feels like both of them wanting something that is infront of him yet so out of reach.
Yeonjun hand caressing soobin's hair. Softly. Spreading his arm and let soobin's get all his warmth. No words needed. They just need each other. Silence in the room for a long time. Yeonjun can't hold his tears. Although he's the one who wanted to make soobin feel okay. He's the one that can't stop his emotions from spilling.
Soobin lift his head up when he heard soft sobbing. He's shocked seeing yeonjun cry but smile a little. Soobin pull yeonjun in to his arm. Letting the guy bury his face in his chest and hugging him as if he's protecting him from all sorts of harm. So warm.
"dont leave me soobin ah" yeonjun talk in a fade voice as he's buried in soobin's chest.
"its okay i won't. You can trust me" soobin whispering while tapping yeonjun's back softly. The hug going for another minute. Warm. Calm. Soothing. Then suddenly yeonjun push soobin aggressively and grab him by the neck.
"YOU'RE MAKING ME LOOK LIKE A MESS SOOBIN AHH. SO EMBARRASSING" yeonjun grab him by the neck and ruffles soobin's hair roughly. As always aggressive yeonjun.
"HAHAHHAHAHAH don't grab my neck you shortie my back hurts" soobin just keep teasing him knowing what kind of abuse he will gef after this.
"urgh piss off. Im hungry and hugging you for so long make me sweat. Its hot and stuffy" yeonjun complaining while turning back towards the door to walk out.
"are you sure its stuffy though? I thought you want to stay like that longer" soobin hug him from the back wanting to tease yeonjun but then yeonjun's lift his head up hard and hit soobin's face.
"shut up or I'll kill you" soobin just bend down and ruffle his hair on the face of the shorter older. Yeonjun loose himself from soobin proceed to get out from the room.
Soobin thought maybe this is the starting. Maybe Yeonjun will accept him if he confess with clear words.
' Wait for me Yeonjun hyung' Soobin smile like a stupid bunny.