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1. Try Again by Looooogan

   Fandoms: Sanders Sides (Web Series)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   15 Oct 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Anxiety | Virgil Sanders/Logic | Logan Sanders
   • Dark Creativity | Remus "The Duke" Sanders & Deceit | Janus Sanders
   • Anxiety | Virgil Sanders
   • Logic | Logan Sanders
   • Creativity | Roman "Princey" Sanders
   • Deceit | Janus Sanders
   • Morality | Patton Sanders
   • Dark Creativity | Remus "The Duke" Sanders
   • Foster Care
   • Foster AU
   • Parent Anxiety | Virgil Sanders
   • Parent Logic | Logan Sanders
   • Teen Roman Sanders
   • Teen Janus Sanders
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Suicide stuff is right off the bat i'll warn you
   • Implied/Referenced Abuse
   • psych ward mention
   • Janus got issuesssss
   • Hurt Deceit | Janus Sanders
   • Deceit | Janus Sanders Angst
   • Brotherly Janus and Roman
   • mmm found family
   • lots of mentions of death
   • Neurodivergent Janus
   • Fear of Punishment
   • Oh boy anxiety
   • Teen Patton Sanders
   • Teen Remus Sanders
   • Talk of suicide like every single chapter
   • Plus Janus is very blasé about the whole thing so
   • Deceit | Janus Sanders Is Not Okay
   • Is anyone okay??
   • Suffocation mention
   • Passing Out
   • Vomiting
   • Did i mention Trauma
   • Starvation
   • Hospitals
   • Check all the tags out besties! stay safe!
   • Dissociation
   • Officially added the Roman angst
   • Self-Harm

   Summary

   The world fades to black.

   And then... eyes open to bright hospital lights.

   Goddamnit. He wasn't supposed to wake up.

   Now Janus is stuck with a foster family, consisting of an overbearing loudmouth foster brother, a terrifyingly tall nerd parent, and a fully grown adult emo on anxiety meds as the other parent, who are determined to keep him alive no matter what he does or says. Fantastic! it's JUST what he wanted.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   178,276

   Chapters:

   46/?

   Comments:

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   Kudos:

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