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i wish i could ask you why
to anyone else that sounds fucking insane
(... it sounds that way even to me)
why
why are you like this
why do you think it's okay to treat me like this
to treat another human being like this
i have so many questions and not sure how much time i'd have to ask them,
how much more time i could handle even looking at you or thinking about you
you make me so angry
and so sad that you'll never tell me
you made me think that love is something mean and cruel and bad if it's not from you
you worry, but not about me
you only worry about yourself, you only care about yourself and you care about controlling me
i wish i wasn't ever your daughter
i wish i never knew you
i wish you never existed even though the butterfly effect would erase me too.
i'd try to talk to you but i know i'd get mad and i'd feel just like you
but i'm not like you
fuck you