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Coming home from a funeral is always an awful feeling, moreover if it's someone close. Moonbin opens the door of their dormitory to Dongmin, letting them enter the room silently. They both take off their outer coat and put it on the hooks. Dongmin goes first to sit on his bed. his leg closed and his head ducked down. Moonbin followed soon by sitting across from him. They grow silent for a few moments. Dongmin feels tears coming out of his eyes. He bit his lips to prevent loud noise.
“It's ok. You can cry Dongmin-ah. We just lose important people in our lives. We deserve to feel sad,” Moonbin didn't need to hold back as he is crying right now.
“I will Miss Jinwoo Hyung so much,”
“I know me too. He is… he is the parental figure I never have,” Dongmin nods along.
Moonbin stands and moves to sit beside Dongmin, and let the others feel people's presence, “Jinwoo Hyung dedicated his life to the agency. He grew from his teenage life until his life to be the perfect agent this country has. And in the end, he passed away on his duty. He is hero in our country Dongmin-ah,”
“I know. Jinwoo Hyung got the achievement award too. He must be smiling from heaven, he finally have the highest award possible for an agent. He always wants that,”
Moonbin lean on his hand on the back, his head held up look at the ceiling, “How I wish Jinwoo another dream can come true too,”
Dongmin turns, didn't understand, “Jinwoo's other dreams?”
Gulping down his saliva Moonbin swift so he rests on the headboard of Dongmin’s bed, “You are new recruit in our team so yeah you don't really know about Jinwoo's longest dream. A dream that always becomes Jinwoo dream and will only stay as a dream,”
Dongmin got curious all over, “Why? why it's only ended up as dreams? What are things that are not possible for Jinwoo Hyung?”
Moonbin looks at Dongmin, his eyes were deep, “It's ok if you cant talk. Maybe it's privacy. I don't want to bother Jinwoo Hyung privacy. He deserves that at least for me,”
Moonbin sigh, “Have you met with Myungjun Hyung?” Moonbin tries to differ attention, Dongmin nods, “He comes to the funeral right? He is the one that with Jinwoo Hyung’s mother, right?”
Taking a photo album from the drawer next to them, Moonbin gives it to Dongmin. “It's our original team. Before you join and Myungjun moves to headquarter,”
“Can you tell me about it?”
A photo comes at first, “Well basically we used to be a team. Myungjun is excelled at layouting so the headquarters request him to be put at planning team, pre-action team. And since we lack person, you come,”
Dongmin nods along, he sees how Myungjun and Jinwoo exchange smiles few of the photos, “Did Jinwoo Hyung dream connected with Myungjun Hyung?”
Moonbin looks at Dongmin frowning, ‘How’d you know?”
Dongmin take one of the photos of Moonbin original team, “I've seen how he behave with Jinwoo Hyung family. I will behave like that too if someone important passed away. Myungjun Hyung didn't leave JInwoo Hyung’s mother's side even for a second. He is there, bowing to every person that comes to the funeral, even you and other guys on your team didn't do that much,”
“Jinwoo Hyung. his dream is…..,” Moonbin trailed, it seems very hard to say it. “To have his own family with Myungjun Hyung?” Eunwoo fills in.
“They are not boyfriend Dongmin-ah,” “Hah? they are not what?”
Moonbin laugh, “They are not boyfriends,”
“They are already married?”
“Of course not. Their status is like you and me. Friends,”
“But friends don't love each other,”
Moonbin looks at Dongmin deep, “Jinwoo Hyung's dream is to take Myungjun out from the agency. And they are gonna run away to a secluded island or just go anywhere around the world. Jinwoo Hyung dream is to bring the world to Myungjun Hyung,”
“But isn't this agency is Jinwoo life?”
Moonbin nods, “If you are long enough in this agency, you know that there is no change for you to have a sense of security. You will always live in fear, you will live with caution. That's why, as much as Jinwoo Hyung love this agency, he knows if he is with Myungjun he can't go anywhere,”
“Have you ever felt like that too?” the question, never thought Moonbin gonna hear it, “Felt what?” two people can play this game.
“An enormous amount of love until you think you can leave out your life just to be with that person,”
“Have you?” Moonbin let the photo to put on the desk, his focus solely on Dongmin.
A smile comes on Dongmin's face, “I have. Right now,” And if there is a crack sound, let it just be secret.
“You want to go out from the agency to be with that person?” and Moonbin keeps getting afraid as he sees a smile keep wider on Dongmin face, “Well, I don't know? Can you go out?”
“What?”
“If you can, ill go out too. Let's go out. Let's go out from this agency,” Dongmin say it so easy.
It was a mere second until Dongmin were push and Moonbin keeps him trapped by kissing him hard. They ended up lays in Dongmin's bed. And when the kisses stop, they exchange deep glances, “Let's go out, Bin-ah. Let's go,”