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....After defeated the ex-asshat god and back to the normal life. One day at the baRn, The two Winchester are saving kids and fighting with the ridiculous vampire or like the older would say, Vamp-Mimes, the unfinished business of John Winchester.......
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" Okay, Dean. let's find the kids and bring them home. " Sam's turning to his brother after chopped the last vampire's head.
" Sammy, I don’t-- I don’t think I’m going anywhere there’s something in my--- something in my back. it feels like it’s right through me" Dean clenches his teeth and touches his painful chest
" No! no, no, no. " Sam runs to his brother. He touches Dean's back and found a blood-soaked on his hand when he pulled it out.
Dean chuckles weakly. " You should let me use that ninja star. "
" I'm sorry, Dean. Next time, I promise. "
Dean shakes his head. " I have no next time. "
" Don't talk silly, you have. I'll call an ambulance. "
" Closest hospital's forty miles. " Dean coughs. a bit of blood out of his mouth " Don't think they're gonna make it. "
" I think, Dean. " Sam takes the phone and tell all the detail to the hospital operator in a call. Then he looks back on his brother. " Okay, then. I'll get the first aid kit. " Sam's going to walk away but Dean grabs his arm.
" No, Sammy. I want you here. " a little bit of fear gets through his voice Sam turns back and swallows a fear of losing his brother down. He has to be strong when Dean needs it. " Alright, Dean. I'm with you. Just hold on. The ambulance will come to get you. "
" I'm sorry, Sam. But it's my time.---- I -- I think I know how my story ends. It's at the edge of a blade or the barrel of a gun. but this ---this fucking stupid rebar --- is ridiculous " he gasps. " It's not cool at all. Sam, if one day you'll be telling my story to your children, please make it cooler. "
" Dean, nothing cool about death, and this is not your ending. No one knows it, maybe your ending is you be a grumpy old man with no hair left on your head, and while you sitting your fat ass on the couch, you choking an apple pie beside your sexy doctor or anything but not this, not today! We're just starting our life after Chuck's gone. You can't--- "
Dean shakes his head then coughs with blood, his eyes close. " Dean, no! Hey! Hey! " Sam shook his face to wake him up. Dean lazily opens his eyes.
" Stay with me Dean and fight, I know you're tired of fighting in your whole life. But I want you to imagine. Just a little bit more, a little bit that we'll bring Cas back and you finally can put your toes in the sand, a little bit that you can convince everyone to wear matching Hawaiian shirts, a little bit that you can celebrate your birthday with a rice crispy treats and funny hat cowboy theme or anything you want. Please you can do this, you're so strong, you're my big brother. "
Dean thinks along with Sam's voice. He feels the warm sunshine on his face, the thousand pieces of sand between his toes. He sees Cas's confused face when he wears that shirt. He sees himself, Cas, Sam, and Eileen enjoy the drink while Jack having fun with his sandcastle. He sees his name on the cake and everyone he loves in the room. and then the pain that sharpens in his chest ruined everything, brings him to the time of dying. Remind him that he can't have those things.
" Don't Sammy. " Dean crying. " Please just let me go and don't try to bring me back, I'm done. Just live your life with Eileen, build the family that you dreamed of. You will have the best life. You're gonna be fine." Dean rubs Sam's face. " Hey, look at me Sammy, and tell me it's okay. "
Sam shakes his head and cry. " No, Dean. I can't. I want you to be there, in my best life. "
Dean laughs in tears. " Thanks for wanting me, Sammy. But I'm sorry that I can't be there for you. I'm so sorry. Please forgive me."
" Dean, don't. " Sam cries and shakes his head. Dean wipes his tears for him.
" Don't cry, Sammy. You can do it. "
" I don't want to! Dean, you can't give up. "
" Please, Sam. You have to let me go. and before I can't hear it, tell me it's okay. " Sam can only shake his head. and then the sound of flap wings come.
" No, Dean! Nothing Okay! " the blue eyes angel show up and shouting with his angry voice
" Cas, you back! " Sam exclaims, he looks at Cas with shock and relief.
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