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My dear Jeon Jungkook

Summary:

A certain popular kpop idol recieves anonymous letters from someone. Usually, letters never intrigue him this much. Just who is this person writing to him? And why is he looking forward to recieiving their letters?

(WARNING! this book deals with mental illness such as S.A.D (seasonal affective disorder) Anxiety, depression and attempt at suicide. If you are not comfortable with such topics, please don't read or read at your own risk)

Chapter 1: L E T T E R 1

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Dear Jeon Jungkook,

There is a high possibility that you will not read this considering that you are really busy, especially with the renewal of the show  in the SOOP. However, if you are hi! I am a huge army and love your music! Right now, I rather not say my name or where I am from, maybe I'll tell you in the next letter, that is if I remember to write one. I always forget lol. I'm not too keen on talking about personal things, but a friend of mine told me it's the best way to get things off your shoulder. I would tell you my age, but that would ruin the fun. Let's just say I am no older than 23 and no younger that 16. 

Anyways, how are you doing? Have you been drinking water? Please, make sure to take care of yourself. Your health is more important to me than anything. I want to keep this letter short, so have fun with whatever you're doing! 

Sincerely, 

- your secret fan

Placing down the pen, you fold the paper gently and place it inside the white with purple heart envelope. After enclosing it, you set the letter down and stand from your seat. Deep down, you knew he wouldn't read it, but maybe getting these certain things off of your chest would help a lot. 

Looking at the time, it read 1:28 am. Deciding that now would be the best time to take your pills, you head downstairs quietly and open the cabinets. Getting a cup and filling it with water, you take out each pills for what you need; sleeping pills, anxiety, antidepressant and the ones for your lungs. Gulping down each one of them, you wash the cup and head back upstairs. 

Finishing your routine, you slide into bed and pull the covers up. Signing in contemp, you sloe your eyes. Tomorrow, you would send the letter to the one person you look up to.