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"Tae let's go recess together." Y/N said while looking at Taehyung who sat beside her during math class awhile ago.
"I can't. I don't want to eat today. You just go." he reply without looking at Y/N while playing with his phone.
"Well then I stay with you."
"No you shouldn't. Just go eat. I have some homework to be done." He said looking at Y/N with a small annoying expression plastered on his face.
"O..okay. If you want me to help you with anything just call me." Y/N realized the expression and she doesn' t want Taehyung to get mad at her so she just walk out from the class.
"Okay." just that simple reply.
You go the cafe alone and order your food and walk upstairs to the rooftop because that was your place to hangout when you're alone.
Soon you want to open the door but then you heard some people talking. One of them you recognize instant. Taehyung voice.
What is he doing here? Shouldn't he be at class doing his homework?
"I am done with her. She's too clingy and it annoyed me!" he said while pulling his hair.
Is that so? I was that clingy?
"How bad is she?" you know this boy. Jungkook. He's Taehyung bestfriend from childhood until now.
"Ouh she always talked about her family problems and whatever. It's not like I care." he told his friends casually as it is not a big deal.
He doesn't care? This whole time I thought he care but he's not. Wow.
"What problems?" ask his other bestfri8į , Jimin.
No he's not going to tell them right? He promise me once.
"She told me her father left her and her mother for someone else and her mother now-" he doesn't get to finish his sentences as I push the door open.
STOP IT!
"Tell them everything. From the start until the last one I told you yesterday. Might finish your story telling now. Just do it I don't care." She said with unamused face. Behind the blank be is the sad me who feel betrayed by her own boyfriend or should I said ex?
"Y/N?! What are you doing here?"
"I was just going to eat my lunch here but you make me lost my appetite."
"Y/N WAIT!" he shouted while running to her but she slammed the door shut infront of his face and run downstairs to the toilet while holding her tears.
Soon she open one cubicle and sit on the toilet bowl with tears run down her cheeks.
Why can't I be happy for once? I thought that he can make me happy but I make a mistake for beliving such a bullshit things call love.
I shouldn't let him in. I shouldn't give him chances. I shouldn't let him walk in my life. I shouldn't met him at first step.
Y/N sat in the toilet for the whole school hours without getting out luckily she already put her school bag in the locker before going to recess.
She walk out of from the toilet and grab her bag in the locker and make her way home. There no studens left in the school as the school hours already finish 2 hours ago.
He probably happy that he can get rid of me. Good for him.
She soon arrived home and go up to her room. She just want to be alone now.
She cried her heart out that night. Blaming herself for believing love that she didn't even belive before but soon Taehyung make his way into her heart and she accidently catch a feeling for him but it doesn't mean anything now. She feel betrayed.
I need to forget him. Forget him ever came in my life. Forget everything about him. You need to move on Y/N.
A week later Y/N go to school like usual but not herself. She didn't smile or didn't laugh just showing her emotionless, stoic face, not freindly anymore and she avoid encounter with Taehyung since a week ago.
Morning came and she don't want to go to school. She doesn't want to met everyone especially Taehyung but today there's a important math quiz so she must go to school eventhought she don't want to.
She walk to her school and walk to her first class of the day, English. After english, biology and math before recess. That's the only class she have with Taehyung and she don't want to encounter with him.
She walk in the class and sat at her new spot that is at the back of the class. Far from Taehyung. Student came and also the teacher. Soon the quiz begin.
While doing the quiz she feel someone looking at her and she know who is it. She look up from her quiz paper and saw Taehyung secretly looking at her. She look at him back with her stoic face. Soon he realize she caught him looking at her, he turn his head back to his paper. It's been a week that he secretly looking at her but she don't give a damn about it.
Just ignored him Y/N. You don't need him in your life anymore.
The bell ring and it's means recess time and also the class is over.
She pack her things and walk to the teacher to pass the quiz paper and walk out of the class to go to the library as the rooftop have already own by some students.
Before she could open the library door her hand was grab by someone. She turn around a saw someone she don't want to meet ever again.
"Let go of my hand."
"Y/N. I'm sorry."
"Don't said my name."
"Please Y/N. Don't do this to me."
"Do what? The one who should said that is me! You shouldn't do this to me! I.. I feel betrayed. I trust you that's why I told you my problems! But I was so wrong for trusting someone like you! It hurt so freaking much you know? You don't know. You wouldn't even know."
She catch a breath and continue talking.
"I make a mistake for opening my heart and loving someone like you. Love? Yes I loved you. This make me realize you never tell me you love me even for once. It's okay it doesn't matter anymore. How stupid am I believing that bullshit feeling called love."
"Y/N.. You love me?"
"Like I said it doesn't matter anymore. I want to ask you. Am I too clingy? You annoyed with me? Then tell me instead of go around telling your friends about my behavior! I'm sorry for being too clingy and annoyed the hell out of you. You really can't stand me? You want to get rid of me? It's okay I walk out myself. I'm sorry I didn't met your expectation."
"Please Y/N! Please. I'm sorry. I shouldn't told them your problems. I'm stupid I know! Please don't walk away. I need you. Please."
"You don't need me Taehyung. It's already happend. From now on don't call me. Don't said my name. Don't ever be near me again. Just pretend like we never know each other."
"No." he said then back hugging her.
"I won't let you go. You make me realize how much I need you. Please don't leave me."
"It's too late Taehyung."
"It's Tae. Don't call me Taehyung you're my girlfriend."
"I'm no longer your girlfriend Taehyung. Please let me go."
"W-what? What are you talking about?"
"We're over."
She said right infront of his face with a stoic face.
She with her stoic face but damn she are struggling to keep her hand from pulling him into hug. Her lips are yearning to feels his lips on it. But she need to restrain herself and forget about him.
She slowly push his hand from hugging her and walk away while holding her nearly fall tears. At the end of the day, no one will ever forget their first love because they are the first time a person feel emotionally connected to someone.
"NO! PLEASE Y/N! I LOVE YOU!" he shouted her name. As he about to run after her his feet like betrayed him and there is he stood infront of the library door looking at her body that slowly disappear from his eyes.
Is this how heart broken feels? If yes then it's really hurt.
Without he realized, he shed tears that trickling down his cheecks.
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I tried okay! Should I make part 2 or you guys like angst? Hahahaha😂