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1984

Los Angeles, California

"Slash, this is the small apartment we can rent. It is not big enough, but we have other bands living close, so we'll get fun every night"

Steven

The ever smiling Popcorn, who is his most dear friend, has chosen that flat. Small as a shoe box, but...they do not have money for something better.

"And who are the ones living close to us, Steve"?

"I do not know their names, but they are all struggling to be part of bands, they are all like us: talented but too poor, looking for glory and wet pussies"

But Slash does not have time for pussies, even when he loves them.

He is here to make it big, or to start another path. Victory or death. He is 19 years old but mature enough to know something: if you lose a chance, another will take it. If you fail, no one will care and you will be easily replaced.

They go for a walk, smoking and smiling, as it is impossible not to laugh if you have Steven by your side. He is funny, he is a good friend, and he is also talented.

A tall man comes towards them:

"Hey, I am Tommy. Are you new here?. I play drums in Motley Crue"

The man is nice and friendly

"Man, you are sort of my idol, I fucking love your skills and I love Motley, and I..."

Steven is like a child, you know.

"We have a meeting every night, at my apartment. Join us, it is right there"

Yes, the great Tommy Lee has invited them to join their funny lives

Steven was right: even when the apartment they rent is too small, they have really interesting neighbours. You can't have it all

Saturday night

"Welcome to the jungle, guys. We have fun and games, haha. Just a saying, we have kind of an orgy here every night"

Tommy is amazing. Funny, talkative, a down to earth guy. But that apartment is really a fucking jungle: naked women, naked men, drugs on the tables, booze, weird odors and laughters everywhere

"He is my fuck buddy, Axl"

What the fuck, is Tommy a faggot?

"I like chicks too, but look at that ass". Tommy signs towards a slender figure who is wearing tight leather pants and who is looking at them with green piercing eyes. He seems to be the only one who wears clothes, here.

They enter the place with a mix of joy and fear. They say hi but there is no reply...

They are all out of control here, man.

However, Axl is still looking at them. He is clearly sober and angry.

What a mermaid, man. Long, silky hair and that face....he is really precious.

Tommy is a lucky bastard, isn't him?

"Here we have Vince, Mick, Izzy, Duff, Tracii, Nikki...well...they are all getting fun, as you can see. Have a drink, man. We are all junkies, but cool people, you know"

"That boy Axl, is he your boyfriend?"

"No, Slash, he fucks with almost all of us. He is such a cheap slut, you know. But we all love his tight ass, man. You can fuck him too, I am not jealous"

What a total asshole. Talking like that about a guy he has sex with.

"Poor mermaid". It is what Slash is thinking when he hears a noise

Axl is throwing a chair to Tracii.

"Watch your mouth, son of a bitch. I am not your sex toy, you won't fuck me tonight"

Oh my god. What the hell man?.

"Steven, I think we should leave. They are all out of their minds here"

"No Slash, I want some fun. Seems like the ginger has quite a temper, right?"

Tommy is holding Axl, so that to avoid Tracii being punched by him

"Tommy, help this cheap slut to calm down, ok?. I do not care about you, faggot. Your ass is not worth my dick, idiot"

Tracii is mocking Axl so bad that the tension has increased and everyone is just looking to Axl

"Leave my place right now, Tracii, before I kill you"

Tommy...what a gentleman. He is defending the mermaid. It is right, man.

Tracii leaves and Axl tries to run after him, but again, Tommy holds him tight.

"He does not deserve your anger, angel"

"Do not call me angel, idiot"

They are all crazy in their heads here.

Axl runs upstairs, and Slash can notice his sadness

Poor mermaid

Everyone continue with what they were already doing: fucking, taking drugs, drinking Jack Daniels, chatting about music, being high as unicorns....

Tommy smiles to us

He does not love the mermaid, otherwise he would be upstairs taking care of him

Bastard

"Is Axl everyone's bottom"?

"Steven, you should not question that"

"Why not, Slash. It is pretty clear that the man sleeps with them all"

"It is still his problem, not yours"

Slash is defending the poor mermaid and he does not even know why, but he hates injustice. He hates it so fucking much.

"He sleeps with everyone. Not with Izzy, as he is his best friend, but with the rest of us, yes. He is like a woman in bed. Not, he is much more better than a woman. I fuck him every night, because he is a whore who is always begging for big cocks. He is my bitch, yes"

This Tommy seemed so cool but he is nothing more than a piece of shit.

Slash wants to punch him but he is still worried for that mermaidlike creature called Axl

Steven and Tommy go to the living room to do drugs, and Slash just wants to go upstairs.

What if the man is sad and alone?.

What if Tommy lied and he is not his fuck buddy?

What if .....

If it is true that they all fuck him, they are just a piece of shit staying downstairs while their slut is left alone.

And that Izzy...what kind of best friend let you alone in that way, while kissing a stupid woman?

Assholes

Slash hates them all, while the redhead mermaid is all alone

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Slash is sure: there is no one looking at him, so he starts going upstairs

Suddenly, a voice stops him

"Where are you going"

He is face to face with Izzy now

"I was looking for a bathroom, and you?"

"I am going to check on my friend, Axl. He suffers depression and after this fight, I know he may feel like shit"

"Good. If you need help, just tell me"

Slash is glad because at least someone cares about the mermaid.

But his plan has been aborted

He needs to talk with Axl

He does not even know why

He waits until Izzy enters the room and he goes upstairs as well

He gets close to the room and hears someone crying

He hears his words clearly:

"I am sick of this life. I want out"

That is not Izzy's voice.

The mermaid voice is too deep and masculine. Nothing in relation to his pretty feminine face

He does not know what to do.

Suddenly, the room door is opened and the mermaid is there, looking at him

"What the hell are you doing here?"

"I am sorry, I was looking for a bathroom"

His stupid lie

Izzy holds Axl and just says: "That is true, the bathroom downstair has Vince inside, as he is fucking a woman, so..."

Axl does not say anything. He just has red eyes, as he has been obviously crying his heart out

Slash has got an idea. It is weird as they are total strangers, but...

"Maybe some fresh air will help us all, this place smells of nothing but alcohol and dirt.

"Do you want to go for a walk?"

"I do not want to fuck with anyone"

"I never meant that, Axl, I don't even know you. But walks are good for headaches, just that, man"

The mermaid comes close to him and Slash can clearly see he is beautiful. He also sees he has a Led Zeppelin tattoo on his right shoulder.

"Ok. But Izzy come with us"

So, the three of us go for a walk while the others do not even notice that they leave the place. Steven is too occupied touching a woman's tits, so...he won't worry about his friend going out.

"Tommy, the douchebag, is fucking a woman. He fucks me every night and now...he does not even care about me. Men are all equal in their cruelty"

Axl seems to love rants. He speaks slowly, and he is obviously full of anger, and quite dissapointed with one of his lovers, Tommy.

"Is he your boyfriend?"

"Of course not. He is only a stupid who fucks me. I fuck others, too. He is not too important, but I thought he would be different"

Izzy is just there, smoking and looking at his best friend.

"Axl, you have to take your meds. Tommy is a just flat, immature man, and we all know that"

Slash is just there, feeling like a total stranger who should leave them alone but he needs to know more, he wants to know everything about the redhead mermaid

"Axl, may I question why do they all have sex with you?. You are too beautiful for those shallow idiots. Sorry, I should not intervene but..."

"Dicks help me feel better. They are the only one thing that calms me down. I do not care about these idiots, I am only interested in having good sex, and I do enjoy their cocks a lot"

What a weirdo, man

Slash wonders what the hell is he doing there, with two strangers

He likes the mermaid too much, that is the problem

"They call me cheap slut. Haven't Tommy told you?. That is my nickname while they fuck me. I am not shy, so I do not give a shit what you think about me".

"I do not think anything about you, Axl. I met Tommy on the streets today, man. I do not even understand what is really going on, but if you need help, I take your side, man, just because I have witnessed they are all stupid enough, and I hate stupid people"

Axl smiles to him and Izzy smiles to Axl

"Izzy, would you let Slash and me alone please?"

The mermaid asks his friend that and Slash feels totally surprised

Izzy leaves and Axl approaches Slash. His long, red hair making him look like a sensual siren:

"Slash, take me to a hotel and fuck me raw"

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I...I have never been with a man and...I..do not consider people to be just holes, you know?. I do respect people. Besides, Tommy said you are his sex buddy and I do not even know....

But Slash is interrupted by Axl

"As you prefer. It is just that you are cute and having sex helps me to avoid depression".

They continue walking as there is a big park there.

"I know I am ugly. I know only my ass is precious. I also know they fuck me because I am such a good whore but they would never choose me as anything else"

Oh my god. How is Axl able to say such stupid things?

He is clearly as beautiful as the sun, man

"They are douchebags if they do not appreciate your beauty"

Slash has said that and he feels like a piece of shit: he has refused the guy's proposal, how idiot can he be?!.

"Axl, can we go to my apartment?. I want to be with you, but I am not like them. Sorry. I really care about you, even when I have just met you"

Axl nods.

The man is clearly no bisexual like the rest of his fuck buddies

What a disgrace!. Slash is beautiful but he won't stick his cock in his tight ass.

However, he does not want to come back to Tommy's flat so he accepts the invitation

"I live with Steven here. It is a mess, and so small, but...we have not enough money"

"I do not have money, either. Otherwise, I would not be living with Tommy. Even when he fucks me amazingly. I like being his slut, you know. He is an alpha and he penetrates me rough, with his thick cock I love so much"

Wait. Axl is clearly telling that all to make Slash jealous. He just knows how to manipulate people. Even more when he is wishing to be well fucked up by that people

"If you live with Tommy, why do you have sex with the other ones"?

"Because I have a severe addiction to sex. And it helps with my depression. I enjoy having a cock inside more than I enjoy crying and being sad. However, that joy stops when sex stops. That is the reason why I am insatiable"

Give Slash a moment of reflection upon all the situations that are going on :

Axl is a sad mermaidlike man who is more beautiful than any woman and who has his tight ass intensely fucked by some idiots because otherwise he feels suicidal?

Slash is immersed in those thoughts when Axl sits upon his lap.

"We can still be friends if we do not fuck"

What an asshole

He is saying that while he is on Slash's lap, with his ass too close to poor Slash's crotch...

It is enough teasing, man

Slash starts kissing his neck and caressing his long hair. He kisses the ginger's right shoulder while getting him closer to the mermaid's body

"I love your Zeppelin tattoo, and your hair, and your voice, and your eyes"

Both start laughing

No more teasing man

Time to play the game

Slash positions himself on the sofa and takes Axl above him, kissing him and feeling a special joy to realize that he will have Tommy's boy now.

"That asshole does not deserve you"

Axl smiles and kisses him back, while starting to undress himself and Slash

"You said you have not fucked a guy before"

"It is true, Axl"

"I love it rough and fast. I will teach you how to satisfy me, from now on"

Fucking mermaid. Who could refuse him....

Not Slash

He enters him slowly to find out the boy is clearly well-opened and lubricated. He has clearly plenty of experience riding cocks. He moans like a hungry slut and he begs for more, driving Slash totally out of his mind.

"Fuck you Tommy, I am fucking your boy and I will do it all over again, every fucking day of my life".

He is thinking that when he feels sperm on his abdomen, as Axl is clearly having an orgasm and has just come due to riding his thick cock so intensely

"Stay still, precious. I will fill you like no other have done before"

Slash... the possessive one

A few minutes later he comes, filling Axl with his cum while the mermaid moans and moves his hips like the good bitch that he is.

What a beauty

He rides cock deliciously

Slash wants more, so he kisses Axl and they stay there, enjoying post-orgasm relaxation.

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Axl comes back to Tommy's flat in the morning, only because Steven has just arrived to the apartment and witnessed Slash making out with Axl, on the sofa

Weird, weird situation

"Stay with me the whole day Axl. Steven will understand"

But when Steven arrives and witness such a situation, he clearly feels uncomfortable and surprised like never before

Axl just says hi to Steven, and starts putting his clothes on in order to leave

Steven looks at the man in awe: he is obviously naked and has had Slash inside him until a minute ago, and he is also too disappointed due to the interruption, therefore he leaves too quickly

Slash looks to Steven and can only says:

"You are not allowed to tell anyone about this, ok?"

"Of course not, Slash...It is just that I did not know you liked dudes"

"I do not like dudes"

Of course. Because Axl was not a dude but an hologram

Anyway, Steven is too high to think clearly. He goes to sleep and Slash stays there, already missing the mermaid.

Axl arrives to his flat and finds Tommy fucking a woman on their bed. What an idiot

He goes downstairs and Nikki is there, smoking and looking at him with lust

"Hello, baby. Come to fuck with your Daddy this morning? It is long time since I do not fuck you as rough as you like, baby. "

"You fucked me two days ago, idiot. I want to sleep but Tommy has a whore in our bedroom"

"Another whore?"

That stupid smirk in Nikki face....

"Yes, another whore. But not one who can be better than me, punk"

"And where were you? Tommy was looking after you, quite angry to realize you had left the house with that nigger"

"That nigger fucked me much better than you or Tommy, douchebag. He is amazing, indeed, and his cock is the greatest. Are you jealous?"

Nikki is feeling jealous, of course, but they all call Axl "cheap slut" so...who could blame him for sleeping with another man?

"Seems like the new neighbour is pretty intelligent. He was invited here to have some fun, but he has fucked our beautiful siren...he will get into problems with Tommy, you know?"

"I am not yours, not Tommy's. Forget about that. I only like your dick, Nikki. Nothing else is worthy in you"

They are having that discussion when Tommy comes downstairs. Nikki knows how angry his friend has been last night, so he leaves, letting them alone

"Hello whore"

No answer

"I said hello whore. Answer me right now, Axl"

"Fuck you"

"Such a bad whore, fucking a stranger without his Daddy' s authorization"

Tommy comes closer and starts to touch him. Axl tries to escape but Tommy is much taller and Axl is just a tiny boy...he cannot escape

"Whore-whore-whore, cheap slut o' mine!. Fucking with that ugly nigger, all desperated for cock. Aren't you ashamed of yourself?. You are only 20 years old and have had more cocks than any pornstar. Cheapppppppppppp Sluttttttttttttttttttttttt"

But Axl remains silent. He hates this idiot so much, he would gladly go to Slash's apartment to be with a true man, right now. If only he could escape...

"I have a whore in our bed, slut. She is good, but you are much better. Now, undress and suck your Daddy's cock or I will fucking punch you"

"Fuck you, Tommy. Fuck you and that stupid bitch and your stupid conditions. I hate you, I hate you as much as I despise you"

"You do not say the same thing when you beg for my dick to fuck your mouth, cheap slut. You even love swallowing my cum every night, bitch"

And he forces Axl to go on his knees while he takes off his own cock, forcing Axl to blow him

"Beg for my cock like you are used to, cheap slut"

He makes Axl choke too hard while he holds his red hair violently, forcing Axl to make something against his will. The worst thing is that Tommy enjoys seeing tears streaming down Axl's precious face, and he finally comes inside the ginger's mouth, forcing him to swallow all his cum

"That is much better, cheap slut. You are mine, even when my friends also fuck you, just because you are too beautiful and make our cocks beg for your ass. But, you misbehaved, siren, since you should have asked for my permision to go out with that nigger, you know, because I am the one paying for this apartment!. But you lack respect for me, bitch. See, you are now swallowing my cum because you cannot live without my cock. Whore o' mine"

He then takes Axl in his arms and takes him to the sofa, where he fucks him rough and violently, while Axl cries and wishes he was dead. This cannot be happening. Tommy is fucking him against his will and he is making it as violently as he can.

"You are all open, slut. That nigger has been inside you. Now go and tell him that you will always be mine, as I am the one who pay for our place and you betray me with that ugly man"

He hates Tommy so much it hurts.

His soul hurts more than his ass

Tommy has raped him without mercy

Tommy was fucking a woman, not giving a fuck for Axl when he left the apartment with Izzy and Slash, and now he is playing the role of a dissapointed husband?

Axl has to leave this place as soon as possible.

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"Axl, I will go to take a bath. You will go to our bed, tell the woman to leave and wait for me all naked. And stop crying, depressive shit. You are the one fucking with strangers, when we said it was not part of our deal"

Tommy, that piece of shit ...

He goes upstairs feeling like a winner, all satisfied in his stupid revenge

Axl is so shocked that he does not know what to do next, but he cannot stay there after the rape

He puts his clothes on and leaves the apartment, running as fast as he can.

Again without a house, again alone in life

He runs and runs towards the river while crying his heart out

That is the price he paid for trying to have a roof on his head

Enough.

Tommy finishes his bath and goes to the bedroom, to find out that the woman is still there. He goes downstairs but Axl has clearly left. He is angry and leaves the apartment, looking for Slash's apartment, he knows where it is as Steven had innocently told him last night

He knocks on Slash apartment's door and Steven opens the door. Slash is also there watching television

"Where the hell is Axl?. Tell me, nigger!"

What comes next is Slash punching his stupid face as hard as he can, with Steven helping him as he hate those stupid racists assholes so much

Slash puts a knife on Tommy's neck: "Tell me what you have done to him or I will fucking cut your throat right now"

"I fucked him violently like the slut deserved. He moaned and loved it, he rode my cock all morning and said you fucked him so, so bad. He loves it rough, man, he is no more than a poor boy from Indiana, a cheap slut looking for huge cocks. A beautiful faggot, and he is mine"

And Slash damages his fucking throat with the knife, but only a little bit, with a small cut; because he will not go to jail due to this douchebag

"Tell me where is Axl, or I won't be so nice again"

"He left after I raped him, he left with my cum in his mouth and in his ass, as he deserved"

Slash punches him even harder, until Tommy is there on the floor: blood streaming down his neck and out of reason due to the harsh smack

"Go for Axl, he must be somewhere. I will stay here with this piece of shit. Then we will think about what to do with him"

Steven...he is such a great friend, man

Slash thanks him and leaves. No idea where to go, but he is too afraid. He saw too much anguish in Axl's eyes.

He walks and walks; but Axl isn't anywhere.

He is sick of it all and he knows he will fucking kill Tommy if Axl has done something wrong to himself.

He is tired of walking...

Until he saw him

He saw his mermaid

He saw him there, next to the river shore, all alone.

He slowly approaches him, putting his hand over Axl's right shoulder. He kisses his Led Zeppelin tattoo and embraces him tight

Words are very unnecessary

"I tried to kill myself half an hour ago. The river was calling for me, you know?. It would have been so easy..just jumping from the bridge and all sorrows would be gone. But I am still a coward, as you can see"

Slash tightens his embrace and kisses Axl's cheek.

"Tommy forced me to blow him and then raped me. I do not have a place to live anymore. I do not love him so...he can fuck off. He played the jealous boyfriend when he is not my boyfriend and when he was fucking a woman in our bed"

Slash does not know what to say, so he just listens

"They all fucked me many, many times: Vince, Mick, Nikki, Tommy, Duff; but it was always with my consent. I love sex because it is the only one thing I have to calm my mind down and heal my soul, but he crossed a line, forcing me twice to be penetrated against my will"

"I will take revenge. He is in fact in my apartment with his throat almost cut and with Steven controlling him, until I come back and take a good revenge on him"

Axl looks at him totally mesmerized

"Are you crazy?. He is not an easy man. He is an alpha who always wants to have the upper hand, not only in the bed"

"I WILL FUKING KILL HIM ANYWAY!"

Axl cannot believe his ears. This Slash is too amazing to be real

"I will tell you a story, but only if you kiss me before"

Of course Slash obeys and he kisses Axl tenderly

"I got this tattoo 3 years ago, when I was 17 years old and I left Indiana. During the trip to L.A I listened to Stairway to heaven many, many times. Even when I am not a girl, I feel like one inside. Maybe that is the reason I like men too much. I always feel like Led Zeppelin were thinking about me while writing the lyrics, you know?"

"I love Zeppelin as well, Axl. They are great. I always knew that I would fall in love with a Zeppelin fan"

Axl smiles at him, understanding what is going on in Slash's heart.

"I have depression. Some days, if I forget to take the pills, a black hole is positioned within my chest. I feel empty and desolated, and only sex fills that void. So, I have sex with many men and that sensation seems to get weaker. Let's say that I have become a cheap slut, as they call me, due to my mental problems"

Slash cannot believe his ears. The mermaid really thinks that he is no more than a cheap slut, as all those idiots have only fucked him, but never cared about his well being.

"Izzy is the only person who understands me"

"You are wrong. I am here as well.

Axl looks at him and smiles tenderly.

"Come to live with me Axl. I do not want to fuck with you, I want to show you what love truly is, and how much love you do deserve"

And his mermaid kisses him while caressing his curls

"You are the best, Slash"

'And it's whispered that soon, if we all call the tune

Then the piper will lead us to reason

And a new day will dawn for those who stand long

And the forests will echo with laughter'