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The little cautus clumsily walks toward her desk, trying to look for paperwork needed for her work. The sarkaz can only see from behind.
The cautus happily eat with younger operator, she chattered and laugh with fellow young operator, she also happily eats the parfait together. The sarkaz can only eat alone, while watching her.
The cautus take the mercenary hand gently, her hand feel warm. She held the sarkaz mercenary hand with both of her small hands and her head facing toward the mercenary eyes. Her innocent blue eyes filled with light and brimming with hope look into the sarkaz eyes filled with hardship and endurance. She tried to talk with the mercenary however the mercenary pay no mind with what she said, instead the mercenary focused looking on her innocent eyes it as if she was enamored by the beautiful cautus eyes.
They hold hand together, the cautus guided her with smile on her face, while the sarkaz can only obey her and couldn't refuse. The sarkaz see cautus back as her left hand holding Sarkaz hand, from behind the sarkaz see ‘’something’’ in the cautus, it as if the sarkaz remember similar feeling a while back but the sarkaz couldn't explain why.
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What’s this feeling? Why my chest is heavy?
Why must she remind me of ‘’her” so much?
Why you didn't hate me?
Why are you accepting me?
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“Once this is over, we could think a name together for you”
Said a beautiful white haired sarkaz woman, who’s smiling and held the lone mercenary hand
“W...W..”
The white haired sarkaz is standing in front of balcony at land ship, the mercenary saw her faces. Her eyes are filled with sorrow and sadness by unending war. If only i could give her the happiness, she wanted.
‘’W!!”
W jolted, and she opened her eyes, seemingly shocked, hearing a voice calling her.
“W are you okay? You didn't respond when i keep calling you, and you also didn't talk for a whole day.” Amiya grip W hand with concerned face.
W try to make sense of what happen and let out a small sigh. “ Hahaha sorry little bunny, did i make you worry? im just very tired today” W put out a feeble smile in front of Amiya.
“Ah...I see. That's right, you were doing a lot of mission yesterday”
“ I thought you’re sick, so im very worried. Let's continue”
W is confused because she had no idea what she and Amiya doing.
‘’Emm I'm sorry Amiya. What exactly we do again?”
Amiya let out a small pout on her face, “ You really didn't pay attention. Just as I thought”
Amiya put her face closer to W, ‘ I want to become intimate with you”
Amiya face become red as she put her hand on W shoulder, “I know this is silly request of mine, but ever since we’re dating we didn't act like a lover...I want to know more about you and i also want to be physically close to you”
W is shocked upon hearing such statement coming from little Amiya. But W didn't hate it, in fact maybe she really need it.
W quietly put her hand on Amiya body and hug her without notice. “Here, this is what you want, right?”
“I didn't expect my little bunny to become so bold, where do you learn this?”
‘’You’re lucky that i’m not in the mood to be a bad devil today, or else i might do.. Something more than this” W whisper on Amiya ear.
Amiya is startled and W is amused seeing her reaction.
“Hahaha just kidding~ No way I'm going to do something bad to you, or else everyone will kill me~”
“..........”
Amiya hug W with her small hand, and she also put her head closer to W face as her face is behind W.
“W..you're actually not tired, aren't you? i’m sorry i happen to read your heart”
Amiya hand tenderly rub W head.
“W i just want to let you know, that i’m always on your side and my feeling won't change”
“..........”
“ You don't need to keep everything by yourself. i also want to share your burden”
“Also, I hope...you will see me as myself, not as Theresa’s heir. I want to you to make promise with me.”
Amiya direct her mouth on W ears, she whispers “If there’s a day, when i don't become myself anymore. Please keep see me as Amiya.”
“Also, I want you to love me as Amiya not as Theresa heir”
W close her eyes and pat Amiya head.
“Hahaha little bunny, it seems you’re the one who get tired.”
“But I promise I will”
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No, my feelings with you and Theresa is different.
Perhaps my love is…never mind.
I don't know anymore about this feeling.
I don't know how to explain this feeling
But my chest is heavy.
My head is hurt just by thinking about it.
Theresa...Amiya….you're a different person, yet you're also the same person. You are my star and light.
You’re the person that i want to dedicate my life to.
Perhaps I really see you as your own, Amiya.
I hope I never see a day when you aren't yourself.