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Summary:

This is a little exploration of Phryne's thoughts and feelings about her and Jack's falling out after Blood at the Wheel and especially during The Blood of Juana the Mad. Technically, they're songlyrics but you could take it as poetry. I hope you give it a chance

Notes:

Hello, lovely people!
This is my very first post on this site and I really hope you like it...
Anyway, about this: The episodes Blood at the Wheel and The Blood of Juana the Mad kinda broke my heart, when Jack and Phryne had their falling out, there were such powerful and meaningful interactions in these episodes and them being apart like that and then working together but with that distance between them made the world feel unthethered. Some stories just grip you real hard and MFMM is definitely one of those. These episodes in particular just got me and these lyrics just came out.
I also really liked trying to capture Phryne's essence, still feeling like she shouldn't be feeling off-kilter simply because she wasn't Jack's partner anymore but definitely feeling it anyway. I hope I succeeded somewhat.
You can read it as poetry, I guess, or if you want to imagine it as a song, in my head this sounds very 1920s jazzy...
P.S.: that's also why the punctuation is a little off, I always signify breaks in the song with commas :)

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You should be sad
Cause you remember, what it's like to see that light on, in my parlor
When you're sitting outside, in your car
You used to be
Invited, delighted, whiskey loosened up our tongues

We were, something, rare
Like a special drop of wine and autumn, air
Distance is only another word for despair
Like hunted foxes running scared

Leave your hat
Don't close the door, don't take those steps we know you won't retrace, into my parlor
I'm too much trouble, the delicious kind
The selfish kind, that you can't stand
Honorable man

Why should I be losing my balance?
Ground beneath my feet, feels like it's leaning
The gravity, of the empty space beside me

Rest my head
Against pillars of stone, maintain this fragile balance, this careful dance
The man beside me is not on my side
You should be sad
Cause you remember, I used to say your name in a caress in my parlor
This room has seen so many of our moments

I shouldn't be sad
Why should I be losing my balance?
Ground beneath my feet, feels like it's leaning
The gravity, of the empty space beside me

We were, something, rare
Like a special drop of wine and autumn, air