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“Give him back…”
Everything’s blue,
“GIVE HIM BACK..!”
and not in a good way.
It’s almost blinding how bright it is. I feel dizzy. Very dizzy. And what is this feeling in my chest? I’ve never felt this before.. I don’t like it.
Now it’s black.? What’s happening?
I’m scared.
I can see something now.. It’s Marcy.!
Oh no…
“Hold on, I just need to-!”
My eyes are dampening. Why am I seeing this again? Tears started to roll down my cheeks like two massive waterfalls took the place of my eyes. I don’t want to think about what happened that day. It’s too painful. Seeing your best friend in the world…
THUMP
“MARCY..!!”
Die..
Right in front of you.. And not being able to do anything about it.
Everything’s white again.
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I wake up, shooting into a sitting position, shaking and crying. I’m trying my best not to just scream as loud as I can. This feeling is overwhelming. It’s like I’m drowning and I know no one’s gonna be able to save me, I’m too far away from anyone for them to even notice. And it’s mixed with pure anxiety and anger. Anxiety from not knowing what I’m supposed to do without my best friend.. And anger from how Andrias killed her. He killed her.. Right in front of me, in front of everyone.. Why? What did I do to deserve that.? She was the only person who ever made me truly happy.. And now she’s gone..
Forever…
I start to hear quiet footsteps outside of my room, getting closer to my door. I quickly throw myself back down on my mattress, grabbing a pillow and digging my face into it to hopefully muffle my crying, trying not to even breathe. The door opens. I’m shaking. I’m trying so incredibly hard not to but it’s failing miserably. I guess me being in the dark covers it up a bit as the door soon closes again. A big sigh of relief comes out of my mouth almost instantly, letting me loosen my grip on the pillow. I hear whoever it was walking back in the direction they came from without another sound coming from outside.
I slowly sit back up again, reaching for my phone that’s plugged in next to my bed. I click the home button to see what time it is. It reads 3:27 A.M. I should probably go back to sleep.. I don’t want to but it’s necessary to live.
