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Passionately, I kissed him. The taste of him made me so extremely giddy and I wanted more. I wanted every bit of him. But I can’t. I pulled away abruptly and he questioned the sudden drawback.
I felt the tears in the creases of my eyes as I had realized what I'd done and thought about. I quickly turned around, not letting him see my tears, and walked towards his door to leave.
One last time, I looked at him and his confused expression. I never wanted him to see me cry because I didn’t want to seem weak in front of him, but I guess I am. I’m weak. His confused face turned into worry and sadness as he attempted to stop me and reach out for me.
I was gone before he could even touch me.
I wasn’t about to give up this friendship, or ruin it. I never wanted that. I will never do that.
xxx
Chase: Hey.. I miss you..
Chase: Stop leaving me on read please.
Chase: I miss hanging out with you.
Chase: Please don’t abandon me, friend.
Friendzoned.
I ignored his messages after that and Anti texted me. That’s a first.
Anti: What did you do to Chase?!?! He won’t stop sulking and it’s getting on my nerves.
(Y/n): Sorry. I left after I did something that I regretted.
Anti: What did you do?
(Y/n): Kiss him.
Anti left me on read and didn’t text me back. It was fine since it’s Anti.
Marvin: Okay okay so you KISSED Chase!?
(Y/n): Anti told you?
Marvin: Anti told me, Henrik, Jack, JJ, and Jackieboy. Everyone is here and Chase is upset in his room, thinking he did something wrong.
(Y/n): I’m sorry.
Marvin: He really loves you, ya know? He’d do anything to make you happy, smile. The sight of seeing you cry made him think he did something bad.
(Y/n): Oh.. Jackieboy and Schneep.. What did they say?
Marvin: Pretty much everything I’m telling you. Jackieboy has been in and out of Chase’s room, trying to get him to talk.
Marvin: Please come over.
(Y/n): I’ll come over in a few.. I guess. I have to finish something.
I finish typing my paper and send it to the professor and shut everything down, leaving my home.
xxx
“He’s vhere.” Henrik pointed. His room, which I didn’t know before, was closed. I pressed an ear against the door to hear him mumble stuff and sniff every now and then.
I knocked a couple times. “Go away Jackieboy."
My heart tore as his voice cracked many times.
"It’s me… (Y/n).. Can I come-”
The door flung open and there he was. Red blotchy eyes, tear stained cheeks, pale skin. Under all that, he hid a smile. His eyes speak, “I love you.. But I’m scared.”
"I’m sorry.” I start off and walk in the room, not wanting a bunch of eyes on me. I close this door behind me and slowly stat cleaning his room, starting off with my little talk. He didn’t mind me cleaning his room because he knows I can’t focus on talking without doing something. “I was stupid and I’m an idiot for doing that to you. I didn’t mean to make you cry. I just didn’t want the kiss to ruin our friendship..” I started to talk about how idiotic I was and such an awful friend.
He listened, and kept telling me how I’m not stupid and an idiot, how I’m not an awful friend. He embraced me and I felt the tears run down my cheeks as I dropped everything and just hugged him, crying my heart out into his shoulder. His shirt soon became damp because of me and I felt like I needed to apologize.
Once I regained my sanity, I began to apologize for the crying shoulder wet area, but he shook his head and pulled me against him.
He smiled widely, causing me to smile.
“Hey..” I mumble, realizing how close we were.
“Hello beautiful.” He chuckled a little and leaned closer, pulling my hips closer to him. I wrapped my arms around his neck and slipped his hat off, brushing my fingers through his hair.
“Hello handsome.” I repeated back to him.
“So..” He bit the bottom of his lip. “You want to continue the kiss from earlier?”
“Uhm..” Without me saying yes or no, he placed his lips on mine and kissed, passionately.