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SeungKwan kept to his place, where he would sleep in a short time,
and as he watched the group members get ready to go to bed. He laughed at
the jokes of his friends and sometimes looked at the cameras that were in
the corners of the room. He felt without any privacy, being watched by
several cameras. Of course this would be normal after debuting in a group,
but it didn't feel normal to be watched 24 hours a day. The other members
felt normal as some of them commented that they got used to after SEVENTEENTV.
But he didn't, he didn't know exactly why, but at a few moments he felt
suffocated, let's say, he wanted to do things without being filmed and
lots of people watching.
He laughed once more seeing the imitation not imitation Seokmin was trying to
do of some singer and lay down on the bed made on the floor. He responded to the
'goodnights' that the members saidtohim andtotheothersandsmiledat the members
who sent him kisses and hugs.
He covered himself completely and closed his eyes right after yawning,
indicating that sleep was already upon him. And with his eyes closed, he could
hear his groupmates laughing and talking in whispers so that the others wouldn't
hear, which was of no use, as you could hear what they said and secretly laughed
about thesubject Joshua wasdealing with. Seungcheol leader.
And after long minutes of hearing only silence or whispers out of
nowhere, saw that sleep would not come as it seemed it would. He opened
his eyes and under the blankets rubbed his hands that were cold. He looked
around and saw the boys sleeping peacefully. He bit his lower lip and found
herself, and quickly regretted feeling the cold hit her body. He rose to
his feet, looked once more at his friends and then at the cameras that were
still there and turned on. Carefully, he walked over of his friends so as
not to step on them.
"Where are you going?" Seungkwan stopped after hearing Jeonghan's voice
and looked at him.
"I am going to sleep." he replied simply and heard the same muffled laugh and
the leader mumble something next to the big haired one.
He walkedback totheother room. And withtheutmost care- soasnot to wake
up those who were already asleep, he lay down with the others and covered himself -
soonafter.
"What's it?" he heard Hansol's husky, calm voice beside him.
"I cannot sleep." Seungkwanrepliedandturnedonhis sideand was facetoface
with the blonde, and the latter smiled at him and hugged his waist.
"Good night then." Vernon said giving a brief seal on his hyung's
lips. And Seunkwan answered it in a low voice and hugged his non-boyfriend
boyfriend, as he always said. Not without first touching the ear more
and snuggling up against Hansol's body.
And minutes later, Seungkwan was sleeping peacefully like the others