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Jay wakes up alone which has been happening for quite a few mornings now, at first it didn’t bother him much but it kept in getting worse. He shakes the thoughts before heading to get a shower, thinking maybe he was reading too much into it maybe Hee and Hoonie have just been busy or stressed.
Wanting to be comforted by either one of his boyfriends’ scent he grabs Hoonie’s hoodie it being the first one he found.
Feeling a but hungry his next task was to get something to eat, heading to the kitchen he saw Heeseung and Sunghoon laughing.
“ G’morning” Jay says a small smile make its way unto his lips.
“ Morning” they mumble going right back to their conversation.
Jay’s smile fell but he didn’t bother to say anything, maybe their planning for their anniversary later.
Grabbing a bottle of water his appetite now gone Jay went back to their room. Maybe he was imagining or maybe he was just overthinking but it feels like they don’t want him around anymore.
Climbing back into bed the tears slowly came, Jay sobbed silently drifting into slumber.
When he woke up it was almost four in the afternoon, not really surprised because he could sleep a lot if given the chance.
Journeying to the bathroom to wash his face hoping his eyes weren’t puffy from crying.
About and hour later Jay got ready taking out the gifts he’d gotten for his two favorite people.
The hours went by and neither Heeseung or Sunghoon were anywhere to be seen, Jay sat in the living room waiting for them to come home, he tried calling to no avail his multiple calls went unanswered.
Jay heard the door open at about midnight as Heeseung and Sunghoon strolled in.
“ oh, you’re still up” Heeseung said
“ We’re gonna head to bed, it’s been a long day” Sunghoon adds
And Jay breaks, he pulls out his phone barely able to see the screen through all his tears and he calls Jake.
<<<. Hey what’s up >>>
<< C-can you come get me>>
<<< Jay what’s wrong what happened where are you >>>
<< at home j-just please >>
Jay ends the call heading outside. Jake found him crying by the gate hugging his knees to his chest.
“ Hey, it’s okay i’m here why don’t you tell me what happened” Jake coos pulling Jay into his arms
“T-they do-dont love me anymore” Jay sobs
“ i’m sure that’s not true, how about we go inside and talk”
Jay shakes his head his sobs now more violent, hold and Jakes shirt getting tighter like he would disappear if he let go.
“ Alright let’s go back to my place and we’ll sort this out tomorrow”
Jake picks him up placing him in the passenger seat putting the seatbelt on before getting in and driving off.
Jay has dozed off during the ride, so Jake tried his best not to wake him but that was short lived as soon as Jay’s body touched the bed.
“ No don’t go” he whimpers tears filling his eyes again.
“ I’m just getting you a change of clothes i’ll only be a minute” Jake says softly. Jay allows him to step away but that doesn’t stop the tears from flowing.
Jake grabs a shirt and shoots Jungwon, Sunoo and Riki a text telling them to come over
“ No no i’m right here” Jake hums wiping Jay’s tears “ come on let’s get you changed
Jake by now picked up on Jay’s fragile state, he never let’s it happen if he can help it. So Jake guesses it’s been a while since he’d be taken care of.
After letting Jake change his clothes Jay would not let him go, his grip tight on the others shirt head buried in his neck. Jake has a scent which is quite comforting to him.
Jake looks down at Jay rubbing soothing circles into his back, whispering sweet nothings into his ear.
“ Are you ready to tell me what happened now”
Jay tenses slightly but nods slowly starting from the beginning.
How they started to get distant a few weeks back barely acknowledging him, him going to be pe and waking up alone, them forgetting about their anniversary. It was all just a lot and he thought maybe he was overreacting but with home vulnerable he feels, it just can’t be helped.
“ You are not overreacting, they have been asshole but don’t worry i won’t let anyone hurt and you can stay with me as long as you need to.” Jake smiles wiping away Jay’s fresh tears for reliving what happened.
They laid there for a while until Jay fell asleep. Jake didn’t plan on moving, one he’s comfortable and two Jay needs to sleep he’s been crying for hours and refuses to drink or eat anything.
“Sim there better be a good reason why you-
“Would you be quiet” Jake whisper shouts cutting Jungwon off.
“ What happened” Riki asks noticing Jay’s puffy eyes.
Jake proceeds to tell them what happened and how Jay ended up here.
“ oh no and hyung has been talking about his anniversary for weeks” Sunoo says
“ yeah he’s not taking it well i don’t even know the last time he ate and i tried to get him to drink something but he wouldn’t budge. I also can’t move because if i leave he’ll start crying again, can you guys stay i think he could use the comfort, my guest rooms are set up i’ll let you know when he’s awake” Jake sighs unable to hide his worry.
“ Can u stay with you guys” Riki asks
“ Sure just don’t move around too much”
“ are you sure, why don’t you wait until tomorrow we don’t want him to wake up right now” Jungwon says resting his hand on Riki’s shoulder.
Riki nods sadly wanting to be there when his hyung wakes up but he knows Jungwon is right. He follows them bout the room gently closing the door.
Jake soon joins Jay in slumber first wrapping a protective arm around him.
………
It’s about mid day before Heeseung and Sunghoon realize Jay isn’t home, they head downstairs seeing the two gifts with their names on it.
“ I wonder what this is for” Heeseung hums
“Shit we fucked up, it was our anniversary” Sunghoon exclaims after opening the gift.
“ it totally slipped my mind let’s call him” Heeseung says.
The calls go unanswered for a while until Jake picks up.
<<< what do you want >>>
<>
<<< as if i’m going to let that happen, you fuckers have no idea how much you hurt him, hell you didn’t even notice his headspace>>>
<< what do you mean hurt him and he hasn’t been in his headspace , i know we forgot our anniversary
and we feel like shit for it but w-
<<< you guys have been complete ass’ to hive for weeks, you mean none if you noticed how vulnerable he was or how puffy his eyes have been from all the crying he’s been doing no i will not let you fucking speak to him, i picked him up this morning he was crying and he didn’t stop until he fell asleep so no i will not fucking let you speak to him not right now at least>>>
With that Jake hung up going back to comforting Jay. Even though the others were there Jay still wouldn’t let him go, not that Jake was complaining he’d be there for Jay as long as he needs him.
“when do you think you’re going to talk with them” Sunoo asks
“ Let’s not push him he’ll talk when he’s ready” Jungwon buts in ruffling Jay’s hair, he leaned in to the touch a whine slipping past his lips when Jake let’s him go.
“ It’s okay i’m still here” Jake coos pulling Jay unto his lap. “ Are you going to be good for me and eat something”
“ I don’t wanna eat, but im still good right? ” Jay pouts looking up at Jake.
“ You’ll always be good to me but i need you to eat we don’t want the cutie to get sick” Jake says
Jay nods wanting Jake to be proud of him “ I’ll eat if you feed me”
“ he’s too adorable, my heart can’t take this” Riki wails latching onto Sunoo
“get off me you giant”
“ would you too shut up, let’s go get food” Jungwon says dragging Sunoo and Riki out the door.
Jake finds himself smiling every time he looks down at Jay, he had feelings for the smaller but Heeseung and Sunghoon had gotten to him first. It’s been a year since then and he thought his feelings were gone but the sheer anger he felt knowing that Jay was hurt not to mention the way he hasn’t stopped smiling down at him or the way he’d protect him with his life and the way his heart keeps going a mile a minute just looking at him.
“ I’ll always be here for you no matter what” Jake says pecking Jay’s forehead.
“ Always loved Jakey” Jay mumbles dozing off.
Jakes heart beat speed up at the sound of that, trying his best not to read too much into it.
“ Wonnie come on you couldn’t have thought that was a good idea, we’re all upset about what they did but fighting !! really!!? and you Riki you were encouraging it” Sunoo scolds.
“ but they hurt Hyung” Riki argues
“ yeah and i’m not happy about that because he’s more sensitive than he lets on and i don’t like seeing him so down but fighting won’t solve anything” Sunoo continues
“ I don’t care, Jay is nothing but the sweetest person ever so i don’t care about any of that shit. He was there fir me when i needed someone and he needed someone he wasn’t at his best either but he hid it to make sure i was okay. I found him pasted out laying in his blood, he’d hit his head and if i was a moment later i don’t know if….. Jake and i sat in the hospital waiting for him to be okay, we watched his parents break down for days afraid that their son wouldn’t make it. so to hell with that” Jungwon shouts walking off
Riki goes to chase after him but Sunoo stops him.
“ He needs some spaces let him walk it off, let’s just head inside if he’s not back soon we’ll have Jay call him”
“ Where’s Jungwon ?” Jake asks
“ He kinda blew up and tried to fight Heeseung and Sunghoon, he’s taking a walk” Sunoo sighs
“ Shit, i shouldn’t have let him leave” Jake says
He gets why Jungwon is mad, hell he would’ve helped him.
They woke Jay up to make him eat, of course being a bit sad that Jungwon wasn’t there.
Jay was gonna be okay even if Heeseung and Sunghoon weren’t there for him, everyone else was.
“ can i talk to them tomorrow ?” Jay asks
“ Sure thing as along as you’re ready” Jake smiles
“ Can you guys come with me” Jay asks hopefully.
…..
They show up at Jay and his boyfriends shared house. Jungwon not hiding his displeasure.
“ I’m not here to fight at least not in front of Jay” Jungwon grumbles noticing Sunghoon’s weary look.
“ We’re here because Jay his ready to talk” Sunoo sighs and Jay peaks his head out from behind Jake.
Everyone is seated in the living room with tensions high not knowing what to expect.
“ We’re so sorry for hurting you I guess things just got a bit hectic with work and we pushed you away. We know it’s not an excuse for how we treated you but we will wait as long as we need to to fix everything” both explain pure guilt painting their features.
“ It’s okay now, it wasn’t before but I feel a bit better and i understand, which is why I propose we take a break from each other for a while….We’re not breaking up because I still love you two very much but we can just give each other some space and don’t sweat it because I forgive you” Jay smiles reaching over to kiss them both.
“ Anything for you” Sunghoon says
“ Well that’s that, oh and we don’t promise to keep our hands off him” Jungwon sneers.
They had discussed the possibility of a polyamory including all their feelings and now they just might act on it.
Jay flushes looking away
“ Well we talked about it so it’s fine “ Heeseung grumbles not entirely happy about the circumstances under which it’ll happen.
“ So how are you feeling” Jake asks pulling half naked Jay to straddle him.
They are finally alone Jungwon and the guys left so now he and Jay could have each other to themselves.
Jake has always been a little jealous when it comes to Jay so having him here all alone has him a little more excited than usual.
“ I feel okay now im glad we talked and it’s all thanks to you” Jay smiles
“ You know I’ll always take care of you” Jake coos
“ Riki told me that you love me” Jay says carefully
“ Fucking Riki, he wasn’t supposed to say anything” Jake grumbles
“ Hey it’s okay I love you too” Jay giggles
“ No i don’t think you understand and I know you probably don’t mean it the way I-
“ You’re rambling Jakey” Jay mumbles cutting him off with a kiss. “ I know what you mean”
“ wait so you’re okay with this” Jake asks
“ i’m more than fine and to be honest i liked you first” Jay admits.
“ you mean to tell me up you could’ve been mine all this time” Jake huffs
“ Don’t get all cute on me now, and to be fair i thought you didn’t like me like that” Jay adds pecking Jakes lips.
“ Oh my gosh, you’re lucky you’re cute it makes up for how dense you can be” Jake rebuts
Jay gasps in mock offense “ i am not dense, i’m just a bit oblivious”
Jake scoffs pulling the other closer by his waist “ yeah well if Riki noticed and you didn’t, i was literally all over you 24/7 and i would get jealous if anyone else got too close. I didn’t speak to Heeseung and Sunghoon for weeks when you guys made it official.”
“ oh that’s what that was, i always wondered why you kept glaring at them” Jay giggles “ don’t worry we’ll figure out whatever this is”
“ Yeah and fast because Jungwon has been extra tense lately” Jake hums caressing Jay’s cheek.
The eye contact is intense so many emotions swirling in there orbs, a red hue covering Jay’s cheeks but Jake locks him in place so he can’t look away. Being this close to Jongseong always makes him co crazy and this time he won’t stop himself.
The words stumble out of his mouth “ Fuck i’m gonna kiss you”
Jake feels static run through his body, kissing Jay has him on cloud nine. The kiss is soft and tender at first but then thoughts of other hands on Jay makes Jake go crazy.
His hands make their way down to Jay’s waist squeezing and pulling him closer, Jay whines trying to keep up closing his fists in Jake’s shirt.
“Ugh you’re so pretty, really makes me want to destroy you” Jake grunts pulling away. His thumb slightly massaging Jay’s lips.
Jay looks up at him eyes fully blown a look of ecstasy clouding his angelic feature and whispers “ what’s stopping you”
Jay’s tongue darts out licking Jake’s fingers before using his hand to guide two digits into his mouth.
“ Fuck how can you look so angelic and act like such a little whore, You know what since you want to act like one i’ll make you my personal whore turn you into my little nymph.” Jake says his voice deep and heavy.
Pulling his fingers from Jay’s mouth he changes their position, now hovering him a Jake kisses at the sensitive flesh of Jay’s neck loving how hard he tries to hold the little mewls in.
Jay hips twitch and a whiney gasp leave his lips when Jake bites into his neck “ P-please… more pl-please”
Jake chuckles darkly stripping the male under him, sucking in a breath as he eyes scan Jay’s amazing figure.
“ you’re gonna need a safe word system, red to stop, yellow is slow down and green is to keep going” Jake taps Jay’s thighs to get him to focus “ come on baby what did i say”
“ R-red is to stop, yellow for slowing down- ahh DADDY!!ngh pl-please
Jay borderline sobs as Jake tugs at his cock
“ Mhmm i like that but your not done come on” Jake smirks
“G-greeen is ahh keep going” Jay chokes out.
“ good kitten, now daddy is gonna make you cum until you squirt and you keep those pretty eyes one me yeah”
Jake’s gaze darken’s even more if possible and his movements speed up. Jay’s pleasured cries fill the room as Jake mercilessly strokes his leaking cock with one hand pinning his hips to the bed.
“ such a good whore. Are you gonna cum for me gonna cum for daddy” Jake hums feeling the other cock twitch in his hand.
Jake thumbs at the slit teasing the most sensitive part of Jay’s cock.
His vision whites, eyes rolling over as his body spasms with spurts of cum gushing out of his sensitive member.
Jake opens the latter’s mouth pushing two cum stained fingers watch Jay clean the cum from his fingers.
“ O-off daddy” Jay pouts words a but slurred tugging at Jake’s shirt, Jake chuckles at his cuteness still granting his wishes.
Jake now nude gives Jay the freedom of roaming his a hands all over his body, his breath hitches when he feels Jay’s nails slightly scratch at his skin.
Jake grabs the lube squeezing the cool substance onto his fingers, he captures Jay’s lips once more pushing him back onto the bed . His finger teases the laters pretty little hole drawing a gasp from him when he finally pushes the first digit in, Jay grips his biceps pulling him closer.
“ Relax baby i’ll make you feel good, what’s your color” Jake whispers slowly moving his finger while scanning Jay’s face for any sign of discomfort.
“ Green” he breathes out.
Jake slowly pumps the first finger in and out of the boy below him, eyes not leaving his pretty little vixen. He soon adds a second finger a lazy smirk forming on his lips when Jay arch’s of the bed.
Jay can’t lie and say he’s never had these fantasies, but the real thing is so much better. He can barely keep himself grounded. Hands gripping the sheets hips stuttering as Jake abuses his prostate. Jay feels himself slipping his stomach coiling, thighs trembling, back arching, high pitched whines leaving his lips. He looks up at Jake, whimpering under his dark gaze his famous smirk all with devious intent.
“ let go kitten, cum untouched for me”
That’s all he needed to go over the edge coming with a strangled cry “ daddy”
“ mhmm i bet you’re even more sensitive huh, daddy’s baby so pliant for me” Jake hums slowly shedding his clothes.
Jay’s lidded eyes follow his movements, a small whimper leave his lips when Jake stroke his own hard cock. Bitting his lip dark pupil’s taking in his angelic appearance. “ on your knees baby”
Jay scrambles onto his knees licking his lips, trying to stop himself from drooling at the sight of the latter’s cock. He didn’t expect it to be that big but he doesn’t care, he’ll do whatever Jake wants him to.
“ daddy please..”
Jake chuckles leaning down to give the submissive a quick kiss before grabbing his hair pushing him face to face with his cock, slapping his cheek with it a few times. Jake doesn’t have to tell Jay to open his mouth, he does so with urgency tongue darting out to lick at the tip. Bit by but he takes more into his mouth, first sucking on the tip hollowing his cheeks until it hits the back of his throat.
A strained curse falls from Jake’s lips his hand tangled in Jay hair, hips bucking slightly. Jay looks up at him whining, causing him to chuckle he gets the message telling his little pet to touch himself while he fucks his face.
“ if it gets too much tap my thigh two times”.
Jake sets a brutal pace bitting at his lower lip as his gaze lingers on Jay’s face. Tears streaming down his red tinted cheeks, saliva at the sides of his mouth, pathetic little mewls being muffled as he gets his mouth stuffed with cock. Jay’s cum spilling over his fingers when Jake forces himself to the back of his throat shoot his seed.
Jay looks spent but he still wants Jake to cum inside him. “ m-more daddy pl-please”
“ don’t worry i’ll take care of you yeah, on your back for me pretty” Jake coos stroking his shaft now covered in lube. He presses the tip against Jay pretty pink hole, curses tumbling form his lips at how tight he is.
Finally all the way in Jay squirms at the tip pressing in to his prostate. The thrust start off slow getting Jay used to the feeling but when his moans and cries get louder Jake speeds up never missing his prostate. Jay claws at his back pliant taking everything he’s given with broken sobs.
He feels his orgasm coming and it almost painful he sobs as he fully slips into his head space “ n-no please i can’t”
“ Yes you can baby, i remember saying i was going to make you squirt.. i’m keep my promises kitten” Jake smirks going harder and faster if that’s even possible. Jay clenches around him screaming and clawing his back finally squirting not being able to hold it back anymore.
Jake doesn’t stop his pace however falters as his stomach tightens reaching his high with Jay’s name falling from his lips.
“ baby you okay”
Jay doesn’t answer his eye glassy and distant.
Jake chuckles patting himself on the back for sending Jay into sub space, he tries to detach himself from Jay who’s rather clingy and sensitive at the moment so he can draw him a bath but it doesn’t work only makes him sniffle and tear up. So he ends up carrying him bridal style to the bathroom somehow managing to draw the bath with him in his arm.
After cleaning up then both end up back in bed with Jay sound asleep, before Jake joins him he see a message from Jungwon reading < hope you didn’t do too much damage>
Jake chuckles wanting to respond but sleep wins…..