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He's gone.
I feel numb, empty. It feels like a part of me just died, he died.
How did this happen? He was just fine 20 minutes ago, I can't believe this, I won't.
Are they screaming at me right now? Was it my fault? No it wasn't, right?
Why are you saying those things to me? Kai is gone, it's not like we can bring him back.
They are all so selfish, do they think I'm not hurt? I just lost the love of my life, but how would they know? No one knew.
Is this the end of everything? It is. All of their gazes fall on me, and all I can do is stand still. Am I even breathing? Of course I am, it just doesn't feel like it.
I feel dead, he's dead.