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7th April xxxx
I am human but I know not much of human customs. The first time I’ve actually been to the city was a month ago. There I met Lumine, a traveller, and Paimon her…side kick? Fairy friend? Whatever they are. Anyway, through them, I met other people too. I met Yunjin and Beidou for example. I also met up with my family, a family I did not know I had. Well, in truth, I only met my nephew. His name is Chongyun. His family are rather bothersome as they want to meet with me. Can’t they let one be in solitude? Of course, one is not referring to Chongyun. He’s rather meek. Perhaps that is not the best word to describe him, considering his excessive yang energy. He’s alright, definitely deal able. In truth, I offered him to come train with me in the mountains. He agreed and shall be coming within a week’s time.
I went off-track. Anyway, after spending time with humans, I have decided to start doing some of their customs since I am also human. This is the reason as to why I started this diary. Apparently, it is normal for humans to record down their mundane daily lives. One does not understand the point of it. Perhaps to keep memories? I do not really need that, since my master can remember everything so I can just go to her if I need to me reminded of something. Her memory is very good. Despite this all, I still want to try my hand at it hence why I am here. Writing. It’s somewhat boring.
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What is one meant to write here? My mind is completely blocked! Is this normal? Perhaps my red ropes are compelling me to not think…I do not know if my ropes are even capable of doing that since I have never tried doing such extensive thinking before. I wonder if they moderate thinking alongside the emotions I feel? That would certainly not be ideal but I cannot do anything about it, in that case.
Perhaps I shall write what I am seeing. Well, right now, I see the sun rising from the horizons. It is quite early, I admit. I did not sleep last night, due to nightmares. I believe my curse is affecting me as well. I might have to sleep with the ropes, even though they will be very uncomfortable. A bird just landed on my table. I think it entered through my window. It is very small, I’m surprised the eagles that survey the mountains haven’t eaten it. And it just flew off. Did one scare it away?
Cloud retainer is calling me which means that I shall end of this entry now. I do not know if I should continue this diary. We can only see what time will bring.
Shenhe.