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My Darling,
Times are rough, the road is bumpy. It was so much better when you were by my side. Now you feel so far away from me, I wonder why. My darling, my sweetheart, oh my love. There are no possible words to describe my admiration and love for you. You are the sun and I’m the world circling around you. But that cycle feels like it has cracked. Where I’m slowly floating away. My darling, why has this happened? I can’t understand.
I know there are reasons my mind cannot comprehend, but my darling you are so far. Too far from me. Why do you step back? I know there are many reasons why we should be apart but there are more why we should stay together, by each other’s sides. We are a team, we are best friends, we are lovers. But it’s too late now, my world has shattered, and you are not around to pick up the pieces.
Perhaps that’s a good thing, maybe I can pick them up on my own now, learn how to repair my own world before stepping back into yours. My darling, I’m sorry for shattering your world into almost unfixable small pieces. It was not my intention to shatter your fragile soul. Not with my own or anyone else’s hands.
My darling I ask for forgiveness, will you come back to me?
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