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Part 2 of Cellular Dystrophy
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2012-03-26
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Even in Death

Summary:

Sebastian writes texts to Jim's phone once he realizes he isn't coming home.

Notes:

The lyrics in this fic are from the song "Even in Death" by Jen Titus.

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"Oh, death, oh death, oh death,

Won’t you spare me over ‘til another year."

You told me you were going to die young. -SM

In our line of business, it’s inevitable. -SM

Sometimes, I even thought it’d be by my own hands. -SM

Dammit Jim, it wasn’t a game! -SM

I’ll kill them all for this. Every one of them. -SM

You told me you had a plan. Everything was flawless. -SM

You were dancing like a fucking fairy around the flat. -SM

Was this a part of your plan too? -SM

"But what is this, that I can’t see,

With ice cold hands taking hold of me."

Sometimes I think you’re watching me. -SM

I can practically feel your beedy little eyes on my back. -SM

No matter where I go, you’re like a fly buzzing in my ear. -SM

“Daddy likes what he sees.” -SM

Shit, I can even hear your whiny little voice. -SM

Only I can’t choke it out of you this time. -SM

"When God is gone and the Devil takes hold,

Who will have mercy on your soul."

I’ve never believed in God a day in my life. -SM

But then I saw you lying there, and I prayed it was a lie. -SM

One of your sick tricks to pull the wool over my eyes. -SM

I hate you all the more for it. -SM

Who’s going to be your right-hand man down there? -SM

You know full well you won’t find anyone close to me. -SM

You better save me a damn seat. -SM

"Oh, death, oh death, oh death,

No wealth, no ruin, no silver, no gold,

Nothing satisfies me but your soul."

What made you think I’d want your empire? -SM

I don’t need money or masses of criminals. -SM

I don’t need your computers or all those apples you keep buying. -SM

I don’t need your stupid Westwood collection -SM

I just need my gun. -SM

And you. -SM

I need your annoying singing in the shower. -SM

I need the way you turn every little thing into a fairytale. -SM

And I need you to tell me to shut the hell up and get over it. -SM

"Oh, death,

Well I am death, none can excel,

I’ll open the door to heaven or hell."

I couldn’t sleep last night. -SM

There was no cold feet or incessant giggling. -SM

No one to punch if I got annoyed. -SM

So I spied in John Watson’s window. -SM

His back was to me, but I could see the red dot. -SM

I could almost feel his heart stopping. -SM

You would’ve loved to see his blood stain the carpet. -SM

But then he stood up and limped to the door. -SM

I’ll let him suffer awhile longer. -SM

"Oh, death, oh death,

My name is death and the end is here."

I miss you, you bastard. -SM

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You’re next. -SH

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