Neil rolled over and stared up at the ceiling. He’d get to play exy, eat regularly, and sleep somewhere with heating- presumably. Not a bad way to spend his last months. And hey, maybe his mother would come back from the dead and kill him herself if he went to Palmetto. Little victories.
What if Neil gave up completely on making it through the year when he went to palmetto? What if Neil just did not give a single fuck? Maybe things would turn out better.
PODFIC
Warning: This fic starts out with Neil having absolutely no hope and it is out of character- because I am turning his "trying to live" dial way down and his "be unhinged" dial way up. So be aware of this.
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Chapter one specific warnings: all consistent with canon, nothing graphic or new this time.
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Chapter song is I've No More Fucks To Give by Thomas Benjamin Wild Esq
Length: 15 Minutes
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