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My darling Ianaro,
Isn't writing a love letter one of the most romantic things you can imagine? Ooh, I get so excited just thinking about it! I can’t help but wonder what expression will cross your lovely face when you see this letter I've slipped under your door. I wonder if you'll smile when you smell my cologne on the pages, or if you’ll first recognize the handwriting as mine!
I’m making myself jealous, knowing that I won’t be able to see each of your reactions as you read the sweet words I’ve written for your eyes alone! o I’ve received many love letters myself, you know. Every year on Valentine’s Day I get more than I know what to do with! But to be honest with you, this is my first time writing one for someone else.
Ia, darling, you’ve become more than a few of my firsts. And to be frank, that’s not an easy thing to be~
Ianaro, I’m writing you this letter because I have something important to tell you. I tried to before... I’m sure you remember... and you just wouldn’t believe me. And so, I’m writing it down this time, so that you know that I mean what I say.
What I'm trying to tell you, Ia, is that I love you!
If you didn’t believe me before, I hope you will now. Because you are my first, dear Ia. My first love other than myself, the first one to capture my heart! I honestly wasn’t sure it was possible, but you’ve shown me what it feels like to have someone more special than myself in my life, and that’s you, Ia! o Do you know that I’ve been rather lovesick over you, darling? Sometimes I miss you so much that I frown all through my classes! I can already see the horrible wrinkles forming... I would hate to think I’m becoming less beautiful... I want to be my most gorgeous for you, Ia.
Darling, no one makes me feel the way you do, no one knows me as well as you do. I like to think I know you well too, my dear. Of course, there are so many things I’ve learned about you as we got to know each other more... intimately~ But it isn’t only in the bedroom that I feel as though I know what you’re thinking, Ia, even when you don’t tell me.
Still, I have to confess, I’m completely captivated by all those wonderful things you do to me, darling! I scarcely have the words! You see, it isn't just all of the sweet, sentimental things that feel like the first time. It's all the wonderfully naughty things, too o When I think about that whip of yours, It just gets me so excited~ I’ve never met someone as proficient as you are, Ianaro. I absolutely adore it when you take control of my lust, darling.
And you always know just what I like, what I need. Your punishments are absolute bliss, darling! I adore the way you make me come undone with your instruments of pleasure~ And I can’t begin to describe the joy it brings me to be your gentle master~
Tonight, I don’t want it to be like it always is. I don’t just what your sex, darling, I want your love. And more importantly, I want you to allow me to love you. I never thought I could feel this way about someone other than myself, but Ianaro, I truly adore you. Please let me show you how much I’m yours in every way we know how~ I want to love you beautifully, intimately, until you believe every single one of the heartfelt words I’ve written. I want to say them all again, face-to-face, while I’m stroking your soft fur and covering you with kisses. Or if you like, my sweet corgi, I can be a little less gentle this time around~ Just say the word, and I can have you on the end of my leash like the good dog you always are for me, isn’t that right, my darling?
Sweetheart, I know we started seeing each other under a very specific arrangement, but to be honest, I don’t think I could stand it if things stay the same between us. I want so much more of you than you’ve given me, darling. I know it’s selfish of me, but I want more than your body, than your pleasure... I want your heart, Ia. And what I want even more than that is to give you mine.
I wish I could know if you’re blushing right now! I bet you are, which makes this more than a little frustrating! I want to watch you as you read, just to see those adorable ears of yours twitch with embarrassment~ Though, if I did, I wouldn’t be able to stop paying you compliments, and you might hate me (or punish me, darling, which I certainly wouldn’t mind~). Still, I’d rather see your lovely face while telling you all these things! Love letters might be romantic, but they do leave a little something to be desired, don’t you think?
Ia, dear, I know you said you don’t say or accept the word ‘love’ from just anyone... But won’t you accept it from me, even if it’s just for today? You, and you alone are who I desire more than any other~ Let me be your Valentine, Ia. If not for forever, for at least today... and for every minute of tonight.
Hon, I would be lying if I said I'm not dying to see you right this very moment! I never thought I’d be writing a letter like this, but confessing my love to you on paper has made me so very desperate for you, Ia! I need you so badly I can hardly stand it!
So, won’t you come see me as soon as you can, darling?
Love,
Your Beautiful Asmodeus