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June 10th,[REDACTED] 12:00 pm
Wow, you’ve been dead for a week. I wanna say I'm mad at you but I'm just mad you took the life that made mine worth living. I convinced myself you were selfish for leaving me, now I understand it was selfish of me to try making you stay. I just miss you, mom thinks I should start writing you letters something about having an “Outlet” I swear once I'm with you again I'm gonna punch you(on the lips with my lips haha jk…...unless) god I can't wrap my head around you being gone it feels so wrong for everything to keep moving on without you, the cafe hasn't been open since you passed and I don't know if I'm ready to open up without you dancing in the background being overly bubbly for the morning god you were what made it bearable. it feels wrong for me to be alive when you aren't you know you told me you wanted to be with me till the end of time I wish I knew we were running on different clocks maybe I could’ve slowed yours down.
Love, your little meow meow(it was too serious we both know i don't do serious).