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2022-04-12
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Let me kiss your scars better (Kakyoin Noriaki x FtM!Reader)

Summary:

After being kicked out for being trans (Y/N) lived on his own in the outskirts of town. He juggles school and a job while also facing constant prejudice but what happens when he meets another outcasted boy and his terrifying friend?

⚠️This story will deal with issues such as: homophobia, transphobia, slurs, bullying, self harm and suicidal ideation⚠️

There are pretty much no Male!reader stories let alone trans ones so I thought I'd give it a shot :D

Originally from wattpad, user: Number_1_Trans_Trash

Chapter Text

(Y/N) POV:

*BEEP BEEP BEEP*

I groaned rolling over to aggressively slap my alarm clock "shut the hell up" I murmured sitting up. Might as well get up now, my bare feet hit the soft, sage green carpet as I stood. Avoiding looking into the mirror I grabbed my uniform from the chair near my bed and pulled my binder, then the uniform, on. Now taking the chance to look in the mirror I critiqued every part of my appearance, my black pants clung too close to my thighs, my white dress shirt fell from my form awkwardly and my tie was slightly wonky. I patted my cheeks to shake away the thoughts, "I'm unmistakably a man.." I repeated this a couple of times to myself before carrying on my morning routine

I sleepily wandered to the bathroom and brushed my teeth and (H/L) (H/C) hair ruffling it around until it looked decent.

'Do I have time for breakfast?' I thought checking my phone, I had about 30 minutes before I'd have to leave so threw a piece of bread in the toaster. No time for anything too fancy. I quickly buttered the toast and put it in my mouth awkwardly trying to put on my shoes. Why was balancing so difficult? I got them on yelling triumphantly but it was muffled by my mouth full of toast. After one final check of the house making sure all the plugs were off I grabbed my bag and left locking the door behind me.

It was quite a long walk to the school but I managed, I was used to it. As I passed through town I received a couple of greetings from shop owners and was ignored by people from the school until someone caught my eye. Jotaro Kujo was talking to someone? And not yelling at them? The tall man stood next to a, albeit still taller than me but shorter than jotaro, man which brilliant cherry red hair wearing a green uniform. I'd never seen him before but he intrigued me, who was this guy? Why was he so.. pretty? I shook it off and walked faster just wanting to get to class.

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I huffed running into the classroom "I'm sorry I'm late!"
"Actually Ms (L/N) you're on time just about" The teacher spoke.
"I-It's Mr.." I whispered staring at my shoes
"Oh! Right my apologies Mr (L/N)"
I smiled and sat down in my normal seat in the corner ignoring the classes muttering. I hated correcting people like that but what more could I do?
I pulled out my book and stared off space doodling. The sound of the chair next to me scraping against the floor snapped me back to reality though as I looked up and saw the red haired boy from before.
He gave me a nervous smile and wave "I'm Kakyoin Noriaki, it's nice to meet you"
I nodded and gave a slight wave back "(Y/N) (L/N) nice to meet you too"
The teacher called us out to pay attention and we both snapped our heads towards the front and took notes. He was the first person in class to bother talking to me aside from asking back handed questions about my identity, how interesting.. 
The class was boring and I stopped paying attention half way through until the bell rang. I gathered my things and stood ready to leave.
"(Y/N)!!" A voice called from behind me causing me to turn, it was Kakyoin, I gave him a small smile as he approached me. "What class do you have next?"
"Um... English I think" I replied as we walked out of the classroom and down the hallway
"Oh! Me too, I'm a transfer so I hope you don't mind me following you around, I'm not being creepy I just don't know where my classes are and I think we have a lot of the same" he started rambling that he wasn't a creep and I laughed "don't worry about it, I don't mind you coming with me" He gave me a grateful smile as we walked to our next class together making small talk.

I took the time to study his mannerisms and the way he walked and spoke. I would definitely consider him a "pretty boy" his purple eyes were like amethysts and made a nice contrast with the colour of his hair. He was only a couple of inches taller than me but must have looked a lot taller because of his build. In no time I'm sure he'd have a fan club like Kujo. I must have spaced out because I heard Kakyoin calling my name, "are you okay?" I flushed out of embarrassment "I'm sorry, didn't mean to stare-" he laughed and pointed at the classroom door "well we're here"

This class was just as boring. I enjoyed English but god the teacher was boring. He had the kind of voice that was awkwardly monotonous and could put anyone to sleep which it often did. Thankfully the bell rang as we stood to leave kakyoin approaching me once again. "Do you want to eat lunch with me?" I blinked at his offer but nodded picking up my bag and followed him out of the classroom. As we sat in the courtyard I opened my lunchbox to see the sandwiches and strawberries I'd packed yesterday. There were comments made all around which Kakyoin either ignored or couldn't hear as he ate quietly giving me a smile whenever he'd look up at me.

((TW: SLURS AND TRANSPHOBIA⚠️))

"....do you think he knows?"
"Obviously not. If he did I doubt he'd be hanging around the tr*nny"
"I wonder if we should tell him about her."
Two students walking past were laughing to themselves and whispering in a way that I was supposed to hear. My mood must have obviously changed as Kakyoin raised an eyebrow "are you okay (Y/N)?" I sighed and shoved a sandwich in my mouth "I'm fine." It was clear he didn't believe me but didn't comment on it. The two of us sat having a nice time, I shared some of the strawberries and he gave me a couple of cherries, it was.. nice. Nice but short lived as the bell rang for classes again.

Classes were boring but overall over quickly, me and Kakyoin had different classes last period so I didn't get to ask if he wanted to walk home with me so I just left and started the treck home.

I walked through the garden to the door and unlocked it. I took my shoes off and  slumped down onto the sofa 'what should I made for dinner?' I'd think about that later as I got up to shower. Standing under the hot water was nice as I stared at the ceiling to avoid looking downwards. I quickly washed my hair and jumped out deciding to lay in bed before I cooked but as soon as I led on the dark grey sheets I slipped into a blissful sleep.