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Jaemin isn’t jealous, really. He understands that his boyfriend is pretty and get a lot of attention, he understands that he is more social than him, so he has a more expanded cycle of friends. But something is getting on his guts lately.
For example, he woke up and Jeno weren’t there, and that annoyed him somehow.
“Good morning babe.” Jeno said when he noticed Jaemin awake.
“Morning.” Jaemin answered, watching his boyfriend closely. “Where were you?”
“I went biking with Donghae-hyung.” Jeno said while taking of his clothes.
Jaemin was unbothered. He observed the other with a pout on his lips, not even noticing.
This was what he was talking about. Something was happening with him.
"Why didn't you invite me to go with you?" Jaemin asked, annoyed.
"You were sleeping in a cute way, didn't want to wake you." Jeno removed his cycling clothes, not looking at Jaemin.
Jaemin narrowed at this sight. Jeno wasn't even looking at him.
"Give me a kiss." Jaemin comanded. Jeno laughed.
"I'm sweating."
"I don't care, just come here." Jaemin opened his arms, waiting for the other one.
Jeno went to him, but just gave Jaemin a quick peck on his lips.
"I need to shower baby. And you need to get up, we have to go to practice." Jeno moved away from him, and Jaemin got mad.
"Take me with you Jeno." He said, but Jeno was already out of the room.
"Get up Nana." The younger heard him saying from the corridor.
Jaemin snorted. Maybe he woke up in a bad mood because getting angry with his boyfriend actions wasn't something he usually feel.
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"What are you doing?" Jaemin heard Chenle's voice next to him. "You look like you are smelling something very bad."
"Nothing." Jaemin answered, taking his eyes away from Jeno and Mark on the other side of the practice room.
"Sound suspicious." Chenle said, looking at the direction the oldest was looking before.
Jaemin was bothered. Again. A few weeks has passed since that morning where he got angry with Jeno for going biking with someone else. Worst thing is nothing has changed. Jeno was acting normal, things were normal. But why is he feeling like something is missing.
"Jaemin, c'mon. Break is over." Mark called him, and got his attention back, only to feel annoyed with the view.
Jeno was on Mark's back. On his fucking back. He was hugging him so tightly, like he never wants Mark to leave.
Jaemin got up from the couch, his face now turned into a sulky mode. He went to the center of the room, together with everyone else. He stopped right next to both of them.
"Alright buddy, get down." Mark said, hitting Jeno lightly in the butt.
"What the hell?" Jaemin said and everyone looked at him.
"What?" Donghyuck asked, lost in what he heard.
"Jaemin-hyung, are you cursing?" Jisung asked, eyes narrowing Jaemin.
"No." The older said. "Let's practice."
The other boys looked aways, still wondering why Jaemin said that, since he was just standing still in front of them. Jeno got out of Mark's back, and Jaemin waited until his boyfriend comes and gives him a peck, or anything at all. But it didn't come.
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"If you got lost in an iland, who would you rather to be with you?" Jeno read the question.
They were now finally promoting their new comeback. Things got a little bit rushed now, and the 7 boys were doing their best to show their fans incredible performances and funny variarities shows. Jaemin was happy with the comeback, always smiling and enjoying things with his friends.
"Haechanie." Until he heard Jeno's answer.
"I knew it." Haechan said, now hugging Jeno, who was sitting next to him, behind Jaemin.
"Why? Why?" Mark asked. Jaemin focused now on his answer.
"Because he could do everything for me." Jeno said laughing, feeling the betrayal in Haechan's eyes. "He is good at cooking, and he is funny, so it would be nice to be with him."
I don't cook? I'm not funny? Jaemin thought, once again feeling angry about Jeno. That bastard, I do everything for him and I get nothing.
"Jaemin?" All six eyes were on his now, waiting for his answer.
"I would prefer to be alone there." Jaemin said with a funny tone, making the other guys laugh. Including Jeno. Now you're laughing.
Jaemin felts hands on his shoulders, massaging a little bit, and he recognized the said hands, relaxing his rigged body a little bit. Why was he so rigged? He didn't know.
The interview ended soon, and the boys were free to go home by now. Jaemin got up of his seat and went backstage, ready to just leave and be alone at his room. He was a bit tired because of the comeback, and when they got just a little of a free time, he would lovely accept and embrase it.
He didn't speak to Jeno. Not until both of them were at the garage, getting ready to go home.
"Hey, let's get something to eat." They heard Donghyuck saying. "We have the night off today."
Renjun was already next to him, wich means that he wouldn't go back to the dorm right now.
"I'll pass." Jaemin said, going to the other car waiting for them.
"I'm in." Jeno said and the younger stopped his tracks.
"You not coming with me?" He heard himsef saying out loud.
"Sorry baby. I know you are tired, and I'm hungry. Plus, Mark said he would pay." ('"I did not say that" Mark said in the backgroung) Jeno got close to him, hugging him by his sides. "I will let you have your free lonely time, and when I'm back, I'll cuddle you." The older planted a kiss on his cheek, and left him.
But I wanted to spend my free time with you. Jaemin thought. He ignored the rest of them, entering the car, and shuting himself out.
"Just you today Jaemin." The manager asked, sitting next to him. He looked around, noting that he was alone in the car. Chenle and Jisung were probably going to Chenle's house, he thought. Jaemin sighed.
"I guess so."
When he got home, he was a bit content to have the dorm just by himself. Without the noises and the voices who seems like it wouldn't shut up ever, since the boys really liked to talk. He decided to take a shower.
While he was in the shower, he started to think. And maybe he realized why he was feeling angry towards Jeno. He was missing him. Missing him around, because it seemed like Jeno was always with someone else. He was missing his touches, the soft ones in his head, his back, his checks. He was missing the intimus touches too. It has been awhile since they were together, doing something. Fuck you Lee Jeno, this was the perfect time for us to be alone. Jaemin sighed, letting his imagination taking him somewhere else, with his lover, away from everything, just them, loving each other. And well, it got a little bit messy.
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After his shower, Jaemin decided to order something to eat, since he was to lazy to cook something. Well, at least cooking something just for him. While he was eating, he decided to watch some youtube videos about themselves (or Jeno, if you prefer). But that was a mistake because Jaemin started to miss him more. He was even missing Jeno's touches in front of camera, wich was really something new for him after he came back from his hiatus. Jeno never showed his love in front of camera. But now, it looks like he does this in a big amount of times, but Jaemin has been so out of his mind, that he wasn't even paying attention.
Because, after all, he wasn't the only one that Jeno embrace with love. Too much with the others for his liking. Specially with Mark and Donghyuck, whom he was with in this right moment. The feeling of angry and bothersome increasing inside him wich time he clicks on videos about 'Jeno showing his love to his members' kinda content.
"Well, bad for them, because I'm his boyfriend, and I get the love behind cameras and doors." Jaemin said out loud, pretending he was saying all of this to his friends and group members.
Maybe I want love in front of cameras and doors too. Jaemin caught himself thinking. He closed his notebook with angry, wishing Jeno was here to show him who actually deserved love.
He went to bed (well, Jeno's bed) and waited. Waited, waited, waited. But eventually he got tired. He wanted to be wake for when Jeno came home and found him on his bed. But he was sleepy, and he just let himself be dragged by the darkness.
A few hours late, the boys went home, full of food and drink. Jeno was feeling tipsy, if not drunk, but apparently not enough to not notice that his bed was already occupied. He smiled, feeling warm, seeing his love sleeping peacefully in his bed and hugging his pillow. Jeno went to take a quick shower since he was smelling smoke and alcohol.
Jaemin woke up at the sound of shuffling next to him, and he wondered if it was jeno.
"Jen?" He said low, but enough to be heard.
"Yes baby." The other answered, his voice not as close as Jaemin wished.
Jaemin opened his eyes, noticing that the beside lamp was on, and Jeno was not next to him.
"What are you doing?" Jaemin asked, looking at him.
"Going to sleep." Jeno answered obviously, getting inside Jaemin's bedsheets.
"Como sleep with me." Jaemin said, receiving the older's attention.
"I don't wanna bother you, love." Jeno said low, not sure of what he was saying.
"Now, Jeno." Jaemin ordered, making Jeno let out a soft laugh.
Jeno got off the bed, and layed down next to Jaemin, who quickly cuddled him, trying to let him stay there forever.
"I miss you." Jaemin mumbled into Jeno's neck.
"I'm here my love. I won't leave." Jeno answered while he hugged Jaemin's body, with his arms and his love.
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"You're jealous." Jaemin quickly turned his gaze to the man next to him. Chenle laughed.
"What?" The older asked.
"You look like you wanna murder Renjun, and he is just sitting next to Jeno." Chenle said, his face had that convinced look. "I've been watching you for a while. You get different everytime someone is next to Jeno. Even us."
"I do not." Jaemin said, wanting to end that conversation. "I'm not the jealous type."
"We've been knew. Jeno is. But you are acting a little bit childish these days to be honest. I mean, you almost punched Hyuck-hyung when he tried kissing Jeno's cheeks. As a joke." Chenle told him.
"I-" Honestly, Jaemin didn't have words to answer this. "Haechan sometimes crosses the line."
"We were playing truth or dare, wich you agreeded with."
Jaemin was left speachless. Was he jealous? But why?
"Maybe you are missing attention. That tends to happen sometimes, since Jeno always does what you want." Chenle talked again. "It's fine hyung, everybody has these phases."
"I am not jea-" Jaemin got cut out of his words when he heard Jeno's loud laugh, and looked at the pair again.
They were laughing about something they saw on the phone, and that must looked really funny because Renjun was almost upon Jeno's body. And Jeno was hitting Renjun's thigh a bit, just like Mark does with literally every human.
That's enough. Jaemin thought. He got up from where he was sitting, and without thinking much, he just sitted on Jeno. Literally, he shoved Renjun to the side and sitted on Jeno's thighs.
"What are you laughing about?" He asked, with a false curiosity. Both boys went quiet, wondering why Jaemin acted like this all of a sudden.
On the other side of the room, Chenle was laughing observing the scene.
"Hey, Haechan-hyung." The youngest called for the other. Haechan gave him attention. "Go and hug Jeno-hyung."
"Why?" Haechan asked, confused.
"Jaemin-hyung is jealous. He has been for a while, is just funny to see." Chenle answered as he watched Haechan giggle a little. The older did as he was asked.
"My little Jeno, give me a hug." Haechan sitted next to the boy, hugging his neck.
"Excuse me, go find you your own man." Jaemin said when he noticed Haechan, who started to laugh. They could hear Chenle's laughing across the room.
"But I like Jeno." Donghyuck said, trying to hug Jeno again.
"Fuck off Donghyuck." Jaemin cursed again next to them, pushing Haechan aside.
"Wow, Jaemin-hyung has really been cursing around us theses days." Jisung said, surprised.
"I hate all of you." Jaemin said, getting up and living the room.
Jaemin was now bothered in his limit. He was literally sitting on his boyfriend lap and they come and hug him? What a disrespect.
"Nana." He heard someone calling. "Baby, what's wrong?" Jeno asked aproaching him.
"Nothing." Jaemin crossed his arms, sulking. He wanted to look angry, but he was just sad he couldn't have Jeno to himself.
"I know you." Jeno putted his hand on the other’s waist. "What is it?"
"Nothing. I'm fine." The younger said, relaxing a bit into Jeno's arms.
"I'm gonna believe you this time." The older said, kissing Jaemin's lips softly.
Jaemin melted at the sudden touch on his lips, and his supposed to be angry pose went away. The younger hugged the other's body thighly, deepening the kiss. Oh god, how he missed his man.
"Jae." Jeno tried to say between Jaemin's kisses on his neck. "Babe, the boys are in our living room right now." It took Jeno a lot of strength to resist Jaemin.
"So what?" Jaemin said, trying to bring Jeno even closer.
"I promise you I will give you everything you want later, ok?" Jeno kissed his forehead, and separeted their bodys.
Jaemin snorted. Fucking friends, he thought.
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But later never came. Jaemin was stressed, angry, bothered, sad. Their activites hitted they very quickly again, and still, he felt like he was not having enough time with his Jeno, even though they share a room and see each other everyday. That was hitting on his nerves. And now, Jaemin was in his room, pretending to read a book, while he waits for Jeno.
"Where were you?" Jaemin asked Jeno as soon as the door to their room opened, reveling his boyfriend, that was supposed to be home hours ago, for him.
"At Chenle's." Jeno said obviously, like Jaemin already knew it. And he did.
"What are you doing?" Jaemin said while he watched Jeno sitting on his desk chair and turn on his computer.
"Jisung asked me to play with him." The older answered normally, like it was nothing.
"Why don't you give me attention?" Jaemin heard himself saying it out loud.
"I gave you plenty of attention yesterday Jae." Jeno wasn't paying attention to him right now, to focused on his computer.
"Not enough though." Jaemin throwed the book on the floor, mumbling loud enough for Jeno to hear.
Jeno finally looked at him, and Jaemin noticed a little smirk on his lips, feeling angry builting inside him.
"So, that's what this is about." Jeno lifted himself from his chair, walking slowly into Jaemin's direction.
"What?" Jaemin didn't want to look at him.
"Chenle was right. You ARE jealous." Jeno was now next to him in bed, waiting for Jaemin to look at him again.
"I'm not." Jaemin said firmily, like he wanted this to be true.
"My Nana wants attention, and he gets mad when I don't give it to him." Jeno finally did something, and now he was laying on top of Jaemin.
"I don't." Jaemin was trying very hard to not succumbe into Jeno's actions.
"Okay, so I'm playing with Jisung." Jeno said, ready to get out of him.
"No." Jaemin quickly hugged him with his whole body, arms on his neck and leggs on his waist. "Don't you dare leave."
"You are cute. Didn't think you would be the jealous type, my love." Jeno said while he kissed the younger's neck, softly.
"I'm not. I think I miss those time where you only loved me." Jaemin says, observing Jeno lift his head to look into his eyes.
"I only love you." Jeno said, smiling a bit.
"Hm, don't look like it. You keep hugging and touching other people." Jaemin made a pause. "In front of people." Jeno laughes a bit.
"So, you want me to hug and touch you in front of people." Jeno affirmed. Jaemin noticed that it sounds ridiculous.
"I'm sorry, i've been acting weird. I just want you to myself." The younger pouted, and Jeno kissed it aways.
"I'm all yours baby, only yours. I'm sorry if I hurted you in anyway. I promise to give you all the attention you deserve. My eyes are only in you."
"And your body."
"All of me."
Jaemin smiles, happy to hear that. Maybe he was acting childishly, and he left his emotions take over control, but well, it was worth it. After all, Jeno was his, and only his to take. Maybe he should act jealous from time to time.
Or maybe all the time since they’ve been styling Jeno like a God nowadays. Honestly, who wouldn’t be jealous when everyone is looking hungrily at your boyfriend who is looking extra sexy in a very revealing outfit?