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I Had Always Known (full playlist)
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/65lzfrKbMlyS3tiwwWHbWW?si=N51iNu-tR-idpGGXNlqluw&nd=1
Regency Era Inspired Music (lots of dramatic classical music and movie scores)
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1JKFA1d9FvZdx3oSLrL6bj?si=naXkhEqEQPC4B8J8Sn1Nrw&nd=1
Memorized (by Black Stadnik)
I told a story before I knew the ending
I got an answer before I heard the question
How did a stranger ever end up being you?
Oh, in the quiet way you caught my eye
Oh, got enough to get you memorized
I found my way, I found my way to you
I found my way, I found my way to you
Wonder (by Shawn Mendes)
Right before I close my eyes
The only thing that's on my mind
Been dreamin' that you feel it too
I wonder what it's like to be loved by you
Yeah
I wonder what it's like
I wonder what it's like to be loved by
I Know Places (by Taylor Swift)
Lights flash and we'll run for the fences
Let them say what they want, we won't hear it
Loose lips sink ships all the damn time
Not this time
Just grab my hand and don't ever drop it
My love
They are the hunters, we are the foxes
And we run
Baby, I know places we won't be found and
They'll be chasing their tails trying to track us down
'Cause I, I know places we can hide
I know places
They take their shots, but we're bulletproof
I know places
and you know for me, it's always you
I know places
in the dead of night, your eyes so green
I know places
and I know for you, it's always me
I know places
Always (by Gavin James)
What am I supposed to do without you?
Is it too late to pick the pieces up?
Too soon to let them go?
Do you feel damaged just like I do?
Your face, it makes my body ache
It won't leave me alone
And this feels like drowning
Trouble sleeping
Restless dreaming
You're in my head
Always, always
I just got scared
Away, away
I'd rather choke on my bad decisions
Than just carry them to my grave
You're in my head
Always, always, always
peace (by Taylor Swift)
Our coming-of-age has come and gone
Suddenly the summer, it's clear
I never had the courage of my convictions
As long as danger is near
And it's just around the corner, darling
'Cause it lives in me
No, I could never give you peace
But I'm a fire, and I'll keep your brittle heart warm
If your cascade ocean wave blues come
All these people think love's for show
But I would die for you in secret
The devil's in the details, but you got a friend in me
Would it be enough if I could never give you peace?
Technicolor Beat (by Oh Wonder)
And I feel life for the very first time
Love in my arms and the sun in my eyes
I feel safe in the 5am light
You carry my fears as the heavens set fire
Jump into the heat
Spinnin' on our feet
In a technicolour beat
You and me
Caught up in a dream
In a technicolour beat
Beat
Silhouette (by Aquilo)
(regarding Steve's return)
We've become echoes
But echoes they fade away
We fall into the dark as we dive under the way
Devil's on your shoulder
Strangers in your head
As if you don't remember
As if you can't forget
It's only been a moment
It's only been a lifetime
But tonight you're a stranger
Some silhouette
Half Light (by BANNERS)
(regarding Natalia distancing herself from Steve *in Steve's POV*)
It makes me feel nervous
You have that look in your eye
Oh, what takes over?
What is it that holds you tight?
And you can tear it up
Oh, no one tears it up like you
Oh, you can rip it up
Oh, no one rips it up like you
When you're in the half light
It is not you I see
And you live a half life
You only show half to me
Somewhere Only We Know (by Keane)
Oh simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
And if you have a minute, why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know
Wicked Games (by Parra for Cuva, Anna Naklab) *cover of Wicked Games which is originally by Chris Isaak*
(regarding Natalia's doubts on love)
The world was on fire and no one could save me but you
Strange what desire will make foolish people do
I never dreamed that I'd meet somebody like you
I never dreamed that I'd miss somebody like you
And I don't want to fall in love
No, I don't want to fall in love
With you
What a wicked game you play to make me feel this way
What a wicked thing to do to let me dream of you
What a wicked thing to say, you never felt this way
What a wicked thing to do to make me dream of you
cardigan (by Taylor Swift)
But I knew you
Playing hide-and-seek and
Giving me your weekends, I
I knew you
Your heartbeat on the High Line
Once in 20 lifetimes, I
And when I felt like I was an old cardigan
Under someone's bed
You put me on and said I was your favorite
To kiss in cars and downtown bars
Was all we needed
You drew stars around my scars
But now I'm bleedin'
'Cause I knew you
Steppin' on the last train
Marked me like a bloodstain, I
I knew you
Tried to change the ending
Peter losing Wendy, I
I knew you
Leavin' like a father
Running like water, I
And when you are young, they assume you know nothing
But I knew you'd linger like a tattoo kiss
I knew you'd haunt all of my what-ifs
The smell of smoke would hang around this long
'Cause I knew everything when I was young
I knew I'd curse you for the longest time
Chasin' shadows in the grocery line
I knew you'd miss me once the thrill expired
And you'd be standin' in my front porch light
And I knew you'd come back to me
You'd come back to me
And you'd come back to me
And you'd come back
Ribs (by Lorde)
You're the only friend I need (you're the only friend I need)
Sharing beds like little kids (sharing beds like little kids)
And laughing 'til our ribs get tough (laughing 'til our ribs get tough)
But that will never be enough (but that will never be enough)
willow (by Taylor Swift)
Life was a willow and it bent right to your wind (oh)
They count me out time and time again
Life was a willow and it bent right to your wind (oh)
But I come back stronger than a 90's trend
Wait for the signal and I'll meet you after dark
Show me the places where the others gave you scars
Now this is an open-shut case
Guess I should've known from the look on your face
Every bait and switch was a work of art
The more that you say
The less I know
Wherever you stray
I follow
I'm begging for you to take my hand
Wreck my plans
That's my man
Paradise (by Coldplay)
When she was just a girl she expected the world
But it flew away from her reach
So she ran away in her sleep
Dreamed of para-para-paradise
Para-para-paradise, para-para-paradise
Every time she closed her eyes
When she was just a girl she expected the world
But it flew away from her reach
And the bullets catch in her teeth
Life goes on, it gets so heavy
The wheel breaks the butterfly
Every tear a waterfall
In the night the stormy night she'll close her eyes
In the night the stormy night away she'd fly
Dream of para-para-paradise
Running for Cover (by Ivan & Alyosha)
Now we're running for cover
Running to hide
And you say it's not my problem
I decide out of mind
Yes, we're running for cover
Yeah, we're running afraid
As we run with one another
Of the mess that we've made
Fire and the Flood (by Vance Joy)
You're the fire and the flood
And I'll always feel you in my blood
Everything is fine
When your hand is resting next to mine
Next to mine
You're the fire and the flood
Now listen here she said
Boy when you know you'll know
And I know
It's Ok (by Tom Rosenthal)
Speak to me
My heart is free
My love has gone away
Tell me true
My heart is blue
My love has gone away
It's okay
I know someday I'm gonna be with you
It's okay
I know someday I'm gonna be with you
Capsize (by FRENSHIP, Emily Warren)
How could you have ever known
If I never let it show, now I just wanna know are you?
I'm fine
Drop tears in the morning
Give in to the lonely
Here it comes with no warning
Capsize, I'm first in the water
Too close to the bottom
I'm right back where I started
Said I'm fine
Everything Has Changed (by Taylor Swift, Ed Sheeran) (personally, I think the best childhood friends to lovers song)
All I knew
This morning when I woke
Is I know something now
Know something now I didn't before
And all I've seen
Since eighteen hours ago
Is green eyes and freckles and your smile
In the back of my mind making me feel like
I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now
And all my walls
Stood tall painted blue
But I'll take 'em down, take 'em down
And open up the door for you
And all I feel
In my stomach is butterflies
The beautiful kind, makin' up for lost time
Takin' flight, makin' me feel like
I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now
Come back and tell me why
I'm feelin' like I've missed you all this time
And meet me there tonight
And let me know that it's not all in my mind
I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now
I just wanna know you, know you, know you
All I know is we said, "Hello"
Your eyes look like comin' home
All I know is a simple name
And everything has changed
All I know is you held the door
You'll be mine and I'll be yours
All I know since yesterday
Is everything has changed.
All I know is we said, "Hello"
So dust off your highest hopes
All I know is pouring rain
And everything has changed
All I know is a new found grace
All my days, I'll know your face
All I know since yesterday
Is everything has changed
Dandelions (by Ruth B.)
Maybe it's the way you say my name
Maybe it's the way you play your game
But it's so good, I've never known anybody like you
But it's so good, I've never dreamed of nobody like you
And I've heard of a love that comes once in a lifetime
And I'm pretty sure that you are that love of mine
'Cause I'm in a field of dandelions
Wishing on every one that you'll be mine, mine
And I see forever in your eyes
I feel okay when I see you smile, smile
Wishing on dandelions all of the time
Praying to God that one day you'll be mine
Wishing on dandelions all of the time, all of the time
I think that you are the one for me
'Cause it gets so hard to breathe
When you're looking at me, I've never felt so alive and free
When you're looking at me, I've never felt so happy
Dandelion, into the wind you go
Won't you let my darling know?
Dandelion, into the wind you go
Won't you let my darling know that
I'm in a field of dandelions
Wishing on every one that you'll be mine, mine
And I see forever in your eyes
I feel okay when I see you smile, smile
Wishing on dandelions all of the time
Praying to God that one day you'll be mine
Wishing on dandelions all of the time, all of the time
Latch-Acoustic (by Sam Smith)
I'm so encaptured, got me wrapped up in your touch
Feel so enamored, hold me tight within your clutch
How do you do it, you got me losing every breath
What did you give me to make my heart beat out my chest?
I feel we're close enough
I wanna lock in your love
I think we're close enough
Could I lock in your love, baby?
I think we're close enough
I wanna lock in your love
I think we're close enough
Could I lock in your love, baby?
Say You Won't Let Go (by James Arthur)
I met you in the dark, you lit me up
You made me feel as though I was enough
We danced the night away, we drank too much
I held your hair back when
You were throwing up
Then you smiled over your shoulder
For a minute, I was stone-cold sober
I pulled you closer to my chest
And you asked me to stay over
I said, I already told ya
I think that you should get some rest
I knew I loved you then
But you'd never know
'Cause I played it cool when I was scared of letting go
I know I needed you
But I never showed
But I wanna stay with you until we're grey and old
Just say you won't let go
Just say you won't let go
I'm so in love with you
And I hope you know
Darling, your love is more than worth its weight in gold
We've come so far, my dear
Look how we've grown
And I wanna stay with you until we're grey and old
Just say you won't let go
Just say you won't let go
I wanna live with you
Even when we're ghosts
'Cause you were always there for me when I needed you most
Don't Give Up On Me (by Andy Grammer)
I will fight
I will fight for you
I always do until my heart
Is black and blue
And I will stay
I will stay with you
We'll make it to the other side
Like lovers do
I'll reach my hands out in the dark
And wait for yours to interlock
I'll wait for you
I'll wait for you
'Cause I'm not givin' up
I'm not givin' up, givin' up, no, not yet
Even when I'm down to my last breath
Even when they say there's nothin' left
So don't give up on
I'm not givin' up
I'm not givin' up, givin' up, no, not me
Even when nobody else believes
I'm not goin' down that easily
So don't give up on me
And I will hold
I'll hold onto you
No matter what this world'll throw
It won't shake me loose
I'll reach my hands out in the dark
And wait for yours to interlock
I'll wait for you
I'll wait for you
'Cause I'm not givin' up
I'm not givin' up, givin' up, no, not yet
Even when I'm down to my last breath
Even when they say there's nothin' left
So don't give up on
I'm not givin' up
I'm not givin' up, givin' up, no, not me
Even when nobody else believes
I'm not goin' down that easily
So don't give up on me
So don't give up on me
Lover (by Taylor Swift)
Can I go where you go?
Can we always be this close forever and ever?
And ah, take me out, and take me home
You're my, my, my, my
Lover
Breakeven (by The Script) *In the phase where Steve believes Natalia loves Bruce*
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayin' to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even
Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even, no
What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you? And
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're OK?
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces
Moonlight (by dhruv)
Can we go where no one else goes?
Can I know what no one else knows?
Can we fall in love in the moonlight?
Poetry and handpicked flowers
Say you'll meet me at the altar
Can we fall in love in the moonlight?
I wanna feel safe with you
But never be tame with you (you, ooh)
And dwell in this dream with you
Let the pain disappear with you
Ho Hey (by The Lumineers)
I been tryin' to do it right
(Hey) I been livin' a lonely life
(Ho) I been sleepin' here instead
(Hey) I been sleepin' in my bed
(Ho) I been sleepin' in my bed
(Hey)
(Ho)
(Ho) so show me family
(Hey) all the blood that I will bleed
(Ho) I don't know where I belong
(Hey) I don't know where I went wrong
(Ho) but I can write a song
(Hey)
I belong with you, you belong with me
You're my sweetheart
I belong with you, you belong with me
You're my sweet
I don't think you're right for him
(Hey) think of what it might've been if we
(Ho) took a bus to Chinatown
(Hey) I'd be standin' on Canal
(Ho) and Bowery
(Hey)
(Ho) she'd be standin' next to me
(Hey)
I belong with you, you belong with me
You're my sweetheart
I belong with you, you belong with me
You're my sweetheart
Try (by P!nk)
Where there is desire, there is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame, someone's bound to get burned
But just because it burns doesn't mean you're gonna die
You've gotta get up and try, try, try
Gotta get up and try, try, try
Gotta get up and try, try, try
A Thousand Years (by Christina Perri)
The day we met,
Frozen I held my breath
Right from the start
I knew that I'd found a home for my heart
Beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave?
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone?
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
Iris (by The Goo Goo Dolls)
And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
And sooner or later, it's over
I just don't wanna miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Out Of The Woods (by Taylor Swift)
Ooh, your necklace hanging from my neck
The night we couldn't quite forget
When we decided, we decided
To move the furniture so we could dance
Baby, like we stood a chance
Two paper airplanes flying, flying, flying
And I remember thinking
Are we out of the woods yet?
Are we out of the woods yet?
Are we out of the woods yet?
Are we out of the woods?
Are we in the clear yet?
Are we in the clear yet?
Are we in the clear yet?
In the clear yet, good
Something Just Like This (by The Chainsmokers, Coldplay)
But she said, where d'you wanna go?
How much you wanna risk?
I'm not looking for somebody
With some superhuman gifts
Some superhero
Some fairytale bliss
Just something I can turn to
Somebody I can kiss
I want something just like this
Oh, I want something just like this
Waves (by Dean Lewis)
Through the wind
Down to the place we used to lay when we were kids
Memories of a stolen place
Caught in the silence
An echo lost in space
It comes and goes in waves
It always does, it always does
We watch as our young hearts fade
Into the flood, into the flood
The freedom of falling
A feeling I thought was set in stone
It slips through my fingers
I'm trying hard to let go
It comes and goes in waves
It comes and goes in waves
And carries us away
I watched my wild youth
Disappear in front of my eyes
Moments of magic and wonder
It seems so hard to find
Is it ever coming back again?
Is it ever coming back again?
Take me back to the feeling when
Everything was left to find
It comes and goes in waves
It always does, oh it always does
And the freedom of falling
A feeling I thought was set in stone
It slips through my fingers
I'm trying hard to let go
It comes and goes in waves
It comes and goes in waves
And carries us away
Falling Like The Stars (by James Arthur)
I swear to God, when I come home
I'm gonna hold you so close
I swear to God, when I come home, I'll never let go
Like a river, I flow to the ocean I know
You pull me close, guiding me home
And I need you to know that we're
Fallin' so fast, we're fallin' like the stars, fallin' in love
And I'm not scared to say those words
With you I'm safe, we're fallin' like the stars, we're fallin' in love
Open Your Heart (by Birdy)
I feel so lost sometimes
Trying to read between the lines
I'm waiting here for you
Giving it all, try pick it through
When you're treading carefully
God in your heart, hiding for me
But I'll never know, never find who you are
If you don't open your heart to me
Let me in, let me try
Let me feel all your love
Open your heart to me
Who lives behind those eyes?
Oh, your soul, unknown at times
Over and 'round we go
You leave me here, fully exposed
Wondering how you feel
Living your life with a heart made of steel
You're safe with me, so let it out
Just let it out
If you trust me, I'll set you free
From all your doubts
Run to You (by Lea Michele)
Let's set fire to the lonely night
You're beautiful when you look at me
Let's give love another life
Cause you'll be safe in these arms of mine
Just call my name on the edge of the night
And I'll run to you, I'll run to you
I would run to you
I would run to you, If you want me to
Just give me some kind of reason
I'll take the pain, take it all away
Give it some kind of meaning
Let's let go, let it be the start
You know I'm feeling the same thing
Let's let go of our broken hearts
Cause you'll be safe in these arms of mine
Just call my name on the edge of the night
And I'll run to you, I'll run to you
Forever & Always (by Zeph)
Honey now we’re older
But we’ll never age
I don’t think my love will
Ever start to fade
My attachment to you
Isn’t subject to change
My heart’s yours forever
And always
Every Little Thing She Does Is Magic (by Sleeping At Last)
Though I tried before to tell her
Of the feelings I have for her
In my heart
Every time that I come near her
I just lose my nerve
As I've done from the start
Every little thing she does is magic
Everything she does just turns me on
Even though my life before was tragic
Now I know my love for her goes on
Unconditionally (by Katy Perry)
Unconditional, unconditionally
I will love you unconditionally
There is no fear now
Let go and just be free
I will love you unconditionally
Come just as you are to me
Don't need apologies
Know that you are worthy
I'll take your bad days with your good
Walk through the storm, I would
I do it all because I love you
I love you
Unconditional, unconditionally
Rules of Beautiful (by Jacob Whitesides)
'Cause you break the rules of beautiful
So stay with me for a minute more
No need to fix what's beautiful, you're beautiful
Like a flower all alone in a field of weeds
You don't need to change you just need to be
The way you were made is just for me, you're beautiful
'Cause you break the rules of beautiful
The rules cause they are over look your heart
We got history that's deeper than these scars
Oh, and I'll take it all, all of your secrets and flaws
You make history by being who you are
Don't You Worry (by Oh Wonder)
And all the beats fell in between the silence that we shared
And all the trees were swaying softly in the thick, black air
If I'm honest, it felt like love
And you said, stay here, darling
Don't you worry 'bout a thing, don't you worry 'bout a thing
I'm right here, darling
Don't you worry 'bout a thing, don't you worry 'bout a thing
It's us against the world
We let the freckles on our faces make a million stars
A constellation so amazing that we saw a spark
If I'm honest, it felt like love
And in the morning, you adored me 'til the sun went down
And then I knew you were the one I couldn't live without
If I'm honest, it felt like love
And you said, stay here, darling
Don't you worry 'bout a thing, don't you worry 'bout a thing
I'm right here, darling
Don't you worry 'bout a thing, don't you worry 'bout a thing
It's us against the world
We built a little house and filled it with our little dreams
But shining brighter are the moments that were in between
If I'm honest, it felt like love
And now we're ready for the ending, we're hand in hand
A life so colourful, we didn't even need a plan
If I'm honest, it feels like love
And you said, stay here, darling
Don't you worry 'bout a thing, don't you worry 'bout a thing
I'm right here, darling
Don't you worry 'bout a thing, don't you worry 'bout a thing
It's us against the world
So stay here, darling
Don't you worry 'bout a thing, don't you worry 'bout a thing
I'm right here, darling
Don't you worry 'bout a thing, don't you worry 'bout a thing
It's us against the world
I Knew This Would Be Love (by Imaginary Future)
When I saw you waiting at your place
Something felt familiar in your face
Oh, you smiled as if to say
I knew my heart was yours from the first day
We were right
We stood through it all
Holding tight
Whenever we fall
What we found is second to none
I knew, I knew, I knew this would be love
There were days when I thought I'd lost you
I read the letter aloud, what could I do?
Now, we're right back where we belong
Don't second guess your heart, it's never wrong
We were right
We stood through it all
Holding tight
Whenever we fall
What we found is second to none
I knew, I knew, I knew this would be love
You Set My World On Fire (by Loving Caliber, Selestine)
I lose my breath whenever I see you
You stole my heart, what is it that you do?
My life was grey, 'til you added colors
Like the moon needs the sun, we don't care 'bout the others
You set my world on fire
You're my heart's desire
I just wanna love you
Just wanna hold you
Just wanna be with you 'til we grow old
Just tell me you'll stay or take me away
I want you for myself every single day
You set my world on fire
Up We Go (by Imaginary Future)
You are the strongest of them all
I have seen you standing tall
In the middle of the storm
Oh, this is just another test
You'll be better than your best
You will get home safe and warm
Darling, don't you know it
Know that nothing can stop us now
Darkness lasts a moment
We will make it through the clouds
Up we go, we go
Up we go, we go