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We were high
Weed and alcohol
Lots of it
Smoking weed was my idea, but he didn't denied it
He got drunk first
So we were laughing about nothing
It was just happiness
His green eyes were glowing
He's looking at me right now
He has a pretty smile
I love him with all my life
I’ve never felt this way before
No butterflies, no anxiousness
He's calm, and makes me calm too
He's now messing up my hair
Asking me what I'm looking at
I can't answer, I just kiss him and say thank you
He doesn't understand
His green eyes focusing on me
Thanks for loving me, accepting me and teaching me how love should really work
But I don't say it
My fingers caressing his curls, I smile
His green eyes still glowing under the dim light
We are high
Weed and alcohol
Tim was laughing about nothing
I was smiling at him
He was the love of my life
He taught me love and patience
He made things work even when it shouldn't
He's not perfect, none of us is
But we work well together
He lend me another weed cigarette
I accept and smile at him
He kisses me before I smoke
I love you , that's what he said before putting his head on my lap
Timmy?
He opened just one eye, making a cute face
You’re my everything, you know that, right?
He just hums
I smile
He's expecting more
Timmy?
My love?
I hesitate for a minute
I love you
Timothée doesn't move, I think he's sleeping
I want you to marry me
We can't I answer quietly
He know that already
We can't ignore it
Why? We can make whatever we want, my love
You know why, Timmy
I took another sip of our drink
He closes his eyes again
I'm sorry, love
Let's not think about it again
He was the love of my life
He taught me love and patience
But I couldn't call him mine, neither could he call me his
I already belonged to someone else
And it wasn't Timothée Chalamet
The boy who got high just because I asked him to