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(THEO) 7:34pm
why can't i just talk to him? why do i care what he thinks about me so much? we sit next to each other in class for fucks sake. why is it so hard for me to talk to him?
im theo (theodore) smalls and i go to sunfall high school. my favorite color is green and i like drawing. my hair is a strange combination of brown and blonde and i would say im an average height. my best friend is cordelia smalls (who is my sister), but outside of that i have basically no friends. im not even shy or whatever, but ive just never been able to make friends with people. the school year started not to long ago and my goal for this year is to make at least one friend. one friend!! im not asking for much, but it seems very unlikely to happen considering the fact that no one wants to talk to me.
i havent done anything to upset anyone and im not even that different from everyone else! the one thing that could possibly set me apart from everyone else is the fact that i like drawing. thats not even that interesting! i just like putting pencil on paper, whats so strange about that?? but anyways it doesnt seem likely that ill be able to make any friends this year because i cant even talk to the boy i sit next to in my science class. i sit right next to him and i cant seem to get myself to say anything to him. he seems really nice, but i guess ill never know if i dont talk to him. i just wish i had the guts to talk to him because our teacher made it very clear to us that we will have the same seats for the entire year, so it would be nice to get to know him and maybe make a friend. i dont even know his name!! i should probably learn his name. let me add it to the list of things i need to do.
- make at least one friend
- give back cordelia's skateboard
- learn the boy's name in science class
i guess that works. well speaking of science, i should probably do my homework before it gets too late. i really hope i get the courage to talk to the boy who sits next to me in science class.