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My Almost Forgotten Past

Summary:

Despite of her remembering the bad past that lingers her, there's still memories that crashed back to her again.

Notes:

Putting trigger warning because; mention of sexual abuse

Yeah this is the same Valkyrie that I mentioned in the other story so feel free to check it out.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/38824482/

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

Chapter Text

After hours of finishing her paper works, The Valkyrie got up to grab a cup of water and noticed the time.

'10:39pm? I didn't expect to finish this early...' She said as she puts the empty mug on the sink's counter and stretched her tired body making soft cracking noises.

 

She tiredly goes to her desk again to turn off her laptop and clean up the papers that are scattered at her table returning them to their respective folders and putting them on the shelves or cabinets.

 

She usually finishes her paperwork around 12 midnight or even one time she stayed up to 2 am just to finish the re-assigned paperwork that her co-worker left before they (co-worker) got assigned on a field mission.

 

She's already used to this anyways, staying up all night, getting busy and getting stressed on piles of paperwork so given to her.

 

At least to keep her 'entertained' and have a purpose after she filed a temporary resignation letter to Schickcal due to her physical injuries and was suggested to do office work which she agreed to do so.

 

At least to keep her distracted.

Distracted from the last mission she had before she resigned temporarily.

 

A mission which lurks and lingers in her mind as a memory...

A memory she wishes to go away and begone...

 

She lazily removed her slippers and tiredly flopped down to her bed making her bed frame squeak and also making her pillows and stuffed toys jump

She lays down there trying to find a comfortable position and after she found the position she's comfortable with, she closes her eyes trying to sleep.

 

Her body might be tired laying down in bed but her mind says otherwise, running.

Running through fields, fields filled with memories again like the past

 

Memories she doesn't want to remember. Memories that haunt her until now.

 

\\ Here goes the trigger warning; You have been warned. //

 

She remembers all the pain and agony she has gone through. The days wherein she was taken advantage of, The day she was falsely accused of seducing a man, The day wherein she was discriminated against by the people around her for being disgusting, for being a 'whore'.

It was bitter, it feels much more painful to think about it than dying, it lingers in her mind every time she doesn't have anything to do or to think of.

 

She shook those thoughts away and sighs, shifting her position as she grabs her phone on the nightstand and looks at the time

 

It was 10:54 in the evening, and this time almost everyone is asleep since she has nothing to do at the moment, she unlocked her phone and decided to scroll on social media, but she felt like she doesn't want to, as usual, her newsfeed is filled with dramas and post that makes no sense at all.

 

So she decided to play games on her phone, annnnnd she got bored quickly since she has been playing these games when it's her break time.

 

So she look at the time again telling it was 11:20 pm and she decided to do something she haven't done in years.

Notes:

Planning to give this a next chapter obviously but I'm still rewriting and changing some scenes, might take awhile but stay tuned I guess???

Feel free to give suggestions or correction, I won't bite :)

*Proceeds give update after 6942091283837 years later or never*
(Just kidding, I will give this updates :))

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