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Y/n is a Manhattan Ada recently transferred from Brooklyn. She knows Olivia from an encounter they had a few years back. They both are struggling with PTSD and are getting help for it too. And they start to help each other since they started to reconnect again. This is based few months after Lewis. I will put trigger warnings in the chapters btw

Chapter 1: Group Therapy

Chapter Text

Tw// scars, a bit of lewis

y/n pov:

You were rushing out of the Manhattan ADA office. Trying to get to the elevator before it shut, but you still missed it. Waiting for it to open up again Pippa Cox approached you and started to make small talk. You were nice to her. You didn't really like her all that much. She was a bit too arrogant for you, but she had her moments sometimes I guess.

"Where are you going? Don't you have a new case?" said Pippa Cox

Yes, but I am gonna finish working on it at home. I have places to be," you replied with a small smile.

"Ooh really hot date tonight?" she said with a joking smirk.

"Sure you could say that"

"Tell me about him? I want to know everything!"

"There isn't much to know a mutual friend of ours set us up. she wouldn't  take no for an answer," you said lying while walking into the now opened elevator.

"well good luck hopefully it won't be all that bad," she said

"thank you, Pippa, see you later," you said in relief that she didn't want any more details. Soon the doors opened again.

you look at your watch, "shit!" You mutter under your breath its 5:30 pm. Your group therapy session started at 6 you were gonna be late. hurrying outside you hailed a cab and told the driver the address.

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finally arriving you quickly run into the building looking for the correct room. once you find it you slowly open the door try your best not to attract attention to yourself bc being late is already embarrassing enough. you push the door open, but as luck has it the door was loud as fuck. everyone's head turns to you.

"son of a bitch," you say under your breath. you hated when things like this happened. it always made you uncomfortable.

soon enough the group therapist said, "I'm so glad you could make it to this one, y/n. we missed you the last few times."

"I'm happy to be back. I just been really busy at work with a lot of big cases." you said kinda awkwardly.

" While you were gone, we got a new person attending these sessions. There is an open seat next to her too. if you dont mind sitting down next to her. you both can get to know each other a bit when we finish." said Dr. Baker.

you smiled at Dr.Baker. Taking your seat quickly trying not to wastes more of everyone's time. Not even looking at the woman next to you you say, "I hope this group will help you with what you are going through."

"thanks, " she said quietly.

"Would anyone like to share what they have been doing that's been helping them lately?" Dr.Baker asked. Then looked straight at me.

"I have been doing breathing excerisies to help clam me when I start to feel triggered and helpless," you stated

"would you please elaborate for us?"

"Well, when guys look at me a certain way I don't snap at them and I can be around loud noises without breaking down panicking in tears. I just breathe and take all the time I need to tell myself I'm safe and I'm not back in that basement anymore."

"I'm proud of you and keep working on that. Thank you for sharing with us, y/n. anyone else like to share?"

Out the corner of your eye. you see the woman next to you staring at you. you tried to ignore it but you felt her stare and it started to make you uncomfortable. leaning down you grabbed your bag and placed it on your lap. Rummaging through it you get a water bottle and drink from it. Finally, you look at her. your eyes widen from being shock at who you saw. "Liv," you said in a not-so-loud voice.

"Y/n? why are you here?"

"I need help and support with some stuff I went through in the last few years. why are you?"

"my therapist told me this would help with my ptsd," she said.

"lets talk after this is over," you tell her. while refocusing on the new speaker.

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After class

"how long have you been coming to group?" asked Olivia.

"about a little over a year, you?"

"a month. its still new to me its been a while since I been to group"

"oh yeah. well I'm happy you are getting help for yourself. you look good olivia." you said with a slight smile. you wanted to know what happened to her, but you didn't want to impose, so you begin to walk away.

"hey, y/n!" liv called

"yes?"

"I dont want to go home yet," said sounding a bit embarrassed

"have you eaten yet its almost 8?"

"no "

"alright do you want to go to the diner with me?"

"only if you are okay with it"

walking towards her you grab her hand saying " its more than okay, Liv, come on I want to see Erick before they put him to bed." you both start to walk out together

"how old is erick now?"

"he is 9, hey do you want to walk or get a taxi. the diner is like 4 blocks away."

" we can walk," she said with a smile.

"okay great," you smiled back

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at the diner

you grab a booth for Olivia and yourself and got situated." i will be right back I got to tell everyone that I'm here okay?" you explained with a smile

"yes, okay, I will look at the menu I haven't been here in a while."

you walk behind the corner and see your younger brother, "hola fool", you say to him.

"what are you doing here? it's late, y/n." Mason said.

"yeah i know I had my group therapy," you said whispering so your other family members couldnt hear. " is Erick in bed yet?" you ask in your normal voice.

" yeah, abuela just put him to bed." he said

" okay he not asleep I'm going to go tell him good night"

"what no y/n "

"I dont get to see him a lot and I'm not that close to him. if he isn't awake even though ik he is will wont go in. okay?"

" fine but it is your fault, yall arent close."

walking away you said," no its not , we have nothing in common he is a 9 year old boy and I'm a 32 year old woman."

" what does have have to do with anything," he said rolling his eyes.

"I have a career and full time job I'm busy and can you go say hi to Olivia and bring her some chips, please. josh is preoccupied at the moment." you said nodding and giggling towards your cousin flirting with his girlfriend. quickly run upstairs to see if your little brother is asleep.

once upstairs you walk to his room. you see him moving a lot so you go to sit at the end of his bed. "hey erick", you said softly so you wouldn't get caught.

"y/n! what are you doing here?"

"why is everyone asking me that? what is wrong why are you moving so much?"

"I got burned in the kitchen and I might get a scar, Mason said "scars tell stories " I'm trying to find out my scar story its hard." he said a bit frustrated

"you got it in the kitchen doing something you weren't supposed. some scar stories have more meaning than others. go to sleep mi bebe te quireo mucho" you kiss his forehead and turn to leave, but he stops you by pulling your arm. "que paso?" you ask.

"can you tell me your scar story?" he tries to roll up your shirt sleeve to point at the scars around your wrist. you stop him.

"I will tell you when you are older its a big story good night." you leave and head back to Liv.

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"hey sorry that took so long I didn't mean to keep you waiting by yourself," you tell her.

"it's not a problem! your Abuela and Mason came to talk to me," she said.

"oh, I'm sorry about-"

she interrupted you, "don't be it was nice I havent talked to them in a while since you know," she said kinda awkwardly.

"yeah, but that was like 5 years ago it's in the past," you said nonchalantly.

"it was 3 years, but i already ordered for me and you if you dont mind."

you were shocked she knew it has been 3 years since you hooked up at a bar. you were zoned out a bit but you snapped out of it by your food arriving.

"are you okay, y/n?" Olivia asked

"Yes I'm okay Liv i just zone out," you both laughed a bit

"good " she said smiling

" thank you for ordering for me and you got my order right too haha"

Liv laughed lightly and said "i am a good guesser then"

" yeah, you are. Can i ask you something?"

"of course, y/n anything"

"why didn't you want to go home?"

she hesitated a bit " well i dont feel safe there any more and just really bad memories"

"oh wow are you going to move out?" you asked

"yes i am just saving up but its expensive but I'm getting there."

"well that's good," you said with a half-hearted smile

it was silent for a bit the Olivia said " he got in"

"who did?" you didn't know what she was talking about.

"a perp, Lewis, he got in and attacked me so i don't feel safe"

your heartbroken she looked so sad and stressed. "oh god Olivia " you didnt know what to say to help.

"i know. Hey, we are both done im gonna pay and go home bye y/n." she said walking away

" Olivia come back here." she started to walk back

"yes?"

"one food is on the house. two do you want to stay at my place for tonight?" you asked shyly

"no i dont want to impose"

"you arent imposing come on," you offered your hand to her so she knows you are okay with her coming over
"Oh fine thank you," Olivia takes your hand in hers and you both start to walk out but a woman stops you both.
"hola abuela," you say nervous bc you didn't say hi to her and you were abt to leave w/o a goodbye too

" listen you better say hi next time or else i will ground you ok?!" Your abuela said

"what- you cant ground me but okay adios abuela i love youuu"

"try me and i love you too . bye olivia come back soon."

" bye " Olivia said we both got into a cab and head to my apartment.

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The apartment

"This place is nice y/n."

" its alright thank you tho," you said walk toward the bedroom you hand Olivia a large t-shirt and some adjustable sweat pants.

"thank you y/n for everything"

"i just gave you clothes chill but here is my bed you will be sleeping there" pointing at the bed

"and you?"

"i will be on the sofa."

"No!" Olivia said all serious.

"No?"

"i will sleep on the couch" she stated.

"Olivia no you will not."

"Y/N don't try me i will win!" she said raising an eyebrow.

she is so hot when she does that wtf !! I thought to myself. "No you wont I'm the ADA here arguing is my job."

Olivia rolled her eyes and said, " i am sleeping on the couch. you take the bed"

" How a compromise? How about we just share the bed tonight? is that okay?"

"Yes i would be okay"

You both get ready for bed . Once the both of you are done you lay down and have light conversations until the both of you fall asleep.

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Ok thats chapter one never written a ff before soooooooo if u like it yay! if u dont oops lmao also im illiterate asf so if something doesn't make sense sorry

Chapter 2: Late lunch

Chapter Text

Olivia's pov:

The sunlight in my eyes woke me. Suddenly something moved underneath my head. I didn't move. I couldn't remember who I went to bed with. My mind is still half asleep, and I don't feel like thinking right now. I check under the comforter to make sure I had clothes on.

"What are you doing, Liv?" A familiar voice said.

I recognized the voice, but I couldn't think of the name. Oh my god, this is so embarrassing. I look up at the woman and feel at ease. "Nothing y/n," I replied.

"uh-huh sure Liv," she said with a yawn and pulling her arm from on top of my back.

"I'm sorry," I said getting off her chest.

"what are you sorry for?"

"I didn't mean to lay on you while we were sleeping." This was sorta embarrassing to say to her, but I didn't want to be weird and make her uncomfortable.

"Liv it is okay." Y/n hesitated before she continued, "Tonight was the first time in a long time. That I slept the whole night, thank you," she said with a slight smile that made me smile. Y/n had that smile that could make everything around her smile. I know she doesn't smile all the time, but when she did it made things better.

" Actually I never really sleep well anymore. I um... I get nightmares or wake up in a panic. Last night I didn't get them."

"Well that's-" and an alarm goes off and catches her by surprise. "Shit!" She whispers while getting out of bed to turn off the alarm clock. I start laughing because she looked so startled by the alarm. I couldn't help but laugh at her. She stares straight at me. Trying her hardest to keep a straight face, but I know there is nothing straight about her. " What is so funny?"

"Oh nothing, y/n, you just have a bad poker face," I tease her.

"It is only bad when it comes to you," she said playfully rolling her eyes at me.

"Hey, don't roll your eyes at me. What time is it?" You said still playfully.

"Time to get ready for work. Would you like a cup of coffee?" Y/n asks while walking out of the closet with some clothes.

"Yes, please. " I said while finally getting out of bed. "Can I use your bathroom?"

"Yes, you can. It is the 2nd door on the right, outside of the bedroom."

"Thanks."

I walk into the bathroom. It was a remarkably nice apartment especially on an ADA's payroll something wasn't right. I was not going to ask y/n about it. I would maybe check on it at the precinct. I rinsed my face with water before you went out.

"Hey," said y/n. She was putting the coffee beans in the pot. Her light silk blouse only halfway button. I could see her light creme bra through the opening of the white silk top. Trying my hardest to look at her exposing boobs and keep calm. I felt a heat on my face.

"Do you need any help?" I said looking at her face. Glancing every now and then at her noticeable breast.

Y/n noticed what I was doing. She raised her eyebrow at me. Slowly, she began to button her shirt. One after the other you watched her hands push the buttons through the holes. At the third button to the top, she stops buttoning the white silk top to have the right amount of boob showing. I look back up at Y/n's face she was staring at me with a smirk on her face. Y/n clears her throat.

"I don't need any help, and just get whatever you want to wear from the closet. When you are done, we can go get breakfast if there is still time." She bites her inner cheek and chuckles a bit.

"yeah ok thank you also what is so amusing?"

"Your face is just still a little red." y/n says playfully and winks.

My eyes get big with embarrassment and my jaw drops. I walk back into her room and go into her closet. and start shuffling through her clothes.

"I guess I am not the only one with a bad poker face," y/n yells from the kitchen.

"only when it comes to you," I yell back. From the kitchen, I hear y/n laugh sarcastically. Looking through the hanging shirts I see a familiar grey turtleneck. That was my shirt. Wow, she kept. I thought I lost it, but here it is. Continuing to look through the shirts until I find an off-white blouse I like. Soon I take off y/n sweats and oversized t-shirt and throw on the new blouse with the black slacks I wore yesterday. And walk back out to see y/n running around getting her stuff together to get ready for her workday. I go into the kitchen and see two goto cups of coffee on the counter. "Do you need any help with anything, y/n?"

"Just grab our coffees and head towards the door," she replied. I grab the cups and my purse and head out the door with y/n. We walk out of the building and she hails a cab for us and we got in. "Do you have court today or are you going to the precinct?" y/n asked me.

"I have court at 9. I don't need to go to the precinct until later unless we catch a case," I said.

"Okay, I'm heading to the DA's office. I don't have Court today. Do you want the taxi to drop you off at the courthouse?" y/n asked.

"No, it is across the street. I think I can manage the walk," I said. y/n rolled her eyes at me. She tried to take a sip of her coffee, but she was annoyed when there wasn't any left in her cup. 

Soon the taxi stopped at the da's office and both got out. Y/n said thank you to the driver and bye to me before she left to go upstairs. The coffee at the DA's office sucked, especially if Trevor was the one who made it. I decide to go down the block to a bakery get us both coffee and a danish.

I walk into the bakery and there isn't long of a line. Once I get to the counter I pay and take the items and head back to y/n's office. I enter the large building and am greeted by the security guard. We make quick small talk before I get on the elevator.

"Hold the door," a man shouts to me. I wave my hand in the closing door. And Trevor Langon walks in. "Good morning, Olivia. What brings you here to the DA's office?"

"Good morning Mr.Langon," I said.

"You know you can call me Trevor. I call you by your first name you can call me by mine."

"You know Mr.Langon, I never said you could call me by my first name," I replied.

"Oh umm well anyways where are you headed to?" Trevor said in a tense way. I liked Trevor. He was an ass sometimes, but he was a damn good lawyer.

"Do you know where y/n y/l/n 's office is at? "

"Actually, I do it's on the way to mine. I can walk you there."

"Great thanks Langon." The elevator doors open and he led the way.

"So what do you want with y/n? Do you have a case together?"

"Nothing I just have a few questions for her," I tell Trevor.

"Well alright," he stops walking and points me to a door with y/n 's name on it. "Have a nice day, detective Benson."

"You too Mr.Langon." I walk towards the door and knock on it.

"Come in," y/n says. I open and walk into her office. I see her and Pippa in her office. "Liv, what are you doing here?"

"I didn't mean to interrupt," I said.

"You didn't," Pippa said, "I just stopped by to ask how y/n 's date went last night. She won't spill. That means has juicy details." Y/n and I share a look and laugh a bit. " If you get anything out of her tell me please"

"Oh yeah," I said sarcastically. Soon Pippa leaves y/n office.

"How was your date," I asked winking at her. She started laughing.

"It was average nothing special." She said jokingly.

"Ouch"

"What do you mean 'ouch' ?" Y/n stared at me and raised an eyebrow at me.

" You went group and spent the rest of the night with me. Also, your coworkers think you had a hot date."

"One I didn't know we were in the same group therapy. Two Pippa kept asking where I was going. And I didn't want to tell her." She told me.

"Oh okay. Anyways I brought you more coffee and a danish. It's from the bakery down the street." I said while handing her both items.

"Thank you, Liv. You saved me from getting horrible coffee." She told me with a smile. I begin to head out. When y/n stops me. "Hey, do you want to get lunch together?"

"Can we make it a late lunch just to be safe? I might be in court for a while."

"Yes, of course, I will text you the address of the restaurant. "

"Do you still have my number?"

"Did you change it?"

"I changed my personal cell," I responded I grab a pen and sticky note from her desk and wrote down my personal cell. 

"Great I will text you," she told me. We say our goodbyes and i go across the street to get ready for court.

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The late lunch at like 2ish

Y/n pov:

I already texted the address to Liv. We are going to meet there. I decided on a little Italian cafe about 20 minutes from the office. I was 5 minutes, early for lunch so I got us a table. A few minutes later, Olivia came too.

"Hi," Liv said while sitting down.

"Hey, how is court going?" I asked she looked at me a bit annoyed.

"I don't think the jury is believing the vic. She changed her story so many times because she was scared. And the perp he is just charming them and twisting everything we have against us."

"Oh, Olivia I'm sorry. Those cases are always the hardest to get the jury to decide. They will come to their senses. You will get the bastard."

Liv looks at me weirdly and asks," since when are you an optimist."

"I am trying to be more optimistic because it "helps better the mental health," my one on one therapist said."

"Huh wow," Liv chuckled. "Is it working?"

"It's still new, I'm not sure yet." The waiter approached us and asked for our orders. I order the fettuccine alfredo with a lemonade and Liv orders the chicken carbonara with a half and half tea. The waiter wrote it down and left.

"How have you been in the last few years. I know it's been a while since we have spent time together." Stated Liv.

"Well, I was transferred to Brooklyn to be an ADA for organized crime. I pissed off the wrong family and got hurt. I transferred back to Manhattan and I'm currently working with family court. How about you?"

"Elliot left that's why I didn't call after you know. He hasn't come back, and then you left too. Work, new detectives, and my situations where I got hurt. I took some time off now I'm back."

"Damn Elliot just left."

"Yep"

"And you thought I just left too?"

"Yeah," Olivia looks uneasy when she said that.

"Oh well, you said you were going to call, then you didn't so I thought you wouldn't want to talk about it. And it was awkward to reach out. I'm sorry I made it seem as if I left." The food came out as I said that. "Thank you," I tell the waiter.

"Don't worry about it it was a long time ago and we both have been through a lot."

"Well alright. Last night then." I said.

"What about last night?"

"It was nice right like not weird."

"It was nice. It was comfortable and I felt safer since I wasn't at home." Liv told me.

"Good I feel the same way. Except we were at my place. It was easier to be there and I felt safer too." I said to Liv.

"Well that's good"

"So..."

"So..?" Liv said.

"This may be weird of me to ask, but I am going to anyway," I say in a rush hoping she wouldnt interrupt me. She just looks at me and nods her head. "Would you consider staying over sometimes to help me sleep? We both said we slept better together and felt safer and I want to sleep and feel safe again. So would you think about it?" I could tell she was thinking by her facial expression. I am not sure what she was thinking. Hopefully, she didn't mind me asking her to stay.

"Yes," she said disrupting my thoughts.

"What did you say sorry. I just want to make sure I heard you correctly."

"Y/n, yes I will move in with you. It will put us both at ease. I haven't found a new place and I hate my old one." Said Liv.

"Really okay great!"  I said with excitement.

"But," Liv said.

"But what?"

"You have to let me pay for lunch."

"Fine," I said with an annoyed tone and rolled my eyes. I wanted to pay for lunch, but she was as stubborn as me sometimes and I know she would not have it any other way.

She moved to the seat next to mine and squeezed my thigh. She leaned into my ear and said," What did I tell you this morning? Don't roll your eyes at me, y/n."

I wasn't expecting Liv to do that. It caught me off guard. I didn't know what to do. So I continue to eat what I ordered. I felt the grip on my thigh get tighter.

"Y/n did you hear me?" Liv's voice was low and stern.

"Yes ma'am," slipped out of my mouth. I felt my face grow red with embarrassment.

"Ma'am? Huh, I like that. Coming from you." She smirked at me and went back to her seat. I cross my legs to relieve some of the pressure I have.

We continue to eat what we had left and she paid. On our way out she asked me what time I should be home. I told her about 5:40. She nodded and we parted ways.

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Back in my office

I start to finish notes on my case that I have been working on. And I hear a knock on my door.

"Come in, I say." The door opens and it's Trevor. "Hi, Trevor. What do you need?"

"Hey, why do you suspect I need something from you?" He asked.

"Well, you don't interact with me a lot and when you do it's to ask me to dinner or something for a case."

"That's not true," he said acting hurt. I just laugh and continue working on my case. "So, I wasn't aware you and Olivia Benson were friends."

"Umm yeah. We uh worked together when I worked in sex crimes with Barba."

"Oh, really why did you leave sex crimes?"

"I was transferred. I wanted to expand my horizon." I didn't want to talk. I wanted to work and get home before Olivia since she doesn't have a key or anything.

"And you thought the family court was for you?" Trevor asked.

"This is temporary. I only took this job since it was in Manhattan and I couldn't stand the way everyone was looking at me in the Brooklyn Da's office. Also, it's closer to my apartment." I tried to explain to him with little details as possible.

"Oh, I heard about that, " he gives me a tight awkward smile. He looked like he wanted me to tell him what happened. I just give him a tight smile back and return to my almost completed paperwork.

"Ok well, it's almost 5 o'clock. I am going to leave soon are you leaving soon or are you staying late?" Trevor asks me while heading towards the door of my office.

"I'm leaving soon too," I said while finishing the papers.

"Would you like me to walk you out? We could go get drinks to become friends and I wouldn't ask you out on dates anymore."

"Maybe another time, Trevor, I want to get home before Liv gets home." My eyes go wide at what I just said. I didn't mean to. I look at Trevor. He looks confused.

" 'Before Liv gets home?' " he asks.

"Yes, I'm letting Olivia say at my place until she finds a new apartment." I lie.

"That's is nice of you. I had no idea you two were close. I thought it might have been because of something else."

"Haha well, that's the reason nothing else. Don't tell anyone we are private people and no one needs to know about this."

"My lips are sealed. Good night, y/n. Send Olivia my best."

"Good night, Trevor, and sure."

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At home

When I got home Olivia had not arrived yet. I decided to take a quick shower. I go into the bathroom, to turn on the shower. I left to get some clean underwear and pajamas. When I came back the water felt hot enough, so I got undressed and stepped into the glass shower.

I was rinsing the conditioner out of my hair when I heard knocking at my door. I quickly got out and wrapped my hair in a towel to not wet the floors and I put on my robe. And walked down the hall to my door. I looked through the peephole to make sure it was her. It was and I opened the door.

"Hey y/n," Olivia said. She walked inside and went into the kitchen. I followed still dripping from my unfinished shower. "I brought some food. I went to my apartment and brought some clothes and other necessary items." She stops talking a looks at me. "Y/n you are wet"

"Yeah I was showering when you came and im going to finish rn. I will be back soon." She nodded her head. And I return to the bathroom. I turn on the water again and undress. It only takes me 5 minutes to finish the shower. I wrapped my hair and put on a red t-shirt with loose black pajama pants.

Going into the kitchen. I see Olivia on her phone at the table with two plates out. I go to sit down next to her.

"Hey Liv," I said.

"I waited for you to come before I started eating. I didn't know what you wanted and how much either. Just grab what you want. "

"Okay thank you I love Thai food," I said appreciatively.

"I remember, how was work?"

"It was boring, tons of paperwork. How did court go?" I said getting up and walking to the cabinet next to the fridge.

"It's was good we got our conviction," Liv told me.

"That's good and see I told you they would come around. Red or white?"

"Ah yes, the optimism. Red, thank you." Liv said while getting up and moving to the couch. I look at Olivia. She looks tired from stressing all day from court. She sighs and runs her long fingers through her dark medium length hair. I finish getting the wine. I walk to the couch and sit next to her. I hand her the red wine and she gives me a soft thank you smile that makes my heart melt.  We sat there sipping our in comfortable silence for a few minutes. Then she asked me, "why do you have so many word searches and crosswords books?"

"Because they are relaxing for me and I like to do them before bed most nights. When I was younger my mom and I would sit on the stairs in the diner and do them before we ended our day. It was nice that's about the only time we got along." I told her. She was nodding her head. "Do you want to do one?"

"Sure," Olivia said before drinking some more wine. I set my glass down I the coffee table with all the puzzle books. And I pick up a pen and word search book. I sit back on the couch next to Olivia. She puts her head on my shoulder as I look for an unmarked page. We spent the rest of the evening doing word searches and sipping wine together.

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Word count: 3548

Chapter 3: At the club

Summary:

1) I love Paula Foster and I am a Paula Foster apologist bc she is Paget Brewster and I love Paget sm

Tw// drinking, jealous liv, sex

Chapter Text

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A month later and Olivia's pov:

Y/n and i have been good. We have been very flirty lately. It's nice. It's fun. It's hot being like that with her. It's Saturday, y/n has been running errands all day while I have been being lazy sitting on the couch. I did help clean up a bit, so I didn't spend the whole day sitting on my ass. Y/n called me a while ago to tell me that she will be home very soon and for me to unlock the door. I got up to unlock it, since I was already put I decided to go to the kitchen to see if we had any Oreos. I sit on the counter next to the stove so I can eat my Oreos while watching my tv show. About 5 minutes later y/n bust into the door in a hurry and rushes to the bathroom she was only carrying a few bags and she dropped them at the doorway. I didn't move I want to finish my cookies before picking them up. Soon a young boy 11-year-old boy walked in through the doorway too. He is carrying a lot of bags.

The boy yelled from the doorway. "Where do you want me to put the bags!?"

"You can just put them in the doorway I will get them, thank you," I told him

"Okay don't close the door there is more in the lobby with my sister," he tells me.

"There's more good god." I hop off the counter and go down to the lobby with the young boy to meet his younger sister watching the stuff y/n bought. I greet her. And see all the bags there are about 8 or 9 left. The boy and I grab a few each and the young girl grabbed the last 2. We walked up to the door and set it in the doorway. I told them, thank you for their help and they left.

I shut the door and walked past the bags to see y/n sitting on the floor in-between the couch and coffee table eating Oreos. "Really? " I said chuckling at her.

"I'm tired and I been all over and I only ate breakfast and it's 4 pm now."

"Aw, you hungry I will make something for you then."

"Liv you can't cook," she tells me.

"Yes I can, it just comes out burnt. It's not my fault it does that. And who said anything about cooking I'm a master at the microwave. My specialty is day-old takeout."

"You're a dork," she said laughing. I rolled my eyes playfully at her. "Hey, do you want to go out tonight with some of my friends?"

"To where?"

" a club about 5 streets over," she says.

"Okay, but just so you know I prefer bars more than clubs"

"Well, I love both" she says playfully.

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y/n pov:

Olivia and I started getting ready around 5. She was wearing a dark red dress with some light makeup. I put on a black mini dress w light makeup.

When Olivia and I were done we headed to the club. We decided to walk since it can't be too far from the building. Once we get there Liv went to ordered some shots and I went to take a seat at a high table. When she comes back with the drinks with a big smile on her face. "What's up with you?" I ask.

"I found Trevor." She said with a big smile

"And?"

"And he offered to buy us all our drinks tonight if he could sit with us," she told me.

"What did you say?"

"I said yes I'm getting free drinks and free entertainment," Olivia said laughing.

"Olivia, you do know he is one of my friends from work?"

"Yes and he was going to be with us anyways so no harm" says Olivia with a cute smile

"Hey ladies, "says Trevor while approaching our table. He sits across from Liv and I. "Who is drinking and who is being responsible?" He asks with a mischievous dorky grin

"I will be drinking but y'all need to promise to stop me if you guys see me making out w a rando, deal?" I say

"If I see you making out with some rando I won't stop you  because I want to see how far you will go until I get jealous and stop you"Olivia says with a wink "Also only 2 glasses of wine because I am going to be responsible " says Olivia with a smile. Trevor goes and gets us our drinks. Not long after Paula Foster and Pippa arrives and comes to sit with all of us. Paula sits between Olivia and I.

I keep downing shots and  am starring at Olivia from time to time. Paula sweet talking me and is being very touchy. Olivia has barely spoken a word since Paula has came. I'm a bit worried for her. an hour later we were all dancing. I go to the restroom and Paula follows me.

"Hey gorgeous " says Paula

"Hi " I say all giddy.

"I don't think Olivia likes me "

"I don't think she likes me right now she looks mad but I think its because I'm all over you right now"

"What we do is purely pleasure no romance " Paula says while pinning me to a wall "and its not like we've done anything since she has moved in with you"

"Yes I know" i say as both of our lips get closer and closer till eventually im making out with her

The kiss is drunk and sloppy. I haven't been touched or kissed in over a month. It makes me feel so good.  Paula and I know each other so well. We've been fucking on the DL for about 2 years.

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Olivia's POV

Pippa, Trevor and I were dancing for a while after Paula and y/n went to the restroom. The three of us are now at the table. I leave Pippa and Trevor just drinking and joking around. When I decide to check on them in the restroom

When I open the door I see them kissing. They both seem to be enjoying themselves. I decide use the restroom then interrupt.

I approach them and clear my throat. "Y/n I think its time we go home" she looks at me with shock and nods her head. I just smile and escort her out of the restroom. I am so jealous I wish I had gone in the restroom with her instead of Paula.

At the table I saw Trevor drunk off his ass. "Hey we are going home. Trevor would you like to come home with us? You've had a lot to drink and I don't want you to be alone tonight."

"Ooo yes " he says with a huge smile

Pippa laughs, "I'm going to I need to relieve my babysitter" she tells us bye and shares a taxi with Paula

I get us a taxi too. I don't want y/n and Trevor walking 5 streets in their intoxicated state.

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The apartment

Still Olivia's POV

I lay Trevor and y/n on the couch. I figured if to have them closer together would be easier for me to take care of them. I made sure they both had pillows, blankets, and a trash can just incase. And that they slept on their stomachs so they wouldn't choke.

After they were both settled and asleep I decided to go to sleep in the living room too so I could be there if they needed me.

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2 hours later

I get woken up by y/n. I thought she needed help. But no she told me to be quiet and lead me to the bedroom.

In the bedroom. Y/n closes the door quietly and walks toward me with a slick grin. Before I knew it she pinned me to the wall and kisses me. Fighting for dominance of the kiss y/n makes her way down my neck then she stops.

"Why did you stop?!" I groan.

"Are you okay going further or is kissing good?"

"Lets go further" i say smiling. Leading y/n to the bed you stop and turn around. To turn on  the lights became there was no way you were going to FUCK y/n without the lights.

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Y/n pov

Liv gets on the bed. Kissing you deeply. She unzips your dress and undoes your bra. She sloppliy kisses and lightly bites your neck moving down.

"Wait" i say

"Yes my love?" She asks

"Take off your clothes too."

Olivia begins to strip for you. You watch her closely. infatuated with every curve you see.

"Are you going to stare all night or are we going to fuck?"

Snapping out of my trance. I pull myself onto Olivia but she flips me over and straddles my thigh.

Olivia moved her hand down your body. Playing with your breast and farther down up untill she reaches your lower parts.

She swipe 2 fingers through your slit.

"God you are wet for me" she says smiling. Putting the 2 fingers in her mouth tasting you.

You roll your eyes and blush

Before you know it Olivia rams the 2 fingers into you. Moving in and out starting a pace.

You moan.

"What have i told you about rolling your eyes at me?" Liv ask making her speed faster.

You moan even louder as her fingers start to curl in the perfect stop. "Harder Olivia"

"You didnt answer my question, y/n" she says while you feel yourself tighten around her fingers. Olivia speeds up even more. And you still haven't answered her. But  you are so overwhelmed in the best way because of her long fingers inside of you.

The only thing you managed to say after a while was "I'm going to cum" and you moaned loudly.

Suddenly Olivia pulls out before you could cum. You whine because of your sudden loss of contact.

" why did you do that?"

"You didn't answer me so you don't get to finish" Olivia says with a proud smile

You are annoyed. But then you decide to finish yourself. You move your hands down and begin to finger yourself. Leaving Olivia in shock but she watches you. After you make yourself cum you watch her. She looks at you with dark and intense eyes.

Not longer after that Olivia starts kissing you hards and  she starts  moving on your leg. Rocking back and forth. She moans loud into your mouth.

Not long after Olivia begins rocking more intensely on your thigh. You grab hold of her hips helping her move on you. Breaking the kiss Olivia screams "fuck y/n" in  ecstasy along with some other curse words as she cums onto your thigh. She rides through the rest of her high until she plops beside you on the bed.

"Wow" you say laughing

"Yep"Olivia responds with a smile pulling you in so she could hold you.

"I liked that" you say w a smile

"Me too "Olivia says smiling too "but next time if you don't answer me and finish by yourself after I stopped" pausing to look and lightly tracing your body with her finger "there will be consequences" she continued stating with a sly grin.

"Yes ma'am" you reply jokingly

"I'm seriously " liv says laughing

"I know you are and honestly I can't wait" you say pulling Olivia in for a kiss

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Word count- 1979

Ngl that was the first time I wrote smut so yeah I fee like it was kinda mid but hey I tried 🙃👍🏽

Also I'm THINKING abt maybe a 3some w Paula Olivia and y/n