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hogsmeade, the simple village, was already full of wizards and witches, each and every one of them excited for the new school year to commence at hogwarts in just a few hours. you start making your way towards dogweed and deathcap, a herbology shop, to pick up new utilities for herbology class this year, the one class you were not looking forward to. you deemed it the one subject that is useless in creating a powerful witch. it truly is no wonder that the head of the hufflepuff house teaches the class.
the green door of the shop pushed in effortlessly when you entered. the smell of exotic plants and flowers and soil filled your senses as you looked around the shop for the tool section. the shop filled the shelves with clear liquids that were all labelled with some sort of potion that will aid the growing of plants. different colours of flowers were overflowing the room, and green vines crawled up the sides of the walls.
annoying giggling disrupted your scanning of the room, and you turned your head to the sound of it. of course, the annoying giggling belonged to the annoying hufflepuff, ariana lockheart. her long blonde hair was braided back into a ponytail, and pink eyeshadow covered her eyelids. ariana and her two friends were standing at the counter of the shop, talking to the owner.
“alright, girls, just give me one second, i’ll go look in the back to see if i have any.” the owner said and lifted the corner of the curtain that separated the back and front of the shop to exit.
“oh hi y/n.” ariana spoke, acknowledging you, “did you spend your summer all alone again?” her friends muffled a laugh as her rosy lips formed a smile, but her eyes hid another meaning to her question.
“yes, i did; thank god, i needed a break away from the stupidity of the students in this school,” you replied, a smile of your own making its way onto your lips, your voice filled with a fake excited tone.
ariana’s smile dropped, and she tsked at you. “you know y/n, becoming a powerful witch doesn’t include being mean.”
“riiight, you tell yourself that because your hufflepuff house may be all sunshine and making friendship bracelets, but that doesn’t mask how malicious you are.” you smirked, the trio’s faces all dropping to the sound of your words. “have a good school year.” you finished and left the shop without even gathering the utilities you needed.
“stupid witches, i can just get what i need later.”
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the start of the term feast in the great hall begins as usual. hundreds of candles lit up the room, and plates were set in front of each student in preparation to start eating. four rows of long tables were lined up, each having assigned a different wizard house. you sit at the back of the table with the rest of the slytherin house and listen to dumbledore’s announcements.
“now, students, i am well aware that each and every one of you is an incredible wizard or witches. that being said, you must all know by now that the dark forest is forbidden! if any students disobey this rule, we will use severe punishments against them.” dumbledore started his speech by going over the rules of the school.
at the mention of the dark, forbidden forest, you remember the only time you wandered into it. the smell of moisture and pollen filled your senses as you tried to look for anything interesting, but it was too dark to see anything as the name suggests. looking back at it now, maybe that was a good thing.
“now, for the six years,” this perked your attention, and you looked up at the headmaster of the school, “you may have thought that last year was when you learnt the most devious spells, but as you graduate to the second last year, the spells and potions you will be learning will become more dangerous. transfiguration will be the most deviant this year, so please, behave.”
“we are so going to win that quidditch cup this year.” yuta, a boy in your year, said to his friends across the table from you said, “especially if y/n is our cheerleader.” he winked at you.
“ugh, say something like that to me again, and i’ll ossio dispersimus your ass,” you said and stood up front of the table, your hunger dissipating in a second.
“what? it’d be nice to see you in one of those little green skirts.” yuta continued, leaning back into his chair to look up at you.
“oh god.” you scoffed, spinning on your heel just to end up face-first into someone’s chest.
“don’t worry, mr nakamoto, it’s not like mrs y/l/n has even learnt how to perform the ossio dispersimus spell.” you mentally swore at yourself when you recognized who it was: severus snape, the head of the slytherin house. he looked down at you, the usual annoyed expression on his face, “you’re fortunate that it is only the first night, or i would deduct house points from slytherin because of you for threatening other students, mrs y/l/n.”
“sir, he was making inappropriate comments to me.” you retorted, not believing the words of snape.
“i didn’t hear them, mrs, so i can’t further investigate the problem other than the fact i heard you threaten another student. i will now advise you not to respond and go to the dormitories y/l/n.”
you scoffed and walked around your head of slytherin, past the other houses’ tables on your way to the door.
“well, this should be an easy win of the house cup this year if the slytherins are already starting to lose house points on the first night.” someone said from the gryffindor table. you snapped your head to find the voice owner but met with only lee jeno, one of the most popular wizards in the year above you. he was sitting with the rest of the gryffindor quidditch team.
jeno noticed you looking at him and quickly snapped his head towards the other gryffindor, yangyang, indicating that he was the one you had heard. you promptly cast a levitation spell to make his cup of water spill over him, making the front of his pants, shirt and, robe all wet.
“what the hell?!” he shouted, watching the remaining water spill down off of him onto the floor. you tried to hide your smile as you turned again, making your way out of the great hall, but not before catching jeno wink at you with a smile of his own.
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during the first morning, students are all given their schedules for the semester. you gratefully blew a sigh of relief when you realized that you don’t have herbology until the next semester but were given some of the more difficult classes altogether.
the first class of the day was transfiguration with professor McGonagall, which you didn’t have a problem with. she was one of the few professors you liked and didn’t have a problem with. though, walking into the class made your whole mood change. it seemed like every student you disliked was in this class, including ariana lockheart and her friends. so, you sat in the back of the class, around a few ravenclaw’s that you didn’t know or care to.
“hello year 6’s, i’m glad that you have rejoined hogwarts for the sixth year. i look forward to teaching you, though; transfiguration becomes quite difficult this year and far more dangerous. i will only expect and allow safe spells in class. if you do not follow the safety rules, then i will have to send you on your way towards headmaster dumbledore’s office.” professor McGonagall paused and looked around the room at the students, “do i make myself clear?”
a wave of approved noises make their way around the room. Mcgonagall smiles. “good, so since we may need help with some spells and safety, for the rest of the semester, some year 7’s i taught last year will be coming in a few times per week to help teach.” a couple of “ooouu"s were made from the class in excitement.
"you may now come in,” McGonagall stated and beckoned her hand for them to obey. one ravenclaw, a couple of slytherins, and a few gryffindor’s came in. you’ve seen all their faces before but only fully recognized lee jeno. you notice multiple girls in your class all becoming presently surprised when they noticed jeno walk in, a couple of them saying “hi jeno.” you rolled your eyes at them and tried to hold yourself back from saying something.
"now, each year 7 will be paired with four year 6’s. i will pair you all.” McGonagall continued when all the year 7’s were lined up at the front of the class beside her. you eyed them all down and mentally made the note that none of them would be very appealing to work with, though you did know that jeno was known for being quite good at transfiguration. you looked at the year 7 boy and became startled when he was already looking at you, a small smile on his face when he saw that you were looking back at him. you quietly scoffed and put your hand up to cover your face in response. you couldn’t help but wonder what this boy was thinking.
McGonagall went on to group everyone together, which you didn’t bother to listen to until you heard your name and jeno’s put together. McGonagall must’ve seen your jaw drop when you heard your name.
“is there a problem mrs y/l/n?” she asked you, making the whole class, including jeno, look at you.
“why am i put with him?” you bluntly asked, gesturing your hand towards the gryffindor. the room stayed silent until you heard jeno try to muffle a laugh.
“is there a problem between you two?” McGonagall asked, an eyebrow raised at you.
“well no b-” you started but were cut off by your professor.
“well then please join mr lee at the side of the class with the rest of your group.”
the whole class went back to getting to know their year 7 group leaders while you gathered your wand and pencil to move over to where your group was situated.
“i’m glad you joined us, y/n.” jeno smiled at you, ignoring the expressions of your other group members. “today i will be starting to demonstrate the serpensortia spell.”
“yeah yeah, let’s just get started, maybe you can at least attempt to teach me something, if not, anything at all.” you retorted, sitting down at the table. jeno laughed in response, his eyes turning into small slits that showed pure joy. “what is so funny?” you asked forcefully.
“you.” jeno said, composing himself and looking right into your eyes. his comment made everyone in your group try to muffle their laughs, trying to not anger you further.
“ugh, I’m going to the bathroom,” you stated, and left the classroom before anyone could stop you or laugh at you more. you thought how stupid lee jeno is to try to make a fool out of you in front of other wizards in your class. you didn’t understand why he kept looking at you or even helping you out the night before. you couldn’t figure it out, but you decided that something was indeed wrong with him.
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the first week back at hogwarts went by surprisingly fast, even though you had to suffer the presence of lee jeno in transfiguration class. the girls that are so fascinated by him make the class even more dreading to attend. and if lee jeno winks at you one more time you will be forced to cast a spell to remove his eyes.
now, since it is saturday and there are no classes, you make your way towards the great hall for lunch, having slept through breakfast without being woken up by your roommate; joy.
you liked joy, although her name didn’t suit her or her wizard house at all. she was born into a family of hufflepuffs so you could imagine the shock on everyone’s faces when she was sorted into slytherin. she is a pretty girl, co captain of the slytherin girl’s quidditch team, and most boys seem to like her. last year, she received forty-six love letters, asking her to attend the yule ball with them. the only downside of being her roommate is how long and loud she is to get ready for the day. she must always look presentably beautiful.
you sit alone in the great hall, staring down at your lunch that is growing cold by the minute, you feel a bit lost, looking at all the other wizards and witches gathering and eating in groups together. you feel as if a cloud hovers over only you in this school. you try not to care because the students are all annoying anyways, but it would be nice to sit with someone and not just with your food and cloud.
then, as if the gryffindor read your mind, he sat down next to you, plopping his food tray right beside yours. “hey y/n, what are you eating?” jeno asked, his smile brightening your area that seemed to be dark.
“um, the same thing as you? and everyone else in this room?” you replied, your eyebrows scrunching together at his question.
“oh, right, well how has your morning been so far?” he continued, starting to eat his food, his smile somehow never leaving his face. you smelt his cologne, something minty and musky at the same time. his scent seemed to invade your senses. his black hair was gelled back away from his face like usual.
“considering the fact that i only woke up 20 minutes ago, its fine.” you mumbled, playing with your food with your fork.
“a late start to the morning is always ni-’ he started but you cut him off, a sense of insecurity settled upon you when he was around and you didn’t like it. it made you want to revert back to how you were when you were younger and childish. it reminded you that at the end of the day, you’re the only one who has yourself.
"look lee, if i wanted you to sit with me, i would’ve told you. this is stupid.” you said, standing up and leaving your cold food on the table. you turn to leave but stop when his warm hand grabs your wrist.
“y/n, im sorry, i didn’t mean to upset you. you’re right, i should’ve asked if you wanted me to sit with you.” he apologized, his smile finally fading from his face and replaced with a sorry frown. you felt like your dark cloud was transferring onto him.
“it’s fine, i have to go back to my room anyways, my roommate wants to study with me.” you said, starting to feel bad that you upset him. his eyes drifted down to where his hand held your wrist and quickly brushed his thumb on your skin before you realized he was still holding onto you and ripped away. “see you in transfirguation.”
“yeah, sure, see you.” he replied, turning his body away from you and towards his meal.
you tried to walk at a normal pace away from him, but you felt so awkward that you must’ve looked quite odd. you couldn’t get over the heat from his hand on your wrist, you felt like your wrist was going to melt. your arm felt numb from the some sort of feeling that was sent through your body at his touch.
you tried to mentally push away the feeling and focus on getting back to the slytherin dormitory as fast as you can, not even noticing the other students look as you practically ran through the halls looking at your wrist while cursing that damn gryffindor.
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joy and you are sitting in your shared dorm before you have to leave for your classes. the early sun is rising and filling your room. the halls are starting to become louder with the more students leaving their dorms to prepare for the day. you still lie on your bed that is covered with a green, slytherin blanket, letting your mind wander again about all the course work you have and it is only the second week of school.
“i just don’t see why you hate him so much y/n,” joy statred, talking to you as she did her makeup in the mirror, getting ready for school, “he is so nice and so many people like him.” she shook her head at you in the reflection. of course, joy wouldn’t understand that that is the exact reason you don’t like him.
“well maybe it’s a good thing i don’t like him, he needs to be humbled in some way,” you retorted, sitting up from your bed to look at her, “he walks around the place practically flexing his arm muscles at anyone that looks at him.”
joy laughed and sat back in her chair away from her mirror, “i think he’s cute.” she shrugged, “maybe you should try to at least tolerate him.”
“ugh, never in a million years, i don’t know why he can’t see that i don’t want to be near him.” you groaned, standing up to put your shoes on so you can walk to class.
“just give him a chance, you might like him,” she argued, smiling at you with her glossy, red lips.
“never.” you finished, forcing a smile to her, “now wish me luck because i am going to be in his presence for the next two hours. adieu.” you bowed and turned on your heel to leave for your classes for the day.
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you were starting to become frustrated with your homework, and your grunting was increasing in volume with every question you tried to answer but just couldn’t. you were starting to get annoyed looks by other students that were in the library with you, but you could care less about them. all you wanted was to be able to finish your homework so you could go to bed. you take a deep breath and exhale, imagining that the frustration flew out of your mouth like wind and mixed in with the smell of ancient books.
“is something wrong, y/n?” a voice asked you, a voice that you’ve become too familiar with.
“what do you want, lee?” you asked without looking up at the black-haired boy. you let your mind wander for a second to think of joy’s words from the other day, remembering how to set you were on of ignoring the boy.
“just to see if i could help you with anything.” he replied, sitting down beside you now. “what class is it for?”
you thought about your options for a second, give up on your homework that is due tomorrow morning or get help from a boy that is somewhat, surprisingly smart.
“transfiguration.” you groaned, hating that it was his top class.
“oh good, so i can help you.” he smiled, his eyes turning into slits again that made you feel like you should smile back, but kept your usual serious expression to not dismantle your reputation. “what topic is it?”
“it’s the chess piece questions and their transformations.” you muttered, gathering your hair into a ponytail to get it out of your face so it would become one less distraction besides jeno’s cologne that your senses were being invaded by again. “i get that you have to consider the fact that the chess pieces aren’t all shaped the same, there’s even a horse piece for f-. what?” you stopped yourself, noticing that jeno wasn’t paying attention to your words.
your determination on getting the questions right was admiring for jeno. he watched your eyes crease in frustration as you explained what you misunderstood and couldn’t help but think about your eye color that matched his mother’s. the slight bags under your eyes conflict against your skin. he notices that you’re wearing an oversized slytherin sweater instead of your usual, school uniform attire.
your aggressive “what” snapped jeno back into a reality, “you look very pretty with your hair up.” he amused, staring into your eyes, “you can see your eyes for once.”
you felt that insecurity feeling crawl up your back again while staring back at him. you began to open your mouth but snapped it shut before saying “merlin’s beard jeno! is all you ever think about are girl’s appearance’s and if they are pretty or not? i just wanted some help with my homework but i guess you have proven to be useless after all!" you stood up abruptly, messily scrambling your things into a pile so you could escape this library and it’s suffocating atmosphere. you wondered if the rest of the students in the library could feel this cloud starting to surround the place, but you left it at it was probably just you.
"y/n,” he said, his hand grabbing onto your wrist again, causing you to halt your actions, “please, I’m sorry. i just want to help you, sit so i can.” he pleaded, his hand not retracting from yours. you couldn’t take your eyes off of where your bodies met, the warm tingling feeling danced its way up to your arm again.
jeno noticed where your eyes were locked and let go of you, “you are in my student group anyways, and it would look awkward if you didn’t do good in a class that I’m best in.” he argued, his infamous smile plastered on his face. your anger that seemed to come out of nowhere dissipated as if it was never there and you sat back down again.
“right.” you agreed, avoiding eye contact with him, “it’s just this page and then I’m done for the night.” you pulled out the paper and placed it between you two on the table. you heard a subtle sigh of relief come from the boy but you didn’t acknowledge it as he pulled the paper closer to him to read the questions for himself.
your eyes drifted to his hand that held the paper down onto the table and noticed the black rings he wore on a couple of his fingers. you noticed how pale his hand was and how his fingers subtly tapped on the table while he was thinking.
“ok, this is easy, i remember doing these last year,” he began, “can you pass me your textbook, please?” he asked, sticking his one hand out to take it from you. the tips of your fingers met his own and you swore you felt his warmth rush through your fingers again, making you drop the textbook right down on the floor between you two.
“oh! damn, I’m sorry!” you exclaimed, the book making a horrendous noise when it hit the floor and began to bend down to pick it up.
“no it’s okay, don’t worry.” jeno replied easily, putting his hand on your thigh to stop you from bending down to get it, his other hand swiftly picking up the fallen book.
you stared down at his pale, ring-adorned fingers and almost gasped out loud at the feeling. the way they curved so prettily around your thigh made you want him to rest his hand there forever. but, as quickly as he placed his hand, he removed it and flipped through your textbook, trying to find the correct page for your homework.
his other hand fell onto his thigh, where his fingers tapped on while he was getting lost in the words in the book. you noticed his thigh and how firm it looked. you knew he was quite strong by being the captain of the quidditch for many years but you never actually paid attention to the gryffindor before. thoughts of how you could just easily sit on top of them filled your mind and how full of the muscle would be.
“y/n,” his voice called out to you, forcing you away from the fantasy of lee jeno’s thighs, “i found the page that can help answer the questions.” he continued, a confused look crossing his face.
“oh, good!” you cheerily smiled, acting as if you hadn’t just imagined how nice you feel to sit on top of his strong thi-
“are you even listening? his voice broke you again, followed by a laugh, "this is why you probably don’t understand the concept, you can’t even focus.” he laughed, shaking his head at you. he wondered if it was because you weren’t getting enough sleep. the whole school knew just how important becoming a great witch was to you. most of the students knew that they could find you in the library at late hours of the night.
“yeah, i. do you know what?’ you asked him, "i think i’m just really tired, i’m going to go to bed and wake up early to finish this page.” you said, standing up again and grabbing the textbook and paper away from him. “thanks for finding the page for me, i’ll use it in the morning. bye!” you quickly finished and left the library before jeno could even say his bye back.
“god what has gotten into you y/l/n!” you reprimanded yourself quietly, “he’s just a stupid gryffindor, get your act together!” you shook your head and made your way to your dorm, hoping that your admired roommate was asleep so she didn’t see how flustered you were.
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you mentally cursed yourself for allowing yourself to be pulled into an empty classroom with the damned gryffindor boy.
“what do you want now, lee?” you asked forcefully, grabbing your wrist away from his grip, raising an eyebrow when you noticed him casting the colloprtus spell on the door, forbidding it from being opened.
“i just wanted to see if you managed to finish your homework,” he smiled, putting his wand away, “you did seem flustered last night.”
“i finished it fine. i don’t know what you mean by flustered, but i must get to class n-” you started, trying to move past him.
“oh but you must know, i think the whole library knows just how flustered you were.” he smirked, moving closer to you. “i wonder now, what was it that made you so flustered.” he tilted his head to the side, a playful smile on his lips. you watched as his tongue darted out to lick his lower lip, wetting it.
“cut it out, jeno.” you said, but it came out more as a weak meep. “i- i don’t know what you’re talking about.”
his hands came down beside your waist as he leaned on the table behind you, locking you in a small area with him.
“do you know what i think it was.” he asked, his eyes scanning your face, his one hand coming up to push your hair behind your left ear. “i think it was me.”
you felt the air leave your lungs at his words, your mouth becoming dry. you opened your mouth to disagree with him but he shook his head at you.
“i saw you staring at my thighs, y/n.” he said, his cologne now fully surrounding you as his body gradually leaned closer into you. “and that’s ok! every strong witch has her own needs… even if those needs include getting yourself off on my thighs.”
“oh god!” you gasped, pushing his shoulders back away from you. “you’re insane jeno!” you moved around him, but to only be pulled back into him. he sat down in one of the chairs and made it so you were standing in-between his thighs. you felt the warmth of his body on the outer sides of your legs, and you tried to not look to where your bodies were almost intercepting.
“what’s wrong, y/n?” he asked, looking up at you, “i don’t mind, i want you to use my body so you can feel good.” you harshly gulped at his words, you felt your panties become slicker in your pants. you begin to shake your head no when he puts his hands on your waist to sit you down on top of his left thigh. “c'mon y/n, stop with the strong slytherin facade for a second and let me make you feel good.”
with his pleas, you finally gave in, along with the feeling of his strong muscle right underneath where you needed him. his hands on your waist tightened slightly when he began to slowly move your hips back and forth against his thigh. your hands slid up his arms to rest around his neck to try to gain some balance of your own.
jeno flexed his thigh so it became more sturdy right where you needed him to be. the clothing between you two began to feel more constrictive as you continue to roll your hips on his thigh.
“does it feel good baby?” jeno asked, his voice dropping at least 10 octaves with his question.
you weakly nodded as a response to his question, focusing on how good your body was feeling against his. suddenly, you felt a harsh slap against your outer thigh that bring you back down out of your ecstasy.
“i asked you question, y/n,” he stated, his eyes becoming straight and he stopped your rubbing on his thigh. “now be a good slytherin and answer my question with words.”
“yes god jeno, it feels so good!” you quickly responded, wanting to get back that feeling.
“I’m glad, baby,” he said, his smile appearing on his face that didn’t seem all the innocent now because your juices were beginning to drip down your thighs, “but you know you’re going to be late.”
your head felt dizzy all of a sudden, “what?’ you asked, sitting straight up on his thigh to look at him.
"you’re going to be late!” he said, but only this time his voice sounded oddly like your roommates. and all too quickly you shot up in your bed and out of your dream world.
“what?” you said to yourself, your eyes barely opening as you looked around the bright room.
“merlin’s beard y/n!” joy exclaimed, “i said you’re going to be late!”
reality hit you far too hard as you realized what time it was and where you had to be in precisely ten minutes. you ripped your blanket off of your body and hastily put on your school uniform, not caring if it was dirty or not.
“come on y/n!” joy shouted from the door of the dormitory, making you forget about your hair and rush out to meet her. “god, now we only have six minutes to get to potions! snape is going to be so mad!”
but you could care less about your professor as all you could think about was why the hell the gryffindor boy was now invading your dreams.
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in your first classes of the day, you guessed that everyone could sense how awkward your energy was today, especially in transfiguration. you kept twitching and moving around in your seat because you just couldn’t settle down or get comfortable! in your potions class, you were most definitely distracting joy from learning anything because you kept nudging the table every time you moved.
“my god! would you stop!” joy whispered yelled at you, “it’s not like i even want to be in this class, but it would be nice if i could focus on how snape is conventionally attractive in peace!”
joy, as a roommate, worried about you. when she first learned that you were going to be her roommate, she thought that she wouldn’t even talk to you because of your reputation. but, she has become quite fond of you. she learned that your studying and sleeping habits weren’t very healthy, and encouraged you to get more sleep or eat more, but it never really did anything. you were too stubborn.
“i know, i know - I’m sorry,” you said, resting your head in your hands. your head just couldn’t stop running with the images of jeno’s hands holding your waist and how his breath was fanning so warmly on your face.
“what is wrong with you today? you were grumbling in your sleep too!” joy continued quietly. you felt your face start to turn hot at her words, embarrassed that your subconscious mind allowed you to make such awful noises at the thought of lee jeno!
“nothing, just a weird dream i suppose.” you brushed her off, and grabbed your pencil, signifying that the conversation has come to an end and you will focus on your class.
when potions was over, you felt your chest become a heavy feeling knowing that you would have to see the boy you dreamt of in your next class. you knew that your older sister got this feeling while she was attending hogwarts, the out of breath but still breathing feeling. when she was diagnosed with anxiety none of you were surprised, but your parents worried very much about her and her future as a witch. therefore you knew that you couldn’t tell anyone about your feelings as it would ruin your image and future. you tried to walk as slow as possible without being late to transfiguration.
you sat down with the other three members of your group in transfiguration class. you looked down at your hands and tried to focus on them instead of this horrible feeling.
“Gallopin’ gorgons! y/n did you just roll out of a sewer, why do you look so awful?” a squeaky voice exclaimed, the voice that could only belong to ariana lock heart. you raised your head towards the ceiling of the classroom and sighed before turning your gaze towards the hufflepuff.
“yes, indeed i did ariana!” you smiled at her, “thanks for noticing!” you rolled your eyes and put your robe’s hood up over your head, wanting this class to be over with already. you would feel better back in your dorm room with your covers pulled up to your chin.
a course of “hi jeno’s” filled the class and you felt your whole demeanor change without even lifting your eyes towards the classroom entryway.
“well at least some of us look nice today.” ariana continued, complimenting jeno, the rest of her friends giggling as they all turned to go to their group area. you notice the smile on jeno’s face drop as they turn away and he looks almost as if he wants to roll his eyes before meeting your own. you quickly bend down and pull out your books for the class to avoid any communication with him.
jeno watches you avoid him and can’t help but feel a little hurt, yet jealous. he knows that you aren’t the most liked witch in school, but at least you have time to yourself where it can be quiet. his life constantly felt never-ending with everyone knowing him and what seemed like all his secrets. he just wanted for it to be quiet for once like it seemed to be with you.
professor mcgonagall went over the serpensortia transfiguration spell with your class again, and jeno had to demonstrate to your group how to correctly cast it. the spell was interesting, but you couldn’t focus on it like you wanted to.
for the rest of class, you did everything you could to avoid jeno, even going to the bathroom for ten minutes - twice! when the class was finally dismissed, you rushed out into the hallway, your mind set on the great hall where you could finally feel alone in a room full of people.
“hey y/n, wait up!” jeno’s voice rang through the hall, making other students look at you as they wouldn’t expect a gryffindor like jeno to ever call out to you. you managed to circumvent looking at other’s faces and keep your sight straight ahead. you didn’t turn around or stop for jeno, you just wanted him to go away because you didn’t know how you could face him again after thinking such devious thoughts about the boy the night before.
you felt a hand on your upper arm stop you from going any further, making you cease in the middle of the hall and other students force you to go around the two.
“y/n.” the tall boy said to you, retracting his hand from you now that he’s finally gotten you to stop. “are you okay?”
you scoffed, “yes, i am okay, i just want lunch.” you said and started walking towards the great hall again, jeno following right behind you.
“oh, me too!” jeno said excitedly.
“ok, and?”
“well, maybe we could sit together?”
now you stopped because you wanted to, making jeno bump right into you.
“why would we do that?” you question, looking up at him.
“because we can get to know each other!”
“ugh,” you replied and turned around to begin your walk again, “well we obviously can’t do that since you can’t be seen with me.”
“and why not?” he asked his voice right behind you.
“because then no one would like you either.” the sound of his sudden laughter caused you to turn around and look at him again. “what?”
“fuck what other wizards think!” he laughed, coming closer to you, “if we want to have lunch together then we can have lunch together!”
“well who said i want to have lunch with you?” jeno stopped laughing at your question, but only for you to commence. “fine, i guess we can sit together, lee, but only under one condition!”
a smile spread across jeno’s face at your words, “anything.”
“you have to do my potions assignment for me!” you stated, turning on your heel towards your destination.
“well, I’m not that good at potions!” he replied, stumbling on his feet to follow you again.
“sure you are! you’re one of the top wizards in your year, I’m sure you can do year 6 potions, jeno!” you laughed, not looking back at the boy’s poor face as he followed you along.
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you were studying for your upcoming potions test on your bed when joy came back from seeing her friends.
“what’s this i hear about you and lee jeno sitting together at lunch?” joy asked in a sing-song voice as she entered your shared dorm. “what happened to "i hate that stupid gryffindor boy!’?”
“it’s nothing,” you replied, sitting up on your bed to look at your roommate. “it’s not like we went on a date or anything.”
“at least not yet!” joy said, bopping the tip of your nose with her finger, “i told you you’d like him!”
“ugh.” you groaned, grabbing a pillow to cover your face as you lied back down. you tried to act as if sitting with jeno didn’t change any feelings you had about him, but deep down you knew that not sitting alone at lunch was quite nice. plus, you had already agreed for him to sit with you again tomorrow.
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a couple of weeks went by and the amount of time spent with you and the gryffindor together increased daily. the beginning of october wind had begun the day that you and jeno had created your “meetup spot”. a small corner outside in the far east wing of the castle that overviewed the training grounds. three short walls of white rock surrounded you two as you sat together watching madam hootch train some first years about how to mount a broom.
the sight made you remember your first year and how oblivious you were about the future that was to come. you would have never had guessed how lonely your later years at hogwarts would be. you tried to tell yourself that being alone was good for you, but you can’t stop imagining what it would’ve been like to have had some sort of friend group, like jeno’s.
the two of you have become comfortable with each other, which means actually learning about one another. you guessed that even before meeting jeno you envied him, or people like him and joy. you longed to know the feeling of laughing down the hallways with a group of friends or dancing at the yule ball with someone. just to have the attention of everyone on you in a good way.
though, learning about jeno has lead to liking jeno. whether that means as a friend or as something more complicated you weren’t sure. you know that you like spending time with him, even if that means just studying together in silence. with him, you felt as if the dark cloud drifts away, despite if it was only for a little bit.
the wind was picking up a little bit as the afternoon settled in, making your hair blow around you and in your face. the sun was starting to set, creating an orange-pink glow over the training grounds and ‘meeting spot’. the atmosphere at hogwarts was already beginning to change for the night. the last flying class finishing up for the day, students eager to get to dinner, and you and jeno sitting in silence was becoming comfortable as you both relaxed after the day of school. you decided to tie your hair back into a ponytail so you could enjoy the fall sight without your hair bothering you.
you sighed, “what’re you looking at, lee?” you asked, not even glancing at the gryffindor when you felt his eyes on you.
“i’ve told you before,” he replied, one of his hands gently grabbing your chin to turn your face towards his, “you’re pretty with your hair up.”
“oh, whatever!” you exclaimed, pulling your face away from his grip, trying to hide the red growing on your cheeks.
“no, I’m serious,” he argued, reaching for your face again, “you are.”
you scanned his face for any sign of lying or playfulness but ultimately found none, “you’re an idiot.” you smiled.
“i know you don’t actually think I’m an idiot, y/n.”
you quirked up an eyebrow at his words, “and what makes you so sure i don’t?”
jeno leaned in closer to you, his cologne that you’ve become so familiar with blended in with the autumn smell of the forest, “because if i kissed you right now you wouldn’t tell me to stop.” he barely whispered.
he only gave you a millisecond to process his words before he was leaning in towards you, closing his eyes. you mimicked his actions and almost gasped when your lips finally met. it was a short peck because jeno pulled away and rested his forehead on yours, “do you want me to stop?” you didn’t respond verbally to his question, but leaning in again with a smile was the answer both of you were looking for.
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during the two weeks before the Hallowe'en party that is held at hogwarts every year, almost every wizard and witch had fully accepted that you and jeno were dating, and if you weren’t officially dating, you were crushing on each other.
the two of you didn’t know exactly what you were either, but you fully enjoyed being around one another.
now, you were sitting at the meeting spot, waiting for jeno to arrive with some sort of lunch for you two to share. you both decided that sitting alone while alone was better than sitting alone in a room full of people. jeno has learned that being away from groups of people is nice, and you have learned to love being alone with someone else is better than being alone by yourself.
“boo!” jeno yelled in your ear, making you jump out of your skin.
“jeno! what is wrong with you, i almost whipped my wand out!” you exclaimed, putting your hand over your heart to try to calm it.
“why’re you so scared? i thought you were the meanest slytherin at hogwarts?” he teased, putting his face close to yours, his eyes switching between your eyes and your lips.
“whatever,” you replied, leaning in for a kiss. every time you kissed jeno you felt like you could never go back to being alone again. he made you feel understood in this lifetime that you know you would never be able to find again.
jeno sat down beside you, his back leaning on the rock wall behind him. the fall was now becoming cold with the leaves falling off the tree branches. you and jeno allow for your hands to overlap in an intentionally accidental way. your hair is braided into a french braid, falling down your back. jeno thinks that you are the most beautiful like this, freely allowing your features to be on display. from afar, the two of you must look a little odd as you come from two different paths of life and popularity, but in a way that can be only described as pure.
“we should go on an adventure soon. i want to go on at least one before i graduate in june.” jeno said, looking out into the forest.
“fine, we can go in fitch’s office but we are not going into the forest,” you replied, biting into the apple that jeno brought you.
“ugh, that’s not fun, y/n! let’s do something! i don’t want to go to herbology today!” jeno whined, wrapping his hands around your head to look at you.
“ok, that’s acceptable. herbology is the worst,” you agreed,“ but we can’t go in the forest.”
it was silent as you thought of ideas that you could do together, besides go to your afternoon classes.
“does joy have an afternoon class today?” jeno asked.
“yeah, why?”
“how about you show me your dorm?” jeno suggested, “i want to see all the jeno’s written in hearts that you’ve carved into the walls.” both of you burst into laughter at his words, but agree that that is something you could do as an “adventure”.
“okay but seriously we can’t get caught!” jeno said as you made your way to the slytherin dormitory.
“obviously we won’t get caught, and joy is my friend! she won’t care anyways!” you said.
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“well there’s no jeno’s carved into hearts.” jeno said, standing in the middle of your’s and joy’s shared room. there were indeed no jeno carved hearts, but your walls exhibited some posters of your favorite musicians and movies. joy’s side of the room was evidently more feminine looking than yours. her shelves adorned small plushies that she has collected over the years, and her pillows had fluffy frills that contrasted with her stagnant slytherin blanket.
“shut up.” you teased, sitting down on your bed to look at him. an evil grin spread across jeno’s face at your words, “oh god.” jeno pushed you back onto your bed and started kissing all over your face, “i can’t breathe you idiot gryffindor!”
“im sorry, you’re just so cute!” he said, and pulled his face away from yours, making no effort to move his body off of you. he finally kissed your lips, starting slowly so you can feel his passion towards you. his hands stayed at your head, one of his thumbs brushed against the top of your cheekbone. kissing jeno felt so calming that you would never have to worry about being anxious again.
he pulled away from your lips and smiled at you before kissing beside your ear and then down your jaw, stopping at your neck when you made a small moan.
“does it feel good there?” jeno asked once he thought he found your sweet spot.
“y-yes,” you said softly, wanting him to continue. jeno kissed and sucked on your spot until he was sure that there was going to be a purple mark. “did you just give me a hickey?” you asked with a small laugh.
“yeah, so everyone knows you’re my girlfriend.” jeno replied, resting his forehead against your own.
“girlfriend?” you asked curiously, this was the first time the word was ever mentioned between the two of you.
“i mean yeah, if you want to be.” jeno shrugged and tried to look as cool as possible, but inside he was mentally preparing for you to turn him down and for him to go back to his dorm upset.
“idiot,” you said and kissed him again, the both of you smiling into the kiss. the happy kiss turned into a kiss full of fervor as the passion soared between you two. jeno’s hands slid down your body and rested at your waist, one of them toying with the buttons of your pants.
“h-have you ever…” jeno started, pulling away from the kiss out of breath, “do anything? before?”
you felt your face heat up with his question, “yes, but only a little bit i guess.” you replied.
“really?” he questioned, “with who?”
“what? jeno, it doesn’t matter,” you said, pulling your face father back to look at him.
“well, i want to know anyway, so who?”
you sighed before responding, “haechan.”
jeno propped up his elbows beside your body to look at you, “the slytherin royal?” he asked.
“yeah.” you shrugged, hoping that jeno wouldn’t look at you any different until he started laughing. “what?” you laughed along with him.
“you just really pick the best wizards in all of hogwarts to date.”
you shut him by kissing him again, wanting to stop talking about your past and focus on the present, it was far more important anyways. jeno continued to play with the button of your pants until it came undone and he slipped his hand into your panties.
“is this okay?” he asked you, only pulling away from your lips by a centimeter. when you nodded yes, he went back to kissing you, letting his tongue play with yours. his hand easily slipped into your folds and he gasped into your mouth once he realized how wet you were for him. “fuck y/n.” he groaned into your mouth.
his middle and index finger began to rub slow circles on your clit, wanting to start things at a slower pace with you so he can learn what feels good for you. he would switch between adding more and less pressure on your clit to tease you more.
“god jeno, go faster,” you whined, pulling away from his lips. instead of doing what was asked, jeno stopped altogether. you opened your eyes and were open to ask him what the hell when a small harsh smack landed on your clit, making you jump and him covering your mouth with his free hand.
“only the good girls who say please get what they want.” jeno said in a dark tone, staring right at you in the eyes before removing his hand from your mouth.
“please, jeno. please go faster for me,” you begged politely, wanting him to continue. he smiled at you before replacing his two fingers over your clit, but only this time going so fast that you couldn’t muffle your moans in time. “god, jeno!” you whined, only being quiet when he shoved three of his fingers from his free hand into your mouth.
“now you’re going to have to be quiet if you want me to make you feel good, baby.” jeno stated, “now suck on my fingers so i know you can behave.” you did immediately what he asked of you and sucked on his fingers, closing your eyes from the sweet salt on his finger tips as his other set of fingers began circling your clit again.
his mouth moved down over to your sweet spot again and began harshly sucking on the skin. the pleasure you were feeling from all over your body only increased when he slipped one finger into your hole.
“obviously haechan didn’t do a good job if you’re this tight y/n, i can’t even fit one finger in there.” jeno groaned, loving the thought of being the one to stretch you out and make you feel good. “you’re mine now. no one else can make you feel this good.”
“yes, jeno.” you replied obediently around his fingers in your mouth.
the finger he slipped inside turned into two fingers and was going a slower pace, trying to not hurt you and make you feel good at the same time. his rings on is fingers felt so nice against your skin that it added to the pleasure you were feeling. you were beginning to buck your hips up into his fingers before he removed the fingers from your mouth and held down your hips.
“jeno, please, more!” you asked him, needing to get more of him.
he chuckled at your whininess, “how about we take off your pants? would that help a little bit?” you immediately nodded at his suggestion and lifted your hips once more as he pulled down your pants and underwear, leaving you bare for him to see.
jeno began tracing his hands down your sides to your thighs, prying them apart. he lightly blew some air onto your clit, making you squirm in his grasp.
“jeno-.” you begged, bucking your hips towards his face, but only to be cut off by him licking a long strip up your clit and circling it once. “fuck.”
jeno begins to flatten his tongue against you, sucking and circling your clit at a fast pace. his left-hand reaches up to intertwine his fingers with your own, allow you to grip onto something from the pleasure he was giving you.
jeno just wanted to make you feel good, make his girlfriend feel good. he eats you out as if it is the last thing he will ever do. as his tongue switches between flicking your clit and circling it, his other hand sneaks down to slip two fingers inside you again. you bite your lip to hide your moans from his finger pumping in and out of you.
at the sound of your muffled moan, jeno decides that there is not a better sound in the world and wants to hear it again and again. he sucks your clit harder, your juices dripping down his face and onto your bed cover.
“jeno, i-m close." you managed to gasp out, one of your hands clutching your blanket and the other one still holds onto his, your fingers lazily gripping onto his rings.
your back aches up in a final way to release into jeno’s mouth, your body compulses as his tongue flicked your clit faster. the pleasure overtakes your entire body, your gap on jeno’s hand tightened.
as you slowly come down for your high, jeno slows down his pace on your clit, delving his tongue into your hole to clean you up. you begin to become too sensitive and lightly push his head away from your heat. his whole bottom half of his face is dripping with your juices and his tongue darts out to lick his lips and then his fingers. you feel your face become red at the sight of him purely enjoying your own juices.
he makes sure he cleaned up everything before grabbing your thrown panties off of the floor and sliding them up your legs again, covering yourself. jeno lays down beside you on the bed, re holding your hand with his.
"was that okay?” he asked softly looking at you for any sign of pain or uncomfortableness. you nodded yes, too tired from his work to move. “good, im glad.” he smiled at you.
it was a peaceful silence between you two, your chest turning back into a normal pace. until you heard joy’s giggle from down the hallway.
“merlin’s beard!” you jumped, reaching down on the floor to grab your pants. you got them a quarter way up to your legs before the dorm’s door opened, and a shocked roommate was standing in the doorway.
“oh my- sorry sorry!” joy shouted, covering his eyes and closing the door again. you quickly slid on your pants and buttoned them, taking a glance in the mirror to see how presentable you looked. you turned to jeno and saw his wide-eyed expression.
“maybe you should go now,” you said, grabbing his hand and leading him to the door.
“ok ok wait,” he said, turning you before you could open the door and pulling you into a final kiss of the day, “ok bye.” he finished and left your dorm, bowing his head to joy who was stood outside still.
“what the hell y/n?” joy whisper shouted while ushering you into your dorm room. “i knew you guys were hanging out but i didn’t know you were hanging out.”
“i know! i know! nothing happened.” you lied, sitting down on your bed again and watching your still in shock roommate.
“really? because that bruise on your neck says otherwise.” joy retorted and scoffed, “next time you have a boy over, make sure to lock the door.” she shook her head and went to the bathroom, leaving you to look in the mirror at the huge hickey jeno left you.
“ugh, stupid gryffindor.”
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the next week, joy didn’t say more than one word to you, and was leaving early in the morning and not arriving back until late at night. you felt the tension in your room and it was becoming unbearable, you couldn’t even sleep because of it.
“i don’t know jeno, i didn’t think she would react like this if she ever did catch us.” you said to him in hallway, walking to your separate classes after lunch. “i didn’t want it to be awkward between us.”
jeno slipped his arm over your shoulder, “y/n i think you’re over reacting, i think she was in shock by it but wasn’t she the one that encouraged you to get to know me?” jeno replied, looking at you.
“well yeah, but it’s her attitude that’s off now.” you shrugged, the feeling in your stomach not going away.
“mrs y/l/n, mr lee, you are needed in dumbledore’s office straight away.” madam pomfrey interrupted you two. you looked at each other with a confused look on your faces, but thank madam and turned towards the headmaster’s office.
“don’t worry y/n, im sure it’s nothing.” jeno reassured you.
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well, it sure wasn’t nothing.
“it’s come to my attention that the two of you have been visiting each other’s dormitory’s.” dumbledore said, looking at you with disappointment while standing in the middle of snape and mcgonagall, “as two students in the oldest years at hogwarts you should know by now that visiting other dormitories is forbidden and can lead to serious punishments!” you’re sure you saw snape’s mouth tweak into a small smile at the sound of punishments before going back to its usual frown.
“yes, we understand that sir.” you bowed your head, acknowledging your mistake.
“we’re sorry sir.” jeno finished for you.
“yes well, as two great students I’m sure that you’ve now understood your mistake and it won’t happen again, but i still need to punish you.” dumbledore continued with a sigh. McGonagall was looking very disappointed in jeno, but snape could care less about you. “I’m going to have to forbid you two from seeing each other until the end of the school year, which I’m positive won’t be hard as you are in different years.”
“well sir, mr lee is one of the tutors in my year 6 class this year.” McGonagall interrupted, her sentence making snape scoff.
“ah, i see. well, im going to have to remove Mr lee from the year 6 class then. I’m alsogoing to remove 40 points from the slytherin and the gryffindor houses.” you felt your heart drop at the sound of your punishments. of course, the first time you actually like another student and you get banned from seeing him.
“we understand sir.” you acknowledged and tried to avoid snape’s glare.
“well, you two may go back to class now, enjoy the rest of the semester.” dumbledore dismissed you.
when the two of you entered the hall you hugged one another, his scent now embracing you. you think, staring at the portraits on the walls of the incredible wizards, about putting one of your own pictures up there along with them. finally reaching some kind of enlightenment in life, the feeling of a successful life. your most logical self knows that you can never become such a witch. you can never escape the expectations that come with your reputation, but deep down you want to. maybe it’s part of the reason you started throwing yourself into your studies. instead of enjoying what every witch your age did, you wanted to at least be better at something than them. you didn’t have this need to better than them while you were with jeno. but as much as you wanted to know what it felt like to be like jeno, you know that you can’t undo this. you can’t change who you are.
“it was definitely joy.’ you said into his chest, anger filling inside of you. "i hate her, she is so wrong for doing this and she’s going to get what is coming for her!” you pushed away from him your sight going red.
“hey, it’s okay, we aren’t 100% certain that it was her, there are four-hundred students at this school, it could’ve been any one of them.” jeno tried to calm you down, his hands coming to rest on your shoulders. your red vision faded when you looked at him, trying to stop your rage from overpowering you.
“yeah well whoever it was really wants me to end their life.” you rolled your eyes, your breath calming slightly. “we’re never going to see each other!”
“relax slytherin! we can always go on night adventures!” jeno smiled, kissing your forehead before walking the opposite away from you to his class. “bye!” he twiddled his fingers at you in a wave.
you smile at him and turned to go your own way, the skin on your forehead feeling like it was glowing from his kiss.
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the walk to meet jeno in the back hallway is spent in silence, all the students and professors asleep. you are tracing your fingers on the castle walls, something that mcgonagall has scolded you for. up ahead now you see jeno, a look on your face settles when you see him, a look that doesn’t need to be reciprocated, rather just appreciated. lately, you have stopped caring about her reputation and only focuses on how she feels with jeno. you still have the tight feeling in your chest sometimes, when you have to see joy in the dorm or sitting alone in transfiguration, but she’s able to forget those moments as soon as she sees him. it helps, knowing that at least someone in the school enjoys talking to her.
“shh, have you gone mad?” jeno whispered at you, his eyebrows knitted together as you kicked a forgotten textbook on the floor.
“sorry! I’m trying to be quiet,” you whispered back to him, a smile stretched on your lips.
tonight, the two of you have planned to go out into the field to see all the stars and moon in the sky. the only hope was to not get caught by any of the staff.
when you get to the field, your boyfriend lied down in the grass before you, pulling on your robe for you to do the same. he tucked you into his side as you both looked up at the constellations. you think that this moment is almost too reminiscent of your childhood when you and your sister were close. you’d both go outside to play and get too tired to walk back to the house. later on, your parents would come out and get you, carrying you to bed.
“it’s awful that we’re only allowed to be together in secret now.” you sighed, the stars not being a good enough distraction to your problems. jeno’s arm squeezed you tighter.
“i know, but it’s the only thing we can do until the end of the year.” jeno replied tearfully.
“what do you want to do after you graduate anyway?”
“I’m not sure, maybe something with quidditch, or wandlore.” he shrugged, “what do you want to do?”
“probably become an auror,” you said, hate thinking about the future.
“you’re smart enough to.”
“shut up,” you laugh, still never being able to take a compliment, her whole life, there’s something strange to her about it, “you’re smart too.”
the sound of a twig snapping in the forest made both of you forget about the conversation and worry about what was in the forest.
“did you hear that?” jeno asked, standing up.
“yeah, it was probably a rabbit or something.” you shrugged but standing up after him.
“let’s go see.”
“what jeno? no!” you tugged on his gryffindor sweater, “let’s just go back to the dorms, I’m tired anyways.” you tried to persuade him.
“come on y/n, you’ve been to the forest before, let me just look once.”
you huffed but followed your boyfriend into the forest. the air in the forest was how you remembered it, thick and moist. the soil beneath your feet was full of soft grass that no one has stepped foot on before.
“i don’t see anything jeno, let’s just g-” you were cut off by another snap of twigs.
“i wanna see the rabbit y/n.” jeno pleaded with a smile before walking further into the forest. a dark feeling washed over you all of a sudden, your back freezing up when you heard sudden footsteps come from behind.
you quickly whipped out your wand and turned around the face the entity, only to immediately start backing away from it. “jeno!” you called, the creature coming closer to you, “flipendo!” you casted, the creature stumbled for a second only to continue getting closer to you, and fast. you couldn’t fully make out the creature because the forest was so dark, but was confused when a light was thrown into the air. unfortunately, the light was a chain of fire that light up the forest and allowed you to see the creature that stood before you.
“holy shit!” you heard jeno yell from behind you. you ducked away from the fire and it landed on a bush behind, completely destroying the plant. “it’s a blast ended skrewt!” the skrewt was 10 ft tall and towered over your small figure.
“flipendo!” you casted once again, making the fire crab confused for a moment before creating another chain of fire.
“Serpensortia!” jeno casted, jumping in front of you before the fire could hit you. instantly, the fire was turned into a snake that slithered away from the creature. “Petrificus Totalus!” the creature stopped for a second, confused before casting a greater chain of fire towards you two. “serpensortia!” two snakes fell to the ground of the forest, one bigger than the other, and darted its way towards jeno.
“flipendo!” you casted at the snake, only to miss and it lands on a tree behind it. the tree started to rock back and forth. the casted snake jumped at jeno, knocking him to the floor, making him hit his head against a tree stump. “flipendo!” you casted once more, hitting the snake so it slithered off farther into the forest with the others. “jeno!” you cried running towards his body. a crash sounded behind you and you were sure that the skrewt was going to fulfill your death wish.
when you turned around, you were shocked to see that the tree had fallen on top of the creature, permitting it from moving anymore. so, you put your focus on jeno.
“oh my god jeno!” you knelt beside him resting his head in your hands. “I’m sorry jeno! i shouldn’t -”
“what in merlin’s beard is going on?!” a guttered voice yelled from behind you, “my skrewt!” you turned to see hagrid wandering over to the creature that tried to kill you and start shushing it, trying to mend its pain from the tree landing on top of it.
“is everything okay mr hagrid?” another voice called from outside the forest, you recognized the voice as professor McGonagall’s and internally cursed yourself more.
“no! two students just hacked my precious skrewt!” he yelled back at her and turned away from his pet to look at you, anger flashed in his eyes when he saw what was happening, “y/l/n! what have you done to jeno!” more footsteps came into the forest towards you and the unconscious jeno. “get away from him!”
“what? i didn’t do this, it was-” you argued, standing up and facing the multiple professors that have run out to see the commotion, the sound of the tree collapsing must have wakened them all.
“enough! i heard you apologizing to him!” hagrid yelled, calling over madam Pomfrey to take a look at the gryffindor boy.
“you’ve really done it now mrs y/l/n,” McGonagall said as she passed you to see her top student. “go inside y/n! now!’
"but i-” you started, anger forming in your body.
“now!”
you turned on your heel and stomped through the gathering of professors, not even bothering to look at your head of house; snape. the courtyard was full of students, all with worried or sad looks on their faces. you heard the whispers of jeno and “what did she do to jeno now”. you even heard ariana’s squeaky voice saying how she hopes jeno is okay. you pushed past the group of students and walked right past joy, who opened her mouth to say something to you, but you kept walking. she watched you walk into the castle with a sad expression on her face. guilt washed over her.
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its been three days since the night adventure, and jeno still hadn’t woken up. you heard that madam pomfrey put him in a spell casted coma so he could heal peacefully. you had already been in dumbledore’s office twice to explain yourself and get your punishments. so far, until they know the depth of jeno’s injuries, you’re on the line of getting expelled from hogwarts and you’re not allowed to attend class until the boy awakes.
joy has tried talking to you, but you don’t give her your attention or a response. you feel like it’s her fault that jeno got hurt, if she didn’t snitch on him being in your dorm then the two of you would’ve still been able to see each other freely. you’re hurt yourself, you liked joy and wished that it could still be civil between you two.
since you have more time to yourself, you’ve been imagining jeno, probably in a much better way than he is doing now. his eyes are brighter, and his hair is curlier, and a special laugh that only you can coax out of him. you’ve started remembering how life without him is so much quieter and slower, almost like a very long dream. the kind of dream where you tell your body to move but it won’t listen to you.
you’ve lost the opportunity to study to distract yourself as you aren’t allowed to go to class. so, you’ve been spending more time outside, starting when the first class of the day starts until the time for dinner. she avoids going near their meeting spot, as it just reminds her of them before the night adventure into the woods. she wonders if jeno will be angry with her when he wakes up, it was her that put the idea of travelling into the forest into his head.
today, when you were walking back from a meeting with the head professors, you heard a “pssst.” you stopped walking and looked up from where it came from. madam pomfrey had opened the door of the hospital wing and propped her head outside the door, “come here slytherin.” you walked towards her, careful that no one would see the two of you talking. “mr lee is awake and he’s asking for you.” your face must’ve lightened up so much as the lonely cloud drifted away from your head at her words.
“oh thank you madam!” you said gratefully.
“you must be quick and not tell a soul about what i’m allowing you to do.”
“of course, madam, thank you!”
she pushed open the door further and allowed you to come in before exiting herself and closing it. jeno lied in the far left bed, he looked paler than usual in the hospital gown that they dressed him in. his black hair was messed into his face instead of the usual gelled back. you traced his face and looked at his mole under his right eye before brushing your thumb over it. his aura seemed so peaceful instead of his usual excited one.
“y/n?” he asked, his voice was still hoarse from note being used in a few days.
“yes jeno, I’m here.” you grasped onto his hand, his black rings were not on your fingers.
“she put them on the table over there.” jeno said, noticing your fingers brushing against where the metal usually was. you sighed in relief, thinking that he lost hisfavoritee jewelry in the forest because of you. “what’s going on out there?”
“oh, nothing, just me getting potentially expelled.”
“what?” jeno explained, trying to sit up, but you ushered him to not move and hurt himself further, “what do you mean?”
“well they’re blaming me for the whole thing because of my reputation i suppose,” you explained quietly, his hand coming to grasp yours tightly.
“I’m going solve this y/n, it’s my fault that we even snuck out there.”
“jeno it’s alright. i don’t want you to ruin your chances of graduating or affect your position on the quidditch team, i know how much it means to you.”
“quidditch will only last me a few years of my life, years that’ve already lived through, my relationship with you will last me a lifetime, and i can’t really continue that if you’re expelled and have to go to a muggle school.” jeno gave a sad smile to you, “everything is going to be okay.”
“step away from the boy, y/l/n.” snape’s voice rang through the hospital wing. you jumped away from jeno and turned to face the doorway.
“i’m sorry! i just wanted to see how he was doing!” you explained, cursing yourself yet again for being caught.
“it’s alright y/n, we just didn’t want you to injure his body more,” dumbledore’s voice echoed as he stepped in behind snape, followed by McGonagall and pomfrey, “we’ve heard everything, we see that we’ve made a mistake and misjudged your character.”
“pardon me sir?” you asked confused as to what he was saying.
“the both of you have shown great strengths of your houses, jeno has shown courage and chivalry, and you, mrs y/l/n, have shown ambition and leadership skills.” dumbledore continued, “i think we can all agree that some of your actions have been foolish, but i see now how honest and caring you’ve been towards each other.”
jeno and you exchanged looks before looking at the mass of professors at the door.
“what i am saying dear students is that i revoke all punishments i have given you and am rewarding each of your houses 100 points for looking out for each other and showing true compassion!”
you and jeno felt the relief fly out of you at the headmaster’s words, not believing just how lucky you two are.
“besides, who am i to stand in the way of young love?” dumbledore chuckled while snape looked sick. “now get some rest mr lee, and please stay out of trouble you two.” dumbledore smiled and the crowd of professors left the wing, leaving the two of you alone.
“my god y/n!” jeno laughed and opened his arms for you to hug him. “that could’ve gone so wrong,” he stated, rubbing your back with his hand.
“im so glad we both get to stay here, at least for a few more months until you graduate!” you whispered to him, melancholic feeling settled over you at the thought of you two finally being together, yet having to physically be apart in only a few months.
“its okay, baby, we can make it work, im sure.” he said back, pulling away from the hug to lean in to kiss you. the kiss was full of passion and words that couldn’t be formed out loud jus yet. “lay down with me.” he whispered, allowing for you to crawl on top of him so you were straddling him.
“i don’t want to hurt you.” you said, pulling away from his lips to look at him.
“you won’t, i feel fine.” he said, but you didn’t really believe him, “you’ll make me feel better please, you’re all i’ve thought about for weeks.” you sighed, moving your lips down his jaw and neck, sucking on his sweet spot. he tilted his head to the side so you can get better access, “that’s a good girl.”
his skin feels smooth beneath your lips as you mark your lover. you press smaller dainty kisses down his neck line and on his chest over his hospital gown.
you pull away from his chest and trace your fingers gently down his body. “
i want you jeno.”. a smirk grew on his face at your words.
“then undress me, baby.”
you felt your body become warmer as you lifted his hospital gown so it bunched at the middle of his stomach. he still wore basic black boxers that failed to hide his protruding member. his defined abs matched the rest of his pale skin as your fingers ran down them to his boxers.
you rubbed your hand gently over his cock through his boxers, a wet spot already forming through them from his pre-cum. he jutted his hips up into your hand at your touch.
“s-sorry,” jeno apologized, sounding out of breath already, “feels good.” you smiled in return to him and continued touching him.
you felt his cock twitch in your palm and his voice whimper. you slipped your fingers into his boxers and pulled them down, revealing more of his pale skin. his cock sprung straight up and now you could see the pre-cum dripping down it. your finger gathered some of the liquid and plopped it into your mouth, moaning at the salty taste.
“god y/n, you really are gonna kill me.” jeno moaned, his hands coming up to play with your pants. “take these off, i wanna see you too.”
you got up at his words and removed your slytherin robe and pants, leaving you only in your panties and blouse. you leaned down to kiss him once more before finding your spot again on his lap. you began to slowly grind on his hard length, placing your hands on his abdomen to balance yourself. your juices dripped in-between your thighs, allowing for you to slide across his cock easily. you bite your lip to shuffle your whine at the first touch of his cock on your enlarged clit.
jeno moved to lean on his elbows, “let me be inside you, i wanna feel you, baby.” you met his eyes and saw the twinkle of mischievous in them, a smirk on his lips as he watched you balance yourself over his cock, teasing the both of you.
“ok jeno.” you replied, sitting your knees a bit higher and grabbing the base of his cock to line him up with yourself. you heard his almost silent hiss as the tip of his cock met your hole. you slowly slid down his cock, the stretch hurting just a bit.
when he was fully in you, you bent over his core to kiss him deeply on the lips. his hands came up and held onto your waist. you began to grind on his cock in circles, looking at jeno in the eyes. his chest gave in deeply when you first started moving.
“shit y/n.” jeno moaned, his hand coming down onto your ass to keep going, “you feel so fucking good.” you held back a moan of your own when his hand made contact with your skin. he continued to roughly grab the skin he smacked, getting a full hand of your ass.
his cock was deep inside of you as you began to bounce up and down, your eyes closing at the pleasure of him hitting your g spot. you started to become needy for his cock, riding him faster, trying to get more pleasure. one of his hands came down to rub your clit, making you lean your hands onto his knees behind you, giving him more access to your clit. his fingers easily slid in circles around your clit, smirking at how wet you were from riding his cock.
“does that feel good my little slytherin?” jeno asked, watching as you completely lost yourself in pleasure. you barely even heard his words, too entrained on the goal of cumming. he wasn’t pleased with your lack of response and smacked your ass again before holding your hips straight down onto his own, leaving his dick deep inside of you, “i asked you a question.” his voice darkened, looking right into your eyes.
“i–i’m sorry,” you whined, “i didn’t hear you,” you said and began to slowly grind your hips into his own again, only to receive another slap and you lean over your boyfriend again into his neck from the pain.
“aren’t you just a cockslut?” jeno whispered into your hair, his hands coming up to wrap around your back, “can’t even listen properly when a dick is inside of you.”
jeno began to fuck up into you, his wrapped arms around you forbidding you from sitting up. your huffs of breaths mingled in each other’s ears. his pace began fast and continued to be.
“oh god jeno!” you moaned, biting down on his neck to be quiet, “feels too good.”
“yeah?” he asked with a laugh, “are you gonna come for me?” he continued, smacking your ass again. “i want you to come all over my dick.”
his words took you over the edge, his cock effectively pushing you to your orgasm. you squirmed while locked into place because of his arms. you moaned into his ear, your body compulsed on his. you felt your arousal drip further down his dick as he continued to pump in and out. he slowed down for what only felt like 2 seconds before picking up pace again to finish himself.
your face winced from sensitivity but still tried to squeeze around his dick to help him cum. only after a few more pumps and jeno deeply groaned into your hair, biting your neck to muffle them as he came. the two of you lied together for a few moments, trying to catch your breaths. when you got up off his dick, the both of you winced.
“fuck.” jeno whispered, watching his cum drip out of you and onto his dick. you stood up beside the bed, your legs still numb, and grabbed a tissue from beside the hospital bed and cleaned up yourself and then jeno. you passed him his boxers before putting on your pants and climbed back into bed with him. you had to lay more or so on top of him still since the hospital bed was quite small.
“have you spoken to joy at all?” jeno asked after a beat of silence.
“no,” you shrugged, “she’s tried talking to me, but i don’t know, i don’t want to talk to her yet.” jeno’s hand came up and brushed your bang out of your face and behind your ear.
“well your last year at hogwarts might be a little lonely if your boyfriend graduates this year and you have no one besides him.” you thought about the lonely cloud following after you again. the thought made your heart beat a little faster. “just talk to her, work things out, you shouldn’t be mad at her anymore since it’s all over and you and i are together.” jeno continued, persuading you into not being so stubborn.
“fine,” you agreed, your hand playing with one of the strings of his hospital gown, “but only because you and i are together now.”
“of course.” jeno kissed your forehead, “forever.”
“does this mean that we can go to the yule ball together?”
“perhaps.” he smirked at you, “do you want to make a bet about how many girls na jaemin will ask to go with him?” the two of you laughed about the sleaziest wizard and his girl fanatics.
“oh it’s going to be at least fifteen!”
“nooo, more than that,” jeno counter, “at least thirty!”
“do you think he will ever slow down his pace with witches?” you asked, curiosity travelled through you about the hufflepuff boy.
“well, people never thought you and i would be together, so maybe.” jeno replied, “but not anytime soon.”
the two of you joked about the wizard, completely unaware of the events that will occur in future, but you were okay with the unknowing. as long as you and jeno were together, everything was destined to be okay.