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I Am Delusional With Love

Summary:

our anxious little boy Will experiencing heartbreak when he confesses to Mike and finds out he is dating El.

“All the branches on the tree
When we carved our initials
And seemed to bend and take shape of them
And ahh can't you see
I am delusional with love
I am delusional with love
I am delusional with love”

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Will slammed the door shut to his bedroom, tears already streaming down his face, him wiping them off, but more just came, and him sniffing hard to stop the snot from coming out too, which it did.

 

He didn’t know if anyone cared that he was upset, or the reason why, because no one came knocking at his door asking if he was okay, not even his mom. But that wasn’t the main concern right now.

 

He was so stupid.. And so crazy…To even think that he had a shot with his sister's boyfriend. 

 

Yeah, obviously he knew that was stupid.. and weird..and dumb. Mike was his best friend who he knew wasn’t gay, and he was very much in love with his sister. Why did he have to go and ruin everything with both Mike and El? they both surely hated him now.

 

He just wanted to tell his feelings before it was too late. But it turns out it already was.

 

It was so awkward too.. He had completely spilled his heart out to Mike while Jane was in the room. You could only imagine all of the feelings and thoughts rushing through his head when Mike told him.

 

Told him that he was dating El. He almost bursted into tears on the spot.

 

He wanted to cry into his pillows and stay in his room forever. Seeing both Mike and Jane would be so awkward from now on.

 

He wouldn’t get to hang out with Mike regularly anymore, because Mike most definitely wouldn’t want to be around him. And El would probably be uncomfortable bringing Mike around Will as well. it can’t get worse than this.

 

And Mike was staying for the rest of break, which was for the rest of this week (it was a Tuesday), and the whole next week!! That’s….

 

Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, +7 more days!! Which meant 12 more days! TWELVE MORE DAYS, AND THE REST OF HIS TEENAGE YEARS WITH EL. AND TECHNICALLY MIKE FROM TIME TO TIME.

 

Life was so unfair. How could he be so blindsighted?? He knew he had no chance, and still confessed, making a fool out of himself. He was such a fool.

 

So delusional, with love.