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Five’s point of view. Mostly 3rd person??
A rush of crimson in my veins started to boil, I clenched my jaw and my teeth gritted harshly- making clacking sounds. My eyes were wide open, my body was heating up- sweat formed and streamed down my temples and neck. I huffed and scoffed. I couldn’t forget y/n moaning as they rode their lovers dick. Their OTHER lover. The thought of it has my heart pounding, I really couldn’t phantom what I was witnessing back then. This memory replayed like a broken record. Y/n knew what he was doing. I shifted my body to face the tinted widow- glancing at the streaks of water racing down the windowsill. I let out a deep, shaky sigh to stop the build up but it got the best of me. My heart rate went up, the cackling sound got louder, noises and whispers of horror filled my head, my fingers folded into a ball onto my palm and fingers sank into flesh- not so deep to hurt.
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I took a deep breath and held myself down, I was withholding this magnitude in me for too long and it has returned. My eyes were dry, my mouth would water. There’s this lump in my throat, not sure if it’s a bone or words stuck up. But it was something else, it was anger and hunger. The watering got worst, I drooled and my vision got dark, I started to sway into my room like I’m no longer sober, the room was spinning and I fell hard at the planks of the floor. I started to have visions, I hated it.
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Because it was you, damn it you little shit. I was mad at you, I wanted to devour you while you plea and ask to be not eaten to death. You don’t even know me, but I hated you to the core. I wanted to see you fall and miserably fail. I am angered by my actions, because one “I love you” led it all to this, I should be upset at myself but I could never truly confess. It’s pathetic, I am pathetic, but so are you. Far much worst. I pushed myself up and here I am at your house, there you danced and swayed with him.
He smiled and gave you a soft kiss onto the cheek, both of the figures giggled at each other, I could see it so vividly through the kitchen window. My heart rate went up again. I was shaking so intensely, I cannot decided who to devour, but surely I wanted him to see you suffer. I can’t quite decide if I fell into slumber at my fall, is this another unconscious vision or am I really here but it feels real. The snow started to fall, as if time started when I got here. It stopped freezing.
I walked my way to the snowy driveway- plotting to devour. How?? How could I make it so excruciatingly painful for the both of them, how can I make one waltz away out of fear and tackle them to force to watch the other one die and be devoured, I can taste the bitterness of my thoughts and the sweetness as well, the pleasure of devouring food.
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A tainted soul- how dare you step a hold of my mind and linger for weeks and months, you hurt me and tortured me. It is just that I do the same, or far more worst. A punishment shall suffice. I stretched my arm up- facing the knob and I shook as I opened it with my mind, I slipped into the entrance and waltz to the sofa. There you lay. My stomach sank and ate itself, i gasped at the agonizing pain, damn it I need you. You looked at me in shock, wondering how I got in your estate in the first place. “Who are you…” they trailed off before I tackled them with my weight, they screamed- screams that scrap ones throat and their lover watched in horror, shaking in place and didn’t know what to do, I looked into their eyes menacingly and pulled the petite ones head up and slammed it into the marble- causing them to scream just as loudly. those sweet screams fills me up, it makes my heart go ba-dum!! Their skull was bashed, blood spewing out!!I broke their leg and twisted it, to keep them in place.
As a child, I hated dolls. My siblings would force me to play, so I broke the dolls limbs and turned their heads off to stop them from bothering me. It was a message that spoke loudly to them, not exactly their language but they understand I am no longer interested in their little games.
I am quite surprised of remembering such event, I am not one to look into old memories- memories that no longer serve me. This, memory- do not serve me but it has occupied my mind. I shall eliminate that one thing that hurts me and that is … is it even one thing? A thing… a person.. an emotion, I cannot tell.
But I hated everything and everything hurt me. So, there I ran and tackled y/n but this time, I was gentle. I know they don’t mind roughness but I want to be gentle. I slammed them to the table and kicked their leg, forcibly making them face me while they are pushed onto the table. I took a shaky breathe and breathed onto their ear. My warm breath caressed their skin. Oh, I could feel their shivers!! it makes my heart go, bum-dum!! Once again?! “Do you, perhaps miss me?” I softly spoke and grinned mischievously. I know the answer to that question, I was just hoping they’d say something,,, rather out of line or reality if that makes sense. “ But I don’t even know-“ they whispered yelled and look at me then thought. Fuck, I do know you. “Five? I… what the fuck!!” I just couldn’t contain my laughter, I let my hands off them and laughed-covering my ugly face. “Took you long enough, I’m guessing-“ they cut me off angrily as they gasped for air. “ I do not miss you. “ as expected, i rolled my eyes and pulled out a knife and rope. I never seen someone who wanted to DIE eager to LIVE.
I just couldn’t stop laughing to myself, I wrapped their abdomen with rope and dragged their unwilling self to the middle of the room, keeping them still. “Watch”. I spoke softly but enough for y/n to hear. Y/n’s lover still in pain, begging I don’t hurt them further. “Please. Don’t.” the short one whimpered.
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“ Ah, why not? It’s nice to snap you. You’re like a twig.” Five giggled playfully, playing with the knife at hand.
“ Let then go!! “ The older one (y/n) pleaded.
Too late. It’s too late for everything really, you’ve shattered my heart and now, you plead to be set free? I held onto the knife with both hands and looked behind me, I wanted their lover to watch.
“Oh come on. Y/n. The show is just starting, you’re the VIP!! So watch, this is for you cutie.” Five smiled and turned against them, watching their little prince squirm off.
“I always wanted to do this, or other things…” the boy in the room whispered to himself, he thought about every method of murder to do to his victims. He is known to kill his victim without mess or witnesses- but this time he wants to mess up. He wants to create the most bloody, gut-wrenching masterpiece ever, Five fears that Y/n’s boyfriend might not be the best materials to paint his canvas, but he was willing to mess up and fail.
After all, all he wanted is to get back to Y/n. To show him that no matter who is he with, far or near his reach- he will never be loved and if he was, Five would do anything to ruin that. There. He stabbed and slashed the throat of Y/n’s lover. Blood sprinkled at Five’: face and clothing like a gardening hose. The crimson of blood damped their lifeless body.
Y/n’s eyes watered like Niagara Falls. I win. There I stood next to the lifeless body of his and wondered what sick things I could do next, but I rather not waste my time on such things. I slowly and calmly approach y/n, he was still weeping and swearing to me, screaming his heart out. I then stopped myself, I wanted him to stop feeling so I ran back to his lover and sank my teeth onto his lover’s neck, no I wasn’t going to leave soft bites, I pulled his flesh along with his muscle, tearing his flesh and pulling his skin, spitting it out afterwards.
My hands hovered onto to him and gripped onto his arm, I tore and broke him limb from limb, all I could hear was Y/n’s muffled screams. I ate a part of him, he tasted good. He tasted like meat, steak to be specific. Though he lacks some cooking and seasoning- I think I’d be eating him bare and raw this time. Just for now. I loved the taste of his blood escaping my mouth and falling down my throat as I swallowed it. I had my revenge.
** I am well aware that the story placing is awful, greatly sorry.
