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“I’m saying that I’m inlove with you, In the romantic sense.” Hirano was shocked to say the least although he knew Kagiura was avoiding although he said he was inlove with him at the nurse’s office it was kind of hard to process what he was saying “I’m sorry I don’t feel the same way..” he didn’t like kagiura in that way. Even though he was sweet and kind and is always there to cheer hirano up there was no way he liked him in that way. “I don’t accept that” “hell do you mean you don’t accept it doesn’t matter either way” ugh he was making this harder than he wanted. He didn’t like kagiura in that way even though his face was boiling as he said all those kind things to him. It was normal obviously anyone would be flustered from the words this Idiot was saying. After a few more exchanges they finally settled down. Atleast it wasn’t awkward between them. Hirano let out a puff of air “alright let’s go back to studying ” “kk” and just like that they were back to what they were doing. Except hirano felt a bit of warmth spread through him for awhile after that.
Next day
“Mmmm” hirano sat up on his bed slightly ruffling his hair out of his face. He got up making his way to the other side of the room. “Kagi kun wake up.” He let out a slightly amused sigh before reaching out to ruffle his hair. It was nice, he wasn’t avoiding him plus hirano didn’t realize how much he missed doing this in the morning when he was being avoided. “Mmm” Kagiura’s eyes peaked open before landing his gaze on hirano’s face. “EH!?” Kagiura sat up quickly his face slightly pink. “Ah you’re awake don’t u have morning practice today?” Suddenly Kagiura’s face turned scarlet “erm no it’s cancelled today” woah what was that expression. “Oh sorry for waking you up.” He said before turning back to sit on his study desk. “Mhm um im gonna go for a jog see you later” Kagiura said walking to grab his shoes. “Alright..” After the door knob closed hirano sank into his seat “geez…he looked so uncomfortable” “ugh this is so frustrating.”
“Urg” hirano couldn’t focus all that well after the exchange they had leading him to be more annoyed than usual. “What’s up your butt today you look mad?” Sasaki made his way to his desk leaning forward to rest his elbows a slight amused grin on his face. “It’s nothing, just tired.” Sasaki didnt seem impressed at all. “Alright fine it’s about my roommate” “figured, so what’s up is he being more clingy than usual? Or did u scare him off again?” Hirano’s eyebrow twitched in annoyance before glaring at Sasaki who didn’t flinch in the slightest. “You-“ “Hirano San.” Miyano came in a stack of papers in his hand “hanzawa San told me to give this to u.” “Ah miyano.” Hirano made his way to him taking the pile of papers out of his hands. Before he could turn. Sasaki was practically in miyano’s face. “Mya Chan how are u, I wanted to give this to yo-“ miyano quite frankly dragged Sasaki out the room his face scarlet red. Hirano stood there shocked.. *those two seem close* he thought well it wasn’t any of his business. He sat back at his desk looking through the papers class was gonna start in 10 mins it wouldn’t hurt to get some work done. It was hard to focus tho his mind always drifted to what happened last night whenever he had one ounce of focus. “… I’ll do this later Ig.”
It was lunch break now and hirano didn’t really feel like eating. Everything that was happening had his stomach in knots he didn’t want to hurt kagiura but he also didn’t want to give him false hope. “Urg” he decided maybe actually seeing the boy would cool his nerves. “Hirano san!” Kagiura beamed as he spotted the fake blonde. He immediately went up to him with a smile “what are you doing here?” “I was bored and it was lunch break so I came to see u”. “Ah-“ Kagiura’s cheeks pinkened but he didn’t say anything. “Are u on lunch break too we can hang out somewhere” hirano attempted to lift the tenseness in the air. Everything he said really had an affect on kagiura. “Oh yea I am” “alright let’s go”. They ended up sitting by the basketball court. Hirano felt his nerves disappear as kagiura told him about his day with the usual smile on his face. He really liked that smile on him. “Hehe anyways hirano san how’s yours been so far?” “It’s been good” hirano thoguht of himself as someone who had his thoughts together most of the time but right now with kagiura and him on this bench alone, he couldn’t help but wish they were a tad bit closer. Wait what was he thinking. Hirano punched himself in his face a habit he made and kagiura jumped slightly “hirano san…” “sry sry I’m okay just thinking.” “What’s on your mind?” Kagiura was always one to be straight foward, speaking what’s on his mind but hirano felt a surge of embarrassment “um you, I mean us idk” “oh… well what about us?” Hirano looked up gently as he met Kagiura’s gaze, it was glimmering with a sense of… longing? Hirano immediately snapped his gaze away “um idk its just ever since u told me how u felt about me.. I’ve just been distracted, I don’t understand these feelings but I don’t think I love you..” Kagiura pouted “you’re so unfair hirano san, you say things like this to get my hopes up yet you’re not in love with me?” Hirano took a deep breathe “that’s the thing I don’t think I understand my feelings anymore.” Hirano felt his face redden like never before it felt so embarrassing to say something. “So… you’re saying you might love me?” Kagiura’s eyes shinned as he leaned closer trying to see hirano’s expression. Their eyes met and hirano felt hotter than before “MPH IDK OK MY HEADS ALL JACKED UP AND FOR SOME REASON WHEN U SAY OR LOOK AT ME WITH EYES LIEK THAT WITH THAT WEIRD LOOK IT MAKES ME FEEL WARM BUT IDK!” hirano finally snapped before he stood up quickly, he felt like he was going to melt. Hirano never felt this way never in 100 years did he think anyone would see him like this. He took a deep breath. He DIDNT want to hurt kagiura and just because he couldn’t figure out his feelings didnt mean he wanted to give him false hope if they weren’t what kagiura expected “hirano san… give me a chance” Kagiura suddenly said his face as flustered as hirano’s “you said you don’t understand your feelings right?, so why don’t we try and if you don’t like it then we can just be friends?” “No way!, that’s not something you expirement with people” Kagiura sighed and then pouted “you’re so mean hirano san” hirano sighed before turning and ruffling kagiura’s hair “look Ik I’m not making sense but just… idk I’ll figure it out alright” “fine.”