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Today was looking to be the perfect day. Rex extricated himself from his mechanical armour suit, pulling a single vial out of a secret compartment before ordering his people to send the suit off for maintenance. No one else tried to speak to him, they knew better than to interrupt him when he strode with a certain determination through the lair. He had to temper his reaction, patting his pocket with the vial periodically to make sure it was still there. Every time he felt the fragile but solid weight in his pocket however, another burst of excitement appeared in his chest. This time, he was going to succeed.
The final set of doors opened in front of him, and Rex walked up to a central control panel, listening as Dr Matter began to read off a list of parameters and readings. As she did, Rex pulled the vial out of his pocket, examining the contents closely. Four hairs, fully intact, almost blond in the light. He grinned, handing them to the doctor and turning to the control panel of the machine.
‘Shall I do a full reading sir?’ she asked.
Rex nodded, ‘We need to make sure the sample is viable. Pull a full genetic code before we begin the testing.’
Dr Matter moved to the machine, depositing the vial so that the hair sample could be sucked inside and read. Immediately the two got to work, bringing the machine to life as it began to read one of the hairs, breaking it down into its base genetic materials. A stream of data appeared on the screen, and Rex tried to not get too excited yet. There was still a way to go before the sample could be used fully. But based on the information being read from the hair, this was a promising development.
A short beep sounded from the machine, an alarm, and Dr Matter pulled up the information. She frowned, checking over the update a couple of times before calling out, ‘Sir? Are you sure this is the Chadster’s DNA?’
Rex schooled his expression into one that would make lesser minions run in fear and turned to the doctor. ‘Are you implying I took the hair from the wrong hero?’
The Dr barely flinched at Rex’s expression. ‘Respectfully sir, if you took it from his suit it could in theory belong to any number of people.’
‘Then it’s a good thing I took it from his scalp,’ Rex said.
The Dr took a slow, deep breath, before swiping the notification over to Rex’s screen, ‘There’s a partial match with another DNA profile in our system.’
Rex looked at the screen, reading through the update. ‘That can’t be right.’
‘See why I was suspicious now Sir?’
‘Yes, yes, alright,’ Rex said with a sigh. ‘Well this is absolutely the Chadster’s DNA, I don’t normally go around stealing people’s hair.’ The Dr hummed at that, making Rex scowl at her. ‘Finish building the genetic profile and then run the test again. If it carries on I’ll need to get another sample.’
‘And if the second sample is the same sir?’
Rex sighed, ‘Well we’re not telling anyone right away. Someone might get rather murderous with the implication.’ He looked up at the cloning machine, watching the lights along the main body light up while the tests continued to run. ‘No, if we get to that point I…’ he paused, cringing at the thought. ‘If we get to that point, I know who to call.’’
A few days (and a number of tests) later, and Rex was pacing in his lab. He had successfully stolen a second smaller sample from the Chadster, running it through the machine and building a separate profile with it. Only for them to have a 100% match with the original sample. And for the same result to come up. Without getting more DNA from the matching subject however, his testing had run into a dead end, and his nostrils flared in frustration at the thought. Which was only exacerbated when the call came through that his visitor had arrived. He called them up, steeling himself for the inevitable headache he was about to have, and set up the control panel to make sure all of his data was to hand.
He didn’t look up when the doors opened, but he did at the sudden infuriating sound of a slurping straw. Ready to glare at the villain who was a mess of wild dark curls, dressed in an oversized hoodie and jeans stained in oil, watching Rex like she had all the time in the world. ‘Sup?’
Rex let out a slow breath, ‘Generator.’
‘Oh are we being all formal?’ Morgan grinned. ‘Guess I missed that memo.’
Rex raised an eyebrow, before turning back to his computer screens, ‘There may be a problem.’
‘Then why call me?’ Morgan quirked her mouth into a grin, ‘Can’t be the best look to call a D tier for help.’
‘I’m not, I’m calling Alex’s friend.’ Morgan’s face dropped, and Rex turned back to his computer screen, pulling up the visuals. ‘Do you remember when I made that clone of Alex?’
Morgan nodded, ‘Yeah, Xander’s great. We have Clan of Champions tournaments sometimes.’
‘Wonderful,’ Rex said drily. ‘Well, when I took Alex’s DNA to make…“Xander”, I kept a copy of their DNA profile. Standard procedure.’ Morgan’s eyes narrowed, and Rex sighed, ‘If you want to try and hack into my system and fuck with Alex’s file, good luck to you. You’ll never get in anyway.’
‘Oh bet!’
‘Not the point!’ Rex let out a sharp breath, trying to keep his composure.
‘This is why I beat you at poker,’ Morgan said. ‘You know you should really work to control that temper of yours-’
‘Alex has a brother!’ Rex snapped.
There was a beat of silence, before Morgan snorted. ‘No they don’t.’
Rex pulled up the visuals onto a large screen that Morgan could see. ‘Two DNA profiles. A partial match, indicative of a family relation.’ He zoomed in on the profiles, highlighting where the matches were. ‘Based on the level of the match, it looks like a close relation. Most likely siblings.’ Rex looked over at Morgan then, watching her scan over the data on the screen with a frown. ‘And once Alex finds out they may very well…do something dramatic. And deadly.’
‘Since when do you care about who Alex kills?’ Morgan asked. ‘How did you get this other person’s DNA anyway?’
Rex pressed a button, revealing the names on both profiles. Paying careful attention to how Morgan’s frown vanished as she slipped into her perfect poker face. ‘In a battle. I would take great offence to Alex killing my nemesis.’
Morgan shook her head, ‘This isn’t possible.’
Rex sighed, ‘I assure you it is.’
‘No,’ Morgan glared at Rex. ‘You messed up somewhere. There is no way Alex and the Chadster are siblings.’
Rex scowled. ‘I do not “mess up”. I ran this test multiple times with different samples each time. All came back with the exact same result.’
‘Then there’s something wrong in Alex’s DNA.’
Rex folded his arms, ‘Aside from the fact that their clone was completely powerless when he came out of his pod, he was a perfect clone. Perfect match. There’s nothing wrong with my records.’
Morgan took in a slow, steady breath, watching Rex carefully. ‘So I’m just supposed to believe this just like that? Why? What’s your endgame here?’
Rex rolled his eyes, ‘I’m trying to make sure Alex doesn’t kill my nemesis, that’s it. But I can’t pretend this doesn’t exist. If I’m right, and based on the evidence…’ he gestured up at the screens for emphasis, ‘then the Chadster’s parents have some explaining to do as to how their A tier hero ended up biologically related to the most powerful villain in the world.’
Morgan scoffed, rolled her eyes and turned around to walk away. To anyone else it would have looked like disbelief, nonchalance. But Rex had spent plenty of time at the poker table with Morgan to spot her tells. To spot her flinch, the glimpse of panic and fear slip through before she schooled herself, smoothing the emotional ripples. ‘Right, okay. Good luck with your next fairytale Rex,’ she called out.
Rex sighed, shaking his head. ‘There are plenty of labs that can do this testing Generator. If you can convince Alex and the Chadster to both do a DNA test. Maybe get Alex’s parents to join in as well for good measure. And what’s that hero sister of the Chadster’s called?’
Morgan chuckled as she got to the exit, ‘You think I’m going to waste my time, energy and money on useless DNA tests to follow your ridiculous conspiracy theory? Give me a break.’
And without another word she stepped through the magnificent doors to the lab, refusing to look back as they slammed shut behind her. Not hearing Rex as they smiled humourlessly and looked back at the screens. ‘Of course you are,’ he muttered. He turned to the control panel, pushing a button. ‘Sarah? I need you to do some digging for me. I need to find out how certain people are connected.’
‘Of course sir,’ Sarah said through the speaker. ‘Which names?’
‘Alex Stewart. The parents of Alex Stewart. Generator. And The Chadster.’ Rex mulled it over for a moment, ‘Yes, that should do for now. As soon as you can.’
‘Right away sir.’
Chapter 2
Summary:
After Rex's revelation Morgan goes to recruit some help and make a plan
Notes:
I feel obligated to make notes at this point, even when there isn't much to say...
No content warnings for this chapter either, aside from alcohol and some swearing I think.
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Morgan managed to get clear of Rex’s skyscraper and any potential methods he had to spy on the villain before she ditched her empty milkshake cup and reached for her phone. She wasn’t going to panic, she wasn’t going to panic. She refused to tremble as she pulled up her sister’s contact details, sending a short message:
“Hope Dave is doing well. Heard about the trouble at the Hog’s Breath.”
She didn’t wait to see if Diego had responded, sliding her phone back into her pocket and pulling her hoodie closer. There was no guarantee when Diego would see the message or be able to get to the pub in question, but even so Morgan hurried through the city, weaving through the crowds of people. Trying to keep her growing panic under control. Rex was wrong. He had to be wrong. There was no way this was actually true.
The Hog’s Breath was a small red brick hole-in-the-wall kind of place, all bare brick and beams on the inside. If it wasn’t for the chef’s incredible hot pots, the place would have probably closed years ago. But as it was, there were always plenty of people vying for a pint of something or other from the bar, not caring about the stained wood or the low flickering lighting. At midafternoon, as it was, the lunch rush should have gone, and the dinner and evening clients were still at work. Which left the regulars and the bartenders as the only people in the pub. And one hero in civilian clothes who had managed to grab a booth by the back wall by the time Morgan had arrived.
Morgan grabbed two drinks, barely paying attention to what she was ordering, before joining Diego at the booth. ‘Trust you to be punctual,’ Morgan said.
Diego shrugged, tucking a curl behind her ear, ‘I was on patrol nearby. Now, what’s the emergency?’
Morgan pushed one of the drinks closer to her and took a big gulp from her own first. ‘So I just heard something that, if it’s true, is…fucked up is an understatement.’
Diego frowned, ‘Well first off, how likely is it to be true?’
‘Source is from Rex. About the Chadster.’
‘Ah, the stalker’s on his bullshit again is he?’
‘Apparently he finally got a hold of Chad’s DNA.’ Which got a groan from Diego. And her downing a third of her drink in one gulp. ‘Thought you were on duty?’
Diego shook her head, ‘Think I’m going to need it for whatever you’re about to drop on me. I’m assuming Rex found something in Chad’s DNA. Is it some sort of health problem? Or are we talking weird? Like…is our baby brother an alien or something?’
Morgan swallowed. She really didn’t want to say it, didn’t want to give this ridiculous idea any actual voice, but something in her gut told her to carry on. Rip off the bandaid and just get it out. ‘He had a partial match with Alex’s DNA profile. Rex thinks they’re siblings.’
It had been a while since Morgan had seen Diego do a spit take. And in other circumstances would be laughing at the sight. But instead she leaned over, patting Diego on the back as she spluttered on her drink and wiped at her mouth.
Eventually Diego got her breath and voice back to respond. ‘That’s ridiculous.’
‘That’s what I said.’ Morgan glanced around the room, making sure everyone else was keeping to their own business.
Diego mopped up the spilt beer with a napkin, shaking her head with a chuckle as she did so, ‘I thought you were going to tell me something actually urgent.’
Morgan frowned, ‘I did.’
‘What, Rex found that Chad and Alex are related?’ Diego snorted. ‘It would have been more believable to claim that Chad’s an alien. Chad and Alex don’t even look alike.’
‘That’s not how DNA works,’ Morgan said. ‘And I don’t think we can just dismiss this for that alone. Rex is a lot of things, but I don’t think he’d lie about this.’
‘Why wouldn’t he?’
‘What would he have to gain?’ Morgan asked. ‘He didn’t call me for Chad, he doesn’t even know that I know Chad. He called me for Alex.’
‘He says he called you for Alex,’ Diego said. ‘He could be playing you.’
‘To what end?’
Diego shrugged, ‘Get Alex and Chad to fight?’
‘Then why tell me? Also he doesn’t want them to fight because Alex might kill his nemesis. Besides he wasn’t lying. I know his tells. He believes every word he said.’
Diego sighed, ‘Mo, this is…far too crazy to consider. What, our parents stole a baby from Alex’s family and raised it as their own? Even if we were considering this as a possibility, why go to all that effort?’
Morgan bit down her first reply, the cynical one that would have Diego yelling at her, and simply shrugged, ‘Maybe they thought Janice would have strong kids? Her and Mum were arch-nemeses remember?’
‘Yeah, Janice was a powerful villain in her time, but no one would have predicted she’d give birth to Alex,’ Diego said. ‘And even if she was going to have powerful children, the Sterlings have a name and reputation for a reason. They had us remember?’ Morgan gave Diego a look, and Diego winced. ‘Sorry, but Chad is four years younger than us. At the time they had him, we were going to be the twin hero something somethings, remember?’
Morgan rolled her eyes. ‘Right. Yeah you’re right. It's ridiculous.’ Diego sighed in relief and returned to her drink. ‘Unless…’ Diego groaned, tempted to slam her forehead into the table. ‘Look, I know it’s crazy, but Rex found something okay. And it’s hard for science to lie.’
Diego shook her head, watching Morgan with a pained expression, ‘You’re actually going to believe the villain who just stole Chad’s DNA for some weird ass evil plot?’
‘Not blindly,’ Morgan said. ‘But…maybe we should do the test ourselves. Get Chad and Alex to do DNA tests, maybe us too. Go to an actual reputable testing clinic. And see what comes back.’ Diego bit her lip, thinking hard for a moment, and Morgan leaned in, ‘Just to cover our bases. And we keep an eye on Rex in case he is plotting something.’
Diego sighed, head flopping into her hands, ‘I can’t believe you’re making me consider this.’ She looked through her fingers at her twin, ‘This is Chad we’re talking about. I remember when Mum and Dad brought him home from the hospital. His nursery, his crib, all of it.’
‘So do I,’ Morgan said. ‘Believe me, I don’t want to consider that this could actually be true. But it’s going to bug me to hell if we just ignore it.’
Diego closed her eyes, allowing a moment of despair, before nodding, ‘Fine okay. If it helps preserve your sanity. I’ll help you get the tests sorted.’ Morgan sighed with relief, and Diego jabbed a finger into her shoulder, ‘But you’re paying for them yourself. I’m not putting any money into this.’
Morgan nodded, giving Diego a brief grin. ‘Course, I’ll handle that. Thanks sis.’
The first challenge, which was harder than it should have been, was finding a genetics specialist that was willing to perform four dna tests checking for familial connections that wasn’t connected in at least some way to Rex Roofer. The man had a hand in most clinics and research centres, both local and international. Which, aside from the generally upsetting nature of that fact, made it very hard for Morgan to find somewhere that didn’t have that potential bias.
But Rex hadn’t gotten onto the stocks and board of every clinic (yet) and Morgan eventually found one that was more than willing to assist. She tried to not flinch at the price of the four tests, vowing to score big on the next villain poker night, and got them booked. Which led to the second challenge - getting the samples.
‘Chad should be easy enough,’ Diego said. ‘I’ll tell him it’s for some sort of new hero health screening.’
‘Good idea,’ Morgan said. ‘Are you alright to just post it on your own? Or shall we do them all together?’
The two of them were at Morgan’s apartment, reading through the instructions on the test kits. Diego had already got hers and Chad’s packed away in her bag, and the two were pouring over the information that had come with Morgans as she prepared to take her own test.
‘Depends how quickly you think you can get Alex’s done,’ Diego said.
Morgan thought for a second, ‘It’s either going to be incredibly difficult, or the easiest thing in the world. And I haven’t worked it out yet.’
‘Because of Xander?’
‘Because of Xander.’ Morgan spit into their test tube, corking it and wrapping it all up before sliding it into the envelope.
‘What did he do now?’ The siblings jumped and turned around at the new voice. Alex was striding into the kitchen, dressed in their normal villain attire now dotted with specks of blood, with dried droplets staining their blond hair.
When Diego paled at the sight Morgan frowned. ‘Alex what have we said about post fight cleanup?’
Alex looked over at Morgan in confusion, then looked down at their outfit. ‘Oh,’ they shrugged and snapped their fingers, vanishing all signs of the blood. ‘But yeah, what did my weakling clone do now?’
‘Something about another one of his students, relationship drama, I didn’t really pay attention,’ Morgan said.
Alex huffed, ‘Another one? How quickly is he burning through his class?’
‘He’s trying to get to your numbers I think,’ Morgan said. ‘Only his body count survives his encounters.’
Alex snorted, coming back to the table with a drink and only just noticing the boxes on the table, ‘What are these?’
Diego tried not to flinch, but Morgan grinned and pushed a box over, ‘Ancestry tests. I ordered one for you too.’
Alex squinted at the box, ‘Why would I need an ancestry test?’
‘Thought it would be fun,’ Morgan said. ‘And we can confirm once and for all if you’re actually part dragon.’
‘Ha ha,’ Alex rolled their eyes. ‘What do you do for it then?’
‘Spit in the vial, put in the serum, post it off, and they’ll come back with all sorts of information on where your ancestors were from.’
Alex frowned, ‘It’s a DNA test?’
‘Yeah, but I already screened the place, I did not want Rex getting hold of my DNA thank you very much.’ Morgan opened Alex’s pack, preparing the formula and test tube, ‘Want to spit?’
Alex looked down at the test tube, then back at Morgan, brow furrowed in suspicion. ‘Why?’
‘Why what?’
‘Why do you want me to do this test?’
‘Thought it would be cool.’
Alex shook their head, ‘Nope, try again.’
Morgan sighed. ‘Alright fine. I heard a rumour and I want to prove it wrong, but I need to test your DNA first.’
Alex nodded slowly at that, ‘Okay I’ll believe that one. Can I hear the rumour?’
‘No. It’s ridiculous. But I need evidence to disprove this, hence the spit.’
Alex looked at the test tube again, slowly growing a grin. ‘What’s it worth to you?’
Morgan sighed, closing her eyes as she thought hard for a second, ‘I’ll…cook dinner for a week.’
The vial was snatched out of her hand, and Morgan tried to not grin too brightly as Alex spat into the tube. ‘Homemade stuff. None of that cup noodle shit.’
‘Damn, I almost got you then,’ Morgan chuckled. ‘Deal.’ Alex nodded, satisfied, and handed the test tube back for Morgan to add the formula to. ‘If you have any preferences on meals let me know so I can get ingredients.’
‘No, I’ll get ingredients,’ Alex said. ‘You’ll get the wrong ones.’
Before Morgan could turn around to argue Alex was already gone. She snorted to herself as she stoppered Alex’s vial and put it in the envelope, ‘See? Easiest thing in the world.’
Diego chuckled and shook her head, ‘When did you get so domestic?’
‘Fuck off!’
Chapter 3
Summary:
The tests are submitted, now its time to wait. And there's a surprise visit for Morgan in the meantime
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And with that Diego left with all four tests, two complete and two to go. By the next day Chad’s sample had been completed and all of them were off in the post. Which led to the third challenge. Waiting.
The lab predicted the testing would take at least three weeks. Three weeks that Morgan and Diego were determined to distract themselves with. Morgan for her part managed two separate raid-to-farmer’s market schemes. It could have been three if she hadn’t needed to hack into Rex’s system to delete Chad and Alex’s DNA profiles and warn Alex of potential assassination attempts. While in the system she also saw Rex’s underlings investigating all of them for any connections. By the time her and her favourite trojan virus got through his defences however, there wasn’t a lot of data left for his people to put any clues together with.
The whole time Morgan and Diego kept in touch. Morgan about Rex’s antics, about any updates on the testing, and updates on when the results should be delivered. In turn, Diego informed Morgan about Chad and their parents. No their parents didn’t suspect a thing, yes Chad was his normal air headed self. That was until they were two weeks into the waiting period for the tests, and Diego called Morgan.
‘So Chad has just put Mum and Dad on alert.’
Morgan paled, ‘Alert how?’
‘He was asking when the test results would be due back. When Mum and Dad asked what test results he said something about the new hero health check.’ Morgan swore at that, but Diego carried on. ‘He thankfully didn’t say anything about what the test included. Yet. But considering no one else in the Association or the Chastisers got tested…’
‘They’re both going to be on alert,’ Morgan finished.
‘And if…if the stalker says anything,’ Diego whispered down the phone, ‘then as soon as people figure out what it's for there’s going to be hell to pay.’
Morgan sighed, ‘Shit. Right. We need to work this out, same place as last time?’
‘Can’t, I need to go on patrol in like ten minutes,’ Diego said. ‘I’ll let you know when I’m free and we’ll work out a plan.’
A knock on the door interrupted Morgan. ‘Yeah, alright. As soon as you can.’ The two hung up and Morgan headed to the apartment door, looking through the peephole and having to stifle a groan and who was on the other side.
When the door opened the familiar hero cracked a nauseating grin. ‘Hello Morgan, it’s me! Chad! Your brother.’
‘I can see that,’ Morgan said deadpan.
‘Yes quite,’ Chad laughed, glancing up and down the corridor. ‘Can I uh…can I come in?’
‘Why?’
‘Because uh…’ Chad paused, smile faltering, ‘I would like to discuss some important matters with you.’
Morgan rolled her eyes and stepped aside for Chad to walk in, ‘If you even think the word sidekick I’m kicking you out.’
‘Noted,’ Chad tried to chuckle, watching as Morgan closed and locked the door again. ‘Why is Rex Roofer trying to kill you?’
Morgan blinked in confusion, looking at Chad, ‘What? How do you know about that?’
‘He’s my nemesis,’ Chad said. ‘I need to keep a track of what he’s doing. And who it involves. He’s been sending out assassination attempts for a week, but that normally only happens after his poker nights.’
Morgan opened her mouth, closing it again in bemusement, ‘You know about the poker nights? Right, tracking your nemesis. Even in his off time.’
‘It’s my job,’ Chad said. ‘I am a hero after all.’
Morgan nodded with a smirk. ‘You are indeed.’ Chad watched Morgan silent, raising his eyebrows as he waited, and Morgan remembered his first question. ‘Oh right, the killing thing, don’t worry about it. Alex is on shopping detail, Kotetsu’s checking my post for me, and I’ve got some fail safes if I have to head out.’
Chad closed his eyes for a second, ‘That…isn’t how it works Morgan. You’re my sister, I’m allowed to worry. Even if you are mind controlled to be a villain.’ Morgan scowled, but Chad ignored her. ‘And even if you are completely safe, you still did something to anger an A tier villain.’
‘An A tier bitch you mean.’
The last of Chad’s bravado dropped, giving Morgan a deadpan stare that he clearly learned from Diego. ‘What did you do?’
Morgan shrugged, ‘Put a virus in his private servers.’
Chad blinked in surprise. ‘What? Why?’
‘To prove I could?’ Morgan shrugged with a grin. Which Chad clearly didn’t buy. ‘Alright. There was a rumour in the underground that Rex had gotten a hold of your DNA.’ Chad frowned at this, but didn’t interrupt. ‘So I broke into his servers to see what was there. And yeah, there were a bunch of genetic records. So I wiped them. Yours and Alex’s. Put a virus in to fry everything for good measure too.’
Chad looked away, pondering for a moment. ‘You broke into my nemesis’ private server, deleted his files and put in a virus to protect me?’
‘And to fuck with him,’ Morgan said. ‘You can’t underestimate-’
She was cut off by Chad pulling her into a tight hug. Morgan flinched at the touch, before gingerly patting Chad on the shoulder. ‘Thank you,’ Chad whispered, squeezing Morgan gently, despite the strength in their robotic arms.
Morgan huffed in amusement, going to return the hug properly, ‘I think you’re making me too altruistic in your head.’
‘Not possible,’ Chad said with a smile. That faltered as a realisation hit him. ‘Wait is that why Diego got me to do that health check the other week?’
Morgan tried to shrug, which was a little difficult when pinned down by robot arms. ‘Maybe? I gave her the heads up when I heard what was going on, and it took a while for me to make the virus and break into his stuff. So it might have been a couple of weeks ago.’
‘Huh,’ Chad said with a nod, ‘Why didn’t you guys tell Mum and Dad?’
‘Well, for my part, that would require me talking to Mum and Dad,’ Morgan said. ‘And I guess Diego didn’t want to scare or worry anyone?’
Chad smiled, hazel eyes shining with gratitude. ‘I really do have the best sisters looking out for me.’ Morgan kept her small grin pinned in place, refusing to let it falter even as her chest panged. Before either of them could say anything though there was a ping from Chad’s pocket, and he pulled out his phone. ‘Oh, I need to get on patrol soon.’
Morgan stepped aside, giving Chad a small smile, ‘Better get going then. Before Rex pouts you’ve missed his date.’
Chad cringed at the thought, following Morgan back to the door, ‘You know, going out on patrol is normally safer and more fun with company.’
‘If you mention the word sidekick right now I will tell Alex to steal your arms in the middle of your shift.’
Chad sighed, ‘One day, I’ll break that mind control and help you come back home.’
‘I’ll pass on that too,’ Morgan opened the door, watching as Chad stepped out into the corridor. ‘Enjoy your oh so fun patrol.’
Chad left with a wave, and Morgan kept her poker face up until the door was firmly closed and locked. Only then did she sigh, leaning against the door and almost sliding onto the floor. Pity party later , she told herself, pulling out her phone to update Diego on Chad’s visit.
The next week was tense. With the test results so close Morgan and Diego were messaging each other daily. Diego had convinced Chad to not say anything about Rex or the DNA tests, spinning some sort of tale about a special register so that Rex couldn’t try to use his DNA for anything nefarious in the future. Chad accepted it without question, not even asking why their parents couldn’t be told.
Morgan was keeping a track of Rex, or mainly his server, making sure it all stayed down and that there were no signs of him trying to put together those same investigation files on all of them. At some point Alex noticed that Morgan was somehow acting more erratic than normal and tried to get her to rest up. Insisting that Morgan needed some time to chill, play some games, they even offered to let Morgan watch her crappy action movies with the car chases. Which was when Morgan had to explain how Rex’s stalker habits were extending to the rest of the Sterlings, including Morgan, and she had to keep an eye on it. Alex’s expression immediately dropped, and with no explanation they quickly excused themselves for “business”. Morgan had just enough time to hack into Rex’s security cameras, scrambling for snacks when she found the room Alex had teleported to, before sitting back and watching the fireworks.
Chapter 4
Summary:
The results are finally here. But nothing is ever that easy.
Notes:
Insert witty comment here!
Content warnings for guns and violence at the end, and for mentions of spying and the Stirling parent's Canon typical bullshit.
Chapter Text
Morgan could count on one hand the number of times she wanted to summon Diego to her and still have fingers left over. And that number grew smaller when she narrowed it down to the number of times she wanted to summon Diego after she went villain. Even in the cold dark moments when she missed her twin so much that it ached in her bones, to the point she wondered if that superstitious twin telepathy would tell Diego how much Morgan missed her, she never considered summoning her. For various reasons. Some selfless, some selfish, some cowardly.
So it was a telling thing indeed when Morgan’s first desire on seeing the large manila envelope was to snap her fingers.
It looked completely innocuous, there wasn’t even a logo on the envelope. Only the return address clued Morgan in to what the contents were. Weeks of waiting, and now she was holding the answers. And her fingers itched to snap, to bring her sister here from whatever patrol or business she had going on. But she had more control than that, so Morgan reached for her phone instead.
“Its here,” was the simple message.
And a few seconds later Diego replied, “OMW.”
Morgan set about making coffee. Opening the other post. Attempting to tame some of the frizz out of her ridiculous mane of hair. Remembering that she hadn’t eaten breakfast yet and so whipped up 2pm cereal. Alex was out causing mayhem, and at this point Morgan would normally turn on the news to watch. But she couldn’t bring herself to reach for the TV remote, couldn’t face watching Alex having their fun when only a few feet away from Morgan sat…probably nothing. Rex was probably wrong. In fact, Rex was most definitely wrong. It would be too ridiculous otherwise, and Morgan was determined to believe it as she shovelled down her breakfast and ignored the spike of dread in her gut.
The knock on the door shook Morgan out of her stupor and she dumped her bowl, hurrying to the door. Too worked up to check through her peephole. So her worry turned into shock when she answered the door and Diego wasn't’ the one smiling at her.
‘Hello Morgan,’ he said with a smile. ‘It’s me, Chad. Your brother.’
Morgan blinked, burying every emotion until her poker face was back, giving nothing away. ‘The hell are you doing here?’
Chad winced, and Morgan noticed the guilt creeping into Chad’s smile, the eyes darting to the corridor behind him. ‘I may have messed up.’ Morgan’s face fell and she reached out of Chad’s sight when he blinked and held up his hands, ‘I’m alone! I’m alone, I just…needed to get here first.’
‘First?’ Morgan scowled. ‘Who’s coming?’
Chad licked his lips, ‘I may have let slip about the health test? And what you heard about Roofer taking the Chadster’s DNA? And now…Mum and Dad have questions.’
If Morgan was panicking she refused to show it. She needed to focus. ‘Get in here,’ she grunted, and Chad thanked her with an apologetic smile. She slammed the door shut, putting all the deadbolts in place, before pulling out her phone.
‘What are you doing?’ Chad asked.
‘None of your business,’ Morgan said as she updated Diego. The itch was in her fingers again, but she wasn’t going to cave. Not yet. Morgan had dealt with their parents before, she could do it again. Worst case she could snap Alex in for backup, something that Alex would be more than happy to oblige with she knew. ‘What even happened?’ she asked Chad.
Chad winced, ‘I may have uh…gone too far with taunting Rex.’ Morgan closed her eyes and groaned. ‘I didn’t realise they were watching or listening in on the fight! They normally don’t.’
Except Diego put them on edge Morgan thought to herself. Surprised they didn’t put a tracker on him or… Morgan frowned and went to her workbench, pulling out a handheld scanner. ‘Chad? Stay still,’ she said, holding the machine out and scanning him up and down. Two beeps, which were probably the arms, but Morgan needed to be sure. She walked over, waving the machine over every part of Chad. When it beeped twice on the arms and nowhere else Morgan sighed in relief.
‘Were you checking for a tracker?’ Chad asked. ‘Who would be tracking me?’
‘If I go through the whole list we’ll be here all day,’ Morgan said, putting the machine down. ‘So, you taunted Rex, what did you say?’
‘Only that he’d have to do better than that if he wanted to get anything from me for his nefarious plans,’ Chad said. ‘I didn’t mention you to him I swear. But when Mum asked what I meant by that I couldn’t think of an excuse quickly enough. And, you know what her and Dad can be like.’
Morgan closed her eyes and tried to take a calming breath. It was fine. She could deal with this. Keep it simple and brief. Tell them to mind their own business. Maybe get one of her traps prepped just in case.
There was a loud banging on the door, making the siblings both jump. At the sound of Diego’s voice the tension dropped, Morgan in relief and Chad in confusion. ‘Come in!’ Morgan shouted.
Without a word Diego phased through the door, looking at both of them in worry, ‘What happened?’
‘Diego what are you doing here?’ Chad asked.
Morgan moved over to the table, grabbing the envelope as Diego said, ‘Morgan and I had plans. Why are Mum and Dad on their way here?’
‘Chad told them that Rex was trying to get his DNA,’ Morgan replied. ‘And somehow I got mentioned.’ Chad cringed in guilt, and Diego sighed. ‘Don’t know when they’re going to be here so…’ Morgan held out the envelope to Diego, ignoring Chad’s confusion, ‘Probably best that this isn’t here when they show up.’
Diego gave Morgan a deadpan stare, ‘You can’t be serious?’
‘And make them mad at both of you for being here?’ Morgan shook her head, ‘Only one of us needs to be a black sheep today, okay? You two both go, you look after this, and I’ll let you know when I’ve got these two off my back.’
‘What is that?’ Chad asked as Diego rolled her eyes and took the envelope.
‘Don’t worry about it,’ Morgan said. ‘It’s private.’ Chad frowned, and Morgan sighed, ‘This isn’t something you need to-’
The tearing of paper echoed through the room and Morgan and Chad’s attention both snapped to Diego. Who finished ripping open the envelope and pulled out the stack of documents.
‘Diego!’ Morgan shouted.
‘We’ve waited weeks for these Morgan,’ Diego said. ‘It takes a few seconds to check, and then we’ll get it out of the way and focus on calming down Mum and Dad.’ She held out a stack with Morgan’s details as the header, and with a sigh Morgan snatched the papers.
‘What are those?’ Chad asked, leaning over Diego’s shoulder.
She held the papers to her chest, scowling at Chad, ‘Since when do you try to spy on people?’
‘Since when do you do private secret things with Morgan?’ Chad shot back.
‘I don’t see how that’s your business,’ Diego said. ‘And after the last way you dealt with something I told you to keep secret, forgive me if I don’t suddenly tell you everything.’
Chad flinched, ‘That’s not…I didn’t know Mum and Dad were listening in.’
Diego’s scowl faltered, ‘They were spying on you?’
Chad nodded, ‘During my last fight with Roofer. I barely said anything to him, but then Mum and Dad started being all suspicious and…they got really intense. I didn’t even say most of it. They just kind of…guessed.’
‘Shit,’ Morgan whispered.
‘Exactly,’ Chad said. ‘You know what they can be…Morgan?’
Morgan didn’t look up, staring at the paper beginning to crumple in her grip. Diego’s eyes went wide and she turned to her own paper, scanning over the pages quickly, skipping through to the last page in the first stack. Before stopping, staring at the words, her bottom lip beginning to tremble. ‘No, no that can’t be right.’
‘What can’t?’ Chad asked. ‘You’re starting to freak me out, what's going on?’
Morgan sniffed, pushing down the tears for now. ‘Let me check the others.’
Diego barely glanced up. ‘Which one?’
‘Either.’
Chad continued to badger them to tell him what was going on, but the twins didn’t answer as Diego handed over the pile of papers headed as Alex Stewart. Morgan swallowed, scanning through the papers. Diego did the same, the two of them turning the pages at almost the exact same time, landing on the final conclusion together.
‘This can’t be real,’ Diego whispered.
‘What can’t?’ Chad pushed in, looking at both of them with alarm.
A sudden knock on the door made all three of them jump. A pair of muffled voices sounded on the other side, and Chad froze.
‘I’ve got it,’ Morgan said, her voice low and hoarse, putting the crumpled papers on the table and slowly moving over the door, seeming to move slower with every erratic knock on the door. That only stilled when Morgan undid the deadbolt and various locks on the door, hand on a panel by the door before she opened it. Her unimpressed glare meeting the faces of her parents.
‘Morgan,’ her mother huffed. ‘You know how we hate to be kept waiting.’
‘Of course,’ Morgan said, lounging against the door frame. ‘What are you doing here?’
‘That is-’
Her dad interrupted, ‘Morgan? Stand straight. You should have more respect when you have guests, especially when it’s family.’
Morgan’s eyebrows raised and she laughed, a cold sound as the two heroes in front of her bristled. Out of sight Diego and Chad stared at the scene unfolding in shock. ‘Right, right. Respect. For your family.’ Morgan sneered and shifted, her hand pressing open the panel. ‘Frankly I don’t give a shit. And you can both go fuck yourselves.’
Morgan’s parents barely had a chance to react before Morgan pulled out a gun and fired, striking both of them in the chest. The bright red laser slammed them back into the wall, and Morgan watched as they both slumped to the floor.
Chapter 5
Summary:
And now we have the fallout. Of Morgan's attack and the test results.
Notes:
People on the discord begged me for the next chapter, and I'm feeling nice, so have some heartbreak!
Chapter Text
When Diego screamed Chad snapped out of his shock and ran forward, barging past Morgan to check on their parents. Morgan didn’t respond, watching Chad try to wake them up, checking their breathing, putting his fingers on their wrists to check for a pulse. The ray gun hung limply in her hand as she pulled out her phone. A few well practised moves and she pressed the phone to her ear, waiting silently as it rang.
‘Morgan?’ Alex’s voice sounded over the phone. ‘I’m kind of busy right now-’
‘I just shot my parents,’ Morgan said, the slightest hint of emotion cracking her voice.
There was a whoosh of air, and her and Diego turned to see Alex step into the room, yellow eyes flashing. ‘Are you kidding? You finally kill them and I miss it?!’ Morgan rolled her eyes and held up the gun, and Alex deflated, ‘Oh. A stun ray barely counts as shooting them.’
‘Don’t start,’ Morgan growled, stepping aside so Alex could see them crumpled on the floor, Chad worrying over them.
Alex snorted, smirking at the sight, ‘Okay that does look pretty satisfying.’
Chad glared up at Alex, ‘What are you doing here?’
‘I live here,’ Alex said, folding her arms as they watched Chad with amusement. ‘And Morgan called me.’
Chad scowled and stood up, ‘You need to leave this place villain! I won’t let you control my sidekick anymore!’
Morgan visibly flinched, causing Diego to watch her with worry, and Alex’s face to darken as they turned to face Chad properly. ‘One day, when I beat you into the curb, the truth will stop bouncing off that thick skull of yours.’
‘Not likely,’ Chad said, striding back into the apartment to try and square off against Alex, hazel eyes glaring at yellow.
‘Nope,’ Morgan said, stepping in between them, ‘you are not fighting in my apartment. I can’t deal with that today.’
Alex smirked at Chad, ‘You heard your sister.’
Morgan tried to not cringe at that, and thankfully Chad didn’t notice, finally backing down and heading back to Diego with a scowl. Alex watched Morgan carefully, scanning over her face, trying to spot any clues behind her stony expression. ‘You okay?’
Morgan let out a long breath, shoulders slumping. She looked back to her parents, scowling at their unconscious forms. ‘Not really.’
‘I can help? We could…go break some shit after your siblings leave. Or we can go and get you drunk. Maybe a space adventure?’ Morgan tried to smile, but it didn’t meet her eyes, and she shook her head. ‘You’re going to call your therapist aren’t you?’
‘I probably should. Not now though.’
‘You have a therapist?’ Diego asked.
‘Of course I have a therapist.’
Diego looked surprised, but didn’t comment further. Turning back to Morgan Alex said, ‘I’m guessing you called me to deal with them? You probably dont want them here when they wake up.’
Morgan shook her head, and Alex watched without comment as Morgan began to unconsciously hold herself, rubbing her arms. ‘They can’t be here. And they can’t go somewhere that’s going to kill them. But I don’t care where they go after that.’
Alex nodded, thinking for a moment, ‘How does a Pacific oil rig sound?’ Morgan shrugged and Alex snapped their fingers, the two heroes vanishing instantly.
‘Which oil rig?’ Diego asked.
‘I don’t know the names,’ Alex said. ‘There’s probably people there though. Maybe. I think.’
Diego closed her eyes, trying to take a deep calming breath, smoothing up the papers she was still holding. Morgan went to close and lock the door again, putting the ray gun back in its hiding place as she did so.
‘Do I get to know what happened?’ Alex asked. ‘Dying to know what they did to make you actually hit them this time.’
Morgan bit her lip. With every moment as her anger and shock fell, the torrent of other ugly emotions clawed at her chest, making her heart ache. But she fought it down, burying it until later. Until she had the time to deal with it. ‘Just the final straw I suppose,’ she rasped. She turned back, watching Diego smoothing over her pile of papers and wipe away at the tear stains on the pages. Morgan looked past her and froze, ‘Chad?’
Diego’s face fell and she turned behind her, to see Chad leaning on Morgan’s kitchen table. Staring at the papers in front of him. ‘Chad wait-’
‘What is this?’ Chad asked, looking over his shoulder at Diego. Staring intently, disbelieving at her. ‘This is some kind of trick isn’t it?’
Diego swallowed. Morgan looked back to Alex, who was watching with confusion and some amusement, before looking back at Chad and Diego. ‘Chad, I can explain…’
‘Explain what? This is a trick, it has to be,’ Chad picked up the papers, rifling through the first stack and beginning to read, ‘“There are no substantial genetic markers to indicate any biological relation between Morgan Sterling and Chad Sterling.” This has to be made up.’ Alex’s smirk fell, and they turned to Morgan, their concern growing at the sight of Morgan tearing up. ‘Tell me this isn’t real.’
Morgan slowly let out a steadying breath, ‘I was very careful when I picked the testing centre. I made sure it was fully independent. No heroes or villains have any stocks or shares or are involved in any of its boards or research.’ Chad was breathing faster, beginning to hyperventilate, and Diego stepped forward to touch his shoulder. ‘When Rex got a hold of your DNA he found something and…and yes I wiped his records but I also needed to check he was right.’
‘Right about what?’ Chad asked. ‘About this? Rex Roofer told you my DNA’s wonky and then you went and snuck around behind my back?’
‘We didn’t know if he was planning something or not,’ Diego said. ‘And there’s nothing wrong with your DNA, all your markers are healthy.’
Chad sniffed and looked down at the papers. ‘These are yours,’ he murmured, shuffling through them again. ‘There’s a file for me?’
The papers in Diego’s hands tightened, ‘Yes, but maybe you should wait until you’ve calmed down.’
‘Calmed down?’ Chad spun around to stare at her. ‘These people are lying about me and you want to hide even more of their lies?’
Morgan shook her head, ‘They’re not lying.’
‘Oh yeah?’ Chad pulled out a sheet of paper from the pile, ‘Why is Alex in your test data?’ Morgan didn’t need to look behind her to feel the wave of confusion and surprise from Alex. ‘You’re telling me they gave you their DNA and let you do a paternity test?’
‘You didn’t say it was for a paternity test,’ Alex whispered, making Morgan flinch. ‘Why would you need me for a paternity test for you three?’
Morgan refused to tremble, refused to let the tears building up in her eyes spill over. Which was more than could be said for Diego, who was trying to hold back the sobs and failing.
Chad looked over at Alex in confusion, ‘Wait, you did?’
Alex nodded, frowning, not taking their eyes off Morgan. ‘Why was I in this little net?’
Morgan swallowed, ‘Your test results are on the table.’
Diego’s head snapped up, but before she could voice any protest Alex snapped their fingers and the partly crumpled papers appeared in their hands. ‘Morgan, what are you doing?’ Diego asked.
‘We can’t hide it.’
‘Hide what?’ Chad asked. ‘What’s going on?’
‘I’m not going to hide it Morgan but there is a way to have this conversation with more tact.’
‘No amount of tact in the world is going to make any of this easy to swallow,’ Morgan said. ‘Better to just rip off the bandaid.’
‘This isn’t ripping off the bandaid Morgan. This is breaking an arm! Or worse!’
‘What is?’ Chad grabbed at the papers in Diego’s hand but missed, ‘Is this still about me? Why am I the last person allowed to know?’
‘How old is Chad again?’
The siblings all turned to Alex. Who was staring at the words in front of them without blinking.
‘Why does that matter?’ Diego asked, scowling at Alex as she stepped in front of Chad protectively.
Alex didn’t look up, eyes scanning over the conclusion paragraphs again and again. ‘Because it does.’
Chad swallowed, looking at Morgan, then back at Alex, ‘I’m on the no kill list remember?’
Alex snorted, a wet sound that broke into a weak chuckle. ‘Yeah. I remember.’
The soft sound from Alex seemed to freak Chad out even more, and left Morgan looking concerned. But he nodded and said, ‘Then…I’m not telling you my actual age. But…I'm four years younger than Morgan and Diego.’
The heroes flinched at the sudden flickering of the lights in the kitchen. Alex blinked, the flickering stopped, and they finally looked up to meet Morgan’s gaze. ‘And you vouch for this company?’
Morgan nodded, ‘I do my research Alex.’
They took in a slow deep breath, before letting it out again. Everyone else was silent as Alex stared off, thinking intently. They finally nodded, looking away so only Morgan could see the moisture welling up in their eyes, and headed into the living room.
‘What the hell?’ Diego whispered. ‘What was that?’
‘Morgan?’ Chad asked, starting to well up again. ‘What’s going on?’
Rip off the bandaid, Morgan thought, and turned to Chad. ‘Remember when I said Rex got your DNA so I hacked into his system to wipe it all?’ Chad nodded, clearly tense. ‘Well, he only had a handful of DNA profiles on his private server. And when yours got added his system showed a partial match with another profile he had.’ Diego closed her eyes, peeling away Chad’s file from the stack of papers. ‘Now, I didn’t believe it at first, but the evidence looked convincing so I needed to check it myself.’ Morgan gestured to Diego, ‘I got Diego to help me, and we sent off four DNA tests for paternity results.’
‘They’re lying,’ Chad said.
Morgan shook her head, ‘I’m sorry but they’re not. Diego and I raised you as our baby brother, and no one will ever be able to take that away. But biologically? You match with someone else.’
Chad shook his head, looking down at the pages he had been handed. His voice shook as he read the conclusion out loud. ‘“There are no substantial genetic markers to indicate any biological relation between Chad Sterling and Morgan Sterling. There are no substantial genetic markers to indicate any biological relation between Chad Sterling and Diego Dodgers.”’ At the final line his breath caught and his shoulders shuddered, but he carried on reading, ‘“There are sufficient genetic markers to indicate a biological relation between Chad Sterling and Alex Stewart. Based…based on the number and location of key markers the most likely relationship is that of siblings?”’ Chad looked up at Morgan, ‘I’m Alex’s brother? That…that can’t be right.’
Morgan looked away, ‘It matches what Rex found.’
Chad shook his head, ‘No. No that's…it’s wrong Morgan. First of all we look nothing alike, Alex is all tall and blonde and evil and I…we…I look like you!’
‘We can do the test again,’ Diego said. ‘We’ll find a better clinic and get them done again. You, me, Morgan, maybe get our parents involved?’
‘No,’ Morgan said. ‘There’s a reason they weren’t supposed to know about this.’ She shook her head, thinking carefully, ‘If you want to do it yourself then fine. We can find a different clinic. But if you want to get parents involved we’re going to Alex’s.’
‘The former supervillains that raised Alex to be the S tier villain?’ Diego looked at Morgan dumbstruck. ‘You can’t be serious.’
‘Very serious actually.’
‘Why them? Why not our parents?’
Morgan rolled her eyes, ‘I forget you’ve never met the Stewarts.’ She finally closed the gap, looking Chad in the eyes. ‘Okay, you might find this hard to believe, but Janice and Bernard, they are the absolute sweetest people in the world. They own a farm, and bake cakes and pies in their spare time, and…are the warmest people I’ve ever met. And they adore Alex, and I know with every fibre in my being they would have adored you.’
Chad’s mouth was agape, struggling to process, and Diego squeezed his shoulder a little tighter as she asked, ‘Then, if the tests are right, how could this have happened?’
‘I don’t know,’ Morgan said. ‘Because Janice and Bernard wouldn’t have abandoned any of their children, not under any circumstances. So…maybe you got separated. Maybe they thought you went missing, and mum and dad adopted you.’
‘That doesn’t explain how Chad looks like a Sterling and nothing like Alex,’ Diego said.
Morgan rolled her eyes, ‘We live in a world with superpowers and magic, you think they wouldn’t get a spell put on Chad to make him look like the rest of the family?’
Chad shook his head, ‘They haven’t. I would know.’
‘You didn’t know about this! None of us did!’
‘Because it’s not true!’ Chad shouted, voice breaking as the tears threatened again. ‘Besides, why would they?’
Morgan laughed humourlessly, ‘We’re talking about the same people right? They’re obsessed with their image, we were supposed to look like the perfect uniform family remember? That would be hard if all of us dark haired, dark eyed heroes had a little cherub boy sitting in the middle of the family photos.’
Diego scowled, ‘That’s not fair Morgan. You’ve taken one test-’
‘Two tests!’
‘You’ve taken a test you ran and a test that a crazy villain claimed he ran and just told us they’re more important than what’s in front of our own eyes,’ Diego continued.
‘I’m saying,’ Morgan growled, ‘that if I’m right and they hid this then our parents aren’t going to be the ones to go to if we’re after the truth. They would bury it, 1000%. Janice and Bernard will actually help us find the truth.’
Diego shook her head, ‘I don’t even want to humour this. This is all ridiculous. And how can we trust Alex’s parents more than our own?’
‘Very easily,’ Morgan said. ‘I would trust our parents to throw me into a volcano if it meant they could be the best heroes there were. Alex’s parents would save me from said volcano and kick mum and dad’s arses for good measure.’
‘Morgan!’
‘What? Are you going to tell me I’m wrong? Those two don’t know the meaning of the word family! Everything they do is for their precious image and reputation, and you’re expecting me to trust them with the truth after they’ve lied to us for decades?’
‘You actually believe this don’t you?’ Chad rasped. The twin’s argument broke as they turned to Chad and saw the silent tears falling down his face. ‘You think I’m not your real brother.’
Morgan swallowed, her voice sticking in her throat, ‘That’s not what I said.’
Diego immediately wrapped Chad up in a hug, trying to gently soothe the worst of the tears. ‘You’re our brother okay? And nothing and no one is going to change that. Right Morgan?’
Morgan sniffed and nodded her head, ‘Course. It’s…you’re our brother Cheddar.’
Chad’s face crumpled at that. He buried his face into Diego’s shoulder as he began to shake from the sobs. She pulled him closer, rocking him gently on the spot. Morgan had to look away, turning her attention towards the kitchen. She tried to convince herself that it was just to give them space. That was all.
Chapter 6
Summary:
The siblings try to process the revelation, and Morgan gets a call that raises more questions.
Notes:
Moooses: the revelation came out! they know Chad and Alex are siblings! What else could there be?!
Me:....hey watch this!Content warnings, these are all brief mentions but worth saying:
- Grief and loss
- Child death
- Fire and fear of fire
Chapter Text
None of the siblings knew how long they had been huddled in the kitchen. Diego comforted Chad as he crumpled into her arms, with Morgan orbiting around them. Getting them both drinks, tidying up the papers, checking her programs for any Rex activity. But even then she didn't approach the living room. She told herself she was just giving Alex space to process. And she definitely wasn't unnerved by the silence from the rest of the apartment.
Once Chad’s had cried himself out and his trembling had lessened enough for him to focus, he was fixated on the report. He sat at the table, Diego next to him, reading every single line and scrutinising the table of markers as if he could understand what the various lines and numbers meant. Diego had run out of comforting words, her hand rubbing circles between his shoulder blades to try and provide some comfort.
Eventually, the spell had to be broken. And it broke at the sound of Morgan’s phone buzzing in her pocket, making all three siblings jump. Morgan pulled out her phone in confusion, her frown falling away at the name on the caller ID. She stepped away from the table, half turned away from the others as she answered, 'Hi Mrs Stewart.'
'Morgan sweetheart, hi,' Janice's sweet voice came through. Morgan glanced back to see Diego and Chad both on edge. 'How is everything over there?'
'In the city? Crazy as usual,' Morgan said. ‘How’s the farm?’
Janice hummed, ‘Oh nothing much to report. Bernard’s working on some sort of doo-hicky in the workshop.’
‘Good, good,’ Morgan smiled. ‘Is everything okay? Did Alex forget a family birthday or something?’
‘Oh no,’ Janice said. ‘But…did Alex tell you that they were planning a visit today?’
Morgan’s blood froze at the words, and she swallowed silently, ‘No, they showed up?’
‘Yes, without a heads up, and I’m rather worried. We didn’t even realise they were here, but not five minutes ago Bernard found them in the basement buried in old memory boxes.’
‘Memory boxes?’ Morgan frowned in confusion. There was a creak of floorboards and Morgan turned around to see Chad and Diego standing closer, close enough to try and listen in on Janice’s side of the conversation. ‘What, like Bernard’s old scrapbooks?’
Janice chuckled, ‘Oh sweetheart, there’s more than old scrapbooks down there. Photos, old toys, Alex’s first shoes. Report cards. Which…they’ve never been that interested in going through since they moved out. So I was wondering if you knew what had happened to bring this on.’
Morgan met Chad’s eyes. Chad, who was torn between confusion and concern, and beginning to tear up again. ‘I’m not sure. Not without knowing what they were looking at.’
Janice sighed, ‘Alright, let me see which section of the basement they’re in. Am I alright to call you back in a minute?’
‘Course,’ Morgan nodded, ‘Let me know if you need me to make my way over.’ Janice thanked him, Morgan not putting down the phone until she heard the click of the call ending.
‘So,’ Diego started, ‘What do we think Alex is planning right now?’
‘Whatever it is,’ Chad said, ‘it can’t be good. Perhaps I should go to ground for a while.’
‘Don’t be so overdramatic,’ Morgan rolled her eyes. ‘What “nefarious” plans do you think they can make with photos and trinkets from their own childhood?’ She huffed out a breath, thinking carefully, ‘It’s more likely they’ve gone to look for baby photos or something.’
Diego thought for a moment, ‘You think they’re looking for any evidence they had a baby brother?’
‘Maybe,’ Morgan shrugged. ‘That’s what I’d do if I found out I had a missing sibling. Look for evidence.’
Before anyone else could respond, Morgan's phone rang again, and Morgan answered, ‘Hi again Mrs Stewart.’
Janice sniffed, and Morgan immediately frowned in concern, ‘So I know what Alex is looking at,’ Janice said.
‘Are you okay?’ Morgan asked. ‘What happened?’
‘Hm? Oh, I’m fine,’ she said. ‘It’s just…’ she trailed off, and Morgan could hear her faint sigh. ‘I’ve just realised none of us have told you about Charlie.’
Chad swallowed, making Morgan put a finger to her lips. Just in case. ‘It doesn’t ring a bell.’
Janice was silent for another moment. ‘Charlie was Alex’s younger brother. We lost him…years ago now. But…time can only heal so much I guess,’ she said, her voice starting to well up with emotion.
‘I’m sorry,’ Morgan said.
‘Thank you dear,’ Janice sniffed. ‘Alex was so torn up about it.’ Morgan glanced up to catch Chad and Diego’s disbelief at her words. ‘Well, we all were.’
Morgan bit her lip, ‘I couldn’t even begin to imagine what that was like.’
‘It was hard,’ Janice said. ‘It still is. Having to tell people I have an angel in heaven.’ Her breath shuddered again, causing static down the phone. ‘Losing him is actually the main reason we avoided Capital City for so long.’
Morgan frowned, ‘Why? If…you don’t mind telling me of course. I’m not trying to pry.’
‘Oh you’re such a sweetheart,’ Janice said. ‘It was…it was just hard going back to the place he died. Losing him almost got me back into villainy actually.’ Chad stiffened out of the corner of Morgan’s eye, but Janice carried on. ‘Trying to wrangle a six year old and a toddler in the middle of the City was not easy at the best of times. But the heroes and villains…they should be more careful where they stage their battles.’
Morgan paled, ‘You lost him in the middle of a battle?’
‘He got scared, got away from us and ran into a building. Bernard went after him.’ Janice sniffed, ‘I almost lost both of them when the building went up in flames.’ Chad’s eyes were wide, and Diego was shaking her head. Morgan however was barely paying attention to them, too busy listening intently to Janice. ‘I managed to get Bernard out, but no matter what I did, I couldn’t…I couldn’t find my baby.’
‘I’m so sorry,’ Morgan whispered. She could hear Janice sniffing and the soft sobs from the other end of the phone. ‘Do you want me to come down? I can bring some of Alex’s stuff, help out with Daisy, anything you need.’
‘Oh,’ Janice tutted, ‘that isn’t necessary. You don’t need to worry about us.’
‘I know,’ Morgan said. ‘But I want to help you if I can.’
‘You are so sweet,’ Janice said, and Morgan could hear the smile in her voice despite her trembling from the tears. ‘We always love to see you. But don’t feel obligated, okay?’
‘Of course,’ Morgan said. ‘I can let you know when I’m an hour away.’
‘Perfect! That gives me plenty of time to cook something up for you.’
Morgan smiled, ‘I can’t wait. See you soon.’
The two hung up, Morgan swallowing and putting her phone away. ‘I know we’re still in the middle of this, but-’
‘You didn’t tell her,’ Diego said.
Morgan shook her head, ‘No, that feels unfair to do over the phone. Besides, Chad hasn’t decided what he wants to do yet.’ Chad blinked in confusion at Morgan’s statement, and Morgan shrugged. ‘I’m not going to rush you into something.’
‘Thank you,’ Chad rasped.
‘There’s nothing to rush into,’ Diego said. ‘The tests are wrong.’
Morgan sighed, ‘Diego…’
‘Janice just said her toddler aged son ran into a building that went up in flames. Ran Morgan. That meant he had to be two or three at least. But I remember Chad coming home from the hospital. I remember his birthdays, I remember his first Christmas. All of it.’
Chad looked away, eyes glistening again. Morgan sighed, ‘So your memories from when we were four are more reliable than actual science?’
‘A test you got done in secret because a villain told you something about the Chadster.’ Diego shook her head, ‘Not the most reliable starting point for a theory Morgan. Especially when it’s from the psycho that stalks Chad.’
‘Technically he’s the Chadster’s stalker,’ Chad whispered. ‘He doesn’t really care about Chad.’
‘Not the point,’ Diego said. ‘The point is, are we sure we can really trust any of this?’
Morgan looked at Diego incredulously, ‘You helped me get the tests sorted.’
‘Yeah, because I thought they would tell you that what Rex said was bogus! And then you would drop it and we could go find out Rex’s actual plan!’
‘So because the tests say something you don’t like, you're going to ignore them?’ Morgan asked. ‘What the hell?’
‘I’m not going to just believe them,’ Diego said. ‘Rex could have messed with the results.’
‘This clinic is fully independent! I told you! I vetted everything!’
‘There’s no way to know without doing the test again,’ Chad said, his voice hoarse. ‘Or by checking the clinic again.’
Diego nodded, ‘Good idea, we can get our hero contacts to check the clinic over.’ Morgan rolled her eyes, but Diego carried on. ‘We need to investigate Rex properly as well.’
Morgan shook her head, ‘That’s not-’
‘Good idea,’ Chad said. ‘I should look into Rex though.’
‘You’re sure you’re okay with doing that?’
‘Of course,’ Chad said. ‘I’m a hero, that’s my job.’
Diego smiled, pulling Chad into a hug, ‘Proud of you Cheddar.’
Chad gave a watery smile and nodded, ‘Thank you sis.’
‘Right,’ Morgan closed her eyes and stepped away, ‘well while you do that, I’m going to go look for the actual answers.’
Chad looked up, ‘Wait, Morgan! Rex is still after you and Alex isn’t here to scare him off. I should make sure you’re safe until they get back.’
‘Absolutely not!’ Morgan laughed. ‘You are not going to start babysitting me.’
‘Morgan, you’re in danger,’ Chad said. ‘I’m not letting you out of my sight.’
Diego worried at her lip, watching the two of them. ‘Morgan, please. You’re our sister, let us protect you.’
Morgan sighed, hiding her face with her hands as the two heroes talked over her around bodyguarding and watches. Diego soon left with a list of things to look into and a final wave for Morgan. As soon as the door closed behind her Morgan glared at Chad, ‘You’re not stopping me from going to the Stewarts.’
Chad nodded, ‘I know.’ He looked up, and Morgan caught Chad’s heroic bravado falter to show a glimpse of fear. ‘But I’m still not leaving you alone.’
Morgan’s eyes narrowed as she scanned over Chad’s expression. ‘What are you thinking?’
Chad looked away from making eye contact with Morgan. ‘Do…do you remember when I would wake you up in the middle of the night and you would let me get into your bed?’
Morgan faltered, trying to work out where Chad’s question had come from. ‘Which time?’
‘When I first started doing it?’ Chad asked.
Morgan barely had to think about it. ‘Yeah. You lost your little rabbit and started having nightmares. Why?’
Chad swallowed, ‘Do you remember what they were about? The nightmares?’
Morgan frowned, trying to think. ‘I mean…not well. You weren’t even three yet, you weren’t that good at…talking.’ Morgan looked back at Chad, who swallowed under Morgan’s scrutiny. ‘I do remember you were scared of fire though. For a long time.’
Chad nodded, ‘Never made sense did it? Being scared of fire when Mum could summon it at will?’
‘Made sense to me,’ Morgan said. ‘I hated Mum’s sparring lessons. But you didn’t get those lessons until you were eight.’ Chad shrugged, looking away so Morgan couldn’t read his expression. ‘Are you actually considering this as a possibility?’
‘No,’ Chad said. Too quickly, and far too defensive. ‘But…maybe I could imagine what that Charlie kid went through. In his final moments. Must have been scary.’
Morgan nodded, thoughtful for a moment. ‘Okay. Well…I’m going to check in on Alex. And say hi to Janice and Bernard. And maybe get fed.’
‘Well,’ Chad said. ‘I refuse to leave you alone and vulnerable to Rex’s next attack. So I should stick with you to make sure you’re safe.’
Morgan watched Chad carefully, replaying the conversation between Chad and Diego in her head. For a moment, she wondered when Chad had gotten so bloody cunning. ‘I’ll send Janice a heads up that I’ll have a bodyguard. Give me a minute to pack.’
Chapter 7
Summary:
Morgan and Chad begin the trek to the Stewart's farmhouse. It looks like a long car journey is ahead of them
Notes:
The last two chapters: lots of reveals, emotions and heartbreak
This chapter: two siblings on a road tripNo content warnings, I don't think. Let me know if I miss anything.
Chapter Text
After a quick flurry of packing and a quick trip to Chad’s apartment, the siblings were throwing the final bags into the car and getting ready to go.
‘How long is the drive?’ Chad asked.
‘A few hours,’ Morgan said. ‘Just got to make sure I have the right address.’
‘I thought you’d been to their house?’
‘I have. But last time Alex just teleported us,’ Morgan shrugged. She put their address into her sat nav and watched the route calculate. ‘Oh.’
Chad peeked a look over her shoulder, ‘A few hours?!’
‘Technically I’m not wrong,’ Morgan said, putting the satnav on the dashboard. ‘We can grab food on the way.’
‘Actual food,’ Chad warned. ‘You can’t just have coffee.’
‘Course not!’ Morgan pulled up her music on her phone as she glared at Chad. ‘If it's an all nighter while driving coffee won’t be strong enough. I’ll grab some energy drinks.’
‘No,’ Chad said, ‘We’ll find somewhere to sleep when it gets that late.’
Morgan rolled her eyes but for once she didn’t argue. Her gut told her she wouldn’t need to. Instead she busied herself with picking her favourite driving playlist, pulling out onto the road and heading straight out of the city and towards the nearest highway.
Aside from the music, the trip was quiet for the first hour or so. Morgan was too busy singing along to the strange medley of rock music, her hands drumming on the wheel in time with the music. If Chad had anything on his mind he didn’t try to bring it up. Instead he watched the city melt into the highway, trees and fields racing past them.
It was an hour later to the minute when Chad glanced over at Morgan, who was busying herself with shouting along to a song he recognised from when she would drive around in her first car. Glancing down at her phone, Chad slowly and carefully reached out for her phone. When she didn’t notice, Chad quickly inputted her passcode, grinning at guessing it right. In fact, Morgan didn’t even realise what Chad was doing until the song cut off mid chorus.
‘The hell?’ Morgan looked over as Chad pressed the screen and electronic lo-fi beats started coming through the speakers. ‘What are you doing?’
‘It’s my turn to pick music.’
Morgan scowled and tried to snatch her phone back, ‘Since when?’
‘That's how we’ve always picked music in the car. You get an hour, Diego gets an hour, I get an hour.’
‘Not in my car you don’t! How did you even get into my phone?’
‘With the password,’ Chad said with a grin. ‘You should really get into better cybersecurity practices.’
Morgan frowned, ‘I have fourteen different passwords for my phone alone. How the hell do you know them all?’
Chad shrugged, ‘You’re a creature of habit.’
‘Excuse you!’ Morgan finally managed to snatch her phone back.
‘Hey! It’s my turn!’
‘In this car driver picks the music and shotgun shuts their cakehole,’ Morgan grumbled, trying to find her driving playlist again.
Chad sighed, ‘Morgan please. There’s only so much distorted rock music I can deal with. Can we please put on something else?’
‘I’m not putting your stupid lo-fi music on.’
‘It’s not stupid! It’s relaxing!’
Morgan snorted, ‘It’s boring. And do you really want me getting bored while the two of us are in a car alone in the middle of a highway?’
Chad paused, thinking for a moment. ‘Good point. Then how about just the radio?’
‘Nah, if I’m going to listen to the same ten songs on repeat they’re going to be good ones.’ Morgan scrolled through her phone for a second, looking at the options. ‘How about gaming music?’
‘I said relaxing Morgan. Driving to some final boss music is asking for trouble.’
‘Fine. Then…electroswing.’
‘Electro what?’
Morgan’s jaw dropped, ‘You uncultured swine!’ She immediately put on an electroswing playlist and tucked the phone into its phone compartment, grinning at the sound of saxophones and trumpets. She immediately started bopping along to the music, making Chad shake his head and grab the phone. ‘You can’t be serious!’ Morgan shouted.
‘Singing’s one thing, but you dancing while driving is a hazard,’ Chad said. He went into Morgan’s playlists, raising an eyebrow at the number of playlists referencing heist planning, until he found something satisfactory.
The first bars of the music started and Morgan raised an eyebrow, ‘Taylor Swift? Really?’
Chad shrugged, ‘I like Taylor Swift.’
Morgan snorted, trying very hard to keep her eyes on the road. Driving down empty highways was her favourite type of driving, and now she was very grateful for the deserted road as she started to laugh, Chad’s confusion only making her laugh more. ‘Sorry! Sorry, I just didn’t realise you were a Swiftie.’
Chad shrugged, suddenly sheepish, ‘That’s not a bad thing. She’s a very talented singer.’
‘She is! She is,’ Morgan chuckled. ‘I just…can’t picture you at a Taylor Swift concert.’
Chad’s blush grew at that. ‘Why couldn’t I go to a Taylor Swift concert?’
‘I’m not saying you couldn’t.’
‘You just think I would look out of place?’
‘I mean…’ Morgan glanced over to make sure Chad wasn’t actually pouting. ‘Most Swifties aren’t superheroes in their day job.’
Chad huffed, ‘Well. You know what they say.’ He glanced over at Morgan. ‘The fakers gonna fake fake fake fake fake.’
Morgan’s smile dropped. ‘No.’
Chad began to smirk, ‘The haters gonna hate hate hate hate hate.’
‘I will kick you out of this car.’
‘And I’m just shake shake shake-’
‘Chad!’
‘Shake it off!’ Chad started laughing as Morgan declared she was revoking his Taylor Swift privileges. Until the playlist switched over to the song in question and Chad cheered, immediately singing along. Morgan tried to keep her scowl up, but something about Chad singing along with absolute joy was infectious enough to make the corner of her mouth curl up into a grin. Something that she vehemently denied when Chad had finished singing and spotted the expression on her face. The two argued, getting louder and laughing harder as the song swapped again, Morgan insisting that they swap the music to something else while Chad demanded they keep it on.
‘Okay!’ Chad shouted. ‘Compromise.’ Morgan stopped shouting, raising an eyebrow at Chad. ‘One more Taylor song. And then you can pick the next music. But!’ he raised his finger for emphasis, ‘you have to sing along.’
Morgan rolled her eyes, ‘You’d better make your one song count then.’
Chad grinned and pulled up the playlist, scrolling for a few seconds before picking a song, looking very proud of himself when the intro started. His grin only growing bigger when Morgan immediately recognised it and they glared at Chad. ‘No.’
‘You made a deal.’
‘Absolutely not.’
‘Then I get to listen to my music the entire way there right?’
Morgan bit her lip, sighing as the song built up to the chorus. Making Chad beam as she began to sing along through gritted teeth, ‘And he’s long gone, when he’s next to me.’
‘And I realise,’ Chad began to sing along, still beaming, ‘the blame is on me.’
Morgan chuckled, still singing along as Chad got louder when the chorus hit. She shook her head, her attention jumping between the road and watching Chad sing along with nothing but joy. And something about it made Morgan’s half hearted singing just a little more enthusiastic. Just a little louder. Until by the final chorus the two of them were singing at the top of their lungs. More shouting than singing really. But they sang and laughed as the song ended and the playlist jumped to the next one.
A couple of hours and a trip to the services later, and the various attempts at karaoke had wound down to a gentle hum. Morgan had managed to get her gaming music on, with Chad trying to guess which game it was from and making Morgan despair with every guess. She was slurping at the last of her soda from their drive thru dinner, and Chad was debating which of the various sweet treats they should open first. Morgan insisted on a twinkie to start with, while Chad cracked open the strawberry laces.
He looked out the window, watching the last of the sunset, before turning to Morgan, ‘How much longer do we have to go?’
Morgan tapped on the sat nav, ‘We’re about a third of the way there.’
Chad frowned, ‘We should really pull over soon. I don’t want you pulling an all-nighter.’
Morgan shrugged, ‘I’ll pull over when I get tired.’
‘Promise?’
Morgan rolled her eyes, ‘Yes I promise. When I get tired enough to sleep I will pull over and find somewhere for us to rest.’
Chad squinted in suspicion, then nodded, seemingly satisfied. The music drifted over the two of them, the only disturbance was the rustling of the sweet bag as Chad tried to wrangle out another strawberry lace.
Eventually Chad had to break the silence, ‘So uh…Alex’s parents. What do you think they’ll be like tomorrow?’
Morgan kept her face neutral, glancing over at Chad. He was looking out of the window, fiddling with the sweet wrapper with one hand. His other hand was absentmindedly playing with the hem of his jacket, the material rubbing between his thumb and forefinger. ‘If they’re anything like they usually are, Janice will insist on feeding us as soon as we walk through the door. Doesn’t matter if it's mealtime or not, she will be giving us food. Bernard will probably be tending to the animals or in the workshop at first. He might have the news on, he might have his old man radio station on, something like that.’
‘They have animals?’ Chad asked.
‘Oh yeah, they own a farm,’ Morgan said. ‘They have chickens, a couple of pigs, a few horses. Oh, and Daisy the pony. Cutest girl in the whole farm.’ Morgan glanced over at Chad, watching him stare out of the window. ‘They’ll probably offer a tour if you’re interested?’
‘Maybe,’ Chad muttered. ‘I don’t need one though. I’m only going to make sure you’re safe, remember?’
Morgan opened her mouth, before pausing. ‘Right. Yep. Of course.’
The car continued in silence for a while longer. The two of them were barely listening to the music anymore. Morgan could tell that Chad was thinking, and thinking hard. And that his thoughts would lead to questions. It was only a matter of time until they spilled over. If Diego was here she would have probed Chad by now to help coax said questions out. But that wasn’t really Morgan’s expertise. So she drove, and waited, for Chad to be ready. Or for him to just burst from the pressure. Same result in the end.
The sun had finally set when Chad managed to get out his next question. ‘Earlier when you…when you explained everything about this theory of yours. You said I’d always be your brother no matter what.’ Morgan tried not to flinch, but made a noise to confirm she had heard him. ‘Did you really mean that? This isn’t just an elaborate plan to dump me onto the Stewarts?’
Morgan sighed and shook her head, ‘No. No it isn’t. For starters you’re a grown adult, I can’t dump you on anyone.’ A ghost of a smile crossed Chad’s lips, so fast Morgan barely caught it. ‘But you are my brother. And even if I think you’re an asshole-
‘Hey!’
‘-even then, that’s not going to change,’ Morgan finished. She glanced over, trying to give Chad a small smile. ‘I meant what I said. Diego and I raised you to be our annoying little brother, and no one can take that, or you, away from us.’
‘Then why did you do all this?’ Chad asked. ‘Go after this information, go behind everyone’s backs?’
‘I went behind everyone’s backs because I didn’t want you or Alex to freak out over a rumour from Rex,’ Morgan said. ‘And I did it because I needed to know if we had been lied to. If after all the truth comes out you reject all of it and continue to be Chad Sterling the great hero then that’s up to you. But then you would have the information, you can make that choice. But if it’s true then someone took that choice away from us when we were too young to fight back and that’s fucked up.’
‘Us?’ Chad asked. Morgan’s hold on the steering wheel tightened slightly, and Chad thought for a moment, ‘Training to be my sidekick would probably sting if I wasn’t even your brother, huh?’ Morgan slipped into her old poker face, not giving anything away, not even when Chad’s head tilted back onto the head rest. ‘Before this, I was your little brother who got stronger than you and was raised to be the brilliant hero with you as the sidekick to protect me. But now…if this test is right, which it’s not by the way. But, if it is then you were raised to be a sidekick for a fake brother.’
‘You are my brother,’ Morgan said.
‘Not biologically,’ Chad replied. ‘According to the test. Which I don’t believe.’
Morgan licked her lips, trying to choose her words carefully, ‘I hated that I got forced to train as a sidekick. I hated the fact that our parents could see no better life for me than that. Being the sidekick for my little brother was salt in the wound.’ Morgan glanced over again. Chad wasn’t looking at Morgan, his eyes focused on the bag of sweets in his hand. ‘If the test is right, then you shouldn’t have been raised to be a hero at all.’
Chad snorted, ‘No I would have been raised to be a villain.’
‘No you wouldn’t,’ Morgan said. ‘Janice and Bernard didn’t raise Alex to be a villain.’ Chad looked at her in disbelief, and Morgan shrugged. ‘It’s true. They didn’t want to pick a side or a career path for Alex. They could have become anything. Janice actually had to fight off the FA’s interest in Alex joining the early recruits program when their powers came in until Alex decided what they wanted to do.’
‘You believe that?’
Morgan smiled and nodded, ‘When you meet them you’ll get why I believe that. But…they didn’t have a specific plan for Alex’s future. They just raised a kid, taught them their manners and how to run a farm. Helped them with homework. Taught them how to cook. Whatever Alex chose to do was entirely on them.’ Morgan had to pause to swallow down the emotions beginning to well up. ‘If the test is right, then you got taken away from that life. You should have had that chance to just…be a kid and learn how to ride a horse, or cook, or whatever else you wanted to learn. And if you chose to be a hero they would have supported you. But they would have supported you if you…chose to be a fisherman.’ Chad snorted at the suggestion, and Morgan smiled. ‘Or a football player, or an actor…’
‘Or a doctor?’
‘Now let's not get ahead of ourselves,’ Morgan grinned. ‘You’ve only got so many brain cells.’
‘Hey!’ Chad threw another twinkie at Morgan, making her laugh as she ripped open the packet to tuck in. ‘I could have been a doctor.’
‘Playing a doctor on Grey’s Anatomy wouldn’t count.’
Chad grinned, ‘I would be an amazing actor.’
Morgan smiled as well, ‘I’ll agree with that one. As long as you got rid of your hero voice.’
‘What hero voice?’ Chad said, slipping into his loud boisterous tone with a grin. ‘This is just how I talk Morgan!’
‘Nope! No, that voice is banned in my car!’ Morgan said, glaring until Chad burst into laughter. ‘You think I’m joking? I will stuff the rest of the twinkies down your throat to shut you up.’
Chad carried on laughing, settling back down in his seat. He went back to looking out the window as the conversation lulled, the silence only broken by the music still playing. ‘So, about the sidekick thing.’
Morgan took in a slow breath before replying, ‘I hated being trained as a sidekick. But if I got trained to be a sidekick for someone who wasn’t born into the life, for someone who didn’t need to be raised in that environment, it just makes all that bullshit even worse. We were raised to be heroes, that was clear from day 1. Which means I got trained to be the sidekick for a boy who was robbed of the childhood he was supposed to have. And I can never undo that.’
Chad finally turned to look at Morgan, watching the poker face crack to show the anger and hurt just below the surface. ‘If the tests are right.’
Morgan let out a slow breath. ‘If the tests are right.’
‘Which they’re not.’
Morgan sighed, ‘If you say so.’
‘And even if they are,’ Chad said, ‘it wouldn’t be your issue to undo. Like you said, we were raised in that life. We didn’t get a say, we were given a duty and had to fulfil it. So even if the tests are right…none of that would be on your head. And if Alex’s parents are as perfectly wonderful as you say they are, I don’t think they would blame you for any of that.’
Morgan swallowed, breathing carefully so that her lip wouldn’t start to quiver. ‘Thanks.’
Chad smiled, looking back out of the window to watch the silhouettes of the trees race past. And if he heard Morgan sniff or wipe at her eyes, he wasn’t about to point it out. Morgan always hated it when people saw her cry.
Chapter 8
Summary:
Chad meets the Stewarts, and breakfast is served.
Chapter Text
By the time the journey had hit the halfway point Chad had clocked out, snoozing softly against the window. Morgan gave him a solid fifteen minutes to check he was definitely asleep before slowing down, feeling around in the backseat of the car for the second secret bag of supplies she sourced when Chad wasn’t looking. She popped open the can of energy drink and took a long swig, resting the drink in the cup holder before turning the music up slightly, careful not to wake Chad as she did so. As long as the music was loud enough to keep her attention and she paced the energy drinks however, she would not get tired enough to have to keep the promise she made to Chad.
The rest of the car drive was quiet, with Morgan not letting her mind drift too far from the road and the plan in front of her. When they got to the other end and after Morgan had checked on Alex and Chad had made a decision about telling Janice and Bernard or not, then she could fall down the spiral of thoughts and emotions that was threatening to drown her. But until then she still needed to drive, still needed to be there for Chad and the Stewarts. And she couldn’t do that if she was distracted by her own annoying feelings.
So she drove, and sipped at her energy drinks, and listened to her music. And worked out how to introduce Chad to Janice and Bernard, tried to guess what Janice would make for them for breakfast. She imagined introducing Chad to the various animals on the farm, and the inevitable butting of heads between Chad and Alex. All entirely normal things, that definitely didn’t raise Morgan’s blood pressure.
At the point dawn was beginning to break Morgan checked the route on the satnav, cracking open another can when she saw how much farther there was to go. The sun was fully in the sky by the time Morgan was able to give Janice her one hour warning. And Chad slept through the whole thing, right until Morgan pulled up onto the drive of a very familiar farm house.
Chad startled when Morgan gave him an unceremonious poke, bolting up in his seat and looking around with bleary eyes, ‘Sup?’
‘We’re here,’ Morgan said, stashing her trash in the back and turning off the car.
Chad yawned, giving a stretch that popped a number of spots in his back and shoulder before looking through the windscreen at the farm house in front of them. ‘What time is it?’
‘Breakfast time,’ Morgan grinned, climbing out of her car.
Chad frowned at that, following Morgan out of the car and to the trunk to grab their bags. ‘When did you pull over to sleep?’
Morgan shrugged, ‘Didn’t need to. Wasn’t tired.’
Chad glared, ‘Morgan!’
‘Morgan!’ Another voice interrupted them, and Morgan grinned at the sight of a middle aged woman waving at the front door. Her blonde and silver hair was tied up in a loose bun, and she was pulling a cardigan on over clothes already dusted in flour. ‘It’s lovely to see you dear!’
‘Hi Mrs Stewart,’ Morgan smiled, jogging up to the porch and letting Janice pull her into a tight hug. ‘I see baking’s started early.’
A chuckle came from inside the house as Bernard stepped into the foyer, ‘You brought a new person for Janice to feed. She’s been in hostess mode since your call yesterday.’
Chad’s eyes widened at those words, just in time to Janice to spot him. ‘Speaking of, this must be your brother turned bodyguard.’
Morgan smiled and made room for Chad to step up onto the porch. ‘At his insistence. Chad, this is Janice and Bernard. And this is my little brother Chad.’
‘Tall fella isn’t he?’ Bernard grinned. ‘Did he take all your growth spurts Morgan?’
Morgan snorted, ‘You can blame that on Diego actually. I’m the only normal person surrounded by freakishly tall giants.’
Chad bit back a snigger at that just as Janice chuckled, ‘If you say so dear. Now,’ she turned to Chad with a beam that blindsided Chad, ‘Morgan didn’t tell me what your favourite food was, so I’ve just done a bit of everything. You can help yourself to as much or as little as you want, and make sure you don’t stand on ceremony.’
Chad smiled, ‘Thank you, that’s really kind of you.’
‘Oh it’s a warning dear,’ Janice laughed. ‘If you try to be all polite and make sure everyone else goes first Bernard will eat the lot!’
‘Not if I have anything to say about it,’ Morgan grinned. Bernard laughed at that, pulling Morgan into a headlock and ruffling her hair, making Morgan shriek with laughter. Chad watched on, dumbstruck at the sight, as Janice guided him into the house. She ushered him to drop the bags and led him into the house as Morgan and Bernard continued to banter in the foyer.
‘Are they always like that?’ Chad asked.
Janice smiled, ‘Morgan and Bernard? Oh absolutely. They’re always talking about their latest workshop and project ideas. Peas in a pod, those two.’
Chad looked back, watching Morgan chatter at Bernard with her face alight with joy. Her shoulders relaxed as Bernard wrapped her into a one armed hug, and something panged in Chad’s chest.
‘Are you alright there, love?’
Chad flinched at Janice’s voice, slipping into his normal smile and pushing his shoulders back, ‘Of course. I just worry about my sister, that’s all.’
Janice’s eyes narrowed slightly. ‘You don’t have to do that, you know?’ Chad raised his eyebrows in confusion, trying to not let his smile falter. ‘I know you don’t know us very well, but I promise, you and Morgan are both completely safe here.’
‘Of course,’ Chad nodded, still smiling. Refusing to let the mask crack.
Janice looked over at Morgan, then back at Chad. ‘It must have been hard to grow so distant after what you went through as kids.’
That made Chad flinch. ‘I don’t know what you mean.’
Janice just gave him a look. ‘Alright love. I won’t push. Lets get some breakfast in you.’
When the door to the kitchen opened Chad was hit with a wave of warmth and smells that made his mouth water. Sweet baked muffins mixed with rich coffee and salty bacon, and Chad looked in surprise at the table already decked out with an assortment of food. Muffins and waffles and pancakes, hash browns. Carafes of juice, jugs of various syrups, and a large pot of coffee.
‘Now,’ Janice said, breaking Chad out of his reverie, ‘help yourself to drinks. And since the others aren’t in yet you get your eggs first.’
‘I’m sorry?’ Chad asked. Still lingering in the door awkwardly as he took in the very large and very beautiful kitchen.
‘Your eggs, how do you like them?’ Janice asked. ‘I can do boiled, poached, scrambled, omelette, sunny side up. Or if you don’t like eggs at all then you can just tuck in.’
‘Oh,’ Chad blinked in surprise, looking at the table again, ‘I…I don’t mind.’
Janice chuckled, ‘I’m not going to try and find out all your secrets by getting the eggs you like. Now, which ones do you fancy?’
‘Uh…’ Chad looked at the display on the table already. ‘I really don’t…whatever is easiest.’
‘They’re all easy,’ Janice chuckled.
Footsteps from the corridor made Chad turn to see Bernard and Morgan finally joining them. ‘Is Janice bullying you about eggs?’ Bernard asked with a smile.
‘I’m doing no such thing!’
Morgan smiled and shrugged at Chad, ‘You still like cheesy omelettes?’
‘I…’ Chad glanced between Morgan and Bernard, clearly torn about something, ‘am happy with however you will have your eggs.’
Morgan rolled her eyes, ‘I like them scrambled, Alex has them sunny side up, and Janice and Bernard have them either poached or fried.’
Chad nodded, ‘One of those is fine. Thank you, I appreciate all of this.’
Bernard gave Janice a look before she had a chance to huff, skirting around the kitchen table to appease her with a kiss on the cheek. Morgan moved past Chad, helping herself to a cup of coffee and gesturing for Chad to grab a drink as well. He poured himself a glass of juice, sipping at it gingerly and looking over all of the food again, trying to work out exactly how the four of them were going to get through it all.
‘Alright,’ Bernard said. ‘One of us should go wake up Alex.’
Make that five, Chad thought to himself with dread.
Morgan glanced up at Chad and put down her drink, ‘I can go get them up. Let you guys finish with breakfast.’
‘Are you sure sweetheart?’ Janice asked. ‘You just got here.’
‘Yeah but I came to check in on all of you so…’ Morgan shrugged with a smile and darted out of the room.
Janice sighed, giving Bernard a silent look that seemed to carry a full conversation in it, and Bernard only shrugged in response. ‘Right, well,’ Janice said while turning back to the cooker, ‘Chad dear, how was your trip down?’
Chad perched on the nearest kitchen chair as Bernard ushered for him to start taking his pick of food. ‘It was fine. Roads were quiet for the most part.’
‘That’s good,’ Janice said. ‘I’m guessing one of you took shifts during the night. You’re more than welcome to use the guest room later if you need a nap.’
Chad flashed a smile, trying not to look guilty at the thought of letting Morgan do the entire drive on her own with no breaks. ‘Thank you. That’s very kind. So uh…’ Chad paused, looking around for a topic of conversation, ‘Morgan says you keep animals?’
‘Course we do,’ Bernard said with a grin as he settled onto his own chair. ‘We’ve got all sorts out on the back. How do you feel about horses?’
‘Oh…’ Chad frowned as he thought about it, ‘Diego used to love them when we were kids. I’ve never actually seen one up close though.’
Bernard’s eyebrows raised in surprise, ‘Well that settles it then! Farm tour after breakfast!’ And with that Bernard was off telling all sorts of stories about the animals, the various attempts at growing crops, the drama with the former neighbours, anything and everything he could think about. Chad was gripped, listening intently as Bernard effortlessly slid from one story to the next. He barely noticed when Janice came around to slide a cheesy omelette onto his plate, until the first bite made him hum in surprise. Bernard continued with his story though, only allowing Chad to whisper a quick but grateful thank you to Janice.
Chad had managed to make his way through most of the omelette and two of the pancakes when Janice sighed in worry, looking at the kitchen door, ‘I wonder what’s taking them so long?’
Chad paused mid bite, chewing slowly as he looked between Alex’s parents, carefully gauging their reactions. Bernard sipped at his coffee, frowning as well, ‘Alex was in a bad way last night. I hoped a good rest would perk them back up, but I guess not.’
‘Did uh…’ Chad swallowed his bite of food, pushing past the sudden lump of anxiety in his throat, ‘did Alex ever say what happened? Morgan didn’t really talk about it but she was worried on the way down.’
Janice smiled sadly at that, ‘She was? Of course she was, Morgan is so sweet.’ She grabbed a glass of juice and sipped at it while pondering. ‘I’m not sure how much Morgan has told you about our family?’
‘Only good things,’ Chad said with a smile. ‘To be honest we don’t talk all that much. What with um…career choices.’
Janice and Bernard both nodded in understanding. ‘Well,’ Bernard said, ‘we have our fair share of tragedy. Alex was very young when it happened, and I don’t think any of us really handled it well. For a good while afterwards at least.’
‘I’m sorry,’ Chad said.
‘Thank you dear,’ Janice gave him a small smile. She thought for a moment, her gaze fixed on a blueberry muffin. ‘Maybe it’s worse for Alex because we don’t talk about it,’ she said to Bernard.
Bernard shrugged in response, ‘They need to be around for us to talk though.’
‘I hear villainy is a demanding career,’ Chad muttered. The two villains in the room chuckled at that.
‘It’s more fun than hero work at least.’ The three of them turned at the sound of the new voice, watching Morgan come around the kitchen door. ‘Pays better too.’
Chad rolled his eyes as Morgan stepped in, thanking Janice for the food and grabbing a fresh cup of coffee. ‘The saying is “crime doesn’t pay”.’
‘Agree to disagree,’ Morgan said with a grin before spearing a waffle. ‘Alex is in the shower by the way.’
‘Ah,’ Bernard said. ‘Better make sure there’s enough water in the tank then.’ He stood up, doing a quick stretch before turning his attention to Chad. ‘Are you still interested in that tour?’
‘Oh, yeah. Yes that sounds fun,’ Chad said, smiling as Bernard left the room.
‘Don’t rush him Bernard!’ Janice said. She turned to Chad with a soft smile, ‘You take your time with breakfast, alright dear?’
Chad nodded, ‘Thank you Mrs Stewart.’
Janice scoffed, ‘Oh please. Anyone who gets invited to my table gets to call me Janice and him Bernard.’
Chad blushed at that, shoving some more food into his mouth before he was forced to answer another question. Morgan looked between the two of them, giving Chad a little smile. Chad tried to sneak a glare at Morgan in return, which only made Morgan silently shake with laughter. The rest of their silent conversation was cut short by Bernard returning with his rain boots, telling Chad to come and join him out the back when he was ready. Despite Janice’s protests Chad shovelled the last of the food on his plate into his mouth, throwing out a final muffled thank you before darting after Bernard.
Morgan snorted at the sight, taking her time tucking into some bacon as Janice prepared a plate for Alex. ‘That didn’t take long for him to get the tour.’
Janice smiled, ‘What can I say? Bernard worked his magic.’ With Alex’s food on one side Janice finally grabbed breakfast herself, scanning over Morgan as she sat down. ‘He reminds me a lot of what you were like the first time you visited. All nerves and small space. Which is impressive considering how big his hero persona is.’
Morgan blinked at that, ‘He told you his hero persona?’
Janice smiled, ‘When you’ve been in the business as long as I have and have seen both sides of the hero villain fight, you learn to notice a few things. And connecting Chad with the Chadster is not exactly the biggest leap.’
Morgan snorted, ‘You should tell his nemesis that then.’
‘Oh that Roofer fellow is an idiot,’ Janice said. ‘A genius in many respects granted, but common sense is not one of them.’ Morgan chuckled at that, and Janice looked to the back door. ‘I do have one question though. What happened to Chad’s arms?’
‘Oh, uh…Alex did.’
Janice’s eyes widened slightly, ‘Oh my. Maybe we should keep them in separate rooms for a while then.’
Morgan smirked, ‘Might be for the best.’
Chapter 9
Summary:
Hey, we haven't check in on Alex in a while...
Notes:
Hey Captain_Milf, this is an early update to thank you for making the connection for the thing that made you sad xD
Content warning for:
Grief, lots of grief, and struggling to process grief
Mention of assumed child death and child trauma
Chapter Text
The shower was at its hottest setting, filling the room with solid steam thick enough to choke on. The scalding water was hammering onto Alex’s back as they braced against the wall. Head down, they watched the water spin into the drain. The whirlpool drained away any trace of sleep and salt that had been on their face. Breathe in, and breathe out , Alex thought. Don’t break Mum’s wall again.
Alex barely reacted at the knock on the bathroom door. ‘Alex?’ Bernard called out.
‘Yeah,’ Alex croaked.
‘I’m assuming Morgan told you about our guest. Not sure how you feel about this one so I’m taking him outside. You’d better not avoid breakfast today alright? Or your mum will have a fit.’
Alex let out a breath. ‘Got it,’ he shouted back.
‘Alrighty then,’ Bernard said. ‘Let us know if you need anything.’
Alex squeezed their eyes shut, ‘Yep! Will do.’ They held it in until Bernard’s obvious steps had faded away down the stairs. They could have kept on listening if they wanted to. Or tune into the conversation in the kitchen to see what Morgan and their Mum was gossiping about. But the only thing they honestly wanted to hear was the shower. The hammering of the water against tile was like static, blurring into the background. Better than silence. Better than worried voices. Or angry ones. Better than their swirling thoughts playing over the same scenes over and over again.
When they found out that Morgan was coming over they were fully expecting her to be weird when she arrived. Perhaps she would be jittery, or harsh and cold. Or two steps away from a breakdown herself. But when she walked into their bedroom she was wearing an expression Alex hadn’t seen on her before. She was quiet in the dark bedroom, creeping over to the bed in that way she did at 5am when she was supposed to be in bed six hours earlier. Perching carefully on the edge of the bed, she managed to meet Alex’s eyes. Which was their first mistake. Alex had thought they had cried all their tears out the day before, but their eyes were prickling again. Morgan didn’t raise any attention to it though, except to put a hand on Alex’s arm.
She finally broke the silence with a whisper. ‘Janice told me about Charlie.’
Alex’s whimper was enough for Morgan to lean down and wrap Alex up in a hug. They clung to Morgan, sobbing into her shoulder. She didn’t try to hush them or quiet them down. She just laid down next to Alex and tucked them under her chin, brushing her fingers through their hair as they cried. ‘Do you want to talk about him?’ she asked.
They didn’t. But the words tumbled out anyway. They told Morgan about meeting Charlie for the first time when he came back from the hospital, about how he used to chase the chickens around. How he laughed at thunderstorms and hated broccoli. The day of the accident came next, about how scary the hero and villain fight was. How Charlie had screamed and bolted, and their Dad had gone after him while their mother was desperately trying to bring up some defences for the four of them. And all Alex could pay attention to was that Charlie had dropped Hops in his panic.
‘Hops?’ Morgan asked. It was the first thing she had said since Alex had started rambling.
Alex sniffed and nodded, ‘It was this little rabbit stuffy. Charlie loved her, never went anywhere without her. But, she was just lying on the floor and Mum was freaking out, and all I could think was if Charlie lost this damn rabbit then he’d be heartbroken.’
Morgan rested her cheek against Alex’s heart, ‘So you rescued her?’
Alex shrugged, ‘Not that it did much good. I couldn’t protect Charlie, the one that actually mattered.’
‘You were six,’ Morgan said. ‘You did what you could.’
Alex laughed coldly at that, but didn’t respond. Couldn’t respond. Apparently their words had dried up.
‘So I should warn you,’ Morgan said, ‘I didn’t come on my own…’
‘I know Chad’s here,’ Alex grumbled. ‘Mum told me last night. You hadn’t told her about the test.’
‘Neither have you apparently.’
Alex sighed, looking closely at the stitching on the collar of Morgan’s shirt. ‘I don’t know what to do. Charlie…he’s been dead for years now. For most of my life. And I thought I’d give anything to have him back, but now...’
Morgan smiled sadly, ‘Confession time? I thought I’d give anything to get rid of Chad.’
‘And now?’
Morgan didn’t answer, holding onto Alex tighter. Alex slumped against her shoulder, the two of them losing themselves in the embrace. Letting the world shrink down to this one dark bedroom, with just the two of them in it.
Until Morgan moved. ‘I need coffee. And you probably need a shower.’
Alex grumbled, sitting up while glaring at Morgan. She flashed a brilliant smile at Alex in response and got up from the bed. ‘What are we going to do?’ Alex asked. ‘About this?’
Morgan faltered, turning back to Alex halfway. ‘I…was going to follow Chad’s lead on this one I think. For now at least.’
Alex let out a huff at that, ‘You expect me to hide this from my parents?’
Morgan raised her eyebrows, ‘Pretty sure I don’t have a say in what you do. Or how you do it. I can’t stop you from telling them if you want to. Besides,’ Morgan shrugged, ‘I reserve the right to change my mind later and tell them everything.’
Alex’s shoulders slumped, watching Morgan straighten her clothes and heading for the door. ‘Are you okay?’ Alex asked.
Morgan froze with her handle on the door. She swallowed, breathing carefully in the silent room. ‘Ask me again later,’ she whispered, and slipped through the door.
Alex was sure she was downstairs now, entertaining Mum with her latest heist plans over bacon and coffee. Dad would probably be doing his rounds around the farm by now. And Chad…
Alex sighed, scrubbing at their face before they gave any stray tears a chance to fall. They let the scalding water fall on their face, running their hands through their hair. They tried to focus on what they wanted to look like for the day. That was an easier thing to think about. What body, what hairstyle, what outfit. Eventually they had enough together to admit they needed to get out of the shower. They dried off in the steamy room, ruffling their blonde hair in their towel while feeling it grow past their shoulders. Their figure was slender with a hint of curves. And by the time they left the bathroom their perfect outfit was already on their bed.
No one batted an eye at Alex thundering down the stairs. When she slunk into the kitchen however Morgan and Janice both did a double take. Morgan had to swallow a snort as she looked between Alex and Janice.
Janice frowned, scanning the outfit up and down, 'Absolutely not.'
Alex looked down at the ripped joggers, still stained with blood from various fights, and an oversized t-shirt that looked like it had been hacked at with a pair of rusty scissors and proclaimed, "Breaking news. I don't care". 'What? I don't see the problem.'
Janice gave Alex an unimpressed look, 'Alex we have a guest.'
'No,we have a hero in the house. And if we're not careful it might turn into an infestation.'
'Alex,' Janice snapped, levelling a glare at them. 'You are not wearing bloody and ripped clothes at my table.'
Alex rolled their eyes, snapping their fingers. The scruffy clothes melted away into a blood red corset shirt matched with perfectly form fitting black pants. 'There. Clean and whole.'
Morgan snorted into her coffee, trying to hide from Janice's glare. 'Is this really necessary?'
Alex shrugged, 'Depends. Is the idiot still around?'
'If you mean Chad,' Janice said in a disapproving tone, 'then your father is giving him a tour of the farm.'
Alex nodded and sat down at the table. 'Then the outfit is very necessary. Pass the juice?’
Morgan handed over the carafe of juice without a word, holding back her laughter. Janice sighed, ‘You know how I feel about you trying to make guests feel unwelcome.’
Alex gave their mother a cold smile, ‘I do indeed. And you know how I feel about heroes butting into my private stuff.’
‘He’s on the no kill list,’ Morgan muttered.
‘The no kill list-’
‘You will not be hurting any of my guests under my roof,’ Janice said, glaring at Alex with glowing scarlet eyes. Morgan flinched at the sight, pulling away from the table and preparing to get out of dodge. Especially when Alex’s cat like eyes met their mothers without hesitation. ‘Am I understood?’
Alex’s lip curled into a mockery of a smile, and they nodded, ‘None of your guests. Will be hurt by me. While under your roof.’
‘That includes the entire farm.’
Alex’s smile dropped and they huffed, ‘Fine.’
Janice smiled, the red light in her eyes fading to their usual light blue. ‘Thank you dear. Now, eat up.’
Chapter 10
Summary:
Chad gets a tour of the farm and Bernard decides Chad needs a pep talk.
Notes:
*looks at Alex's unresolved anger and trauma* anyway!
Content warnings for this chapter, which can be summed up as: "The Sterling parents are shit parents, impose impossible standards and now Chad thinks anything less than perfect that he does is a failure." Also Bernard's pep talk gets emotional, so if you struggle with supporting father figures showing pride in their kids then warning because that happens too.
Chapter Text
‘You are a strong lad aren’t you?’
Chad looked up with a smile at Bernard. Apparently part of the tour of the farm was interactive, Bernard doing his mid-morning chores while also showing Chad the various animals. And, well, it was only polite for Chad to help out where he could. Right now the two of them had filled buckets with seed and pellets for the chicken coop, and Chad had grabbed the two heaviest ones without thinking.
‘I do try to keep fit,’ Chad said. ‘Although robot arms do help with that.’
Bernard nodded in approval, ‘Only so much. Your shoulders and back are working with those as well. It’s impressive.’ He picked up the final bucket and an empty basket. ‘I also need to check if the girls have left any eggs.’
Bernard led Chad to the large coop, pointing out various spots on the farm as they went. Chad took it all in with a soft smile. This he could do. He could be strong, learn about the animals, help out with the chores. Bernard’s stories were also providing a perfect distraction.
‘Oh,’ Bernard said, interrupting himself, ‘Those buckets are for the larger run. If you leave those by the mesh there we’ll sort those in a second.’
Chad dropped the heaviest buckets before Bernard levered open the door to the main coop. Chad flinched at the sudden flurry of hay, sawdust, and clucking feathers. Bernard paid the chaos no mind, cooing over each of the birds as he carefully stepped through the coop, which was more like a small shed in size. The chickens flooded around their feet, heads bobbing at the two of them. Chad tried to gingerly fend them away with a foot while Bernard busied himself with hooking the basket onto a hook and emptying the first bucket into a long thin tray. The chickens hurried over, immediately pecking at the food and giving Chad a moment to breathe.
Bernard then opened the panel to let the chickens out into the larger mesh run and checked at the various nests. A few of them were still occupied, and Bernard clucked. ‘Have you girls all made each other broody?’
‘Does that mean they’ve laid eggs?’
Bernard nodded, ‘Yeah and they want to sit on them, but there’s no rooster right now so there’s nothing to incubate. Time to get plucked at.’
Chad looked at his hands, and back at Bernard with a smile, ‘Anyway I can help?’
Bernard was about to refuse before he realised what Chad was indicating at, and grinned at the young hero. ‘Well if that ain’t useful. Okay, if you slide your hand in like this…’
Between the two of them Chad was able to lift up each of the hens so Bernard could grab all of the eggs while avoiding the worst of the angry beaks, placing them in the basket with delicate movements. Once they had been collected from the chickens and empty nests the two men left the coop to move around to the run. Bernard then directed Chad in filling the various feeding trays with the seeds and pellets while checking over the eggs.
‘Okay,’ Bernard nodded, ‘The coop doesn’t need a clean for another couple of days. Horses or pigs next?’
Chad shrugged, ‘I’m happy to follow your lead.’
They spent a fair bit of time out on the farm, Bernard swapping between stories and instructing Chad on the various tasks for each of the animals. The two pigs, who Bernard affectionately called Petunia and Marigold, snuffled around Chad the entire time they were in the pig pen, even when Bernard had filled up their trough. The horses were something else entirely however. As soon as Bernard opened the stable there was excitable braying and the patter of horseshoes on hay. Chad started to pour buckets of feed where he was directed as Bernard went to open the stable doors, and Chad stared at the two sleek horses watching him. Bernard slid bridles onto them before leading them out of the stables. The thing that made Chad startle however was the small foal trotting out of one of the stables after the group.
‘You have a foal?’ Chad asked.
Bernard smiled and nodded, ‘Yep, he’s a little rascal aren’t you? So, here we have Butterscotch,’ he said, gesturing to the tall sleek chestnut horse on his left who had immediately started eating grass, ‘Meringue,’ he gestured to the wider cream horse and watched with surprise and amusement as she trying to tug away from Bernard and investigate Chad, ‘and the little one is called Oreo.’
Chad looked at the foal’s dappled grey and nodded, ‘That makes far too much sense.’ He put a hand out to Oreo for her to sniff, before realising she might not like his metal hand. ‘I heard about a pony as well?’
Bernard nodded, ‘Daisy’s in her own stall. Are you alright holding onto these two?’ Before Chad could refuse Bernard handed him the reins. Butterscotch didn’t notice, but Meringue immediately took the chance to come and sniff closer to Chad. ‘If you guide them over to that good patch of grass over there, I’ll let Daisy out and get the hay changed.’
Chad nodded, giving Bernard a big beam until he was out of sight. His face dropped and he turned to Meringue, ‘Please be nice to me. I’ve had a long couple of days.’
Meringue snorted in response and Chad tried to coax the two of them over to the thicker grass. Meringue followed easily enough, and Oreo trotted along after them, but Butterscotch proved to be the stubborn one. Chad was desperate not to tug too hard, he didn’t want to hurt the horse after all, but it just…refused to move. Until Meringue stomped their hoofs and Butterscotch pulled up, backing away and trying to drag Chad with them. Chad tried to hush both horses, pulling them over to the grass with a lot of nervous words trying to soothe and coax the horses into behaving. By the time he had gotten them to the longer grass and the three of them started to tuck in another set of hooves trotted up and Chad turned to see a small brown and white pony coming to meet them.
‘You must be Daisy,’ Chad said with a smile. Daisy snuffled over, checking over Chad before joining the others in acquiring breakfast. ‘Aren’t you a clever girl?’ He looked up, seeing Bernard over at the stable with forkfuls of hay, and he was ready to ask Bernard if he wanted to swap. But that would mean leaving the horses alone, and Bernard would probably be upset if he did that. Instead Chad held the reins, watching the four animals munch at the grass.
With the horses occupied, the sun in the sky and a gentle breeze blowing past, Chad couldn’t help but look around at the scene around him. It was so quiet here, a world away from the life he had grown up in. And so peaceful, it felt like he was in a dream.
Meringue headbutted Chad out of his thoughts, snorting near his face. He chuckled at that, shuffling with the two sets of reins to free a hand to try and pet their muzzle. Their big brown eyes stared at Chad, seeming to contemplate something before going to nuzzle against his cheek. Chad startled, trying to keep quiet to not spook any of the horses, and Meringue rubbed their velvet cheek against Chad’s face. He giggled, trying to duck away and return to patting her nose.
‘Is Meringue treating you nice?’ Bernard said from behind them, lumbering over with another basket, this one full of apples.
Chad turned with a grin, ‘They are, do they normally headbutt people?’
Bernard chuckled at that, ‘She’s seen her fair share of war wounds. Last time she did that to me was when I’d busted my arm and I couldn’t pet her properly.’ Chad froze at that, looking at his hand again. Suddenly a basket was being thrust into his face, and Bernard said, ‘They love a sweet treat in the morning with breakfast. If you want to do the honours.’
Chad thanked Bernard and gave Meringue the first apple, watching with wonder as she gently plucked the fruit out of his hand and started munching. Something bumped at his thigh and he looked down to see the foal Oreo staring up at the basket, hoofs padding and tail flicking in excitement.
Soon enough all the horses were munching on breakfast apples, and there were a couple left in the basket for Bernard and Chad to have for a break. Bernard led Chad over to a wooden bench, the two of them sitting and admiring the farm for a moment.
‘What do you think then?’ Bernard asked.
Chad looked out over the horses, a small smile on his face. ‘It’s really peaceful.’
Bernard snorted, ‘You wouldn’t be saying that if you were here for Oreo being adopted by the stable. Butterscotch was not impressed.’
Chad laughed along, watching the horses again. Before he realised something was missing. ‘Hey, where are their bridles?’
Bernard grinned and unhooked them from his arm, holding out the loops of leather for Chad to see before resting them on the bench. ‘Figured if I just let them out like I’d normally do you’d insist on helping with cleaning the stables.’ He glanced over at Chad’s unsure expression. ‘Don’t get me wrong lad, I’m always happy for the help. Having an extra pair of hands really does make it all go faster. But you’re not here to help me tend to my horses and pigs.’
Chad tried to not flinch at that, looking back over to the horses. ‘No. No, I came to make sure Morgan was safe. Didn’t want any villains getting to her on the road.’
‘And why would they do that?’
Chad licked his lips, trying to work out how much to say. His free hand was playing with the hem of his jacket, he really needed to get out of that habit. ‘She hacked into Rex’s private server and left a virus that wrecked all his systems.’
Bernard barked with laughter, sending the foal and Butterscotch whinnying at the sound. Daisy and Meringue however didn’t bat an eye at the sudden noise. Bernard didn’t seem to realise however, laughing hard enough to have to wipe away a tear, ‘Bloody hell! That’s our girl!’
Chad faltered at that, ‘Your girl?’
Bernard’s smile fell slightly, ‘Oh not like that, Morgan’s got blood family and I’ll never try to disrespect that. Its just…between her and Alex? She’s my favourite.’
‘Why?’
‘What do you mean why?’ Bernard laughed. ‘I get that you and your sister might not see eye to eye, what with your…career choices as you called them. But what Morgan does, she does bloody well. And if I was her father I’d be bloody proud of her. And then I realised hey, Alex is totally smitten with her, at some point we’ll probably hear wedding bells, and then I’d be her father in law! And since that’s a given, I can get in early on being proud of her.’
Chad blinked, trying to process everything that he had just said. ‘You…think Alex and Morgan are going to get married?’
Bernard nodded, ‘Should have happened already if you asked me. Probably would have if it hadn't been for Alex being a moron with that hero girl they married.’ Chad’s jaw tightened, and he opened his mouth to say his piece, when Bernard spoke again. ‘The point, my original point, is that she’s got blood family and I’ll never step on your toes with that. But I care for Morgan like she’s my own, and I probably always will. And while her accomplishments are on the wrong side of the law for you and your lot, for me they are accomplishments. Big ones. And she needs someone to celebrate those with her.’
‘Really?’
‘Sure, everyone does. You have your family to celebrate when you save the world, Morgan gets to celebrate her heists with us.’
Chad stilled at that, ‘Why would we celebrate that? It’s our job.’
Bernard frowned, ‘Because what you do is incredibly brave and dangerous. And you succeed. That deserves recognition.’
Chad snorted, shaking his head, ‘No it doesn’t. It’s just…what we do.’
Bernard’s frown darkened as he turned to Chad, ‘Are you telling me your parents don’t celebrate when you’ve saved the world? Or…stopped that nemesis of yours from blowing up the moon or whatever he does?’
‘No that would be ridiculous!’ Chad laughed. ‘What would we say? Oh yes, we chased away the aliens again, good work! Job well done on getting the Eiffel Tower put back! That’s what I’m supposed to do.’
‘But you succeeded. You should feel proud of that.’
Chad shook his head, ‘No, no because there’s always something to improve on.’
‘Like what?’
‘Like…’ Chad thought for a moment, trying to think of a recent example. ‘Last week, when a certain someone stole one of the pyramids. The pyramid was successfully stolen by the villain. And got damaged in the ensuing fight. And I nearly dropped it when I was trying to bring it back to Egypt.’
‘But you didn’t!’ Bernard was shocked at Chad’s attitude. ‘You and your team went up against my kid, none of you died, and you reclaimed the pyramid they stole. That’s an incredible feat.’
Chad shook his head, ‘Alex’s watch went off with some kind of alarm. That was the only reason why they left, otherwise at least half of us would have died then.’
‘Who cares?’ Bernard slid closer on the bench. ‘None of those people in Egypt will care about that. They will care that you protected them, that you got that pyramid back. That you were there to stop it from being so catastrophically worse.’
Chad raised his eyebrows in disbelief, ‘So I should celebrate a failure because the civilian population doesn't know any better?’
‘It wasn’t a failure!’
‘If it's not perfect it’s not worth recognition.’
Bernard scowled and put his hand on Chad’s shoulder, ‘I don’t know who the hell put that into your head, but you listen to me right now young man. Perfection, first of all, is absolute bullshit. If you always strive for perfection over everything else, you’re going to forget how to live.’ Chad scoffed at that, but Bernard carried on. ‘And second, what you do is no small feat. You went up against my kid. You survived. And you stopped what they were doing. The next day you, what, took down whatshisface’s latest mech suit monstrosity? The month before that when we were being invaded by aliens, you kept the people of earth safe. You’ve rescued us from apocalyptic threats again and again and again.’
‘That’s my job.’
‘And you’re good at it,’ Bernard pushed. ‘You should feel proud of that.’ Chad tried to not roll his eyes, he wasn’t that rude, but his disbelief was evident. So Bernard shook his shoulder, making Chad look at him. ‘Look at me. Alright? You do a brilliant job. And I’m so proud of you.’
Chad swallowed, trying to breath around the sudden vice around his chest. He couldn’t help but stare into Bernard’s eyes. Steel grey, but filled with more warmth than Chad could bear to look at. His voice caught as he tried to speak, ‘I thought you were proud of Morgan?’
Bernard gave him a soft smile, ‘I can be proud of more than one kid.’
Chad had to look away at that, trying to blink away the tears. His heart ached in his chest as Bernard leaned closer, finding the place under his fingers where metal shifted into flesh to squeeze Chad’s shoulder affectionately. Chad sniffed, wiping at his eyes. ‘Thanks,’ he whispered.
Bernard chuckled, ‘For what?’
‘Being so nice.’
Bernard pulled Chad closer to wrap his arm around Chad’s shoulders. ‘Anyone who wouldn’t be proud of you and what you do is a fool. Got it?’
Chad tried to nod, closing his eyes so he could pretend the tears weren’t beginning to run down his cheeks. He let Bernard pull him into a one armed hug, trying to ignore the yearning ache growing in his chest. Trying to convince himself that Morgan was still wrong, that these people weren’t his parents. And that he desperately didn’t want Morgan to be right in the end.
Chapter 11
Summary:
Bernard fusses, Janice bakes, and Chad and Janice talk pets.
Chapter Text
The two men eventually got up from the bench, packing away the buckets and supplies before heading back into the house. Bernard insisted on Chad having the first shower, leading him up the stairs and to the bathroom, encouraging him to help himself to the airing cupboard and the shampoo, and offering to get Chad’s clothes in the washing hamper. Chad thanked him, eyes still shining after the tears, and he grabbed his bag for some clean clothes.
When Bernard threw Chad’s clothes in the utility room, he stuck his head round the kitchen door and saw Janice had already cleaned away any remnants of breakfast and was bouncing between a homemade cheesecake and marinating some beef strips for lunch. ‘Morning love,’ he smiled at Janice.
She threw a smile and a wink over her shoulder and got back to the mixing bowl in front of her, ‘How’s Chad?’ Bernard looked around the rest of the kitchen, and Janice said, ‘Alex is showing Morgan Charlie’s memory boxes.’
Bernard sighed sadly at that, ‘Bless her. She is good to them.’ He moved through the kitchen, grabbing a jug from the fridge filled with homemade lemonade. ‘You can tell Chad and Morgan were raised in the same house.’
Janice growled at that, ‘Don't tell me-’
‘“If it’s not perfect it’s not worth recognition.” Were his exact words. About his job.’
Janice’s jaw dropped. ‘He’s the Sterling golden boy! How can they let him think that?’
Bernard shrugged, ‘The mind boggles. Makes you wonder how the third one thinks.’
‘Well hopefully her husband’s actually sensible and can get her on the right track,’ Janice said. ‘And Morgan has her little rag tag family now. And us. But who does Chad have?’
Bernard thought for a moment, ‘What’s his nemesis called again?’
Janice rolled her eyes, ‘The poor boy needs some help. Maybe then he won’t feel the need to wear that ridiculous enchantment.’
Bernard looked up in amusement at that. Trust his wife to spot when a spell walks into the door. ‘What enchantment?’
‘Some sort of visual enhancement charm. It’s on a pendant he’s wearing,’ Janice said. ‘From the looks of the spell it's quite old as well.’
‘Huh, I didn’t notice a necklace on him,’ Bernard shrugged. ‘Then again I wasn’t looking.’
‘Yes, well,’ Janice said. ‘He needs someone to give him a little bit of pride and confidence. Actual pride. Not that fake bravado he puts on for the cameras. Then maybe he’ll feel comfortable enough to not have to use magic to give himself perfect curls or whatever that pendant’s doing.’
‘Supernatural heroic sparkle in the eye?’
Janice pursed her lips at that, trying not to laugh. ‘That’s not funny.’
‘Maybe that’s where he’s getting the height from!’
Janice covered her mouth to smother a snort, ‘Bernard!’
He grinned, scooting over to lean over Janice’s shoulder. ‘Or it’s hiding the worst crime a hero could commit. Having acne.’ He planted a kiss on her cheek and dashed away before Janice could slap him on the arm and get cracker crumbs everywhere.
Bernard left quickly, and Janice listened to him heading up the stairs, the familiar creak in a certain floorboard telling her he headed for their bedroom. She stepped out of the kitchen and peeked her head around the door to the living room. Morgan and Alex were in hushed whispers leaning over a photo album, Alex curled around Morgan and held her like one might a teddy bear. Morgan was holding the photo album, turning each page slowly and carefully. On the nearby coffee table sat a faded rat plushie, and Janice smiled at that. Morgan must have brought Gibbles with her from their apartment. She left them to it, trying to not listen in on their conversation. Not that she didn’t want to know what they were saying. But there was cooking to be done, she didn’t have time to start weeping again.
She had enough time to lay the base of the cheesecake before the shower turned off upstairs, and she was ladling the filling into the cake tin by the time Chad hopped down the stairs. His wet curls were already beginning to bounce when he moved, and he smiled at Janice as he looked into the kitchen. ‘That’s a wonderful shower.’
‘Thank you dear,’ Janice smiled. ‘Fancy a drink? We have juice and lemonade in the fridge. Or if you fancy coffee I can get a fresh pot put on.’
‘Lemonade would be great, thank you,’ he said, heading over to the fridge. Janice pointed out where the glasses were and soon Chad was sitting at the kitchen table, sipping at a glass of lemonade and watching with fascination as Janice finished putting together the cheesecake.
‘What do you think of the farm then?’ Janice asked.
‘Oh, it’s wonderful. Meringue is very friendly.’
Janice looked surprised at that, ‘Really? She’s been rather cagey recently.’ She finished with her decorating and slid the cheesecake into the fridge to set. ‘When we got Oreo, Butterscotch kept trying to fight him. Meringue’s the boss of the stable though, so she set them both right. But since then she’s been very protective over the baby. She wouldn’t let Bernard near her stall for a good week or two at first unless she’d escorted Oreo out into the paddock. She obviously settled since, but we’ve had guests around a few times and she’s been giving all of them a wide berth.’
Chad’s eyes widened in surprise, ‘Really? She was the first one to come up to me. Even bothered me for pets at one point.’
‘She let you pet her?’ Janice laughed in disbelief. ‘Are you sure you’re not a horse whisperer or something?
Chad snorted, ‘I doubt it. I’ve never met a horse before today, and I don’t have any animal affinity powers. That and Butterscotch was far too stubborn for me to claim that title.’
Janice hummed, ‘Maybe Meringue decided to adopt you as well.’ Chad chuckled, although Janice spotted the brief moment of panic before he smothered it. ‘Her and Daisy make a good team.’
‘Team?’
Janice nodded, ‘They’re both very good mediators. Good at looking after people. Meringue was the first horse we ever bought.’ Chad smiled, watching with interest, so Janice continued. ‘Alex had barely learned how to crawl, but we were going around this huge market, and there was a mare with all these foals for sale, and Alex just fell in love with Meringue.’ Janice smiled, getting lost in the memory for a moment. ‘So we got a stable, which we hadn’t planned for. But Bernard didn’t know how to say no to Alex.’
Chad huffed in amusement, ‘And the rest is history?’
‘Pretty much,’ Janice smiled. ‘We got Butterscotch when Alex was…eleven I think. They were making noise about wanting to try horse racing and Meringue was much too old for any of that nonsense.’
Chad raised his eyebrows, ‘I can’t imagine Alex horse racing.’
‘They’re very good on a horse,’ Janice said. ‘Too tall though. Once their growth spurt hit, that was the end of trying that professionally. But Butterscotch was part of the family by then.’
‘And Oreo?’ Chad asked.
Janice paused at that, ‘Horses normally live to 25 to 30 years. And Meringue is healthy now, but that stable has had two horses and Daisy in it for so long it felt wrong to lose that. But we didn’t know how they were going to take to a foal, so we figured if we get Oreo now then there’s time for them all to settle before…before the worst happens. You know?’
Chad glanced away, ‘I’m sorry.’
‘It’s the risk we take when we have animals,’ Janice smiled. ‘And it’s so worth it. She’s seen everything that one. Been with us through all the good and bad.’
Chad nodded, thinking intently about something. Janice checked on the marinating food for lunch, watching Chad out of the corner of her eye. His poker face wasn’t as good as Morgan’s, and she was able to spot someone hiding that they were scared.
‘Anyway,’ Janice smiled. ‘I’m sure Bernard’s talked your ear off enough about the farm. Do you have any pets?’
Chad looked up and shook his head, ‘There’s a dog I’m looking at adopting, but she’s an old lass so I need to go through all these screening checks first. Make sure I can keep up with her health regimen, give her a safe home, all that stuff.’
‘Oh that’s so sweet!’ Janice cooed. ‘Do you have a picture?’
‘Uh,’ Chad excused himself to grab his phone from his bag, scrolling through the screen. ‘There she is. She’s called Pebbly.’ Janice immediately began to coo over the picture of the retriever, fussing over how pretty she is. Chad beamed with pride, looking at the picture himself before pocketing the phone. ‘I’m surprised you don’t have a dog to be honest.’
‘Bernard’s never been one for traditional pets,’ Janice chuckled, sitting down at the kitchen table. ‘He would have gotten a reptile shed if I let him.’
‘Anything poisonous?’
Janice shrugged, ‘Hard to say. I know he’s been interested in pythons in the past, but I don’t know about the venomous ones. What about you? Ever had any exotic pets?’
‘Oh no,’ Chad said. ‘Pebbly will be my first pet if the adoption goes through.’ Janice’s jaw dropped in shock and Chad quickly tried to backpedal. ‘Oh it’s not like that. None of us really wanted pets as kids, we were too busy.’
Janice scowled at that, ‘I’ve never met a child who doesn’t want a pet. You never even had goldfish?’
‘We honestly didn’t want them,’ Chad said. ‘I mean…it would have been irresponsible.’
Janice’s heart sank at that. She shouldn’t badger Chad about his childhood on his first visit here. But she couldn’t help but judge Caroline and Richard for this behaviour. The more she heard from Morgan (and now Chad) the more her heart ached for their poor children.
‘Well,’ she said, biting her tongue on her more choice thoughts, ‘I’m glad you have a chance to fix that now. Rescuing an animal is a wonderful thing.’
Chad began to relax when it looked like Janice was going to drop the subject. ‘Thank you.’ He had another sip of his drink, then looked around. ‘I should probably go and check in on Morgan.’
‘Oh she’s in the living room. With Alex,’ Janice said.
Chad noticeably stiffened at the mention of Alex, and flashed a strained smile, ‘I’ll just pop my head through then.’
‘Of course,’ Janice said. ‘Come back in when you’re ready. Or when lunch is cooked, whichever comes first.’
‘Thank you very much Mrs Stewart.’ She raised an eyebrow at that and Chad cleared his throat. ‘Uh…thank you Janice.’
‘Better,’ she smiled and waved Chad off, watching him duck away sheepishly. When he left her smile dropped into a frown, and she went to the back door, grabbing her shoes on the way. It would be interesting to hear what Meringue thought of Chad.
Chapter 12
Summary:
Alex and Morgan start to look through the memory boxes.
Notes:
Me: okay I need to keep to a posting schedule
Also me: posting new chapters gives the dopamine!Content warnings for:
- grief, presentations of grief
- mentions of assumed child death
Chapter Text
'Have you called your therapist yet?'
Morgan turned to look at Alex. Now their mother wasn't in the same room and they were fiddling with their small rat plush Morgan had just retrieved, their vague animosity had dipped into something more hollow, like all their emotions had been wrung out of them. She shook her head, 'Not had the chance yet. I'll call her when we're back home.' Alex frowned and was about to argue when Morgan whipped around to take in the rest of the living room. 'Besides I'm more interested in these!'
Alex scowled and looked over at the various boxes stacked up in the room. 'What about them?'
'These are the memory boxes right?' Morgan asked, waiting for Alex to nod. 'Why did they get all of them out?'
'They didn't,' Alex said. 'They only got out Charlie's ' Morgan's eyes widened, making Alex chuckle quietly. 'Oh yeah, they kept everything.'
'Everything everything?' Morgan asked.
'What else is the word "everything" supposed to mean?' Alex asked. 'And no, they weren't this thorough with me.'
'I mean,' Morgan wandered over to the first dusty box with curiosity, 'I'd be offended on your behalf, but I think that amount of stuff would rival your hoard.'
'Collection,' Alex said. 'And where do you think I got that habit from?'
'Fair enough,' Morgan looked around again. 'So, do your parents still want them out? Or do they want to go back downstairs?'
Alex paused, looking around at the stacks of boxes. 'I mean…do you…want to look?'
Morgan was looking away, but Alex still saw her shoulders stiffen, her grip tighten on her pockets. The silence in the room grew heavy, heavy enough to concern Alex. They approached Morgan, wanting to break the silence, but they couldn't think of the right words. Eventually they touched her shoulder, making her flinch. She stepped away from Alex and cleared her throat. 'I don't mind. If you want to then sure.'
Alex bit their lip, trying to focus on the box Morgan had found. It was hard for them to ignore her wiping at her eyes but they somehow managed it. ‘Um…this one is mainly photos.’
‘There’s a whole box for photos?’ Morgan asked with a hoarse voice.
‘Photos and all the legal documents. Like his birth certificate and vaccines records.’ Morgan had the box open with lightning speed, to the point Alex had to brace the rest of the stack to make sure they didn’t topple. ‘Should I have led with the birth certificate?’
Morgan glared at Alex, but didn’t bother to deny it. She lifted the box off the stack, settling down on the ground as she opened it up and looked inside at the contents. ‘That’s a lot of albums.’
‘You’ve seen how many pictures Dad likes to take,’ Alex said, setting Gibbles on the coffee table as they sat next to Morgan.
‘I know but I didn’t think he kept every photo he took.’
Alex shrugged, ‘I think in those days you did.’ They reached over and pulled out one of the larger albums, flicking through the photos while Morgan went for a thinner folder. The first page showed an old and faded birth certificate. Reading the sheet, Morgan frowned. ‘Charlie’s birthday was May 12th.’
Alex nodded, ‘Yeah, why?’
‘Chad’s is January 5th,’ Morgan said. ‘Why change the birthday?’ She frowned and flipped to the next page, reading through various old medical records. ‘The only part that matches is the year.’
Alex shrugged, ‘Why steal someone else’s kid and pretend he’s yours? The whole thing is fucked up, you’re going to get hung up on the date?’
Morgan rolled her eyes, ‘Okay, you’re not wrong, but…’ she sighed, coming to the final page in the file, ‘I’m missing something.’ She read over the death certificate, bile rising in her throat with every passing moment. ‘October 17th.’
Alex flinched, not looking up from the photo album. ‘Yeah. It was our first time in Central City. We were…’ they paused, looking away for a moment, ‘...I don’t even remember why we went there. Mum and Dad must have thought it was important but…I couldn’t tell you what we were doing.’
Morgan dropped the folder and crawled over to Alex, putting a hand on their shoulder. ‘Alex?’ They sniffed, wiping at their nose. Morgan swallowed as she tried to think of something to say. ‘Would uh…going through the pictures help?’
They looked back at the photo album on their lap. ‘It…I don’t know. It’s nice. But it hurts.’
‘Okay,’ Morgan said, shifting around to get a look at the page. It was a scrapbook of different photos. One was an obviously excited child Alex sat in their best dress with bright blond hair and clear blue eyes that reminded Morgan of Janice. In their arms was a small pink faced baby, no more than a few months old, dressed in dungarees and grinning around his fist. ‘Who knew you’d be such a cute kid?’
Alex snorted, giving Morgan a watery smile. ‘Of course I was a cute kid. Look at me. I’m adorable.’
Morgan chuckled at that, shuffling in closer to get a look at the different pictures. Shots of Alex with either or both of their parents. Shots of baby Charlie balanced on parent’s laps, in high chairs, and a few shots of Bernard holding him out in the farm where he was squealing in delight at a much younger Meringue. ‘She seemed to like him.’
Alex smiled sadly, ‘Oh yeah. Mum said that Meringue was smarter than any other pet. She’d know who was family, who was a threat, and she always knew when someone was in trouble.’
Morgan snorted, ‘You horse is psychic?’
‘It’s entirely possible, have you met her?’
Morgan went to turn the page and Alex stiffened next to her. She didn’t need to ask why though. Front and centre of the next page was a picture covered in balloons and streamers, with a giggling one year old wearing a party hat and pointing at the camera. ‘Do you want to stop looking?’
Alex shook their head, but swallowed at the pictures. Morgan knelt up to be closer to comfort them, not even jumping in surprise when Alex pulled her onto their lap. ‘Sorry,’ Alex muttered, but not pulling away as they buried their face in Morgan’s shoulder.
‘It’s okay,’ Morgan said. ‘Just, let me move the photos, the book’s digging into my leg.’
They soon had shifted, the book was now on Morgan’s lap while Morgan was pinned to Alex. In any other circumstances she would have been bemused at how Alex was peeking at the album over her shoulder while the rest of their face was hidden. Despite how much it clearly hurt them, Alex didn’t want to skip over Charlie’s birthday pictures, pointing out to Morgan important details on each photo. Like another relative, or a particular toy that Charlie loved. Or even something about Alex in the pictures they showed up for. And it went on for pages. Morgan didn’t know she could be surprised at how many photos Bernard had taken anymore, and yet here she was.
Alex smiled at the page turning and pointed at the last one of the birthday photos. ‘And that’s Hops.’
Morgan frowned, looking closely at the little stuffed animal. It was a soft grey with tartan ears and paws, and wearing a large silk bow, and already Charlie had his little baby vice grip around its neck. She knew that Chad had a favourite teddy, that it was a little rabbit, and that he had lost it when he was still a toddler. Mostly because that was when he had started coming to Morgan’s room, so that little tidbit had stuck in her head. But looking at the picture of the bear, Morgan realised she couldn’t remember what Chad’s teddy had ever looked like.
Before she could ask about it though a creak of wood in the corridor outside startled the both of them. Morgan looked up to the door, trying not to roll her eyes when Alex’s eyes tightened around her.
‘Sorry,’ Chad said. ‘I was just-’
‘Spying?’ Alex asked, venom dripping from their words.
Chad bristled at that. ‘I was just checking in on Morgan.’ Alex scoffed at that, and Chad’s glare hardened. ‘Hopefully I won’t need to “spy” on either of you.’
‘Chad,’ Morgan said in a tired voice. ‘Play nice.’
Chad scowled, ‘You don’t need to tell me that. What about them?’
Alex glared, ‘What about me?’
‘Alex?’ Morgan gasped. ‘Grip. Super strength.’
They immediately loosened their hold on Morgan’s waist, and a moment later Morgan was dropping to the floor. Chad startled and moved over to help, but Morgan was already climbing to her feet and dusting herself off, looking around the room for the S tier. But they had vanished. ‘Dammit Alex,’ she rolled her eyes and pulled out her phone, sending them a quick message to check in.
‘Are you okay?’ Chad asked.
Aside from a bruised tailbone, I’m fine,’ Morgan winced as she bent down to pick up the folder. ‘How was the tour?’
‘Oh,’ Chad paused, looking back to the door to the living room for a second, ‘fine. Great. Bernard got me to help with feeding the animals and stuff.’
‘Did you meet the horses?’
Chad nodded, ‘Yeah, the tall white one, Meringue I think, she was very friendly.’ He frowned as he realised Morgan was putting the books away, ‘What are those?’
‘Oh, uh…’ Morgan glanced up at Chad. ‘Well these are all the memory boxes for…for Charlie. This is one of the photo albums. And these are his health and legal documents.’
Chad paled, looking around at the boxes again, ‘All of these are for Charlie?’ Morgan nodded. ‘That can’t be right.’
Morgan shrugged, ‘Apparently they kept everything.’ She propped the box of photos back on the stack and gestured to the others. ‘Want to have a look?’
Chad startled at the question, ‘What? Uh…no…we shouldn’t be snooping anyway.’
‘It’s not snooping, Alex said I could.’
‘Yeah, that you could. I don’t think any of them would appreciate a stranger looking through their private treasured possessions,’ Chad hissed. ‘Besides, Alex probably didn’t mean that you could look through any of this stuff while they weren’t here.’
Before Morgan could argue a door clattered shut in the kitchen. Footsteps sounded and Janice appeared in the doorway, pulling off her farm boots and smiling at the siblings. ‘Ah, are you both doing alright?’ They nodded and she looked around the living room, frowning slightly, ‘Where did Alex go?’
‘Chad spooked them,’ Morgan grinned.
Janice raised an amused eyebrow and looked at Chad, who was trying very hard to not look guilty. ‘Oh you did? Quite impressive.’ She looked at the stack of boxes Morgan was standing next to, her amused expression flickering for a moment. ‘Ah. Those are rather all over the place aren’t they?’
Morgan looked around at the stacks of boxes, ‘We can tidy them up a bit if you want? Take them downstairs, move them to make some space.’
She smiled sadly, blinking rapidly as her eyes began to glisten, ‘You are so sweet. I uh…maybe if we just leave some space in the room? It's such an effort to cart them up and down the stairs.’
Morgan nodded, turning to Chad. ‘Time to put those metal muscles to use then.’
Chad scowled, ‘Not funny.’ Even so he stepped forward, watching Morgan plan how to stack the boxes in the corner of the room to free up the rest of the space, debating whether it was worth moving the furniture or not.
Neither of them noticed Janice slink behind them to the bookcase, or grab the largest cookbook on the shelf. She hurried back into the kitchen, resting the book on the table and studying it carefully. She touched the cover, a spark of magic dancing across her fingers as she did so, and she watched as the light pastel cover melted away to reveal thick dark leather etched in old runes.
Chapter 13
Summary:
Janice begins to investigate the secrets surrounding her guests.
Notes:
The discord bullied me into posting early so here you go. Enjoy!
No content warnings, except for nosy Janice
Chapter Text
In most circumstances Janice could accept that she would not be privy to everything that happened in the world anymore. Her days of seeking that kind of knowledge were long behind her, as was acting on the corruption she had found along the way. It still irked her when she could feel the secrets press against her, but she did not need to seek out the truth. Most of the time.
She had allowed Alex to hold their turmoil close to their chest, even as they were buried in Charlie’s old things, drowning in memories in a way she hadn’t seen them do since they first got their powers. A younger Janice would have seen that and become obsessed with knowing the cause of such pain. But she refrained, allowing the secret to sit undisturbed until Alex was able to unearth it themselves. It was healthier that way.
Morgan was always drenched in secrets when she saw her, but a new hard one was buried in her heart as she approached Janice for a welcome hug that morning. She was going to ignore it, she really was, until she saw a similar looking secret locked inside Chad. The same knowledge, but doused in different emotions. She tried, she really did, but she couldn’t help but probe at the young man in front of her. The heroic persona he wore was a heavy mask she could tell that much. And without that mask there he couldn’t keep his feelings as close to his chest as his sister could, and there was so much she was tempted to pull out of him. And then there was the matter of the pendant.
Oh she wanted to see what Chad was hiding behind that enchantment. But that was something that would be too obvious. Opening her third eye was not subtle, and the already fragile energy in the room would shatter. So she held back, trying to give them all space. She didn’t need to know every secret. And if they wanted to tell her, then they would in her own time.
So she stepped back, let Bernard take Chad on his tour, let Alex go to mourn while Morgan comforted them, and she prepared. It would take effort to make Chad feel at home here, and she knew that she didn’t need to. But something in her wanted to, wanted to show Chad what a home could look like when it was filled with love and care. If she did that, then she would try to be satisfied not knowing his secrets. That would be a good enough compromise she told herself.
Right up until Chad mentioned Meringue. And there was a thread, a whisper of something out of the fog. A clue. For all the good it was. Meringue was a brilliant animal, in tune with so many things. But she was not the most eloquent creature. When Janice tried to find out what her mare knew all Meringue could impress on her was…memories. First Oreo, then Alex, then Alex as a child. Images of Oreo in the stable, or Alex at home. She tried to keep Meringue on track, and finally got an answer she could use. Familiar. He’s familiar.
Now Janice was sitting at the kitchen table, the grimoire creaking as she opened the leather bound book, thick vellum pages crinkling under her fingers. She shook the slight tremble out of her hands and tucked some flyaway hairs behind her ears, eyes already glowing the colour of rubies and fire. The pages came to life at her touch, illegible runes moving across the dancing pages to weave the spells she needed.
There wasn’t a lot to start with though. The clues were too small and too spread out, and as she started to search for more connections she was buffeted at every turn. Something was warding her away. Janice scowled at that, and summoned the knowledge she knew already, orbs of light with trailing ruby threads designed to connect them together. When Janice went to connect them however, she found the cause of the wards. Her tidbits of knowledge were being separated by a thick fog, a fog that was too thick to penetrate. Oh, that was irksome. This wasn’t just personal secrets. Someone had tried to hide the truth from all divination. And they were very thorough.
Janice gritted her teeth, the grimoire fluttering in response to her frustration. No matter the spells she drew out of the book, the wards against the fog help firm. A direct attack wouldn’t do, she had to find a weakness, a way to slip through the wards. Starting from the beginning, she took all the clues from that morning and sorted through them, watching as each relevant clue had the ruby thread connect into the secret at the centre of the fog. Morgan and Chad had a secret, buried, one that made Morgan fall back into old habits of ignoring her own mental and emotional health and one that Chad wanted to deny was true. Meringue knew Chad, somehow. She pondered on the rest of Meringue’s conversation, and watched in surprise as the images of Alex and Oreo, wrapped in orbs of light, slipped past the wards and into the fog, glowing as they did so.
The lightbulb hit, and Janice sighed to herself, ‘I’m an idiot sometimes.’ She pulled the images of Alex and Oreo close, inspecting them carefully. If the truth couldn’t obviously be known, then it could be understood through an analogy. Now she just needed to work out what this analogy was for. What did they have in common? Janice’s eyes glowed in concentration as she focused on those thoughts. Alex and Oreo. Both residents of the farm. Both brash characters, in different ways. Both opinionated. Both were children-
Janice started, and the fog shifted. She took Alex, their turmoil and grief and the secret that had caused it, and brought it towards the fog. And the wards sang, the thread connected to the centre of the fog, and flew up to hover with the rest of the clues.
Janice pulled the grimoire closer, flicking through the pages until she found one near the back. On the yellowing paper there was a dark inked tree, with its branches blowing in the breeze. One of the branches was missing, the remnants of ash from where it lay. She whispered a few words, waving her hand over the branch, and watched the ashes glow. The wards wrapped around the fog recoiled, and the fog itself twisted and darkened. Janice looked at the circling clues, frowning. ‘What does Charlie have to do with this?’
A footstep creaked in the hall and Janice slammed the book shut, the image of the fog and clues vanishing in time with her dimming eyes. She looked up with a smile as Bernard appeared, grey eyes smiling as he brushed his wet hair away from his face. ‘What are you doing, love?’
‘Scouting,’ she said sweetly. Bernard knew her too well for her to deny everything, but the least she could do was bend the truth. At least until she knew the full situation.
Bernard’s eyes narrowed in suspicion. ‘What are you scouting? Or should I ask who instead?’
Damn, he was good at reading her. Janice rolled her eyes and sighed. ‘Nothing dangerous.’
‘Then why do you need to look?’
She had to be really careful with this next bit. She was so close to finding something, something big enough to make her magic itch under her skin. She just needed a little bit more time, time before Bernard did what he does best (what she has asked him to do on multiple occasions) and reign in her worst habits. ‘Bernard love,’ she started, and he raised an amused eyebrow. ‘It is very hard to find you charming like this, you know?’
‘What are you doing, love?’ he asked again.
Janice glanced at the door to the living room, and back to Bernard. ‘You know as well as I do that those three in a closed space are going to be too volatile to survive the rest of the day. And if I’m going to defuse the situation I need to know what I’m defusing.’
‘You’re defusing our child,’ Bernard said, ‘their partner and her hero brother. Who have individual and collective histories that have left some…animosity? I think is the best word?’
‘I’m not an idiot Bernard,’ Janice said.
‘I never said you were,’ Bernard sighed. He leaned in so their foreheads were touching, and closed his eyes. ‘Do you want to meddle? Or do you want them to have a chance to heal?’
‘I’m not meddling,’ Janice said. ‘I’m just…arming myself.’
Bernard sighed, ‘With Morgan’s secrets?’
Janice paused at that. He was right. Of course he was. Who knew how Morgan would react if she found out that Janice had used magic to pry. Her shoulders drooped, eyes closed, and she nodded. ‘Alright. Fine.’
Bernard blinked in surprise, before smiling and wrapping Janice in a hug. ‘Thank you love,’ he whispered. She hummed in response, tilting her head slightly so that Bernard could kiss her. ‘Where are the kids by the way?’
‘Morgan and Chad are tidying up the boxes to make some space in the living room,’ Janice said. ‘Alex…went to get some space I think.’
He nodded and gave Janice another kiss, before moving past her to check on the Sterling siblings. Janice bit her lip, turning back to the grimoire on the table. She was going to put it away. She was going to stop prying. She wasn’t going to hurt Morgan.
She reached out for the grimoire and paused. The book was open. She frowned and pulled it closer, looking at the spell on the page. ‘True sight,’ she murmured, reading over the page. It stood no chance against the fog around the main secret. But if her grimoire thought it was useful, it was worth a try. Maybe that would be enough to settle her need to know.
She whispered the incantation, eyes flaring with light before settling down again. Bernard didn’t need to know about this. With that she closed the book, watching the cover morph back into the visage of the cookbook, and she carried it back into the living room.
The other three were chatting in the middle of the living room. Somehow in the process of tidying away the boxes Morgan and Chad had begun to reorganise the whole room, and Bernard was currently trying very hard not to laugh at the strange game of furniture Tetris going on. Morgan was insisting that she had it all under control however as she handed Chad another box. Janice glanced at Chad, and for a moment his visage rippled, before the illusion cast by his pendant peeled back. And the fog peeled back with it.
Chapter 14
Summary:
Janice finally sees the truth. How will everyone react to the revelation?
Notes:
Did I post last night? Yes. Do I have any chill? No!
Content warnings for grief, lots of emotions, verbal arguments and panic.
Chapter Text
The sudden slam made all three people spin around in surprise. Bernard reacted first, rushing to Janice’s side in worry. Chad clambered out from behind the sofa he had gotten trapped behind, switching his attention between the Stewarts and Morgan. Morgan was the only one watching Janice as she stared at Chad in shock. Even when Bernard tried to grab her attention and fuss over her with a hundred questions, she couldn’t take her eyes off Chad.
‘You’re alive,’ she whispered. Morgan flinched, and Chad’s eyes widened in panic. Janice covered her mouth with shaking hands, torn between a sob and laughter, her shoulders beginning to tremble. ‘You’re alive.’
‘Who is?’ Bernard asked. He looked between her and Chad. ‘Who are you seeing love?’
Her shock was melting away, to be replaced with a euphoric joy. She laughed again, stepping over her book and towards Chad. He tried to back away, but froze as her trembling hands caught his face oh so gently. ‘Mrs Stewart?’ he asked with a trembling voice. ‘I…I don’t…’
‘It’s okay,’ she said, hushing him, stroking her thumbs over his cheeks. ‘You don’t have to say anything. Just…’ Tears were beginning to stream down her face, catching on the creases from her quivering chin and twisted smile. Before Chad could react she pulled him into a tight hug, burying her fists into his shirt. ‘You’re alive. And you’re home.’
Chad was stunned. For a moment all he could register was Janice’s embrace, tight enough to knock the air out of his lungs. The smell of flour and sugar was on her clothes, tickling his nose, and the overwhelming love and joy cut through the ache in his chest. And he blinked. Morgan and Bernard were both watching the scene. Bernard was in shock, reeling from his wife’s sudden outburst. But Morgan, Morgan had a thousand emotions playing across her face. Shock. Sorrow. Anger. Grief. Chad swallowed, touching his hands to Janice’s back, ‘I think you’re confused. I’m…I’m not sure who you think I am but-’
Janice pulled back and gave him a look, one filled with affection and amusement, ‘Oh I know exactly who you are. And I think you do too. It’s to do with that secret you’ve been carrying all day. Morgan too.’ Chad frowned and glanced at Morgan, who looked just as confused as he felt. ‘I always like to check what is going on with my guests. And, I wasn’t going to pry, I promise you that. But Meringue really doesn’t like strangers.’
‘Your horse?’
‘She caught on faster than I did,’ Janice chuckled. ‘Honestly that girl is so smart.’
‘Janice?’ Bernard stepped closer, touching Janice’s shoulder gently, ‘You’re tangenting.’
‘Right, right,’ she muttered, brushing Bernard off. ‘The point is, Meringue doesn’t like strangers, but she adored you, and I couldn’t work out why. None of my divination was giving me any answers, so the only clue I had left was your pendant and-’
‘What pendant?’
‘This one,’ she said. She pulled on a thin cord just under Chad’s shirt and revealed a thin metal disc bearing a sigil. Chad looked down at it, his frown deepening.
Morgan blinked, immediately recognising it, ‘Since when do you wear grandad’s necklace?’
Chad looked at Morgan with wide eyes. ‘I…that’s…’
‘How did you even get it? Dad was crazy overprotective of all his stuff when he died.’
Chad blinked, trying to get his brain to restart, ‘I…uh…’
Janice frowned and watched Chad’s expression for a moment, ‘Did you not remember that you were wearing it?’ Chad swallowed, glancing at Morgan with a panicked look. Janice sighed and nodded, ‘I suppose that makes sense. If you don’t know it's there, you don’t think to take it off, the enchantment stays intact. Perhaps there’s some kind of cloaking effect on it.’
‘Excuse me?’ Chad asked, but Janice was picking up the disc again from where it rested around his neck, ‘What are you-’
Before he could finish Janice’s eyes flared, magic crackling around her fingers as she twisted her hands, suspending the necklace in an orb of energy. From the orb lines of scrolling text and runes ran off in all directions.
Morgan stepped to be next to Chad, watching the magic play out in front of them. ‘The necklace is enchanted?’
Janice nodded, ‘Yes, and I know this spellwork. Looks like Sonja’s signature.’
‘You know Aunt Sonja?’ Morgan asked.
Janice clucked her tongue as she examined the necklace, ‘If your Aunt Sonja is also known as Sonja Whittaker then yes. All the magic users above a certain magic sphere tend to keep a track of each other. And this is definitely her work.’
‘What’s it doing?’ Bernard asked. ‘There’s more than one spell there.’
Janice gave Bernard a smile, ‘So astute. Yes, so there’s the visual enhancement charm I was telling you about. In any other circumstances I would call this clever, she’s taken a highly advanced illusion charm and hidden it inside another more basic visual alteration spell.’ Morgan paled at that, but Janice carried on. ‘There are a series of wards, including one about perception. That must be doing the cloaking. No one would notice you wearing it, including you. And…’ she scowled, picking some runes out of the air, ‘a compulsion effect.’
‘I don’t like the sound of that,’ Morgan muttered.
‘No, dear,’ Janice said. ‘The wearer can’t take the pendant off. I’m sorry darling,’ she turned to Chad, ‘no wonder you’re so confused.’
‘He’s not the only one,’ Bernard said. ‘Janice love, what’s going on? The short version please.’
Janice turned to Bernard, beaming again, ‘Bernard, he’s Charlie. He’s our boy.’
‘No.’ Morgan looked up at Chad, who was shaking his head, ‘There…are plenty of explanations for this I’m sure. But…but that doesn’t mean…’
Janice touched Chad’s cheek, the soft touch silencing him. She smiled, tears gathering in her eyes again. ‘Sweetheart-’
‘I’m,’ Chad clenched his eyes shut, clenching his jaw, ‘not your sweetheart. Or your darling, or anything else. So please stop.’
‘Chad.’
‘No, Morgan,’ Chad shook his head, stepping back. ‘No I’m not entertaining this.’
‘Seriously?’ Morgan scowled. ‘Then why did you come here?’
‘I…’ he bit his lip, looking around at the boxes. ‘I don’t know. I don’t know, I was freaking out and Mrs Stewart had just called and all I could think of was those stupid dreams about that stupid fire and…’ Bernard’s already shocked expression paled at the mention of the fire as Chad scrubbed his hands over his face. ‘There are other explanations for all these questions.’
‘Sweet…Chad,’ Janice said, stepping closer. ‘I promise you, I wouldn’t lie about this. And I wouldn’t say this if I was entirely sure. But…I know you’re my son. I know what my son looks like.’
‘How?’ Chad asked. ‘He died 20 years ago. And he was a baby. You can’t say that.’
Janice sighed, ‘You’re the spitting image of Bernard. When he was your age.’ Chad flinched, shaking his head again. ‘You are. You have his eyes, his freckles-’
‘No. No I don’t,’ Chad whimpered. ‘I don’t know what you’re seeing but that’s not me.’
‘It is, I can see it right now,’ she tapped her temple, her eyes alighting with another spell. ‘True Sight spell. Sees past all illusions. And luckily I’m a stronger witch than Sonja is so none of her tricks can get past me.’
Chad winced, ‘Please. Please stop. I’m not Charlie. I don’t know what magic is going on but I…I know who I am. I’m Chad Sterling, I’m not your son.’
Bernard tried to take a breath, settling a calming hand on Janice’s shoulder. ‘Alright. Alright, everyone, let’s take a break from this. Settle our nerves. And then we can clear this all up later.’
‘There’s nothing to clear up,’ Chad said, tears springing into his eyes.
‘There is,’ Janice said, ‘you are my son. And I can prove it.’ And without warning she reached out towards the necklace.
‘No!’ Chad shouted, a wind picking up around him and blasting the three of them backwards. Janice skidded until Bernard caught her, and Morgan toppled back into the couch. Chad immediately pulled back, panting, his panic growing, clutching at the necklace.
‘Chad,’ Morgan started, but Chad didn’t let her finish. He ran out of the room, feet pounding on the stairs before a door slammed shut above them. She cringed, looking at the Stewarts. ‘Are you okay? I’m so sorry, about all of this I-’
Bernard put a hand up and gave Morgan a sad smile. ‘Morgan, I know for a fact that none of this is your fault. You have nothing to apologise for.’ She swallowed, but silently nodded. Bernard picked Janice up, helping dust her down and looking upwards to the floor above. ‘Why don’t you go check on your brother?’
Morgan’s eyes stung with unshed tears, unwanted emotions bubbling in her throat. But she swallowed them down and nodded before hurrying out of the living room.
Chapter 15
Summary:
Chad is having a bad time, Morgan is there to console him. Alex is there to not do that.
Notes:
I am posting a chunk of chapters because these cliffhangers feel far too evil!
Content warnings for:
- Description of panic attack
- Reference to self harm (not intentional)
- Lots of bad emotions
- Alex is being an antagonistic bitch
Chapter Text
The bathroom door slammed open and Chad stumbled inside. Metal hands clanked against porcelain as he braced against the sink, panting for air. He was staring at his reflection, scrutinising every inch of his face. Dark curly hair bouncing perfectly, hazel eyes wide and staring, square jaw tensing tightly. The shadow of stubble was beginning to peek through, stark against his normally tan skin that was now pale and ashy. This was his face, it was him. This couldn’t be a lie, it couldn’t be. They couldn’t…they wouldn’t turn his actual face into a lie. Even in Rex’s greatest conspiracy theories or Morgan’s greatest bouts of vitriol at their parents, nothing had ever come close to this. It couldn’t be true, it couldn’t it couldn’t it-
‘Chad?’ Morgan’s voice appeared behind him. ‘Chad you’ve got to breathe for me.’
He tried to say that he was trying. That he was doing his best but his lungs were refusing to cooperate, that the air was too thick for him to swallow. Instead all he could do was gasp and whimper, his whole body shaking with the effort. Or the adrenaline. A hand was on his shoulder and he was being turned away from the mirror. Morgan’s face he knew, Morgan’s face was real, Morgan was his sister, she was his sister and that was real and it couldn’t be a lie because they looked alike and this was his face-
‘Okay,’ Morgan muttered, ‘we’re sitting you down.’ She guided Chad to the tiled floor, giving him the space to breathe, one hand on his knee as he fought for breath. ‘I need you to breathe with me, okay? Okay I’m going to count, breathe in for…’
He tried to listen, he did. Morgan was talking and he was trying so hard to listen and so hard to breathe, but his head was filling with cotton and she was sounding so far away. Everything was falling away, until he couldn’t focus on anything but the vice around his chest. Something tugged at his hair sharply and he choked on another breath, vaguely hearing fumbling around him as the pain in his scalp vanished.
He jumped when something cold was pressed against his neck, and he tried to back away sharply.
‘...mit Chad stop moving and let me help!’ Morgan’s voice drifted in and Chad zeroed in on her. She was closer, half sitting on him. He blinked and realised she was sitting on one of his arms. The other was pinned by one hand, her free hand pressing something cold and wet to his neck. ‘Are you listening now? Good, now breathe with me, I’m going to count.’
She began to count as she told him to breathe through his nose, told him to hold, and then breathe out through his mouth. And again. And again. Until eventually the vice around his chest started to vanish and the shake in his body lessened.
Morgan shifted the cold thing against Chad’s neck, looking around the room, ‘Okay, you breathing better?’ Chad gulped and nodded. Technically he was. The air still felt precarious in his lungs however. ‘Okay, we’re going to try something. Tell me five things you can see.’
‘What?’
‘Five. Things. You can see,’ Morgan said. ‘I got your breathing better, right? So trust me on this, name five things you can see.’
Chad furrowed his brow and looked around. ‘Sink,’ he said. ‘Toilet. Medicine cabinet. Picture on the wall. Towel rail.’
‘Okay good,’ Morgan nodded, ‘that’s good. Now its…hang on. Yeah four things you can feel.’
Chad took a slow breath. ‘Jeans. Tile. Whatever you’ve got pressed to my neck.’ Morgan smirked and pulled it back to show Chad a wet flannel, before she put it back on his neck. ‘And…you’re pulling on my shoulder.’
‘Oh,’ Morgan shifted slightly, and the tension in his shoulder eased. ‘Sorry, it's hard to fight robot arms.’ Chad frowned at that, but Morgan carried on, ‘Next is three things you can hear.’
‘Hear?’ Chad looked away, trying to focus. ‘You. The fan. The tap dripping.’
‘Great,’ Morgan said. ‘Two things you…what’s the next one? Smell! Two things you can smell.’
Chad sniffed, ‘Deodorant and mint shampoo.’
‘Okay, and one thing you can taste.’
Chad licked at his lips, catching the hot tears on his tongue. ‘Salt.’
Morgan nodded, ‘Okay, breathing better? Thinking better?’ Chad let out a steadier breath and nodded. ‘Cool, if I get off your arms now are you going to start pulling out your hair again?’
‘What?’ Chad’s eyes went wide. Morgan lifted off Chad’s arms and he brought his hands up to run through his hair. Before he did though he could already see hairs caught in the joints of his metal fingers. He cringed, slowly picking off the hairs, twirling the strands in his fingers.
‘You didn’t do too much damage,’ Morgan said, running a hand through Chad’s curls, barely making him wince. ‘But I know how tight that grip can get.’
Chad didn’t answer, he was too busy staring at the hair he was holding, ‘This isn’t mine.’
Morgan frowned, ‘Chad I saw you-’ Chad held it up and Morgan froze, staring at the straight dark blond strand in Chad’s fingers. ‘Oh.’
‘I…I would have noticed this. If this was true. I would have-’
Morgan dumped the flannel in the bath they were leaning against and pulled Chad into a hug. Chad took in a shuddering breath, feeling his face twist, and Morgan squeezed him tighter, ‘Please don’t have another panic attack. I’d rather you cried.’
Chad shook his head, ‘Heroes don’t have panic attacks.’
‘Yeah, well, you’re off duty.’
Chad tried to chuckle, lip trembling as he dropped the last of the hairs. ‘This can’t be happening. It has to be a trick. Please tell me this is a trick.’
Morgan closed her eyes, ‘I’m sorry Cheddar.’
He began to choke on the first sobs, curling into himself. Morgan wrapped her arms around his shoulders, cradling him close. He couldn’t help it, when he felt her tears drip onto his face Chad clung to her, dissolving into tears.
Chad didn’t suspect that anyone else had made their way into the bathroom, not even when Morgan shifted so her cheek was pulled away from where she had been resting on his head.
‘Hey,’ she whispered, her voice quiet and hoarse.
‘Hey,’ came the reply that made Chad look up in alarm. Black pants, blood red corset shirt, glowing yellow eyes and light blonde hair. Alex glanced over at Chad and gave a cold smirk. ‘Enjoying your little breakdown?’
Chad scowled, ‘Fuck off.’
‘This is my house, remember?’
Morgan squeezed Chad’s shoulder, ‘Alex? Either shut up, do something helpful, or fuck off.’
They shrugged, pulling out a box of tissues from seemingly nowhere and offering them to Morgan. ‘So, you made Mum cry. Better hope when I find out why it doesn’t piss me off.’
‘Alex enough!’ Morgan snapped. ‘No threats, no insults or any bullshit. Okay?’
Alex closed their eyes, and for a moment Chad saw them wrestle with a flurry of emotions. Before Alex let out a breath and opened their catlike eyes, focusing only on Morgan when they nodded, ‘As you wish. So, what happened?’
Morgan sighed, ‘Your mum found out about Chad. She did some weird magic.’
Alex chuckled, ‘Yeah that sounds like her.’ They knelt down, pushing the box of tissues closer so Morgan and Chad could help themselves. ‘How did she take the news?’
Chad closed his eyes and hid his face in Morgan’s shoulder. Morgan dithered above him, ‘Well? She was…happy. Got a bit…much I think. For Chad.’ He mumbled something unintelligible into Morgan’s shoulder but she managed to pick it up, ‘Kind of pulled the rug out from both of us.’ Alex raised an eyebrow at that as Morgan gently stroked a hand through Chad’s hair. ‘Turns out someone enchanted Chad.’
‘How so?’
‘It’s not true,’ Chad scowled. ‘It’s not, it…it can’t be true.’
Morgan bit back her first retort, and turned to Alex. ‘Janice thinks that someone enchanted Chad with an illusion to make him look like…this.’ Alex looked at Chad, from the curly hair to the puffy eyes, and back. ‘And, Janice thinks, Chad can’t take the enchantment off.’
‘You mean the necklace?’ Alex asked. Chad blinked in surprise at that and Alex shrugged. ‘You don’t get raised by a witch obsessed with digging out secrets without picking up a few tricks.’
‘You knew?’
‘Knew you had an enhancement charm,’ Alex said. ‘A lot of A tiers on both sides have them, especially for their galas. I didn’t think much of it.’
‘Did you ever look past it?’ Morgan asked.
Alex snorted, ‘Why would I? That would require me to care about Chad’s fragile little ego.’ They ignored Chad’s scowl and looked at Morgan, ‘If I had looked and found anything I would have told you already.’
Morgan rolled her eyes, ‘That’s fair I guess.’ She looked down at the little disc, stroking a hand through Chad’s hair. He looked up at his sister, eyes still shining from the tears, and she closed her eyes with a sigh. ‘There’s only one way to prove that it’s not true.’
Chad shook his head, ‘No. No you can’t.’
Morgan continued to run her hands through his hair, scratching gently at his scalp, ‘I won’t do anything you don’t want me to, okay? I promise.’ Chad swallowed, looking away and at a particularly bright towel on the rack. Morgan never stopped petting his hair, until Chad closed his eyes. ‘I’m your sister Chad, I’m here to help. However you need me to help, okay?’
‘Promise?’
‘Which part needs a promise?’ Morgan asked. ‘I promise I’m your sister, and that won’t change. I promise I’ll help you however you need. Need someone to rant at? Need someone to build a drone to piss off mum and dad? Need someone to help you find the truth? I’ll do it.’
Chad swallowed. It was quiet. He almost forgot about Alex being there while Morgan was stroking his head. It was so soothing, he could imagine for a moment that this was just a dream. All a crazy bad dream, and it was about to come to an end. One way or another.
‘What…if it hurts? Going after the truth?’
Morgan sighed, ‘It already has. How much more would it hurt to find out the rest?’
‘A lot,’ Chad whispered. ‘It…if it's true, which it’s not. But if it is…I can’t go back. I can’t pretend that it doesn’t exist.’
‘Sure you could,’ Alex said. ‘A big dumb idiot like you? You could pretend anything’s real.’ Chad opened his eyes to glare at Alex, earning an infuriating smirk from the villain.
‘Then you don’t go back,’ Morgan said. ‘You move forward. You make your own space, you find your own path. You find out who Chad Sterling is when other people aren’t defining him. And you won’t be alone when you do it.’ Chad looked up at Morgan, eyes threatening more tears, and Morgan leaned down so their foreheads were touching, her eyes closed as her voice began to tremble. ‘You’re my brother Cheddar. And nothing changes that. I promise.’
Chad felt Morgan’s hand brush his neck. The lightest touch, he almost didn’t notice it. So that was her plan. He swallowed, trembling in fear, ‘Stay. Please.’ He felt Morgan’s brow furrow against his and he let out a sigh. ‘Please don’t leave me alone again.’
Morgan’s eyes shot open in surprise, ‘But I…’ She faltered when she saw the fresh tears streaking down his face. He could feel the terror building again, and every fibre in his being was begging her. She had to avert her gaze, taking a slow and steady breath. ‘I can’t be a sidekick. Or a hero. I…I won’t do that. I wouldn’t even if…if Barnaby asked me. But in every other way, I’ll be here for you. I promise. I…I won’t leave you alone.’
Chad was shaking, clinging to Morgan’s shirt tight enough to pop some of the seams. When Morgan held him, it felt like she was holding him together before he shattered. And nothing in her was willing to let go.
Eventually he managed to find enough of his voice to give Morgan a small nod. ‘I want the truth.’
‘Now?’
Chad nodded, ‘As good a time as any.’
Morgan gave a watery smile, ‘You got it bro.’
Her hand fell away from his neck, and he squeezed his eyes shut. There was a slight clink of metal against tiles, and Alex gasped. ‘Shit.’
Chapter 16
Summary:
Morgan and Alex find out what Chad looks like behind the illusion
Notes:
*breathes* who's ready for more heartbreak?
I can't think of any content warnings for this but if you think of any please let me know.
Chapter Text
When Morgan’s hand fell to the bathroom tiles, the necklace caught in her fingers, she wanted to look away. She wanted to close her eyes the same as Chad, wait for someone else to tell them the prognosis. Maybe Alex would scoff at them both for being dramatic and tell them it was a dud. Wishful thinking, but right up until the illusion fell away she could kid that it was a possibility. Right up until she saw the truth with her own eyes she would pretend that Janice was tricked somehow.
But she didn’t close her eyes. She watched as a ripple spread from where the necklace had been resting. Tan skin turned fair, travelling up his face to reveal a dusting of freckles, and dark curls fell into a dark blond mop against her fingers.
‘Shit,’ Alex gasped, but Morgan wasn’t paying attention. She swallowed, trying to keep her breathing steady, and brushed her thumb against the freckles on his cheek.
That made Chad open his eyes, and he looked up at her. Silver grey eyes shining with fresh tears. ‘Well?’ he croaked.
Morgan took a breath. What the hell did she say? Janice was right? Bernard would love him? There was nothing, nothing to make this easy. No words were coming, and Chad was watching her, pleading for a comfort that she couldn’t give.
‘You’ve got freckles,’ she whispered.
Chad’s forehead creased, and he shook his head, ‘Don’t lie.’
Morgan sniffed, hand dropping to the cleft that was now in his chin. ‘They look good on you,’ she tried to chuckle, but something caught in her throat as her first tears began to spill over. ‘You’ve got a whole…Prince Charming vibe going on.’
‘Morgan?’ Chad’s voice wobbled.
‘Seriously, you thought you would have been a good actor before, Hollywood would snap you right up with these looks.’ What was she saying? What was she doing? She didn’t know but the words were tumbling out now with no thought or reason behind them. ‘You still get to be the hot one of the family, which is frankly rude-’
Chad pulled Morgan closer into a tighter hug that she gladly returned. That’s right, she needed to comfort her brother. Because she knew it was going to be ugly when he looked in the mirror. So she stroked at his strange hair, trying not to notice how the skin on his neck stood stark against her arm now. Now she could close her eyes to try to keep the worst of the tears back. But that was never going to work. She couldn’t tell if she was the one shaking with sobs or Chad was, but she could feel the tears burn her cheeks as Chad’s robot arms clung to her shirt. Her chest rattled with every gasp of air that managed to make it into her lungs, past the knot in her throat threatening to choke her.
‘Can I still be your brother?’ Chad whispered.
Morgan finally knew what everyone meant when they talked about heartbreak. Because the only reason why she didn’t shatter was because she was holding onto Chad so tight, tight enough to make his spine pop like bubblewrap. ‘You don’t get a choice. You’re stuck with me Cheddar.’
Chad sobbed at that, burying his face into her shoulder. ‘Don’t let go.’
‘I won't,’ Morgan shook her head, ‘I won’t, I won’t.’
‘It’s real?’
Morgan screwed up her face, a few of the seams in Chad’s shirt popping under her grip. Oh her parents were going to pay for this. ‘I’m sorry,’ she whispered.
Neither of the siblings noticed when Alex finally moved. When they were finally able to tear their eyes away from their Dad’s young doppelganger, setting their jaw and letting out a very slow calm breath. They could keep calm. They weren’t going to break Mum’s wall again. They weren’t going to break Chad’s new face. Charlie’s face. Alex shook their head, that was a rabbit hole they didn’t want to touch right now. Instead they lifted their hand and the necklace lifted off the tile and floated over to them. They twisted it in mid air, inspecting it carefully. Six different spells by their count. One fancy illusion, a bunch of wards, and a compulsion effect. That must have been what Morgan meant , Alex realised, and looked over at the siblings again. There were no words, not for the siblings’ grief, and not for Alex’s anger. But there wasn’t a lot they could do about the latter.
They slipped out of the bathroom silently, closing the door behind him with a quiet thud. They swallowed, pausing for a moment to check on if either of them seemed to notice that Alex had left. But the two didn’t comment, and Alex walked away. Downstairs Janice and Bernard were sitting on the still out of place couch. Janice was dabbing at her face with a tissue, while Bernard had an arm around her shoulders and was staring into the middle distance. For a moment they hadn’t noticed Alex, for a moment Alex could back away, change their mind, disappear off to their lair, or to the nearest star system they could safely blow up. Their hand tightened around the chain of the pendant, and with a sigh they stepped into the room.
Bernard looked up first, ‘Hey kiddo. How are the other two doing?’
Alex held up the necklace as an answer, ‘Morgan found the loophole for the compulsion. The wearer couldn’t take it off, but it doesn’t say anything about someone else trying.’
Janice looked up, her keen eyes zeroing in on the necklace, ‘Thank you love,’ she sniffed. ‘Better get the magic cleansed off that before they get it back.’
Alex licked their lips, flicking up the necklace so it landed in their hand, ‘Actually…about that. Morgan was wondering if there was a way to only remove one of the enchantments.’
Janice frowned, ‘Which one?’
‘The compulsion.’
Janice sat up in confusion, ‘I’m sorry, she wants Chad to keep the illusion?’
‘I mean, they both do,’ Alex shrugged. ‘And Morgan asked, so…trying to do that whole respecting people’s wishes thing.’
Bernard cracked a small smile at that, ‘Good for you.’
Janice however scoffed, ‘I really don’t think that’s a good idea. I can get rid of the whole thing, give them both a fresh start without any lies or secrets left.’
Bernard squeezed Janice closer, ‘Janice love? That’s not our decision to make.’
‘But-’
Bernard shifted to face Janice directly, catching her eyes, ‘I know. I know you want Charlie back. I do too, more than anything. But that illusion? It was Chad’s face for twenty years. We can’t expect him to just accept a new face overnight.’
‘But it’s his real face.’
‘And maybe one day he’ll accept that,’ Bernard said. ‘Maybe one day he’ll ask you to wipe every spell off that pendant. But that needs to be his choice.’ Janice broke eye contact with Bernard, looking away to the floor. Alex could see her shoulders deflate, and when Bernard put his hand to her cheek, Alex knew his reason had won out.
‘Do you want Chad to trust us?’
‘Of course I do.’
‘Then we need to earn it. Caroline and Richard have hurt that boy, but if we act rashly now, he will think we’re just as bad.’
Janice closed her eyes, cringing at the thought. ‘You should have been a politician,’ she whispered.
Bernard chuckled, ‘Never had the stomach for public speaking.’ He leaned over and pressed a gentle kiss to Janice’s cheek, and her mouth twitched into the ghost of a smile.
She nodded and turned to Alex, ‘Alright. Let me see what I can do.’ She held out her hand and suddenly Alex was by her side, dropping the necklace into her hand. Her eyes shone with that brilliant red light, her free hand hovering over the necklace to reveal the spells again. With a precise hand she took the scrolling runes casting the compulsion, peeling them away from the rest of the spells, before crushing the spell in her hand. Alex’s eyes shone in tandem, watching the magic fritz and scatter away, leaving five intact and unharmed spells left.
Janice sighed, her eyes fading to their normal blue, and she held the necklace out. ‘Someone should take it back to them before I change my mind.’
Chapter 17
Summary:
Time for Bernard to do what he does best
Notes:
Ok so apparently I broke everyone's hearts too much, so here's some fluff to make up for it.
No content warnings for this chapter I believe.
Chapter Text
No one went up to Morgan and Chad straight away. Once Bernard had taken the necklace off her Janice declared that she was going to get on with lunch, hurrying off into the kitchen. Alex and Bernard took their time putting the living room back into its normal arrangement, the boxes still piled all over the place. Just in case Chad was curious later, Bernard told himself. Alex hadn’t even suggested using powers, using their strength to carry the sofas to the right spots, and letting Bernard direct them when the angles were off.
Only once that was done and Alex declared they were going to see the horses did Bernard think about heading upstairs to the bathroom. None of them had heard any movement upstairs, and he hated to intrude. But the necklace was burning a hole in his pocket, and soon his feet were leading him up the stairs. He took his time, and wasn’t quiet about it. Better to not surprise them right now he figured.
There was no sound coming from inside the bathroom when Bernard lightly rapped on the door. ‘Morgan? Chad? Am I alright to come in?’
There was a clearing of a throat, before Morgan’s hoarse voice answered, ‘Sure.’
He opened the door, peeking his head in first. His face fell when he saw the siblings sat over by the bath, still tightly embracing each other. Chad’s face was hidden, all Bernard could see from this angle was a shock of dark blond hair. He was more focused on Morgan, looking at him with puffy eyes and blotchy cheeks, still sniffling as she laid her head on Chad’s shoulder.
‘Oh sweetheart,’ he whispered. He slipped inside, closing the door behind him, approaching them slowly. ‘I’m sorry, I’m so sorry.’ Morgan closed her eyes as more tears fell, squeezing Chad a little tighter. Bernard reached out, gently ruffling Morgan’s hair, her frizzy curls bouncing against his fingers. ‘If there’s anything we can do, don’t even hesitate to ask. Either of you.’
‘Thanks,’ Morgan croaked.
Bernard tried to give Morgan a small smile. ‘Should probably start with some water. I can go grab some for you.’ Morgan nodded, and Bernard grabbed the toilet roll off the holder to hand to them. Morgan took it, sitting up slightly to give some to Chad.
Bernard was determined to keep his composure with Chad. When he sat back Bernard’s heart broke at the blotchy face, trying to ignore how on the nose Janice had been about the likeness. Until Chad looked up at him, and Bernard saw his own eyes. All the air was punched out of his lungs, and he shuddered. The room fell away, and he was looking down at a crib in the hospital, watching the small wrinkly baby thrash in his direction. He was dressing a baby, rolling out of bed to get to the crib before Janice woke, introducing a six month old to Meringue, chasing a toddler around the house as the little boy squealed in delight.
‘Bernard?’
He blinked, back in the room with a start, and wiped at his eyes. ‘Sorry, that…wow.’
Chad’s face was creased, ‘Is it that bad?’
Bernard’s heart dropped and he shook his head, ‘No no, not bad. Different. More like…anyway,’ he fished around in his pocket, pulling out the necklace, ‘Janice got all this fixed up. No compulsion, but all the other spells are in there.’
He didn’t fail to spot the mirrored looks of confusion on the sibling’s faces. ‘Janice did what?’ Chad asked.
‘Oh yeah,’ Bernard smiled, trying not to chuckle, trying to keep his voice calm. ‘Alex came down, said that Morgan had asked for the compulsion to be taken off but the rest of the spells were left intact. Which…you know, you have one face for twenty years, you get rather attached to it.’
Chad picked the necklace out of Bernard’s palm with trembling fingers, looking to Morgan for reassurance. ‘And Janice definitely only removed the one?’ Morgan asked.
‘If she did anything else I will be having words,’ Bernard said, his tone darkening for only a second. But it was enough for Chad to risk putting the necklace back on, fumbling with the clasp for a second before getting it to work. As soon as the necklace rested around his neck the magic kicked in, a wave of magic washing over Chad. His skin grew tan, his hair darkened and curled, and the steel grey eyes shifted to hazel.
‘Did it work?’ Chad asked. Both Bernard and Morgan nodded, and Chad slumped in relief.
‘Want to test if you can take it off?’ Morgan asked.
Chad thought for a second, and nodded before fiddling with the clasp behind his neck. As soon as the chain fell away the magic wavered, and for a second Bernard got to see Charlie again. Before Chad quickly put the necklace back on. ‘That’s a relief,’ Chad sighed, scrubbing at his face with his metal hands before trying to smile at Morgan and Bernard. ‘I should go thank Janice. And…apologise.’
‘Take your time,’ Bernard said. ‘I can’t imagine how you must be feeling here kiddo. We’ll go at your pace here, okay?’ Chad nodded, his gaze dropping to the tiles. ‘I can bring some water up for you guys.’
Morgan shook her head, ‘Probably shouldn’t. We don’t want to hide up here all day.’
‘Speak for yourself,’ Chad muttered, rubbing at his eyes.
‘Again,’ Bernard said, turning to Morgan this time. ‘Take your time. Both of you. I’ll grab you some drinks.’ Bernard went to stand up, frowning as Morgan followed him. ‘Mo-’
She stepped forward, threading her arms around Bernard’s waist in a tight hug. He only needed a split second to process before he wrapped Morgan up in a tight embrace, rocking her slightly on the spot. ‘Sorry,’ Morgan whispered. ‘I just…’
‘Nothing to apologise for,’ Bernard smiled. ‘You know I love hugs.’ He squeezed her shoulders tighter for emphasis, rocking them slightly on the spot before Morgan finally moved to pull away. ‘Better?’
Morgan nodded with a smile, and turned to Chad. ‘Bernard gives the best hugs.’
Chad flinched, before trying to glare at Morgan, ‘Morgan you can’t just volunteer someone else for-’
‘Oh no she’s right,’ Bernard grinned, ‘and I’m very proud of the fact. Want to try one?’ There was a flash of something in Chad’s wide eyes before it shrinked into uncertainty, and he shrugged. ‘You can have multiple hugs in fact. Plenty of love to go around.’
Chad shifted on the spot, glancing up at Bernard unsure. God, Bernard wanted to soothe that worry and pain out of the boy ( his boy, his boy was hurting and he needed to fix it ) but all he could do was hold his arms out and give a reassuring smile. Chad only dithered for another moment before he stepped into Bernard’s arms, holding Bernard gingerly with his own robot limbs. Bernard pulled him close into a tight hug, biting his own lip as he fought back the torrent of emotions in his chest. ‘That’s it kiddo,’ he whispered. ‘I’ve got you.’
He vaguely noted that Chad was a good couple of inches taller than him before Chad’s shoulders began to tremble, and Bernard squeezed him tighter. ‘I’m sorry,’ Chad said, already choking up again.
Bernard shook his head, holding on to the young hero ( his boy, his poor boy ) tightly so he couldn’t even think of letting go. ‘There’s nothing to apologise for. You’ve done nothing wrong. You can let it out, I’ve got you okay? No bottling up emotions, you hear?’
Chad shook his head, ‘Heroes don’t-’
Bernard interrupted quickly, ‘I can already tell whatever you’re going to say is bogus. In fact, borrowing from your sister’s vocabulary, I imagine it’s bullshit.’ Morgan snorted and nodded in his peripheral vision, and Bernard pulled back enough to meet Chad’s eyes. ‘You are a person. That’s more important than being a hero, or a Sterling, or anything else you think is important. You’re a person first. And you’re allowed to feel. You’re allowed to cry. And you’re allowed to cry on me, I’ve had much worse. I own a farm after all.’ Chad choked a chuckle out at that, the tears flowing more freely now. ‘Crying’s going to help. It’s going to let those overwhelming emotions out so they feel more manageable. And it sucks to cry alone. So I won’t let that happen. Okay?’
Chad nodded, sniffing slightly, and he let Bernard pull him back into his embrace. Chad buried his face into Bernard’s shoulder, letting Bernard rocking him slightly. Bernard showed no signs of letting go, not until the tension melted out of Chad’s shoulders and his breathing finally evened out.
When Bernard headed down the stairs both of the siblings followed, close enough to each other to bump shoulders on the stairs, but neither had it in them to complain about it. Even when Morgan rubbed at her arm from a particularly prominent jab from Chad’s elbow. As Bernard headed into the kitchen Morgan and Chad peeked their heads through to the living room.
Janice looked up from the box she was sorting through, throwing a small smile at the two red eyed faces, ‘Oh, look at you dears.’ She stepped away, immediately looking worried at the sight of both of them. Morgan tried to give Janice a shaky smile, while Chad looked like a deer in headlights all over again. ‘So lunch was going to be an affair like this morning, but I think after…everything,’ she looked around at the boxes before smiling at Morgan and Chad, ‘I thought it might be better to have it more relaxed. So we’ve got steak, peppers and onions, mushrooms, wedges, some salad, all sorts of sauces, and we’ve got a loaf of bread I made yesterday so you can make your own sandwiches.’
‘That sounds delicious,’ Morgan smiled, ‘Thank you Mrs Stewart.’
Janice rolled her eyes at Morgan, ‘How many times do I have to tell you dear? It’s Janice to anyone invited to my table.’
‘Mrs…Janice?’ Chad spoke up, and stepped forward. ‘I…need to apologise for earlier. I lashed out and it was completely out of line, and-’
Janice shook her head and moved towards Chad, taking his hands in hers to silence his ramble, looking to meet him in the eyes. ‘Don’t. Please don’t apologise. I…wasn’t fair to you. And I’m sorry.’ Chad’s eyebrows raised in surprise as Janice continued. ‘I pried into your secrets, and I know that ends messy, but I let my old habits get the better of me. And then I got so swept up in having…in seeing that you are alive, that I didn’t consider what you must be going through.’
Chad shrugged at that, ‘That still wasn’t an excuse for me to use my powers on you. Or the things I said.’
‘I understand though,’ Janice said. ‘I pushed you. And I am sorry for that, because I never want to be the reason why you’re hurt.’ Chad had to look away at that, and Janice blinked away the tears that were threatening to spill over. ‘This…might sound strange, but can we start again? I…I want a do over of that whole debacle. If that’s possible.’
Chad chuckled, before nodding. ‘Sure.’
‘Wonderful! Thank you dear. I mean…Chad.’ Janice cleared her throat, straightening her cardigan before looking up at Chad. ‘I understand that you’re going through a lot right now. And I know you don’t know me, but I want to be here for you however I can. In whatever capacity that looks like.’
Chad bit his lip, nodding awkwardly, ‘Thank you. I um…am really grateful.’
Janice smiled, ‘Thank you for giving me another chance.’
‘And please ignore what I said earlier?’ Chad said. ‘I feel really bad about that.’
Janice’s smile widened and she nodded, ‘Of course dear. Now,’ she looked over at the boxes. ‘Obviously, your speed, your pace, but these are all Charlie’s boxes. So you are more than welcome to look through them. And if there’s anything you want to take with you when you head back to the big city, that’s absolutely fine. Just let us know.’
Chad’s eyes widened at that, looking over at the boxes. ‘I…thank you.’
‘No need to thank me dear,’ Janice said. ‘I do suggest going through one of these two first however,’ she said, pointing to the box she was sorting through and it's neighbour. ‘That one has photos, in case you’re interested in those, and this has a lot of your old toys and trinkets. In fact,’ she rummaged through the box again, pulling out something grey and fluffy, ‘this might sound a little daft, but-’
‘Hops?’
Janice looked up in surprise at Chad. He was staring at the small rabbit plushie in her hands, eyes wide in shock. ‘You remember Hops?’
Chad nodded, blinking quickly as he swallowed against a dry mouth, ‘I…I thought I lost him.’
Janice smiled, holding the small toy out to Chad, ‘You dropped him that day in the city. Alex picked him up, they said that you’d be heartbroken if you accidentally left him behind.’ Chad’s hand was half stretched out for Hops when he looked at Janice in confusion, making her chuckle. ‘You’ve only seen Alex the villain. Alex the older sibling absolutely adored you.’
Chad tried to smother the obvious doubt from showing on his face. ‘That…doesn’t seem like it's going to be making a return anytime soon.’
Janice shrugged, ‘Never say never.’
‘No I can, Alex really doesn’t like me.’
Janice chuckled, handing Hops over to Chad. He swallowed, handling the old teddy gingerly, turning Hops over in his hands. ‘Careful, he might be a little dusty,’ Janice said. She stepped back for a moment, watching as Chad examined his old bunny, chuckling as his thumb brushed over a rather worn and faded ear. ‘Oh yes, you used to do the cutest thing, when you were upset or tired you would rub Hop’s ear and cuddle him so tight to your chest.’ Chad blinked at Janice, the gears whirring in his head as she smiled up at him. ‘Okay, I’d better get lunch on if we want to be eating anytime soon. Do either of you need anything?’
Morgan shook her head, looking over at the stunned look on Chad’s face. ‘Oh, Bernard was fussing over us needing something to drink?’
‘Oh of course,’ Janice said. ‘I’ll see where he's got to.’
She turned towards the door when Chad spoke up, ‘Thank you.’ She turned back to him, her heart melting at his shining eyes and furrowed brow. Hops was tucked under his chin, the soft fur brushing his neck, and he was already fiddling with the worn and battered ear. ‘I mean…um…thank you.’
Janice’s shoulders fell, and she could feel her eyes watering again, ‘Oh my dear, can I hug you?’ Chad nodded, dropping his arms in time for Janice to wrap her arms around his chest, squeezing him tighter when he returned the hug. She sniffed, pulling away reluctantly, before looking up at him with a smile. She cupped his face, brushing away a stray tear with his thumb. ‘My boy,’ she whispered. ‘My sweet boy.’ Chad’s lip wobbled, and for a moment he leaned into Janice’s hand. He opened his mouth, looking over Janice’s face as he tried to fit all the overwhelming emotions into words. ‘It’s okay,’ Janice said. ‘You don’t need to say anything. Take your time. Whatever you need to make this place feel like home, let me know okay?’
Chad blinked, ‘Home?’
Janice smiled and nodded, ‘Of course dear. Same as Morgan. You always have a home here, okay?’
‘But…’ Chad sniffed, trying to blink away more tears, ‘you don’t know me.’
‘You’re my baby,’ Janice said. ‘And, if you’re happy sharing, I absolutely want to know everything about you. About your schools, and your favourite teachers, the books and music you like, everything.’
‘Um…’ Chad frowned for a moment, ‘I was really good at maths?’
‘Really?’ Janice beamed, and Chad nodded. ‘Oh that’s fantastic. Bernard needs all sorts of numbers and calculations for his doodad projects-’
‘Actually,’ Chad faltered, beginning to blush in embarrassment, ‘my uh…favourite part was statistics?’
Janice blinked, her eyes going wide with delight, ‘Oh! Oh that’s smart stuff! I could never wrap my head around percentages, and averages, and all that stuff. That was for people much smarter than me.’
Chad smiled sheepishly, ‘I mean, I’m probably not good at it now. I haven’t touched it since high school.’
‘Oh well, we can’t have that,’ Janice said. ‘If you want to get back into it I’m sure we can help you find a class.’
Chad’s eyebrows raised in surprise, ‘You’d do that for me?’
‘Of course we would,’ Janice chuckled, as if it was the most obvious thing in the world. ‘You’re family. That’s what family does. And don’t start saying that whole “but we don’t know you” business again, I can see it on your face.’ She chuckled as Chad faltered over something to say, before shutting his mouth again. ‘We will always offer you a family. And we will always offer you a home. Understand?’ Chad managed a shaky nod, clearly stunned and struggling to process her declaration. Janice smiled, cupping his face again so he would meet her gaze. And so he was close enough to hear her whisper.
‘Welcome home, sweetheart.’
Chapter 18
Summary:
Bernard checks in on Alex, and Alex checks in on Morgan.
Notes:
Well I wasn't expecting this one to be so long, but ah well.
Can't think of any real content warnings for this chapter. If you spot one please let me know.
Chapter Text
In the kitchen Bernard had gotten as far as filling two fresh glasses with filtered water before he looked through the kitchen window to check on the farm outside. Meringue was idling near the stable, keeping a keen eye on the curious foal as he began to wander over to the chicken coop. Daisy was ignoring the both of them, munching on grass nearby. And a certain chestnut horse and blond haired villain were nowhere to be seen.
Bernard left the glasses on the table for Morgan and Chad to grab, slipping on his trusty boots before heading out the back door. He didn’t panic, but there was a rush to this gait as he ushered Oreo back to the stable and patted Meringue’s flank before looking out over the wider fields. The skip in his heart settled at the sight of Alex mid leap over a hedgerow on Butterscotch’s back. Bernard smiled, watching the two of them fly over the fields with wild abandon. That was a sight he had missed.
Meringue nudged at Bernard’s shoulder as he watched Alex and Butterscotch. ‘I know girl, but it’s going to take some time for them to process. For all of us I think.’ She snorted, and Bernard smirked as he petted her velvet muzzle. ‘I hear we need to thank you for solving the mystery. You are a clever girl aren’t you?’ Meringue pawed her hoof on the ground, and Bernard chuckled. ‘Well there’s no need to brag, is there?’
Meringue drifted off to nudge Oreo back into the shadow of the stable while Bernard continued to watch Alex and Butterscotch. The two of them had slowed into a more steady canter, and from the way they were circling Bernard expected them to trot back to the stable before long.
While he watched the back door creaked open behind him, and Janice appeared in the doorway. ‘Lunch is ready!’ she called out.
‘Thanks love!’ he shouted back, watching the door close before turning back to Alex. Apparently they had heard the shout too, the two of them were already turned back to the stable. Bernard stood up straight and went to check that there was fresh water and food available for Butterscotch before they got back.
Butterscotch was steaming when they got back to the stable, and Bernard frowned at Alex. ‘Where’s your helmet?’
Alex rolled their eyes, shifting in the saddle to stroke Butterscotch’s side. ‘I haven’t needed a helmet for years Dad.’
‘I disagree,’ Bernard said. ‘I don’t care if you have unlimited power. Safety first.’
Alex climbed down off Butterscotch, and Bernard noted that they hadn’t changed anything about their outfit before riding out. Still in the corset, in the tight pants. The only appropriate part of their outfit was their sleek black riding boots. They led Butterscotch over to the water trough, working on the buckles for the bridle and saddle while Butterscotch got a drink. ‘What’s for lunch?’
‘It was going to be pan fried steak I think,’ Bernard said, ‘but now your Mum’s got a vegetable skillet cooking and some fresh bread. Think we’re building our own sandwiches.’
Alex nodded, focusing on stripping off Butterscotch’s riding gear. ‘And…the others?’
‘In the living room,’ Bernard said. ‘Either buried in the boxes or pointedly ignoring them.’
Bernard couldn’t see Alex’s expression, but the stiffness in their shoulders and the hard line in their jaw from gritting their teeth was enough to make Bernard concerned. They didn’t respond, except to hoist the saddle on their shoulder and turn to put it away in the stable. Oreo came trotting up to try and investigate Alex, before Meringue intercepted and ushered the foal away.
Once the gear was away Bernard finally spoke, ‘Are we talking, thinking or ignoring?’
They sighed, squeezing the leather straps of the reins for a moment before letting go. ‘Does it matter?’
‘Absolutely,’ Bernard said. ‘I’m not the one that lied about Morgan asking for the necklace to be changed.’
Alex looked up then, trying to glare at Bernard. ‘I don’t know what you’re talking about.’
‘Morgan wasn’t in a state to ask for anything was she?’ Bernard asked, watching carefully as Alex squeezed their eyes shut. ‘Kiddo…’
‘Ignoring,’ Alex spat out. ‘We’re ignoring it.’
Bernard held his breath, swallowing down the comfort he was about to offer, before nodding. ‘How much of it?’
Alex folded their arms. They thought for a moment, golden eyes flicking from the floor to the horses outside the stable. ‘Right now, Morgan is hurt. So…I’m going to focus on that. Everything else is a rabbit hole that ends bloody.’
Bernard raised his eyebrows in surprise, ‘Thought you’d be on that in a heartbeat.’
Alex shook their head, ‘Not this time. This…they aren’t mine to kill yet. Not unless Morgan wants me to. And she’s going to want answers out of them first.’ They sighed. ‘I might go and blow up a moon or something after lunch.’
‘As long as it isn’t ours,’ Bernard said. ‘Uncle Frank is meant to go on that cruise next month. Can’t do that if you’ve broken the oceans.’
Alex chuckled and gave a mock salute. ‘Aye aye.’
When they got back in the kitchen the table had been set up with a bread board complete with a near full loaf of bread and a knife, and a series of dishes with lightly fried steak strips, various vegetables, and wedges. The two of them washed up before helping themselves to the food, Alex already biting into their sandwich before they moved into the living room.
On the long sofa Chad was leaning into Morgan’s shoulder as they both munched on their lunch and Janice went on about some local gossip in the town. Chad was enamoured, listening to Janice’s tale with an unrealistic amount of genuine enthusiasm in Alex’s opinion. Morgan however was spacing out, chewing slowly at her sandwich. Everything about her was lethargic, even her small smile when Alex came over to sit on the arm of the sofa next to her.
‘Alex,’ Janice said. ‘There are perfectly good armchairs you know?’
‘I’m good here,’ they said, beaming at her while taking a giant bite of their sandwich. Janice rolled her eyes, turning back to Chad to pick up her story. Alex’s smile dropped just as quickly and they pulled Morgan closer. Chad faltered at the loss of his sister’s weight and turned to complain, but Morgan was already leaning on Alex’s chest, eyes closed for a moment.
‘Morgan?’ Alex asked. ‘When did you last sleep?’
Morgan shrugged, while Alex noticed the slight flinch from the hero in the middle of the couch. ‘Don’t worry about it.’
Alex held back a growl of frustration, putting down their plate to turn their attention to Morgan better. ‘You know what happens when you say that? I’m going to worry about it.’
Morgan blinked up to try and scowl at Alex, but with the sheer exhaustion there was no weight behind it. ‘I’m not tired.’
‘That’s my fault,’ Chad said, and Alex looked up in surprise. ‘I told Morgan to pull over when she got tired last night, but then I ended up falling asleep first. I should have tried to find us a spot to sleep for the night.’
Alex opened their mouth to chew Chad out, when Janice butted in, ‘Oh don’t worry dear. Morgan tends to be rather stubborn when it comes to sleep. Not many people can get her to agree to go to bed.’
Alex scowled at their mum, and pulled Morgan closer. She tried to shrug Alex off, fighting back a yawn. ‘Guys I mean it, I’m not tired. I’m fine.’
‘Uh huh, sure,’ Alex grumbled.
Morgan pointed a finger in Alex’s face without looking, almost taking out their eye in the process, ‘I mean it. Don’t start meddling with your powers, I don’t need it.’
Bernard chuckled from his armchair, and Alex allowed themselves a small grin, ‘Alright, fine. No powers.’ They shifted so Morgan could lean better on their chest, and brought a hand up to gently stroke her hair.
Morgan jolted, giving Alex the chance to grab her plate of abandoned food and float it over to the coffee table. ‘Alex, I mean it-’
‘If you’re not tired you have nothing to worry about,’ Alex said. ‘Right?’
Chad looked over with concern and confusion, dithering whether to say something or not. Morgan didn’t notice, only grumbling at Alex as she sunk onto their body more, ‘You’re the worst.’
‘I know, I’m so mean aren’t I? Making sure my partner and partner in crime gets sleep and looks after herself, what awful crimes!’ Alex grinned at Bernard as he snorted from his seat, and leaned down to try to catch Morgan’s unintelligible mumbling. ‘What was that? I didn’t catch what you said. Was it, “Alex I’m actually really tired and need to go to bed”? Of course Morgan, happy to oblige.’
Morgan barely grumbled in protest when Alex leaned down and picked her up off the couch, cradling her close in a bridal carry. Chad however shot up in alarm, ‘What did you do?’
‘Relax hero,’ Alex sneered, ‘When Morgan’s tired stroking her hair knocks her out in like, ten seconds. No powers involved.’
‘Since when?’
‘Since always,’ Alex said. ‘Barnaby taught me that trick.’ Chad’s shoulders sagged, but he followed after Alex as they headed towards the hallway. ‘Nope, absolutely not,’ Alex said.
Chad frowned, ‘But Morgan-’
‘Hey Chad,’ Bernard cut in, ‘while Morgan gets some rest we can give you a tour of the rest of the house. I didn’t get a chance to show you the workshop earlier.’
Alex didn’t give Chad a chance to respond, turning back to the door and heading up the stairs to their room.
Inside the room was fairly bright from the sun shining through the window. With a thought Alex closed the blinds, another thought pulled the covers back from the bed. Only then did they loosen their hold on Morgan, laying her down gently on the bed. They pulled the duvet up by hand, taking the time to tuck her in as she shifted into a comfortable position on the bed.
They could do this, Alex thought to themselves. They could focus on Morgan, making sure that she wasn’t alone. They could catch her when this bullshit got too much. They could ignore the growing knot of pain growing in their own chest. Morgan was more important right now, they told themselves as they laid down next to her, stroking her hair gently again. Morgan asleep, enjoying some much needed rest. Chad downstairs, being the centre of attention again. The thought made Alex snarl, but they pushed it down. It was fine, they could ignore it.
And they did. They ignored the voices downstairs, the footsteps of people moving through the kitchen and to their dad’s workshop. They ignored the clink of dishes being washed in the sink and muffled voices within the house. Instead they focused on Morgan, on her frizzy hair Alex had finally convinced her to use conditioner on to make it soft. On the slight puffiness still lingering in her cheeks. On her calloused scarred hand resting by her head. On her brow, still slightly furrowed despite her being deeply asleep.
They had a split second warning of light footsteps in the hallways before there was a brief knocking on the door to their room, and the door creaked open.
‘How’s she doing?’ Janice whispered, poking her head through.
Alex didn’t turn around to look at the door, shifting to shield Morgan from the light as they shrugged. ‘She’s asleep.’
The door closed, but even without the creak of floorboards Alex knew their mum was creeping over to the bed. ‘Bless her,’ Janice whispered, perching on the bed. ‘I didn’t realise she had been driving all night, or I would have shooed her off to bed sooner.’
‘Yeah, well she’s asleep now and I don’t want to wake her.’
Janice chuckled, ‘Honey she can sleep through a hurricane without stirring, I think we’ll be fine with a few whispers.’ Alex rolled their eyes and shrugged, focusing on Morgan while Janice continued to whisper. ‘So, I appreciate you don’t like heroes in the house. And this would be easier to arrange if Morgan was awake. But there is every chance Chad will need to stay here overnight. The spare room is already set up, but I’m just…reminding you-’
‘Got it,’ Alex muttered. ‘Thanks.’
Janice sighed, ‘Are you going to be sharp with Chad the whole time?’
‘Please,’ Alex said. ‘Compared to how we normally interact, I'm being positively delightful. If he’s been moaning about me-’
‘He hasn’t,’ Janice said. ‘I’m sure he’s used to it since you both care about Morgan…’
Alex snorted, cutting over Janice. ‘Care about Morgan? Before all this kicked off Chad was an asshole. He was demanding she would go back to being his sidekick you know? And when she refused he insisted that I was mind controlling her.’
Janice slowly nodded as a realisation hit her. ‘Does that have anything to do with Chad’s robotic prosthetics?’
‘I could have done a lot worse,’ Alex grumbled. ‘I would have done worse if Morgan hadn’t made me put him on the no kill list.’ Janice nodded, keeping a neutral expression as Alex hunched around Morgan. ‘But he doesn’t care about Morgan. He wants his sidekick back. So he can get his perfect hero image even more perfect, who gives a fuck what Morgan wants right?’
‘And now?’ Janice asked.
‘Now? Now Chad’s life is falling apart and Morgan needs to be there to look after him. Fuck what she wants, she needs to put all that to one side to be his supportive big sister, after he’s already taken so much from her. It’s bullshit.’
‘What has he taken honey?’
‘He’s the Sterling Golden Boy,’ Alex spat. ‘He’s the shining example, the centre of attention, he gets everything he wants. And Morgan got nothing but scraps, so she told them all where to stick it and now he’s…’
‘Going to steal us?’ Janice said. Alex faltered, their shoulders slumping. Janice reached out and squeezed their shoulder gently. ‘Chad isn’t going to replace anyone. I promise. He’s not replacing you, and he’s definitely not replacing Morgan.’ Alex finally looked up at their mum. Even in the dark room they could see her perfectly. Her eyes were glimmering with unshed tears, her lips pursed to try and stop her bottom lip from trembling.
‘You were ignoring her. When I came in. You were…telling Chad about the crochet club’s mystery night in town and Morgan was just sitting there and-’
‘Alex,’ Janice said, shuffling closer to cup their cheek. ‘I knew Morgan was dead on her feet. I figured I would arrange a calm lunch, get some food in them and then with Chad more relaxed and comfortable I could persuade Morgan to have a nap. You just beat me to it.’
‘Yeah, because Chad-’
‘Chad is scared,’ Janice said. ‘And that’s partly my fault for spooking him. But he’s scared, and Morgan is familiar. Morgan is safe. But I know that Morgan needs to be looked after too, and I’m not intending on neglecting her for a second.’
Alex looked away from Janice, turning back to Morgan. Watching her sleep soundly on. ‘So that’s that?’
‘Yes,’ Janice said. ‘As far as I’m concerned, I have three children now. And I wouldn’t trade any of you for anything.’
‘You’ve had Chad for two hours,’ Alex frowned. ‘You don’t know anything about him.’
‘I know enough to know I want my son back,’ Janice said. ‘But that has nothing to do with how I feel about Morgan. Morgan is my family, and nothing and no one can change that.’
‘And what happens when Chad becomes your favourite kid?’
Janice huffed, ‘We don’t have a favourite child.’
‘Yes you do,’ Alex said. ‘And I’m not going to let Morgan lose the title.’
Janice smiled slightly at that, ‘Alright. Morgan’s our favourite. And that’s not going to change. She’s getting the farm after all.’
‘Wills can change.’
‘That won’t,’ Janice said. ‘I promise you.’
‘Even if…even if Chad decides he wants to be Charlie again?’
Janice paused, looking away for a moment to think it over. ‘Even then. One day this is going to be Morgan’s home for good. And we won’t take that away from her, not even for Charlie.’ She looked back at Alex, stroking a hand through their hair with a smile. ‘Although if you’re that worried, you know what would help? A certain question with a certain ring…?’
Alex blushed, ‘Mum stop.’
‘Maybe in a church? Think we could swing a cathedral?’
‘Mum please-’
‘You know, I think Morgan would look so smart in a suit, and either you could wear matching ones or you could have that giant princess gown you were obsessed with when you were eight-’
‘Mum you’re killing me here,’ Alex whined, ‘please. In fact I think I need a nap now. Maybe one for a hundred years so you can’t get me in a church.’
Janice chuckled, standing up and pressing a cheek to Alex’s hair. ‘Love you honey.’
Alex couldn’t help but slump under the kiss, a small smile curling on their lips. ‘Love you too Mum.’
Janice smiled and looked down at the two of them, before crossing the room and slipping out the door with a soft click.
‘Was she telling the truth?’ Alex jumped at Morgan’s quiet voice.
‘Morgan! You’re supposed to be asleep.’
‘I was. Somehow you’re more disruptive than a hurricane,’ Morgan sniggered with a raised eyebrow.
Alex winced, ‘Sorry. I should have left you to it.’
Morgan shook her head, working her arm out of the duvet to pull Alex closer into a hug. ‘It’s okay. So was she telling the truth?’
‘About what?’ Alex asked. ‘Because I have no idea what dress she’s talking about-’
‘Not that,’ Morgan chuckled, looking up at Alex amused. ‘The rest of it. About…well…’ she trailed off, thinking how to word the question. ‘Now I’m thinking about it, I sound so childish right now.’
Alex snorted. ‘For what it’s worth, Mum isn’t one for lying. Hiding information? Sure. Like hers and dad’s villainous careers. But then again, if I had asked her beforehand she probably would have told me the truth. But she doesn’t lie. So you can trust in what she says.’
Morgan mulled it over, nodding slowly as she did. ‘Okay, cool. Thank you.’
‘For what?’
‘For being in my corner,’ Morgan said. ‘It’s nice, someone having my back.’
Alex leaned closer, wrapping Morgan up in a tighter hug, ‘What are partners in crime for?’ They felt Morgan beam as she snuggled into their shoulder, and Alex couldn’t help but relax a little of the knot inside their chest. ‘Now go to sleep.’
Morgan tried to stifle a yawn, ‘I’m not tired.’
‘Go to sleep or I will boop you.’
‘You wouldn’t dare.’
Chapter 19
Summary:
Night comes, and quiet conversations with it.
Notes:
Thanks to Abookwyrm and PrincessSunshine for helping me out with this chapter, I really appreciate it.
Content warnings for mild threatening vibes, discussions of death, alcohol use, and Alex being an asshole.
Chapter Text
In the end Alex didn’t need to use any powers to coax Morgan back to sleep. Their fingers combed through her hair while she was cradled close to their chest until she was snoring softly. Alex could have left then, gone back downstairs to check on their parents. Or look at some more pictures while Chad was being distracted by Bernard. Or they could have gone off to find a good moon to blow up.
But the minutes fell away, with Morgan asleep against their chest, the bubble of peace they had was left undisturbed, and Alex couldn’t bring themselves to leave. Instead they lay on their bed, carding their fingers through Morgan’s hair, wondering how they could get this moment to not end. So they didn’t have to let Morgan go. And they didn’t have to think about kidnapped siblings or enchantments. Or heroes.
When it looked like Morgan was out for the count for the rest of the day Alex waved their hand to banish their outfit, the corset and tight pants swapped for the fluffiest oversized hoodie they owned and soft baggy joggers. There was no chance they were going to get out of this bed for the rest of the day. Not even for their Mum’s cheesecake.
At some point Alex must have fallen asleep themselves. It was the only way that time would drift away from them so quickly, the hours passing in between blinks. They vaguely remember the bedroom door opening again, carrying with it the delicious warm smell of something roasted, but they couldn’t find it in them to move. When the door clicked closed Alex tightened their grip around Morgan’s waist and closed their eyes again. Sleep was easier. Looking after Morgan was easier.
When Alex blinked again and knew they were awake, wide awake in fact, it was the middle of the night. They frowned, trying to work out what had brought them around so suddenly, when they heard it. A creak downstairs. Alex sat up, casting their senses out into the rest of the house. Morgan was asleep next to them, and down the hall were two resting heart rates in their parent’s room. A third one was downstairs, along with the quiet creak of a page turning in a heavy book. Alex zeroed in on the spare bedroom. It was empty, the bed half warm and cooling more by the second. They bit back a growl, climbing silently out of bed before teleporting downstairs. What was Chad planning?
Chad didn’t notice when Alex appeared in the doorway to the living room. He was curled up on the floor leaning against the sofa, lit by a soft lamp behind him with a large photo album on his lap. Hops was braced between the album and Chad’s waist, his fingers playing with Hops’ worn ear. Alex looked away from the bunny, focusing on the album Chad was looking through. They could have left. Could have stayed silent. There was no reason for them to interrupt, to pull themselves into this weird moment that Chad was having in the middle of the night. They didn’t need to entertain this.
‘What are you doing?’
Chad jumped at the sound of Alex’s voice, looking up in surprise. ‘Oh. Alex. I thought everyone was asleep.’
‘That doesn’t answer my question,’ Alex said. ‘Do I need to repeat myself?’
‘No. No, uh…’ Chad looked down at the album, licking his lips as he searched for the words. ‘I couldn’t sleep. And…it’s quiet. And…I guess I got curious.’
Alex rolled their eyes, ‘You’ve had all day to look at the boxes. Why at 1am?’
‘Like I said,’ Chad tried to glare at Alex, although there was no heat in the expression, ‘I couldn’t sleep.’ Alex raised an eyebrow, staring Chad down until he looked away. ‘What about you? Why are you up?’
Alex summoned a glass into a hand Chad couldn’t see before holding it up to demonstrate. ‘I’m thirsty.’
Chad glanced at the glass. ‘Alright. Are you going to stop me? Because Janice said I could look at the boxes, and-’
‘Do whatever you want,’ Alex said. ‘I don’t care.’
‘Then why ask?’
‘I don’t like heroes sneaking around my house,’ Alex sneered, throwing another glare at Chad.
Before Chad could rebut Alex headed into the kitchen, beelining for the fridge and the filtered water. They were fine. Chad was being a nosy ass, but they were fine. They didn’t need to worry about it, Chad would sit there in the dark and look at strange pictures from a lifetime ago. Alex sighed, squeezing their eyes shut and pinching their nose. There was no reason for them to be sentimental. This was Chad, stupid idiot asshole Chad. Who constantly harassed Morgan into becoming a sidekick again, or harassed Alex into releasing their supposed mind control. But when Alex closed their eyes all they could see was silver grey eyes and dark blond hair.
‘Dammit,’ Alex hissed, pushing back the tears. They had cried enough. They weren’t about to cry for fucking Chad. Not even a Chad who looked like Charlie, who looked so scared and heartbroken and lost. It wasn’t their problem. It wasn’t.
‘What do you get out of that?’
Chad looked up at Alex, watching carefully as they sipped at their glass of water. ‘Um…what?’
‘What do you get out of that?’ Alex asked again. ‘Looking at the photos when everyone else is asleep. It’s not like you have any context for those pictures.’
Chad blinked, looking down at the photos. ‘I…I thought it might help.’
‘Help with what? Those people are all strangers to you.’
‘I know that,’ Chad snapped. Alex raised an eyebrow in amusement, watching Chad immediately deflate. ‘I…sorry. I just…’
‘Don’t think I’ve heard you snap before,’ Alex snorted, moving to sit in the nearest armchair. ‘Thought you were too perfect for all that?’
Chad rolled his eyes, ‘Not funny.’
‘I beg to differ,’ Alex smirked. ‘But seriously, why now? Mum would love to tell you about all those photos. All the people in them. She’d probably start building family trees or something.’
Chad bit his lip and nodded, ‘That…sounds about right. Based on what I’ve seen so far. But…’ he sighed, looking down at the album. ‘It’s a lot. And, I’m not trying to sound ungrateful because I’m not. At all. Janice and Bernard, they’ve been nothing but welcoming and lovely and…’ he trailed off, glancing up at the rest of the boxes in the room. ‘They really love Charlie.’
‘They do,’ Alex said. ‘You just made all their dreams come true.’
‘Not all of them,’ Chad said. ‘If I did that I’d…I don’t know, be able to go back in time and give baby me back or something.’
‘Time travel ends badly,’ Alex said. ‘Breaking the space time continuum tends to cause…glitches.’
Chad blinked, processing for a second, ‘Why do I feel like you’re speaking from experience?’ Alex shrugged and sipped at their water. ‘Wait, that can’t be right, you’ve never killed a time warper.’
Oh shit. ‘I was raised by a witch, remember?’
‘Oh,’ Chad said. ‘Janice has used time magic?’
‘No, but it's in her grimoire,’ Alex said.
‘Why would you try to time travel?’ Chad asked. Alex didn’t look at Chad, if they did the dark glare they were trying to put out into the room would definitely shatter, and maybe the windows with it. But it seemed to get their point across, and Alex could feel the realisation and surprise across the room. ‘Oh. I…sorry I didn’t think-’
Alex tapped their glass, watching it turn into the colour of honey. Only whiskey, but it might take the edge off. ‘Why didn’t you look at the pictures with Mum and Dad?’
Chad froze, holding his breath as Alex examined their new drink, ‘I…panicked.’ Alex sipped at the whiskey, finally glancing at Chad with a raised eyebrow. He was looking at the photos, tucking Hops under his chin to feel the soft fur. ‘There’s a whole life here. And it's not that I don’t want to know. But it’s been…what time is it?’
‘After 1,’ Alex said. ‘It’s been a good 14 hours since I found you in the bathroom.’
‘Right,’ Chad said. ‘That’s not a lot of time to process.’
‘Aww, is the poor hero getting overwhelmed because he’s found out what loving parents actually look like?’
‘My parents love me,’ Chad said. ‘They just show it in different ways.’
‘Sure,’ Alex snorted, ‘Let’s go with that. And definitely not that they don’t even know what love means, never mind how to express it.’
Chad shot up to his feet, a gust of wind coming off him, and Alex snorted. ‘The S tier monster’s really going to tell me what love is like?’
Alex didn’t move except to look up at Chad with a cool expression. ‘Love is the only reason why you’re still alive. Hero.’ Chad flinched, and Alex’s mouth curled into a smirk. ‘Morgan loves you, for some weird reason. And I love Morgan. And because of that you get to live.’
Chad was silent at that, squeezing the bunny still in his hand. He looked away from Alex, his sudden anger deflating as quickly as it came, and he sank onto the sofa. ‘I need to thank her for that, I think,’ he whispered.
Alex nodded, ‘Yeah you do.’
Chad thought for a moment, before chuckling, ‘I’ve just realised. If my parents’ plan for us had been followed through and Morgan had become my sidekick, there’s every chance you would have killed me by now.’
Alex’s attention turned back to the boxes, scanning over the dusty cardboard. They had a deep gulp of the whiskey. ‘Quite possibly.’
‘Imagine if they had tried to bring me back,’ Chad said. ‘If…if they found the pendant and took it off to put me through the Lazarus machine.’ Alex quirked an eyebrow at that, but didn’t interrupt as Chad carried on, staring into the middle distance with quickly glistening eyes. ‘Would…would they have still brought me back? Would Mum have covered it up? Or would they have scrapped the plans and left me dead?’ His hand went to the small disc hanging around his neck, fiddling with it, as he gnawed on his lip.
‘Good thing Morgan went villain then,’ Alex said. Chad chuckled wetly, sniffing as he tried to steady his breathing. ‘I’m not going to hug you.’
‘I wasn’t asking you to,’ Chad said. He glanced down at the pendant, watching it clack against his metal fingers, thinking for a moment. ‘Why did you get Janice to change the pendant?’
Alex took another gulp of the whiskey. ‘Morgan would have asked. I just got there first.’
‘That’s it?’ Chad asked. ‘You got your Mum to change the magic and give me the enchantment back on my own terms, for Morgan?’ Alex nodded, and Chad narrowed his eyes. ‘Nothing else to it?’
‘Like what?’
Chad shrugged, ‘You don’t want to have to fight me if I’m stuck with the other face?’
Alex definitely did not flinch at that. They were actually quite proud of how they kept their composure as they drained the last of the glass and vanished it away. ‘Almost. I’ll fight you no matter what face you’re using. Especially when you’re in your hero cowl. It’s got nothing to do with me fighting you.’ They met Chad’s eyes, hazel and intense staring at them. Alex sat forward, leaning on their legs. ‘The truth is, it’s easier to hate you when you’re not wearing my brother’s face.’
Chad blinked, but held Alex’s gaze. Even so, his heart rate getting faster did make Alex smile. ‘Right,’ he said, voice slightly raspy. ‘Good to know.’
‘But also for Morgan,’ Alex said. ‘It did upset her after all.’ They sat back, getting ready to stand up. ‘Speaking of, I’d better make sure she’s got a drink in case she wakes up in the middle of the night.’ They summoned a fresh glass into their hand, watching Chad sit there silent. ‘Sweet dreams Chad.’ They walked out of the living room, smirking when they heard Chad let out the breath he had been holding. That was definitely more satisfying than blowing up a moon.
Chapter 20
Summary:
Morning comes, and Janice and Bernard want to know more about Chad.
Notes:
Alex: *has emotional turmoil and is an asshole to Chad*
Me:....I should probably get some fluff in as well.No content warnings, enjoy your soft character interactions.
Chapter Text
When morning came, it came with a clear sky and a gentle breeze. It came with a sun that was inching its way out of the horizon, casting bright rays that broke the glow of twilight. And it came with a quiet farmhouse slowly coming to life. The roosters crowed, waking up the other animals with their morning alarm. Inside however, the people were a little harder to wake. Morgan grumbled and pulled the duvet over her head, half hiding Alex at the same time. Alex snuggled closer to Morgan, eager to shut the world away for a little while longer. Bernard was waking up slowly, stretching and popping his shoulders and back with a yawn and a blink of bleary eyes.
And Janice was already awake, already freshened up, and getting ready to make breakfast. The coffee pot was already on, and she was sipping at a glass of juice while examining the contents of her fridge, working out what to make. There were still plenty of muffins, the cheesecake, leftovers from dinner to snack on later. Fresh eggs, most of her milk, bacon and sausages and fruit. Unsure of where to start she started pulling out the ingredients for pancakes. They were quick, but the batter would also sit for a little while.
She was halfway through whisking when the telltale footsteps of Bernard came down the stairs, and she looked up in time to see him swing around the door and pull her into a sweet kiss. ‘Morning love,’ he whispered.
‘And a good morning to you too,’ Janice smiled. ‘You woke up in a good mood.’
Bernard smirked, letting his wife go to get back to mixing. ‘I’m always in a good mood.’
‘A better mood then,’ Janice said. ‘I wonder why that would be?’ Bernard shrugged, and Janice grinned as he headed out the door towards the living room. ‘How long do you think we can convince all the kids to stay?’
‘They do have lives to get back to at some point,’ Bernard said over his shoulder. ‘Think a week would be pushing it?’
Janice giggled, putting down the mixing bowl to inspect what she could prep next. Did she have enough potatoes to make hash browns again?
She wasn’t expecting Bernard so close when he spoke, ‘Janice love, have you been in the living room yet?’
She jumped, spinning around to look at him confused, ‘No? Why?’
Bernard was trying to hold back a sentimental smile, and nodded towards the living room. Janice frowned, but followed him without a word across the hallway and to the ajar door.
Chad was curled up on the sofa, still deeply asleep. Hops was pressed between his cheek and the plush couch cushion, with a single lamp on above his head. Under one arm was a still open photo album, the other arm was dangling off the couch and grazing the floor. Janice had to hold back an emotional squeak at the sight, seeking out Bernard’s hand for comfort. He squeezed her hand right back, pulling her closer to lean on his shoulder as they watched him for a moment.
Without a word they stepped into the room silently, taking their time to not make a noise and disturb Chad. Bernard gently eased the album out from under Chad’s arm while Janice grabbed a blanket and laid it over his shoulders. He barely shifted as Janice slowly tucked him in, only moving to nuzzle more into the cushions. Bernard switched off the lamp, leaving the room dark aside for the gentle glow of sunlight through the curtains. For a moment everything was quiet, Janice and Bernard watching Chad sleep. When Janice’s hand twitched towards his hair.
Bernard put a gentle hand on her shoulder, and leaned in to whisper, ‘Better not push it love.’
Janice closed her eyes, pressing her lips together, before she nodded and let Bernard lead her out of the room. Neither of them spoke until the living room door was closed and they were back in the kitchen. ‘Bless him,’ Janice whispered.
Bernard sighed, ‘I know. Wonder when he came down?’
‘Maybe after breakfast, we can show him some of the other family photos. We can pull out some pictures of his aunts and uncles, and his cousins? And then-’
‘Janice? Love,’ Bernard took her hands, pressing them to his lips. ‘We promised we’d go at his pace.’
‘I know,’ Janice said, ‘but-’ she faltered, looking up at Bernard’s knowing expression. ‘You already have an argument don’t you?’
‘You’re making assumptions,’ Bernard chuckled. ‘But now you mention it,’ he paused, grinning at Janice rolling her eyes, ‘it’s been one day. And it's going to hit the kids a lot more.’
‘I know.’
‘And if we rush any of them-’
‘I know Bernard,’ Janice said. ‘Meddling to a minimum. Wait for them to ask.’ Bernard cupped her cheek, watching Janice deflate and lean on his shoulder, ‘I could help though.’
‘I know you could,’ Bernard said. ‘So could I.’
Janice closed her eyes, letting Bernard wrap his arms around her. ‘Would it be meddling to try and find out why Caroline and Richard stole him?’
Bernard took a deep breath, thinking carefully. ‘Knowing what our girl’s like? She might try and beat you to it. Now,’ he looked around at the kitchen, ‘do you want me to pick up breakfast?’
‘Absolutely not!’ Janice giggled, shoving Bernard away. ‘You keep your mitts off my whisk.’
‘This whisk?’ Bernard asked, leaning past her to the mixing bowl.
Janice gasped and snatched the bowl away, ‘Don’t you dare!’
Bernard laughed, dodging Janice’s attempts to push him out of the kitchen. They both stilled at a creak from the living room, and Bernard winced, ‘So much for letting him sleep.’
Janice hummed. She looked at the door, fiddling with the whisk braced in the bowl. ‘Perhaps….no. No, I'm going to get a start on breakfast properly. Do you want to check on him?’
Bernard nodded, heading out as Janice turned to the stove. He poked his head through the living room door, giving what he hoped was a comforting smile, ‘Hey kiddo, how are you doing?’
Chad looked up with a blearly look on his face, rubbing at his eyes with one hand. The other one was tangled in the blanket pooling around his waist, and he gave a little yawn, ‘Morning. Um…okay. Where did the blanket come from?’
‘Janice,’ Bernard said. ‘Hey, we’re both rather early risers, what with the farm and stuff. You can get a little more shut eye. The others probably won’t be awake for a good hour or so.’
Chad shook his head, despite another yawn creeping out. ‘That’s okay, thank you. Sorry for…I know you got me all set up in your spare room.’
Bernard stepped into the room properly, glancing at the still open boxes, ‘Don’t worry about it. We figured you got curious.’
Chad looked at the open box, filled with albums, and looked a little sheepish. ‘Yeah. Not the best time for it I guess.’
‘Your timeframe, remember?’ Bernard said. ‘Your pace. Not ours.’ Chad nodded, giving a grateful smile. ‘Janice is getting another breakfast spread ready, if there’s anything specific you like I can let her know.’
‘Oh no,’ Chad smiled, ‘that’s not necessary. Most mornings for me are muesli and fruit so…this is much fancier than I’m used to.’
‘Oh? What kind of fruit?’ Bernard asked. ‘I’ll see if we have any in.’
‘Most fruits,’ Chad shrugged. ‘Apples, berries, bananas, grapefruit…’ he paused as he caused Bernard shiver. ‘You don’t like grapefruit?’
‘Can’t stand the stuff,’ Bernad said with a shudder.
‘That’s a shame, I love it.’
Bernard’s expression dropped, which left Chad startled until Bernard turned back to the door. ‘Janice! You gave Chad your terrible taste in food!’
Chad snorted as he heard Janice shout back, ‘How so?’
‘He likes grapefruit!’
There was a clang in the kitchen, and suddenly a bright eyed and excited Janice was in the doorway, ‘Wait really?’ Chad nodded, and Janice grinned. ‘Wait, what about olives?’
‘Only the green ones.’
Janice’s grin grew wider, ‘Sweetcorn?’ Chad pulled a face at that, and Janice giggled. ‘How about turnips?’
Chad blinked, ‘Love turnips, who doesn’t like turnips?’
‘Okay,’ Bernard said, ‘it’s not that I don’t like turnips. It’s just that other vegetables are superior.’
‘Like what?’ Chad asked.
‘Literally any of them. Carrots, potatoes, broccoli, sprouts…’
‘I’m sorry, you lost me at sprouts,’ Chad said.
Janie laughed in triumph, looking smug at Bernard, ‘That’s my son right there.’ Bernard rolled his eyes, following Janice back through to the kitchen as she laughed, both of them missing the stunned look on Chad’s face. He let out a breath slowly, blinking quickly to fight back the urge to cry, and finally stood up. Folding up the blanket and resting it on the couch, he carefully placed Hops on the coffee table before heading for the bathroom.
It didn’t take an hour for Alex and Morgan to wake up, but it did take enough time for Chad Janice and Bernard to talk alone in the kitchen while Janice was cooking. They carried on their conversations from the previous evening, which mostly involved the parents finding out as much as they could about Chad. They avoided the bulk of details about his hero work, only venturing into the publicly reported heroic adventures if anything. But they were both a lot more interested in pretty much everything else about Chad’s life. His friends (mostly Dave, Diego, and the lovely people in the library he volunteered at) his hobbies (a lot of his downtime was spent at the gym and volunteering, although he did admit to a love of Clan of Champions) and his favourite, well, everything (he didn’t have a lot of time to read, he loved action movies, and Taylor Swift, much to the Stewarts’ amusement). The conversations about his childhood were also avoided aside from discussions about school, his favourite teachers and classes, any extracurricular activities, and the “typical teenager” stories.
‘You must have had a crush,’ Bernard laughed.
‘No I really didn’t!’ Chad giggled, ‘I didn’t really have time for that.’
‘Didn’t have time, it was high school! That’s the time when you get the most ridiculous crushes, when you think that your first love is going to last forever and you sneak out of the house to meet your sweetheart on a park, or you both get in a car and when you’re driving out of town you think, “We could go anywhere. We could do anything!” You must have had that!’
Chad laughed and shook his head, ‘Sorry, I don’t know what to tell you.’
Bernard scoffed and looked at Janice, ‘Are you listening to this?’ Janice looked over her shoulder with an amused smile, making Chad concerned and Bernard grin, ‘Janice love, do you believe what he’s saying right now?’
‘I thought you didn’t want me to meddle?’ Janice said with a grin.
‘What are you meddling in?’ Chad turned around and smiled at Morgan as she stepped into the kitchen.
‘Morgan!’ Bernard sighed. ‘Help me out here, Chad reckons he never had a crush at high school.’
Morgan snorted, ‘Oh please, he was worse than Diego.’
‘Was not!’ Chad shouted. ‘You don’t know what you’re talking about!’
‘Anna. Lily. Kevin. Bailey. Dimitri. Ron. Mac-’
Chad stumbled to his feet and clapped both hands on Morgan’s mouth, glaring at her mischievous expression. ‘Okay, first of all, most of those didn’t count.’
‘Did too,’ Morgan said behind Chad’s hands.
‘Did not. And, how did you even know about Ron and Mac? You had left by then?’
Morgan shrugged and pulled Chad’s hands away from her mouth. ‘I’m a big sister, I know everything. Now, what’s for breakfast?’
‘Everything, again,’ Bernard said while smirking at Janice. ‘Although, can I ask you both something? A little more serious?’
Morgan grabbed herself a cup of coffee and shrugged, ‘Sure.’
‘You two knew? About Chad?’ The siblings faltered, looking between each other as Bernard continued. ‘I’m just wondering how that came about is all.’
‘Um…’ Chad looked at Morgan, ‘I’ve got the thing in my bag, I can go grab it?’
Morgan nodded and Chad headed upstairs. Once he left Morgan sat down and explained the whole thing from the beginning. From Rex getting Chad’s DNA and it matching with Alex, to when Morgan’s own test results came through the door. Bernard and Janice listened in silence, as Morgan went on to describe Alex’s reaction to finding out, to Chad and Diego both being there for Janice’s phone calls, and Chad’s decision to come to the farm with Morgan.
‘Do you think he believed it then? Deep down?’ Bernard asked. ‘Even when he denied it?’ Morgan shrugged, and before she could reply Chad appeared again, the now battered test results in his hand.
‘I’m sure you don’t need them now,’ Chad said. ‘But…for the cherry on top I guess.’
Janice stepped away from the stove and leaned over Bernard’s shoulder as the two of them looked through the test results. ‘That’s a rather callous way of putting the results isn’t it?’ Janice said. ‘It sounds so clinical.’
‘They are a clinic dear,’ Bernard said.
‘Yes, but they’re testing people’s DNA. They’re telling you who your biological family is. You’d think they would remember that.’
‘Honestly?’ Chad said. ‘I don’t think saying it in nicer words would have made it easier to process. In this case at least.’ Janice’s face fell, and Chad faltered. ‘Not that it’s bad news. It was just a lot. At the time.’
‘To find out Alex is your sibling?’ Bernard said. ‘After you’ve fought them as a villain for so long?’ Chad looked away, fiddling with the hem of his t-shirt with an unsure look on his face. ‘That must have been really hard to hear, kiddo.’
Chad’s shoulders sagged in relief and he managed a small smile at the two of them. ‘Thanks.’ Bernard nodded, handing back the papers with a short sniff. Janice straightened up, turning back to the stove to carry on with cooking, and Chad folded the report to put it away.
Morgan looked between the three of them, sipping at her coffee until the awkward silence got too much. ‘So if I get out my laptop will you yell at me?’
‘What do you need your laptop for?’ Janice asked. ‘You haven’t had breakfast yet.’
‘I went for a full 24 hours without checking what’s going on in Roofer’s server,’ Morgan said. ‘And that guy might be an idiot but he’s almost as stubborn as I am.’
Chad frowned, ‘You said you killed the server?’
‘I did. He recovered it to an earlier version, lost a load of data, and is trying to put it back. Including his “research” on us,’ Morgan said. ‘And if I wipe it he’ll know there’s something being hidden so will go after the information harder.’
‘That sounds familiar,’ Bernard said with a smile.
Morgan pulled a face, and turned back to Chad. ‘My current strategy is to feed in fake information to throw him off the scent. Rewrite some articles, or corrupt data here and there. But I need to check he’s not seen past it.’
Janice sighed, ‘The laptop goes away when breakfast goes on the table.’
Morgan smiled, ‘Thanks Mo-Janice.’
Chad blinked, but before he could react Morgan was out of the kitchen. Bernard chuckled, and Chad turned back to Janice in confusion, ‘Morgan calls you Mom?’
‘Only when I spoil her,’ Janice said with a smile.
Chapter 21
Summary:
Everyone sits down for breakfast. It goes about as well as you'd expect.
Notes:
I'd call this fluff, but then Alex enters the scene and *points at the dramatic asshole* Chad fluff cannot exist while they're in the room.
Content warnings for minor threats and insults, and discussion of death and murder.
Chapter Text
By the time breakfast was ready to go on the table Morgan had gotten back into Rex’s server and had planned a number of attacks to hopefully throw him off the scent for good, as she put it. Chad was fascinated, but she couldn't let him peek over her shoulder, just in case he was planning to use the information to thwart his nemesis.
'You're saying you don't want me to beat him?'
'I'm saying I'm not helping you do it,' Morgan grinned. 'That sounds too much like hero work to me.'
'Alright kids,' Janice said pointedly, beginning to put out plates and trays of freshly cooked food. She tapped the table next to the laptop and Morgan put it away silently, stabbing at the first pancake before Chad could even pick his fork up. Bernard shouted for Alex, settling down to help himself to bacon and hashbrowns as Janice got to work on the eggs.
Alex appeared in the doorway silently, making Chad jump, although everyone else rolled with it. The comfortable hoodie from the previous night had been replaced with a crimson pant suit, with the top tracing a bold but delicate lace up to their neck that made Morgan roll her eyes. They gave their parents a smile, even coming round to kiss Janice on the cheek before sitting next to Morgan, on the opposite side of the table to Chad.
'Going somewhere fancy?' Bernard asked with a raised eyebrow.
'Not sure yet,' Alex said with a smile. 'Might go for a ride on Butterscotch. Might go kill some heroes. We'll see what the day brings.'
Chad was trying very hard to keep his composure, offering Janice a very brief smile as she spooned some scrambled eggs onto his and Morgan's plates. 'Sure you're not going to a gala in that look?' Janice asked. Alex shrugged with a smirk and grabbed some juice.
Once Janice was tucking into her own breakfast as well, all five of them sat around the large table, Bernard cleared his throat. ‘So…I’ve had a thought. You are all obviously welcome here for as long as you want of course, we love having family around.’ Chad had to suppress a flinch at that, but Bernard carried on. ‘But I know this was impromptu, so do you guys have any idea of what you’re planning next?’
Alex shrugged, ‘The usual I guess?’
‘Oh joy,’ Chad muttered, looking pointedly away from Alex’s glare. ‘Guess that answers for me as well.’
‘I’m surprised you didn’t get any calls yesterday.’ Janice asked.
‘Oh I registered myself incognito,’ Chad said. ‘I need to have something to report back after that though, so if someone ,’ he looked at Morgan pointedly, ‘could give me something useful to use against Roofer I’d appreciate it.’
Morgan looked at Chad with a deadpan expression, bringing her coffee to her lips. ‘Sucks to be you then.’ Chad scowled, making Morgan grin. ‘Surely protecting your sister from like, six assassination attempts in 48 hours would be good enough?’
‘Six?’ Chad asked. ‘Where did you get six from?’
Morgan pulled out her phone, much to Janice’s protests, ‘There were…two poison attempts, an attempt at a road collision, some deadly faulty wiring in the boiler room at the apartment, a letterbomb and…oh apparently he’s hired a sniper.’ She snorted and looked up at Chad. ‘So there, you stopped those I guess.’
Alex growled, ‘You said a sniper?’
Morgan pressed a button, and something pinged in Alex’s pocket. ‘Better?’ Alex smiled darkly in response, an expression that made Chad get goosebumps, and Morgan tucked her phone away. ‘I guess you stopped five of them then Chad.’
Chad opened his mouth, before squeezing his eyes shut. ‘I…don’t know where to begin with that. Did you just give Alex a hit?’
‘No,’ Alex scoffed, ‘that would imply she was paying me. This is just me doing a favour.’
Chad bit back his initial loud protest, not noticing when the temperature around him dipped a couple of degrees lower. ‘Morgan, you’re going to let Alex kill someone?’
‘Again,’ Alex said, ‘it’s an assassin. What’s the problem?’
‘Let her talk!’ Chad snapped.
Alex raised an eyebrow in amusement, ‘Snapping twice in 12 hours. Lucky me.’
Morgan nudged Alex’s arm, giving them a look before turning to Chad. ‘Alex has a point. It’s a sniper, I can only do so much to stop them. It’s not like a letterbomb that can be sniffed out and defused or poisonous food you can avoid. I can’t do much against a bullet. Alex can.’
‘Yes. Kill them. And you’re okay with that?’
Alex glared at Chad, ‘You’re going to try and stop me killing an assassin? Who was hired to kill your sister? God your moral compass is fucked up.’
Chad scowled, making Bernard shiver as the temperature dropped even more. ‘Surprisingly enough, not everyone resorts immediately to violence to solve their problems.’
‘No,’ Alex sneered, ‘they just ignore them and pretend they don’t exist. Or lie to themselves because it's easier than having to admit the truth to themselves. Or-ow!’ they jumped as Morgan stabbed their arm with a fork. ‘What was that for?’
‘It’s breakfast and I’m only on my third cup of coffee,’ Morgan said, putting down her ruined fork. ‘It’s too early for arguing and bitching.’
Alex pouted, grabbing the fork and straightening it out before giving it back to Morgan. ‘I’m not wrong though.’
‘Don’t care. Not enough coffee.’
‘Chad dear?’ Janice piped up, ‘You’re starting to get frost on the syrup.’
Chad blinked in confusion, before looking at the table in horror, ‘Oh god, I’m so sorry.’ he focused, and the warmth returned to the room almost instantly. ‘I normally have a much better control over that.’
‘Oh don’t worry,’ Janice said with a smile. ‘You’ve been through a lot and it’s to be expected. I’m actually impressed there haven’t been more flare ups.’
A slight frown crossed Chad’s brow, before he cleared his throat and straightened himself in his chair, his whole air shifting with the movement, ‘Even so, it won’t happen again.’
Morgan glared at Chad, ‘Don’t you start with that. I’ve got my fork back, I will stab you too.’
Alex snapped their fingers, heating up the food on the table again, ‘Aim for the neck.’ Janice scowled, her eyes flashing red, and Alex threw their hands up in surrender. ‘What?’
‘No more stabbing each other,’ Bernard said. ‘That shouldn’t even be a rule for the breakfast table.’
‘Sorry Bernard,’ Morgan said, which made Alex shut up with a snap of their jaw and a scowl. ‘Back to the original point. Chad do you want credit for the other five hit attempts?’ Chad sighed and nodded, watching as Morgan tapped at her phone. A few seconds later his own phone pinged in his pocket, and he pulled it out to check the details.
‘Morgan, you didn’t say the road collision was on the highway.’
‘Yeah, why do you think we took that detour?’
‘When did we take a detour?!’
Alex snorted, ignoring Janice glaring at them. ‘Are you guys going to be able to get back safely?’ she asked Morgan and Chad.
Morgan nodded, ‘We’ll be fine. Barnaby’s been keeping an eye on the apartment for me, and I’ll check the roads before we head back.’
‘Why?’ Alex asked. ‘I’m here. I’ll just teleport us back whenever.’
Chad blinked in surprise, and Morgan frowned, ‘Who counts as “we”?’
‘Us,’ Alex said, pointing to them and Morgan.
‘And what about Chad?’
Alex glanced over at him and shrugged, ‘He’s a big boy. I’m sure he can work it out.’
‘Alex!’ Janice said in shock.
‘What?’ Alex put their hands up in defence. ‘How is it my responsibility to get him back to Central City now?’
Chad shook his head, ‘It’s fine, I can sort something out.’
Morgan sighed, ‘Chad, I’m not leaving you in the middle of the countryside while I get a super powered lift back home. We can drive back.’ Alex scowled, stabbing their bacon hard enough to crack the plate, which they immediately snapped to fix. Morgan rolled her eyes at their pouting. ‘Unless someone can think of another way of getting us all home?’
Alex glared at Morgan, then at Chad. ‘Do you want me to teleport you home hero?’
‘No thank you.’
Alex grinned, ‘Good answer.’
‘Then I can.’ Everyone turned to Janice in surprise, and she sipped at her juice while watching them all in amusement. ‘It will be by magic, but I can teleport you guys anywhere you need. You just need to ask.’
‘Oh,’ Chad blinked in surprise. ‘Um….thank you.’
Janice smiled at him, ‘Of course sweetheart.’ Alex rolled their eyes, scowling as they grabbed a hashbrown and started munching on it while Janice carried on talking, ‘Do you have any idea of when you would like to head back? Like Bernard said, you can stay here for as long as you want.’
‘I…uh…’ Chad thought about it for a second, ‘I should probably check up on the FA after breakfast. Then I can go from there.’
‘Make sure you stay off the grid,’ Morgan said.
‘Of course I’m going to stay off the grid,’ Chad rolled his eyes.
Breakfast wrapped up quickly, and Bernard asked for help with letting the animals out again. When it was clear that Alex and Morgan weren’t going to offer Chad volunteered. Once the two of them were outside Alex started helping Janice clean up after breakfast while Morgan buried her nose in her laptop again.
‘Morgan?’ Janice asked. ‘I don’t want to presume, but does Chad have an outlet for his powers? That isn’t hero work?’
Morgan shrugged, ‘Not unless the FA got him to try something. Mum and Dad were big on the perfect control kind of thing.’
Janice snorted derisively, ‘Caroline can talk. The slightest insult used to set her off.’
Morgan looked up at Janice, eyes sparkling in mischief. ‘Really?’
Janice hummed, ‘Oh yes. Her patience was non-existent, she would blow up over the smallest things. Literally sometimes.’ She chuckled, ‘Although that could have just been my villainous charm.’
Morgan grinned alongside her, and Alex leaned over Morgan’s shoulder, ‘Any tips? Just in case I run into Inferno.’
‘Oh absolutely not!’ Janice said in a shocked voice. ‘Back then I would just be so petty and mean. I could be quite vicious.’
‘That sounds perfect,’ Morgan said with a devilish grin. One that Janice and Alex matched.
Chapter 22
Summary:
Chad, Morgan and Alex begin to make plans for their next steps.
Notes:
So this is the last chapter written so far, and I am pending a house move in the next week. So if there is a delay on the next chapters, that's why. Otherwise enjoy!
Content warnings for mentions of threats and harm.
Chapter Text
The next couple of hours were the most peaceful the farm had seen since Alex had appeared in the basement two days earlier. Chad and Bernard took their time feeding all of the animals, while Bernard told Chad more about the various stories and escapades from over the years. It was an easy thing to do, Bernard directing Chad around the farm and the various duties. And it gave Chad something calming to focus on.
But eventually they had run out of chores, and Bernard was shooing Chad upstairs for the first turn with the shower. He was efficient, freeing it up as quickly as possible for Bernard and ducking into the spare room to get dressed. The bed was as he had left it in the middle of the night, and on autopilot Chad started to make the bed, tidy away his clothes, while trying desperately hard to not let his thoughts get away from him again.
Once he had tidied away everything possible, he sat on the freshly made bed and pulled out his phone with a sigh. Morgan’s message was sitting there, along with messages from Diego checking in, an update about adopting Pebbly, and some news alerts. There was bound to be a torrent of messages from the FA when he went back online. Which was fine. It was his job after all. And he loved his job, was always happy to step in and protect people, or stop the latest deadly threat. There was really no better feeling. In normal circumstances anyway.
He tapped the button to call Diego and put the phone to his ear, letting out a slow steadying breath. This was fine. He could do this. It was a simple enough call.
The phone answered with a click and Diego’s sunny voice, ‘Hey Chad! How are you and Morgan doing?’
He smiled, ‘Hey Diego. We’re good. How are you and Dave?’
‘Same old really,’ Diego said. ‘So which plan did you end up going with in the end?’
Chad tried to keep the tiredness out of his voice, ‘Well Morgan insisted on checking in on Alex and the Stewarts. So um…I’ve been bodyguarding.’
Diego was silent for a moment, ‘At the Stewarts?’ Chad hummed in confirmation. ‘You’re at Alex’s parent’s house?’ He confirmed again. ‘What’s that like?’
‘Well…’ Chad thought for a moment, ‘...Alex is nothing like their parents.’ Diego laughed, and Chad grinned. ‘It’s true. They have a farm, which is quite nice actually. And Janice, that’s Alex’s mum, is just wanting to feed me all the time.’
Diego laughed again, ‘You sure you’re working there?’
‘Alex is still here,’ Chad said. ‘And Rex managed a few more attacks while Morgan’s been away from the look of things. So yes, yes I’ve been working.’ He licked his lips, trying to work out how much to say on the phone, ‘Anything I should be aware of while I’m off the radar?’
‘Inferno and Professor Psion are officially registered as out of contact,’ Diego said. ‘There’s a search party out for them at the moment. When you’re back on the radar you’re going to get questioned, some people picked up that you were the last hero that they spoke to.’
Chad swallowed a groan, taking a deep breath to calm himself instead. ‘Good to know.’
‘None of them have questioned me yet,’ Diego said. ‘But we’re going to need to think of something. When they’re back they’re only going to be worse with Morgan.’
Chad thought of Morgan, and Alex, both sitting downstairs. ‘If they come after Morgan Alex will kill them.’
‘Morgan has us all on the no kill list,’ Diego said.
‘And Alex always likes to remind me that it’s not a guarantee,’ Chad frowned. ‘It’s only a promise to try.’
Diego paused, silence falling between them for a moment, ‘Do they believe it then? The test results?’
Chad cringed. He swallowed down the dread crawling up his throat and shook his head, ‘Does that matter?’
‘Yeah,’ Diego said. ‘If they tell their parents-’
‘Diego,’ Chad whined. ‘Please. Can we focus on keeping our family alive? And safe?’
There was silence on the other end, and then Diego shifted. ‘You’re right. Okay. Easiest way is to keep Morgan out of our parents’ reach.’
Chad thought for a moment, then sighed. ‘I might have to leave Morgan here.’
‘At the farm?’ Diego asked. Chad agreed, and Diego thought. ‘That place is pretty off the grid right?’
‘Yeah,’ Chad said. ‘And I’ve got the last recorded attacks by Roofer. I might be able to use those to target one of his key locations.’
‘So then Roofer takes a hit, Alex stops any future assassination attempts, and by the time Mum and Dad get back, Morgan’s off everyone’s radars?’ Diego thinks, a smile creeping into her voice. ‘That just might work. Do you have a way back though?’
‘I’ll ask Morgan if I can borrow her car,’ Chad said. ‘Seems the easiest way. And then Alex can get them back later.’
‘How long do you think we can keep Morgan there?’
Chad shrugged, ‘I mean…she likes it here. Maybe a while. Maybe you can convince her to give a warning when she’s heading back to the City so we know when to run interference.’
‘That’s a good idea,’ Diego said. ‘Not you?’
Chad licked his lips, ‘I’m the annoying little brother that followed her here remember? She trusts you more. But if she can tell both of us that would be better.’
‘You’re not annoying,’ Diego said.
‘Not the point,’ Chad said. ‘I’ll let you know if Morgan goes along with this. If she does and I can drive back I’ll give you an eta for getting back to the City.’
‘Okay, that sounds like a plan,’ Diego said. ‘I’ll keep you updated if anything changes.’
‘Thanks,’ Chad stood up, ‘talk to you later. Love you sis.’
‘Love you too Cheddar.’
Chad took his time going down the stairs, trying to work out how to frame his and Diego’s idea. While also not imagining the worst from Janice and Bernard. But he couldn’t dawdle forever, and he finally poked his head around to the living room. Alex was reclining on the sofa, glaring up at him over their phone. Janice was sitting in an armchair with a large album on her lap and a pile of pictures and notes, and Bernard was going through a stack of albums pulling photos out next to her. Morgan was on the floor, typing away at her laptop on the coffee table, and was the only one who didn’t look up at him straight away.
‘Is everything alright dear?’ Janice asked.
‘Yeah, uh,’ Chad tried for a smile, ‘I called Diego.’ He turned to Morgan, purposely not focusing on Alex. ‘Mum and Dad are still missing.’
Alex snorted as Janice and Bernard looked up in confusion. ‘Missing?’ Bernard asked.
‘The oil rig must have been unmanned,’ Alex grinned and returned to their phone. ‘Sucks for them I guess.’
Chad closed his eyes, gritting his teeth in an attempt to keep his composure. ‘Anyway. The FA are officially doing search parties. I’m going to get questioned when I get back because I’m one of the last heroes to have seen them before they disappeared.’ He took a breath and looked at Morgan. She hadn’t looked up this entire time, focusing on her computer screen while her fingers flew over the keyboard. ‘Diego and I are worried that when they come back they’re going to come looking for you Morgan.’
She stayed silent, still typing on the screen. Janice frowned, ‘Why would they come looking for Morgan?’
‘She shot them,’ Alex grinned.
‘She what?!’
Morgan finished typing and closed her laptop screen, ‘They deserved it.’ She looked up at Chad, ‘I’m guessing you and Diego have a plan already.’
Chad took in a breath, ‘What if…I took your car back to the City, and you stayed here for a little longer?’
Alex scoffed, ‘You really think-’
‘When do you want to leave?’ Morgan asked.
Alex spluttered, and Chad’s eyes widened in surprise. ‘Well…I’m going to try and use these hits from Roofer to knock him down a peg, but if I leave it too long the trail will go cold.’ Morgan raised her eyebrows, gesturing for Chad to continue. ‘I’ll probably try and head back today.’
Janice deflated, and Bernard put an arm around her shoulders. ‘So soon?’ she asked.
Morgan pulled a set of keys out of her pocket, fiddling for her car keys. ‘You can take the car, but you won’t get back today,’ Morgan said. ‘If you left before lunch and hit no diversions you’d get to Capital City in the early hours. And that’s if you drive without breaks.’ Morgan stood up, stretching to crack her back, ‘You are right though. The second Mum and Dad are back they’ll come for my head. And frankly, if I see them right now the next gun I point at them might have bullets instead of stunners. But also, I have questions and these,’ she pointed at the memory boxes behind her, ‘might have answers. So, as long as Janice and Bernard are happy to have me then I’m happy to stay off the radar here and start hunting for answers.’
‘Of course,’ Janice said, ‘we’re happy to have you stay here for as long as you want. All three of you,’ she looked at Chad at the final statement, even as Chad shuffled awkwardly and couldn’t look her way.
Chad chewed his lip, looking between Morgan, the memory boxes behind her, and Alex. Who was still very much glaring from the couch. ‘I need to go after Roofer. And if Mum and Dad get back and I’m not there they’re going to get antsy.’
Janice sighed, ‘Alright, but does it need to be right now?’
Chad finally turned to them, looking down at the open album on her lap. ‘The sooner the better. Sorry, I know it's not a lot of warning.’
Janice opened her mouth to protest, but Bernard laid a hand on her shoulder, pulling her into a gentle squeeze. She took a breath, blinking back the tears, and nodded. ‘Can I suggest an alternative?’
Chad nodded, and Janice held up the album. Bernard took it, standing back as Janice snapped her fingers. Her cookbook flew across the room, morphing into the grimoire in mid air before opening and settling in her hands. ‘I can get you back faster than driving. If you want, you can stay for lunch, take your time packing, and maybe go through the boxes to see if there’s anything you want to take with you. Then later, this afternoon, or even after dinner, I can set up a teleportation spell to send you wherever you want to go.’ Alex scowled at Janice, but she was only focused on Chad.
He took a breath, thinking it over. ‘That’s…a lot of boxes.’
Bernard put a hand on Chad’s shoulder. ‘Only if you want to. We’re already making you a little something as a little Stewart crash course anyway.’
Chad nodded, glancing down at the album. ‘I…thank you. For the offer. Yeah, if I can get back today that would be better.’
‘So you don’t need the car?’ Morgan asked. Chad shook his head and Morgan shrugged. ‘Alright. Was hoping you’d park it up for me.’
‘I mean,’ Chad said, ‘if that’s helpful then I can always…’
‘Nah, you have a plan now,’ Morgan shook her head. ‘Alex?’ They looked up at Morgan, the hint of a scowl still on their face. ‘Want to help me frame a mysterious disappearance?’
Alex’s scowl dropped away, and they grinned. ‘I suppose I can spare five minutes. How dramatic are we talking?’
‘Nothing that’s going to stain for good,’ Morgan said. ‘I don’t want to move back into an apartment that looks like a massacre took place.’
Chad looked at Morgan in concern, but Alex laughed as they stood up. ‘Morgan, please, remember who you’re talking to.’
‘Can I please warn Diego?’ Chad asked. ‘Before you fake your apparent death?’
Morgan sighed in an overly dramatic way as Alex stepped up to her, ‘If you must! We’ll be back for lunch.’
‘You’d better be!’ Janice called after them as they vanished into thin air.
Chapter 23
Summary:
Chad says goodbye to the Stewarts and returns to the city.
Notes:
Aaaaaand we're back! Thanks for your patience everyone, moving was a pain but I think we're getting back into a routine now.
No real content warnings, if I've missed something that needs a content warning please let me know.
Chapter Text
Lunch was cooked, served, and cooling by the time the villains teleported back into the house. Both of them were laughing (Alex’s sounded more like a cackle) with an easy energy that came from letting out pent up frustrations and seeing a job well done. Janice tutted while looking pointedly at the clock on the wall, while Bernard ruffled Morgan’s hair as she swooped in for sandwiches. And Chad pointedly didn’t ask what the two of them had done. It was probably better for his mental health to not pry into this one.
Lunch was in the living room again as Janice and Bernard jumped between building a new album for Chad, complete with a variety of photos, faces and notes, and going through the boxes to see if there was anything else he would like to take with him. Alex vanished from the conversation as soon as this started, while Morgan was “helping” by looking through the various photos and albums.
Eventually she pulled out a thick book, one that was once a sunny yellow before age and dust got to it, decorated with cute cartoon animals. ‘What’s this?’ she asked.
Bernard looked over and gave a sad smile, ‘Oh, that’s Charlie’s baby book.’
‘What’s a baby book?’ Morgan and Chad asked in unison.
Janice’s jaw dropped open, ‘What’s a…you can’t be serious?’ The siblings shrugged, and Janice cringed. ‘Your parents never kept baby books for you?’
‘I don’t remember seeing any,’ Morgan said, flicking through the first few pages. ‘What’s it for?’
‘It’s like a journal, to record a baby’s first milestones,’ Janice said. Chad lowered the album he was looking through, looking at the book with a frown. ‘Things like your favourite toys, the first time you stood up, your first words.’
Morgan flicked through the book, eyes scanning over the glossy pages. Chad cleared his throat, ‘What…were my first words?’
Morgan opened her mouth, as Janice said, ‘There were a couple around the same time. The first one you grasped I think was “hi”, and then “bye.” You liked greeting the animals in the morning, and then you would say goodnight to them all as we “tucked them in.”’ Janice smiled wistfully at the memory, ‘It was very cute.’
Morgan blinked, looking between Janice and the baby book. She flicked through a couple of pages, and smirked. ‘I think someone vandalised your book.’
‘What?’ Janice looked over Morgan’s shoulder, shock turning into a scowl. ‘Alex!’
They appeared by the doorway, still dressed in their blood red outfit, and trying to scowl at he room. ‘What?’
‘Why does Charlie’s baby book say his first word was Alex?’
Alex shrugged, ‘Probably was.’
‘Correction,’ Morgan said. ‘The book said it was “hi”, and then that’s been crossed out and replaced with “Alex.”’
They shrugged, ‘Someone must have written it down wrong.’
Janice picked up the book and showed the page to the room. ‘The “L” is backwards.’
Alex’s face dropped, and everyone else in the room snorted. Alex glared at Chad, but he was too busy laughing to care. ‘Whatever,’ Alex growled and vanished again.
Morgan took the book back, flicking through a few other pages, before turning back to the front page while the others in the room calmed down. ‘Do you want this one then Chad?’
Chad’s laughter faded, and he cleared his throat, ‘I-er…could have a look first?’ Morgan snapped the book shut and handed it over, turning back to the box with the albums to rifle through. Chad opened the book, being much more careful with the pages than Morgan had been. There were pages upon pages of writing, some in a beautiful looping font while others were in a much scruffier hand. Janice smiled, watching Chad for a moment before returning to her own box.
‘Are you sure that’s all you want to take?’
Chad looked at his duffel bag, packed with his now cleaned and dried clothes, along with the crumpled DNA report, the newly filled photo album, and Hops resting on the top. He tried to give a warm smile and turned to Janice, ‘That is so much already. Really, thank you.’
She looked at Chad concerned, her grimoire in her hands. ‘Are you sure? You were so interested in your baby book earlier.’
Chad shook his head with a smile, ‘Those are still yours. Really, I’m grateful for everything already.’
She sighed, opening her grimoire. ‘Alright. You have our numbers right if you change your mind right?’
‘Or for any reason,’ Bernard said with an easier smile. ‘Any reason for you to want to talk? Just give us a call.’
Chad nodded, ‘I will. Thank you.’
Morgan put down the file she was halfway through looking at and walked over to Chad. ‘Have fun hunting down villains,’ she said with a smirk.
Chad rolled his eyes, ‘I don’t…never mind.’ Morgan snorted, and Chad gave a half-hearted chuckle before his face dropped. ‘Morgan? Can I ask for something?’
‘You can ask,’ Morgan said, folding her arms with a smirk. ‘I promise nothing though.’
He took a breath, and let it out slowly. ‘Please don’t leave me out of the loop this time? Or hide anything else about this. Whatever you find, I want to know.’
Morgan’s smile faltered, and she looked away for a moment. ‘It wasn’t going to be forever. Just…I didn’t want you and Alex at each other’s throats if it turned out to be bullshit.’
Chad sighed. ‘I get it. But please. Not again.’
Morgan bit her lip, and nodded. Chad pulled her into a tight hug, which Morgan returned just as tightly. ‘Stay safe Cheddar,’ she whispered, before pulling away and turning back to the folder she had been pawing over.
Chad let out a shaky breath, blinking away the tears before they could fall, and beamed at Janice and Bernard. ‘Ready when you are.’
Janice nodded and looked at her book, but Bernard stepped forward. ‘Sorry, just one more thing.’ Before Chad could ask what Bernard enveloped Chad in a bear hug, squeezing him tightly enough to make Chad’s spine pop. Chad squeezed his eyes shut, returning the hug while trying to keep a lid on the worst of his emotions.
Another hand touched his shoulder, and he looked up in time to see Janice step into the hug. She was crying again, reaching up to stroke his cheek, lip trembling as her thumb caught the first of his fresh tears. Bernard pulled up, tears staining his own face, and sniffed as he looked at Chad. ‘Sorry. I know I promised I’d go at your pace, but…’ he chuckled, eyes scanning over Chad like he was trying to memorise every part of him. ‘It still feels unreal.’
Chad huffed in amusement and nodded, ‘Just a bit.’
Bernard squeezed his shoulder, and nodded. ‘No matter what happens, no matter what anyone else says or does, we’ve got your back. Got it?’ Chad nodded, letting Janice wipe away another tear. ‘We love you son.’ Chad opened his mouth, chin quivering, but Bernard shook his head, ‘No, you don’t have to say anything. You don’t know us, and we understand that. But a parent’s love? That doesn’t die. We’ve loved you your whole life, even when we couldn’t tell you.’
‘You love Charlie,’ Chad whispered.
‘And now you’re Chad,’ Bernard said. ‘The name doesn’t matter to us. Or the face, or the job. You’re still our son, and we will never stop loving you. Okay?’
Chad sniffed, managing a small nod, and Janice patted Bernard on the shoulder. ‘Alright,’ she croaked. ‘If we carry on like this I might not let you leave.’ She summoned her grimoire in front of her, eyes flaring red as the book flipped to the correct page. Chad zipped up the duffel bag and slung it over his shoulder, wiping away at the last of his tears and trying not to flinch at the ruby red runes etching out under his feet. Janice began to mutter, focusing on the spell in front of her, and Chad turned back to look at Morgan. She was perched on the coffee table, folder in her lap, watching the spell take hold. ‘Don’t do anything I wouldn’t do,’ Chad said.
Morgan grinned, ‘And miss out on all the fun shit? No chance.’
The room filled with a brilliant flash of light that Morgan and Bernard had to look away from, as the wind rushed in around them. It vanished as quickly as it came, the runes disappearing with it, and Morgan looked up to see Chad had vanished.
Her phone pinged, and she pulled it out of her pocket to see a new message. ‘Apparently you got Chad into his living room,’ she said, clearly impressed. ‘Nice aim.’
‘Thank you dear,’ Janice sighed, catching her breath as the grimoire fell back into her arms and morphed back into a cookbook. ‘Good to know he got home safe. We should check on him in a bit, make sure the teleport didn’t give him any motion sickness.’
‘It’s that possible?’ Morgan asked with a frown. ‘I’ve never heard of that.’
‘It’s not,’ Bernard chuckled, wiping at his own face. ‘She’s just fussing.’
‘It never hurts to be careful!’
Morgan let the two of them affectionately bicker, looking down at the file in her hands. The first one she had seen the previous day. Birth certificate. Vaccine records. Hospital records from a bout of chicken pox and a fall from Meringue. And then the death certificate.
‘Janice? Bernard?’ Morgan looked up from the folder to see them in the room. ‘I meant to ask you about something earlier, but it was hard when Chad was here, I don’t know how much he wants to hear right now and-’
‘It’s okay kiddo,’ Bernard said. ‘You can ask us anything, you know that.’
Morgan licked her lips, praying her voice would stay steady. ‘Can I ask you about Charlie?’
Janice nodded, ‘Of course darling. What do you want to know?’
Morgan took a deep breath, looking away to work out her next words. ‘Everything.’
Chad kept himself busy. The first step was unpacking. The clothes, now clean, went back in their draws in his room. The album and Hops were next out of his duffel, and Chad felt his stomach turn.
‘Sorry buddy,’ he whispered to Hops as he moved over to the bed, ‘But I promise this is safer for now. Just for a little while.’ He lifted up the bedside table, checking underneath the draws and finding a gap that was the perfect size to hide the album. Setting it back down over the book, he then opened one of the draws and laid Hops along the back, hidden under a blanket of folded socks. Once they were both hidden Chad stepped back, examining his work. A little tweak of the angle to make sure the table was lined up perfectly, and it was perfect.
With that done the rest of his afternoon was coming back online on the FA network. First was the debrief of the intel he had “gathered” on Roofer, using Morgan’s information on the assassination attempts to try and take down a particular cell Roofer had investment in. In the end no one else could get to him on any other matters until late evening, when he was interviewed on the disappearance of his parents.
And Chad told in some detail the last conversation he’d had with them that morning, about them listening in on his altercation with Roofer and Chad’s later admission of his non-heroic sibling interfering with Rex’s attempts to get his DNA for some form of nefarious scheme. Which was when the story began to change into one where he went off the radar with his sister, focusing on protecting her from Roofer’s continuing attempts on her life, and gathering the information for his next attack. He hadn’t realised his parents were missing until Diego had told him that morning during check in.
The heroes were satisfied with his story, promising assistance with Roofer and anything else the Chadster would need, and went on their way. When he signed off for the day it was night time. Caroline and Richard were still missing. A disturbing scene had been uncovered at Morgan’s apartment involving more blood and broken furniture than Chad wanted to think about. And Diego was still talking, somehow having energy left to chatter in his ear until he got back to his apartment. She promised to be over in the morning, with some breakfast and an unspoken plan to pry into Chad’s few days with the Stewarts. But finally, he was alone. And exhausted.
He had just about enough in him to shower before bed, running through the angles he could use to hurt Roofer’s empire with this new information, while trying to predict where his retaliation might come from and when. It was bound to come soon. When it came to his nemesis, Rex wasn’t known for standing idle. The plans and threats circled in his head until the bathroom was full of steam and his thoughts were all tangled together.
The steam was so thick that when Chad stepped out of the shower he couldn’t wipe down the mirror without it immediately fogging up again. It still lingered by the time he had finished the rest of his nightly routine, so it wasn’t until he was back in his bedroom that he could get a clear reflection. He was halfway through getting dressed into pyjamas when his eyes locked on the necklace, and he froze. Pulling on the rest of his shirt, Chad stepped closer to the mirror, examining the necklace in his reflection. He reached up to touch it, hearing the metal clink against his fingers. His gaze moved from the disc to his face, watching his wary hazel eyes scan over dark curls and tanned skin, with a hint of stubble coming through.
In his mind he saw Morgan’s face twist into anger and heartbreak. He saw Bernard’s shock, tears coming unbidden. He heard Janice’s sobs of joy. “You’re the spitting image of Bernard.” “You’ve got a whole Prince Charming vibe going on.” He squeezed his eyes shut, shaking his head as if that would silence the memories. When he opened them again he still looked like himself, his hand wrapped around the pendant.
‘This is a bad idea,’ he muttered to himself as he reached up to find the clasp. His fingers fumbled, shaking too badly to get a hold, and he tried to let out a steadying breath. ‘Come on now.’ He looked at his reflection again, meeting his eyes, watching his expression harden in determination. ‘You’re Chad St…Sterling. You’re the bravest hero there is. You’re not about to be scared of a silly little enchantment.’ He let out another shaky breath, repeating the mantra again and again, until his trembling fingers managed to get the clasp undone, and the necklace fell away.
He refused to blink, refused to look away as the magic melted away. If he had, he would have had no chance to believe what he was seeing. His bravado vanished as quickly as the spell did as he took in the face in the reflection. His hand, still metal and cold and solid, moved to brush the messy mop of blond hair out of his eyes, and a detached voice in the back of his mind pointed out it was uneven. Probably from it being styled for curls. There was a dimple in his chin, a more square jaw, a thinner nose. And silver grey eyes. The same eyes that not a few hours ago he had watched tear up with love and joy. But now they were terrified.
Chad’s breath hitched, and he stepped away from the mirror, shaking his head. ‘This can’t be real,’ he whispered. The necklace fell out of his grip, his hands coming up to his face. Every movement he made only made it worse as he watched his reflection move perfectly in time. But he couldn’t tear his eyes away. Not until frost covered the mirror so much he couldn’t see his reflection. The temperature in the apartment dropped in time with Chad falling to his knees, choking back sobs as rain began to fall outside. He didn’t notice or care when a flash of lightning struck the top of the apartment building and cut out the power. The tears were pouring now, blinding him, until he finally closed his eyes and curled up on the floor. Begging for this to be a lie somehow. Because that couldn’t possibly actually be his face.
Chapter 24
Summary:
Chad is woken up by a visitor, but a pleasant breakfast plan soon goes sour
Notes:
I'm still getting back into the rhythm of writing, and this chapter was a *pain* so it took a little while to sort.
Content warnings:
- Brief violence
- Sibling arguments
- Mentions of conspiracy, lying, cover ups, etc
- Angst
Chapter Text
The night was filled with a restless sleep, bombarded with eyes switching from brown to grey to yellow. The dreamscape flitted from his childhood home with smoke climbing up the walls, to the Stewart farmhouse growing damp and grey from saltwater, until everything was swallowed by an ice cold fire that crackled like lightning. The timber of the building Chad was standing in was cracking in time with a rapid drum, that was growing louder and louder.
He jolted awake with the drumming still in his ears. He was still lying on his bedroom floor, muscles aching from the uncomfortable and cold position, when the drumming started again. Oh, someone was knocking. He grumbled, clambering to his feet and attempting to stretch as he shuffled out of the room to the front door of the apartment. He sighed in relief at the sight of Diego through the peephole. He didn’t need to look perfectly put together for now at least.
He opened the door with a sleepy smile, rubbing sleep out of his eyes, ‘Morning. You’re early.’
Diego looked up at Chad, her eyebrow quirking slightly in confusion, before painting on a civil smile. ‘Oh, morning? Sorry I…’
Chad tried to cover up a yawn and gestured, ‘I need coffee, want some?’
Diego stepped into the apartment, looking a little sheepish, ‘I actually brought some.’ She held up a paper bag with something delicious inside and a tray of paper coffee cups. ‘Sorry, I only have enough for two though. Chad didn’t say anything about a guest.’
Chad frowned, trying to process Diego’s words as she made her way to the kitchen and started pulling out freshly made bagels. ‘What?’ he asked.
‘I don’t know if he mentioned me?’ Diego said. ‘I’m Diego, his big sister. Where abouts he hiding?’
Chad only got more confused, ‘Did I miss a joke somewhere?’
Diego looked up at him, now frowning herself. ‘Oh, have we met before? Sorry, I’m not the best with faces. What’s your name?’
Chad blinked, opening his mouth, but the questions died on his tongue before he could even start. His hand flew to his neck, listening for a clink of metal on metal, waiting for the impression of the small coin to press against his chest. ‘Shit.’
‘You okay?’ Diego asked.
Chad looked at her again. Diego was watching him with concern, but the concern she would show to a civilian while working. There was no recognition on her face.
His blood ran cold, and he tried to excuse himself while heading towards his room. Diego however proved to be more stubborn, following behind him as he threw the bedroom door open.
‘What’s wrong?’ Diego asked. She glanced around the room and frowned, ‘Where’s Chad?’
He didn’t answer, eyes scouring the floor for a glint. There was no luck though until Diego walked into the room and towards his untouched bed. She brushed a hand across the sheets, frowning at the layer of condensation clinging like dew. Chad meanwhile scrambled for a glint of colour buried in the carpet, sighing in relief when his hand scraped on a familiar chain.
He stood up in time for Diego to march up to him, eyes flashing dangerously. ‘I said. Where is my brother?’ Chad put up his hands, trying to look placating, soothing words on the tip of his tongue, when Diego saw the necklace he was holding.
He had barely enough time to block her hand lashing out, pulling the necklace away so she couldn’t grab it, and leaving himself open for a blow to his stomach. She pushed, making him back up towards the wall. He slid into a defensive pose, gathering the necklace into his fist while blocking one, two, three attacks. Before she dragged him off balance.
Chad rolled with it, training kicking in to follow the momentum without crashing, and before she knew it he was on his feet and summoning a blast of wind to put some distance between them. ‘Diego?’
‘Who are you?’ she growled. ‘Where is my brother? How did you get that necklace?’
Shit! He sighed, ‘It’s a family heirloom.’
‘Liar,’ she hissed. ‘I know that necklace. And my father is not the type of person to part with heirlooms.’
She charged forward and Chad summoned another wave of wind. ‘Dee, please, this isn’t what-’
She didn’t let him finish, phasing through the elemental attack and solidifying close enough to swing at him. He ducked, spinning away and trying to hold one hand open as a peace offering, the other still hiding the necklace. ‘Dee, please, I’m begging you, just stop for a second and listen.’
She pulled up, glaring at him, ‘Who are you? Where is Chad?’
He swallowed, ‘Promise you’ll stop fighting me.’
Her look only darkened, ‘No chance. Not if you’ve done something to my brother.’
Chad cringed, ‘I am your brother. I’m Chad.’
She scoffed, ‘Nice try.’
‘No really!’ he shouted, backing up before she could charge him again. ‘Think about it. I’m standing in your brother’s apartment, wearing his clothes, with a pair of metal arms and weather powers.’
‘You’ve been pushing me,’ Diego said, giving him an unimpressed look. ‘That’s telekinesis. Try again.’
Chad blinked rapidly, trying to steady his breathing, and the temperature in the room dropped. Diego paused, her scowl falling away as Chad let out a slow and steady breath, and as he did so gestured in front of him, gathering a small cloud. His hand twitched, and a flurry of snow began to fall from the cloud. ‘There,’ he said. ‘Telekinesis can’t make a snow flurry.’
Diego pulled up, her guard still up, as she watched Chad cautiously. ‘Got any other proof?’
Chad thought for a moment, ‘How about things only we would know?’ Diego nodded, looking at him expectantly, and Chad madly pulled on his old memories for moments that would convince Diego. ‘Okay, well. When I broke my leg Mum and Dad tried to keep me on this super strict diet to help me heal quicker, and you would sneak ice cream and soda into my room to make me feel better.’
‘How did you break your leg?’ Diego asked.
‘Training. I was eight, and I tried to summon a gust to carry us over an obstacle. You phased through the floor, Morgan bounced like she was made of rubber, and I landed funny.’
Diego’s stern glare faltered, but she still kept up the harshness. ‘Anything else?’
Chad nodded, ‘The day your powers came in you spent half of the day stuck in the floor because you couldn’t figure out how to climb out, so I kept you company. We played Scrabble.’
‘Who won?’
The corner of Chad’s smile twitched into a brief smile, ‘You say you did, but you cheated.’
Diego rolled her eyes, ‘How could I even cheat at Scrabble?’
‘Don’t know, but you did.’
Diego chuckled, before shaking her head and focusing back on her suspicion. ‘Is that all you’ve got?’
‘You kicked my arse when you found out I gave Dave the shovel talk,’ Chad said. He didn’t say anything else, watching Diego process the information. Her eyes roved over his metal arms, the slightly ratty sleeping clothes she was bound to recognise, the gears turning in her head. Eventually she settled on his face again, and Chad tried not to wince as she analysed every inch of his unfamiliar face for something recognisable.
‘Okay,’ Diego said, ‘let’s say, hypothetically, that I believe you. Why do you look like that?’
Chad licked his lips, trying desperately to fight through the iron vice that was squeezing his chest. ‘If I tell you, you have to promise not to hit me.’
‘Why?’ Diego scowled.
‘Because you probably will otherwise,’ Chad said.
Diego scowled, and it shouldn’t have made Chad’s heart feel a little lighter. But that was an expression he recognised, one that she used when someone she cared for had screwed up in some way. ‘Okay fine,’ she said. ‘I won’t hit you. I promise.’
Chad took a slow deep breath, swallowing down the worst of his nerves. ‘Morgan was right,’ he said. She raised an eyebrow, and Chad had to look away. ‘About the DNA results. She was right. I…Chad, was born a Stewart.’
Diego blinked, and in just a moment Chad watched the disbelief wash through. ‘No,’ she said. ‘Chad’s a Sterling. The test results were wrong.’
‘I mean,’ Chad said, ‘I was raised a Sterling. I’m Chad. I’m a hero. And you and Morgan are my sisters. But, this is my actual face.’ Diego opened her mouth to argue when Chad opened his clenched fist, showing the silver necklace. ‘Grandad’s necklace has an enchantment on it. It changes my appearance to make me look like Chad.’
‘Now that’s ridiculous,’ Diego said. ‘I’m not humouring this. I grew up with that boy, watched him from when he was a baby. It’s not like he was blond hair blue eyed one minute, and then we slapped grandad’s necklace on him, gave him the signature curly hair and called it a day. That’s not how it works.’
Chad didn’t respond. He just lifted the necklace out of his hand, fiddling with the clasp to attach it around his neck. As soon as it was fastened and fell against his chest the magic took hold, and Diego gasped. He spared himself the shortest look in the mirror, to confirm that his dark eyes and curly hair were back in place, before stepping closer to Diego. Her eyes were wide, staring at Chad with growing shock and horror.
She shook her head, whispering, ‘This isn’t real. It’s not happening.’
‘I’m sorry,’ Chad said. ‘This is the last way I wanted to tell you.’
‘No,’ Diego said, voice sharper. ‘No, you’re lying.’
Chad winced, ‘About which part?’ She blinked, eyes beginning to glisten as her mouth snapped shut. ‘Call Morgan if you want.’
‘Why would I do that?’ Diego asked. ‘She’s elbow deep digging out a conspiracy that doesn’t exist.’
‘Because,’ Chad said, ‘she…she can confirm everything I’ve just said. And probably more after that.’
Diego squeezed her eyes shut, rubbing her hands over her face, shaking her head as she did so. ‘No,’ she whispered. ‘I can’t humour this.’
Chad sighed, ‘Dee, I know-’
She stepped forward, and without warning Chad was toppling head over heels, slamming into the bedroom floor with Diego pinning him in place. ‘Let’s try this again,’ she said with a grunt and a scowl. ‘Where is my brother?’
‘What?’ Chad said. ‘I’m not an imposter.’
‘I literally saw your real face,’ Diego said. ‘And you can gripe on about enchantments all you want, but I know a little about magic myself. You can’t just invent a face. So you had to borrow it from somewhere else. If I saw you on the street? You could play it as coincidence. But you studied my brother and my family too well for this to be anything but malicious. So where is my brother?’
‘Dee,’ Chad gasped. ‘Please.’
‘Is this Roofer’s doing?’ Diego snarled.
‘No!’ Chad shouted. ‘Rex doesn’t even know that Chad and the Chadster are the same person. Morgan’s been scrambling his servers too much for him to investigate it.’
‘Then someone going after Mum and Dad,’ Diego muttered. ‘Trying to infiltrate the business.’
‘Then they’d have a bad time with it because Mum and Dad don’t let me anywhere near their day jobs!’ Chad shouted. ‘If someone stalked me enough to know about our childhood memories and about the DNA testing then they would know that Caroline and Richard Sterling cut Chad out of any business inheritance in an effort to “let him find his own entrepreneurial spirit.”’ Chad tried to shift the worst of Diego’s weight off his chest so he could breathe easier. ‘Dee, please. I’m not pretending to be your brother.’
She opened her mouth when an alarm went off in the apartment. Both heads shot up, recognising the siren. Without thinking Chad blasted Diego off him with another gust of wind, rolling away to get to his hero terminal in the wall.
‘What is it?’ Diego asked.
Chad pulled up the alert. ‘Explosions in downtown. Purple haze, publics in panic.’
Diego nodded, ‘Alright. You stay here, I need to-’
‘Fat chance!’ Chad moved past Diego, already going for his hero suit.
‘Absolutely not,’ Diego said. ‘I still don’t know who you are or what your plan is here.’
Chad scowled, pulling out his cowl and rounding on his sister. ‘Believe what you want. But you’re not going to keep me here while people are in trouble. I’m a hero. That’s my job. And I’m going to go and do it.’
Chapter 25
Summary:
Meanwhile, back at the farmhouse...
Notes:
At some point I will catch up enough to have a regular posting schedule again!
Don't think this needs any content warnings, if you spot anything please let me know
Chapter Text
'For the last time, you need to go to sleep.'
Morgan scowled, rubbing at her eyes before looking back at the computer screen. 'I already told you I'm not tired.'
Alex gritted their teeth, glaring at their friend. She was sat on the floor in the middle of the living room, leaning against the sofa while pouring over her laptop balanced on the coffee table. Around her were stacks of albums, folders, and leafs of paper with various sprawling notes on them. 'You haven't slept in like, 24 hours. Whatever this is you're looking into, it can wait.'
Morgan didn't dignify that with a response, tapping away at her keyboard and ignoring Alex's protests. Until they stepped closer to her. 'If you even think of poking me to sleep I'll bite your finger off!'
'You'll break your teeth if you do that,' Alex said. 'And also probably your jaw.'
'That's a price I'm willing to pay,' Morgan glared.
Alex opened their mouth, but footsteps from the hallway interrupted them. Bernard appeared, wiping his hands with an oil-stained cloth and smiling at the two of them, 'Need anything kids?'
Tell Morgan she needs to go to sleep,' Alex said. 'She'll listen to you and Mum.'
Bernard huffed in amusement, 'I'm not sure we're as persuasive as you think kiddo. Besides,' he pointed to Morgan, 'she's an adult. We have to respect her decisions.'
'Thank you!' Morgan cried, making Alex's scowl deepen.
'How about you leave her to it and help me make lunch?' Bernard asked. Alex grumbled, but followed Bernard into the kitchen. Their scowl faded though at the sight on the kitchen table. 'What's that?'
Bernard grinned and looked at the pile of wires and electronics. 'That was our coffee maker. I figured if she doesn't have her caffeine she'll probably wear herself out at some point.'
Alex had to hold back a snort. Still an edge of laughter crept into their voice as they spoke. 'I thought we had to respect her decisions?' Bernard gave Alex a look at that, and the two of them burst into giggles just as Janice came in through the back door.
She looked at the pile of wires, then gave Bernard a pointed look. 'You're getting me a new coffee maker.'
'I can put this one back together no problem!' Bernard said, 'After Morgan's gone to sleep.'
Janice sighed, 'Is she still awake?' Both of the others nodded, and Janice worried at her lip. 'What is she looking for that's taking so much time?'
Alex shrugged, 'Everytime i try to get close she chases me away in case I poke her to sleep.'
'Right,' Janice said, 'well if she's got the tech route covered maybe I can get some divination working to help out. Are you two alright making lunch? And cleaning this away?' They nodded, Bernard stealing a kiss as Janice went past while Alex went to the fridge to check what supplies they had.
‘We’re running low on eggs,’ Alex said.
‘We can make a shopping list for later,’ Bernard said, moving the pile of machine parts off the table and into the utility room. ‘Anything we can piece together for lunch now?’
Alex started pulling out ingredients, asking Bernard to check the other cupboards to work out a meal between them. Soon Alex was dicing vegetables while Bernard began browning off some chicken that they could add into a sauce. They fell into a mostly comfortable silence, Bernard watching Alex out of the corner of his eye. Alex had abandoned the dark villainous costumes for a pair of loose fitting dungarees over a dark shirt. They seemed more relaxed, a softer energy around them compared to when they had first arrived, which had Bernard smiling. But there was still a snag between them, something that made the silence sit a little sour.
He didn’t approach the tension in the room until the dicing was done and the knife was out of Alex’s hand. ‘How are you doing kiddo?’
A ripple of tension ran through their shoulders. ‘Fine,’ Alex said. ‘Better when Morgan’s actually had some sleep.’
Bernard nodded. ‘Are we talking, thinking or ignoring?’
Alex paused, closing their eyes for a moment. ‘There’s nothing to talk about.’
‘I disagree. But if you don’t want to, that's a different thing entirely.’ Bernard watched as Alex pulled out a carton from the cupboard and a bag of pasta.
Alex sighed, ‘Talking won’t help.’
‘Bottling it all up will make you feel worse though,’ Bernard said.
‘I’m not.’
Bernard shrugged, ‘If you say so.’ They scowled at Bernard as he turned back to cooking, grabbing the vegetables to throw into the pan.
‘I’m not bottling up anything,’ Alex growled. ‘If I was…’
The taps finished their sentence for them by beginning to creak, threatening a growing water pressure that was growing more dangerous by the minute. Bernard dropped the pan, diving to turn off the water as Alex shook their head and took a few breaths. The lights flickered above them, a door slammed somewhere in the house, and then everything grew still.
Bernard sighed in relief, adjusting the water before giving Alex a look. ‘Sure you’re not bottling anything up?’
Alex was silent, eyes squeezed shut, their hands balled into fists. Bernard’s face fell at the sight. He climbed to his feet, touching Alex’s shoulder gently. They didn’t flinch, but they bit their lip, and Bernard had seen enough. He pulled them into a hug, tucking their head into his shoulder and stroking a hand through their head.
Alex shuddered, voice thick as they spoke. ‘I told myself I was done crying about this.’
Bernard deflated, humming softly as he squeezed Alex tighter. ‘That isn’t how this works. If you need to cry you need to cry. Don’t hold that back, not for anyone.’
Alex shook their head. ‘I…I’m not going to cry for some arrogant self righteous hero.’
‘Then who will you cry for?’
Alex looked up, yellow eyes meeting sad grey ones, and their face crumpled. ‘They stole Charlie. And…they turned him into an asshole.’
Bernard slowly nodded, ‘Yeah. They did. And it sucks.’
Alex nodded, their first tears spilling over and staining Bernard’s shirt. ‘I never got to teach him how to ride a horse. Or walk with him to school. And now I can’t look at him without wanting to break his stupid face. And…and I know you and Mum don’t want me to hate him…’
Bernard shook his head, pulling away enough to look Alex in the eyes. ‘You and Charlie, and you and Chad, are entirely different concepts. We know that. And we’re not going to ask you to just forget years of…whatever bad stuff has happened between you, because of this.’ Alex’s face crumpled again, and Bernard pulled away to grab some tissues to mop their face up. ‘You’re allowed to hate Chad and mourn Charlie at the same time. Even if it hurts. And I want you to be honest about it hurting, because if you’re not it will only make everything that much worse.’
‘And break your pipes.’
He chuckled and shrugged, ‘We can fix pipes. I’m more worried about you.’
Alex nodded, sniffing as their chin trembled. ‘All I wanted was to have my baby brother back. And I couldn’t have him, and that hurt. It hurt enough when he was dead, but now? It’s so much worse.’ Bernard nodded, wiping away the tears as fast as they fell. ‘He’s alive, and I…hate him so much. And he hates me just as much, and I couldn’t care less what Chad thinks of me. But…’
‘Like night and day?’ Bernard asked. Alex nodded. ‘And you can’t reconcile the two?’ They nodded again. ‘I know kiddo. I’m sorry, I’m so sorry.’
Alex choked back a sob, letting Bernard drag them back into another hug. One that shut away the rest of the world, one that didn’t care if Alex was infinitely powerful and dangerous. Right there and then, the only important thing was a father comforting their child, holding them up and together so the pain didn’t overwhelm them. They didn’t stir when Janice ran past to usher the various animals away from the rapid onset storm, or when Morgan ran off to the workshop to offset the interference to the various internet and radio signals to the house.
By the time Alex had calmed down enough to finish cooking lunch (something that they insisted on doing) Janice and Morgan had finished their emergency preparations and were back in the living room. Morgan had finally moved to an actual seat, curled up in one corner of the couch and typing away furiously at her laptop. The grimoire was open now in the middle of the various folders and books, Janice almost absentmindedly flicking the pages to find something useful. The rest of her attention was on the TV showing a large scale battle between various heroes from the FA, the Chastisers, and a strange collection of giant flying birds, ridden by lavender skinned creatures.
‘Who are they?’ Bernard asked, handing one of his bowls to Janice.
‘Some sort of aliens,’ Janice said. ‘I missed the start of the fight so I’m not sure where from. Or what they’re after.’
Alex nudged Morgan, forcing her to put down her laptop and grab a bowl. ‘Look like Qur’eon from here. Or Munqrul.’
‘What’s the difference?’ Bernard asked.
‘Eh,’ Alex shrugged, ‘I forget.’
The family watched as the giant birds, all azure blue and iridescent wings, swooped around the sky scrapers before building up to a height in the sky to fall into a formation. Their wings crackled with violet electricity, before they began a nosedive back to the band of heroes that were tiny in comparison. Small enough for one of the birds to pick up and try to swallow in one gulp. Energy exploded out from the group of heroes, fire and lightning and plasma bolts, all being picked up by a growing tornado that grew bigger and bigger, before barrelling into the formation and bowling the birds out in all directions. Some of the riders fell, only for heroes to swoop in from the sidelines to pluck them out of the air and cart them away. The birds left without riders squawked, loud enough to cause static through the TV speaker, violet smoke gathering in their mouths.
‘Nice!’ Bernard grinned, and Alex rolled their eyes. ‘That was a good move.’
‘Probably Chad’s idea,’ Morgan said, making Janice and Bernard snap their focus over to her. ‘He loves big team combo moves.’
Janice beamed, eyes glistening at the sentiment, and Bernard grinned. Alex shook their head and shuffled closer to Morgan, the two villains leaning on each other while picking at their food. The fight continued, with them barely paying attention to the news anchor trying to provide any sense of commentary. Janice and Bernard commented on a few other clever moves, on both sides of the fight, wincing at the tense moments and applauding the more decisive victories like it was an action movie.
Eventually the final purple alien fell, the birds being rounded up and teleported away so they weren’t a threat to the city anymore. ‘I have to say,’ Janice said, ‘I definitely have more investment in these big battles now. That’s probably rather biased of me isn’t it?’
‘Absolutely,’ Bernard said, kissing Janice on the cheek. ‘But you’re also right, they’re much more interesting now.’
Alex grumbled on the couch, scowling at the TV. Morgan was ignoring all of them, tapping away at her computer still.
‘Don’t worry kiddo,’ Bernard said. ‘Your fights are still better.’
‘I know they are,’ Alex glared. They glanced over Morgan’s shoulder, scowl falling away as they caught a glimpse of her screen. ‘Those heroes don’t stand a chance.’
Janice pulled her spellbook closer, returning to flicking through the pages with glowing red eyes. ‘They never do, dear.’
The lot of them jumped at the sound of a phone ringing, and Morgan swore as she had to move her laptop to fish out her phone. She sighed at the caller ID and answered, ‘Kind of defeats the point of me being off the radar if you call me while you’re literally still in your hero gear.’
Alex’s scowl returned at Chad’s voice coming through the speaker. Morgan on the other hand began to frown in concern. ‘Okay, whoa whoa, slow down. Start from the beginning, what about Diego?’ Bernard cleared away the last of the bowls, shifting past Morgan as she clambered off of Alex’s lap and began to pace around the living room. ‘You can’t be serious?’ she said, making Janice turn around in concern. ‘Well that was stupid of you.’ She winced at a sudden yell from the other end, yanking the phone away from her ear. Alex was on their feet, rage in their eyes, when Morgan raised a hand to them. She shook her head and put the phone back to her ear, ‘Do you want me to call Diego? Yes I know she might not believe me but there’s not much else I can do. If she’s going to ignore science, magic and her own two eyes I can only reason so much, but I can try. If you want Diego to come to the farm then you’d better ask Janice and Bernard. Sure. Yes. I’ll keep you updated.’
The call finally cut, and Morgan groaned, her head falling into her hands. ‘So Diego saw Chad’s real face. In probably the worst way possible.’ She scrubbed at her face, shoulders sagging for a moment, before she snapped back into action and turned back to her phone. ‘She thinks Chad’s been replaced or something, and she’s not listening to him.’
Alex frowned, ‘So now you have to fix it? Again?’
Morgan shrugged, looking at Alex defeated. ‘What else am I supposed to do?’ She put the phone to her ear and left the living room, heading upstairs for a more private conversation.
‘Oh dear,’ Janice tutted, ‘that can’t be easy on…what are you doing?’
Alex was on their feet, cracking their knuckles. The dungarees melted away into black lace over a perfectly fitted corset, paired with leather pants and stilettos. They twisted their hand, and their loose flyaway hair shifted into a perfectly slicked bun, with not a single strand out of place. ‘Off to pay someone a visit,’ they snarled, vanishing before Janice could protest.
Chapter 26
Summary:
After the heroes won another fight, Dave Dodgers makes an appearance.
Notes:
Okay! We might actually be able to get back to a schedule soon!
No content warnings for this chapter. If you spot anything please let me know.
Chapter Text
Nearly every hero was on high alert after the latest invasion. Those that weren’t on damage control were trying to corral birds the size of whales, or working out containment for the lavender skinned invaders, or already in labs analysing the strange smoke and violet energy that the birds generated.
There were three exceptions. The Chadster, uncharacteristically quiet, had headed into debrief first. Shadowstep had nearly phased into the wall in her attempt to hide from the rest of her team. And Leader USA was hunting down his wife.
He sighed at the sight of her barely poking out of the metal and concrete wall, his brow creasing with worry. His movements were slow and deliberate, not in any way hidden, but she didn’t look up even when he was standing next to her. ‘Hey love,’ he whispered, leaning on the wall next to her. ‘What’s going on?’
She screwed her eyes shut, shaking her head. ‘I don’t want to talk about it.’
He pursed his lips, tempted to try and insist, but he thought better of it. ‘Want a hug?’
Diego stepped out of the wall alarmingly fast, cracking part of the wall as she rematerialised in time to wrap her arms around his waist. Dave pulled her into a tight embrace, squeezing her shoulders as she began to tremble. He pressed a kiss to her temple, closing his eyes for a moment. ‘For better or for worse,’ he whispered. ‘Whatever’s wrong, please don’t think you need to hide it from me.’
Her breath hitched in time with her arms tightening around his waist, and she buried her face in his chest. ‘I don’t know where to begin.’
‘At the beginning?’ Dave suggested.
She shook her head, pulling away from him slightly to talk. ‘It’s…Morgan’s got herself convinced in this insane conspiracy. And Chad didn’t believe it either. But…’ her lips quivered, and when she looked up at Dave she was beginning to tear up, ‘I think something’s happened to Chad. Either…either someone’s replaced him, or cursed him, or something. I don’t know what happened to him. But he’s not right, And…I don’t know what to do.’
The tears finally spilled over as Diego’s voice broke with a sob. ‘Whoa, okay,’ Dave said softly, hushing her softly while cradling her close. ‘Okay, Chad. Cursed or replaced. We can deal with that. We know the best people to help with that.’ Diego sniffed and looked up at Dave. ‘If there’s tech involved then I’ll badger Terry for ideas. Or if it's magic then Professor Wyrd can have a look. But there are options. Whatever it is, we’ll fix it okay?’
Diego grimaced, ‘Chadster’s FA. Why would our team help?’
‘Because we’re talking about your brother,’ Dave said. ‘And, let’s face it, he’s almost a Chastiser already.’ Diego managed a small smile at that, looking down and away from Dave. Until he took her face in both hands, making her turn up to look at him. ‘This is Chad. We’re not going to leave him to deal with whatever this is alone. And we’re not going to leave you either. I promise.’
She teared up again, but nodded. ‘Thank you,’ she whispered.
‘You’d do the same for me,’ Dave said with a smile. ‘Now, let's go look for him before anything worse happens.’
Diego nodded, wiping at her eyes as the two of them started to head down the corridor towards the debrief room.
A faint buzzing broke the brief silence, and Diego started fishing through her outfit for her phone. She pulled up the caller ID and sighed, muting her phone and tucking it away without answering it. ‘Who was that?’ Dave asked.
‘Morgan,’ Diego said. ‘I’ll call her later. I just can’t right now.’
The phone stopped buzzing, and immediately started again, but this time they both ignored it. Her phone buzzed like this four more times before they found Chad loitering near the debrief room. He was still in his hero gear, minus his domino mask, paleing at the sight of the two heroes getting closer. ‘Ah, Shadow Step! Leader USA!’ he tried to slip into his hero voice, but none of the usual bravado was there. ‘It’s wonderful to see you! How are you faring after today’s daring battle?’
‘We’re well,’ Dave said, giving Chadster a courteous smile. ‘That was a good move, with the tornado? Very well timed.’
Normally at such a compliment Chadster would puff up his chest, pull back his shoulders and wax on about how it was all in a day’s work. But this time he faltered, like the words were a strong wind threatening to bowl him over. ‘I…thank you. That means a lot. Especially coming from you.’ Dave blinked, keeping his smile calm and expression neutral, even as the debriefing agent ushered Diego into the private room. Leaving him alone with a rather rattled Chadster lookalike.
As soon as the door closed Chad’s bravado dropped, and he looked up and down the corridor before stepping closer to Dave to whisper. ‘I’m sorry, I’m know I’m not acting like myself.’ He licked his lips, taking a deep breath as if to brace himself. ‘It’s been a rough few days.’
Dave quirked his eyebrow, curious but also worried. This could be a fake, but it could also be his brother in law. And either option had him concerned. ‘Want to talk about it?’
Chad chuckled wryly, looking around again. ‘What’s Dee told you? So far?’
Using her nickname? That’s a good sign . Dave pursed his mouth, trying to find the right words. ‘I know something’s happened, but she was rather vague on the details. I’m not sure she knows either to be honest.’
Chad closed his eyes, screwing them up while scrubbing his hands over his face. ‘She thinks I’m an imposter, doesn’t she?’
Dave winced. ‘She’s not sure, but like you said. You’re kind of…not acting like yourself.’
Chad peeked through his chrome fingers at Dave. His heart clenched at the desperation and pain in that look. ‘How can I convince you it’s me?’
Dave frowned, thinking for a moment. The easiest way would be to get him to say information only Chad would know. ‘Mind if I ask you some questions?’
Chad nodded, ‘Yes. Please. If it will help.’ He dropped his hands and watched Dave expectantly.
Why does he have to look like a kicked puppy like this? ‘Easy one first. How’s the family?’
Chad winced, squeezing his eyes shut. ‘Mum and Dad are still missing. Diego thinks I’m an imposter. And Morgan’s apartment got broken into so she’s gone completely off the radar. So not great, if I’m being honest.’
Dave nodded, breathing a mental sigh of relief. ‘Okay, something a little more lighthearted then. Perhaps about tattoos?’
Chad opened his eyes, looking at Dave warily. He looked up and down the corridor again. ‘Why on earth would we talk about tattoos? I’m not interested in them in the slightest.’
Dave raised an eyebrow, ‘Really?’
‘Yes really. They look crude and…and unprofessional, and it wouldn’t do well for a role model to ruin his image with things like that?’
Dave rolled his eyes, ‘And if your mother wasn’t listening in?’ He spotted the small sparkle of excitement in Chad’s eyes and couldn’t hold back a small smile, ‘Have you picked a design yet?’
‘Not quite,’ Chad said. ‘I’m torn on ideas. I feel like a sword is required for…obvious reasons,’ he smirked at his own joke, and licked his lips. ‘But a nautical compass would be cool as well. Maybe a little clockwork motif? The question is where to put them as well, I was thinking of a maze on my forearm at some point, but that won’t really work now.’ He paused, glancing up at Dave. Who was grinning at Chad. ‘I got rather distracted then didn’t I?’
Dave chuckled, ‘Don’t worry about it.’
Chad tried for a small smile, ‘Why are you asking me about tattoos? I expected something more…personal. Something only the two of us would know?’
‘And how many people know the tattoos you want?’ Dave asked. Chad opened his mouth, pausing as he tried to think of a name but couldn’t come up with anything. ‘But if you want me to test you on something between just the two of us…’ Dave furrowed his brow, thinking for a moment. ‘First time I came to Caroline and Richard’s for dinner. How did that go?’
Chad immediately snorted. ‘Oh you nearly put your foot in it so bad.’ Dave raised an eyebrow, and Chad laughed, ‘What? You brought the wrong wine!’
‘How could I bring the wrong wine? We were having some sort of beef roast.’
‘You brought a cheap merlot. If you’re eating beef you need a mid rack cabernet sauvignon minimum. But dad decided to have venison, and for that your safe bet would have been pinot noir. If you wanted to impress you’d have brought a mature bordeaux.’
Dave sighed, ‘Wine is wine. What’s the big deal?’
‘I know that and you know that, but when you’re trying to impress our parents you can’t admit that,’ Chad laughed. ‘Diego enjoyed the merlot when you guys left I recall.’
Dave chuckled. ‘She did. Did I ever thank you?’
‘For saving your reputation? You probably did, but I didn’t do it for that anyway,’ Chad said. ‘Diego really liked you, and I wanted to help you make a good impression. And it was easier for me to sneak out and find the right wine.’
‘Even so, thank you,’ Dave said. ‘Okay, one more question.’ Chad’s easy smile dropped, and he braced himself. ‘Morgan’s phone password.’
Chad frowned, ‘You don’t know that.’
‘Says who? Maybe Diego told me.’
‘She wouldn’t. And I won’t either.’
Dave raised his eyebrow, ‘Remember what you’re doing here? I need to check that you are who you say you are.’
‘I don’t care,’ Chad said. ‘I'm not giving you Morgan's phone password, it would defeat the purpose of me trying to get her into better cybersecurity practices. Besides, she has like 50.’
Dave snorted, relaxing his shoulders, ‘Good answer.’
Chad has his mouth open, ready to go into a passionate argument about Morgan’s privacy and security, when he stopped at Dave’s words. ‘Oh. So…did I pass?’
Dave stepped forward, putting a hand on Chad’s shoulder. ‘Well I’m convinced. I’ll have a talk with Diego.’ Chad sighed in relief, slumping next to Dave. ‘She’s still going to be worried about something being wrong though, she mentioned a curse?’
Chad shook his head, eyes closed. ‘No, nothing like that. It’s a long story, and I’d rather only tell it once? Diego knows parts of it, but she’s also struggling to believe what she does know.’
‘Why?’
Chad swallowed, trying to find the words. ‘It sounds rather…conspiratorial. But there’s evidence. And Morgan’s looking for more.’
Dave frowned, ‘Dee mentioned Morgan got convinced of a conspiracy of some kind. You think its true now as well?’
He nodded. ‘Unfortunately. It’s hard to deny it.’ He took a slow calming breath and looked at Dave. ‘I’ll explain everything. I will. To you and Diego. And then you can make up your own minds.’
Dave nodded, ‘Okay. Whenever you’re ready. We’re here for you.’
Chapter 27
Summary:
Chad plans to tell Diego and Dave everything. Just as soon as he's dealt with an intruder.
Notes:
For the first time in a month I'm writing two chapters ahead and I'm irrationally happy about this fact!
Content warning for:
- Anger
- Very brief description of violence (canon typical with no gore)
- Swearing
Chapter Text
By the time Diego and Dave had both finished with debrief, Chad was past the point of anxiety and fixed firmly in dread. Yes, Dave seemed to be willing to listen for now, but that couldn’t last long once he had heard the full story. And Diego? After her reaction at his apartment that morning, he couldn’t help but feel sick at her reaction to hearing the full story. From the beginning. And about Janice and Bernard, and what they had done for him while he was at the farm. He was praying that Morgan had managed to get in touch with Diego before the three of them got to his apartment, but just as he was leaving he got a text from Morgan.
“Tried to call Dee. Phone’s either off or she’s blocked me. Need me to come up?”
Chad tried to keep calm. The last thing he wanted was to make Morgan have to come out of hiding and back into the thick of it, but the thought of him doing this conversation alone was terrifying. “No. Can I call you? Loud speaker?”
Morgan threw a thumbs up back and Chad had a moment of relief, promising to call her when he was ready to start the conversation. It was a brief moment of relief, before the silence from Diego and Dave in the car to his apartment started filling him with dread again.
The silence continued throughout the whole journey, all the way up to Chad’s apartment door. He went ahead of Dave and Diego, offering to put on a pot of coffee and cringing at the sight of the untouched breakfast bagels on the side.
‘Maybe I should get some lunch ordered in?’ Chad suggested, trying to smile despite Diego’s tense silence and Dave’s worried expression. ‘We’re all probably hungry after that fight.’
‘You guys didn’t get breakfast?’ Dave asked.
‘We didn’t have time,’ Diego said, voice quiet. Chad looked away, wracked with guilt, and walked away from Diego and the kitchen. The living room should be a bit more comfortable at least.
He turned the light on and froze, phone slipping out his phone. The clatter of his phone had footsteps rush behind him, but Chad barely paid them any attention. ‘What are you doing here?’
Alex pushed themselves out of the armchair, dressed entirely in black and lace, and with a burning rage in their eyes. Chad wouldn’t be surprised if that look would actually kill them, and Alex prowled closer. ‘What. The fuck. Did you do?’
He backed away quickly from the approaching villain, barely aware of Dave and Diego next to him. ‘I…I don’t…’
Alex snarled. ‘You really are useless aren’t you? Do you need Morgan to help you breathe as well? Does she need to make sure you’ve tied your shoes right?’
Dave stepped up next to Chad. ‘Alex. This is breaking and entering, and threatening someone unprovoked.’
They laughed coldly at that. ‘Stay out of it Frisbee Boy, this has nothing to do with you.’
Chad faltered, trying to get his voice back. ‘I…I don’t know what you’ve think I’ve done, but-’
Alex was a blur, and the next moment Chad was launched off his feet and crashing into the closest wall, pinned in place by a single hand with a vice-like grip. He grabbed onto the hand holding him up, trying to move it to no avail. Dave yelled his protests, but Alex ignored him, yellow eyes blazing in Chad’s direction. ‘I will only ask one more time. Morgan got a call from you and then ran off to fix your fuck up, yet again. So. What did you do?’
The hand tightened around the collar of Chad’s shirt, and he winced. ‘I took off my necklace. And Diego saw. I didn’t get a chance to explain.’
It should have been impossible for Alex’s rage to grow darker, but they managed it. ‘And why the fuck would you do something so stupid?’
Against the fear something bristled in Chad, and he managed a scowl back at Alex. ‘I wanted to see what all the fuss was about.’
The lights flickered above them and Dave swore under his breath, stepping closer to try and help. Diego backed away, eyes wide, and Alex brought up their free hand in a fist. Chad didn’t think, letting go of Alex’s hand and throwing his arms back and away, before lightning crackled across his chest and blasted Alex back. They stumbled only a couple of steps, but far enough for Chad to land on both feet and summon a gust of wind to blast them the rest of the way into the middle of the room. Alex looked amused, just for a moment, before stepping back towards Chad.
Dave dived in between them, shield up and red laser blaring and pointed at Alex. ‘Enough!’ he shouted, glaring at the villain until they stopped. ‘I’m only warning you once Alex. Stand down.’
They rolled their eyes at Dodgers. ‘This doesn’t concern you Frisbee Boy.’ They glanced past his shoulder at Chad, their lips curling into a cruel sarcastic smile. ‘This is a family matter. Right hero?’
Chad flinched, clenching his fist to try and keep the winds around him under control. ‘Don’t. Please. That’s not funny.’
‘Oh, that we can agree on,’ Alex said. Dave glanced back at Chad in confusion, before bracing with his shield and facing Alex again with renewed determination. Alex tilted their head, cat-like eyes scanning over Dodger’s stance, over Chad behind him, making the calculations in just a few moments. ‘Dodgers doesn’t know. Does he?’ Chad’s shoulders stiffened, and Alex chuckled. ‘I wonder, would he be so determined to protect you if he did?’
‘If I knew what?’ Dodgers asked.
Chad glanced over at Diego, cringing at her pale and frightened expression. ‘I said, I was going to explain the full story when we got here,’ Chad said. ‘And I am. But…not while you’re here Alex. The last thing we need is you losing control.’
‘I won’t,’ Alex held up their hands, stepping back. ‘I’ll even help you if you like. Make sure you don’t fuck it up again.’ Chad bristled. ‘And then if you do, I’ll already be here, and you can leave Morgan to it.’
‘Why are you so opposed to her helping me?’ Chad asked. ‘If she didn’t want to, she would tell me where to stick it.’
‘See you say that,’ Alex said, ‘but ever since this whole bullshit started you managed to get under her skin again. Managed to get her worrying and caring about your feelings like she doesn’t have more important things to worry about.’
‘Important things like you?’
Alex bristled. ‘Important things like people who actually care about her. And don’t just want to use her for their own ends before tossing her to the fucking kerb again.’
‘I’m not going to do that,’ Chad said. ‘I never did that. Why do you think I went after her?’
‘Because you wanted your stupid self righteous hero image to be perfect!’
‘I wanted my sister!’ Chad yelled, the wind picking up around him. ‘I wanted my family back!’
‘You had other family, remember?’
‘I was twelve! I was twelve and she left and everything broke apart. Diego couldn’t stop crying and Mum and Dad couldn’t handle it. I just wanted to fix my family, I wanted to have both of my sisters back and happy, and then everything would go back to the way it was, and I would have done anything to make that happen.’
Alex’s eyes widened, nostrils flaring, ‘Anything?’
Chad licked his lips, trying to get his composure back. ‘I know better now. Learned my lesson a little too late, I know, but I do know better now. And I’m not trying to use Morgan, and I’m definitely not going to abandon her. I would never hurt her like that.’ He looked at Alex, swallowing down the worst of his nerves. ‘I wouldn’t hurt any of my family.’
They scoffed, ‘Oh, how noble of you.’
‘That’s enough,’ Dave said. ‘Chad said he wanted you to leave. And I suggest you listen to him.’
Alex chuckled, ‘What are you going to do? Break your wedding present on me? That shit was expensive Dodgers.’
Chad’s phone vibrated in his pocket, and he pulled it out to try and glance at the screen, It was Morgan.
“Yo, when are you calling me?”
Chad looked up at Alex, now facing off against Dave, who was pushing forward shield first. He turned to Diego, who was frozen near the corner of the room. Her face was blotchy with silent tears, and she was staring into the middle distance with a look of growing horror on her face. He winced, and started typing on his phone.
“Sorry. Alex decided to drop in at my place, they put a bit of a wrench in things.”
The message sent, and immediately ticked over to read. There was no response, and Chad had to put his phone away to back up Dave as he and Alex traded verbal blows. But within a minute a familiar ring tone rang out, and Alex frowned, pausing mid sentence. They put a finger up, making Dave scowl, as they pulled out their phone and checked the caller ID before answering. ‘Morgan? You okay?’
Red lightning sparked in the air in front of Alex, making the heroes all jump back. Chad recognised it after a moment, as the red light darted in front of Alex and a familiar circle of runes began to grow one the floor. Dave dived for Diego, putting the shield in the way, and shouting for Chad to follow him. But Chad didn’t move, watching Alex’s confusion and concern at the growing spell before a flash filled the room and blinded all of them.
Chad blinked the light out of his eyes, looking back up in time to see Morgan pull the phone away from her ear and hang up the call. If her looks could kill, Chad reckoned Alex would be dead ten times over. ‘What. The fuck. Are you doing?’
Chapter 28
Summary:
Morgan has arrived and is not taking any prisoners.
Notes:
I'm in desperate need of validation so you get this chapter a day early. Enjoy!
Content warning for:
- Arguments
- mentions of loss, implied child death
Chapter Text
Alex frowned, ‘What are you doing here?’
‘I could ask you the same thing,’ Morgan said. ‘Why, Alex? Why are you here? You couldn’t wait to get Chad off the farm, and now you’re letting yourself into his apartment?’ Alex looked past Morgan to glare at Chad, but Morgan shoved them in response. ‘Don’t look at him. I’m the one you should be worried about.’
Alex rolled their eyes. ‘I’m trying to help.’
‘Help who?’
‘You!’ Alex shouted. ‘If Chad’s going to call you every five minutes about every single little thing that he fucks up-’
‘If Chad starts calling me every five minutes I’ll tell him to fuck off,’ Morgan said. ‘I know how to set my own boundaries Alex, I don’t need you to do it for me.’
‘Then do it,’ they said. ‘Tell Chad he’s got to fix his own problem himself. That you aren’t going to be at his beck and call.’
Chad looked over at Dave and Diego as they straightened up, a mixture of confusion and wariness between the two of them. Morgan’s attention was entirely on Alex however. ‘What if it was the other way around?’ Alex frowned in confusion. ‘What if he’d been born Chad and became Charlie?’
‘Who’s Charlie?’ Dave whispered.
Alex was watching Morgan with a wary expression, ‘Don’t.’
‘Why? Don’t want to jump into my shoes for a second?’ Morgan asked. ‘Imagine you grew up with Charlie, found out he was actually related to me, and then one of your family members freaked out on him and refused to believe anything he said. And he came to you for help? What would you do?’
‘Stop it Morgan,’ Alex said, the lights flickering above them.
Chad stepped closer, but Morgan pushed on. ‘No Alex, go on. Answer the question.’
One of the lightbulbs popped and Chad stepped in between them. ‘Morgan, stop. I think they get it.’
She glanced at Chad for only a moment, and he saw just how exhausted she was. There was dark bruising under her eyes from lack of sleep, she was a shade paler than the day before, and her eyes were starting to go bloodshot. But any exhaustion was covered up by her glaring at Alex again. ‘Alex, I do not need you to start dictating who I help, or when, or how. Especially when we both know how much of a bloody hypocrite you’d be if it was the other way around.’
‘Morgan,’ Chad said, ‘when did you last get some sleep?’
She rolled her eyes, ‘Not now Chad.’
‘Night before last,’ Alex said, and Morgan scowled.
‘What the hell Morgan?’ Diego asked. Dave jumped at her sudden question, looking around at the others completely lost.
‘I’ve been busy,’ Morgan said.
Chad’s shoulders fell, ‘Research?’ When she didn’t answer Chad pulled out his phone and started tapping on the screen. ‘Right.’
‘What are you doing?’ Morgan asked.
‘Asking Janice to get you back to the farm,’ Chad said. ‘Morgan you need to sleep.’ She glared, opening her mouth to argue, and Chad put his hand up. ‘No, no arguing. If I had known you hadn’t slept I wouldn’t have called, I would…I would have thought of something else. Alex was right.’
Alex blinked in surprise, turning to Chad with a frown, looking for the other shoe to drop. Morgan rolled her eyes, ‘You’re both being ridiculous. I’m a grown ass adult, I can take care of myself.’
‘Morgan,’ Chad said. ‘Please. The research will be there when you wake up, we’ll all be standing and alive when you wake up. Just, please, don’t burn yourself out on this.’
She scowled, ‘Just because you don’t want to know what’s going on-’
‘I didn’t say that,’ Chad said. ‘I didn’t say I didn’t want to know. I just don’t want you to hurt yourself while trying to find the answers.’
‘Huh,’ Alex said. ‘Someone we can agree on.’
‘No,’ Morgan said. ‘No, you’re not setting Janice on me. I’m here now, we’re settling all of this emotional bullshit now. All of it. Alex isn’t going to invite themselves into your apartment to threaten you, you’re not going to blunder through telling people the truth and making them think you’re an imposter, and you,’ she turned around and pointed to Diego, ‘are going to actually listen to the truth and stop burying your goddamn head in the sand.’
Dave put a protective arm in front of Diego while she reluctantly met Morgan’s eyes, ‘Morgan, he has a different face. You can’t actually expect me to believe that any of this ridiculous theory is true?’
Alex growled, folding their arms, ‘If I have to believe it, so do you sweetheart.’
Chad looked at Dave, who was completely lost, and leaned into Morgan, ‘I still haven’t told Dave anything.’
Morgan nodded, ‘Right. Okay. This might be a two birds one stone situation then.’ She gestured for the couple to sit on the couch, pulling out her phone and bringing up various pages she needed. ‘Chad, you got any coffee in the house?’
‘Only decaf,’ he said. She glared at him in suspicion, and he shrugged. ‘Even if I had proper coffee, I’m not giving you caffeine right now.’
‘Asshole,’ she muttered, and turned to Dave and Diego. ‘Okay fine, you get the blunt version because I’m decaffeinated and sleep deprived. Don’t you dare say anything,’ she snarled, pointing at Alex without looking. ‘So, about a month ago Rex reached out trying to get me to help stop Alex from killing the Chadster because of something he found in Chad’s DNA. I then snuck off to do paternity tests for me, Diego, Chad and Alex.’ Dave frowned, thoroughly confused and looking concerned, while Diego just shook her head. ‘The DNA tests confirmed that, biologically, Chad and Alex are siblings.’
‘Not possible,’ Diego said.
Alex scowled, ‘Stop being so dense.’
‘Anyway!’ Morgan shouted over both of them, ‘none of us reacted well, Alex went home, and Alex’s mum told us about their baby brother Charlie. Who “died” in a villain battle when he was two.’
‘And we saw Chad come from the hospital,’ Diego said. ‘You can’t tell me those memories are fake, okay?’
‘I’m getting there,’ Morgan said. ‘Chad offered to bodyguard me to go to the Stewart’s house, and while we were there, Alex’s mum spotted that there’s a magical enchantment on Chad.’
‘Alex’s mum can see magic? How?’ Dave asked.
‘She used to be the Crimson Caster,’ Alex said. ‘Now retired. Obviously.’
Dave’s eyes went wide, but Morgan continued. ‘She saw this enchantment that was changing Chad’s appearance, which is on a necklace he wears. Other magic going on with that, but when you take it off…’ she stalled, licking her lips as she tried to find the right words, ‘...when Chad takes the necklace off he looks…very different.’
‘How different?’ Dave asked.
Chad cleared his throat, ‘Would a demonstration be okay?’ Alex scowled, but stayed silent, Morgan shrugged, while Diego squeezed her eyes shut and looked away.
Dave watched the other’s reactions and looked at Chad with concern, ‘Only if you want to.’
He nodded, hands trembling only slightly as he fiddled with the clasp on the necklace and pulled it away. In other circumstances watching Dave leap out of the chair and sending pillows flying might have been funny, but right now all it did was make Chad’s gut twist. ‘Oh,’ Dave said, voice shaking, struggling to take it in. ‘That’s…very different.’
Chad nodded, ‘I’m aware.’
Hearing Chad’s voice from a stranger’s face seemed to make Dave pale even more, and he finally tore his eyes away and back to Morgan. ‘And you’re certain that means he’s related to Alex? This could be a curse. Or any number of things.’
‘Dave do you know what my parent’s look like?’ Alex asked. He shook his head, and Alex pulled out their phone, scrolling through their apps until they brought up a photo and showed it to the couple on the couch. ‘That’s my dad. From about ten years ago before he started to go grey.’
Diego flinched, glancing up at Chad for a moment before looking back at the picture, and Dave’s shoulders fell. ‘The resemblance is uncanny.’
‘I’m aware,’ Alex growled, glaring at Chad until he began fumbling with the necklace to put it back on. ‘Believe me, if I thought any of this had been made up or was a lie, I would be first in line tracking down the idiot who orchestrated this and making them fucking hurt. But…Morgan is very thorough. And so is my Mum. They’ve not sniffed a lie out of it yet.’
‘If anything it's the opposite,’ Morgan said. ‘Every clue we find out only backs it up even more.’
‘Like what?’ Dave asked.
‘Little things,’ Morgan said. ‘The farm animals recognise Chad, his childhood bear was in the Stewart memory boxes-’
‘He’s a bunny and his name is Hops,’ Chad said.
Morgan rolled her eyes, but Dave cut in. ‘I’m sorry, the animals on the farm? They’re part of your evidence?’
‘In our defence,’ Alex said, ‘the animal is a nearly thirty year old horse and is, in literally every way but name, my mum’s familiar. So she’s smarter than the average horse, and smarter than most people actually.’
‘Also,’ Chad cut in, ‘this is…nothing on its own. But when I was a kid, I had this recurring nightmare. I’d end up waking up Morgan or Diego in the middle of the night with them.’ Diego looked up at Chad then as he swallowed. ‘The nightmares always ended in me being surrounded by fire.’ Alex’s face fell and they looked at Chad, while Morgan nudged her shoulder into Chad’s to ground him. ‘Charlie apparently died in a burning building that collapsed.’
‘Fuck,’ Dave said. ‘I’m sorry.’ Chad shrugged, and Dave glanced at Alex. ‘That…this is…hard to process.’
‘Because it’s ridiculous,’ Diego said, glaring at Morgan. ‘It can’t be true.’
Morgan sighed, ‘Now you’re just being belligerent.’
‘No I’m not,’ Diego said. ‘You’re relying on a former villain to tell you about magic you don’t otherwise understand. Chad’s nightmares were probably from seeing Mum use her powers. A horse told you they recognise a fully grown man from assumedly 20 plus years ago, and Chad found an old bear at Alex’s parent’s house.’
‘Bunny,’ Chad said.
Morgan sighed. ‘Dee, come on, just because you don’t like the answer doesn’t mean you can twist the evidence.’
‘Then you need to stop ignoring the evidence!’ Diego shouted. ‘Two years Morgan, two years of holidays and doctors visits that you’re pretending didn’t happen. Our lives weren’t made up for those two years. I know I had a baby brother then and I know we did everything we could to keep him healthy and safe. No one could make those memories or stories up.’
‘I know,’ Morgan said.
‘And I don’t ca-’ Diego said, and then faltered. ‘You know? What do you mean you know?’
‘I mean I remember everything you remember,’ Morgan said. ‘And I’m not ignoring that. If anything, it feels like another clue.’
Diego frowned, ‘How?
Morgan licked her lips, thinking hard for a moment, ‘What were Chad’s first words?’
Diego looked away in concentration, ‘It was no. He would always say it when someone tried to give him his medicine.’
‘Medicine?’ Chad asked.
‘Yeah,’ Diego said. ‘Medicine. For when Chad was sick.’
‘He was sick a lot,’ Morgan said. ‘There were doctors around all the time it felt like.’
‘Exactly,’ Diego said. ‘You expect me to believe that someone would fabricate those memories? Ignoring how hard it is to create fake memories, if they were going to, why would they make them so detailed? Why not fabricate something normal and boring that we wouldn’t think about? It makes no sense. So those memories must be real, so then Chad must be our brother, so then all of this must be wrong.’
Morgan nodded, her eyes shining. ‘Logical argument. When did Chad start getting sick?’
Diego shrugged, ‘A few months after he was born I think?’
‘And when did he get better?’
Diego thought for a moment. ‘It was a Fall? Yeah, because we begged Mum and Dad to let us take him Trick or Treating for Halloween.’
‘Because he was finally healthy enough to go,’ Morgan said, something catching in her throat. ‘How old was he?’ Diego’s eyes widened, her lips pressing together. ‘Diego, how old was he?’
Diego took a breath, looking between Chad, Alex and Dave. ‘Two. We were so excited for his third birthday, Mum and Dad agreed we could go to the petting zoo. And we went Trick or Treating before the petting zoo.’
Morgan nodded and pulled something up on her phone, giving it to Diego as she spoke. ‘I started building a timeline. Charlie died October 17th, at two years old. Chad Sterling went out trick or treating for the first time on October 31st that same year.’
‘What are you implying?’ Alex asked.
Morgan squeezed her eyes shut. ‘I don’t know yet. But I think I’m going to need to go through hospital records to find it. Maybe the original paper ones.’
‘You’re going to break into a hospital?’ Dave asked. ‘That seems excessive.’
‘I’ve broken into worse places for less,’ Morgan said. ‘And who said I needed to break into a hospital?’
‘Where else would original paper records be?’ Dave asked. ‘Why not just get into the electronic records?’
‘Electronic records are easier to change,’ Diego said, staring at the picture on Morgan’s phone. She looked up at her twin, tearing up again, ‘What happened?’
‘I don’t know yet.’
‘What do you think happened then?’
Morgan sighed, taking her phone back. ‘I asked Janice about how magic works? With, making new faces, erasing and hiding things, changing memories. She said… for most magic users it’s easier to change or build on something that already exists than to create something from scratch.’
Chad shuddered, touching the necklace around his neck, ‘For all magic?’ Morgan nodded. ‘Then…where did this face come from?’
‘Most likely,’ Morgan said, ‘it was based on someone else.’
‘Who?’ Diego asked.
‘I don’t know yet,’ Morgan said. ‘That’s what I’m trying to find out. That’s…why I need the original medical records.’
Dave shifted forward, looking to the necklace around Chad’s neck. ‘That needs to be examined. We can get Will to have a look at it and-’
‘No,’ Morgan and Chad said in perfect sync. Morgan quirked an eyebrow at Chad and gestured for him to carry on. ‘Until we can get a full picture of what happened together we can’t let this get out to the rest of the hero communities.’
‘Why not?’ Dave asked.
‘Because if it comes out,’ Morgan said, ‘Mum and Dad will bury every single lead, every clue, every loose thread.’
‘If they don’t just come after Morgan directly,’ Chad said. ‘Besides, Professor Wyrd doesn’t have the best reputation for keeping things discrete.’
‘You can talk,’ Alex scoffed.
‘He also knows our aunt,’ Chad said. ‘The second he knows there’s something weird Aunt Sonja will know, and then Mum and Dad will know we’re onto them.’
‘You really think Mum and Dad will hide this?’ Diego asked.
‘They hid it so far,’ Morgan said. ‘They’re not going to just come clean now because we worked out part of the mystery.’
Diego sniffed, ‘You think…Mum and Dad are behind all this?’
Chad sighed, ‘Aunt Sonja’s magic signature is on this enchantment. The building was on fire, which is Inferno’s power. Everything comes back to them.’
Diego shook her head, ‘If…if that’s true. Then…’ she looked at Morgan, beginning to tear up again. Morgan pocketed her phone and knelt down in front of Diego, taking her hand as her tears spilled over. ‘What…why…’
‘I’m going to find out,’ Morgan said. ‘I promise. They won’t have any secrets after I’m done.’ Diego closed her eyes, curling into her sister’s shoulder, and Morgan wrapped her up in a hug. She whispered something in Diego’s ear, something too quiet for even Dave to hear. Diego scrambled to cling to Morgan tighter, half in Morgan’s lap as she began to sob uncontrollably. Morgan rocked backwards, carrying Diego the rest of the way, closing her eyes so her own tears didn’t have a chance to fall.
Chapter 29
Summary:
The truth is out. Now for the fallout.
Notes:
I've had headaches all week so hopefully this will make me feel better :)
No content warnings as far as I can tell, if you can find something please let me know.
Chapter Text
The other three in the room managed to make a silent agreement to give the twins some space for the moment. They found themselves congregated in the kitchen, Chad tidying away the cold bagels and chucking the abandoned coffee while Dave puzzled over what to eat for lunch. Alex elected to brood in the corner, watching the two heroes move around each other in complete silence.
‘You know,’ Chad said quietly, ‘you don’t have to stay here.’
‘I’m not leaving Morgan,’ they snarled. ‘So I guess you’re stuck with me until she’s done.’
Chad gave a flat smile before turning back to tidying. Dave looked between the two of them, and at the menus in front of him. ‘Does one of us want to head out for lunch? Or should we get it ordered here?’
‘You should go pick it up,’ Alex said, looking at Dave pointedly. ‘Will probably be quicker, right?’
Chad swallowed, refusing to look at Alex while Dave dithered. ‘Will…everything be intact if I head out?’
Alex smiled coldly, ‘I won’t harm a hair on Chad’s head. Cross my heart.’
Dave looked unconvinced, humming as he turned to Chad for his reaction. Chad shrugged, ‘I am getting hungry. And I survived the farmhouse for two whole days with Alex there, I think we can cope for an hour.’
Dave frowned in worry, but nodded. ‘Alright. Should I get anything for you and Morgan then?’ he asked Alex.
‘We already ate.’
‘I can grab some drinks then? Maybe a pick-me-up?’
‘Absolutely not,’ Chad said.
‘Don’t you dare,’ Alex replied at the same time. They looked at each other, Chad in surprise and Alex in anger, as Dave backed away and headed towards the door. ‘Do you have to do that?’ Alex snarled.
‘It was an accident,’ Chad said, shrinking away and turning back to cleaning.
Alex huffed and turned away, the two of them standing in a very uncomfortable silence. Alex was perfectly still, leaning on the wall, refusing to look at Chad while he moved around his kitchen, determined to remove every invisible stain and mark he could find. Every sound seemed to grate on Alex though, making them clench their hands so tight it would crush anything else.
By the time Chad had wiped over the surfaces for the fourth time and shuffled food around the cupboards three times, Alex finally cracked. ‘Why didn’t you tell us?’
Chad looked up at Alex in surprise, ‘About what?’
Alex was still staring at the floor, almost ready to burn a hole through the tiles. ‘About the dreams. With the fires.’
‘Oh,’ Chad closed the cupboard door, looking at Alex curiously. ‘It…didn’t come up really? At first anyway. And then when it could have, it felt…inappropriate.’ Alex raised an eyebrow in a silent question at that. ‘Just, hmm. It was a long time ago for me, I haven’t had those dreams for years. And…it felt like something that wouldn’t help any of us and would just hurt Janice and Bernard. I wasn’t hiding it intentionally. I just…’
‘I get it,’ Alex said. They squeezed their eyes shut, immediately regretting speaking, but they nodded anyway. ‘Not the best first impression.’
‘More like…I didn’t want them to feel bad. Or worse. First impressions were out the window the second Janice looked past this thing,’ Chad pointed to his necklace, fiddling with the disc for a moment.
Silence fell between them for another few minutes. Chad had abandoned his fake cleaning, his attention focused on the quiet from the living room for any sign he needed to go through. ‘Do…’ Alex said, and Chad looked back at them, ‘do you remember anything else? From back then?’
Chad cringed. ‘Not really? Nothing obvious anyway. There were the dreams, I know I lost Hops…’ he thought hard for a moment. ‘I think I was obsessed with trees for a while.’
Alex perked up, looking at Chad. ‘Trees?’
‘Yeah,’ Chad nodded, ‘I wanted to go to all the forests, all the fields, I would try to drag Morgan or Diego to every tree I could find.’
Alex looked away for a moment, seeming to connect something together, ‘Why trees?’
Chad shrugged, ‘I don’t know, it was a long time ago.’
‘You ever tell Morgan about what you were looking for?’
‘I have no-’ Chad faltered, frowning at Alex. ‘Why do you think I was looking for something?’
Alex shrugged, ‘Call it a hunch.’ Chad folded his arms, not buying it, and Alex rolled their eyes. ‘Alright fine, where did you put those pictures Mum and Dad gave you?’
He wanted to ask why, but thought better of it, instead going to fish out the album without a word. Within a minute or two Alex was leaning on the counter and flicking through the album, eyes flickering over the photos for only a moment or two before turning the page. Chad tried to not stand too close, torn between his curiosity and offending Alex in some way that could end with a super strong hand through his face. Soon enough though Alex paused, and spun the book around. ‘Look at this.’
Chad looked at the picture, his frown immediately vanishing at the set of pictures. There was a close up shot that showed a toddling Charlie sitting on Janice’s lap while she set up a picnic under a large tree. Charlie was clearly laughing, reaching out for a young Alex who was swinging upside down from one of the branches. The second photo on the page showed the tree on its own, a huge one, standing in the middle of a field.
‘That was Charlie’s favourite spot,’ Alex said. ‘We could go there for picnics, to hunt for bugs. When I was learning how to ride, Mum would guide me around the fields, and Charlie and Dad would play under the tree and watch.’
Chad’s shoulders fell, and he sniffed. ‘I think…I remember it.’
Alex looked at him suspiciously, ‘Don’t say that just because it's in the fancy photo album.’
‘I’m not,’ Chad said. ‘I mean it. It’s…I don’t remember all the picnics, or the horse or the games. But the…’ he sighed. ‘It’s like deja vu, and like I’m remembering a dream at the same time. It feels…familiar.’
Alex nodded, suddenly looking uncomfortable. ‘Alright. You remember Charlie’s tree, the rabbit and fire. Good to know.’ They straightened from the counter, turning away from Chad and the kitchen. Before he could object, Alex headed through to the living room and poked their head in.
Morgan and Diego had made their way back onto the couch, Diego clinging to Morgan’s waist while Morgan rubbed circles in her back. Morgan looked up at Alex’s appearance and raised an eyebrow at them. ‘Dave’s gone to get these guys food,’ Alex whispered. ‘When do you want to head back?’
Before Morgan could answer Diego whimpered and tightened her grip on Morgans’ waist. Morgan squeezed her shoulders in response and turned back to Alex, ‘I’ll be here for a while longer.’ Alex’s frown deepened and Morgan rolled her eyes. ‘You don’t need to hang around. I can call you or Janice when I’m ready to head back.’
Alex grunted at that and pulled back, returning to sulk in the kitchen. Diego looked up at Morgan, eyes red from crying. ‘Thank you,’ she whispered.
Morgan shrugged, ‘What are sisters for?’
Diego sighed, ‘I’ve been a pretty lousy sister.’
‘Probably,’ Morgan nodded.
‘You’re not supposed to agree that fast.’
‘You’re supposed to listen to the smart twin.’ Diego scowled, and Morgan gave a cheshire grin. ‘I’m not wrong.’
Diego sighed and closed her eyes. ‘How is this our lives?’ Morgan fell silent at that, tightening the hug as Diego buried her face in Morgan’s shoulder. ‘I really wish this was just a bad dream,’ she whispered.
Morgan squeezed her eyes shut, her grip tightening around Diego’s shoulders. ‘I know.’
The sisters were quiet for a while, the silence only broken by slight creaks of the building from the flat above and occasional footsteps from the kitchen next door.
‘It’s crazy,’ Diego whispered. ‘This time yesterday I was worrying about Chad surviving the Stewart’s farmhouse. I half expected him to come back with his arms missing again. And now…’ she trailed off, her teary eyes focused on the carpet.
‘Now Chad’s officially fought every one of his siblings,’ Morgan said.
Diego scowled, squeezing her eyes shut, ‘That’s not funny.’
‘It will be when the heartache goes,’ Morgan smirked. ‘Besides, from what I heard, you opened the door to Chad’s apartment to see a complete stranger in Chad’s clothes. If it was me I would have tasered him on the spot.’
‘You would have broken his arms if you did that.’
‘Eh,’ Morgan shrugged. ‘Depends how strong the voltage is. And robotics can be fixed if they get fried.’
‘It gets dangerous when they’re attached to people though,’ Diego said. ‘They can be nasty conductors.’
‘Huh,’ Morgan pursed her lips in thought, ‘That explains why Chad started favouring wind and cold over lightning.’
‘Oh yeah,’ Diego said. ‘You should have seen it the first time the arms took an electric shock. Mum and Dad thought he had misdirected some of his own lightning and were ready to rip into him in the hospital as soon as he woke up. Until Dave brought one of his rookie heroes in to apologise to the lot of us.’
Morgan’s arms tightened as she scowled, ‘While he was in the hospital bed?’
‘We ended up hearing the apology twice. One to Mum and Dad, and one once Chad finally woke up.’ Diego closed her eyes again, leaning heavily on Morgan. ‘They’re probably going to find Mum and Dad soon. I’m pretty sure half the FA is looking for them.’
‘The longer it takes the better.’
Diego sighed, ‘Morgan, they’re still our parents.’
‘So? Just because they had sex doesn’t mean they deserve my respect. In fact they deserve as much respect that they show others. Which is fuck all.’
‘You can’t say that.’
‘I just did.’ Morgan sat up straighter, feeling Diego’s eyes on her. ‘They kidnapped a child, lied to all of us, got our family to help them hide this conspiracy as you call it. And then they used all of that to try and make their perfect three part hero team out of their fucking children. They stole a child and then they stole all of our childhoods. What part of that means I’m supposed to show them anything except the middle finger?’
Diego looked to the door to the kitchen, then back at Morgan, ‘What are we going to do when they get back?’
She sighed, ‘Well I went off the radar for a reason. I don’t want them ambushing me at the apartment again. I’m not going anywhere near them unless it's on my terms.’
‘So what are the rest of us supposed to do?’
‘Nothing. Not until I’ve dug out the truth. Once I have, we can work out the next move we want to make.’
‘Nothing?’ Diego asked. ‘You want me to pretend nothing’s wrong with them?’
‘Well they can’t figure out that we suspect them,’ Morgan said. ‘If they find out they’ll hunt down any loose threads and turn them into ash and you know it.’
Diego opened her mouth to argue, but wilted just as quickly. ‘I can’t lie to them this time. I can’t pretend that this hasn’t happened.’
‘Then go off the grid,’ Morgan shrugged. ‘But don’t tip them off. Please Dee.’
Their conversation was interrupted by a knocking at the front door, and there was a quick scramble from the kitchen before footsteps headed out to the front door. Dave’s voice came through when the door opened, and Diego was immediately on her feet. By the time Dave had made it to the kitchen Diego was already waiting for him in the doorway, rushing forward to wrap her arms around his waist. Dave returned the hug, handing the bag of food to Chad with a thanks before scooping Diego into a more tender embrace.
Morgan elected to ignore the sheepish look from Chad as he tidied something away under the counter and Alex’s scowl. Instead she looked at the bag curiously, ‘Got any good drinks?’
‘Yeah,’ Dave said. ‘Water, lemonade or juice.’
She scowled at the hero, ‘You’re killing me over here. Why is caffeine suddenly forbidden?’
‘You know why,’ Alex sighed. She glared at Alex while Chad unboxed the food. ‘Can we go now?’
‘Actually,’ Dave said, ‘before you do, we should work out a plan.’ Alex raised their eyebrow at the hero, as the others zeroed in. ‘I know Morgan is still putting some of the pieces together, and will hopefully use legal means,’ he said, looking at Morgan pointedly. ‘But while that’s going on, you don’t want Caroline and Richard to know you’re investigating or suspicious. Which makes sense. So, how do we deal with that?’
‘Get rid of them,’ Alex said with a small smile. 'Easiest way to avoid them is if they don't exist anymore.'
'Absolutely not,' Diego scowled.
‘Wanna bet sweetheart?’
'I want them alive,' Morgan said. She was staring into the middle distance, her face dark with fury, before she turned to Alex. 'No one moves against them until I'm ready.'
Alex grinned at her, giving a little bow with their head towards Morgan. ‘Alive it is then. For now.’
‘You aren’t killing my parents,’ Diego said, leaning towards the villain until Dave’s hand was on her shoulder.
‘The no kill list is a promise to try,’ they sneered, yellow glare aimed at Diego. ‘And I’m trying very hard right now. If I see them after Morgan’s had her pound of flesh? Who knows what will happen.’
Chad cleared his throat, glancing between Alex and Diego before continuing. ‘For now, they’re going to be alive and safe. And we can’t let them suspect anything until after Morgan’s investigation is done. So…until then I guess we’re playing dumb.’
Morgan raised an eyebrow in surprise, ‘You’re okay with lying to them?’
‘They did,’ Chad said. ‘Besides, it’s that or go off the grid, but if we’ve all vanished that will be too suspicious.’
Dave snorted, ‘Imagine if they thought Alex had kidnapped all of you?’
‘You couldn’t pay me to kidnap Chad,’ Alex snarled.
‘We don’t actually want you to,’ Dave said. 'But anyway, with the playing dumb plan. They leave us alone for the most part, even more now that Diego’s with the Chastisers. And when they do come around there are ways of distracting the conversation. But Chad’s another matter.’ He turned to his brother in law, worry starting to come through again. ‘You still have dinner with them nearly every day, and they love to get involved in your business all the time.’
‘I won’t go to dinner then,’ Chad said, fiddling with his fries as he spoke. ‘And I think I can make a reasonable alibi for it.’ He looked up at the heroes at the end of the counter. ‘I need to make a move against Roofer. If I schedule it right, I can be on stakeouts and scouting missions when they’re sitting down for dinner.’
‘Won’t they want to have you around another time then?’ Dave asked. ‘What’s to stop them getting you around for breakfast or lunch?’
‘My normal shifts.’
Diego finally looked at Chad with a frown, while Dave was scowling at Chad. ‘Double shifts? Seriously Chad.’
‘Just until Morgan’s done with her research,’ Chad said. ‘Besides I’ve done them before, it’s not that big a deal.’ Dave opened his mouth to argue but Chad cut in. ‘It’s either that or try to lie to them, and the last time I tried to lie to them on the spot they ended up trying to barge into Morgan’s flat.’
‘At least you know what you’re bad at,’ Morgan smirked. ‘I’ll get answers as fast as I can. I could do with a bigger computer though.’
Alex looked pointedly at her, while she furrowed her brow in concentration. ‘Would a supercomputer do?’
Morgan looked at Alex, her face a careful mask. ‘Will you let me use your supercomputer?’
‘On one condition,’ Alex said.
‘Pass,’ Morgan shook her head.
‘You haven’t even heard what it is!’
‘Are you going to ban me from caffeine in your lair?’ Morgan scowled.
‘No! You just need to sleep more.’
‘Pass,’ Morgan shook her head. ‘I’m too busy.’
Alex growled, ‘Morgan you need to rest. You can’t keep this up.’
‘Can and will,’ she folded her arms, watching Alex begin to get frustrated without flinching. ‘Maybe Bernard will want to help me get some oomph for the laptop.’
‘Don’t count on it,’ Alex said. ‘Dad’s the one that disappeared Mum’s coffee maker.’
‘That mother-’ Morgan bit back the rest of the insult, face screwing up in anger. ‘This is bullshit.’
‘What’s bullshit is you burning yourself out on this,’ Alex scowled.
Chad frowned, ‘Morgan, we can help investigate things on this side, you don’t have to do all of that on your own.’
‘No,’ she shook her head. ‘You’re too close to Mum and Dad, if they suspect anything we lose any advantage we currently have to try and find out the truth.’
‘And they’re not even back yet,’ Alex said. ‘You do not need to find everything out this second. And you definitely don’t need to risk your health to find out all the answers.’
‘Don’t be so dramatic!’ Morgan rolled her eyes. ‘There’s more important things going on here.’
‘No. There isn’t.’ Alex grabbed Morgan’s shoulder and spun her around so she had to face them. ‘I won’t let you neglect yourself for anyone or anything else. Got that?’
Morgan’s scowl didn’t falter. ‘Let me? Remind me who put you in charge of what I’m allowed to do? Oh that’s right! You’re not.’
‘Morgan,’ Chad said. ‘Please, we’re allowed to worry about you. We all want the answers, but we want you to be okay more.’
‘Besides,’ Diego said, ‘you look dead on your feet. How well would you be able to work now anyway?’
Morgan scowled at her siblings in turn, ‘I don’t like you three being on the same page, especially when it's about me. Stop it.’
‘No,’ Diego said, folding her arms. ‘And there’s only one way to shut us up. You’ve done more than enough today. Go look after yourself.’
‘Holy shit,’ Alex said, raising their eyebrows, ‘finally pulled your head out of the sand huh?’ Dave scowled from behind Diego, putting a protective hand on her shoulder that Alex ignored. ‘And Chad engaging brain cells, never thought I’d see the day.’ Morgan glared daggers at Alex, who only beamed in response. ‘It sounds like all the emotional bullshit is done for the day as well. So we can go home now right?’
‘What about the rest of the plan?’
‘You know your part,’ Alex said, ‘and they’re adults. I’m sure they can work out how to be discreet without you needing to hold their hand.’
Before Morgan could respond with more vitriol Chad chimed in. ‘We’ll let you know as soon as we have something sorted.’
She huffed, folding her arms. ‘You’d better,’ she muttered. Alex took that as their cue to scoot up next to her, putting a gentle hand on her shoulder. For a moment Morgan’s anger wilted, leaving nothing but exhaustion before the two of them vanished.
Dave sighed in relief as soon as the two villains were gone. ‘Chad? My sincere condolences.’ He looked at Dave in confusion. ‘Not sure how I would cope with the revelation that I was related to Alex Stewart of all people.’
Chad snorted, turning back to his plate. ‘I’ll let you know once it’s sunk in.’
Dave managed to smile, leaning down to check on Diego while Chad finally tucked into his burger. The three of them fell silent as they ate, Dave humming in satisfaction at his own food. Diego managed most of her fries, but mostly picked at her burger.
‘So,’ Dave said, ‘Are we…happy seems like the wrong word. How are we feeling about the plan?’
‘Lousy,’ Diego mumbled.
Chad bit back his immediate response to Diego. ‘It’s the best plan we’ve got. I’ll contact my team later to get my Roofer plan going. What about you guys?’
Dave shrugged, ‘Like I said, we don’t deal with them all that much. And I’ve gotten quite good at steering conversations so they don’t ask about grandkids and stuff.’
Diego pushed her plate away, leaning into Dave’s shoulder, ‘I’m actually getting kind of tired. Can we work out the rest later?’
Dave nodded, ‘Sure. We can chill out for now, let the emotions settle a bit.’ He looked up at Chad, ‘How’s your movie collection coming along?’
Diego looked up at Dave, looking thoroughly drained. ‘Actually, I’m not going to be good company love. Can we go home?’
Dave looked down at Diego, frowning slightly. He opened his mouth, but Chad cut in quickly with a smile. 'Of course! If you're tired you're tired. We can catch up after you've rested?'
Dave's brow only creased more, but Diego leaned against him before he could object. 'Are you sure Chad? If you need some company, or any help at all-'
'I'll call,' Chad nodded. 'Thank you. I appreciate it.'
He still looked unsure, but at Chad's insistence he grabbed the last of his and Diego’s lunch and guided her out of the apartment. ‘If you need anything,’ Dave said.
‘Thank you,’ Chad replied. ‘I’m serious, go take care of your wife.’
He watched them while beaming, his smile not faltering for a moment until the door closed behind them. When he dropped the smile his whole body slumped with it, sliding down the wall until he was sat on the floor with his head in his hands. 'Fuck,' he whispered.
The apartment was far too silent after the day he’d had, but Chad didn’t have it in him to move. He curled inwards, taking measured breaths and trying to hold back the tears as much as possible. At least he’d managed to eat, part of him thought, now he could wallow without worrying about an empty stomach. Some sadistic part of his brain reminded him that this could have gone much worse, but all that did was make his chest ache even more.
Eventually his joints complained enough to force him to clamber off the floor. He shuffled back into the kitchen, moving around the counter to dig out the album hidden in the cupboard. He should hide it again. Pack it away. He placed it carefully on the counter, opening it back up to the photo Alex had showed him earlier. It was odd looking at the small blond children, at Alex with blue eyes instead of yellow, at the baby that was supposed to be him. Everyone and everything in the photo was strange to him, strangers and strange places. Except for the longing ache that was growing in him.
He reached out to turn the page and paused, his attention catching on his hands. Cybernetic enhancements. Caused by Alex. He sighed, and slammed the album closed, taking it through to the bedroom to hide it again. There was no point wondering over what could have been. He had this life. And there was no changing it.
Chapter 30
Summary:
The various heroes and villains get ready for the next stage of the plan, and get to have some heart to hearts on the way
Notes:
I was not planning to post two chapters, and then I found out it's Maya's birthday, so happy birthday Maya! Have the longest single chapter I've ever written for a fic (it's over 5k words)
Content warnings:
- Lots of grief, discussions of grief
- Mentions of child death
- Mentions of manipulative authority figures and abuse of power
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The second that Morgan and Alex landed in the Stewart’s living room Morgan was shrugging off Alex’s hand and beelining for her computer. Janice was sat on the floor still, eyes glowing red as her grimoire floated next to her. She raised an eyebrow at the two villain’s appearance. ‘Everything alright dears?’
‘Peachy,’ Morgan growled, grabbing her laptop and leaving the room without another word.
Janice frowned and looked at Alex, ‘What did you do?’
They sighed, snapping their fingers to vanish their villainous look, returning to the dungarees from earlier. ‘Chad snitched on me. Which is ridiculous, I had everything under control.’
Janice’s eyes returned to their normal blue, the book closing and falling onto her lap. ‘What exactly was your plan?’
Alex slumped onto the couch, folding their arms. Janice moved over, sitting next to Alex, tucking a lock of hair behind their ear while they waited for Alex to share. ‘Morgan doesn’t have to do everything.’
‘I agree,’ Janice said. ‘But how does that lead to you breaking into Chad’s apartment?’
‘She’s not his sidekick. She’s not at his beck and call. He screws up, that doesn’t mean she has to fix it.’ Janice nodded, but stayed silent. Alex stayed quiet, wrestling with their thoughts for a moment, before finally sighing. ‘I don’t want Chad to think he can start using Morgan whenever she wants again.’
‘Alex?’ Janice said. ‘I love you and Morgan dearly. I am certain that if Morgan thought Chad was using her she would give him a piece of her mind. And maybe use some of those drones of hers to get the message across.’
‘Okay but,’ Alex paused, trying to piece their thoughts together. ‘Before all of this she didn’t give Chad the time of day. And now she’s not sleeping because she’s pouring over his old medical records, or racing off to help him when he’s screwed up, or dealing with Diego because she’s ignoring the truth right in front of her fucking face! They’re just using her, or taking advantage, or whatever. And I can’t stop Morgan from scouring every inch of whatever records she thinks she needs, but I can try and help get the others off her back.’
Janice nodded in understanding. She pulled Alex into a hug, feeling them melt into her embrace. ‘Maybe it would be worth sharing your concerns to Morgan?’
‘I did,’ Alex said. ‘She didn’t listen.’
‘Well, she is rather fiercely independent. Having people worry over her or try to make decisions on her behalf rarely ends well.’ Alex stiffened, before slumping against Janice with a groan. ‘Are you alright there, love?’ They nodded, hiding their face in Janice’s shoulder. ‘Need any help with anything?’
They shook their head, ‘No, I got it. You made your point.’
Janice smiled, ‘Can I make a suggestion? Give her some space first, maybe wait until she’s caved and gotten some sleep.’ Alex nodded, leaning into the hug as Janice squeezed their shoulders. ‘And maybe convince your father to put my coffee maker back together?’
Alex smirked at that, ‘I’ll do my best.’
*****
Diego and Dave were silent in the car drive home. He kept glancing over at her in worry, but Diego was staring out of the window, barely paying attention to the city rushing past them. Thankfully there was no alarm from the Chastisers, and as they finally pulled up the drive to their house Dave sent an alert to the team: Leader USA and Shadowstep are dealing with a high priority matter. Not available for emergency alerts.
He watched in concern as Diego shuffled out of the car and up to the house, barely paying attention to anything around her. When she began to phase through the steps up the porch Dave finally spoke, ‘Dee? Love, the porch.’
She blinked, coming back to the present, and looked down at her predicament. ‘Oh.’ She righted herself quickly enough, and Dave pressed a gentle hand to the small of her back, grounding her enough to climb the steps and get into the house without falling through solid matter again.
‘Want to talk about it?’ he asked once the door was closed behind them.
‘No,’ she said, turning away and heading for the stairs to the bedroom.
Dave’s face fell, ‘Dee…’
‘Don’t Dave,’ Diego snapped, turning around to face him. ‘Don’t “Dee” me. Not right now. I don’t want to talk about today. I don’t want to think about today. I just want to sleep.’
Dave frowned, but nodded, watching her head up the stairs. He went into the kitchen, putting their leftovers in the fridge in case Diego got hungry later. He gave her space, cleaning up the kitchen and the living room from his mad dash at the hero alarm that morning. His phone pinged from the rest of the team, wanting to check in with him and Diego and make sure the two of them were okay. He fielded all the questions, leaving the answers vague and implying something personal had happened. They quickly got the message and dropped it, in time for Dave to have straightened up the entire downstairs. Only then did he grab some aspirin, a bottle of water, and quietly headed up the stairs.
Diego was already in bed when he poked his head through the door, facing the far wall so he couldn’t see her face. He crept in slowly, taking his time so as to not disturb the floorboards. Just in case she had managed to get to sleep. But when he got to her bedside table he saw she was wide awake, staring at the wall with tears trickling silently down her face. His heart broke, putting down his supplies and reaching out for her shoulder. At the touch Diego grabbed his arm, pulling him closer so she could bury herself in his embrace. He climbed in beside her, wrapping her up in his strong arms, gently hushing her as she began to sob.
‘I’m sorry,’ Dave whispered. ‘I’m so sorry you’re going through this.’
She shook her head, ‘Please tell me it's not real. This is a nightmare. Or some villain has me in a simulation or something.’
Dave’s face fell, and he stroked his hand through her hair, ‘I wish I could.’
Neither of them spoke much after that, Dave focusing on comforting Diego as she cried. Only once she had started to calm did he manage to persuade her into drinking some water, offering the aspirin as well, which she took gratefully. He mopped up her face with some nearby tissues, and when she tugged on his collar he pressed gentle kisses to her blotchy cheeks, her temple, against her hair.
Eventually she was calm, half asleep against his chest, and he was playing with her curls absentmindedly. ‘Dee?’ she hummed, shifting against him. ‘Would you mind if I texted Chad later? Just to check in.’
She shook her head, tightening the arm wrapped around his waist. ‘Sure.’
He pulled out his phone, checking over any other messages from the team, that he responded to before putting together a message for Chad. ‘How you feeling?’ he asked Diego.
‘Tired,’ Diego muttered. ‘This morning I thought my brother had been replaced. And now I found out it’s true, just not like how I thought.’
Dave winced at the bluntness of it. ‘Chad’s still your brother.’
‘Don’t. Don’t do that,’ Diego said. ‘There was a baby brother who came home from the hospital, who Morgan and I helped take care of while he was ill. And then there was a baby brother who we took trick or treating and to the zoo, and we trained with, who I helped with homework. And those are different people.’ She took an unsteady breath. ‘You don’t need to remind me Chad’s my brother. I know Chad is my brother. But now there has been two of them, and I don’t know what happened to the first one, but…’ she faltered, emotion catching in her voice again.
‘I’m sorry love,’ Dave whispered, tightening the hug.
‘He’s probably dead,’ Diego whispered. ‘Why else would Mum and Dad need to try and replace him? Which they shouldn’t have done in the first place.’
‘I know.’
Diego was breathing heavier, tears beginning to well up again as grief and anger mixed together. ‘Did they even bury him? The first one? Was there a funeral I wasn’t invited to?’ Her breath shuddered, and Dave pressed his lips to her temple again. ‘If he died, then I didn’t even get to know. I didn’t get to say goodbye. They just replaced him with someone else’s child.’
‘It’s fucked up,’ Dave said.
Diego tried to laugh, her shoulders shaking. ‘Yeah it is. How…how did that even happen?’
‘Morgan said that Charlie kid died in a villain fight right?’ Dave said. ‘So they must have found him in there.’
She sniffed, ‘That goes against so many laws and hero codes. On every level. If the FA finds out they’re ruined.’ Her face fell, ‘Chad would be too.’
Dave blinked, ‘Another reason to not tell anyone. Not yet anyway.’ Diego nodded, and Dave glanced at his phone. ‘He’s not seen my message yet.’
Diego sniffed and sat back against Dave’s chest. ‘Am I a terrible sister?’
Dave looked at Diego in shock. ‘No! Absolutely not!’
She sniffed, ‘I didn’t notice Chad got replaced. Didn’t notice that he was wearing a magical necklace all these years. There so many things-’
‘Things that were hidden from you,’ Dave said. ‘Actively hidden. By authority figures who knew a lot more than you did. Not realising that you were lied to isn’t your fault.’
‘They lied to all of us,’ Diego said. ‘And Morgan started going after the answers, Chad’s still working somehow, and there’s me. Falling apart.’
‘They had more time to process it,’ Dave said.
She closed her eyes and shook her head. ‘No. We found out about the DNA results at the same time. I just refused to believe it. Because I couldn’t humour it as an option.’
‘That’s understandable though,’ Dave said. ‘It sounds insane.’
‘I had the results in front of me,’ Diego said. ‘The science said it, and I chose to ignore it because believing it was too hard.’ She sniffed, looking up at Dave with glistening eyes, her chin quivering. ‘I should have been there for Chad. I should be there now.’
Dave sighed, ‘Are you in a position to comfort him right now? If Chad bared his soul right now, what would you do?’ Diego shuddered, recoiling at the thought, and Dave held her closer. ‘It’s not wrong to put yourself first right now. It just means that later you’ll be able to actually help Chad, rather than trying now when you’re not in a position to and hurting the both of you in the long run.’
Diego sighed, closing her eyes, ‘But who does he have right now?’
‘Like I said,’ Dave said. ‘I can check in. We’re not abandoning him.’
She snuggled closer to Dave, tucking her head in just underneath his chin, sighing softly as he stroked his hand through her hair again. ‘Thank you.’
*****
It had been a few hours since everyone had left Chad’s apartment, and he hadn’t allowed himself to be idle. After hiding all the evidence that Charlie existed and cleaning the flat, he dived into his plan against Roofer. So far he had pieced together the snippets of ideas into a comprehensive plan and set it to its own schedule separate from his normal shifts and patrols, and reached out to the heroes based in detective work for advice on working undercover, what to watch out for. He hoarded the tidbits like gold dust, and was grateful for a very enlightening conversation with the Vigilante on some of his more successful operations and the pitfalls he’s learned to avoid.
When Dave messaged Chad a couple of hours in he barely paid attention. Not because he was ignoring Dave, he definitely wasn’t. But Dave had more important things to worry about. And it wasn’t like he even needed to worry about Chad, after all he was busy at work. He was in the zone, and he really didn’t want to lose his focus. He nearly missed it when Dave sent through a second message, and he gave it just enough time to read and reply with a perfectly civil response before getting back to work.
He was finalising a few details on his plan when his phone started to ring, and he sighed. ‘Dammit Dave,’ he muttered, grabbing his phone and looking at the caller ID. He jumped when he saw the name “Joan Stephens,” immediately getting to his feet. How many times had it rung now? When was too soon to answer? He shook that anxiety out of his head and answered with his best light hearted tone, ‘Hello, Chad speaking.’
‘Chad dear!’ Janice said in a warm tone that made his heart ache. ‘How are you doing?’
‘I’m good,’ he said, trying to make sure there was enough of a smile in his voice. ‘Just finishing off some work. How’s the farm?’
There was a pause on the other end, ‘Work? You’re working?’
‘Um…yes?’
Janice sighed, ‘Honestly you’re almost as bad as Morgan. At least tell me you ate.’
‘Oh yeah, Dave brought some lunch over.’
‘Chad it’s nearly 9.’
He frowned and looked at the nearest clock. ‘Oh,’ he said, chuckling nervously, ‘guess I lost track of time.’
‘Apparently,’ Janice said. ‘You’d better get some dinner sorted.’
‘Oh, I’m almost done with-’
‘Young man,’ Janice said with a warning tone that made Chad pause, ‘the end of that sentence had better be “I’m almost done cooking.” Otherwise I’m coming over there myself and making sure you eat.’
Chad paled at the threat. ‘There is…really no need for that,’ he chuckled, noticing too late that he was slipping into his more heroic voice. Normally it would help people believe in his bravado and confidence, but to Janice it would only add more fuel to her fire. ‘I just need five minutes to wrap this up.’
Janice scowled, ‘If I don’t hear food being prepped in five minutes I’m coming over there. Understood?’
‘Yes ma’am,’ Chad said, sitting down and wrapping everything up as quickly as he could.
‘Can I ask what work you’re doing?’ Janice asked.
‘Oh,’ Chad faltered. ‘Sure, I’ll have to be vague though. Confidentiality and all.’
‘Of course.’
The next five minutes went by quickly, with Chad finalising the last pieces he needed while explaining to Janice the bold strokes of the undercover investigation. She showed genuine interest, which both made sense and surprised Chad no end, and offered her own anecdotal advice, which he added to his plan before closing down for the day.
‘Alright,’ he said, ‘I’m done. Now I’ll get food.’
‘Good,’ Janice said. As he began to put together a quick grilled sandwich with chicken and cheese, Janice began to ask him about the rest of his day. Chad was more than happy to relay the more fun details of the morning fight against the aliens, which he then had to repeat when Bernard appeared on the line and insisted on a blow by blow account. The two of them oohed and aahed in all the right places, and as Chad described the twister attack he managed to coordinate Bernard cheered over the call.
‘Brilliant!’ Bernard laughed. ‘Absolutely fantastic!’
Chad was grateful Janice hadn’t tried for a video call, so they couldn’t see him blush horrendously blush under the praise. ‘It’s just my job.’
‘Sure, but you do it so well!’ Bernard said. ‘And the way you coordinated everyone. There were so many different elements in there and you kept the tornado perfectly controlled, it’s impressive!’
Chad’s shoulders stiffened, his chest tightening again. But he managed to get his breathing under control while Bernard continued to compliment his perfectly average skills as if they were something to actually be proud over, and get his voice to a normal pitch just in time to respond. ‘Thank you. Really. But it’s honestly not that impressive.’
‘How isn’t it?’ Janice asked. ‘You had four elements in there? Minimum? You had to give them the same momentum, without smothering any individual elements, but keep them far apart enough that they wouldn’t react within the tornado and cause something disastrous on your end.’
‘Sure, but it was nothing special,’ Chad said. ‘I’m a high tier hero, it’s expected.’
‘Excuse me?’ Janice said, her voice taking that dangerous tone again. ‘Who on earth put something so ridiculous in your head?’
Chad blinked. ‘It…it’s my job.’
‘So?’
‘So…’ he faltered, trying to work out what to say. ‘I’m supposed to face the most dangerous threats and be able to fight them off effectively. Today was…pretty standard.’
‘You were fighting aliens riding on giant birds,’ Bernard said. ‘We raised the S tier. That did not look pretty standard to me.’
‘I’ve fought aliens before,’ Chad said.
‘You’re both missing my point,’ Janice said. ‘Yes, Chad’s fought high tier threats before. Yes he’s an A tier hero. But that doesn’t mean that he suddenly doesn’t deserve praise for a job well done.’
‘I know that,’ Bernard said. ‘Tell him that.’
Chad froze in his kitchen, cringing as he heard some shuffling around. ‘Chad?’ Janice was closer to the phone, based on the way the echo had changed. ‘Can you try something for me?’
‘Uh…okay?’
‘I’m going to say something, and you’re not allowed to argue with what I say. Or dismiss it. Just accept what I say and move on. Got it?’
A shiver ran up his spine, and Chad swallowed, ‘If you insist.’
There was a pause before Janice spoke again. ‘Chad, dear. We watched your whole fight today.’ Chad squeezed his hands into fists, already feeling the tugs of a breeze at his shirt. ‘And after hearing the close up parts we missed, I just have to say this. You did such a good job today. Your twister attack was incredible. The way you coordinated your team was inspiring.’ Chad sniffed, closing his eyes to try and stop the emotions from overwhelming him. ‘You should be proud of the work you’ve done today.’
‘I agree,’ Bernard chimed in. ‘Because we’re proud of you.’
‘But-’ he said, voice cracking under the stress of keeping his emotions at bay.
‘No buts,’ Bernard said. ‘We’re proud of you son. You can’t argue us out of that.’ Chad was trembling, trying to stay silent. ‘Got it?’
He nodded, the first tears trickling through. ‘Thank you.’
‘You’re very welcome,’ Janice said, with nothing but warmth in her voice. ‘Now, Alex mentioned a little bit about what happened earlier. Want to talk about it?’
He let out a harsh breath, the damn breaking with it. ‘I think Diego hates me now.’
‘Oh sweetheart,’ Janice said, and Chad wiped at his face furiously. But everything was boiling over now from the day, and all he could do was wrap his arms around himself in an effort to hold himself together. ‘Do you want one of us to keep you company?’
He shouldn’t have wanted it. They were far enough away, they had their own things to worry about. He didn’t want to inconvenience them. But he couldn’t refuse, part of him was desperate for them to just appear in a flash of red light. So they could comfort him and promise everything would be okay, even if they all knew it wouldn’t be.
A red light flashed behind him and Chad spun around on the spot, eyes going wide as Bernard appeared out of the runes. ‘Sorry son,’ he said with a sheepish grin. ‘You didn’t respond and Janice got antsy. How are you doing there?’
He sniffed and shook his head, not able to trust his voice.
‘Okay,’ Bernard said. ‘Do you want a hug?’ Chad nodded, and Bernard stepped forward, wrapping him up in a hug that left him trembling and choking. ‘She hates me,’ Chad whispered. ‘I know she does.’
Bernard hushed, rocking them slightly on the spot. ‘If she’s anything like you and Morgan I don’t think she would hate you that easily. Want to talk about it?’ Chad looked up at him, unsure, but Bernard gave him a reassuring smile. ‘Janice and I are always happy to lend an ear. No advice required, unless you want it.’
Chad nodded, leaning heavily against Bernard’s shoulder. ‘Thank you,’ he whispered.
‘Of course,’ Bernard said. ‘We told you, we’re here whenever you need us.’
*****
The sun had set long ago, the moon beginning to shine through the open curtains into the dark bedroom. The bedside lamp was the only source of light aside from the sharp light from the laptop screen perched on Morgan’s lap. She rubbed at her eyes, ignoring how sore and red they were, scrolling through the page of handwritten notes she had found. She ran the page through another imaging software, watching as it brought up certain points of the page and started making notes. She had been at it for hours, ignoring any and all sounds from the house, including the various times the Stewarts had knocked on the door. Didn’t matter which voice followed or which one stuck their head through the door, Morgan carried on tapping away at her computer, making notes as she went, without rest. Without a break. There was no time. She needed to find the answers, and she needed them now.
It was the same when there was a knock on the door while she was writing up her latest notes. The door creaked open, and Morgan had felt that powerful gaze on her enough to know it was Alex this time. The scent of warm meat and gravy hit her next. They must have brought up dinner.
‘Morgan? I brought you some dinner.’
She didn’t respond, turning back to her keyboard and pulling the next page into the scanning software.
‘I also brought coffee.’
She paused, fingers hovering over the keys, but she didn’t look up.
‘Peace offering?’ Alex said.
Morgan rolled her eyes and carried on tapping away. ‘I’m still mad at you.’
‘I know,’ Alex said. They stepped all the way in this time, putting a bowl of stew and a freshly made mug of coffee on the bedside table. ‘And I probably deserve it.’ They looked at Morgan sheepishly, watching her work and ignore them completely. ‘So…if you still want to use the supercomputer it’s available for you,’ Alex said. ‘No conditions attached. Except I’m not going to the lair until tomorrow morning.’ Morgan held out her hand, and Alex picked up the mug and handed it over to her, watching with trepidation as she began to sip at the drink. ‘But aside from that, it’s all yours. For this I mean.’
‘What made you change your tune?’ Morgan asked, watching the page reappear with new sections highlighted. She tried to juggle the laptop, notebook and mug, fishing out her pen to make notes along the way.
‘Mum talked some sense into me,’ Alex said. ‘I was, and am, worried about you. I was trying to help, but I went about it the wrong way.’
‘Understatement,’ Morgan muttered under her breath.
Alex sighed, ‘Can I apologise properly?’
Morgan paused. She didn’t want to stop. She couldn’t stop. But when was the last time Alex had apologised for ignoring boundaries? She didn’t move, except to finally look up at Alex. They were dressed in their fluffy hoodie, reserved for evenings when they demanded nothing but comfort, and checked pyjama bottoms, the low light in the room casting dark shadows over their already worried face.
‘I’m sorry,’ Alex said. ‘For not asking before I decided to “help” with Chad and Diego. I’m sorry for trying to make you sleep when you clearly didn’t want to. And I’m sorry for withholding coffee.’
Morgan nodded, sipping at the mug again, ‘I thought the coffee maker was out of action?’
‘I got Dad to put it back together,’ Alex said. ‘After Mum talked some sense into me. Can I at least explain why I did it?’
‘You already did,’ Morgan said. ‘You thought Chad was taking advantage, you thought I was ignoring my health, and you thought you knew better than me.’ Alex winced at the last comment, but didn’t deny it. ‘Apology accepted.’ Alex sighed in relief, and Morgan followed up, ‘Not forgiven. I’m still mad at you. But I accept the apology.’
‘Thanks,’ Alex said, looking at the computer. ‘Still want to use the supercomputer in the morning?’ Morgan nodded. ‘Cool. I’ll send a message to Joe, make sure the minions know to expect us.’ Morgan nodded again, sipping at her coffee as she picked up her pen, looking back to the computer screen. ‘Do…do you need anything?’
‘No,’ Morgan said sharply, trying to pick up where her notes were. She had paused for long enough. She couldn’t lose her momentum, not now. Not in front of Alex. If she did…
‘Morgan?’ Worry tinged Alex’s tone, and Morgan closed her eyes before the welling tears had a chance to fall. ‘If you don’t want my help, I can go get Mum.’
‘I don’t need any help,’ Morgan snapped, dropping her pen so it didn’t scratch through her notes. Her other hand began to shake, and Alex quickly braced the mug and took it away before Morgan spilled any coffee. ‘Fuck,’ she whispered, putting her hands to her face. She tried desperately to force the tears back, to pin the emotions down and smother them until later. Until Alex or Janice or Bernard weren’t knocking on the door every 30 seconds and threatening to witness her finally losing control.
The weight of her laptop shifted and Morgan looked up sharply. ‘I’m not taking your stuff away,’ Alex said. ‘I’m just giving you a little more space so you don’t accidentally break them.’ They finished up, setting the notebook and laptop a little ways down the mattress, and summoned a box of tissues which they passed to Morgan. ‘Okay, you’re good, I can leave now if you want?’
Her heart twisted in her chest, and Morgan’s squeezed her eyes shut, the first tears falling before she could stop them. ‘Dammit!’
Alex froze in place, ‘I won’t leave then?’
Morgan buried her face in her hands, and Alex shuffled closer. When they touched Morgan’s shoulder her breath hitched, and Alex’s composure snapped. They clambered onto the bed, pulling Morgan into a gentle hug.
‘I’m still mad at you,’ Morgan choked out.
‘I know,’ Alex said, rubbing soothing circles between her shoulder blades.
Morgan curled up, leaning against Alex and tucking her head under their chin. Alex nuzzled into their frizzy curls, stroking the ticklish hairs away from their nose, and trying not to freak out when Morgan began to cry.
‘This is stupid,’ Morgan choked out.
‘No it’s not,’ Alex said, trying to sound soothing like their Mum does. ‘You’ve got emotions you need to let out, right?’
Morgan screwed up her face, ‘I need to work.’
‘You can work later.’
‘No,’ she said. ‘No if…if I lose my momentum, if I stop for too long, I…’ Alex’s hand was still rubbing soothing circles in her back, their warmth bleeding through the fluffy hoodie, making Morgan slump against them. ‘It’s too much.’
‘What is?’ Alex asked. ‘The investigation? I can help with that, just tell me what you’re looking for-’
Morgan shook her head, gesturing for her notes. Alex summoned them closer, and Morgan turned through the pages, trying to keep her breathing steady and failing as she did so. ‘I found Chad’s old medical notes,’ she said. ‘They’re scanned in, and I ran them through some different imaging software.’ She held the notes up to Alex. ‘If I stop, it might sink in. And…it’s…it’s too much.’
Alex looked at the notes, frowning slightly, ‘Name too short? Signs of alteration?’
Morgan nodded, ‘The notes look genuine. I can confirm it better if I can track down the originals, but the information looks genuine. But on the imaging there’s some alterations, just at random points on the pages, on single words.’ Morgan sniffed, ‘On Chad’s name. The colouring is off, and the spacing isn’t right with the rest of the handwriting.’
Alex’s confusion fell away, ‘You think they changed the name on the medical records?’
Morgan nodded, ‘It makes sense. Charlie was two, teaching him to respond to an entirely new name would have been too hard. But they could have taught him how to respond to a nickname, and then change it to a similar sounding name.’
Alex closed their eyes. ‘Charlie, to Char, to Chad.’ Morgan nodded. ‘Those motherfuckers.’
‘It gets worse,’ Morgan said, looking at Alex. ‘I have no idea what that name is supposed to be.’ Alex frown reappeared, now in worry. ‘We were six when Charlie died. So assuming I’m right about this, I was six when Chad appeared. But before then, all those memories of that sick baby? The only name I have in my head is Chad.’
‘They didn’t,’ Alex whispered. ‘Do you want us to check? Mum will offer in a heartbeat, you know that.’
Morgan shook her head. ‘No. Not yet. Not until I have the paper trail to back up whatever she finds.’ She hiccuped, flicking through her notes as she leaned on Alex’s shoulder. ‘If it’s too much now and I’ve barely scratched the surface, I…what happens if Janice finds that they’ve...rewritten my memories. And she fixes them or uncovers them, and I just…break. I can’t. I can’t break yet.’
‘Okay,’ Alex hushed her, pulling her into a tighter hug as her voice broke into sobs. ‘Okay, I understand.’
Morgan’s breath was ragged as she tried to speak. ‘I hate them.’
‘I know.’
She squeezed her eyes shut, ‘If they fucked with my memories, I’m going to kill them.’
‘Okay. I’ll help you hide the bodies.’
Morgan cringed, hiding her face in Alex’s chest. ‘I’m sorry.’
Alex blinked in confusion, ‘For what?’
‘We stole your brother,’ she whispered.
‘Hey, hey no,’ Alex touched Morgan’s chin and made her look up. ‘There’s no “we” there. You didn’t do anything. You were a child. None of this is on you.’
Morgan shook her head, ‘He was your family, and he was stolen, and then we took his childhood.’
Alex’s nostrils flared, ‘Morgan if you keep blaming yourself-’
‘He was supposed to grow up here,’ Morgan said. ‘This was supposed to be his bedroom. He was supposed to learn how to ride a horse, and cook, and…have a life where the most stressful thing he had to worry about as a kid was homework. Not hero training, and learning about the difference between born powers and mutations and magic and all that other bullshit.’
Alex scowled at Morgan, ‘None. Of this. Is your fault. Do you understand me? The only thing I’ll get mad at you for here is if you blame yourself.’ Morgan wilted under Alex’s scowl, tears streaming without any hope of holding them back, and Alex wrapped her up in another tight embrace. ‘I’m sorry about your brother.’
Morgan nodded, eyes squeezed shut.
‘I can help you find him,’ Alex said.
‘No,’ Morgan shook her head, ‘It’s not your responsibility-’
‘I know,’ Alex said. ‘But I care about you. And I want to help you. And you absolutely shouldn’t be doing any of this alone. So, I’ll help you find him. We’ll find his name, and what happened to him, and everything in between.’ Morgan choked on a sob, burying her face in Alex’s hoodie to try and muffle the sound. ‘And you’re not going to blame yourself for what happened to Charlie. Or Chad. Or whatever name he uses next.’
Morgan couldn’t respond. Not to argue, or to thank Alex. All she could do was curl up against them, crying uncontrollably as she felt herself drown in the grief and the guilt of everything she had found so far. Alex never left her side once, and the two of them didn’t move except for Alex to tuck the two of them into bed when Morgan had finally cried herself to sleep.
Notes:
(P.S. I don't think I'll be able to get this into the fic anywhere, but when Bernard teleported to Chad? He and Janice did rock paper scissors to decide who would go to comfort him)
Chapter 31
Summary:
Chad settles into the plan and is coping well, until he is tested.
Notes:
The plot is finally moving!
Content warning for:
- depiction of hospitals
- toxic parent skills
- manipulation and lying
Chapter Text
The next few days were strange for everyone. Mainly for Chad, who started getting a lot more messages suddenly. Dave and the Stewarts were checking in with him at least twice a day, once in the morning and once in the evening. If he had been seen on the TV Bernard would send extra messages, mostly involving emojis displaying his pride in Chad that made him blush. He made sure to respond to both parties. Dave got a watered down version, he had to admit, but it was better this way. The last thing Chad wanted to do was put Dave in the middle between him and Diego. And besides, Janice and Bernard were good to confide in.
Morgan was messaging him too, although her messages were a lot more erratic, and he took to deleting those as soon as they came through. But she kept him updated when she had gotten to Alex’s lair, anything she had picked up from Rex’s server that Chad needed to be concerned about, and often emojis sharing her…frustration at the quality of clues from 20 years ago. In turn Chad kept her updated on the search for their parents, which was often the same message to be fair. But it was all he could offer for now.
In the meantime he got stuck in with his plan for double shifts. His patrols were welcome breaks of normality in the chaos of everything else, a familiar routine that he latched onto, and were mostly filled with low level fights. The new work set his nerves on edge, especially since it was the first time he had attempted a move against Roofer like this. The progress was slow, which was to be expected. Part of him actually admitted it was a good thing. It would buy him and Morgan more time if it proved to be a longer mission.
It was the third day of his new routine, the third day since Dave and Diego had found out the truth, when everything shifted again. He woke up to the usual check in from Dave, and Chad gave his usual response of general tiredness and positivity, while asking after Diego again. He got a text from “Bert Stephens” during breakfast that featured a picture of Oreo, which made Chad beam. He even got a message from Morgan on the way to HQ, laughing about another Trojan virus she’d managed to sneak into Rex’s server.
Work kept him busy as usual, his patrol taking him to a rather explosive bank robbery and a B tier mad scientist testing a prototype of their new freeze ray. He was wrapping up the discussion with the B tier team who he had backed up, the scientist already in cuffs and on their way to their usual cell when a call came through from FA, calling him back to base. At the same time he got a text through on his phone. He shivered, blood threatening to freeze in his veins. There was only one thing it could be. Sure enough, when he pulled out his phone, already heading back to HQ, there was a text from Diego.
“They’re back.”
Caroline and Richard Sterling were in the medical bay at HQ, and at first weren’t permitted any visitors. That was fine by Chad, it gave time for him to work out what to say, how to act. Maybe for an emergency to come through so he’d have to fly out again. But for now he had to pace in the waiting area of the medical bay and wait to be allowed in. Or be told to head back out.
Dave and Diego got there in record time, rushing through the doors to the waiting room. All of them were in hero gear, sans masks, and before any awkwardness could settle in Dave pulled Chad into a one armed hug Chad woodenly returned. Diego stepped up, looking at Chad guiltily as she offered a hug. Chad accepted, but pulled away quickly and returned to pacing.
‘Where did they find them?’ Dave asked.
‘Off the Gulf of Mexico,’ Chad said. ‘They were on an abandoned oil rig.’ Dave gave a low whistle, and Diego sighed. ‘They had managed to fashion something together to purify sea water so they had something to drink, and Mum was able to cook them some fish. The doctors are currently treating for severe dehydration, heat stroke and sun stroke, and putting them on observations to make sure there’s no organ damage or failure.’
‘Shit,’ Diego whispered, squeezing her eyes shut. ‘They were out there for a week.’ Chad nodded, and Diego ran her hands through her hair. ‘Who found them?’
‘One of the winged teams,’ Chad said. ‘They had some goggles or something to help them find heat signatures.’
Dave nodded, ‘So now we wait for the doctor’s prognosis.’ Chad nodded, and the three of them fell silent. Chad continued to pace, while Dave and Diego sat on two of the chairs. Diego had her phone out, texting someone avidly while Dave had his arm around her shoulders in a comforting and grounding embrace.
It took three hours for them to hear some news. No new alerts came through for the Chastisers or for the Chadster, so they were left with each other’s company. At some point Chad went to get them all food and drinks, and they ate sandwiches and fruit in silence. Chad didn’t dare try to offer any small talk, he was terrible at it anyway. Diego opened her mouth a few times, but the tension in the room had her close her mouth again before anything could be said.
Morgan messaged him at one point, asking how he was doing. He sighed, admitting to his quite frantic nerves, before deleting both messages. He messaged “Joan” telling her that something had happened and that he wouldn’t be free for their catch up that evening, before wiping their entire conversation history, ignoring how it stung to watch her messages of joy and pride vanish. The same thing happened to “Bert’s” messages, the emojis disappearing in a flash. Part of him wished that he could have kept them or backed them up. But he knew enough about cybersecurity practices to know that it would just be asking for trouble. No matter the security, if it still existed then there was every chance it could be found.
When the doctor came out into the waiting area Dave and Diego were immediately on their feet. Chad hadn’t sat down, but his pacing stopped as they all turned to the doctor.
‘They’re both stable,’ the doctor said, and the tension in the room shattered. Diego shuddered, wiping at her face as Dave held her close. Chad let out a slow controlled breath, eyes closed, ready to put on his mask back on. ‘They’ve been through a lot, but they’re going to be fine. Recovery will take a while, so they’re off duty until they have their strength back.’
Diego sighed, ‘Good luck with that.’
‘They’ve already been informed,’ the doctor said, frowning slightly. ‘Although they didn’t take the news particularly elegantly, I’ll grant you.’ Chad suppressed a laugh, keeping his face perfectly stoic. ‘In any case, they are awake and available for visitors, although they are both tired. I would recommend a brief visit.’
‘Of course,’ Dave said, ‘thank you doctor.’ They nodded and gestured towards the room, leading them down a white corridor to a spacious, brightly lit room. There were two beds on the far end, surrounded by various machines and monitors quietly beeping.
Chad’s breath caught in his chest at the sight of his parents. It wasn’t the first time he had seen them in a hospital bed, and he told himself he was just worried about their complexions. Under rather severe sunburn on their faces, necks and hands was pale dry skin, verging on grey. They both looked up at their guests with bloodshot eyes, blinking heavily and squinting against the light. Without a word Chad went to the dimmer switch.
‘No need for that,’ Caroline said with a hoarse voice. Chad flinched, backing away from the light, and looking at the two of them again. They were leaning heavily on multiple pillows on sterilised sheets, looking between the three heroes carefully.
‘It’s good to see you back,’ Diego said, her voice no more than a whisper.
Richard nodded, ‘Thank you.’
Chad swallowed, ‘We missed you.’
‘Did you now?’ Caroline said, her gaze falling on Chad again. ‘I wonder then why you didn’t help with trying to find us.’
Diego looked away guiltily, and Dave stepped up. ‘I’m very sorry. I tried to offer our team’s help, but the search was headed up by the FA. And…frankly? The red tape is a pain for a retroactive team up, but when trying to coordinate future help it's nearly impossible.’
‘Bloody bureaucrats,’ Richard muttered. Caroline didn’t respond, watching Chad carefully.
‘I wanted to help,’ Chad said. ‘But I had an emergency undercover operation for three days. After what I told you about Roofer’s plot against the Chadster there were some developments and I needed to investigate, so I was no contact. By the time I came back and found out what had happened most of the teams had mobilised. Besides,’ he looked between the two of them, trying to give off sheepish guilt instead of despair, ‘I’m not the fastest flyer, and I can’t fly for long distances. I can’t track, or have any advanced senses. I was worried that if I insisted on joining the search I would slow my teammates down.’
Caroline’s eyes narrowed, watching him carefully. Eventually she nodded, and Chad had to look away so she couldn’t see his relief. Richard was the one who responded, ‘Not ideal, but your logic is sound. I don’t know what state we would have been in if the winged team had needed to account for any liabilities.’ Chad didn’t flinch at that. ‘I trust you’ve both been keeping up with your duties in the meantime?’
Chad and Diego looked at each other, and Diego sniffed. ‘Sorry, but…I haven’t. Between you vanishing and Morgan, I haven’t been able to focus, so Dave’s moved me to support.’
Caroline tried to straighten up against her pillows, ‘What happened to Morgan?’
‘She’s missing,’ Chad said.
Richard and Caroline both looked at Chad, then at each other. ‘What happened?’ Caroline asked.
Chad took a slow and steady breath. ‘Inconclusive? When I came back from being undercover Morgan was gone. Her apartment…it looks like there was a struggle there.’
‘That S tier monster finally get bored of her?’ Richard sneered. Diego winced, gritting her teeth. ‘I know you’re still sentimental for your sister Diego. But we need to be realistic, and if she runs in dangerous criminal circles and with the S tier villain, there’s only one fate she’s bound to find.’
Chad licked his lips, ‘Based on the timing and some of my findings, it looks more likely to actually be due to Roofer. In the past she’ll go to one of his poker nights and then he’ll arrange some assassination attempts. But with the pieces I found out before all of this started about Roofer’s plot, I worry he’s escalated his efforts against her.’
‘You sure it’s Roofer?’ Caroline asked.
‘He’s doing something, and the timing feels too coincidental,’ Chad said. ‘I finally got authorisation to start my investigation against him. I’ve been liaising with the Vigilante and Dark Feather for advice on detective missions, and I actually started working on some scouting missions.’
Caroline frowned, ‘What about your patrols?’
‘I’m doing both.’
She opened her mouth, but Richard laughed. ‘That’s my boy. The world’s falling apart so you decide to fix it, damn what those bloody villains want, eh?’ Chad managed a smile, nodding along with Richard’s grin. ‘Good, good lad.’
‘And how is this mission cutting into the rest of your time?’ Caroline asked.
‘My patrols are unaffected,’ Chad said. ‘It does mean overtime into the evening and night, but if it puts a villain behind bars, then it’s worth a few extra hours of work.’
Caroline frowned, ‘But what about family dinner nights?’
Chad blinked, ‘I…I’m so sorry. I was so fixated on getting the plan underway I didn’t think.’
‘Ah,’ Richard said. ‘Almost perfect, but I suppose there are only so many hours in the day. Besides, from the sounds of it we’ll be here for a few more days until the doctors are satisfied. We’ll have to work out an alternative arrangement when we know when we’ll be home.’
Chad nodded, trying to look eager. ‘Thank you for understanding. Hopefully you’ll be back home soon. But that doesn’t mean you should rush yourselves. We want you to be safe after all.’
Caroline hummed, ‘Evil doesn’t sleep. We can’t stay idle for too long. But we can discuss that when we’re closer to discharge.’
Chad nodded, stepping back as they turned to Diego. They scrutinised her “support” role and insisted she get her head back into the game sooner rather than later. Dave hung behind her the whole time, his presence giving her the support she needed to play her part. Look forlorn and guilty, apologise and promise to do better, and step back before they got themselves too worked up.
Before either of them could try to ask the appropriate questions to their parents an FA representative knocked on the door, asking for a debrief as soon as possible. Caroline and Richard waved them in, insisting that Diego and Chad stay to listen in on the debrief. The two of them suspected what was coming, and were both sure to act shocked and horrified at the account of Morgan shooting the two of them with a stun ray, and them waking up to being on the abandoned oil rig. On pressing, they revealed that Morgan had essential information about Roofer endangering Chad, and they went over to seek answers.
The FA representative turned to Chad, and he immediately offered the findings of his investigation as soon as he found them. Satisfied, the representative thanked them for their time, and the doctor insisted that the two of them were left to rest. Chad and Diego both promised to come and visit when they could, at which point both Caroline and Richard insisted that they put their work first. That is more important after all.
As soon as they got out Dave insisted on dragging Chad and Diego out for a drink before Chad’s second shift started, the three of them stepping out in their civilian clothes and heading to the nearest bar.
‘Well,’ Dave said over his pint, ‘that was painful.’
Diego huffed, ‘It could have been so much worse.’ Dave shuddered at the thought, and the two of them turned to Chad. ‘How are you holding up?’ Diego asked.
Chad shrugged, ‘Considering everything, I’m counting that as a success.’ He sipped at his coke, watching the others in the bar. ‘We need to make sure the family’s informed about everything.’
‘Already on it,’ Diego said. ‘But you didn’t answer my question. How are you doing?’
He looked at Diego, trying to not let his hurt and guilt come through on his face. He didn’t need to burden her with that right now. ‘Fine. Worried about everything, of course, but that will only get us so far. And we have a job to do.’
Diego frowned, opening her mouth again, but Dave put a hand on her arm. ‘Speaking of,’ Dave said, ‘I might have some info you need, want me to text it over?’
Chad nodded, and Dave quickly typed it out. Chad pulled up the message as soon as it came through, frowning slightly at the text:
“How are you doing? We’re both worried about you.”
‘Huh,’ Chad said. ‘That does help, thank you. Let me get that added to my list.’ He started typing a response to Dave.
“Just make sure you tell Mo what happened. We need to all be on the same page for this to work.”
As soon as the message sent he deleted both messages from his phone. ‘I should probably get back to it. No rest for the wicked, so there’s no rest for us.’ He finished his drink, giving them both his signature grin before stepping away from the table.
Diego grabbed his arm before he could fully turn away and pulled him into a tight hug, ‘I love you,’ she whispered. ‘And I’m sorry for the past few days. I just…’
He pulled away before she could finish, fixing her his usual smile, ‘Love you too Dee. But I’ve got to get going. I’ll see you both later.’ He turned away before she could respond, weaving through the tables to the door without stopping.
He only stopped when he was outside and dipped into an alleyway, his mask dropping as soon as he knew he was alone. He took a deep breath, trying to keep it steady despite the emotions clawing at his chest and throat. He wiped at his eyes before the tears could fall, trying to focus on something, anything that wasn’t his parents. Or Diego.
His phone buzzed in his pocket, and with a sniff he pulled it out and looked at the screen, surprised to see a message from Morgan.
“How did it go?”
Chad wrote a brief reply, quick to delete the messages as soon as it sent.
“They bought it. I feel like shit. Dee should give you a proper update later, I need to get to the second shift.’
Before he put his phone back in the pocket Morgan replied, with a tick, and angry emoji, and a series of Z’s. He chuckled.
“You’re one to talk.”
“Older sister privilege. Do as I say, not as I do. Unless what I’m doing is fun.”
He rolled his eyes, deleting the messages again, and slipped the phone back in his pocket before turning back to the FA HQ.
Chapter 32
Summary:
Janice and Bernard respond to the return of the Sterling parents, and do some investigating of their own.
Notes:
So I'm away this weekend and out of my buffer, so there's going to be a delay in posting. Thanks for understanding!
Content warnings for:
- Mention of child kidnapping
- Mention of child death and grievance
- Brief description of a hospital corridor and room
Chapter Text
It took three days for the farmhouse to settle into a new routine. As much as Janice and Bernard wanted to keep Charlie's boxes out, their presence made half of the living room unusable. Most of the stuff got packed away back in the basement, aside from a few choice photo albums and some albums and books that Morgan asked to borrow for her investigation. They cleaned up after the kids, putting the bedrooms right so they would be ready just in case any of the kids visited again soon.
And then just like that, they were back to their normal activities. Oreo had a regular checkup booked with the local vet, the chickens had a scare from a neighbour's cat (which set Bernard off on his plot to oust the infernal neighbours next door and their little hellbeast). And in the evenings they spoke to Morgan and Alex, checking in and making sure Morgan was sleeping, Alex was talking, and that they weren't at each other's throats yet.
Then they would call Chad, after he had finished his double shift and was clearly bone dead tired. Janice restrained herself after the first night and didn't have her or Bernard pop over, instead chatting to him over the phone while he whipped up some quick food before bed, about anything and everything. They told him about the farm, and he told them about the heroics of the day. For those days, everything felt at peace, and Janice and Bernard were hopeful for whatever came next.
Until the text from Chad came through.
'I don't like this,' Janice said. The two of them were standing in the kitchen, lunch abandoned with Janice's phone in the middle of the table. Her arms were folded, her eyes flickering with crackling red light, a dark frown across her brow.
'I don't either,' Bernard said. Where Janice was restraining her impulses, Bernard had no such qualms, pacing the kitchen floor, fingers tapping to try and burn out the worst of his anger. 'But we told the kids we'd follow their lead.'
Janice's scowl deepened, 'Chad is about to go and visit his kidnappers, voluntarily, and pretend to be their normal loving son. If he isn't already there.'
'I know.'
'The people that took our baby, faked his death, and then raised him to be some weapon for their heroic image. My baby, my child,' Janice was snarling, getting louder with every word. 'And he has to walk back in there and pretend he doesn't know what they did? That everything is fine?'
Bernard squeezed his eyes shut, rubbing his hands over his face. 'I hate it too. Honestly I’m not entirely sure what Chad and Morgan were thinking.'
Janice shook her head, 'I'm calling him.' She reached out for her phone, hand inches away before she hesitated. Every desire in her being told her to call him. But her gut said something else entirely. She curled her hand into a fist, before dropping it and turning away. 'Dammit!'
'He's probably in HQ by now I reckon,' Bernard said, gritting his teeth at the thought. 'We can see if Morgan knows anything else.'
Janice nodded and picked up her phone, sending an enquiring text. 'I still can't believe that Chad would put himself through this, and that Morgan would agree to it.'
'She's going to want as much time as she can get,' Bernard said. 'If she's pushing herself too much now, imagine what she'd be like if she thought she was against the clock.'
Janice growled in frustration, 'It would go faster if she asked for help. An entire breadth of magic and knowledge at my fingertips, and she’s leaving me in the dark.'
‘I’m honestly surprised she’s letting Alex help so much,’ Bernard said. ‘She’s using their super computer and agreed to let them help her investigate? For her that's big.'
'That's basic,' Janice said. 'An extra pair of hands to find clues from 20 years ago? Even with the supercomputer they could be at it for weeks. I won't allow Chad to be subjected to those maggots for that long.'
Bernard nodded, 'Okay. You're right, it's not fair to him. They're all doing too much.' He stopped pacing, putting his hands together as he began to think. 'They have two strands of this plan. Distract the parents so they don't suspect anything. And try to find the truth.'
Janice's eyes flared, her fist clenching, 'If they want a distraction I'll be more than happy to give them one.'
'Sweetheart?' Bernard said. 'I love your fire. But if the Crimson Caster comes out of retirement now after nearly 30 years people will want to know why.'
'And I have a perfectly good reason,' Janice snarled.
'You do. But timing is everything here, right?' Janice thought for a moment, her eyes dimming, until she huffed and nodded. Bernard sighed and tried to think for a moment. 'Distract the heroes, find the truth. Can your grimoire suggest anything good?'
Janice snapped her fingers, the grimoire flying in from the other room to hover in front of her. ‘Are you thinking distraction or finding the truth? Because the second one is going to be hard without Morgan telling me what I’m looking for. Anything about Chad’s history? I’m basically blind against while those wards are on him.’
Bernard furrowed his brow, thinking hard while Janice flicked through her grimoire, eyes glowing as she scanned over the runes with a critical eye. ‘What was Morgan looking at last?’
‘Alex said something about medical records,’ Janice said. ‘Which, now I think about it, was one of the only things she didn’t ask me about.’
‘What did she ask about?’
‘Charlie here,’ Janice said. ‘How he grew up, when he learned how to walk and talk, how he slept at night. And magic. She was trying to work out how they built the spell for Chad’s face I think. And she asked how someone could fake memories, perhaps she was trying to rule out them interfering with Chad’s memories?’
Bernard’s frown vanished and his face fell, ‘Oh no.’ He looked at Janice, horror slowly growing on his face. ‘Morgan is Alex’s age. So when Chad appeared she was six, and he was two. But she never questioned it before.’
Janice’s eyes widened with the same realisation. ‘Oh those good for nothing wretches!’ The book flashed in front of her, the pages turning of their own accord until they stopped on a specific page and came to rest on the table. She pulled the book closer, her face a perfect picture of fury, and she waved her hands, muttering under her breath. From between her hands a deep red cloud began to appear, rolling between her hands before moving out. Bernard watched carefully, watching his wife weave the smoke into existence, still muttering until it formed an ever shifting disc in front of her. She reached out, gently tapping the smoke before it recoiled and pulled away to reveal a hazy image within the smoke, and the two of them leaned in to watch.
Two young girls, no older than four or five, were in the middle of a ballet class. Their wild curly hair was pinned into tight buns, looking smooth if not for the short curls frizzing out around the temples. They giggled, practising the various positions before occasionally spinning. As Janice and Bernard watched, the class wrapped up and the two girls ran to grab their bags.
‘Aunt Sonja!’ one of the girls yelled as they headed towards the door. There was a face Janice recognised, if two decades younger. Dirty blonde hair and an uneasy smile, she quickly ushered the girls out of the door. ‘Is Momma still in the hospital?’
‘Yes she is,’ Sonja replied. ‘Your father is with her too, so we’re going to meet your Uncle Henry for dinner and then head to the hospital.’
‘Has she had the baby yet?’ the other twin asked.
‘If she had I would have told you,’ Sonja said.
The girls didn’t seem to be perturbed by Sonja’s lack of enthusiasm as they got outside and climbed into her car, chatting to each other about the new baby.
‘It’s a girl.’
‘It’s a boy.’
‘It’s a girl.’
‘It’s a boy!’
Sonja sighed, ‘If you stop the argument now I’ll take you for ice cream.’
The girls froze, looking at each other and then back to Sonja, ‘Momma and Daddy don’t like us eating sweet things,’ one of them said.
‘It’s bad for us,’ the other said with a nod.
Sonja rolled her eyes, ‘Yes, well, what’s a secret between aunt and nieces, right? Can you keep a secret?’
The girls looked at each other, seeming to communicate silently. ‘Can we have chocolate sauce as well?’
Sonja sighed, ‘Yes Morgan. If you stop arguing about the baby and don’t tell your parents about any of this, you can both have ice cream with chocolate sauce.’
‘Deal!’ Morgan shouted, grinning with triumph. Diego bounced next to her in delight, and Sonja sighed, clearly already regretting her choices.
The cloud shifted, and suddenly the twins were pushing open a glass door into a sterile white hospital reception. Both were wrapped up in thick coats and scarves, holding each other’s hands. Sonja was behind them while another man walked over to the reception desk and quietly talked to the woman behind the desk. After a moment he gestured to the three of them, and they walked through countless identical corridors before coming to a closed door to a private room. The man knocked quietly on the door, stepping back as it opened to reveal a much younger Richard.
‘Ah, Henry,’ Richard smiled, and looked down at the twins. ‘Hi girls!’ he whispered, leaning down towards them. ‘Want to come meet your new brother?’
The girls hopped in excitement, making all three adults hush them before they started squealing. ‘The baby and Momma are both sleeping,’ Richard said. ‘So you have to be quiet. You can do that for me, right girls?’
They both nodded so violently their heads threatened to roll off their shoulders. ‘Quiet as mice,’ Diego said.
‘Not even a peep,’ Morgan agreed.
He smiled and nodded at them, opening the door and gesturing for them to come through. They were in a private room, all white walls and furniture, with a long bed along one wall. Caroline was propped up on the pillows, fast asleep and clearly exhausted from the ordeal of labour. Next to her was a small hospital cot filled with soft woollen blankets and crisp sheets. Morgan and Diego clasped each other’s hands tighter, clinging to each other in excitement as they carefully crossed the room in perfect step with each other. Richard grabbed a pair of chairs for them, and they carefully climbed up to kneel on the chairs and peeked their heads over to see inside.
They both gasped at the small red face poking out from the blankets and a small blue cap. His tiny hands were clasped into fists by the side of his head, slightly obscured by the too-big sleeves on the onesie.
‘He’s all wrinkly,’ Morgan whispered with a giggle.
‘That’s normal,’ Richard said, leaning over both of his girls to wrap them in a loose hug. ‘He’s going to do a lot of growing soon so he’ll smooth out before you know it.’
‘Does he have any hair?’ Diego asked.
Richard lightly tugged on the cap to show a shock of dark dander soft hair. ‘Almost as much as you two did when you were born.’
Morgan hopped on the chair, looking up at her father excitedly, ‘What’s his name? What’s his name?’
‘Good question,’ Richard said. ‘Momma and I have been thinking of names for a while but we can’t decide on one. Maybe when Momma’s awake, we can ask you what your favourite name is?’
Diego and Morgan both gasped, looking at Richard in shock. ‘We can name him?’ Diego asked.
‘You can help,’ Richard said. ‘When Momma’s awake. Now shush, before you wake him up.’
Morgan and Diego both dived for their father, wrapping their arms around his neck. He chuckled, wrapping an arm around each of their waists and hoisting them up into a group hug. ‘Thank you Daddy,’ Morgan whispered, Diego copying her quickly.
‘Of course girls,’ Richard said, looking at his girls, and then his new son, with pride.
Before the conversation could continue red smoke filled the vision, obscuring the small children and their innocent delighted faces, before the cloud faded away entirely. Janice’s eyes faded from red to blue, looking up at Bernard with silent tears streaming down her face. ‘They had a brother.’
‘Morgan’s looking for medical records,’ Bernard said, his voice trembling. ‘She’s trying to find out what happened to him.’
‘They must have taken Charlie as a replacement,’ Janice whispered. ‘My God.’
Bernard shuddered, moving to lean against the table for support. ‘The building was on fire,’ he said. ‘Inferno must have been involved in that battle.’
‘I should have known,’ Janice said. ‘I’ve seen her fire enough times. I should have recognised it, should have kept Charlie and Alex closer.’ Bernard looked up, watching Janice run her hands through her hair as her breathing began to grow heavier. ‘What if she targeted us? What if she found out about our children and staged the whole thing?’
Bernard straightened up, moving around the table closer to Janice. He reached out slowly, gently tugging on her arm. ‘We’ll call Morgan. Or Alex. Tell them what we found. Insist on helping. Because I would love to know the answer to that myself, and the only way we can find out is by going to the source.’
‘And if we go now we'll ruin Morgan’s plan.’ Janice let out a slow steadying breath. ‘The sooner Morgan tracks down her missing sibling the sooner Chad doesn’t need to distract them anymore.’
‘The sooner you can hunt them down,’ Bernard said. She looked up at him, a shred of surprise creeping in her face at the venom in his voice. ‘You hunt them down, you pull the truth out of them, just like you used to. And then you make them pay.’
‘Like the good old days?’ Janice asked, a malevolent light in her eyes. ‘Taking everything I want no matter who gets in the way?’
Bernard nodded, ‘God I wish I could go with you.’
‘No,’ Janice said, raising her hand to stroke Bernard’s cheek. ‘I won’t allow them to hurt you. I won’t allow them to hurt any of my family. Not again.’
‘I know.’ He leaned into Janice’s touch, tilting his head to kiss her palm. ‘But if I had the power to keep up with you? Nothing would stop me.’
‘I know,’ Janice said with a smile, ‘And I love you for it. But it's more important to me that you’re safe.’
‘You need to stay safe too,’ Bernard said. ‘You find the answers, you make them pay, and then you come home.’
‘Always have,’ she leaned in to brush a kiss against his lips, ‘always will. And I’ll bring the children home this time.’
Bernard nodded, leaning closer so their foreheads were pressed together. He closed his eyes, trying to compose his more volatile emotions. ‘We should call Morgan.’
Janice sighed. ‘This should be fun.’
Chapter 33
Summary:
Meanwhile, at the Antarctic base...
Notes:
Ok I did not mean to leave this one for so long, but apparently I needed a writing break. But hopefully I'm back now and posting should be semi-regular again.
Content warning for this chapter:
- Invasion of privacy
- Alex casually threatening murder and violence
- Brief mentions of harm to children (passing remark, but more proof that the Sterling parents are bastards)
- Morgan still isn't looking after herself
Chapter Text
When Morgan stormed through the doors to the large computer lab, energy drink in hand, Alex barely looked up from their tablet. Instead they were reclining in the plushest chair they owned, feet up on the desk, reading something intently on the screen in their hand.
'There,' Morgan said. 'I've had my mandated nap, are you happy now?'
'No you didn't,' Alex said. 'Why did you call Diego?'
Morgan tensed, teeth gritted in frustration, and slammed her drink down at the empty place at the oversized desk. 'Mum and Dad are back.'
Alex glanced up, scanning over Morgan’s form with a careful expression, 'Want me to kill them?'
'No, Alex. I don't want you to kill them.'
'You sure? I could just-'
Morgan cringed and shook her head. 'No. Absolutely not. No details of how you'd rip them apart or anything.'
Alex grinned, 'Oh no, that would be over far too quickly.'
Morgan rolled her eyes, 'Well it's a moot point. Because you're not killing them.' Alex frowned, but Morgan ignored them and carried on, 'Anyway, I should check in with Chad. Are you okay…what are you doing?'
'Researching,' Alex said, turning back to their tablet with a scowl.
Morgan frowned, 'Are you reading the medical notes?' Alex shrugged and Morgan tried to peek over their shoulder. 'I told you we're trying to work out the other name, you don't need to read them, just put them through the software.'
'Oh I did that bit,' Alex said. 'Scanned all the records and tracked down all the examples of Chad replacing another name. This is just being more thorough.'
Morgan frowned, staring at the screen before she rolled her eyes and looked at Alex, 'Really? Then why are you reading notes from when Chad was six?'
'Oh am I?' Alex shifted in their chair, their voice perfectly innocent. 'I didn't notice.'
'That's an invasion of privacy,' Morgan said.
Alex snorted, 'You started it.'
She opened her mouth to argue when a call came through on the computer. Morgan looked up at the caller ID, and with a grin answered the call before Alex could respond. ‘Janice! Bernard! Help me, Alex is reading Chad’s medical records from when he was six.’
Alex rolled their eyes, ‘Are you actually snitching on me to my parents?’ They looked up at the large screen showing the video, ready to argue with either or both of them, when their face fell. ‘Are you guys alright? What happened?’
Janice gave a watery smile, wiping at her eyes and nodding, ‘We’re fine love.’
‘Are you sure?’ Alex asked, getting up from their chair. ‘Do I need to make anyone disappear?’
Bernard opened his mouth, before pausing for a second. Alex and Morgan’s jaws both dropped in surprise before Janice gave him a smack on the shoulder. ‘No! No, you don’t need to make anyone disappear.’
‘It couldn’t hurt though,’ Bernard said.
‘Dad!’ Alex said in shock, before a grin broke out on their face, ‘who am I killing?’
‘No one!’ Janice said.
‘Yet.’
‘No,’ Janice scowled, ‘not before I’ve had a turn.’
Alex’s eyes went wide with delight, ‘Villain team up? Wait, are you coming out of retirement?’
‘I’m considering it, but that’s not why we’re calling,’ Janice said. She sighed and looked at Morgan. ‘Morgan sweetheart, we need to help you.’
Morgan frowned, ‘With what? Everything’s under control.’
‘No, Morgan,’ Janice said, ‘we know what you’re looking for.’ Morgan slipped into her normal poker face, Alex only noticed her tense because their shoulders were nearly touching. ‘Or rather…who you’re looking for.’ She sighed again, ‘I’m sorry love, but…Chad told us your parents have been found. And we got to talking about this whole situation and…Bernard put it together actually.’
‘Put what together?’
Bernard winced, ‘About…there being another brother. Before Charlie was taken.’ A shiver ran through Morgan, and Alex nudged her shoulder. ‘Charlie was two. You would have surely recognised that a new family member had appeared.’ Morgan nodded, looking away from the screen, her face a perfect mask. Bernard frowned in concern as he continued, ‘So…Janice had a look, and found…some memories.’
Morgan took a slow, careful breath, before releasing it just as carefully. ‘Which ones?’
‘The day you first met him at the hospital,’ Janice said. ‘You and Diego had been at dance class.’ Morgan’s brow furrowed slightly. ‘Richard said you and Diego could help name him when Caroline was awake.’
Morgan swallowed and nodded, ‘Yeah. That sounds right.’
Alex cleared their throat, ‘Okay, so…what now?’
‘Now?’ Janice looked at Bernard, and back at Morgan, ‘I know that you want to find the answers yourself Morgan. But this is a twenty year old conspiracy. And quite frankly? The longer it takes the longer you, Diego, and Chad are in danger.’
Alex raised an eyebrow, ‘Like I’d let anything happen to Morgan. She’s perfectly safe here.’
‘But I can’t stay in the lair forever,’ Morgan sighed. ‘And Chad can only avoid Mum and Dad for so long before he lets something slip. We’re up against the clock.’
‘Exactly,’ Janice said, ‘but two more people looking into it? We’ll cover a lot more ground.’
Morgan licked her lips, thinking for a moment, ‘I need more than answers. I need evidence.’ She looked up at the screen finally, holding back the tears enough to let her expression steel over. ‘When I confront Mum and Dad, and I will, I need receipts. Things that they can’t refute.’ She sighed, looking at the other screen that was running another program. ‘I need the original doctor’s notes.’
‘Alright,’ Janice nodded, ‘do you need help getting to them?’
Morgan snorted, ‘Probably not once I find them, but I don’t know where they are. I’ve been trying to find them since we set up here, but between that, and scanning the copies I can find, and sabotaging Rex, and trying to break into Mum and Dad’s private servers, and-’
‘The point is,’ Alex said, ‘Morgan’s been keeping herself busy, and she’s not been able to pin those records down yet.’
Janice nodded, eyes already flaring bright red, ‘I can see if the wards on Chad deflect his records or not as well. If not, we might be in luck.’
Alex smiled, ‘Thanks Mum. We’ll keep you in the loop. How’s the farm?’
Morgan looked away as the three Stewarts began to chatter among themselves, slowly slinking away to start tapping at one of the keyboards. The program running in the background came alive, scrolling through masses of text far too quickly for Morgan to keep a track of. She typed in a few commands, frowning at the readings, before bringing up another window. Rex Roofer’s and the FA’s servers were one thing, but her parents were a delicate thing to try and infiltrate. If she didn’t have anything else on her plate it would have been doable. If she was on her A game it would have been easy. But as she rubbed at her eyes with one hand and reached for the energy drink for the other, it was clear that Alex’s mandated naps weren’t working as they should have been. Maybe Janice had a point.
‘Alright we’ll leave you to it,’ Bernard said from the screen. ‘Don’t be strangers!’
‘We won’t,’ Alex smiled. ‘Talk to you later.’ The call switched off, and Morgan could feel Alex’s eyes on her. ‘Wanna talk about it?’
She shook her head, ‘Nothing to talk about.’ She tapped a few more keys on the computer. ‘This is your mum we’re talking about. It’s a miracle it took so long for her to start snooping.’
Alex didn’t make any noise, nothing to give their reaction or emotions away, ‘Maybe. But this is still rather…raw. Right?’ Morgan shrugged again, sipping at her can, and Alex finally sighed, ‘Mo, I can tell her to back off if you need me to.’
She shook her head again, ‘She’s got a point. Besides, knowing your family? It’s either that or go gunning for Mum and Dad.’
Alex rolled their eyes, ‘You sure you don’t want me to kill them?’
‘From the sounds of it, if you do you’re going to have to invite your parents along.’
They grinned, catlike eyes sparkling, ‘I would love to see Mum kicking their arses.’
‘If we get to that point?’ Morgan asked, ‘I’ll bring the popcorn.’
‘I’m holding you to that,’ Alex chuckled. ‘But in the meantime? Nap.’
Morgan groaned, ‘I just had a nap.’
‘No you didn’t. You called Diego. Go actually sleep,’ Alex looked at the software running behind Morgan’s shoulder. ‘Neither of those programs will be done today, and you threw another virus at Rex this morning. Everything is ticking along. So go rest.’
She sighed, sipping at the energy drink again, ‘Anyone would think you didn’t want me in here.’
Alex snorted. ‘If I didn’t want you here why would I invite you? I just want you looking after yourself. And seeing as you’re being too stubborn to do that, guess I’m going to have to do it for you,’ they said with a shrug. ‘Now go, before I make you.’
‘I’d like to see you try.’
‘I will tie you to the bed, and not in the fun way! Go!’
Alex finally managed to chase Morgan out of the computer room, letting their shoulders slump once they were alone. They went back to the computer desk, bringing up the cameras to make sure Morgan went to her designated bedroom. Once she was inside and (hopefully) getting some rest Alex checked up on all the other programs working. Satisfied that none of them had broken, they picked up the tablet and settled down again.
They didn’t know why they were so intrigued about Chad’s medical records. This was past the point that Morgan was looking at, but with each page came another private doctor’s visit to treat some sort of injury. A twisted wrist. Stitches on a leg cut. A fractured finger. All small things, surely from kids being rough and tumble. If they were from a normal childhood of course. Alex told themselves the simmering rage was from the realisation that Morgan’s medical records probably read exactly the same way, with a multitude of “accidental injuries” that normally came from kids rough housing being reckless, instead of being indoctrinated into being child heroes. They pointedly ignored the images their mind conjured of six year old Charlie trying to survive hero “training.” They flicked through, until Chad got to seven, and a new record jumped out at Alex.
“Minor burn on left arm. Cause of burn: a small bonfire on a private property. Father reports that Chad ran too close to the fire while unsupervised.”
Their nostrils flared, eyes narrowing at the record, before they tossed the tablet onto the desk. That was enough prying for them for one day.
Chapter 34
Summary:
With the Sterling parents return, everyone tries to keep with the plan as the race against the clock begins.
Notes:
Merry Christmas! Sorry about the horrific delays between chapters, hopefully things settle enough in the new year for me to find regular time to write again.
Not much in terms of content warnings aside from unhealthy relationships, thought processes, and a lot of avoidance at the potential cost of physical and mental health problems.
Chapter Text
The next few days were stressful for everyone. Despite her best efforts, Janice couldn’t seem to divine the locations of any physical medical records Morgan needed. The strength and breadth of the wards set against her had sent her past frustration, and into getting ready to declare a personal vendetta against whichever caster had made the protections. Where Bernard would normally try and soothe her more violent responses, in this he seemed more inclined to help her develop her vendetta from an impulsive attack into a well thought out blow. When he wasn’t helping tracking down various holding sites for medical records through more mundane means.
Between him and Morgan they were starting to get a shortlist of places together for where the hospitals might hold the papers Morgan was after. It would have gone faster if Morgan wasn’t using Alex’s supercomputer and her own laptop to fight on other fronts as well. Alex helped her bypass the bulk of the FA’s security to sneak into their servers, pulling out what they could on the various hero and villain records for both the Sterlings and the Stewarts. Any information that seemed even slightly relevant was added to the growing timeline turned conspiracy board, complete with connecting strings of various colours. Alex just about understood half of the board, despite Morgan’s multiple attempts to explain the rest, but that didn’t stop them from adding more to the pile of clues.
The real challenges Morgan was facing were her other hacking attempts. Her cyber hooks were buried deep in Rex’s servers, and when she wasn’t scrambling his information and investigations she was pulling information to feed Chad so he could keep himself safe on his own front. But Rex was recovering faster from every virus and data corruption Morgan attempted, and she was starting to see signs of him fighting back. And no matter how good she was, it was only a matter of time before Rex’s superior resources and technology caught up and managed to throw her off once and for all. But at this time, she was buying every second she could get. For her, and for her brother.
And her parent’s private server was a whole other mammoth sized task. At this point Morgan was starting to suspect the source of their security prowess. Even the simplest firewalls proved nearly impossible to break through, and if she wanted to get in without leaving a trace she had no hope. She didn’t even know why she wanted to break into their private servers so badly, she had never wanted to before. Was it a gut instinct that told her they would have kept some essential information on their computers? Or was she just desperate for clues, for information, for anything that gave her the edge over her parents and made sure they couldn’t hide anything from her again? She didn’t know. Luckily Alex knew better than to ask about that at least.
Chad wasn’t faring much better. Despite his attempts to distance himself from Janice and Bernard he still received daily messages from them, which were a source of so many complicated and draining emotions he didn’t know what to do with most of them. The initial happiness at seeing Janice’s morning message or Bernard’s latest string of emojis quickly soured when he forced himself to delete the messages. The guilt at trying to hide them was only growing, and that made the longing stronger as well. And yet he couldn’t show any of that, couldn’t tell anyone. He had to keep his distance from Diego for fear of her hating him for good, he couldn’t put Dave in the middle of his problems and make him choose between him and Diego. Telling Morgan would only get an angry Alex on his doorstep again, and Janice and Bernard…they had done so much for him. Repaying them with his ugly feelings was the worst thing he could do.
Besides, he didn’t have time to indulge in those kinds of emotions. He had a job to do. His parents insisted on seeing him every day while they were in the medical bay. Short visits at the doctor’s “recommendation” to give them time to rest and recover from a physically straining ordeal. That didn’t stop them from trying to monopolise all his time while not out on patrol, or working on reports, or liaising with other heroes on the team, or scouting out Roofer’s locations, or his robotics check up, or any of the other countless things he had to keep a track of. All while pretending that he was his normal brave confident self. As far as Caroline and Richard needed to be concerned, he was the same old Chad Sterling, brave hero, loyal son, who had absolutely no inkling as to the truth of his birth, or any lies and subterfuge that had followed.
Safe to say, a week after his parents were found Chad was beginning to feel rather tired.
He was currently in their hospital room, humouring yet another rant about the FA following the doctor’s insistence that they needed to be benched for a minimum of another two weeks. Caroline was clearly well enough to try and raise her complaint higher, making her anger at being treated like an invalid the problem of every higher up bureaucrat in the hero league. Richard was taking a different tactic, insisting on building his strength back up by picking up his old exercise routines one by one. The colour had mostly returned back to their skin under the violent sunburn that had reduced to a rather ruddy flush. But they were still thin, moving without their normal power or grace, and tired easily (although their stubbornness refused to admit this). Today’s exercise to prove his strength apparently required Chad. Under the supervision of a very uncomfortable nurse, Richard insisted that Chad spar with him, there and then in the hospital room.
Chad smiled and agreed, knowing better than to refuse. Besides, sparring he could do, and he knew how to pull his blows. Most of the sparring match involved him ducking and weaving out of Richard’s reach, guard up and the smallest whisper of a breeze floating around them. Richard’s psionic energy began to gather around his fists as the sparring went on, weak violet tendrils that barely had any power behind them, but flashed with every tap against Chad’s guard.
‘Chad,’ Richard said with a frown, ‘why are you holding back?’
Chad glanced at the nurse and gave Richard his signature winning smile, ‘I wouldn’t dream of holding back.’
Richard pulled up, folding his arms with a scowl, ‘Don’t lie to me. You know how I feel about lying.’
Chad’s smile faltered, and his guard dropped slightly. ‘Okay yes. I might not be going 100%.’ Richard raised an eyebrow and Chad tried not to flinch. ‘Knowing your doctor he might ban me from visiting if I go all out and hurt you in the process.’
Richard snorted, ‘Please, as if you could.’
‘I could hamper your recovery at least,’ Chad said. ‘And the quicker you recover the quicker you get out here and back home.’
‘Correct Chadster,’ a voice said from behind him. The heroes turned simultaneously to the doctor standing in the doorway, smiling in a way that did nothing to hide his frustration or annoyance. ‘Pushing too hard too fast will only be detrimental in the long run.’
Caroline scoffed from her seat in the corner, ‘If you say so.’
‘Chad, what do we say about pushing ourselves?’ Richard asked, folding his arms again.
‘It’s the only way to improve,’ Chad said. ‘Someone who is settled in their comfort zone is living in complacency and will never achieve their full potential.’
The doctor bristled, while Richard smiled at Chad, ‘Good lad. So don’t hold back on me again, got it?’
The doctor cut in, ‘Actually I recommend he does until you’re at your full strength. I don’t want to see you back in again for stress-induced again.’
Richard opened his mouth to object but Chad cut over him, ‘Back in?’
‘Yes,’ the doctor said, opening the file tucked under his arm. ‘One more night of observations, but we’ve reviewed the current situation, with all factors taken into account,’ he chanced a glare at Caroline at that statement before carrying on. ‘And it looks like Professor Psion and Inferno can be discharged tomorrow afternoon.’
‘Oh thank goodness,’ Caroline said. ‘Finally we’re being taken off the bench.’
‘I didn’t say that,’ the doctor replied. ‘In fact my recommendations on how much time you need to rest and recuperate still stand, and you need a minimum of a month to make sure that your physical health is up to standard. The FA guidelines recommend a phased return including physiotherapy for both your bodies and your powers, since both of your abilities are innate and are influenced by your stamina. But once you have been discharged from physiotherapy services then you can return to full duties.’
‘We’re still benched?’ Richard scowled.
‘You will continue your recovery from the comfort of your own home,’ the doctor said, ‘and can devise personalised physiotherapy plans with FA approved professionals. Which is not my expertise, so you will be discharged from my services tomorrow. Which in itself is a tremendous feat after the condition you came back to the FA in.’
Caroline hummed at that, but didn’t offer any other comments. Chad thanked the doctor, and when he and the nurse left he turned back his parents, ‘This is good news right?’
‘It’s better than a stun ray to the chest,’ Richard said, and Chad tried hard not to wince. ‘We’ll have to come up with a new plan to see you around your current duties.’
‘Of course,’ Chad said, with a smile. That immediately dropped when he saw the clock on the wall. ‘Oh no, I’m late for my next shift.’
Richard barked a laugh, ‘Get going then. You’ve humoured your old man long enough.’
He waved his goodbyes and bolted rather quickly, rushing through the FA to get back to his team to get his report on his next patrol. The rest of the team had already left by the time he got there, and with a flurry of apologies to Diviner, got his brief and flew out for his normal patrol. He had just enough time to send out a message to Morgan, Diego, Dave, and “The Stephens” before promptly deleting any evidence.
“Doctor’s discharging them tomorrow. They’re benched until physio signs them off.”
He didn’t have any time to check in on responses, although some responses did come in. He had to focus on his patrol, reporting back to the Diviner along with the rest of the team. Part of his route had him cross paths with the Vigilante, and they very briefly traded words. Chad first apologised for his tardiness, and then delivered the good news about Inferno and Professor Psion. The Vigilante however was more interested with talking with the Chadster about his attempts at investigating Roofer.
‘It’s going well,’ Chad said. ‘Slower than I anticipated. I never appreciated how much patience you need to have as a detective.’
The Vigilante hummed thoughtfully, ‘It’s a tough job. You’re doing well for your first mission like this. I do wonder if you’re missing some angles though.’
‘How so?’ Chad asked.
‘Well,’ the Vigilante said, ‘Your first report mentioned the assassination attempts on the Generator, but since coming back you don’t seem to have followed through on that thread at all.’ Chad opened his mouth, floundering for a moment, before looking sheepish. ‘It’s not a criticism,’ the Vigilante said, ‘you’ve had a lot on your plate after all. But if I’m correct she’s still missing right?’ Chad nodded, but couldn’t find his voice in the moment. ‘Even if you don’t think it’s related to Roofer, you should follow up that trail. She may very well prove instrumental in bringing together your case later, especially if she was your first lead.’
‘My first lead?’ Chad asked.
The Vigilante nodded, ‘With that attempt to steal your DNA. I read the report you gave after you came back from being incognito.’
‘Oh right! That, yes, of course,’ Chad shook his head, trying to keep his expression calm and his voice light. ‘You’re right, I need to try something else. So much has happened…maybe one of those old reports will give me an idea as well for a new tack.’
‘Good idea,’ The Vigilante said. ‘Look at everything with an uncritical eye and a fresh perspective. Often there’s some things we missed the first time that we’ll only see with a bit more context and hindsight.’
‘Got it,’ Chad said with a smile. ‘Thank you Vigilante, I really appreciate all of this.’
‘Anytime,’ he said. ‘Me and my kids, any of us are happy to help. Depending on which help you need.’
They nodded and parted ways, Chad trying to keep his composure even as he thought through the conversation in detail. The thought of the Vigilante reading his reports left him shuddering. One of the best detectives in the FA was keeping an eye on his investigation? He needed to be careful, any holes in his story or investigation would be sniffed out easily if he had anything to do with it.
It was only at the end of his first shift that Chad got a chance to check over his phone. Morgan had replied first with a series of colourful expletives combined with emojis that showed her response rather eloquently. Chad followed up with his concerns over the Vigilante finding holes in his story about the Roofer investigation, warning Morgan to be careful while she was investigating. Morgan simply sent back a salute, which shouldn’t have calmed Chad’s nerves. But somehow it did.
Janice and Bernard were next with a combination of fussing over Chad and thinly veiled “suggestions” about how to get Caroline and Richard out of his hair. Chad tried to placate them quickly while his heart swelled at the thought of them worrying over him. He really didn’t know what he had done to deserve it, but he knew better than to question it to their faces. That would only make him feel worse.
Dave’s came through while he was responding to Janice and Bernard. He somehow had the anger of Morgan’s response without the expletives, the concern of the Stewart’s without the fussing, and was just quintessentially Dave. He was offering backup, suggesting ways he and Diego could run interference, and the whole time making his opinion of the heroic parents perfectly well known. Chad agreed to a discussion about an interference plan, even if he was planning on just humouring him for the moment.
After that he got back to his second shift, where he holed himself up in the FA to go over his previous reports and current investigations, trying to find something that he had missed. And in the process find a way to cover up the holes that he had made along the way. But he was struggling to concentrate, the words blurring together on the screen. He stuck at the same page for an hour before he had to admit it was a lost cause and changed tactics. Field work. Gathering some intel to analyse later. That would be a productive use of his time. So he pushed down his growing exhaustion and flew out again, scouting out Rex’s known sites for any suspicious activity. He noted down everything he saw, wanting to make sure he was doing a thorough job for later. He couldn’t take any chances.
Chapter 35
Summary:
After a late night all Chad wants to do is go to bed. But he has a surprise visitor to contend with first.
Notes:
*Looks at the multiple chapters queued up for the New Year* I'm back baby!
Thank you everyone for your patience with this, a lot of stuff happened in short succession so the time and energy to write just...wasn't there. Now though I've got enough updates to take us well into January and ideas for the next chapters.
For now, thank you to everyone who has stuck with this fic and with my other ones, and thank you for all the comments, kudos, encouragement and support. Without you I wouldn't have written close to 250k words this year *screech!* and going on two novels. Which is just insane to me? But here we go! Last chapter of 2022!No content warnings here aside from self-neglect (Chad is not looking after himself) and a minor argument. Enjoy!
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It was well past midnight when Chad finally got home. He shuffled into his apartment building, exhaustion making his whole body as heavy as lead. He was two steps away from curling up in the middle of the corridor and falling asleep there and then, but the promise of Janice “checking in” if he didn’t send his usual good night text was enough to keep him going up the various floors to his flat. His shoes echoed off the steps down the bare and empty corridors. Truly everyone was asleep, and the relief at the loneliness made Chad slump even more. For today, there wasn’t anyone else for him to put the mask up for.
That was until he turned the final corner to his apartment and stopped. Diego was sitting by his door, leaning against the wall with a bag by her side. He recognised the logo on the bag from his favourite curry place, and his stomach disobediently growled at the realisation. She looked up at the noise, taking in Chad for a moment before giving him a small and shaky smile.
‘Hi,’ she said.
‘You should be asleep,’ Chad muttered, pulling out his keys and stumbling over to the door.
‘I’ll survive one late night I think,’ Diego said, standing up with the bag. She watched Chad struggle with the key and lock for a moment before gesturing with the bag. ‘I figured you might be hungry. Got you your favourite.’
The key finally cooperated and the door swung open, and Chad sighed. ‘Thanks, but I’m not hungry.’
‘Your stomach seems to disagree,’ Diego said. ‘Come on, it’s my treat.’
He couldn’t look up to see her expression, and his brain was whirring as fast as it could to find an excuse to not let her in. But he was running on empty, his last energy was reserved for washing up and going to bed, and any other functions had shut down for the night. When Diego touched his shoulder the only thing he could do was relent, stepping aside to let her in and watch her shut the door behind him, locking the door in place. She took his arm, pulling him through the apartment to her kitchen so she could put down her bag of food and got to work pulling out plates and glasses.
Chad swayed on the spot, off kilter as he watched her. There was something else he was supposed to do but for the life of him he couldn’t remember what. He just felt wrong, watching Diego empty the bag, pour them drinks, and start to plate up the food.
‘Here you go,’ Diego said. ‘Eat up.’
He sat down at the kitchen island, perched on the stool. The weight of his phone in his pocket suddenly reminded him about Janice’s goodnight message, and he quickly pulled out his phone and let her know he was home safe. He didn’t notice Diego’s barely contained worry as she watched him play with his phone, only settling when he finally picked up his fork and tucked in. His phone buzzed with Janice’s response, which he only glanced at briefly before turning back to his food. Something else was wrong though. But he couldn’t put his finger on it.
‘How are you holding up?’ Diego asked, watching his reaction carefully.
That was it , he thought to himself. ‘What are you doing here?’
She sipped at her drink, her expression carefully neutral, ‘Just checking in on you.’
‘Why?’ He didn’t mean for the question to come out so harsh, but it couldn’t be helped after everything from the past couple of weeks.
Diego didn’t react, didn’t even flinch, ‘You’re my brother. I care about you.’ Chad didn’t respond to that, refusing to look at her and instead spearing a piece of chicken rather violently, but Diego carried on. ‘I know I reacted…badly. And I’ve not really been making the effort since the news came out. And…’ she sighed, looking at Chad, waiting to see if he would meet her eyes, ‘and I’m sorry.’
‘Okay,’ Chad said.
‘No,’ Diego said, ‘not okay. Do you even know why I’m apologising?’
‘Does it matter?’ Chad asked.
Diego’s shoulders fell and she bit her lip. ‘Of course it does.’ She dropped her fork and came round the kitchen island to stand next to Chad. She cupped his cheek, trying not to react to his flinch of surprise, and slowly coaxed him to turn around and look up at her. ‘I fucked up. I know I did. And I haven’t done anything to try and make it up to you, I just…left you high and dry. And I’m sorry for that. I’m so sorry Chad.’
Chad blinked slowly, trying to look past Diego’s face in an effort to keep his composure, ‘Thanks for dinner. You should head back before you get too tired.’
She swallowed, looking at the only partially eaten plates, ‘You really don’t want me here?’ Chad pulled his face away from her hand and turned back to his plate. ‘I understand, believe me I do. One apology and a late night dinner isn’t going to fix what I did. But I do, I want to fix it.’
‘Okay,’ Chad said. He shovelled another mouthful of food in before his mouth could run off and say anything else. His phone beeped again and he looked at the message, one from Bernard this time. But he couldn’t really open it with Diego there. Instead he tried to finish his food as quickly as possible to give himself the excuse to make Diego leave.
‘What can I do?’ she asked. ‘How can I fix this?’
He shrugged, ‘Ask Morgan. She’s the mastermind.’
‘I don’t mean about the plan,’ Diego said. ‘I mean about you. I hurt you, how can I fix it?’ Chad didn’t answer, chugging his soda as fast as he could, and Diego deflated. ‘Please tell me there’s a way to fix this. I’ll do anything.’
Chad scrubbed his face, rubbing the worst of the tiredness from his eyes, ‘We shouldn’t have this conversation at midnight. Go home.’
‘Then when?’ Diego asked. ‘Because your double shifts mean you don’t have time for anything else, Mum and Dad are stealing the rest of your time, and tomorrow they’re going to be back home. It’s only a matter of time before they’re back in your comms listening to everything you’re doing while on duty.’
‘You think I don’t know that?’ Chad growled.
‘I think after tonight there won’t be another chance to talk about this,’ Diego said. ‘So please. I’m not expecting forgiveness, I’m not expecting all the answers wrapped up in a bow. I just need to know that there’s a chance I can fix this.’
‘And that’s so important right now?’ Chad asked, holding onto the worst of his temper with all the willpower he had left. ‘It’s past midnight. You’re not going to get anything productive out of me right now so there’s no point in pushing.’
‘Then give me something,’ Diego said. ‘Talk to me, yell at me, throw something, I don’t know. Whatever you’ve got, I’ll take it. Please Chad, or…or Charlie? Which name…’
‘Don’t,’ Chad snapped. ‘Don’t say that name.’ He was on his feet, fists clenched at his sides as the winds picked up around them. ‘That name’s not for you.’
Diego nodded, watching Chad, ‘What names are safe then? Chad?’ The wind dipped slightly, and Diego let out a slow breath in relief. ‘Cheddar?’ The wind lashed out and blew the empty bag off the table as Chad gritted his teeth. ‘You don’t like Cheddar anymore?’
He looked up at her, and for a moment she got to see all the hurt and heartbreak he had been hiding, the desperate need etched into his face. And then it was gone as his anger flared, ‘Stop it. Stop poking, and prodding. I told you to leave. So leave.’
Diego took a careful breath and stepped closer. ‘Chad, do you have someone you can talk to about this? Because if you do-’
‘Why do you care?’ he snapped. Diego blinked, schooling her expression so Chad couldn’t see how the words stung, and she carefully watched as he stepped towards her in time with the wind dropping cold around them. ‘Why do you care about what I’m doing, or what’s happening, or how I feel? You haven’t cared the past two weeks. Alex has asked about me more than you have.’ She grimaced at that, and Chad’s breath shuddered with his growing rage, the air growing arctic-cold around them. ‘So why now?’
‘I messed up,’ Diego said. ‘And by the time I got my act together you had pulled away. I couldn’t find a way to reach out to you. Your messages to Dave had the bare minimum in them, and I didn’t know how to break past that wall to get you to open up to us. And then Mum and Dad came back, and you’ve been overworking yourself so much, even if you weren’t avoiding us there’s literally not enough time in the day to see you.’
‘Avoiding you?’ Chad snarled, ‘That’s what you think I’ve been doing?’
‘If I asked you to meet me, to come round and have dinner and talk, would you have agreed? Or would you have made an excuse to avoid us?’
‘I was following your lead,’ Chad said. ‘You pulled away first. You insisted on leaving first. You decided to hide from the truth first.’
‘I was wrong.’
‘Oh, well that makes it okay then!’ Chad yelled. ‘Tell me this, what did you hope to get out of this little plan? What’s your end goal?’
‘I told you,’ Diego said, ‘I need to fix what I did wrong.’
‘Why?’
‘Because I can’t lose you!’ Diego shouted. Chad flinched in surprise, and Diego took a breath before speaking in a lower voice. ‘I was the worst sister in the world, I abandoned you and I never should have done that. And I will never forgive myself for that. But I can’t lose you, and I…I need to know that there’s a chance I can fix it. Because I don’t think I could live with myself if you hated me.’
There was silence in the room. The frost collecting in the air around them broke as the tension did, collecting into snow before floating to the floor. All the anger had burned out of Chad as well, leaving him staring at Diego. Exhausted, and with the heartbreak on full display again. Diego winced, stepping closer slowly, watching Chad carefully as she reached out and gently squeezed his shoulder. Next to the metal prosthetic so he could feel her warm hand through his shirt.
By the time the snow had finished falling and melted into puddles on the floor Chad’s eyes were closed. He whispered something too quiet for Diego to hear, and she leaned in closer, ‘What was what? I didn’t catch it.’
He took a shaky breath and opened his eyes, tears beginning to well up as he looked at his big sister. ‘That’s my line.’
Diego’s face crumpled and she pulled Chad into a tight hug, rocking him on the spot. ‘I don’t hate you,’ she whispered. ‘I could never hate you. You’re my baby brother.’
‘What about the other one?’ Chad asked, voice breaking as sobs threatened to shake through his chest. ‘What Morgan said…I’m the replacement.’
Diego shook her head. ‘I’ve had two brothers. I lost one, and I got you. But you’re as much my brother as he was. That’s never going to change. Never. I promise.’ Chad choked back more tears, slumping onto Diego’s shoulder as she squeezed him tighter. ‘I’m sorry I made you feel like that.’ She pulled away enough to rest their foreheads together, looking up at Chad’s now bloodshot eyes as the tears ran down his cheeks. She opened her mouth, ready to say something else, but paused as she looked at his eyes.
‘What?’ Chad sniffed. ‘What is it?’
‘Can I try something?’ Diego asked. She reached out for his necklace, pausing when his hands grabbed at her wrists. ‘Just for a second. I’ll put it right back. I promise.’
Chad swallowed, brow twisted in fear, but he didn’t stop her from gently undoing the clasp and pulling the necklace away. She slipped it onto the kitchen island, not looking away from Chad’s face. The fear was now in silver grey eyes, tears making his pale cheeks blotchy and darkening the smattering of freckles on his face. She cupped his cheek, rubbing some of the tears away, and met his eyes, giving him her most loving smile. ‘No matter what happens. No matter who you are or what you look like, now or in the future, you’re my baby brother.’ Chad’s face crumpled, his eyes squeezing shut, but Diego carried on. ‘I love you, so so much. And that will never change. I promise.’
Chad nodded, another sob catching in his throat, and Diego pulled him into another hug. Chad collapsed onto her, clinging tightly enough that his metal grip popped some of the seams in her jacket. But she only hugged him tighter, rocking them both from side to side. She stroked a hand through his hair, trying not to react to how soft and straight it felt, soothing him gently.
‘You don’t hate me?’ Chad whispered.
Diego shook her head, ‘No. Never.’
‘Promise?’
‘I promise.’
Chapter 36
Summary:
The next morning, the Sterling's discharge looms and the heroes make a plan.
Notes:
Found out today ThotticusFinch is ill so I decided to post a day early to hopefully give them a pick me up. Enjoy!
No content warnings, this is a lot more soft than I've been dealing out recently.
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The next morning was a sluggish affair. Chad woke first, grumbling at the headache behind his eyes and curling into the soft warm weight next to him. The sleepy sounds of Diego answered and she slowly squeezed him into a sleepy cuddle, resting her cheek on the top of Chad’s head. Finally she yawned, blinking herself awake and rubbing at her eyes. A quick glance around the room reminded her of the events of the night before, and she kept an arm wrapped around Chad’s shoulders while she reached for her phone to check the time.
‘Chad?’ she said, shaking him gently. ‘Time to get up.’
‘Five more minutes,’ Chad mumbled, and Diego chuckled.
‘Sure you don’t want breakfast bagels?’ she asked. He cracked a bleary eye open, looking up at her with a sleepy yet curious expression. ‘My treat.’
His brow furrowed, ‘You bought dinner last night.’
‘And now I’m buying breakfast too,’ Diego said. ‘Come on, we’re going to need it for today.’ He sighed, rolling away and Diego sat up to stretch. ‘Mind if I use the shower first?’ Chad waved for her to help herself and she hopped out of bed, adjusting Chad’s oversized tee she had used as a sleep shirt as she headed off to the bathroom.
By the time she came back, freshly washed and back in her own clothes, Chad was up and awake. His necklace was back in place and he was intently texting on his phone.
‘Anything interesting?’ Diego asked.
Chad looked up, clearly startled, ‘Nope! Just normal stuff.’
Diego raised an eyebrow in suspicion, ‘Chad?’ He pointedly looked away, fixated on scrolling through his phone. ‘What did you do?’
‘What?’ he looked up offended, ‘Why would you assume I did something?’
‘Because you’re acting like I caught your hand in the cookie jar.’ She ignored his grumbling and stepped closer, arms crossed in front of her chest, ‘What’s going on?’
‘Nothing! I’m just…doing the rounds,’ he said. Diego frowned in confusion, clearly expecting a clarification. ‘I’m serious, I’m just going through my morning messages.’
‘So Dave and maybe Morgan?’ Diego asked. ‘Why are you acting weird about that? Unless…’ her confused fell away, a more thoughtful look taking over, ‘you’re messaging someone else as well?’ Chad sighed, shoulders slumping, and Diego’s frown crept back, ‘Why do you need to hide who you’re talking to?’
‘Maybe it’s just private,’ Chad said.
‘Is it a villain?’ Diego asked. ‘A date? An assassin?’
‘What? No, why would I have private conversations with an assassin?’ Diego shrugged, looking at Chad expectantly, and he sighed. His shoulders hunched in uncertainty. ‘It’s just Alex’s parents okay?’
Diego blinked, face carefully neutral as she processed. ‘So they know? Of course they know, Morgan said Alex’s Mum saw the…face thing.’ She sat down on the bed, looking at Chad intently, ‘How are they…being with you?’
Chad glanced up to Diego, trying to get a read on her past the intense concern. ‘They…they’re nice.’ Diego’s brow quirked in a silent question. ‘I mean it. They are.’
‘They’re nice? That’s it?’ Diego said. ‘What have they said? Have they done anything? What do they want?’
‘Only good things,’ Chad said. ‘Janice was a bit…intense at first. But we talked about it, and she’s doing better now.’ Diego’s frown deepened, and Chad sighed. ‘They’re not trying anything. There isn’t any kind of plot to turn me to the dark side or anything.’
‘That you know of.’
‘No, there isn’t,’ Chad said. ‘Morgan was right, they’re just people.’
‘Aside from the villainous careers and incredibly powerful magic?’
‘Aside from that yeah.’ Chad sat back on the bed, turning to the bedside table for a moment. ‘They spent the entire time feeding me, and telling me stories about the farm. And when they found out, they just…wanted to know about me.’
‘Know what?’
‘My life,’ Chad said. ‘What school was like, my high school crushes, what I do in my spare time, just…me.’ Chad sighed, swallowing back the lump in his throat. ‘Bernard sends me pictures of the farm, Janice checks in that I’m not forgetting to eat, and that’s it.’
Diego was watching Chad carefully, ‘If that’s all it is, then that’s wonderful. And I’m really happy for you. But are you sure they’re not after anything from you?’
Chad didn’t answer at first, staring at the bedside table. Without a word, he leaned over to lift the table, pulling out a large album, before fishing around in the sock drawer for something small and fluffy. ‘Before I left the farmhouse they made me this,’ Chad said, handing the album over to Diego. She opened it carefully, peering at the old photos inside. ‘It’s Charlie. And the farm. And the family, including the extended family, like aunts and uncles.’
Diego flicked through, flicking over the notes by each of the photos written in a neat cursive, glancing up at Chad occasionally. He was curling into himself, the fluffy thing that looked to be a battered rabbit was tucked under his chin, his thumb unconsciously rubbing one of the rabbit’s floppy ears. She shuffled closer, knocking her leg into Chad’s, and he finally met her eyes. It had been a long time since she had seen him look so small, eyes shining with unshed tears, his face a mixture of uncertainty and fear. Diego shuffled closer, wrapping an arm around his shoulders, and Chad turned to cling to her tightly.
‘Chad, if you need them to back off, or to give you some space-’
Chad tried to chuckle, but his voice hitched too much, and he shook his head. ‘No, it’s not like that.’ He took a shuddering breath, peeking up at Diego. ‘I like them. A lot. Bernard tells really good stories, and Janice is a huge gossip. They’re really nice, and warm. They were caring and fussing before they found out who I was, and then it just dialled up to 11. And…and it feels nice.’ He tried to keep eye contact with Diego, but she saw a mixture of fear and guilt before he looked away. She squeezed him tighter, looking back at the still open album. The page it was open to showed all four of the Stewarts sat on a plush couch. Janice and Bernard, beaming at the camera, bracketing in a small blonde grinning child who had a small bemused baby on their lap.
‘They really loved you,’ Diego whispered. Chad whimpered and nodded. ‘That’s not a bad thing. I just don’t want them to push you into something you don’t want to do.’
Chad nodded again, taking a shaky breath, ‘They’re not. They love hearing about my hero fights. Morgan said they were obsessed with watching that big alien fight the other week.’
Diego couldn’t help but smile at that, giving Chad another squeeze. ‘That’s alright then. I’m happy for you Cheddar.’
Chad’s arms around Diego’s waist tightened slightly, and for a while they sat on the bed in silence. When the tension finally started to ease out of Chad and the shake in shoulders lessened Diego turned her attention to the small teddy on Chad’s lap. ‘I’m guessing this is Hops?’
Chad opened his eyes and looked down, ‘Oh, yeah. He was hiding in one of the memory boxes. Apparently Alex was the one who rescued him.’
Diego snorted, ‘Be serious.’
‘I am,’ Chad chuckled. ‘They told me the fight broke out in the city, Charlie bolted and dropped Hops, and then Alex grabbed him.’ Diego couldn’t help but laugh in disbelief and Chad shrugged. ‘And Janice kept this thing called a baby book to record all of Charlie’s milestones, and Alex graffitied in it. They crossed out Charlie’s first word and wrote their name instead.’ Diego laughed, trying to smother the worst of it but she ended up just laughing through her hand. ‘Don’t tell anyone I told you that though? Alex might finish me off if they think I told anyone that.’
‘I’ll take it to my grave,’ Diego chuckled, eyes shining in delight. ‘That’s made my day though. Speaking of,’ she gave Chad’s shoulders another squeeze. ‘We should probably start the day at some point.’
‘Do we have to?’ Chad whined.
‘Breakfast bagels,’ Diego said. ‘My treat. You can’t say no.’
Chad sighed, ‘Fine.’
Only half an hour later the two siblings were showered and dressed, the old mementos hidden away before they set out for breakfast. Diego messaged Dave to catch him up, and by the time they got to their favourite breakfast bar Dave was already there waiting for them with all their usual coffee orders. Dave’s easy one armed hug and the light banter over coffee and breakfast did wonders for Chad, and he was laughing and almost back to his old self before they knew it.
It was only after the bagels were eaten and the coffees had been topped up did the conversation turn. Dave was smiling at the siblings playfully arguing over who had the most embarrassing hero fight moments when a chime sounded from Chad and Diego’s phones simultaneously. Diego groaned, rolling her eyes before she even pulled out her phone, while the tension that had finally abandoned Chad for a while was back in force.
‘What’s happened?’ Dave asked as they both checked their phones.
‘It’s Mo,’ Diego said. ‘Head’s up, Chad’s going to get…what? How does she know you’re getting an FA call soon?’
Chad closed his eyes, trying not to cringe at the possibilities, ‘Don’t pry, don’t pry, don’t pry…I’m sure she has reliable sources. That are…completely legitimate.’
Dave snorted, ‘Don’t give yourself an aneurysm Chad. Okay, so three guesses what that call’s going to be about?’
Chad nodded, ‘They're meant to be discharged this afternoon. Chances are they’re going to try and pull some strings so I can “escort them home.” Like I don’t have other things to be doing.’ He sighed, suddenly tired. ‘What do I do?’
‘You could say you’re busy,’ Diego said. ‘We can help them home.’
Chad opened his mouth before blinking in surprise, looking at Diego. ‘You what?’
‘I am the older child,’ Diego said. ‘I know I’m married now but I can still help out, even if they don’t ask me anymore.’ Chad looked stunned, making Dave chuckle and Diego rolled her eyes, ‘Alright, so we’ll help them settle at home, and then you can crack on with work.’
Chad frowned, and shook his head, ‘No, Mum and Dad are probably getting me out of today’s patrol.’
Dave shrugged, ‘Which means more time on your other project right?’
‘I wish,’ Chad sighed. ‘I can’t justify more field research until I’ve gone through my reports and line it up with my new notes. Look for anything I’ve missed that might give me an edge.’
‘Quiet night in then,’ Diego said while looking at her phone. ‘Reports, music, maybe a beer. Sounds like fun.’
‘I’m not going to drink while working,’ Chad scoffed. ‘But it’s not like I can get away with doing that all day instead of seeing Mum and Dad out of the hospital. It will look like I’m avoiding them, they’ll want to know why it's so important. So even if I can get away for a bit of work I’m still going to have to see them home. And then…’ he trailed off, leaning on one hand while staring at the table. ‘What do I say? They’re going to want to talk about Roofer, or Morgan, or planning their new training regime or something. What if they want to know what I was doing while I was incognito?’ He sighed, ‘I can’t do this. I’m going to slip up, I know it.’
‘You haven’t so far,’ Diego said.
‘That’s because they’ve been more fixated on getting out of the hospital bed,’ Chad groaned. ‘They want everything to get back to normal as quickly as possible. Once it is? Then they’ll be back to normal, and normal is wanting to check in with my missions, or my training, or-’
‘They won’t be back to normal yet,’ Dave said. ‘They’ll get back today and probably be really tired. Once their energy is back up they’ll need to tend to their business to make sure that it didn’t fall off the wagon while they were away. Those things can take time.’
Chad glanced up at Dave, brow creased with worry. ‘I can’t afford to just assume they’re not going to want to check in every chance they get. Especially if they think we won’t have our normal family dinners for a while.’
‘Then we run interference,’ Diego said. ‘Give them other things to focus on and take the heat off you. Lord knows they’ll be bothering me to get off the bench sharpish.’
‘And they never pass up an opportunity to be passive aggressive about the Chastisers,’ Dave said. ‘Don’t worry, we can handle this.’
‘And what if they get suspicious?’
‘About what? Their daughter and son in law being more attentive after they went missing for a week?’ Dave shrugged. ‘Have a bit of faith in us, alright?’
Chad sighed, but before he could respond his phone buzzed in his pocket. He pulled it out, recognising the number, and he subconsciously puffed out his chest as he answered. ‘Chadster speaking.’
‘Well aren’t you the lucky one?’ The Diviner’s voice came through loud and clear on the other line. ‘Inferno and Professor Psion are getting ready to discharge today and they’ve put in a special request involving you.’
‘Oh? Absolutely, it would be an honour to assist such renowned heroes. What do they need?’
The Diviner chuckled, ‘Relax, this is a private line. Looks like your patrol today has been replaced by babysitting duty.’
Chad tried for a chuckle himself, ‘No need to make it sound so demeaning. They have been through quite an ordeal, it only makes sense for them to have hero support until they’re back on their feet.’
‘Uh huh,’ The Diviner said. ‘Seriously, I’m the only one here to hear you being a kiss ass.’ Chad rolled his eyes, but the Diviner carried on before he could object. ‘Anyway, looks like discharge will be after 2pm, think you can get here for then?’
‘Of course!,’ Chad said, ‘That should be no problem. Thank you for your assistance.’
Diviner laughed on the other line, ‘See you on your next proper patrol Chadster.’
The line cut and Chad sighed in relief. Dave chuckled, ‘I don’t know why you’re worried about slipping up, that was pretty perfect from where I’m sitting.’
‘The Diviner is one thing, our parents are a different thing entirely,’ Chad said. ‘Discharge is for two o’clock.’
Diego looked up from her phone and gave a small smile, ‘Ooh, perfect.’ Chad raised an eyebrow in confusion and Diego grinned. ‘I’ve been trying to think of how to get into their good books. And the house has been abandoned for nearly two weeks.’
‘Oh god,’ Chad grimaced, ‘I can’t stand to think what their kitchen looks like.’
‘Hence the plan,’ Diego said. ‘They get back home, escorted by you, and walk into a newly cleaned house complete with a freshly stocked kitchen. Maybe with one of us putting a fancy dinner together for them.’ Dave snorted, and Diego gave him a pointed look. ‘Puts them in a good mood and then probing should be kept to a minimum,’ she said, knocking on the table for luck. ‘They get dinner and then when we all need to shoot off for very important hero work they can’t complain because we’ve already done so much.’
‘I’m sure they would find some way to complain,’ Dave said.
‘It’s worth a shot,’ Chad said. ‘Don’t know how useful I’ll be cleaning though, a lot of cleaning products end up irritating robotics.’
‘Then you can refill the fridge and cupboards,’ Diego said. ‘Dave and I will crack on to get the kitchen cleaned first so it's ready for when you get back, and then I’ll get the rest of the house done while one or both of you go and pick Mum and Dad up.’
‘Huh,’ Chad thought for a moment, ‘That just might work. Alright,’ he smiled, looking hopeful, and drained the last of his coffee in a single mouthful. ‘Have you still got your key?’ Diego nodded. ‘Perfect. I’ll go shopping now then and meet you at the house.’
Dave and Diego followed Chad out shortly after, giving hugs at the door before splitting off into different directions. Only when Chad was long gone did Dave give Diego a suspicious look. ‘What’s this about?’
Diego gave Dave a cunning smile and pulled out her phone, showing Dave her screen and a conversation with “Mo”.
D: are you asking for a favour?
M: shut up, before I change my mind!
D: sorry!
D: what’s your plan?
M: nothing bad. If you’re heading to the house anyway, keep an eye out for anything sus
D: like?
M: IDK! A nuclear powered supercomputer or a map to their secret lair. Something that would be weird for two veteran heroes to have.
D: nuclear powered computer?
M: I tried to investigate their private servers
D: how???
M: doesn’t matter how. The important thing is their firewalls have too much juice for normal security. They have more powerful defences than the FA and Roofer combined.
D: ffs Mo…
M: you don’t have to help, I’ll find another way
D: shut up I didn’t say that. Just stay safe
M: you too
Dave sighed, ‘We still need to clean the house, or they’ll get suspicious.’
‘I know,’ Diego said, sidling up to Dave with a shameless grin. ‘You know how I love you so much?’ Dave raised an amused eyebrow. ‘I’ll make it up to you, promise.’
‘How?’
Diego’s eyes sparkled, ‘Well I can’t go into detail in public. But you’ll absolutely love it.’ Her grin grew as Dave’s neck began to flush, and she leaned into his ear to whisper something that made Dave choke.
‘Yep! Okay,’ Dave coughed, red and flustered. ‘I suppose I can see what I can do with the kitchen.’
Diego’s grin turned triumphant and she leaned in to kiss him on the cheek, ‘Love you.’
Chapter 37
Summary:
The Sterlings return home and Chad and Diego are tested
Notes:
It's Thotticus' birthday today so here's another early chapter 😀 enjoy the angst!
Content warnings for:
- depictions of trauma from abusive parental relationships
- Sterling A+ parenting (emotional manupulation/abuse/is this narcissism? Maybe)
- Portrayal of panic attacks
Chapter Text
A small part of Chad thought he should feel guilty at taking his time with shopping for food. After all, his parents owned a rather large house, and expecting Dave and Diego to tidy the entire building between the two of them was hardly fair. Or feasible. But he just couldn’t bring himself to be quick about it. He did pick up a pair of gloves on his way around one of the stores so he could pitch in at the other end, which eased some of his guilt. But for the most part he wandered, basket or trolley in hand, perusing the aisles with a leisure he probably couldn’t afford. Some of it was because he needed to be delicate, his robotic grasp bruised fruit and vegetables far too easily. But even then, taking a full five minutes to pick out a box of eggs was probably quite excessive in hindsight.
Eventually though he had a full trunk of food and was heading to the Sterling family home. It should have only been a short drive to the house, but he ended up taking the scenic route, driving past the large park filled with people enjoying the sun, the city hall, and the Central museum. At some point Chad ran out of landmarks to admire on his drive and had to admit defeat, turning towards the house. In just a couple of minutes he was pulling onto the drive and setting his expression to one of his typical smiles, before climbing out of the car and grabbing the bags.
Inside the house had the distinct smell of lemon combining with the sharp acrid chemicals. Chad’s brow raised in surprise as he admired the perfectly polished hallway, from the floors to the ornate side tables and the large mirror on the wall. The kitchen told the same story, with shining floors and marble worktops and the cupboards doors all open. The fridge and freezer shelves were all drying on the side, and Chad stacked his bags on the island in the middle of the kitchen. Diego and Dave had outdone themselves this time.
Chad was in the middle of reassembling the fridge when Dave thundered down the stairs and poked his head through the door. Chad couldn’t help but smirk at the hero in marigold gloves with a basket of various cleaning rags and bottles. ‘You were quick,’ Dave said.
Chad snorted, ‘No I wasn’t. I barely left myself enough time to get all of this packed up before I need to go pick Mum and Dad up.’
Dave frowned, pulling back one of the gloves to see his watch. ‘There’s no way that’s the time!’ He sighed, blinking at the bags on the kitchen island. ‘That just flew by.’
‘You’ve done well,’ Chad said. ‘Everything I’ve seen looks spotless.’
Dave shrugged and took in the kitchen again, ‘Yeah, we did pretty good. There’s a few rooms left to do upstairs, but Diego reckons she can get them done on her own before your parents get here.’
‘On her own?’ Chad asked. ‘What about you?’
‘I’m coming with you,’ Dave said. Chad almost dropped the milk in shock and Dave grinned. ‘Like we’re going to let you fend for yourself in a car with both of them.’
Chad stared at Dave, mouth agape, before he tried to clear his throat and collect himself. ‘Oh. Uh…thank you.’
‘It’s nothing,’ Dave shrugged, putting down the basket and pulling off the gloves. ‘Alright, where does the rest of the food go?’
In no time at all the kitchen was set to rights, everything put in its place, and the cleaning supplies were scurried away. With a call out to Diego upstairs, the two heroes headed back out. Chad offered to drive, and Dave spent the drive to the FA HQ talking his ear off about the various recent antics in the Chastisers. The two of them were soon laughing, Dave sniggering while Chad had to try and wipe away a stray tear. It was so fun he almost forgot about where they were going. Almost.
Caroline and Richard were waiting for Chad in the HQ Reception. Caroline was currently leaning on crutches while talking the ear off their very unimpressed doctor when the two of them walked in, so Richard spotted them first.
‘Ah, there he is!’ Richard’s voice boomed around the reception. ‘And Dodgers? To what do we owe the pleasure?’
Dave smiled, ‘Here to help of course.’
Caroline raised an eyebrow, ‘The Chastisers agreed to be part of our escort?’
‘Oh no,’ Dave said, ‘this isn’t on the books. If it was, the red tape would probably authorise it in three months.’ Richard chuckled at that, and Dave flashed another winning smile. ‘No, Chad messaged Diego asking for help with getting your home straightened out. She’s just finishing off, so I thought I’d keep Chad company on the way here. And an extra pair of eyes never hurts.’
‘Very true,’ Richard said.
Caroline looked at Dave curiously, then to Chad, ‘Home straightened out?’
Chad covered up his startled choke by clearing his throat and gave his mother a beam. ‘Yes, I realised all too late that with no one in the house, the kitchen would hardly be stocked or usable. And the dust everywhere else would hardly help with any recovery. I should have realised sooner, but Diego and Dave were more than willing to help me make up for my tardiness on that front.’
Caroline hummed, before nodding, ‘Well, we’ll see how it looks. After you,’ she gestured to Chad and Dave, and with a final goodbye to the doctor the four of them headed out.
The perk to Chad driving was that he had an excuse to not be involved in the conversation all that much as Caroline and Richard filled the smooth drive with all their complaints about being coddled, about the doctor insisting that they have a “slow recovery” and use their crutches to help them navigate until they got their strength up. Dave thankfully knew better than to overtly side with the doctor, and kept them baited on their various gripes until Chad was pulling into the driveway. As predicted the crutches were abandoned, and Chad “insisted” on escorting Caroline to the porch, offering his arm for her to lean on. Dave hovered by Richard, letting the older hero lean on his shoulder for the short walk inside.
When the door opened, the previous chemical smells in the hallway had been overpowered by onion and spices, mixing in with the previous smell of the lemon. Diego poked her head through from the kitchen and gave her parents a bright smile. ‘Welcome home! I was thinking beef wellington for dinner?’
Caroline blinked at Diego, partly in surprise and partly in amusement, and Richard chuckled, ‘Oh we are being spoiled today. Why do I feel like you three are trying to butter us up?’
Chad spluttered, ‘Such suspicion! Can’t we just be back to have you alive and safe and home?’
Caroline looked between the siblings with a sharp eye, before something dawned on her. ‘I know what this is about.’ Chad tried to keep his expression composed, even as his heart plummeted to his stomach, and Caroline sighed. ‘This is because you didn’t join the search parties isn’t it?’
Chad swallowed, glancing to Diego for backup. She sighed, ‘Were we that obvious?’
Richard stepped forward, leaning on the wall for support. ‘It makes sense, we raised you with a strong ethic. But we forgave you for that as soon as you came to see us. You did what you could. And this…is a very welcome surprise.’
Caroline nodded, ‘Although, if you were still feeling like you needed to make it up to us, you know what would be wonderful?’
Chad perked up, ‘I picked up some bottles of Malbec. A new vintage, and one from ‘72. And there’s a black forest gateau in the fridge.’
Caroline clapped her hands together, ‘Perfect! Thank you dears. We really are lucky to have you.’
After that and a quick inspection of the rest of the house, Caroline and Richard were resting in the living room, seeming to be very satisfied. Not an inch of the house was out of place, and not a speck of dust or dirt could be found. They had been set up in their armchairs with ice cold lemon water and were happily hearing stories from Dave and Chad about their latest heroic bouts while the sounds and smells of cooking came through from the kitchen. For once they were quietly listening without any probing questions or critiques to their various decisions and forms. Chad couldn't tell if it was from their exhaustion or something more benevolent, but he tried to not question it too much.
Eventually the conversations moved to the dinner table as Diego served up a delicious wellington with various trimmings. In the presence of food and wine Caroline and Richard perked up, turning their attention to Diego and insisting on hearing what work she had been doing to get herself back into her full hero position. By the time Dave was pouring everyone a second glass they were mollified with her efforts, and turned to lighter topics. Their plans for hiring a physiotherapist, musings on what happened to their business during their disappearance. It was only when dessert was eaten and tidied away that Chad realised that his parents hadn’t mentioned Morgan once.
The two of them were ready to retire, guided back to the living room and to their armchairs, and Chad gave them a smile. ‘Alright, is there anything else you might need for today?’
Caroline looked at him in alarm, ‘You’re leaving? But we discussed with the FA about your patrol, are they making you pick it up now?’
‘Oh, oh no,’ Chad said, trying to hide his sudden nerves with a chuckle. ‘No I still have my Roofer investigation to tend to. And that can’t wait anymore today.’
‘That’s still going on?’ Richard asked in disbelief. ‘You’ve been at it for how long?’
‘Unfortunately so,’ Chad said. ‘It’s been a few weeks I know. The Vigilante said I’m making good time, it's just-’
‘By whose standard?’ Caroline asked.
Chad swallowed, ‘If this works? I can take Roofer down for good. That’s the goal. I can’t afford to make a mistake.’
Richard sighed, ‘Even so. Is there no one else in the team who can work on it for you for a while?’
‘No,’ Chad said sharply, before stuttering over his reaction. Richard’s eyebrows had hit his hairline and Caroline’s frown was almost a scowl, and Chad swallowed. ‘Sorry, but no. Roofer is my nemesis. Taking him down is my responsibility. I won’t offload that on to anyone else.’
‘What about your other responsibilities?’ Caroline asked.
‘I’m keeping up with them,’ Chad said. ‘My patrols are unaffected, my work at the library only needed to be moved slightly but they were more than happy to accommodate that…’
‘And us?’ Caroline said. Chad fell silent, glancing away under Caroline’s scrutiny. ‘Where do we fit?’
‘Mum,’ Diego stepped forward. Richard however gave her a look and she fell silent. Dave was scowling from behind her, looking between Caroline and Chad.
‘Is this all we can expect now?’ Caroline asked with a huff. ‘A lift home, a dinner your sister cooked and then you’re off to do “more important things?”’
‘No,’ Chad said, swallowing around the growing lump in his throat. ‘That’s not what this is, I promise.’
‘Well that’s how it looks,’ Caroline said.
Richard touched Caroline’s hand, ‘Perhaps we should give the lad some slack. It’s not ideal, but he has been forthright. We knew this might be a possibility when we were planning on coming home.’
Caroline huffed, ‘I’m glad you can be so blase about this. But Chad,’ she turned back to him, barely taking in his hunched shoulders and tight fists, ‘you’ll have to forgive me for wanting to hold onto you tighter than you’re used to, especially after everything we’ve been through.’
Diego stepped forward again, frowning, ‘Mum, please. Chad’s doing his best. We all are. But we’re adults now, we have our own lives, our own responsibilities.’
‘So we can just be left behind then? And I’m supposed to just accept that?’ Caroline turned back to Chad, and he tried desperately to not flinch, to keep his breathing under control. He couldn’t crack now. ‘Try to see this from our perspective,’ Caroline said. ‘To be betrayed like we were by her, and then to be rescued by strangers-’
‘FA heroes,’ Dave corrected. ‘All high tiers, and your colleagues. And all of them willingly volunteered to find you.’
Caroline shot him a glare before turning back to Chad. ‘Only to get back and find that neither of our children tried to look for us?’
‘I did what I could,’ Chad whimpered, desperately blinking back the tears that threatened to fall. ‘I am doing what I can.’
Richard sighed and held out a hand, gesturing for Chad to come closer. ‘You know how precious you are to us right?’ Chad stepped closer, taking Richard’s hand and nodding. ‘Our son. The last one to leave the nest. Our pride and joy.’
Chad had to bite his cheek to stop himself from wincing. ‘I know. I…I love you. I do.’ He shuddered, looking between both of them. ‘This investigation won’t be forever. I will succeed, and I will make this world safe from Roofer. For good. I just need more time. Please try to understand.’
Caroline opened her mouth, but Richard nodded first, ‘We do. We understand. Being a hero requires sacrifice, to do thankless work for people that will never know how much you’ve given them. We know that better than anyone.’ Chad swallowed, trying to stop the full body cringe threatening to rock through his body. ‘We can be patient,’ Richard said, and turned to Caroline. ‘Can’t we dear?’
Caroline was silent for a moment, hands clenched on the arms of her chair, before she nodded. ‘If it’s the only way, then of course.’ She looked at Chad, ‘Is there no other way?’
Chad swallowed, ‘I…I have to do this. I’m a hero. It’s what we do.’
She sighed and looked away, resigned and a lot more tired, ‘Go on then, go and save the world. And come back home soon. We miss you, you know?’
‘I will,’ Chad nodded, trying for a smile despite the twisted ache in his chest. ‘I promise. Thank you.’
They nodded and Chad was allowed to say his goodbyes. He didn’t let out the breath threatening to crack him into pieces until he was in the car and driving around the corner. The shudder that ran through him had him gripping the steering wheel tight enough to leave dents, but it was better than losing control of the car. He drove as quickly as he dared, balancing the need to get back to his apartment with trying to keep safe while panic wracked through his body.
Eventually he pulled up in the car park for his apartment, wiping the worst of his tears from his face before heading into the building. He didn’t have enough energy to keep his composure for long, and he silently begged that none of his neighbours would bump into him right now. Or worse; start a conversation. But he was spared and got back to his apartment without incident, barrelling through the door and slamming it behind him. Only then did he allow himself to break.
Chad couldn’t tell how much time had passed. At first there was nothing but panic, fear and anger, clawing up his throat to make him want to retch and set his blood on fire. Something roared in his ears, some mix of a hurricane and his thundering heart, drowning out the rest of the world. He couldn’t see past his freezing tears scorching down his face and trying to blind him. Had it always hurt this much to try and appease his parents? Or was it the weight of the truth poisoning every word they said? His traitorous thoughts turned to Janice and Bernard, to cheesecake and breakfast omelettes, and the deafening winds flared in time with his aching chest. They made loving him look so easy, feel so easy. Was that because they didn’t know him yet? Was it because he didn’t know their horrible secrets? He didn’t know. He couldn’t know. But he couldn’t stop the thoughts spiralling, louder and faster than the winds around him.
Eventually the storm broke. Because storms always do. And when it did there was nothing but exhaustion left, blinding Chad to everything around him until there was nothing but the crushing cloak of darkness. It wasn’t sleep, it wasn’t restful enough for that. It was ice cold and numbed him to his bones and left him too drained to do anything. He couldn’t move, couldn’t even work out which way was up, where he ended and the floor began. All his thoughts were sluggish, echoing on the walls of his mind, but he couldn’t even make any sense out of them. It was too much. Too much.
But even the cold dark nothingness had to end. And it ended with a soft glow beyond his closed eyes, and a warmth enveloping him. Something soft and gentle was brushing through his hair, gently scraping at his scalp. He stirred at the touch, leaning into it on instinct. There were whispered voices above him but he couldn’t really hear them. The only thing he could focus on was the hand in his hair, and if he had more energy he would have reached out for it and pulled its owner closer. A soft whimper slipped through his lips, and the hand stilled. His face creased, until the hand started moving again, a soothing rhythm carding through his hair. He slumped, curling into the body next to him, so warm he couldn’t help but nuzzle into it.
‘It’s okay Cheddar,’ a soft voice drifted though. ‘Go back to sleep. We’ve got you.’
He wanted to nod, but he was too tired to respond. All he could manage was a quiet hum, before curled into the warm soft safe touch, and drifted off to sleep.
Chapter 38
Summary:
Morgan and Diego discuss the backlash and the plan, and Alex has an idea
Notes:
So today I realised that I started this fic in June. And it was just meant to be crack treated seriously. Wow this escalated!
Content warning for:
- Discussions about panic attacks and unhealthy habits
- Discussions of parental/emotional abuse
- Fight scene (no blood or gore mentioned you're good)
- Alex being a scary villain again
Chapter Text
‘We need a new plan.’
Morgan sighed, turning away from the large screen of scrolling text to focus on the phone at her ear, ‘Like what?’
‘I don’t know,’ Diego said, glancing down at Chad for a moment. He had sunk into a deep sleep, burrowed into his duvet and as close to Diego as he could manage. She had abandoned her perch on the edge of the bed to recline properly, and now Chad was using her hip as a pillow. ‘But we need to do something. One dinner with Mum and Dad and Chad had a panic attack so bad he made a storm around his building and we found him passed out just inside his front door.’
Morgan sighed, ‘Then he doesn’t go to their dinners. Problem solved.’
‘Problem not solved,’ Diego said. ‘The dinner wasn’t the problem. It was when he tried to leave “too early.” They chewed him out so much you’d think he was a dog toy. If he avoids them completely they’ll only get worse.’
Morgan turned at the door to the computer lab opening, waving to Alex as they walked in with a tray of drinks and snacks. ‘Should I be surprised? This is their normal MO.’
‘I’m not saying you should be surprised,’ Diego said. ‘I’m saying that if we carry on like this Chad is going to keep getting caught in the crossfire and he’s going to get hurt.’
Morgan bit her lip, squeezing her eyes shut, ‘He knew what he was signing up for.’
‘You can’t be serious?’ Diego hissed down the phone. ‘Are you even listening to what I’m saying? He was catatonic Morgan.’
‘What do we do then? Hide him? Fake a kidnapping?’ Morgan growled and ran a hand through her hair. ‘I need more time to find those records. I can’t run the risk of them getting wind of any of this and burning the leads before I have a chance.’
‘And Chad’s going to take the hits in the meantime?’ Diego shook her head. ‘Not acceptable. There has to be something else.’
Morgan held up her free hand, ‘I don’t know what to tell you.’
Alex was watching Morgan carefully from the other computer station, sipping on their drink. ‘Who are we kidnapping?’ Morgan scowled at Alex, pressing her fingers to her lips, and Alex just shrugged in response. ‘Murder’s still on the table.’
‘No it’s not,’ Morgan hissed.
‘What?’ Diego asked.
‘Nothing,’ Morgan said. ‘Alex is making suggestions.’
‘No murder,’ Diego said.
‘That’s what I said.’
Alex shrugged. ‘Then you’re running out of options,’ they said in a sing-song voice.
Morgan rolled her eyes and turned away from the villain. ‘Dee? I hear you, I do. I don’t like it, but we really don’t have a lot of options. If we kidnap Chad? First of all you’re going to have either an angry or pouting Chad on your hands who’s just going to want to get back out into the field. But you’re also going to have the entire FA looking for him, so you’re going to need a very good hiding place for him.’
‘He could stay with you,’ Diego said. ‘Where are you hiding?’
‘Classified,’ Morgan said. ‘Alex picked it. Safe to say Chad isn’t invited.’
‘You couldn’t pay me!’ Alex shouted loud enough for Diego to hear.
Morgan ignored them and carried on, ‘If he stays and avoids Mum and Dad, then he brings the wrath of our parent’s A+ parenting on his ass at literally anytime. His only real option is to try and stick it out.’
‘And he risks a mental breakdown,’ Diego said. ‘I hate all these options.’
Morgan licked her lips. ‘Look, I’ve started going through those pictures you sent me of Mum and Dad’s set up. I’m going to break it down, try and find some clues. If I’m right, I think Janice can help me get past the extra defences on their computer.’
‘You’re sure that’s going to help?’
‘My guts telling me there’s something there,’ Morgan said. ‘I’ll work as fast as I can. I promise. Just…you and Chad work out your end and keep me in the loop.’
Diego sighed, leaning on the headboard. ‘Will do. Love you Mo.’
‘Love you too,’ Morgan said, waiting for Diego to hang up.
When Morgan dropped the phone Alex finally piped up, ‘What happened then?’
‘Mum and Dad did,’ Morgan said. ‘Gave Chad both barrels of the emotional shotgun. He had a panic attack.’
She turned back to the computer, typing on the keyboard, and so missed the frown that flashed across Alex’s face. They licked their lips, thinking hard for a moment. ‘What’s the scale then, if Diego’s worried? Is she overreacting?’
Morgan sighed and shrugged. ‘I don’t know. I tended to get different lectures about pulling myself up by my bootstraps and to stop being a disappointment. Knowing them though? There was probably a healthy dose of guilt tripping involved.’
‘That sounds like it would be Golden Boy’s kryptonite,’ Alex said. ‘What did she want?’
‘She wants to protect Chad from them,’ Morgan said. ‘But we can’t kill them or even attack them without running the risk of losing all of this,’ she pointed to the screen for emphasis. ‘Chad could hide, fake a kidnapping or something. But then the entire FA will be looking for him. So what’s the option at that point?’
Alex thought for a moment, ‘Give them something else to focus on.’ Morgan frowned and turned back to Alex, a silent question on her face. ‘Picture this: the middle of Capital City, sun in the sky, all those dumb weak people scurrying around. And then there’s a bright flash. The heroes go to investigate and fall out of the sky, one by one. Those that survive go back with one message. “Where is Morgan?”’
Morgan blinked, ‘Oh.’
‘Yeah,’ Alex said. ‘We’ve been missing for two weeks. I show up? Pissed? Suddenly everyone is looking at me.’
Morgan thought for a moment. ‘They would deploy everyone to go after you. And they would start investigating what happened to me.’
‘We give Chad and Diego the heads up so they get their story straight,’ Alex said. ‘But the FA’s equipment isn’t getting in here, not in any way that matters. No one will find you while you’re here. And as long as you’re missing…’
‘You’ll declare vengeance on the planet,’ Morgan said.
Alex grinned, ‘It’s the perfect smokescreen. And then you can sneak in anywhere you need to get to. No one will be watching you.’
‘And Mum and Dad will be so focused on what you say and do and what the FA can find on tracking me down,’ Morgan said, ‘they might just get off Chad's back.’ Morgan paused, ‘But then you won’t be here.’
Alex shrugged, ‘I’ve always been more of a do-er than a thinker. I can get Mum and Dad here though, get the three of you putting your heads together right here? Damn, nothing and no one will be able to hide from you three.’
Morgan was grinning, eyes shining with delight. ‘Oh Janice is going to love this. I’ll call Diego and let her know the new plan.’
Alex smiled with a tinge of pride and got to their feet. ‘I’ll let Mum and Dad know the good news.’
Morgan waved over her shoulder as she brought her phone back to her ear. ‘Dee?’
‘What? What’s wrong?’
‘Nothing,’ Morgan was grinning. ‘I’ve got a new plan. Well, it’s Alex’s plan.’
‘If it involves Mum and Dad and any kind of torture or murder-’
‘It doesn’t. I promise.’ Morgan chuckled, ‘It’s actually pretty clever.’
Diego frowned, sitting up on the bed in curiosity. ‘What then?’
*****
It took three days for the rest of the pieces to fall into place, for stories to be straightened and alibis built. On the fourth day, Morgan Janice and Bernard were sitting in Alex’s computer lab, drinks and snacks overflowing on a nearby table, with an entire screen dedicated to every news station for Central City. They weren’t going to miss a single angle if they could help it.
Alex, for their part, was currently flying over the city, scouting out the perfect spot to start the showdown. They looked and felt the part, blood red leather corset over black silk, with a chain harness wrapped over their torso. Their hair was short again, which obviously meant that they meant business, and their fingerless gloves had strategically placed studs across the knuckles. But the outfit only did so much. For this to have maximum effect they needed the perfect stage. Or the perfect hero to pulverise. It wasn’t until they were away from the tallest skyscrapers and near the centre of the city that they saw a cluster of buildings, a large gaggle of civilians, and a familiar sky blue cape. Perfect.
They started small, a single flash of violet light, manifesting into an orb in their hand. They twirled their fingers, watching the orb of plasma grow bigger and brighter. When they heard the first screams from the crowd below Alex grinned. The ball jumped from a basketball to a beach ball, then bigger and bigger until it could encase Alex entirely. Holding it high above their head, Alex took a moment to bask in the screams and yells of panic, the pounding feet of the masses trying to escape, before they looked down. The blue caped hero was still there, facing them now, if Alex focused they might be able to see the look of concentration on his face.
‘Hey hero,’ Alex muttered with a grin. ‘Catch.’ And they tossed the roiling sphere of plasma towards the city.
The screams in the city magnified at the same time as a bolt of blue raced towards the attack. A flurry of wind ran past the nearby buildings, before the Chadster braced and summoned a tornado, thrusting it forward to catch the attack. The two energies collided, pushing the Chadster back with a yell. He gritted his teeth, grunting against the effort and intensified the tornado, trying to offset the energy from Alex’s throw. It was beginning to slow down, the wind was starting to push it back, and Chad realised there was no additional resistance. Alex wasn’t pushing this. Just an attention piece then. He took a steadying breath, focusing as the tornado began to grow into a more powerful storm. With a yell, he thrust his arms forward, the tornado blasting away from him and the plasma ball went careening skyward.
Alex cackled at the sight of the sphere flying towards them and easily dodged it, twirling in the air before righting themselves and staring down at Chad, who was lightly panting while floating in mid air. This was going to be fun , Alex thought.
They shot down like a bullet, aiming straight for Chad. They barely felt the shift of wind, but realised what happened after they were rolled away from Chad. They growled, righting themselves and came in with a raised fist. Chad blocked one, then another, before throwing an icy punch of his own. Alex spun around Chad in midair, only for Chad to drop a few feet before coming up with an uppercut. Alex deflected the fist, their other hand grabbing the front of Chad’s costume, lifting them up just enough to toss them out of their little wind cushion and onto the roof below. Chad rolled, bouncing to his feet in a guard before Alex even reached him, and this time when Alex came in with an attack the wind buffeted him back. Alex roared, pushing further forward when Chad pulled one hand back, before throwing out a frost wind to blast Alex back. They stumbled, ice catching in their hair and on their chains, before they looked up and Chad was clapping his hands together, sending another twister right for Alex.
Alex side stepped it easily, scowling at Chad, ‘Is that really all you’ve got?’
Chad laughed, his over the top boisterous hero laugh that grated on Alex every time. ‘Of course not, villain! I’m just warming up! I knew it was wishful thinking to hope that you were gone for good!’
Alex’s lip curled, ‘About that.’ They stepped forward, every bit the threatening villain, and despite the bravado Chad took a hesitant step back. Huh , Alex thought, that’s normally fun to see. They ignored that thought and carried on. ‘Let me paint you a picture, Hero. There I am, in the middle of a fight, having the time of my life, when I get a distress call from a mutual acquaintance of ours. And I head off to her apartment only to end up in the wrong place. In fact, I landed in a teleport trap instead.’ A glimmer appeared in the corner of Alex’s eye, and they ducked in time to dodge a flurry of icicles. They look at Chad in bemusement, ‘Did you just try a sneak attack?’
Chad shrugged, ‘You should know better than to monologue.’
‘Oh? You’re not interested in the trap I found myself in then?’ Alex asked. ‘Or that I had to go the long way around to get back to our mutual acquaintance? You’ll love this bit though. Guess what I find when I get back home?’
‘I’m not going to entertain your little games Alex!’ He raised his hand again but Alex bolted across the rooftop, their superspeed making them appear in the blink of an eye, and grabbed Chad’s wrist, wrenching it to one side to make the wind dissipate.
‘This is no game,’ Alex snarled, leaning into Chad’s face. ‘Not when my apartment is trashed and abandoned. And that acquaintance? Is nowhere to be seen. And now, I have a question for you and your little hero friends,’ Alex hissed. Quiet enough to be threatening, but loud enough that Chad’s comm should be able to pick it up. ‘Where. Is. Morgan?’
Chad blinked, ‘What? She wasn’t with you?’
‘Villain!’ a voice sounded behind Alex. They scowled and turned to the voice. The Amazonian was braced on the edge of the roof, spear pointed right at Alex. ‘I will only say this once. Let him go.’
‘Do you mind?’ Alex asked. ‘We’re trying to have a conversation.’
Chad took the distraction to blast away Alex’s grip before another twister sent them staggering. Alex growled and lashed out, Chad ducking and weaving almost effortlessly. A whistle sounded from behind them and Alex raised their hand, catching the spear in one hand. By the point.
‘Well that was stupid,’ Alex growled, turning towards the Amazonian. They twisted the spear away and the Amazonian rolled with it, coming up to lunge again. Alex swatted her away, taking a moment to scan the area around them. More heroes flying in. Oh this was going well.
They traded blows with Chadster and the Amazonian, switching from one to another while they tried to get off their ridiculous team combo attacks that did absolutely nothing. Soon enough Alex dodged a pair of heat rays and sneered at the scowling bulk that was Aceman. ‘Oh are you getting the whole party out for me?’ Alex asked, voice dripping with sarcasm. ‘Don’t I feel special?’
Chad responded with a wind-powered punch that Alex easily dodged. They weaved through the quickly gathering heroes, the group growing from five to ten to twenty. That seemed like enough. They kicked off one, spinning over the crowd before landing in front of Aceman. With a cruel grin Alex slammed their hand into Ace, watching with delight as they stepped backwards from the blow, before vanishing in front of everyone’s eyes.
‘Ace!’ one of the heroes shouted.
‘Monster!’ another did as they lunged for Alex. They caught the hand and pulled them closer, their manic glee growing as the second hero disappeared as well.
‘They’re teleporting them!’ a third hero shouted.
‘Very astute,’ Alex growled, power gathering in their hands. All the heroes began to back away from them, but it was too late. Alex slammed their hands onto the rooftops, a wave of power rolling over all the heroes, making them disappear one at a time. When the wave died and Alex pushed up to their feet, they looked over to the only hero standing.
‘What did you do?’ Chad whispered, shock turning to horror on his face.
‘An eye for an eye,’ Alex said, raising their hands in a half bow half demonstration. ‘You steal my person, I steal yours.’
Chad blanched. ‘Alex, if Morgan isn’t with you I don’t know where she is.’
‘You might not,’ Alex said. ‘But we both know who will. So, be a good little boy and pass on a message for me. Your parents are going to release Morgan. They’re going to give her back. And if I find out she has been harmed in any way? Every. Single. Person. On this planet. Will pay.’
Chad shook his head, ‘Alex I’m telling you, they don’t have her. They can’t. They-’
‘Then they had better find her!’ Alex yelled. ‘And do it quickly. Because I am not a patient person. And I get bored very easily. Luckily, I have twenty A tier heroes to entertain me while you work. You’d better hope for their sake you find her fast.’
‘No!’ Chad yelled, and a wind gathered around them. Alex growled as Chad charged at them, the wind rushing in at the same time on all sides. Alex braced, deflecting Chad’s first blow before grabbing him by the scruff and lifting him into the air easily. Chad snarled, a flash of light crossing their eyes, but Alex barely noticed. ‘Tick tock,’ they snarled, before tossing Chad into the air, teleporting away before Chad had a chance to land.
They stepped straight into the computer lab, the scowl on their face melting away at the cheer going from their personal popcorn gallery. ‘Thank you! Thank you!’ Alex bowed. ‘Think I was convincing enough?’
Chad spun through the air, not slowing until he reached the top of his arc. He righted himself enough to gather his senses and pulled the wind closer to cushion his fall. Once he finally stilled he was gasping for breath, looking around wildly for Alex, for the other heroes. Shit! He thought. That wasn’t supposed to be part of the plan.
He tapped his comms and let out a breath. ‘Diviner? Did you catch all that?’
‘Yeah I did,’ she said. ‘Shit.’
‘I know,’ Chad swallowed. ‘I’m on my way back to HQ now for debrief. We’re going to need everyone in on this. Well,’ he looked over at the rooftop. ‘Everyone left.’
Chapter 39
Summary:
Chad returned to the FA HQ, and the heroes begin to make their plans
Notes:
Did this story get away from me a bit? Perhaps...but I love it too much to stop xD
No content warnings for this chapter, if you spot something that should be a content warning please let me know.
Chapter Text
The FA HQ was in mayhem by the time Chad got back. Nearly everyone was rushing around the building, careening from panic to confusion to anger. Heroes from nearly all the tiers were trying to keep some control over the masses, while sidekicks and interns rushed from one floor to another with intel, questions, plans, and everything in between. Those A tiers that were still around were stoic, weaving through the crowds to the main Observation Deck. And Chad joined them, barely aware of the crowds parting for him as he headed for the lifts to the top floor. He didn’t stop for any of the interns trying to deliver him updates and news, he was honestly barely paying attention to their words. He was too focused on keeping his composure. He needed to keep a lid on his own swirling anger and panic, trying not to think about the knot of very personal rage at Alex’s stunt. Did Morgan know what they had been planning? Did Janice and Bernard? He tried to shove down that thought and the stinging ache that came with it. It wouldn’t help. There were more important things right now.
Right now he needed to make sure his part of the plan worked. All eyes would have been on Alex’s stunt and there would be questions about Morgan. Chad needed to try and steer the conversation, get the FA looking where the Stewarts wanted them to look. And he needed to make sure that he was keeping an eye on the investigation, so he could give the warning if they got too close. It was fine. He only had to lie and manipulate the most powerful heroes in the FA, including the country's most famous detective crime fighting family. Fighting Alex was easier. He ignored that particular thought and stepped into the lift, taking a steadying breath. He had this.
The lift up to the Observation Deck was silent, Chad too busy trying to get his thoughts and traitorous feelings under control to try and speak to anyone around him. No one else said anything either in fairness. Everyone was too busy in their own thoughts, or reading devices, or trying to not pace in the small space. Eventually the door to the lift opened and Chad stepped out into the large and familiar hall. Boots hammered on metal floors and stairs all around as A tiers rushed from computer to control panel, to the large round table set up in the middle of the hall. There were a handful of people already sat at the table, and without hesitation Chad moved towards them.
Vigilante saw him approach first, giving him a stoic nod. ‘Chadster, good to see you back in one piece.’
Caroline and Richard, in their hero gear, looked over their shoulders at Chad approaching. ‘Thank you,’ Chad said, not quite managing his normal heroic voice. ‘Good to be back. I only wish I could have brought the others back with me.’
‘No one could have predicted that move from the S tier,’ the Vigilante said. ‘We’ll take the wins where we can.’
‘Even so,’ Chad said, ‘I should have done more for the others.’
‘You’re not out of the fight yet,’ Richard said. Chad swallowed and nodded, watching the other heroes start to trickle over to the table.
The Vigilante stood up, taking a file from one of his sidekicks and flicking through it. ‘When everyone is sat and ready, are you ready to give the debrief Chadster?’ Chad nodded. ‘Have you been to the infirmary yet?’
Chad tried to scoff, ‘That isn’t necessary, I’m much hardier than that my sleuthing friend!’
The Vigilante barely looked at him, ‘Infirmary after the debrief. We need everyone in their best condition for this.’ He turned to a freckled red head next to him. ‘Have we heard anything from the Chastisers?’
‘Representatives are on their way,’ The Diviner said, tapping at a tablet balanced on the table. ‘Shadowstep, Leader USA, and the Hornet. ETA 12 minutes.’
Chad blinked in surprise, ‘A team up has been authorised already?’
The Diviner snorted and smiled at Chad. ‘Sometimes it’s better to ask for forgiveness than permission.’
The rest of the A tiers gathered the information they could before finding their seats, speaking in hushed voices to their neighbours and trying to ignore the number of empty seats. Caroline’s arm found Chad’s shoulder, giving it a light but firm squeeze, and Chad took a deep breath to brace himself. A few minutes after the A tiers were all sat the lift opened one final time, with the three Chastisers striding out in full hero garb. Seats were set up for them at the far end of the table, and the Vigilante got to his feet.
‘Fairness Association heroes. Allies from the Chastisers. I know Aceman normally tries for a speech around now, something to keep our morale up. I however don’t want to lose anymore time on this. So,’ he turned to Chad. ‘Chadster. When you’re ready.’
Chad nodded and got to his feet. He kept to the truth as much as possible, describing his patrol and Alex appearing, the initial attack and brawl. The attempts to nullify the threat from the other heroes and then Alex’s final move. Chad faltered slightly when relaying Alex’s final warning, but he pushed on. When he finished a ripple of fear and concern ran across the table.
The Vigilante stood again, a series of files arranged in front of him. ‘As I see it there are two approaches to this. We cannot and will not leave our colleagues under the continued threat of Alex Stewart for any longer than is necessary. There will be a team that will track down where Alex is holding their prisoners and an operation to free them and bring them home. The priority will be freeing the prisoners, not taking down the S tier. We can only do so much with our current force.’ He turned to Leader USA, ‘I would not expect to be able to give you or your team orders USA, but you are a full and primed team. Can we ask for your assistance with this mission?’
Dave looked briefly to Diego and the Hornet, before nodding. The Hornet sat up to speak, ‘If we cross reference our satellite imagining we should be able to pinpoint their location a lot quicker. And quite a few of us can get into small spaces. Besides,’ she looked around at the table, ‘I think we’ll have the element of surprise if we play it right. Our teams don’t normally ally for a mission like this. Not even for Alex Stewart.’
‘Excellent,’ The Vigilante said. ‘This won’t just be on you, we’ll allocate the A tiers that will work with you on this after the debrief.’ Murmurs sounded around the table, a mix of trepidation and righteousness blending around them. The Vigilante continued, ‘The second approach is this Morgan person.’ The Vigilante looked at Chadster, ‘Who exactly are they? And why are they important to Alex?’
Chad spared a glance for his parents. Richard was the picture of stoicism, almost looking like a statue at the table. Caroline however, wasn’t as effective at keeping her composure. The edge of a prominent vein was popping out from above her domino mask, and her jaw was so tight Chad could swear he could hear her teeth cracking. He stood up again, swallowing slightly. ‘That would be Morgan Sterling.’ Those at the table who knew the significance of that name snapped immediately to watch Caroline and Richard’s reactions as Chad continued. ‘Morgan is a friend of Alex Stewarts and shares an apartment with them. Morgan is also known as the D Tier villain Generator.’
The whispers that grew across the table were only partially silenced by Caroline’s glare, while the Vigilante spoke over them. ‘Why would Alex be under the impression we have hidden away a D tier villain? Assuming she’s not just in the justice system somewhere?’
‘She’s not,’ Richard said. ‘We checked the police records as soon as we had access to our private systems. There is no police record of the Generator being arrested in the past month, and we haven’t been able to track anything to her civilian name either.’
Chad cleared his throat. ‘For a while we, that is, myself, Inferno and Professor Psion, have been working on the theory that Morgan is under some form of mind control influencing her to commit villainous acts and to befriend Alex Stewart. As a result we have attempted to rescue her in the past. Alex has labelled those attempts as kidnapping previously, and takes them rather personally.’
One of the newer A tiers scowled at the three of them, ‘This is all your fault? Then the answer’s simple, give the S tier their pet back.’
Caroline scowled, ‘We don’t have her.’
Chad stepped in, ‘At the time Morgan most recently disappeared it was when Inferno and Professor Psion were missing. I was undercover tracking down some of Roofer’s activity, none of us were in a position to interact with her. When I got back there had been an attack at Morgan’s apartment and her and Alex had both vanished. I…suppose I was being naive, hoping that Morgan had escaped and gone to ground somewhere.’
‘She might have,’ another hero said. ‘If you’re right about the mind control thing, then she might have broken it.’
Chad shook his head, ‘If she had then she would have come home.’
‘Not if you were all missing,’ another hero said.
‘The Sterlings are a large family,’ Chad said. ‘There are siblings, aunts and uncles, second and third cousins. People she could have turned to for help. She’s not with them.’
The Diviner leaned forward, ‘At this point we don’t know enough about what happened. We can’t rule anything out.’ She tapped her screen and a large projection appeared in the middle of the table. ‘At this point I’m gathering every mention of Morgan Sterling and the Generator in the databases. The satellites will be busy tracking down the heroes, so we will need to rely on police reports, CCTV and the like.’ She looked at Chad, ‘Can you think of any angles? Any leads at all?’
Chad nodded, trying not to look too nervous. ‘Yes. Before she disappeared…well she managed to cross Roofer. He was sending assassination attempts after her. Those were the reasons why I went undercover for those few days. I needed to track down the activity so I could take out one of his cells. When I got back Morgan was gone. I have a feeling they’re connected.’
The Vigilante nodded, ‘Makes sense. It’s a strong a lead as any. Are all of your current investigation reports uploaded on the databases?’
‘All but one,’ Chad said. ‘It’s still being drafted.’
‘Draft is fine,’ Vigilante said. ‘Get it up today, after your trip to the infirmary. I’ll need all the information you can provide.’
Chad blinked, frowning in confusion. Richard leaned forward, resting his forearms on the table, ‘You’re joining in the investigation to track down Generator?’
‘No,’ Vigilante said. ‘I’m leading it.’
Chad’s heart plummeted into his stomach. ‘What? But…’
‘You’ve done good work,’ Vigilante said. ‘But this is no longer a private investigation for you to work on in your off time. The world is at stake, twenty of our heroes have their lives on the line. They are counting on us. We can’t afford to make any mistakes, and I have been at this for a lot longer than you have. I will lead the investigation into Morgan’s whereabouts.’
Chad swallowed, trying to control his panic and the brief flash of anger. ‘Of course. This will be a great learning experience. I look forward to working on this mission with you.’
The Diviner tried to hide a wince as Vigilante shook his head. ‘No, you’re on the hero detail.’
Chad’s eyes widened, his parents sitting up next to him. ‘What?’
‘You will work with the Chastisers to get our heroes back from Alex,’ Vigilante said.
There was silence across the table for a moment, everyone’s attention switching from Vigilante to Chadster. Eventually Chad broke the silence. ‘No,’ Chad laughed humourlessly, like he couldn’t believe what he was hearing. ‘No, this was all my investigation so far. And if I’m right and Roofer’s behind this? He’s my nemesis, he’s my responsibility.’
‘Don’t worry about it, Chadster,’ one of Vigilante’s kids said with a cocky smile, ‘We’ll bring you in for the fun part. Wouldn’t want to go against Roofer without you.’
Chad was shaking his head as Caroline straightened her shoulders next to him. ‘No, no I have to be part of his investigation. I have to help,’ Chad said. He could feel the panic building, and he tried to keep a lid on it even as his cape rippled in the slightest wind. ‘Morgan needs my help.’
‘I need detectives on this,’ Vigilante said. ‘People who can find the needle in the haystack and keep a cool and level head at all times. And frankly? You’re too close to this.’
‘But she’s my sister!’ Chad shouted, his hand slamming onto the table, the heroes around him that weren’t his parents jumping at how he dented the table.
The Vigilante simply looked at Chad’s hand, then met his eyes. ‘Exactly my point.’
‘You can’t,’ Chad said. ‘You can’t pull me from this.’
‘And yet I have,’ Vigilante said. ‘I am leading this mission. So I pick my team. And all three of you,’ he cast his eyes over all the Sterlings, ‘are too close to this. Two of you carry your hearts on your sleeves. This mission is too high profile and too sensitive as it is. I cannot have anyone in the team blow up and sabotage the rest of our work.’
‘Excuse you?’ Caroline said, leaning forward. ‘What exactly do you mean by that?’
‘Professor Psion and Inferno,’ Vigilante said, ‘we appreciate you answering the call today. But until you are back to your full duties we cannot agree to have you work on either of these missions. Like I said earlier, I need everyone in peak condition.’
‘You’re not benching us!’ Richard said, moving to stand and trying to subtly lean on the table to do so.
‘Well you’re not joining my team,’ Vigilante said. ‘Darkfeather is leading the mission to rescue the heroes, so if you want to join him I suggest talking to him directly. Chadster,’ he said, turning back to Chad. ‘I expect you on Darkfeather’s team. You have a good rapport with the Chastisers and you’re one of our best fighters. We’re counting on you.’
Chad couldn’t look at Vigilante, or any of the other heroes as the teams were allocated. The storm of rage inside them threatened to drop a frost on everyone in the room and it was taking all his concentration to not let it out. He couldn’t lose anymore of his composure, not now. Not today. As soon as he could justify it Chad marched away from the table, ignoring the buzzing voices around him in favour of escaping the Observation Deck and finding a quiet corridor to hide in. His blood was pounding in his ears, panic beginning to set in as the A tiers melted away into B and C tiers still milling about. He had one job, and now not only had he been stonewalled from the one thing he needed to do to protect Morgan’s investigation, but the best detective in the FA was leading the case.
He finally found a private and empty corridor and quickly pulled out his phone, sending Morgan a hurried text to update her before sliding down the floor onto the floor. ‘Fuck.’
Chapter 40
Summary:
The heroes pick up from the aftermath of the debrief and Morgan calls to catch up.
Notes:
We've had to deal with the Sterlings enough, time to write the Stewarts again! They're like a lovely balm!
No content warnings to worry about, enjoy!
Chapter Text
No one disturbed Chad until a familiar head poked through the wall above him. Diego watched Chad for a moment, frowning at him curled up in a ball, his face buried in his arms with his cowl abandoned at his side. She stepped out of the wall and slid down next to him, bumping into his shoulder. ‘I’m sorry they took your mission,’ Diego said.
Chad shrugged, not stirring from his position. ‘It…makes sense,’ he said through gritted teeth, his shoulders tensing.
‘It’s still a dick move,’ Diego said. ‘Not only to swoop in and take over but to kick you out of the investigation team? You’re allowed to be mad about it. Or upset. Or both.’
‘It’s just,’ Chad started, pulling up slightly so Diego saw a glimpse of his blotchy face, ‘I’m a hero. I’m supposed to protect people and keep them safe. And when they’re in danger I’m supposed to save them.’ He looked at her, his damp eyes wide, like he was begging her to understand. ‘How am I supposed to be able to call myself a hero if I can’t even protect my family?’
Diego licked her lips, trying to keep her composure as she wrapped an arm around Chad’s shoulder. ‘You should give yourself more credit. You’ve done so much for us already, for all of us.’ Chad sighed and leaned into Diego’s shoulder, leaning into her embrace. ‘You’re a hero because you care about everyone. And as long as you do your best and always keep your compassion, then you’ll never not be a hero. Even when others need to help. And we will always be there to help.’
‘A hero is a legend,’ Chad whispered. ‘They’re an inspiration to the people of this City. They’re the bastions of courage, justice, and strength.’
‘And you have all of those in abundance,’ Diego said. ‘You’ve done everything you can for Morgan for now. She’ll understand.’ Chad didn’t reply, and Diego squeezed his shoulders a little tighter. ‘Did you make it to the infirmary?’ Chad shook his head, and Diego tapped his arm, ‘Come on then.’
‘I’m not hurt,’ Chad said.
‘You faced off against the S tier,’ Diego said. ‘Let me worry over you a little bit, okay?’
Chad sighed but let Diego pull him to his feet, grabbing his cowl to pull it back into place. ‘Did Inferno and the Professor say anything when I left?’
‘Oh they had plenty left to say,’ Diego said. ‘They were still yelling at Vigilante when everyone else had left.’
‘He’s right though,’ Chad said. ‘They should be prioritising their recovery instead of throwing themselves into something this dangerous.’
‘True, but when have they ever listened?’ Diego asked. ‘Besides, I think they were banking on you leading that investigation so they could insist on joining your team. Then they would have a chance to find Morgan first.’
Chad shuddered at that thought, not daring to consider what their parents might want to do with Morgan if they found her. ‘I should catch up with Darkfeather.’
‘Infirmary first,’ Diego said. ‘My team will be with him, so once you’ve been checked over we can go find them all together.’
The check up was finished in record time (Chad managed to get his boastful voice enough to brag to Diego how he really was fine after that battle) and soon enough they found Darkfeather talking to Leader USA, Hornet and a couple of FA heroes.
‘Ah, Chadster,’ Darkfeather said, trying for a bright smile, but a shard of guilt slipped through. ‘Good to have you on this operation. I uh…feel like I need to apologise for Vigilante?’
‘Absolutely not,’ Chad shook his head, trying for a smile. ‘His logic is sound after all. Besides, his decisions don’t reflect on your or any of your…colleagues.’
Darkfeather nodded, his shoulders dropping the slightest amount, ‘Appreciated. And I’m not going to lie, I am rather excited at having you on the team. You do incredible work.’
‘As do you,’ Chadster said. ‘So, what have we missed so far?’
‘Not much,’ Hornet said. ‘We’re just talking about the easiest way to share our satellite imaging. Speed and red tape don’t go hand in hand.’
‘I’d suggest building something with the Diviner but the Vigilante has got her on his team,’ Darkfeather said. ‘The easiest way though would be to share all our intel onto a private server to collate it into one place.’
USA raised an eyebrow, ‘Do any of us know an independent third party who would be willing to help us with this that will also be discrete?’
‘Doesn’t need to be independent, just someone we can trust,’ Darkfeather said. ‘There’s a few people in the FA who have private servers that we can use to bypass the red tape that the FA would need.’
Hornet snorted, ‘And it has to be FA? Plenty of Chastisers have them too.’
‘And this is an FA mission first and foremost,’ Darkfeather said.
‘So we’re supposed to trust one of your heroes with all of the Chastiser’s satellite information?’ Leader USA asked, folding his arms.
‘It’s either that or give away that we’re working together,’ Darkfeather said. ‘And as Hornet said, the element of surprise here will be crucial.’
Chad and Diego looked at each other, sharing a silent conversation for a moment. Chad raised an eyebrow in a question, which Diego frowned at. Chad glanced up through the ceiling, and Diego sighed and shook her head.
‘You two okay there?’ Hornet asked.
Chad smiled, ‘Oh, sorry. I was just wondering how hard it would be to make one of these private servers.’
‘Depends how big you want it,’ Darkfeather said, ‘but if you made your own and then gave both sides access…’
Leader USA nodded, ‘I trust Chadster. And I’d trust him to keep our satellite information safe.’
‘Problem is,’ Diego said. ‘You don’t have one. And they’re not easy to make.’
‘Mu-Inferno and Professor Psion built a very robust one,’ Chad said. ‘They might be willing to give a template for it.’
‘They’ll just ask why we’re not using theirs at that point,’ Diego said. Dave and Chad winced at the same time. ‘Also, if you’re using someone else’s template then there’s every chance they could build a backdoor into it. That’s why everyone builds their own.’
‘Alright, how about this,’ Darkfeather turned to Hornet, ‘do you have your own server?’ Hornet nodded, and Darkfeather smiled. ‘So do I. We’ll send our templates to Chadster, help him build something out of the two templates, and then we’ll make sure there aren’t any hidden back doors.’
Chad thought for a moment, ‘That would be very helpful. Thank you.’
A few hours later, after discussing how to design the server and the rest of the initial plan, Chad, Diego and Dave found themselves sat in the Dodger’s living room. Dave was setting up his computer for a video call while Diego and Chad were cleaning up after dinner, when Diego turned to Chad. ‘Darkfeather is totally going to leave a backdoor in that server.’
Chad nodded, ‘I know. Think Mo will look at it for us and shut it down?’
‘She’ll want into the server to do it,’ Diego said. ‘And I don’t know how I feel giving Alex that access to our satellites.’
‘We’re absolutely not doing that,’ Dave said. ‘It would be bad enough having Morgan in there watching what we’re doing.’
‘Well do you know anyone else who can beef up the security on it that isn’t our parents with no notice?’ Chad asked. ‘Morgan at least we can trust. At least until this job is done, and then you’ll just remove my permissions to your satellites.’
‘She, and Alex, could still use you as a backdoor to us,’ Dave said.
‘Depends how the information is shared,’ Diego said. ‘We’ll need to talk with Anton and Wednesday tomorrow.’
‘Wednesday?’
‘His new AI,’ Diego said. ‘I think he’s given up on turning them into acronyms and just went for a theme for his AI names.’
The laptop rang from a new notification, and the three of them all jumped to attention as Dave answered the call. The screen lit up to a huge room filled with computer screens and control panels that looked every bit the villain’s lair. Morgan was staring at the screen for a moment, watching for the lag before grinning at them, ‘Hey losers. Sounds like you had a fun day.’
Diego rolled her eyes and started to mouth off at Morgan. Chad however was fixated on the other people in the room. Janice and Bernard were both beaming from behind Morgan, with Janice even giving a little wave. Bernard looked the same as always, but Janice’s large thick knit cardigan and comfortable farm clothes had been replaced with a deep crimson and silver pant suit set with a chain of sparkling gems around her neck. Chad offered a small wave back, trying to not look sheepish or embarrassed, and Janice’s smile only grew.
Alex moved into the image, still in their outfit from the fight, and all the heroes snapped to them in sync. ‘What the hell were you thinking?’ Chad asked without thinking.
Alex raised an eyebrow and scoffed, ‘Thought it would be fun. And it got the FA’s attention.’
‘You abducted 20 heroes,’ Dave said, scowling at Alex with his arms folded. ‘The FA is freaking out.’
‘Then it worked.’
‘Morgan,’ Diego said, ‘did you know that was the plan?’
Morgan shrugged, ‘Not really. I told you it was Alex’s plan.’
‘Well to just sum up the outcome,’ Diego said. ‘The FA are splitting their forces between finding the heroes and looking for you, they’ve unofficially asked the Chastisers for help, and the Vigilante took over Chad’s case. And then kicked him off it.’
Bernard frowned at that, ‘Can he do that?’
‘He’s not one to ask for permission,’ Chad said, trying to keep his frustration to a minimum. ‘But I’ve been put on the mission to go after the heroes you took,’ he said, turning to Alex, ‘and we have no one to keep an eye on the Vigilante’s investigation into Morgan.’
Alex shrugged, ‘So? They’ll never find her here.’
Janice pursed her lips, ‘Is the Vigilante that dark and brooding one? The self made detective?’ The heroes all nodded and Janice frowned, ‘I know his type. If he gets his hands on any clue or anything we’ve missed he’ll follow it like a bloodhound.’
‘Wonder who that reminds me of?’ Bernard said with a grin. He chuckled at Janice’s scowl and planted a kiss on her cheek, ignoring Janice’s fake offended noises.
‘Then we’ll go over everything again,’ Morgan said. ‘Make sure all the creases are ironed out and there’s no clues for him to find.’
‘And how are we supposed to do that?’ Diego asked. ‘The only one of us who has access to the FA server is Chad, and he’s going to be kept too busy trying to track down Alex and save the A tiers.’
‘Don’t worry about that,’ Morgan said, and Diego glared. ‘What? I’ve got the FA intel handled, why are you mad at me?’
‘Did you hack them?’
Morgan narrowed her eyes as a small smirk began to grow, ‘Do you really want an answer to that question?’ None of the heroes answered, and Morgan grinned, ‘Smart. In other news, we know what’s going on with Mum and Dad’s insane encryption on their private server.’
Chad frowned, ‘...Did I miss a memo somewhere?’
‘Oh,’ Morgan said. ‘I’ve been trying to hack Mum and Dad’s servers.’
‘What?!’
‘But they’re too beefy, and I couldn’t work out how to break in,’ Morgan said, ignoring Chad’s growing shock.
‘Turns out,’ Janice said, ‘they got their system built by a technomancer. So you need to nullify the magic and the technical measures to get inside.’
‘Wait,’ Chad said, ‘why are you breaking into Mum and Dad’s private server?’
‘I think they’ll have some clues for me to track down the information I’m after,’ Morgan said.
Chad scowled, ‘What are the odds that you’ll find something useful?’
Morgan shrugged, ‘Probably 40%’
‘Are you serious?’
‘Maybe 35,’ Morgan said. ‘Look, my gut’s telling me there’s something important on that server. And the sooner I find what I’m after, the sooner you can stop pretending to play nice with them.’
‘I’m not…that’s not what I’m doing,’ Chad said.
Morgan rolled her eyes, but Janice’s hand on her shoulder cut off Morgan’s next barbed response. ‘Back to the matter at hand? The magical wards can be nullified, but not from a distance. I can create something that will effectively allow Morgan to bypass the magic so she can crack the rest of the technical security, but I can’t get it where I need it. Not easily, and likely not without tripping some other sort of alarm.’
Diego watched Chad slowly deflate, and she turned back to the computer, ‘Where do you need it?’
‘In the same room as the wards,’ Janice said. ‘The closer to the computer servers the better. Which is not ideal I know.’ Diego and Dave looked at each other while Janice continued, ‘I can get the nullifying sigil made in a few days, we can work out how to get it in place when it’s done. Maybe you three can find an opening between you?’
Diego nodded, ‘We should be able to work something out.’ She blinked, realising something and suddenly flushing slightly, ‘I’ve just realised, we didn’t properly introduce ourselves.’
Janice chuckled, ‘Oh don’t worry about it dear, we’re all rather on edge I think for various reasons. But I’m Janice, Alex’s Mum, and this is my husband Bernard.’
He waved at the camera and stepped forward to wrap an arm around Janice’s waist. ‘Nice to meet you. Diego and…David is it?’
‘Just Dave,’ Dave said. ‘I hate David.’
Bernard nodded, ‘Noted. Nice to meet both of you finally.’ He looked to Chad and gave a big grin, one that made his eyes shine and made Chad’s chest clench in longing. ‘How are you doing kiddo?’
Chad nodded, clearing his throat through the sudden lump, ‘I…I’m good. All things considered anyway.’
Bernard nodded, ‘I know we’re talking business, but can I just say? You were bloody fantastic today.’ Chad blinked, eyes widening slightly, with Dave and Diego watching the both of them in confusion and concern. ‘I wish I’d seen that first tornado move you did, catching the giant plasma ball? But the damn news stations didn’t get cameras on it in time.’
‘You were watching?’ Chad asked.
‘Course we were,’ Bernard said. ‘I’m not about to miss one of your fights.’
‘But…I was fighting Alex.’
‘Oh yes we know,’ Janice said. ‘It was bound to be quite the spectacle, and Bernard loves breaking down hero battles. Besides, we had to make sure Alex didn’t take it too far.’
‘Excuse me?’ Alex said, suddenly insulted. ‘What do you mean too far?’
‘You know exactly what I mean,’ Janice said, turning to Alex with a sharp eye.
Alex folded their arms, ‘You can’t stop me fighting him. He’s not under your roof anymore.’
‘And?’ Janice raised an eyebrow, watching Alex coolly. They didn’t respond except to scowl at their mother, before scoffing and turning away. ‘That’s what I thought.’
‘Holy fuck,’ Dave whispered, watching with awe.
‘Not a word Frisbee Boy,’ Alex snarled.
‘I didn’t say anything,’ Dave said, raising his arms in surrender.
Bernard and Morgan were both looking like they were trying to hold back laughter, as Janice turned back to the screen with a smug look on her face to give Chad a soft smile. ‘Bernard’s right, you did brilliant sweetheart.’
Chad swallowed, glancing away from the computer. ‘Um…thank you.’ He cleared his throat again. ‘We should…the plan.’ He took a deep breath, ‘Morgan, I know you’re doing a lot, but could we ask for a favour?’
Alex looked back at the screen to scowl at Chad, but Morgan ignored them, ‘Depends, what is it?’
Chad sighed, ‘Unofficial alliance between the FA and the Chastisers means we don’t have formal sanction to share resources, so both sides are reluctant to hand over access to their satellites and intel. It was suggested that I build a server to collate the information onto, because both sides trust me, but building a secure enough server will take time. Darkfeather and Hornet have both offered to give me templates to cobble something out of, but there’s nothing stopping them from leaving secret backdoors in.’
Morgan frowned, ‘If they leave a backdoor in and then it's closed, they might wonder how you found and closed it down.’
‘True,’ Diego said, ‘but they’re more likely to suspect the other side than Chad himself. And they definitely won’t think it was you. Besides, what are they going to do, ask what happened to their back door? That’s basically them admitting that they left a hole in the security for them to sneak through.’
Morgan thought for a moment, then nodded, ‘Good point. Sure then,’ she looked up at Chad. ‘Once it’s built let me know and I’ll slip in and have a look.’
‘On one condition,’ Dave said.
Morgan looked at Dave bemused, ‘I’m doing you guys a favour, why are you telling me how to do it?’
‘Because I don’t want Alex’s fancy set up over there having access to my hero team’s private servers and intel.’
Alex laughed, ‘You think you could stop me if I wanted in?’
‘Maybe. Maybe not,’ Dave said. ‘But I’m definitely not making it easy for you.’ He turned back to Morgan, ‘If you’re going in there you’re going to behave. You’re going in to tighten up the security. You’re not going to use it to springboard into hacking our databases. And you’re doing it from a system that Alex doesn’t have access to.’
Morgan blinked, looking around at the screens in front of her, before alighting on something out of the camera shot. ‘Not possible.’
‘What do you mean not possible?’ Dave asked. ‘You don’t have your own computer?’
‘Course I do,’ Morgan said, ‘but that’s busy trying to fend off Roofer. Its not powerful enough to hack into two independent servers and also upgrade Chad’s.’
‘Then hack into Roofer’s with Alex’s computer,’ Dave shrugged. ‘Simple.’
Morgan shook her head, ‘Roofer’s beefing up his security every day. Only reason why I’m still able to interfere is because I’m already in there. If I try from Alex’s computer I’ll be starting from scratch, there’s no guarantee I’ll get back in. And even if I can? There’s no telling what Roofer’s been able to recover and then back up in the meantime.’
Chad puffed out a breath, ‘Right. Okay, I’ll think of something else.’ Morgan looked at Chad, her brow furrowing, and Chad shrugged. ‘I’ll think of something. Try and find someone else to tighten up the server. It will take a couple of days to build up anyway from what Darkfeather was saying earlier.’ He nodded, looking at Diego and Dave. ‘Is that everything for now?’
Diego nodded, ‘I think so. Server, magic wards, we need to see if we can keep an eye on Vigilante’s investigation at all. And obviously, save Alex’s hostages.’
Alex gave a wink, ‘Good luck with that.’ Diego and Dave both scowled at Alex, and they grinned. ‘I can’t make it easy for you. People might think I’ve lost my touch.’
‘We’ll keep in touch,’ Bernard said, and turned back to Chad. ‘Let us know if you need any help alright? About anything.’ Chad faltered, before giving a sheepish nod. Bernard beamed at him, ‘Alright then, take care of yourselves, and each other. Alright kids?’
Dave and Diego both blinked in surprise at the affectionate name, and Chad barely suppressed a smirk, ‘Will do. Talk soon.’
‘Love you sweetheart!’ Janice called out as Morgan reached out for the control panel, ‘Stay in touch!’
Morgan chuckled, ‘See you on the other side losers.’
And with that the video vanished, the laptop screen going dark. Chad’s shoulders slumped slightly and he let out a breath. ‘Right. That…went better than I expected.’
‘Did…’ Dave said, ‘did Alex’s dad just call us kids?’ He looked at Diego, ‘As in, including us?’
‘I think he did,’ Diego said.
Dave blinked, trying to process that. ‘I’m older than him.’
Chad smirked, ‘That’s just Bernard. He’s always like that.’
‘He’s…’ Diego was staring off into the middle distance, struggling to register everything, ‘he’s got that whole TV dad vibe going on.’
‘Honestly?’ Dave said. ‘He reminds me a bit of my uncle. And Janice has the exact same energy as my nan did.’ Diego turned to Dave in surprise while he looked at Chad. ‘And they’re your biological parents?’ Chad nodded and Dave let out a low whistle.
‘Are you sure that’s not an act?’ Diego asked. ‘They’re not just putting that on are they?’
Chad shook his head, ‘No. No, I think they’re actually like that. They were like that for the entire time I was at the farm, with me and with Morgan. They were fussing over Alex as well.’ Diego’s jaw was slack, and she unconsciously held her arms as Chad’s shoulders hunched up. ‘And ever since…that’s what all the phone calls are like. And the messages.’
Diego was silent, her arms tightening, and Chad looked away. A strange mix of guilt and embarrassment was clawing through his chest, and for some reason looking at Diego was only making it worse.
‘Alex makes a lot more sense now,’ Dave said.
Chad looked up in confusion, ‘How so?’
‘You saw them when they were fussing over Morgan right?’ Dave said. ‘Where do you think they learned that from?’ Chad blinked, eyes widening in realisation and Dave grinned, ‘Wonder what else Alex got from their parents?’
‘Janice’s sense of fashion,’ Diego said without looking up. ‘They both looked like they stepped off the villain runway.’
Chad snorted, ‘That’s the first time I’ve seen her like that. When she was at the farm it was all thick cardigans and comfy clothes to work and bake in.’
Dave hummed, looking thoughtful, ‘Makes you wonder.’ The siblings looked at him, and he shrugged. ‘If she’s leaning back into her villain persona, what do you think she’s planning? After Morgan’s plan is done?’
Diego swallowed and Chad went pale. He knew that Inferno and the Crimson Caster were nemeses back in the day, but the thought of Janice fighting Caroline now…he really didn’t want to think about it.
Chapter 41
Summary:
The FA's plans begin to take shape, despite spanners thrown in from other sources
Notes:
This chapter didn't want to go on paper. The next one is proving to be difficult as well. Please stay tuned and thank you for your patience
Content warning for the Sterling parent's typical abusive behaviour (I think I'm slowly dialling up the narcissism)
Chapter Text
Any plans that Chad had for the next day were almost scuppered before he had even finished his breakfast. All morning he had been liaising with Darkfeather and Dave, putting together a plan of action for them to get the equipment to build a new computer and server. Chad already offered a hiding place for it in the form of an old storage unit turned mini base for Chad to hide various hero equipment and gear, from other copies of his hero uniform to broken robot arms to FA tech he already owned. The bulky hardware was being sourced by the FA, with Hornet and Steel Man planning on sending over some “upgrades” to add in during the unofficial alliance. Once it was built, Chad was informed that the two hero teams would sit down and put the server itself together. If there were no issues, they should be up and running within a couple of days. If that.
He was just replying to the latest message to give a meeting time of when he would be at the storage unit when his phone started ringing in his hand. He blinked in surprise, before groaning. Now? Really? He cleared his throat and answered the phone, putting on his best positive voice, ‘Hi Mum. How are you and Dad recovering?’
Caroline hummed on the other end, ‘Oh we’re doing just fine. What are your plans for the day?’
Chad swallowed, ‘Oh I’m meeting Darkfeather and the Chastisers later to work on tracking down Alex and the missing heroes.’
‘And how long do you think that will take?’
Chad paused, faltering, ‘As in, tracking down Alex?’
‘What? No,’ Caroline laughed, and Chad felt the back of his neck prickle. When was the last time his Mum had been in such a good mood like this? What had happened? ‘No I mean, how long are you planning on working on the search today? What’s the plan?’
‘Well,’ Chad said, ‘obviously it's a sensitive mission so I can’t go into too much detail.’
‘Of course,’ Caroline said, but something in her tone sounded like she wasn’t sincere.
‘We’re devising a way to share intel,’ Chad said, desperately trying to tread the line between feeding Caroline’s curiosity and ego without giving too much away. ‘So it’s likely to take most of the day.’
Caroline hummed again, then clicked her tongue. Chad knew that noise. It meant that Caroline had decided something, and no one was allowed to say no. ‘I imagine you and the others will be finished by dinnertime, yes?’ Chad opened his mouth but Caroline didn’t give him a second to answer. ‘Wonderful! Your father and I are planning a family dinner tonight. We’re thinking of a smoked salmon starter and then beef chateaubriand.’
‘That…sounds lovely,’ Chad said, trying to smile. ‘But I don’t know when we’ll be finished.’
‘Well it will have to be by six,’ Caroline said, ‘because that’s when dinner will be done for, and they can’t exactly work if three members of the team are missing are they?’
Chad blinked in confusion, ‘Three? You’re inviting Diego and Dave?’
‘Of course we are,’ Caroline scoffed. ‘Why wouldn’t we?’
‘Because…’ Chad started, and then stopped himself. ‘Sorry. Never mind. I’m just…used to them being too busy to come to dinner.’
‘Yes, well,’ Caroline said, ‘one of the perks of you working on the same mission now. I can have all my children round for dinner.’
Chad nodded, licking his lips as he desperately tried to not bend his spoon. ‘That is good. I’ll uh…are you going to invite Diego and Dave?’
‘Of course,’ Caroline said. ‘Remember, dinners on the table for six.’
Chad nodded, ‘Of course, how can I refuse?’
‘That’s my boy,’ Caroline said.
Chad ignored how those words twisted in his stomach, and said his goodbyes. Immediately he set about texting Diego and Dave to give them the warning, and then sighed. Well that was going to be a fun evening. He turned back to his breakfast, sighing at the sight of the thick layer of frost over the now cold porridge. ‘Oh give me a break!’
Compared to what his evening was bound to bring, Chad’s day served to be a walk in the park. Even with Steel Man and Darkfeather trying to posture on more than one occasion over various things; their technological advancements, their heroic achievements, their charitable efforts. At one point Hornet jokingly called both of them pretty while Chad and Dave worked on installing the hardware for the servers, carrying the heavy computer boxes into the hidden room under the storage unit. But it was easy work, in that there were simple steps to follow until the geniuses needed to start building the servers properly, and Chad threw himself into it with all his effort.
He didn’t have a chance to catch up with Dave and Diego, but judging from Diego’s growing nervousness over the afternoon, she was as tense about the evening’s dinner plans as Chad felt. He couldn’t work out if that reassured him or made him feel even worse, but by the end of the day even Steel Man was commenting on him seeming rather dour and Chad had to plead tiredness. It was better than admitting that he was nervous, or worried, or even scared, about a dinner with his parents. Such a thing would be a ridiculous notion anyway.
As soon as the work on the server was done for the day and the others all left, Chad Diego and Dave rushed over to the Sterling’s house. They got there with ten minutes to spare, with Diego scrambling to fix her hair and Chad trying to get his breath back while Dave calmly knocked on the door.
Richard answered with a raised eyebrow, ‘Cutting it a little close aren’t you?’ He smiled, holding the door open for them and ushering them inside. Chad pointedly didn’t look at the cane Richard was leaning on as the door closed behind them, ‘Caroline was worried you were going to miss the starter.’
‘Wouldn’t dream of it,’ Diego said with a breathless smile and offered Richard a brief hug. ‘We got held up a bit is all.’
‘Problems with the plan?’ Richard asked.
‘Problems with egos,’ Dave said, grabbing Diego and Chad’s coats. ‘Nothing we can’t handle, but it did slow us down a bit.’
‘Ah, always the way,’ Richard said with a shake of his head and turned to Chad expectantly.
Chad smiled his normal smile and gave Richard a one armed hug, before pulling out a bottle of wine, ‘You said chateaubriand, so I thought a bordeaux might work?’
Richard took the bottle, examining the label, ‘Don’t think I’ve tried this vineyard before.’ He hummed and looked at Chad with a crinkled smile, ‘Going to make us experiment tonight huh?’
Chad tried for a laugh, ‘What’s life without a little risk, right?’
Caroline called from further in the house and Richard ushered them all into the dining room. Chad offered to help with serving, because that is just what a good son does after all, and soon enough the five of them were examining the first course.
‘Mum,’ Diego said, ‘Dave doesn’t like smoked salmon, remember?’
‘Oh really?’ Caroline said. ‘Oh that’s such a shame. Since when?’
‘Since always,’ Diego said. ‘And I reminded you this morning.’
‘I don’t think you did,’ Caroline gave Diego a look, ‘I think I’d remember that kind of conversation.’
‘It’s fine,’ Dave said. ‘I’m just not used to how uh…rich all the food is nowadays. I still appreciate you including me Mrs Sterling.’
Caroline smiled at Dave approvingly, ‘You’re welcome Dave. I appreciate the gratitude, it’s so rare nowadays.’
‘So!’ Richard said, smiling at the three of them, ‘how goes the search for our missing heroes?’
Between the three of them Chad, Diego and Dave cobbled together enough information on the plan to sate the parent’s curiosity long enough for them to get through the salmon course. They didn’t start pressing until the main course was served and Caroline proved to be satisfied with Chad’s wine choice.
‘So how do you plan on collating all the information together?’ Caroline asked. ‘The authorisation forms to build a formal independent unit and server would take weeks.’
Chad and Diego shared a careful glance. ‘Actually I’m building a private server,’ Chad said, looking between his parents to read their reactions. ‘One for both teams to have temporary access to. It was decided I was the most trustworthy choice for both sides.’
Richard smiled in approval at that, ‘Excellent. I suppose that’s one of the perks of having the leader of the Chastisers being part of the family.’
Dave scowled at that, ‘Chad earned his trust as a hero with both teams under his own merit. I had nothing to do with it.’
‘Oh I’m sure he did,’ Caroline said, smiling at Chad. ‘Need any help with designing the server?’
‘Um…’ Chad swallowed, ‘Darkfeather and Hornet are both offering templates to get it done quickly, hopefully by combining the templates we’ll avoid any gaps in the security.’
Caroline’s smile dropped, her expression perfectly neutral and composed. ‘You’re relying on others to build your security?’
‘No,’ Chad said, ‘I’ll make it secure. They just…already have the building blocks.’
‘You could have asked us for help,’ Richard said.
‘You’re still in recovery,’ Diego said. ‘Only way that could happen is if you get permission from Darkfeather to assist.’
Richard scoffed at that, and Caroline rolled her eyes at the same time. ‘Honestly,’ Richard said, ‘the lot of them are trying to baby us.’
‘It’s not babying us,’ Caroline said, ‘it’s the opposite. I’m just waiting for one of them to even think the “R” word.’ She speared one of her asparagus pieces rather forcefully and the candles on the table flared for a moment.
Diego shook her head, ‘They wouldn’t make you retire.’
‘Well of course they can’t “make” us,’ Richard said. ‘But just you watch. Physiotherapy from their FA mandated expert will be far too slow and careful. They’ll be banking on us not getting back to our full strength, and then it's just a suggestion that we take on light duties. More investigation based work instead of focusing on front line duties. And then next thing you know?’ Richard scowled and shook his head, descending into grumbles as he sipped at his wine.
‘Which is why,’ Caroline said, watching Chad carefully, ‘we can’t allow them to step over us. We will have to prove ourselves, prove that we are not fossils yet and they shouldn’t treat us as such. And as for you,’ she pointed to Chad, ‘Vigilante insulted you yesterday. You need to prove him wrong. Prove that you are just as good, if not better, than all of them.’
Chad frowned, a feeling of foreboding creeping up his spine, ‘How do I do that?’
‘Simple,’ Caroline said. ‘We find Morgan first.’
Diego nearly choked on her wine, causing Dave to gently pat her on the back. Chad was staring at Caroline in shock. ‘Really?’ he asked, and Caroline nodded. ‘But…she attacked you.’
‘Like you said yesterday,’ Caroline said, her voice cool and perfectly level. ‘She’s your sister. Despite everything, she is family. That makes her, and everything she does, our responsibility.’
A chill ran down Chad’s spine, and he swallowed, ‘What will you do if you find her?’
‘You mean when?’ Richard said.
‘Oh…of course,’ Chad nodded. ‘What will you do when you find her?’
Caroline hummed, putting down her fork for a moment to thread her fingers together and rest her chin on them. ‘That depends. If your theory about her being under mind control is correct and she is free of it, then perhaps she will regret her actions. And we can work on…rehabilitation with her. If you’re wrong, or if she’s not regretful?’ Caroline shrugged. ‘She’s our responsibility. And it's our duty as heroes to keep his city safe from any threat.’
Chad didn’t know if he was supposed to be surprised by Caroline’s response, but he knew he was supposed to agree. ‘Of course,’ he said. ‘Duty first.’
‘Good lad,’ Richard said. ‘Now, obviously the three of you will be very busy on your main mission, and we would never want to pull you away from your official duties. However, Chad has already worked double shifts on this before.’ An ice cold knife of dread ran through Chad, and it took everything in him to not drop the temperature in the room a few degrees. ‘So, perhaps in your off time you can help us with this,’ Richard finished with a smile, unaware of Chad’s turmoil.
Diego thought for a moment, ‘A family mission? Like the good old days?’
‘Exactly!’ Richard beamed. ‘Proper sit down dinners won’t be possible every night of course. But we can always whip something up for the three of you. Maybe having a look at our computer will give you some ideas for building your new one Chad?’
Chad tried for a smile and nodded, ‘That would be very helpful.’ He looked over at Diego and Dave, both of them with perfect hero smiles in place. ‘I can’t wait to get started,’ Chad said
‘You’re shitting me.’
Alex looked up from their tablet across the computer room. Morgan was spinning on the computer chair, phone to her ear and an incredulous look on her face.
‘And you said yes?’ Morgan held back a snort. ‘No I’m not laughing. But I seem to remember you being the one saying that you can’t let them around Chad too much.’ She rolled her eyes, ‘The word no does exist you know?’ Static exploded down the phone and Morgan pulled back sharply. Only now did Alex recognise the voice as Diego’s, and they sat up straighter. ‘Alright jesus!’ Morgan said. ‘You sure your power isn’t supersonics?’ Diego said something else and Morgan rolled her eyes, ‘Alright, I’ll be very careful, in the secret hideout that I was going to hide in from the FA anyway. Although, this is another perk to getting into their server. Of course I’m going to justify crime, it’s me.’
Alex couldn’t help but snort at that as Morgan said her goodbyes and hung up. ‘Fun times I gather?’ Alex asked.
‘Good news and bad news,’ Morgan said. ‘The bad news is Mum and Dad are starting their own private investigation to try and find me, probably for revenge after I shot them.’
‘Which I’m still sad I missed,’ Alex said.
Morgan waved her hand at that and carried on. ‘Anyway, they’ve “asked” Chad Diego and Dave to help them investigate, which means probably nightly dinners and investigations with dearest Mother and Father. Just like the good old days.’ The last line was said with nothing but sarcasm and venom, and Alex raised their eyebrows. ‘The good news.’ Morgan said, ‘we’ll have a way to get Janice’s ward in when she’s built it. They’ll have near nightly access to the room she needs.’
Alex shrugged, ‘So for us that’s a win right?’
Morgan rolled her eyes, ‘I guess. Lets just hope none of them crack under the pressure. We all flew the coop the first chance we got for a reason.’
‘Chad didn’t,’ Alex said.
Morgan shrugged, ‘Yeah well Chad’s…you know what? I’m not finishing that thought.’ She stood up, stretching enough to make her spine pop. ‘I’m gonna get some coffee. Want some?’
‘I think cocoa would be better for this time of night,’ Alex said, turning back to their tablet.
‘Are you trying to put me to sleep?’ Morgan snorted.
‘Yes,’ Alex said. ‘Don’t act surprised.’ They tapped on the tablet screen, curling back up to read before Morgan even left the room. The medical records on the screen in front of them were well on their way to being memorised by this point, but Alex couldn’t stop reading them. It was getting to the point they could picture every wound and injury described in the notes, and then work out every possible cause. Alex had to work to not picture little Charlie getting those injuries, trying to work out what a young Chad might have looked like instead. But the image wasn’t much better, much to their disappointment.
They rolled their eyes, moving to put the tablet away, but it never quite made its way out of their hand and onto the table. Alex growled, gritting their teeth. They were just angry that their little brother had been going through that ordeal. Because that young, he would have been more Charlie than Chad. So Alex could be mad and upset about that. They could be mad at reading about the ordeal that turned their precious baby brother into Chad. Yeah, yeah that was definitely what they were mad about. They pulled the tablet closer and tapped the screen, eyes scanning over the words again. They switched pages to the latest news article about the “horrific abduction,” gaze lingering on the still taken from some of the fight footage. Alex swallowed, looking up at Morgan’s still empty chair. Was there a way they could…
Alex shook their head and squeezed their eyes shut. The tablet clattered onto the table and Alex turned to the larger computer screen, pulling up cameras from the cells the heroes were shackled up in. They needed to stop thinking about Chad, there were more important things for them to care about. They were being ridiculous. There was no need for them to care about Chad. They didn’t care about Chad. The very idea was insulting.
Chapter 42
Summary:
The hero's server is finished, but Alex has some more fun in store for them.
Notes:
Every time I try to write a bit of filler to just burn through some time one of the characters decides to go off script *sigh*
Anyway content warnings for this chapter:
- brief depictions of disassociation
- mention of explosions
- fight scene involving injuries
- mentions and threats of kidnapping
Chapter Text
The next day, despite egos and tempers clashing between the various heroes, the two teams had actually managed to make up for lost time and then some. The final touches to the server were being made ahead of schedule, with everyone excited to start running it straight away. With the sheer amount of satellite information that was about to be stored in here, the prospects of finding the missing heroes suddenly looked much more promising and everyone was feeling proud of that fact. Steel Man and Darkfeather even exchanged a handshake when the server began to successfully boot up for the first time.
Which was good news. It was absolutely good news. Chad beamed along with the others, trying to focus on the various voices around him and the celebration that this should have been instead of what came next. The teams had organised a shift rota to monitor the server, one member from each team, and Chad wasn’t due on until the next day. Which meant that he was going to be freed up early. Along with Diego and Dave.
That…didn’t mean that they needed to go to his parent’s house early. Although it would have been responsible to. Just to check on the progress with their investigation if nothing else. And his parents would probably appreciate it as well. Maybe. But the thought of going at all made a knot of dread settle in his stomach like lead. And the prospect of going early only made it worse. Maybe the three of them could sneak off for a drink somewhere. Not beer, of course, they shouldn’t be drinking before planning on doing any work. But just a sit down with a soda would probably do, just for a chance to chill out. Maybe. Hopefully.
‘Alright,’ Darkfeather said. ‘Looks like everything’s good here. You all have your rota time right?’ Everyone murmured their agreement and Darkfeather nodded. ‘Awesome. Steel Man and Dash are up first, send the alert as soon as you have anything.’
‘On it,’ Dash said with a salute.
‘Don’t have too much fun out there,’ Steel Man smirked.
Everyone parted ways quickly, breaking off first into their teams and then their smaller personal groups within it. The only exceptions were Chad, Diego, and Dave, who were all climbing into Dave’s hatchback. The second they got on the road Chad sighed, slumping into the seat. He looked out the window at the city speeding past, watching the various people bustling about and worrying over their own lives. Dave and Diego’s conversation washed over him, the words floating just out of reach for him to focus on. Not that he needed to. They weren’t talking to him after all. He could take a moment to just…not relax. Just pause for a bit. Let his thoughts, that were already feeling like they were moving through treacle, just stop for a little while. He leaned against the car window, the glass cool against his forehead, his thumb and finger worrying the hem of his jacket. He just needed a moment for everything to be quiet.
A dull and distant boom pulled Chad back to his senses, making him sit up just a moment after Diego. ‘What was that?’ Chad asked.
‘Sounded like an explosion,’ Dave said.
Diego already had her hero communicator out, watching for alerts and intel. ‘Explosion over on fifth and second,’ she said. ‘Unknown source.’
Chad was pulling out his own, undoing his shirt to reveal the bulk of his hero suit underneath. As he was grabbing his backpack to pull out his cape and cowl another explosion, this one closer, sounded from behind them. A few moments later the alert came through and Chad frowned, ‘Another explosion, unknown source, by the theatre.’
‘What are we thinking,’ Dave said, ‘coordinated attack?’
Chad pulled on his cowl, attaching his cape to his shoulders. ‘I don’t know, but I’m going to check on the theatre. Dee, give me a hand?’
Diego rolled her eyes and shifted through her car, landing on the back seat next to Chad, ‘We could just pull over and let you out.’ Chad just gave her a grin, and Diego sighed, ‘Show off.’
‘Love you sis,’ Chad said as Diego pressed her hand to his chest. She focused and pushed Chad into the seat until he fell through. For a moment he was phasing through the seat, the trunk of the car, then out into thin air. On instinct Chad wrapped the winds around him, catching himself in midair, before angling up and flying away from the car.
The theatre was only a few minutes away by flight, but by the time Chad got there three more alerts had pinged up on the communicator, recording new explosions at seemingly random places. He had to focus on this one first though. He flew around a building, face to face with the theatre, and frowned in confusion. Everything was fine. There was no burning building or debris, no damaged car or truck, or anything really. The only strange thing was that the street had emptied of people. Which, if the sound of an explosion had happened then it would make sense.
Chad tuned into the right signal on his earpiece. ‘Chadster reporting from the theatre. There’s no signs of an explosion here.’
There was a brief burst of static on the comms, then another voice came through. ‘Blue Bolt at Second and Fifth. Only weird thing is how quiet the street is.’
‘Sparrow at Cental City Mall. Everything’s completely intact.’
Chad landed on the roof of the theatre, looking around for any clues. There were more explosions going off in the distance, but every report that came in confirmed the same thing. Nothing was being destroyed. They couldn’t work out what was causing the explosions. And there was no evidence being left behind.
‘I don’t understand,’ Chad said into the comms. ‘What’s the point of this?’
‘Maybe someone’s trying to scare the city,’ Darkfeather said through the comms.
‘To what end though?’ Chad asked.
‘What indeed?’ A voice said behind Chad. He spun around, wind flaring around him, surprise turning into a scowl at the sight of Alex. Alex, for their part, was smirking rather smugly as they leaned against a nearby wall, dressed in a blood red corset trailing with jet black chains. ‘What possible reason could someone have to set off explosions everywhere?’
Chad slid into a fighting stance, ‘What are you doing here Alex?’
The hero chatter immediately kicked up a notch in Chad’s ear, but he tried to tune it out. His focus had to be on Alex, who was currently rolling their eyes, ‘Isn’t it obvious? Or did you just forget?’
‘I didn’t forget anything,’ Chad snarled. ‘You stole good people, and if you’ve hurt any of them-’
‘You’ll do what?’ Alex looked at Chad with a knowing smirk. They stood up straight, slowly sauntering over to Chad. ‘What will you do, Hero?’ Chad scowled, and Alex grinned. ‘That’s what I thought. But enough of your empty threats. Have you found Morgan yet?’
Chad braced himself, ‘We’ve barely had time-’
He raised up his guard, buffeting the worst of Alex’s attack that sent him skidding over the roof. ‘Wrong answer,’ Alex snarled, their humour vanishing in the blink of an eye. ‘Want to try that again?’
Chad stared them down, ‘It’s been two days. The trail went cold weeks ago. We’ll need time to-’
‘You won’t need time,’ Alex said. ‘You know where she is. Or if you don’t, your parents do.’
‘They don’t know-’
‘Don’t lie to me!’ Alex yelled, coming in for another strike. Chad dodged sideways, gathering the winds around him to try and fend Alex off. ‘They know exactly where she is! And they’re going to let her go.’
‘It’s not them!’ Chad shouted. He threw a blast of wind at Alex, hoping to knock them off balance. ‘Just…give us some time. We can find her, but not while half of our strongest heroes are hostages.’
Alex snorted, ‘So what, I give you your heroes back and you’ll help out of the goodness of your heart?’
‘She’s my sister,’ Chad said. ‘I want to find her just as much as you do.’
‘I seriously doubt that,’ Alex said. ‘If you did you would have already been looking. Unless you don’t need to. Because you already know where she is.’
‘We. Don’t. Have her!’ Chad shouted.
Alex was a blur, and suddenly Chad was being lifted into the air. Alex’s hand tightened around his throat, making him gasp for breath. ‘Guess what?’ Alex whispered. ‘I don’t believe you.’ Chad scrabbled at Alex’s hand, trying to grab at Alex’s wrist and fingers with no success. Alex barely noticed, tilting their head to examine Chad. ‘Maybe I should up the stakes a little more. Think your parents will listen then?’
Chad choked, ‘Stop this. Please.’
‘I’ll stop,’ Alex said, ‘when I have Morgan back. It’s very simple really. And your parents might be more inclined to listen if I take you instead. As insurance.’
Chad’s eyes widened. They wouldn’t. They literally said before that they wouldn’t. But Alex was grinning, raising their free hand to snap, and Chad shook his head. He wasn’t taking any chances.
He threw his arms away from his body, lightning arcing in front of his body before crashing into Alex. They flew back, letting go of Chad as they stumbled. Chad landed on his feet, slumping to one knee as he gasped for breath. But there was no time to recover. Alex was already straightening up, glaring at Chad in anger.
‘Big mistake,’ Alex growled, and for a moment the air bent around them. For a moment Alex’s eyes were glowing, brighter than before, almost beacons across the roof. For a moment Chad saw the S tier flex their full power, the unbridled chaos of it. It was limitless. They raised their hand, snapping their fingers, and a chorus of explosions sounded off in the distance. Chad looked around in all the directions, hearing the hero chatter get louder in his ear.
‘That should keep your friends distracted for a while, ‘Alex said, prowling closer. ‘I wouldn’t want anyone getting in the way this time.’ Chad staggered to his feet, pulling the winds closer as he watched Alex with alarm. ‘How long do you think you’d last against me?’ Alex asked. ‘Just the two of us. If I’m not holding back.’
Chad swallowed, ‘You don’t have to do this.’
‘I don’t have to do anything,’ Alex said. ‘Everything I do, I do because I want to. And none of you can stop me.’
The wind shield buckled under Alex’s strike, barely giving Chad enough time to dodge the attack. He ducked and weaved, trying to back up to give himself some distance. But Alex didn’t give him a moment to breathe, their flurry of attacks only getting more and more savage. Fine , Chad thought, let’s make you move. He flexed, a twister curling in his hands before he ducked under another swing, getting under and into Alex’s guard. When his hand connected with Alex’s chest the twister exploded into the sky, blasting Alex up with it. Chad gasped, panting as he watched the S tier spin into the air, before righting themselves. Alex barely gave Chad a glare before racing back to the rooftop. Chad gritted his teeth. Fight smart. He brought his hands together, a small fog cloud gathering before he threw it out. In just seconds the cloud grew into a thick fog bank, across the entire rooftop and then up, covering Alex entirely. Lets hope its covers me too , Chad thought as he flew out of the cloud and away.
He finally began to pay attention to the comms, keying into the various voices. ‘This is Chadster. Alex made the explosions as a distraction. I need backup.’
‘We’ll be there as soon as we can,’ Darkfeather said. ‘But if it's Alex we can’t leave those explosions uninvestigated. Any one of them could have done genuine damage.’ Chad held back a growl of frustration, looking over his shoulder for any sign of Alex. ‘Try and hold them off as long as you can,’ Darkfeather said.
That’s easy for you to say, Chad thought, you’re not the one Alex is trying to kill right now. He swerved around the buildings, banking up higher so he was further away from the general populace. The last thing he needed was to encourage collateral damage. Chad blinked, frowning at that thought. ‘Hang on…’ The winds slowed around him, buffeting him enough to hold him in midair, but he was stationary. Alex’s explosions were just a distraction, literally for show. Nothing was actually destroyed. There were no ruined buildings across the city, no civilians maimed or killed. In fact, when was the last time Alex’s fights had ended in collateral damage? Sure they had killed civilians before, butchered people left and right without hesitation or remorse. But none of them were from collapsing buildings or falling debris. Unless Alex specifically dropped a building on their head. They don’t leave collateral damage.
A brief whistle in the air was the only warning he had before Alex tackled into him. He snapped out of his thoughts, grabbing at Alex to try and throw them off. The two of them were twisting through the air, losing altitude fast. Chad tried to grab at Alex but they were refusing to let go. Chad tried to push, strike and kick them off, throwing as much freezing wind as he could into it. But it wasn’t working. They were spinning too much for Chad to see what was happening, but the wind whipping around them was too fast. Alex shifted enough that Chad’s arms were free for just a moment, and Chad summoned lightning across his body without hesitation. Alex blasted off, spinning away. Chad wrapped the winds around himself, pushing against the growing velocity, and only when he pulled up did he see how close he was to crashing into another building.
He looked up, panting slightly as he watched Alex hover above him. Suddenly Alex turned and they were quickly zooming at them again. Chad barely had time to dodge, spinning away with a flickering wind shield around them. Alex barely paid them a glance, coming in for another attack. Chad tried to deflect them, tried to meet or dodge each blow. But he knew he was beginning to tire. Every attack was shattering his attempts to build a defence, and he was struggling to pull on his reserves. His moves were getting slower. He was still full of adrenaline, still putting his all into every move. But it wasn’t enough.
Alex batted away Chad’s punch, grabbing his forearms so tightly the metal buckled under their grip. They pulled Chad closer, barely wincing as Chad threw another icy wind at them. ‘Enough of this,’ they growled. Their hand twisted, the metal bending, before they twirled in mid air, throwing Chad with it. The arm snapped mid toss and Chad went flying. Before he had a chance to catch himself he crashed into a nearby rooftop.
He skidded and rolled across the concrete, all the air vanishing from his lungs by the time he had stopped. He gasped for breath, chest heaving, spots dancing in his vision. His shoulder was burning, threatening to overwhelm all his other senses. But he tried to ignore the pain. He had to. Alex was still around. They were still a threat. They were-
A hand grabbed the scruff of his suit and Chad was hoisted into the air. He blinked past the pain and swirling blurring rooftop until he could just about focus on Alex. The rage Alex showed earlier had dulled into a simmer, and he was looking over Chad with triumph. ‘I have to say,’ Alex said, ‘you lasted longer than I thought you would. Definitely longer than most. It’s almost impressive.’
Chad tried to move, his intact hand gripping onto Alex’s. He glanced down at the other arm and winced at the wreck. The shoulder had been half ripped out of the metal socket, loose and broken wires trailing down at his side. One of the panels brushed against his waist, swaying from Alex’s movements. He tried to move it, but all it did was send another jolt of pain through his shoulder and neck. It was nothing but a dead weight now.
‘Oh dear,’ Alex chuckled at Chad’s wince of pain. ‘Did you get a bad boo boo?’
‘Stop this,’ Chad murmured, trying to focus through the pain, the exhaustion, the buzzing pressure in his head. ‘Please.’
‘Oh I don’t think so,’ Alex said, their free hand raising ready to snap. ‘The fun’s just beginning.’
Chad tried to kick at Alex to no effect. ‘No,’ he shook his head. ‘No you can’t. I need to help Morgan. You can’t do this.’
Alex snorted, ‘But you are helping. With my message to your parents about just how serious I am. And this way I get to enjoy watching you in the arena, and that’s just going to be so entertaining.’
Chad couldn’t help but raise an eyebrow at Alex, ‘Arena? What is this, Ancient Rome?’
They smirked, ‘The one armed idiot gladiator. Should be an entertaining bout against my fun little toys.’
‘And you sit as emperor?’ Chad scowled. ‘Deciding which heroes get to live or die?’
Alex shrugged. ‘You said it, not me. Now…’ they raised their hand again. Chad kicked again, throwing another wall of wind against them to no effect. Alex only laughed, ‘Man you really are tapped. Are you all out of juice? No more shocky shocky fingers for you?’
Chad glared, ‘You can’t do this.’
‘I told you,’ Alex said. ‘I do whatever I want. And none of you can stop me.’ Chad shook his head, but Alex ignored him. ‘Enjoy the arena. Who knows? Maybe your parents will give up Morgan before my beasties manage to eat you.’
Chad squeezed his eyes shut, trying to summon the last reserves of his power. Yes he was in pain. Yes the static in his mind was only growing louder. But that didn’t matter. He couldn’t let Alex take him. He had to protect his family, protect Morgan and Diego. He needed to be here for the plan. His eyes burned as they snapped open, and with a roar Chad threw the last of his power at Alex. The two of them were lifted off their feet, picked up for just a moment, before an icy wind ripped Alex away. Chad fell to the ground, gritting his teeth against the ache in his whole body and the burning fire in his head, behind his eyes. He looked up at Alex, watching them barely stay balanced in the whirling wind. Enough of this. Chad slammed his hand into the rooftop, watching sheets of ice stretch out in front of him. He pushed to his feet, the ice lifting with him, and he threw it into the air. Snow and ice and hail pelted into Alex, and Chad kept pushing. The wind roaring around them until it turned into a storm. No, a blizzard. Trying to rip at Alex and send them flying.
A deafening snap, louder than the storm, echoed around them and the blizzard froze in place. Chad was panting, glaring up at the floating Alex. They were covered in snow and frost, hovering amidst the glittering snow and hail that was hanging in place. Alex growled and looked down at him. For a moment Alex’s face fell. For a moment their anger vanished, replaced with something that looked like shock. Or like they had seen a ghost. But then Alex blinked and their expression turned stony and stoic. They threw out their hand with another snap, and the storm around them shattered. Chad was blasted back, rolling across the roof until he slammed into a nearby wall. He slumped, gasping for breath. He tried to move but his whole body felt heavier than lead. He blinked, trying to look up and around him but he couldn’t even move his head. Everything in his vision was blurring together, and darkness was crawling in at the edges. Footsteps came closer, even though they sounded so far away. Was that Alex? Someone else? Had one of the heroes finally arrived?
A hand grasped the scruff of his suit again, ready to lift him up, and he whimpered. ‘No,’ he murmured, ‘no…please.’
The hand stilled. There was a voice, but it was too far away for him to hear. His eyes fluttered, trying to open one more time, before he finally succumbed to the darkness.
Chapter 43
Summary:
Diego goes to check on Chad after the fight, and Bernard checks on Alex
Notes:
I had a chapter done and am not around tomorrow to post on regular scheduling so you get an early chapter
Content warning for:
- depiction for hospital/medical setting
- description of injuries and medical conditions
- weapons (there is a knife)
- depictions of grief
Chapter Text
No one dared stop Shadowstep barging through the Fairness Association HQ, or batted an eye at Leader USA trailing after her. Various interns and sidekicks even jumped out of her way for fear of being bowled over. Not that she noticed. She didn’t stop or slow down until she turned into a familiar sector, the chrome of the main base shifting to the sterile white of a medical ward. At the sight of a familiar group of heroes and a doctor Shadowstep paused, before marching over to them.
Darkfeather spotted her first. ‘Shadowstep-’
‘Where is he?’ Diego demanded. ‘Where’s my brother?’
‘Resting,’ the doctor said. ‘He’s stable.’
Diego sighed, allowing herself to feel the relief for just a moment. By the time Diego caught up she was staring down the group again. ‘What the hell happened?’
Vigilante turned to her, ‘We need to still give an FA debrief-’
‘I don’t care about your debrief,’ Diego snapped. ‘What the hell happened to my brother?’
Darkfeather said, ‘It looks like Alex caused those explosions to scatter our efforts over the city and isolate various heroes. They went after the Chadster first. We got there as quickly as we could. From what we picked up over the comms…Alex was planning on abducting him as well. We only just got there in time.’
Dave scowled next to Diego, ‘You had better sent backup to Chadster immediately.’
‘Not possible,’ The Vigilante said. ‘At the point the Chadster realised their plan Alex set off approximately twenty five explosions across the city. Civilians could have been in danger, we needed to check those. And we’re on limited numbers.’
‘Are you serious?’ Diego snarled. She turned to Darkfeather, ‘Why didn’t you tell us? We could have backed him up.’
‘Most of the fight was in the air,’ Darkfeather said. ‘And if Alex knew the Chastisers were working with us against them we’d lose the edge against them when we go to rescue the other heroes.’ Diego scowled, turning away to pace. ‘I didn’t want to leave him to Alex’s mercy, believe me. We got there as soon as we could. And we got there in time.’
Dave put a hand on Diego’s shoulder briefly, ‘How is he?’
‘Alex did a number on him,’ the doctor said, ‘They wrecked part of Chad’s arm and some of the shoulder socket in the process. We may need minor surgery to regraft some of the robotic shoulder joint into place. There’s various cuts and bruises, the usual strain and exhaustion post battle. And then there’s the matter of his power strain.’ Diego and Dave both looked up at the doctor in confusion. ‘The Chadster pushed himself to the limit physically and in terms of his superpower. He’s facing a severe case of power exhaustion.’
‘How severe?’ Diego asked. ‘He’s a powerhouse. I’ve seen him hit power strain a few times, but never to full exhaustion.’
‘Well there’s a first time for everything,’ the doctor said. ‘The best scenario? He’ll be unconscious for at least the next 12 hours while his body has a chance to recuperate. Once he is awake he’ll likely need bed rest for a few days, maybe a week.’
‘What’s the worst case scenario?’ Diego asked.
The doctor sighed, ‘He may fall into a coma.’
Diego’s jaw dropped, tears springing to her eyes. Darkfeather looked at the doctor in concern, and the Vigilante’s stoic stance turned rigid. Dave’s eyes nearly bugged out of his head, ‘What the hell did he do to exhaust himself that much?’
‘He faced off against the S tier in single combat for a number of minutes,’ Darkfeather said, ‘and then summoned a blizzard that covered the whole block and knocked out power in three.’
Diego shook her head, ‘That’s impossible.’
‘Evidently not,’ The Vigilante said.
‘But he’s never made a storm that big before,’ Diego said before.
‘Which probably explains the power exhaustion,’ the doctor said. ‘We’ll monitor him closely and inform family members when he wakes up.’ No one dared to voice the unspoken “if” in the room, and the doctor carried on. ‘He’s strong, not just in tier ranking but in himself. I have full faith that he can recover. As long as I’m allowed to work and take care of my patient without…certain voices getting involved in how long his recovery should be taking.’
‘The coma…’ Diego said, ‘what are the chances that he doesn’t wake up?’
‘He may very well not go into a coma,’ the doctor said.
‘But if he does?’
The doctor sighed, ‘It’s too early to tell something like that. Which is why we need to monitor him and not have any intrusive distractions.’
Dave nodded, ‘Thank you doctor, can we see him?’
Diego and Dave left the other heroes behind as they were shown into the private room Chad was staying in. It was smaller than the one Caroline and Richard had been in, but the decor was the same variations of white and beige. Chad was perfectly still, the monitors around him softly beeping. Diego sagged, rushing to the bedside and examining him closely. There was a plaster on his cheek and some light bruising around his neck that she winced over before looking at the remnants of his missing arm. There was only the shoulder socket left. Everything else had been removed, and under the hospital gown Diego could see traces of blood across angry red skin from where the attack had damaged the organic part of the shoulder.
She sighed, brow creasing with worry at the sight. She brushed a stray curl off Chad’s face, lingering on the lock of hair that felt so much softer and lighter than her strong curls did. Her hand moved to Chad’s neck, pulling away the collar of the hospital gown to look at the innocuous necklace. Even though she knew it was there, even though she recognised it, her eyes couldn’t help but drift away from it. She touched the simple disc, swallowing at the feeling of the cool metal.
‘He’ll be okay,’ Dave whispered.
Diego nodded, sniffing slightly. ‘I should tell Mum and Dad.’
Dave sighed and nodded. ‘A call will do right? They shouldn’t begrudge you that.’
‘If they do,’ Diego said, ‘then I’ll tell them where to shove it.’
******
The repetitive thunk of metal into stone only made Bernard pause outside the bedroom door for a moment. He wasn’t scared of Alex. He probably should have been, knowing what his child was capable of. But then again he had never found it in himself to be scared of Janice either. That didn’t stop him from having a moment of doubt before he knocked on the door. After the way Alex had stormed back into the lair everyone else that wasn’t family or Morgan had ducked for cover, and there was every chance the stormcloud that was their emotions right now would only be worse. He could be about to become Alex’s tipping point. But something in his gut told him that leaving Alex alone right now would be worse.
He knocked, leaving a moment of silence before creaking the door open. The thud sounded again before Bernard could peek inside, but that wasn’t his focus anyway. Alex was reclining on their oversized bed, satin sheets crumpled where they were lying. They didn’t look over to Bernard as he slipped in and closed the door behind himself, instead summoning the knife buried in the wall back to their hand. They twirled it for a moment in an almost lazy motion before throwing it at the wall again. Bernard watched the knife get buried up to the hilt before Alex summoned it back.
‘Hey kiddo,’ Bernard smiled. Alex didn’t respond, twirling the knife while staring straight ahead. Their face was a perfect mask of fury, their shoulders tense even as they threw the knife again. The corset was gone and replaced with an oversized deep red silk shirt. ‘So, are we-’
‘Don’t,’ Alex growled, summoning the knife back. ‘Don’t finish that question.’
Bernard nodded silently, watching Alex toss the knife again. When they had summoned it back and started twirling it Bernard made his way across the room, climbing onto the bed until he was sitting next to Alex. Not quite shoulder to shoulder, but close enough that Alex would only need to lean slightly to rest against him. ‘You sure?’ he asked. Alex tossed the knife again, not answering. ‘Alright then,’ Bernard smiled. ‘Want to hear about my day?’
Alex sighed, catching the knife and twirling it, ‘Sure. Why not?’
Bernard proceeded to describe working with Morgan on the supercomputer, before cooking up some lunch for everyone. Then he checked in on Janice and her magic ward, making sure she had all the ingredients and tools she needed. Then it was an afternoon of cooking and baking. Dinner needed to be made at some point after all, and he was in the mood to work with his hands.
‘Which means,’ Bernard said, ‘we now have cookies and cherry pie. If you fancy any.’
Alex had stopped throwing the knife at some point. Instead they were just twirling it absentmindedly, staring off into the middle distance. ‘I’m not hungry,’ they said.
Bernard nodded, ‘Alright.’ He looked over at the wall now ruined with cuts. ‘I hope you didn’t hit anything that was structurally integral.’
Alex snorted, ‘Oh come on, give me more credit than that.’
Bernard shrugged, ‘You’re clearly unhappy. Might make your aim a little off.’
‘I’m not unhappy,’ Alex growled, ‘I’m…no I’m not talking about this.’
‘Because it’s about Chad?’ Bernard asked. Alex threw the knife in response, and Bernard gave a flat smile. ‘Want to talk about why you went out in the first place?’
Alex summoned the knife back, ‘I wanted to blow off some steam.’
‘I thought that’s what the arena full of heroic prisoners was for?’ Bernard asked. Alex shrugged, back to twirling the knife. ‘And the explosions?’
‘Wanted to scare the heroes,’ Alex said. ‘Make them panic. The more frazzled they are the easier they’ll be to trick later.’
‘And fighting Chad?’ Alex threw the knife again. And again. When the knife thunked into the wall a third time Bernard nodded, ‘Alright. We’re not talking about it.’ He slowly shifted, gently leaning against Alex’s shoulder. The knife stilled in their hand, and Alex let out a shaky breath. ‘How can I help?’
‘Stop poking,’ Alex said. They tried for an angry tone but there was no bite in it. The knife thunked into the wall again. ‘Stop prodding. I don’t need you asking questions like you’re my damn therapist.’
Bernard sighed, ‘I’m not trying to be a therapist.’
‘You sure about that?’
‘Yes, because I’m not your therapist. I’m your father. And I love you, and I care about you. And I worry.’ Bernard nudged them again, watching Alex squeeze their eyes shut as the knife fell onto the bed. ‘Especially when you’re hurt.’
Alex scoffed, ‘Please, I didn’t even get a scratch in that fight.’
‘Not that type of hurt,’ Bernard said. He touched Alex’s shoulder, squeezing against the tension built up in the muscle and sighed. ‘You don’t need to talk to me specifically. But I don’t think you should bottle it up either.’
Alex shook their head, ‘It won’t help. Talking about this won’t help.’
‘Are you sure?’ Bernard asked. ‘Sometimes just sharing what’s bothering you, it gives you that outlet. Even if it doesn’t change the situation, you’ll be facing it differently. Because whatever it is? You won’t be facing it alone anymore.’
‘You definitely sound like a therapist.’
‘Then apparently your therapist is smart,’ Bernard smirked. Alex rolled their eyes, picking up the knife and tossing it again. ‘I was thinking of making a cheesecake before dinner as well if you want to help.’
Alex’s head fell back onto the headboard, and they finally turned to look at their dad. Bernard’s worry only grew at the broken expression on Alex’s face. ‘I said I’m not hungry.’
‘I know,’ Bernard said. ‘You don’t have to eat the cheesecake after you’ve made it.’ Alex sighed, not moving as Bernard went to shift off the bed. ‘You coming?’
Alex looked up at the knife still buried in the wall. At the hundred or so scores and grooves into the concrete around it. They slowly nodded, ‘Sure.’
They were nearly at the kitchen when the two of them heard talking coming from inside the door. Poking their heads through, they both frowned at the sight of Morgan and Janice. Janice was in a crimson chiffon blouse, black acrylic nails tapping on the kitchen worktop while she watched Morgan with worry. Morgan was pacing across the kitchen, talking to someone on the phone. She looked up at the sight of the newcomers, and Alex flinched at the mix of hurt, worry and anger simmering in Morgan.
‘Thanks for the update Dee,’ Morgan said, her voice rasping slightly. ‘Let me know if there’s anything we can do. Sure. Love you too.’ She hung up, tossing the phone onto the worktop before slumping against the sink. She scrubbed her hands across her face, not paying attention to the Stewarts watching her with a growing concern.
‘Morgan?’ Janice broke the silence. ‘What’s happened?’
Morgan sniffed. She dropped her hands, looking at her phone with reddened eyes. ‘Chad’s in the medical bay. Doctor says he could fall into a coma.’
‘What?’ Alex said, their voice quiet. They looked at their parents in a flash of fear and worry. ‘How?’
‘The storm,’ Morgan said. She looked up at Alex, the anger coming to the forefront again. ‘That blizzard he made, it gave him a severe case of power exhaustion. So bad he might not wake up from it.’
Alex’s eyes widened, and they swallowed down a growing lump in their throat. ‘Morgan-’
‘What was the plan here Alex?’ she asked. ‘Diego reckons you were going to abduct Chad and throw him in your hero pit.’ They looked away at that and Morgan scowled, ‘What the hell? What happened to “we couldn’t pay you to kidnap him”?’
‘It was…I thought it would help.’
‘How the hell do you figure that?’ Morgan scoffed. ‘Kidnapping my brother and throwing him in the death arena is the opposite of helping. Jesus Alex-’
‘I wasn’t actually going to put him in the arena,’ Alex said. ‘I just wanted the heroes to think I’d done that.’
Morgan looked at Alex incredulously. ‘Then what were you going to do?’
Alex licked their lips, looking worried. I…look. He’s been putting so much on you and making you deal with all these problems. And when it's not him it’s Diego calling to worry about him. I figured disappearing him somewhere else would be an easy fix. This way there’d be no chance of him slipping up and saying something to your parents, or to the heroes. Diego wouldn't need to call you every five seconds to fuss over him. Hell, your parents would probably scrap their little hunt for you to try and save their “Golden Boy”.’
‘Just disappear him?’ Morgan asked. ‘Where? Where was he going to go?’
Alex shrugged, ‘Somewhere…away.’
Morgan sighed in frustration, ‘If you had told us that was your plan, if you had said something-’
‘You didn’t need to worry about it.’
‘But I could have given Chad the heads up,’ Morgan said. ‘Then he wouldn’t have tried to literally break himself trying to stop you.’ Alex winced, looking away as Bernard gave their shoulder a reassuring squeeze. Morgan gritted her teeth, tearing her eyes away from Alex. ‘I know you hate him alright?’ Morgan said, and Alex looked up with wide eyes at her. ‘I know you hate this whole digging up the conspiracy game. And I know you want to ignore this whole plan and just…I don’t know, rip my parent’s heads off or something.’
‘That would be too quick,’ Alex said with a rough voice.
‘Whatever,’ Morgan said, turning back to Alex. ‘We’re doing this my way, and I know you hate that. Trust me, I get that. But there’s twenty heroes in that arena you can take it out on. You can’t just attack Chad out of nowhere with no warning and expect me to be okay with it. And if what you’re planning is involved with all of this?’ Morgan gestured at the four of them for emphasis, ‘Then you need to tell us. So we can actually try and make it work properly. Preferably without crippling any of my family that I actually give a shit about. Chad included.’
‘Morgan-’
‘I don’t want to hear it,’ Morgan said. ‘You should have told us what you were planning. Then we could have worked it out.’ She grabbed her phone and marched for the door without giving Alex another change to speak. ‘I’ll let you know when I have an update,’ she said, barely glancing back at Janice and Bernard.
‘Thank you dear,’ Janice said, watching Morgan go. As soon as Morgan was gone she was on her feet and walking over to Alex.
Alex looked up at Janice in alarm, their eyes shining, ‘Mum I-’
Before Alex could continue Janice took their arm and pulled them into a tight embrace. ‘I know love,’ she whispered, rubbing soothing circles into their back. ‘I know.’
Alex buried themselves into the embrace, their face hidden in their mother’s shoulder to try and muffle the sniffling. Janice took a careful breath, looking at Bernard with a sad expression. Bernard stepped in, resting his hand on Alex’s back while Janice turned to stroking a hand through their hair.
‘I’m sorry,’ they whispered.
‘We know kiddo,’ Bernard said, his voice low and calm.
Alex shook their head, their shoulders trembling. ‘I…I didn’t…’
Janice hushed them gently, rocking them slowly on the spot. ‘No matter what happens,’ Janice said, ‘no matter what comes next, we love you okay. And nothing can change that. Not even this, okay?’ Alex nodded, breath hitching as they squeezed Janice tighter.
Chapter 44
Summary:
Chad has visitors while he begins to recover from his last bout with Alex.
Notes:
Oops, sorry, didn't mean to be a day late!
Content warnings:
- Dream scape
- depictions of fire and burning buildings
- depiction of hospitals
- depictions of illness and recovery
- manipulative/narcissitic characters get the spotlight again
Chapter Text
Fire was climbing up the walls all around, red and angry and giving off choking plumes of smoke. Chad tried to keep low, looking around for an exit from the room. But there were no windows, no door he could see. His lungs were burning from the choking air, making him cough violently as his eyes streamed. He had to get out. He had to get out now.
He couldn’t work out where he was going, where he was moving through. He must have found another room, but it looked exactly the same. Same walls. Same fire. Same promise of death. But he kept going, stumbling blindly. The fire loomed closer and he backed away, slamming into a nearby wall that crumbled under his weight, and he was falling.
‘Chad?’
He looked up gasping, tears still streaming. The fire was gone. It was nighttime, the moon outside big enough to fill the whole window and smiling up at the stars. He looked around, instantly recognising the room. And the wild-haired sleepy child in the bed.
‘Did you have another nightmare Cheddar?’ Morgan asked with a yawn.
Chad felt his lip quiver, his vision blurring again but this time from tears. He clambered to his feet, short and pudgy arms and legs clumsier than he was used to, and he shuffled over to Morgan’s bed. ‘Come on then,’ Morgan said, pulling back her duvet.
Chad climbed up, launching into Morgan the second he was on her bed. Morgan let out a soft oof, pulling the duvet over them before she cuddled Chad right back. ‘It’s okay Cheddar,’ she said. ‘It was just a nightmare right?’
Chad sobbed, shaking his head. It felt so real. It must have been, his poor chest was still hurting, and his eyes were still blurry. Morgan squeezed him a little bit tighter, trying to hush him gently. He knew she was looking back at the bedroom door. He was trying to be quiet. But it was so scary.
‘Bad dreams go away when you see the moonlight, remember?’ Morgan said.
Chad shook his head again. ‘But…but…’ how could he find the words to explain how scary it was? ‘Hops…’
‘It’s okay Charlie,’ a new voice said, and Chad turned around startled, wide eyes still shining from fresh tears. There was a new kid, with blond hair tied into braids and bright blue eyes.
‘Awex?’
Alex beamed at Chad, pulling something out from behind their back with a flourish. ‘Hops is right here,’ they said, passing him over to Chad, ‘you must have dropped him.’ Chad clung to the small bunny so tightly, curling up against Morgan as Alex shuffled closer. They wrapped the two of them up in a big hug, so tight and warm that Chad could barely move. He didn’t want to move, he just wanted to squeeze his eyes shut, cling to Hops so tight, and stay here forever. The fire couldn’t get him here. Morgan and Alex would chase it away.
‘I don’t remember saying you could have a sleepover.’ Chad looked up, his face crumpling at the sight of Janice, younger but with the same warm smile that promised everything would be okay.
‘Momma,’ Chad sobbed, reaching out from the bed, and suddenly he was being scooped up, lifted into the air. He buried his face into Momma’s dressing gown, crying anew.
Momma hushed him gently, rocking him back and forth. ‘It’s okay baby boy,’ she whispered, ‘you’re safe now. Momma’s got you.’ Chad clung to her tighter, until the worst of his sobs had shaken away and he was sniffling tiredly in her arms.
‘He had a bad dream,’ Morgan said.
‘Can he stay here?’ Alex asked. ‘We’ll chase the monsters off!’
Momma huffed in amusement, ‘You sure about that?’
‘Yeah!’ Alex shouted. ‘No monster stands a chance against me!’
Momma smiled and looked down at Chad. ‘Do you want to stay with Alex and Morgan? Or do you want your own bed?’
Chad shook his head, ‘No no no. Momo ‘n Awex.’
‘Alright then,’ Momma said, sitting on the bed. Alex and Morgan immediately gathered closer, curling up next to Chad and Momma. ‘One big hug then you’re all going to bed.’
‘Dee-Dee?’ Chad asked.
‘Sure baby,’ Momma said. ‘Dee-Dee can stay too if she wants.’
Chad sniffed, letting Janice lay him down. Morgan settled on his left, with Diego waving from behind her. Alex was on his right, snuggling close and whispering about how the monsters weren’t really scary, and Alex was much scarier.
‘Now then,’ Janice said. ‘Would you like a story or a lullaby?’
‘Wuwaby,’ Chad said, voice small, as he began to yawn.
The song was soft and gentle, the words drifting over him without a chance of being understood. One of the older kids pulled the duvet closer, tucking Chad in tighter. It was so warm like this, a soft tingly warm that made his eyes and body so heavy. He barely remembered the fire now. It was so far away, it couldn’t hurt him here.
A soft kiss on his forehead barely made him stir. ‘Goodnight sweetheart.’
His eyelids were heavy. That was the first thing Chad realised when he came back to consciousness. They barely stirred when he tried to open his eyes, leaving him blind to everything aside a dulled light above him. He tried to move, to shift on harsh thin sheets. But his body was just as heavy, if not heavier. The only thing he could move was his arms. No, one of his arms, one that knocked into his chest and made him wince. The other one wasn’t working.
Alex . Everything came back. The fight atop the theatre and in the air. The blizzard. Alex ripping away his arm. Alex terrorising the city to keep him fighting alone. Alex trying to abduct him. Something started beeping above his head, the beeping getting faster and faster in time with Chad’s panicked breathing. His heart was beating so loudly in his ears he barely noticed the scrap of chair legs or quick footsteps across the room.
‘Shh,’ a soft voice said, and Chad thought he would sob in relief if he had the energy to cry. Diego . ‘It’s okay Chad, you’re okay.’ He just about managed a whimper, brow creasing as Diego brushed his hair out of his face. ‘You’re in the medical bay at the FA. You’re safe, okay?’ Her hand never left his cheek. He tried to lean into it, tried to open his eyes and see her, tried to see his sister. But his body refused to move.
‘It’s okay,’ Diego said. ‘You need to rest and not push yourself right now. Doctor said you got a really bad case of power exhaustion, your body is literally tapped out.’
Chad swallowed, managing a frown. He’d never had power exhaustion before. He had never hit his upper limit that badly before. What the hell had he done at the end of that fight? Diego sniffed, and Chad managed to raise his arm to bump against her. She chuckled wetly, and a soft pressure was suddenly moving his arm. He squeezed his hand gently, feeling the soft but solid pressure that must have been Diego’s hand.
‘Do me a favour?’ Diego said, her voice thick with emotion. ‘Don’t summon a block wide storm again, okay?’ Chad squeezed her hand again, trying to stroke his thumb along part of her hand in a comforting motion. He remembered the storm. He remembered the ice. But how the hell had he made it that big? He didn’t even think that was possible for anyone. Except maybe…okay trying to make a storm powerful enough to stop Alex in their tracks does sound like something he’d do and then get yelled at later about it.
‘The good news,’ Diego said, ‘is that the doctor thinks you’ll make a full recovery. It was a bit touch and go there for a bit, but now you’re awake everything should be fine.’ Touch and go? How was it touch and go? Chad’s hand tightened again, and Diego’s other hand moved to his shoulder. ‘Seriously Cheddar, please don’t get worked up okay? You need to rest. No stress allowed, got it?’ Which was easy for Diego to say when she could freely talk and ask questions about what the hell happened. ‘I mean it Chad, I can see the gears working,’ Diego chuckled. ‘Want me to get the doctor?’
Chad squeezed her hand again in confirmation and felt her gently put his hand down. He sighed when her footsteps moved away before a door clicked closed. He was suddenly acutely aware that he was alone. Blind to everything around him because he was apparently too exhausted to open his damn eyes. His hand moved up to his neck, blindly feeling around for his necklace. It must be there. Diego wouldn’t have left them here without it. The beeping picked up from the monitor again as he struggled to find the familiar chain or the little innocuous disc. It had to be here. It would be easier to find if he was working with more than just one damn metal hand that couldn’t feel-
The sound of metal clinking against metal made Chad sigh in relief. He pinched the small disc and pulled it up, fiddling with it and listening to his fingers make little rhythmic tapping sounds echo through the room. He had his necklace. And Diego was just down the corridor. He was safe.
By the time Diego returned with the doctor Chad was beginning to doze again, the promise of rest and sleep making his thoughts slow and sluggish. The doctor said that this was to be expected. He was honestly impressed that Chad had woken up after “only” 22 hours, and insisted that Chad should listen to his body and rest. After all, the more he rested the quicker he would recover.
He tried to listen to the doctor explaining the extent of the power exhaustion and the risks going forward, about recovery and comas and power fluxes. But the doctor’s words were slowly blending into a droning static, washing over him to make his thoughts feel heavier. Diego’s light touch had returned, gently stroking his hair out of his face and lulling him further into sleep. In the back of his mind something soft, a slow and soothing tune he almost remembered, was calling him back to a farmhouse that was warmer than anything he had felt before. And it was filled with laughter, and tears, beasts ten times his size with soft velvet muzzles and squealing excitement as a bright face tried to tame the creature. Bright and warm, even the spikes of hurt when the world toppled upside down felt soft. Strong arms were always there to pick him up, loving faces that made him want to cry and cling so tight. Which only made those strong arms squeeze him right back, promising to never let him go.
When the soft dreams melted away again Chad stirred against the now dimmed lights and the still rough hospital bedding. When he blinked away the last dregs of sleep and managed to focus on the light fitting right above his head Chad managed a small sigh of relief.
‘Oh good, you’re awake.’ Chad blinked at the sudden voice, trying to turn his head. That still seemed to be too much for him, the most he could manage was to tip his head just enough to roll on the pillow. Just in time for Caroline to step into his field of vision with a smile. ‘I swear we need to get a second opinion. That doctor is severely underestimating how quickly you can recover.’
Chad tried to speak. But his lips barely parted and he just about managed a small whimper that made Caroline scowled for a moment. ‘What’s that noise for? I thought you’d be happy to see me?’
Where’s Diego? Is what Chad wanted to say. Along with, why are you here? Where’s Dad? Where’s the doctor? What time is it? How long have I been asleep? Why are you here? Why are you here?! But all he could do was make another small noise, that sounded far too pathetic for a supposed hero in his mind, and pray Caroline was going to be…be what, nice?
‘Oh dear,’ Caroline said. ‘Is the power exhaustion really that bad?’ Chad blinked again, what was his mother expecting him to do here? ‘Well I suppose it is to be expected in some part. I really didn’t know you had that in you Chad. I thought we’d found your upper limit already.’ She settled in the chair next to his bed, studying him closely. ‘Don’t you worry, I’m already putting together a plan. The next time you try to make a storm that big? You’ll walk away without a worry. No strain, no exhaustion. I guarantee it.’
Oh no. Chad swallowed, hoping his panic wasn’t showing on his face. He didn’t have the energy to try and put up his usual mask right now. Wait…when did it become a mask to him? ‘There’s no need to look so nervous,’ Caroline said. ‘You can trust us with this. We’ll know exactly what to do to get you fighting fit again. And then once I find a suitable space for more advanced training we’ll work on those storms of yours.’ She gave him a smile, the closest she ever got to looking proud, and Chad tried not to shudder. There was no reason to. Caroline was happy, even proud of him. That was a good thing. That was something he would have given anything for a month ago.
Before Caroline could carry on planning the door opened and smart footsteps entered. ‘Mrs Sterling,’ the familiar voice of the doctor said. ‘Visiting hours are over, and my patient is supposed to be resting.’
‘We were just discussing his recovery,’ Caroline said, folding her arms. Her familiar scowl was back, and Chad tried to turn away to look at the doctor’s reaction.
‘That is a discussion to be had between me and him,’ the doctor said.
‘I’m his mother,’ Caroline said sharply.
‘And if he wants family support and advocacy then I’ll be more happy to facilitate whoever he chooses to fill that role,’ the doctor said. ‘When he’s recovered more to be able to lead those conversations and decisions. In the meantime, I insist you let him rest.’
‘But-’
‘That is not a request,’ the doctor said. Caroline shot to her feet, a barely contained burning fury in her stance. Chad could feel part of his face heat up, like he was standing too close to a bonfire. The doctor didn’t seem to even waver. ‘If you wish to raise your concerns I’ll be more than happy to escort you out.’
Chad knew better than to accuse his mother of huffing, but he couldn’t help but sigh in relief when the door slammed shut behind the two of them. He was left in silence again, something that he sunk into in relief after all of…well, that.
The door opened again to reveal one pair of footsteps, and the doctor appeared in Chad’s field of vision. ‘Sorry about that,’ the doctor said. ‘You mother is…quite the character. Anyway, while you’re awake-’
Chad’s hand tapped on the side of the bed, making the doctor pause and turn to him. Chad tried to open his mouth again, tried to whisper just a single word. He should be able to do that. But he couldn’t manage more than a small hum. This was ridiculous. How could he be so useless as to not even be able to say a simple thankyou?
The doctor watched him for a moment, before he nodded in understanding. ‘You’re welcome.’ Chad sighed, closing his eyes in relief. The doctor chuckled, ‘It’s not a big deal, trust me. She’s not the first “over attentive” relative I’ve needed to deal with.’
Chad huffed in amusement, almost managing a small smile.
‘Now,’ the doctor said, pulling out his stethoscope. ‘Lets see how you’re recovering.’
Chapter 45
Summary:
While Chad recovers Team Villain gets to work on their other plans.
Notes:
I can only apologise that updates for this are all over the place. This chapter in particular was a pain to get out.
I don't think there's any content warnings, if you spot one please let me know.
Chapter Text
The good news was that Chad could tell he was recovering. Everytime he managed to stir out of unconsciousness it got a little bit easier to open his eyes and he was able to stay awake for a little bit longer. When Diego came around for her next visit Chad was even able to manage a quiet hum, which made the nurse checking his vitals scold him. But Diego’s hopeful smile made it worth it.
The bad news was that his recovery was far too slow. At least in Chad’s mind. And in his parent’s mind as well if their comments during their next allowed visit were anything to go by. No amount of advice or reassurance from the doctor or nurses was enough to assuage any of their opinions about Chad’s condition or recovery. And he couldn’t help but feel guilty when he began to fall asleep in the middle of their visit, even as Diego was right there backing up the doctor and nurses. It was just too exhausting, being awake. How was he meant to recover enough to help anyone like this?
He slept a lot, enough to lose track of time altogether. Or he might have just fallen unconscious, he couldn’t tell which. There were definitely some times he dreamed, such vivid dreams that they lingered even when he was shaken out of his slumber. Sometimes he simply blinked and everything around him had shifted, the day nurses changing to night nurses with no time passing. And sometimes there were dreams that hung just out of reach of his memory when he woke up.
It was probably the fifth or sixth time when he woke up to see Diego again. It was her third visit, or at least the third visit that he had been conscious for, and she had already settled down in the visitors chair by his bed. He turned his head, slowly so that his muscles didn’t complain, and tried to manage a sleepy smile and hum.
‘Morning sleepyhead,’ Diego said with a smile. ‘Hope you’ve not been partying too hard in here.’ Chad rolled his eyes, barely paying attention to Diego fussing around with her bag. ‘Hey guess what? I’ve got you some proper food.’ She pulled out a thermos flask with a flourish, beaming at Chad. ‘Well, I got you soup. But it's homemade.’
Since when do you make homemade soup? Chad raised an eyebrow, partly in confusion and partly in amusement, and when Diego scowled he huffed in laughter. ‘Shush you. It’s good soup, Dave had some last night.’ She helped Chad sit up at a good enough angle to be able to drink the soup and poured out the first cup. She blew on it gently before moving to slowly and carefully feed Chad. ‘It’s better than whatever Dad tried to cook last night anyway.’
Chad ignored the twist of guilt in his chest and went to take a careful sip. As soon as it hit his tongue however there was an explosion of flavour and warmth that made him blink in surprise. Diego was watching him intently, watching as his cheeks began to flush from the warmth that quickly travelled through his body, until even his toes were tingling.
‘Wow,’ Diego whispered, watching Chad’s face fill with colour. She smiled in wonder, before clearing her throat and composing herself. ‘Told you it was good.’
Where did you get this from? Chad’s question was silent, his voice still hadn’t come back, but the question was clear on his face.
Diego thought for a moment, looking to the door to check they were alone before turning back. ‘You know your new friends? They got in touch, wanted to help out.’
Janice? Chad only looked more confused. He had fought Alex again, and nearly wiped himself out in the process just to try and stand toe to toe with them. Why would she help him now? Did she want him back in the fight like his parents? Did she want him helping Morgan and her mission? Or was there something else he was missing?
‘What’s wrong?’ Diego asked. ‘I can see the gears whirring.’
Chad shook his head, trying to look away from Diego. She didn’t need to worry about this.
‘Nope,’ Diego said, touching Chad’s cheek. ‘No bottling it up.’
Chad scoffed, looking at her with an incredulous expression. She seemed to see past it though and saw the sadness and confusion in his eyes.
Her brow unfurrowed in recognition, and she sighed at Chad, giving him a small smile. ‘She’s worried about you,’ Diego whispered. ‘They all are. Pretty sure in different circumstances they’d be here themselves to check in.’
Chad blinked, trying to process Diego’s words and failing. They were worried about him? No other reason? That was it?
‘Come on,’ Diego held up the cup, ‘this is genuinely good soup. And it will taste better when it’s still hot.’
By the time Chad was halfway through the thermos his entire body felt like it was glowing, tingling in a surprisingly pleasant way. His muscles had enough life in them now to ache more than any power strain he had experienced before. Diego insisted that he finish the whole thing however. And Chad couldn’t argue. He didn’t want to though. The more of the soup he drank the more at ease he felt, his worried thoughts settling until he finally felt calm. The sensation wrapped him up, reminding him of the soft sweet dreams he could barely remember.
Eventually he finished the last cup, sinking into the pillows with a soft sigh as Diego packed the thermos away. She gave him a smile, ‘Feeling better?’
Chad managed a sleepy nod and smiled back. ‘Thank you,’ he murmured, eyes sliding closed.
He was about to fall asleep when Diego’s hand brushed through his hair. ‘No problem. Rest up, okay Cheddar?’
*****
The sound of heels clacking on tile should have been enough to warm Morgan that she wasn’t alone in the computer lab. But she was too fixated on her laptop, typing away furiously while swearing under her breath to notice anything around her. The main computer console beeped, something else Morgan ignored in favour of glaring at her screen. Another beep, more footsteps, Morgan was deaf to all of them. Which is how the sudden voice of Janice made her jump out of her skin.
‘Have you had dinner yet dear?’
‘Jesus Christ!’ Morgan gasped. ‘Don’t sneak up on me like that!’
Janice chuckled, ‘In these shoes? No one could accuse me of sneaking.’ Morgan rolled her eyes and turned back to her laptop, missing Janice’s disapproving frown. ‘Morgan? Dear when did you last eat? Or rest?’
‘Not hungry,’ Morgan mumbled, typing away again.
Janice put down the satin wrapped shape in her hand and took hold of Morgan’s computer chair. ‘Morgan? Sweetheart. The food is already cooked.’
‘I’ll grab some later,’ Morgan said.
‘No,’ Janice said. She started to pull back Morgan’s chair, which made Morgan yelp and cling to the console. Janice sighed, ‘Please sweetheart, I worry.’
‘I’m busy,’ Morgan snapped, shifting her chair back.
‘Can someone else deal with it?’ Janice asked.
The main computer beeped again and the two of them finally looked up at the screen. ‘How long has Diego been calling?’ Morgan asked.
Janice tapped on a button on the control panel, looking up in time to see Diego’s image appear on the screen. ‘Hello Diego Dear!’
‘Hi Mrs S,’ Diego said. ‘What was with being on hold so long?’
Morgan rolled her eyes, ‘We’re busy.’
‘So am I,’ Diego said. ‘I’ve got to head out in a few minutes to entertain our dear parents and make sure they haven’t tracked you down yet.’
Morgan snorted at that, while Janice clapped her hands together in delight. ‘Oh perfect timing! The ward’s done!’ She picked up the handful of satin, pulling enough of it away to reveal a small disc, gently glowing with Janice’s signature red light. ‘When you set it in place the colour will change,’ Janice said, ‘just so its not quite so obvious.’
‘Of course,’ Diego chuckled. ‘Can we get away with doing a quick trade now? I need to get your flask back to you.’
Janice’s shoulders straightened, her expression slipping into immediate concern. ‘Did Chad drink it all? How is he? If he couldn’t manage it all I can mock up a different recipe. Is he still stable? What has the doctor said about his progress?’
Diego gave Janice a soft smile. ‘He’s fine. He drank it all, that stuff is incredible. You could see the change straight away. He even managed to say something after he finished it all. Which…doesn’t sound like much now I say it out loud.’
‘No no,’ Janice said, blinking away her tears, ‘No that’s incredible. Oh,’ she slumped, covering her face with her hands to take a deep breath. ‘He’s really okay?’
Diego nodded. ‘Yeah. He’s okay.’
Janice sighed in relief. ‘Good. Thank you dear,’ she looked up at Diego with a tearful smile, her hands slipping down to clasp in front of her chest. ‘I…really appreciate you keeping us in the loop. I know…this whole situation is…’
‘Yeah,’ Diego said. ‘But you care about Chad as well. And…well if I was in your shoes I’d want you to keep me in the loop, so it’s only fair.’
Janice gave her another grateful smile. ‘Alright, shall we get this trade sorted? We don’t want to hold you up too long.’
Janice directed Diego to place the flask in front of her video camera, angling it to get the whole thing in frame. With a practised motion and a whisper of an incantation, Janice’s sigil appeared around both items, flashing brightly for a moment before settling. Diego picked up the ward before the sigil had fully faded, pulling away the fabric to spy at the crystal disc. ‘What’s the fabric for?’
‘It’s like a perception filter,’ Janice said, ‘but for magic. Just in case your parents have magical alarms.’
Diego snorted, ‘It wouldn’t surprise me. Alright, need me for anything else?’
Janice thought for a moment. ‘I think Bernard and I are alright. Morgan?’ She turned to Morgan, sighing at the sight of Morgan curled over the laptop again. ‘Morgan, sweetheart.’ She stepped up to the chair again, touching Morgan’s shoulder. ‘Morgan, do you-’
‘Fuck,’ Morgan hissed, lurching to her feet as she slammed at the keyboard. ‘Nononono, don’t you dare.’
‘Mo?’ Diego frowned from the screen.
‘Dammit,’ Morgan gritted her teeth, ignoring the growing concern from her audience and twitched the screen. ‘Don’t you dare you bastard!’
‘Morgan!’ Janice gasped. ‘What on earth?’
‘What’s happened?’ Diego asked.
Morgan slammed the control panel, still staring at the laptop screen. ‘He’s found a way to flush out my trojan horse,’ she said through gritted teeth. ‘He’s going to kick me out.’
‘Who?’
‘Roofer,’ Morgan said. ‘I was still messing with his stupid snooping into Chadster. And stopping him from trying to recover the DNA files.’
‘He found you in his system?’ Diego asked.
Morgan shrugged. ‘Must have. I don’t know when though, that came out of nowhere.’ She froze, frown dropping with realisation. ‘Oh no.’ She looked at Janice. ‘When Chad was still unconscious. Bernard made me go to bed early because I nearly put a virus in the hospital archives. I wasn’t with it enough, I didn’t do the normal checks.’ She stood up, looking at the computer in horror. ‘He must have found my trojans then. And then…coded something to break them all in one strike.’
‘Kicking you out in the process,’ Janice said with a sigh.
Morgan’s hands tangled in her hair, her breath quickening. ‘Fuck, no. No I…dammit!’
Diego moved closer to the screen, before Dave’s voice sounded off screen. She looked over her shoulder and waved him away before turning back to Morgan. ‘Mo? You did your best. And you did a bloody good job okay?’
Morgan shook her head, ‘He’s going to try and track us all down. He’s going to find out Chad’s secret identity. And yours. And…he’s going to look into the DNA match he found.’ She looked at Janice. ‘I’ve just put Rex on the hunt.’
‘No,’ Janice said. ‘That wasn’t you.’
‘But if I didn’t try to hide it so hard-’
‘Then he surely would have found it sooner.’ Janice said. ‘You did your best. Like Diego said. You kept Rex’s plans at bay with just one laptop. For how long?’
‘Has to be two months now,’ Diego said. ‘Or near enough.’
‘See? That’s incredible.’
Morgan swallowed. ‘But he’s going to be looking now as well. For all of this. He’s going to want all the answers almost as much as we do.’
‘Then it’s a good thing you got us a head start then,’ Janice said. She wrapped an arm around Morgan’s shoulders and pulled her into a tight hug. ‘You did so well.’
Morgan sniffed, ‘Not well enough.’
‘Nonsense,’ Janice said. ‘You were incredible.’
‘But-’
‘I will set Bernard on you,’ Janice said. ‘Don’t test me.’ Morgan slumped, leaning into Janice’s embrace, letting Janice stroke through her tangled curls. ‘My clever girl,’ Janice whispered, hushing gently as Morgan squeezed her tighter. ‘My brilliant girl.’
Diego looked over her shoulder again, then back at the two of them. ‘I’m going to be late if I wait any longer. I’ll check in with you guys later?’
Janice nodded and gave her a little wave, ‘Stay safe dear. Say hi to your husband for me.’
‘Will do, thanks Mrs S,’ Diego looked at Morgan. ‘Talk to you later Mo.’
Mo didn’t respond, her face buried in Janice’s shoulder. The screen went black behind them, filling the room with silence. The two of them rocked in place, Janice stroking Morgan’s hair gently as Morgan’s shoulders shook.
When Morgan finally spoke her voice was barely a croak. ‘Where’s Alex?’
Janice looked up at another screen. ‘I haven’t seen them around the base today. They’ve probably been entertaining themselves at the arena.’
‘All day?’
Janice let out a careful breath, ‘I think they needed some space. After the last fight with Chad.’ Morgan pulled back, her slightly blotchy face frowning at Janice. ‘They were giving you some space in part. But I think they needed it for themselves as well.’
‘Why?’ Morgan frowned. ‘It’s not the first time Alex has put Chad in the hospital.’
Janice sighed. ‘It’s the first time they have since we found out who Chad is. Or was rather. And…power exhaustion can be dangerous. Alex has seen how dangerous it can be.’ Janice looked away for a moment, eyes unfocusing for a moment. ‘It’s not a memory they want to relive I don’t think.’
‘What happened?’ Morgan asked. ‘They’ve never mentioned it.’
‘Well they wouldn’t,’ Janice said. ‘They’ll probably say it was a long time ago and it’s not worth thinking about.’
Morgan’s lips thinned, and she nodded in understanding. She thought about something else that made her brow furrow again. ‘Chad’s been awake for three days now. They’ve not been avoiding the base that entire time?’
‘No,’ Janice said. ‘No they’ve been around. Just…I don’t think they wanted to interrupt your work.’
Morgan sighed, closing her eyes. ‘Great. How the hell do I fix this?’
Janice rubbed Morgan’s arm. ‘Food first. Maybe a break away from the screens. And then? We’ll see what tomorrow brings.’
Chapter 46
Summary:
Chad's recovery is slow going, but the world is still moving around him.
Notes:
I've been fighting to get this chapter to "paper" for two weeks with no words wanting to cooperate. And then the whole thing gets out in one sitting. I despair at my brain sometimes!
Anyway, time for some lovely content warnings:
- Hospital/medical setting
- Depictions of recovery, illness
- Dismissal of illness/injury (possibly verging on ableism but I'm not sure about that)
- Narcissistic characters
- Implied emotional abuse from family members
- Background Alex drama involving heroes being harmed and kidnapped
Chapter Text
The next time that Chad woke up, it was to the sound of mayhem outside his room. There were shouting voices, rushing footsteps, the heavy roll of wheels on tile. He tried to sit up, wincing as the slight movement made all the muscles in his good shoulder complain. Even so he forced himself to sit up, the simple movement leaving him panting and breathing heavily, blinking back spots in his eyes. Damn power drain.
He had just about come back to focus on his surroundings when the door opened and Diego slipped in. She didn’t notice him sitting up until the door closed behind her, too busy focusing on the voices on the other side of the door.
‘What’s going on?’ Chad mumbled.
Diego jumped at Chad’s response, staring at him in surprised before shifting into a frown. ‘What are you doing sitting up? The doctor told you to rest.’
‘I am,’ Chad said. ‘What’s going on outside?’
Diego shook her head, stepping up to his bed and dumping her bag on the chair before rummaging inside it. ‘That’s the last thing you need to worry about. Come on, I brought some decent food.’ She pulled out a thermos and a tupperware with sandwiches before turning to him. ‘If you’re feeling up to trying solids we can share?’
Chad scowled. ‘What’s going on outside? I can hear the nurses shouting from here.’
Diego looked at the door, pursing her lips for a moment. ‘Seriously Chad, everyone wants you to focus on you right now.’
‘I’m not going to drop it, so-’
The door to the room opened and Diego shoved the lunch back in her bag, hidden away just in time for Caroline to step through the door. ‘Oh Chad!’ she looked up at him in surprise, and then smiled at him. ‘You’re awake. And sitting up of all things.’ She chuckled, ‘I knew that doctor was underestimating you.’
Said doctor was following behind Caroline with a scowl. He blinked in confusion at the sight of Chad conscious and sitting up, but focused back on Caroline quickly enough. ‘Mrs Sterling, I insist, we cannot be having a thousand and one guests right now. Once the ward has settled you and Mrs Dodgers can come and have your full visit, but until then-’
‘Oh nonsense,’ Caroline said, waving her hand. ‘We’ll stay here and be out of your hair. And once your new residents are “settled” then we can discuss discharge plans.’
Chad blinked, trying to process what was being said without success. ‘What’s going on?’
‘Oh and you’re talking too!’ Caroline beamed. ‘Excellent, you’re doing marvellously. I don’t think there should be any objections then.’
The doctor gave Caroline a barely concealed glare. ‘Chadster’s discharge is a decision to be made by me. And him. When we think he is ready for discharge. And not a moment before.’
There was another clang outside and Caroline scoffed. ‘You really think you can give my son the care he needs when you’re this busy?’
‘Guys?’ Chad said, his voice already getting quieter from tiring. ‘What’s going on?’
Diego sighed, ‘Some of Alex’s hostages came back.’ Chad turned to Diego, a silent question on his face as she clearly looked torn. ‘Or rather, were sent back. Apparently Alex said something along the lines of “They’re too broken to be entertaining anymore.” So they got dumped just outside the city. The first wave of heroes that went to retrieve them have also gone missing.’
Chad cringed, anger and guilt mixing in his chest to form something ugly. ‘They wanted new heroes.’
‘It would seem so,’ Caroline said. ‘Now all the survivors are in the hospital wing, and the doctors have their hands rather full. Considering your progress, I think it's best we get out of their hair.’
‘Absolutely not,’ the doctor said. ‘We have more than enough staff, space and care to look after your son as well as all our new patients. He is best here where he can still be monitored.’
‘Isn’t he past the dangerous part of power drain at this point?’ Caroline said.
‘Yes,’ the doctor said. ‘As long as he continues to rest. And doesn’t push himself too much too quickly. Otherwise he runs the risk of relapse.’
Caroline barely held back a scoff. ‘Oh don’t worry, Richard and I know exactly what our son needs.’
Chad looked at Caroline in alarm, then at Diego. ‘I’m not…ready to go home yet.’
‘Of course you are,’ Caroline said. ‘Between me and your father we’ll make sure you’re perfectly taken care of.’
Chad’s alarm turned into a blind panic he didn’t have the energy to hide. ‘Move back in with you and Dad? I can’t.’
Caroline’s confident smile faltered, and she looked at Chad coolly, ‘Excuse me?’
Diego stepped in, putting a grounding hand on Chad’s knee, ‘Mum? Please be serious. You and Dad are still recovering yourselves. No one would expect you to be looking after someone else who is still recovering from major power drain right now.’
Caroline rolled her eyes, ‘Your father and I are perfectly fine.’
‘If your physiotherapy is going that well,’ the doctor said, ‘then the FA may be calling on you soon to assist with defending against Alex’s attacks. Especially since we’ve just lost another dozen heroes and sidekicks.’
‘A dozen?!’ Chad cried.
The doctor raised his hand, ‘Apologies Chadster, that was a callous way to tell you.’ He turned to Caroline with a scowl, ‘We are not having this conversation here, not if it's going to upset my patient. And I need to check in on the new admissions sooner rather than later.’
‘Well while you do that,’ Caroline said, ‘I’ll get Chadster’s discharge papers.’
‘No,’ Diego said. ‘You can’t be serious. This is the first time Chad has said anything in a week. And the first time he’s been able to move anything more than his robot limbs.’
Caroline’s cool expression turned to Diego, ‘Diego? I would expect you to have more faith in your father and I.’
‘Faith has nothing to do with it,’ Diego snapped. ‘If the doctor says he isn’t ready to leave the hospital yet then I’m trusting the doctor that was able to wake him up from the coma! ’
Chad reached out with his good arm, hooking Diego by the arm and pulling her closer. ‘Dee, which heroes? Who got taken?’
Diego sighed, ‘Of course that’s your priority right now.’ She turned to her brother. ‘Chad, please. If you try and burn energy on this now it will take you that much longer to recover.’
‘That won’t be a problem if he’s at home,’ Caroline said.
The doctor shook his head, ‘Right now Chadster’s having IV fluids to keep up his hydration and energy, along with daily painkillers you’re not qualified or trained to administer. Then there’s taking blood, BP tests, testing for oxygen and glucose levels, shifting him in the bed to make sure he doesn’t get pressure sores, cleaning and changing him. He’s here for a reason. This is the best place for him. When that is no longer the case Chadster and I will work on and agree his discharge plan.’
Caroline turned to the doctor ready to argue, when Chad tried to sit up again. He needed more information on what Alex had done, on who had been taken, on the condition of the heroes that had been brought back. He needed to get into his server to see what information and clues had been collected. He needed to convince his mother that he shouldn’t move back into his childhood home without making her suspicious or defensive. Even though the thought of moving back in and being “cared for” by his parents day in and day out made his blood freeze.
But when he sat up and tried to hold his weight for a moment the room swam, stars dancing in his vision, and the world fell out from under him. Diego’s voice sounded from far away, something strong catching him before he fell through the floor, and he was vaguely aware of the bustle around and above him. The doctor’s voice came through clearly for a moment, demanding someone leave, before something cold and metal was pressed to his chest, right next to where his necklace should still be sitting. Chad’s last thought was to check the necklace was still in place, before the darkness swallowed him.
The world was quiet when he woke up again. Quiet, and aching more than Chad could bear in the moment. A small whimper drew one of the nurses closer, a soft faced kind soul who gave him a reassuring smile and told him the doctor was on the way. It was late again. Too late for visitors Chad realised. The loud manic racing from earlier in the day was gone. Instead the corridor outside was quiet aside from the occasional footsteps and the click of a closing door.
Chad was helped up into a reclining position this time, and was slowly sipping on a cup of cool water when the doctor returned. He was straight to business like always, checking in with the nurse and on the chart, his stethoscope already out and listening in on Chad’s chest. His breathing was still heavy, heavier than Chad would have liked, but the doctor wasn’t alarmed by it. When the doctor turned to a monitor nearby Chad finally put enough energy together to grab the sleeve of his coat, getting his attention.
‘D…discharge,’ Chad gasped.
‘You are in no fit state to be discharged,’ the doctor said, his tone brokering no argument. ‘We’ll discuss discharge when you can stand without fainting.’
Chad shook his head, ‘Not…not there.’
The doctor frowned, ‘Not where?’
Chad swallowed, face screwing up from effort. ‘Can’t go back. Please. Don’t…let her…’
The doctor’s confusion vanished, and he nodded with pursed lips. ‘You mean your mother’s home?’ Chad nodded. ‘Your care is up to you and only you. If you do not want to be discharged into someone else’s care then that is your right. And you don’t need to justify yourself either.’
Chad nodded again, ‘Please…’
The doctor paused, looking away for a moment to think. ‘I can come up with a rationale for you to not return there if you want. So you can’t be blamed for the decision.’
Chad slumped in relief, his hand finally untangling from the doctor’s coat. ‘Thank you.’
‘Of course, I’m here to help after all,’ the doctor said. ‘Now, let me finish my checks, alright?’
Chad nodded, eyes closing from exhaustion as the doctor turned back. Before the doctor had even finished his examination Chad had already drifted off back to sleep.
Chapter 47
Summary:
Meanwhile, with Alex...
Notes:
I have a chapter buffer for this fic for three whole days. That hasn't happened in months!
Content warning for:
- Mentions of neglecting sleep and food
- Brief mention of hospitals and healthcare
- Implied Alex typical violence and murder
Chapter Text
The computer room was almost silent when Alex teleported inside. The oversized control panels and screens were barely whirring, running various background programs and apps with occasional windows flashing on the screen. Alex ignored them though, focusing on the tense and tired figure of Morgan standing in front of her main console. For once she wasn’t typing at a mile a minute. Instead she had her phone to her ear, hugging herself with her free arm as she shifted from one foot to another. Alex wondered if they even needed to be invisible right now. Morgan seemed barely aware of her surroundings right now, Alex could have teleported in with a Mariachi band and she would have barely looked up. But Alex kept the invisibility up anyway. Just in case. They padded silently over the floor to rest near Morgan, close enough that they barely had to strain their super hearing to listen in on her phone call.
The muffled sound of Diego’s voice came through, halfway through some sort of point. ‘-but aside from that he’s doing okay.’
‘That’s not as encouraging as you think it is,’ Morgan said.
‘I know,’ Diego said. ‘I’m sure if I had gotten Janice’s lunch in him he would have perked right up, but there’s no way I’m going to try and explain that in front of Mum. Or the doctor.’
‘No, no you made the right call,’ Morgan said. She sighed, leaning on the control panel. Alex curled up on the panel, resting their head on their knees. Mum had made Chad food? ‘How is everything else?’
‘Well I haven’t had a chance to set up Janice’s ward,’ Diego said, ‘so there’s no point asking about that.’
‘Oddly enough I had noticed.’
‘Don’t start sassing me, I’m not in the mood.’
Morgan rolled her eyes. ‘Fine I’ll be good.’
Diego laughed drily, ‘I’ll believe that when I see it.’
‘I haven’t committed any crimes in like a month. A week. At least two days.’
‘Try again,’ Diego chuckled. ‘Right, I need to run interference with Dad again and then get ready for my shift on the server tomorrow. Try not to cause any trouble on your end.’
‘Ouch!’ Morgan said. ‘If anything, I have been the person causing the least trouble in this whole plan. Which sounds wrong now I say it out loud.’
‘Don’t.’
‘I didn’t say anything!’
Alex could practically hear Diego’s eye roll. ‘You didn’t need to. Talk to you later.’
‘Yep,’ Morgan said. ‘Love you sis.’
‘Love you too.’
When Morgan pulled the phone away she sighed, tossing the phone blindly before slumping onto the computer panel. Their hair fell in front of their face so Alex couldn’t see her expression. The tension in her shoulders and white knuckled grip she had on the panel though was enough for Alex to wince in sympathy. They wanted to reach out. Maybe get Morgan yelling. Preferably give her a hug and let her vent out her stress. But there was no guarantee that she would want to see Alex right now, and appearing out of nowhere might just make her feel worse. Which was the last thing Alex wanted.
A groan from Morgan brought Alex out of their thoughts, and they looked back to see Morgan looking up at the screen. Under the light of the screen Alex could see just how exhausted Morgan was. The bags around her eyes looked like bruises, her cheeks looked more thin and drawn. Whether it was from lack of sleep or lack of regular meals Alex couldn’t tell, but both options made them worried. It had only been a couple of days. Okay…maybe a week. But Janice and Bernard were here. Surely they would have gotten Morgan to look after herself?
Morgan tapped a button and looked to another window, rubbing at her bloodshot eyes as she tried to focus. She barely managed a minute before her shoulders slumped. ‘Fuck it,’ she mumbled, turning away from the console. Alex blinked in surprise, watching Morgan grab her phone and move to the other console, the one that Alex always favoured. She pressed a few keys, bringing up a series of video cameras that had Alex sitting up straight. It was the arena. The cells the heroes were trapped in. The main colosseum. The cages Alex’s monsters were sleeping in. She flicked through all of the cameras, twice, three times, before grunting in frustration and turning away. Was…was Morgan looking for Alex?
Before Alex could respond the door to the computer room opened and Janice stepped inside. ‘Morgan love? Dinner’s almost ready.’
Well that answered one of Alex’s questions. Morgan looked up at Janice, ‘Have you seen Alex today?’
Janice paused, her eyes flicking towards Alex’s direction for just a moment before smiling at Morgan. ‘They've been in and out of the lair a lot. I was going to check on the cameras and see if they were free for me to call. You’re both as bad as each other at the moment for remembering to eat you know?’
Morgan rolled her eyes, ‘Well I can’t find them. All the heroes are in their cells. I think they’ve left the arena.’
‘Oh good,’ Janice smiled. ‘I’ll go track them down, you go eat.’
‘But-’
‘Morgan?’ Janice said, putting a hand on Morgan’s shoulder. ‘You’re already doing more than enough. Too much some might say. Let me worry about Alex for the moment. Bernard’s been wanting to show you his latest blueprint for a new doohickey anyway.’
Morgan sighed, her shoulders slumping as Janice gave her a reassuring squeeze. ‘Let me know when you find them?’ Morgan asked.
Janice nodded, ‘Course I will.’ She gave Morgan a quick but tight hug, that Morgan was almost ready to melt into before Janice ushered her out of the room to get some food.
When the door closed the two villains stood in silence for a moment, watching each other from across the room. Janice was the first to break the silence. ‘Alex? Is there a reason why you’re perched there like an invisible gargoyle watching Morgan?’
Alex slumped, the invisibility vanishing with a thought. ‘I didn’t think she wanted to see me.’ Janice nodded in understanding, slowly closing the gap between them. ‘But I wanted to check in. I…what have I missed?’
‘Chad’s awake,’ Janice said. Alex’s head snapped up, their eyes wide in shock. Janice gave Alex a sympathetic look and continued, ‘Has been for….about four days now.’ They breathed a sigh of relief, their eyes closing as they buried their face in their knees and hugged their legs tighter. They barely reacted when Janice brushed some of their hair behind their ear. ‘They’re recovering well from the sounds of it. Diego’s been keeping us updated.’
‘Good,’ Alex whispered. They wiped at their face, pushing back any tears before they had a chance to fall. ‘That’s…that’s good. The other heroes are getting boring.’
Janice nodded, ‘Is that why you sent a bunch of them back?’
‘They were taking up dead space. Literally,’ Alex said. ‘I’m good at one thing, and it's making trouble for heroes.’
‘You’re good at a lot more than that,’ Janice said with a smile. ‘You make lovely scarves for one. Your knowledge of anatomy is inspiring. You’re still excellent at horse riding even though you haven’t practised in years. And you’re almost as good at cooking as I am.’
They snorted, ‘How humble of you.’
‘I don’t know the meaning of the word,’ Janice smirked. ‘I know what I’m good at, and I’m allowed to be proud of it. So are you.’
Alex gave a shaky smile. ‘Morgan looked tired. Has she not been eating?’
Janice sighed, ‘She’s eating more than she would if we left her to her own devices. But it was…tricky to pull her away from work for a while there. She…Roofer managed to kick her out of his servers.’
Alex perked up at that, ‘Do I need to break his shit?’
‘That would be something for the two of you to discuss,’ Janice said with a smile. ‘Maybe over fried chicken and corn?’ Alex shrunk back, looking unsure. ‘Sweetheart? I promise you, both of you will be better off for hashing out the rest of your thoughts. Bottling it up and avoiding each other like this, it will only make things worse in the long run.’
Alex cringed. ‘I don’t want her to hate me.’
‘Then talk to her,’ Janice said. ‘Your father and I will be right there. For both of you. We promise.’
‘You’re not going to take her side?’
‘Only if you deserve it,’ Janice said with a wink. ‘But we’re more likely to just be happy that you’re under the same roof. And eating. You’re talking about Morgan looking tired, have you looked in a mirror?’
Alex huffed. They slowly unfolded their legs, shaking out any pins and needles before climbing to their feet. Giving Janice a shaky smile, she couldn’t resist pulling them into a tight hug that Alex returned just as enthusiastically. The lights flickered overhead, until Janice hushed Alex gently, rocking them slightly until the worst of the tension left Alex’s body.
‘My baby,’ Janice whispered. She looked at them with a gentle smile that had Alex tearing up again. ‘Lets get you some food, yeah.’
Alex nodded, unable to meet their mother’s eyes as she guided them towards the door. Before she could reach out for the handle though Alex spoke up. ‘You haven’t asked about the fight yet.’
Janice looked at Alex in surprise, ‘The fight? I was there.’
‘Not with Morgan,’ Alex said. ‘With Chad.’
Janice blinked, watching Alex with confusion and concern. ‘I figured you didn’t want to talk about it yet. Besides, didn’t your father ask you about it?’
Alex shrugged, ‘I thought you would be curious.’
‘Alex it’s me. Curious is an understatement. But that’s not my priority right now. You’ll tell me when you’re good and ready, and I’ll respect your decision not to until then. Okay?’
Alex swallowed and nodded, looking down at the floor as Janice turned back to the door. ‘He uh…’ Alex stammered, struggling to find the words. ‘Chad that is. He…he has your eyes.’
Janice turned back to Alex in confusion. ‘No he doesn’t? His natural eyes are grey, like Bernard’s.’
‘Not like that,’ Alex said. ‘You…you can’t tell normally because the illusion hides it. But when Chad uses his powers? His eyes…they glow like yours.’ Janice’s confusion faded, and she blinked in realisation. ‘Apparently the blizzard was stronger than the illusion,’ Alex mumbled, their own glowing eyes glued to the floor. ‘So…they came out. Kind of a whitey blue. Like lightning.’ Alex swallowed, glancing up at Janice to try and gauge her reaction.
‘How…how do you know the illusion is hiding it?’ Janice asked.
Alex let out a shaky breath. ‘After the blizzard broke. I looked past the illusion. I guess out of morbid curiosity. And when he…tried to push me away again. There was barely any wind in it. But his eyes lit right up.’
Janice looked away, a thousand thoughts playing across her face, too fast for Alex to read properly. ‘I see,’ Janice said. ‘Definitely part of the family then.’ She sniffed, trying to give Alex a small smile. ‘Thank you for telling me.’
Alex nodded, their shoulders curling up to their ears. ‘I…I didn’t tell Dad. Or anyone else. I don’t know if Chad even knows his eyes do that.’
Janice nodded, ‘Understood. Discretion then?’ Alex shrugged, letting Janice loop her arm through theirs and letting her drag them out of the room to finally get some food.
The kitchen was full of voices when they arrived, Morgan and Bernard chattering away about blueprints spread across the kitchen island. Morgan was mid-bite of some cornbread as she pointed at some component of the blueprint, showing excitement she hadn’t had in some weeks. Bernard was just as amorous while sneaking another drumstick onto Morgan’s plate. He noticed the pair walk in first and gave them a wave, drawing Morgan’s attention to them as well.
‘Alex!’ Morgan said with a grin. ‘Where the fuck have you been?’
Alex shrugged, barely able to disguise their relief at Morgan’s reaction. ‘Oh you know. Causing mayhem and disaster. Scaring heroes. The usual.’
Morgan rolled her eyes, ‘Yeah? I saw you dumped your victims outside the city.’
‘Where else was I supposed to put them?’ Alex said. ‘They were too broken for the beasties to hunt properly.’
Bernard handed Alex a plate loaded up with food, and they tucked in as Morgan huffed in amusement. ‘Yeah, well you definitely scared the heroes again. Diego called earlier, they’re reshuffling the FA teams who are working on finding me and stopping you. Turns out a bunch of the people you stole were on the “stop you” team.’
Alex snorted, ‘Good luck with that.’
‘Chad’s also awake,’ Morgan said. ‘Panicking about all the missing heroes so much he nearly fainted trying to get out of bed.’
‘What?’ Alex and Janice said in sync, both looking at Morgan in concern.
She jumped in surprise at their shared reaction, looking between them both. ‘He’s fine. Diego called the doctor before she had dinner and he was still stable and everything. Just…I guess he pushed himself too far with the power drain still going on?’
Alex closed their eyes, trying hard not to grimace. ‘Idiot,’ they muttered under their breath and turned back to their food. Morgan looked past them at Janice, shooting her a silent question. She looked back at Morgan with mild amusement and simply shrugged, accepting her own plate from Bernard and letting him steal a kiss.
‘Alright,’ Morgan said, still clearly confused about Alex’s reaction. ‘In other news, Roofer kicked me out of his server. He found my trojan viruses and flushed me out.’
‘Want me to break his shit?’ Alex asked.
Morgan thought for a moment, ‘That is tempting. Can you make it not look like you though?’
‘Why?’
‘Because if the heroes catch on they might wonder why you turned on Chadster’s nemesis.’
Alex rolled their eyes. Morgan was right, but it didn’t mean they had to be happy about it. ‘Boring. But fine. Roofer won’t even know what hit him.’
Morgan smiled at Alex, knocking into their shoulder. ‘Thanks. Good to have you back.’
‘Have me back?’ Alex smirked, ‘I never left.’
‘Uh huh, sure,’ Morgan snorted.
Bernard took her attention again and the two of them immediately picked up where they left off over the blueprint. Giving Alex the chance to shuffle closer. Relief settled through them as they managed to lean into Morgan’s bubble with no resistance, and when Morgan leaned back Alex gave Janice a small smile. For now, for the four of them in that room, they were okay.
Chapter 48
Summary:
Diego finally finds an opening to enact her plan
Notes:
The doctor has been around for 7 chapters, and I finally gave him a name!
Content warning for:
- Narcissistic and gaslighting behaviour (or an attempt at it at least)
- The Sterling's A+ parenting skills (sarcasm)
Chapter Text
At some point, Diego thought to herself, all this bullshit would have to stop. It was going to reach a breaking point, either from Alex causing mayhem or her parents hurting Chad, or hell even from her snapping on them. It wasn't the most likely breaking point but she couldn't rule it out. Thank god she had Dave, otherwise she would be as frazzled as Morgan right now.
It had been a week since Chad had ended up in the medical bay. Five days since he had woken up. And one day since he fainted on her and the doctor banned all visitors for the day. She gritted her teeth at the memory of the conversation. Partly at Caroline continuing her ridiculous tirade about Chad coming home, but mostly at the fact that she had gotten lumped in with Caroline as "part of the problem." Which stung. Especially since she had been the one to give Chad the food that got him up and talking in the first place. Sure the doctor didn't know that, but still. She was allowed to be bitter about it.
And then to make it all worse the latest kidnappings meant that Diego had to cover a double shift on the servers to track down Alex's base. Thankfully Dave offered to be on hospital duty (and promised to not eat Chad's lunch as well) so she had faith that would go right today at least. Even if her shifts on the servers left her utterly fed up and demoralised. Alex's "arena" was officially off the map. They had gone over the satellite images worldwide twice over and there was no luck. No sign, no trace. No power fluctuations or new building structures. Alex had hidden themselves perfectly. Which really wasn't their style considering their current lair, and the four before that. Blue Bolt had said it must mean Alex meant business, and if Diego didn't have insider knowledge she would be inclined to agree. Instead she thought this was Alex's version of a tantrum. Since they couldn't go after the heroes they wanted to yet.
But in any case, her shifts on the server were done for the next couple of days, and Dave had called her to confirm that Chad had drunk the soup and eaten one of the sandwiches and was looking ten times better for it. He agreed to pass the message onto Morgan while Diego went to her next port of call. She didn’t want to deal with her parents anymore than she had to right now, but Janice's ward was burning a figurative hole in her bag. This whole situation was going to reach a breaking point soon. The sooner Morgan found what she was after, the sooner this attempt at subterfuge could end. Diego had to get the ward in place now.
Her parent’s house was as quiet as always when she arrived. Caroline had spent most of her days at FA HQ either watching Chad, harassing the doctor, or trying to remind Vigilante how important her and Professor Psion were to the FA. Richard had taken to spending his days hunting for Morgan, tracking the news, anything he could do from his “office”. As well as getting back into his training and self-imposed hero duties of course. Diego kept her breathing calm as she hugged her bag closer, trying to look as calm and casual as always. She headed towards the stairs, grabbing the wooden ornament on the bannister before twisting it clockwise. The stairs creaked, before pulling away from Diego and revealing a secret metal staircase heading underground.
She ducked her head, heading down before the mechanism had finished moving. Hitting a button at the bottom of the steps, she briefly heard the stairs return to their normal position before turning down the long metal corridor, ignoring the doors to her left and right until she got to the end of the corridor. The door had no handle, but when she pressed her hand to a biometric pad on the side there was a beep, and the door slid open with a green light. She put on her normal smile and stepped inside.
As expected, Richard was sat at his normal computer chair, watching a wall of screens all scrolling with various data. There was a near permanent news feed in one corner that was currently reporting on Alex’s latest kidnapping, the FA alerts app was in its own window next to it, and various messages and conversation windows. But the bulk of the screen was images from CCTV footage, police reports, anything and everything Richard could get his hands on.
‘Having fun there?’ Diego asked as she stepped up to Richard’s console.
‘Always,’ he said with a smile and turned to her. ‘How was work?’
Diego sighed, dumping her bag on a free chair. ‘Doing a double shift with Blue Bolt was not how I wanted to spend my day. Guy literally never shuts up.’
Richard chuckled, ‘Yeah he’s a pain. Maybe he should do a lap of the globe to see if can find Alex the old fashioned way.’
‘I’m half tempted to suggest it,’ Diego said, digging into her bag. ‘We’re having no luck. They’ve actually hidden themselves for once.’
‘That’s not like Alex,’ Richard said. He sat back, musing for a moment as Diego pulled out a series of ready meal boxes. He laughed at the sight, ‘You’re really taking advantage of your mother not being here you know?’
She gave Richard a look, ‘I’ll make sure to take the risotto home with me then.’
‘You’ll do no such thing!’ He said. A purple sphere of energy appeared around the box Diego was holding, making the box jump out of her hand and float over to Richard. ‘What kind of family of mine will deprive me of risotto?’
‘Ask Mum, she’s the one who banned processed grains,’ Diego said with a grin, pulling out a chili dish and some tortilla chips. ‘I hope you’re not taking advantage of my mother not being here Dad.’
Richard’s expression smoothed over. ‘Careful with your tone dear.’
She rolled her eyes, ‘It’s just a joke.’
‘Even so, respect is important. Remember?’ He raised his eyebrow at her and got up from his chair, waiting for her to look away sheepishly before stepping for the door.
‘Dad?’ Diego winced at how small her voice sounded already, before she put on a small smile and turned to him. ‘While you’re there, would you mind heating up mine?’
He looked at the box then at Diego, ‘Or you could deal with dinner while I get back to work.’
‘You would be my favourite parent?’
‘I’m already your favourite parent,’ Richard said. ‘Try again.’
Diego sighed, ‘I just…could use a minute to sit? Instead of dealing with the stairs again. Please?’
Richard glanced over her tired expression before rolling his eyes. He waved his hand and the dinner floated out of Diego’s hand in a bubble of purple light and over to him.
‘Thanks,’ Diego smiled. ‘I appreciate it. Good to see your strength coming back with the powers.’
Richard smirked at that, ‘Of course. It was only a matter of time.’ And with that he turned to the door.
Diego waited until the door closed behind him before she dived into action. She pulled the still wrapped crystal ward out of the bottom of her bag, unwrapping it enough to check it over. No cracks or scratches in sight. Janice did good work. Diego sighed, wrapping it back up before facing the console. Luckily she had the perfect hiding place for it, but she didn’t have a lot of time. Holding the ward close to her chest, Diego stepped forward, phasing into the console. Another few steps and she was looking past the screen into the motors underneath, and then she was fully inside the computer.
It was more cramped in here than she expected. Most of the space was taken up by floor to ceiling blocks of storage, with cooling agents running through them in wires Diego really didn’t want to mess with. Everything else was wires, fans keeping the main vat of cooling agent at its main temperature, all connected to a large block above her head. Diego wasn’t entirely sure what it was. Morgan could have probably pointed it all out, but there was no time for that. Diego caught the telltales signs of glowing magical sigils etched into various components as she phased through the wires towards the back of the computer and the room. She needed to find a space she could become solid in without disturbing anything.
She found a space quickly, just about anyway. When she solidified a bunch of the wires bunched around her head, threatening to tangle in her hair. She cringed, trying to move her head as little as possible as she unwrapped the ward again. She whispered the words Janice gave her, watching it glow brighter for a moment. Without hesitating Diego set the ward against the wall of the computer, waiting for the next step. There was a flash of yellow light, and Diego sent off a quick prayer before she let go. When it stayed in place she sighed in relief, watching with a growing smile as the yellow light faded, leaving the crystal entirely clear. Without the light there, in the dark space the crystal was almost invisible. ‘Lets hope this works,’ Diego whispered and shifted back to being incorporeal before quickly making her way out.
She had just enough time to get out the computer, brush off any dust from her hair and clothes, and sit down in her currently designated chair before the door opened without any ceremony. Richard returned with two floating orbs of light, already looking over the news and alerts windows as he walked over. ‘Did I miss anything?’ he asked.
‘Don’t think so,’ Diego said, thanking him quickly as she plucked her dinner out of the air. ‘Want some chips?’
Richard looked at the tortilla chips. ‘You’re being a terrible influence tonight,’ he smirked as he grabbed a handful and set them next to his dinner. Diego barely had a chance to take a bite of her food however before Richard spoke again. ‘So your mother tells me the two of you had an argument yesterday.’
Diego sighed, sitting back in her chair. ‘We had a disagreement.’ Richard was silent, watching her intently until she straightened up and looked at him. ‘Mum wanted to discharge Chad from hospital. I disagreed.’
‘I see,’ Richard nodded and turned back to his dinner.
Diego took a steadying breath, ‘Look, I know you and Mum both love Chad okay? I’ve never questioned that. But you’re both still recovering, and Chad fainted yesterday because he sat up too fast.’
‘I heard.’
‘And even if you weren’t recovering or looking for Morgan or being heroes,’ Diego said, ‘Chad hates to be a burden on anyone. He never wants to make anyone feel like they’re obligated to do anything for him, and he hates being in the way or holding people back.’
‘You’re speaking as if I don’t know my own son,’ Richard said, looking at Diego calmly.
Diego frowned slightly, ‘Well, I…I guess I assumed you and Mum were on the same page.’
‘We are.’
‘But-’
‘Did you ask your mother why she wants Chad out of hospital?’ Richard asked. ‘And I don’t mean while you were in the medical bay. When you’re not in the FA building, have you asked her why she’s so insistent on getting Chad out?’
Diego’s brow furrowed. ‘Not out of the FA building no.’
‘Maybe you should have,’ Richard said.
‘Why should I ask away from the FA building? They’re your colleagues.’
Richard snorted at that and tapped a button, opening a new window. Diego looked at the screen, her eyes slowly widening in realisation. Various data was scrolling across the screen. Hero files, reports, files marked confidential, satellite images. FA satellite images. She was looking at a copy of the FA server. ‘You say that like we trust them,’ Richard said.
‘You don’t?’
‘Depends on the hero,’ Richard said with a knowing smirk. ‘Ace? I trust him to be a beacon of hope in all things. Vigilante? He’ll sniff out any secret without prejudice. Blue Bolt? I trust him to make me want to invest in ear defenders.’ He tapped another button. ‘But in answer to your question, there are people in that building who it would be very foolish to trust anything to.
Diego scooched forward, looking at the file on the screen. ‘Chad’s doctor?’
‘Dr Clive Cavendish,’ Richard said, an edge of a sneer in his voice. ‘See if you can spot the problem with his file.’
Diego enlarged the window, reading through the information. It didn’t take her long to find it, and she sighed. ‘Is it his power?’
‘What do you think?’
‘I think psionic empathy would be a useful power for a doctor. He can tell when someone’s in pain, when they’re in distress, get a read on someone when they can’t otherwise communicate-’
Richard scoffed, ‘He’s two shades away from telepathy.’
‘He can’t read thoughts.’
‘No. He reads emotions. But don’t pretend that can’t be just as dangerous,’ Richard said. His voice had turned harsh and he was staring at Diego. ‘Being able to read the emotions and feelings of someone who is compromised by being in a hospital bed? After the ordeals we go through as heroes? That has the potential to be more effective than interrogation in finding information. In finding people’s weaknesses. And you’re assuming he can only read them. What if he can manipulate them? Insert an artificial emotion into someone’s head?’
Diego watched her dad carefully, trying to make sure her expression was neutral enough to not set him off even more. ‘He would need sanction to do that.’
‘Who would be able to stop him?’ Richard asked. ‘How would you even know he had?’ He sat forward, his jaw set, pointing at the picture of the doctor above them. ‘That man is not putting anything in my son’s head. I won’t allow it. And neither will your mother.’
Diego looked at the screen again, reading through the rest of the file. ‘Surely if he has that power or potential he would be monitored.’
Richard scoffed, ‘Oh sure. But then we come back to your first question. About trust. Who is supervising him? And what is their agenda?’ Diego frowned, worrying her lip at that, and Richard nodded. ‘That’s what I thought.’
‘Even so,’ Diego said. ‘It’s not going to be healthy for Chad to leave hospital yet.’
Richard shrugged, ‘Then we get him a new doctor. One we can count on.’
‘That was your plan?’ Diego asked. ‘Get him home and then have the family doctor check up on him?’
‘It’s one of them,’ Richard said. ‘I wanted to set him up in a private ward but the FA blocked that. Apparently they think they can stop Alex from kidnapping him in the heart of the FA HQ.’ He scoffed and looked up at the news alerts.
‘It does feel like more of a sitting duck situation if Chad is just…in a normal hospital,’ Diego said. ‘That’s why the medical bay is there.’
‘It makes them feel better,’ Richard said. ‘It makes them feel like they’re doing something to stop Alex when they should be focusing on tracking them down.’
‘We’re trying, the satellite images-’
‘Then they should be sending out manual teams,’ Richard said. ‘Same as they did when they were looking for me and Caroline. Get people out and looking manually. You can hide anything from cameras if you’re smart enough. Sometimes you need to do it the old fashioned way.’
Diego sighed, ‘We only have so many people. And there is regular hero work to do as well. And if Alex thinks we’re sending out search parties to look for them they’ll only escalate.’
‘Well something needs to be done,’ Richard said. ‘Because right now, while Vigilante’s star pupil twiddles his thumbs and looks at some pictures taken from space, my son has put himself in front of Alex’s fire twice. The second time? He almost died trying to stop Alex from abducting him.’
Diego swallowed. ‘I didn’t think you or Mum were taking the power drain seriously.’
Richard shook his head, ‘Of course we did. Focusing on the new training regime, that’s just how your mother was dealing with the stress.’
‘Training regime?’ Diego scowled. ‘What training regime?’
‘Not important,’ Richard said. ‘The important thing is everything we do? Everything we are doing? Is for the sake of the family. For you. For Chad. And if Morgan hadn’t turned her back on us, then it would be for her too.’ Richard leaned towards Diego, looking to meet her eyes. Eventually Diego relented and met his gaze. ‘You’re the most important things your mother and I ever made. You know that right? We want you to be your best selves. To want for nothing, and to have the power and the will to get anything you could wish for. And when you’re in trouble, we want to be able to protect you.’
Diego sighed, ‘So I shouldn’t try and stop Mum when she tries to get Chad discharged from hospital?’
Richard smiled, a twinkle of pride, or maybe triumph, in his eyes. ‘That’s our girl.’
Diego sighed. ‘Okay, but-’
‘Diego?’ She fell silent at Richard’s tone. ‘Your mother and I know best on this one. I always appreciate that optimistic outlook you have. But in this case, we need realism. That’s our job. Let us do it.’
She looked away from her father and back up at the screen. ‘We should be looking for Morgan. Before it gets too late.’
Richard didn’t move, watching Diego carefully. She pressed a button, minimising the FA server clone before digging into her lukewarm dinner. Eventually Richard straightened up, and Diego refused to flinch under his final glare before he turned to the screen and opened up his investigation.
Chapter 49
Summary:
A rare night off for Morgan is interrupted by a phone call.
Notes:
At this point I have no idea how long this fic will be at its conclusion, but oh well *straps in*
Content warnings for:
- Misplaced blame and guilt
- Discussions of manipulation and manipulative characters
- Discussions of healthcare and hospital settings
- Implied threats of violence
Chapter Text
The kitchen was full of chatter and energy despite the late hour. Dinner had been picked clean hours ago, Janice and Bernard taking their time with cleaning up while Alex and Morgan talked about everything the other had missed. Morgan told Alex about her investigations, the information she had pulled out of the FA servers, and the hero’s various panic-fuelled attempts track them down so far. She had also managed to briefly catch up with Barnaby and Kotetsu, who informed her the apartment had been cleaned up by Morgan’s people. Ohio even tried to tempt Morgan out of hiding by mentioning the Star Necklace exhibit going on at the Central City Museum. Alex for their part described their personal highlights from the arena so far, from setting their “beasties” on the heroes to jumping into the arena themselves to get their own hands dirty. Sometimes nothing was better than that personal touch after all.
Neither of them brought up the last conversation, or the plan going forward. Aside from the comment about his health neither of them brought up Chad, or Diego, or Morgan’s parents. Morgan knew they would have to at some point, and hopefully before Diego got the ward in place. But she didn’t have the energy to poke at something that raw right now. Especially since she still wasn’t sure how Alex was going to react. And, as much as Alex had pissed her off with their move against Chad, she had missed them the past week. She had missed this. A chance for them to just talk and relish in each other’s antics and company. Without having to worry about anything else.
And then Morgan’s phone began to ring.
Alex’s mood dropped instantly, their jaw tensing as their eyes zeroed in on the intrusive noise. ‘Who’s that?’
Morgan checked, her sigh making Alex’s jaw tighten. ‘Don’t be a dick okay?’ She pressed the button and put the phone to her ear, ‘Hey Dee.’
Something in Alex’s jaw cracked, but Morgan was more focused on the small sniff on the line. ‘Hey. Um…I got the ward in place. You should be good to go.’
‘What’s up?’
‘Nothing,’ Dee said. Morgan barely heard the rev of a car engine coming to life in the background. ‘I’m fine. Chad’s fine. I’m just tired. On my way home now.’
Morgan checked the time on her phone and cringed before putting it back to her ear. ‘You’re just heading home now? Jesus Dee, how long did Mum and Dad keep you there for?’
‘Just Dad. He’s still having me help with looking for you.’
‘What did he do?’ Morgan asked, anger slipping into her voice.
‘Nothing. It’s fine. Dad’s just…well he’s Dad.’
Morgan rolled her eyes, getting up to her feet. She could feel three sets of eyes on her but Morgan ignored them all. ‘What did he do?’
‘It’s fine, I told you.’
‘Everything alright sweetheart?’ Janice asked behind Morgan.
She turned towards them and gave them a flat smile. ‘Dee got the ward in place, apparently Dad gave her a bad time.’
‘I didn’t say that!’ Diego said.
‘She’s got a husband to whine to,’ Alex growled.
Morgan glared back at Alex, ‘Don’t you start Alex. Dee? How far are you out from your place?’
‘I’m almost there,’ Diego said.
Morgan frowned at that. Last she checked Diego and Dave didn’t live that close to their parent’s house. And from the sounds of it she had just set off. She was about to call Diego out, before she got a better idea. ‘Awesome, so I’ll stay on the line until you get back and you can rant to Dave about Dad’s bullshit, sound fair?’
‘What? No!’
‘If you hang up before I hear Dave in the same room as you I’m calling you back,’ Morgan said. ‘And if you don’t answer I’ll assume you’re in trouble and let Dave know.’
Diego scoffed, ‘What happened to snitches get stitches?’
‘If you don’t want me to tell Dave then you’d better not hang up,’ Morgan said. Diego’s huff from the other end of the line made her grin. ‘Cool, so I’ll hang on then. You said you’re almost home anyway right?’
The silence on the line made Morgan hold back a chuckle. ‘You’re an asshole.’
‘Love you too,’ Morgan said. ‘So, what did Dad do?’
Diego was silent for a minute again. ‘You sure I’m not interrupting anything?’
‘Dee? Please. Stop deflecting. What happened?’
Diego fell silent again. The occasional rev of the engine was the only thing that told Morgan she hadn’t hung up. And all the Stewarts were looking at her. Janice and Bernard with concern, while Alex was scowling. Eventually Diego’s voice came back through. ‘You hacked into the FA server right?’
Morgan blinked in surprise. ‘Are you going to yell at me if I say yes?’
‘I should…but no. Could you check something please? Just in case I screwed something up.’
‘Oh, sure,’ Morgan headed towards the door, ignoring Alex’s splutter of indignation behind her. ‘What do you think you screwed up with?’
‘Chad’s doctor?’ Diego said, her voice hitching with a suppressed sob.
Morgan walked back to the computer lab quickly, silent on the phone as Diego recounted the entire evening. She held back her usual sarcastic remarks regarding her parents’ behaviour, letting Diego rant out all her emotions and concerns. By the time Diego was winding down Morgan was walking into the computer lab and heading to her terminal to pull up the FA server.
‘And now,’ Diego said, her voice shaking, ‘I don’t know if I should be helping them get Chad away from the doctor and into another hospital, or getting him home, or whether Chad should stay in the FA bay. I…what if the doctor’s done something to him?’
‘Well his full powerset should be in his file,’ Morgan said, ‘and if he can “influence emotions” then any instances of him using it should be recorded. He needs sanctions right?’
‘Right,’ Diego said, ‘but…Dad doesn’t trust that.’
‘And we’re listening to Dad’s judgement now?’
‘I’m just…worried,’ Diego said. ‘That doctor is looking after Chad day in and day out. And if Dad doesn’t trust him, then maybe he has a good reason.’
‘Or, hear me out here, the man between them and getting Chad back under their thumb is someone they can’t lie to.’
Diego was silent for a moment, ‘Oh.’
‘Yeah,’ Morgan said. ‘There’s a reason why empaths are treated like gold dust in therapy and fighting crime. And from what you’ve told me about the guy, this doctor really likes telling Mum and Dad no. So that’s his second strike. No wonder they don’t “trust” him.’
Diego was silent again, giving Morgan a chance to bring up a bunch of windows on her computer screen. ‘Dad could be right though.’
‘Well that’s what I’m checking,’ Morgan said. ‘But even if he is? Chad shouldn’t leave hospital now, and he definitely shouldn’t be moving back in with Mum and Dad.’
‘What?!’
Morgan spun around in shock at the sudden voice. Janice was standing in the doorway, her eyes glowing a dangerous crimson. But it was the expression of rage on her face that made Morgan swallow back a bolt of panic. ‘Janice? When did you…’
‘Why would Chad be discharged from hospital now? Or move back in with them? ’ Janice’s voice was far too calm for the anger radiating off her. The combination gave Morgan goosebumps as she scrambled with her phone.
‘Dee? I’m putting you on loudspeaker.’
‘What? Morgan no-’
Morgan pressed the button and all but threw her phone onto the nearby chair. ‘Dee? Can you give Janice the cliffnotes of our chat earlier? Please?’
‘Morgan what’s going on?’
‘If you don’t want Janice ripping Mum and Dad to pieces in the next five seconds then start talking.’ Diego spluttered at that. Morgan tried to give Janice a smile and a wavering chuckle. ‘Diego can explain it all better than me.’
‘What the hell is going on over there?!’ Diego shouted.
Janice took a slow, deep breath, and walked closer to the chair. She picked up Morgan’s phone, her eyes dimming only slightly to a darker glow rather than a burning light. But that did nothing to calm Morgan down, who was still watching the rage come off her in waves. ‘Diego dear?’ Janice said, again far too calm. ‘I think I’ve missed an update somewhere. What is going on with Chad?’
Diego was silent again, and Morgan forced herself to turn away from the two of them and focus on finding the doctor’s various files. ‘Why?’
Morgan groaned, ‘Dee, please, for the love of-’
‘No no,’ Janice said. ‘That is a fair question. We’re still strangers after all.’ She slowly let go of a breath, and thought for a moment. ‘Diego before you went to your father’s tonight, what did you think the best course of action was for Chad’s recovery?’
‘...To stay where he is,’ Diego said. ‘Get medical treatment. Depending on how long it takes, probably some physiotherapy to get his strength back. That kind of thing.’
‘Good,’ Janice said, her voice still unnaturally cool. ‘I agree. A person who suffers with such an extreme case of power exhaustion can take weeks to recover fully on their own. They need a lot, and I mean, a lot of care. At this point Chad would be entirely dependent on whoever is taking care of him to do anything that isn’t sleep. So for him, right now, the best care available for him is in a specialist healthcare setting that can treat superpower related conditions.’
‘Okay?’ Diego said. ‘We all know that, so-’
‘If anyone was to suggest,’ Janice continued, ‘that Chad should leave that healthcare setting at this point in his current condition, I would be very concerned. Because to come to that conclusion I have to assume that the person is idiotic, arrogant, or neglectful. But the one thing that is obvious is that whoever comes up with an idea like that at this point is not putting Chad’s needs first. In fact,’ Janice’s eyes flared as her voice dropped, the rage finally making itself known in her voice, ‘I would say they’re doing the exact opposite and ignoring Chad’s needs entirely. Which. Is. Unacceptable.’
Morgan turned around to look at Janice gripping the phone tightly enough to make the case creak. When Diego spoke again and she wasn’t shaking Morgan was honestly impressed. ‘Mrs Stewart? You know it wasn’t my idea right?’
‘Of course I do,’ Janice said with a nod. ‘You’re far too smart and you care for Chad too much to suggest something so ridiculous. But that brings me to my original question. Why would Chad leave hospital? And why would the plan be for him to move back in with your parents?’
‘He’s not,’ Diego said. ‘At least, the doctor keeps blocking the plans for now.’ The light finally died in Janice’s eyes and Morgan sighed in relief. ‘Mum was saying that because Chad’s awake and talking, and he even sat up yesterday, he would do better at home.’
‘I see.’
‘Dad says that they don’t trust Chad’s doctor. He’s a psionic empath, they’re worried he’ll start messing with Chad’s emotions or something.’
Janice nodded and turned to watch Morgan work. ‘Hence Morgan pulling up all his files?’
‘Yep,’ Morgan said. ‘And they were talking bullshit. His power’s at C tier. He only reads ambient emotions when he steps into a room. Physical contact gives him more info, yada yada, he’s basically a walking talking litmus test for your emotional health.’
‘And for any lies that occur,’ Janice said. ‘I used to replicate that ability in my early days when I was a fledgling. It’s a useful method of sniffing out dishonest people.’
Diego breathed a sigh of relief, ‘So he can’t mess with Chad?’
‘Only in mundane ways,’ Morgan said. ‘And from the sounds of it he’s one of the only people Chad’s got in his corner when you and Dave are on duty.’
Diego groaned down the phone. ‘Dammit! I’m such an idiot!’
‘What about dear?’ Janice asked.
‘I…I let him get in my head again!’ Diego shouted. A dull thud sounded on the other end, and Morgan had to guess Diego thumped something. ‘Why did I fall for it? I know Dad does this. I know he spins out bullshit and twists me up in knots. Why do I still listen to him?’
Janice pursed her lips, thinking for a moment. ‘Diego? At the moment, do you know the plans for Chad’s discharge?’
‘I know the doctor was fighting Mum on it yesterday,’ Diego said. ‘That was the conversation that Chad fainted in. Oh, did Morgan…’
‘Yes, she remembered to tell me that part,’ Janice gave Morgan a pointed look that had her cringing away.
‘Okay. Well, last I heard he was still fighting Mum on that. And Chad didn’t want to move back in with them.’
‘Oh that makes things simpler,’ Janice smiled, a sharp edge to her tone. ‘If Chad wants to stay in hospital, then he’ll stay where he is until he’s healthy enough to be discharged.’
‘I don’t think Mum and Dad will accept that,’ Diego said.
Janice’s lips curled into a sickly sweet grin, her eyes flashing again as she leaned into the phone. ‘Remember Diego dear. If you need any help at all. With anything. I’m just a phone call away. Okay sweetheart?’
Morgan swallowed, watching Janice cautiously. ‘Uh…since Chad is awake. And sitting up. And eating solids according to Dave. Could uh…could those fancy meals of yours get a little extra kick to them?’
Janice lit up at the thought, ‘Oh absolutely.’
‘Won’t that be suspicious?’ Diego said. ‘If Chad has a miraculous recovery?’
‘He’s a super powerful A tier at the top of his game,’ Morgan said. ‘And if that means he hits the field faster to deal with Alex, I don’t think anyone in the FA will bat an eye.’
‘And if they do,’ Janice said, ‘like I said. I’m always here to help. At any time.’
Chapter 50
Summary:
Chad's recovery is going well, until he tries to test himself too soon.
Notes:
Oh boy Chad decided to put himself through the wringer this chapter. Angst ahead!
Content warnings for:
- Recovery in hospital
- Parallels with fatigue and other health problems
- Self critical views and lack of self worth (with ableist language in some places)
Chapter Text
At the point that Chad could reliably sit up on his own without passing out, he had two realisations. First, the new meals that Diego and Dave were bringing for lunch and dinner were definitely stronger, leaving him with more energy than he had felt in what felt like ages. He was awake for long enough to actually try and prise some information out of his visitors, the nurses, even the doctor. The nurses and doctor of course disapproved of his insistence to spend every ounce of spare energy he seemed to have instead of appropriately resting. But that didn’t stop Chad from asking every time someone came into his room for an update.
His second realisation was that he didn’t know where his phone was.
Of course he could claim that he wanted to find his phone to catch up on the various cases and operations, to find out which heroes Alex had abducted his time and to find out the prognosis of those who were returned. But if he had to be honest, his first thought when he remembered his phone was about the Stewarts. Were they okay? Were they worried? Had they left any messages? Morgan too, had she been looking after herself? How had they all reacted when they found out Chad was in the hospital? His stomach twisted at the thought of Alex with them as well. What had happened to Alex after Chad had passed out? Obviously Alex hadn’t managed to take him, who had stopped them? Were they okay? Did Alex change their mind? So many questions, so much worry, and Chad needed his phone to even try and settle his nerves. He needed to talk to them. He needed his phone. He needed to get out of here.
Unfortunately not everyone agreed.
‘I promise you,’ Dr Cavenish said, ‘your phone is safe with the rest of your things that your sister brought in when you were admitted. But I don’t think you “catching up” is a good idea right now.’
Chad gritted his teeth, ‘It’s my phone.’
‘I know, and I can’t stop you from having it. But your energy levels are still fluctuating at best. Having access to your phone, to news and social media and the FA hero alerts? That’s a recipe for stress you don’t need right now.’
‘And being left in the dark is a better option?’ Chad asked.
‘You will be fully debriefed on any and all FA missions before you go back in the field,’ the doctor said. ‘Right now-’
‘Right now,’ Chad snapped, ‘I am stuck in a hospital bed and the villain who put me here kidnapped another dozen heroes. None of you will tell me who got taken. No one will tell me what’s happened to the people that came back. And even if that didn’t happen? I can’t just be shut off from my life while I’m in here. I’m supposed to be adopting a dog, and my rent’s due soon, and I missed my last visit to the library. Do you know I read to the kids on Wednesday afternoons?’
‘No I didn’t,’ the doctor said, his eyes flicking over the monitor tracking Chad’s heart rate. ‘I need you to stay calm and not stress yourself-’
‘I am calm!’
The doctor gave him a look. ‘Shouting won’t help your case.’
Chad gritted his teeth, gripping the bed rails with a grip that made the metal groan. ‘You won’t let me start physio. I can’t have a new arm yet. I need something . Please.’
‘You can have a new arm when I’m confident you’re strong enough for the surgery,’ the doctor said. ‘We need to fix the joint before we think about attaching a new limb. It's going to be a long operation and it will put your body under a lot of stress.’
‘Yes. Fine.’ Chad sighed. ‘Just…I need something. Please.’
‘How about a crossword?’ the doctor said. When Chad glared at him he rolled his eyes. ‘I’m serious. Some light intensity puzzle games would be perfect in shaking off the mental cobwebs without testing your limits too much.’
‘If I have my phone, I can download a crossword app,’ Chad said, sarcasm dripping from his voice.
The doctor scoffed, ‘I’m never going to believe that brash bravado persona of yours again after this.’ Chad sighed, flopping back onto the bed, and the doctor hummed. ‘Like I said, I can’t stop you from having your phone. It’s in your things.’
Chad looked over to the corner of the hospital room. On a small table sat his hero suit, the civilian clothes he had been wearing before the hero alert, and his backpack. Presumably with all his effects in. ‘I’m not supposed to leave the bed remember? Doctor’s orders.’
Dr Cavendish gave him a dry smile. ‘That is true. And I’m not going to encourage you to start stressing about things you don’t need to worry about right now. Maybe your sister will fish it out for you when she’s next in.’ Chad closed his eyes, barely holding back a whine as he heard the doctor’s steps move towards the door. ‘Rest up Chadster,’ the doctor said. ‘The nurse will be along in a short while to check on you.’
Chad didn’t open his eyes until the door had closed and the muffled footsteps had vanished. He looked to the door, then to the window. For now he was completely alone. He sat up again, shaking out his legs as much as he could while checking the wires on him. There was his IV line, a series of pads on his chest monitoring his heart rate and oxygen levels, and some other lines monitoring things he wasn’t sure of. He reached up to start plucking them off, then thought better of it. The last thing he needed was to set off the monitor’s alarms if it stopped reading his vitals.
He looked over at the bag again, chewing on his lip in thought. He flexed his hand, trying to reach out for his powers. Which sent his head swimming on its own. His power reserves were almost empty still, but a small wind was the easiest thing in the world to summon. At his full strength he didn’t even need to think about it too hard. Even in this condition, a wind should be doable. It was worth a shot at the very least.
By the time he had managed to summon enough energy to wrap around his bag Chad was seeing stars. The world was threatening to teeter around him, which was made even worse when his hand was outstretched to the table as he tried to focus on the wind. His head was pounding, his eyes burning, but he held onto the wind. He would only need it for a few seconds after all. With a grunt the wind lifted, along with the bag, and the world turned sideways. Chad tried to shake his head clear as he pulled the wind cushion closer, not caring for being precise or delicate in the moment. The bag thudded into his chest, knocking him backwards with an off. He gasped, blinking the dark spots out of his vision and trying to fight against unconsciousness. He was just about aware of the monitors going haywire above him, alerting some sort of footsteps further down the corridor. Chad gripped the bag tighter and tried to pick it up, hoping to drop it onto the floor by his bed. But before he could lift it over the rail, or hear the thud of the bag on the floor, the darkness swallowed the last of his consciousness.
Coming around was a slow and painful affair. Chad’s entire body ached, his head was threatening to split open, and the light above his head was too bright for him to open his eyes properly. He groaned, squinting at the intrusive light and trying to hide from it, when it vanished with a click. He slumped, relief and tiredness slipping through again. A straw touched his lips and Chad sucked on instinct, half expecting cool water. Instead some sweet and fruity exploded on his tongue, making him jolt in surprise.
He managed to squint his eyes open, looking up at a bottle with a straw. And behind it was Diego, looking very unimpressed. ‘Dee?’
‘Finish the drink,’ she said. ‘We’ll talk after you have the energy to sit up.’
She pressed the straw to his lips again and he started sipping, a familiar tingling sensation coming over him. He was halfway through the bottle when he realised that Janice must have prepared this drink, somehow putting whatever magic boosted his energy into the juice.
When the final sip was gone Diego pulled the bottle away, turning back to help Chad sit up straight in bed. He winced at his muscles groaning from the uncomfortable position he collapsed in, making Diego scowl. ‘Are you going to tell me what happened?’
‘Needed my phone,’ Chad mumbled.
Diego rolled her eyes, reaching down under the bed. She dumped Chad’s bag unceremoniously next to him, opening it up to dig out his phone, ‘The doctor said you’re supposed to stay in bed.’
‘I did,’ Chad said, his voice still quiet from lack of energy. He leaned back on the pillows, watching Diego with an exhausted expression. ‘I pulled it closer.’
Diego froze, the gears whirring in her head. She snapped up to look at Chad, her realisation coming with fury. ‘How did you pull it closer Chad?’ When he didn’t answer she just about held back a growl of frustration. ‘What the hell Chad? You’re summoning winds when you’re still bed bound?’
‘Was barely a breeze,’ Chad said. ‘Easy peasy.’
‘No. Not easy peasy. Not right now.’ Diego grabbed her own bag, pulling out a tupperware filled with small pastries. Without ceremony she practically shoved one into Chad’s mouth, waiting for him to begin chewing before she carried on talking. ‘You nearly fell into a coma. It took you five days of being in here to be able to talk. Why the hell did you think it was a good idea to try and use your goddamn powers? I would have rather heard you tried to go on a walk!’
‘Needed my phone,’ Chad said through the mouthful of food. He swallowed, pausing as the magical energy in the food left him tingling all the way down to his toes. ‘The doctor wouldn’t give me my bag.’
‘So powers was the answer?!’
‘I didn’t want to set off the alarms,’ he said, gesturing to the nearest machine. ‘It was a short burst of wind. Barely a few seconds.’
‘That’s not-’ Diego cut herself off before she began shouting properly. She snatched up another pastry, but Chad intercepted it with his hand before she could force feed him again. She stepped back, trying to steady her breathing, shaking slightly in anger. Once her breathing had slowed she tried again. ‘That’s not the point Chad. You are recovering. From power exhaustion. You cannot walk. You cannot stay awake for more than an hour. The last thing you should be doing is trying to use your powers!’
Chad looked away from Diego, unable to hide his own frustration. He grabbed another pastry, shoving it in his mouth before grabbing his bag.
‘Are you listening to me?’
‘Yes,’ Chad said. ‘But I needed my phone. The doctor refused to give me my bag and I was worried the nurses would have the same answer.’
‘You could have waited for me,’ Diego said.
‘And what if you said the same thing?’ Chad asked.
‘Why would I?’
Chad looked up at her with an irritated scowl. ‘Who did Alex abduct?’
Diego sighed. ‘You don’t need to worry about that now.’
‘Right,’ Chad rolled his eyes, turning back to his bag and fishing around for his phone. He finally pulled it out, feeling triumphant until he pressed the button and was met with a black screen. ‘Dammit! And the battery’s dead. Of course it is.’
‘Chad.’
‘No that’s just perfect,’ Chad snapped, tossing the phone before digging around for the charger. ‘Just my luck. And I don’t know if I even packed a charger or not, and if I did it’s still going to take hours to-’
‘Chad!’ Diego grabbed Chad’s arm, her other hand slamming on his backpack. ‘Why is this so important right now?’
‘I’ve been here for days,’ Chad said. ‘I can’t even keep track of how long I’ve been here. I have no calendar, no clock, nothing. Alex abducted however many other heroes and I still have no idea who. I don’t know what happened to the ones that came back. Morgan’s still missing and there’s no way to find out how much closer Vigilante is to finding her. I can’t get a new arm yet because the surgery will be too taxing and I’m being cut out of everything else!’ He sat back, panting in anger while staring at the still dark ceiling.
Diego’s frustration was still there, but worry was starting to tip into her expression. ‘That’s not the goal. That’s not our intention. But if you start spending all your energy on-’
‘Don’t,’ Chad snapped, looking at Diego again. ‘Doctor Cavendish already gave me that line. I’ll waste all my energy on stressing about something I can’t control. It will impact my recovery. I’ll try and push myself back into the costume too soon and relapse. I’ve heard it already.’
‘Right…’ Diego nodded, watching Chad carefully. ‘But?’
‘But what? I want my phone. It’s my phone. And if I’m going to lie here and be useless all day then the least I can do is find out what the hell I’ve missed.’
Diego sighed, ‘You’re not useless-’
‘I am right now!’
‘You’re recovering.’
‘And while I’m recovering I’m useless!’ Chad shouted. ‘I can’t fight, I can’t rescue people, I can’t investigate, hell I can’t even stand up right now!’ He took another breath, anger burning through him to make him shake. ‘The one thing I can do is get back in the loop. So I’m not completely in the dark. So I can at least be there to try and do something. ’
Diego was silent, watching Chad slump back on the pillows and stare up at the ceiling again. The tupperware was abandoned, most of the pastries untouched. He knew he should be eating them. It would help him back on his feet faster, back into the fray faster. But in the moment he just didn’t want to do anything but seethe.
Diego’s rustling caught his attention, and he turned to see Diego rummaging through his backpack. ‘What are you doing?’
‘Looking for your phone charger,’ Diego said. She laughed in triumph as she pulled out a familiar wire and grabbed Chad’s phone, looking around for a spare plug socket. There were some on the other side of the room, but Diego ended up looking around and behind the bed and bedside table to find a satisfactory one. But she did, plugging the phone in and setting it on the table before zipping up Chad’s bag and putting it on the floor by his bed. On the side with his good arm.
‘There,’ Diego said, grabbing her own bag to pull out more bottles of water and juice and various other tupperwares with sandwiches, homemade chicken nuggets, fruit and brownies.
She perched on the bed, setting the tupperware up between her and Chad when he finally spoke up. ‘I’m not hungry.’
‘How about a trade then?’ Diego said, looking at Chad expectantly. ‘You eat, and I’ll answer your questions.’
Chad blinked, watching Diego carefully. But she seemed sincere, watching him with that same expectant look. He pushed himself up to be sitting properly, looking between the food and Diego. Eventually he caved, picking up one of the chicken nuggets. ‘Morgan?’
‘Still missing,’ Diego said, watching as Chad slowly began to eat. ‘I don’t know about Vigilante but…’ she paused for long enough to check that the door was closed and there was no one in the corridor before turning back and continuing, ‘but Mum and Dad are no closer to finding her. From our side? Everything is a dead end.’
‘How come?’
‘The trail’s cold. Her car’s in its normal parking spot but it hasn’t been touched in weeks. Someone came round to her apartment in between your undercover mission and Alex coming back and cleaned the whole place up.’
Chad looked up in surprise at that. ‘Who?’
‘No one knows,’ Diego shrugged. ‘Could have been someone covering their tracks. Could have been a cleaner for the building. It’s not empty, just tidied up and given an actual clean.’
Chad frowned, looking away to think. He had to assume Morgan grabbed the rest of the DNA reports right? If she didn't, they needed to track those down. That was something else to mention when his phone was up and working again. ‘If it was cleaned properly we can rule Morgan out.’
Diego snorted at that and gave Chad a small smile, ‘Anything else?’
‘Who did Alex take?’
Her smile fell, and she looked away at that. ‘I don’t know all the names off hand. Some of them were heroes I’ve never worked with. But there was Emerald Dart, Sparrow, Blue Twister, Electron and Eagle Owl. Blue Bolt just managed to get away.’
Chad sighed, closing his eyes and leaning back. So many from Darkfeather’s team. How were they meant to come back from this? ‘There are B and C tiers in that list.’
‘Yeah, there was a mix of rankings taken this time,’ Diego said. ‘It was basically whoever showed up first vanished.’
Chad shook his head, ‘I should have been there.’
‘Don’t do that,’ Diego frowned. ‘You faced Alex one on one, remember? Where were they when you needed help?’
‘That’s not how it works,’ Chad said.
‘It is when you’re still recovering from that fight,’ Diego said. ‘You were, and are, right where we needed you to be. Healing. So when you get back in the fight you’re at your full strength.’ She nudged Chad with one of the tupperwares, not saying anything else until Chad picked up a sandwich. ‘Next question.’
‘The ones who came back,’ Chad said. ‘What happened to them? How are they?’
Diego licked her lips, looking at Chad with sympathy. ‘Eight came back. Three of them are in comas. The rest are in stasis for the Lazarus Machine.’ Chad cringed, dropping his sandwich to put his hand to his face as Diego leaned over to put a comforting hand on his knee. ‘I’m sorry Cheddar.’
Chad shook his head, sniffing slightly. He knew it would be bad. He knew he would hate the news. But hearing the actual information…he was starting to realise why the doctor didn’t want him to know yet. He sniffed again, wiping away at his eyes before he looked up at Diego again. ‘The others?’
‘No sign of them,’ Diego said with a sigh. ‘We’ve been over the satellite images five times now. There’s no sign of this arena Alex has.’
‘Are we sure its on Earth?’ Chad asked.
‘If its not then I have no idea how we’re going to find it,’ Diego said, folding her arms with a frown. ‘We’ll have to see if we can get imagine telescopes for looking in the solar system. But if its outside the solar system we’re screwed.’
Chad nodded. There were still questions getting to him. But now he was here, most of them he couldn’t ask. He couldn’t ask about Janice and Bernard, or Morgan, or the ward. He couldn’t ask about Roofer and the attempts to foil his investigation. He couldn’t ask about the search for Morgan’s evidence. There was only one other thing he could think of that was safe to talk about in an FA building.
‘How did I get away from Alex?’
He didn’t look at Diego, but he heard her sigh and shift awkwardly. ‘According to the report, Blue Bolt got to you first. When he arrived on the scene you were unconscious, there was snow and frost everywhere, and Alex was right over you. Blue Bolt managed to tackle Alex with enough speed to knock them out of the way, and by the time Alex turned around the two of you were gone.’ Diego squeezed his knee, her hand trembling slightly.
Chad sighed, ‘I need to thank Jerry I guess then.’
‘He should have gotten to you sooner,’ Diego said, her voice catching. Chad looked up at her, brow creasing as he saw Diego’s eyes shining with unshed tears. ‘The whole FA left you to fend off Alex on your own. That…they shouldn’t have done that.’
‘Dee?’ Chad held out his hand, leaning back as Diego shuffled closer to take his hand. He gently pulled her closer until she was clambering over the tupperwares to tuck in next to Chad, squeezing him into a tight hug which he tried to return just as tightly. He couldn't tell who was comforting who.
‘You’re not allowed to scare me like that again, okay?’ Diego said. ‘Never again.’
'I didn't mean to,' Chad said.
'I don't care,' Diego squeezed Chad a little tighter. 'I mean it, don't-'
'I called for backup,' Chad whispered. 'I made a fog to try and get away and called for backup.'
Diego tensed against him, and Chad could practically hear the cogs whirring. She pulled back slightly, enough to meet Chad's eyes. She was angry, her worry over Chad bleeding over into hurt. 'And you still tried to say you should have been there against Alex the other day? When the heroes were abducted?'
'It's my job. We're colleagues. And I'm a hero.'
'But they didn't do the same for you.' Diego tucked a curled off of Chad's face, watching as he looked away from her. Both of them had tears in their eyes now that were threatening to spill over. 'You give them too much Cheddar.'
Chad shook his head, 'But I don't know what else to do. This is all I know. This is…'
Diego pulled Chad back into a hug, hushing him gently as her own tears began to catch on his sleep shirt. 'Next time you need backup? You call me and Dave. Got it? I don't care what red tape problems happen. I don't care if you're on duty against a hundred Alex's. You call us and we'll be right there. Got it?' Chad nodded, burying his face into Diego’s shoulder as she squeezed him tighter. 'Promise me Chad.'
'I promise.'
Chapter 51
Summary:
Chad finally has his phone working, so it's time to catch up on what he's been missing.
Notes:
Hey guys? Get the tissues ready. And your emotional support Hops substitute
Not really any content warnings this chapter, aside from one scene with classic narcissist Caroline. If I've missed any let me know.
Chapter Text
Sleep came quickly for Chad. Again. It was the kind of sleep where he blinked and the world had shifted around him. One minute he was leaning on Diego’s shoulder, relishing in her too-tight embrace, and the next he was blinking awake in an empty bed. The tupperware had vanished, along with his sister, and a nurse was fussing around him and the monitors. It was so tempting to close his eyes again for a few more minutes, but then he saw the nurse pick up his backpack and he jolted awake.
‘Wait,’ Chad said, trying to push himself up to sit more upright. ‘Can you leave that by the bed? Please?’
The nurse looked at him with a raised eyebrow. ‘Excuse me?’
‘I know it's in the way,’ Chad said with a guilty smile, ‘but I can tuck it away somewhere. Otherwise it's on the other side of the room and I can’t reach it.’
The nurse pursed her lips, before putting the bag back on the floor. ‘Don’t let Cavendish catch you with your hero communicator.’
Chad nodded in relief, giving his thanks as the nurse carried on. He accepted some water with thanks, sipping it while the nurse worked and he watched in interest. Once she was gone the cup was down and Chad was reaching for his phone, praying it had charged enough by now.
It only took a few moments for the phone to turn on, and soon enough Chad was scrolling through and swiping away a thousand and one notifications from various apps and alerts. Most of them could wait. He went straight to his messages, spotting one from Diego first.
“Hey Cheddar. You fell asleep before you finished your lunch. I put the leftovers in your bag, they’d better be gone when Dave visits tomorrow” along with a winky face.
Chad smirked at that and clumsily sent back a quick thanks, before looking at his others. There were a few from the animal rescue about Pebbly he highlighted for later, a couple of well wishes from others in the Chastisers he had worked with, and one from the library featuring a picture of the kids making him “Get Well Soon” cards. The picture made Chad well up, a watery smile on his face. It was adorable. He marked that as one to reply to later as well, but they weren’t his focus.
No, his focus was on the twenty or so messages from Janice and Bernard. Each. His first plan was to read through them as quickly as possible, but he only got three messages into Bernard’s messages before he began tearing up. Diego had told him they had been worried. But it was a very different matter seeing Bernard’s normal messages about the farm being replaced with him…fussing for want of a better word. All the messages were asking about his recovery, how he’s feeling, is he getting enough rest, are the nurses looking after him properly. He had to keep wiping away his tears every couple of messages, his chin quivering at the increased heart and star emojis on every subsequent message.
Janice’s messages were just as bad. Part way through her messages changed to talking about the meals Diego had been bringing, along with advice on dealing with power exhaustion. Most of it was about rest. But he kept on reading them anyway, tucking every word away to either take it as advice later or cherish it in the moment.
Chad was also surprised to see messages from Morgan. Who was recorded as “G” for the moment obviously. She had less messages, but they were short and brief, if vague, attempts to keep Chad in the loop. They were things like “Plot holes should be fixed now,” which Chad assumed meant any holes in his story or his reports, and “Hurdle removed, ready for next step,” which had to be about the ward and their parent’s servers. One message that did concern Chad was one that said “Horse got kicked from Troy. No eyes on R.” Roofer kicked Morgan out of his server? That was the last thing they needed to deal with, he thought with a sigh.
But they would have to deal with that later. For now Chad managed to clumsily type out a message one handed to send to all three of them:
“Hi, just got phone charged. Catching up on stuff. Thank you for messages.”
The heart emoji and kiss at the end may have been excessive, but at the point he realised that the messages were already gone. He sighed, leaning back on the pillows while looking up at the ceiling. He had his phone back. He had a contact back to the others. He had honestly been expecting that to help settle his nerves and worries about recovering. But now he had seen all the messages, there was a heavy weight in his chest. Which didn’t make sense. He had only known Janice and Bernard for a month. And yes, they had spoken every day before the power exhaustion, but they had only seen each other for a handful of times. There was no reason for him to miss them so much.
His phone sprang to life, jolting him out of his thoughts. He scrambled to pick up the phone, seeing the incoming call from “Bert Stephens.” Oh no. He wanted to answer. He wanted to hear his…to hear Bernard’s voice right now. But he looked at the window to the corridor, listening out for any footsteps or voices. He couldn’t risk it. Not now. He cringed as he swiped to hang up, trying to push down the guilt as he fumbled out another text message.
“Sorry. Not now. Energy. Not private.”
The phone was silent for a minute, two minutes, and Chad bit back a whimper. Had he upset Bernard? Should he have answered anyway just to say hi? What if he just offended him and Janice, would Morgan be mad at him too? What if-
His phone pinged twice in quick succession. The first one loaded to a still frame for a video, and Chad’s breath caught. Bernard and Janice were both in frame, with watery eyes from obvious worry and relief, and they were both in the middle of talking with smiles. The second notification was a text.
“Of course. Here’s a video for when you have some privacy. How are you feeling? Jan wants to know how you’ve been coping with your meals.”
He was still reading the message when another one came through.
“Miss you kiddo.”
—
When the door to his hospital room rattled Chad minimised the chat window before dropping the phone to wipe at his eyes. He gave the nurse that came in a sheepish smile, leaning back as she came over to check his vitals.
‘Everything alright there?’ she asked.
‘Yeah,’ Chad said, clearing the emotional rasp out of his throat. He pulled up the library message, bringing up the picture of the kids before showing her the screen. ‘I hold a reading corner at the library on Wednesdays for the kids. Apparently they missed me.’
The nurse awed at the picture, pressing her hand to her chest as she cooed over the various kids’ faces. ‘They are so cute!’ She beamed at Chad. ‘They must think highly of you.’
‘Yeah,’ Chad said with a smile. ‘I didn’t even realise. I mean…they obviously do. But normally in a hero capacity. This feels…’
‘More personal?’ The nurse asked. Chad nodded, looking at the photo again. The nurse smiled in understanding. ‘You’ve saved thousands of lives time and time again. But sometimes it's nice to be reminded of the little things. Like reading corners with kids. Those are the things that we carry with us in the hard times after all.’
The door creaked open before Chad could respond and he looked up, trying to smooth his expression at Caroline entering the room. ‘Ah good, you’re awake,’ she said, before faltering at the sight of Chad’s watery eyes. ‘What’s going on?’
‘Oh,’ Chad blinked the last of the tears away and gestured with his phone. ‘I finally had the energy to get my phone up and running again. The library sent me a picture of the kids. They’ve made me get well soon cards.’
‘Oh,’ Caroline said. ‘That’s sweet. But you look upset, what’s wrong?’
‘Nothing,’ Chad said. ‘They’re good tears.’ Caroline scowled at that, but Chad jumped right past it. ‘How’s Dad doing?’
‘Busy as usual,’ Caroline said, coming closer and trying to make herself at home despite the nurse still working. ‘Can that be done later?’
‘Not really,’ the nurse said with a flat smile.
Caroline scoffed. ‘I’m sure that-’
‘Mum?’ Chad interrupted. ‘What Dad’s busy with. Does he have any updates?’
Caroline frowned at Chad interrupting her. ‘No. Not yet. What is with you today?’
‘Just…antsy I guess,’ Chad said. He looked at the phone again. ‘Ready to be up and back to normal now.’
‘Oh well in that case,’ Caroline said with a beam, ‘I’ll go and get the discharge paperwork ready.’
She was up and on her feet, ignoring the nurse’s protests, when Chad sat up properly, ‘No, not yet.’
Caroline froze in place, turning around to look at Chad carefully. ‘What did you say?’
He swallowed, panic making him want to recoil from Caroline’s glare. For a moment he wanted to take it back. But he couldn’t. He shouldn’t. He couldn’t afford to cave on this. So instead he steeled himself and met her eyes. ‘I’m not ready for discharge yet.’
‘Excuse me, I think-’
‘I want my new arm first,’ Chad said quickly. Caroline paused, her expression turning shrewd as Chad steadied his breathing. ‘I don’t want to go home, get strong enough to get back in the field and then have to recover from having a new arm attached.’
Caroline frowned at Chad, ‘What recovery? Your prosthetic joints are designed to let the arms detach and reattach.’
Chad nodded, ‘Yes, but the joint is damaged. That’s why the doctor hasn’t installed a new arm yet. I need surgery to fix the shoulder first. And then a new arm. It’s going to take time.’
Caroline scowled, ‘That’s the first I’m hearing of this. Why did no one tell me this?’ She gritted her teeth, turning back to the door. ‘Oh I’m going to give that doctor a piece of my mind.’
The nurse tutted, too quietly for Caroline to hear but loud enough to make Chad have to hold back a chuckle. He was tempted to let her leave, but he had the resolve to follow through now. He might not later. ‘Mum?’ She turned back to him with a scowl. ‘I’m not going to agree to discharge until I can walk on my own, and until I’ve got two arms and a fixed shoulder.’
‘That really isn’t necessary,’ Caroline said. ‘What help do you need now that’s so intensive your family can’t do it? And if you’re this antsy, getting you home will be more helpful than keeping you cooped up in here.’
‘The surgery will be a good litmus test,’ Chad said. ‘Doctor Cavendish says I can’t have the surgery until I’ve got more of my strength back. So…so if I wait for discharge until the shoulder’s been repaired, I can go back to my apartment.’
Caroline’s scowl dropped, and for a moment she looked truly shocked. Which was almost unheard of. ‘What? No, absolutely not. Your father and I said-’
‘I know you did,’ Chad said. He swallowed around the growing knot of anxiety in his throat and forced himself to sit up. He could twist it. Make it sound like it was better for her if he stayed. ‘But I don’t want to be any more of a liability than I already am right now. And at the rate Alex is causing trouble you’ll probably get called into the field at any moment. I can’t have you putting me in front of the city.’
Caroline scoffed, looking away for a moment. You could have read it as her being hurt, if it wasn’t for her grinding her teeth together. ‘You make it sound like we can’t look after you. We’re your parents, Chad. Do you really have such little faith in us?’
‘I think you shouldn’t have to,’ Chad said. ‘You have more important things to worry about.’
Caroline laughed coldly at that. ‘More important?’
‘We’re heroes,’ Chad said. ‘The people come first. Right?’
She didn’t respond, except to throw him a final glare before wrenching the door open and storming out. The door slammed behind her with enough force to make the glass in the window rattle. Chad closed his eyes, slumping back on the bed as soon as she was out of sight.
The nurse patted him on the shoulder, ‘Well done for holding your own there. That can’t have been easy.’
Chad huffed, ‘I didn’t mean to hurt her.’
‘I know you didn’t,’ the nurse said. ‘And anyone else who may have heard that will agree with me.’ She turned back to the monitors, noting down a couple other recordings before nodding to herself. ‘I think that’s everything for now.’
‘Thanks,’ Chad said. ‘Oh, you might want to wait a couple of minutes before you touch the door handle.’
The nurse looked at the slightly glowing metal handle and hissed, ‘Guess I’m having a break in here. So,’ she sat down, looking at Chad with a smile, ‘tell me about these kids of yours in the reading corner.’
—
It was late, past dinnertime and into the night shift, when Chad dared to fish up his backpack again. True to Diego’s word, the last of Chad’s lunch was packed away on top. The fruit and sandwiches were gone, but the last of the pastries and nuggets were in one tupperware, while the untouched brownies were in another. Chad popped one of the nuggets in his mouth, chewing slowly while he dug around in his backpack for other supplies.
A few minutes later he was putting in his earphones, settling down to get comfortable in the bed. He spared another glance for the window, watching the silent and empty corridor, before picking up his phone. The video message was still waiting for him, with the same video frame of Janice and Bernard. He swallowed, hesitating for a moment. He glanced up at the window, then back down. No one would come around for a couple of hours at this point. They would try and leave him to rest. They probably already thought he was sleeping. But still his heart was in his throat, his hand trembling as he looked at the screen. There was no reason for him to be so nervous. It was just Janice and Bernard. They had been lovely the whole time. And caring. And worried. It would likely just be more of that. There was no need for that to make him so nervous.
He took a steadying breath, trying to will his heart to slow, before he tapped on the video.
The camera shook at first, Bernard moving on the screen until he was dead centre, with Janice right behind him. Already Chad was welling up. Bernard was in a thick knit jumper that looked soft enough to hug, and Janice was bedecked in crimson satin and pearls. But they were both wearing matching worried expressions while looking at the phone. And Chad knew if they were in the room with him they would have those same expressions.
‘Think that’s got it love,’ Bernard said first.
Janice leaned in, giving a watery sweetheart. ‘Hi sweetheart! Bernard got your message, so we thought we would send you a message like this instead.’
Bernard wrapped his free arm around Janice. ‘Hey kiddo. It’s so good to hear you’re feeling better. You better not be pushing yourself too much, alright?’
Chad chuckled at that. He shifted in place, leaning the phone against his legs to wipe at his eyes before his tears could start falling properly.
‘Bernard’s right,’ Janice said, ‘power exhaustion is no joke. You need to look after yourself right now. Your mind and your body need rest. Even the food I’m making you can only do so much.’
Chad had to snort at that. He was pretty sure the food was giving him some sort of miraculous recovery by everyone else’s standards. Well, almost everyone.
‘Although, speaking of the food,’ Janice said. ‘I’ve been making a little bit of everything for you. But if there’s anything in particular you fancy, just let me know. And do let me know. Don’t make me bother Diego to find out your favourite meals alright?’
Bernard chuckled and looked over his shoulder at her, ‘How can you make feeding Chad sound like a threat?’
‘I have many skills,’ Janice said with a smug smile.
Chad smiled at the two of them, blinking back fresh tears. His chest panged again at the sight of their gentle teasing.
‘Anyway,’ Bernard said, turning back to the phone. ‘I don’t know how much Diego’s told you about what’s going on, especially with what’s going on with everything.’
‘The ward is in place,’ Janice said. ‘Diego got it set up the other day and Morgan’s cracked the rest of their security wide open. She’s such a smart girl, your sister.’
‘She said she was going to look at yours as well,’ Bernard said. ‘See if she can tighten it up at all. Roofer kicked her out of his servers, the damn idiot, but she’s planning on using her computer to check on yours.’
‘Bernard’s been helping her go through the reports and FA information as well,’ Janice said. ‘Just to make sure your story is consistent and there aren’t any chances for people to ask questions. Oh by the way,’ Janice leaned in on Bernard’s shoulder, ‘I don’t know how you feel about Alex at the moment, but you should know they have been forbidden from trying a stunt like that again.’
Chad sighed in relief, closing his eyes for a moment. That shouldn’t make him feel as assured as it did. But Janice and Bernard did seem to be some of the only people Alex actually listened to.
‘But,’ Janice got his attention again, ‘I need you to make a promise as well, okay sweetheart?’ She stepped closer, Bernard pulling the phone closer so Janice was more in shot. ‘Please, promise me you’ll never push yourself like that again.’
Chad swallowed, frowning at the screen. She must have meant the power exhaustion, but how could he promise that? He would have to face off against Alex again before this was all over, for appearances if nothing else.
‘I mean it Chad,’ she said. ‘I don’t care who you’re fighting, or trying to save, or what is at stake. You never, and I mean never, push yourself to the limit like that. Alright? Power exhaustion can be so dangerous, and I know your job puts you in danger everyday. But not like that. Please, promise me never again.’
‘That’s coming from both of us kiddo,’ Bernard said. ‘You’re strong enough without needing to risk your life like that, alright?’
Chad bit back a whine, his chest aching at Bernard’s words.
‘And if you ever end up in trouble like that again,’ Janice said, ‘doesn’t matter who it is. Doesn’t matter who’s watching. You call me alright? You call for help. You should never have to fight alone, and quite frankly I won’t let you.’
Chad squeezed his eyes shut, looking away from the phone while trying to hold back his tears. He covered his hand with his mouth, desperate to not react. To not make any noise.
‘We love you so much,’ Janice said, ‘and we will always be there for you. For anything. At anytime. No matter what it is.’
The tears finally spilled over, falling onto the bed, and Chad couldn’t stop. He took a shaky breath and looked back at the phone camera, just in time to see Janice and Bernard tearing up as well. Just like in the still frame.
‘Don’t be a stranger, alright kiddo?’ Bernard said with a shaky voice.
‘Keep us updated with your recovery,’ Janice added.
‘And when you’re free to call us, please do,’ Bernard said. ‘I’ve been missing our talks.’
Chad hiccuped, trying to hold back a full blown sob. And with that the video ended on the two of them smiling shakily at the camera. Bernard was still hugging Janice while she waved at the phone, the first of their tears falling as well. Chad rolled over, hiding his face in the pillow while his shoulders shook with silent tears. It was childish, he knew it was. But he wanted them here. He wanted to hear more stories about the farm, and tell them about more of his favourite battles. He wanted to show them the picture of the kids from the library. They would probably insist on hugging him too, and oh he wanted to hug them now. But he couldn’t. He couldn’t and it wasn’t fair.
For once he didn’t fall asleep. Instead he was wide awake and raw when the tears finally abated. He put the pillow down, freeing his face and wiped the rest of the tears away. He took a shaky breath, trying to calm his breathing just a little bit more. The remnants of Janice’s lunch were still next to him. His phone was by his knees, screen down, the earphones trailing across the bed. He sniffed, shuffling up enough to be able to move his arm fully. He switched on the phone screen, watching it light up back on the same frame of Janice and Bernard. Putting the earphones back in, Chad grabbed a brownie to munch on before hitting play again.
Chapter 52
Summary:
Chad gets to the next stage of his recovery, and Alex checks in on Morgan's progress
Notes:
ok so I am learning that there is a specific plot point that I consistently struggle to write. So I keep putting it off and writing more emotional angst. But then I hit the plot point again. Dammit
Content warnings for:
- hospital settings
- discussion of recovery and surgery
- arguments
- discussion of kidnapping, revenge and murder
Chapter Text
It had been two days since Chad had managed to get his phone back, and he had been taking full advantage of it. When Dr Cavendish wasn’t watching of course, just in case he got another lecture about stress and needing to rest. Diego had been to visit in between check ups of course, and she got the chance to coo over the picture of the kids at the library. Janice and Bernard were back to their normal check ins, making Chad’s chest ache more keenly with every message. Morgan even sent her own text checking in, in her own way at least. Chad chuckled at the series of emojis that assumedly made sense to his sister and reminded her to stay safe.
Beyond that he also messaged the rescue to update them on his situation and to ask about Pebbly, and sent a thank you message to the library, letting them know that he loved the messages and the picture. He was feeling more settled with every message, less unanchored from everything. Something that he felt rather smug about when the doctor checked in the evening after visiting hours were over. It wasn’t until after he left Chad realised that Diego had been his only visitor for the day. His mother had never shown up.
He waited until the next day to confirm it, but by the time Dave showed up with a box of pierogies courtesy of Janice at lunch time Chad with no sign of his mother (or his father for that matter) Chad had accepted the realisation with an anxious knot forming in his stomach. It didn’t take much probing from Dave for Chad to tell him what had happened during Caroline’s last visit.
‘You’re joking,’ Dave said, more surprised than anything else. ‘You’re not joking?’
Chad shook his head, nibbling on one of the small pastries while staring at the bed. ‘I knew she’d be mad, or upset. But I didn’t expect this.’
‘No, it’s not like her,’ Dave said. ‘I figured she was more likely to come back and double down or something.’ Chad looked at him with a spike of worry, and Dave shifted forward to put a hand on Chad’s good shoulder. ‘If I were you I would take this as a good thing. It’s one thing you don’t have to worry about now, right?’
‘But what if she tries something else?’ Chad said. ‘What if she does double or triple down? What if she tries to get me take off Darkfeather’s team?’
‘Please, it’s Darkfeather,’ Dave said. ‘I highly doubt he’ll let her. And if he does come close to caving, The Chastisers cut their links to your server.’
Chad winced, ‘I don’t want this to interfere with the mission.’
‘I know you don’t,’ Dave said. ‘But you’ve got influence in the team-up. It’s an ace up your sleeve if you need it.’
He sighed, nodding in agreement. ‘Hopefully I won’t.’
Dave shrugged, ‘More importantly, I think congratulations are in order.’ Chad raised an eyebrow in a silent question at Dave, who grinned. ‘It’s not very often someone puts Caroline in her place. Nice work.’
Chad rolled his eyes, but before he could reply the door opened and Dr Cavendish came in. ‘Ah, Leader USA,’ the doctor smiled. ‘Chadster’s sister not here today?’
‘She’s on patrol,’ Dave said. ‘Do you need me to go?’
‘No no,’ the doctor said. ‘I can work around you.’ He stepped closer and gave a questioning look at the box of pierogies by Chad. ‘I was wondering why Chadster wasn’t eating the lunch the nurses were bringing up.’
‘Oh yeah,’ Dave said. ‘Friend of the Chastisers swears by their home cooking to help with fixing health problems. Apparently it’s better than any medicine they’ve ever tried.’
‘Huh,’ the doctor looked at the box with interest. ‘How homoeopathic.’
Chad shrugged, ‘It still tastes good.’
‘Good to know,’ the doctor said, giving Chad a smile. ‘Would it be rude to ask to try one? I won’t be getting lunch for a while yet.’
‘Oh, sure,’ Chad waved at the box, still nibbling at his own. ‘No way I have the appetite to finish all these.’
The doctor thanked him and grabbed one, wrapping it in a tissue to snack on later. ‘Now, while you’re here USA, perhaps I can recruit your help for this?’
‘Sure,’ Dave said. ‘What do you need?’
The doctor turned to Chad with a smile. ‘How do you feel about trying to stand up today?’
Chad almost dropped his pierogi in shock. ‘Really?’
The doctor nodded, ‘You’re recovering at a remarkable rate, and it will be a good way to test your strength. If you’re happy to that is.’
Chad was already shoving the last of his food in his mouth and handing Dave the box to give him some room. The doctor couldn’t help but chuckle at his enthusiasm, getting him disconnected from the various monitors to make sure they didn’t set off any alarms. Once that was done Chad shuffled to the edge of the bed, looking at Dave hopefully. The doctor directed Dave to stand on Chad’s good side, and he offered Chad his shoulder to brace against.
The floor was cold under Chad’s feet, making him shiver for a moment. He tried to calm his breath, flexing his toes and willing his legs to cooperate. Grabbing Dave’s shoulder, he braced and pushed. On reflex Dave caught his waist, making sure he didn’t topple as Chad pushed himself to his feet. There were stars dancing in his vision for one, two, three breaths, and for a moment the room swam.
‘Chadster?’ the doctor’s voice was sharp, cutting through the dizzy sensations. Chad swallowed and tried to focus on it. ‘How are you feeling?’
‘Just a second,’ Chad mumbled, trying to shake away the dizziness and focus. Once his vision had cleared he nodded to Dave, getting him to let go of his waist. The doctor watched with interest as Chad slowly took more and more of his weight, until he was fully standing. He was still holding onto Dave for balance, but he was standing. Chad breathed a laugh, and looked at the doctor. ‘How’s that?’
‘Depends,’ the doctor said, ‘standing is one thing. But your energy and fatigue are another.’
He grilled Chad thoroughly on how he felt, scowling whenever Chad tried to dance over everything until he was honest about the spots still in his eyes and how much the room was spinning. Eventually the doctor insisted that Chad sit again and Dave helped him back onto the bed. While Chad tried to catch his breath the doctor took the opportunity to reconnect the monitors and check Chad’s blood pressure.
‘How we looking doc?’ Dave asked.
The doctor was silent for a minute, watching the monitors with a keen eye. Chad sighed at that, ‘Are you going to tell me I pushed too fast?’
‘Not quite,’ the doctor said. ‘Pushed, yes. But your blood pressure is in normal limits and your oxygen has recovered from the small dip quickly enough.’ He looked at Chad with a smirk. ‘You’re quite the marvel, I’ve never seen someone recover from power exhaustion this quickly.’
Chad swallowed the spike of nerves his comment caused and smiled, ‘Which means…I can start physio?’
The doctor stood up, grabbing the tablet to update Chad’s record and look over his chart. ‘What would you say is more important? Starting physio or getting a new arm?’
Chad blinked in surprise. ‘Arm.’
‘Alright then let’s make a deal,’ the doctor said. ‘You get back to resting, and don’t do anything that will stress yourself, and if you’re looking well enough tomorrow we’ll get you in for the surgery on your shoulder.’
Chad rolled his eyes, ‘I just got my phone back.’
‘And I can’t take it off you,’ the doctor said. ‘I just ask that you stay off the news. And the hero alerts. And Twitter.’
‘Sounds like a fair deal to me,’ Dave said with a smirk, looking at Chad expectantly.
Chad sighed. ‘I don't see what the big deal is about checking on the news. And I don’t even use Twitter.’
‘Perfect,’ the doctor smiled. ‘One less thing for me to worry about you stressing over then.’
—
It was late again when Alex walked into the computer room, carrying a tray of snacks and drinks for Morgan and Bernard. They watched carefully as Morgan and Bernard were pouring over various files and windows, Bernard shouting out tidbits of things he had found. Morgan was silent, flicking through files with an almost concerning speed.
Part of Alex didn’t want to interrupt. The last few days at the lair had been…fragile. When Morgan wasn’t working it was just like old times, like she had put away any emotions that would rock the boat between them. But when she was working she had blinkers on, and it was often a struggle for Bernard or Janice to get her attention. She was tense, so tense, scowling at every interruption, she even scoffed at Janice the previous day over getting dinner. And Morgan wasn’t mad at Janice right now. Morgan would sheepishly let Janice rip into her for the disrespect and let herself get pulled away for thirty seconds to eat and drink and breathe. There was no guarantee that she would have that same reaction with Alex.
But she needed a break. And Janice was busy. So Alex was left on snack duty.
They let out a breath they had been holding and stepped up to the main console. ‘How are we looking?’
Bernard looked up at Alex first. ‘Ooh, are those nanaimo bars? Your Mum hasn’t made those in months.’
‘Oh,’ Alex looked at the tray. ‘Yeah she was busy with dinner and…the power food. And I needed something to do.’
‘You made nanaimo bars?’ Morgan asked, never looking away from the screen.
Alex nodded, trying for a sheepish smile. ‘Yeah, got you coffee too.’ That Morgan looked up for. ‘And a root beer in case you wanted something else.’
Morgan snorted and swiped the mug, throwing Alex a thanks before leaning back in her chair, sipping at her drink while looking at the screen again. Bernard ushered Alex to put the tray down before he grabbed one of the nanaimo bars, biting into the sweet treat with gusto.
‘So how’s the search?’ Alex asked.
‘It was wishful thinking to hope they would just have the answers hidden away in a super encrypted file,’ Morgan said. ‘But I did find something.’
‘Do tell?’
Morgan spun around, looking at Alex carefully. There was an undercurrent of anger in the set of her shoulders, that Alex frowned at. ‘So Chad was born at Central City Hospital. At least according to everything we found already.’ Alex nodded with a raised eyebrow. ‘Well the hospital archives all the old medical notes at a main storage site. Well, a chain of storage sites. But anyway, I tried to track them down way back when, but none of those storage sites had any physical records for any Sterlings. Not me, not Diego, not Chad.’ She pushed a button and pointed at a new window on the screen. ‘Now I know why.’
Alex looked at the screen, frowning in confusion. ‘What am I looking at?’
‘A standing order for medical documentation under the Hero Registration Act,’ Morgan said. ‘This one is to pull any medical records for urgent and emergency care for Chad. There’s orders for all of us.’ She looked up at Alex, a scowl coming through. ‘That must be why they keep insisting I’m a sidekick, otherwise the order in my name is nullified.’
Alex scowled, looking at the records. ‘They have your records?’
‘Not just mine. Diego’s, Chad’s, theirs. There’s a few cousins in here they’re co-signed for as well.’ Morgan gritted her teeth at the thought. ‘Bastards have been pulling our physical records for every emergency visit, any major surgery, and then hiding them away somewhere.’
‘Can I kill them yet?’ Alex asked.
Morgan rolled her eyes. ‘No you cannot kill them.’
Alex whined, ‘But Morgan!’
‘No Alex! I don’t want them dead!’ Morgan was on her feet, glaring at Alex. ‘I want them ruined. I want their legacy burned, I want them stripped of their hero licences, jailed for five lifetimes and dumped in a hole to rot. I want these things,’ she pointed at the orders on the screen, ‘to be destroyed and for them to have nothing on any of us.’ She let out a harsh breath, slamming her coffee down before her hands could tremble from anger. ‘I want them destroyed. And I want them to see it, to live it, and to see who destroyed them.’ She turned back to Alex. ‘That won’t happen if you kill them now.’
Alex sighed. ‘Okay, but after all that…’
Morgan groaned, turning away from Alex and covering her face. The three of them fell silent, Alex and Bernard watching as Morgan leaned on the console, her hair falling in front of her face. They could still see the anger and tension in her shoulders, and Alex wanted to smooth it away. But if they tried to reach out now, tried to take Morgan’s shoulder now…
Bernard stepped forward and put an arm around her. ‘What do you need kiddo?’
Morgan let out a slow breath, looking up at the screen again. ‘I need to find the records. All of them. Not just Chad’s.’
Alex watched the two of them carefully. Bernard was nodding, squeezing her shoulders slightly. ‘So, we find where your parents are hiding them?’
Morgan closed her eyes and nodded, sniffing before straightening herself. Her voice had a slight croak to it when she spoke again. ‘Yeah. The sooner the better.’
Alex nodded, grabbing one of the bars and a bottle of soda before moving to the other console. Morgan caught the movement out of the corner of her eye and turned to watch Alex. Partly in confusion and partly in anger. ‘What are you doing?’
Alex looked back at her, ‘I’m helping.’
‘Don’t you have heroes to torture or something?’
Alex bit into the bar and shrugged, ‘This is more important.’ They sat down before Morgan could say anything else, bringing their console to life with the push of a button and pulling up the various windows they needed. Morgan watched Alex for a moment before turning to Bernard, clearly bewildered.
‘Don’t look at me,’ Bernard said. ‘Only one person here can tell you what Alex is thinking.’ Bernard grabbed his own drink and finished it off in one long gulp. ‘I’m gonna get a refill, you kids need anything?’
Morgan shook her head, and after confirmation from Alex Bernard left them both to it.
The room was silent, Alex focusing on their task while Morgan watched them in confusion. At first Morgan tried to turn back to her own console, to get back to her own investigation, but her mind was reeling. The anger she had been pushing down about her parents had bubbled over into something fiery, and Alex’s ridiculous whining hadn’t helped matters. But now they were just…sat there. Reading stolen documents from a hacked server. It was…weird. Morgan couldn’t get her head around it. And she couldn’t focus on anything else.
It was after Alex had finished their snack and Morgan had finished her coffee that she finally caved. She wasn’t quiet about it, pushing the chair away so it skated across the floor as she turned and stormed over to Alex.
‘What are you doing?’
Alex looked up at Morgan for a moment, clearly confused at her anger. ‘I’m helping?’
‘You’re looking at the server for stolen medical records.’
‘Yeah, isn’t that helping?’
‘Why?’
Alex blinked, ‘You…are you mad I’m helping?’
‘I don’t get it,’ Morgan snapped. ‘You got your Mum and Dad here because you said you’d rather fuck up the heroes.’
‘Yeah well,’ Alex shrugged. ‘I can only run them through the gauntlet so many times before it gets boring.’ They looked up at Morgan properly, ‘What are you really angry about me about?’
‘You want to kill my parents.’
‘Yeah,’ Alex scoffed, ‘I’ve not exactly kept that to myself.’
‘They’re my parents.’
‘And?’ Alex asked. ‘They haven’t earned anything from you. Not your love, not your loyalty, not nothing. Putting aside the Charlie stuff for a second, I’ve wanted them dead for years. Ideally by my hands, but there are a few other ways I’d be happy with.’
Morgan folded her arms, watching Alex carefully for a moment. ‘What’s your plan after I find what I’m after? After I declare my payback complete or whatever? Will you kill them then?’
‘Maybe,’ Alex said. ‘I want to. But someone else might beat me to it.’
Morgan looked away for a moment, ‘I don’t want you to kill them. I don’t want them dead.’
Alex stood up, staring down at Morgan. ‘At the point that your payback or revenge or whatever you want to call it is complete they will be completely cut from your lives. No contact. You won’t think about them. You won’t see them. They’ll be dead to you. Why is it different if they’re actually alive or dead?’
Morgan’s shoulders stiffened, and she couldn’t look in Alex’s direction. Her face screwed up with emotions she couldn’t find words for, and if she could she couldn’t get her voice to work. Alex let out a slow breath. ‘What are you really mad at me for?’
Morgan closed her eyes, ‘What happens when Chad goes back out in the field?’
Morgan didn’t see how Alex flinched, how they blinked away the sudden wetness in their eyes, or how they shook their head slightly to try and focus. ‘I…’ they sighed. ‘I won’t be going after him anymore.’ Morgan looked up, frowning slightly at Alex. They were looking at the floor, biting their cheek. ‘If he jumps in the way of a punch then that’s one thing but…I won’t be going out of my way to fight him.’
‘Why?’
‘What do you mean why?’ Alex looked at her, face twisted in something that looked like guilt. ‘Believe it or not, power exhaustion wasn’t the goal when I went after him.’ They scoffed, leaning back against the console and crossing their own arms.
Morgan was silent, watching Alex with concern as they struggled to find the right words. ‘You…I thought you still hated Chad?’
‘He has my brother’s face,’ Alex hissed. ‘He’s an asshole who has harassed you to join him for years, and been a thorn in both our sides. And he has my brother’s face. And now I know what’s behind the illusion it’s so easy to just…look past it.’ They looked up at Morgan, hurt and guilt etched into their twisted expression, with tears filling their eyes. ‘And I looked. I shattered the blizzard, and he passed out, and I looked. And…’ they closed their eyes, shaking their head.
Morgan stepped closer, leaning against Alex’s arm. She frowned at Alex’s barely controlled whimper and leaned in closer. ‘Are you mad at me?’
Alex shook their head. ‘Not you.’
‘Are you mad at Chad?’
Alex laughed, voice breaking with what could have been a sob, and shook their head.
‘But you’re mad at my parents.’
‘They stole him,’ Alex hissed, and the wave of barely controlled anger shook through the air and made Morgan shiver. ‘They stole him, and they turned him into an asshole. They…they broke him.’ Morgan frowned at that, but Alex didn’t notice. ‘They hurt him. Just like they hurt you. And you’ll get your revenge, and I’ll help you get it. But that doesn’t mean I won’t go after mine.’ They looked at Morgan finally, eyes still shining from unshed tears while the rest of their expression was twisted in rage. ‘Are you going to stop me?’
‘Could I?’
Alex watched Morgan carefully, ‘Would you want to? If you could?’
Morgan sighed. Would she? Would she want to hold Alex back? Or would she just look away? ‘No matter what happens,’ Morgan said, ‘you’re my best friend. My partner in crime. And I know the no kill list is only a promise to try. But…I can’t just say that I’ll be okay with the idea of you killing them. They’re still my parents.’
‘And at the point I go after them they’ll be dead to you,’ Alex growled. ‘What’s the difference?’
Chapter 53
Summary:
After a successful surgery and a slow recovery, Chad finally manages to get discharged home.
Notes:
Sorry for the late posting again. This chapter was a pain to write.
Content warning for:
- Mentions of hospital, hospital settings, and surgery
- Mentions of illness, fatigue and recovery
Chapter Text
By the time Diego got to the medical bay the next day Chad was already in surgery. Most of the medical staff were busy with other patients, walking with purpose through the corridors past Diego while she tried desperately not to pace. Instead she sipped at her coffee, trying to take a moment to sit and relax. For once. When was the last time she had at this point? At least, not without Dave practically pinning her to the couch or the bed? She sighed at that. If it wasn’t visiting Chad it was trying to find Alex. If it wasn’t that it was dealing with her parents, or her normal damn patrols.
But now Chad was in surgery, and she had time to wait. To try and not worry about something going wrong. It was a surgery on his shoulder, nothing life threatening. There was no reason to worry. What was the worst that could happen? She shook her head before her mind could conjure up actual answers and sipped at her coffee again. There was no point in playing that game. Chad was in the safest place he could be in. He was in good hands. He would be out with a new arm before she knew it.
It took three hours of Diego waiting for a familiar bed to wheel its way down the corridor. Diego stopped in her pacing, watching for a moment the nurses pushing the bed with a still unconscious Chad towards his normal room. Without a word she got the door for them, earning a few thanks from the nurses as they got Chad back into place, attaching him back up to the monitors and machines with a well-practised efficiency.
She turned to the doctor with the slightest worried frown. ‘How is he?’
‘He’ll be fine,’ the doctor said with a smile. ‘We had to put him under because of how intensive the surgery was to his shoulder. Most of the organic joint was thankfully still viable for a new robotic socket to be installed. He should probably look into getting an upgrade soon, something that means any future arms can be…forcibly detached without causing further organic damage.’
‘The robotics are that good now?’
‘Not commercially,’ the doctor said. ‘But never say never with the FA’s R and D team.’
Diego sighed in relief, waiting for the nurses to finish and move away before she got closer to look at him properly. She looked at the recovering shoulder, frowning at the bandages across the entire joint. With no new prosthetic attached. ‘You haven’t attached the new arm yet?’
‘Not yet,’ the doctor said, typing up notes on his tablet. ‘The joint needs time to recover first. Even the lightest arms we have will be too heavy for that joint right now, it will cause more unnecessary damage.’
Diego winced, ‘He’s not going to like that.’
‘Well,’ the doctor sighed, ‘if his arm heals anything like his power exhaustion has, he’ll probably have a new arm this evening.’ Diego snorted, and the doctor raised an eyebrow. ‘You think I’m joking?’
‘You’re not?’ Diego’s humour faltered. ‘Isn’t that fast? After what you just said about the joint?’
‘So is him sitting up and having the energy for full conversations more than once a day,’ the doctor said. ‘If I didn’t have his file in front of me I’d say one of his powers must involve a healing or regeneration factor.’
Diego smothered the spike of panic in her chest and frowned at him, ‘You’re making his recovery sound miraculous.’
‘Because it is,’ the doctor said. ‘Those must be damn good pierogis.’
Before Diego could ask him to clarify there was a groan from the bed. Diego’s neck cracked from how quickly she turned, stepping closer at the sight of Chad slowly scrunching up his face. ‘Hey trouble,’ she said softly, ‘how are you feeling?’
He grumbled unintelligibly, his arm knocking into the bed rail blindly. Diego touched his shoulder, watching him settle instantly. ‘Take it easy okay? You’re not long out of surgery.’
‘It will take a few hours for the anaesthetic to wear off properly,’ the doctor said. ‘He’ll probably sleep through most of it. If he does wake up he might be a bit…’
‘Loopy?’
‘Most likely yes,’ the doctor gave everything one final scan before nodding to Diego, ‘I’ll leave you to it.’
As soon as the door closed behind him Diego sighed in relief. She turned back to Chad, taking a moment to brush a curl off his still furrowed brow. ‘Doctor says you should sleep off the anaesthetic.’ Chad’s scowled deepened at that, making Diego chuckle at the sight. ‘Don’t be grumpy now.’ Chad grumbled again, his head turning towards Diego, eyes still closed. She stroked a hand through his hair again, letting herself sigh in relief. ‘Rest up okay? Got some more treats from our mutual friend when you’re awake enough to eat.’
Chad hummed at that, which Diego took as a question. She grabbed her bag, rifling through the tupperware to see what the haul was. ‘We’re back to soup, probably best if you’re going to be out of it. If you’re awake enough though there’s some nanaimo bars for dessert.’
Chad’s eyes fluttered at that and Diego snorted. ‘You’ll wake up for the sweets huh?’
He ended up not waking up for the sweets, or the soup. In fact by the time visiting hours were over Chad was still moving between lightly dozing, complete with a grumble and a frown, and a peaceful dreamless sleep. While he recovered Diego spent the rest of the afternoon chatting to the nurses on their rounds, checking in with Dave on his patrol, with Darkfeather on any updates. Anything to keep herself busy. She had to thank her lucky stars that her parents had decided to not bother Chad on the day of his surgery, and her afternoon ended up being quiet for once.
The next day saw Chad wide awake and now able to grumble with words about not having his new arm attached yet. Lunch seemed to settle the worst of his mood, as did Diego catching Chad up on the latest into searching for Alex.
‘The only way it's still on Earth is if it's underground,’ Diego said. ‘Or invisible. Which means our chances of finding it are slim to none.’
Chad was nibbling on the sweet bar, thinking intently. ‘Is it worth getting any satellites or radars reading for earthquakes? An Alex level fight underground would definitely feel like an earthquake.’
Diego nodded, ‘We’re already looking into it. Problem is getting our hands on the tech.’
Chad rolled his eyes, ‘Red tape. Right.’ He sighed, leaning back on the pillows. ‘Heat signatures could get past any kind of visibility based cloaking.’
‘Already tried it,’ Diego said. ‘There were a few suspects but they’ve all been ruled out.’
Chad sighed, closing his eyes, ‘Dammit.’
‘Yep,’ Diego said. ‘Darkfeather’s thinking of trying to get a tracker on Alex next time they show up and finding them that way.’
‘Think that will work?’
‘It’s the best chance we’ve got,’ Diego said. ‘Only problem is they’ve gone ghost. No sighting of them since…since they took the new heroes.’
Chad nodded, jaw clenching. The two of them fell into silence at that, the only sound in the room was the quiet clock on the wall. Chad only moved to lean more on Diego’s shoulder, and she looped her arm around his, taking care to not bother the new shoulder. Neither of them tried to say anything. There weren’t any words to eclipse the past couple of weeks, the past month in fact. At least none that could be set without any privacy. Instead they leaned on each other, Diego holding Chad close, while he played with the hem of his shirt. The silence was only broken when the nurse came in for the next check up and Chad had to reluctantly pull away from Diegos’ embrace.
—
It took another five days for Doctor Cavendish to agree to Chad being discharged. Five days of nurses checking in, of the doctor reviewing Chad’s fatigue levels when sitting, and standing, and eventually walking. Five days of Diego and Dave checking in, and messages from Janice and Bernard, and radio silence from Caroline and Richard. And five days of Chad asking when he can go home.
He was quickly losing patience with his recovery at this point. He had finally gotten his new arm attached but Doctor Cavendish insisted on keeping it in a sling until his shoulder had recovered more. He was walking now but seeing stars in his vision too quickly for the doctor’s liking. Chad knew he was pushing, that Diego and Dave wanted him resting and recovering for longer, that the doctor had concerns about his progress away from hospital. But he couldn’t find it in himself to feel guilty. He had moved past the point where he slept for most of the day, and he swore that every move he made was being scrutinised. And it was maddening.
So eventually, after days of driving the doctor and nurses insane, and after promising to stick with the physiotherapy plan and to not push his luck with his powers coming back, the doctor finally relented. He was still clearly reluctant as he wrote up Chad’s discharge papers, and insisted on Chad having assistance with getting home. Which the Dodgers were all too happy to oblige with. Diego refused to let Chad carry any of his stuff aside from what could fit in his pockets, and Dave stuck to him like a shadow just in case he went faint again. But Chad couldn’t object too much. He was in actual clothes instead of pyjamas, slipping on his shoes and letting the nurse do a final check on his sling. He was finally leaving.
He made sure to thank the doctor and all the nurses, promising again to make his check up in two days. And then he was out of the medical bay, walking through the rest of the HQ with Diego chatting on one side and Dave hovering on the other. He managed an easy smile and wave to everyone he passed, and only needed to lean on Dave when they were standing stationary in the elevator. Each step got both easier and harder. Easier for getting away from the imagined eyes watching him constantly. And harder for the steadily growing strain on his body.
Chad made sure not to drop the smile until he was climbing into Dave’s car. With it the rest of his facade broke and Diego watched in concern as Chad slumped in the back seat, panting as if he had sprinted to the car.
‘You okay?’
Chad nodded, holding his good hand up to give Diego a thumbs up.
She frowned, clearly not convinced. ‘Maybe you need another couple of days here? Just until-’
‘Absolutely not,’ Chad gasped, looking up at Diego. ‘No. Just…I wanna go home.’
She sighed but relented, throwing Chad’s bags in the trunk before climbing in on the other side of the car. She scooted up next to Chad, buckling the two of them in as Dave started up the car, before letting Chad lean on her shoulder again. ‘Rest up, we’ll get you home soon.’
The journey back to Chad’s flat passed in a moment. It didn’t feel like Chad had fallen asleep, more like his body had just shut down for the drive. He didn’t come round until someone was shaking his shoulder, and he didn’t find the energy to move until he heard the suggestion of being carried into his flat. He wasn’t that useless yet.
Luckily Diego pulled out a now familiar flask of some sort of juice. Chad did intend to just sip it, but either there was less in the flask than he realised or he was thirstier than he thought. He gave Diego a sheepish look as he handed back the empty flask, watching her roll her eyes fondly. But it did its job, and in just a few minutes the three of them were walking into Chad’s building without any exhaustion to be seen.
‘So what’s the plan?’ Chad asked when they were in the elevator. ‘Once we’re upstairs. Are you going to be heading out?’
‘Oh no,’ Diego said. ‘I was planning on helping you get settled back in, get all of these in the wash,’ she patted the bag with Chad’s hospital clothes, ‘and then maybe dinner?’
‘Sounds good,’ Chad said with a smile. ‘Thank you.’
‘Don’t worry about it,’ Dave said. ‘That’s what we’re here for.’
Chad nodded, then was struck with a realisation that had him groaning. ‘Dammit! I haven’t been home in like two weeks. There might not be any food in for dinner.’
Diego smirked. ‘Cheddar, please. Have a little more faith than that.’
Chad looked at Diego in confusion as the elevator pinged and opened to their floor. ‘Wait what? Did you stock up the kitchen?’ Dave ushered Chad out of the elevator, following behind his chuckling sister as she fished out the right key. ‘You didn’t need to do that guys.’
‘Don’t worry about it,’ Diego said. ‘Like I said, we’re here to make sure you settle back in.’
Chad scowled at that. ‘Then let me pay you back for the food. How much do I owe you?’
Dave snorted, ‘Dude, seriously. You’d do the same for us.’
Chad couldn’t come up with an argument against that, but he definitely tried as Diego opened the door. Stepping inside, Chad was surprised at the slight smell of bleach and varnish, which had been lessened by the cool fresh air circling through the apartment.
‘Wow,’ Chad whispered. He turned to Diego and Dave, a small smile on his face. ‘You really didn’t have to.’
‘Oh hush,’ Diego snorted. ‘You haven’t even seen the good bit yet. Now go get comfy, we’ll sort these bags out.’
‘Are you sure?’ Chad asked. ‘You’ve already done so much, I-’
‘Get your butt in there before I make you.’
Chad ducked away from Diego before she could push him down the hallway, managing a sheepish smirk. Dave was already picking up the bags that Diego had dumped to the side, and he reluctantly had to admit that they had it under control. But he hated the idea of leaving everything to them and just doing nothing.
He turned to the kitchen, hoping he had something to drink that he could offer them. Maybe if he had the energy too he could get started on something for dinner. He was so lost in thought he barely paid attention to his surroundings as he stepped into the kitchen.
‘Hi sweetheart.’
‘How are you feeling kiddo?’
Chad’s head shot up, his surprise turning into shock. Janice was bedecked in crimson satin, her smile trembling as she welled up at the sight of him. Bernard stood just behind her, beaming in his typical too-soft jumper. Chad was frozen in place, staring at the two of them.
‘Chad? Are you alright?’ Janice asked.
‘You’re here,’ Chad said, a slight rasp to his voice.’
‘Of course we are,’ Janice smiled, stepping closer to him. ‘There was no way we’d miss you coming home. And your sister said they needed some help with cleaning up, she’s been so good keeping us in the loop you know. And it was the perfect time to come and drop off some-’
Chad rushed forward, slamming into Janice before she had a chance to react. She stumbled slightly, catching him just in time before they both toppled over.
‘Watch your arm kiddo,’ Benard said.
Chad barely responded. He was too busy clinging to Janice and burying his face in her shoulder. He refused to let go as Bernard and Janice manoeuvred the sling around Janice, and when Janice returned his hug Chad only clung to her tighter. Bernard wrapped his arm around Chad’s shoulders, squeezing him gently as Chad began to tremble. ‘You okay there?’ Bernard asked.
All the emotions caught in Chad’s throat, threatening to choke him for a moment. Hot tears began to fall, immediately staining Janice’s blouse but Chad daren’t move. He eventually managed to whisper, ‘I missed you.’
Janice’s shoulder’s sagged, and Chad felt her arms around him tighten. ‘We missed you too baby,’ she said softly, bringing a hand up to card through his hair. ‘We wanted to see you so much.’
‘We were pretty close to sneaking in,’ Bernard said, a slight chuckle in his voice. ‘We even planned out how to a few times.’
Chad shouldn’t have smiled at that, but he couldn't’ help himself. ‘You would have gotten into trouble if you got caught.’
‘If we got caught,’ Bernard grinned.
‘The doctor would have yelled at you.’
‘Quite possibly,’ Janice said. She pulled back enough to get a look at Chad properly. His breath was shaky as more tears poured down his cheeks. She reached up to brush away the worst of his tear tracks with her thumbs, making his chin tremble as he squeezed his eyes shut. ‘It would have been worth it though. To see you were okay ourselves.’ Chad hiccuped, clearly trying to hold back a sob, and Janice sighed. ‘Come here sweetheart.’
He fell back into her embrace, a fresh wave of tears falling as he did. Janice hushed him gently, rocking slightly as her hand returned to stroking through his hair. Bernard’s arms wrapped around them, squeezing both of them tightly.
‘I-I wanted to call you,’ Chad sobbed. ‘B-but…the nurses….I…’
‘It’s okay love,’ Janice said. ‘We know, we know you had to keep yourself safe. You don’t need to worry about that anymore okay? You’re back home now. You’re home, and you’re safe. We’ve got you, love.’
Chapter 54
Summary:
Chad is finally home, reunited, and Diego and Dave get properly introduced to the Stewarts.
Notes:
*opens coffin door.*
*brushes off dust and cobwebs*
For the five people that might want to read it, I'm back?
Apologies for the impromptu hiatus, I apparently needed a rather long break from anything writing related (or fandom related) but have been drawn back in to carry on with this whole thing, so I hope you enjoy.
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By the time Diego and Dave summoned up the nerves to peek into the kitchen, there wasn’t a dry eye in the room. Chad was clutching Janice so tightly, his face buried into her shoulder while his shoulders shook uncontrollably. Janice was returning the hug just as tightly, her manicured hand rubbing small circles into his back. Bernard was draped over the both of them, an arm around their shoulders and his cheek resting on Chad’s head. Janice was the only one who had her eyes open, so was the only one who saw Diego and Dave approach. Her smile wavered as fresh tears sprung into her eyes, but the beam she gave them was full of love and gratitude.
Diego nodded, trying not to flinch back at the sight. Dave wrapped his own arm around her shoulders, his strong warmth holding her together long enough for them to slip through the kitchen further into the apartment. There they took their time tidying away Chad’s things from the hospital. The dirty clothes in the hamper, the bag away in the wardrobe, Chad’s toiletries back in the bathroom. It wasn’t a big job between the two of them, especially with how pristine the apartment now was. But they dragged it out as long as possible, not wanting to disturb the moment next door. Or deal with how they felt about it.
When they finally returned to the kitchen the group were no longer there. Instead it was just Bernard, wiping away at his eyes with a handkerchief as he put another glass on the worktop. ‘Ah,’ he said with a watery smile. ‘Need any help there?’
Diego shook her head, trying for a smile of her own. ‘No we’re all done. Are…’
There was a moment of silence as Diego tried to find the words. Bernard however saved her from the silence with a smile. ‘Janice and Chad are in the living room. I was going to get everyone some drinks, Janice made some fresh lemonade this morning we brought with us. Or if I can work out Chad’s coffee machine-’
‘That’s not necessary,’ Dave said, stepping forward. ‘Lemonade sounds great. We can bring the drinks in.’
‘Nah,’ Bernard shook his head. ‘I appreciate that, but I need to keep my hands busy or I’ll start blubbering again. And I’ll be doing plenty of that later anyway I’m sure.’ He took down the last of the glasses before turning to the fridge. ‘Janice also took the liberty of stocking up Chad’s fridge.’
‘More of her special recipes?’ Diego asked.
Bernard nodded, ‘We get the sense that your brother tries to run before he can walk. And since he’s home and we can’t stop him,’ he opened the fridge, showing it almost overflowing with various dishes and tupperwares all with pristine labels, ‘we wanted to try and lessen the chance of him hurting himself.’
Diego and Dave’s eyes both widened at the sight of the fridge. Even from here it was obvious that every meal was home cooked and looked delicious. Bernard pulled out one of the boxes and put it on the side, looking at them with a smile. ‘And then we have some normal snacks for today. How do you feel about cookies?’
‘Love them,’ Dave said, managing a faint smile as Diego shook herself out of her thoughts. ‘My sweet tooth will be my undoing one of these days.’
Bernard barked a laugh, opening the tupperware and pushing it closer. ‘Well at some point one of us will be asking what your favourite treat is, so if you have a particular food you fancy let us know.’
Diego looked up at that with a curious frown, ‘Why?’
‘To thank you.’
‘For what?’
Bernard blinked, looking at Diego for a moment. ‘For everything.’
Diego’s confusion only grew. ‘It was nothing. We’re working together now after all, and from what Morgan’s said you would have done the same in our shoes.’
Bernard frowned, ‘Oh no I don’t mean the past few weeks. I mean, thank you for trusting us and helping us and keeping us in the loop. Of course we’re grateful for that. But I mean everything.’
‘That is everything?’
Bernard paused, watching Diego for a moment. It struck her that this might have been the first time she hadn’t seen him smiling in some way. ‘I…’ he sighed, licking his lips. ‘How do you feel about hugs?’
‘Hugs?’ Diego looked at him confused. ‘I…guess they’re okay?’
Bernard nodded, ‘I…can I have a hug?’
‘From me?’ Diego asked. Bernard nodded, watching her with a careful expression, his emotions held just under the surface but threatening to bubble over. She tried to look calm, straightening her shoulders as she nodded. ‘Sure.’
She half expected him to rush into her, an invading force overwhelming her senses. He didn’t though. He stepped forward slowly and clearly, holding his arms out. Maybe to give her a chance to step away. But she stepped in, her arms hanging around his waist. He was almost as tall as Chad, her head only coming up to his shoulder. And then he hugged her. Arms around her back that squeezed her so close, so she could smell the flour and sugar on his jumper. He wasn’t as strong as Dave, but he was warm. Warm and open, softness and care seeping out of every inch of him. When was the last time she had been hugged like this? By someone who wasn’t Dave?
‘We…’ Bernard started, a gruffness catching in his voice, ‘will never be able to repay you. For everything you have done.’ Diego frowned and pulled back slightly. Tears were glistening around his eyes again, his face twisted with a cocktail of emotions. ‘You were kids. And you never should have had to experience that type of life, especially as a child.’
Diego’s confusion vanished, and her expression schooled over in a way reminiscent of Morgan’s poker face. ‘What do you know of it?’
‘Only what Morgan’s told us,’ Bernard said. ‘Which isn’t actually a lot. But…even the bits we do know, that’s not a life that any child should have to go through. The amount of times I’ve wanted to be able to travel back in time and whisk Morgan away from that “training” and give her a chance at a happy childhood? Where she would get to be loved? And with Char…with Chad.’ He swallowed, looking away for a moment. ‘We couldn’t be there. Not for either of them. And that’s going to haunt us every day. But you were there. And you never turned your back on them, not for one second. You always loved them, and made sure they knew it, even when the world was too big and too much for you. Without you they wouldn’t have had love like that for a very long time.’ He leaned in, biting his lip to stop it quivering. ‘I can’t tell you how much it means to me. To us. To know that when we couldn’t be there, that they had you.’
Diego swallowed past the lump in her throat, blinking back the prickle in her eyes. ‘I didn’t do it for you.’
‘I know you didn’t,’ Bernard said. ‘They’re your siblings. Your family. And you’ll always love them, regardless of anyone or anything else.’ Diego nodded, and Benard smiled. ‘That is what I’m grateful for. You didn’t do it for anyone else, but you did it. And they got that. And I love those kids so much, thinking that you all could have grown up unloved…’
Diego frowned, ‘But…Morgan’s not related to you.’
‘And?’ Bernard chuckled, ‘Family doesn’t end in blood. It never has.’ He smiled, giving Diego’s shoulder a reassuring squeeze. ‘Family are the people who matter to you. Regardless of how you meet. When they’re the important people in your life, who you would do anything for and trust they’d do the same for you? That’s when they’re family. You kept your family safe and loved as much as you could, and you did a damn good job. And you kept my family safe and loved as well. And I will never be able to repay you for that.’
Diego looked away, wavering on whether to step back or not. Part of her wanted to pull away, to try and collect herself before this wave of everything Bernard was showing pulled her in too deep and drowned her. But on the other hand…
His hand squeezed her shoulder again, ‘You’re Morgan and Chad’s family. That means, as far as I’m concerned, we’ll protect you like family.’ She looked up at that, her confusion finally showing a crack behind her mask, and Bernard carried on. ‘You ever need us, for anything. Hero trouble, need someone to fix a broken head gasket, run out of sugar, doesn’t matter. We’re there for you, okay? Both of you.’ He looked at Dave then, for possibly the first time since he asked for the hug, and Diego turned to him as well.
Dave was smiling softly, watching the moment between them with something Diego hadn’t seen on his face before. ‘I would say we wouldn’t want to put you out, but…’
‘Nonsense!’ Bernard straightened up at that, his jaw setting in a way that showed he meant business. ‘I insist. You’d better put us on your speed dial.’
‘Speed dial?’
Diego shook her head, ‘That’s not really a thing anymore.’
‘Then put us at the top of your phone book,’ Bernard said. ‘I mean it, no matter the day or time or problem, we’ll be there. Got it?’
Diego bit her lip, looking away again. Dave however nodded, ‘Thank you.’
‘Don’t mention it,’ Bernard said. ‘And thank you for the hug,’ he said to Diego.
She nodded, not trusting her voice to speak.
He finally turned away to fish out the lemonade, his presence traded for Dave’s as he wrapped an arm around her shoulder. ‘You okay?’ he whispered in her ear.
Was she okay? Her heart was aching, a slight tremble was in her knees and she couldn’t tell if she wanted to hit something or cry. The smell of flour and sugar was still in her nose, which she tried to wipe away as she scrubbed at her face. Dave squeezed her shoulders and she leaned into his chest without even thinking. ‘Do we know when Morgan’s going to call?’ She said to the room.
Bernard shook his head as he stood, ‘Janice is going to call her around dinnertime if we don’t hear anything sooner. But that’s another reason to help yourself to the cookies now, she’ll scarf the lot if they’re still around later.’
Diego smiled at that, stepping up to the kitchen counter, ‘Oh well in that case.’
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The rest of the afternoon was quiet, in a calm way. Everyone soon bundled into the living room to see Chad had fallen asleep resting against Janice’s shoulder on the couch. Janice for her part couldn’t take her eyes off him, her free hand gently carding through his hair as she hummed a soft and quiet melody. She had clearly been crying again, the drying tear tracks wiped away by Bernard before he sat down on the other side of Chad. Just the sight of him was enough to make Bernard well up again, but he didn’t reach out for Chad or Janice. He just watched. His wife and his son. Finally together and safe again.
Diego moved to sit in the armchair, Diego curling up on his lap while watching the three of them. It felt like they were intruding again, but the sharp and sour feeling she had earlier wasn’t as present anymore. It was still there, but lessened. She probably would need to examine that later. Maybe with her therapist. But for now she nuzzled into the crook of Dave’s neck and tried to not stare at the three of them on the couch.
At some point, when the light in the window started to hint at sunset, Diego’s phone buzzed in her pocket. She pulled it out to see a new message from “M.”
“How’d things go?”
Diego sat up slightly, glancing over at the couch to see none of them had moved.
“Chad’s home. He’s resting. Friends keeping an eye on him”
She didn’t need to wait long for another response.
“Can I swing by?”
She blinked in surprise at that, the crease in her brow getting Dave’s attention. She showed him the phone, watching his eyes widen in surprise before she turned towards the couch. ‘Uh guys?’ Janice looked over at her first, Bernard’s attention still lingering on the sleeping Chad. ‘Morgan’s texted.’
‘Is she okay?’ Janice asked, her voice cracking slightly.
‘She’s asked if she can swing by.’
Bernard’s head snapped up at that, before his and Janice’s eyes met. ‘She didn’t mention that earlier.’
‘No,’ Janice thought for a second, ‘Unless…’
‘She’s had a breakthrough?’ Diego suggested, sitting up straighter on Dave’s lap.
‘It’s possible,’ Janice said. ‘Ask her if she needs a lift.’
Diego turned back to her phone, immediately typing as Janice and Bernard turned to try and gently rouse Chad. Diego didn’t pay attention to his grumbling or how he tried to cling to sleep and Janice harder for a moment before Bernard helped to get him sitting up and sipping on lemonade. Instead she was watching for Morgan’s reply.
“Nah I’ve got it.”
‘Apparently not,’ Diego said, frowning.
Janice looked up, curious. ‘How is she planning on getting here then?’
‘You’re not the only one who can teleport people,’ said a familiar voice. Diego and Dave both jumped, looking to see Morgan smirking as she leaned on the armchair. ‘It shouldn’t be that easy to sneak up on you two.’
‘You ass!’ Diego shouted. She sprung to her feet, and before Morgan could step back Diego had tackled her into a tight hug. ‘You absolute ass. Just say hi like a normal person.’
‘But this is so much more fun,’ Morgan grinned, returning the hug just as tightly.
‘Morgan?’ Chad said, still clearly groggy as he watched from the couch.
Morgan looked up at him, giving him a smile, ‘Hi trouble.’ Diego finally let her go, letting Morgan move over to the couch and give Chad his own tight hug. ‘How about you don’t scare us like that again, got it?’
He rolled his eyes, ‘I didn’t mean to. But the next time me and Alex-’
‘Oh, about that,’ Morgan pulled back slightly. ‘Alex has sworn off poking you. Only way you’re fighting them is if you jump in front of their fist.’
Chad spluttered in time with Diego and Dave’s jaws dropping. ‘Say what?’
‘Alex is backing off from fighting you,’ Morgan said. She glanced between Janice and Bernard before looking back at Chad. ‘I think it got too complicated to work out where the lines were to not cross, so they’re not going to anymore.’
‘Huh,’ Chad looked away, gears whirring for a minute. ‘That…do I thank them?’
‘If you do they might take it back,’ Diego said with a cold tone.
Morgan turned to Diego, mouth open to rebut, before she froze. ‘I want to argue that’s not true, but…’
Bernard sighed at that and stood up. ‘That’s my cue to make a distraction. I mean dinner.’ He smirked and gave Chad a wink before heading towards the door. ‘Any instructions for dinner tonight love?’
‘Hmm?’ Janice blinked and looked away from the corner of the room, turning to Bernard with a blank expression. ‘What was that?’
‘Dinner. I’m going to get started.’
‘Oh. Oh nonsense,’ she stood up, smoothing out her shirt. ‘You did the lemonades, I’ll do dinner.’
‘Love…’
‘My food, my rules,’ she said, pointing a dangerously sharp finger at him while giving him a look. But Bernard did nothing but chuckle and hold up his hands in surrender. Janice smirked and leaned up to kiss him on the cheek, ‘Thank you dear.’
He pulled her in for a proper kiss, making Morgan and Chad both look away in embarrassment while Dave and Diego tried to not react at all. When Janice was finally willing to pull away she turned to press a kiss to Chad’s curls before heading out the room.
Chapter 55
Summary:
After dinner, its time to hear what Morgan's found. And to plan the next step.
Notes:
I was going to save this to post weekly but tomorrow is going to be a Bad Day and I need the serotonin so here you go.
No real content warning (except for mentions of the Sterling parent's behaviour. Their very existence needs a content warning my god!)
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It didn’t take long for the whole apartment to smell of something rich and warm, everyone leaving Janice to hum away in the kitchen. The fact that she seemed completely at home in a kitchen she had never used was something no one decided to bring up, instead focusing on other matters. Now Chad was awake Bernard quizzed him on how the hospital was, if the doctors and nurses treated him right, if he had any problems. Chad took to complaining plenty about Cavendish’s insistence on Chad “not stressing himself out”, but it quickly became clear that while Bernard and Diego sympathised, no one agreed with Chad’s complaints.
Diego and Dave quickly gave a rundown on what had happened on their end, focusing more on Caroline and Richard’s plans. They did reveal that after Chad and Caroline’s last “conversation” that she seemed to change tact and focus on the search for Morgan along with Richard. While Richard stayed with his computers and watching for intel however, Caroline decided to look the old fashioned way and had taken to the streets. Checking Morgan’s old haunts, her apartment building, the last four warehouses she had used as a base. She was leaving no stone unturned.
It was after Janice returned floating six plates of piping hot lasagne and freshly made garlic bread that the conversation finally paused. Chad tucked in quickly, not realising how hungry he was until he saw the plate of food.
‘Morgan?’ Diego asked as she slipped to the floor with her plate, ‘what about your stuff? Any news?’
‘Hang on,’ Morgan said, loading her fork with pasta and sauce before shoving it in her mouth. There was a pause, and then Morgan slumped back, a satisfied smile spreading across her face.
Janice was beaming as she perched next to Morgan, ‘Enjoying yourself there?’
‘I think this one is my favourite,’ Morgan mumbled through the food in her mouth, finally remembering to chew the food. ‘Oh and,’ she sat up to spoon some of the sauce onto a piece of the garlic bread for the next bite, ‘this bread is always so good.’
Dave snorted, while Diego watched Morgan in sheer shock. ‘It can’t seriously be that good.’ He took his first bite, only for the humour to instantly drop away as awe took over. ‘Oh wow it is.’
Janice watched the room with a growing smug smile, ‘I am good at many things. But I'm especially proud of my cooking.’
Chad was quiet while eating, revelling in the combination of the deliciousness of freshly cooked food after weeks of tupperware contraband and the familiar tingling of Janice’s magic food boosting his energy again. Already his grogginess had been shifted and there was fresh colour in his cheeks again. Bernard was fussing over his healing arm, making sure that Chad didn’t move it too much while keeping his plate balanced on his lap.
‘Now we have food,’ Diego said, ‘and all of us…well, almost of us are here.’ She turned to Morgan, ‘Do you have news?’
Morgan carried on chewing, but the satisfaction of the food had vanished as her attention had been refocused. ‘You want to do this now? Not after dinner?’
‘The fact you’ve left your hideout and the computers willingly? And it was your suggestion?’ Diego looked at her pointedly. ‘Only reason I waited this long is because Janice was in the other room.’
‘Thank you dear,’ Janice said.
Morgan sighed, shovelling another mouthful of bread into her mouth before sliding onto the floor and putting the plate on the floor. She dragged her backpack from behind the couch to be next to her and pulled out a tablet and a bunch of papers. ‘Where should I start?’
‘Please tell me you’ve found something on the server,’ Diego said.
‘Yeah,’ Morgan said, her jaw clenching. ‘Definitely not ruining the garlic bread with that yet though.’
‘Then,’ Chad said, ‘can I ask what happened with Roofer?’
Diego scowled, but Morgan quickly spun around to look at Chad, her eyes blazing with indignation. ‘Roofer? Alright, let me tell you exactly what that arrogant big headed-’
Bernard tried not to chuckle at the immediate rage as Janice shot Chad a grateful look, her eyes flashing to move Morgan’s plate closer to her. Just so it wasn’t forgotten.
It was when the plates had been cleared away and Janice came back with a box of nanaimo bars and fresh lemonade that Morgan picked up the tablet and papers again. ‘Alright,’ she sighed, her serious tone only undercut by a new source of anger. ‘First the bad news. Mum and Dad’s server has a whole pile of standing orders for medical documents under the Hero Registration Act.’
Diego head snapped. ‘Oh no. Don’t tell me…’
‘Including three for us.’ Morgan looked at Diego, then at Chad. ‘They’ve been hoarding the original medical records for all of us since we were born.’
Chad was suddenly grateful that Morgan had waited until after they had finished eating, because as it was his stomach still dropped out from under him. ‘What?’
‘Since we were born?’ Diego said, shock and anger mixing together.
Morgan nodded. ‘First under the clause for minors of hero parents, then as full fledged “heroes” when we turned eighteen.’ She sniffed. ‘Now we know why they still insist on calling me a sidekick.’
‘But I left the FA years ago,’ Diego said. ‘They can’t still be pulling my records.’
‘It’s a standing order and they’ve registered it as going to a “private family archive.” Basically covered themselves so the only way it stops is if they don’t renew it or if you withdraw it. Or change the order yourself.’
Diego gritted her teeth, hands clenched into fists, before she pushed herself to her feet and began to pace. Chad was staring at the floor, grounded only by Bernard’s hand rubbing small circles into his back. ‘Since we were born?’ Chad asked.
Morgan nodded. ‘Yeah. I already checked all the other orders in case any others match up with any dates of interest. None of the others match up with “Chad’s” birth certificate or the order. They scrubbed everything .’
Janice sighed at that, shaking her head at that. ‘I still can’t wrap my head around that.’ The others all turned to her. ‘They kept nothing of that little boy? They replaced him and now he doesn’t even have proof he existed? That…’ she closed her eyes, mouth twisting in repulsion, ‘feels so wrong. Erasing your own child like that…’
Silence fell across the room, Janice’s words heavy between them. It was Bernard who cleared his throat to shatter the moment. ‘Well hopefully they missed something.’
Morgan nodded. ‘The original papers. Best chance we’ve got.’
Diego scoffed, ‘Sure. We just have to find the secret base where they’ve hidden all our stolen medical records, easy peasy.’ She froze in place, spinning to Morgan. ‘You know where they’ve hidden the records.’
Morgan dithered, holding her hand up in a so-so motion. ‘I know where they could be.’ Everyone turned to give Morgan her full attention as she tapped something on her tablet. ‘I found something buried in the server a few hours ago. They have three private storage houses across Canada, all with crazy juiced up security and off any kind of official maps or satellites. Good news is,’ she held up the tablet, showing a series of maps on the screen, ‘I have the locations and the blueprints.’
‘Seriously?’ Chad asked. ‘That’s great news.’
‘Sure, except,’ Morgan bit her lip, ‘all of them are at least as protected as their private server was. And all of them have different types of security protocols to bypass.’
‘So the gear you make for one won’t work for the others?’ Diego asked. Morgan shook her head and Diego sighed in frustration.
‘I can make it. I know what I’m fighting against or hacking, that isn’t going to be a problem. I just need the time to build three sets of gear.’
‘And help,’ Bernard said, cracking his knuckles with a grin. ‘Two brains will work better than one.’
‘And if there’s more technomancy involved you’ll need me too,’ Janice said. ‘Between us we’ll definitely get you in.’
Chad managed a small smile, looking between his…between Janice and Bernard as they rallied behind Morgan. ‘This is actually going to work, isn’t it?’
‘Course it is!’ Bernard said.
Morgan dithered again, ‘Before we get ahead of ourselves. Even if we succeed at getting in, swiping everything and getting out without tripping any alarms, if any time is left between the hits that’s time where they’ll have a chance to realise what’s going on. I can try and hit all three consecutively but it’s going to get so complicated-’
‘So three hits at the same time,’ Diego said. ‘Three groups go out, hit the locations at the same time, and then head back to ground zero when they’re done.’
‘Okay but who?’ Morgan asked. ‘Because last I checked I’m the only thief here.’
‘Check again,’ Bernard scoffed.
‘Stealing a car doesn’t count,’ Morgan said.
‘That’s the only one they caught me for.’
Morgan blinked, her head snapping in Bernard’s direction. ‘Which one didn’t they catch you for?’ Bernard raised an eyebrow and Morgan’s eyes widened. ‘More than one? You’ve been holding out on me!’
‘Morgan focus!’ Diego shouted, clapping her hands. ‘That’s three locations and three people. You go for one, Bernard goes for one, I go for one.’
‘You?’ Chad said in surprise. Dave looked just as shocked. ‘Dee-’
‘You’re telling me someone who can phase through solid matter won’t be helpful for a heist?’
‘But it's stealing,’ Chad said. ‘And you’re a hero. If you get caught…’
‘First I won’t get caught,’ Diego snapped, her expression darkening in a way that reminded Chad of the moment Morgan shot their parents with the stun ray. The day that started it all. ‘And second, it doesn’t count as stealing when you’re reclaiming something that already belongs to you.’
Morgan raised an eyebrow, looking at Diego while clearly impressed. ‘Not the sibling bonding activity I was expecting from you but I’ll take it.’
She levelled her glare at Morgan, and while Morgan didn’t flinch Chad couldn’t help but pull back from the rage there. ‘They had no right. Taking our records, our lives like that.’
‘No they didn’t,’ Morgan nodded. ‘And they’ll pay.’ She looked at her tablet again. ‘I’ll keep you in the loop on how the gadgets are going. When we’re closer to making a move we’ll need to make a proper plan, including working out where ground zero is. And how to get the records there. I’m assuming they’ll be in boxes or cabinets or something.’
‘I can deal with that,’ Janice said. ‘I can make you teleport sigils. I’ll have to work out how to make the size adaptable, which might limit how many times you can use it. But anything inside the sigil will be teleported when you activate it. I’ll need to program a predetermined location in it though.’
‘Okay,’ Bernard said, ‘so we agree on a ground zero, somewhere safe to take the records to. I’ve got a couple of ideas already.’
‘And while we do that,’ Morgan said, ‘it might be an idea to think of something to hold Mum and Dad’s attention just in case.’
‘Worst case scenario?’ Dave said, ‘We throw Alex at the FA building?’
‘Specifically the FA building?’ Morgan snorted.
‘We just got the renovation finished on our tower’s landing pad,’ Dave said. ‘And I’m not sacrificing it for this when the FA is right there. Besides, it will keep Vigilante occupied too.’
Chad blinked, eyes widening. ‘That’s a point. Vigilante’s investigation, have you-’
‘You’re clean,’ Morgan said. ‘All your reports are pristine, no holes anywhere. And since Roofer decided to be a dick, my laptop was freed up to test the security on your fancy new server.’
‘Were there any backdoors?’
‘Five,’ Morgan said. ‘Well, four, a hacker and an AI clone. All scrubbed. You’re welcome.’
‘What?!’ Dave asked. ‘Who? How?’’
‘Uh, FA, Chastisers, who’s the one who loves AIs on your team? He left one, Darkfeather left one to a private server, and Mum and Dad had hacked in. All booted. And I’m checking to make sure none of them get back in.’ She looked at Chad pointedly, ignoring the grateful beam shining off him. ‘You’re welcome.’
Chapter 56
Summary:
Now that Chad is home its time to start recovery.
Notes:
Once again I've burned through my chapter buffer too quickly because I'm too impatient for my own good. But it's fine, it's totally under control.
Content warning for the Sterlings being their typical asshole selves.
Chapter Text
‘So what now?’
Most of the people in the room looked up at Chad’s question. The desserts had been devoured with gusto while suggestions had been made for different details of the plan, from where to hide the recovered documents to something that could distract everyone that wasn’t Alex shaped. The only person who wasn’t talking now, and who didn’t look up at Chad’s question, was Morgan. Who was currently curled up by Bernard’s feet scribbling over her tablet with a stylus. Diego had also stayed quiet, still seething while rocking back and forth next to Dave. Janice had cleaned up the last of the plates with a wave of her hand and refreshed everyone’s drinks, and Bernard was keeping an eye on Morgan’s plans, offering the odd comment when he could.
‘Now?’ Dave asked.
‘I mean,’ Chad said, ‘we can discuss the finer points about the plan all night, but without Alex we can’t set anything in stone. And until Morgan’s got a better idea of the gear we can’t work out more about how the heist will look. So, what now?’
‘Now?’ Janice said, ‘You rest. And recover your strength.’
‘And we’ll carry on keeping an eye on things,’ Dave said, ‘until we’re ready to make a move.’ Diego growled at that thought, making Dave reach out to put a comforting hand on her back, but she didn’t argue about it.
Chad swallowed, ‘Maybe if the doctor agrees to it, Diego could be helping me with physiotherapy? I know he likes you, and then…well you’ll be busy getting me off the bench. You probably won’t have time to…with the…’
‘Are you making me an alibi so I don’t have to see Mum and Dad?’ Diego asked. Chad shrugged with his good shoulder, and she chuckled. ‘Thanks. That probably won’t work, but thanks. I’ll work something out.’
Dave sat up and blinked, ‘Field work.’ He looked at Diego. ‘We still need to find the arena and the satellites aren’t working. They’re right about one thing, we need people out there in the field.’
Diego thought for a second. ‘I could be helping Anton test his new drones or something. As a cover so people don’t get suspicious.’ She looked over at the others. ‘Anton will be in all my comms though, and I’d be gone for a few days.’
‘Diego dear?’ Janice said. ‘You do what’s best for you right now. If you need space from your parents then take it. We’ll all be here when you get back.’
‘I’ll stay here and help Chad and the others,’ Dave said, ‘and then I can keep you in the loop on any changes. And if something urgent comes up I can pull you home.’
Diego’s shoulders fell in relief and she leaned over give Dave a gentle kiss. ‘Thank you.’
The Dodgers lingered as long as they could dare, the group switching between plotting and tangenting to various random hero dramas. From all parties. Eventually though Bernard caught Chad trying to suppress a yawn and within moments the attention turned to Chad getting rest. Morgan gave Chad a tight hug, telling him not to do anything she wouldn’t do with a wink before texting Alex for a lift. As she vanished with nothing more than a pop Diego pulled Chad into a much longer hug.
‘If you need anything,’ Diego said, ‘no matter what, I’ll come home okay? You call me the second you need me.’
‘I will,’ Chad said with a smile. His instinct was to say he would be fine, that he would manage, that she didn’t need to worry. But something told him that would make her fuss more, and if she was going out to find Alex’s hostages…he could say the right thing to reassure her. That didn’t stop her from lingering in the hug, not stopping until Chad started to slump more onto her. He apologised with a tired and sheepish smile when she pulled away, but she responded by telling him to get some rest.
And then it was just the three of them. Janice locked up behind the Dodgers, fussing over the apartment to make sure everything was cleaned up and in its right place, before making up instructions for the various foods and meals that had been left. Bernard meanwhile started catching Chad up on the farm stories he had missed during his hospital stay, only stammering slightly when Chad turned to lean on his shoulder.
He was in the middle of talking about a cute moment with the pigs, his arm wrapped Chad’s shoulders, when he finally looked down and checked on Chad. His eyes were closed, either asleep or two shades away from sleep, and looking so peaceful Bernard’s heart ached. Brushing a curl out of Chad’s eyes made him stir slightly and his eyes flutter. ‘Keep going,’ he murmured.
‘With the story?’ Bernard said with a chuckle. ‘I thought you were asleep kiddo.’
‘Not tired.’
‘Oh really?’ Bernard chuckled again. Chad blinked bleary eyes open before looking up at Bernard. ‘You could have fooled me, you look ready to sleep for a week.’
Chad shook his head, ‘Not yet.’ He shifted closer to Bernard, his bad arm wrapping around Bernard’s waist. Bernard moved to try and keep the arm supported, watching his son carefully. ‘Please…’
‘Please what?’ Bernard asked. ‘What do you need kiddo?’ Chad tried to shift closer, mumbling something too quiet for Bernard to hear. But the arm tightening around his waist started to clue him in. ‘Hey, I’m here kiddo,’ he whispered, pulling Chad closer. ‘I’m right here. I’m not leaving anytime soon, okay?’
Chad sniffed and squeezed his eyes shut, letting his…letting Bernard’s blanket of warmth wash over him. The sound of Janice’s footsteps had Chad looking up with a sleepy expression as she came into the room. She paused by the door, welling up at the sight before she gave a quivering smile. ‘Oh look at my boys.’ She stepped over quietly, perching on Chad’s other side, and he felt a featherlight touch stroke through his hair. ‘My sweet boy.’
He turned his head towards her, still using Bernard’s shoulder as a pillow. ‘Can you stay? Please?’
‘Of course,’ Janice said, while Bernard squeezed him tighter. ‘We’re here for as long as you want us, okay sweetheart?’
Chad finally closed his eyes then, nuzzling into Bernard’s jumper. Part of him knew he would fall asleep soon like this, but he didn’t want to move. Didn’t want this moment to end. The hand stroking through his hair was lulling him into a soft dream, where an almost familiar lullaby was waiting for him. The blanket of warmth wrapped around him left him floating somewhere soft and safe. Maybe , Chad thought to himself before sleep finally took over, maybe this is what home feels like.
-
The next two days were quiet, for Chad at least. Diego left for the Chastiser cover mission the next morning, and for the most part she was off the grid. His main contact to her was through Dave, who was keeping him very much in the loop on everything. But it wasn’t the same, and he was quickly missing his sister. Morgan had gone back to her normal messages, although the updates were coming through slower than before. Which made sense, there’s only so many times you can say “still working on the gadgets” before it stops being an update. Alex was silent. Their arena hadn’t been located and they hadn’t returned to the city since they had stolen the last bout of heroes. And away from that, well Morgan had never been one to talk with Chad about Alex anyway. There was no reason for her to start now.
In all honesty the only thing that kept him sane for those few days back home were Janice and Bernard. They had returned to their morning messages and evening calls, but now the day was filled with other messages. Like Janice looking into courses for statistics for Chad to pick up when he was having more energy and Bernard asking Chad about the kids at the library. Both of them tried to trick Chad into revealing his favourite meals and foods for them to cook for him. And of course fussing over his recovery.
Which was going well. He was ignoring his first instinct to push himself through the physiotherapy exercises and was consciously trying to pace himself. Which felt uncomfortable to do in all honesty. It wasn’t in his nature to take things easy, and the guilt at the thought that he could push just a little further was tempting to listen to. But if he did he knew his doctor would threaten to bench him for longer. And even if he didn’t…well Chad didn’t want to upset Janice or Bernard. Not after everything.
So he kept to the physiotherapy course religiously, and between that and the meals Janice had left more and more strength was coming back to his muscles every day. When Dave took him to the FA headquarters for his check up even he commented on how much better Chad was looking, and suggested they ask the doctor about Chad joining him at the gym when he was ready for it.
The checkup went even better than expected. The doctor was still flabbergasted at the speed of Chad’s recovery, and only seemed to be more shocked when Chad confirmed he had in fact behaved himself and not pushed ahead with the physiotherapy. Between that and Dave’s very sensible suggestions for low intensity gym activity the doctor was not only happy to sign off Chad for going to the gym in two weeks, but discharged him from his direct care. The next checkup would be with one of the nurses and the physiotherapist to check his recovery, but Dr Cavendish was more than happy to sign him off for good.
Chad was ecstatic as they left the medical bay, Dr Cavendish alternating between marvelling at Chad’s recovery and giving him the last reminders about his recovery. He was in the middle of reminding Chad to go easy with his new arm, and that being out of the sling was not an excuse to forget the joint was still healing, when Dave noticed something behind them. And his face fell. ‘Incoming.’
Chad turned around, his smile freezing in place at the sight of Caroline and Richard striding towards them. They both looked much better than the last time Chad had seen them, and they both looked like they meant business.
‘Doctor,’ Richard said, managing a curt smile while Caroline watched the three of them silently. ‘Good to see you again. I trust everything is okay with our boy?’
Doctor was watching the two of them warily, but before he could open his mouth to respond Chad cut in. ‘What are you doing here?’
‘What is that supposed to mean?’ Caroline said. ‘We’re obviously here to give you an escort home.’
Chad frowned, ‘That…isn’t necessary. Dave is-’
‘Dave is surely very busy making sure his people out on mission are safe,’ Caroline said pointedly. ‘He can’t spare the time.’
‘I can and have,’ Dave said with a scowl. ‘Otherwise I wouldn’t be here.’
‘Shadowstep-’
‘Would tear me a new one if she thought I’d let Chadster go to the doctor alone while recovering,’ Dave interrupted, earning a glare from Caroline.
Richard gave Dave a look, ‘That’s appreciated but not necessary. We’re here now, we’ll take it from here.’
‘Mr Sterling-’ the doctor said.
‘We appreciate everything you’ve done for Chadster, doctor,’ Caroline said with a cold tone. ‘But as he has now been discharged from your care, this isn’t your responsibility or your business anymore.’
Chad started at that, ‘How did you know-’
‘Don’t worry about that,’ Caroline said. ‘Come on, let’s get going before the traffic gets any worse. We have scallops for dinner, and we’ve already prepared your room.’
‘My room?’
‘Of course, where else are you going to stay?’
‘My apartment?’
‘Oh no,’ Richard cut in, ‘that won’t do. What if you have an accident? A fainting spell? And you’re all alone? No, much better to move back in with us so someone can keep an eye on you.’
They stepped closer, but Dave was suddenly in between Chad and the Sterlings, trying to talk them down while keeping a lid on his temper. Doctor Cavendish backed him up, talking about the importance of the agreed discharge plan and monitoring and stress levels. Caroline and Richard ignored them, trying to step around them or brush them off with a wave of their hand. The voices of the four of them got louder and louder, trying to drown each other out, drawing attention from heroes and sidekicks walking past. It was clear that none of them were showing any signs of stopping or backing down. Not unless someone made them.
‘No!’ Everyone froze, before turning in sync towards Chad. He could feel himself start to tremble, from anger or anxiety he couldn’t tell, but he clenched his fists tighter and squared his shoulders while staring Caroline and Richard down.
‘What did you say?’
‘I said no,’ Chad replied. ‘I won’t be leaving with you, I won’t be going to your house, and I definitely won’t be moving back in.’
Caroline bristled, and the doctor had to step back from the sudden wave of heat. ‘Young man-’
‘This isn’t a discussion,’ Chad interrupted. ‘This isn’t a debate. I have made my decision. I am leaving with Dave. I am going back to my apartment with my food that I like and my things that I want. I will check in with Dave like we agreed and call the physiotherapist in the morning. And that isn’t going to change.’
‘You can’t be serious?’ Richard said. ‘Son, think about this rationally-’
‘I have and I am.’
‘You clearly haven’t,’ Richard said. ‘You need us.’
‘I didn’t need you when I went home two days ago,’ Chad said. He tried to keep his voice cool and calm even though he could feel his heart threatening to burst through his chest.
Caroline was having no such luck. ‘Excuse me? What are you trying to accuse us of? I was there every day, and then after you rejected my help it’s suddenly our fault we couldn’t come to your first discharge?’
‘You were the one who decided to leave,’ Chad said. ‘I didn’t make you, I didn’t even ask you to. And you never spoke to me or Diego about the discharge, how were we supposed to know you wanted to help?’
‘You made your thoughts pretty clear,’ Caroline snapped.
‘And I’m making them clear now,’ Chad rebutted, his voice finally beginning to get louder. ‘I’m going home. To my home. I’m not going with you.’
‘I can’t believe this,’ Caroline sneered. ‘After everything we’ve done for you, this is how you repay us? When did you get so selfish?’
‘Selfish?’ Chad shouted, his eyes flashing for a moment. A wind rushed around him and everyone stepped back. ‘You’re going to call me selfish?!’
‘Chad,’ the doctor cut in. ‘Now is not the time for power fluctuations. Please, take a breath.’
He very nearly snarled at the doctor but managed to restrain himself. While Caroline and Richard both exploded with irate voices Chad closed his eyes, taking a slow and deep breath, trying to count slowly as he breathed in and out. Morgan’s voice was counting with him in his mind, until his breathing steadied and his heart began to slow. A hand squeezed his shoulder and Chad looked up to see Dave beaming at him.
Chad let out another breath and nodded. ‘Shall we go then?’
‘Right behind you.’
‘No,’ Caroline stepped forward, ‘no you will not ignore us.’
‘I’m not having this conversation,’ Chad said. ‘I need to stay away from things that will increase my stress. Doctor’s orders.’
Caroline’s nostrils flared, her face turning more and more red. ‘Where did this attitude come from? I’ve never been so insulted.’
‘That isn’t my intention,’ Chad said, meeting her glare with a hard look. He moved to step away from and around her. ‘But I’m not continuing this conversation.’
‘Don’t look at me like that,’ Caroline hissed. ‘Don’t you dare give me that look. Don’t you dare look like-’
‘Like who? Morgan?’ Chad looked over Richard and then back to her. ‘You know for years I tried to bring her back home. Before she ever met Alex, before they ever got a chance to get in her head. In all that time, I never asked why she chose to leave.’ He looked at the two of them. ‘I hope we find her, and I hope she’s safe. And I hope one day I’ll be able to ask her that question.’
Caroline screeched in rage, drowning out Richard’s own burst of anger. Doctor Cavendish was backing away from the growing heat haze around the two of them and calling for the fire alarm to be prepped. And Chad turned to leave, Dave in step with him.
Chad didn’t release the breath he was holding until they were both in the car and the doors slammed shut. Dave wasted no time in driving away, quickly speeding onto the main roads before he turned to check on Chad. Chad’s hands were covering his mouth, his eyes wide as what he did finally sunk in.
‘You okay there?’ Dave asked with a laugh.
‘I just did that,’ Chad said, his voice muffled. ‘I can’t believe I did that. Why did I do that?’
‘I don’t know why,’ Dave said, ‘but man I’m glad I was there to see it. Diego’s going to be so mad she missed you putting them in their place.’
‘You think?’ Chad chuckled, then began to giggle. He curled up, the stress and anxiety exploding in a fit of laughter that left him shaking. Dave didn’t interrupt, letting Chad laugh, and then cry, all of the energy and emotion out.
They were halfway back to Chad’s apartment when Chad had finally collected himself enough to be able to speak again. ‘What am I going to do now? They’re only going to get worse.’
‘We’ll work that out later,’ Dave said. ‘And you won’t deal with them alone. Okay?’ Chad nodded, and Dave smiled. ‘Good. How are you feeling?’
‘How long do you think they’ll be angry? What if they try and pull from Darkfeather’s operation? What if-’
‘They can’t, and we won’t let them. Don’t think about what they might try and do next. We won’t know until they try and when they do we’ll be ready for them.’ Chad nodded again, and Dave glanced over at him. Chad was staring straight ahead, his eyes still wide from the shock and his hands still hovering near his mouth. ‘How are you feeling? About all of that?’
Chad let out a shaky breath, and when his hands moved away Dave could see a shaky smile. ‘Good. I feel…really damn good.’
Chapter 57
Summary:
Morgan starts to put the details together for her heist, and realises they may need more help than they realised.
Notes:
This chapter didn't want to cooperate, until suddenly it did xD and now you have a longer chapter to enjoy.
No content warnings for this chapter, have fun
Chapter Text
When Alex walked into the computer lab that afternoon, they expected Morgan to be once again immersed in the screens. It hadn’t even been 24 hours since everyone had come back from Chad’s apartments with the workings of a new plan and already the screens were filled with various maps and blueprints of buildings, traps, security systems, everything Morgan needed to find a way to bypass. Already roughly sketched blueprints of various items and lists were pinned to each of them in separate windows, and Morgan’s tablet and stylus had been glued to her hands all day.
So they were surprised indeed when the door opened to the sound of Morgan’s cackling laughter filling the room. The stylus and tablet were abandoned on the control panel. And Morgan bent over double, stuck somewhere between cackling and wheezing with her arms wrapped around her stomach.
‘What the hell?’ Alex asked.
Morgan looked up, and the sight made Alex’s heart skip a beat. The delight shining through made her eyes sparkle, and her whole face was flushed from the laughter. Her beam widened at Alex and she tried to wave them over, still panting and the threat of another burst of laughter shaking her shoulders.
‘What’s got you so cheery?’
Morgan shook her head. She turned to the control panel, wheezing too much to be able to speak, and shakily pressed some buttons. Alex looked up to see the frozen and slightly grainy image of a video, and it suddenly skipped to the part Morgan wanted to show them. Immediately they saw Morgan’s parents, watching Chad and Dodgers, who seemed to be walking away from them. Morgan giggled again before pressing play.
Immediately the video filled with a bright light that made Alex blink in surprise. The camera adjusted as the light vanished to reveal the sight of Inferno literally aflame. Alex watched in confusion, a smile starting to creep across their face, before a man in a doctor’s coat appeared in the shot pointing a hose at Inferno.
‘No way.’
Morgan’s snort dissolved into another peal of laughter at the sight of the doctor firing a torrent of foam at Inferno, utterly smothering her and Professor Psion next to her. Alex barked a laugh then, making Morgan laugh louder, as they watched the doctor spray more and more foam at the two of them, long past the point that the flames had vanished. Others were gathering around, sidekicks and lower tiered heroes that Alex barely recognised, only some of which had supplies to help. Most of them watched in shock until Inferno seemed to shoot out of the top of the foam, clearly screaming and red faced. The doctor stopped the foam, watching without really flinching as Inferno turned to start screaming in his direction. Alex didn’t see him react at all to her tantrum, watching her with a stoic expression. Which made it all the more fun when another burst of foam hit her square in the face.
Morgan burst into another round of laughter, leaning on the panel for support, and Alex couldn’t help but join in. The two of them were cackling until they were red in the face and their lungs hurt, not able to speak or even look at each other without setting each other off again.
Alex only managed to pull themselves together when the door to the lab opened again and Janice stepped in, watching them both with confusion and amusement. ‘What’s got you two tickled so much?’
Alex grinned as Morgan dived onto the control panel, rewinding the video as Janice approached with Bernard not far behind. ‘Can you play it with the sound this time?’ Alex asked.
Soon the two Stewart parents were both trying desperately to hold back their laughter at the sight of Inferno and Psion covered in foam, to the point that tears were streaming down Janice’s face. This time they could hear the cries and gasps of shock and the churning spray of the foam, until Inferno screamed out an “Enough!” This time they heard her furious rant at the doctor about embarrassing them and making a mockery. Which made the extra burst of foam that much funnier. Alex and Morgan were sniggering as Inferno looked at the doctor affronted.
‘Apologies,’ they heard the doctor say. ‘I thought I saw another spark.’
Janice cracked at that, bursting into laughter. Bernard’s shoulders were silently shaking beside her, Morgan hitting pause on the video before curling over laughing again.
It took a while for any of them to catch their breath enough to be able to calm down. Janice was first, wiping at the tears on her face as she looked at the screen. ‘What on earth caused that reaction?’
Morgan was curled up on the floor, clearly in pain from laughing too hard but seemingly didn’t care, so it was Alex who examined the video. The video rewound slowly, the family watching Chad and Dave return to the camera, movement between the four of them before Inferno and Psion began to move away. Alex stopped the video, hesitating for only a second before hitting play. The audio was faint, but clear enough for them to be able to catch most of the conversation, especially with how loud and obnoxious Inferno was being. Only a few seconds in and Alex could hear their mother gritting her teeth to the point they nearly cracked. Bernard’s hand was on her shoulder, but his own fury was just as palpable. And then Chad spoke up, and everyone’s energy in the lab changed. They watched with bated breath, the only thing to cut over the video was Janice’s gasp at the wind that responded to Chad’s burst of anger. She didn’t let out her breath until Chad and Dave had both turned away from the Sterlings and the now familiar flash of light filled the screen.
‘Wow,’ Bernard whispered. ‘That was…’
‘We should check in on him,’ Janice said, pulling out her phone. ‘He shouldn’t be trying to use his powers so soon, a flare up like that could be dangerous.’ She turned away from the computer, already bringing up Chad’s number and putting the phone to her ear.
‘Love?’ Bernard asked. ‘Are you sure you want to let him know we watched that?’ Janice didn’t answer, focusing on her phone. ‘He might think we’re spying.’
‘I was,’ Morgan said, her voice quiet. The Stewarts all turned to see her still sitting on the floor. Her focus was on the screen however, a mix of surprise and awe on her face. ‘I mean…not “spying” spying. I was just checking that the appointment went okay, and then the report came up about the fire alarm in the foyer and I got curious. I…’ she let out a breath, ‘I wasn’t expecting that.’
‘You okay kiddo?’
Morgan chuckled and nodded, ‘Yeah. Nice to see Chad with his head out of his ass I guess.’
She sniffed and slowly moved to climb to her feet, accepting Alex’s hand when they offered it. There was silence for a minute in the room, before Janice put her phone to her ear. When Chad answered her fussing over him became background noise, while Bernard and Alex were focused on Morgan. She muted the sound on the video before playing it again, watching Chad walk away from Inferno and Psion, the flash, the foam. This time she only chuckled slightly, biting her lip as her eyes glistened slightly. She closed the window before Bernard pulled her into a one armed hug, resting his chin on the top of her head. And for a moment she slumped, her eyes closed as a flurry of pride and sadness played across her face.
‘I should get back to work,’ she murmured.
‘Need some help?’ Bernard asked. ‘You’ve got a lot of designing to do.’
She thought for a moment, before slowly nodding. ‘Yeah. I probably do. Thanks.’
The next few days were near constant activity in the lair. Morgan soon moved away from the computer lab to take over one of Alex’s workshops. She said it was to start working on building prototypes, but in reality the workshop gained more paper than anything else. The blueprints of the security at the three sites were on the walls, with designs and sketches scattered over the tables and floors. Watching her turn Alex’s almost futuristic workshop into a larger version of her disaster of a workbench in their apartment should have been annoying. But frankly, it was good to see Morgan back in her natural habitat. She was in her element now, designing and discussing plans and ideas with Bernard as much as Alex and Janice would allow them. When she wasn’t drawing she was almost absentmindedly tinkering, screwing or snipping or twisting something or other in her hands.
Alex and Janice took it in turns to implement breaks on the two plotting heisters, bringing in food and drinks, enforcing naps and even trying to drag them both away from the workbenches multiple times throughout the day and night. That didn’t stop Alex from walking into the workshop in the morning to see Morgan passed out on one of the stools, the paper she had been scrawling over a very uncomfortable pillow under her.
It was during one of those attempts at encouraging a lunch break when Alex walked in to a very different atmosphere. Neither of them were drawing for once, and Morgan was tinkering with something that more closely resembled a puzzle box than something to hack past any security. And the conversation between them was tense to say the least, Bernard talking with an uncharacteristically stern voice while Morgan paced on the other side of the table.
‘-and then once Janice has designed her spells she can replicate that as many times as she needs. That isn’t going to slow it down anymore.’
‘Building multiple sets of everything will,’ Morgan said. ‘Even if the spellwork is easy.’
‘I’m sure one of these machines is a replicator or a fabricator or something.’ Morgan scowled at that, and Bernard sighed. ‘If you say that’s cheating…’
‘It’s harder to replicate complex machines.’
‘It’s hard to build them,’ Bernard said. ‘To design them and get them working without making bugs or having it break or god forbid blow up.’
Alex frowned but didn’t interrupt, moving a few sheets of paper with a thought before silently putting their tray of drinks down.
Morgan sighed, tapping at the thing in her hands as she looked at the plans on the wall again. Bernard watched her with worry, ‘I’m not doubting your skill, alright kiddo? I never would. But-’
‘You’re right.’
Bernard blinked in surprise and Alex nearly choked on their shock. ‘Say that again?’ She turned to scowl at Alex, but they didn’t even flinch. ‘Who are you and what have you done with Morgan?’
‘Fuck off.’
‘Alex,’ Bernard said with a warning in his voice.
They rolled their eyes and held their hands up. ‘Alright, my bad. What’s Dad right about?’
Morgan shook her head, tossing her tinkering project onto the table before leaning against the wall. ‘We need more people.’
‘What?’ Alex frowned. ‘You want to get more people in on this plan? Why? If more people know then-’
‘I know,’ Morgan snapped. ‘But the amount of security that needs to be bypassed, I can’t build one thing that covers all of it. And I can break them up into different tools easily but then there’s too many things for one person to manage.’
‘You can’t build something?’ Alex asked. ‘Seriously?’
Alex,’ Bernard warned again.
‘I mean I can,’ Morgan said. ‘Probably. With enough time.’
‘If you need more time I can buy you more time,’ Alex said.
‘It’s not that,’ Bernard said.
Morgan closed her eyes, trying to keep her breath steady. ‘The sooner we have the records, the sooner we have the answers, the sooner…’
She trailed off, but Alex filled in the gaps easily enough. ‘Is this about Diego and Chad? They’re grown ups, remember? They can handle themselves just fine, and deal with your parents too.’
‘They shouldn’t have to,’ Morgan growled, glaring at Alex.
Bernard stood up, walking around calmly to stand between them. ‘We need a break. Some food and time away from these will do us some good.’
Morgan deflated slightly and nodded. ‘We should have a think about who we can trust to bring in on this. And how many more people we need.’
Over a very delicious lunch that caught Janice up on the potential new plan (and a very quiet Alex) the next thing was to tell the others. Chad was initially as unsure as Morgan about bringing others in on the heist, but reluctantly admitted that if Morgan thought it was best then he would support the plan. Morgan was the expert after all. He initially tried to put himself forward for being one of the new people but Janice put her foot down on that, saying Chad still needed to rest and recover. It was harder to say no to Dave however. Especially when he reminded them about his career of breaking into enemy military camps before any of them had been born. After that it became a question of who else they could bring in. Alex quickly refused, claiming they had been yelled at enough by Morgan about their torch holding abilities for a lifetime. Instead they offered one of their famous distractions to keep the heroes (and Morgan’s parents) too busy to notice what they were doing. Bernard offered to get in touch with some of his old contacts to check how their health was faring. He trusted his old “colleagues” to take this as a secret to their graves, but not all of them had taken up something as labour intensive as farming in their retirements. He needed to check who would be able to keep up with him.
Which left Morgan to work out who she could bring. Obviously she had her own team, she had Gus and Karen, but she had kept a distance between her team and her family for a reason. Crossing that line now? For something as big as this? No, no she wasn’t willing to consider that. Which left her trying for other avenues. Other villains were out, the ones she trusted with something this personal were all in the same lair as her. She needed someone who already knew about her family, or knew enough to not question why she was doing this. Someone who wasn’t afraid to break into dangerous buildings that were booby trapped with potentially deadly threats. And who wasn’t afraid to do something illegal for the right reasons.
‘So what exactly are you planning?’
Morgan turned to her guest with a flash of a grin, gesturing to the blueprints on the wall of the workshop. ‘What does it look like?’
‘I-i-it looks l-l-like a heist. W-w-why d-do you w-w-wany us to h-h-help with a-a h-h-h-heist?’
Morgan winced, ‘Sorry B, but not you. I can’t get Kotetsu past the magic traps. No I need you,’ she pointed to Ohio with a grin.
Ohio folded his arms, eyes scanning over the blueprints. ‘I have the same question as Barnaby. You have a whole team hunkered down somewhere, I know you do.’
‘This…’ Morgan winced, ‘...is personal.’
‘How personal?’
‘I’m planning a heist to break into my parent’s three private storage houses that hide all their hero records simultaneously.’
Alex tried not to snort at the sudden silence in the room. They instead watched Barnaby and Ohio cycle through shock, horror, confusion, all in perfectly stunned silence. Morgan had turned away and started shuffling through the papers near her when Barnaby finally managed to work his jaw enough to string together a sentence.
‘M-M-Morgan? A-a-are….are y-y-you s-serious?’ She nodded. ‘W-w-why?’ She didn’t answer except to pull out a flurry of papers and hand them to Barnaby and Ohio. Ohio frowned in confusion at them, but Barnaby seemed to recognise them almost instantly. ‘Oh. O-oh n-n-no.’
‘Yep,’ Morgan said. ‘Does it count as theft if it’s taking something that belongs to me?’
Ohio blinked at that, before frowning at Morgan, ‘That’s why you’re asking me?’
‘I’m asking you because I trust you,’ Morgan said. ‘I don’t want anything from them, I want nothing to do with either of them. But they stole my medical records. And Diego’s. And Chad’s. And I need to get them back.’
‘H-h-how did y-you f-f-find out a-about this?’ Barnaby asked. ‘L-last w-w-we heard f-f-from you we w-w-were helping y-y-you avoid R-Roo-Roofer’s ass-ss-ss…l-letter bombs. A-a-and th-then y-y-you go in-into hid-ing f-f-for a month? A-a-and now th-this?’
Morgan was silent, looking down at the floor. ‘It’s a long story.’
‘We’ve got time.’
‘It’s not mine to tell,’ Morgan said.
‘But its about your medical records?’ Ohio asked. ‘With your parents and family? Morgan-’
‘I trust you more than most,’ Morgan said. ‘But it’s not just my story. And…it’s…’ she sighed, her shoulders slumping as she scrubbed her hands over her face. ‘It’s a bit too big to just dump on you.’
‘I-i-is it t-to do with R-Roo-Roofer?’
‘Sort of,’ Alex chipped in. Morgan’s head snapped up as the others turned to look at them. ‘He accidentally stumbled on something first. So Morgan poked the nest and he retaliated. Then Morgan went off the radar and…’
‘Alex,’ Morgan said with a warning in her voice.
‘Wait, you’ve been here the whole time,’ Ohio said to Morgan, before turning to Alex. ‘So what’s with the stunt of stealing all those heroes? Twice? And that fight with Chadster?’
‘It was that or make Morgan’s parents go through a fate so horrific and painful Hell will look like a holiday in comparison.’ Alex’s voice was perfectly calm, even casual, the only sign of the threat and seriousness behind their words was the way their pupils narrowed and their jaw set. ‘And it’s good stress relief.’
‘What do you have to be stressed about?’
‘It’s a long story.’
Barnaby frowned in confusion, then looked at Morgan. ‘S-s-s-same story?’ Morgan nodded. ‘W-w-what did y-y-your parents do?’
Morgan finally looked up at Barnaby, a glimpse of her sorrow, grief, and rage coming to the surface with no poker face to hide it. ‘Whatever you’re imagining? It’s probably worse.’
‘Shit,’ Ohio whispered, looking between the two villains with increasing concern, before looking up at the blueprints on the wall. ‘And the medical records…’
‘Are part of it,’ Morgan said. ‘I need them, all of them. For all three of us.’
‘Why?’
Morgan sighed, ‘Because the ones I can find everywhere else have been doctored.’ Barnaby’s jaw dropped while Ohio’s eyes almost popped out of his head. ‘I don’t know if the ones in the storage have been doctored or not, but it’s the last chance, the only chance, I have to try and find the truth. All of it.’
Silence fell across the four of them. The only movement was from Kotetsu by Barnaby’s side, who was looking between Barnaby and Morgan, padding slightly against the tiled floor. Eventually Ohio broke the spell on them and stepped forward, putting a hand on Morgan’s shoulder. She looked up at him, her nemesis, with the slightest red around her eyes. From tiredness or tears no one could say. But no one commented.
Ohio simply set his jaw and gave her a nod. ‘Where do we start?’
Chapter 58
Summary:
Now that Chad was on the mend, his mind had turned to trying to get back to work.
Notes:
I'm busy this week so you get a chapter a day early.
No content warnings, enjoy!
Chapter Text
The next time Chad went to a face to face appointment with one of the FA nurses he had to go alone. It was unfortunate timing, Dave was on the rota for Operation Arena and was balancing watching the satellite signals with being Diego’s contact while out on her “training mission”. And after his last interaction with Caroline and Richard asking them to go with him was the worst idea. Even if he wanted to. Which he didn’t. And that was a thought he refused to look at for the moment. But with no Dave and no Diego and all his other FA colleagues either on duty or investigating or recovering, he was walking into the medical bay alone.
Honestly he didn’t need anyone with him at this point. Janice’s meals had worked their magic and he felt that his physical health at least was almost back to his peak. He hadn’t been testing his powers yet, that was something he hadn’t been cleared to do yet. But the likelihood of him going faint or losing energy from a simple trip through the HQ was slim to none. There was no need for him to be nervous at stepping into the medical bay and meeting the smiling nurse and physiotherapist there without anyone else being in step with him, having his back. He didn’t need anyone with him for something like this. He was fine. He could do this.
The surprise from the nurse and physiotherapist at the speed of his recovery was almost expected at this point, and all Chad could do was shrug and smile sheepishly at them. The appointment actually overlaid as they did the tests with him a second time, then a third. Just to make sure that everything stayed consistent. His strength was almost back, blood pressure good, oxygen and glucose levels good. He could do all the physical exercises without showing any real exertion. Even his shoulder had healed faster than expected.
By rights he should have left it alone, let them carry on with the testing, update his records, and then go about his day. But it had been a week since Dr Cavendish had signed him off. It had been a week since his parents ghosted him (or he ghosted them, he couldn’t tell). It had been a week since he had really had anything to do. And each of these conversations, each of these appointments, reminded him how much faster he had been recovering, how much closer he was to getting off the bench and back on duty. And quite frankly, he was desperate to get back out there. He was desperate for something to do. Whether it was a patrol or stopping a bank robbery or going up against Roofer again. He was past ready to be doing something.
So at the end of the appointment he pushed. ‘When do you think I can start some kind of therapy or training for my powers?’
The look the nurse and the physiotherapist gave him told him he had pushed too far. ‘Not yet. We need to review these results with the doctor first, and then set that up as a separate recovery plan.’
‘That’s fine,’ Chad said, trying for a calm smile despite his heart hammering in his chest. ‘I’m just, you know, eager to get back to normal.’
The physiotherapist gave him a smile that was probably supposed to be reassuring, but next to the nurses with her pursed lips and furrowed brow Chad only felt even worse. ‘We get that, but the last thing you need is a relapse.’
‘Of course,’ Chad nodded. ‘Slow and steady right?’
The plan after the appointment had been for Chad to chill out for the day. He could have gone back to his apartment and watched films, or gone for a walk around the park. He had been meaning to get back in touch with the library to get back to his volunteering sessions. And he needed to get in touch with the shelter as well about adopting Pebbly. Those were all sensible things to do with his afternoon, things he would have enjoyed doing. And none of them involved him knocking on the door to Darkfeather’s office.
The young hero opened the door, his confusion turning into surprise at the sight of Chad. ‘Darkfeather!’ Chad beamed. ‘Hello, it’s been too long.’
‘Chadster? Wow,’ Darkfeather looked him up and down. ‘You’re looking good. And…is it rude to say it’s weird to see you in civvies?’
Chad chuckled, ‘Not at all. Do you have a moment? I was hoping to talk to you about something.’
‘Oh sure,’ Darkfeather opened the door properly, gesturing for him to enter. ‘For you I’ve always got time.’ Chad stepped in with a smile, trying not to let his nerves show as the door closed behind him. ‘So what can I do for you?’
Chad licked his lips, squaring his shoulders slightly. ‘So, I know I’m not signed off for any active missions yet, but-’
‘Nope,’ Darkfeather said, his light expression dropping. ‘I’m sorry, but no.’
‘Just hear me out.’
‘Cavendish would have my head,’ Darkfeather said. ‘And Vigilante wouldn’t be far behind.’ Chad’s shoulders dropped, and Darkfeather sighed. ‘You are one of our strongest heroes. And yes we need you back, but we need you at your full strength. What happens if you go back in the field before you’re ready? What if you get taken down again? What if you’re taken out for good?’
‘I’m not asking for field work,’ Chad said. ‘And I’m not going to. I’m listening to the doctor. I’m following the physiotherapy and the recovery plans. And they are working, I am doing a lot better.’
‘You’re not fully recovered.’
‘I’m well aware,’ Chad gave a tight smile at that. ‘But there’s a big difference between being benched utterly while recovering and going out on missions or on patrols. I was hoping…’
‘No,’ Darkfeather said.
‘Let me at least finish.’
‘Vigilante won’t agree to it,’ Darkfeather shook his head. ‘Not if it runs the risk of stressing you out or hampering your recovery.’
‘I’m just talking about working comms,’ Chad said. ‘Or monitoring for threats. I’d stay in the HQ, I’ll be close to the medical bay, and this building always has people in it. It’s not like I would be working alone where no one can see me if something goes wrong. And I can help.’ Darkfeather was silent, watching Chad carefully. ‘What’s the point of having Blue Bolt or Scarab or even you working behind a desk when I can do that and then get you where you need to be?’
Darkfeather sighed, crossing his arms as he looked away from Chad. ‘You’ll want to go out on patrol.’
‘I would,’ Chad nodded. ‘But I won’t.’
‘You’d be too tempted.’
Chad tried to chuckle at that, ‘I’m not sure what you’re implying about my self restraint there.’
‘You’re a good hero,’ Darkfeather said. ‘You’re a great hero actually.’
‘I know I am.’
‘And great heroes hate sitting behind the desk.’
‘They hate not helping more,’ Chad said, trying to keep his voice calm as his frustration started to grow. ‘Think of it like a phased return.’
‘There is no phased return,’ Darkfeather said. ‘Not for a job like this. It’s all or nothing, all the time, every day.’
‘That isn’t true. After I lost my first arm I didn’t get any missions higher than C tier for two weeks.’
‘You’re not ready for missions yet.’
‘I’m not-’ Chad cut himself off before he started shouting, trying to control his breathing along with his temper. ‘I’m trying to prove a point. There is always something to do. There is always some way to help. And I’m at the point where I can do something. So let me.’
Darkfeather shook his head. ‘It isn’t up to me.’
Chad scowled, ‘Then who is it up to? Vigilante? Blue Bolt? What other high tiers are around for council decisions right now?’
‘Me, the Amazonian-’
Chad blinked in shock, ‘She’s out of the Lazarus machine?’
‘Yeah,’ Darkfeather nodded with a smile. ‘She’s also off duty for recovery, but if you’re asking about council members…’
Chad bit back his response about the hypocrisy of Amazonian doing council work after dying while he wasn’t even allowed to work on intercepting calls and threats. ‘So, the four of you?’
‘Inferno and Psion are back to active duty as well.’
The wind that whipped around the room almost sent Darkfeather barrelling over, the chair by his computer desk was sent shaking across the room and crashing into the wall before Chad gritted his teeth and tried to pull it back. ‘Dammit, sorry.’
Darkfeather grabbed onto the table in the middle of the room, watching the wind pulse stronger for a moment before very slowly dying down. Something which seemed to be taking a lot of effort for Chad to do. Darkfeather didn’t speak, didn’t even let out his breath, until the last breeze had faded and Chad finally relaxed. ‘What the hell was that?’
‘I uh…’ Chad shook his head, ‘I should probably start on power therapy soon.’
‘Was that a fluctuation?’ Darkfeather said in shock. ‘Since when do you have power fluctuations?’
Chad scowled at that. ‘In my defence I haven’t been able to use my powers at all for weeks. It’s like a muscle. You need to train to strengthen it or to maintain it.’
‘And that includes control?’
Chad’s expression darkened. ‘What is that supposed to mean? I’m not going to lose control.’
‘You just did.’
Chad swallowed down his first biting remark. Now his body remembered what it felt like to thrum with power, he was having to fight against it to keep the lid on any storms. ‘Then I’ll talk to Cavendish about getting me into power recovery. The sooner the better right? And then-’
‘And then what?’ Darkfeather laughed. ‘We pretend like you didn’t just lose control of your powers at me mentioning your parents?’
‘I didn’t lose control!’
Darkfeather raised his eyebrows. ‘You “had a fluctuation” when I mentioned your parents. What the actual hell?’
‘That’s none of your concern.’
‘It is if you’re trying to get back into active duty.’
‘I’m not!’ Chad shouted again, hanging onto the control of his power by the skin of his teeth.
‘So if we give an inch you’re not going to run with it all the way to the moon?’ Darkfeather asked. ‘No, no you’re nowhere near ready.’
‘I don’t believe this,’ Chad said. ‘Do you seriously not trust me?’
Darkfeather paused, contemplating carefully. ‘I don’t think you want me to answer that question.’
For a moment the anger vanished, and something ice cold ran through Chad’s chest. ‘What?’
Darkfeather thought carefully about his next words, ‘Look, we’ve been focusing so much on your health and the power exhaustion. And that must have taken its toll. Add in your sister going missing, and getting taken off the investigation, and nearly getting kidnapped by Alex? That’s a hell of a month. And you haven’t really had the chance to…address any of that.’
Chad’s eyes widened in realisation, and a wave of panic tightened in his chest, ‘You want me to go to the shrink?’
‘It might be a good idea-’
‘No.’ Chad shook his head, ‘No absolutely not.’
‘Chadster, be reasonable-’
‘Reasonable? I’ve been nothing but!’
‘After everything you’ve been though-’
‘I’m a hero!’ Chad shouted. ‘It’s my job! Everyone here has dealt with things ten times worse than what my last few weeks have been like. You’ve faced worse! This is no different.’
‘But it is,’ Darkfeather said.
‘How?’
‘I don’t know, that’s why you need to talk to someone about it.’
‘I’m fine!’
Darkfeather held back his first response, biting his lip and he debated what to say. ‘You’re not acting like yourself. You haven’t since you stepped in here. And at first I figured it was just you not being in your normal persona, but it's more than that. Something’s happened, something about all this has shaken you. And if you go out there with that rattling around and bottling up, you’re going to get yourself hurt.’
‘Or someone else?’ Chad snapped.
Darkfeather’s expression flickered, frustration barely held back. ‘I didn’t say that.’
‘You didn’t have to,’ Chad said. He turned to the door, ready to wrench back the handle and storm away.
‘Chadster, please.’ Darkfeather said. ‘Let us help you.’
Chad glared back at him. ‘If your help includes insulting and doubting me while Inferno’s allowed to go to active duty after nearly setting fire to the whole building last week? Then I’m good without it.’
The door flew open before Chad got a chance to touch it, the hinges creaking from the sudden blast of wind as Chad marched away. Before Darkfeather got a chance to follow, or a chance to see the flash of white-blue light in Chad’s eyes, the door slammed shut behind him.
Chad wasn’t paying attention to where he was going. The FA building was far behind him, the crowds were nothing more than a buzzing storm of static, and he was walking. With no direction. He didn’t need one. He just needed to move. He needed to get rid of the shocks of lightning that were threatening to dance across his skin, to let loose the whirlwind building inside him. But he couldn’t. Not here. Not where he could hurt someone. He wouldn’t even want to or try to. But he couldn’t risk any collateral damage. Alex doesn’t leave collateral damage .
So he walked blindly through the city, ignoring everyone around him. He ignored his phone when it buzzed in his pocket, the kids that screamed down the street, the distant alarm that was probably from a bank robbery. And he was ignored in turn, a face in a sea of thousands, weaving through a steel and concrete jungle. No attention. No judgement. No expectations.
When the storm thrumming under his skin had finally started to abate, and his anger with it, he finally began to try and pay attention to his surroundings. He had moved away from the downtown area to a quieter part of the city. And, he realised quickly, he was only a block away from his hideout. Where the server was. Where Dave was. He was turning without thinking, crossing the road on autopilot. The thought of Darkfeather, of Vigilante, disapproving of him going to the server now only made him walk faster. It was his server after all. It was his idea, his contacts, his hideout. He’d like to see them try and keep him out of it.
When he got to the site he was met with Dave opening the door in confusion. ‘Chad? What’s up? I thought we were meeting after my shift?’
Chad shrugged. ‘Changed my mind.’
Dave’s face fell. ‘Oh no. I know that face.’
‘What face?’
‘Diego makes that face when someone’s pissed her off,’ Dave sighed, and then pulled the door further open. ‘Come on. Let's get in before those clouds break.’
Chad barely glanced at the sky before stepping past Dave, his furious determination faltering for just a moment. ‘You sure? I mean, you’re working right?’
Dave gave a small smile, ‘Don’t worry about it.’
The door closed behind them and they headed down the metal stairs, Chad blinking at the harsher artificial light filling the hideout before coming into the furnished server room. Anton looked up with a wave, ‘Hey man, good to see you on your feet.’
Chad frowned, ‘I thought the shifts had one person from each team?’
‘They did,’ Anton rolled his eyes, ‘and then all the FA morons ran headfirst into Alex trap number two. No offence.’
‘I didn’t run into the first trap,’ Chad said. ‘I actually tried to outrun it.’
‘Oh crap, I didn’t mean it like that,’ Anton said. ‘I meant calling your team morons. No you of course, you’re cool. But some of them…’ Chad rolled his eyes at that, making Anton's eyes widen. ‘Ooh, are they in your bad books? Who screwed up? Was it that speedster who can’t keep his mouth shut?’
‘No,’ Chad sighed. ‘It’s nothing.’ Anton raised an eyebrow in disbelief. ‘It’s just…I was just talking to Darkfeather about trying to help with…with something like this,’ he gestured at the wall of computers, ‘but apparently they don’t need my help.’
‘Seriously?’ Anton snorted. ‘Then he’s delusional. They’re running on fumes. Only reason why anything on his mission is getting done is because your sister’s picked up the slack.’
Chad closed his eyes with a humourless chuckle. ‘Apparently I can’t be trusted on duty. Even for desk work.’
‘He said what?’ Dave said.
‘Whoa whoa whoa,’ Anton held his hands up, ‘Darkfeather said that? About you? Then who the hell is left to trust on your side?’
‘Maybe that’s the problem?’ Chad tried to chuckle. ‘I’m making friends with you guys too much.’
Anton grinned and turned to Dave. ‘Poach him. Poach him right now.’
Dave rolled his eyes, ‘Stop being an idiot.’
‘Coward.’
Chad tried not to snort at Dave’s expression as he turned to Anton. ‘Say that again tin man.’
‘C-O-W-A-R-D,’ Anton grinned. ‘Dodgers the coward. The American people will be heartbroken.’
Whatever Dave was about to do next was interrupted by the screen lighting up with a call. The three heroes straightened up in sync before Anton hit a button. ‘Yo, Shadowstep, how’s the training going?’
There was static from a slight wind on the line, but it wasn’t enough to drown out the triumphant chuckle from Diego, a sound that made Chad more settled than he had been in weeks. ‘Think we’re in the final phase boys.’
‘You found it?’ Chad asked.
Dave dived for the console, hitting various buttons. ‘You got visual for us?’
‘Don’t doubt me,’ Diego said with a grin in her voice, ‘Hey Chadster, did you get put on shift today?’
‘No I’m still benched,’ Chad said.
‘We’re trying to recruit him,’ Anton said. ‘The FA don’t deserve him.’ He looked over at Chad. ‘If you switch over I bet I can work magic on those arms of yours.’
‘I’ll think about it,’ Chad said with a chuckle, more focused on Dave as he brought up the visual from Diego’s end, along with a radar map showing her current location. She was broadcasting video and Chad could see the wind was picking up flurries of sand and dust across an empty canyon.
‘There we go,’ Diego said. ‘Read ‘em and weep.’
‘What are we supposed to be seeing?’ Dave asked.
‘Wha…are you serious?’ Diego paused for a minute before swearing. ‘I swear, I’m looking at a huge hulking building in the middle of the canyon.’
Dave sighed. ‘Whatever’s hiding it from the satellite images is hiding it from your camera.’
‘How is that possible?’
‘Speaking as an expert on all technology?’ Anton said. ‘I have no clue. That shouldn’t be possible.’
‘This is Alex we’re talking about,’ Diego said.
Chad stepped closer, looking between the radar map and the live video. ‘D-Shadowstep, what does the building look like?’
‘Like a colosseum straight out of ancient Rome,’ Diego said. ‘Only intact. Big and round and stone and pillars. The works.’
Chad frowned and leaned in closer. Anton scooted to give him access to the console and with a few buttons Chad was pulling up the satellite images of the area Diego was in.
‘Dude?’ Anton said. ‘What are…’
‘Shadowstep how long has the wind been blowing around that sand?’
Diego huffed, ‘It never really stops. I’m going to need the longest shower when I’m back.’
Chad smiled, blowing up the satellite image over the canyon. Dave leaned in closer. ‘What are you thinking?’
‘If the cameras aren’t able to show us what is there,’ Chad said. ‘Maybe they can show us what isn’t.’
Dave frowned. ‘You’ve lost me.’
‘The sand is moving constantly,’ Chad said. ‘In a normal desert or canyon it would stay smooth or turn into dunes. But if something got in the way…’
‘It would pile up against the wall,’ Anton said.
‘And since Shadowstep knows the location and shape…’
Anton’s eyes widened and he jumped to his feet, joining Chad in raking his eyes over the screen. ‘It’s probably still going to be small on here,’ Anton said. ‘At this range it would look like a dot at best.’
The realisation hit Dave at the same time as Chad blew up the image again. ‘Shadowstep,’ Dave said. ‘How far away is the building from you?’
‘Uh…within a mile easy. It’s hard to judge exactly with all the sand.’
Chad recentered the satellite image and marked out the mile radius from Diego’s location. Anton’s eyes were glued to the screen while Dave was trying to fish for more clues to narrow the search down more. Chad was looking as well, his focus keeping to determination with the undercurrent of panic started. This had to work. He had to be able to do this. Just this one…
‘There,’ Anton said. ‘Zoom in there.’
Chad zoomed in, a tiny speck becoming a dot, becoming a thin ring. The centre of the ring was filled with a dark sand, somehow almost black. As if no sun was getting to it.
‘That’s it,’ Anton whispered, and then laughed. He hit Chad’s shoulder in excitement. ‘That’s it that’s it that’s it!’
‘What’s it?’ Diego asked.
‘Chadster found the arena on the satellite images,’ Dave said. ‘Which means we have coordinates.’
There was a pause before Diego’s laughter crackled down the line. Chad giggled, looking at Dave sheepishly. ‘Anton’s the one who spotted it.’
Dave looked at him coolly. ‘You’re the one that thought to look like that. We were following your lead. That’s your find.’
Anton was already calculating the coordinates and recording them, ordering Wednesday to do every scan she could think of on that specific spot for any extra data. Dave was messaging Professor Wyrd to try and get some scrying on the area in case magic could break past the defences while taking the rest of the report from Diego about the arena. And Chad looked up at the screen, at the small dark dot on the image. He breathed a laugh, a small smile curling up his cheeks. That was him. That was his idea. And it worked. He had helped.
Chapter 59
Summary:
The arena has been found. Now to plan how to save Alex's hero captives.
Notes:
I am finally ready to put this plot point to bed!
No real content warnings here, enjoy.
Chapter Text
The hero teams wanted to mobilise immediately. The sooner the better after all. Diego stayed in her location, constantly reporting in just so they knew nothing had happened to her or the arena. More often than not she reported to Chad as Dave was busy getting the Chastisers ready. For a bunch of powerful and hard headed characters that loved to butt head, they responded quickly to the call. Even the teenage hero Web Slinger flew up from America to help. The hardest part was calling Thunar back from being off planet as he was in the middle of his own battle. At the mention of Alex however he promised to arrive within the day. And after that familiar flash of rainbow light outside Central City, the Chastisers were ready.
If only the Fairness Association could say the same.
Blue Bolt and Darkfeather were ready immediately. Vigilante responded too, leaving instructions for Diviner to continue with the investigation. With him came Sparrow and Black Cap. But after that the bulk of the heroes who were ready to engage were B or C tier at best, and the arguments about strategy started. Throw all the heroes into the arena now and Alex could wipe them out. Hold some back and there would be less power in the strike, making it harder to succeed. Some of Alex’s previous victims were up and standing, and those who hadn’t needed to go through the Lazarus Machine were chomping at the bit to get some payback, whether they were ready to or not.
It came to a head five days after Diego and Chad had found the arena. Chadster hadn’t been invited to the Observation Deck, but he knew the heroes were meeting there from Dave and the others. So he arrived anyway, still not in his hero uniform mind. The looks he got from walking onto the Deck were partly in surprise at his presence and partly in seeing him in jeans and a letterman jacket.
‘Chadster?’ Darkfeather said. ‘I don’t remember you being invited to this meeting.’
Chad gave a curt smile and looked at the other heroes who were still officially benched. ‘If you send out all the heroes who are benched or in recovery you’re not going to have many people for this meeting.’
Darkfeather scowled, and opened his mouth, but a hand from Vigilante stopped him. ‘Good to see you on your feet,’ Vigilante said. ‘But I’m telling you the same thing I’m telling the other heroes in recovery.’
Chad nodded, glancing over at Dr Cavendish in the corner. ‘Doctor’s orders?’ Cavendish gave a single nod, and Chad turned back. ‘That’s fine, that’s not why I’m here.’
Darkfeather frowned, others in the crowd murmuring in confusion, but Vigilante was perfectly stoic behind his cowl. ‘Oh?’
Chad pulled out a tablet, tapping it with a stylus to bring the screen to life. ‘I got a debrief from Shadowstep about an hour ago. When the Chastisers are here I’d like to go through it myself.’
‘Why are you taking debriefs?’ Darkfeather asked. ‘Shadowstep-’
‘Leader USA asked me to keep in contact with her while the Chastisers mobilised,’ Chad said with a calm tone and a brief smile.
‘How are you keeping in contact with her?’ Darkfeather asked. ‘She’s out in the field, if Alex was to notice her communications at all-’
‘It’s all going through my server,’ Chad said. ‘Between you and the Hornet all the communications are hidden, there should be no way Alex can spot them. But I’m keeping an eye out just in case,’ he gestured with the tablet for emphasis.
Darkfeather bristled again, ‘I don’t remember giving you permission to rejoin the mission.’
‘I’m not permitted to go on field missions while in recovery,’ Chad said. ‘Managing and relaying communications through a server I own doesn’t come under field missions.’ In the corner Cavendish’s eyes went wide before he had to muffle a snort. The others in the room looked between Chadster and Darkfeather, watching the standoff with increasing worry and anticipation.
Any response or rebuttal Darkfeather was about to form was stopped by another hand from Vigilante. ‘Very well Chadster. We’ll hear your debrief first when the Chastisers arrive.’
Chad nodded and stepped up to the table, and just like that the tension in the room shattered. Everyone’s voices came back, those who were near Chad offering him a handshake and congratulations on his recovery. It was easy small talk that allowed him to give an easy smile. He didn’t even notice Inferno and Professor Psion scowling from the other side of the table until the Chastisers arrived.
The chatter stopped when Leader USA stepped out of the elevator, this time just with Steel Soldier and they took their seats on either side of Chad. There was no preamble, Chadster quickly launched into the details about the area, from the coordinates of the arena to its size to the potential approaches, both by stealth or by other methods. Everyone was silent, watching Chad project the images and calculations through the hologram in the middle of the table. It was only at the end that Vigilante spoke up, asking about how certain they were that this was the location of the hero’s prison. When Chad explained how he had used Shadowstep’s intel to narrow down the possible location and then look for signs of something being hidden from the satellites Vigilante nodded. If Chad didn’t know any better he would think Vigilante was impressed. Diviner definitely was next to him, watching him in amazement.
After him the heroes that had come back from the arena pitched in, trying to relay everything they could remember about the place. They remembered stairs, lots of stairs, and cold damp stone. The heroes were all kept in one place, in simple metal cages. Food and water would appear in the cells, but barely enough to live off even without having to fight. There was no armour or weapons besides what they had when they were taken. The only other thing they had been given were shackles with no chains, but that suppressed their powers. At random times the cages of one or two heroes would open and something invisible would drag them out of the cell and towards the stairs. A couple of them reported being dragged up the endless stairs, while a few others said they managed to get to their feet and clamber up to the top of the stairs. There they saw the huge metal and stone doors, before they slowly creaked open.
Instantly they would be dragged into blinding sunlight, feet stumbling against stone and dust and sand as they tried to blink past the sudden light. Some of them didn’t see the things that attacked them before they were on the floor. Some of them heard growls and clicks and noises unlike any natural animal before they were battling off teeth and claws and even tentacles. All of them however saw Alex. The only person sat in what would be rows upon rows of seats in the balconies above. Set up in a lone intimidating throne, looking down upon them like the old Roman emperors would. And none of the beasts they faced were as terrifying as the malice and excitement in that villain’s eyes before the door that led to the monster’s cages opened.
Chad had to actively try and not roll his eyes at the mental image of Alex setting themselves up on that throne. The voices of the heroes buzzed around him but Chad himself was silent, as was USA. Vigilante was just as quiet at the other end, watching the table silently, not showing any indication as to what he was thinking.
Steel Soldier was the one to break the muttering, sitting forward to face the table. ‘Quick question about the colosseum arena thing. What’s the roof like?’
One hero rolled their eyes. ‘I didn’t notice. I was too busy fighting for my life.’
Another leaned forward, ‘There wasn’t one. Last time I was dragged in there it was raining. Turned the ground into mud, that’s how the damn thing got me in the end.’
‘Chadster?’ Steel Soldier said, ‘Mind if I borrow that tablet?’
Chad pushed it over, watching as Steel Soldier brought up the comms with Diego. He quickly typed out a message to Diego asking about the frequency of the fights or battles in the arena. She replied quickly, and the response sent ice down Chad’s spine.
“No way to tell, I’ve not been close enough and I haven’t heard any signs of fights.”
‘They’ve stopped,’ Chad whispered, and looked up at Vigilante. ‘The fights might have stopped.’
Vigilante sat up at that. ‘What do you mean?’
Steel Soldier stepped in, ‘That canyon is abandoned except for the arena and Shadowstep is less than a mile away. A big fight like what you guys are describing in an open amphitheatre? The sound should carry. But Shadowstep hasn’t heard anything.’
The revelation rippled through the group, making all the heroes try and talk over each other, a multitude of voices.
‘They must be planning something.’
‘Or all the heroes could be dead.’
‘Last time they had a bunch of dead heroes they left them outside the city.’
‘As bait. Maybe they don’t think there are any more of us to steal.’
‘If that’s the case why haven’t they attacked the city?’
‘When was the last time anyone has seen the S tier?’
‘Enough!’ Vigilante shouted, silencing the whole room. ‘Time is of the essence. Hypothesis won’t help. We prepare for a rescue mission, and we prepare for an ambush.’ Chad pulled back his tablet and brought up another screen, pulling up lists of heroes in the projector. ‘Chadster what are you doing?’
‘Strategy,’ Chad said. ‘I’ve already listed all the heroes by current health and capability, then by their ability.’ Diviner pulled a copy of the lists from the centre and brought them up on her own tablet to look at. ‘This way-’
‘Chadster-’
‘This way we can build the best teams for each part of the mission based on skill and strength.’ Chad said. ‘We only have one shot at this.’
Professor Psion spoke up for the first time during the meeting, ‘And which team will you want to be on while you’re benched?’
Chad looked coolly at him. ‘Whichever team lets me help. Without becoming a liability because I tried to rush into a mission too fast.’ Inferno looked up in anger but Chad carried on. ‘The world is at stake and nearly thirty heroes are counting on us. Our colleagues and friends. And we will be facing the most dangerous villain in history who is out for blood. And for vengeance. Now is the time for cool heads and a united front, not for egos to get in the way.’
The gasps and flaring tempers around the room were silenced by Vigilante’s voice. ‘Well said.’ He looked over the lists and nodded, ‘Cavendish, mind looking over these lists? Most of these are your patients at the moment, I would prefer to have your expertise in terms of their capability.’
‘Of course,’ Cavendish nodded and came over, borrowing Diviner’s tablet to quickly look them over. He hummed, going over the names carefully, before grabbing the stylus and moving the names around.
Chadster sighed, ‘I really did try to not overestimate people’s abilities.’
‘I can tell,’ Cavendish said. ‘If anything you may have been a little conservative.’
Chad looked as surprised as the others around the table as Cavendish sent out the new lists. At least half of the people Chad had put either in reserve or as grounded had moved up a respective step, with only a couple of people in the top list moving down to reserves. Chad looked it over, frowning to see himself still grounded. Right next to the people recovering from the Lazarus machines and the heroes and sidekicks D tier and below.
Dave also seemed to notice that, and he looked up with a frown. ‘Chadster isn’t in the reserve list?’
Cavendish sighed, ‘His condition-’
‘Hasn’t stopped him from finding the arena. Hasn’t stopped him from being Shadowstep’s main point of contact for the past five days.’
‘Which is a world away from engaging in an active field mission,’ Psion said with only a little smugness slipping through.
Chad could feel the eyeroll from Steel Soldier despite his helmet in the way. ‘So much for no egos.’ Psion glared at him but was obviously ignored. ‘Personally, I think you’re an idiot if you don’t put Chadster in the field. He’s way too much of an asset to leave at home.’
Vigilante shook his head, ‘Not if he’s not cleared by his doctor he isn’t.’
He’s not my doctor , Chad thought, but he bit that thought back.
Dave had no such qualms, ‘Cavendish discharged him from his direct care. He can’t even get on the reserve list?’
‘He still needs to start power recovery,’ Cavendish said.
‘Then how about comms?’ USA said, looking at Vigilante. ‘If he’s healthy in every way but powers then put him somewhere he can help without powers.’
‘Oooh that works,’ Steel Soldier said, folding his arms. ‘If we’re doing this mission for you-’
‘With us.’
‘Sorry, “with” you. Then I want Chadster in my ear.’
Inferno scoffed, sitting up to to open her mouth when Blue Bolt cut in. ‘I agree.’
Chadster looked at him in surprise, ‘You do?’
‘Sure,’ Blue Bolt said with a grin. ‘You’ve always got our backs. It would feel weird going into a mission without you there.’
Chad managed a smile at that. Quickly the other heroes around the table sounded their agreement, with Vigilante watching with a careful expression while Darkfeather tried not to scowl. Inferno and Professor Psion both looked like they had been sucking lemons with the way their faces screwed up, but no one paid them any mind.
‘Alright,’ Vigilante said, and gave Diviner the nod. She tapped the list on her tablet, moving Chad into a solo list that was titled “Comms/Diviner’s apprentice”. Chad couldn’t help but smile at that, looking at the list updating on his tablet too. ‘Chadster is on comms. Now, for the field teams.’
Chapter 60
Summary:
It's time for the heroes to break into Alex's arena.
Notes:
Me: I should be able to get the arena done in a chapter, that will work
Fic:...how about three?Content warnings for the Sterlings being the worst. Again. It's their default but still.
Chapter Text
The next time Chad went to his server room he went alone. For the first time since it had been set up. It was before dawn, the beginnings of twilight beginning to bring some colour to the night sky, and the city was still asleep. There was no one around to see him creak the door of his storage unit open and slip inside the dark space, finding the hidden door in the wall by memory that brought his little hideout to life. The floor pulled away, white blue lights spilling out to reveal the secret staircase to his underground bunker. He headed down quickly, only sparing a glance for the wall to wall tech and screens before turning to the main console. His bag was dumped by his feet, while he pressed the button and the screens flickered on around him. Only when the computer was online did he sit down and pull out a rather large drinks bottle filled with some sort of smoothie before putting on a headset. ‘Are we live?’
‘There you are,’ Diego’s voice came through, and Chad smiled. ‘I think you’re early, none of the others are here yet.’
Chad checked the time, pursing his lips. ‘They should be there soon. Anything new to report?’
‘Uh…I think I saw a bird? Maybe. Might have been a bat. Or my imagination.’ She sighed and Chad couldn’t help but smirk as he could perfectly picture her current bored state. ‘Anything new on your guys' end?’
‘Some last minute changes to the line up a few hours ago,’ Chad said, trying for a calm and casual tone. ‘You’ll have an extra three sets of hands for this.’
Silence sat between them, the edge of Chad’s frustration clear to the both of them. Chad took another sip of his drink as Diego stayed quiet and he rustled around in his bag before pulling out a usb. A gift from Anton before the Chastisers had set off. A way for Wednesday to play support with the mission, to try and break through whatever defences made the arena invisible to their cameras and scanners. A way for her to get back into his server.
He hesitated only for a second over the repercussions of plugging her in. He was potentially giving Wednesday, and Anton, the key to the FA HQ. What were the chances that he would use this to get into the FA’s satellites, or their databases? What were the chances he would use this to intercept FA radio chatter? That thought should have made Chad hesitate more than he did when he went to plug the device in. Sorry Morgan , he thought, a moment of guilt at all her security efforts vanishing at the familiar sound of the AI booting up into the computer.
‘Basic systems initiated. User identified. Hello Chadster,’ said the familiar robotic voice. ‘Shall we get started?’
Chad sighed, ‘Yeah, let's.’
‘Chadster?’ Diego said, and made Chad pause. ‘You should be here. With the rest of us. You know that right?’
Chad swallowed, ‘I wouldn’t want to be a liability to the mission. If I can help more here-’
‘No one believes that,’ Diego cut in. ‘Not that you won’t be able to help like this. But if we had to pick between having you in our ear and right here next to us, I know where I’d put my money where most of us would want you.’
But not the people in charge of the mission , Chad frowned to himself. ‘I appreciate the sentiment Shadowstep. Thank you.’ A beep sounded on the console and Chad looked, seeing the light fly in on the radar. ‘You’ve got friendlies incoming.’
‘Define friendlies.’
Chad smiled. ‘Don’t distract USA too much?’
‘No promises,’ Diego said, her voice suddenly much lighter than before.
Chad’s ear was suddenly filled with the easy hero chatter of the Chastisers. Anton was gagging at presumably the sight of Diego and Dave’s reunion, Thunar was criticising how small the so called colosseum was, and Web Slinger was already chattering out loud about the tactics of swinging within a large enclosed area. It was a nice moment, one that Chad both felt guilty about listening in on and longed to join in on properly. But a thousand miles away, it just wasn’t possible.
Another signal on the radar took his attention and he sobered up. ‘The others are inbound,’ he said, trying not to feel a chill at the chatter suddenly silencing. ‘Are you ready?’
While it was still pre-dawn in Central City, the heroes had the early afternoon sun in their eyes when they saw the colosseum for the first time. Diego had of course relayed as much information as she could, about the red and black walls reaching out of the canyon and arching around into a perfect circle, about the arches where windows and seats would be that were instead brick and stone. But somehow her debriefs hadn’t conveyed that the black stone was shining obsidian set just so against what looked like crimson crystal. Or that the pattern to the stones combined with the light of the sun made the whole building look like it was bleeding. The sight alone made most of the C tiers tremble and go pale, and the B tiers didn’t fare much better. But they still gathered, trying not to let the fear get the better of them as the building loomed ahead.
They had tried to come up with some ideas for an approach ahead of time. As much as they could in the circumstances. But seeing the building now properly it was clear most of their options wouldn’t work. The stretch of the canyon between them and their target was empty, and huge. Diego had found the last area of shade in her rocky outcrop on the approach to the arena, ahead was nothing but flat dirt and stone. There were no trees, nothing to hide under. Climbing the walls could be feasible, if they knew what type of stone it was. And that Alex hadn’t trapped it.
‘Might I make a suggestion?’ Thunar said. ‘If we cannot guarantee stealth, then why not forsake stealth for speed?’
Vigilante looked at him, ‘Meaning?’
Thunar pointed to the roof, ‘This is an open ampitheatre yes?’
‘That has been considered,’ Vigilante said, ‘We would literally be falling in blind.’
‘But speed would still allow an element of surprise,’ Thunar said. ‘Which might give Steel’s artificial assistant a chance to…what do you call it? Perform an inquiry?’
‘Close enough, but she might be blocked in there too.’
‘Then the old fashioned way,’ Blue Bolt said with a grin. ‘I can be around the whole building in a second.’
‘Not by yourself you’re not,’ Chad said. ‘We don’t know anything about the dangers in there. If you go off alone and something happens none of us will know where you are.’
‘This is ridiculous,’ Inferno said, stepping forward. Psion was in time with her, the two of them ready to stride towards the colosseum alone. ‘If we need intel, we can get it.’
‘No,’ Vigilante said. Inferno turned to him with a scowl, ready to argue but Vigilante cut her off. ‘No one is scouting ahead, being in that few numbers is too dangerous for any of us. If you two scout ahead alone and Alex catches you-’
‘Have a little more faith,’ Psion said.
He raised an eyebrow at that as Anton muttered something about egos. ‘Chadster. What do you think?’
Chad thought for a moment. ‘The jets themselves are loud. But the hover pods could work for a short distance fly by for those who can’t fly in themselves. They’re quiet enough you might still get an element of surprise and then those with enhanced senses have a chance to get a better picture even if Wednesday’s blind in there.’
Vigilante nodded, ‘Might be our best hope. Those with stronger senses pair with another hero prepared to take aggro if necessary.’
‘And if the aggro is from Alex?’
Inferno rolled her eyes, but Darkfeather was the one who answered. ‘We need to focus on the mission. Don’t get drawn into a fight with them, focus on evasive manoeuvres, and once we have the heroes we evacuate.’
‘We won’t run,’ Inferno snarled.
‘We will if the other option is earth losing all its defenders,’ Vigilante said, the harsh tone allowing no argument. ‘How quick can you get the jets around Chadster?’
‘I’ll have them on standby as soon as the hover pods clear the colosseum,’ Chad said.
Psion scowled and was ready to argue, but Vigilante’s mind was clearly made up. ‘Air drop it is. Be ready to evacuate as soon as the call is made.’
The hover pods were already prepped for those who couldn’t fly in, and soon enough the teams were planning their flight patterns for the drop in. Chad watched from his hideout, tracking the scanners and the cameras among the group. Which is how he was the first to notice the pair of heroes breaking away from the others and moving towards the colosseum.
‘Inferno? Professor Psion?’ Chad said. ‘The others are still getting ready.’
‘Oh we know, we’re going to scout ahead.’
‘Vigilante said-’
‘We are aware,’ Psion said, voice cold in a way that made Chad cringe. ‘But this is a better use of our time.’
‘It’s too dangerous to go in alone,’ Chad said.
Inferno scoffed, and Chad could feel her roll her eyes. ‘We are heroes Chadster. Danger is part of the job description. If we weren’t prepared to face something dangerous then there’s no point picking up the mantle.’
‘But-’
A beep sounded in their ear as another voice came in. ‘Inferno, Psion,’ Darkfeather said. ‘We’re not ready to move yet.’
‘We’re going to scout.’
‘No you’re not,’ Darkfeather said. ‘We need Psion on point in case our entry is spotted.’ Chad tried not to sigh too loudly in relief at that. ‘He’s the fastest shield we’ve got here.’
‘You’re not wrong,’ Psion said.
Inferno hummed, ‘Well you have fun with that. I’m going ahead.’
‘No you’re not,’ Darkfeather said.
Chad saw her icon on the radar break away from the others, and he bit back a curse. ‘Inferno, wait for the others to be ready.’
‘That’s a waste of time.’
A waste of your time you mean . ‘It’s too dangerous to go in alone, if Alex is there and spots you alone-’
‘I can handle that menace,’ she spat back. ‘I don’t need to be coddled Chadster.’
Chad growled at that. ‘Remind me who’s in the field right now and who’s stuck in the chair?’
‘Watch the attitude,’ Caroline snapped, her icon pausing on the radar. ‘And maybe if you had followed the advice of your elders you might be right here with us.’
Wednesday beeped a temperature warning as frost gathered on the console and Chad seethed in his chair. ‘Are you implying that I got benched from this mission not because of my health, but because I’m being punished?’
He could practically hear her shrug at him. ‘The Council thought it was best.’
Chad let out a sharp breath. ‘Don’t sabotage this mission just because you’re mad at me. There are more important things at stake.’
‘There are always more important things at stake. That doesn’t mean you can go around disrespecting us like you have.’
‘What disrespect?’
‘Oh don’t give me that. Since we came back you’ve done nothing but be insolent and disregard everything Psion and I have done for you.’
‘I’ve done no such thing,’ Chad growled.
‘What do you call that scene you made in the FA foyer the other week?’
‘You tried to get me to move back in and I said no. No is a complete sentence. I’m not apologising for that.’
‘And maybe if you had agreed you would be underway with power recovery by now. Because that doctor is holding you back. And if you carry on listening to him you will never get to the strength we both know you’re capable of.’
Chad shook his head. He had to ignore her, she was trying to distract him. And he needed to focus. ‘Get back to the others Inferno.’
Inferno scoffed, ‘You can’t give me orders boy.’
‘You will stick to the plan. You will fly in with the others because you’re stronger as a team and then you might be strong enough to pull this off. And you won’t fly off on your own because you think you know better. Now.’
Inferno was silent, in a way that meant she was either shocked or grinding her teeth together in anger. Before she could respond though Chad saw movement on the radar and looked to focus. ‘Better yet, stay where you are. The others will be with you in a few seconds.’
Inferno growled, a beep signalling her leaving the line and joining the general one. Chad sighed, slumping for a moment when Darkfeather’s voice returned. ‘Wow, is she always like that?’
Chad huffed, ‘Only when she thinks she has a point to prove.’
‘So yes then?’ Darkfeather chuckled. ‘Better get back in the main chatter.’
‘Okay,’ Chad sat up. ‘Darkfeather, I’m sorry you had to hear that.’
‘It’s alright,’ Darkfeather said. ‘Sorry you have to put up with that.’
Chapter 61
Summary:
The heroes enter the arena, Chad looks for the heroes and new dangers emerge.
Notes:
Let's get ready to rumbleeeeee!
Content warnings:
- Some old fashioned comic book violence
- Imprisoned captives in inhumane conditions
- Implied torture and neglect leading to starvation and death
Chapter Text
Despite the rage pulsing off her, Inferno fell in with the group of heroes as they took to the skies proper. They raced to the colosseum, moving into formation. The hover pods were in the middle, each holding a few heroes while those who could fly were around and below them to help shield or deflect anything. The comms were silent aside from the occasional beep from Wednesday and the roar of wind. Everyone was focused, watching the colosseum open up underneath them. Red and black walls gave way to balconies of empty benches, looping round to meet at a large box standing pride of place with an onyx throne overlooking the arena. The ground itself was the same brown-red dirt from the canyon, kicked up from movement that clearly wasn’t wind. And there was not a soul in sight.
The order was given and the hover pods opened, the flying heroes moving to catch those that needed the help while the group dived down together. They landed, some thudding into the dirt while others landed and rolled out of the fall, and others still floated down while scanning all around. Watching the empty silence greet them.
There was a beep in Steel Soldier’s helmet and he muttered a command, the holographic intel in his visor flickering for a moment before Wednesday popped in his ear. ‘Apologies sir, it seems the interference with the cameras and satellites affects our radio signals too.’
The others immediately tensed up at Wednesday’s revelation. ‘Crap,’ Soldier said, looking around. ‘Chadster got your module into his server right? Can you piggyback on that as a backdoor route?’
‘I will try,’ she said, a few beeps and flickers sounding before Chadster exploded in everyone’s ears. ‘I need someone to come in now!’
‘Jesus!’ Soldier hissed. ‘Chadster you’re ok, you’re coming through. You don’t need to shout buddy.’
The relief down the line was palpable. ‘Thank God. I lost your signal as soon as you dived. I’m blind over here, I can’t see you at all.’
‘Okay well,’ Steel Soldier said, ‘If Wednesday was blind because of an anti-scanning shield she might work in here.’ He gave another order and his screen lit up, pulling up data as his vision flicked through every scanning capability Wednesday had. He grinned, watching the data come in without issue as she quickly began to build a map of the area. ‘Looks like we’re cooking with gas now.’
‘That’s nice,’ Psion said, ‘but I don’t like how quiet it is.’
‘Neither do I,’ Vigilante said. ‘Any signs of any life?’
Everyone looked around, some with normal vision while others looked past the walls and underground. The area around them was a perfect circle, with four huge metal doors leading out of the arena.
‘Good news,’ one of the heroes said. ‘I know which door to get to the others.’ He pointed to the door below Alex’s throne. ‘I came through that door there.’
‘What are you talking about?’ another said and pointed to the other side. ‘We came out of that door.’
Chad sighed down the other line. ‘Wednesday’s started to build a map. There are tunnels under your feet all over the place, it’s a literal maze.’
‘Makes sense,’ Darkfeather said. ‘Stops you from escaping if you can’t find the way out.’
‘There are a few rooms down there. At least one of them has to have the heroes,’ Chad said. ‘But the others probably have those monsters you mentioned.’
‘Life signs Wednesday, if you please,’ Soldier said. ‘Chadster, any way to plot a route?’
‘I’ll try,’ Chadster said, before a bleep had him panicking. ‘Brace yourselves. Life sign coming towards the East door.’
The heroes jumped into action, moving into positions as the large clang of something big and heavy thumped against the metal. Some drew up behind the pillars around them, others took to the air, and some spread out across the open space. A second thud sounded that made the metal creak, and a third. Before the fourth sent the doors flying out of the walls and slamming into the floor. A roar that sounded like thunder followed as something huge and hulking pounced forward. Something with two sets of glowing yellow eyes and thick grey skin. It moved like a panther towards them but was bigger than a bear, with a forked tail swishing in the air. Its maw opened, baring multiple rows of teeth at the heroes with a jet black tongue tasting the air.
‘What the fuck is that?’ one of the heroes shouted.
Before anyone could answer another roar sounded inside the hallway the thing had just appeared from, and there was the echoing cacophony of footsteps pounding towards them. Lots of footsteps.
Chadster piped up on the comms. ‘I count thirty moving targets.’
‘Thirty of these things?’
‘No,’ another shook his head. ‘That’s one of the small ones.’
‘They’re all heading for the open door,’ Chad said. ‘You can bottleneck them.’
The heroes shored up as the beast prowled towards them, looking between potential targets as the noise in the corridor grew louder. Professor Psion twisted his hands, a violet shield stretching over the hole in time for another one of those creatures to crash into it. Inferno drew up, summoning balls of fire in her hands, and the other heroes braced in similar fashion.
Chad hissed over the comms. ‘One of them’s burrowing. Brace your-’
His warning was drowned out by the ground exploding underneath them. Those on the ground dived away while those in the air immediately turned to fire at the head of a huge milky white snake. Its coils looped out of the hole as it lunged for the first flying hero, easily towering over those on the ground. The grey panther snarled and pounced, racing for a hero that had sprawled across the floor, when a blast of fire sent it sprawling across the dust. More beasts threw themselves against Psion’s shield, his teeth gritted and sweat beginning to bead on his face as the shield grew darker and thicker. A laser shield flew through the air, slamming into the snake’s head and sending it crashing into the ground, before another panther began to crawl out of the hole.
‘Chadster,’ Vigilante said as he ducked around a pillar. ‘Do you have life signs for the heroes?’ There was a pause before Chad confirmed he did. ‘Get us a path through the maze, and get it now.’
‘Already on it.’
Another slam against the shield had Psion panting, grunting with effort, before a final one shattered the energy and he was blasted back for his efforts. Suddenly the creatures poured in, black and white and grey and none of them were natural. They all had too many teeth or too many claws and paws, or were just too big. Some had tentacles and tried to crush them, some had stingers dripping with some kind of venom. Some had hides that were too tough to cut through, and some were impossibly fast. And all of them were relentless.
Diego had just rolled out of the way of one and phased through another when Chad’s voice sounded in her ear. ‘I’ve got two routes to the prisoners. One is through the monsters, one’s a Shadowstep special.’
Diego grinned and whistled. Dave caught his flying shield and turned to her, and with a glance he was by her side. ‘Cover me?’ she asked.
‘Always.’
She smiled and grabbed his suit, ‘Which way?’
‘Straight down,’ Chad said. ‘You need to go through two floors to bypass those things.’
Without another word the two of them sunk through the floor, the cacophony of the fight immediately dulling as they moved through earth and stone before falling into another corridor. They barely spared a moment for the hissing growls before sinking again, through a more normal looking grey stone into another identical corridor.
‘That’s better,’ Diego whispered. ‘Much quieter down here.’ She pulled out her hero communicator and lit up the screen, ‘Send me the map?’
A small hologram appeared above the device, showing the colosseum in some detail before moving to the subterranean tunnels.
Dave looked over her shoulder, ‘Is that five floors of tunnels?’
‘All more confusing than the last,’ Chad said. ‘They really didn’t want the heroes getting out.’
‘Seems a little over the top,’ Diego said.
‘This is Alex we’re talking about,’ Dave said. He watched Diego blow up the map that showed their location, a golden path weaving through the corridors to a solitary room at the bottom of the map. ‘Lead the way.’
Down here the only sound was the two sets of human footsteps, but they echoed. To the point that Diego and Dave forgot they were hearing their own footsteps and kept bracing for something to come flying around the corner. Diego decided to take some shortcuts when she could, walking her and Dave through walls to bypass chunks of the maze and even falling through the floor again to avoid the looping stairs.
‘You need to be careful with that,’ Dave said.
Diego snorted, ‘I’m fine.’
‘I know, but it always tires you out faster when you phase other people with you.’
Diego smiled up at him, ‘Are you fussing over me?’
‘Always.’
‘What have I told you about that?’
Dave smiled, ‘I forgot.’
‘Liar,’ Diego chuckled. ‘You know it's rude to ignore your wife.’
‘I would never. I just have a shoddy memory sometimes.’
Diego chuckled again. ‘Selective memory loss that allows you to ignore when I tell you not to fuss and that I’m a big girl?’
‘Pretty much,’ Dave smiled. An echo sounded ahead and he pulled her to the side, the two of them crouching in a shadow as she watched the map for any threats coming towards them. ‘Hey,’ Dave whispered in Diego’s ear.
‘What?’
‘Missed you.’
Diego smirked. ‘We literally spoke every day.’
‘That was work, it doesn’t count.’
Diego smiled and looked up at him, ‘Good, because I missed you too.’ She looked at the map again, pulling Dave away from the wall when she confirmed the coast was clear. ‘The sooner we save everyone and get out of here, the sooner I can show you just how much I missed you.’
Dave beamed, ‘Come on then slowpoke.’
‘Oi!’
The two continued on through the endless corridors, having lost all sense of direction if it wasn’t for the map in Diego’s hand. Above them they could see the various lights moving and flickering, praying that the lights that were going out were the monsters and not their allies. Soon enough they reached the final staircase, and Dave insisted on going first. He led the way, shield first, creeping down the stone steps and keeping a sharp eye out for any traps. Diego was three steps behind him, holding her communicator close as she stared at the wall ahead. Because that’s what it looked like, solid stone at the bottom of the steps, with no sign of the door. They got to the bottom safely, and Diego brushed her hand over the wall. ‘Chadster,’ she said. ‘You there?’
There was a beep in her ear, ‘Have you two stopped flirting?’
She huffed in amusement, ‘For now. Think you and Wednesday can get us past this door? Or wall?’
‘Can you scan it?’
She stepped back, pressing the button on her communicator before scanning it over the wall. There were a few beeps and Chad hummed. ‘I don’t think it has a lock. It just…is really heavy.’
‘Oh well in that case,’ Dave said, and put his shield on his back.
‘Careful,’ Chadster said. ‘It looks like there’s some space rock in the middle of the door to make it insanely dense. It might take a few of you to…’
Dave braced himself, planting his feet on the floor and his shoulder against the wall, before he pushed. He grunted, shoulders tensing under his suit, and Diego watched with wide eyes as the stone slowly began to shift under him.
He had to pause, gasping for breath, and he pulled off his cowl to wipe at his brow. ‘When did you get that strong?’ Diego asked, her eyes sparkling.
‘Like what you see?’ Dave panted with a grin. Chad groaned in both their ears, but they ignored him. ‘You should see me at the gym now. I got another twenty pounds on my deadlift the other day.’
Diego’s jaw dropped as her eyes lit up with delight. ‘You serious? Oh we are definitely-’
‘Please I beg you,’ Chad cried, ‘plan your “romantic reunion” later. When I’m not here.’
Diego snorted as Dave turned back to the door. ‘You sure you got that big guy?’
‘Honestly the hard part is not having something to brace against,’ Dave said. ‘Feels like my feet are gonna slip out from under me.’
‘Can I help?’
‘Pretty sure I’ll send you flying.’
Diego didn’t respond to that except to blush at the thought as Dave braced himself again, taking a few careful breaths before he began to push again. The door shifted a few more inches before a crack appeared that led into the other room. Dave took advantage, pushing his fingers through the crack for leverage before another push. This time the door shunted, the stone grating against stone and Dave went barreling forward. Diego was right behind him, looking into the dark room and shivering at the sight.
The large room, dark save for a few dim lights in the ceiling, was filled with cages that would be comfortable for a large dog. Most of the bodies in them were curled up or braced in painful positions, unable to sit up properly or even crouch. She somehow managed to ignore the smell of waste and death in the air and moved to the nearest cage, examining the unconscious person inside.
‘Chadster, can you scan this room?’
‘Already done,’ Chad said. ‘I’m counting twenty one life signs, not including you and USA.’
She looked around. There were more than twenty one cages here. Some of them were empty, but not many.
‘I think there’s more than twenty one bodies here,’ Dave said.
Something clanged further in and Diego jumped to her feet, stepping in time with Dave as he drew out his shield. Their feet were nearly silent on the stone, the dim light casting their shadows across the cages and floor as they looked over to the source of the sound. And in one of the cages, one of the bowed heads looked up.
‘Man,’ Aceman whispered, ‘am I glad to see that shield.’
Dave grinned, ‘You’re a sight for sore eyes yourself.’ Diego pulled out her communicator, pressing a few buttons and examining the room again as Dave took his shield to the hinges on the cage. The door fell to the floor and Aceman crawled out, grunting at cramping muscles being forced to move. Dave offered a hand he took gladly, hissing as he was pulled to his feet.
‘Who else is here?’ Aceman asked, leaning heavily on Dave.
‘Pretty much everyone,’ Diego said, looking up from the hologram. ‘Chastisers offered to help as soon as you were taken. We’ve been running the operation between both sides to get you guys out ever since.’ Aceman nodded, smiling with gratitude. ‘I know you might not know, but when is the next fight supposed to happen? We want to make sure we’re out before Alex gets here.’
‘They’re not upstairs?’ Aceman asked. ‘I thought they would have arrived as soon as you did.’
‘No,’ Diego shook her head. ‘Their beasties were there to greet us though.’
‘Really?’ Aceman frowned. ‘I could have sworn they were caged. Although…’
‘Although?’
Aceman frowned, ‘They might have gotten hungry. Or bored.’
‘You guys not entertaining enough?’
Aceman looked at Diego. ‘I’m not sure how long it's been, it’s impossible to keep track of time down here. But assuming we got food once a day? It’s been over a week since any of us were dragged up there.’
Dave frowned and looked at Diego. ‘A week?’
‘Makes sense,’ Diego said. ‘If Steel’s right about the sound carrying, I've not heard any fighting since I got here.’ She turned to Aceman, ‘How regular were the fights before?’
‘At first? Every day I think.’ Aceman thought hard for a moment, ‘After I think my third bout it started to drop off, to every other day. Then some new faces arrived, but if anything that made the fights happen even less. That door hasn’t opened in days.’
‘But,’ Chad said through the comms, ‘if Alex hasn’t been here watching the fights, what have they been doing?’
‘We’ll have to work that out later,’ Dave said. Aceman looked at him in confusion. ‘Chadster’s trying to work out what Alex might be doing.’
‘Is he not busy fighting upstairs?’
Diego huffed at that, her grimace making Aceman immediately concerned, ‘There’s a lot to catch you up on. But first, we need to get everyone out of here.’ She brought up the larger map. ‘It's going to be impossible to get twenty unconscious people through the maze while the monsters are there.’
Aceman shifted and held up his wrist. ‘I might be able to help with that. If you can get these off.’
Diego grabbed his hand, holding him steady as she scanned the thick metal band on his wrist. ‘Chadster, can you do anything with this?’
Chad was silent for a moment. ‘Like what?’
‘Find a way to get it off.’
‘How am I supposed to do that? I don’t know how this kind of thing works.’
Diego rolled her eyes, ‘Seriously? You’re always going on about trojans and firewalls and stuff.’
‘That’s cyber security. This is hardware. Those are two completely different things.’
Dave cut in, ‘Can Wednesday find something?’
Chad huffed but carried on, letting Wednesday analyse the scan of the cuff while Diego tried to work out who was in the nearby cells. ‘Shadowstep, do you still have your shock batons?’
‘Yeah?’ she said, frowning in confusion.
‘Okay, either USA’s laser can cut through them, or if you put your batons on a certain point near the joint you should be able to short them out.’
Diego and Dave looked between each other. ‘I trust your sticks more than my laser,’ Dave said.
She sighed, handing Dave her communicator as it lit up with the schematic of the cuff while she pulled out her baton. ‘Sorry about this,’ she said to Aceman. ‘Apparently this is the best way to get them off. I’ll try to not electrocute you.’
Aceman’s eyebrows disappeared into his hairline. ‘I would appreciate that.’
The schematic lit up with the point she needed to zap, and she turned the cuff over a couple of times before she found it. Letting out a slow and calming breath, Diego pinched the cuff in one gloved hand, trying to hold it away from Aceman’s skin, before she touched the stick to the metal. The short zap made all three of them jump, the band falling away and clattering to the floor. ‘That wasn’t so bad,’ Diego sighed. ‘Ready for the other one?’
The second one clattered to the floor and Diego was quickly leading Aceman up the stairs to the floor above, scanning the map for the best place for him to fly up through. ‘You sure you’re alright just crashing through the floor?’ Diego asked.
Aceman nodded, tapping the stone to test it. ‘It seems to just be stone. Easy enough to break through.’
She paused partway down the corridor, checking hers and Chad’s measurements another couple of times before nodding. ‘Okay, straight up from here should take you to the northern side of the arena. The life signs are clustered more on the western side, so you should have some breathing space before anything tries to jump you.’ She looked up at him again. ‘Are you sure you’re okay doing this? It’s been a while since you were in the sunlight.’
‘You said it’s afternoon now?’ Aceman asked, and Diego nodded. ‘Then I only need the strength to break through five floors of stone before I get a boost. I can do that.’
Diego stepped back as Aceman lifted off the floor, slowly hovering off the ground. His cape was gone, his suit was ripped and bloody, but he still looked every part the hero. ‘Try not to get a concussion,’ she said.
Aceman smiled, bracing one fist above his head, before he shot up for the sky.
Chapter 62
Summary:
It's time to get the imprisoned heroes out and get home.
Notes:
Fun fact: the arena was originally going to just be one chapter. And then I ended up writing over 8k words so...enjoy!
Content warnings for:
- Typical comic book violence
- Mentions of death and injury (all nameless people but it has an impact)
- The Sterling Parents. Just the Sterling Parents. (Can I set Alex on them yet?)
Chapter Text
The arena was filled with carnage. The walls and pillars were covered with scorch marks, scratches, remnants of web and ice and other magical blasts, and smeared with blood. The floor was littered with bodies, most of them being those of the monsters oozing black ichor. But the monsters were hard to take down, swiping at every hero that came within reach. All the standing heroes were fighting back hard despite their wounds, shouting tactics and combo moves across the field to try and take the beasts down one at a time. Those heroes who had already been dropped weren’t abandoned to the dust. When the coast was clear a flying hero would grab them and fly them up to the waiting hover pods, which Chad was directing back and forth from the nearby jets. Those heroes and personnel on the jets were a flurry of activity with retrieving the bodies and attempting to stabilise them however possible. But the heroes were tiring faster than the monsters, and there was no sign of the brawl ending anytime soon.
Vigilante dodged one of the giant snakes, rolling past two pillars before another hero took the heat from the beast and gave Vigilante the chance to breathe. ‘Chadster, this isn't working. Please tell me you have a good update.’
Chad beeped onto the line. ‘You should have some backup soon. Keep everyone away from the northern part of the arena.’
‘What kind of backup?’ Vigilante sat up. ‘Wait, one of the heroes is in fighting condition?’
‘Define fighting condition,’ Chad said. ‘We won’t know until he’s got some sunlight in him. But either way he’s coming up on the northern side.’
Aceman. Vigilante skipped to the other line. ‘Everyone, we’ve got friendlies incoming. Keep these things away from the northern part of the colosseum to give them space.’
‘On it,’ Darkfeather said, before a shout of voices had everyone moving accordingly. Vigilante looked around the pillar, watching the monsters follow the heroes flying and dodging to the southern side of the arena. He turned to look to the northern side, catching sight of the still empty black throne. Where was S tier in all this?
Vigilante didn’t have time to ponder on the question however as the ground rumbled underneath them, making all the monsters spin and cry out in anger and confusion. He could hear the dull smashing of stone getting closer and closer, before the ground exploded once again, and a familiar red and white suited hero came flying out.
For a moment Aceman hovered in the air, floating in front of Alex’s throne, his eyes closed and face turned to the still warm sun. One of the heroes cheered, and soon all the others followed. Before the monsters started to shriek again. Aceman opened his eyes, looking down at the monsters, his eyes glowing white with a familiar energy. ‘Need a hand?’
One of the snakes lunged for him, the head stretching across the arena, only for Aceman to meet it with a blow of his own that sent its entire body rippling from the aftershocks. The heroes cheered again and jumped back into it, Aceman’s presence spurring them all on to fight more fiercely than ever. Vigilante called a few of the others away, having them break away from the fight as Aceman dived in properly, and they moved to the hole Aceman left behind.
He looked down, trying not to roll his eyes at Shadowstep waving from the bottom of the hole. ‘Looks like Ace made a nice shortcut for us,’ Shadowstep through the comms. ‘Most of the others look to be unconscious. Or worse.’
Vigilante nodded somberly. ‘Alright you four, help Shadowstep get the others out of the cages. Those who can be roused or carried easily come up first.’ He turned to the few flying heroes waiting. ‘We guard this exit and make sure those things don’t intercept us. The second we have bodies, you take them up.’ Everyone nodded and the heroes dived into action, coming diving or rappelling down the hole while the flying heroes took up guard positions. Vigilante drew more shurikens, watching for any monster coming too close. They only had one shot at this.
When Darkfeather and Web Slinger got to the prisoner room with Diego, Dave had already got most of the cages open. A couple had been roused by the commotion, and Web Slinger grabbed the closest one before running them up the stairs and to the new exit. Darkfeather meanwhile checked over some of the others, giving orders for the others to get the conscious ones to the door for Webslinger to grab easily. Shadowstep moved around the various bodies with her baton, zapping off the cuffs before Web Slinger and the others took them away. Even if the body was grey and cold when she picked up their limp wrist. She tried not to think about it too much as she removed the power dampeners anyway.
A couple of those who were conscious wanted to join in the fight once the cuffs were off, and one who could fly insisted on helping get the others out. With the extra hands and Aceman doing what he did best, the push to get the prisoners into the jets was quicker than anyone expected.
‘That’s the last one,’ Diego said as Webslinger scurried to the exit with the last very still body. ‘How are we looking?’
‘There’s two in pods heading to the jets,’ Vigilante said. ‘Three up here waiting for an opening to get out.’ There was a pause. ‘Make that four.’
‘Twenty one accounted for on the jets,’ Chad said. ‘And there’s seven beasts left by my count?’
There was a screech of something inhuman over the comms and Steel Soldier chuckled, ‘And then there were six.’
Diego nodded and her and Leader USA ran for the exit with Darkfeather. They got to the hole, Darkfeather attaching to his cord and rappelling up. USA strapped his shield to his back as Diego tucked away her communicator. ‘Palmer, little hand?’
A web shot down to meet them, and both of them grabbed it and each other in time before bungeeing out of the hole. They flew into the air, spinning for a moment before rolling on the floor. A roar sounded above them and they turned up in time to see one of the bear panthers break away from the others and charge. Diego put a hand on Dave in time for the beast to charge at and through them, unable to turn before she phased back in and grabbed its forked tail. The tail lashed and she was thrown up, flipping through the air as her baton came out, before she landed on its back and jabbed the baton into its neck. The thing screeched in pain, freezing up as electricity locked its muscles in place. She only stopped when it started to smoke, jumping off as the beast keeled over where it stood.
‘Thanks for that,’ Dave gasped. ‘But I told you-’
‘Yeah I know,’ Diego smiled, keeping an eye on the fight behind him. ‘But I told you I’m fine. I’m barely tired.’
Dave frowned. ‘Really? But-’
Chad’s voice interrupted them. ‘All twenty eight prisoners are out and accounted for. Including Aceman. Let me know when you want the jets.’
‘Now,’ Vigilante said. ‘We’re pulling out.’
Diego and Dave looked around the arena. Five monsters were still up but going down slowly, the last of the heroes were fighting them off while retreating, and the jets sounded overhead before dropping ropes for them to escape with. And Alex’s throne was still empty. As were all the other seats.
Another monster dropped before the first of the heroes started to evacuate, those who were badly wounded going first. Diego and Dave joined in, helping to fend off the others before Vigilante came through the comms. ‘Mission complete. Pull out now.’
Diego and Dave dived for one of the ropes, Diego making them phase out in time for another attack before they grabbed the rope and were pulled up. Steel Soldier shot an energy blast at the beast to give them the escape before moving to follow them. Vigilante was above them, watching from the hatch in the jet as the last of the heroes flew out. ‘Wait, that’s not everyone. Who are we missing?’
A few beeps came through from Chad, before he went silent. ‘Inferno and Psion.’
Vigilante sighed. Of course .
Aceman stepped up, fitting an earpiece in his ear, ‘I can get them out.’
Vigilante looked at Aceman. He was trying to stand tall, the typical beacon of hope, but he was also clearly exhausted from the past few weeks. A few new gashes were in his shoulder, which was a concerning sight on Aceman, and Vigilante shook his head, ‘You’ve done more than enough today.’
Chad came through again, ‘Inferno and Psion. Everyone else is out. You need to pull out now.’
‘Not yet,’ Inferno said, perfectly calm with a hint of smugness. ‘They left some pests down here.’
‘They aren’t the goal,’ Vigilante said. ‘Alex’s victims are. We have everyone out and we need to get them back to base now. ’
‘This will only take a moment.’
Static came through from Chadster’s line, making Vigilante frown in concern, ‘For the love of, can you put your arrogance away for five seconds please? Get out of there and get somewhere safe, please! ’
Psion tutted over the line, and Vigilante could swear he heard something like wind rush through Chadster’s line. ‘Have a little faith, son.’
Vigilante looked down to the arena. Steel Soldier was hovering in mid air, near the roof of the amphitheatre, and the two familiar figures stood in the middle of the arena, being circled by the four wounded but very much alive creatures. Chadster was yelling over the line, as was Shadowstep, demanding and begging they pull out, but they were being ignored.
With no warning the monsters pounced in sync, and Chadster and Shadowstep screamed. Before a wave of violet light rippled across the arena and all the beasts froze in place before dropping one by one. Vigilante frowned. ‘What did you do?’
Shadowstep gasped, ‘Was that a psychic storm?’
Psion chuckled, ‘What did I tell you?’
There was another flash, this one hot and bright from Inferno, before the whole arena began to fill with flames. The wave of heat tunnelled up, knocking into the jets and making Steel Soldier swear through the comms before he flew for the jet. He landed next to Vigilante, his helmet pulling away to show him sopping with sweat. ‘Dammit,’ he said, ‘this suit turns into enough of an oven without a bonfire like that.’
‘Inferno? Psion?’ Chadster’s voice broke through. ‘I can’t hear anything from them. I’ve lost connection.’
‘Probably because Wednesday isn’t down there,’ Steel said, ‘Sorry, but I couldn’t stay down there. I’d have gotten barbequed.’
‘You’re fine,’ Vigilante said. ‘I’m sure they have a way out.’
Chad grumbled at that. ‘They didn’t need to do that. There was no guarantee those monsters would have been affected by a psychic storm. Why did they take that risk?’
Darkfeather sighed through the line, ‘Guess they think they have something to prove?’
There was a beep in the lines at the same time as two bodies appeared out of the inferno, held in a violet bubble and hovering up to the jets. ‘There,’ Inferno said. ‘Now we can leave.’
Aceman scowled at them as they landed in the jet and the hatch closed for the flight home. ‘Was that really necessary?’
‘And run the risk of those creatures getting out of the colosseum?’ Psion said, and shook his head. ‘We couldn’t take that risk. Better to be thorough if you have the chance.’
Chad flopped back in his chair, his hands over his face. His microphone was muted and the headset had been abandoned on the console. A wind was circling around him, threatening to spin faster and faster as he tried to get his breathing under control. He growled in frustration before flying to his feet, the wind sending his chair spinning away. What the hell were they thinking? What were they trying to prove? He began to pace, flexing his hands as the threat of a storm rolled through him again. He was beyond agitated, angry to the point he might vibrate through his skin. The wind whipped harder and he squeezed his eyes closed, trying to push it down. To get it under control again. But the anger at the day and the mission and his parents and the last few weeks and the necklace that suddenly sat so heavy around his neck were reaching a boiling point.
He tried to think of something else. Think of something else to calm him down. The mission was a success. They had gotten everyone out. They had beaten Alex at this ridiculous game of theirs. But why did it feel so hollow to him? Was it because of the people that got injured and nearly killed fighting those things? Was it because some of the people they rescued would be going straight to the Lazarus Machine? Was it because Aceman had been able to fight even after being imprisoned and half starved for a month and Chad hadn’t been allowed? Or was it because of the trepidation and worry at the thought that Alex hadn’t been there.
He knew Alex would have some kind of alarms in the area. By rights they should have picked up Diego being there for literal days watching the place. But they never showed. Even while they were killing Alex’s homegrown beasts and pulling the heroes out one by one they never showed. Where were they? His hand went to his pocket, feeling the familiar shape of his phone, before he paused. What was he going to do? Message Janice and Bernard? They’d be happy to hear from him, but what would he say? What did he want to say?
‘Chadster?’ Wednesday’s voice broke through Chad’s thoughts and he turned to her, wind dipping slightly around him. ‘The others are asking for you on the comms.’
‘Right,’ Chad said. ‘Right of course.’ He stepped back to the console, picking up the headset again. He took a calming breath, waiting for the wind to die down into a gentle breeze before he put it back on and turned on the mike. ‘Apologies for that,’ Chad said. ‘What did I miss?’
‘We’re making plans to debrief at HQ,’ Darkfeather said. ‘You okay over there?’
He sniffed and looked up at the screens, looking for an excuse. ‘I’m fine. I uh…’ he zeroed in on the reports coming in from the medics, ‘the reports have started coming through from the medics. I guess I needed a moment.’
‘Hey, come on, they’ll be fine,’ Darkfeather said. ‘We have the best doctors in the country. You know that better than anyone.’
Chad hummed in acknowledgement. ‘It’s different learning about those kinds of injuries and…and casualties from a fight you were involved in. Compared to one you watched. It…it will be fine. I’ll be fine.’ There was silence on the other line for a moment, and Chad sniffed. ‘When do you want me at HQ?’
‘We’ll be there in a few hours,’ Darkfeather said. ‘But if you need to you can just give your debrief to Diviner before we get there.’
Chad nodded, ‘I’ll see how I go. Congratulations on a successful mission.’
The line was silent at that. Chad sighed and started to sign off when Darkfeather came through, ‘We couldn’t have done it without you.’
Chad blinked in surprise at that, feeling tears spring in his eyes, before he let out a sad chuckle. ‘Yes you could. But thank you.’
Chapter 63
Summary:
The heroes move to debrief and plan their next steps. It's a shame Chad isn't invited.
Notes:
Today is a bad day and there's a chapter 4 updates from now burning a pole in my fiction pocket, so you get an early update.
I don't think there's content warnings here, but we're getting back into the angst so enjoy that.
Chapter Text
It was a little after midday when the jets returned to the HQ. The medical bay was already prepared and waiting for them to come in, the doctors and nurses ready to jump into action. The sidekicks and low tiers who stayed behind were a flurry throughout the building, trying to keep all the other FA duties operational during such a big mission while also getting the base ready for the pending rush of activity. Everyone was busy, except for two people. Sitting in a private office, watching the chatter from the jets coming in.
‘You don’t need to stay, you know?’ Diviner said, looking at Chad with worry.
Chad tried for a smile that didn’t reach his eyes. ‘I know. But I probably should. Just in case.’
Diviner leaned forward on the table, trying to meet Chadster’s eyes. ‘You’ve done enough okay? Being the guy in the chair is never easy, but especially when you’re used to being in on the action.’
Chad sighed. ‘How do you do it? Be in our ears all the time while we risk our lives? I felt like I was blind most of the time.’
‘How do you think I earned the name Diviner?’ she smirked. ‘It’s frustrating, hearing bits and pieces and not being able to see the full picture. So I made sure I could see the full picture as much as possible. As for the rest of it, it’s a different type of help. You can’t dive into the fight, but you can get people the intel they need to give them the edge. Sometimes that’s the only thing that gets people back home.’ Chad sighed at that, and Diviner nodded in understanding. ‘It’s hard. And it's not for everyone. And my first job in the chair wasn’t anywhere near as high stakes as this one was.’
‘You would have done a better job,’ Chad said.
She shrugged, ‘Not sure if I would have.’ She tapped the tablet by her arm and brought up some details from Chad’s draft report and the intel that came in from Chad’s server. ‘You kept everyone coordinating, you found the map through the maze, you managed the hover pods. And with uh…less than cooperative heroes in the team.’ Chad scowled at that, making Diviner grimace. ‘I’m not sure there’s much more I could have done.’
‘A lot of that was Wednesday,’ Chad said.
'Dude? You did good. It’s not the job you wanted for the mission but you did it, and you did it well. Take the credit, okay?’ Before Chad could reply, or ignore her, a beep came through on the tablet to take both of their attention. ‘Jets have landed.’ She sat back, putting the tablet on her lap before making her wheelchair move back. ‘Vigilante’s meeting those not going to the med bay on the Observation Deck.’
Chad was already on his feet and getting the door for the both of them, ‘Let’s go then.’
The Observation Deck was already busy when Diviner and Chadster arrived. Vigilante was at the head of the large table, the still standing heroes from his jet moving around the rest of the room. Chad pointedly didn’t look at Inferno and Professor Psion who were standing near the front and looking rather proud of themselves. Instead he followed Diviner around the table, nodding at the heroes who he passed with a smile. A few patted him on the shoulder while he congratulated them on their success, and a couple of the flyers thanked him for helping with the evacuations. Steel Soldier was one who stuck around a little longer, clapping him on the back with a laugh and a cheer at a job well done. Chad took the moment to hand him back Wednesday’s module, which took Anton by surprise but he accepted it graciously enough.
Vigilante looked up from the table as Diviner and Chadster finally approached him. ‘You stuck around then?’
Diviner slid into her usual spot, syncing her tablet up to the table’s holograms. ‘I told him he could go home.’
Chad gave a curt smile. ‘I wanted to check in with everyone myself. You had a tough mission out there.’
Vigilante nodded, ‘Thank you again for your help. The doctors are working on the wounded from the first jet now. Jet two has just landed, jet three is waiting for clearance.’ He turned back to the table, watching the information scroll through the holograms. ‘If it wasn’t for Alex’s absence at the arena I would be calling this a full success.’
Diviner hummed, brow creasing. ‘It was a full success. If Alex had been there, getting out would have been a lot harder.’
‘Yes,’ Vigilante said, ‘but then we would have known what they were up to. Right now? We’re in the dark.’
Chad sighed, ‘Aceman believes it’s been at least a week since there were any fights. Maybe they’re looking for Morgan themselves.’
Diviner frowned at that, ‘If they did I would hope I would have spotted them. They’re not exactly known for their subtlety.’
‘Which makes their vanishing act more concerning,’ Vigilante said.
‘There is good news,’ Chad said. ‘Now the satellites aren’t trying to find the arena we can use them for this right? Try and use the satellites to find them? Or even Morgan?’
‘We will,’ Vigilante said. ‘You aren’t on active duty yet.’
Chad looked up with a frown. ‘It’s an investigation. Computers and intel and police reports. I can do that.’
'And your heart will still get in the way,’ Vigilante said.
‘It didn’t today.’
‘Different mission. Different stakes.’
‘Then I can focus on the leads with Roofer,’ Chad said. ‘I know how he works. I can pin that down, and then-’
‘No,’ Vigilante said. Chad gritted his teeth, his whole body rigid in an effort to stop the storm from lashing out again, staying silent as Vigilante turned away. ‘If you really want to you can stay for debrief. But I recommend you leave when the Chastisers do, if not sooner.’
‘Why? I’m still FA, I’m still part of this team.’
‘We will be reallocating duties,’ Vigilante said. ‘Making sure patrols are covered, moving people onto targets of interest.’
‘Then…’ Chad looked at Diviner, ‘I can help with comms again. Diviner joked I could be her apprentice, maybe-’
Vigilante turned to face Chad fully. His cowl was still in place, covering most of his face, while his black suit was cut in places to show the armour plates and covered in the red-brown dust. ‘Chadster. You are not on duty. And this is no longer an emergency. Go home.’
Chad wanted to argue back. But he couldn’t speak and keep a handle on the wind right under his skin at the same time. Vigilante looked away, and Chad caught a glance of his parents…of Caroline and Richard on the other side of the table. Richard was watching the whole interaction with a passive, even pensive expression. Caroline on the other hand looked smug, raising an eyebrow at Chad as she met his eyes. And Chad had to leave, before he dropped a frost cold enough to freeze up Anton’s suit. So he did, turning away from Caroline’s arrogance and Vigilante’s coldness.
He didn’t stop walking until he was outside the FA building, the glass and steel and tile turning into fresh air and concrete. The bustle of sidekicks and computers turned into the sound of cars and people and the city. He slumped against a wall, finally letting go of the wind enough to topple over a nearby trash can. “Dammit!” he hissed, sliding down the wall to sit on the floor. He squeezed his eyes shut, covering his face with his hands, the events of the day spiralling in his mind again and again and again. The wind pulsed again and he was too tired and drained to hold it back, barely paying attention to the cold air blasting off him. Today was supposed to be a success. Today was supposed to be a chance to prove himself. He had managed to pull his weight despite everything against him, and he had managed to help. When was it going to be enough?
Yes he needed power recovery, but he hadn’t heard anything about it for a week, and that was only because he asked about it. No one had contacted him. He hadn’t wanted to push, wanted to focus on this mission, wanted to prove he was still useful. He hadn’t wanted to do anything to make anyone suspicious about him pushing for power recovery or therapy or whatever it was called. But it had been a week. And they knew he was ready for it. Surely they knew? And if that was the only thing keeping him on the bench surely they would want to be pushing for it. Then he would get better sooner, and then get back in the field, and then…
Unless this is a punishment. Chad opened his eyes and looked up at the FA building. His career, his livelihood, had been dedicated to the mission of a hero. And it all took place here. Under his…under Caroline and Richard’s guidance, their recommendation. Their training. Their word. Maybe they had convinced the Council to keep him on the bench until he fell back in line. Would Vigilante listen to them though? Or the Amazonian? And after today, after how reckless they were, would the others still listen to the Sterlings? How long would it take for him to get back if he waited for the Council to agree? Would Aceman be able to sway them? And even if the Council were swayed and he was brought back, would Caroline and Richard do something else? He slumped, eyes closing as despair washed over him then. He flinched at the first spots of rain hitting his face, but instead of pulling away he turned his face up to the clouds. Feeling the rain wash his tears away before they could properly fall.
‘Chad?’
He blinked his eyes open and looked up at the voice. Diego and Dave were standing a few feet away under an umbrella, cleaned up and dressed in their civvies, but already Diego was moving out of its shelter and towards him.
‘What are you doing?’ she asked, shrugging off her jacket and covering both of them with it. ‘You’ll catch a cold out in the rain like this.’ Chad shrugged, unable to pull together any words for an answer. There was a tightness in his chest that threatened to steal his breath, like the day in Janice and Bernard’s bathroom. Diego’s brow furrowed in worry, and she looked back to Dave for a moment before grabbing Chad’s arm and pulling him to his feet. ‘Come on, you can come to ours for a bit.’
‘What about your “reunion?”’ Chad managed to croak out.
Dave gave a worried smile as the siblings returned to the umbrella. ‘Damn, you’re soaked. How long have you been sitting out here for?’ Chad shrugged again, and Dave sighed. ‘We can get coffee on the way home.’
‘Sounds like an idea,’ Diego said. ‘Think Chad will fit into some of your clothes?’
Chad blinked out of his stupor at that. ‘Oh no, you don’t need to worry about that. I’ll be fine, I’ll just-’
Dave nudged him to shut up as Diego looped her arm around his shoulder. ‘I should have some pyjamas you can borrow. We’ll get your clothes in the dryer when we’re back.’
‘I mean it, you-’
‘Chad?’ Diego said. ‘No arguing. We want you home. So come on.’
It wasn’t until Chad was being gently shoved into the back of Dave’s hatchback that he realised how much he was starting to shiver from the cold. His arms, as always, didn’t feel anything, but the soaked shirt and jacket that were hanging off him was making ice cold water stick to his back. Diego sat next to him in the back, pushing the dripping hair of his face and frowning as he started to tremble. The Dodgers didn’t allow him to argue when they went through a coffee shop drive thru, and when pushed for an order Chad managed to mumble something about cocoa through chattering teeth. The paper mug was tucked under his chin, the heat seeping into his chest in between him taking small sips that slowly started to stave off the shivering, but it wasn’t until they got to the house and Diego dragged him into the bathroom that he had a chance to get properly warm.
Not fifteen minutes later Chad was bundled up on the couch, wearing a spare set of Dave’s pyjamas and wrapped in a fleece blanket, his hair towel dried and slowly curling again. The shower sounded from the floor above while Dave moved around in the kitchen, cupboard doors thudding and plates clinking. Outside the rain came down even harder, hammering against the windows as Chad curled up into a small ball on the couch. His thoughts were drifting again, swirling into topics he normally avoided. But now he couldn’t stop the thoughts from piling on and getting louder.
‘Penny for your thoughts?’
Chad looked up at Diego coming in and putting various plates on the coffee table. He hadn’t even noticed the shower had turned off. ‘It’s nothing.’
‘Liar,’ she said, looking at him with concern. ‘You don’t sit in the middle of a storm looking pensively at the sky unless there’s something going on.’
Chad sighed, slowly sitting up as Diego handed him one of the plates. A simple sandwich, a handful of nuts and some grapes. ‘Vigilante refused to let me on any other missions.’
Diego frowned. ‘Any of them?’ Chad nodded. ‘But that’s ridiculous, you’ve proven you can do the guy in the chair work.’
Chad shook his head. ‘I don’t think it’s him. I think he’s just taking the heat.’ Diego’s frown deepened at that, before the realisation hit her. ‘It would be like them. Keep me away from hero work until I apologise and fall in line again.’
Diego shook her head, ‘I don’t think Vigilante would allow that.’
‘Wouldn’t he?’ Chad asked. ‘They’re Council members, fully healed and ready to work. I’m a still recovering hero who hasn’t even started whatever therapy I need to get my powers back under control. If they put down an ultimatum? What else is he supposed to do?’
Diego sighed at that, looking away as Chad started picking at the sandwich. ‘If he would cave to something like that,’ Diego said, ‘then he’s not the man I thought he was. And that kind of ultimatum holds a lot less weight after today.’
Chad shook his head, ‘Aceman still needs to recover.’
‘I don’t mean that, I mean that stupid stunt they pulled,’ Diego said. ‘Correction, stunts plural. We all heard Darkfeather trying to pull them back when they tried to go ahead.’
Chad sighed. ‘And Darkfeather heard the grilling Mum gave me.’
‘See? That is what I mean,’ Diego said. ‘How are Vigilante and Aceman ever going to trust them when they do stuff like that? And now that the heroes are back and safe, which is because of you by the way, their whole team has time to recover. And when they do, they’ll realise two things. One, Mum and Dad need to wind their necks in before they get themselves or someone else hurt. And two, they need to put more faith in you. Because you’ve more than proven yourself at this point.’
‘And if they don’t?’ Chad spun around at the sound of Dave’s voice behind him, ‘you’ve always got a spot with us.’
Chad’s shoulders fell. ‘Thank you, but-’
‘No buts,’ Dave said. ‘I’m pretty sure if I don’t try to actively recruit you at this point Anton will make me regret it.’ Chad gave a look, and Dave grinned. ‘You’ve earned your spot. It’s there when you want it. And the others want you on our side as well.’
Diego sat back, knocking her knee into Chad’s. ‘Bet you’ll beat Clive’s score on the dancing game we’ve got in the rec room.’
‘Nah,’ Chad said, ‘I’ve not played any games like that in years. I’ll be too rusty.’ Dave chuckled at that and moved to grab his own plate before settling on the nearby armchair. Diego pulled some of the blanket away from Chad so she could settle down next to him, close enough that their foreheads knocked together. He managed a couple of bites of his sandwich before he found the words getting stuck in his throat. ‘I don’t know what to do.’
‘About what?’
‘Anything. Normally there’s a plan, a clear path to follow. But now…’
Diego smiled sadly at him. ‘You don’t have to make a decision now. You don’t even have to make a decision tomorrow.’
Chad sighed, ‘I just want all this to be over. This…hiding. And pretending. I’m tired of it.’ He looked up at Diego, eyes beginning to glisten again. ‘I’m so tired.’
She shuffled closer and wrapped an arm around his shoulders, pulling Chad into a hug. The plates nearly toppled but Diego carefully placed them on the other side of the couch before turning to give Chad a proper hug.
‘Then how about a proper break?’ Dave said. ‘As in an honest to god holiday.’
Chad shook his head, ‘No, what if something happens? What if Alex tries something? What if Morgan needs me?’
‘Okay,’ Diego said. ‘What if we check in later? I know I’m behind on what the hell she’s planning right now. We check in, see what the plan for these records are, and then, make a plan for afterwards?’ Chad went silent at that, thinking quietly. ‘A break from the city, from heroes, from…everything.’
‘Could go to the country,’ Dave said. ‘Or the beach. Fly abroad. Ooh, how about a hiking trip?’
Or I could go back to the farm, Chad thought to himself. He looked at Diego, watching her carefully. ‘After Morgan’s heist?’
Diego nodded. ‘After Morgan’s heist.’
Chad thought for a moment and nodded. ‘I’ll think about it.’
Chapter 64
Summary:
Our heroes catch up with the villains working in Alex's lair, and Chad starts to make a plan for his next steps
Notes:
This was meant to be posted on Sunday but...my hand slipped
No content warnings, enjoy
Chapter Text
No one was surprised when Janice jumped at Chad’s message asking for a catch up that evening. Or the flurry of questions of her trying to check in. Normally they would be reassuring and nice to see, but in the moment Chad was too drained to think of a response. He let Diego take his phone, not noticing what she was telling his moth…telling Janice. Instead he watched Dave set up the TV, only reacting when Diego made him shuffle on the sofa so Dave could sit on her other side. A second blanket was added, Diego looking perfectly content as she snuggled up in the middle of their little blanket nest, and Chad let her pull him into a hug again. He was only barely paying attention at the movie starting, he vaguely recognised it as one of those popular racing movies. Diego and Dave’s voices washed over him as the warmth from the blankets and Diego settled into his core. It had been a long day for all of them. He could let himself have this break. He shifted, settling against Diego as a small yawn slipped out. He could rest for a bit.
The rest was interrupted by someone shaking his shoulder, making him grumble and cling to the warm body he was snuggled against.
‘Come on sleepyhead, wake up.’
‘Not asleep,’ he grumbled with another yawn. Diego chuckled as she shook him again, and he rubbed his eyes. Which is when he noticed the smell of something warm and cheesy in the room. ‘Is that pizza?’
Dave grinned from the coffee table where he was laying out pizza boxes. ‘Wow, you were out of it.’
‘Was not,’ Chad pouted, finally sitting up at the sight of the food. He had barely had the stomach for the sandwich, but the smell of hot food had set his stomach rumbling. ‘When did you order that?’
‘After we finished the second movie,’ Diego said with a smirk, and Chad looked up to see the TV on the menu of one of those streaming services. ‘If it makes you feel better Dave fell asleep halfway through the second film.’
‘And you were snoring during the first one,’ Dave said to Diego.
‘Excuse me for finding those car chases boring!’
Chad loaded up his plate before snuggling back into the warm blankets. He was more awake and with it now, but he wasn’t quite ready to get rid of that comfort yet. Diego went to move the clothes over to the dryer while Dave set the laptop up to project to the TV.
‘Is the catch up soon?’ Chad asked, checking his phone. ‘I didn’t realise it was that late.’
‘Yeah, the pizzas were a little late,’ Dave said. ‘They won’t mind if we’re eating, will they?’
‘Janice will probably just be happy to see us with food,’ Chad said, picking up his first slice. The first bite had him humming in delight, taking a moment to savour the pizza as Diego walked back in. ‘You got Tony’s?’
‘I know what you like,’ Diego said with a wink.
Soon all three of them were sitting on the couch again, tucking into the pizza while Diego started the call on the laptop. It rang for over a minute, making Chad frown slightly, before the TV screen came to life. Janice was pulling into view, panting slightly and pushing some flyaway hairs from her head.
‘Hello dears,’ she gasped, smiling at them. ‘So sorry about that. Turns out wrangling two engineers with tunnel vision makes you lose track of time.’
‘Two?’ Diego asked.
‘Yes,’ she said, her curt tone clearly displeased as she straightened her blouse. ‘Now I feel the need to clarify this, I love your sister very very dearly. I would do anything for her. But.’ She looked up at the camera then, clearly annoyed. ‘She is a terrible influence on my husband.’
‘Ah,’ Diego said. ‘Yeah that sounds about right. How bad is it?’
‘If we let her? She would not come out of that damn workshop,’ Janice said. ‘And I know for a fact she snuck in there last night to work on the devices and just…hasn’t stopped.’
‘So you were trying to get her to take a break?’ Dave asked.
‘Good luck with that,’ Diego whispered.
‘Not her, Bernard,’ Janice said. ‘Both of them tried to skip lunch. Bernard said he would get dinner after fixing up “one more motherboard.” Guess how well that went.’ Janice continued to smooth out her hair, looking to the door behind her with a sigh before turning back.
‘But if you’re focused on Bernard,’ Chad said, ‘what about Morgan?’
Janice opened her mouth, but was interrupted by a dull crash from further in the lair. Janice jumped, magic flaring into her hands on instinct as she turned to the door. Chad was ready to jump off the couch, held down only by Diego’s hand as all three heroes watched the screen intently. There was another crash, before a series of dull and quiet voices started to get louder. Everyone but Janice blinked in confusion at a large Saint Bernard phasing through the door with a boof before running to Janice.
A few seconds later the door flew open as Barnaby ran in. ‘Ah, M-M-Mrs S. Uh…w-w-we need a ch-chair.’
Janice’s question died in her throat the second the shouts of an angry Morgan echoed from the corridor, while Diego and Chad only got more concerned. She shook her head, her hand waving over the nearest computer chair. It glowed red before zooming across the room, only stopping when Barnaby caught it with a thanks. He spun it around, moving away in time for Alex to stride into the room. With Morgan thrown over their shoulder.
‘Alex!’ Morgan shrieked. ‘I mean it! Put me down! Now!’
Alex didn’t respond, bracing Morgan slightly before half throwing her into the chair. She landed with an oof, the chair skidding away before Barnaby caught it again. Bernard and Ohio filed in after, Bernard stepping towards Alex while Ohio closed the door. But Alex was already moving, their eyes flashing dangerously as they prowled towards Morgan. They braced either hand on the arms of the chair before leaning down to meet Morgan’s glare. ‘Now. Stay put.’
‘Piss off,’ Morgan growled, and Barnaby backed up quickly. ‘I am in the middle of something, you don’t just get to drag me around like a damn ragdoll!’
Alex took a slow and steady breath, their voice dangerously calm when they spoke. ‘This is what’s going to happen. You are going to put down all your tools for twelve hours.’
‘Fuck that!’
‘Then,’ Alex carried on, ‘you will have some actual damn food, and a drink that isn’t Blood of Your Enemies. And once that’s done, you are going. To. Bed.’
Morgan scowled at them, before pushing Alex’s hands off the chair. ‘I’m busy.’
She tried to stand up but Alex caught her by the shoulder and pushed her back into the chair. ‘You’ll get your toys back in the morning.’
‘This isn’t a game!’ Morgan shouted. ‘You can’t keep me away from my work.’
‘You have been working for literally twenty hours without a break,’ Alex said, ‘and I don’t count the ten seconds you take for a drink as a break. You’ve been awake for nearly three days. You will rest.’
‘I don’t have time!’
‘Then make time. Before I do it for you.’ Morgan slumped back, glaring daggers at Alex. They didn’t even flinch. ‘Hate me if you want, I don’t care. You’re not killing yourself for this. I won’t let you.’
Morgan slumped back in the chair, folding her arms as she glowered at them. ‘You’re being overdramatic.’
‘Th-they’re r-r-really not,’ Barnaby said. ‘P-p-please Morgan. W-We’re w-wo-worried.’
‘Uh,’ Dave said, making everyone in the computer room look up, ‘should we call back later?’
Morgan looked over her shoulder, ‘What are you guys doing here?’
Janice sighed, ‘I did say they were planning on calling tonight dear.’
Bernard frowned, fumbling with the things in his hands to look at his watch. ‘I thought they were calling at 7?’
‘Yes,’ Janice said, her voice immediately turning harsh. ‘They did.’
Bernard stared at his watch, then looked up at Janice. ‘I…I am so sorry.’ She hummed and turned to the console, and Bernard was across the room like a flash. ‘I am I…I was trying to make sure Morgan wasn’t doing too much on her own.’
Janice flicked her wrist, summoning another chair behind Bernard before looking at him pointedly. ‘I think Alex had the right idea of it. You both need a time out.’
Morgan shouted her objection at that, but Bernard didn’t argue. He quickly put down the half finished device he was still holding and the set of pliers before sitting on the summoned chair, looking up at Janice with nothing but remorse. ‘I’m sorry love,’ he said quietly. She stepped away, but Bernard caught her hand, slowly pulling her closer so he could kiss right above her ring finger. ‘I never want to upset you, I promise.’
Janice watched him carefully, before the cold angry mask cracked with a small sigh. She leaned down to him, grasping his hand in turn before meeting his eyes. ‘I’ve already told you what I think about you and Morgan working too hard. And then you went ahead and did it anyway.’
Bernard nodded, thinking for a moment. ‘No more work tonight.’
‘And?’
‘And…we can make a schedule to make sure no one is working too hard. Or for too long.’
‘I don’t need a damn schedule!’ Morgan shouted, but everyone ignored her.
‘And?’
‘And,’ Bernard said, ‘to apologise. I can make breakfast tomorrow.’ Janice raised an unimpressed eyebrow at that, and Bernard cringed. ‘Breakfast for the week. I can make pancakes?’
‘What kind of pancakes?’
‘Any kind you want.’
Janice thought for a moment, ‘I want all of them.’
Bernard smiled at that, ‘I will make you every type of pancake. And waffles. And croissants. As many as you want.’ He leaned forward so his forehead could rest against Janice’s. ‘Anything for you, love.’
She sighed at that, leaning against him before giving him a quick kiss. ‘You’ll be forgiven at breakfast then.’ She stood up, her anger somewhat faded as her lip curled into a knowing smile, ‘And you’re staying in that chair.’
‘Yes Ma’am.’
Chad almost choked on his drink as Diego had to put her hand over her mouth to stop herself from snorting. Dave managed to keep his composure as he looked over at Chad who was quickly covering his face with his hands. ‘You alright there buddy?’
‘Yeah,’ Chad whined. ‘Yeah I’m good.’
Alex rolled their eyes at their parents. ‘Mum? Dad? Can you please not? I really don’t want to have to need mind bleach today.’
Janice gave Alex a smirk. ‘Of course dear. Now then,’ she clapped her hands together and turned back to the screen. ‘Back to business?’ Her smile dropped when she saw Chad’s head still in his hands. ‘Chad sweetheart? Are you alright?’ He nodded without lifting his head out of his hands, and Janice got more concerned. ‘What’s wrong?’
Diego gave a knowing smile at Chad, ‘Is it seeing Janice and Bernard flirting?’
‘Everyone keeps flirting around me today!’ Chad shouted.
Janice blinked in confusion as Diego started giggling. ‘Excuse me?’
‘I think we need to take some responsibility for this one,’ Dave said, grinning without any remorse. ‘Diego’s been away for that “training mission” and we’ve missed each other, and-’
‘And you were in the middle of a mission with me in your ear!’ Chad exclaimed. ‘That’s not the time to admire your husband’s muscles!’
Morgan burst into laughter at that as Diego gasped. ‘That’s the perfect time to admire Dave’s muscles! Besides, it wasn’t just the muscles.’
Chad glared, ‘If you say twenty pounds-’
‘An extra twenty pounds. On his deadlift. I’m allowed to be proud of my husband’s achievements, okay?’
‘Sure,’ Chad said. ‘But you weren’t being proud, I could practically hear your drooling over the line.’
‘I wasn’t that bad.’
‘Oh you absolutely were,’ Morgan said, spinning her chair around to face the screen properly. ‘Go on then, how was Dave showing off today?’
‘No,’ Chad whined, ‘no please. Save it until I’m not here. I’m begging you.’
‘Wait hang on,’ Alex said, ‘can we go back to the fact that Chastisers and FA were on the same mission? You normally only play together when something big’s involved. Did we miss an invasion?’
Diego’s grin dropped slightly. ‘No. We broke into your colosseum.’
There was a moment of silence before Alex burst into laughter. ‘Ha! Took you long enough!’
‘Excuse me?’
Alex grinned up at the camera, ‘You’re excused.’ Diego scowled and Alex chuckled. ‘What’s that look for? The colosseum shouldn’t have been that hard to find, it's not my fault you’re slow.’
‘It was hidden from literally all imagining and scanning,’ Diego said. ‘I couldn’t even take a picture of it!’
‘So?’ Alex chuckled. ‘It was on planet, it stayed in one location instead of teleporting every five minutes, and it only existed in three dimensions. How easy did you want me to make it for you?’
‘Oh, oh yeah, about your choice of location,’ Diego said. ‘Next time you decide to do something horrific and send us off into the middle of nowhere, can you make sure the place I have to scout out for two weeks isn’t arid and sandy? I’ve had two showers today and I still can’t get all the grit out of my hair.’
Alex thought for a second, ‘Tundra or jungle?’
‘Or, hear me out,’ Dave said, ‘how about no more kidnapping heroes and then abandoning them to starve for days?’
‘That’s a point,’ Chad said. ‘Aceman was conscious when everyone got there and he said there hadn’t been any fights in at least a week.’
Alex shrugged, ‘Yeah I’ve been busy.’
‘Doing what?’
Alex gave the three of them an incredulous look, before slowly gesturing towards Morgan. She scowled at them for that. ‘What the hell are you implying?’
‘That getting you to take care of yourself is a full time job,’ Alex snapped back.
‘But…’ Chad said, ‘Morgan started on the new plan two weeks ago.’
‘Yes,’ Alex said, clearly not amused. ‘I’m very aware of that.’
‘So you haven’t been to the colosseum in two weeks?’ Dave asked. Alex shook their head, and he and Diego looked at each other. ‘Didn’t you have alarms for when we would inevitably show up?’
Alex rolled their eyes, ‘Technically yes? I had motion sensors in the whole place but they started fritzing out so I had to turn them off.’
Diego looked at Alex unimpressed. ‘All your monsters got out of their cages.’
‘Oh, ohhh,’ Alex said. ‘Yeah, yeah that would explain the alarms. Wait,’ they looked up at the screen. ‘That means you guys fought the monsters?’
‘Well yeah but…’ Diego was cut off by Alex teleporting across the screen to a distant control panel, pulling up a series of windows on the screen. ‘What are…did you have cameras in the arena?!’
‘What kind of stupid question is that?’ Alex laughed. ‘Of course I did!’ They started the videos, face lighting up at the sight of the door exploding into the arena. ‘Oh, oh I’m so set for the night.’
‘One more question?’ Chad said, ‘If you hadn’t turned off the alarms already and you heard them go off today, would you have come to investigate?’
Alex shrugged. ‘Probably not. I told you I was busy.’
‘Huh,’ Dave said. ‘Guess we thank Morgan for making today survivable then.’
Morgan scowled as she scooted across the floor on her chair towards the main console. ‘Don’t give me that credit. Alex is just exaggerating.’
‘No they’re not,’ Janice said.
‘Afraid not kiddo.’
‘Th-th-they’re th-the only r-r-reason you’ve e-eaten today.’
‘Okay that’s enough!’ Morgan said. She looked up at the heroes on the call. ‘Don’t we have business to discuss or something?’
Diego looked over at Barnaby, who had come to stand behind Morgan with Ohio leaning against him. ‘Are we okay discussing business right now?’
Morgan glanced behind her, ‘Oh yeah, Ohio and Barnaby are good. I’ve already filled them in.’
Chad’s eyes widened in panic, ‘You told them?!’
Diego yelped as the blankets rustled around them before the plates of abandoned pizza were flipped across the room. Dave managed to catch the blankets as Diego tried to get a hand on Chad to ground him.
‘Whoa! No! No,’ Morgan said, on her feet. ‘They know about the heist. They know we’re going after the records. That’s it.’
Chad looked at Morgan panicked, a flicker of light in his eyes, ‘You promise?’
‘Promise,’ Morgan breathed. ‘Not my secret, remember?’
Chad let out a shuddering breath, squeezing his eyes shut as he tried to get the winds back under control. He tried to not panic at the thought that it was getting a little harder every time to reign them back in, but eventually the roar of the wind finally died down. He could finally hear Diego muttering reassurances next to him, and the room became still. He was still rigid, eyes squeezed shut as Diego and Dave righted themselves. Dave cleaned up the plates and retrieved the blankets, handing them to Diego to wrap around herself and Chad as he sat frozen in place, still shaking. From effort or the emotions rolling through him he couldn’t tell. When Diego gently pulled him closer however he went willingly, finally moving enough to curl up against her, eyes still squeezed shut.
‘You kiddos alright?’ Bernard asked. Diego looked over at the TV and the various expressions. Barnaby and Ohio were shocked and confused at the display. Morgan was frowning, an almost identical expression of concern to what Bernard was wearing. Janice was set to full scale worry, her mind clearly reeling with the sight of Chad’s fluctuation. Even Alex was looking over, watching with curiosity more than anything else.
‘We’ll be fine,’ Dave said. ‘No one’s hurt, unless you count the pizza.’ Diego heard Chad whimper into her shoulder and she squeezed him tighter.
Janice hummed, ‘Can…am I alright to fuss for a second? I don’t want to make anything more volatile.’ Chad’s grip on Diego tightened, but she felt him give a brief nod which she relayed. ‘Alright,’ Janice started, ‘do you have an idea how many fluctuations have happened recently?’
Dave spoke up, ‘Well I’ve seen two? Yeah two, including that one. The other one was a couple weeks ago.’
Janice nodded, ‘Was there an obvious trigger for both of them?’
‘High emotions,’ Dave said. ‘First time someone insulted Chad, and this time…’
Janice nodded again. ‘That makes sense. The most common fluctuations are tied to high bursts of emotions.’
‘I’ve never seen him do that before though,’ Morgan whispered in the hopes Chad wouldn’t hear. ‘Not with that kind of hair trigger.’
Janice put a hand on Morgan’s shoulder and gave her a nod. ‘I’m going to make an assumption that the fluctuations have started getting worse since recovering from the power exhaustion. Is that a safe guess?’ Chad nodded and Janice sighed. ‘Sweetheart. We don’t have to do this now. But the rest of the questions I have, no one else can answer them for you.’ Chad curled up tighter at that, burying his face into Diego’s shoulder as she rubbed circles in his back. No one else spoke, or even reacted, until Chad had calmed down enough to uncurl enough to look at Janice.
‘Thank you sweetheart,’ she smiled. ‘Now your powers. Compared to before the exhaustion, do they feel different to use?’ Chad nodded. ‘Can you try and describe it?’
Chad sniffed, thinking for a moment. When he managed to mutter something it was too quiet for Janice to hear and Diego had to relay it. ‘It’s always there now.’
‘It wasn’t always there before?’
‘Not..not like this. It…’ Chad looked away from all the faces, finding a picture on the wall to focus on. ‘That power would sit in my centre, like a small ball of energy. Quiet but there. It would respond easily enough but it had to respond to something. And when there were fluctuations the power would flare out with…with whatever was happening. Now…now it’s everywhere.’ He stopped there for a moment, but at the sudden silence from everyone else he was compelled to carry on. ‘It's not just in my core. It’s…right under my skin all the time. Just waiting to come out whenever, at any moment. I’m constantly having to focus on it just to reign it in. And every time it does lash out it’s getting harder to pull it back in.’ He finally turned to Janice, tears in his eyes. ‘I think I’m losing control.’
‘Oh sweetheart,’ she breathed, her hand over her heart. ‘I can’t imagine how hard that must feel.’
‘Is that common?’ Bernard asked. ‘After power exhaustion?’
Janice thought for a moment. ‘Honestly most cases of power exhaustion have existing powers returning over a span of months, not this quickly. But it’s not the first case I’ve seen of powers coming back quickly with fluctuations.’
‘So what can we do?’ Diego asked.
Alex cleared their throat, getting everyone’s attention. They were still sitting by their console, the fight playing out across six camera streams behind them, but they were instead twisted so their arm was on the back of the computer chair, using their arm like a pillow. ‘Sound like you need the advice of a power expert. Luckily there’s one in the room.’
Diego scowled. ‘You don’t get to be smug now, you caused this!’
‘Then allow me to give this advice for free,’ they said, watching Diego with a cool expression before turning to their mother. ‘His body needs to remember how it feels to use the power and his mind needs to remember how to control it. He’ll need to take it back to basics. Power Use 101.’
Chad frowned at that, ‘Basic training? Like I’m five again?’
‘Pretty…five?’ Alex looked at Chad in confusion at that. Chad nodded and Alex whistled. ‘Damn, you got your powers before I did. But yeah, like you’re five again. Only you don’t have five year old baby powers, you’ve got fully mature A tier powers.’ Chad’s face crumpled and his head fell back against the couch, making Alex scowl. ‘Hey there’s no use having a tantrum. Like it or not you need to start from scratch.’
‘No. No I want that,’ Chad said. ‘I want someone to tell me this, and…and to get a plan for training. But no one is doing it!’
Morgan frowned at that, ‘Isn’t the FA…’
Diego shook her head. ‘He asked them about it last week but he still needed clearance from the doctor.’
‘That’s ridiculous!’ Janice gasped. ‘Do they know about the power fluctuations?’
Chad nodded, ‘They’ve seen two of them. But they’re dragging their feet I guess.’
‘But why would they do that?’ Morgan asked.
‘Why do you think?’ Chad snapped, and immediately cringed. ‘Sorry, sorry I didn’t mean that.’
Alex watched the screen for a moment, their eyes flicking over Morgan, and then their parents, watching the concern and worry. That was definitely the thing that inspired their next statement. ‘Hey Mum, don’t you have those power training exercises for the coven fledglings?’
Janice looked over at them in surprise, their thoughts catching up with Alex as she met their eyes. She gave them a small smile and nodded. ‘I do. They’re for magic, not innate powers. But from what I understand some of the theories are the same.’ She looked back at the screen to see Chad watching her with tears threatening to spill over. ‘It’s not ideal, and really the FA should be pushing on this. But if they’re going to be incompetent then we’ll just have to adapt.’
‘What are you thinking?’ Diego said.
Janice was still putting the plan together in her head, working out everything from logistics to how to frame this in a way Chad was likely to agree to, especially while he was in such a fragile state. ‘You’re aware, I’m sure of witch covens? Well the apprentices have training exercises when they’re learning their spells. I can try and adapt some of those into training for someone with Chad’s power set to use.’
Chad sat up properly, ‘You’d help me train my powers up?’
‘Of course I would,’ Janice chuckled, giving him a warm smile. ‘But, I do need to be honest. With the maturity and scale and nature of your powers, it's going to be very hard to train them in the city without causing unwanted attention or even potential damage.’ Chad winced at the thought and Janice took a slow breath. This would be the difficult part. ‘Ideally we would need to find a rural area, one without many people. I can look into wilderness cabins if there’s a particular area you would like to train in, or…’
‘Would,’ Chad looked up, a small inkling of sad hope creeping into his expression, ‘would the farm be okay?’ Janice broke out into a smile as Chad carried on. ‘I wouldn’t want to presume, and I definitely don’t want to damage anything or scare the animals or-’
‘The farm would definitely work,’ Janice said. ‘There are plenty of fields and hills around to give us space. And the animals survived Alex’s training, I’m sure you’ll be fine.’ Chad managed a small smile at that, spurring Janice to push on. ‘The other thing is that this isn’t a quick fix. It took however many years of training to get you to where you were. Getting your strength and control back won’t happen over days.’ Chad nodded, ‘A liberal estimate could be months to get you to a place where you’re comfortable, and even then fluctuations could happen for years afterwards.’
Chad nodded again, ‘That’s fine. If you’re happy having me on the farm for that long.’
Janice felt herself tearing up at the thought. ‘You can call the farm home for as long as you want to.’ She looked at Dave and Diego, seeing the concern on their faces. ‘You two are welcome as well of course. I wouldn’t dream of keeping Chad away from his family.’
Diego visibly deflated in relief at that, and Dave gave a small thankful smile. ‘When would you want to start?’ Diego asked.
Chad stalled at that, ‘Wait…I can’t ask you to do this while Morgan’s still working on the heist.’
‘Then after the heist is done?’ Janice asked. ‘If you can wait that long?’
Morgan sat up, ‘I can have everything else built in like two days so…’
‘N-n-no you can’t,’ Barnaby cut in. ‘T-t-try again.’
Morgan scowled. ‘Three then.’
‘I believe that one even less,’ Ohio said, crossing his arms.
Bernard thought for a moment, turning to the console and picking up a stylus to sketch on one of the tablet panels. ‘Barnaby, Ohio, would you be able to offer a hand?’
‘Sure,’ Ohio said. ‘What kind of hand?’
‘Well a lot of the gear we’ve built still needs testing,’ Bernard said. ‘Not including the stuff we still need to build. We can run the replicator for the bulk work…’ he trailed off, scribbling down notes on his screen.
‘I’ll test whatever you give me,’ Ohio said. ‘As long as it's not a bomb. Don’t fancy blowing myself up.’
‘I-I-I can do that t-t-too,’ Barnaby said. ‘A-a-and I know s-s-some e-electric engineering.’
Bernard nodded, adding it into his calculations. ‘Love, how long would you need for planting the spells?’
‘They’re all simple spells and they’re already drafted up,’ Janice said. ‘Not too long. I can probably do it while you’re testing the mundane ones.’
Bernard nodded, making some final notes before planting a decisive dot on the screen. ‘Eighty hours,’ he said. ‘For the last of the gear, including testing and some time for any screw ups, bugs, explosions, etcetera.’
Janice looked at the screen and nodded, ‘So, ten days of work?’
‘Or eight days?’ Bernard looked up hopefully.
‘We could do that in five without issue,’ Morgan said.
‘Don’t start,’ Alex warned.
Janice looked at Bernard, her brow furrowed partly in frustration and partly in worry. He held out a hand for her to take, not speaking until she did. ‘I know you don’t like it. I know you don’t want us to burn out or hurt ourselves. I get it. But eight days, and then the heist, and then we’re done. That’s it. Right?’
‘Has to be,’ Morgan said. ‘There isn’t anywhere else to look after this.’
Ohio and Barnaby frowned at that but Bernard carried on without noticing. ‘You can set the breaks. We’ll keep to them properly. We won’t skip meals or sleep. And in eight days, we’re done with this. They won’t be able to hide anything else from us anymore.’ Janice’s eyes flared at that, and she swallowed. ‘Game over for them.’
Ohio leaned down to Morgan, ‘I thought you said we were getting back your medical records.’
‘We are,’ Morgan said.
‘Okay, then what’s that about?’
Morgan just tapped her nose and Ohio groaned at that. ‘Come on Ohio, you know what stitches get.’
‘T-t-to sleep w-w-with the fishes,’ Barnaby said. Everyone spun to Barnaby in concern and confusion. Except for Morgan, who was trying hard not to laugh. ‘W-what?’
‘Stitches Barn,’ Morgan said. ‘Snitches get stitches.’
‘Y-Y-You’re sure?’ Morgan nodded, and Barnaby thought for a moment. ‘Oh. W-w-was that a uh…a f-f-family sp-specific thing?’
‘Fraid so buddy.’
‘Who the hell are you related to?’ Dave asked in horror.
‘Th-that’s not im-important,’ Barnaby said, suddenly looking embarrassed.
‘Anyway,’ Janice said, clapping her hands again. ‘Morgan, I need to hear you agree to the plan.’ Morgan sighed and rolled her eyes, but Janice continued. ‘No more than ten hours a day in the workshop, three square meals, regular sleep, and breaks that Alex and I will schedule.’
Morgan sighed, ‘This is the only way you’re letting me back in the workshop isn’t it?’ The whole room nodded and Morgan scowled. ‘Fine. Fine I agree.’
Janice smiled at that, ‘Thank you dear.’ She turned to the others on the screen. ‘Are you alright hanging on for that time?’
‘We will be,’ Dave said. ‘We’re back to regular Chastisers work now that the colosseum’s dealt with.’
‘And if Mum and Dad come sniffing around at this point? After the shit they pulled today?’ Diego sniffed, ‘I’ll be telling them where to stick it until they apologise.’
‘You’re never getting that apology you know?’ Morgan said.
‘Good, then they might leave us alone for the week.’
‘Chad?’ Janice asked. ‘Will you be okay for that time?’ Chad looked over at the screen, thinking for a moment before he nodded. She gave him a smile, ‘If you need to leave sooner, just let me know okay? I’ll be right there as soon as you call.’
Chad nodded again. ‘Thanks M…thanks Janice.’
‘Speaking of the heist,’ Diego said. ‘What actually is the plan? You said you brought Barnaby and Ohio in on the plan, why?’
Morgan sat up, ‘Oh, we need two people per hit. Ohio’s going with me, Bernard still needs to find a second.’
‘And I’m going with you,’ Dave said. Diego looked at him in surprise and confusion. ‘What?’
‘You’re going to be okay breaking into this place?’
Dave chuckled, ‘Hey, I was breaking into enemy military bases before you were born. I think I can handle one heist.’
Diego grinned at that, turning to him properly, ‘You were, were you?’
Dave smirked. ‘First one I went in alone. And against orders.’
Diego’s eyes widened and she bit her lip slightly, ‘I should study up. Hear how you did that mission. And make sure you don’t leave out any details.’
Chad shoved off the blankets, ‘I’m going home.’
Morgan started cackling as Diego jumped off Dave and went to try and pull him back onto the couch. ‘Your clothes are still in the dryer!’ Diego shouted.
‘I’ll manage!’ Chad shouted back.
‘You’re literally in my pyjamas,’ Dave called out.
‘I’ll get them back to you tomorrow! Enjoy your night!’ Chad put his head back around the door, ‘And make sure you don’t tell me about any of it.’
Despite Chad’s protests, the still torrential rain outside and the promise of more pizza (and Diego behaving herself) coaxed him back to the warm blankets to the amusement of everyone in the base. While they carried on eating, and Janice fetched food for the others in the lair, Morgan was able to give a more comprehensive update on the status of the gear and the plan for the heist, with Bernard adding in comments here and there. Alex turned back to watch the recordings of the fight, occasionally cackling at certain points in a way that made the heroes scowl. Eventually Janice spotted when Chad tried to smother a yawn and she started to fuss about all of them getting some sleep, which only Morgan tried to complain about. Janice also made Chad promise to check in the next morning, which made that now familiar warm feeling bloom in his chest.
They finally signed off, Diego and Dave moving to tidy up the plates and pizza boxes before bed. Chad tried to get up to help, but Diego insisted he stay put as Dave carried on tidying. He was yawning again when Diego returned with a duvet and a proper pillow, and Chad couldn’t help but sink into the warm comfort. The couple quickly left with a good night, giving Chad the chance to adjust the pillow and cushions so he could attempt to drown out any potential noise from upstairs.
His phone pinged before he got too comfortable, and he saw new messages had come in.
Joan Stephens: Sleep well sweetheart, let us know you’re home safe tomorrow, I love you x
Bert Stephens: Look after yourself kiddo, love you
G: you ok?
G: my guys won’t know anything you don’t want them to know
G: not from me
G: let me know if you need help with any assholes k?
G: don’t care who it is
G: make sure you let J know what’s up, she’ll worry
G: if you need an out don’t refuse cos of me k?
G: now get some sleep
G: night x
Chapter 65
Summary:
Ohio worries over the secrets being kept from him and Barnaby, and Chad starts to try and work out how to cope with his powers.
Notes:
This chapter is going to be fun! So fun I'm posting the next chapter straight away
Content warnings:
- Panic attacks and flashbacks
- Repressing emotions and unhealthy coping mechanisms
Chapter Text
Despite her promises, no one was surprised to find out Morgan was already in the workshop by the time they woke up in the morning. The walls were still a mess of papers and plans, stacks of blueprints dotted around the room. The completed devices were on one bench against a wall, ready to be tested and then sorted, while the other benches and tables had various half built devices, wires and boards, plastic and metal panels, anything you could need. A machine in the corner was whirring away, a small round device sitting in the body of the machine while various arms moved to build an array of wires and components before piecing them together into a perfect copy of the ball. Morgan herself was hunched over on a stool, thick set gloves on while she took a pair of pliers to the loose bundle of wires on the project in front of her. She switched between the pliers and a nearby screwdriver without even looking up, her focus entirely on her task.
When the door to the workshop slid open she only stopped long enough to sigh before carrying on. ‘Before you start, yes I did sleep. It was more than four hours. And I even got some juice to drink after my coffee.’
‘I wasn’t going to say anything,’ Ohio said.
Morgan paused, finally looking up at the professor. He was leaning against the wall by the door, his arms folded as he watched Morgan pensively. ‘Then why are you interrupting me?’
‘Bernard’s already in the kitchen,’ Ohio said before checking his watch. ‘This is your…two minute warning before Alex or Janice come to get you for breakfast.’ Morgan sighed, screwing in the last wire before tossing the screwdriver down and pulling off her gloves. ‘His pancakes are that good huh?’
‘Alex’s are better,’ Morgan scowled, hopping off the stool and grabbing her coffee mug. ‘You know I hate this stupid schedule thing right?’
‘Didn’t really pick up on that no,’ Ohio smirked. ‘You’ve been keeping your objections real quiet.’
Morgan ignored him and headed out into the grey steel corridor. ‘You’re all acting like I’m the only one who “overworks” myself.’
‘Yeah, but you’re still the queen of it,’ Ohio said. Morgan rolled her eyes at that, ignoring Ohio’s knowing smirk as she downed the last of her nearly cold coffee. ‘So I know you won’t tell me what’s up with Chad-’
Morgan snorted, ‘That’s why you went on the fetch quest for me? Gossip?’
‘Not gossip,’ Ohio said. ‘I’m just…curious.’
‘About the gossip.’
Ohio frowned at Morgan. ‘Why does Alex’s mum care so much about Chad?’
‘You’ll have to ask her that.’
‘I can’t do that. That’s an invasion of privacy.’
‘And this isn’t?’
Ohio sighed, ‘I figured that Alex’s parents were helping with this heist for your sake.’
‘They are.’
‘But she’s worrying over your estranged brother?’ Ohio asked. Morgan tapped her nose again and Ohio sighed. ‘Seriously Morgan, what is this about?’
‘I need the medical records,’ Morgan said. ‘Mine, Diego’s and Chad’s. Janice and Bernard want to help us. What else is there to know?’
‘Janice offering to help Chad with his powers issue? Him asking to go to the farm? The plan for him to basically move in for months? Seriously, I get she likes you but why is she doing this for your brother that you don’t like and Alex actively hates? Speaking of,’ Ohio said, ‘why is Alex offering advice for Chad’s power problems? Since when do they care?’
Morgan stopped before they turned onto the corridor near the kitchen, giving Ohio a warning look. ‘I’m not going to tell you. If you want to know, ask Alex or Janice. But don’t expect them to tell you either.’
‘But-’
Morgan turned to face him properly, ‘If this is going to be a problem for the heist, tell me now and I’ll work out another plan. I mean it.’
Ohio sighed, ‘No, no you need my help. I’m not going to pull out over something like this. I just…I’m worried about you guys. And if whatever is going on with Chad is going to cause a problem with the plan-’
‘It won’t,’ Morgan said, her voice as hard as steel. ‘And you don’t need to worry about either of us.
‘That’s not how that works,’ Ohio said. ‘But fine, I’ll drop it. You’d better be right that it won’t affect the plan.’
When the two of them approached the kitchen Alex was two steps away from going to fetch Morgan themselves, clearly peeved at her dodging past them to refill her coffee mug from the freshly brewed pot. Barnaby and Janice were chatting over the first round of Bernard’s blueberry pancakes, Barnaby only pausing to sneak a kiss from Ohio as he leaned over for a plate. Alex already had a plate of food ready for Morgan, which she tucked into as her phone pinged just before Janice’s did.
Chad: do you trust them? your guys?
Morgan paused with her fork, looking over at Barnaby and Ohio as Barnaby continued in whatever story was entertaining Janice. Alex frowned at her ignoring her food until they saw the message over her shoulder.
‘You gonna leave him on read?’ Alex muttered.’
‘I’m thinking,’ Morgan said, finally remembering the pancake on her fork. ‘Would you trust them? With this?’
Alex shrugged, ‘Probably. But then again, they know what would happen if they crossed me.’ Morgan looked at Alex, watching them tuck into their breakfast. ‘Trust works differently when everyone’s got a fear of pain and death if they piss you off.’
Morgan snorted, ‘Almost everyone.’
‘Frankly you should get a bit more fear about it,’ Alex said. Morgan grinned at that as Alex rolled their eyes. ‘But if we assumed that I was just a guy who didn’t strike fear into almost everyone I met and you asked me that question?’ Alex thought for a moment, watching their dad deliver another batch of pancakes. ‘They’re good people. They know enough to know the stakes if it got out too soon, or at all. And they’re loyal. So I’d trust them more than most.’ They turned to Morgan, ‘But he asked you.’
Morgan finished the pancake on her plate before picking up her phone again, letting Alex fill her plate again as she read over the message before replying.
Morgan: I trust them to pull me out of a volcano
Morgan: why?
The reply from Chad didn’t come through until Morgan had finished all of the breakfast Alex had mandated and was halfway back to her workshop.
Chad: just checking. thanks. don’t work too hard
Morgan: not you too
*****
The day started calm in the Dodger’s house, if rather early. Chad was beginning to stretch awake when Dave padded down the stairs while Diego was once again in the shower. Breakfast was simple cereal and juice at the kitchen island, with Chad and Diego bickering in a way that left Dave laughing at the two of them. Both Diego and Dave said Chad could stay for as long as he wanted, that he was welcome here with them or alone, or even that he could head over to the Chastisers base with them to try out the rec room. But instead he insisted on leaving them to it. They would both be busy after all. They still had a job to do. And they had already done enough for him.
The rain had managed to run its course over night, but the overcast sky was threatening to turn to darker clouds at any moment despite the midmorning sun. Chad set off, not really planning his walk back to his apartment. There were countless routes to take, direct and scenic, and he wasn’t really in any kind of rush. So he walked, almost blindly, barely paying attention to the roads and crowds and parks. He tried to not let his mind get caught in the thought spirals that had been plaguing him recently, instead trying to focus on what Alex had said the previous night. Going back to basics with Power 101. Did he remember any of his old exercises for that? A few, but none of them seemed to apply to his situation. It was training how to summon his power, how to generate the winds, the cold, the lightning, the rain. Generating them wasn’t the problem right now. It was keeping them at bay.
Maybe I need to work it backwards, Chad thought, stopping in his walk finally. The storm was already there, radiating out every chance it got. So then maybe he could bring it down to settle. He had done it a thousand times before. He just needed to "remember" how to do it again. Looking around he was in the middle of a quiet park, nothing around him but the sound of a few birds. It was hard to remember he was in the middle of the city when it was this peaceful around him. He took a breath, moving to lean against a tree as he closed his eyes.
First step, he thought, is feel the power. He took another breath, the wind picking up around him in response. It hummed through him, barely needing a touch from him to respond. It had never felt this alive before, he realised. The wind swelled again with the smell of petrichor and chlorophyll beginning to move around him, swirling up as water droplets and dust mixed in the air before splashing against the leaves and grass and bark. He breathed in again, hearing the music of the birds carried on the breeze, the footsteps of people on the nearby path, the distant traffic. And then the next time he breathed out, the breeze settled with him. He couldn’t keep back a small smile as he breathed in again, the wind swelling again in time, before dipping as he slowly breathed out. Synchronised with his own breath.
Now, he thought, let’s turn everything down a bit. He could picture it, a dial in his mind’s eye like a dimmer switch. He breathed in, the wind swelling. He breathed out, the wind dipping. And in his mind’s eye, he tried to turn the dial. The wind buckled around him, before kicking back harder, and Chad scowled. No no, he needed to keep calm. If he got angry, if he lost control of his emotions, then this would never work. He swallowed, trying to keep his breathing calm and even until the wind fell in line again, rising and falling in time with his breath. He lingered there for a little longer, letting his mind itself calm as the world moved around him. A couple were talking on a nearby bench. There were ducks quacking. A bunch of children were squealing in delight on a distant patch of grass. And then he pictured the dial again, focusing on the calm feeling before he reached out for the dial again.
This time his mind kicked back before the wind could. Images flashed of Caroline and Richard looking at him with disapproval. Of Vigilante completely stoic in the moment he told Chad to go home. Of Morgan, tired and scowling at everyone around her. Of Diego and Dave watching him worried from under an umbrella. Of Janice and Bernard in his kitchen, holding him so tight and so warm. Of a blond haired man staring at him from a mirror before frost covered the reflection. Of Alex holding him up by the scruff of his suit, ready to snap their fingers. Of old nightmares filled with fire, the light reflected by a silver necklace.
He gasped, his eyes snapping open as he slid to the floor. He was panting, the wind swirling faster and faster. His hand flew to his neck, feeling for the small coin shaped pendant. Even when his fingers clinked against the metal his breathing couldn’t steady, and he fished out his phone. He needed to see. He needed to make sure.
He pulled up the camera on his phone, looking at the screen with wide eyes. The necklace was pinched between his fingers, stark against the Sterling olive skin, the hazel eyes and dark curly hair, and Chad slumped, his breathing finally starting to slow. He didn’t put down his phone though, instead raking his eyes over every inch of his…of this face. Something heavy like dread settled in his stomach as he realised the disguise was still fully in place, fully intact. Held in place by the necklace pinched between his fingers. He tried for a calming breath but the air shuddered in his chest, the wind rippling in time. And that triggered a thought in him. Yes the fluctuations were worse now, but even before the power exhaustion he’d had trouble keeping a lid on his powers. Especially when Caroline and Richard were around, or when he was around someone he needed to hide the truth from.
He flicked to his messages, pulling up his chat with Janice. She would probably have a good idea if he was on the right lines. And if she wasn’t she probably wouldn’t have any problems with asking Alex.
Chad: I have a quick question about my current problem?
Joan Stephens: Of course, what’s up?
Chad: could part of it be a fight or flight response? like my power is bracing for something dangerous to happen?
Joan Stephens: That isn’t a bad theory actually. Do you feel like you’re in a dangerous situation?
Chad had to wince at that. He was going to make her worry again wasn’t he?
Chad: things have been tense for a while
Joan Stephens: Then it’s fully understandable for your power fluctuation to be exacerbated with that tension and anxiety as well. It may well be a defence mechanism, an outlet for emotions you can’t otherwise express, or as you say, a fight or flight response.
Joan Stephens: This is good though. If we can identify why your powers are manifesting so strongly now we have a better chance of bringing back that control you need. I would want to start with removing as many sources of anxiety as we can to see if that mitigates anything.
Good luck with that , Chad thought to himself. But he knew better than to respond with that.
Chad: why do I feel like you’re going to agree with D+D’s idea about a holiday?
Joan Stephens: Honestly? After the 6 weeks we’ve had, everyone could do with a break from this stress. Especially you kids.
Chad: has it really been 6 weeks?
Joan Stephens: About 6 or 7 weeks by my count. I’ll look into exercises for managing anxiety as well. Have a think about sources of anxiety you can try and remove to see if that helps, and then we can go from there?
It was mid afternoon when Chad finally got back to his apartment, and he was no closer to working out how to deal with his “sources of anxiety”. The wind hadn’t abated fully after his experiment in the park, although he had managed to pull it close enough that no one else would feel the rushing air unless they tried to bump into him. Still, stepping into the apartment had Chad sighing in relief at finally being away from the crowds while the wind flared out and scattered the letters on the side. It only swelled for a moment before settling into a comfortable breeze around him, almost trailing after him as he moved through into the kitchen. He didn’t need to worry about reigning it in too much here after all.
He leaned against the kitchen counter with a fresh glass of water in his hand, trying to work out what to do next. He was half tempted to contact Janice again for some more advice, but he couldn’t bring himself to. He was an adult after all, he shouldn’t need someone to walk him through something as simple as this. He should be able to work this out. Even though he had never addressed anything like anxiety or stress before. He hadn’t needed to. Sure he’d had these kinds of feelings before but normally he just got over them.
The wind rushed slightly louder at that thought and Chad scowled. ‘Why do I feel like you’re criticising me right now?’ It was ridiculous to talk to the literal wind, especially one his own power was creating, but when it brushed against him it was easy to think it was responding. It wasn’t sentient though, it couldn’t be. Chad thought back to the conversation with Janice, to the possible causes of the uncontrollable powers, and his mind stuck on “outlet of emotions”.
He put his glass down and stepped away from the counter, feeling the wind swirl around him. ‘Alright, so if this is an outlet of my emotions,’ Chad said, and immediately the breeze brushed against his cheek in response, ‘....ok, outlet it is. Which means…there’s things I’m not expressing.’ Another brush against his cheek. ‘Like what?’ The wind rustled against his clothes, but there was nothing there to discern a comprehensive answer. He sighed, brow furrowing in frustration as he rubbed his hands over his face. This was never going to work.
He pushed aside the knot of dread that was growing in his stomach again before turning back to his glass. Only to see frost begin to crystallise on the glass. ‘Wait, but how…’ the wind rustled against him again, picking up his shirt and trying to make him shiver. No, he needed to pull it back in, needed to keep it in check. The wind lashed out at that thought, and with the loss of control his panic spiked. His chest began to grow tighter in time with the wind picking up, and the frost only thickened on the glass, then across the whole worktop. It was getting harder to catch his breath, the air around him getting colder and colder in time with each panicked breath. He squeezed his eyes shut, trying desperately to steady his breathing, like Morgan had shown him.
Morgan. He yanked out his phone, trying to fight through the shivers taking over his body as he sent her a message. Maybe she could talk him through it again. She mentioned something about a therapist, maybe she would have some advice for the rest of this. He watched his phone intently, watching the bubble change to “read,” holding his breath as he waited for a response.
The slight push against the cycling wind around him had Chad spinning on the spot, his eyes widening at the sight of Alex appearing in the room, bedecked in blood red silk and black skin tight trousers. ‘What the hell are you dragging Morgan into now?’
‘Shit,’ Chad hissed, the wind flaring around him and knocking over the glass on the counter. The spilled water immediately began to freeze over, and he was struggling to swallow down a single breath. He backed up until his hips hit something hard and he slumped to the floor, curling up as small as he could make himself. The wind roared in his ears, crystals of frost forming on his arms and shirt and in his hair. Right up until a hand pressed against his chest and pushed him to sit up straight.
‘You need to breathe,’ Alex said. ‘I’ll count, you follow, got it?’
Chad just about managed to nod as Alex began to count, taking him through that same breathing exercise Morgan had forever ago. His breath was shaky, leaving him trembling uncontrollably, but Alex never stopped counting and coaching. Chad finally opened his eyes, blinking past the tears he couldn’t control, and he looked up at Alex. His eyes met their glowing yellow ones, and suddenly he was back on the roof, Alex holding him up by the scruff of his cowl, about to snap their fingers.
The wind lashed out, sending something in the kitchen crashing to the floor, and Alex hissed. ‘Thought I told you to follow my counting?’
‘Please,’ Chad whimpered, ‘please don’t…’ he was suddenly grabbing Alex’s wrist, unsure what he was trying to do but he had to do something. ‘You can’t do this.’
He barely registered how Alex’s scowl dropped, recognition in their eyes as Chad’s mind was somewhere between the rooftop and his kitchen and a cyclone. ‘I’m not taking you to the arena,’ Alex said. Their voice was calm and quiet yet somehow able to cut through the storm. ‘Your lot took it down, remember? Couldn’t take you there even if I wanted to.’
Chad shook his head, squeezing his eyes shut as his grip on Alex’s arm tightened. He couldn’t tell what he was choking on, but something was blocking his air to the point his lungs were screaming.
‘Hey,’ Alex said, ‘where’s your happy place?’ Chad shook his head again, and Alex had to bite back a growl. ‘I’m not taking you there. Just picture it. Think of your happy place. Somewhere you feel happy and safe.’
Somewhere happy and safe. Chad tried to think. His childhood home, the one he remembered, was a place to learn and train, to grow strong. It was never safe. Not really. His apartment was his, but it was hard to be happy here. This was just the place he worked and slept. Diego’s house was safe but it wasn’t a space for him, it wasn’t one he could go to whenever he needed. And the farm…the farm was a dream. A wonderful dream, but one he wasn't allowed to have for real. Not now. Not yet. Chad tried to curl up into a ball again despite the hand on his chest holding him in place, the thing he was choking on suddenly dislodging with a sob. He was shaking his head again, he didn’t know why but it was all he could do. It was the only way he could respond.
‘Come on, work with me here. You don’t even need to tell me where it is. Just think of it. Picture what it looks like. Use all your senses.’
‘There isn’t one,’ Chad whimpered between gasps of air. He finally managed to look up at Alex, meeting those burning eyes again that were now looking at him with an expression Chad didn’t recognise, especially on Alex’s face. ‘I don’t have one.’ The realisation of what he said finally hit him, and he had to curl up, had to be small and hold himself together or he was going to shatter entirely. This time Alex’s hand didn’t stop him, moving with him as he pulled inwards, sobbing uncontrollably. The icy wind blasted around them, turning into a blizzard that couldn’t be stopped.
Alex’s other hand moved to Chad’s back, slowly starting to rub small circles between his shoulder blades. ‘Then just focus on breathing. I’ll count.’
Chapter 66
Summary:
Chad recovers, and for some weird reason Alex keeps trying to help
Notes:
Mor fun times ahoy! Look after yourselves
Content warning:
- Continuation of panic attack
- Emotional conflict
- Emotional/mental breakdown
Chapter Text
Chad couldn’t tell how long it took for the episode to pass. His mind was a torrent, swirling with every thought and memory that made him recoil and despair. Alex’s voice drifted in and out, counting something that he couldn’t keep a track off. The only thing keeping him from crumbling entirely was a warm weight bracing against his side and a hand rubbing circles in his back, keeping a constant rhythm. Eventually Chad managed to focus on just that, just the hand and the rhythm.
And then Alex’s voice drifted back in. ‘And breathe in for 1, 2, 3-’
Without thinking Chad took in a shuddering breath, following Alex’s counting again as best as he could. His chest was on fire, the icy air hurting his lungs, but he kept trying. In, hold, and out. In, hold, and out. Until the air he was sucking in slowly began to warm. The wind slowly began to slow, and it got easier and easier to hear Alex.
When Chad finally managed to open his eyes again he had to blink away the tears blurring his vision. Alex was still counting above his head, the hand still rubbing circles in his back, the warm weight still underneath him. His mind was slowly taking the pieces and trying to fit them together as he stared ahead at what should have been a tiled floor. But there was a pair of legs in the way, dressed in skin tight black pants, along with an arm pressed against him clad in blood red silk. Was he…leaning on Alex?
Chad shot upright, making Alex jolt in surprise. ‘Whoa hold on, you should take it slow. That attack was pretty nasty.’
‘Attack?’ Chad rasped, coughing at the roughness in his throat.
‘Panic attack, flashback, whatever that was,’ Alex said.
Chad swallowed and looked at Alex. They were watching Chad with an expression that would look like concern on Janice, their eyes scanning over Chad intently. Chad’s focus locked on the darkened stains on their silk shirt from where Chad had been curled up against them. He…he had been crying on Alex. And Alex had let him.
‘I…’ Chad sniffed, rubbing his hands over his face, trying to make some sense as to what just happened. ‘I need to um…’
‘Wait hang on,’ Alex said, going to move. ‘Mum will have my head if I don’t do this properly. Water, tissues, how do you contact your therapist?’
‘I don’t have a therapist,’ Chad said. It was meant to be an off hand comment, but the way the air tensed around him had Chad looking up in alarm.
‘What do you mean you don’t have a therapist?’ Alex asked, something dangerous in their voice.
‘I don’t need one?’ Chad said. Alex raised a single eyebrow and Chad swallowed down his panic. ‘I’ve never needed one?’
‘Bullshit.’
‘I don’t, they’re a waste…’ Chad trailed off as he realised what he was about to say. Who he was about to repeat.
‘What were you about to say there?’ Alex said, that dangerous tone still in their voice.
Chad swallowed, looking around at the kitchen. He winced at the thick coat of frost and ice across the entire room, the shattered remains of various glasses and plates that had been by the sink were scattered across the floor. ‘Dammit,’ he sighed. ‘I…I need to sort this out.’
Before he could begin to climb to his feet Alex snapped their fingers and in just a blink the ice had vanished. Not melted, vanished. And the broken kitchenware was sitting fully mended and neatly stacked on the counter. ‘There, sorted,’ Alex said with ice in their voice. ‘What were you about to say about therapists?’
‘Something wrong probably,’ Chad muttered as he slowly got to his feet, looking around his kitchen with a stunned kitchen. ‘How did you…’
‘Don’t change the subject,’ Alex stood up, folding their arms. ‘You’ve really never seen a therapist? Even with those two wastes of space you call your parents?’
‘It’s never come up,’ Chad shrugged.
‘Don’t the FA make you do mandatory psych evals or something?’ Alex asked. Chad shook his head, and Alex’s eyes widened. ‘Holy shit, no wonder you’re all screwed in the head.’
‘I…what’s that supposed to mean?’
‘Your panic attack just nearly destroyed your apartment building. Granted it only got properly volatile after…’ Alex looked away, thinking for a second. ‘Why did you try to message Morgan for help with a panic attack?’
Chad shrugged, ‘She was able to help last time. I couldn’t…manage the counting thing on my own.’ Alex looked over him again, their expression carefully neutral. It should have unnerved Chad but with their emotions as unsettled as they were it just made him aggravated. ‘Why did you read Morgan’s message?’
‘She was busy,’ Alex said. ‘I didn’t fancy distracting her when she had a soldering iron in her hand.’
‘Why did you have her phone?’
Alex sighed. ‘She said if she’s “only” allowed to work for ten hours a day she didn’t want distractions when she was working.’ They summoned a box of tissues, tossing them at Chad before looking for the now repaired glass from earlier. They tapped it, watching it fill with water before holding it out to Chad.
‘I can get my own water you know?’
‘I think you mean “thank you Alex for being so generous,”’ Alex sneered. ‘And I don’t know if you can or not, you might be as bad as Morgan.’
Chad took the glass, taking a sip of the water before he registered that it might be a bad idea to drink something Alex gave him. But it did just taste like cool water, and it was soothing on his raw throat. He swallowed, trying not to freak out at Alex watching them. ‘Thank you.’
Alex gave a condescending grin. ‘There, was that so hard?’
Chad put down the glass and tissues, scrubbing at his sore eyes as he tried to ignore Alex being…well. Alex. He didn’t know if he had the energy in him to try to stop another storm, even a wind would be too much to fight against now. Wait , he thought, where was the wind?
He blinked, finally paying attention to his power. It had dipped again, nestled against his bones and thrumming through his muscles, but the near constant feeling of it pushing against his skin was gone. And the wind itself was gone. He looked around, his confusion growing at the absence of the thing that had been with him all day.
‘What?’ Alex asked.
‘It’s gone,’
‘What’s gone?’
‘The wind,’ Chad said, putting his hand to his chest. It ached from the panic attack but he was breathing easier than he had been for hours. ‘It’s been there all day, and now it’s gone.’
‘I’m not surprised,’ Alex said. ‘You probably ran out of puff halfway through that panic attack.’
Chad’s frown didn’t disappear, and he thought back to his earlier conversation with Janice. ‘You said you’re a power expert right?’ He turned to Alex. ‘What causes power fluctuations?’
Alex rolled their eyes, ‘How much time do we have? There’s all sorts. Can you be more specific?’
‘Uh,’ Chad said, ‘emotional reactions? A defence mechanism? An outlet? A fight or flight response?’
‘You’ve just listed four possible causes, yes,’ Alex said. ‘Well, maybe three depending on what you mean by outlet.’ Chad looked at them expectantly and Alex sighed. ‘Can’t you ask Mum about this?’
‘I did.’
‘And how did that go?’
‘She said those four could be options to look into.’
Alex rolled their eyes. ‘Then I don’t know what else to tell you. They can be a response to high emotions, a defence mechanism if you think you’re in danger, an outlet for repressed emotions, it can just happen because you’re sick or in pain and don’t have your normal level of control.’
Chad swallowed, ‘If…hypothetically…you were repressing emotions to the point it was causing fluctuations, how would you deal with that?’
‘Talk to a therapist,’ Alex said. Chad frowned, and Alex shrugged. ‘You asked.’
‘I can’t,’ Chad said. ‘Not without getting into…all of this. And I can’t get into it because if Caroline and Richard found out, or if the FA found out, then we’re screwed.’
‘If your therapist is handing your confidential information over to other people then they’re a shitty therapist,’ Alex said.
Chad gave Alex his own deadpan expression. ‘All of my medical records get automatically pulled and hidden in one of their storage houses, remember? There’s no way they wouldn’t read them first.’
Alex opened their mouth, before conceding the point. But only for a moment, as the start of an idea began to form. ‘They only pull Chad’s records.’
Chad looked at Alex in confusion, ‘Yeah. What’s your point?’
‘Sign up to a therapist with a different name. Then they can’t get their hands on them.’
Chad sighed, ‘Alex I’m not committing fraud just to see a therapist.’
‘You don’t have to,’ Alex said. ‘Just use your birth name.’
Chad blinked, the cold dread settling in his stomach again. On reflex he reached up for the necklace, waiting to hear the metal clink against his hand. That wouldn’t work. That name…was it even his name? Would he be allowed to use it? ‘Charlie’s legally dead. He wouldn’t have medical records at all. No one would take him on.’
Alex thought for a moment. ‘Bet Dad knows how to deal with that.’
‘They’ll think I’m crazy,’ Chad said. ‘It sounds insane. It is insane.’
‘You’ve got the necklace,’ Alex said. ‘There are others who can confirm you’re telling the truth if they need to do a profile on you.’ They thought for another second. ‘Becky’s probably got some good names to recommend.’
‘Who’s Becky?’
‘My therapist,’ Alex said. ‘You can’t have her, I found her first.’
Chad's eyes widened in surprise, ‘You have a therapist?’ Alex nodded. ‘But…but you’re…’
‘I don’t know whether to warn you against finishing that sentence or insist that you do,’ Alex grinned.
‘You have a therapist. But you’re evil. And…and villainous,’ Chad said. ‘Is…is she helping you stop being a villain?’
Alex laughed at that, ‘Oh my me, no, absolutely not. No, she’s just there to help me work out things.’
‘Like what?’
‘S tier things,’ Alex said. ‘Ultimate power comes with its own set of issues you know. Anyway we’re not talking about me,’ they quickly checked a watch that Chad could have sworn wasn’t there a moment before, ‘we’re talking about getting you to deal with your repressed emotions.’
Chad sighed. ‘I can’t.’
‘Well unless you want to keep having superpowered panic attacks you need to,’ Alex said. They moved to sit up on the kitchen counter, watching Chad expectantly. ‘Have you even admitted what happened yet?’
Chad rolled his eyes, ‘What part of I can’t tell anyone-’
‘I meant to yourself,’ Alex said. ‘Have you taken those emotions and thoughts and everything else and actually looked at them?’
‘I haven’t had time.’
Alex leaned back, watching Chad with a cool expression. ‘Then make time.’
Chad let out a shuddering breath, trying to breathe through the dread pooling again. ‘I…I don’t think I want to.’
‘No one wants to look at things they’re repressing. That’s kind of why you repress them.’
‘But it’s too much. Thinking about what’s happened, what we found out. It…it feels like too much, and-’
‘What happened?’
Chad looked at them with a frown, ‘You know what happened.’
‘I know. I want you to say it,’ Alex said. ‘Say it out loud. The things you’re not looking at.’ Chad immediately stiffened, their grip on their necklace tightening. It was a good thing the storm had run out earlier, because Chad knew if there was any energy left it would be ripping at the kitchen again. ‘You want to know how to deal with repressed emotions? This is how you start. You can’t work through them without acknowledging them.’
‘I can’t do that,’ Chad whispered.
Alex leaned forward, ‘Say it. Say what happened.’
‘I don’t even know where to begin.’
‘Doesn’t matter. It doesn’t need to be coherent or make sense or be a fancy report. You just need to say it. Put it into words.’
The panic gave way to anger and Chad growled. 'I. Can't. There's too much to fit into words and to admit to it now? When I can't do anything about it? That won't work. I'll be even more of a liability.'
Alex raised an eyebrow, 'A liability for what? You're not exactly doing anything right now.'
'Yeah and who's fault is that?!' Chad shouted. He almost wanted the wind to appear just so he could feel his anger thrum through the air around him instead of just burning in his blood. 'Who's the one who put me in hospital with powers I can't control anymore?' Alex's face fell, and they looked away from Chad. But he wasn't done. 'You're responsible for half of my problems right now, why the hell would I say anything about what I'm thinking and feeling in front of you?'
Alex thought for a moment, a serious expression on their face. 'Who else can you tell?'
Chad laughed coldly at that. 'Wow, OK. I didn't realise that was the baseline for trusting someone now.'
'Never said you had to trust me,' Alex said. 'But at the same time, you can.'
'No I can't! The last time we were face to face you tried to abduct me!' The anger was only getting hotter in him, making him want to scream or hit something. And for once he didn't try to push it down. 'You were going to throw me into that arena, cuff me and feed me to your damn monsters.'
'No I wasn't.' Alex's voice was quiet when they spoke. 'I just said that for the heroes in your ear. You weren't going to go anywhere near the arena.'
Chad spluttered, 'What? You…you weren't going to take me?'
'No I was going to,' Alex said. 'Just not there.'
'Then where?' Chad was reeling, trying to process what Alex was saying. 'Why?'
'Somewhere safe. I don’t know. I thought it was a good idea at the time okay?' Alex frowned. 'I didn't realise you were going to go and nearly kill yourself to try and stop me.'
'If it was all an act why didn't you tell me?'
Alex chuckled at that, 'If I gave you any forewarning you wouldn't have agreed to it. Even though being around them so much was making you have a nervous breakdown.'
Chad looked at Alex in confusion. 'Why would you care about that? You hate me.'
Alex was silent, still perched on the counter and staring at the ceiling. Chad wanted to push them more, either make them angry or make them answer, but something told him to pause. When Alex finally looked at him, Chad could swear he saw unshed tears in their eyes. 'I'll go first then shall I?'
'What?'
'Saying the things we can't look at out loud. I'll go first.' They let out a heavy breath, rolling their shoulders like they were about to brace for a fight, their gaze roughly in Chad's direction even if Alex couldn't keep eye contact.
‘My baby brother was abducted.’ Chad stiffened, his heart hammering as he watched Alex. They ignored his racing heart, too focused on their next words, their next thought. Their next confession. ‘And the people that did it faked his death, so none of us knew the truth. We thought Charlie was dead for more than 20 years. And in that time,’ Alex met Chad’s eyes. ‘He went through hell.’ Chad’s eyes welled up with fresh tears and he tried to shake his head, but Alex ignored his silent protest and carried on. ‘I know some of what Morgan went through when you were kids. Even before she had to go through sidekick training. And your powers came in when you were five. There is no way those two shitstains would get their hands on a prodigy and then go easy on you.’
Chad squeezed his eyes shut, but Alex carried on. ‘My baby brother, who at this point wouldn’t be able to remember me, or Mum and Dad, or home, went through hell. So he could be moulded into the perfect tool, the perfect weapon, for the Sterling hero legacy. And then I fought him. I didn't realise it was him but I fought him. I fought my brother. And I…I hurt him. I nearly killed him a few times.’ Chad swallowed past the lump in his throat and looked up to see Alex’s eyes were definitely shining with unshed tears. ‘And I hated him. I hated you. And the whole time I never knew who you really were. They made my brother into a person I hated. That…that really stings.’
‘Alex-’
‘But what stings more,’ Alex said, ‘is that you hate me too. And I don't blame you. Not after everything I’ve done. And even if by some miracle some day you don’t? There’s no way you would ever trust me. Not like you trust Morgan and Diego. Not when I’m unapologetically the worst villain in recorded history and you’re…the shiniest fucking hero they’ve ever made. We never get to be…we never get to be siblings like that.’ Alex sniffed, blinking the tears out of their eyes before looking at Chad again.
Chad sniffed, shaking his head, 'But you hate me. You still hate me.'
'I wish,' Alex laughed humourlessly. 'It was easier when I did. The world made more sense. But no, no we all found out who you are, who you were, and that was it. I tried to carry on hating you. But I couldn't. Even though you're still the obnoxious hero who tried to make Morgan live a life she would hate. Even though you're still the person that went along with whatever stupid plans your parents came up with.'
'They're not my-' Chad grimaced, stopping himself.
But Alex was already looking at him, sitting up straighter with wide eyes. 'Finish that sentence.' Chad shook his head, and Alex leaned forward. 'Say it.'
'I can't,' Chad whispered. 'It won't help.'
'It might.' Alex said. 'Sometimes getting it off your chest makes it bearable.'
Chad's breath was rattling in his lungs again, his hands over his mouth as if that could keep the words in, would muffle them into something indistinguishable. He could feel the knot in his throat growing bigger and bigger, until he finally caved. Even then, his voice was the quietest whisper, imperceptible to anyone that wasn't Alex. 'They're not my parents.'
Alex slipped off the counter, stepping closer to Chad slowly. 'Who are they?' Chad shook his head, eyes squeezing shut as fresh tears began to fall. 'If you keep bottling it up you'll explode. No one else is here. No one is going to be able to use this against you.'
'You're here. You could.'
'I won't,' Alex said. 'I promise.'
Chad shouldn't have believed them. Nothing about Alex said they were someone he should believe. Or even trust. But that worried expression they had was the same one they gave Morgan when she wasn't looking, and something in him gave way. 'They're kidnappers. They…they're my kidnappers.'
The ground almost fell out underneath him. But something caught him, holding him up as he crumbled. And he let them, let Alex hold all his weight as fresh sobs wracked through him. He gripped onto Alex, burying his face into their shoulder, unable to contain the damn that had just broken inside him.
'I hate them. I hate them for what they did. What they've done and…and they're still doing it.' It was easier to say it all with his eyes closed, where he couldn't see that Alex was watching him. 'But part of me still cares about them, still loves them I think. Even after everything they did. It makes no sense. Why do I still care about them and what they think when I hate them so much?'
Alex stayed silent, swallowing against the lump in their throat as they felt Chad sob against them. An arm went around his shoulders, rubbing soothing circles between his shoulder blades again. 'Why do you hate them?'
Chad hiccuped, trying to get enough breath back to speak. 'They stole me. From you and from Janice and Bernard. And then they gave me a fake name and a fake face so I could replace Morgan and Diego’s dead brother. Who…who no one remembers now. If Morgan can't find his records then he just doesn't exist. They made the world forget him while I'm here living a lie they dreamed up for me.'
Alex didn’t have a response to that. Not one that could have helped. Instead they just let Chad cry while he clung to them, letting their own tears fall while Chad couldn’t see. They forced their breathing to be steady, breathing in and out in time with their hand on Chad’s back.
Eventually the sobs began to slow, turning into whimpers, and then sniffles. Chad’s head was resting on Alex's shoulder, fresh tears still falling that stained their shirt more. But Alex didn't comment.
'I don't want to do this anymore,' Chad whispered.
'Which part?'
Chad sniffed and straightened slightly, looking over Alex's shoulder. 'Pretending that this isn't real. That I don't know the truth now. I have to wipe my phone after every conversation just in case someone sees a message they're not supposed to. Everyone in my phone is under a fake name so no one twigs who I'm talking to. I'm having to constantly check what I'm saying and how I'm reacting to anyone I'm talking to. And I hate it. I just want to scream, or…or to march up to them and demand answers. Or to just leave, leave and go somewhere where I don't have to pretend or hide so I can try and work out who the hell I'm supposed to be.'
Alex frowned, 'Supposed to be?'
'Chad's made up. My whole life is. My name and my dreams, my job, it's all fake. It's all a fantasy they made for me and when that comes out…I can't. I can't pretend I can be the same person. Even if the FA let me, which they probably wouldn’t. But I don't know who I am without their made up life for me. I can't be Charlie, Charlie died twenty years ago, he never got the chance to be a person-' Chad paused, his mind catching up with what he just said, the realisation processing slowly. 'They didn't just steal me. They stole my life.'
At some point Chad had to run out of tears. But even when he did Chad stared off into the middle distance, the gears working in his head. Alex swallowed, not daring to move in case some part of this moment was broken. Chad was still leaning against them, head resting on their shoulder while Alex held them close. It had been to catch them and hold them up, and Alex was still doing that. That’s all this was, Alex just holding him up so he didn’t lie down and cry in the middle of the kitchen. But at some point the spell over the two of them, that was freezing them in place, would break. And Alex was trying to work out what to do next. What to say next. They wanted to drop Chad off at the lair and let Mum and Dad work their magic. They wanted to throw Caroline and Richard into a torture dimension that was worse than hell. They wanted to atomise the necklace around Chad's neck and…and what? Hope destroying the disguise, the secrets, the lies, would bring Charlie back?
Chad was quiet when he spoke again, but he still dragged Alex out of their thoughts. 'How did it feel? When you saw my real face?'
Alex took a slow and careful breath in and out, trying to keep their composure. 'Like I'd been crushed by a shakanium building.'
'Can that even hurt you?'
'No. But I imagine it would hurt most people.'
Chad managed a small chuckle. 'Being crushed by a normal building would kill most people.'
Alex sighed, 'I swear everyone is made of tissue paper!' Chad chuckled despite himself, shaking his head as he shifted against Alex. For a second Alex thought he was going to pull away and it took everything in them not to hold on tighter. But he didn’t, for some reason he didn’t. So Alex stayed exactly where they were as well. 'How did it feel for you? The first time you saw your face?'
'I've only seen it once,' Chad said. 'Felt like I'd been struck by lightning.'
'Does that hurt you weather boy?'
'Yes actually.'
Alex pulled a face at that. 'Can't you just redirect the lightning?'
'I used to be able to,' Chad said, his hand flexing against Alex’s back. With how quiet the conversation was Alex could almost hear the robotics and wires in his hand. 'It's harder to do now though. Tends to be more trouble than it's worth.' Alex didn’t know how to respond to that. Luckily they didn’t have to, because Chad apparently wanted to change the subject. ‘What’s your plan? After Morgan’s mission is done?’
Alex shook their head, ‘I don’t think you want me to answer that question.’
They half expected Chad to pull away then. But instead he sighed, almost sagging against them. ‘You’re going to kill them aren’t you?’
‘If Mum doesn’t beat me to it.’ Alex was very careful to not squeeze Chad with misplaced anger. ‘As far as I’m concerned they’ve lived too long already. Mum will probably pull every secret she can out of them first though.’
‘Like what?’
‘Why they took you,’ Alex said. ‘If they planned it out. Who else knew. Who helped them. Things like that.’
Chad swallowed, ‘Aunt Sonja would be next on the list then wouldn’t she?’
‘Probably.’
‘She was probably forced to,’ Chad said. ‘I don’t think she would just agree to be an accessory to something like this.’
‘Chad-’
‘She’s really nice okay? Really nice. She would come over and look after us after school when Caroline and Richard were working. And when we went to her house and Uncle Henry was at his sports games she would give us sweets and ice cream even though we technically weren’t allowed, and-’
‘Chad,’ Alex said. ‘She’s the one that made your necklace.’
Chad nodded, ‘I know I know, but-’
‘She’s also probably the one that made Morgan and Diego forget their other brother.’
Chad went silent at that. Alex turned to get a better look at him, cringing at the lost expression on his face. ‘I want to say she wouldn’t,’ Chad whispered, ‘but…who else would they have gone to?’
Alex bit back the snarkier reflex response that popped in their head. ‘That’s what Mum would want to find out.’ They let Chad lean against them again, trying not to poke at the silence around the both of them. Instead they moved to bury their face in Chad’s shoulder, closing their eyes. This was fine. They were fine.
Chad shifted and Alex fought against the urge to tighten their grip. ‘You probably need to get back at some point. Morgan won’t wrangle herself.’
Alex checked their watch. Morgan’s mandated break was supposed to start fifteen minutes ago. Chances are she would be glued to her workbench or combing the lair for Alex and her phone. ‘I’ve got time.’
Chad shook his head and finally pulled away. Not by much, they were still in arms length of each other. But the spell was breaking. The moment was gone. Alex wiped at their face, refusing to let their lip tremble as Chad mopped up his own tears. ‘Sorry about your shirt,’ he muttered.
Alex looked down at the dark stain of tears and probable snot. ‘Its fine. My clothes have definitely seen worse,’ they chuckled.
Chad managed a small smile. ‘You should get back to the others.’ He stepped away, the small bubble around them stretching, about to break any second.
‘You know,’ Alex said, ‘Mum always cooks too much food. There’s probably enough to make an extra plate or two for you.’ Chad gave a sad smile and shook his head. ‘Oh come on, you can’t say no to Mum’s food.’
Chad shook his head again. ‘No, no if I go now I won’t come back.’
‘Even better,’ Alex said. ‘You can help with Morgan detail.’
‘No I can’t,’ Chad said, ‘not without sorting out all this.’ He gestured to the apartment, and Alex looked at him confused. ‘I…I need to end my lease, work out what I’m doing with the furniture, the books, the dvds. Do I put everything in storage? Do I sell it? Do I donate it? And then there’s the matter of getting it down five flights of stairs, and-’
‘Oh,’ Alex said. ‘You…you mean it. You would be, gone gone.’ Chad looked at Alex and nodded. They glanced into the rest of the apartment they could see, eyes wide in surprise. ‘You would just pack up and go. And never come back?’
‘Not for a while anyway. And if I did I wouldn’t want to move back here,’ Chad said. ‘Besides, I was probably going to have to move anyway. The stairs wouldn’t have been good for Pebbly.’
‘Who’s Pebbly?’
‘She’s…well, she’s a rescue dog,’ Chad said. ‘She’s the sweetest girl, I’ve been trying to adopt her for weeks. The application was already going slow because she’s an old girl and the rescue was worried about her health and the stairs, and then with everything else I’ve not been able to chase it up. But I was already thinking I would need to move, at least to somewhere ground level. Probably somewhere bigger too. There was this little town house that was perfect, but-’
Alex snorted, and Chad looked at them offended. ‘Sorry, no. That wasn’t…that’s a very you thing to do.’
‘Which part?’
‘Uproot your life to make a dog you haven't adopted yet more comfortable.’
Chad scowled at that, ‘She’s a sweet girl, she deserves it.’
Alex had to bite back a laugh, but they couldn’t stop the grin cracking across their face. Chad’s scowl grew and Alex raised their hands. ‘I didn’t mean it in a bad way ok?’ Chad folded his arms, looking for all the world like he was pouting, which only made Alex want to laugh more. ‘Alright, I’d better go wrangle your sister before you get a little foot stomp along with that pout of yours.’
‘Hey!’
Alex laughed, twitching their shirt to vanish all the stains on it before turning away.
‘Wait.’ Alex paused, turning back to Chad with a raised brow. Chad looked at them unsure, debating something in his mind, before his shoulders straightened slightly. ‘Thank you.’
‘For what?’
Chad thought for a second, choosing his words carefully. ‘I’m not saying this because I condone you invading Morgan’s privacy. Because I don’t. But…thank you for helping. Even if that’s probably not why you came.’
Alex smiled softly and shrugged. ‘It’s no big deal. Make sure you message Mum later.’
Chad looked like he wanted to say something else, but before he could Alex stepped backwards with a wave and vanished. Another step and they appeared in their bedroom, looking ahead at a blank stone wall. They let out a breath, their shoulders sagging as all the tension in them vanished. They flopped back onto their bed, looking up at the ceiling with a thousand thoughts racing in their head. A thousand things they didn't say to him. To Chad. Or maybe Charlie? They tried to shake that out of their head before it planted properly. Chad had no idea what he was going to do yet. They couldn't get their hopes up about what could happen. It would hurt so much more if they then didn't, and Alex wasn't sure they could deal with their heart breaking over their brother again.
He thanked me, they thought, a sad smile growing on their face as tears pricked at their eyes again. He doesn't hate me. The smile grew at that, and they closed their eyes. How the hell had they managed that?
Chapter 67
Summary:
Everyone gets ready for the heist, and Chad gets his plans ready for afterwards
Notes:
I promise I was planning on going back to twice a week posting while I've got the buffer but I had a minor dental operation today, and I'm feeling very sorry for myself and if I can't have sweet things to cheer me up I'll have to get validation instead.
No content warnings in this chapter, enjoy!
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It was clear that everyone had felt the change in the atmosphere over the next week. The tension was growing, but the tension itself was different to how it had been even just a week ago. The constant subterfuge, the hiding and secrecy, the hunt for the truth, that was completely different to the energy that was surrounding them now. They had an end goal, a deadline. They could see the final pieces, the final move that would make or break their search for answers. Regardless of how it played out, this would be the climax. The limbo that had been hanging over them and wearing them all down would be over. They were getting into the endgame.
Despite this, the routine in Alex’s lair was very much the same it had been for the past few weeks, if slowed down by Alex and Janice’s actions. Morgan was still sneaking into the workshop to do extra work of course, but she was doing less than before. Barnaby and Kotetsu ended up volunteering themselves as assistants more often than not, giving an extra pair of hands (and paws) which managed to make up for Morgan’s perceived “lost time” with the new schedule. When Bernard wasn’t building his own share of gadgets he was running through testing the completed devices with Ohio, which had been going better than predicted. Only a third of the prototypes so far needed fixing, which had Bernard being very positive even while Morgan was grumbling about needing more time in the workshop. Those which needed the final magical touches were being worked on by Janice, laying her spellwork with a confident and practised hand that took no time at all. With all of them working on the heist Alex ended up doing everything else. Making sure everyone ate, enforcing breaks on everyone, and keeping the heroic members of the team in the loop. Which did happen, if rarely.
Dave and Diego felt the new tension, the new impending mission, in a very different way. They had to carry on like before, continuing with their heroic day jobs minus the operation against Alex’s arena. They carried on keeping an eye on Diego’s parents, as much as they could anyway with Caroline and Richard very much putting themselves at a distance until their children apologised for the various perceived slights. They were also starting to learn the plan Morgan had drafted for the site they were going to hit, from the blueprints of the building to the security to bypass to the tools Morgan had designed for them and how to use them. They wouldn’t have any time to practise. They wouldn’t get a test run. The most they might get is some time to make sure they could use the gadgets and tools. So they ran through the plan, the path through the building, the ways to bypass the security, again and again and again.
And Chad felt it too. He felt the guilt at not being able to help. He felt the worry for his family, old and new, risking themselves while he stayed back with no way to do anything. He felt the anticipation of the secret finally breaking, the truth finally coming out one way or another. It was terrifying as a concept. And the thought brought him a relief that threatened to sweep his feet out from under him. So he kept himself busy. Not by stressing over the hero communicator or the FA or the senior Sterlings. In fact the day after Alex left his apartment Chad turned his hero communicator off for the first time in his career and packed it away. In a bag right next to his hero suit and a handwritten letter he had rewritten ten times. For when the time came.
And then Chad packed. He called his landlord to give his notice on the apartment, he contacted the energy and internet companies to end his accounts, he looked for options on selling and storing his furniture, his kitchenware, his everything. And he packed. Within two days the dvds, books, posters, and mementos were wrapped up and stored in newly acquired boxes. By the third day most of the kitchen was boxed up, except for a few plates and his kettle, and by the fourth all his clothes (bar outfits for the week) were packed as well.
It was when he had nearly finished packing away the clothes that he realised he was avoiding a certain conversation that needed to be had. He waited until after dinner, until after Morgan and Bernard were sure to be done for the evening, to call Janice.
‘Evening sweetheart,’ she said, and Chad could tell she was surprised but happy at the call. ‘Everything alright?’
‘Hi. Yeah, yeah everything’s fine,’ Chad said, a gentle breeze tickling him as his nerves grew. ‘Can I…I don’t know if or when you’re free, but I was hoping to ask for some help? It’s not serious, or urgent, I’m fine, I just-’
‘Of course you can,’ Janice said. ‘I’m free now. Is this a phone call chat? Or do you want me to come over?’
‘Well…’ Chad paused, looking around at the boxes. It would be easier for him to ask if she could see what he was looking at. ‘Phone is fine. Or video call. I uh…need a visual aide.’
‘Oh well in that case I’ll come over,’ Janice said. ‘See you in a second.’
Chad blinked. ‘Huh? Oh wait-’
A flash of red light appeared next to him, and Chad turned to see Janice appearing in the kitchen next to him. She was smiling at him before the magic died, her red eyes fading back to blue while she dusted off her crimson lace top. ‘Hi sweetheart,’ she stepped forward, offering him a hug that he fell into far too easily. She didn’t carry the various smells of baking and cooking at the moment, he realised. Instead there was a strange unearthly spice of magic around her, mixing with floral scents from her perfume and the smell of charged ozone. But her embrace was just as strong and warm, and it was far too easy to lose himself in it. Even if just a minute.
When they pulled away Janice finally noticed the various stacks of cardboard boxes in the apartment, and she looked at Chad with concern and confusion. ‘Everything’s fine,’ Chad said with a nervous smile. ‘I uh…well you said the training would take a few months at best? And I can’t really keep my lease open for a place I’m not living in. And I wanted to move at some point anyway, so uh…now seemed like a good time to…to move out?’
Janice watched, still perplexed, before she tried to hold back a smile. ‘You’re moving out?’
Chad nodded. ‘Yeah. Seemed like a good idea. But uh…I’m still working out what to do with some of the stuff. Which is…I mean…’
‘What you need my help with?’ Janice asked. Chad nodded, and she beamed. It was a dazzling smile, one of love and hope and excitement. ‘What stuff do you need help with?’
‘The furniture should be fine,’ Chad said. ‘My landlord’s coming over tomorrow to see which pieces she wants to buy off me, hopefully she’ll take all of it and then I don’t need to worry about trying to sell it or move it down all those floors. But if she doesn’t I’ll get it sold or donated on somehow. I’ll probably donate the kitchen stuff, obviously if you want any of it you can but uh…I imagine your stuff is fancier than mine.’
Janice chuckled at that and touched Chad’s shoulder, making sure to gently squeeze at the organic part of his shoulder. ‘What do you need help with sweetheart?’
Chad sighed. ‘I don’t want to assume how much stuff I can…take with me? To the farm? And I don’t want to impose, I already feel like I am so-’
‘Chad,’ Janice said, her voice soft and light and filled with humour, ‘as far as I’m concerned I’ll pick up literally everything in this flat, furniture included, and teleport it to the farm. We’ll find space for it. We have enough room in the basement. I’ll make more room if I have to. You won’t have to leave any part of your life behind that you don’t want to, I’ll make sure of it.’
Chad’s shoulders slumped, and he gave a relieved smile. ‘Thanks. But uh…realistically I don’t want to clutter the place.’
‘Please do,’ Janice said. ‘Please clutter the place. Nothing will make me happier. I want to see your things, your books and your, I saw you had dvds? I want to see your dvds, your music collection, your knick knacks. I won’t let you make my house messy mind. But this is your life. This is you. And I want to see it. So the question is,’ she stepped away, smiling at the relief and excitement and hope coming off Chad, ‘what are you keeping? Because the things you keep can come to the farm. I won’t hear about getting rid of things you want to keep. I won’t hear about you putting things in storage. It will come with us.’
Chad pulled her into another hug, his eyes squeezing shut to hold back the tears as he grinned. The wind swirled around them, picking up Janice’s hair and tickling her cheek. ‘Thank you,’ he whispered.
‘Oh my boy,’ Janice whispered. ‘I can’t wait to have you home.’
The rest of the evening was spent with Chad sorting through the packed boxes, working out what he wanted to keep, what he wanted to get rid of, and what he didn’t mind either way. Janice’s help was less in helping him work out how much he should take, and in making sure he didn’t sacrifice anything he wanted to the thrift shop or dump. She also took it as a chance to take a sneaky look at his effects. She spied a few spy films she knew Bernard would love to watch, some mystery books she had been meaning to read, she gasped in delight at the box of carefully packed vinyls. The box that made her pause, that filled her heart with warmth, were the mementos. It took all her willpower to not unpack it and examine every picture frame and battered box filled with what she assumed were letters and notes and trinkets and memories. She would have time later. When Chad was good and ready, she’d have all the time in the world to see the meaningful things in his life.
In the end Chad’s pile of “things to keep” was much bigger than he originally imagined he could get away with, while the pile of “things to get rid of” were literally the things he didn’t want or need. And even then Janice made an argument for him to keep them for when he needed them. It would be easier and cheaper to keep his pots and pans and plates than to get rid of them now and have to replace them later, and she insisted they would have space at the farm. But the pots were a little too battered, the plates a little too chipped, and Chad insisted on getting rid of them. Besides, the stuff he had was all basic and plain, picked out of necessity. It would be nice to get a new place, a new apartment or even a small house, and to get things he actually liked and wanted. Things that would make it feel like a home. A home where people could visit. And he would definitely need nicer dishware for visitors. He didn’t voice any of that, but the hopeful smile the image gave him was enough to quiet Janice’s arguments as he marked up another box to be taken somewhere to be donated.
It was nearly 11 at night when Janice finally left. After they had a plan for all the boxes, all Chad’s effects he wanted to keep, and they had agreed when she would come over to teleport them to their new temporary home. Then there was another fifteen minutes of hugs, of her checking in on him, of him checking in on her and Bernard and Morgan, before they finally said a goodbye that didn’t get followed up with another question, another check in, another smile or hug. Chad’s eyes were wet when she left, but the smile on his face refused to budge, and he felt lighter than he had in weeks. The farm was feeling less like a dream now. The endgame was coming. And what came afterwards promised to be better.
Janice wasn’t much better when she got back to the lair, reappearing in the kitchen wiping away a couple of happy tears and with a giggle caught in her throat. She sniffed, smiling as she fetched herself some water and headed over to hers and Bernard’s bedroom, almost skipping in excitement and anticipation at giving Bernard the news.
Bernard was already in his pyjamas and tucked up in bed when Janice slipped inside and closed the door with a click. ‘You alright love?’ he asked. ‘You were out late.’
‘I am absolutely fantastic darling,’ she said with a grin, her eyes tearing up again. Bernard sat up slightly, watching Janice cross the bedroom with slight concern. ‘I was with Chad.’
‘He’s alright?’ Bernard asked. ‘Everything okay?’
She nodded, carefully putting down her glass and slipping off her shoes before she bounced onto the bed. She was giddy as she grabbed Bernard’s hand, beaming so brightly she was almost glowing brighter than the bedside light. ‘He needed help with packing.’
‘Packing what?’
‘He’s planning on moving out. Of his apartment,’ she said. ‘And he wanted to know how much of his stuff he could take to the farm.’
Bernard’s eyes widened as the realisation hit him. He scrambled to sit up more, staring at Janice. ‘He wants to move in? Properly? Not just…not just clothes and a few effects and keeping his old place. He wants to actually move back home?’
Janice nodded, giggling as tears spilled over. ‘Yeah. And not just wants to. He’s going to.’ She shuffled closer, ‘We spent all night going through his stuff, working out what he wants to keep, and it’s all coming home.’ Bernard’s face broke out into a grin, and he pulled Janice closer so she was nestled on his lap. ‘He’s got a bunch of dvds you’re definitely going to want to watch, and there’s books and some little trinkets he has. I think some of them look handmade, they must be from those kids he reads to at the library. And he has vinyls Bernard! Do you think we can get him to set up his record player in the living room?’
Bernard was tearing up himself as he cupped Janice’s cheek, making her pause in her excited ramble. ‘He’s coming home?’ Her lip trembled as she smiled again and she nodded, fresh tears spilling over as Bernard pulled her into a kiss. They kissed, and laughed, and held each other with eyes shining with tears and love and hope. ‘Our son’s coming home.’
Chapter 68
Summary:
Chad finally takes the time to reflect on some of the recent revelations, and Morgan brings an update.
Notes:
Hey Micah! You'll want to read this chapter for your current evil plans!
Only content warning is for a lot of swearing. It could be called excessive but honestly I could have added more.
Chapter Text
The plan for Chad to move out was getting easier and easier. Janice agreeing to take all his treasured possessions was already something that lifted a weight off him. He had booked a thrifting company to buy and collect the kitchenware, the microwave and coffee machine, and the TV. And the landlord decided to buy all Chad’s furniture off him. He knew for a fact that she didn’t give him as much money as he would have gotten from selling all of it properly, but honestly the fact he didn’t have to worry about moving the furniture out of the apartment was worth it. Within a day Chad would have everything out of the apartment that he needed to. In two days Janice would be picking up his last bag, he would be dropping off the keys. He would be leaving his hero gear in his hideout, and with it he would be leaving the Chadster behind. And then he would be on the farm. He could look after the animals while the heist was going on, Meringue would probably be good company while he waited to hear the news. He would be able to check in on everyone without having to worry about who was looking over his shoulder. He would be able to finally begin accepting that this was real.
He was getting everything ready in the apartment for the final pickups. The stuff Janice was collecting was boxed up and staying in the living room. Hops and the album Janice and Bernard had given him, the pages slightly creased with how often he had flicked through the photos over the past few weeks, were nestled in the box with the rest of his more sentimental stuff. The TV had been unplugged and was leaning against the wall in the hallway, with the rest of the things Chad was getting rid of stacked up in the kitchen. And he was moving through each of the rooms, making sure that everything had been picked up. The bathroom was ready, all of the stuff still in the room but packed up in a large bag to go with the last of his effects instead of littered about the place. He was doing another sweep of the bedroom, unplugging the lamp to put in the kitchen, checking under the bed, behind the closet, everywhere he could think of, when he turned around and caught his reflection in the mirror.
The hazel eyes that stared back made him pause, and he put down the things he had been holding on the bed before stepping closer to the mirror. His fake face stared back, his attention moving over every inch of his face and hair until his eyes caught the hint of the silver chain around his neck. He pulled out the necklace, examining it for a moment, before looking back at the hazel eyes. This was a fake face. He knew it was. And if he was going to be leaving everything behind, leaving Caroline and Richard behind, would that include this face?
He knew that no one would make the decision for him. No one would rush him, would force him to choose one way or the other. No matter what they personally hoped he would do. This would be entirely his decision, when he was ready to make it. So when his anxiety spiked as his hands went to the clasp on the chain, he had to admit to himself that his panic wasn’t from what his family would think or do. He blinked as the necklace fell away, the illusion with it, and he tried to keep a steady breath. He could do this. He could do this. And he would stay calm this time. He put down the necklace on the bedside table, keeping his breathing slow and even as he stepped back in front of the mirror and looked up.
Grey eyes met him. Just like Bernard’s. Set in pale skin with messy blond hair falling on his face, moving slightly in the perpetual breeze that swirled around him. He pushed the hair back, at first quickly then again slowly, watching how the straight locks moved through his metal fingers. The cut was really uneven. Whatever had been done when it looked like he had curls didn’t work for his straight hair. Which would mean a haircut at some point. He looked back at his face before his mind could begin to spiral on what to do about his hair, eyes scanning over the reflection. The face was familiar only because he could recognise features from the Stewarts in his face. He and Bernard had the same cleft chin, the same jawline. Janice had freckles across her nose, but her’s were darker than his. Probably because she was out on the farm every day and the sun would bring them out more. Maybe his freckles would come out in the next few months. Maybe he had freckles in other places.
Suddenly he was pulling off his shirt, almost ripping it off so he could see everything else. He ignored the angry seam of scars across his shoulders where flesh met metal, and instead looked at everything else. His hand ran over familiar scars on his chest and stomach, marvelling at how the illusion had brought the scars through even when hiding so much. His muscles looked the same as well, although his normally bare chest actually had a tuft of chest hair that had previously been hidden. What a thing to hide , he thought to himself, fingers brushing through the hair briefly before moving away. He turned to look at his back, to see if the scars there were familiar too, and he paused. On his side, above his right hip, was a splotch of slightly darker skin.
‘I have a birthmark?’ Chad whispered. Wait, was it a birthmark or was it something else? He finally pulled his focus from the mirror to grab his phone, sending the same message to Janice and Bernard. Janice was the first one to reply within a minute.
Chad: random question. Do I have any birthmarks that you remember?
Joan Stephens: Yes, one above your hip. I think it was the right hip. Why?
Chad: just curious. I just found it, wanted to check it wasn’t something else
Chad sighed in relief, turning back to look at the mark. It was about half the size of his palm, a random shape that he couldn’t claim looked special in any way. But there it was. A birthmark he never knew about.
Eventually he finished the turn, looking over his back for any other surprises. There was a dusting of freckles along his shoulders, and his hand brushed over those too. But aside from them and the few familiar scars there was nothing special to see. Soon enough he had turned back around, debating whether he was willing to drop his pants and see what everything looked like below his waist, when he phone went off again. He glanced at the notification quickly, only focusing on it when he saw it was from Morgan. Opening the message made Chad gasp, the wind kicking off against him as he felt his blood go cold.
G: plans kicking off in two days
Chad: what? Don’t you need more time?
G: what can I say? I’m just that good
Chad: we need to talk then
G: yep, going to call D+D tonight
Chad’s hands were trembling as he brought up Diego’s number to call. She answered after two rings, the tone of her voice telling him everything he needed to know. ‘Morgan told you?’
Chad sighed. ‘Yeah. She’s calling you tonight?’
‘Yep,’ Diego said. ‘When do you want to come over?’
Chad looked in the mirror one last time before picking up his tshirt and heading for the bedside table. ‘I’m free now. I’ll let you know when I’m close.’
‘Sounds good. How about chinese tonight?’
A couple of hours later, the three heroes were gathered around on Diego’s couch with boxes of takeaway chinese noodles. Chad’s necklace was back in place, and he was catching them up on how his packing was going. It was such a mundane conversation compared to the one they were about to have, but they all needed something else to focus on. And Diego had asked, so Chad obliged. He was halfway through the debate about what to do with his bedroom mirror when all three of them got a message at the same time to say everyone else was ready. Dave set up the call while Diego knocked into Chad’s knee, the two of them fiddling with their chopsticks.
In no time at all the TV screen came to life to a familiar scene. Morgan was front and centre, watching the screen light up, with Alex scowling right behind her. Janice and Bernard were off to one side, giving them a bright smile and a wave when the picture came to life, with Barnaby and Ohio on the other side watching with interest and concern between them.
Morgan grinned at the screen, ‘Ready for the fun to begin?’
‘Morgan’s getting ahead of herself,’ Bernard said. ‘There’s still some testing to do on the devices.’
She waved him off. ‘We’ve got most of them working. We won’t need more than a day to get the rest of them tested and ready to go.’ Her excitement and hunger was palpable through the screen. ‘We’ll be ready to go in two days.’
Diego and Dave sighed, before looking at each other. ‘You promise all the gear will be tested and working?’
Morgan drew a cross over her heart. ‘I’m eager, not stupid. I’m not going to send you in with gear I think might be faulty.’
‘I thought you needed another two days to build?’ Chad asked. ‘Bernard said eight days for the building, it’s been six.’
‘I’m just that good,’ Morgan grinned.
‘Try again,’ Alex growled, making Diego tense up.
Morgan had no such fear when she turned and met their glare. ‘I took my breaks. I ate three meals a day. And I slept at least four hours a night.’ Alex didn’t respond in words. They just glared unblinking at Morgan as she turned back around. ‘Anyway, now that bit’s done we need to work out the rest of the plan. Make sure we’re all on the same page. You good to do that?’
Diego and Dave explained between them what they had been doing as prep the past few days, the others in the lair asking them to confirm certain parts of the plan, check that they were still comfortable with doing this, and what they wanted to do next.
‘Honestly,’ Diego said, ‘the main thing now is getting a chance to see how your gear works and check we know how to use it before we go in.’
Morgan nodded, while Ohio spoke up for the first time. ‘If it helps at all? Most of it is very intuitive. And I’m not really big on using tech, so if I can figure it out you’ll be more than fine.’
‘Even so,’ Dave said, ‘it would help to give it all a test run.’
‘Agreed,’ Morgan said. ‘Although there are a few different things, sending them over to you only to bring them back will be fiddly and I don’t want to lose anything. And I’m still missing, showing up at your house might not be the best plan.’
‘Bernard could come over?’ Dave asked.
Morgan hummed thoughtfully, before shaking her head. She looked at Alex expectantly, who growled at her. ‘You want me to invite heroes into the lair?’
‘They would be appearing here anyway at some point,’ Janice said. ‘You agreed to let me set the teleport sigils to bring everything into this room.’
‘We can escort them while they’re here,’ Morgan said, ‘so they’re not left unsupervised.’
‘B-b-besides,’ Barnaby said. ‘Y-y-you already h-have h-heroes here.’
‘I don’t think we count hun,’ Ohio whispered with a grin, ignoring Alex’s withering look.
‘Fucking…fine. Fine. They can come round tomorrow and get their little test run,’ Alex said. ‘But I’m not fetching them.’
Janice smiled up at Diego and Dave. ‘When is a good time for you? I do need to go to Chad’s in the afternoon, but I’ll have time before then.’
Morgan frowned and looked at Janice, ‘Why are you going to Chad’s?’
‘She’s helping me move out,’ Chad said.
Morgan looked at Chad in shock, ‘You’re moving out?’
‘Yeah,’ Chad nodded. ‘I’m handing in my keys in two days.’
‘Two…’ Morgan blinked, before she snorted. ‘Friday’s going to be busy then.’
Bernard’s brow furrowed, ‘Maybe we can move the heist back a day? We’re already ahead of schedule. An extra day to prepare wouldn’t be a bad thing, and then we can help Chad if-’
Chad was already shaking his head, ‘No there’s no need. We all want this done. The sooner the better right?’
Morgan nodded, ‘We’ll pick you up right after we’re done. Or before depending on when we set off.’
The conversation moved on quickly to Morgan and Ohio relaying what their plan was for their site. While they weren’t as thorough at memorising the plan as Diego and Dave had been, they had the confidence of people who had done this before. They had the experience, the wherewithal to adapt on the fly just in case. They were ready and raring to go. Which just left Bernard. Who had to reveal that he still hadn’t found a second.
‘None of my old buddies can keep up with me,’ Bernard said. ‘One of my buddie’s kids took up the family business as it were, but I know nothing about the guy. I don’t know if they’re good or bad, if they’re going to be cocksure, if they’re going to have sticky fingers.’ He sighed. ‘I’m kind of stuck.’
‘C-could M-Mrs S go w-w-with you?’ Barnaby asked.
Janice shook her head, ‘I’m going to stay here so I can pull people out in an emergency.’
‘Barnaby can do a heist,’ Ohio said.
‘But I can’t get Kotetsu past the magic alarms,’ Morgan said.
‘Honestly,’ Bernard said, turning to Chad, ‘If you weren’t literally handing in your keys kiddo I would be asking if you were up to it.’
Chad shook his head, ‘No, not with where my powers are at the moment. I’ll definitely trip something.’
Alex raised their hand, getting everyone’s attention in the room. ‘How about me?’
Ohio frowned, ‘Thought you were going to make a distraction in the city?’
Alex rolled their eyes, shifting to side step before they began to blur around the edges. A second Alex stepped out of the first, dusting themselves off before they both turned to Ohio. ‘I can do both.’
Morgan shook her head, ‘No, you’ll have the same problem as Chad but worse. They’ll definitely pick up your power level on the alarms without you needing to even do anything.’
The two Alexes looked at each other, before without a word holding up their hands for rock paper scissors. Two rounds later the Alex on the left snapped their fingers and their eyes changed from glowing yellow to a soft blue. ‘There. Problem solved.’
Everyone was silent for a minute, staring at the two Alexes. One fully powered with yellow eyes, the other smirking at Morgan with twinkling blue. Finally Morgan muttered, ‘I forgot you could do that.’
Chad picked his jaw up off the ground, leaning forward on the couch. ‘You can do that?!’
Both Alexes looked up at Chad in amusement, ‘Yeah. What, like it's hard?’
‘How? How can you do that?’ Chad was leaning forward so much he was almost ready to slide off the couch onto the floor. ‘Is it a part of your power? Can anyone do it? Does it feel uncomfortable to do? Can you turn your own power back on or does the other one need to do it for you?’
The two Alexes snorted, making Chad’s tirade of questions falter as he scowled at them. The blue eyed Alex snapped their fingers, the power alighting in their eyes again before the two copies stepped into each other and fused back into a single person. ‘All you need to know for now is that I can indeed have a copy and one of us can be depowered.’ They turned to Bernard with a smile. ‘So one of us can go with you and the other one can have fun in the City.’
‘Not too much fun I hope,’ Dave muttered.
‘I’ll have exactly the right amount of fun,’ Alex grinned.
Morgan and Diego were barely paying attention, looking between Chad’s newfound curiosity and Alex’s lack of spite or venom with alarm and confusion. The twins gave each other a look, one that showed solidarity in their confusion and their concern. Janice watched them with a soft and knowing smile, glancing up at Chad and his still furrowed brow.
‘Chad?’ Morgan asked. ‘You okay?’
Chad glanced at Morgan before looking up at Alex again. Alex turned back to Chad, their eyebrow raised, and Chad huffed. ‘If you can split yourself in two, do the two of you have to look identical? Or can you both look different from each other?’
Alex paused for a beat before bursting into laughter. Ohio and Barnaby looked at Alex in confusion, while Dave looked at Chad like he had said he was going to poke a pack of bears. Alex wiped at a tear in their eye before looking up at the screen again. ‘Any copies and versions of me have all my powers. So they can all do what I do. Independently of each other. Does that answer your question?’
Chad looked away, thinking for a moment. ‘Do the copies have their own sources of power and energy? Or do you all use one communal one? Does being split apart like that tire you out?’ If-’
‘Chad?’ Morgan interrupted while Alex was trying to hold back another bout of laughter. ‘Let’s focus in? You can bother Alex about their limitless powers later?’
‘Limitless?’ Chad said. Alex frowned for a moment and pushed Morgan, but Chad’s mind was already reeling. ‘I didn’t know Alex was…strongest sure. Most dangerous absolutely. But limitless?!’
Janice was having to also hold back a chuckle, giving Alex a soft and affectionate look as Morgan tried to pull the conversation back to the task at hand. ‘Alright. So. Me and Ohio are on site 1. Diego and Dave on site 2. Alex and Bernard on site 3. We’ll all leave from the lair simultaneously. We’ll keep lines open with Janice so she can hear each of us but we’ll stay out of each other’s ears just so we don’t distract each other. Alex will also be in the City causing trouble and playing distraction. Everyone rendezvous back here with their respective prizes.’
‘And then I pick up Chad,’ Janice said. ‘If I haven’t picked you up before then sweetheart.’
Chad managed a small smile at that. ‘Thank you.’
‘Chad’s allowed at the lair?’ Ohio asked.
Alex shrugged, ‘Why wouldn’t he be?’
‘Because he’s a hero.’
Alex raised an eyebrow, ‘I literally let you in. And Frisbee Boy.’
‘Yeah but…he…you and Chad…’ Ohio looked between Alex and the screen, ‘don’t get on?’
Alex’s amused expression dropped into a stony look. ‘Shut the fuck up Ohio.’
Ohio frowned and opened his mouth, only for Barnaby to silence him with a touch. Chad however looked between them, to Janice and Bernard, to Morgan, and then to Diego next to him.
Diego gave him a smile at the silent question on his face. ‘It’s up to you,’ she whispered. ‘They don’t need to know. But if you want to tell them you can.’
Chad sighed, looking back at the screen and the staring match between Ohio and Alex, before he finally spoke up. ‘Does anyone…have any objection? To everyone here being on the same page? About this?’
Ohio and Alex’s necks both snapped to look at Chad, while Morgan’s eyes widened for a moment before she shook her head. ‘Nope. We’re following your lead, remember?’
Chad swallowed, fiddling with the half finished box of noodles in his hands before finally putting them down. Everyone’s eyes were on him, and the only way he could cope with that was to look down and watch his fingers fidget out all his nervous energy. Where did he start? How did he put this into words?
‘My…birth name isn’t Chad Sterling,’ he said, trying to make sure his voice didn’t drop to a whisper. ‘I’m not actually biologically a Sterling at all. I…when I was…I was kidnapped. As a baby. And I was given a new name and identity and raised to be a hero.’ He finally looked up, focusing on Janice and Bernard’s loving faces on the screen while Diego reached over and gently squeezed his knee. ‘We only found out like two months ago. Morgan’s been looking for the evidence to prove what…what Caroline and Richard did, but they’ve doctored and hidden everything. That’s why we need the original medical records. It’s the only chance to find the truth.’
The silence stretched out across both rooms for a minute, two minutes, three. Before Ohio finally spoke. ‘What the fuck?’
Chad finally looked at Morgan’s friends. Ohio was looking at Chad in horror, mouth open and working to find something else to say. Barnaby was just behind him, hands over his mouth as he looked between the screen and Morgan with a similar expression. ‘Yeah. It’s uh…it’s a lot,’ Chad said.
‘W-w-what happened?’ Barnaby asked. ‘H-h-how did they…w-w-what about your r-real parents?’
Chad swallowed, looking over at Janice and Bernard again. Ohio following the glance, catching the sight of Alex’s tight expression in his peripheral vision. And it all clicked into place. ‘No fucking way,’ Ohio said. ‘No fucking way. There’s no way.’
Chad licked his lips, ‘My birth name, my real birth name, is Charlie Stewart. Which means…’
‘He’s your brother?’ Ohio whispered, staring at Alex. They didn’t look up, not at Ohio or Chad or anyone else. But everyone saw the short nod they give. ‘Fuck. Fuck.’ Ohio looked at everyone in the room, before turning back to Chad. ‘I…I’m so sorry. I had…Morgan said it was bad but I never even thought it would be this level of fucked up.’
‘Oh that's not even half of it,’ Morgan said, turning to face Ohio with her arms crossed. ‘We’re not just looking for the truth about Chad. We found out that Chad got taken to replace another brother. One that Diego and I lost. And neither of us remember them.’ Barnaby’s eyes began to fill with tears as he watched Morgan in horror and anguish. ‘Pretty sure they tampered with our memories to make sure we didn’t question anything.’
‘N-no,’ Barnaby whispered. ‘Th-they couldn’t. W-w-who would ag-agree to d-d-do that for th-them?’
‘Probably our aunt,’ Diego said quietly. ‘She’s a magic user. And we know she made the illusion that makes Chad look like this.’
‘Look like…’ Ohio looked back up at the screen. ‘That’s not your real face?’ Chad shook his head, and Ohio looked about ready to throw up. Or punch something. ‘They…they gave you a magic disguise? And a new name? And pretended you were the child they lost? Am I understanding that right?’
‘Faked Charlie’s death too,’ Alex said. ‘So no one would go after them.’
‘So I wouldn’t go after them,’ Janice said, her voice suddenly icy. ‘You can be sure my retribution will come with twenty years of interest.’ Alex looked up at that, their expression just as cold as Janice’s voice, and she gave them a nod. ‘You’ll get your turn love, don’t worry about that.’
Diego frowned at that, moving to speak but Chad’s hand on hers made her pause. He gave her a look, a sad one of understanding, before he shook his head. She sighed, her face creasing up as they shared that thought, that realisation, but neither of them said anything.
Barnaby stepped forward, touching Morgan’s arm while Kotetsu snuffled at her folded arms. ‘W-w-what can w-we do to h-help?’
‘Make sure the heist goes off,’ Morgan said.
‘A-a-and after th-that?’
Morgan thought for a second, looking at Alex, then at Janice and Bernard. ‘That depends on what we find.’
Barnaby nodded, ‘I-I can s-s-stay here and h-help Janice with co-coor-di-dinating everyone. O-o-on the day.’
Janice gave Barnaby a smile, ‘I would appreciate that dear. We’ll need to keep an eye on the news as well, make sure we’re pointing Alex in the right direction for the biggest distraction.’
Alex managed a small villainous smile at that. ‘They won’t know what hit them.’
‘And by the time they realise,’ Morgan said, ‘it will be too late.’ She turned back to the screen, looking over Diego, Dave and Chad. ‘What time do you want to come over tomorrow?’
Diego and Dave looked at each other. ‘We’ll need to screen our hero alerts first,’ Diego said. ‘Just so we don’t drop off the map and look suspicious. We’ll let you know when we’re free though. What’s happening on Friday morning?’
‘I would prefer it if heroes didn’t try and sleep in my lair,’ Alex said. ‘Even if they are invited.’
‘I can pick you up at anytime,’ Janice said to the screen. ‘It’s up to you.’
‘Think I’d prefer my own bed before this happens,’ Diego said.
‘Fine by me,’ Alex smirked. ‘Anything else we need to work out before the big day?’
‘Plenty,’ Morgan said, leaning on the control panel. ‘Let’s get back to work.’
Chapter 69
Summary:
Chad's preparation is almost ready, and the others begin the heist.
Notes:
Are we ready? I'm ready!
No content warnings I don't think? Let me know if I need to add one.
Chapter Text
By the time Janice came to pick up Chad’s boxes the thrifting company had already been over to collect the stuff in the kitchen, giving them the luxury of taking their time with cleaning the rest of the kitchen and bathroom before Janice turned to the pile of boxes in the living room. She did it in stages, focusing on the heavier boxes that had books, then clothes, and then the more fragile things. The bedroom mirror and memento box were the last things to go, leaving the apartment empty of everything that Chad owned aside from his final overnight bag, his bedding and the bag he planned to leave in his hideout. She helped him clean the rest of the apartment too, doing as much as they could so all Chad would have to do in the morning is pack up his bedding for Janice to pick up, and then drop off the keys.
And it was a good thing Janice was there. Every minute of them cleaning, of Chad catching the empty shelves and the space where the TV was, had him slowing down a little bit more. He tried to say to Janice he was just thinking, but she didn’t need to be a villain who dealt in secrets and truth to see the turmoil of emotions running off him. He was happy, in a hopeful way, about what tomorrow was going to bring. But that didn’t drown out the sad wistfulness as he looked around at the apartment that had been the closest thing he had to a home for the past few years. His first space away from Caroline and Richard, as much as they tried to have him home for dinner nearly every night. It was the first chance he had to mark something as his without someone looking over his shoulder as much as before. And he didn’t want to stay here. He didn’t want to come back. He wanted to move on, to move forward, and leaving this as an option only threatened to leave him stuck. But that didn’t make it any easier to see how empty the place was now. It wasn’t his anymore. He was just passing through. And soon passing on.
Eventually they were done and Janice was giving him a big hug that neither of them wanted to break. She asked him when he would want picking up, a question that made him panic until she suggested he call her when he was ready to go. He smiled and nodded at that, not caring at the tears welling up or the cold wind rocking into the two of them. Janice held him close, not holding back her own tears.
‘You’ll be home soon,’ she whispered, squeezing him tighter when she felt him bury his face in her shoulder. ‘This will be over soon.’
Chad nodded. ‘One more day.’ His breath shuddered, the wind shivering around them, but he smiled when he pulled away. A genuine smile, even if there was still sadness behind it. ‘I’ll let you know when I’m ready?’
‘I won’t keep you waiting,’ Janice smiled. ‘Love you sweetheart.’ Chad opened his mouth, but the words got stuck in his throat. His face twisted slightly, until Janice hushed him gently. ‘You don’t have to say it back you know? Don’t worry about that.’
Chad nodded, swallowing down the lump in his throat to manage a hoarse whisper. ‘I do though.’ He met her eyes, biting his quivering lip. ‘It’s only been two months, and it makes no sense, but…I do.’
Janice beaming, holding back a sob of her own as she cradled Chad’s face in her hand. ‘Oh my baby. I love you so much.’
Neither of them kept track of how long they stood in the living room, holding each other and crying. Not wanting to let go. Eager for the next day to come. But eventually Janice had to pull away, had to get back to the last of her work at the lair (‘Someone has to make sure Alex and Dodgers don’t start fighting after all,’ she said with a knowing smirk). And then with a flash of familiar magic she was gone. And Chad was alone.
He didn’t stay in the empty apartment for long. It was late afternoon, just before the office workers in the city piled out of skyscrapers in droves to migrate to their houses or apartments, or to the nearest restaurant for dinner and drinks. The city still bustled, shops open with people milling in and out. Cafes had a selection of people outside people watching, restaurants were getting ready for the dinner rush. And Chad wandered through, watching the world pass by him. He didn’t really have a destination in mind, not until he knew when Diego and Dave would be back. Dinner was going to be on him tonight, it was the least he could do. But they were still off in Antarctica and hadn’t told him when they would be back, so he was left to wander. To watch and wait.
He didn’t realise where his feet had taken him until he turned a corner onto a familiar street. He had walked to the fancier part of the city, where older elaborate town houses were walled off with high fences hiding ornate gardens. The road itself was framed with trees, vibrant leaves hanging over him as his feet carried on down the street. The wind picked up, stirring twigs and dirt nearby, but he kept his breath steady. Pulling his jacket closer, he slowed down at the sight of the gates further down the road, leading to the largest house on the street. He stayed behind the tree, just in case, peeking around to look once again at his childhood home. Richard’s BMW wasn’t in the driveway, which meant they must still be at work. Or at least he was. Caroline could be anywhere at this point. His gaze raked over the familiar red brick walls, the dark tiled roof, the old fashioned windows. The flowerbeds in front of the porch were vibrant with colour, and Chad could see the edge of a recently trimmed bush peeking out from behind the wall.
Twenty years, Chad thought. Twenty years he had called this place home. And then his parent’s home. It had been where he was raised, where he learned what it was to be a hero. It was where he trained, where he studied, where Morgan taught him how to pickpocket and Diego taught him how to play Scrabble. It was where he never questioned anything, even when he had every reason to. It was where Morgan would get into screaming matches with their parents before the night she vanished without a trace. It was where Diego told them all Dave had proposed, shivering with excitement but also nerves at Caroline and Richard’s potential response. It was where he found out Dave was planning on making a new hero team, that Diego was already signing the paperwork to move teams. And that there was a spot open for Chad if he wanted it. He could still remember the conversation. The back and forth between his plans, his options, the potential for his career and his legacy. And he remembered that throughout he had never said a word.
He looked back up at the house. It looked empty of life despite the beautiful garden, despite the fact he knew Richard would be pulling in during the next few hours, despite the fact there was every chance Caroline was already there. It still looked empty. Beautiful, but cold. A place he had only ever returned to out of duty. Maybe this would be the last time he would ever see it. Man, he hoped that was the case. He finally pushed away from the tree, walking past the gates as he pulled his letterman jacket close. It wasn’t until he turned off the road and headed back into the city proper that he realised the wind that had been following him all week was finally still.
****
The lair had been a flurry of frantic activity all morning. Bernard had missed breakfast, heading out first thing to tend to the farm animals while Janice coordinated the various teleporting and summonings that were happening across the morning. Alex was cooking breakfast, insisting that everyone ate even as Morgan tried to pace around the kitchen island going through the plan for the millionth time instead of eating any of the bacon and eggs Alex had cooked.
Diego and Dave arrived before Bernard got back, appearing in a flash of crimson energy and in gear very unlike their usual hero getup. Morgan had insisted that black was actually a bad colour for their plan, and the colour for stealth was actually navy. So they had obliged, the two of them in navy skin tight shirts and gloves, reinforced like their normal hero suits to give some lightweight armour. Their pants, while also tight, also had straps and pockets for the various tools Morgan was planning on giving them. They had both also come armed, Dave with a plain version of his shakanium shield and Diego with her trusty pair of shock batons. Dave’s look was finished with a dark hat to hide his iconic sandy hair, while Diego’s curls had been pinned into a ponytail with a scarf trailing around her neck she planned to tighten up into a balaclava.
In comparison Morgan’s heist gear looked well worn and more casual, if a bit drab and faded. She didn’t bother with skin tight clothes, instead dressed in dark cargo pants with her trusty Generator belt, and a cargo vest with more pockets than anyone could count. Her curls had been pulled back into a messy ponytail that hid one of her many lockpicking kits, with her iconic goggles hanging around her neck. Ohio was the only one who had ignored the memo about dark blue and was in his normal grey and black adventuring ensemble, his jacket covering the various tools Morgan had made that were strapped to a harness and belt combo.
Morgan was halfway through checking over Diego and Dave’s gear when Bernard returned in a flash of red, having changed into black slacks and a navy turtleneck while at the farm. Janice shoved a plate of breakfast into his hands with a kiss before she vanished herself. She came back a few minutes later, in time to see Bernard put down the empty plate and pull on leather gloves, and to see two versions of Alex playing rock paper scissors to work out which one was going on which mission.
‘Chad’s stuff is all at the farm,’ Janice said. ‘Apparently he’s dropping his keys off before 11. You might be back before he’s ready to be picked up.’
‘Good to know,’ Diego said with a smile while Morgan looked over her setup, muttering to herself. ‘As long as nothing goes wrong right?’
A sudden cheer had everyone turning to the Alexes. One was scowling, watching the other cheering and sauntering away. ‘Guess I’m going to go break a city. Don’t wait up.’
‘Not yet!’ Morgan shouted. ‘We have to time this exactly right.’
Alex pouted, ‘Fine. Gives me time to work out the outfit. What vibe do I want to give today?’
The other Alex rolled their eyes. ‘You’ll look like trash.’
‘Oh you think you can do better?’
The other Alex smirked as their short hair began to grow into luscious blonde locks, their previously black and red outfit morphing into a black leather suit that hugged their quickly growing curves. ‘I’m going to at least look the part.’
‘Alex what the hell are you doing?’ Ohio asked.
They flicked their hair with a smirk. ‘I’m a cat burglar. Obviously.’
Morgan looked at them with a deadpan expression, eyes scanning over the outfit. ‘No heels.’
‘But they complete the look!’
‘Don’t try and turn this into a game,’ Morgan said, moving over to check Dave’s gear. ‘I mean it.’
Alex sighed, tapping their foot to make the extravagant heels turn into flatter thigh high boots. A flick of their finger had the long hair twist up into an intricate knotted bun before the yellow glow of their eyes faded into a fierce blue. ‘Can I at least take my toys as well?’
‘As long as you can fit all the gear you need,’ Morgan said. She didn’t look up as Alex began to fit the tools to the leather straps on their outfit, before slipping a pair of elegant knives into their boots. They were threading a selection of throwing spikes into their hair when Morgan came to check them over, her gentle tugs on the straps and gear making Alex flush and grin. They looked over to the yellow eyed Alex with a knowing smirk as they glared.
Ohio rolled his eyes, ‘Can’t believe you’re jealous of yourself.’
‘Shut the fuck up Ohio.’
‘Alright that's the last of it,’ Morgan said, pulling her goggles up to rest on her forehead and adjusting her gloves. ‘Everyone good with the plan?’
Everyone nodded as they moved into their pairs. Barnaby stole a final kiss from Ohio before he and Kotetsu moved over to the computer console, while Janice fussed over Bernard for a moment. ‘Remember,’ Janice said, ‘the teleport sigil to get you back can only be activated once. Anything inside the sigil will be teleported. That means if you’re outside the sigil you won’t come with it.’
‘And it’s all landing in here right?’ Dave asked.
Janice nodded, ‘I highly doubt they’ll have a way to divert the teleport. That kind of countermeasure didn’t come up when we were looking through the security, but if you do you have your alert.’ Dave patted the small button on his collar, and Janice smiled. ‘I’ll know where you are in an instant with that. But it’s like a homing device, anyone with a magic radar will spot you too.’
‘Emergency only,’ Dave said. ‘Got it.’
Diego let out a slow breath. ‘This is it. No going back.’
Morgan nodded. ‘We jump at the same time.’ She put a hand on the watch-like device on her wrist, the crimson magic coming to life with just a touch. ‘Ready?’
All the others copied the motion, watching the six watches light up. ‘We go on three,’ Bernard said. ‘One.’
‘Two,’ Ohio said.
‘Let’s do this,’ Morgan smiled. ‘Three.’
The six flashes were perfectly synchronised to look like one, encompassing all of them before they vanished in an instant. Barnaby sighed, petting Kotetsu for a moment before turning to the computer panel. Janice looked at Alex with a smile. ‘You ready to go?’
Alex grinned, cracking their fingers before flexing, a black chain harness clinking into place over their blood red corset. ‘Oh hell yes.’
Chapter 70
Summary:
It's time for a heist!
Notes:
So because I hate myself I didn't write one heist. I ended up having to write three. Hopefully this lives up to the hype!
Content warnings:
- Brief dangers from booby traps
- Short scene of dealing with grief and grieving loss
Chapter Text
No one would know, from looking at the small concrete building in the middle of nowhere, that this was an elaborate hero hideout. Seeing such an odd sight might have people assuming it was something for rangers to find emergency supplies, or maybe a hideout for members of a crime ring. No one would have been able to guess at the labyrinth of traps underground that this random block of concrete led to. And yet there it was, the entrance to Professor Psion’s first secret hideout. In the middle of a remote Canadian forest. And deep underground, too deep for anyone to be able to hear, two people were trying to survive the threats he had left behind.
And Ohio had just triggered one of the traps.
He raced down a corridor, diving and dodging past laser beams cutting from wall to wall in front of him. Two tried to bisect him at the same time, but he slid under on his knees before rolling to his feet and taking off again. Another dodge, another slide, and he bounced off the end of the corridor before ducking behind the corner, panting for breath. ‘You alright Morgan?’ he shouted down the corridor.
There was a grunt of frustration, and he turned around the corner enough to see Morgan on the other side of the lasers holding a destroyed gadget in her hands. ‘Motherfucker upgraded the lasers. When did he do that?’
‘Is that going to be a problem?’ Ohio asked.
Morgan watched the moving lasers, trying to calculate her moves. ‘Any chance there’s a panel on that end? We might be able to short these out.’
Ohio looked around, kicking at a section of the wall where there was a seam in the metal. The panel fell away, showing a mass of wires and electronics. He crouched down, flicking the torchlight strapped to his shoulder to get a look in. ‘There’s a lot of wires in the wall?’
‘How insightful,’ Morgan rolled her eyes.
‘Hey you’re the one that broke your gizmo!’ Ohio shouted. ‘Alright, there’s two white wires, two red wires, one blue-’
‘Wait wait,’ Morgan said, ‘are you saying them in colour order?’
‘No, is that important?’
‘Of course that’s important!’
Ohio sighed. ‘Alright, from left to right going vertical you have, white wire yellow wire, red wire, red wire, black wire, green wire. Coming out of the left and going down in front of them you have blue wire, white wire, black wire. Same thing on the right but going up, you have green wire, yellow wire, white wire. Does that make any sense to you?’
‘Yeah actually,’ Morgan shouted. ‘Alright, take your pliers and-’
‘I don’t have pliers.’
‘The fuck you mean you don’t have pliers?’
‘Can’t I just rip them out?’
‘No!’
A ping came through on Ohio’s earpiece and Barnaby’s voice came through,’ O-O-Ohio love? Y-your knife w-w-will work.’ Ohio pulled out his switchblade, ignoring Morgan’s grumbling as Barnaby coached him through cutting the wires one by one. At the point he touched a green one to a white one (he completely lost track of which) the sound of the lasers vanished and Morgan’s footsteps echoed through the corridor.
‘Thanks love,’ Ohio said. ‘You’re my hero.’
Barnaby chuckled. ‘A-a-anytime.’
Morgan scowled as she rounded the corner. ‘Leave off the flirting while I’m on the line, please and thank you.’
Ohio smirked, moving aside so Morgan could get a look at the rest of the wires. She pulled out her pliers, fiddling with a few before something in the corridor further ahead powered down. ‘What did you just turn off?’ Ohio asked.
‘Fire wall.’
‘They have a fire wall?’
‘Had,’ Morgan grinned. ‘Two more traps to go.’
‘Joy of joys,’ Ohio said. ‘I don’t know if I want this to be the easy lair or the hard lair.’
‘Eh,’ Morgan shrugged, ‘This is the one with the most physical traps.’
Ohio glared at Morgan, ‘Then why did you pick this one for us?’
‘Would you have rather tried to dodge a psychic storm?’
‘A what?’
Morgan carried on down the corridor, pausing only to check the fire wall had been disabled before stepping through the opening. ‘It was in one of the trap designs I saw. Dad and my aunt managed to work out how to replicate one of his nastier power attacks in a spell from the look of things. He always called that move his psychic storm.’ She looked at Ohio, ‘Imagine a storm, like the most violent thunderstorm you’ve ever seen. Now imagine it’s literally in your head.’ Ohio shuddered at the thought and Morgan shrugged. ‘Exactly. It shuts down anyone who gets hit by it, they just drop like a sack of potatoes. Normally he needs sanctions to use it, or at least he used to.’
‘Who’s facing that?’
‘Diego and Dave,’ Morgan said. ‘Diego’s the only one I’ve seen be able to beat Dad’s move by phasing through the energy. She should be able to do the same with the spell version.’
‘Should?’
Janice made them a shield just in case,’ Morgan said. ‘Hopefully they won’t need it though. Most of the defences Janice could design could only be used once or twice.’
‘Why?’
‘Weird magic rules, I don’t know.’ Morgan paused halfway down the corridor, pulling out another ball from her belt. ‘Ready for a race?’
‘What are we racing?’ Ohio asked. Morgan pointed at the needle small holes that appeared further down the corridor, and Ohio sighed. ‘Why are there always poison darts?’
‘If it makes you feel better they won’t kill you,’ Morgan said. ‘It’s just a strong hallucinogenic that will make you trip out for about 12 hours and then leave you with a hell of a hangover. Per dose.’ She held up the ball, waiting for Ohio to grab his matching device. ‘This attaches to the wall, releases a magnetic pulse that will hold them in the walls.’
‘For how long?’
‘Ten seconds.’
‘Oh,’ Ohio said, surprised, ‘That’s plenty of time.’
Morgan snorted, bracing to throw hers. ‘Ready? On three.’
After the needle dart trap and the collapsing ceiling (which Ohio complained about being anticlimactic after the rest of the base), Morgan was finally hitting the key console with what looked like a mini computer. A series of numbers ran across the screen before the console beeped and the two of them slipped through a metal door into a pitch black room. Morgan flicked her own torch on, scanning the light over the nearby shelves and boxes.
‘Are there meant to be anymore traps in here?’ Ohio asked.
‘A couple,’ Morgan said. ‘Hopefully they only put them on the expensive stuff. I really don’t want to deal with anymore booby traps.’ She pulled a face, pulling out an orb that began to glow in her hand. Immediately the room around them lit up, and Ohio blinked in surprise. The room was the size of a warehouse, packed floor to ceiling with shelves, boxes, crates, cars, weapons, anything you could think of. ‘This place is huge,’ Ohio whispered. ‘They need three of these?’
Morgan nodded, ‘Pretty sure one of them has a plane in.’ She turned to Ohio, her usual heisting demeanour gone now she was in this room. ‘Let’s get to work.’
Another one of Janice’s spells, which was going to be their saving grace, was a magical compass of sorts that was enchanted to point in the direction of the records. Or, as she described it, it would lead them to the object of their goals or desires. Morgan pulled it out, keeping her personal torch on it while Ohio held up the orb to light the way. It took them past the cars, the weapons, and into the dustier parts of the warehouse. Metal and wires gave way to stacks and stacks of old papers. Reports, newspapers, books, everything that made Morgan keep a tight grip on Ohio’s sleeve just in case. Until they got to a crossroads between the shelves. Morgan frowned at the compass, watching the arrow that had been steady until now start to swing from side to side.
‘What’s it doing?’ Ohio asked.
‘I don’t know,’ Morgan said, looking between the two paths.
‘Maybe the records are split up?’ Ohio said.
Morgan frowned but didn’t disagree. Instead she took the path on the right, stepping carefully as she watched the arrow continue to spin, now pointing both ahead and behind her. She stopped as the arrow pointing ahead began to turn towards the shelves, and she looked around until her eyes rested on her prize. It had to be, with how seeing it made her chest ache.
Ohio looked at the compass, then at the thing it was pointing at. ‘That’s not medical records.’
The trunk was old, and huge. It was leather and wood, with metal caps on the corners and seams around the lid. And it was covered in what was clearly years of dust.
‘You sure you are thinking of the right thing?’ Ohio asked. Morgan nodded, swallowing around the lump in her throat. She was certain this was right. She had never seen this trunk before, or at least not that she could remember. But something about looking at it filled her with dread, along with a sour emotion she couldn’t recognise.
‘Well what are you thinking of?’ Ohio asked. ‘What do you want? What do you desire?’ he said in a dramatic voice, waving his hands for emphasis.
Morgan didn’t even look at him, she couldn’t seem to tear her eyes away from the trunk. Her gaze moved to the large and prominent padlock on the front of the lid as she spoke, ‘Answers.’
Ohio’s face fell, and he looked again at the very old and abandoned trunk. He nodded, moving past Morgan to grab one of its handles. ‘Guess it’s coming with us then.’
Once the trunk had been “claimed” the compass was much more cooperative. The medical records were in uniform cardboard boxes, lidded and labelled with a variety of names and dates and scattered across five different shelving units. They were thorough, grabbing every box and stacking them in the middle of the space until the compass no longer spun. Morgan did a slow turn, thinking hard on her desire for answers, for the truth, for Chad’s secrets. For her brother. But the compass only pointed at the pile of boxes, and Morgan sighed. ‘That looks like everything. From here at least.’
Ohio gave a low whistle at the stack of boxes. ‘That’s a lot of paper.’
‘Hero work is a dangerous business,’ Morgan said, pulling out a carved crimson stone wrapped in a fine gossamer thread. ‘Tends to put you on a first name basis with most of the doctors and nurses in the city. Better step inside.’
Ohio stepped next to the boxes, taking the end of the gossamer thread that Morgan handed him. She slowly unravelled the thread, trailing it so it circled the stack of boxes and Ohio before she moved up next to him. She placed the stone sigil on the floor, taking the thread from Ohio before taking a steadying breath. ‘You ready?’
Ohio nodded. ‘As I’ll ever be. Are you?’
Morgan didn’t answer. Instead she touched the thread to the sigil, watching the circle complete. A flash of red light surrounded them, and in a moment, Morgan, Ohio, and their prize vanished without a trace.
*****
‘Do you think Morgan may have made this overly complicated?’
Dave turned to Diego before looking at the chaotic wreckage behind them. The various laser heads lay scattered across the floor, electricity crackling over exposed wires. He shrugged, putting his shield on his back. ‘Maybe it's just her style?’
Diego chuckled, ‘Think she’ll be offended if I tell her we haven’t used half the gear she made?’
‘Hopefully she’ll be too focused on finding her evidence,’ Dave said. ‘Also you could just not tell her?’ Diego looked back with a smirk as she sheathed her batons. ‘You’re going to tell her aren’t you?’
‘First thing I’m going to say,’ she grinned. Dave rolled his eyes as they continued down the corridor, eyes out for the next trap they were supposed to encounter. If Morgan’s intel had been correct, and it had served them right so far, the physical traps and security measures were behind them. Now they just had to contend with the more magical measures.
Just as they thought that something thumped behind them, and they were spinning into action. Diego already had one of her batons out, her other hand hovering over Dave’s arm. Dave had his shield in front of the both of them, the two of them stepping backwards in sync as they looked for a source of the noise.
‘We can jump into the wall,’ Diego whispered.
Dave shook his head, ‘We need you to save your energy for the psychic trap. We can deal with this.’
The same sound echoed from the other side of the corridor and Diego spun to stand back to back with Dave, her second baton out as she fell into a defensive stance. ‘We should keep going,’ she whispered.
Dave nodded, waiting to feel Diego’s weight move away before he followed, still facing behind them. Just in case. The sounds kept echoing with no clear source, each time putting them more and more on edge. Diego was getting antsy, ready to jump into a wall or sprint through the rest of the corridor, while Dave was trying to make sense of the sound.
‘Did we get given anything for this?’ He asked. Diego shrugged, not daring to look away from the corridor to check. Dave didn’t want to either. He wanted to keep watch, but one of them would have to. The thumping noise sounded from Diego’s direction and Dave took the chance to look down at his gear. The computer to hack the key console, the compass, disabling bombs he hadn’t used and smoke bombs he wanted to. His eyes alighted on a tuning fork, which he pulled out and examined carefully. Janice had explained it to them the previous night, to tap it against something to make it sound and it would dispel any illusions around. He had assumed she meant visual ones, but now he had a hunch.
‘I’m going to try something,’ he whispered, ‘don’t freak out.’
Diego nodded, and before Dave lost his nerve he tapped the fork against his shield. The sound rang out, echoing around them. It should have echoed down the corridor but instead it rang continuously, reverberated around them as it hit against a haze. Diego pulled out her fork, watching the sound waves hit against the haze for a moment before she hit her own fork against one of her batons. The haze crumpled, the sound waves tearing through it before the energy around them vanished. The two of them sighed in relief, not realising how much they had been tensing up or holding their breath until the influence on them was gone.
‘Well that was unpleasant,’ Dave said standing up. ‘Thank you Janice.’
Diego nodded. ‘Let’s carry on.’
Something about the magical influence over them had Diego wanting to hurry, tapping the tuning fork on the metal corridor wall every few minutes to make sure there weren’t any lingering effects around them. She had Dave by the arm, pulling him down the corridor, dodging and breaking the spells and traps that appeared. Eventually a familiar violent energy appeared, no more than a flash across the walls as a warning before the psychic trap triggered. Without even thinking Diego phased out, taking Dave with her in time to watch the magical energy flow through their incorporeal bodies.
Dave tugged on Diego’s arm, ‘Come on. Let's hurry, we won’t have long.’ Diego didn’t argue, the two of them running down the corridor hand in hand while violet light arched around and through them. They were sprinting, ignoring the raging spell that fell away into a series of blades that came out of the ceiling. They didn't stop until they raced through a locked door with an electronic keypad into a pitch black room. Only then did Diego unphase, the two of them becoming solid once again.
Dace turned on his torch, checking over Diego as soon as he could see her, 'You OK? That was a long corridor.'
Diego was panting slightly, pulling away at her scarf and wiping at her forehead, but she nodded. 'Yeah. The tricky bit was running at the same time.'
'You sure? Do you need to take a break?'
'I'm not tired like that,' Diego said. 'Seriously I'm fine, just need to catch my breath.'
Dave frowned in worry but didn't push it, turning to look at the room around them. He pulled out an orb that lit up the space around them, revealing what looked like a huge underground hanger. 'Why do your parents need so many jeeps?'
Diego looked out at them. 'I think those are the old models. They won't let any of their superhero tech get into other people's hands so they tend to hoard it all.'
'Have they heard of recycling?' Dave said, raising an eyebrow.
Diego chuckled, pulling out her own compass from Janice. 'Records, records, should be this way,' she pointed in a direction past the jeeps. Without another word they headed off, Diego leading the way with Dave just a step behind her.
The compass soon began to spin, making it harder for them to pin down a direction for any of the records. They moved slowly through the stacks of shelves, keeping an ear out for anything suspicious in the hangar. But the only sounds that echoed back were their footsteps, their breathing, and when Diego found the first of the boxes, the creak of cardboard being pushed along the floor.
Diego was able to confirm her theory once they had found the second stack of records. Well, theories. The first theory was that all the medical records were separate, although close together. The second theory was that all the boxes for a certain person were kept together.
‘I don’t think we need these ones,’ she said as she examined the first box in the third stack. ‘These are for my cousin I’m pretty sure.’
‘Just your cousins?’ Dave asked. ‘None of the others are mixed up?’
She stood up, focusing on the compass for a minute. First she thought of her own medical records, watching the arrow spin away from the boxes in front of her and point to the south east. When she thought of Morgan’s records the arrow moved again to the south, and when she thought of Chad’s records the arrow moved back east. She was ready to step away when a thought began to niggle in her head.
‘Dave?’ she turned to her husband. ‘If you were me, how would you distinguish between a brother that you do know and a brother you don’t?’
Dave’s brow furrowed, his hands on his hips as he began to think. ‘Good question. Do you know anything about him?’
‘Well my memories are telling me it’s all Chad,’ she sighed, and looked down at the compass again. ‘Something in my head is telling me it's all the same person, even though we know that’s wrong. That baby, the one who came home. He was so small, and so sweet. He had the biggest smile you know?’ She looked up at Dave again, tears welling up in her eyes. ‘And when he wasn’t sick he was the happiest kid. Aunt Sonja couldn’t keep up with him when he was healthy.’
Dave stepped closer, wrapping his arm around Diego’s shoulders as she sniffed, caught up in remembering. He looked down at the compass, watching carefully as it shuddered before slowly turning in a completely new direction. ‘Whatever you’re thinking of,’ Dave whispered, ‘keeping thinking of it.’ And without letting go, he guided Diego through the maze of shelves to their prize.
They were thorough with their sweep of the hangar, Dave often taking over when Diego would get lost or upset in another memory while she was trying to focus on the brother she lost. Soon enough the compass didn’t move away from the stack of boxes they had collected, it didn’t even twitch, and they figured they must have grabbed everything.
Diego sighed, holding the end of the thread for the sigil while Dave unravelled the rest of the thread from the red stone. When he got next to her and laid down the sigil he reached out for the end of the thread, but instead Diego knelt down next to him. ‘Thank you,’ she whispered.
‘For what?’ Dave chuckled.
‘All of this,’ Diego said. ‘Coming with me, helping me find these, looking after me. And Chad. And everything else.’
He chuckled again, eyes shining with love as he looked at her. ‘Of course. It’s an honour.’
Diego shook her head. ‘I mean it, I couldn’t have done any of this without you.’
Dave smirked. ‘Yeah you could. But you don’t have to. And being able to help you? To support you and love you? It’s the best thing I’ve ever done. You’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me, you know that right?’
Diego smiled at that despite her lip trembling, and she leaned in to kiss him. He met her halfway, pressing in with a kiss that left her melting and tingling at the same time. She dropped the end of the thread to wrap her arms around him, not noticing that it connected with the sigil even when the crimson magic flared around them.
****
The trek through the underground base had been going well. Despite his age Bernard had been able to keep up with most of the traps and defences without even putting a hair out of place, and those he couldn’t Alex had been able to brute force their way through without needing an ounce of their powers. They had been slowly burning through the gadgets Morgan had given them, trying to get through the corridors as quickly as possible while staying safe. There had been a hairy moment where the floor had given away too soon and Alex had to catch their dad before the spikes got him, but aside from that it had been going well. Until there was a certain trap with flamethrowers and Alex had broken them in such a way as to kind of…break the rest of the base. Including the control panel to get the door open to the storage site. Bernard had tried to see if the device he and Morgan had designed could still hack it, but there was no luck. They were going to have to break in the old fashioned way.
‘Whatever Morgan’s told you about my flashlight skills? She’s seriously underestimating me, okay?’
Bernard chuckled as he set up the torch on his shoulder. ‘Good to know. Think you can help me get the panel off? It’s a little bit welded to the metal.’
Alex drew out one of their knives, spinning it in their hand before trying to jam it into a seam to pry the panel off. After a couple of attempts the panel snapped off with a bang before clattering to the floor. ‘Oops.’
‘No need to worry,’ Bernard said, kneeling to examine the series of wires and electronics. ‘If anything was going to give away our location I’m sure it was breaking the twenty or so traps on the way here.’
‘Good point,’ Alex said, bending down to watch Bernard begin to poke through the mess of wires with his pliers. ‘How’s it looking?’
‘I should be able to get us through, but it will take some time. Mind keeping a lookout just in case?’
Alex smirked and moved to lean on the wall, looking down at the corridor they had just come in from. ‘Anyone who comes to disturb us won’t know what hit them.’
‘That’s what I like to hear.’
Alex tried to not get too distracted. After all they didn't have super senses right now, they needed to keep some sort of guard up. But everytime they looked down the corridor there was the same silent destroyed sight. And watching their dad work was much more interesting, even if they didn't understand half of what he was doing. The aura of focus that had come over him wasn't unlike Morgan when she was rewiring a security panel on a heist, and while he seemed to ponder each decision for a second or two longer than Morgan, each cut and twisted wire had a casual confidence that came from years of experience Morgan didn’t have yet. When they watched Morgan hack and heist she did everything with a bubble of excitement around her. Perhaps that was for the challenge, or for the success. But Bernard was much calmer in his approach. Each movement and decision seemed so natural, it was almost graceful in a weird way. It was almost hypnotising to watch.
‘We doing good kiddo?’
Bernard's voice knocked Alex out of their thoughts and they peeked down the corridor again. ‘Yeah. Not even crickets.’
‘Good,’ Bernard said. ‘I know you're probably bored but I'd rather not have to face an investigating hero.’
‘Nah you're good,’ Alex said. ‘Besides, I'm not bored. It's cool watching you work.’
Bernard looked up at that, looking at Alex in surprise, ‘Really?’
‘Yeah. I mean, it's not my thing,’ Alex shrugged, ‘But I can appreciate a villain good at their craft. And I've never actually seen you “at work” like this.’
Bernard chuckled, ‘I guess you haven't.’ He turned back to the wires, examining which one to cut next. ‘Glad I kept up with my tinkering, otherwise doing this would have been a very different story.’
Alex smirked, watching Bernard fiddle a little more before what remained of the panel beeped and the door pulled open. Alex put their hand on the door, making sure it didn't shut as Bernard got to his feet and made his way through.
‘You sure that wasn't boring?’ Bernard asked as Alex stepped through.
They smiled and nodded. ‘I'm sure. I definitely went on the better mission, the other me is bored out of their mind.’
Bernard looked confused as Alex pulled out the orb, revealing rows and rows of shelves that broke away to two planes in the middle of the hangar. ‘You can tell that?’
‘It's a copy thing,’ Alex said. ‘Even with powers off apparently. We can tell what the other is feeling. Can't tell much beyond that, but they've been bored for ages. Guess the heroes are disappointing today.’
Bernard chuckled, pulling out a compass. After a few seconds they were moving through the shelves to their prize.
After the time spent on getting the door open, finding the boxes almost felt too quick. They were dotted around the room, but the pair were efficient in tracking them down and collecting them, with Alex doing most of the heavy lifting. Bernard managed to keep the compass cooperative the whole time so they were able to beeline for each box.
He was utterly focused on the compass, and on his goal. There were only a few boxes left. They were making good time. He almost didn't notice that something was wrong until he was at the collection of boxes and he realised that Alex wasn't behind him. He turned around, his immediate confusion turning into worry as he looked at Alex. They were standing in the middle of the shelves, holding a box and staring off into the middle distance. Looking panicked.
‘Alex?’
They blinked back into the room and looked up at Bernard, the panic not fading. ‘The other…somethings wrong.’
‘What?’
‘I don't know,’ Alex said. They finally moved to put down the box with the others. ‘But we need to move. Quickly.’
The two of them raced to the next few boxes, collecting them in double time as Alex went through a series of emotions with no known cause. Anger, panic, worry, cycling and mixing together.
‘Please tell me that's all of them,’ Alex said as they put down the last of their boxes. Bernard looked at the compass, frowning, and Alex made a noise. ‘Dad? That's all of them right?’
‘I think so?’ Bernard said. ‘Problem is the compass works off your desires and uh…’ he looked back down at the compass, seeing it pointing directly at Alex. ‘I'm struggling to focus.’ Alex growled and Bernard sighed. ‘Maybe you should try it?’
‘It's never going to work with me,’ Alex said, ‘Not right now.’
Bernard nodded, looking again at the compass while trying to focus on what they were here for. But the compass needle barely budged, and he sighed. ‘We either make the call that this is all of them, or we do another manual search. Because I can't get focused enough to use this.’
Alex didn't say a word. They just held out their hand, waiting for Bernard to hand over the teleport sigil. They were both silent setting up the sigil, winding the thread around the box and themselves before Alex knelt down with the sigil and the end of the thread. They paused before looking up at Bernard. ‘Last chance.’
Bernard gave one last look at the compass, trying to focus on the records. On Morgan’s plan. On answers. The compass finally managed to slowly tilt away from Alex, enough to point at the boxes. ‘Lets go.’
****
The lair was in utter chaos when Alex and Bernard landed. They were the last ones there, the other boxes and sigils utterly abandoned. Morgan had dived onto the main computer, gloves dumped on the floor as she brought up screen after scrolling screen. Barnaby was working next to her, stammering over things he was seeing on the screens and maps. Ohio was jumping onto another panel, trying to bring up news channels and live reporting while Dave was furiously fighting with his hero communicator. Which meant Diego was the first one to notice their arrival. She hurried over, face burning with anger and worry.
Bernard spoke before she could open her mouth. ‘Where's Janice?’
‘She left. Just. I…Alex? I know you don't help or give people magic lifts but please, I need to get to the city.’
Alex blinked, their terrifying fury only getting worse as their eyes burned with a vivid yellow light. ‘What happened?’
Diego swallowed, glancing back at Morgan before looking at Alex and Bernard. ‘Chad's in trouble.’
Chapter 71
Summary:
Meanwhile, in the city...
Notes:
So when I said I was excited for the heist? I lied. I was excited for this whole bit. I've been planning this whole chunk of chapters for months (maybe a year?) Whenever Chad left the farmhouse. That long.
Anyway couple of content warnings for:
- superhero typical violence
- brief mention of a gun
- excessive use of force and underhanded tactics by someone(s) in a police esque role.
Chapter Text
It had been a while since Chad had seen such clear skies in the city. The perpetual clouds and rain that had covered the skies over the past couple of weeks had finally broken, leaving a bright and warm sun and brilliant blue skies. He had managed to keep his powers at bay enough to drop off his old apartment key without a wind stirring up anything loose in the estate agent’s office, even though handing over the small key had lifted such a weight off him he was ready to float out of the door. He took his time from there, walking through every quiet part of the city he could find towards his old hideout in the warehouse district. Just to give his powers a chance to flex their excitement before he tried to settle them. He tightened his grip on his backpack, nerves flaring through him again. This was it. This was the last thing he had to do. Did he really want to do it? Was it the right call? He shook away the doubt and carried on, the wind buffering him along to try and speed him up. He wasn’t saying goodbye to herowork forever. He just couldn’t face putting on this mask again. It was time for the Chadster to be put to rest. If he ever picked up a mask or cowl in the future, it would be because he wanted to. It would be a hero he wanted to be. Not a persona that others had made for him.
He was out of the last of the parks, cutting through the quieter alleyways while his wind still buffeted the trash cans and discarded food packets around him. It would be impossible to reign his powers in right now, so it was better for him to just avoid the attention. When Alex's distraction eventually started he was sure to regret taking the longer route to his hideout. But for some reason they either hadn't started yet or were doing something outside of the city for once. Whichever it was, Chad couldn't complain at the chance for one last peaceful walk through the city.
He was shaken out of his thoughts by his phone buzzing in his pocket. The wind around him whipped in excitement as he pulled it out, half hoping it was Janice or Morgan. So he couldn’t help but frown in time with the wind fading when he saw it was an FA line.
‘Hello? Chadster speaking?’
‘There’s my favourite apprentice!’ Diviner said. ‘Long time no speak. How have you been?’
‘Uh…’ Chad frowned, looking around the alley for anyone nearby. ‘Trying to keep myself busy. It’s hard when you’re benched and waiting for the doctor to call you.’
Diviner hissed in sympathy, ‘Sounds like a perfect recipe for some cabin fever. Well lucky for you, I have a solution.’
Chad’s confusion only grew, ‘Have you been speaking to Cavendish?’
‘Oh no, much better,’ Diviner said. ‘I’ve got the latest scoop on Roofer’s plans. And there’s no way we should be taking him down without you there.’
‘But I’m benched.’
‘Sometimes it’s better to ask for forgiveness than permission,’ Diviner said, and he could hear the smile in her voice. ‘And, with me in your ear, you’ll get the jump on him before the other heroes get there.’
Chad tightened the grip on his backpack. They’re going after Roofer? And Diviner wanted to give him a chance to get in first. It was tempting. His suit was in the bag. It would be so easy to slip on the cowl, to do one last mission, to save the City one more time. The thought made the wind flare, the cold air whipping at his jacket bringing him back to reality. ‘No I can’t.’
‘What?’ Diviner said, completely shocked. ‘What do you mean you can’t?’
‘I can’t, I’d be a liability. If I snuck in only to screw up the mission I’d never forgive myself.’
‘What the hell are you talking about? Since when are you a liability?’
‘I haven’t even started power recovery,’ Chad said. ‘I can’t-’
‘You serious?’ Diviner said. ‘You have no powers so you’re not going to fight? Since when has something like that stopped you before? I’ve seen someone break your arms mid fight and you’ve kept going.’
Chad shook his head, starting to walk again down the alleyway. ‘This is different.’
‘Plenty of powerless heroes face this kind of stuff every day.’
‘If I was going to be a liability at the arena I’d be a liability for this,’ Chad said. ‘And nothing has changed. I won’t risk anyone else just to try and get some pride back.’
‘But you need to get off the bench! Come on, sometimes you need to ignore the order and demand the space and the respect you deserve. This is a chance to do that.’
‘It’s a chance to fix a bruised ego,’ Chad said. ‘I won’t put my ego above other people’s lives.’
Diviner sighed, ‘You’re actually serious aren’t you?’
‘I’m afraid so.’
Diviner was quiet for a moment. A moment long enough that Chad was about to try and end the call, when she spoke up again. ‘At least check out the warehouse Roofer is using? It’s literally around the corner from you, and you might change your mind.’
‘What?’ Chad said, confused. ‘Roofer doesn’t have any warehouses around here. This place is far too cheap for…’ he paused, a kernel of suspicion beginning to form in his mind. ‘Wait, how do you know where I am?’
Diviner was quiet for a moment too long. ‘I’m called the Diviner for a reason you know?’ Chad looked around himself at that, looking for any signs of cameras or CCTV in the alleyway. The wind picked up, circling up the buildings, and Chad tried to not freak out when he felt the walls the wind were buffetting against. It circled up to the roofs, and he could feel the birds flying away from the breeze, the warm sunlight warming the air. And three bodies crouching on the rooftops above him.
Chad’s head snapped up in time to see the flash of a black cloak before Diviner spoke up again. ‘Chadster? What’s going on? You okay?’
He looked to the other rooftop to see a glimpse of a familiar brown and green sidekick suit before it vanished. He didn’t turn to see the third body, he didn’t need to. There were only three other people it could be.
‘Chadster talk to me.’
‘Why did you call me?’ Chad asked. ‘Or better question, why are Vigilante and two of his kids spying on me from the roofs?’
There was silence on the phone as the wind rustled. Not from his own power, but from someone moving through it. He moved on reflex, rolling to the side to avoid the flying kick from Vigilante’s latest overeager sidekick. ‘Sparrow?’ Chad asked. ‘What is this?’ The sidekick didn’t respond except to jump into a spinning kick that Chad easily caught and deflected before stepping back. Something pressed against the wind behind him, and he side stepped in time to see a staff strike where he had been standing. A staff that Darkfeather was holding.
‘What’s going on?’ Chad said.
Darkfeather sighed, spinning the staff before sliding into a defensive stance as the sidekick started to circle around him. ‘What’s going on is that you need to come with us. Now.’
‘If you wanted me to come to HQ you just needed to ask me,’ Chad said. ‘Why are you attacking me?’
‘Because you wouldn’t have come in,’ said another voice, and Chad turned to see Vigilante standing in the middle of the alley behind him. ‘Not when you were about to skip town right?’
Chad stiffened at that, trying to keep his composure despite his heart racing. ‘I don’t know what you’re talking about-’
‘You ended your lease. You handed in your key about forty minutes ago. All your accounts are cancelled, your apartment is either empty or you’ve abandoned the furniture in there, and you have one bag left to give you the supplies to get you out of the city and to wherever the people you’re working with are meeting you.’
‘Working with?’ Chad spluttered. ‘Who…who do you think I’m working with to make you act like this?’
‘I have a few theories,’ Vigilante said. ‘Some are more viable than others. None of them are good for you.’
Chad swallowed, trying to keep his eyes on Vigilante as he felt Darkfeather and Sparrow step through the breeze to circle him. His hand was still on the strap of his bag, ready for whatever move came next. ‘Do I get to know why you’ve been spying on me? Or what any of this is about?’
‘I owe you that courtesy at least,’ Vigilante said, before his hands went to the shuriken on his belt. ‘You’re under arrest. Under suspicion of aiding in illegal activities, conspiracy and being an accomplice to a known and ranked villain. Mainly Rex Roofer, Generator or S tier. Or a combination of them.’
The panic welled up in him, threatening to freeze him in place or to freeze the alleyway. Which he couldn’t allow, he had to restrain that. The energy bubbled up into a giggle, then a snort, then a full blown burst of laughter. He could feel the panic and worry, but he prayed they read it as disbelief. ‘Wow! That’s…the funniest thing I’ve heard all week.’
‘It’s not a joke,’ Vigilante said. ‘Granted you did hide your tracks very well. If my private server didn’t clone the FA server to give us backups of the documents and reports we probably never would have realised you doctored official reports.’
‘Doctored?’ Chad laughed as his panic grew, ‘Vigilante please-’
‘I have a hunch that one of your new friends helped you clear out the security measures we put into place in your private server. Which in itself is a problem. A villain with that kind of backdoor to us puts the intel of the Fairness Association and the Chastisers at risk.’
‘Okay that’s enough,’ Chad said. ‘I would never risk hero lives.’
‘And I want to believe you,’ Vigilante said. ‘I want to believe you’re being used, or even that someone is framing you. It would make much more sense. Except the Diviner found the CCTV footage of Morgan’s last known day in the city.’
Chad’s face dropped at that. Oh no. He looked at his phone, still in his hand, but Diviner had disconnected the call at some point. Probably the moment Sparrow flew in. He pocketed the phone on autopilot, looking back up at Vigilante as he continued.
‘There is footage of you going to her apartment building, not half an hour before your parents got there. Your parents never left the building, their report explains why, but you did. With Morgan. And then you both drove out of the city.’ Chad was shaking his head, but Vigilante continued. ‘Neither of you drove back in. Morgan, as far as we can tell, never came back to the city, but you did. And with no clear route or method how. You didn’t fly, didn’t bus, didn’t train. You just appeared back in the city one day as if from thin air. In the same way that Generator’s car appeared in her building's car park.’
‘Vigilante-’
‘There is one person we know who has the power to make that happen and who would be inclined to make it happen. Either for the right price or because their roommate asked them to.’ Vigilante sighed. ‘I don’t want to believe that you are working with a villain. Especially a villain like the S tier. But I can’t ignore the evidence. It’s too much of a risk.’
‘You think I’m working with the S tier? The last time I saw them I ended up in hospital from fighting them.’
‘And when they stole all our A tiers you were the only person they left behind,’ Vigilante said. ‘When you come in you can explain why.’
‘Vigilante,’ Chad said, raising his hand in a placating gesture, ‘whatever you think is going on, whatever it is you think I’ve done, I promise you. I haven’t betrayed you. Or the FA. Or the City.’
‘And I want to believe that,’ Vigilante said. ‘And yet, here we are.’
There was movement to his right and Chad turned to see Darkfeather stepping closer. ‘Please don’t make this difficult for us. You know better than anyone that it's better to come in quietly.’
Chad’s shoulders slumped. The bag slipped off his shoulder, and he caught it just before it fell to the floor. He looked around at the three of them as they advanced. It was over. ‘This whole time, when you had me benched,’ he turned to Vigilante, ‘was it because of my health? Or was it because you were investigating this?’
‘We began to suspect something was off while you were in the medical bay,’ Vigilante said. ‘Not enough to know what, but enough to look into more. We needed to keep you locked down until we could work out what was going on,’ Vigilante said. ‘It was the only way.’
‘And no one else outside your circle knew what you were planning,’ Chad said. ‘So when everyone said they wanted me on the comms for the arena mission you couldn’t say no without revealing your hand.’ He looked at Sparrow. He was just a kid. A kid looking at him with the righteous fury he remembered feeling once, when he believed the world was black and white. ‘What happens now?’
‘You come in quietly,’ Darkfeather said. ‘You cooperate. And you tell us everything.’
A hero would have complied with them. No doubt the Chadster from two months ago would have gone in willingly, if only because he would have had faith in his teammates. He would have had faith that they were delivering justice, that they knew the right thing to do. But instead Chad looked at Darkfeather and gave him a sad and tired smile. ‘No, I don’t think I will.’
He didn’t move, didn’t flinch, didn’t even blink. But the wind that rushed out from him hit the three heroes like a freight train, sending them toppling back. Chad didn’t waste time, turning to bolt past Sparrow and for the end of the alley. There was yelling behind him, the rush of shurikens that the wind picked up and scattered behind him. He curled his hand to throw back another blast, and as he did the wind picked him up and spun him into the air.
‘Glad we’re on the same page now,’ he breathed, before dodging another flying projectile that tried to shock him out of the sky. He spun, moving easily through the air before looking up and ahead. On instinct he shot for the rooftops, swerving over the concrete and metal before aiming for the next alley. The wind pushed against a new body and he turned in time to see Black Cap aiming a gun in his direction. Chad threw the bag that was still in his hand, barely watching it knock Black Cap in the face and send him bowling over before diving back into the alleyway and flying away.
He flew two blocks through the city, weaving through deserted alleyways and back roads before finally landing on the ground before the crowds began to hit. He didn’t stop though. Instead he sprinted, trying to clear as much distance as possible. People watched him run in confusion, some in concern, but he paid them no mind. He needed to get to a space with more people. Crowds. A place with a thousand faces so he could blend in. It was the only chance he had to fly under the radar right now.
He skidded to a stop in the middle of an alleyway. The sounds of a more bustling city were at the other end of the alley, and in between him and the exit was a bunch of teens. They were loitering, probably planning some sort of vandalism. He looked at the dark and drab hoodie the biggest one of them was wearing, and then looked at his own letterman jacket. The heroes would be looking for him in these clothes. He needed a disguise.
‘Hey kids!’ he called out, approaching them with a smile even as they all tried to square up and sneer at him. ‘Any chance you young gents would want to make a trade?’ He shrugged off his jacket, holding it up with a smile.
‘Why the hell would we want that?’ One of the kids said. ‘Get lost you creep.’
Chad sighed, looking around for a moment. At this point any of the heroes could be coming for him. ‘Alright, better offer.’ He pulled out his wallet, grabbing a few notes at random. He didn’t count them until he was offering them to the big kid. ‘$60 for your hoodie. Do whatever you want with this thing.’
The big kid’s eyes widened, while the first one continued to shout about him being a creep. Chad glared at the shouting one, just for a moment, and the wind bristled around him. The kids all jumped back swearing, pulling away from him quickly. The bigger one panicked and immediately started pulling off his hoodie. ‘No worries sir! I can do that! Give me a second.’
Chad didn’t say another word as the kid threw the hoodie at him. Instead he shoved the money in their hand before shrugging on the hoodie and going to zip it up.’
‘Are those robot arms?’ One of the other kids said. ‘Are you a villain?’
Chad scowled again as he pulled the hood up over his head. ‘Don’t be rude.’ He marched for the exit, tucking away his wallet and shoving his hands in the hoodie pockets. Already the kids were gasping and chattering behind him but he ignored them, moving out of the alleyway and into the main street of bustling people.
If Chad’s goal was to head for the busiest place possible, then he had to aim for the square. He made a beeline for it, passing down high streets and roads backed up with traffic, sticking with or near crowds as much as possible while the sky began to darken with grey clouds. He didn’t want to look like a single target. Not right now. For once his wind was cooperating, taking the attempt of stealth to heart and not even causing a ripple. His senses were still stretched out though, in a way he had never felt before. He could feel all the people rushing around him, the heat pouring out of the shops, the smells of the restaurants and corner food kiosks and coffee. Soon enough he reached the square and he managed a small sigh. He wasn’t out the thick of it yet, but hopefully he could collect his thoughts together enough to think. He pulled out his phone. Janice was his best bet out of here. Could she pick him up from a place this busy though?
Chad: can you pick me up? kinda in the middle of the city, how much space/quiet do you need?
Joan Stephens: Hi sweetheart! I’m assuming you’re not wanting to draw attention to yourself so a quiet space would be better. If you can call me it would be easier to pinpoint your location and then I can use that connection to pull you here. That okay?
Chad sighed. It was too much to explain in a text. But if anyone overheard the call…No. It would be quicker in a call and then she could grab him in a second, scene be damned. He let out a steadying breath, bringing up her number to call when the wind flared around him. No, behind him.
He spun around, arm already raising against an unknown attack. His arm clashed against a spear, his eyes widening at the Amazonian glaring at him. ‘Dina?’
‘You’re coming in,’ she spat. ‘Now.’
The crowd were already screaming and parting for the two of them, and Chad could see Eagle Girl flying in with her sword further up. The Amazonian twisted her spear away, ready to come in with another attack, but Chad threw a wind at her to blast her off her feet. He angled it up, catching Eagle Girl in the updraft before something buckled against the aura of wind around him. He jumped, spinning up in the air over Blue Bolt racing below him before landing on the other side. Shit, he cringed. How did they find me?
He felt another attack come in that he dodged, another one he blocked, stepping around and away until he realised they were trying to box him in. He dodged over the next attack, spinning over the hero before he blasted himself away from the group. The hood fell away as he looked up, trying to take in the scene. The square was clearing out fast, the crowds moving away from the fight. There were four, five, six heroes around him, and more probably coming in. All prowling around him crouched on the ground, planning their next move. The flyers would block his ascent, Eagle Girl would definitely chase him…he needed cover.
The floor under his hand started to shimmer with frost, cold air curling into an icy vapour as his hand curled into a fist. Before the heroes could charge a thick layer of ice shot out in all directions around him, coating the whole square in ice. His hand twisted as he rose to his feet, and the ice broke into a freezing fog that rose up around and above them until it was spilling over the roofs of the nearest buildings. There were more cries, more screams, more yells from the heroes. But Chad was already in the air, dodging the bodies he could sense in the fog and zooming for the nearest alley.
Chapter 72
Summary:
The FA have revealed their hand and Chad is now on the run. Who will get to him first? Friend or foe?
Notes:
Here we go again! Are you ready for this? I'm not ready for this
Content warnings for:
- Superhero violence and deaths (I don't describe the blood or gore but its spicy)
- Gun reference
- Excessive use of force by a legal police esque authority
- Dissociation and trauma
- fire. Lots of fire.
Chapter Text
Nowhere in the City was safe to hide. It looked like every hero the FA had on duty was out looking for him, both on the ground and in the greying sky. Planes and copters had taken to the air. Some of them hero transport, some of them police, some of them from the various news stations trying to track down the chase. Which meant that the news had some sort of breaking bulletin. Did they think he was a random villain? An escapee? Or had they got their hands on the knowledge that the FA were hunting down one of their own?
Chad didn’t have time to think about that, not when he was running for his life. He ran and flew, dodging between buildings to try and avoid any eyes. He would vault onto a building for long enough to track how close the nearest heroes or copters were before diving down again. When they were too close he had to throw out another bank of fog, leaving patches of grey across the skyline that no one else could see through. And then he would run again. At one point he saw Aceman in the distance and immediately turned to race as far away from them as possible, and the next time he looked up the hero had vanished. That happened a few more times, heroes appearing in the distance before disappearing from where Chad could see them. But he didn’t have time to question it. He had to run. He had to hide.
He had finally found a place to take a breather. He was atop an apartment block, hiding between the generator and the concrete block that signalled the top of the stairs. He was panting heavily, his hand to his chest as he felt for any disturbances around him. The copters that were braving the dark stormy sky were far enough away they wouldn’t be able to spot him. There were heroes around, but a few buildings away at least. He had a chance to breathe. Suddenly there was a buzz and he grabbed his phone in panic to silence it. He pulled it out, his notifications filled with missed calls and messages. All from Janice.
The phone rang again as he held it and he answered without thinking. Janice’s voice was terrified as she spoke, ‘Chad? Chad is that you?’
‘Mum?’ Chad whimpered. ‘Mum please, I need to get out of here.’
‘Okay okay,’ Janice said, ‘I’ve got you sweetheart. Are you safe?’
‘For now,’ Chad said. ‘Hurry up. Please.’
Janice said something else, but the wind fluttered and buckled around him. He dodged on instinct, missing an arrow that buried itself in the concrete around him. He had only taken two steps away before the arrow beeped, and he pulled the wind up in time to shield against the explosion. The force sent him flying off the building before he caught himself in mid air. He started to fly down another alley, hearing the whistle of other arrows flying past him before he arced up to land on another building. He tried to lose Emerald Archer, dipping back into alleys and over buildings as he felt other flyers begin to take to the air around him. He rolled onto another building roof, looking down at his phone to see Janice was still on the line. Was…was that how they were tracking him down? But how else could he call her to get out of here?
He put the phone back to his ear as he began to run for the edge of the roof. ‘I think they’re tracking my phone. Please tell me you can-’
The edge of the roof in front of him suddenly exploded into a wall of fire, the light and heat overwhelming his senses and sending him stumbling. A gust of wind threw itself against the fire but it only roared hotter, and Chad tried to skid to a stop. His feet slipped out under him and he fell back, looking up at the wall of fire. He turned to the right, seeing the flames circling the whole building. He climbed to his knees, ready to look for another escape. But instead his eyes locked on two familiar heroes appearing in the fire. One held a hand up to make the fire grow bigger and hotter, while the other floated them through the wall of fire in a violet orb, ignoring the flames entirely as he set them down.
‘Well,’ Richard said, giving off an air of nothing but disappointment, ‘I never thought I would ever see this day. Not from you.’
Caroline stepped forward, wearing a scowl he had never seen aimed at him before. ‘What on earth were you thinking? How could you betray us like this? To them of all people?’
Chad slowly climbed to his feet, hand squeezing around his phone still. Janice was probably still on the line. They had been using the calls and texts to track him. What if they were trying to track her too? He swallowed, straightening his shoulders as he squeezed his phone tighter. He couldn’t let them find her.
The phone crunched in his hand, making Richard frown as he saw the pieces fall to the ground. ‘Really now? What is that going to accomplish? What does any of this accomplish?’
‘Let me go,’ Chad snarled.
Caroline scoffed at that. ‘Absolutely not. You’ve colluded with known villains and sabotaged the FA in the process. This whole time, you’ve been working with Morgan? Alex threatened the heroes, Central City, even the world, for Morgan’s sake and you’ve known this whole time where she was?’
‘I don’t know where Morgan is,’ Chad said. ‘If she’s hiding I don’t know where.’
‘You expect us to believe that?’ Richard said. ‘How stupid do you think we are?’
‘I don’t know where she is. And I’m not working with Alex, I’ve not turned against the city, and I’ve not betrayed the FA!’ Chad shouted. ‘Everything I do, everything I’ve done, is to protect people! To protect the world from any threats that face them! I’ve given my life to that!’
‘Is that it then?’ Richard asked. ‘You didn’t get enough credit for doing your job and you turned on us?’
‘No! I’ve never asked for anything!’ Chad shouted. ‘I’ve never asked for anything from you, or from the people. Being a hero is a thankless job, the people never know what we sacrifice for them. And I’m okay with that. But I would hope that the people that I have trusted to fight alongside with would trust me too. Not attack me and try to accuse me of turning to villainy!’
Richard sighed. ‘You can’t deny the evidence. And we can’t ignore it. We know a hero that has gone rogue when we see it, and there’s only one answer to that.’
Caroline waved her hand, lowering the walls of fire enough to reveal the silhouettes of countless other heroes in the air around the building. ‘It’s time to bring you in. Whether you want to go or not.’
Chad looked around at the heroes. Some were flying under their own steam, some were in the floating pods waiting to land on the roof. A black jet shot overhead and three bodies jumped out, Vigilante Sparrow and Darkfeather landing behind Caroline and Richard. Chad shook his head, ‘No. No I’m not humouring this.’
Caroline snarled. ‘I don’t care what you will or will not humour. You’re coming in now, and you will face justice.’
A clap of thunder sounded above them, making a few of the heroes look up in alarm. Chad ignored it though, glaring at Caroline with eyes that were beginning to flicker with a white-blue light. ‘Justice?’ he hissed. ‘You don’t know the meaning of the word.’
‘How dare you-’
‘You never knew the meaning of the word!’ Chad shouted. ‘You’ve never cared about justice, about good, about the truth. You two only care about two things. Your status and your legacy. And you’ll do anything to keep those intact right?’
Caroline’s anger grew, and the fire tried to grow with it. But Chad gritted his teeth and a gust of wind blasted out across the roof, smothering the walls of fire to nothing but simmers. ‘We will not be insulted like this,’ Caroline hissed. ‘Not by someone who has taken everything we’ve done for them and thrown it in our face.’
Chad laughed at that, a cold and humourless laugh as lightning arced in the sky above them, his eyes flickering a little brighter. ‘What you’ve done for me? Let’s go through that list shall we? Shall we start with my inheritance from Grandad? Or what you did to my medical records?’
Richard’s disappointed air vanished in an instant, his brow furrowing to match Caroline’s anger. ‘That’s enough out of you.’
‘I’ve barely started,’ Chad snapped, the wind picking up around them again. ‘And it’s not enough. It won’t be enough until everyone knows who you really are and what you’ve done.’
‘I’m warning you Chad-’
‘No one here should trust you,’ Chad shouted. ‘None of them should listen to a word you say! Not when your pride is in the way. You would do anything to protect your perfect image. You lie, and you cheat, and you steal-’
‘I said enough!’ Richard shouted, violent energy crackling to life in his hands. Caroline was a second ahead of him, summoning a series of fireballs and throwing them at Chad. He gritted his teeth, the wind whipping up into a shield around him. In time to smell floral perfume, ozone, and a familiar spice like magic.
A flash of crimson light flared in front of Chad, exploding out into a shield in time to catch the balls of fire. Richard’s psychic energy followed immediately after but was buffeted just as easily. The magic raged, making Chad stagger back in shock. The other heroes tried to move, some landing on the roof while others braced in the air. None of them seemed to recognise the magic. No one except Caroline and Richard, who were both exuding nothing but fury.
The shield shifted, condensing in the centre into a silhouette floating in front of Chad. When the silhouette touched the ground the light shattered, revealing a figure with her hand extended. A crimson leather coat flared around to her knees, revealing tight pants breaking into matching red knee high boots. Her blonde hair danced around her, a halo of gold set against the dark and red leather she was adorned in. Janice turned to Chad, her eyes glowing crimson as she looked at him in concern, and he saw she had a bejewelled garnet circlet resting on her forehead. ‘You okay sweetheart?’
Chad nodded, but before he could respond any further Caroline called out in a cold voice. ‘Crimson Caster. And here I hoped you had crawled off into a hole to never see the light of day.’
Janice turned back to Caroline, finally lowering her hand as she drew up to her full height. She looked coolly at Caroline, magic crackling in her eyes and hands as she stepped forward. ‘Caroline! It’s been such a long time. I would say it’s good to see you, but we both know how I feel about lies.’
Richard growled and stepped closer, gathering more energy in his hand. When someone else grabbed his wrist and yanked him back with a yelp. He spun around, his other first raised, only to come face to face with yellow eyes. Alex raised an eyebrow, nothing but venom in their voice when they spoke. ‘I wouldn’t do that if I were you.’
‘Alex dear,’ Janice said. ‘Careful now.’ Alex’s dark look turned to Janice, who met them with just as much anger and fury. ‘I did say you’d have your turn. But not before I’m satisfied.’
‘Is that a threat?’ Caroline snarled.
Alex ignored her entirely, just like they ignored Richard trying to pull away from their grip. ‘There’s two of them. One each.’
‘Or, I’ll make sure to leave them mostly intact if you don’t mind doing me a favour?’ Janice said, glancing around. ‘Can you make sure I’m not interrupted?’
Alex looked up at the crowd of heroes across the sky and roof. They chuckled, straightening as Richard’s psychic power bounced off their shirt. ‘Sure. Sounds like fun.’ They spun Richard around, throwing him across the roof as Janice stepped towards Caroline, the two women glaring at each other in fury. The heroes were shouting, moving in to attack, making Alex grin with delight and menace in equal measure. Chad took in a breath, as he looked around. Alex was going to kill all of them. He couldn’t let that happen.
Another wave of wind blasted across the roof, sending all the heroes flying. Those in the air went spinning away, while those on the roof either tried to hunker down or fell off the edge. Alex skidded slightly from the force, and Janice was picked up by the wind before her magic flared and she flew into the air. Caroline skidded backwards, hunkering down as she watched Janice race towards her.
Alex looked up at Chad with a scowl, but Chad just shook his head. ‘Don’t kill them. Please. They’re good people.’
‘After what they did to you today?’ Alex growled. ‘You want to protect them right now?’
Chad bit his lip, blinking back a tear. The heroes were righting themselves and getting ready to come back in to attack. Caroline straightened, fire in her hands as Janice closed in. Richard was running to help Caroline, and Alex was turning to face the first heroes racing for them. Chad watched it all with a growing terror. He needed to stop this. How did he stop this?
The wind buckled and he spun, arm raising in time to catch Darkfeather’s staff. ‘It’s true then,’ Darkfeather spat, and Chad could see the anger behind his mask. ‘You’re working with Alex.’
‘No-’
Darkfeather pulled back only to twist into a flurry of attacks, all of which Chad blocked or parried. ‘Don’t lie!’ Darkfeather shouted. ‘There’s no point. Why else would Alex try to take us out while we were looking for you?’
They did what? Chad pushed Darkfeather away. ‘What are you talking about?’
‘They went after Ace and Amazonian,’ Darkfeather said. ‘They grounded Eagle Girl. Emerald Arrow is on his way to the medical bay or the Lazarus Machine. All to stop us getting to you.’
Chad was reeling, but he couldn’t process what Darkfeather said. Sparrow had jumped in now, the two of them trying to flank him while a flying hero flew in to assist. Chad rolled away, watching more of the heroes turn towards him and coming in. He gritted his teeth, eyes flashing as thunder roared overhead. Another roll of wind blasted into them, sending them toppling like bowling pins. Sparrow skidded across the roof and nearly went over the edge, with Darkfeather having to catch him. Chad looked around wildly, seeing Alex right themselves from the wind and tearing into the nearest hero. Janice had managed to buffet the wind and was flying through the air, holding up a shield that was catching the fire and psychic power thrown at her and growing bigger with every blast. The wind rippled, warning of danger, and Chad spun around with his arms raised. But there was no one there to fight him. Just a glint across the rooftops.
A sharp crack echoed across the sky that made everyone pause. Chad blinked, stepping back in surprise at a gloved fist appearing in front of his face. He turned to see its owner, confused at the sight of Alex with long hair in a black all in one leather suit. He looked, and the short haired Alex in red and black was still on the other side of the rooftops. The one that went on the heist, Chad realised, looking back at the new arrival. Alex was glaring at something across the rooftops before their hand lowered and they opened their fist. The single crumpled bullet was still smoking against the leather glove, and Chad’s breath froze in his chest.
‘That’s Black Cap’s bullet,’ Chad whispered. ‘That was going to…he was aiming for…’
Alex picked up the bullet, examining it for a moment. ‘Looks like they’re not holding back. They’re acting like you’re as dangerous as me.’ They looked at Chad then, before flicking the bullet back across the rooftops. Chad flinched at the shout of pain, but Alex’s attention was all on Chad. ‘The question is, what are you going to do about it?’
Chad shook his head, blinking the tears out of his eyes. The air hadn’t been this still around him all day, like it was frozen in time with the air in his lungs. They wouldn’t try to kill him. Heroes didn’t kill. Not unless the threat was too great. Not unless it was…it was someone as dangerous as Alex.
‘Cause if it was me,’ Alex said, ‘I wouldn’t hold back. They don’t deserve your mercy.’ They turned, waving their hand over the bun in their hair. The spikes flew out, one by one, before spinning in a ring in Alex’s hand as their hair tumbled down their back. A hero yelled and moved to attack, only for Alex to flick their hand up and the ring of spikes tore through them. They stepped and dodged across the rooftop, dancing with the spikes that shredded through any nearby heroes.
Alex straightened up. Well, both Alex straightened up at the same time, looking around at the nearby heroes circling them. The short haired Alex, the first Alex, raised their hand in a perfect mirror of the one with the spinning blades. And then they spoke in perfect unison. ‘You know, when I packed my toys this morning, I didn’t imagine that this would be how I was using them.’ The blades started to fly across to the first Alex, gathering in their hand as they continued to speak. ‘But then again, I didn’t imagine you’d be so stupid as to turn on one of your own.’ The final blade left the second Alex and they slowly started to fade with a flick of their hair as both of them carried on. ‘Nice to know what good old heroic loyalty actually looks like.’
There was only one Alex left. One Alex who looked at all the heroes with a fury that threatened to boil the air around them. One Alex, who flicked their wrist and sent the spikes flying into the nearest flying heroes. They didn’t even care to watch them fall.
Chad watched it all in numbness. The storm above them was beginning to rage and grow, but Chad didn’t notice it. He was watching the carnage like he was seeing it through a glass lens. He couldn’t feel anything, could barely hear or see anything. He was watching but couldn’t even tell what he was seeing. Black Cap had tried to kill him. He had dedicated his life to being a hero. And Black Cap had just tried to kill him. There was no way that was on Vigilante’s orders. He must have gone rogue, he had done it before. That wasn’t an order from higher up. The FA didn’t want him dead. They couldn’t.
The wind rushed in warning and Chad moved on reflex. Darkfeather’s staff bounced off his arm, and the hero bounced back before coming in for another attack. This time Chad caught the staff, yanking Darkfeather closer to it. ‘Tell me Black Cap didn’t have permission to try and kill me.’
Darkfeather frowned, ‘What?’
‘He just tried to kill me,’ Chad said, his voice almost desperate. ‘Tell me he wasn’t acting on orders. Tell me he went rogue.’
‘Do you even realise what’s going on here?’ Darkfeather shouted.
‘The Council didn’t give that order,’ Chad said. ‘They couldn’t. Heroes don’t kill.’
Darkfeather’s face set. ‘No we don’t. But we’ve been told to take you down. By any means necessary.’
Lightning struck the edge of the building, making a group of the heroes scatter. Chad’s breath was still cold in his chest, threatening to turn to ice, as he stared at Darkfeather with wide eyes. Any means necessary. His grip tightened on Darkfeather’s staff, holding it in place as he tried to yank it out of Chad’s hands. They’re not holding back. He moved on instinct, wrestling with the staff enough to butt Darkfeather square in the chest. Darkfeather grunted, falling back before glowering at Chad. What are you going to do about it? The cold air finally shifted in his lungs, and the numbness filling his whole being shattered.
Chad flicked his wrist and the wind responded perfectly. It picked up Darkfeather before throwing across the rooftop. Darkfeather landed with a roll, getting to his knees in a single move before looking back up. ‘Shit!’ he hissed, backing up slightly at the sight Chad made.
He was glaring at Darkfeather, the normal hazel eyes now burning with glowing white-blue light. The wind rippled around him, stirring his hair and clothes and kicking up the dirt and dust. Ice was collecting around his hands that were clenched into fists, frost growing up Darkfeather’s staff from his touch. His eyes were on Darkfeather, and there was nothing behind them but rage.
With a single motion Chad snapped the staff across his knee, throwing the pieces across the rooftop before stepping forward. Darkfeather drew out his throwing stars and sent them flying towards Chad. He didn’t even move, but the wing caught them and sent them scattering over the edge of the building. Chad flicked his hand and the wind picked up Darkfeather, sending him spinning into the air until he was held in a cocoon of icy cold air. Thunder sounded above in time with the first spots of rain beginning to fall across the fight. Darkfeather tried to fight against the wind, until he was spun around to face Chad. Face to face with Chad, eyes still alight, and glaring at him. The wind drew him closer, close enough for Chad to reach up and pluck his earpiece out of his ear. When Chad spoke, he spoke into the small mic. But he never took his eyes off Darkfeather.
‘I have a favour, for when you write your reports,’ Chad said. ‘Make sure you make a note of this. No matter how today ends, I need you all to know. That all of you are responsible for this.’ The mic crunched in his fingers and he thrust his hand out, throwing Darkfeather high in the air. He flew across multiple rooftops too fast for any other flying hero to catch, before landing in a crumpled pile somewhere far away from the fight. Chad turned to the other heroes, eyes still glowing with a power and fury that made a couple hesitate. Alex was watching, almost impressed, before they moved to slice another hero’s face off. The Amazonian stepped up, calling a handful of the others to her side to charge at Chad. He clenched his fists, the wind picking up around him. It was time to stop holding back.
Chapter 73
Summary:
For once Chad and Alex are fighting side by side. And Janice gets a chance for some payback.
Notes:
I said a chapter a day until Friday, and today is Thursday. Which means one more chapter from this arc after this :D
Content warning for:
- Superhero typical violence
- Alex typical violence (no actual descriptions of gore)
- Storms (including references to thunder, lightning, ice/frost, and hurricanes)
- describing loss of a child and grief
- Torture (magic spell to cause overwhelming pain, doesn't reflect any real life examples of torture)
- Threats and interrogation
Chapter Text
The heroes didn’t stand a chance . That was the thought that went through Alex’s head when they paused enough to see the larger fight. Granted, the heroes never stood a chance against them at the best of times. The most they could do was provide a distraction, maybe a brief interlude with a forced trek to the Eternity Arena. But their futility at facing Alex again and again was one thing. It was another thing to see Chad, one of their former beacons of heroism, turn on them with the rage of a hurricane. Completely justified rage of course. But man, they didn’t stand a chance.
They spared a glance in their Mum’s direction, grinning at the sight of her hovering over Caroline and Richard ablaze in crimson light, before turning back to the fight. The rain was coming down hard now, thunder roaring almost constantly overhead, with lightning arcing across the sky and intermittently striking the nearby buildings. And Chad was not even close to stopping. Flying heroes were being ripped out of the air or thrown up in tornados. Ice and frost rimed the floor, the heroes’ suits and weapons, frost was even in their hair. And when Chad got his hands on one of them, the cold tore through them, leaving them shivering and blistered. And the whole time his eyes were glowing with lightning blue light. Stronger than any magic, any bullshit, the senior Sterlings and their pet caster could summon. It was beautiful to see.
Another flyer tried to make a break for Janice, and Alex summoned one of their blades to toss at them. But a familiar tornado trapped them, making them spiral and spin into the air. Alex scowled in Chad's direction, ‘I had that one!’
Chad didn't respond, in the middle of throwing off a hero who had jumped on his back before sending them skidding on a patch of ice. A hero came for Alex with some sort of weapon that Alex shattered without even looking before tossing them over the side of the building. They were too busy watching Chad. They had to wonder what Chad's new upper limit was, and where his power boost had come from. Because that's definitely what this was. If the sheer power radiating off him right now wasn’t enough of a clue the storm was. It was quickly encompassing the whole city from what Alex could tell, and Chad was still summoning winds and ice while fighting. And he wasn’t even breaking a sweat. Alex needed to test it. Well, they didn't need to. But man Alex was dying to. Just to see if their hunch was right.
The sight of a new hero face pulled Alex out of their thoughts, the familiar white and blue suit standing bright against the storm. Except for a few tears and marks in the suit from earlier. Looks like Ace recovered from their earlier ass kicking. Alex's grin faltered though when Aceman turned his attention to Chad, eyes glowing as his heat rays began to charge.
Chad spun around to face him, but Alex got there first. The heat ray fired and Alex caught it, gathering the power in their hand as the orange light lit up the battlefield. Ace stopped, scowling at Alex as he made to charge at them through the air. But Alex only grinned, flicking their wrist. The energy from the heatwave hit Aceman square in the chest, sending him flying over the edge of the roof.
Chad frowned at Alex. ‘I had that.’
Alex spun to them with a bright grin. ‘And leave you to have all the fun? I don’t think so.’
Chad's expression told them he did not think of this as “fun”, but his rebuttal died on his tongue at the sight of something behind Alex. At the same time as Alex spied Amazonian coming in with her spear pointed straight at Chad's back. They darted past Chad, catching the spear hard enough to dent it while Chad threw a tornado to catch Aceman charging at them again.
Alex's grip crumpled the spear properly as they gave Amazonian a dark glare. ‘That was a stupid move on your part.’
The spear hand snapped off and Alex caught it, burying it in Amazonian's stomach before another wind blasted her away. Alex pulled back into their fighting guard, feeling Chad hit against them with his own back. The two of them watched, back to back, as the heroes started to circle them again. Chad was the first to notice a couple break off from the group and race towards Janice. He nudged Alex before the two of them raised their hands in sync. Blades spun around them, stopping them in their tracks before a twister lifted them off their feet and spun them high into the air.
Alex grinned, ‘Was that a combo move? That was a combo move.’
Chad rolled his eyes, throwing a patch of ice under the heroes’ feet. ‘That wasn't a combo move.’
‘Sure it was!’ Alex said, their spikes spinning close before they threw them at the nearest heroes. ‘We can even name it! Like…Blades of Fury. No, that sucks. Silver Winds. Nah that doesn’t work.’
Chad didn’t respond, ducking a punch before sending a wind powered strike back. The hero flew back and Chad straightened himself. ‘Razor Tornado.’
Alex's eyes lit up with delight. ‘Oh hell yes!’
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It’s time for them to pay . That was the thought that encompassed all of Janice’s attention when she laid her eyes on Inferno and Professor Psion. After twenty years of grief. After two months of holding back rage and sorrow and the overwhelming need for vengeance. After gathering breadcrumbs of her son’s life and secrets and emotions and trust to try and satisfy her heartache. Things that should have been a constant in her life, that she never should have had to lose. All because of them. Because of their greed. Their selfishness. Her magic flowed through her veins, lighting up alongside the anger she had been suppressing, making the air itself buckle around her. This encounter on this roof wouldn’t be anywhere near enough to satisfy her. But it was a good start.
Fire and violet energy was soon flying, Janice dancing around the two of them in the air. She caught their attacks, syphoning off the energy to build an aura around her. Inferno tried to make an orb of fire around Janice, but she teleported out of it and behind Psion to blast him with a bolt of magic before she could even feel the heat. Psion tried to trap her in psychic shields, tried to throw his own bolts at her, he even summoned a new crackling psychic attack to hit her with. That one she drew a circle in the air to catch it, the power flying through a portal that opened up next to Inferno. She dodged it, which was a shame. But then again, it might have ended the fight too soon.
So they carried on, a barrage of energy and rage on both sides. Janice was still collecting energy, building the aura to be stronger and stronger while the other two continued with their aggression. She was glowing now, the crimson energy tracing along her veins, setting her hands and fingers alight. The glowing veins collected around her neck, a web of light inching up to her face. One more blast of fire, and she chuckled, something in her throat alight that looked like she was about to breathe fire herself.
‘Fascinating,’ she said, and her voice echoed with the power of a thousand voices. She snapped her fingers and the aura around her condensed into solid runes, circling around her while constantly shifting and changing. Like the spells would shift and rewrite themselves in her grimoire. The two heroes' eyes widened in recognition, before glaring at her anew. ‘I wonder, was it age or pride that made you forget how to fight me?’
‘You think this is over already?’ Caroline sneered. ‘Is that your pride? Or delusion?’
Janice chuckled, catching a spell that was spinning around her, weaving it between her hands as she spoke. ‘You’re projecting Caroline. Again.’
‘And you’ve been humoured for too long already,’ Richard growled. ‘We should have hunted you down when we had the chance.’ Janice raised an eyebrow in a silent question, watching Richard draw himself up to his full height and puff out his chest. Every bit the self- righteous egomaniac. ‘What did you do to Chad?’
She gave him a cool look, the only sign of danger was in how her fingers began to clench into claws. ‘What are you trying to blame on me now?’
‘Did you do this to Morgan too?’ Richard asked. ‘Is this all part of a grand scheme to make a new generation of villains? By capturing the children of heroes and feeding them delusions?’
The air crackled, one of the runes snapping from barely restrained anger as Janice’s expression hardened. ‘Delusions? Really? That’s the best gaslighting you can come up with?’ She stepped forward, the spell in her hand beginning to darken as she continued to weave. ‘At least come up with something consistent. Because anyone who remembers me as well as you two should, would know that I. Hate. Lies. And delusions come under that category. So, try again.’
‘We’re not listening to this,’ Caroline snarled. ‘We’re putting you down today, and we’re getting our son back from whatever control you’ve put him under.’
Janice’s head snapped to face Caroline, her crimson eyes burning as the magic in her veins began to creep up her cheeks. ‘Say that again?’
‘You won’t win today,’ Caroline said. ‘We’re ending you for good.’
‘Oh no, not the empty threat,’ Janice said, her voice turning dangerously soft as she leaned closer. ‘That part about the someone you’re “getting back” from my supposed control. What did you call them again?’ Caroline and Richard frowned at her and she gave them a small cold smile. ‘There were two words. Two very short words. Say them again.’ Her smile dropped alongside her voice, turning into a growl as she said, ‘I dare you.’
Caroline met her eyes, humming in amusement before she also leaned forward. ‘We’re getting Chad back. You will never have our son. We won’t-’
A crack of magic stopped Caroline mid-sentence. Janice looked at them darkly, bracing the now black spell gathered in her hands before she finally released it. Her silhouette blurred, copies phasing out of her and zooming around Inferno and Psion in a ring. Two, four, six, eight visions of the Crimson Caster hovered around them in a perfect circle. Inferno threw out a wave of fire, watching it phase through the copies without issue. Psion gathered another crackling psychic attack that was buffeted by a snaking swirl of runes. While each vision of Janice manifested a larger black rune, each one unique and letting out whispered incantations in an unknown voice. She dropped, and the others dropped in time, to slam their hands on the floor. A black and red sigil manifested under Caroline and Richard’s feet, and they both aimed attacks at the real Janice. In time for the sigil to light up.
The magic exploded, roaring high up into the air to drown out Caroline and Richard’s screams. Janice eyes narrowed, the magic from her veins, her neck, her fingers, all feeding the sigil until the aura was all but spent. Only then did she release the magic, standing up as the magic settled. The second the pain stopped Caroline and Richard dropped to the floor, splayed out like abandoned puppets, gasping for breath as they tried to think through the fading pain. Janice stepped into the still glowing circle, heels clacking on the concrete as she slowly strided towards Janice.
‘No,’ Richard rasped, holding up his hand with a spark of violet light in his fingers.
Janice didn’t even look at him as she twisted her hand and he was lifted into the air. ‘I’ll deal with you later,’ she said, before throwing him halfway across the roof. Inferno tried to push herself to her knees, panting for breath before looking up at Janice.
‘You know,’ Janice said, ‘the hardest thing about losing a child you love is that you never recover from it. It’s not like any other type of grief. It’s a hole in your heart, your very soul, that never heals. Never gets smaller. It’s as raw and painful today as the day it happened.’
Caroline raised a shaking hand, trying to summon a spark of fire, but Janice flicked a finger and magic wrapped around Caroline’s wrist before pinning her in place.
‘It almost drove me mad,’ Janice said, the emotion welling up in her voice. ‘I couldn’t help but imagine what my baby’s final moments must have been like. In that fire. Scared and alone with nothing but fire and smoke and ash around him. Such a horrible, horrible end. One no child deserves, especially not a good little boy like him. The pain of losing him, of trying to live without him. I can never put it into words.’
Caroline raised her other hand, only for it to be pinned by another flick of magic. She was pulled up, her hands held over her head enough that her wrists had to support her whole weight. Janice met Caroline’s glare, tears falling from her glowing eyes and mixing with the rain on her face. ‘The pain of losing a child is indescribable.’ She sniffed, wiping at her face. Before her expression hardened as she stared down at Caroline and the magic in the sigil swelled. ‘But a demonstration might be good to start with.’
Janice’s arms raised, red and black magic coiling around her hands, and Caroline’s body stiffened. Her muscles started spasming, burning with an unknown and alien pain. And it was growing, more and more until every nerve in her body burned. ‘Now now, Caroline,’ Janice said in a condescending tone. ‘There is no good in holding anything back. Go on, let it all out.’ She brought her hands together, the magic smouldering in her hands. The pain travelled up Caroline’s spine up to her brain and her whole body seized. And she screamed. She screamed until her voice broke. She screamed until her lungs were empty of all air. And even then she tried to scream more, even as her body couldn’t take in more air and her voice was reduced to a rasping hoarse sound. Still she screamed. And Janice watched, her face twisted in fury. The magic grew in her hands and the pain grew with it. The sigil burned underneath them, empowering Janice’s spells and draining Caroline more. And all of it went into this curse, into this scream, that Janice had no plans of stopping.
She didn’t see the flash of violet energy careening towards her. But she did see the flash of lightning a split second before something barrelled into her. She was ripped out of her sigil, white-blue light filling her vision before she hit the concrete. The body against her, because it was a body, pulled away and she turned to give the hero that stopped her a piece of her mind. But the sight of the metal hand on her arm stopped her, and she looked up. Chad was standing in front of her, his body crackling with lightning, and he was glaring across the rooftop.
Past him she saw Psion, standing at nearly his full height, with that violet crackling energy in his hand. ‘Chad what the hell are you-’
‘Don’t you dare,’ Chad growled, the power in his voice making the air around him shiver. ‘Don’t you dare hurt her.’
Richard dropped his hand, staring at Chad perplexed, before he scoffed. ‘How weak-willed are you? You’re going to give in to her delusions that easily? You’re going to fight your own family for a deranged villain like her?’
This time Janice saw it. Chad stepped forward, the lightning around him crackling, and then a bolt of nothing but lightning shot across the rooftop. Chad had barely materialised out of the lightning before he swung, his hook sending Richard flying. Janice scrambled to her feet, watching Chad in shock as the lightning dissipated and he gritted his teeth, flexing his metal fist before rolling his shoulder.
Richard looked up, blinking stars out his eyes, ‘How-’
‘Don’t insult her either,’ Chad said.
Richard shook his head, looking at Chad, anger slowly twisting his face. ‘You ungrateful brat.’ He raised a fist but Chad deflected it before punching him in the stomach, sending him staggering back. Richard snarled and came in with a hand wreathed in psychic energy but Chad dodged, stepping up on a pulse of wind before aiming a kick for Richard’s head.
Janice watched, her shock at what she just saw quickly fading. She blinked out of her stupor, looking around at the rest of the fight. Most of the heroes that been here when this started were gone, and the rest were fending off Alex. She finally noticed the rain, wiping at the water on her face. She looked up, seeing the storm for the first time. How big was that? She looked around, watching the lightning arc and strike a nearby building. Was Chad making this? That thought sobered her up, and she looked back to the fight. Chad with lightning crackling across his body, his eyes glowing with the same lightning colour, brawling against Richard. Fighting heroes. With his storm overhead that threatened the city. She could see the rage burning through him now. But she knew that when the rage faded he would be filled with regret. I need to stop this , she thought. Janice turned back to the sigil, still glowing on the roof, focusing on the now still form of Inferno in the middle. She took a slow breath, flexing her fingers. The rest of her revenge would have to wait. She needed to end this now.
Her magic teleported her back into the sigil, back into the red and black magic that swelled around her, and she waved her hand. Caroline was limp when the magic picked her up and pulled her upright, barely able to rouse to consciousness until Janice grasped her chin. ‘Let’s cut to the chase,’ Janice said. ‘End the farce now. Tell them what you did.’
Caroline blinked up at her, her eyes unfocused as she tried to process what was said. ‘What?’
Janice leaned in. ‘Tell them. All the heroes that are in your ear. Tell them what happened that day.’
Caroline squeezed her eyes shut, trying to come around. ‘Must you be so vague, witch?’
‘October 17th,’ Janice hissed. ‘Twenty years ago. You were fighting some villain, I never found out who. And a whole row of buildings got set on fire. Everyone was panicking, people were screaming, and in the middle of the panic you did…what?’
Caroline’s focus was coming back, and there was recognition in her eyes. ‘I presume I was fighting a villain.’
Janice scowled and her hand wrapped around Caroline’s throat as her hand began to glow. ‘Remember this spell?’ Janice smirked. ‘Let’s try again. Tell them everything. Tell them what you did that day. Tell them what you did to my family.’
Caroline took a careful breath, her larynx jumping against Janice’s hand. ‘I’m not sure what you think I did,’ Caroline said, ‘but I’m a hero. I save people.’
Janice snarled, her hand tightening around Caroline’s throat. ‘I don’t like what you’re implying.’
‘Only the truth,’ Caroline laughed. ‘Otherwise I’d be choking on my words. But the truth is that I’m a hero. I save people. And I bring justice. That is what I do. Whatever else you think of me or my actions, that is the honest truth.’
Janice’s eyes burned in fury. ‘This is what you call justice?’
‘Clearly,’ Caroline smiled. ‘Otherwise I’d be lying. And I can’t. That’s how the spell works right?’
Janice let go of Caroline, letting her fall to the floor coughing and rubbing at her throat. The sigil pulsed and trails came out of the ground, curling around Caroline’s arms and legs. ‘I hoped you would do this the easy way,’ Janice said. ‘But if I have to force the truth out of you? Then so be-’
The storm cracked above them, making everyone freeze. It wasn’t a crack of thunder. No, it was a sharp crack that sounded somewhere in the clouds. Like something had cracked reality itself. Janice turned back to the fight, looking for Chad. He was standing, eyes wide, one arm extended towards Psion. Who’s hand was wreathed in crackling violet light and pressed to Chad’s temple. The wind whipped around, but it did nothing but make Psion’s cape billow.
‘No,’ Janice whispered, and she was suddenly out of her sigil and racing across the rooftop. Psion pulled his hand away and Chad fell to his knees, the light in his eyes dying and fading into his normal hazel colour. There was magic in Janice’s hands, the yell of Alex on the other side, and Psion was looking up at her with more of that power in his hands.
And then the crack sounded again. And the whole world shuddered. The wind burst to life, colder and stronger than anything from earlier. Janice was sent staggering to the side, being pushed away from Chad. She couldn’t barely keep her feet. She could barely see where Chad was, or Alex, or Psion. Her magic swelled and she summoned a shield around her, giving her enough time to breathe and look up. She saw Chad alone in the middle of the wind storm, still on his knees. But wavering. She tried to push forward, tried to get close enough to catch him. But the wind screamed, and she, along with everyone else, were blasted back. Off the rooftop and into the throes of a hurricane.
Chapter 74
Summary:
Which do you try to fix first? Chad or the hurricane?
Notes:
I was going to post this tomorrow. But I changed my mind. So enjoy the last chapter of this little arc!
Content warnings for:
- hurricanes and violent storms
- discussion of danger, threat and potential death
- pain. Like the torture scene from last chapter but not done maliciously. There's a lot of regret involved
- emotional breakdown
Chapter Text
The hurricane was relentless. It screamed through the city, tearing through everything in its wake. Cars were crashing into buildings, debris picked up and sent toppling into wires and windows and just about everything else. Nothing and no one was safe from the screeching and tearing winds and rain and ice. Not even Alex. They were spiralling through the air, trying to orient themselves every few seconds only for the current of the air to pull them into another spin. They managed to finally catch themselves on a building, bracing against it to fight against the wind. The brick and concrete buckled under them, but Alex didn’t care to notice. They were looking around, trying to see anything through the wind. There was nothing around them but darkness and wind, they just about made out a truck flying past them before they gave up. They needed to find Chad. They needed to find Mum.
Alex closed their eyes, focusing on the two of them. Chad was still, off in one direction and further away than Alex liked. How far had this hurricane managed to send them? Their Mum was another matter. She was on the opposite side to Chad, buffeted almost constantly by the wind. Alex let out a breath and focused on Chad’s location. They pushed away from the wall, the winds beginning to drag at them again before they vanished from the storm.
They took a step into the centre of an eerie calm and opened their eyes. The rooftop was perfectly still, too still compared to the hurricane not a few feet beyond the building. Alex looked around, spotting Chad quickly in the empty space. He was on the floor, lying on his side in the same spot he collapsed. Without hesitating Alex snapped their fingers. A crimson orb came spinning out of the air before coming to a stop, and Janice banished the magic to set herself on her feet. ‘Alex?’
Alex swallowed and pointed to Chad. She turned to him, her eyes widening in horror and she raced across the rooftop, Alex only a step behind her. She skidded to her knees, trying to pick Chad up to check him over. He was limp, metal arms nothing but dead weight that made it harder to move him. Alex reached out to roll him onto his back, trying to support his neck as his head lolled. Janice knelt above him, reaching out to cup his cheeks, her tears threatening to drip onto his face. His eyes were closed, face smooth in an unnerving way. It didn’t feel right to see him look so peaceful with the storm raging around them.
‘My God,’ Janice gasped. ‘What did he do to you baby?’
Alex knelt down next to Chad, their face twisted in worry. ‘Psion did this. Chad was fighting him, Psion managed to touch his temple with something and then Chad froze up. And then…everything else went to shit.’
Janice sniffed, wiping at her eyes. Her hands moved to gently stroke through his wet hair. She sniffed, squeezing her eyes shut for a moment, tempted to give into the unbearable ache in her chest. But no. She couldn’t Chad needed her. She set her shoulders and raised her hands, her eyes alight again, as magic began to form and curl around Chad’s head. His body immediately stiffened, making Alex frown, but Janice focused. She had to be careful. But she had to know.
A familiar violet aura began to come off Chad’s crown. At first it was faint, nothing more than a pale colour in Janice’s hands. But then it grew bolder, and as it did it crackled. The energy tried to lash out at Janice’s magic and she hissed, her finger clenching. Chad let out a small whimper, making both of them look up in alarm. Janice let the spell go, the crimson and violet light both fizzling in seconds. Immediately Chad slumped, head lolling to one side. ‘That’s a nasty trick,’ Janice said. ‘Whatever he’s done it’s overwhelmed Chad’s mind and forcing it to shut down.’
Alex swallowed, looking around at the hurricane whirling around them. ‘It looked like a storm.’ They looked at Janice, eyes shining with worry. ‘Do you think this is what it’s like? Inside his head?’
Janice looked back up at the storm. Oh no. This was Chad’s storm. It was already dangerous when he was conscious. But now Psion’s attack, had it amplified the storm? Made him lose control? Manifested his pain and state of mind? ‘How big is it? The hurricane?’
‘Hard to say,’ Alex said, looking out again. ‘Definitely encompasses the city. I think it’s growing.’
‘We need to stop it,’ Janice said, and Alex’s head snapped to look at her in panic. ‘If Chad thinks his power harmed anyone-’
‘We can’t do that,’ Alex said. ‘There’s weird psychic magic in his head leaving him defenceless and he’s tied to that storm right now. If we break it the backlash would…’ Alex swallowed, shaking their head. ‘There’s no way he’d survive it.’
Janice looked at Alex, despair written on her face. ‘He’s going to hate himself. If the storm gets any bigger. If he hurts or breaks anyone.’
‘But he’ll be alive,’ Alex said. ‘We have to help him with what’s in his head, but that has to come first. If we try to do a Chadster and put the city first, he dies.’
Janice looked down at Chad, her hand cupping his cheek. A tear fell, and she bit her lip. Please forgive me, she thought, as she pressed a kiss to his forehead. But I can’t lose you again. ‘I can help him,’ she sniffed. ‘This psychic attack, I can extract it. Or banish it.’ Alex looked at her with a spark of hope, but the turmoil coiled into her shoulders made Alex pause. ‘But it’s going to hurt him. A lot.’ She looked up at Alex then. ‘It’s going to be hard.’
‘Hard how?’
She looked up at the storm again. ‘If I interfere with the storm in his mind, and you're right about them being connected, then the storm out here will react. It will probably get more violent and dangerous across the city, but it's going to be more dangerous for us too. Another storm could manifest near us, lightning could try and strike us. The eye could even collapse around us.’ Alex nodded and climbed to their feet before they began to stretch. ‘What are you doing?’
‘Stretching?’
‘Now? You have to do that now?’
‘I’ve got to fend off an S tier hurricane while making sure you can pull that thing out of Chad’s head,’ Alex said. ‘Hell yeah I’m stretching right now.’
Janice’s jaw dropped at Alex’s statement, but she shook herself out of it quickly. She couldn’t think of that now. Her hand stroked through Chad’s hair again, and she took a deep breath. She could worry about an S tier storm later. She could worry about Chad’s potential power stress or recovery later. Right now she needed to focus on this. Right now she needed to bring her boy back. She took another slower breath, her magic gathering again as her hands braced slightly away from Chad’s hair. Her eyes closed, and her magic surged. Alex rolled their shoulders, looking around at the impending storm.
She reached out to touch Chad’s mind again, to find the psychic energy that was harming him, and his body tensed. She probed deeper, trying to be as gentle as possible. But he grunted, teeth gritting against the pain, and the storm began to roil even more. She pushed a little bit more and Chad screamed.
The storm collapsed in on them instantly. Alex had just enough time to summon a barrier around them, immediately gritting their teeth at the sudden onslaught. Janice kept her breath steady, slowly and carefully trying to draw the violet energy out. Chad twitched, his head twisting, crying out again. Alex and Janice both tried to drown it out, tried to focus on their tasks. The wind got stronger, pushing against the barrier relentlessly, and making Alex grunt from the effort. Chad began to twitch and try and recoil from the pain. But quickly the twitching turned into pulling away, turned into thrashing. Janice put a hand on his shoulder on instinct, trying to keep him still. But the spell warped and buckled, losing control as the psychic energy began to twist and flex against the magic. She looked up at Alex for help, but their eyes were squeezed shut, teeth gritted in concentration. Chad screamed again and the wind thrashed harder, almost breaking the barrier. Alex fell to one knee, bringing the barrier in smaller around them. They were panting from the effort now, face growing red. Janice looked back at Chad, trying to work out if she should keep a hand on his shoulder to keep him somewhat still or to bring the hand back up to reinforce the spell.
‘Mum?’ Alex hissed. ‘How much longer?’
She brought her shaking hand off Chad’s shoulder, cringing as he began to flail violently again. But with both hands settling into place the spell began to strengthen again. She tried to take a calming breath, tried to push in deeper to dig out as much of the harmful psychic power as she could as quickly as she could. But the second she started a dull crack sounded. She looked around, as did Alex. That didn’t sound like something from a storm. And it didn’t sound like what happened to Chad earlier. There was another crack, and another, muffled by the wind but getting louder and closer. The cracks were sounding right outside the barrier before Alex spotted the source. Spiderweb cracks were racing across the rooftop, picking up chunks of concrete and brick. Until the cracking noise was replaced by the rumble of falling stone.
‘Shit,’ Alex said. ‘The roofs about to-’
The roof underneath them shuddered and Janice stopped her spell, throwing her body over Chad. She grabbed Alex in time for the spiderweb cracks to appear under the barrier, and the two villains met each other’s eyes. Right before the floor fell out underneath them.
****
When everyone landed back in the lair and discovered that Chad was on the run, there was panic. Panicked news scrolling, panicked hacking into the FA comms, panicked yelling at the Chastisers for intel. Panicked contacting Janice and Alex and Chad with no success. Panicked watching as the three of them fought the entire FA on the top of the roof under a worsening storm. And then Richard hit Chad with the psychic storm. Diego gasped in horror, Morgan yelled at the screen, and all of the cameras from the news stations cut out almost instantly.
Now they weren’t panicking. They were past panic and into numb terror. They had no way of seeing what was happening to any of them. Not with the hurricane that had encompassed Central City and was qyickly growing. They were watching that though. The weather maps and weather reports showing the storm grow in real time.
‘That can’t be Chad,’ Diego whispered. ‘Can it?’
‘A blizzard that took over a block nearly wiped him out,’ Dave said. ‘It can’t be.’
Morgan didn’t answer. She just watched the storm grow, her goggles dangling from one hand. Her phone was in the other, whatever use that was. Everyone she would want to call was either in this room or in that city.
The numb terror shifted into active terror when they saw the eye of the hurricane buckle. It fell in on itself, the spiralling wind suddenly moving in all random directions. The storm stopped growing, but without knowing why it was happening, all they could do was watch in fear. Helpless. On the other side of the planet.
That was until the scream of the storm sounded behind them. They all turned in unison, watching a hole open in thin air. Rubble fell through first, rolling away from the hole, before three bodies crashed through. Janice landed first, cradling Chad close so she took the brunt of the fall. Alex landed on their feet, staggering slightly before they fell to their knees.
‘Holy shit,’ Ohio said.
‘What happened?’ Diego shouted.
Alex ignored both of them. One hand was extended to the hole in the air as they crawled forward to Chad and Janice. She rolled Chad off her, cradling his head as she set him down on his back again. He was still, silent, and completely unresponsive. She moved to kneel by his head while Alex got close enough to put a hand on his chest. They were panting, their hair and clothes a mess from the fight and the storm. But they pulled the portal closer, wincing as they dragged it towards them. Morgan and Bernard’s eyes widened in alarm at the sight. But neither of them said anything as Alex moved the portal to hover above Chad’s chest. ‘There,’ Alex panted. ‘We need to hurry.’
Janice looked up at the others. ‘Quickly. Someone needs to hold Chad down.’
‘What do you mean?’ Diego asked. ‘What’s going on? What are you doing?’
‘There’s no time!’ Alex snapped, glaring up at them. ‘Dodgers! Get your ass over here!’
Dave didn’t argue, already racing across the room to skid next to Chad, on the opposite side of Alex. He put a knee on Chad’s hip before bracing his hands on Chad’s shoulders. He looked up at Janice. ‘This is going to hurt right?’
She nodded, swallowing as tears streamed down her face as her eyes began to glow again. She braced her hands around Chad’s head, taking a shaky breath before she pushed back in. Chad immediately screamed, trying to thrash and flail in pain. But this time Dave held him down. This time Janice could focus the spell and keep it strong. This time Alex only had to focus on the storm that was bottlenecked through the portal. Still, Chad’s cry of pain sent a blast of air through the room, scattering the records boxes and abandoned teleport sigils. It tried to swirl into a wind, but instead it thrashed and lashed out in time with Chad’s cries.
Barnaby backed up, trying to keep Kotetsu close and away from the wind. He winced at the sight of the toppled record boxes, before his gaze caught the hurricane report still playing out on the main screen. His eyes widened, turning to the others before nudging Morgan. She looked at Barnaby with a scowl that he ignored, pointing at the screen instead. She glanced at it, before doing a double take as her scowl dropped. The storm was shrinking. She couldn’t tell if it was fading or drawing back or what. But it was getting smaller with every passing second. She looked back to the three people around Chad, then back at the screen.
‘It’s working,’ Morgan said. ‘Whatever you’re doing, it's working.’
Diego looked back at Morgan in confusion with a tear stained face, before seeing the hurricane report behind them. ‘Oh my God,’ she whispered.
Janice gritted her teeth, drawing her hands closer. The crimson energy grew stronger, and now the others could see the violet energy she was pulling out of Chad’s head. Alex was panting, sweat streaming down their face, all their attention focused on the portal. And Dave’s face was set, trying to pin Chad to the floor as much as possible despite his thrashing and the wind lashing at him. Chad’s voice was hoarse, cracking with every breath and cry, but he was still screaming. Janice let out a shuddering breath, face creasing with concentration, and her hands curled before lifting higher. The wave of violet energy grew, the crackle growing stronger, before it pulled away from Chad entirely. His final scream broke with a sob as he slumped, head falling to the side. But Dave didn’t move and Alex didn’t stop. Not while the last of the psychic storm was contained in Janice’s clawed and shaking hands.
Janice gathered the last of the psychic storm closer, looking at it with disdain before her hands curled into fists and she pulled it apart. The lightning stretched thin before snapping like elastic, and the rest of the aura began to fizzle and fade. The remnants of the purple cloud turned into a mist, which turned into trails of light. Before vanishing completely. And the wind finally stopped. Alex sighed, dropping the portal as they slumped backwards, their whole body aching. Dave let out a sigh of relief, slowly and carefully lifting his weight off Chad as he climbed away. Bernard rushed to Janice’s side, who was panting as much as Alex was, and scooped her into a tight hug.
‘I’m fine,’ she muttered, giving his arm a squeeze before she tried to sit up. ‘But Chad…’
Everyone was watching him. His breathing was laboured, his face creased as if still in pain. His eyes fluttered, blinking slowly before he tried to squint past the light in the room.
‘Hey bud,’ Dave said with a smirk. Chad managed to lift his head up enough to look up at him, his eyes still narrowed against the bright light. Dave smiled and put a hand on his shoulder. ‘Try not to scare us like that again okay?’
Chad blinked before squeezing his eyes shut with a groan. He brought his hand up to try and rub at his aching head. But before he could something in the arm sparked. The spark shot up the arm and his eyes snapped open. He cried out, his other arm grabbing onto his shoulder, and everyone dived towards him. Dave got there first, pinning down the short circuiting arm and feeling for the buttons behind Chad’s shoulder. Chad tried to grit his teeth against the pain, tried to not thrash or kick or cry out as his shoulder burned. But he couldn’t stop. Not until Dave found the release and the arm fell away. Chad immediately slumped again, eyes closing as a sob caught in his throat. Dave muttered something about needing to upgrade the older arm before pulling away, the heavy clunk of the dead arm going with him, but Chad couldn’t process what was said. He was trying to catch his breath. Trying to think through the fog that had filled his mind after the…after Richard…
Flashes of the fight on the roof played through his mind again. The wall of fire. Janice’s shield. The bullet that Alex caught. The rage. The anger. The storm. Fighting Richard, dodging and blocking and burning him with ice. Before Chad’s arm glitched enough for Richard to side step and press a psychic storm to his head. And his words. His warning. His threat.
“I told you. This is enough. Now, do as you are told. I will not stand for this disobedience from my own children.”
The only thing Chad couldn’t remember was his reply. He remembered it was said with venom even as the dread of facing the psychic storm filled him. But he did remember the pain. He remembered the flash of violet light releasing and the shocking burning freezing overwhelming pain that flooded through his body. He knew he couldn’t scream, even as everything in him wanted to. He couldn’t remember collapsing to the floor or anything else. He couldn’t perceive anything at that point. Not when the storm trying to destroy his mind was the only thing he could possibly know at that point. But he did remember thinking that he was going to die. He remembered thinking that Psion, that Richard, that the man he once thought was his father, was going to be the one to kill him.
A gentle touch to his cheek made Chad open his eyes, tears already falling before he looked up at Janice. Her eyes were blue again, filling with tears of her own as her lip trembled. ‘Oh my baby,’ she sobbed, putting her other hand on his chest. Chad’s breath hitched, his face crumpling as his good hand grabbed at her arm, trying to pull her closer. Janice broke into more sobs, shaking her head as she tried to wrap her arms around him. Another set of hands were suddenly lifting him, and Chad looked around to see Bernard. His face was streaming with his own tears as he slowly brought Chad up to lean against his chest. Janice collapsed onto both of them, shoulders shaking with uncontrollable sobbing as she tried to cling to Chad and Bernard both. ‘Never again,’ she said, choking on her tears as Chad wrapped his arm around her, fingers tangling in her coat. ‘They’re never going to hurt you again. I promise baby. I promise.’
Bernard wrapped an arm around Janice’s shoulders, his other holding up Chad. He bit his lip, trying to stop his own sobs. They’re safe, they’re safe now, he tried to tell himself. He squeezed them both tighter before blinking in realisation and looking around. His reddened eyes met Alex’s, who was sitting right where they had slumped earlier. Their yellow eyes were shining with the threat of tears. And they were watching the three of them, or maybe just Chad. The fear and panic had left them for the most part, the adrenaline of the fight and facing the hurricane and trying to keep Chad alive had faded too. Now they just looked drained. Empty. And a little lost. Bernard gave Janice another squeeze before holding out his arm towards his older child. Alex’s gaze focused on the extended arm before moving to meet Bernard’s eyes. He thought he could see the slightest shake of Alex’s head, but that only made Bernard beckon them more. Alex definitely shook their head that time, blinking quickly to stop the tears from falling.
Neither of them noticed Morgan moving until her hand was on Alex’s shoulder. They looked up at her, unable to hide any of their raw emotions as she slowly pulled them to their feet. She led them closer, one hand on their arm and the other on the front of their shirt, and without a word or protest Alex followed her. When the two of them were close enough Bernard reached out for Alex’s other arm, pulling them down to sit next to him before wrapping his arm around their shoulder. He pulled Alex in, closing his eyes as his chin quivered and his voice finally broke. ‘It’s okay. You’re safe now. You’re all safe.’
Alex buried their face in their Dad’s shoulder, one arm wrapping around him and the other reaching for their Mum. She was safer to reach for. Janice was still sobbing, still half lying on Chad and Bernard with only Chad’s arm tight around her waist holding her up. Her shoulders shuddered under Alex’s arm, and they squeezed their eyes shut. But it couldn’t stop their tears from falling, not anymore.
Bernard looked down at Alex, at Chad and Janice, before looking up at the room. ‘Where’s our girl?’ He croaked.
Morgan was only standing a couple of feet away, watching the four of them with sadness and relief. She gave Bernard a small smile as Alex looked around for her too. ‘I don’t think I’ll fit in there,’ she said.
‘Shut up we’ll make room,’ Alex said, already shuffling slightly. ‘Get your ass over here.’
She briefly spared a glance for the others in the room. Barnaby and Ohio had already taken it upon themselves to start collecting the scattered files from the toppled boxes, trying to tidy them away as neatly as possible without opening a single file. Diego and Dave were holding each other while watching the group of them. Diego met Morgan’s eyes for a moment, before she smiled and waved Morgan away. Go on, she seemed to say. You better get your ass in there.
Morgan moved up, carefully stepping around the various legs before Alex pulled her down to curl up on their lap. Immediately they buried their face in her half curly half frizzy hair, their arm circling around her waist. An arm that she held onto while her other hand rested on Chad’s shoulder. He turned to look at her, his chest shuddering as he tried to catch his breath around his sobs, and she gave him a sad smile.
‘Hey trouble,’ she whispered. ‘You rest up okay? Big sister’s orders.’
Chad whimpered at that, squeezing his eyes shut. Morgan’s hand moved to his cheek, swallowing down the knot in her own throat as she gently wiped away the tears on his face.
‘It’s over,’ she whispered. ‘We got everything. Didn’t even leave a crumb behind.’ Chad leaned into her hand and she sniffed, cupping his cheek properly. ‘They won’t be able to hide now. No more secrets, no more lies. They can’t hide from any of us. And they won’t be able to come near you again.’ He looked up at that, meeting Morgan’s gaze with grief and despair. ‘We’ll make this right,’ Morgan said. ‘What they did to you today, we’ll make it right. I promise.’
Chapter 75
Summary:
After being on the run, and the A tier fight, and the hurricane, everyone takes a chance to rest.
Notes:
Back to twice a week posting! I was going to wait until tomorrow but my brain is full of weasels and I need some comfort
Content warnings for:
- aftermath of trauma
- recovery including temporary impairment, lethargy, acute pain and other fun things (fuck you Richard)
- recovery from emotional breakdown
Chapter Text
Whatever plans there had been for after the heist had been utterly abandoned. Any thoughts of a celebratory lunch or dinner had vanished the second the heroes attacked Chad. Instead the five of them were huddled together, all tears and sobs and soft whispers, while Diego and Dave watched on. Once Barnaby and Ohio finished their tidying the two of them went to make up some sandwiches. It was a very simple fare compared to what Alex and Janice usually cooked, but no one complained at the sight of the food. The Stewarts and Morgan didn’t separate when the food appeared though. No, they were close enough to bump shoulders or elbows as Morgan helped Chad with bites of his sandwich, and Bernard coaxed Janice out of her post-breakdown stupor so she could sip at some water.
It was getting late in the afternoon, if anyone was keeping an eye on the time, before the first of them made moves to get off the hard and rather uncomfortable floor. Janice was curled up against Bernard and Chad, stroking her hand through Chad’s hair while he continued to lean against Bernard. Morgan moved first, finally able to extricate herself from Alex’s hold and stretch out her muscles, her back popping in a few places as she did so.
‘Alright,’ she said to the room. ‘None of us have the energy I think to deal with any of that today,’ she pointed at the pile of reorganised boxes and the silent news channels for emphasis. ‘But we can’t really stay on the floor forever. Pretty sure your back’s going to be wrecked tomorrow Bernard.’
He gave her a smile. ‘Point taken. A couch might be more comfortable.’
‘Rec room?’ Ohio suggested. ‘We can kick Alex’s ass at Mario Kart?’
‘As if Ohio,’ Alex said, standing up to stretch themselves. ‘You lose at Mario Kart more than I do.’
‘Only in your dreams does that happen,’ Ohio snorted. ‘But out here in reality, there is a clear and obvious hierarchy between the four of us. Barnaby, Morgan, me and then you.’
‘Get lost!’ Morgan laughed. ‘I am ten times better than Barnaby at any computer game. Mario Kart included.’
Barnaby grinned, a certain rare smugness around him. ‘L-l-lets test th-that theory, s-sh-shall we?’
Chad was still leaning on Bernard’s chest, not looking up at the rest of them. The others milled around, voices zoning in and out so he could only catch snippets of the conversation. He could feel Janice’s hands in his hair though, and he managed to move enough to lean into the touch, closing his eyes. It could have been the tiredness, the foggy feeling growing in his head, or something else, but his mind was quickly floating above whatever room he had found himself in. He wasn’t at the farm, he could tell that. But beyond that he hadn’t been able to piece the rest together in the mess of everything else going on.
His whole body felt heavier than lead, his throat was beyond raw, and everything was either numb or ached. And he couldn’t hear anything beyond voices trying to reach him through treacle, couldn’t open his eyes to see anything. But he could still feel his Dad’s warm weight holding him up, an arm still around his chest. He could still feel his Mum’s gentle hand carding through his hair, lulling him into a softer and soothing space. Part of him wanted to try and stir, to hear about how everyone’s respective heists went, or to check on what the news had been saying during the fight. What the news was saying now. But right now he was soft and warm and safe, and so so tired. It was far too easy to drift into something resembling sleep.
There was no sense of time in that space between sleep and unconsciousness. Sometimes the echo of pain rippled through his head, stirring him closer to consciousness before he drifted back down again. Sometimes something else cut through the fog, almost bringing him back into the present. A hand in his hair. A wet but warm flannel on his cheek. A soft lullaby humming just above him. He thought he managed to open his eyes at one point, Janice and Bernard’s faces swimming in his vision. He thought Janice was crying again, silently this time, and maybe her arms were wrapped around him to cradle him close. He almost definitely saw Bernard press a kiss to her cheek, wrapping around her and worrying over her. Or maybe Chad dreamed up that part. He leaned into them either way, clinging to the soft dream as the fog took his awareness again.
When he woke properly it was with a spike of pain through his head. He hissed, shuddering awake and cringing away from the pain, burrowing deeper into the soft warmth around him. Something, no, someone else shifted around him, and he managed to squint through the pain enough to look around. Janice was next to him, close enough for him to be burying himself into her shoulder, while her arm around him moved as if to try and squeeze him closer. He slowly and carefully pulled himself away enough to see where they were, which is when he spotted Bernard huddled around Janice’s form. Both of them were fast asleep. The creases of worry and grief in Janice’s face hadn’t left her however, leaving her face looking drawn and weary. Bernard was wrapped around her tight, his face half hidden by her hair. Both of them were still dressed in their clothes from earlier, Janice in a now crumpled and stained crimson blouse, and Bernard in a surprisingly plain near black turtleneck.
Chad shuffled away a little more, trying not to wake either of them or make the pain in his head worse. It wasn’t a headache, not a normal one anyway. But he couldn’t focus on that yet, not until he was sure he wasn’t going to wake either of his parents up. He tried not to miss the weight of Janice’s arm when it slipped off him, instead rolling properly out of the sheets and towards the end of the bed, flinching at the cold floor under his bare feet and noticing the pyjamas he found himself in. They were his pyjamas, but he hadn’t been wearing them when he fell asleep on Dad. It was only then he looked around at the room properly, because he definitely wasn’t in the farmhouse. The bed was huge, all fancy silk sheets and soft mattress and didn’t seem to be Janice or Bernard’s taste. But more than that, it was the dark brick walls and cold floors with the only sprinklings of the homeliness he was expecting from the odd accessory. A belt resting on top of some drawers, a bottle of perfume, a makeup bag. They had definitely been sleeping here, even living here to some extent. But it wasn’t the farm. Where the hell was he?
Part of Chad was telling him it was obvious as he tried to stand up and pad over to the door, but between the pain and the brain fog he was struggling to think. It was slow going, partly because he was trying to make sure he didn’t make a noise. And partly because his body was struggling to cooperate. Stupid aftershocks, Chad scowled as he stumbled to the nearest wall before slowly shuffling towards the door, leaning on it the whole way. It was when he got to the door and his arm didn’t move that he remembered what had happened. He looked to his right shoulder anyway, sighing at the sight of the missing limb. Before he shuffled his weight on the wall to free up the arm he was leaning on.
Eventually he got out of the room, and even managed to close the door behind him with nothing but a quiet click. Immediately he slumped, sliding down the wall to curl up on the floor. The sharp spike of pain in his head had turned into a pulsing wave, making him curl up into a ball and cradle his head. Chad forgot that he left the room to try and figure out where he was. He was too distracted by the flare up of pain surging through him. He tried not to whimper or cry out, he didn’t want to wake anyone up. But it hurt. It felt like his skull was about to crack open. The waves ran down his spine, making him shudder and shake as his muscles spasmed again. He choked on a breath, a wave of nausea coming over him as the pain worsened. He hated this. He always hated this.
Something pressed against his shoulder and tried to push him back to sitting. But he couldn’t move. His body was locked up in pain, his muscles about as willing to bend as shakanium. The hand pressed again, making him whimper as his body fought against the hand. He couldn't explain to whoever it was, couldn't speak, couldn't look, couldn't do anything but try not to scream as every nerve in his body began to burn. The hand on his shoulder didn't move, but a second hand appeared on the back of his neck and gently squeezed.
‘It's OK Cheddar, we got you.’
Morgan.
The other hand pushed, and this time Chad's body complied and went with it. Morgan's hand was still squeezing his neck, her thumb rubbing soft circles to try and soothe him. A cry of pain got caught in Chad's throat, his body still shaking as his face screwed up in pain. He wanted to open his eyes, wanted to see Morgan, but he couldn’t.
‘You're OK, you're OK,’ Morgan's voice drifted through. ‘Remember to breathe through the pain yeah? And try not to swallow your tongue.’
Chad just about managed a nod, but trying to get his lungs to cooperate was a harder ask. He shuddered through the pain, gritting his teeth with every desperate breath.
‘Morgan?’ said a worried voice. Was that Alex? ‘What is this?’
‘Aftershocks. It's a side effect of Psion’s storm. If the storm shuts down everything this is Chad's brain and body trying to come back online.’
The two of them were silent for a minute as Chad fought through the pain. The trembling got worse as the flare up hit its peak, making every muscle lock as his nerves screeched in agony. A scream that never made it to his throat.
‘Should I be worried there's no wind?’ Alex said.
‘Everything got shut down,’ Morgan said. ‘It comes back in stages. He's conscious, has some mobility, and he can hear us and understand us. So that’s promising.’
‘How do you know….you've seen this before haven't you?’
‘Sure. Never seen them be this nasty though.’
The hand on Chad's shoulder tensed against him, pinning him harder to the wall. He barely noticed through, the flare up cresting at the limit of his pain, before finally crashing. The tension in his body left him all in one go and he slumped, falling into a solid body next to him. He panted, not from pain anymore but from exhaustion. His legs were jelly, his lungs ached. He was pretty sure he would struggle to hold up his own head right now.
‘There we go,’ Morgan hummed, and Chad vaguely noticed her voice came from the other side. That meant-
Alex shifted underneath him, moving their arm to support him more. ‘How long do these aftershocks last?’
‘A day or two?’ Morgan said. ‘Depends. But they'll drop off and get shorter over that time. The last ones feel more like a migraine than anything else.’
Leaning on them like this, Chad could feel Alex tense, their voice barely hiding their anger. ‘Why did that sound like it came from experience?’
Morgan didn't answer. Instead her hand brushed Chad's cheek. He blinked open bleary eyes, trying to look up in her direction. Everything was dark and blurry, but he could vaguely make out her frizzy mane. Morgan sighed,‘That's a good sign. Any better?’
Chad managed a small nod. By right he should be trying to sit up, trying to not rely on Alex's solid weight. It was Alex, they shouldn't be a comfort when holding him up like this. But after catching the bullet? After stopping…that. It was getting harder to not put some trust in them. And based on Alex's arm wrapped around them? They didn't seem to mind.
Morgan looked above Chad's head at Alex. ‘I should really keep an eye on him. For a bit at least.’
There was a pause before Alex moved, grabbing Chad's arm to wrap around their shoulders. ‘Come on then. The couch is more comfortable.’
The way Alex held them looked like they were just going to support Chad through the dark steel corridors. But Alex was definitely carrying him. Chad's legs were not able to cooperate, he could barely hold his own weight at this point. Yet the three of them were ambling down the corridor without issue, Morgan filling the silence with talk about some game or other Barnaby had beaten her at. Or she had beaten him. Honestly with all her tangents it was hard to follow. But her voice helped. It was something to focus on through the brain fog to try and clear his head. They were halfway through one of the corridors when Chad realised that Morgan was wearing pyjamas and a hoodie, and Alex was in possibly the fluffiest clothes he had ever seen them in. By the time they turned to another door that Morgan moved towards Chad could finally remember why he had left Janice and Bernard's room. And the answer to his question hit him just before Morgan opened the door. This is Alex's lair.
Compared to the dimly lit corridor the light from the room was blinding. Chad flinched, burying his face into Alex's shoulder to hide from the light.
‘Morgan? Light.’
The light dimmed in an instant, but Chad still had to squint as his eyes adjusted. In that time he was carried through the door and into a huge room filled with…things that didn’t belong in an evil lair. There was a pool table, table tennis, what looked like a bowling alley, more arcade machines than he could count, and even a karaoke machine. But they moved away from all of that to the other side of the room, where half the wall was taken up with the biggest TV Chad had seen. He would have thought it was a home cinema if it wasn't for the fact that the seats in front of it were straight out of a designer home decor catalogue. There were couches and bean bag chairs and loveseats in an almost random array across this end of the room.
Two faces looked over from one of the love seats, and Chad realised it was Barnaby and Ohio. ‘Ev-ev-everything OK?
Morgan nodded, ‘Just a quick pickup. You turned the game off?’
Ohio gave a grin, ‘Yeah, Barnaby decided to be nice and give you the courtesy of not whooping your ass for a fourth time tonight.’
‘Funny, I was about to say that about the ten times Morgan wiped the floor with Dog boy,’ Alex said.
Barnaby rolled his eyes. ‘B-b-behave you two. B-b-besides we s-s-said we'd watch some mo-movies.’
Ohio groaned, his head falling back. ‘And now we argue for an hour about what to watch.’
Morgan snorted as she and Alex moved Chad to a particularly comfy couch. Alex loosened their grip on Chad, setting him down to bear his own weight slowly. Which worked for long enough for Chad to turn and slump onto the couch. Alex and Ohio immediately began to argue about movies while Morgan jumped onto the cushion next to him. She dragged him into a hug before he had a chance to protest. Which he wouldn't anyway, not at this point. Instead he shuffled to get more comfortable and wrap his one arm around Morgan, trying to not cling to the back of her pyjama shirt too tightly.
This close he was pretty sure he was the only one who could hear Morgan whisper. ‘It's sent you quiet again huh?’ Chad immediately cringed, but Morgan was squeezing the anxiety and guilt and frustration out of him before it had a chance to form. ‘Don't worry, it's fine. I'm just checking in, OK? You don't need to talk right now.’
Chad wanted to believe that was true. Morgan knew well enough to make communication easy right now, and to not draw attention to it. But he had no idea how anyone else here would react. Because there was no way they wouldn't notice how quiet he was being, especially when they inevitably tried to speak to him. But his words were out of reach, had been since the storm had passed, and he had a feeling they weren't coming back anytime soon. What would they say when they realised? What would they do?
‘You're thinking too hard,’ Morgan said, stirring him out of his thoughts. He slowly sat up, freeing his hand to trace a series of letters on her palm. A. L. E. X.
She paused for a minute, glancing up at them as they continued to banter with Ohio. ‘They say or try anything? I'll deal with it.’ She gave Chad a smile, bumping into his shoulder in time for Alex to clap their hands.
‘This is not up for debate Ohio! No discussion, no back ups options, no veto. My rec room my decision. And I know exactly what we're watching.’
Morgan grinned and looked up at Alex as she looped an arm around Chad's shoulders. ‘If you put on that new Austen movie I will be talking all the way through it.’
‘I would never let you insult Austen like that,’ Alex said. ‘But that wasn't my idea anyway.’ They weaved through the chairs to a wall filled with more DVDs and games than Chad could count. Alex only took a couple of seconds to find the right film, pulling it out and presenting it with a flourish. ‘We are watching the greatest movie of all time.’
Ohio rolled his eyes. ‘Seriously? The Princess Bride? That must be the cheesiest-’
‘Oi!’ Alex said. ‘Be very careful what you say, this is my childhood we’re talking about.’
‘That makes so much sense,’ Morgan whispered with a grin.
Alex ignored her in favour of turning to the TV. ‘The rules of watching this are. There is no criticising, no joking, just no talking over the movie at all okay?’
‘C-c-can we quote it?’ Barnaby asked.
Alex paused for a moment, ‘That would be permissible.’ Ohio rolled his eyes as Alex set up the film. ‘But quietly.’
‘Because there’s no way Alex is getting through this without reciting all of Wesley’s lines.’
‘O-o-or Inigo,’ Barnaby said. ‘H-he’s got s-s-some of the be-best quotes.’
Ohio gave Barnaby an intense look. ‘You like this film too?’
‘Mmmaybe?’ Barnaby grinned. ‘I-its a class-ic.’
‘And it’s got everything,’ Alex said. ‘Fun characters, cool fight scenes, adventure, romance, iconic lines, what’s not to love?’ They grabbed the remote and turned to the couch, before looking around. ‘Wait, I forgot something.’ They snapped their fingers and five piping hot mugs appeared out of thin air on the small tables by their seats. ‘There, now we can begin.’
Morgan snorted, ‘Because it's not a proper nostalgia movie night at 1am without freshly snapped hot cocoa?’
‘With whipped cream and marshmallows,’ Alex said, jumping onto the couch next to Chad. ‘Very important, can’t forget that bit.’
Chad sat up properly, watching as Morgan grabbed the two mugs by her and handed one to Chad. He had to get her to twist it so he could grab it by the mug rather than the handle, but soon enough he was curled up with his cocoa and watching the title credits roll, feeling surprisingly calm and comfortable in this little moment. Barnaby and Ohio were whispering between each other, making Alex grumble and Morgan try to not laugh. But Chad let it all wash over him, focusing on what was a new film for him. He sipped at his drink, humming in surprise at the taste.
‘Like it?’ Morgan whispered, and Chad nodded before having another eager sip. ‘Yeah, Alex makes the best cocoa.’
‘I’d make it more,’ Alex muttered, ‘but you refuse to drink it.’
‘You normally only make it when you’re trying to get me to fall asleep,’ Morgan whispered back.
‘I thought the rule was no talking?’ Ohio called back towards them.
‘Shut the fuck up Ohio,’ Alex muttered, sipping their own drink. ‘The movie’s on.’
****
Morning in the lair was always weird. Being in Antarctica there was no sun or moon cycle, and the walls of the lair were so thick that no natural light got in anyway. Instead the lair was filled with lights that lined the ceilings of the rooms and corridors, cycling between light and dark based on the time of day at the Stewart’s farmhouse. There were other lights as well, ones that could be controlled with switches and dimmers, but even when they were off there was always some sort of light in the lair.
So the lights began to brighten, as they always did, stirring the lair to life. Alex’s minions that were on duty got to work as always, but in the living quarters away from Alex’s villainous plans things moved differently. Diego and Dave had crashed in Morgan’s bed, and the slowly brightening artificial light that tried to wake them was disconcerting to say the least. Janice and Bernard were used to it, stirring slowly as their bedroom began to light up. Both of them ached, physically and emotionally, and the temptation to pull the covers over their heads and go back to sleep was unusually strong. Bernard nuzzled into Janice, his arm tightening around her waist. She hummed at that, her arm stretching out towards the bed. But she only found cold and empty sheets. She frowned at that, slowly blinking her eyes open to look around. And saw there was only her and Bernard in the room.
Janice bolted upright, looking around in a panic. ‘Chad?’ she said, her voice hoarse and cracking from strain. ‘Where’s…where’s Chad?’
Bernard looked around, sitting up slower before putting a reassuring hand on her shoulder. ‘We’ll find him, he can’t have gotten far.’
Janice was already tearing up in worry, fighting to push the sheets away to climb out the bed and wrench the door. She was ready to race through the lair, to cast a location or tracking spell, anything really. She only paused when she opened the door and a ghostly St Bernard sat on the other side, panting while looking up at her. ‘Kotetsu?’
He boofed gently, climbing to his feet while looking up at Janice expectantly. When Bernard appeared next to her the dog trotted off, moving a couple of feet away before looking over his shoulder back at them.
‘I think he wants us to follow him,’ Bernard said. Janice didn’t need any other encouragement, scurrying after the large dog without another word.
The two of them followed on, Janice fretting while Bernard tried to calm her with a hand to her back, while they watched Kotetsu lead them through the lair with confusion and worry. He eventually stopped outside the rec room, turning back to them for a moment before he walked through the door into the room. Bernard reached for the handle first, opening the door slowly and quietly before stepping inside. Janice’s hands were over her mouth, trying to keep all her panic contained for the moment as her eyes shone with unshed tears.
The rec room was slowly filling with the same soft light as the rest of the lair, untouched except for the area around the TV. Janice and Bernard crept over, following Kotetsu as they saw the DVD menu for The Princess Bridge on the screen. Kotetsu slunk past one of the couches, heading over to the loveseat a sleeping Ohio and Barnaby were curled up in. But Janice and Bernard didn’t notice them. They were too busy tearing up while trying not to wake up the other three. Morgan was propped up on the far end of her couch, her arm draped around Chad who was curled up against her. Alex was on Chad’s other side, half lying on him with their arm draped around him. And even in his sleep Chad still had a loose grip on Alex’s arm.
Janice’s lip trembled as she held back a noise, her hands fluttering as she tried to decide what to do. Did she check on Chad? Did she leave them to it? Did she get them a blanket? Did she turn down the lights, get them some water, tidy up the mugs? Bernard’s hands on her shoulders made her still slightly, and she let him pull her back into a strong and supportive embrace.
This close he was able to whisper so that only Janice could hear. ‘You should leave them to sleep sweetheart.’ Janice nodded, but her shoulders still stiffened and her face still creased at the thought. ‘I know,’ Bernard whispered, ‘but he’s okay now. Look at him, he’s going to be okay.’
Janice scowled at that and shook her head. That psychic attack of Richard’s could have scarred him. Could have left lasting damage. And even then, there was the news of the hurricane and the heroes trying to take away her baby, and-
‘Right now?’ Bernard whispered, ‘he’s asleep. Right now he’s okay. And if when he wakes up he’s not okay? We’ll be there to help him. Us, and Morgan, and Diego, and Alex.’ Janice swallowed, trying to stop her panic from spiralling, and she nodded. ‘He’s got us to help him. And right now he’s home.’ She nodded at that. ‘He’s safe.’ She nodded again. ‘He’s okay.’ She sighed, closing her eyes and leaning on Bernard properly. He pressed a kiss to her cheek, nuzzling his face against hers as she tried to calm her thoughts and her breathing. ‘We should leave them to rest,’ Bernard whispered, and Janice nodded. She tried to step away from Bernard, but he just moved his arms to wrap around her so they could walk while still embracing each other. Janice gave one last longing look at her children before turning away to leave them to sleep.
Chapter 76
Summary:
It's a new day, and everyone works out their next moves.
Notes:
The next few chapters are going to be more chill I think. Or at least a little slower, while the kids have a chance to breathe.
Only real content warning is the recovery of the psychic attack, so pain flare ups and a few things that touch on disability rep (periods of being non-verbal etc) but I think that's it otherwise.
Chapter Text
The late night moviegoers in the rec room didn’t even begin to stir for breakfast. Breakfast that Bernard cooked after he insisted that Janice get herself in the shower to reset herself and feel a bit more human. She didn’t want to dally about it, but she had to admit that lingering in the steaming hot water did help ease the edge off the panic that she had woken up with. She definitely felt more like herself by the time she was drying herself off, her thoughts a little more settled as she dressed in crisp fresh clothes for the new day. By the time she got back to the kitchen a stack of chocolate pancakes were already waiting for her, along with a glass of grapefruit juice and fresh coffee in the pot. Diego and Dave soon joined them for breakfast, Dave glued to his hero communicator while Diego checked in with the two of them. She managed to explain the details of Psion’s psychic storm attack and what it does, and about the aftershocks that come afterwards. Janice immediately began to fret, even with Diego assuring her that the aftershocks pass within a couple of days. Bernard was clearly concerned about the new information as well, but agreed to follow Diego and Morgan’s lead on it.
‘The main thing,’ Diego said, ‘is to remember that certain things we do without thinking might be shut down temporarily. The brain controls everything after all. Sometimes the aftershocks screw with your ability to take in information, sometimes they make certain senses more intense so sight or hearing or even touch can be overwhelming. It can affect motor function, you can get tremors, it could make you unable to speak for a while.’
Bernard nodded, ‘And we work around it until the aftershocks pass?’
‘Yes,’ Diego said, ‘but this is Chad. He uh…doesn’t like feeling like he’s useless or weak. So if for example he can’t understand what you’re saying and you draw attention to it he’s going to feel worse. Just…adapt while drawing as little attention as possible to whatever it is you’re working around and then move on. Is my advice.’
Janice was carefully keeping her breathing steady, looking at the now empty breakfast plates while trying not to glare or have her magic flare in anger. ‘Is there no way to cure the aftershocks?’
Diego sighed. ‘I’ve never seen someone manage it. But it’s not an energy you’re removing or a wound you’re healing. It’s the brain trying to get back to equilibrium. It’s normally better to not mess with that. The aftershocks do fade, Chad will make a full recovery. But interfering with the aftershocks in the meantime, I don’t know how that could go.’
‘If a full recovery is on the cards,’ Bernard said, looking at Janice, ‘then it’s best to listen to the experts and leave things be. Right love?’
Janice gave a curt nod, before snapping her fingers and the plates went flying over to the sink. Another snap and the sink was aglow with crimson energy, the plates shuffling through soapy water while an animated sponge got to work. ‘In that case,’ Janice said in a tense voice, ‘perhaps some cake or sweets will cheer us all up. What does everyone fancy?’
‘Chad loved those nanaimo bars you made?’ Dave piped up, never looking away from his hero communicator.
‘Oh those weren’t me,’ Janice said, ‘but I can whip up a batch no problem.’ She turned to grab her ingredients, missing the flurry of confusion and intrigue on Diego’s face or that Dave’s gaze had snapped up to her.
They both turned to Bernard in curiosity, watching a small smile curl up on his face before he stood up. ‘Love, can I have a lift to the farm before you get cooking?’
No one in the rec room stirred until past midday. And even then Barnaby and Ohio were the first ones to shuffle into the rest of the lair, still yawning and half asleep. Janice promised to make a start on lunch while they freshened up, which was almost cooked by the time the other three made an appearance. All still in their pyjamas, all with the worst bed hair and barely hiding their yawns. And all perking up at the smell of spices and fried potatoes. Diego beelined for Chad, wrapping him in a tight hug that he returned just as tightly. Morgan went to switch on the machine for a fresh pot of coffee while Alex moved to give their mum a kiss on the cheek.
‘You okay Cheddar?’ Diego whispered. Chad nodded into her shoulder, and she pulled back enough to look him over. ‘How's your head?’
He flinched, cringing slightly before glancing past her towards Janice. Diego looked behind her, seeing that Janice was busy talking with Alex. Diego turned back to Chad, smiling sadly. ‘She’s not going to judge. She’ll worry, but she was going to worry over you anyway.’
Chad looked back at Diego, looking not at all reassured, and she sighed. ‘Morgan and I can tell her to ease off if she gets too much ok?’ He thought for a minute, before nodding. Diego managed a smile at that. ‘Want some juice?’
He nodded again, sliding onto one of the stools at the kitchen island, and Diego turned to the fridge. But Alex was already there pouring out some drinks for themselves and Morgan. ‘Anyone else want a drink?’
‘What is there?’ Dave asked, still tapping away at his hero communicator.
Alex held up their hand, counting the options as they called them out. ‘Water, OJ, apple juice, grapefruit, pineapple, coffee, cola, lemonade….are we out of root beer?’
Chad watched Alex counting off the options, eyes widening slightly as his mouth tried to curl into a small smile. Were they trying to make it easier for him? He held up four fingers, looking at Diego for help. ‘What was the fourth option?’
Alex snorted, ‘You forgot that quickly?’ They grabbed the carton of grapefruit juice and a glass before closing the fridge door. ‘Guess you can get your own juice then.’
‘What hospitality,’ Diego muttered before getting to grab her and Dave their drinks.
Alex poured out Chad’s juice, sending it across the island for Chad to catch while they turned to talk to Janice. Chad had a sip, sighing in relief at the liquid hitting his still sore throat. He needed to deal with that at some point, maybe Alex or Mum had some honey he could use later.
He managed another sip before a spike of pain shot into his head. Not again. His hand trembled and he slammed the glass down before he could drop it, not noticing the juice splashing across the worktop. Everyone looked up at the noise, but Chad didn’t notice. His hand was pressed to his forehead, trying to breathe through the pain that was growing far too quickly.
Janice stepped away from the stove, spatula in hand as she panicked. ‘Sweetheart what’s wrong?’
Everyone moved at once. Morgan hopped off her chair to move to Janice at the same time as Alex. Alex grabbed the pan and spatula without a word as Morgan took Janice’s arms and led her away to explain. Diego came back with the glasses, handing them off to Dave before putting her hand around the back of Chad’s neck, squeezing gently. He whimpered, his body beginning to shudder from the pain, but his muscles hadn’t locked up yet. He tilted towards Diego, burying his face in her shoulder while wrapping his arm around her to squeeze her tightly. Diego returned the embrace, hushing him gently while her hand around the back of his neck carried on squeezing. At the sound of footsteps outside Dave moved, heading off Barnaby and Ohio before they could come in and freak out.
‘You’re okay Cheddar, you’re okay,’ Diego said gently. ‘Is it the light? The noise?’ Chad shook his head at both of those, and the other suggestions Diego came up with. ‘Is it just a spike?’ Diego asked, and Chad nodded his head. She sighed at that, rubbing Chad’s back with one hand while she kept her grip on his neck with the other. ‘Just breathe through it,’ Diego said. ‘Just like that, you’ve got it.’
Chad didn’t see Janice staring at him, panic and horror coming off her in waves, while Morgan tried to talk her down and keep her calm. Alex kept an eye on Janice and Chad, but kept on cooking away otherwise. Dave was by the door, watching in concern as Barnaby and Ohio peered around him. When the pain got near the peak Chad choked back a cry, and Janice’s frozen horror broke. She strode past Morgan, past the kitchen island and around Diego before anyone said anything.
‘Mrs S?’ Diego said. ‘Messing with the aftershocks or trying to stop them, we don’t know what that might do to his recovery.’
‘Yes you said that earlier,’ Janice sniffed. ‘But he doesn’t have to be in pain while he’s recovering.’
Her eyes flashed and she brought up a glowing hand, slowly and delicately bringing it through Chad’s scruffy curls. The magic washed over him and Chad slumped, leaning on Diego more. The wave of the aftershock was still there, still growing and about to crest, but he couldn’t feel any of it. The pain had vanished in an instant, even though the exhaustion that usually followed hadn’t hit yet. He blinked his eyes open, looking past Diego’s shoulder as he tried to work out what exactly he was feeling. It was weird. And confusing. But the pain was gone, so he didn’t have it in him to complain. He could still feel other things. Diego’s cotton shirt under his face, her hands on his back and neck. Janice’s hand combing through his hair. But there was no pain to be felt.
The aftershock soon crested and fell, and with it the exhaustion hit. He almost slipped off the stool, Diego and Janice both moving together to catch him and keep him upright. He could tell he was wavering on the stool, but the two sets of hands on him made sure he didn’t fall. He blinked through the fog of exhaustion, looking blearily at Diego. She huffed, giving him a reassuring smile. Chad tried to smile back, managing nothing more than a brief quirk of his mouth before turning to look up at Janice.
‘Is that better?’ Janice asked. Chad slowly nodded and she sighed in relief. Her eyes faded to their normal blue as they closed, and she leaned down to press a kiss to his forehead. ‘Oh my boy,’ she whispered, her arm wrapping around his shoulders. Chad moved to lean against her, his eyes drifting closed for a moment while his hand caught Diego’s. There was a brief pressure there, from her squeezing his hand probably. The exhaustion was passing quicker than it had last night, he was pretty sure he would be able to hold his own weight a little better now. But he didn’t want to move just yet.
A clatter from the other side of the kitchen had the three of them jumping in surprise. They looked around to see Alex putting the pan of food down in the middle of the kitchen island. ‘Food’s up.’
Bernard came back halfway through lunch, dressed in his normal jumper and slacks combo, to a full and lively kitchen. He spared a moment for a kiss for Janice and a hug for each of his kids before grabbing the plate that had been put on one side for him. Chad was leaning on Diego somewhat, taking his time with eating the rather delicious fried potato hash. Alex and Ohio were arguing over movies again, while Morgan grumbled at Diego about how her and Dave had barely used her gadgets for the heist. Dave was the only one not joining in, glued to his hero communicator again. Chad nudged him, pointing at the communicator with a puzzled look on his face, but Dave shook his head, ‘I’ll tell you later.’ Chad frowned but Dave turned back to the device. ‘I’ll tell you when you’re not in your jammies okay?’
Chad looked down at his clothes, confusion coming in again at the clothes he had woken up in. He wanted to ask about it. In fact there were a million questions he wanted to ask. But apparently his words were being stubborn about not wanting to come back yet. Which was beyond frustrating. It made him spear the next piece of potato rather aggressively, wanting to grumble in his seat. But he couldn’t even do that beyond an unintelligible grunt, so he was left to stew and scowl.
After lunch Chad thankfully had recovered enough to not need anyone to help him walk. At first he wanted to help clean up, but a snap of Alex’s fingers had all the dishes clean in an instant. Janice fussed over him getting another glass of water, trying to check him over for any other aches or flare ups before Morgan managed to butt in. At his sister’s mention of a shower Chad lit up, jumping up ready to follow her before Janice could get a word in about him resting. It took Bernard’s hand on her arm to calm her down, and soon enough Chad was following Morgan through the lair. She led him through identical looking grey corridors, his bare feet getting colder with every step. He began to get increasingly jealous of her slippers, and was trying to work out how to ask for some other clothes. Preferably his clothes, but at the very least something clean and comfortable. And socks. That would help.
She led him to a room that was much more lived in than Janice and Bernard’s, and much messier. This must be Morgan’s room . There were posters on the walls for one, in between the random blue prints and scribbles and notes. There was a pile of clothes in one corner of the room, half built or half broken gadgets and drones littered about, and a game console on a shelf next to a personal TV. Morgan ignored all of that, moving to another corner of the room where she picked up a couple of bags. Chad frowned at the sight of his duffel bag and toiletries bag, and Morgan shrugged. ‘Alex and I went to get some of your things yesterday. Don’t worry we didn’t go through everything, just tried to get some essentials.’ She put the bags on the bed. ‘Mind if I go in the shower first? I’ll be quick.’
Chad nodded, already turning to open the bag as Morgan headed off. He wrestled with the duffel bag, grunting in frustration at the zipper. It was much harder to open with one hand, but he eventually got it open enough to get at the clothes inside. This explained where my pyjamas came from . The bag was stuffed with possibly too many clothes. How many did he need while he was going to be here? How long was he going to be staying in Alex’s lair? Surely not too long, Alex wouldn’t want him around that long right? And the plan had been to get him to the farm. Except…except now he was a wanted man. And Alex’s lair would be a safer place to hide than the farm. More than that, he wouldn’t want to disturb the farm or the animals with potential heroes dropping in to attack or arrest him.
Chad tried to put that thought to the side, turning back to the bag. He would work it out. They would work it out. He just needed to focus on one step at a time, and the first one was clothes. He dug around in the bag, managing to extract a tshirt and a pair of socks before he spotted something old and grey. He shoved the pile of fabric to the side, confusion melting at the sight of the small fluffy bunny buried in the bag. Hops? He pulled her out gently, making sure none of her paws or ears got caught. Until he was sitting on the bed, staring at the fluffy bunny cradled in his hand.
He didn’t have to hide her anymore. He brought Hops up to tuck under his chin, nuzzling against the old and soft fur. He would have to hide. Whether it was here, or at the farm, or somewhere else entirely, he would need to go into hiding. Probably for a long time. Maybe forever. But he didn’t have to hide her. Or his phone…well he broke that. But if he got a new one he wouldn’t need to hide his messages. The album his Mum had given him would actually get to get a spot on a shelf or something instead of being hidden under the bedside table.
The FA would hunt down the Chadster, would hunt down Chad, for a long time yet. They had probably already started. He would have to worry about that for sure. But he wasn’t alone in that, and he would have help. And the people around him now…he wouldn’t need to hide from them. He didn’t need to worry if the necklace was on, or if the enchantment had stopped working, or if he said the wrong thing around someone. That was it. The secret was out, or as good as. He didn’t need to hide the truth anymore. More than that, he might even have a chance to live the truth now.
Once they were both clean and dressed, Morgan led Chad down to the computer room away from the living quarters and across the lair. The corridors didn’t change much, how Morgan could find her way around was beyond him. But soon enough they were heading through a door into a large room that was familiar to Chad, at least through the video screen. Everyone else was already there, hovering near the boxes while discussing something serious. Morgan and Chad headed over, Chad’s gaze lingering on the boxes.
‘Where are we at?’ Morgan asked.
Diego and Dave sighed in unison. ‘We need to hunker down somewhere,’ Dave said. Chad looked at him in alarm as Dave gestured with his hero communicator. ‘Anton and Tash have done their best, can’t fault them for what they’ve done. But even with everything going on in the city right now certain people keep trying to break in. And right now we can’t predict what they’ll try and do next.’
Chad tapped on Morgan’s arm, looking around at them in confusion and worry, and Morgan sighed. ‘Right, you missed that bit I guess.’
Diego swallowed. ‘We think it happened either the same time you were cornered by Vigilante or just before. We didn’t get the alert because we were in the middle of the heist, but the Chastisers got a security alert at our house.’ She sighed. ‘Some of the FA heroes tried to break in. Had cops with them too.’
‘No warrant though,’ Dave said. ‘Chastisers were there in minutes and kicked the lot of them out on their ass. There was a whole scene apparently on our drive before the FA got another alert and the heroes bolted. The cops backed down easier after that, but still.’
Another alert? Chad swallowed at that. That must have been the call that he was on the run.
‘Everyone got in touch with us as soon as they could,’ Dave said. ‘We told them we had been on a sensitive mission so we had to be no contact. First question out of Anton’s mouth was actually if it had anything to do with you.’
‘Whatever the FA think they have on you,’ Diego said, ‘Vigilante seems to think we’re under suspicion too. But right now he’s not giving out anything, so the Chastisers aren’t budging either. We’ve got “temporary security measures” to deal with the broken door and windows apparently, which won’t be fun to replace.’
‘And there’s one of our guys watching our house at all times,’ Dave said. ‘So the FA aren’t getting in. But if we show up right now we can’t promise they won’t try to arrest us. So, we have to go to ground for a bit.’
Alex glanced between Morgan and Chad, looking between Morgan’s grim expression and Chad’s guilt and panic. ‘Well,’ Alex said, ‘Since you got the boxes from your heist, and you cooked dinner yesterday, and you know what will happen if the Chastisers ever get hands on blueprints they never should…’ they gave Dave a warning look at that, ‘I’m sure we can find a room for you somewhere.’
‘Wait really?’ Diego said, surprised. ‘I mean, thank you. But why?’
Dave folded his arms. ‘Has it got anything to do with wanting to harass me about currently being a wanted man?’
Alex grinned. ‘Aww, you know me so well, Frisbee Boy.’
Morgan snorted, turning to Barnaby and Ohio, ‘What about you guys? You’re not currently on the run are you?’
Barnaby shook his head, petting Kotetsu’s head as he looked at Morgan. ‘A-ac-actually? We w-w-were th-thinking. W-we sh-should head b-b-back to the city.’
‘Let me guess, hero stuff to do?’ Morgan asked. Barnaby nodded, and Morgan shrugged. ‘Hey, you already helped so much with this. You do what you gotta do. Just don’t have too much fun while your archnemesis is still missing.’
Barnaby gave a strained smile at that while Ohio wrapped an arm around his shoulder. ‘Let us know if you need any more help, yeah?’ Morgan nodded, and the two of them stepped away to pack.
Chad tapped Morgan again, pointing at himself with a questioning look. ‘Well what do you want to do?’ Morgan asked. ‘I guess…options first huh?’
‘I can get a room for him too,’ Alex said. ‘Especially with Barnaby and Ohio heading out.’
Chad blinked at Alex in surprise, although he was the only one there who seemed to have that reaction. ‘It’s a good idea,’ Dave said, turning to Chad. ‘You’d be safe here at least.’
Janice scowled at that, ‘Excuse you? He’d be just as safe at home as he would be here.’
Dave shrinked back from her. ‘Sorry Mrs S, I didn’t mean it like that.’
Janice raised a threatening eyebrow as Bernard leaned in, ‘I think settling Chad at the farm would be best when one of us is there yeah? And I don’t think we won’t be moving back properly for a bit at least.’
Janice’s insulted look eased slightly, her eyes casting over the boxes for a moment. ‘There is still work to do here. I suppose.’ She pursed her lips, looking over at Chad. ‘But it’s up to you sweetheart. If you want to go to the farm now, we’ll go right now.’ Chad frowned and pointed at the boxes, but Janice shook her head. ‘If you want to go home, we’ll take you home. And then we can work out the rest.’
Chad thought for a moment, looking back to the boxes. There they were. Everything they had been after for the past nearly two months. And it was all in this room. He moved to the nearest one, spinning it in place to find the name on the side. There were ones for Morgan, for Diego, for him, for Caroline and Richard. He saw other names, names he knew as aunts and uncles and cousins. Morgan and the others had really left nothing behind. They had done so much, this whole time. And he hadn’t been able to help anywhere near as much, if at all. Not until now.
Morgan was right behind him, watching the thoughts play out over his face. ‘You don’t need to decide now you know? It’s been…everything’s very fucked right now. We’re not going to make you choose now, or force you into a specific choice. Take your time to work out your next move. And we’ll work with that.’
Chad shook his head, turning back to Morgan. His hand was still on the box, and there was a familiar determination in his eyes. ‘You want to help?’ Morgan asked, and Chad nodded. Morgan shrugged, trying not to smile, and looked to the others. ‘Guess we need that room for Chad then.’
‘On it,’ Alex said, their gaze focusing away from the group as they began to trace their finger in thin air. The others turned back to the boxes, looking at the mammoth task in front of them.
Diego broke the silence first. ‘We need to start going through those boxes, the sooner the better.’
Bernard hummed for a moment. ‘We need to be careful. I’m pretty sure some of the files got mixed up, it’s going to be easy to miss something.’
Morgan nodded. ‘Check everything. If it looks like it’s in the wrong box or file we’ll need to put it to one side. If we can fix the files as we go then great. If not…we’ll work it out.’
‘Any idea what we do with them once we’ve found everything?’ Diego asked. ‘We can’t exactly put them back where we found them. And if we send them to the hospital then they’ll work out the records got stolen.’
‘They’ll work that out anyway,’ Morgan said, ‘I’m not worried about that bit. That’s something to work out once Mum and Dad are dealt with.’
Chad was still staring at the boxes, his hand coming up to find the necklace, the pendant clicking against his fingers. Still there after everything. The spike of an aftershock had started, but it was notably less painful than the last two had been. Or maybe the boxes, the potential for finally finding the truth, finding out what happened to Morgan and Diego’s brother, was enough of a distraction that he didn’t notice the pain.
‘What about the trunk?’ Dave asked. ‘What’s the deal with the trunk anyway?’
Morgan’s jaw tightened at that. ‘Don’t worry about that for now. We need the facts. The facts are in the files. That’s the priority.’ She took a breath, looking over the work they had to do. ‘We can pick a box each to work through one at a time. Any boxes that get checked go over there,’ she pointed to the other side of the room. ‘Even if we think we’ve found everything we check every box just in case.’ She looked at Diego for a moment. ‘Are you going to be okay doing this?’
Diego nodded. ‘Absolutely.’
‘We’re going through our childhood,’ Morgan said. ‘ Our childhood. All the medical records. All the old injuries. You sure you’re up for that?’ Diego nodded, and Morgan sighed. ‘Chad, same question.’ She turned to look at him in time to see Chad sharply tug something away from his neck.
Morgan, in fact all of them, stared at the blond haired, grey eyed, young man staring down at the broken necklace in his hand. Janice’s hands were over her mouth, tearing up instantly at the sight of her boy. Bernard wasn’t far behind her, his breath shuddering as he held back a sob. Alex’s eyes were wide, staring at Chad, who looked a lot like Charlie, standing in front of them. Dave looked at him confused, but Morgan and Diego didn’t. They were already smiling when he sniffed and looked up, meeting everyone’s eyes one by one. He let out a breath, his face set in determination as he went to the nearest table to put down the necklace. This was it. There was no going back.
Chapter 77
Summary:
Chad and Bernard get a chance for a heart to heart, and Bernard and Ohio return to the city
Notes:
I keep pretending there is a posting schedule and then ignoring it so...oh well
Content warning for:
- Discussions of grief, loss and guilt
- depiction of the aftermath of a hurricane
Chapter Text
By the time Barnaby and Ohio came back to the computer room with their bags everyone else had gotten stuck into various tasks. Janice had returned to the kitchen to make another ten types of cake and sweets, with Alex following right behind her to help. Morgan was back on the computer console, combing through the latest FA chatter while Bernard was on a tablet, trying to check through the news in a way that Chad wouldn't notice the more concerning articles. Chad's focus was elsewhere however, with him and Diego working through the first of the boxes together. Dave had once again returned to his hero communicator, pacing away from the others while tapping away furiously at the screen.
‘M-M-Morgan?’ Barnaby said, and everyone turned to look up at them. ‘D-do you ne-need anything e-e-else?’
Morgan smiled and shook her head, ‘Nah you’re good, we’ve got this handled. You’ve been here for long enough anyway. I’m sure Ohio’s students miss him.’
‘I think Miles missed me more,’ Ohio said. ‘Having to cover another professor’s classes for a day is bad enough. I wouldn’t be surprised if he’s fully grey by now.’
‘If we find what we need? I’ll send him a fruit basket and some hair dye,’ Morgan smirked. Ohio rolled his eyes and Barnaby smirked as Morgan closed down the windows on the huge screen and turned around. ‘I’d better get one of the people who can teleport you then.’
‘I can do that,’ Bernard said, putting the tablet on the side as he got up. ‘Janice will probably want to send you off with something sweet anyway.’
‘Oh,’ Barnaby smiled, ‘we w-w-wouldn’t want to p-put her out.’
‘She’s been stress baking since breakfast,’ Diego said. ‘Pretty sure you’ll be saving us from diabetes if you take some with you.’
‘And Alex?’ Ohio looked around, his gaze scanning over Chad before he did a double take. ‘Who are…wait.’ Chad looked up, brow furrowed slightly before the realisation struck at the same time as Ohio’s jaw dropped. ‘Chad?!’
Chad cringed slightly, seeing Barnaby mirror the shocked expression, before nodding.
‘Fuck,’ Ohio whispered. ‘I mean…fucking…wow.’
Morgan just about managed to hold back a snort, ‘You alright there James?’
‘That’s your brother?’ Ohio said, looking at Morgan in alarm. ‘I mean…Alex’s…fuck!’ Diego looked up at Ohio with a growing frown that he didn’t notice. ‘That’s a bit different huh? Not…not that it's bad. Just…I know you had told us about the spell thing but uh…it’s different seeing it with your own eyes. Wait, what happened to the necklace?’
‘He took it off,’ Diego said with a curt tone. ‘Is that acceptable?’
‘Oh,’ Ohio said, finally noticing Diego’s scowl. He swallowed and held his hands up in surrender. ‘Sorry. Sorry that was really rude. I…I didn’t mean anything by it.’ He turned to Chad and tried for an awkward smile. ‘You can just ignore me. Really. I didn’t mean anything by it, I was just a bit…it’s surprising you know? Not a bad surprise, like it’s not bad. I mean you look real good. Blond suits you. Very Prince Charming.’
Barnaby crossed his arms, scowling at Ohio, ‘Ex-excuse me?’
‘No I didn’t mean it like that!’
Morgan finally burst into laughter, almost bent over double at Ohio’s growing panic. Barnaby raised an unimpressed eyebrow, which only made Morgan’s laughter worse.
‘Shut up Morgan!’
‘Oh hell no!’ Morgan laughed, ‘I wish I’d been recording this whole thing. Alex is going to be so mad they missed it!’
‘And that’s my cue,’ Bernard muttered, sliding up to a red faced Chad and a Diego who was trying to still look mad while trying to hide her sniggers behind her file. ‘Need a break?’
Chad sighed in relief and nodded. Dealing with Janice's fussing and Alex's…Alexness was infinitely easier than sitting through whatever this was.
The lair wasn’t getting any easier to navigate, the repeating corridors turning into a confusing maze around them. But Bernard wasn’t worried, strolling down the corridors at a steady and casual pace. Chad once again had to marvel at how everyone could navigate themselves through this place and make it look so easy. He tried to keep an eye out for signs, landmarks, even scuffs or marks on the wall. Anything to break up the otherwise identical corridors they were walking through. Bernard whistled tunelessly, the sound echoing slightly around them, his hands tucked into his pockets. All to give an air of casualness about him, but it was a little too forced. There was a stiffness in Bernard’s shoulders, an energy he couldn’t quite get rid off. And even if none of that was there, the glances he kept stealing in Chad’s direction gave him away.
At first Chad tried to carry on just as casually, ignoring everytime he caught or felt his Dad’s attention on him. He lasted a few minutes, but the eighth attempt to peek had Chad having to hold back a snort. Bernard turned to him properly, brow furrowed in confusion as Chad began to chuckle.
‘You alright?’ Bernard asked.
Chad turned to him, his face alight with amusement as he gave Bernard a knowing look.
Bernard’s confusion turned into surprise, before he chuckled himself. ‘Was I that obvious?’
Chad nodded with a huff of laughter, knocking into Bernard’s shoulder slightly. Bernard laughed again, wrapping an arm around Chad and hugging him close as they continued to slowly amble down the corridor. ‘That’s what I get for trying to play it cool I guess. You’d think I’d know how to be more subtle.’
Chad shook his head, still grinning as he reached up to grab the hand wrapped around his shoulder, feeling Bernard hold onto him tighter.
‘Guess that’s one of the things about living with Janice,’ Bernard said. ‘Subtlety isn’t really in her nature. Isn’t in Alex’s either actually. The two of them, they’ve got no time for that. And trying to hide a secret around her is like trying to get to the moon on a pogo stick. Never going to happen. So I guess I got a bit rusty at all that subterfuge stuff.’
Subterfuge? Like spy work? Chad looked at him curiously at that, nudging Bernard again.
When he saw the question on Chad’s face he smirked, ‘Pretty sure your sister will sulk until the end of time if I tell you any of those stories before I tell her.’
Chad tried to frown at that, nudging Bernard again. But he just chuckled and shook his head. ‘I value my workshop and truck too much to earn her wrath. Maybe one day though.’
Chad huffed, turning away to pout. Bernard’s chuckle at his reaction only made Chad huff even more, although he didn’t pull away from Bernard’s embrace.
They continued down the corridors, ambling a little awkwardly from their position, but they didn’t break away from each other once. Chad could feel Bernard’s eyes on him, watching him with an attention that would feel unnerving from anyone else. But here it felt comfortable. Here it made sense. If any of these corridors had mirrors Chad would probably be doing the same thing. He knew taking off the necklace would get attention. He knew he would get greeted with shock and double takes and stares. But that’s not what Bernard’s attention on him felt like. It went hand in hand with the arm still wrapped around him to make him feel…warm.
A quiet sniff brought Chad out of his thoughts and he turned to Bernard. He wasn’t expecting Bernard’s lip to be quivering, or his blotchy cheeks as tears silently fell down his face. Chad stopped in alarm, making Bernard huff lightly.
‘I’m okay kiddo,’ he said with a raspy voice, giving Chad a watery smile. ‘I am. I just…I got swept up in my emotions a bit.’ Chad was still looking at him in concern as Bernard swallowed and tried to clear his throat. ‘It’s important, you know. Feeling those emotions. The good and the bad. The wonderful and the painful, and the really painful. They’re there for a reason, and it's dangerous to ignore them or hide from them.’
Chad nodded, but his concern didn’t really fade.
‘It’s dangerous to wallow in them too though,’ Bernard continued. ‘If you get consumed by them it can be just as destructive. It’s a delicate balance really. Feeling your emotions, but then continuing to move forward. And it takes practice.’ He sniffed, blinking his tears out of his eyes and looking over Chad’s face. Bernard saw his eyes, Janice’s freckles, Alex’s nose, his chin, all together in a face he thought he would never see again.
‘You’re really here,’ Bernard breathed, his whole body shuddering. ‘You’re…’ he let out a wet chuckle, moving to cup Chad’s face as another wave of tears fell. ‘I hadn’t taken a moment to sit with that. Not since you came back from the hospital. To feel you right here, physically here.’ His hands moved to squeeze Chad’s shoulders, and he let out a slow breath. ‘It’s unreal.’
Chad moved to grab Bernard’s arm, squeezing his wrist gently, and Bernard smiled sadly.
‘I just wish we didn’t need to go through all of this. Not just yesterday, or the last few months. I mean any of it.’ Bernard glanced away for a moment, earning a worried squeeze from Chad’s hand. ‘I’m okay kiddo,’ he said. ‘Just…feeling for a moment. And then we move forward. But it’s important to feel all of it.’ He sniffed, meeting Chad’s concerned expression. ‘We feel the bad too. The sorrow, and the grief, and the guilt-’
Chad’s concern morphed into a frown, and he moved to either squeeze or shake Bernard’s shoulder. What guilt? You have nothing to feel guilty about. You didn’t do anything wrong.
‘Let me guess,’ Bernard chuckled, ‘you have no idea what I might feel guilty over?’ His breath shuddered, lip trembling again as he tried to steady himself. ‘Plenty of people over the years have told me I shouldn’t blame myself. None of it was my fault. It was a horrific tragedy no one could have predicted, etcetera etcetera. But…I shouldn’t have put you down.’ Chad’s brow furrowed in confusion, and Bernard looked away again.
‘You were so small, and you were so excited about the city. You didn’t want to miss a moment of it, so you had been riding on my shoulders for a good hour. Janice had Alex, you were somehow holding onto me and Hops. Which I still don’t know how you managed.’ Chad managed a small smile at that, and Bernard quirked a smile with him. Just for a moment. ‘And then we heard the first crash. And the screams. If anyone had knocked into me you could have gone flying so I put you down. I…I should have never put you down. I should have kept you on my hip, or given you to Janice while I grabbed Alex. But I put you down, and I thought it was okay just for a moment. You were holding onto my leg, you were right there. I never ever imagined you would let go. I never…’
Chad squeezed his shoulder again, and Bernard looked up. Chad was tearing up himself, but the look of determination on his face reminded him so much of Morgan he couldn’t help but chuckle. ‘Not my fault?’ Chad shook his head and Bernard sighed. ‘You’re right. If anyone else had found you, any hero or police officer or firefighter, you would have been given right back to us. Anyone else and we would have been reunited, and we would have taken you to the hospital and then home and that would have been the end of it. You weren’t stolen because of me. But I still shouldn’t have put you down.’ Chad shook his head again, and Bernard smiled sadly. ‘Both things can be true at the same time. Hindsight’s a bitch like that. It tells you where your mistakes are even if no one else can see them.’
Chad shook his head again, and Bernard chuckled, ‘It’s my guilt kiddo, and it’s been with me for twenty years. I don’t think you’re going to shift it for me just by scowling at me.’ Chad huffed, making Bernard grin. ‘It’s going to be with me forever. But this is what I mean. I don’t wallow in it. I feel it, and then I move forward as best as I can. And if I struggle? If it ever gets too much? I ask for a hand. That’s the important part too.’ Bernard cupped Chad’s face, thumbs brushing over his cheeks, blinking away the last of his tears. ‘You feel it, you feel the good and the bad and the worst. You don’t wallow, you don’t let it consume you. You feel it and move forward. And if you can’t? If you can’t take that step forward, you ask for a hand. You reach out and ask for help.’
Chad touched Bernard’s wrist, slowly peeling one hand away to wrap it in his metal grip. Bernard huffed, nodding in earnest as he squeezed Chad’s hand as tight as he could. ‘That’s it. Just like that. You never forget that bit, got it? When the worst feelings hit you and it feels like you can’t breathe through it? That’s the most important part. Reaching out for help. Because there will be people who will pick you up, who will help you take that step no matter how long it takes. So you never let it consume you okay?’
Chad nodded, watching Bernard sigh and deflate slightly. He gave Chad that sad smile again, his free hand cradling Chad’s cheek. ‘You’re here,’ Bernard whispered, his smile growing as he chuckled in amazement. ‘You’re here, and you’re safe. That…I can’t tell you how much that means to me.’ Chad suddenly let go of Bernard’s hand, but before Bernard could be confused he stepped forward. He pulled Bernard into a one-armed hug, burying his face in his Dad’s shoulder. Bernard let out a shaky chuckle before returning the hug just as tightly. ‘Oh kiddo, I’m never going to say no to a hug. Ever.’
Chad squeezed him tighter, trying to take a steadying breath as he welled up with his own tears. The start of a headache was forming, something he couldn’t work out if it was leading to another spike or a migraine. But he swallowed, trying to settle his nerves. He needed to take his time. He could do this.
‘Dad?’
Bernard’s breath caught in his throat. He heard it. It was barely more than a whisper, a small sound that he could have convinced himself he made up. But with how tense Chad was in his arms he knew he hadn’t. He heard it. His own voice was breaking with emotion when he spoke. ‘Yeah kiddo?’
It took another minute for Chad to find the ability to respond, but Bernard was patient. The air around them was silent and still. Waiting for Chad’s next words.
‘Love you.’
Bernard could have sworn that the ground under him gave way in that moment. That was why he clung to Chad tighter, his stomach dropping away as his heart ached. He couldn’t help but sob, holding onto his baby boy, onto his son, so tightly he could have squeezed all the air out of his chest. But Chad didn’t seem to mind, if anything he was trying to hold onto Bernard just as tightly.
It took a while for Bernard’s sobs to abate. For the desperate clinging energy to settle into something calmer. But it did, with Bernard brushing a hand through Chad’s hair, the two of them rocking slightly on the spot. Which was when Chad tried to summon his words again. He might have been pushing it, especially since the headache was definitely going to crest into a spike soon, but he had the idea now. And if he didn’t say it now the moment would be gone.
‘Dad?’ he whispered. ‘‘M sorry.’
Bernard frowned, pulling away slightly to look at Chad in alarm. ‘What on earth do you have to be sorry for?’
Chad took a careful breath, praying his voice wouldn’t give out on him now. ‘Shouldn’t have let go.’
There was a beat of silence between them. And then Bernard was pulling back, capturing Chad’s face in his hands again so he could look Chad in the eyes. ‘No. No, don’t you dare. You did absolutely nothing wrong, you hear me? You were a baby, in the middle of something you never should have had to experience. Not at that age. Not that young. You don’t…’ Bernard trailed off, noticing the pointed look Chad gave him. ‘What?’
Chad raised an eyebrow, waiting for some lightbulb to go off that wasn’t cooperating. ‘Same thing.’
Bernard’s brow furrowed in confusion. ‘Same thing as what? As…’ there was a spark of realisation, and the confusion turned into an unimpressed look. ‘That’s entirely different.’ Chad shook his head. ‘Yes it is. First of all, you were two years old and you panicked. I was the adult, I should have been more careful, I-’
‘Panicked,’ Chad said. His voice was still quiet, but each word was getting a little stronger, a little more assured.
Bernard faltered for a moment, his mouth working a few times as he tried to find a rebuttal. ‘That’s not the point. I’m the parent, okay? I’m your parent. It’s my job to protect you.’
‘Did.’
Bernard sighed, ‘I didn’t do a good enough job.’
‘Did.’
‘No, I-’
‘Ages ago,’ Chad said, his words starting to slow and get stilted. He blinked through the wave of pain that was starting to grow, making sure he didn’t lose his thread, ‘Mum told Morgan…she nearly lost…lost both of us. You followed. You came after me.’ Bernard’s shoulders slumped, looking at Chad with regret as his son met his eyes. ‘Wouldn’t have had to if I didn’t let go.’
‘No,’ Bernard said, closing his eyes. ‘No, you don’t do this. You don’t even remember what happened. You cannot blame yourself.’
‘Neither can you.’
The silence stretched between them, the two of them coming to a stalemate of sorts. The spike of the next aftershock had started to hit, but Chad pushed through the pain to keep his attention on his dad. Bernard was flurry of emotions, sorrow and regret and frustration, before he finally gave a tired sigh. ‘You…are just as bad as your mother.’ Chad managed a small smile, letting Bernard pull him back in for a hug. ‘Both of you are too damn smart for your own good.’
****
It was late afternoon by the time Barnaby and Ohio got back to Central City. After Bernard and Chad had disappeared for a little bit too long Morgan caved and texted Alex for the lift, and not two minutes later they popped into the room. Holding a bag with enough food to fill half of Barnaby’s fridge. Chad and Bernard still hadn’t appeared, so Morgan was able to ask for one more favour, something that was already on Barnaby’s priority list before she even suggested it. So it was with the couple holding bags and too much food and a growing dread at what they were about to see, that Alex’s fingers snapped. And in a blink they were back home.
Kotetsu barked in excitement, immediately trotting into the living room to sniff out some toy or other, while Barnaby and Ohio looked at the apartment around them. Aside from the layer of dust from being away for nearly 3 weeks however, the place looked fine. Completely untouched. There was no sign of the storm ever making its way in here. The only clue that anything was wrong was the multiple sirens coming from across the city.
Ohio was already putting the food on one side, talking to the room while building an action plan in his head. They needed to sort through the food and their things, check their supplies, work out what the power situation was, check in on everyone else in the building, and keep Morgan in the loop about those last two things. But Barnaby was walking over to the nearest window. He had drawn the curtains before he left. It was a habit he got into after a childhood with his parents. Even on the ninth floor he was going to make sure no one could spy on him. But now he had to draw them back. The knot of dread in his chest jumped up to his throat, and his hand trembled as he reached out for the curtain. He had seen the news. He had seen the footage. And he was still praying it wasn’t as bad as the images showed.
The curtain pulled back, and Barnaby stared. Tears sprang from his eyes as his hand came up to his mouth, and he stared. The footage didn’t do the carnage justice. Half the buildings around them were missing glass and trailing wires, with chunks torn out of some of them. Fire escapes had been half wrenched from the walls, debris caught in the tangle of metal or buried in walls and through windows. The sky above was still so dark and thick with clouds it was almost grey. And below…below Barnaby bit back a sob at the sight of water floating by the second story windows, lapping into the buildings nearby. He scrambled to open his own window, catching Ohio’s attention as the window swung open and he leaned out. It was hard to tell from here properly, but somehow Barnaby’s windows weren’t the only ones that stayed intact in this building. He looked around the walls, trying to find damage or debris. The wires were trailing off the roof nearby. The fire escape looked just as mangled. But the building itself? The bricks and mortar? That was intact. The most it had suffered were some scuff marks here and there. Nothing out of the ordinary.
A sudden cry sounded, making Barnaby spin around in alarm. It was a loud cry, of someone young. Perhaps even a baby. He swallowed, biting his lip as he tried to work out where the sound was coming from. Ohio appeared next to him and Barnaby made room for him to stick his head out of the window to investigate.
‘Jesus,’ Ohio whispered, looking around at the state of the immediate buildings. ‘Thank god Morgan tried to Alex-proof the building huh?’
Barnaby didn’t respond, still looking for the source of the crying. ‘K-Kotetsu?’ There was a boof and the soft fur was suddenly headbutting his hand. ‘C-c-can you track that s-s-sound?’ Kotetsu tilted his head, panting slightly before he gave another boof. ‘G-g-go on then,’ Barnaby said. Kotetsu barked properly, standing up and backing away slightly before he bounded for the nearby wall. The second he was about to hit it however he faded from sight, and Barnaby turned his attention back outside.
‘We’re saving that baby then?’ Ohio asked.
‘W-w-we can try,’ Barnaby said, looking around. ‘I-if we c-c-can get to it.’
Ohio turned up to examine the roofs, trying to track the distance between the various buildings. ‘Might be possible. We’ll need to get higher to see properly. Think I have the gear to make that jump though.’ He sighed, turning to look down at the flooded streets. ‘Man, the FA really fucked up here huh?’
Barnaby swallowed, ‘Ps-s-sion did this.’
Ohio shrugged. ‘He dealt the blow for sure. Set the storm to critical. But it never should have been allowed to get to that point. They should have never pushed it to that point.’
‘W-w-well they did,’ Barnaby frowned, wiping at his face. ‘C-c-can’t undo that. B-but w-w-we can…’
‘Save a baby.’ Ohio said, looking at Barnaby with a smile. ‘Rescue those nearby. Make sure the neighbours are safe. Bet if I can work out a raft I can scale down the building for a supply run if we need to.’
Barnaby looked around, trying to focus on where Kotetsu had gone. He was still moving though, he needed to wait until the dog was stationary. ‘M-M-Morgan sssaid her guys w-were around. “acquiring” s-s-supplies.’
‘Well as long as they share I won’t question their methods. This time. Not too much at least,’ Ohio said. His focus lingered on the mangled fire escape on the opposite building, the sight making him sigh. ‘I think I’ve changed my mind. On the whole transparency thing. Pretty sure this would break Chad.’
Barnaby shook his head, ‘I-i-it would be w-w-worse if he fffinds out from else-elsewhere. Es-pecially if they h-h-hide it.’
Ohio’s lips pursed at that, his brow beginning to furrow. ‘Yeah. Yeah probably. But them just coming out and telling him probably won’t be much better.’
‘Th-they c-c-can’t ignore it though,’ Barnaby said. ‘I-i-if Alex is r-right about the p-p-power boost? He n-n-needs to know.’
Ohio nodded. ‘Yeah. Yes. Of course. Still…’
The sound of a ghostly howl interrupted them, and Barnaby straightened up, focusing on Kotetsu. At the sound of the second howl he pointed to the building diagonal from them. ‘Th-there. F-f-fifth fffloor.’
Ohio did another scan of the roofs and nodded. ‘Let’s go check it out then.’
Chapter 78
Summary:
Morgan wakes up from weird dreams, and there is an update in the news.
Notes:
[insert funny comment here] Enjoy!
Content warnings for:
- dreamscapes (completely neutral and not scary or creepy)
- depiction of mind and memory manipulation
- recovery from an ongoing injury including a painful flare up
- depictions of grief, loss, betrayal
Chapter Text
The sounds of Morgan's footsteps echoed too much down this vast corridor. Every step was a crack of thunder threatening to tear through polished wooden floorboards, fancy wallpaper she refused to look at, and appropriately elegant art on the walls. Or maybe the sound was her heart that was beginning to race as she started to spot the doors in the corridor. Doors that didn't belong in this house. That was the door to her apartment, to her first warehouse, to the diner where she met Gus. She walked past all of those, doors changing to ones from high-school, to her first girlfriend’s bedroom, to her aunt’s front door and the FA junior program. Until one made her stop.
She couldn't see the door itself. It was there, but the details of it slipped away before she could get a grip on them. But she was more focused on the aura that came from it. A vivid orange that looked oddly familiar, that glowed with a soft light but curled like smoke. She stepped closer, footsteps louder now as she approached the light. A tendril curled around her hand, and the name dropped in her mind like a lead weight.
‘Sonja,’ Morgan whispered. The light around her shivered in response. She looked at the door, focusing enough to find the handle that might be a round knob but might be a longer handle and might just be a panel to push. Didn't matter. She grabbed it all the same and, before she could hesitate, the door swung open.
‘There's my favourite troublemaker!’
Sonja turned to look at her, auburn hair shining almost as brightly as the orange smoke choking the room. Morgan blinked, stepping into the room almost robotically. Aunt Sonja looked so young here. Then again, Morgan felt rather small herself right now.
Aunt Sonja's initial smile faltered, and she moved to crouch so she was on Morgan's level. ‘Come on, let's have a cuddle.’
Morgan blinked, and the scene shifted. She was sat in the middle of a couch that threatened to swallow her. She was feeling very small indeed as Auntie Sonja sat next to her and yet loomed above her. Looking at her with worry. ‘Your Mummy and Daddy tell me you haven't been speaking much?’ She said, her voice more distant now. ‘It’s okay, I think I know why.’
Morgan felt her whole body stiffen and shudder. The orange fog was so close now, muffling Auntie Sonja's next words, only for her to come back clear as a bell.
‘But it's okay,’ she said. ‘I've got a little trick you know. It won't hurt I promise. In fact this pain you're feeling? I can take it away. We're all worried about you, and we don't like that you're hurting so much. So Mummy and Daddy asked me to take the hurt away. Just to make you feel better. Okay hun?’
Something in Morgan wanted to scream, wanted to lash out and yell and scratch at Auntie Sonja's face and hands as they came up, summoning that burning orange light. But that wasn't how it went, she knew that now. Morgan knew she was going to nod and stay still as the magic was brought closer. Because she trusted Auntie Sonja. And she might have been angry at Mummy but if Daddy asked too then she would trust Daddy. Wait, why was she angry at Mummy?
‘I promise, you'll feel much better,’ Sonja whispered. And little Morgan believed her, even when she saw the tears begin to fall down Sonja's face.
Morgan woke suddenly. Not with a gasp or a jolt. But one minute her mind was filled with orange light, and the next she was wide awake. Staring at the ceiling. The lights in the room were still dark enough to be night time, and everything was still and silent around her. She fumbled to find her phone, squinting at it when the screen came alive. 3:26 am. Of course. Morgan sighed, dropping the phone as she blinked the bright spots out of her eyes. She had been planning to actually get some proper sleep for once. Or at least four hours of it. But no, apparently she wasn't even allowed two.
Morgan did consider turning back over and trying to go back to sleep. And when Alex inevitably asked her later she would tell them that. They didn't need to know she only considered it for five seconds before throwing the sheets off and reaching for her hoodie and slippers. Morgan didn't know where she was going yet. But she had too much energy to lie in bed and stew in her thoughts. So walking it was. Maybe she could head down to the workshops and pop Chad's arm open. No one had looked at it yet, but now was as good a time as any to see if she could fix it. It probably wouldn't stop Chad looking like a sad lost puppy when he thought no one was looking, but he would probably appreciate having both arms again.
This early in the morning the lair was silent. It would be unnerving if Morgan wasn't used to it, but as it was she appreciated being the only person awake for the moment. Not for the silence itself, that was where her thoughts threatened to grow and multiply and become unavoidable. But it was nice to have the corridors to herself. So she didn't have to worry about running into someone and needing to put on her normal mask. That was a perk at least. She took her time, wandering through and out of the living quarters and in the vague direction of the workshops. But she quickly stopped paying attention. Instead her mind went back to the dream. Or the memory rather. Because that’s what it had to be. That had to be the moment Sonja altered her memories. But she struggled to make sense of it, Sonja’s voice rattling in her head without being able to settle. Everytime she tried to focus on that scene the smoke came back in, trying to smother the words or fill her vision. But the memory returned. Sonja’s face and voice returned. It had slipped through the spell somehow, and for some reason it couldn’t get pulled back in. Had the spell been weakened somehow? Was it because they had the records? Because they were near the end of their search? Was there a way Morgan could weaken the spell more? Could she break it entirely? Was that even possible?
A dull sound echoed from further ahead that jolted Morgan out of her thoughts. She crouched on instinct, hand going for the first thing in her pocket. The air was still around her, the corridor perfectly silent. But she knew she heard something. Morgan crept forward, her hand tightening around something small and metal. She pulled it out, trying not to sigh at the thin lockpick poking out of her fist. Now she hoped she was overreacting. She liked this lockpick.
There was a sharp squeak and Morgan looked up with a frown. That sounded like rubber scraping on tile. She twirled the lockpick in her hand, creeping to the wall to keep to the shadows, her other hand braced in front of her in case something came out and lunged for her. She got to the junction in the corridor, her hand bracing against the metal wall as she slowly began to peek around the corner. And immediately dropped her guard, sighing in relief.
‘Jesus Cheddar,’ she said, pocketing her lockpick. ‘What are you doing up?’
Chad was sitting on the floor, leaning against the wall with his hand pressed to his forehead. He squinted up at Morgan, teeth gritted through an obvious wave of pain as he hissed in a breath.
Morgan frowned, ‘That looks like a bad spike. Did it wake you up?’
Chad nodded, squeezing his eyes shut and turning his head away from Morgan. She came closer, her slippers padding lightly on the tile before she crouched next to him, reaching out to squeeze the back of his neck. In an instant Chad shivered, the tension releasing from his shoulders, and he let out a shuddering breath.
Morgan looked around, trying to work out where Chad had been trying to go. She had someone come incredibly off course from her workshop plan and was closer to the computer room. But the death ray hall was closer, making Morgan look at Chad in confusion. The hell did he need a death ray for?
‘I’m guessing you took a wrong turn somewhere? Seeing as I can’t imagine why you’d need the death ray?’ Chad looked up at Morgan again, utterly perplexed. She pointed at the corridor ahead of them. ‘That corridor leads down to the death ray machine. The one I came from goes to the computer room, so I guess if you wanted to do some late night sleuthing? But aftershocks and reading never mix well, so I hope you weren’t trying to do that.’
Chad shook his head, his confusion turning to frustration as his face creased from another wave of pain. He mimed drinking something, badly in his state, but well enough for Morgan to work it out.
‘A drink? Well nothing like that around here, I don’t know why you didn’t just….wait.’ She turned to him, slowly smirking at him. ‘Were you trying to find the kitchen?’ Chad nodded and Morgan couldn’t stop the snort. ‘Oh my god no. You’re on the other side of the damn lair! Didn’t Alex tell you where it was from your room?’
Chad huffed. He tried to glare at Morgan through the spike while trying to gesture random directions with his hand, which just made Morgan laugh even more.
‘It’s not that much of a maze. Diego and Dave have been here as long as you and they can get their way around.’
Chad raised his eyebrow at that. He shifted his fingers into the shape of a “D”, mimed walking with his fingers and then tapped the nearby wall.
Morgan managed to hold back her laughter enough to talk. ‘You think Diego is getting around by phasing through the walls?’ Chad nodded and Morgan shook her head. ‘What about Dave?’
Chad grabbed Morgan’s free arm and tugged lightly.
‘He’s riding on her phasing power? She can’t phase that much. Not without getting tired, and we’d have noticed that.’
Chad shook his head, tugging on Morgan’s arm again.
‘Or maybe you just have no sense of direction.’
Chad scowled, huffing as he let go of Morgan’s arm and his pained expression started to ease.
Morgan tried not to laugh at that. ‘Alright I’ll humour you enough to ask her tomorrow. But when she says she isn’t I get to dye your hair pink.’ Chad raised an eyebrow at that, clearly confused at the random direction of Morgan’s threat. Which made her grin in delight, ‘Do you know what kind of upkeep I’d have to do to get this blonde enough to dye fun colours?’ She pointed at her own wild mane that was more frizz than curls. ‘And you’ve got, like, the perfect hair colour for that. You could go full rainbow if you wanted.’
Chad huffed at that, grabbing a lock of his fringe to examine the colour. Morgan reached over to ruffle it, and Chad pointed between his crown and hers.
‘You want to swap?’ Chad nodded. ‘Yeah I’ll take that trade. I can go lime green for starters. Maybe try one of those neon dyes. That would be cool.’ Chad managed a small smile, leaning into the hand still on his neck. Morgan continued to talk about hair colour options, watching the pain ease from Chad. His face smoothed over, his jaw relaxed, and the heavy weight of exhaustion began to sink into him. When she had run out of wild and ridiculous plans for dying hers or Chad’s hair, she gently squeezed his neck and looked him over again. ‘How’s the aftershock? You good?’
Chad nodded, sighing as Morgan loosened her grip. He slowly sat up, shifting so he was leaning against the wall more comfortably. Morgan looked him over again, trying not to linger too much on the hair or the eyes or the…she just didn’t try to linger. ‘The aftershocks aren’t normally that nasty by this point. You haven’t been stressing yourself right?’
Chad pursed his lips, glancing up at Morgan with a slightly guilty expression. ‘Oh no,’ Morgan said, ‘did you try to push to summon your powers?’ Chad shook his head. ‘Go into Alex’s exercise room? Break into the trophy room?’ Chad shook his head again, and Morgan thought for a minute. ‘It wasn’t reading the records earlier was it?’
Chad shook his hand and tapped at his throat, swallowing slightly.
Morgan’s frown dissipated slightly as she looked at him in curiosity. ‘You were talking? What was so important you needed to use words? Don’t answer that.’ Chad sighed, watching Morgan think through for viable questions. Quickly she held up her hand, ready to count. ‘So I know you weren’t talking to me, were you talking to Diego? Dave? Janice? Bernard? Alex?’
Before Morgan got to Alex Chad was holding up four fingers, making Morgan’s brow raise in surprise. ‘And talking to Bernard was important enough to trigger a particularly nasty aftershock?’ Chad nodded again, and Morgan sighed. ‘Bet it was a private conversation too huh?’ Chad frowned, looking a lot more stoic before nodding again. ‘Dammit!’ Morgan sighed, finally moving to stand and stretch her legs. ‘I was hoping you’d tell me later.’
Chad smiled and shook his head, slowly moving to get to his feet as Morgan folded her arms in a fake sulk.
‘Would you if I held the kitchen to ransom?’ Chad huffed a laugh at that and shook his head, and Morgan sighed. ‘Worth a shot. Come on, let's get you that drink you got yourself lost for.’
****
Lunch ended up being late the next day. Janice and Bernard both needed to go to the farm to get Daisy over to the vet for a checkup, and upon seeing how much Janice’s stress cooking had cleared out hers and Alex’s pantries they had to acquire new supplies afterwards. Which meant that they got back to the lair much later than originally planned. They expected the kitchen to be quiet and empty when they got back. But instead it was filled with the warm delicious smell of italian pasta, with Alex sitting at the kitchen island on their phone.
‘You made pasta?’ Janice asked with a smile.
Alex shrugged, ‘Everyone else was busy.’
‘Thank you dear,’ she said, giving him a quick hug and kiss as Bernard moved to fill the fridge and cupboards. ‘Has everyone else eaten?’
‘No,’ Alex said, ‘I figured they’d be easier to distract if you were here for food as well.’
Bernard looked at Alex in confusion, ‘They haven’t taken a break?’
‘Dave did,’ Alex said. ‘And I think went right back to talking to his hero buddies. From the sounds of it he didn’t do well with reading through one of Diego’s old files.’
Janice sighed, ‘Poor dear.’
Alex shrugged, ‘The rest of them…well it looks like Morgan’s obsession with “getting a job done right the fuck now at any cost” is a family trait.’
‘Joy of joys,’ Bernard sighed. ‘I’ll grab them then.’ Janice took over sorting through the shopping while Bernard headed out, her and Alex falling into a semi-comfortable silence. Alex was glued to their phone, scrolling away while Janice packed away the last of the stuff in the cupboards. She got out a jug of lemonade, pouring out a few glasses before putting one in front of Alex, looking at them in concern. ‘Penny for your thoughts?’
Alex shrugged again, ‘Just catching up on the news.’
‘Anything interesting?’
They shook their head, a brief flash of anger coming through that made Janice’s frown deepen. ‘FA’s keeping shtum about why they went after him. They reckon it’s a “sensitive investigation,” and telling anyone would threaten hero and civilian lives.’
‘So they have nothing but horse dung?’ Janice said with venom in her voice. ‘Nice to know they threatened my son over such “watertight evidence” . ’
Alex glanced up at their Mum in amusement. ‘They might think they have something. They don’t have enough, we know they don’t, but they think they might.’
‘And keeping it secret now will do what?’ Janice asked. ‘They already made their move, they will assume that us showing up to help Chad will be us playing our hand. If they had something, why aren’t they saying it?’
‘And risk the wrath of Crimson Caster part 2?’ Alex snorted. ‘They might have been expecting me. They can’t have been expecting you. They must be questioning everything right now.’
‘Richard and Caroline must have known to expect me to show up at some point.’
‘They’re too arrogant for that,’ Alex said. ‘And even if they did, how could they warn the FA you were potentially coming? Not without running the risk of letting something slip?’
Janice sighed, ‘You may have a point there.’
Alex turned back to their phone with a smile while Janice sipped at her lemonade. Alex scrolled again and their smile dropped, their brow furrowing slightly. ‘Then again,’ they said, turning their phone so Janice could see, ‘maybe they’ve been too busy to do anything about us.’
The series of pictures were a horrendous sight. Older buildings were no more than rubble and even newer ones were anywhere from missing chunks and windows to half collapsed. Power lines and trashed street lights were shown to be sending sparks everywhere. Water was still lapping up at an alarming height in most shots, with cars ruined and abandoned throughout the streets. It was a mess.
‘Two days later and parts of the city are still flooded. Power’s out all over the place.’ Alex looked at the article again. ‘Good chunks of the city have been evacuated, heroes and emergency services still haven’t got to every part of the city. Dealing with all that and continuing their little investigation into the Chadster’s suspected villain arc might be too much for them right now.’
Janice sighed, ‘Good. They might think twice before trying a stunt that ridiculous again.’
Alex huffed at that. ‘This is the heroes we’re talking about. I wouldn’t count on it.’
Their conversation was cut short by the others arriving for lunch, and soon enough everyone was dishing up and tucking in. Morgan was taking the chance to rip into both Chad and Diego over not being able to navigate through the base without getting lost or having to use powers, while Dave only glared at Alex when a map of the place was mentioned. Otherwise the conversation around the table was, once again, lighthearted and chill. Dave was helping Diego tell the ridiculous story of their first attempt at Thanksgiving, Bernard tried to sneak seconds of the pasta before anyone else could get through their first plates, and Alex tried to hide the shock on their face when Chad also tried to gesture for seconds. For a moment everyone put aside everything else going on and just got to sit and eat and enjoy each other’s company. As annoying as some of the company might have been. At some point Janice wouldn’t be able to keep them at the table with cookies or cakes and they would return to the more serious matters, but for now they could have this moment of peace.
That was until Dave’s hero communicator blinked. He checked it without thinking, planning to read the alert and then put it down. But his eyes scanned over it, again and again, shock and alarm starting to set it. ‘Shit.’
‘What is it?’ Diego asked.
Dave didn’t respond at first, putting down his glass to immediately type something back. ‘Its…this can’t be right.’
‘Well don’t keep us in suspense Frisbee Boy,’ Morgan said, annoyed.
Another alert came back and Dave’s eyes went wide. ‘Oh god, it’s from the news.’
‘What is?’ Diego asked, more irritated now.
Alex was already snatching their phone up before Dave could respond. It only took a few taps on the phone before their face fell. ‘Oh.’ They looked up, eyes meeting Chad’s for the first time all lunch, all day in fact, before they turned back to the phone. ‘Add another to the list of FA fuck ups I guess. They decided to double down.’
Morgan’s face hardened as Diego’s jaw dropped. ‘They didn’t. They didn’t reclassify Chadster. They have no grounds, surely?’
Dave shook his head. ‘Not yet. But a call for it has gone to the Council.’
Chad dropped his fork, sitting to brace against the kitchen worktop as Janice got up to comfort him. Alex’s eyes were scanning over their phone, reading faster than their phone could scroll, while Dave sighed, ‘They’re at the early stages, they need to go through the case and evidence before they get to the vote.’
‘Then why break the news now?’ Bernard asked. ‘What is there to tell?’
‘It’s a leak,’ Alex said, looking up at Chad again. They saw Chad’s solemn face, his slightly quivering lip, his eyes starting to fill with tears. Alex swallowed and turned back to read the article aloud. ‘“An anonymous source has revealed that a petition has been put to the Council of the Fairness Association, as part of their ongoing investigation into recent actions of the Chadster, to call for his current active status to be changed to that of a villain.” It’s not a statement, it’s a leak.’
Morgan looked at Alex, her brain beginning to whir into action. ‘Read that again?’ Alex did, and Morgan frowned in concentration. Dave was alternating between watching her and reading the updates on his hero communicator, while Diego was trying to work out what Morgan was thinking. ‘I think that’s a leak from the inside,’ Morgan said. ‘I think someone in the FA leaked that.’
Diego’s eyes widened, ‘How can you tell?’
‘Any chatter on the Chadster isn’t going through the FA server right now,’ Morgan said. ‘If it was then we’d be able to see it, but that’s the one thing that isn’t going through.’
‘So it’s on one of the hero’s private servers,’ Bernard said. ‘Three guesses which hero is holding onto that information.’
‘Vigilante’s server has to be at least as juiced up as Mum and Dad’s right?’ Diego said. ‘Maybe not with the magic as well but, that’s got to be a hard nut to crack.’
Dave was typing away on his communicator while still listening to the conversation. ‘I doubt anyone who would want to find that information outside of the FA would know where to look either.’
‘So a leak,’ Alex said. ‘From inside the FA. Maybe from Vigilante’s inner circle.’
‘Cracks in the castle,’ Morgan said, a grin starting to form. ‘We can use that. If we can figure out who the leak is we can use that. Maybe shoot this whole thing down before it even gets off the ground. Stop the vote and everything, and then-’
‘No.’ Chad’s voice was quiet and gravelly from lack of use, but it cut through everyone all the same. They turned to Chad, who was clinging to the arm that Janice had wrapped around him. Silent tears were falling down his face, making his eyes storm grey as he looked at Morgan and shook his head. ‘No. Don’t…don’t bother.’
‘What do you mean don’t bother?’ Morgan said. ‘I’m not letting them ruin you. Not for this. Chadster is-’
‘Chadster’s dead,’ Chad whispered. ‘He’s…that’s…he’s dead. Black Cap’s bullet might not have hit but Chadster still died from it.’
Everyone fell silent at that. Chad sniffed, squeezing his eyes shut and leaning into Janice. She hushed him gently, tightening her embrace as Chad tucked into her more, more tears spilling over.
Diego got up slowly, putting her hand on Morgan’s shoulder as she went past, before moving to Chad. She wiped a tear away, making Chad look up at her with nothing but grief and sorrow reflected at her. She swallowed down her heartbreak, brushing a hand through his hair. ‘We can still try? And then…if you wanted to come back with another hero name? Not to the FA, they can’t be trusted after everything. But there’s always a way if you-’
Chad was shaking his head, his face crumpling. ‘No. No more masks. Please, no more masks. No more secrets. I can’t, I…’
Janice hushed him, kissing his crown as he clung to her arm, the silent tears breaking into quiet sobs. Diego squeezed her eyes shut, trying to hold back her own tears, before she nodded. ‘Okay. No more masks. No more secrets.’
She looked to Morgan, her pained expression meeting Morgan’s quiet anger. Dave was behind her, looking worried. Bernard came over, moving to Janice’s other side to try and help comfort Chad. And Alex watched the whole scene, their face unusually stoic. The only sign of their anger was the tight grip they had on their phone. At another one of Chad’s sobs the phone crumpled in Alex’s hand, falling to the table in a pile of glass and plastic and electronics. Morgan turned around in time to see Alex wave their hand and undo the damage, catching the perfectly intact phone before beginning to scroll again.
Chapter 79
Summary:
The attempts to comfort Chad are interrupted when Morgan takes an unexpected call.
Notes:
*buffer shrinks* huh...I need to actually pin down the plot huh?
Content warnings for:
- Grieving
- Insults and threats of blackmail
- Brief bit of anatomy and implied gore
- Discussion of grief and loss
Chapter Text
No one wanted to leave Chad alone after that. Not to go look through more records, not to check on the news or the FA chatter. Not to try and track down more private hero servers to break into or get Chad’s broken arm into the workshop. Even when Dave’s hero communicator beeped again, or when Morgan’s phone pinged with a message from Barnaby, they didn’t want to leave him. It didn’t matter if they couldn’t comfort him like they wanted to, or if Janice and Bernard promised to stay with him. The real world could wait for a bit. Chad needed them. Or more like…they needed to be there for him.
The kitchen got tidied quietly, no one wanting to speak over the sound of plates clinking together or Chad’s quiet sniffles. Bernard was the one to suggest they move somewhere more comfortable. Diego and Dave were the ones who grabbed drinks and snacks while Janice coaxed him off the seat and into her arms properly. Morgan was the one who went to lead the group through the lair to the rec room.
When her phone buzzed Morgan pulled it out, ready to refuse the call until she saw the name on the caller ID. There was a flurry of confusion, of shock, then of anger, before she put the phone to her ear. ‘What the hell do you want?’
A familiar voice that was far too smooth and far too arrogant replied. ‘And a hello to you too. Morgan.’
Morgan stilled, her jaw clenching slightly. She could sense everyone turning to look at her but she couldn’t look at them yet. ‘I think you have me confused with someone else.’
‘Oh my apologies,’ the voice said, and she could hear papers rustling on the other end. ‘So I’m not speaking to D tier villain Generator, also known as Morgan Sterling, and the person who cheated me out of three billion dollars?’
Morgan let out a slow breath, her anger flaring as she looked over at the others. There was a mix of confusion and concern from everyone. Except Alex that is. They must have been able to hear who was on the call as they were coiling up in anger just as much as Morgan. She spoke again through gritted teeth. ‘What the fuck do you want Roofer?’
Rex paused for a moment, ‘To pass on my condolences to your brother.’
Morgan gritted her teeth against the sudden spike of panic in her chest. ‘Come again?’
‘Or adopted brother I suppose,’ Rex said. ‘Technically. Although for the life of me I cannot find adoption papers for a Chad Sterling. I wonder why that could be.’
Morgan snarled, ‘Don’t even try with that blackmail shit you arrogant, creepy ass-’
‘I’m going to do you a favour and interrupt you right there before you earn another dozen assassination attempts,’ Rex said. ‘But as I was saying, I would like to pass on my condolences to Chad. I imagine he isn’t taking the latest news all that well.’
‘You’re making a lot of assumptions here about where I am and who I’m with.’
Rex chuckled, ‘It isn’t that much of a stretch to theorise that Alex and Mrs….Janice Stewart, love her work by the way, would hide Chad somewhere as part of their plan to rescue him from the FA’s clutches. Especially after that nasty hurricane gave them actual grounds to declare him as dangerous. Which of course, I have many questions about, but that’s not why I’ve called.’
Morgan was seething, nostrils flaring as she barely held her temper in check. ‘You should know by now how well we take threats Roofer. And our tolerance for bullshit.’
‘Then I’ll cut to the chase,’ Rex said. ‘And just to keep you on the line, know that if you hang up the call before I’m done? All the information I have on you, on Chad, on Diego, Alex, Janice and…where’s the name…Bernard! There, yes. Cut the call too soon, and all that information? Will end up on every Canadian news site within five minutes.’
‘Try that? And not even Alex will be able to fix what I do to you.’
‘Cute,’ Rex hummed.
‘I mean it-’
‘I know you do,’ Rex said. ‘And it's cute you think you can.’
‘Don’t you dare underestimate me!’
Rex chuckled again, ‘Oh no, I won’t be doing that again. The three billion should have taught me better than that, but the mess you made of my servers? I’m honestly impressed. But even you have limits my friend.’
Morgan was grinding her teeth together, barely looking at the others. She ripped her hand away from her ear, turning on the loudspeaker before bringing her phone up so she could growl into the mouth. ‘Why did you call?’
‘Did you just put me on loudspeaker?’ Rex asked. ‘I suppose someone from your not-so-merry band wants to listen in, so I’ll oblige. But first I just have a quick question. Can one of you tell me what you think the most important thing is to me? What is the one thing I value over everything else?’
Morgan sighed, ‘I thought you were cutting to the chase?’
‘I will,’ Rex said, ‘but just humour me a moment.’
She looked around at the others and shrugged. ‘I don’t know. Money? Power?’
‘That’s plebian,’ Rex said. ‘No those are tools. Things to use or wield for my own ends and goals. But the thing I value is something else entirely.’
Chad stepped forward, making everyone look up at him in surprise and confusion. He crossed over to Morgan, keeping away from the phone as he leaned down to whisper quietly in her ear.
Morgan looked at Chad carefully, before she turned back to the phone. ‘Is it your reputation?’
Rex was silent on the phone for half a minute, to the point Morgan was checking the call hadn’t disconnected, before he chuckled. ‘And now I know who walked in on the conversation. Nice to know that you’re safe Chadster.’
Chad tensed next to Morgan, who scowled at the phone. ‘Excuse you?’
‘He’s right though. There are very few things in my life more important than my reputation. It’s the reason I’ve fought to get to where I am today.’
‘And here I’m all out of gold stars for you,’ Morgan said, rolling her eyes. ‘What does that have to do with you ruining my day?’
Rex chuckled, ‘Remember when I called you around all those months ago and I showed you the DNA match between Chad and Alex? Remember what I said?’
‘You said a lot of bullshit. And I’ve slept since then.’
‘Rude. But fine. I said I take great offence to Alex killing my nemesis, but that’s not quite true. I would take great offence to anyone killing my nemesis. No matter which side of the arbitrary lines of morality we’ve drawn in our little power game.’
Morgan looked up at Chad, who’s brow was furrowed. In thought but also in confusion. ‘The FA didn’t kill him though,’ she said.
‘Not for lack of trying,’ Rex growled, a sliver of anger flaring through that had Diego and Dave looking up in surprise. ‘And even if he is currently alive and even safe, the motion that went to the Council has done the rest. He may be alive, but if that vote goes through his career is over. And my nemesis will have fallen.’
Morgan was keeping her eyes on Chad, watching him bite back a wince at Rex’s words. ‘And you can’t be having someone else take the Chadster down because of what it will do to your precious reputation?’
‘I know you meant that in a facetious tone,’ Rex said, ‘but that is exactly where I stand right now. So I could plan my move, let them know what happens when they mess with things they shouldn’t, but then I realised you would want to be doing a similar thing. And I definitely don’t want you interfering with my plans, so I doubt you would want me interfering in yours.’
Chad swallowed, looking at Morgan before they both turned to the others. Diego and Dave were looking at the conversation in alarm, while Janice and Bernard were watching with a more pensive expression. Alex was still fuming at the back, but they hadn’t butted in yet. Morgan raised her phone again, ‘Are you wanting to make a deal to keep off each other's toes?’
‘Effectively yes,’ Rex said. ‘I think it should be very simple to arrange as well. Depending of course on what we both want. If you’re wanting to also burn the Fairness Association to the ground brick by brick then we’re going to have some issues. But I imagine the target of your particular plan is more personal.’
‘You want to go after the entirety of the FA?’
‘Of course,’ Rex said. ‘I’ll burn them. Tear them apart and leave their entrails for the carrion. They deserve nothing less than that.’
Morgan looked around at the room again. Chad had a tortured expression on his face next to her, Diego looked horrified while Dave had a more grave and resigned expression. Alex was pacing in anger, with Janice not looking much better. She turned back to the phone. ‘If you’ve got what I think you’ve got in those files? And you’ve put together what I think you’ve put together? You know I’m not going to agree to letting you destroy every FA hero while we just watch.’
Rex huffed in amusement, ‘Let me clarify. Any individual hero can die to any means. I would love to personally end the Council members involved in this particular vote, but I appreciate at least two of them are probably already in your sights. No, I want to take down the Association. The entity itself. Rip it up by the foundations and set it all alight.’
Janice raised an eyebrow at that, and Alex’s pacing had started to slow. Chad leaned down next to Morgan to whisper something else, making Morgan nod in response. ‘So if you get your way, you want to dismantle the FA entirely? Individual heroes are a different matter?’
‘Precisely.’
‘You know that if you do that, the Chadster dies with it right? There’s no way he could come back from getting attacked by the FA, have them threaten to reclassify him as a villain, and then have his nemesis destroy the FA itself. It would be the final nail in the coffin.’
Rex was quiet for a moment, and when he spoke again it was quieter and quite unlike his normal arrogant tone. ‘Please answer this honestly. If hypothetically, I was to abandon any vendetta, let the FA survive, let your plan play out where I assume you’ll take down Inferno and Psion, reveal the truth behind the conspiracy and in doing so clear Chad’s name. When the dust has settled and everyone goes back to normal, is there any chance of the Chadster returning?’
Chad was still next to Morgan, gripping the hem of his hoodie as fresh tears welled up in his eyes. He shook his head, but stayed silent. Morgan tried to find the words, tried to make the truth fit into words that weren’t hers to say, but Rex cut in before she could manage it.
‘That silence? Is all the answer I need.’
Morgan sighed, ‘We have conditions.’
‘You would be a terrible negotiator if you didn’t.’
‘Inferno and Psion are off the table,’ Morgan said. ‘Anything you do, any plan you make, it can’t take them out. They are for us to deal with.’
‘Of course, that was a given.’
‘Second,’ Morgan said, ‘you take everything you found on us and you bury it. Any of that information on us gets leaked without our say? I don’t care who did it. I will be coming for you.’
Rex hummed at that, ‘How thorough would you want it to be buried?’
‘Dropped in the ocean.’
‘Oh well you can’t afford that,’ Rex laughed. ‘But I will agree to keep the files locked up where they will never see the light of day. On the condition that you don’t go after the FA. It’s individual heroes are fair game, but the organisation is mine. Are we agreed?’
‘One more thing,’ Morgan said. ‘You don’t move first. We make our move, take our piece, and then you get to have your fill of the rest.’
Rex’s tone was harder when he spoke again, ‘And how do I know you’re not going to get in a low blow on the FA with your plan?’
‘It will be less a low blow,’ Morgan said, ‘and more setting you up for your first swing.’
Rex was silent for a moment. ‘You tell me when you’re ready to make your move. I won’t be finding out on the news.’
‘I can do that,’ Morgan said. She looked around at the others, seeing the mix of emotions from everyone. But none of them looked like they were going to disagree with the deal. Only disapprove of whatever Roofer was planning. ‘Do we have a deal?’
‘I believe we do Generator,’ Rex said. ‘I look forward to hearing from you when the time comes.’ And with that the line cut, and everyone fell into silence.
Diego sighed, scrubbing her face with her hands before she looked at Chad. ‘Your stalker sucks.’
‘He’s not my stalker,’ Chad muttered, blinking the shininess out of his eyes. ‘He’s…he was Chadster’s.’
Morgan tucked away her phone and looked him over, ‘You okay there?’ Chad shrugged, closing his eyes as Morgan squeezed his shoulder. ‘That’s the last thing we needed today huh?’
‘You think Roofer will stick to that?’ Bernard asked. ‘I don’t want to find out in two days everything he’s dug up is on the news.’
Alex scoffed, ‘He knows better than to cross me.’
‘Sure,’ Dave said, ‘but he didn’t make the deal with you. He made it with Morgan.’
‘He won’t cross her,’ Chad said, his voice quiet. ‘He’s got a reputation to uphold.’
Morgan looked at him curiously then. ‘You know that much about how Roofer ticks? I played poker with the guy and even I couldn’t tell you that much.’
‘He’s my…’ Chad faltered, swallowing slightly before speaking with a raspier voice. ‘He was my nemesis. When you keep a track of someone that much you learn a lot about them.’ He swallowed, thinking carefully for a moment. ‘What is our plan? When we find the last of the evidence?’
‘Ruin them,’ Morgan said. ‘We can take it to the FA, to the Chastisers,’ she pointed to Dave and Diego then, ‘to the news. Spread it everywhere possible so they can’t hide from it. So everyone can know what they did and hate them for it. Get those orders for medical documents scrapped and the fake records scrubbed from everything. Have their hero titles stripped from them, and from everyone who helped them. Take the legacy they did all this for and burn every single scrap of it to the ground so that all the history books remember is this.’
‘And then what?’ Chad asked.
Morgan shrugged, looking at him. ‘What do you want to do?’
Chad blinked in surprise, looking away as he began to think about that. Really think about that. Move into the farm, sure. Learn more about his new family, yes. And then…what? He fiddled with the hem of his hoodie, gazing off into the middle distance while looking…lost.
Which was when Morgan nudged him back into the room. ‘You don’t need to answer now,’ she chuckled, trying to give him an easy smile. ‘You don’t even need to answer tomorrow. Just…when you’re ready. Figure out what you want to do and do it. I for one have had like three heists I’ve had to put off for all of this so I’ve got some catching up to do.’
‘Don’t say that too loud while there’s heroes in the room,’ Dave said.
Morgan turned to him with a raised eyebrow, ‘Says the man who’s currently on the run.’ Dave rolled his eyes as Morgan tugged on Chad’s arm, leading the group of them towards the rec room for some much needed time to chill.
****
The call from Rex was good for one thing. It shook everyone out of the dark cloud they had slumped into. By the time they got to the rec room what would have before been a solemn affair of trying to cheer up a Chad who was, for all intents and purposes, mourning the death of his livelihood, turned into a livelier and much more successful afternoon of distractions and fun. Diego and Dave both delighted in how bad Alex was at a lot of the games in the rec room, and Morgan’s competitiveness butted against Diego’s for some brilliant showdowns against almost every game in the room. Janice and Bernard watched with amusement, and Chad tried to let go of the worst of his heartache and revel in the moment. Feel it and then move forward. Just like Dad had said.
He couldn’t play all the games as well as he wanted. Especially with only one hand. But he could bowl left handed, even if his aim was a little off, and the first strike he scored got everyone cheering as an excited flurry of wind whipped around the lot of them. Which got Janice concerned for all of five seconds before Chad assured her it was a good thing, and then they had another thing to celebrate. After a psychic storm any powers the victim had were the last things to come back. So if he was summoning winds then the aftershocks were truly on their way out, if not dissipated entirely.
The news was enough to make Janice tear up in joy and relief, while Bernard clapped Chad on the back with a grin. Morgan suggested cracking out the booze, and soon enough they were all set up with a selection of various drinks to toast with while they managed another round of bowling. Eventually they ended up on the couches and beanbags, the siblings yelling at the TV through many more and more ridiculous rounds of various computer games while Janice and Bernard laughed and smiled at all of them.
Janice and Bernard were the first ones to retire, before the third round of drinks were acquired and so they wouldn’t oversleep for their chores on the farm in the morning. A couple of hours later Diego and Dave left, Dave carrying a half-asleep Diego while repeating the directions to their room under his breath. Which just left Morgan Chad and Alex. Chad was clearly the most tired out of the three, but he refused to head to bed. Instead he curled up on the bean bag he had acquired, watching Morgan beat Alex at every game they owned with an easy but sleepy smile. He was nursing his drink, soaking in the last of the vibes from the afternoon and evening. He would have to deal with the rest in the morning. The news, and Rex, and the records. But for now he refused to think about them and just sank into the bean bag. Enjoying this little moment of peace he was able to have.
Morgan cackled at beating Alex yet again and turned to Chad to yell about her triumph, pausing only to smother her giggle at the sight of him fast asleep and curled up on the bean bag. ‘Oops,’ she giggled, shifting to grab her phone. ‘It’s not that late is it?’
Alex checked theirs and sighed. ‘It’s nearly 2am.’
Morgan snorted. ‘Imagine being that weak.’
Alex rolled their eyes and turned to look at Chad, trying to ignore the pang in their heart at the sight of him. ‘He really needs to get his hair sorted.’
Morgan shrugged, ‘Sure. Just as soon as he’s safe enough to get to a barber.’
Alex hummed, ‘Aunt Trish could probably do it.’
Morgan’s eyes widened at that, ‘You want to subject him to Trish? Of all your family, Trish first?’
‘She could fix up his hair at least,’ Alex said.
‘And scare him half to death in the process?’ Morgan shook her head, ‘And that’s without her risking telling every magic user this side of the planet who he is.’
‘She wouldn’t tell everyone!’ Alex said. Morgan raised a disbelieving eyebrow at that, making Alex sigh. ‘Okay, she'd probably tell the coven, but that’s it.’
‘Alex? She’d tell the coven.’
They sighed, looking back over at Chad. ‘Maybe Mum can talk to her about it. And show her why it needs to be such a secret for now.’
‘Or,’ Morgan said, ‘he could wait until he’s safe enough to go to the farm and then head to town with your Mum or Dad. They can take him to the barbers.’
Alex shook their head, ‘Nah, they’d give him Dad’s haircut.’
‘What's wrong with Bernard’s haircut?’
‘It's an old man's haircut.’
Morgan grinned, ‘I’m going to tell him you said that.’ Chad stirred in his sleep, shifting slightly on the bean bag, and Morgan sighed. ‘One of us should probably get him to bed.’
‘I can do that,’ Alex said. ‘You should head to bed yourself.’
‘Are you kidding?’ Morgan said, ‘We’ve got to have at least one more round of Road Warrior.’
‘Morgan? It’s 2am. I’m going to drop Chad off in his room and then go to sleep.’
She blew a raspberry at that and turned back to the game, ‘Weak.’
Alex rolled their eyes, heading over to Chad to carefully scoop him up, hoping their racing heart didn’t wake him. Without hesitating Alex teleported to Chad’s room, gently laying him down before pulling the corners over him. They resisted the urge to tuck him in, instead watching Chad shift to get comfortable.
Alex closed their eyes, trying to take a deep and calming breath. It was fine. They were fine. They would…they would get used to this. They swallowed, their mouth suddenly dry as they looked at Chad again. They hadn’t realised how much of a constant the aura of magic around Chad had been until the necklace had been snapped off, left abandoned somewhere in the computer room. They hadn’t realised how much they had been holding back from looking through the illusion until it wasn’t there anymore. And sure they might have looked past the illusion once. More than once. But there was a difference between glancing past for a few seconds and just…seeing it. Clear as day. Same as everyone else. It was different when Chad (Charlie?) had chosen it and Alex wasn’t just sneaking a peek.
But they would get used to it. They would accept it. Just like they managed to accept that they didn’t, that they couldn’t, hate Chad anymore. Just like they managed to process the panic they felt when they saw Chad running for his life through that square, and the need to protect the person they had hurt so many times before. It was weird, so much of this was weird. But they would get used to it. They would have to. They…they wanted to. If it meant there was a chance they could have Charlie back. Any version of Charlie really would do at this point. Alex felt a cold shudder rock through them with that realisation. He would never be their Charlie, would never be the little brother they could teach how to ride a horse or raise a batch of chicks with or walk to school with. But they might be able to have this Charlie. Maybe. And that would be enough. That would have to be enough.
Chad shifted again, making Alex look up at him. That was when they noticed a familiar plush ear peeking out from further down the bed, and Alex summoned Hops closer. The little faded rabbit looked up at them, unblinking embroidered eyes unable to judge Alex in the moment. Which was probably a good thing. They sighed, floating her closer to Chad so she would be in reach if he wanted her. Or needed her. Their Charlie would have needed her. And Chad had wanted her enough to take her from the farmhouse. So maybe he would need her now.
Alex needed to leave. Sitting in this room and watching Chad sleep was beyond creepy. And they weren’t a creep. But despite all their power they didn’t have the strength to get up, to tear their eyes away from the sleeping man in front of them. A soft memory floated up from the recesses of Alex’s mind, of them doing this when Charlie was a baby. First when he was in his basket, then in his cot. Hops had been then too, had gone with Charlie everywhere. Until that day in the City when Alex grabbed her so she wouldn’t get lost, clinging to their Mum while she screamed for Bernard and Charlie.
And then the next time, the last time, they held the little toy was when they had turned ten. They were sitting under Charlie’s tree, with Hops and Charlie’s baby book and a photo of Charlie from his second birthday party. Alex looked up at the tree, their eyes that had been blue just a couple of weeks before were now a glowing yellow, their pupils slitted like a cat’s. They could do anything. They could fly and shapeshift and run and summon literally anything they wanted. Anything they could think of. Mum had said their power was “Yes,” that anything they wanted could be real. And there was one thing they wanted more than anything. So they imagined Charlie, their Charlie, while squeezing Hops tight. This had to work. It had to. They remembered taking that breath, they remembered stretching out their power to where they thought Heaven should be, because of course Charlie would have gone to Heaven, and they tried to pull him back. To bring him back home.
It was two weeks later when Alex opened bleary blue eyes, their body too weak to move, with Mum and Dad watching them. Dad had been so scared, and Mum had been so angry (which Alex realised was from fear as well). Power exhaustion. And a dangerous level of it, especially for new powers. Recovery was slow and painful and terrifying. When Alex’s eyes began to glow with their new power again and they were finally healthy enough Mum and Dad had sat them down, had made them promise to never try that again. To never risk themselves like that again. And Alex promised. It broke their heart, but they promised. After that they had done much more world-bending things. They had travelled through time. They had unmade reality and put it back together. But even then, they kept their promise. Just in case.
Alex wiped the tears away from their face, looking up at Chad again. It made sense now why it didn’t work. There was nothing in Heaven to bring back. If they had tried something different, if they had thought it through…but they were a kid. Ten years old, with powers they didn’t fully know or understand yet. Powers that hadn’t even fully come in yet, after the power exhaustion their power level had only grown and grown until they had hit infinity. But if they hadn’t made that promise, if they had tried again and tried it differently, they might have found him sooner. They might have rescued him sooner, and got him home back to the farm. And then Charlie, or Chad by then, would have been six or seven or eight and he would have told them about Morgan and Diego. And then Alex would have fetched them too, because Charlie would have wanted his sisters and Mum and Dad wouldn’t have wanted to leave them in that house facing that kind of abuse that the Sterlings pretended was training.
But that wasn’t what happened. Alex made a promise, one that they kept. And they never got to save Charlie. Not until the heroes came for him. Not until the storm threatened to break his mind and Alex needed to keep him connected to the storm while Mum pulled the psychic energy out of his head. Not until he had been twisted and broken and scarred. Alex’s eyes turned to the metal arm, their eyes looking past the shirt to see the metal grafted to the scarred skin tissue. Right, some of those wounds and scars were from them. Were things that Alex would have never done if they had known the truth. But they did now. They knew better, and now they had to do better. Or at least do something to fix the hurt they had caused him.
Alex moved, shifting the bed enough to make Chad stir. But Alex’s fingers were already pressed to Chad’s head, making him sink back down into a deep sleep he wouldn’t wake from until morning. Alex took a steadying breath, looking down at Chad’s shoulder again. They could do this in a way Chad wouldn’t feel any pain. Or feel anything. They reached down to grab Chad’s arm, feeling for the button like Dave had the other day. The sudden dull click had the arm falling away and Alex dropped it to the floor without any care. Before they lost their nerve they tugged on Chad’s shirt, having it teleport off his body before Alex set it to the side. They kept their breathing steady even as their heart began to race, and they snapped their fingers. A dusty case from the trophy room landed on the bed while Alex examined the metal shoulders, looking through the metal and tissue to see the graft onto flesh and bone. They could do this. They could fix this. And now the thought was in their head, they had to.
Chapter 80
Summary:
A new day and Chad wakes up with a surprise.
Notes:
Even when Alex and I are being nice to Chad he ends up hurt and confused in some way poor boy.
Content warnings for:
- Non-explicit talk about anatomy and dismemberment
- Brief panic attack
- Brief trauma response (the Sterling kids don't deal well with angry parental figures)
- Lots of emotional talk including talk about historical grudges and regret
Chapter Text
For the first time since arriving in the lair, Chad woke up in time with the morning lights. In his brand new bed no less. He was reluctant to wake though, rolling over and pulling up the sheets over his head to hide from the light. He was so tired, and so comfortable. Just five more minutes would be fine right? He tried to settle, tried to drift back off to sleep. But something was off. He couldn’t work out what in his half-asleep state, and frankly he didn’t want to think about it. He just wanted to ignore it so he could get a few more minutes. He tried to shift again, becoming more awake and more aware as he did so. His arm moved, sliding over cool silk sheets before brushing against something soft and fuzzy.
His brow furrowed in confusion at that, and Chad squinted his eyes open. There was a moment of relief at the sight of Hops, because of course that was the fuzzy thing was, before the question of how he could feel that came back. Which is when he spotted the hand next to it. That wasn’t his hand. It looked too small, too nimble, too…pink?
He turned over, throwing the covers off before lifting this hand up towards the light. A human hand. A soft, warm, alive, human hand. He turned it over and back again. That wasn’t his hand. But it acted like his hand. It moved how he wanted it to move, and responded faster than his robot hand ever had. The question was right on his tongue, when he shifted on the bed and froze. He could feel the silk sheets under bare skin to the right of him, warming to his touch. He brushed a thumb he couldn’t see, that he didn’t have when he went to sleep, over the soft fibres of the bed sheets.
Suddenly he was sitting upright, bringing both hands forward so he could see. Ten fingers. Finger nails. Creases and lines in his palms. Thin blue veins in his wrists, and hair on his forearms. This couldn’t be real. He had to still be dreaming. This had to be a dream. He ran a hand up one arm, holding his breath at the feeling of the hairs under his fingers while also feeling the soft pressure of the fingers against his arm. How was this possible? It couldn’t be possible. This had to be a dream. Chad pinched his arm, wincing at the sharp sting over his skin. Pain. When you did that in a dream you didn’t feel anything, but he felt something, which meant this wasn’t a dream which meant he was awake which meant this was real. But it couldn’t be real. Because that meant he somehow regained organic human arms in his sleep.
The wind picked up the bed sheets and threw them off Chad as he jumped out of the bed, looking around wildly. Janice. He needed Janice. The door flew open before he could touch it and he ran outside, looking around the corridors for a sign of anyone around him. ‘Mum?’ he called out, unable to keep the panic out of his voice. ‘Mum?!’
There were footsteps from behind him, and Chad spun around to see Bernard appear. ‘You alright kiddo?’ he asked, before he saw Chad holding out his arms like they were weapons. Bernard’s eyes widened, and he stepped closer slowly. ‘What on earth?’
‘I don’t know,’ Chad said, shaking his head in panic as looked between his arms and his Dad. ‘I don’t know, I just woke up and…and I definitely only had one arm when I was asleep and it was my normal robot arm and now I have two and they feel real and I don’t know how.’
‘Okay,’ Bernard said, moving closer with his hands out like he was trying to coax down a spooked horse. ‘Okay kiddo, we can work this out. Just take some deep breaths for me okay?’
Chad nodded, trying to suck in a deep breath as Bernard approached. He was slow as he moved, watching Chad carefully as he slowly placed his hands over Chad’s. Chad flinched at the sensation but didn’t pull back, his eyes glued to his hands as Bernard gently squeezed them. And he could feel it. Not just the pressure. He could feel Bernard’s fingers wrap around his. The calluses on his fingers were rough, and when Chad’s fingers curled up he could feel the old smooth scars on Bernard’s skin.
‘You with me kiddo?’ Bernard asked, and Chad nodded. ‘Good, that’s good. Now, your Mum is in the kitchen. So we’ll head over there, get her to have a look and see what she can rule out. We can check all this over and make sure everything’s all healthy, that there’s nothing untoward. And then we can go from there. Sound good?’
‘Your hands are warm,’ Chad whispered.
Bernard chuckled at that, squeezing Chad’s hands slightly. ‘And yours are soft. Softer than mine anyway.’
The two of them quickly made their way to the kitchen, Bernard coaching Chad through some deep breaths to try and get him to calm down. It had mostly worked by the time they turned the final corner, until Chad saw everyone else. Janice was already cooking, Diego and Dave were leaning over his communicator, and Morgan was yawning loudly while pouring a cup of coffee. He bit back a panicked whimper, the wind rustling around him and making Morgan look up. He saw her flash of concern at his panic first. Before he watched her notice his arms.
The mug slipped out of her hand, shattering on the tile and making everyone look up in shock. Which was when everyone else saw Chad's arms, and suddenly he was surrounded. Voices overlapped and crowded him on all sides. Multiple pairs of hands were on his arms, his shoulders, and his vision was filled with their faces. His breath hitched as the wind picked up around them, tugging at clothes and hair until new hands wrapped around his shoulders. Suddenly he was pulled back, barely registering that both Bernard and Morgan were pulling him away.
‘Okay enough!’ Bernard said, loud enough to cut over the flurry of voices and questions and wind. ‘We all want to know what's happened, I know that, but let's not crowd the poor boy.’
Janice sighed and nodded. ‘Right of course.’ She turned to Chad, less frantic but just as concerned. ‘Sorry sweetheart.’
Chad nodded, swallowing against his dry mouth while grabbing Morgan's arm on reflex. ‘I…I don't know what happened. I just woke up…and…’
‘Okay,’ Janice said, her voice softer as she held her hands up, the familiar magic sparking between her fingers. ‘Can I have a look?’
Chad nodded frantically, and Janice stepped forward to touch his arm. Diego moved away, grabbing a glass of water for Chad while Bernard cleaned up Morgan's broken mug. Morgan was still, watching Chad carefully as the hand Janice wasn’t examining was gripping her arm. He was trying to calm down, trying to work out how he had grown new arms, and also processing the soft fuzzy material of Morgan's hoodie against his fingers. Janice was looking at Chad's hand, his wrist, his elbow, moving his shirt sleeve up to examine his shoulder. She hissed in sympathy, and Chad and Morgan looked to see what she had found. Right where the metal shoulder had once been grafted onto his skin there was a fresh pink scar circling all the way around the socket.
‘What the hell?’ Chad breathed.
Janice examined the scar closer, her touch light on the apparently tender skin, before she pulled away. ‘Can I look at the other one dear?’
Chad was reluctant to let go of Morgan, but as soon as he did she put an arm on his shoulder. On the part that had always been organic. Janice was just as thorough with his other arm, bristling briefly at the sight of what looked like an old burn scar near his elbow. She moved on, but both Chad and Morgan stared at the scar, before looking at each other.
‘Well it’s not magic,’ Janice said after she had finished. ‘Not like any regeneration I’ve ever seen, otherwise those scars would have gone too.’ She hummed, looking the arm over. ‘It’s fully organic and I can’t see anything to sabotage it. No poison or disease, no weakness in the muscle or bone. It looks like a completely normal healthy arm. Which is good news.’
Dave and Diego had been watching from the kitchen island in silence, Dave’s arm around Diego to hold her close. At this point though Dave spoke up. ‘Why do the scars around the shoulders make me think this is more like a transplant? You know like when a doctor tries to reattach a severed limb?’
‘It is,’ Morgan said quietly, her eyes still on the burn scar. ‘These are Cheddar’s old arms.’
Diego straightened at that, ‘That's not possible.’ Chad held out his arm, showing the old scar so she could see, and her jaw fell open. ‘But that's not possible!’
‘That's not really a thing around here,’ Morgan muttered.
‘But it's been at least 2 years!’ Diego said. If those were his actual arms then they should have rotted a long time ago.’
‘Unless Alex did something to them,’ Dave said, his face grim at the thought.
Bernard looked at Dave confused. ‘Wait, what does Alex have to do with this?’
Morgan looked up at that in alarm, ready to step forward with her mouth open, but the words were already out of Dave’s mouth. ‘They were the one who ripped his arms…off.’ Dave looked between Janice and Bernard’s shocked expressions, ‘Wait, didn't you know that?’
Janice shook her head, swallowing back her initial horror to try and keep her tone calm. ‘Not exactly. I think Morgan told me once that “Alex happened” but not the details.’ She turned to Bernard, who was silent. And fuming.
Morgan spotted that too, stepping around Chad to get closer to him. ‘Bernard? It was a long time ago. They were in a fight, it was just Alex going for their normal villain MO.’
‘Actually it was two fights,’ Dave muttered.
Morgan shot him a glare, ‘Not helping.’
Bernard didn't respond, didn't even look at her as he moved past everyone to get to the kitchen door. Morgan looked at Janice, her alarm showing for once, before turning back to him. ‘Bernard? Dad, please-’
He got to the kitchen door, leaning out as Morgan spun to cover Chad's ears. At the same time Chad pulled Morgan closer to try and shield her as Diego slapped her hands over her own ears. ‘Alex!’ Bernard yelled, making the three of them flinch. ‘Get your ass in the kitchen now!’
Janice had her hands on Morgan and Chad's arms, trying to soothe them as Bernard stepped back into the room. ‘Bernard?’
‘Janice if you tell me to calm down right now-’
‘Bernard,’ she cut in, a warning in her voice. ‘Inside voices.’
He looked at her, before spotting Morgan and Chad behind her. He turned to Diego, whose hands were still hovering by her ears, and he sighed. In a moment his anger deflated to no more than a simmer, there but more controlled. ‘Right. Sorry kids.’
‘It's okay,’ Diego said quietly, her shoulders lowering as she tried to relax again. ‘It happens.’
Morgan turned back to Bernard, worried but determined. Before she could say anything else though the fridge door opened, and everyone looked to see Alex pulling a carton of juice out before slamming the door closed. They yawned, rubbing at their eyes, ‘Sup? Is it my turn to make breakfast?’
Just like that Bernard's anger ticked up again, making Chad flinch next to Morgan. ‘Alex? What did you do to Chad's arms?’
Alex looked up at Bernard, not yet noticing the atmosphere in the room. ‘Oh, I put them back last night. Juice?’
Diego’s jaw dropped, ‘You did what?’
‘How did you even do that?’ Dave asked.
Alex scoffed as they turned to one of the cupboards, ‘You all need to stop forgetting I'm the S tier. Well, an S tier. The OG S tier.’
Before anyone else could respond to that Bernard spoke again, quiet but with barely contained rage. ‘I meant when he lost them in the first place and needed prosthetic ones. What did you do?’
Alex froze, the cupboard half open in front of them, before they turned to look at Bernard. Suddenly they were wide awake and looking slightly panicked. ‘Oh. That. Uh…well…’
‘Did you rip them off?’ Bernard asked.
Alex laughed nervously, looking around at everyone in the room before closing the cupboard. ‘Wow. That. Funny story actually,’ they said, before they vanished into thin air.
Bernard gritted his teeth, whirling back to the door while Janice gave him a look, ‘Inside voices Bernard.’ He only responded with a nod before marching out of the room to look for Alex. Janice sighed, taking a moment to check over Chad and Morgan before moving back to the stove. ‘Best to leave them to it now I think.’
Everyone else was shaken out of their shock by that, with Chad, Diego and Dave looking between each other while Morgan watched the kitchen door. Janice had the stove back on and fresh food was frying again before Diego broke the silence between them. ‘What just happened?’
‘Which part?’ Janice asked.
Diego blinked, trying to put her thoughts into order. ‘Alex left. They just left. Bernard was angry and Alex’s response was to vanish? Why?’
‘I didn’t know Bernard could get angry,’ Chad said quietly, still holding onto Morgan as she patted his arm.
Janice looked over at them, lips pursed in worry. ‘It takes a lot to get him angry, but that doesn’t mean it doesn’t happen. Everyone gets angry sometimes. It’s a perfectly normal emotion or reaction to have.’
Chad nodded at that, but his brow was still furrowed. His hold on Morgan relaxed though, enough so that she could step away and grab the coffee pot. ‘Alex better not hide all day,’ she said with a small yawn. ‘We’ve got files to sort through.’
Janice’s brow furrowed at the sight of Morgan’s yawn, but Diego spoke before she could comment. ‘Why did Alex disappear like that? I still don’t get it. They’re the S tier, they’ve faced worse than their dad being angry at them I’m sure.’
Morgan rolled her eyes, ‘Because it’s none of your business.’
Diego frowned, ‘What do you mean?’
‘They’re the S tier, most dangerous villain in the universe,’ Morgan said, ‘and they’ve ended up with their heroic in-laws, their parents, me and their estranged brother all under one roof. That is specifically their roof.’
‘So?’
‘Being under their roof doesn’t mean you’re entitled to know their business,’ Morgan said.
‘Yeah obviously I know that,’ Diego said, ‘but that doesn’t explain why they just left the room at the sight of Bernard being mad at them. Since when does Alex back down from anything?’
Morgan looked up at the ceiling, laughing in exasperation. ‘Don’t make me spell out something that obvious. Did you leave your brain in bed or something?’
Diego scowled, ‘There’s no need to be rude.’
‘There is when you’re being an idiot before I’ve had any coffee,’ Morgan said. ‘Would you want Alex to watch an argument between you and Dave?’
‘No of course not,’ Diego said. ‘But if that’s what it was, why not tell us to leave?’
‘Leave the kitchen where Mum is cooking breakfast to what? Listen in at the door?’ Morgan gave Diego a pointed look. ‘More than that, if Alex had told you to leave would you have listened?’
Diego frowned, ‘I wouldn’t have listened in.’
‘Liar,’ Morgan muttered.
Chad sat down next to Morgan, carefully grabbing a glass before looking at her. ‘Why do you think Alex put my arms back?’
‘I have no idea,’ Morgan sighed, sipping at her coffee again. ‘I guess you’re going to have to ask them yourself.’
***
In the time it took Bernard to march down the corridors to Alex’s room the sharp and bright burst of anger had morphed into a less volatile but smouldering rage. The initial reflex to yell and scream had abated, but now there was a demand for something else under his skin. Maybe for answers. For satisfaction. For the chance to say his piece without Alex disappearing on him. He didn’t even know if Alex was in their room, or even in the lair, but it was the first place they had to check. If he couldn’t find them on his own he would have to ask Janice later. But he would find them, and he would get his answers.
His footsteps echoed off the tiles and down the corridors, so you didn’t even need to have super senses to hear him coming. He didn’t slow down or pause once until he got to Alex’s bedroom door. It was closed, but when he got within five paces the door unlatched and began to swing ajar. Taking that as his invitation, Bernard pushed open the door and stepped through, slamming it behind him before he rounded on Alex.
Alex was still in their pyjamas, sitting on their bed with Gibble’s dark fur peeking out from between their hands. They looked up at Bernard as he entered, already looking as if Bernard had thoroughly scolded them. Bernard crossed his arms, still scowling as he looked at Alex. ‘Care to explain the vanishing act?’
They sighed, ‘The hero duo didn’t need to see this.’
‘They’re going to have questions too.’
‘Tough,’ Alex said, looking at Bernard. ‘You only get answers because I care about you.’
Bernard let out a sharp breath, ‘Alright. Start talking then. Chad’s arms.’
Alex sighed, looking down at the floor. ‘Yes. I took them.’
‘Why would you do that?’
‘Because he was being an asshole,’ Alex said. ‘This was two or three years ago. He wasn’t Charlie then. He didn’t have that face or fight with his kidnappers on live TV, or any of that okay? He was the Sterling Golden Boy and he was loud and obnoxious and an asshole.’
‘There are lots of assholes in the world,’ Bernard said, ‘I don’t remember seeing a national boom in robot prosthetics.’
Alex scowled, looking up at Bernard. ‘He kept trying to make Morgan be his sidekick. And when she told him to fuck off he wouldn’t take the hint. And that should have been enough to take an arm. But then he came after me and accused me of mind controlling her. Me. Mind controlling Morgan. And making her do villainous things. I-’ they grimaced, getting angry while also cringing at the memory of that moment, ‘I wanted to rip out his spine for that. But Morgan had him on the no kill list for some reason so…I ripped off his arms instead.’ Alex sighed, deflating from the anger as they hung their head. ‘It was meant to scare him off so he wouldn’t bother Morgan anymore. Not that it worked but…’
Bernard let out a slow breath, watching Alex carefully. That’s right , he thought to himself. The three of them have a history. ‘Good thing Morgan put him on your no kill list then.’
Alex laughed coldly, ‘Yeah. I already thanked her for that one.’ They looked up at Bernard, eyes beginning to shine from barely held tears. ‘If I knew it was Charlie I never would have done it. I promise. I never would have done any of the shit I did to him.’
Bernard sighed, the last of his anger fizzling away. He crossed the room, sitting next to Alex on the bed. When Alex moved to lean on his shoulder he didn’t hesitate to pull them in for a hug. ‘I believe you,’ Bernard said. ‘I’m still mad you did that to him in the first place. But I believe you.’
Alex sniffed, ‘I’m sorry.’
Bernard looked down at them, ‘Have you said that to Chad?’
‘Probably,’ Alex said, before thinking about it. ‘Maybe. Okay maybe not in those words? But…I definitely, probably, I think, said something along those lines.’
‘So no?’
Alex slumped, ‘Does giving him his arms back count?’
‘He was asleep when you did that,’ Bernard said. ‘He was so panicked when I found him this morning I thought he was going to summon a storm in the lair.’ Alex winced at that as Bernard continued. ‘Couldn’t you have done that when he was awake and therefore knew what was going on?’
‘Are you kidding?’ Alex looked up at Bernard incredulously. ‘You wanted me to reattach bone and flesh and nerves while he was awake? He would be talking, and watching me, and have that confused sad puppy expression on his face. I would have got something wrong and made it so he couldn’t feel the cold, or every time he tried to move his thumb his pinkie twitched.’
‘Sad confused puppy?’ Bernard chuckled.
‘You know what I’m talking about,’ Alex said, ‘That face he gets when he thinks no one’s looking.’
‘I know the one,’ Bernard nodded. ‘But since you tried to avoid that? No, giving him his arms back without any warning or explanation does not count as an apology. How did you even get his arms back anyway? Morgan said they were his original ones.’
‘I uh…’ Alex looked away from Bernard while shifting in discomfort, ‘kept them in my trophy room. In a glass case that kept them perfectly preserved.’
Bernard bit back the initial horror at the mental image. ‘Ah. I see. I imagine that felt…awkward? Once he had moved in?’
Alex nodded, tucking into Bernard’s shoulder. The two of them were silent for a minute, Bernard’s arm still tight around Alex. Alex fidgeted with Gibbles who was still nestled in their hands, as the quiet around them stretched on.
Finally Alex broke the silence. ‘Do I have to apologise to him?’
‘Yes,’ Bernard said. ‘Or at least talk to him. I’ll accept that as a compromise.’
Alex rolled their eyes, ‘I’ve had an emotional talk with him already. I even admitted I don’t hate him anymore.’
Bernard’s eyebrows rose at that. ‘I’m impressed. But you’re probably going to have to have quite a few emotional talks with him in the future.’
Alex sighed, ‘Fine. I’ll apologise. But only if you promise to make him see a therapist.’
Bernard frowned, ‘He doesn’t have a therapist?’
‘Apparently not.’
‘Really? In his line of…well, former line of work. It feels like a necessity.’
Alex shrugged, ‘Explains why so many of them go off the deep end.’
Bernard hummed in agreement, before giving Alex another squeeze. ‘Alright. I need to get some breakfast before I head to the farm, and you have some business to attend to.’ Alex pouted, but nodded reluctantly. Bernard gave him a brief smile before standing up. ‘Try not to hide from him all day yeah?’
Alex nodded, giving Bernard a wave as he left. The second the door shut behind him Alex sighed and flopped back onto the bed. Gibbles was still in their hand, which they were squeezing tightly as they closed their eyes. They hated it when Dad was right.
Chapter 81
Summary:
Chad tries to get used to having his organic arms back while everyone turns back to the files
Notes:
And we have officially used up the chapter buffer! And since its coming up to Christmas, work is pain and my head is threatening to spontaneously burst into flames at any moment I can't get myself writing consistently enough to promise regular or even semi-regular posting. So for now enjoy this chapter and I'll try and fire a fire extinguisher for my brain so I can get the next chapter pinned down.
No content warnings in this chapter I don't think, enjoy!
Chapter Text
The atmosphere in the kitchen didn’t get any less awkward when breakfast was served. If anything, once the serving plates were being passed around the tension only got worse. Each plate and glass and piece of cutlery, whether hot or cold, heavy or light, had Chad fumbling to take without flinching or jumping or even dropping it. He just about managed, but not without his embarrassed flush spreading all the way down his neck and a thousand hushed apologies. He couldn’t help but cringe at how ridiculous he was being. He had been able to serve himself food and hold a glass or fork or plate for how many years? But it didn’t stop his little surprised flinch every time his arm touched the kitchen counter or the wince of anxiety when he went to grab his rather cold glass of juice that was frosted with condensation. And every time he reacted, there was a rustle of wind around him that blew Morgan’s hair into her face or tried to topple over the juice carton.
So all in all, there had been more comfortable meals between them.
Chad tried to wolf down his food as quickly as he could, barely tasting it in favour of being done quickly. Maybe then he could get away from this room and out of everyone else’s hair so they could enjoy their breakfast in peace. He could feel his Mum watching him, and he knew that if he looked up she would have that worried expression again. But he would be fine. He just needed to get himself together. And that would be easier to do when he wasn’t trying very very hard to act normal while his thoughts were racing and his brain was struggling to process the feeling of the fork in his hand or the occasional accidental brushes of Morgan’s arm against his.
Eventually, when everyone else was about halfway through their plates, Chad was finishing off the last of his juice and wiping at his mouth, trying to not focus too hard on how his hand actually picked up the cold moisture from his lips or how his face felt the brush of warm soft fingers instead of cold hard metal.
‘Alright,’ he said, his voice a little too high as he tried to put on a chipper tone. ‘Shall I meet you in the computer room?’
Morgan raised a sleepy eyebrow at that. ‘You think you can find it?’
‘I’m sure I can manage,’ Chad said with a smile before jumping to his feet.
‘Think you can find your way to your room?’ Morgan called back.
‘I’ll be fine!’ Chad said, trying for a laugh that fell short. ‘Don’t you worry about me.’
The rest of the room watched him leave, the uncomfortable silence continuing to cling around them even with Chad gone. Morgan poured herself another coffee to slowly sip at. ‘He’s going to get lost again.’
Diego frowned, ‘He might not.’
‘I bet you,’ Morgan said with a grin, ‘Someone will find him in…three hours. Still in his pyjamas. In….the Frankenstein lab.’
‘The what?’ Diego said in shock.
Dave hummed, ‘What are you betting?’
‘Dave!’
‘50 bucks?’ Morgan said.
Dave hummed for a moment, before nodding. ‘I’ll take that bet.’
‘Cool,’ Morgan said. ‘Where do you think he’ll be then?’
‘We’ll find him in five hours in the generator room,’ Dave said. ‘In his pjs.’
‘Dave,’ Diego said with a frown.
‘You’re on Frisbee Boy,’ Morgan grinned. ‘Get ready to lose.’
Chad wasn't paying attention to where he was walking at first. He just needed to get some space, that was his priority. Space so he could finally feel his panic without having to worry about breaking breakfast. He ended up bracing against a wall, head down so he could only see the floor, trying to breathe through the panic as he felt the wind swell and ebb in time with his breath. His hands, his forearms in fact, were bracing against the cold metal walls of the corridors that both managed to focus Chad and renew his panic. Alex had reattached his arms. Alex had reattached his arms. And he couldn't even begin to fathom why. Sure the how would have been good to know, along with how Alex got his arms recovered so perfectly in the first place. But the why was more important. What were they thinking? What were they planning? Mum or Dad couldn't have asked or told them to do it, they were just as surprised as he was. As was Morgan. So Alex had made the decision. But why?
Slowly the immediate panic receded in time with the moving wind and his steadier breathing, so he was left with a more manageable mix of anxiety and dread. Which he would have to work with. Until he could get a chance to talk to Alex at least. He had no idea if Alex would deign to give him answers, but he had to try. He let out a steady breath, hands bracing to push off from the wall. The cold metal under his palms had him looking up at them again.
They still didn't look like his arms, but in the same way his face didn't look like “his” face. Now he was properly looking at them he could see the signs they were though. The burn on his arm was the most obvious, but there were small scars across his knuckles from being split open so many times. There was a cut on one palm that extended one of the lines to curve around the edge of his hand. From a villain with flying knives if he remembered correctly. And across one forearm were small raised speckles from when he shielded his face from exploding glass. That was from one of the first fights against Roofer. He could remember it clear as day. Chad finally stepped away from the wall, turning his hands over to examine the new limbs again. It had taken him months to get used to the robot arms. How would he ever get used to having organic ones back?
He sighed, trying to put that thought away for now. The wind had mostly settled around him, now the gentlest breeze against his shirt, and without thinking he followed it down the corridor. There was no use shutting himself away, as much as part of him wanted to. It wouldn't do anything but make him feel worse. Besides, he had work to do. They all did. He couldn't leave everything to Morgan and Diego and his parents anymore.
He got to the end of the corridor and finally looked around, hoping he might be able to get his bearings somewhat. It hadn't happened yet of course but he could hope. He looked around, spotting an ajar door that had him frowning in confusion. The doors around here were never left open. He walked over, peeking in before blinking in surprise. It was his room. There was the bed with sheets almost thrown onto the floor and Hops. There was his bag on top of the drawers.
‘How on earth-’ he muttered before that familiar breeze tickled at his cheek. He stared, realisation coming slowly before he chuckled. ‘At least one of us knows how to navigate around here.’
Everyone else was already in the computer room by the time Chad got there, but his initial anxiety over being the last one there was quickly overshadowed by his confusion at the shock on Morgan and Dave’s faces. Diego for her part rolled her eyes and gestured for him to ignore him, which he was happy to do. Instead he grabbed the nearest unopened box, one of the cousin's based on the name on the side of the box, and grabbed the first file.
He tried to concentrate, he really did. But it was easy to get distracted by the different textures of the paper and card in the files. The rough grain of the cardboard had been softened by time, a thin layer of dust and dirt smeared his fingers as he pinched at the old thin pages that crinkled in his touch. Still he tried to focus, tried to ignore the need to wash his hands of the grime that would only come back with the next file. He just needed to focus on the file in front of him. And the next one. And the next one. Right up until he grabbed a file a little rougher than intended. The paper sliced into his knuckle, making him hiss and drop the file as the wind rippled in response.
‘You alright? Diego asked.
Chad's finger was in his mouth from some long forgotten instinct, and he cringed at the mix of dust and iron on his tongue. ‘Yeah,’ he said, looking at the thin red line on his knuckle. ‘Papercut.’
There was a beat of silence, before Morgan snorted from the other side of the room. Chad looked over, barely getting to react to her exhausted expression or how she was rubbing at her temples before she fully sniggered. ‘A papercut? Really?’
Chad definitely didn't pout at her. ‘It's been a while okay?’
Morgan shook her head, ‘I know I know, but still…’ The rest of her sentence trailed off as she dissolved into giggles.
Diego rolled her eyes, dropping the file she was looking at while getting up to cross the room. ‘Morgan? When was the last time you slept?’
Morgan waved her off while still laughing, ‘I'm fine.’
Diego arched an eyebrow at that. ‘You look dead on your feet.’
‘Good thing I’m sitting down then,’ Morgan said with a tired smirk.
‘You’re laughing at a papercut,’ Diego said.
Morgan snorted again, ‘Oh come on that was funny.’
‘It wasn’t that funny,’ Chad chimed in.
‘You just need to get better senses of humour,’ Morgan said. She turned back to her file, but a moment later it was yanked out of her lap. She looked up at Diego, who was holding the folder above her head, and Morgan scowled. ‘Give me back the file.’
‘Go to bed.’
Morgan huffed, turning to the box next to her only for Diego to kick it away. ‘Dee I’m serious-’
‘We can read the files,’ Diego said. ‘And we’re awake enough that we can actually read them. You need to go to sleep.’
‘I. Am. Fine.’ Morgan said between gritted teeth. Before she squeezed her eyes shut and tried to hold back another yawn.
‘Jesus Morgan,’ Diego said. ‘These answers aren’t worth your health okay?’ Morgan glared at her, and Diego sighed. ‘How about this. You go to sleep, and if we find anything we promise to wake you up.’
‘You won’t though,’ Morgan said.
Diego held out her hand to shake, and Morgan sighed. A sigh that made her shoulders slump, the exhaustion fully setting in now. ‘Shake on it,’ Diego said. ‘I’ll even do a spit shake if that makes you agree. Just please. Get some sleep.’
Morgan closed her eyes, scrubbing her face with her hands, but otherwise she showed no signs of moving. Diego rolled her eyes, dropping the file to the floor as she crouched to Morgan’s level. Her mouth was open, ready to start another tirade, but before she could Morgan fell forward to slump onto her shoulder. Chad’s jaw dropped at the sight, as did Dave’s. Diego looked just as surprised as she slowly brought her arms around Morgan’s shoulders to pull her closer, and Morgan wrapped her arms around Diego’s waist.
Morgan offered no objections as Diego slowly pulled her to her feet, in fact now they were standing she only shuffled more into Diegos’ embrace. Chad’s shock at the sight only grew, and Dave was biting his knuckle to try and not say anything. Diego’s surprise had started to melt away however. Instead she looked sad, almost wistful, as she held her sister closer.
Diego turned to the boys and muttered, ‘I’m going to get Morgan to bed.’ They nodded, not daring to say anything to break the moment as Diego pulled Morgan towards the door. She went all too willingly now, and for a moment Chad noticed her clinging to Diego’s shirt a little too tight, before the door closed behind them.
Dave let out a low whistle. ‘What the hell was that?’
Chad shook his head, ‘I don’t know. I don’t think I’ve seen her like that before.’
‘Ever?’ Diego asked.
Chad shook his head. He thought back to the early days, to the days before Morgan was being set up to be a sidekick and she turned angry and pulled away. He remembered Richard would scoop him up, would scoop all of them up, and cradle them close or squeeze them tight enough to push all the air out of their lungs. And then when they got a little older and Richard was too busy Morgan and Diego carried on with it. Sometimes he would end up sandwiched between them, feeling squished and hidden and utterly safe. Sometimes it would just be Morgan, or just Diego, and they would hold him while he buried his face in their shoulders and hid from the nightmares, or from Caroline’s anger or Richard’s disappointment. He remembered Diego being that sad or upset or hurt a few times, and he remembered Morgan would wrap her up in a hug then. Sometimes Chad would help then, especially when he was bigger, but most of the time it was Morgan comforting Diego. Had he really never seen Morgan get that kind of comfort back? Had he really never tried to comfort her when she was hurt or scared? Had she ever even looked scared or sad in front of him?
‘You okay?’ Dave asked, cutting through Chad’s thoughts.
Chad looked up, sniffing as he wiped at his eyes. ‘Yeah,’ he said with a raspy voice. ‘I just…you know when you’re just oblivious to something and you don’t realise until it smacks you in the face?’
Dave nodded in sympathy. ‘Want to talk about it?’
‘No,’ Chad shook his head. ‘Not now.’ He blinked back the rest of the tears and looked down at the file. ‘We need to focus.’
‘You can go check on Morgan if you want, you know?’ Dave said.
Of course Chad wanted to. It was the only thing he wanted to do right now. But either Morgan was already asleep, or as good as, and then he’d only be disturbing her. Or she wasn’t, and she would probably kick him out of her room before he had a chance to open his mouth. So instead Chad sighed and shook his head. ‘She doesn’t like to be crowded,’ he said.
‘You can check on her later?’
Chad nodded. Yeah. Yeah, he could do that.
Chapter 82
Summary:
Chad and Dave continue to hunt through the records, and Alex gets an idea
Notes:
I *should* wait until I have more chapters in the buffer before I start posting again. But also am excited about getting back into this so here you go.
No real content warnings, enjoy!
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Despite their best efforts, Chad and Dave had no luck. The two of them had been meticulous, even when they were slowly losing the will to live. But the only real fruits of their labour was the growing pile of “misplaced” files and Dave’s confirmation that he really really didn’t want to read anything from Diego’s boxes. Which was fine, because then Chad could offer to go through those without having to worry about how he was going to deal with reading his own files. He would if it got to that point. But he didn’t fancy reliving the more painful parts of his childhood training if he could help it.
The only real break the two men allowed themselves was when Janice appeared with lunch and no room for excuses. Of course she noticed the missing twins almost instantly, her confusion turning into worry when Chad explained what had happened that morning. A worry Chad was feeling just as keenly, so he was surprised when Janice didn’t push the matter. Instead she stayed with them, her brow creased and her lips pursed, until the three of them had finished eating. She left them to get back to their work then, but not before leaving some fresh drinks and a kiss on the top of Chad’s head. When she turned away with that same worry, Chad felt a pang that he couldn’t follow her to check on Morgan. But right now he had a job to do.
Dinner was a quieter affair than normal. It was Chad, his parents, and Dave, and while the four of them tried to keep the topics of conversation lighthearted and amusing, all four of them felt the sting from the missing people at the table. A plate was left out for Alex, and Janice insisted on taking Morgan and Diego’s portions to them, which left the men alone to fester in the tension. The image of Morgan from that morning, exhausted and leaning on Diego while looking so small, now came back to Chad’s mind with a vengeance. He wanted to check on her. On both of them. But he didn’t have any idea what to do or say, and the last thing he wanted to do was make things worse. Besides, Janice would be better at giving comfort than he was. And while she was there he didn’t want to crowd them. So instead he and Dave found their way back to the rec room to while away the rest of the evening. Until finally Chad could justify going to bed.
The next morning, when Chad stepped into the kitchen, the worry and dread he woke up with only felt worse. There was no sign of Morgan, or Diego. Dave was at the breakfast island working over his hero communicator again, Bernard was cooking breakfast today, and now Chad made three.
‘Where’s Mum?’
Bernard looked up, giving Chad a small and unsure smile. ‘Hey kiddo. She’s checking on the girls. Want to help me cook some eggs?’
If he was being honest, the only thing Chad wanted to do was to turn around and find Morgan’s room. But instead he walked over to the fridge, carefully picking out the eggs one by one so as to not break them as he got used to his new hands and grip. Bernard gave him a grateful look, pushing over a bowl and whisk, and with a few directions Chad got to work.
Bernard and Chad were just starting to dish up when Alex swanned in with an energy no one else felt. ‘Hey Weather Boy,’ they said, before holding up a wad of fabric, ‘think fast.’
Chad barely had time to drop his bowl before the fabric was flying at his face. He fumbled the catch slightly before getting a good look, frowning at the roll of coarse fabric before looking up at Alex. ‘Arm wraps?’
Alex grinned, crossing their arms as Chad got a proper look at their attire. The sports top and tight leggings were somehow simultaneously typically Alex and the last thing Chad expected to see them in. Their hair, long today, was tied back in a high ponytail that bounced every time they moved. ‘Trust me,’ Alex said, ‘you’re going to be glad you have them.’
‘Why?’ Chad asked.
‘Because I’m 80% sure you got sloppy with your form with those old arms,’ Alex said, ‘and it would be stupid to go through all of yesterday just to break your wrist from punching badly.’
‘Punch… who am I fighting?’
Bernard sighed, ‘Alex, you can’t just decide what you and Chad are going to do today. Chad needs to agree first. And know what he’s agreeing to.’
Alex rolled their eyes while Chad looked between the two of them, feeling completely lost. ‘Isn’t it obvious?’ Alex asked.
‘Alex,’ Bernard said with the hint of a warning in his voice.
Alex faltered, clearing their throat while looking away from the three of them. ‘Okay, remember when Mum said she was going to help you train your powers up after you got out of the city?’
‘Yeah,’ Chad said, ‘but that was going to be when we got to the farm. Once we’re not so busy. We don’t have time now.’
‘Sure we do.’
‘No we…wait,’ Chad frowned at Alex. ‘I said “we” as in me and Mum. What do you mean?’
Alex gave Chad a pointed look while gesturing to the arm wraps he was still holding. ‘No time like the present.’
Chad looked at the wraps again. ‘You want to help me train?’
‘Yeah.’
Dave scowled, ‘No way, you just want an excuse to fight him.’
‘It’s a nice perk,’ Alex grinned while still looking at Chad, ‘but not what I’m going for. I want you to fight. I want to spar. And you need to train. It’s a win-win.’
By rights Chad should be panicked at the thought of fighting the S tier in any capacity, but as much as there was alarm he was filled with confusion more than anything else.
Dave however had enough panic for the both of them. ‘If you think I’m going to let you endanger Chad-’
‘This has nothing to do with you Frisbee Boy,’ Alex said without a look, too busy watching Chad instead. ‘Come on, I’ve been dying for a decent sparring session. And since I’ll be sparring you won’t have any lasting damage.’
‘You expect him to believe that?’ Dave said.
‘Oh ye of little faith,’ Alex sighed. ‘I’ll even turn off my super strength if you like.’
‘Like that-’
‘Why now?’ Chad asked, making Dave stare at him in shock. ‘We’re busy with the files. We need to find Morgan and Diego’s brother. We have the whole plan.’
‘Sure,’ Alex said. ‘But since the aftershocks stopped you’ve had a near constant wind around you even when you're calm.’ Chad blanched at that, and only a second later the temperature in the room dropped a few degrees. Alex raised an eyebrow and smirked. ‘You need training. Mum’s a good teacher but she’s not the only one. I know everything she knows, and now you’re not a cyborg anymore you need to learn how to fight again. Which is my specialty.’
Chad tried to let out a slow and calming breath, wincing everytime the wind trembled around him. He looked to Dave, seeing his furrowed concern, then to Bernard’s much more relaxed demeanour. It would be foolish to trust Alex. Especially in something like this. But maybe…maybe if they were alone. Away from the lair and their parents and Diego and Dave. Maybe Chad could find out what Alex’s plan with the arms was. And it would be reassuring to get some control back over the wind that followed him around everywhere.
‘And you’ll definitely not use super strength?’ Chad asked.
Alex grinned, in a way that was both terrifying and like all of their Christmases had come at once. ‘Scout’s honour.’
Much to Alex’s disappointment, Chad still made them wait. Even if he didn’t do a full day of going through the files, he still wanted to work through some of them. And even if Alex kept to their word and just sparred, Chad knew better than to think he would have enough energy after this to do anything more than sleep. So Alex had to wait until well into the afternoon and Chad had cleared through two more of the boxes. But finally the files were packed away, and when Chad returned to the kitchen to meet up he was in clothes he didn’t mind getting damaged in whatever this was about to be.
Chad tried not to be too nervous at the grin on Alex’s face. But a small spike of dread still went through him when Alex raised their hand to snap their fingers. In just a moment the kitchen around them melted away, chrome and marble turning the dusty red brick of an empty canyon. The sudden sunlight made Chad squint and shield his eyes for a moment, but Alex didn’t seem to notice.
‘Alright,’ they said, clapping their hands together. ‘Because I know you're going to worry about this, there are no living creatures out here in a three mile radius. The nearest civilisation is about 20 miles that way, and when it comes to satellite signals and the like this place is a bit of a dead zone. Which means,’ their grin grew in excitement, ‘we don't need to hold back. Well I do against you. But everything else is fair game. And the more important thing is, you don't need to hold back at all.’
Chad looked around, trying to get a measure of the area, and more importantly of Alex. ‘I thought you were wanting to help me train? Doesn't that mean controlling myself instead of going all out?’
Alex scoffed, ‘You’re trying to work backwards. How are you going to learn full control if you don't know your full capability? If you learn to control yourself at 20% the second you hit 21% of your power you'll end up in trouble.’
‘But I know my full capability.’
Alex gave him a knowing smile, one that put Chad on edge. ‘You sure about that?’ Chad frowned, but before he could argue Alex straightened and raised their hand in a beckoning motion. ‘Come on. First swing's free. Hit me as hard as you can.’ Chad's frown only deepened at that, growing from frustration more than anything else. But he stayed silent and slipped into a stance, his fists coming up in a guard. Before he could move though Alex's smile dropped and they held up a hand to stop him. ‘Whoa whoa whoa, hang on. What the hell have you done to those wraps?’
Chad looked at his hands. Sure they looked a little messy, but they weren't that bad. ‘What's wrong with them?’
‘What's…how the hell are they going to help you when they're that loose?’ Alex grabbed Chad's hand, ignoring his flinch as they unravelled the fabric. Without a word they turned Chad’s hand over, making him tense more with each passing second. But Alex didn’t pay it any mind, focusing instead on the wraps. It didn’t take long for Alex to tuck up the final piece before holding up Chad’s hand so he could see the much neater work. ‘This? This is how they should be put on,’ Alex said. There was a moment for Chad to compare the two wraps, from their neatness to the tightness, before Alex grabbed his other hand and got to work.
‘Okay,’ Alex said as they finished with the final bit of fabric and stepped away. ‘ Now you can hit me as hard as you can.’
Chad was too busy testing the wraps, from flexing his fingers to twisting his wrists, to pay attention to Alex at first. A quick snap of their fingers though and Chad jumped to attention. ‘Alright,’ Alex said. ‘Hit me as hard as you can.’
Chad let out a steadying breath, slipping into the same stance as before. Alex didn't do anything to correct him this time, and Chad took a moment to scan Alex over. As hard as he could. He could do that. He probably shouldn't aim for the face though, that's asking for trouble. The torso is a safer target. On most people anyway. But hitting any part of Alex didn't feel safe, so relatively speaking…
‘Are you going to hit me or just think real hard about it?’ Alex said. ‘Come on, it's not that hard, just pick a target and-’
Chad came in fast with a jab, punching into Alex's abdomen and feeling nothing but a jarring pain all the way up his arm.
Alex gave him a deadpan look. ‘I thought I said as hard as you can. Five year olds can hit harder than that.’
Chad scowled at that, ‘I don't normally go all out when I'm sparring.’
‘Oh for the love of…just hit me already. Properly this time. I didn't think it would be this hard. And not just a normal punch, put all your power into it.’
Chad blinked, ‘Wait you want powers in it?’
‘....Why are you so dense? You're training with your powers. So yes, put your power into it. All of your power. I want to feel it this time.’
‘Can you feel something like this?’
‘Sure. If you stop pussyfooting around. Now get out of your head, pull on some wind or lightning or ice, and hit me. As. Hard. As. You. Can.’
Chad pulled back up into his stance, but his uncertainty was obvious. The wind rippled and flexed around them, but it couldn’t focus into anything meaningful.
Alex sighed. ‘Alright, let's try this. Picture someone who you hate more than anything. Someone who makes you so angry that you want nothing more than to rip them apart.’
‘I don't hate anyone.’
‘Liar.’ Alex stepped closer, making Chad's shoulders go up and his guard tighten. ‘There is going to be someone who the mere thought of makes your blood boil. Makes you see red and that little happy hero part of your brain switch off.’ Chad tried to shake his head, but his face betrayed him, and Alex's lips curled slightly. ‘Picture them. Remember every reason why you hate them. Let all of it build up in you.’ Chad took a shaky breath, the anger starting to crease his brow and harden his eyes as they began to glow with a blue-white light. ‘And then,’ Alex said, ‘hit me as hard-’
They didn't get to finish their sentence. Chad's fist collided and with it a torrent of wind blasted into Alex. They were thrown back, soaring into the air before they could blink. And they flew high, the wind pushing them higher and further away without any sign of letting up. Even when they crashed into the ground the wind kept going, burying them into the red earth and carving out a chunk of the rock in the process. Finally the momentum stopped and Alex lay still. Their path was marked by a cloud of climbing dust, and the canyon was filled with silence.
Chad stared, horror quickly filling him. ‘Shit.’ He took a step, ready to break into a run across the canyon. Part of him wanted to check on Alex, part of him wanted to apologise, and most of him wanted to panic. But the sight of Alex climbing out of the earth made him freeze in place. He barely saw Alex take a step, but suddenly Alex appeared in front of them. They took a moment to examine the red dust covering them from head to toe, before looking up at Chad’s pale and panicked face.
‘I…am so sorry.’
Alex stared at Chad, trying to hold a straight face. But they couldn’t help but smirk, which turned into a snort, which turned into a burst into laughter. Not their normal villain laughter, this was filled with a genuine humour that caught Chad by surprise. ‘Are you kidding?’ Alex said. ‘That was perfect! Well not perfect, you could have probably put a bit more into it, but that was pretty damn good for an ice breaker.’ Chad watched Alex with a stunned expression as they flicked their hand to vanish all the dust off their form. ‘I don't remember the last time someone sent me flying like that,’ Alex said with delight, and looked up at Chad. He was still stunned, even as Alex’s excitement focused into something sharper and they put up a loose guard. ‘Now. Do it again.’
Chapter 83
Summary:
After some sparring breaks the ice, Alex and Chad end up taking the chance to talk
Notes:
Writing is happening but posting will be intermittent as I've got other projects going on.
The only real content warning is for discussions about and dealing with grief, loss and grief. Which is part for the course at this point but...yeah.
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The “sparring” Alex promised quickly turned into a full blown power brawl. The two of them flew around each other, Chad’s wind and lighting clashing against whatever element Alex fancied using, and the spectacle quickly escalated beyond anything but the most dangerous of A tier fights. And yet Chad could tell this was different. The energy in Alex, in the way they planted a particularly dramatic but ineffective attack or favoured a flashy combo over a move that would give them the upper hand. It felt like a game. Alex was treating it as a game, as something fun, even as Chad came at them with the biggest lightning bolts he could muster. Which…well there were worse ways this could have gone. And as much as it should have been insulting that Chad going all out was being treated as entertainment, he couldn’t find it in himself to be mad.
As he had that thought Alex flew up high, gathering streaking bolts of energy into a series of plasma orbs around them. ‘Alright Weather Boy!’ Alex shouted, their voice carrying perfectly on the wind. ‘Think fast!’
The orbs arched in the air before flying towards Chad in quick succession. With barely a thought lightning crackled over Chad’s body and a lightning bolt shot into the air, shattering the first orb before bouncing to the others one by one. Before they were gone, another volley of the orbs appeared, moving faster this time. The lightning around him grew, but Chad’s didn’t strike out. The orbs were flying too fast for him to hit them all. There was only one option. Dodge. He stepped in time with a jolt in his core, and in a blink he flashed across the canyon on an arc of lightning. He spun out of the light, looking around in confusion before seeing the plasma bolts crash into the ground where he had been standing not two seconds before.
The sound of Alex cackling in delight made Chad look up in time to see them float to the ground, beaming as they looked between Chad and the small craters from their attack. ‘I knew it. I knew I saw that right on the rooftop. How long have you been hiding that little trick?’
‘Trick?’ Chad said, breathless from surprise more than anything else. He looked back at the craters, then at his hand where a spark of lightning still danced between his fingers. ‘I…did I just teleport?’
‘Technically no?’ Alex said. ‘It wasn’t instantaneous. But you moved on a lightning bolt. To anyone that isn’t a speedster that’s almost the same thing.’
‘I…I didn’t know I could do that,’ Chad whispered.
Alex paused, watching Chad carefully as they pondered something. ‘Drink break?’ Chad looked back at Alex in time to see them summon two blue sports bottles and toss one to him. ‘How’s your power feeling?’
Chad didn’t answer straight away. Instead he took a slow sip from the bottle, giving himself the time to think of an answer. He was tired, in that way from a good workout, but otherwise he was feeling fine. Which…was odd. He looked around at the canyon, seeing the scorch marks from his lightning and the rubble from where wind blasts had torn through the rock. There was still lightning sparking off him from his latest “trick.” And yet he didn’t feel an ounce of power strain. His batteries were still as full as ever. No, more than that. He finally focused on that core where his energy coiled, on where the energy behind his power was, and it was overflowing.
‘Yo,’ Alex snapped their fingers, ‘if you keep thinking that hard you might hurt yourself.’
Chad looked at Alex, his realisation sparking a new wave of concern. ‘Have you ever heard of people getting a power boost as an adult?’
Alex paused, before grinning, ‘I was wondering how long it would take you to work it out.’
‘You knew?’
They shrugged. ‘I had a hunch. That you practically confirmed the other day.’
Chad blinked, reeling from the revelation and Alex’s confirmation. ‘When…how…’
‘Good question,’ Alex said, sipping at their drink. ‘The how, I’ve got no clue. But the when? Pretty sure those fluctuations you’ve had the past few weeks are part of it.’
Chad’s eyes widened, ‘Wait, I wasn’t having fluctuations because I was losing control? It’s because there was…more power there?’ Alex nodded, and Chad felt all the air punch out of his chest in time with the air around them growing colder. ‘But that doesn’t make sense. Recovering from power exhaustion couldn’t have caused that.’
Alex shrugged, ‘If you say so.’
Chad tried to get his breath back, while he looked around at the scars of the “sparring” around them. He was stronger. His powers were stronger. ‘Were you holding back?’ Chad asked. ‘In this fight?’
Alex thought for a moment, ‘Depends on your definition. I mean, I had super strength turned off, and since we were playing with powers I didn’t really use my full repertoire. But aside from that, no not really.’
‘But I kept up with you,’ Chad said. ‘Last time we fought my blizzard nearly wiped me out. And now I can keep up with you?’ He turned back to Alex, his alarm growing. ‘What does that mean?’
Alex looked at Chad, surprisingly serious. ‘Do you know how they gave me the classification S tier?’ Chad shook his head and Alex straightened, licking their lips. ‘When I made my debut they tried to rank my power, both in strength and ability. And then I broke all their scales to the point they had to create a new category for me. My ability is the thing people focus on when they call me S tier, but the real thing that makes it S tier is how strong that power is. How much energy I have in the tank. And the truth is, I don’t have an upper limit.’
Chad’s eyes widened, ‘You’ve never found your upper limit?’
‘I found it once,’ Alex said, ‘I’d had my powers for a little less than a month, and I found my upper limit. Tried to push past it. That ended badly. And when I recovered I got even stronger. It’s like I broke that limit and then just sailed right past it. But since then,’ they thought for a moment before shaking their head, ‘there has been no limit in sight. My power, in both scope and strength, literally has no limit.’ They looked at Chad, meeting his eyes that still held some of the white blue glow as he stared in growing horror. ‘Sound familiar?’
Chad stepped back, horror and panic turning into denial in a blink. Which was when the thunder roared above them. Chad jumped in surprise, looking up to see storm clouds blotting out every inch of sky around them. ‘When did that happen?’ Chad asked, his panic growing. ‘Is that me? That can’t be me, I’m not…’
‘It’s a kind of fluctuation,’ Alex said. ‘Think of it like an ambient effect. There’s so much juice in the tank your powers are manifesting without you even needing to think about it. Right now, I’d guess this mini internal crisis has something to do with it.’
Chad shook his head, cringing when the thunder sounded again. Like it was responding directly to his denial. ‘I can’t just make storms like that Alex!’
‘Correction. You couldn’t make storms like that. Now you can do it without even trying.’
Chad looked up at the storm again, his despair flaring higher when lightning arched through the near black clouds. ‘This can’t be happening,’ he whimpered. ‘I can’t…I can’t do this.’
‘You literally are right now.’
‘Oh shut up!’ Chad shouted, and a bolt of lightning struck the ground a few yards away. ‘You knew this was happening and you didn’t say anything? You didn’t warn me? What if I had summoned a storm in the lair and broken something?’
‘Oh you definitely have summoned a few storms,’ Alex said. ‘Pretty much all of them were outside though. Nothing’s broken, but the lair’s never been buried in so much snow.’ Chad squeezed his eyes shut and turned away, and Alex looked up at the storm. ‘I don’t think it’s as bad as you think it is.’
Chad gave Alex a disbelieving look while gesturing at the sky, ‘If that happens every time I step outside, or even as soon as I’m awake-’
‘Oh my god you’re so dramatic!’ Alex said. ‘What’s been causing your fluctuations so far?’
Chad frowned, ‘High emotions.’
‘Yes, exactly,’ Alex said, gesturing to the sky, ‘now extrapolate.’
Chad looked up again. ‘It’s responding to my emotions?’
‘Yes! And every other storm you’ve made,’ Alex said. ‘Thunderstorms happen when you’re angry, when you panic it gets cold and windy, when you’re sad it rains, etcetera. Not every time, I mean it’s not an exact science. But in broad strokes...’
‘So what?’ Chad snapped, the thunder rolling in time with his voice. ‘I have to never feel any emotions again?’
‘That will be the opposite of helpful,’ Alex said.
‘Then what?!’
‘You could start with therapy.’
A bolt of lightning struck between the two of them, casting the canyon in a blinding light. Alex barely flinched, making sure to meet Chad’s glare when the light dissipated. ‘That’s not funny.’
‘I’m not joking,’ Alex said. ‘Whatever bullshit you were taught before about how to keep perfect control of your powers and emotions will not work when you’re S tier. You need to unlearn all of that, you need to learn things that will actually help, and you need to learn how to process the emotions that are going to cause things like that,’ they pointed at the storm for emphasis. ‘And you can’t do that by ignoring them.’
‘And how long will that take?!’
Alex almost held back a smirk, ‘Depends how good a student you are.’ The thunder rolled again and Alex rolled their eyes. ‘Stop acting like it's the end of the world. You’ll learn how to deal with this.’
‘And what if I don’t?’ Chad said. ‘What if a storm happens every time I get the slightest bit upset? I didn’t even know I made that, I don’t know how long it's been there. What happens if I get upset and make a storm that actually hurts people next time? What if I never learn how to control it? I…I will be a danger for the rest of my life and…’ he faltered, looking away as despair creased his face again. ‘Even if I learn how to control it. I’m going to be a danger to everyone now.’
‘You were always dangerous,’ Alex said. ‘You’re a person. With professional combat training. And superpowers.’
‘But I was in control then.’
‘And you’ll be in control again. You just have to learn a different way. And you’re not going to have to learn it on your own.’ Alex looked around at the canyon. ‘There are dead zones like this all over the planet. Plenty of places for you to flex without hurting anyone. Mum’s got her zen exercises, Morgan’s got a list of therapists as long as her arm. And you won’t have to learn it overnight. My lair’s built to withstand me, it’s going to be able to survive you.’
Chad swallowed, blinking away the threat of tears. ‘I’m still dangerous now.’ He sniffed, biting his lip, not noticing the storm growing darker.
‘What did I just say about bottling up emotions?’ Alex said.
Chad shook his head, covering his mouth with his hand. ‘I don’t know what to do. I can’t…I can’t be dangerous. Not like this.’ He squeezed his eyes shut, but the first tears had already started to fall. Not a second later they both felt cold droplets fall on them, and Chad looked up to see it start to rain. ‘Seriously?’
Alex shrugged, ‘Better out than in.’
Chad shuddered, trying and failing to stop crying as the rain began to fall harder. He didn’t notice Alex move until their hand was on his shoulder, on the part that used to be metal and was now skin and bone. His breath hitched, but he didn’t pull away. He almost leaned into the touch, until he would have been leaning on Alex’s chest and shoulder again. But he held back, even when the rain fell even harder and soaked the both of them to the bone. He wanted comfort. But from Alex? He needed something else first.
‘Why did you do it?’ Chad asked, his voice breaking with emotion. ‘Why did you fix my arms?’
Alex raised an eyebrow, ‘Now? You want to deal with that now?’
‘You said to not bottle anything up.’
They sighed, ‘Guess I did.’ They looked away, watching the rain turn the red dust into dark mud, washing away the scorch marks from the fight and turning the new craters and holes into puddles. ‘It seemed like a good idea at the time,’ Alex said. ‘To…to help.’
‘Help with what?’
Alex shrugged. ‘Dealing with how I feel about you. A lot changed really quickly and…at best it would be a chance at a fresh start. At worst, nothing changes but life’s a little easier for you. Besides, you’re S tier now. You can withstand the storms you make, but those arms didn’t stand a chance.’
Chad looked at Alex with wide eyes. ‘A fresh start?’
Alex met Chad’s eyes, their expression unusually soft. ‘Mum and Dad love you. Morgan loves you. And you love them. So…fresh start. If there’s one on the cards.’
Chad frowned, ‘You put my arms back for Mum Dad and Morgan’s sake?’ Alex shrugged, and Chad shook his head. ‘No. No, I don't buy that. This is something else.’ Alex let out a breath and opened their mouth to respond, but Chad spoke first. ‘Is this because I took the necklace off?’
The next shiver that ran through the air wasn’t wind. But it buckled the rain around them all the same, creating a strange static in the air as something in the very atoms of reality threatened to crack around them. It only lasted a moment before the static shifted to a whistle, and then with a blink and the rain continued like normal. The only sign that anything had happened was Alex’s jaw clenched too tight, their hand on Chad’s shoulder squeezing tighter than before. Chad didn’t say anything, even though he wanted to. Whatever this was, he knew that speaking now would break the moment.
Alex’s breath was shaky when they exhaled, licking their lips as they searched for the right words. ‘It was easier. To process. When you didn’t look like…this.’
Chad swallowed, his brow furrowing. ‘I’m not putting the necklace back on.’
‘Good,’ Alex said, meeting Chad’s eyes. ‘I don’t want you to. And even if I did? It’s your face. You’re the only one that gets to make that decision. But…’ they sighed, looking down at the ground. ‘When you still had the necklace on I could put a lot of this to the side. But then you took it off, and every time I saw your real face and…and those arms I…’
Chad watched Alex, his brow starting to smooth over as he began to understand. ‘It’s different when I have your brother’s face.’
‘You-’ Alex bit their tongue, shaking slightly as their eyes began to redden. ‘I would have done anything to get Charlie back. To have…and now you’re alive. And I have to deal with the fact that I nearly killed you.’ The rain dancing over them did its best to hide Alex’s tears, but Chad could still hear it in their voice. ‘If I knew the truth back then I never would have hurt you,’ Alex said, ‘I wouldn’t have dreamed of it. But I didn’t know, and now I can’t take back any of the things I did. Nothing I do now will help to change your mind about me, or get you to trust me, not after everything. And I’ll have to deal with it at some point, I can’t just ignore it forever, but I couldn’t…I couldn’t see Charlie hurt like that and know I caused it.’
Chad was silent. Reeling from Alex’s confession, not paying attention to the rain or the thunder. The past few days replayed in his head, going over every interaction with Alex. His mind went back to when Alex appeared on the roof to fight the heroes, when they helped him during the panic attack. And even further, to when Morgan said Alex wasn’t going to fight him anymore. The last fight, the one with the blizzard, how had he gotten away from that? Was it because someone else got him out? Or was it because Alex let him go? Was that the point when Alex realised the truth about how they felt? And since then, everything they had done and said suddenly made sense with this new confession. They had been trying to make amends. Even though they had been enemies, even though Alex had hated him, now they were here trying to give Chad help and support even though they knew Chad couldn’t trust them. All to honour the memory of his baby brother.
No . The realisation hit Chad like a lightning bolt. Not to honour Alex’s brother. Alex had said that the two of them wouldn’t get to be siblings like he and Morgan and Diego were. The history and the lives and the trust weren’t there. But for Alex the love was, right? Alex loved Charlie, everyone knew that at this point. But did that mean…when did Alex start seeing him as Charlie? He looked back at Alex, watching them stare at the ground, wiping at their face with a sniff as the rain danced around them, easing off from the torrent of earlier. Alex…Alex saw him as Charlie. As their brother. The brother they wanted back more than anything, that’s what Alex had said. It was different for him, Chad didn’t have another version of Alex to compare to. But he had seen how Alex loved and cared for Morgan, for their parents, and that was a person Chad could respect at the very least. That was a person Chad could try and give a second chance to.
‘Thank you,’ Chad said, his voice quiet only so he didn’t shatter the moment. Alex looked up at him, shock on their face, before Chad shrugged. ‘For…helping me.’
They swallowed and tried to smile, but more tears started to well up and turned it into a grimace. ‘I’m sorry,’ Alex whispered. A whisper that had no right to make Chad’s chest ache, but it dug into his heart all the same. Alex opened their mouth, about to say more, but Chad grabbed them before they could. He pulled them into a hug, tight enough to try and pop Alex’s spine, and after a beat he felt Alex’s arms wrap around him as well just as tight. Chad let out a heavy breath, trying to breathe out his tension and trust himself to the embrace. He could tell when it was working, when his shoulders began to relax and his heart began to settle, because Alex’s grip only got tighter as they began to shake from head to toe. Chad didn’t comment on their suppressed sobs or small whimpers, and he could pretend he didn’t notice their crying since he was already soaked. Instead he rubbed a hand in soothing circles on Alex’s back, catching their weight as he felt them lean on him more.
When Alex got enough of their breath back they finally managed to choke out something to say. ‘I don’t know what to call you.’
Chad sighed, shifting in the embrace, ‘Honestly? Neither do I.’
There was a pause, where Alex swallowed and Chad tried to keep his breathing calm. Neither of them pulled back. He got the feeling neither of them were ready to break the moment yet. ‘You can use whatever name you like you know,’ Alex said. ‘Doesn’t matter what you pick. You could even pick a new name if you wanted.’
Chad nodded. He knew that. He also knew he didn’t want to pick a new name, but it was nice to know the option was there. It was good to know that Alex would respect whatever he chose.
‘Does Weather Boy work for now?’ Alex asked.
Chad smiled at that and nodded. ‘Yeah. That’s fine.’ Alex nodded back, their arms squeezing Chad a little tighter for a moment. He glanced up, finally noticing that the rain had stopped entirely. But the clear skies from before still weren’t back. Instead white wispy clouds painted the sky, hiding the sun in the process. A gentle but cold breeze blew past them, and Chad shivered in place. ‘Alex?’
‘Yeah?’
He slowly took in a breath, trying to steady his nerves as he tried to find the right words. ‘I need your help.’
Alex pulled back, shock and surprise on their face as they stared at Chad. Chad met their look, his face set to say whatever decision he had made, he was going to follow through. Alex breathed out a chuckle, before nodding. ‘What do you need?’
‘You’re the most dangerous person in the world,’ Chad said, which made Alex frown. ‘Everything you do, every atrocity, is by choice. Can…can you teach me how to do that?’
‘Do atrocities?’ Alex chuckled.
Chad shook his head, but from their expression Alex already understood what he was asking for. ‘Can you teach me how to control my powers like that?’
Alex smiled. It was smaller than his excited beams from the fight, and it was nothing like his menacing evil grin. This one, more than anything, was hopeful. ‘If you insist.’
Chapter 84
Summary:
The morning after Chad's first training session sparks an enlightening breakfast
Notes:
So in an effort to try and keep me on regular posting while real life is as it is, I'm going to plan and reduce my posting to once a week. We'll see how that goes, but as always if you're reading this far then thank you.
I think we're free of content warnings this time, if you spot something let me know.
Chapter Text
The lair was perfectly quiet when the morning lights came on the next day. They started slowly, brightening in time with a typical Canadian sunrise until Chad’s bedroom was filled with light, making him groan and try to hide under the covers. Despite almost collapsing when they finally got home, despite sleeping through the night more heavily than he had in days, Chad was far too exhausted to even think about waking up anytime soon. And that was on top of how much every muscle in his body ached. He was more than used to training for hours or even for full days at a time, but apparently being put through that training by Alex made him ache like a rookie again.
The villain had definitely pushed him to and past his physical limit more than once during the physical training, and the practising with his powers was a whole other ball game. And yet, when Alex finally agreed to call it a day and Chad was finally able to collapse from exhaustion, he had to admit that a part of him enjoyed it. It was unlike any training or practice he had done before, partly because of the sheer scale of power the both of them put on display, but also because Alex’s excitement and eagerness for it had started to get infectious. No one had been that excited with him during training, not even when he was a kid. It had always been serious, everything had to have a purpose. Even when Diego and Morgan celebrated when he had been able to successfully summon a new ability with his powers, it was always second to their parents looking at where and how to improve next.
But Alex didn’t do that. Alex had gotten giddy more than once watching Chad use his powers. When they saw Chad do something cool and told him to do it again, it wasn’t to practise the move until he got better at it. It was purely because Alex wanted to watch it again, their excitement bleeding through every time. And that…well it felt good. Even if that reaction came from Alex. It made him want to try again, not to get the move perfect, but to see if he could do something even cooler with it to make Alex react more .
And now Chad was feeling the consequences. He just about managed to get the sheets over his head, despite how his arms protested the movement, and he tried to curl up as much as his tired body would allow. Sleep had started to slip away, but he was still exhausted enough that he was drifting, hoping he could get a chance to doze a bit more. It was dark again, and warm in the bed. If nothing else he was comfortable here in his half asleep state, as long as he didn’t move.
He barely heard the footsteps by his bed, or felt how the bed sheets shifted around him. So the sudden light flooding his senses was the worst shock. He flinched back, groaning from both the bright light and his sore muscles while he tried to hide his face in a pillow. ‘Noooo,’ he whined, ‘gimme the bed back.’
The warm chuckle had him opening his eyes. ‘Sorry Cheddar. Mrs S’s orders.’ He looked up, squinting against the bright light to see Diego smiling at him. ‘She’s insisting on a “proper breakfast” for everyone. So, up and at ‘em.’ Diego tried to step away, but a sudden puff of wind buffeted her back towards the bed. Before she could react Chad was pulling her into a hug, one tight enough to squeeze all the air out of her. She chuckled, wrapping her arms around him. ‘What did I do to get this kind of hello?’
Chad pulled away enough to look up at her, his eyes shining with worry. ‘I…are you and Morgan okay?’
Diego’s smile faltered, and he could feel her slump slightly against him. ‘Yeah. I mean, I’m fine. Tired but okay. Morgan…she’s awake? And up for breakfast. So…’ Chad’s brow furrowed even more, and Diego gave him a sad smile. ‘She’ll be okay. Mrs S said she was going to make waffles for her, so that should cheer her up. Now come on, I’m hungry and you need to get out of bed.’
Entering the busy kitchen, Chad was struck with how empty the room had been the previous day. Janice was in the middle of cooking, her humming drowned out by the sizzles from the frying pan. Dave was at the island, already on his feet to scoop up Diego as she stepped into the room. And Bernard stayed sat, leaning in towards Morgan as if the two of them were conspiring over their glasses of juice. He looked up at Chad to give him a warm smile, but Chad’s attention was on Morgan as she turned around.
It shouldn’t have been possible for her to look more tired. But the lethargy and exhaustion was oozing off her, if not from how heavy and sluggish she looked then from how the bags around her eyes looked more like bruises. There was no colour in her face, cheeks drawn and eyelids heavy. She looked like hell. And Chad was ready to panic all over again until she turned around, giving him a tired smile. ‘Hey trouble.’
Chad was across the room and tackling Morgan into a hug before anyone else had the chance to blink. He nearly sent her off the stool, pulling her back upright as she held onto him just as tightly. Maybe even tighter than he was. Hidden by his bulk, Chad could feel her tremble against him, feel her hands cling to his sleep shirt. A wetness in her eyes started to dampen his shirt, and the only response he had was to hold her tighter.
A hand appeared on his shoulder and he looked up to see Diego. She didn’t look surprised or alarmed at Morgan’s reaction, but the worry was clear. ‘Mo?’ she said, ‘It’s okay. We’re all okay. Right Cheddar?’
He looked at Diego in confusion, before nodding. ‘Yeah. Yeah we’re all okay. We’re all safe. You and me, and Diego, and Alex. And Janice and Bernard. We’re all okay, and safe.’ Morgan sniffed and nodded, but her grip on Chad didn’t ease at all. ‘Mo? What’s going on?’
He felt her wince, and when she pulled back he could see how red her eyes had gotten from the tears. But she gave him a watery smile and shook her head, ‘Hey, don’t worry about me. I’ll be fine, okay buddy?’
Chad only frowned at that more, but the look on Diego’s face told him not to push. Instead he pulled one of the stools closer to perch on so he was sitting next to Morgan, close enough for their knees to knock together as she turned back to Bernard and Diego.
While breakfast was cooking, Chad and Dave took the chance to catch Morgan and Diego up on the progress with the records. A brief one mind since they hadn’t been successful yet, but knowing how much they had burned through and how much closer they were to the answers seemed to help make Morgan somewhat hopeful. Even if Diego only reacted with more concern.
Before she could say anything though Alex breezed into the room, fresh faced and beaming in a way Chad was quickly learning to be wary of. Once again they were in another sports outfit, hair back in a ponytail, and Chad had to hold back a groan.
‘Morning family,’ Alex said, ‘and the squatters in my house.’ They pressed a kiss to Janice’s cheek before turning to Chad with a grin. ‘Ready for round two?’
‘Round what?’ Diego said in alarm.
Chad pulled a face, ‘No thank you? I’m still recovering from yesterday.’
Morgan sat up, a small smile on her face, ‘Wait what happened yesterday?’
Alex turned to Morgan, their smile faltering at the sight of her. Which gave Chad the chance to respond. ‘Oh, Alex has offered to help me train with my powers.’
‘They what?!’ Diego was on her feet, looking between Chad and Alex in shock. ‘And you agreed?!’ Chad nodded, making Morgan cackle next to him while Diego’s jaw dropped. ‘What were you thinking?!’
Chad shrugged, ‘I need to train. I can’t go around with unruly winds all the time. And Alex promised they would be able to help.’
‘I thought Janice was going to help with your training?’
‘Oh I am,’ Janice said from the stove. ‘If you still want to learn from me that is.’
‘Of course I do,’ Chad said, giving her a sheepish smile. ‘But you’ve been busy. I mean…we’ve been busy.’
‘Then why not wait?’ Diego asked.
‘Because I need to start training now,’ Chad said. ‘I can’t go more than a minute without accidentally summoning a wind. What if next time I make something more dangerous? I could freeze out the whole lair if I’m not careful.’
‘I’d rather you didn’t do that kiddo,’ Bernard said with a chuckle.
Diego frowned at that, ‘Cheddar, the amount of power it would take to do that, I don’t think you could do that by accident.’
‘He could if he’s S tier,’ Morgan said, watching Diego over her glass of juice. Chad cringed, a wind rippling around him right on cue, while Diego and Dave stared at Morgan in shock.
‘Chad isn’t S tier.’
He winced, looking around at the room while trying to keep his breathing steady. Don’t freeze breakfast, don’t freeze breakfast, don’t freeze breakfast. ‘I…wasn’t S tier? But uh…I think I got a power boost after the blizzard somehow.’
Diego shook her head, ‘No, that isn’t-’
Morgan cut in, ‘Dee, every time you say that something is impossible the universe sets out specifically to prove you wrong.’
Chad swallowed, ‘I can do new things now. The wind that follows me, I think it can help me sense if something dangerous is close. And yesterday I was able to move or fly or teleport on a lightning bolt, and I definitely couldn’t do that before.’
Morgan grinned, ‘Oh I wanna see that.’
Diego sighed, ‘Cheddar, that’s not proof of…’
‘Alex and I trained for hours yesterday,’ Chad said. ‘There was sparring and summoning storms and moving on lightning and….everything. And I was shattered when I got back, but in a tired from a workout way. My actual powers? They didn’t dip even once. I’ve never had that kind of power before. And…and I need to learn how to control it before I hurt someone.’
Diego sighed, ‘And Alex is the way to do that?’
‘Makes sense to me,’ Morgan said. ‘Best person to learn about S tier powers is from an S tier.’
‘But it’s Alex!’
Morgan rolled her eyes, ‘Dee it’s fine.’
‘Morgan just because you think Alex isn’t dangerous-’
‘They trained yesterday right?’ Morgan said, before turning to Chad. ‘How was it? Did Alex give you any boo boos?’
Chad shook his head, ‘Not at all. It was mostly sparring and using powers, we didn’t any actual damage. I mean, we didn’t do damage to each other. A few rocks might have gotten charred.’ Diego frowned, and Chad sighed, ‘It was hard, I’ve not ached this bad since training in high school, but it was fine. Good even.’
‘There, see?’ Morgan said to Diego with a smile. ‘Nothing to worry about.’
‘Just because they didn’t this time doesn’t mean they won’t,’ Diego said.
‘They won’t,’ Chad said. ‘I trust them.’
Everyone fell silent at that. Diego and Dave were in shock, while Morgan couldn’t hide her grin. Janice and Bernard were watching them, somewhere between surprised and proud, with Janice even trying not to tear up while looking between Chad and Alex.
The moment was broken when Alex cleared their throat. ‘Are we done with Diego’s dramatics now? Good.’ They turned to Morgan with a scowl, ‘When was the last time you slept?’
Morgan’s humour vanished in an instant. ‘Mind your own business.’
‘Morgan-’
Diego shifted so she was between Morgan and Alex, even though the kitchen island was more of a barrier. ‘Alex, leave off.’
‘Who’s going to make me? You?’
Diego’s scowl was enough to make Dave stand up and get ready to back her up, but Chad was too focused on Morgan’s sudden switch. She was glaring at Alex, her darkened expression making Chad shudder, with a hand on his arm in a way that was almost protective while her other hand had found Diego’s on the table.
‘Wait, wait,’ Chad said. ‘We can talk about this later? I mean, no one’s going to be skipping breakfast right?’
‘Well said sweetheart,’ Janice said, turning around with a freshly sizzling skillet. ‘And there’s no arguing or fighting at the dinner table.’
Alex scowled, ‘It’s not on the table yet.’ The pan slammed onto the kitchen island, making Diego jump and Alex sigh. ‘Fine. But I’m dragging Morgan to bed later.’ They turned to her, ignoring her vicious glare. ‘You’re going to get some sleep later whether you like it or not.’
Diego’s scowl didn’t let up as she sat back on her stool and Alex turned to the fridge. So Chad was the only one paying attention to Morgan when she muttered, ‘Yeah, good luck with that.’
Chad frowned at that, putting his hand over the one still on his arm. She glanced up at him, that dark expression lessening just slightly as he tried to give her hand a reassuring squeeze. She held back a sigh, but he saw the moment the exhaustion cracked the angry veneer and left her somewhere between worn out, tired, and full of tension. There was a glimmer in her eyes, something that could have been tears or something else, but she rubbed her face before Chad could get a chance to see it properly. Her other hand dropped to his knee, squeezing in a sudden white knuckle grip that made Chad flinch. His hand covered hers, warm and soft where hers was harsh and tight.
‘Mo?’ Chad whispered, leaning in so only she could hear. ‘What’s wrong?’
She took a deep breath, her face scrunching before she blinked her eyes open, clear of all tears. She let out the breath, trying for a smile that she didn’t have the energy for. ‘Don’t worry about me buddy. I’ll be fine.’
Chapter 85
Summary:
After surviving breakfast, Chad continues to worry over Morgan
Notes:
Fun fact. The master doc I keep all my chapters and cut scenes is at almost 500 pages and is threatening to break entirely because it's too big xD
Content warning for:
- insomnia, lack of sleep and the effects thereof
- panic attacks and panic attack adjacent situations
- mind and memory fuckery, and the consequences thereof
Chapter Text
The kitchen was unusually quiet during breakfast. The tension in the room had only built up, Alex's shoulders getting closer and closer to their ears while Diego met their glare head on. Morgan wasn't doing much better, oscillating between exhaustion and anxiety and glowering across the table. Chad couldn't help but look to Janice and Bernard, for what he wasn't sure. Maybe help, maybe guidance, maybe something else. Bernard made sure to give him a warm smile every time Chad looked his way, and Janice did the same while keeping a hand on Alex’s arm.
In the end Morgan was the one who broke the tension with a clatter of her fork on her plate while gulping down the last of her juice. ‘Alright, if anyone needs me I’ll be in the computer room.’
‘Morgan love?’ Janice said. At her voice Morgan froze, before slumping back onto the stool. ‘Remember what you promised me today?’
The glaring contest between Alex and Diego ended with a blink of confusion from Alex, before they were frowning at Janice. Morgan sighed, ‘But the records…’
‘Morgan,’ Janice said again, not looking away from her. There was no judgement, no harsh words. But her tone allowed no argument, and Morgan wilted under Janice’s gaze. ‘I’m not saying sleep. I’m saying rest. Please, for me.’
She swallowed, unable to look up at the others around the table, before slowly nodding. ‘Fine. I’ll be in the rec room.’
Before anyone could respond she was on her feet and speeding towards the door. Chad was standing, as was Alex, watching her leave with a mix of shock and worry. Chad turned to Diego, his silent question written all over his face, which she met with a troubled but understanding look. Bernard looked just as confused as Chad felt, while Janice bit her lip and sighed.
Alex looked around the room as well before finally speaking. ‘Okay, what the fuck did I miss?’
Diego frowned at Alex, but Janice was the one who answered. ‘She’s not been doing well, love. There’s been a lot going on, and….well she’s still being very guarded about it all.’ Alex gritted their teeth, stepping away as if to shoot around the island when Janice caught their hand. ‘Alex, you know better than anyone what will happen if you follow her while being this emotional. She will feel cornered, you will get defensive, and no one will come out of that well.’
Alex growled, looking up at Janice, ‘So what, I’m supposed to ignore it?’
‘Why not?’ Diego muttered, ‘You’ve been doing that pretty well so far.’
Alex glared at Diego, ‘Want to say that again?’
‘She’s not been sleeping for days,’ Diego said. ‘She hit her limit two days ago and this morning is the first time she’s been out of her room since. You seriously didn’t notice?’
‘I was busy,’ Alex growled, ‘making sure Weather Boy could learn how to control his new S tier powers. You seriously didn’t notice that?’
‘Alright enough,’ Janice said, and Alex bit back their next comment. ‘You two fighting is the last thing Morgan needs right now. You both love her and care for her, so put this little rivalry aside and be there for her. In the way she needs you to be.’
Chad looked between the three of them as they continued, pulling away from the table as much as he could without actually leaving. His fist was clenched, stopping a torrent of wind that threatened to lash out across the table. Instead he pulled it, making it circle around his hand as quietly as possible. He almost didn’t notice the breeze brush against his cheek at first, but when he did he turned in its direction, looking out towards the kitchen door. It was empty, but the breeze moved around him, and for a moment his senses moved through the air towards the doorway and out into the corridor. It wasn’t hard to find the body leaning against a nearby wall, even if sensing such a thing nearly had Chad topple off his stool. He stood up however, trying to keep calm and quiet while Janice policed Alex and Diego’s growing argument. In the end Bernard was the only one to notice him leave, giving him an encouraging smile as he slipped out of the door.
Chad turned, trying not to panic over the state Morgan was in. She was leaning against the wall, eyes red from exhaustion and something else. She looked up at him, her usual poker face gone, so all he could see was pain and remorse. With the oversized hoodie as well, she looked much smaller than normal. Far too small to be his fearless big sister.
‘Mo?’ he stepped closer, his voice barely a whisper. Just in case he scared her off.
She sniffed and looked past him to the kitchen. From here Chad could still hear Alex and Diego arguing, and the realisation that Morgan had heard everything made him wince. ‘They shouldn’t be doing that,’ Morgan said, her voice raspy. ‘They shouldn’t be fighting like that.’
Chad sighed, ‘Yeah, I don’t like it either.’
Morgan slowly pushed away from the wall, worrying her lip as she looked past Chad. ‘Maybe I can go and…’
‘Morgan?’ Chad said, ‘Mum said you should rest.’
‘But they’re going to keep fighting.’
‘They do that all the time,’ Chad said. ‘Besides, they won’t actually get into a fight, Mum won’t let them.’ She looked up at Chad again, and he could see the wetness beginning to shine in her eyes. At the doubt on her face Chad sighed. ‘It’s better to let them work it out now right? Otherwise they’ll come with us to the rec room and then just carry on there, and that sounds like the opposite of fun.’
‘Us?’
‘Yeah,’ Chad said, ‘if I’m invited that is. I figured I should get some Mario Kart practice in since I have to relearn coordination with organic hands.’
Morgan’s sorrow vanished for a moment, replaced with a look of disbelief and a small smile that was growing. ‘Yeah,’ she said, ‘yeah you probably do. Well,’ she sniffed, knocking into Chad with her shoulder before her arm wrapped around his, ‘good for you I’m the best Mario Kart player in the province.’
Chad smiled, letting Morgan pull him along down the corridor. ‘What about Barnaby?’
‘What about Barnaby?’
Despite her eagerness, Morgan’s exhaustion was too much to handle Mario Kart, and in less than two tournaments the game was abandoned. Instead Morgan picked out her favourite blanket while Chad looked through Alex’s extensive movie library. ‘Why does Alex have so many animated movies?’ he asked.
Morgan chuckled, ‘They grew up loving the Mouse films. And then they found all the other animated films out there and decided they were better. Now pick something.’
Chad looked over the films, ‘What do you recommend?’
Morgan thought for a moment. ‘Not Anastasia. That will make you cry, and I’m not dealing with that today. Or Lion King, because that will make you cry for a different reason.’
‘Any other tear jerkers to avoid?’
‘Hmm…probably. Aladdin should be safe?’
In no time at all the film was starting and Chad was getting comfortable next to Morgan on the couch. She had fully wrapped herself in the blanket so only her head was poking out, and when Chad touched the blanket she pulled back. ‘My blanket. Get your own.’
Chad tried to hide his snort with a scowl. ‘Sharing is caring, Morgan.’
‘This blanket is too good to share,’ she said, burrowing down even further in it with a childish grin.
It took less than 15 minutes for Chad to be under the blanket, with Morgan tucked up against his chest and his arm wrapped around her. He couldn’t see her properly from his angle, but her heavy weight on him and her slow and steady breathing was enough for him to work out she had fallen asleep. He had just about managed to get her into a comfortable position for him before she passed out completely, and now he was hugging her while barely paying attention to the movie. If it wasn’t for the circumstances this moment would be nice, even sweet, and something part of Chad had craved for a long time at this point. But he couldn’t just enjoy the moment, not without feeling a heavy weight in his chest about everything else going on. Even though there was nothing else he could do about it.
The film was beginning to wrap up when a breeze touched Chad’s cheek. He looked up and towards the door, listening for any sounds from the corridor. He heard Diego’s voice first, her tone no better than how it had been in the kitchen. Which meant…
The door opened, and without thinking Chad flicked a torrent of wind towards the person behind it. Alex stumbled, looking at Chad with confusion. Before they could speak Chad’s finger was pressed to his lips, and Alex noticed the pile of blankets on the couch. They nodded, stepping in while hushing both Diego and Dave who were behind them.
‘How long has she been asleep?’ Diego asked.
Chad shrugged with one shoulder, ‘How long is this film? She passed out 15 minutes in.’
Alex came around, looking down at Morgan fast asleep on Chad’s chest. ‘Just over an hour then,’ Alex whispered. ‘I should take her to bed.’
Diego sighed, ‘No, there’s no point.’
Alex scowled at Diego, but Chad cut in first, ‘Why?’
‘She’ll probably be awake in the next half hour,’ Diego said. ‘She’s not managed more than two hours of sleep in days.’
‘Days?’ Alex hissed.
‘Why?’ Chad said, ‘what’s going on with her?’
Diego sighed, biting her lip. Which made Alex roll their eyes, ‘Oh yeah, don’t tell me a thing but Weather Boy? He gets to know everything.’
‘No he doesn’t,’ Diego hissed. ‘Not unless Morgan’s told him.’
‘How can she? She passed out the moment she sat down.’
Chad bit back a noise of frustration, ‘Can you both stop? Please?’
‘But-’
‘No buts,’ Chad said, keeping his voice quiet like looking at the two of them. ‘Morgan doesn’t want you two to fight, especially over her. And if she wakes up to you two arguing again you’re just going to upset her. So just…stop it.’
Alex snapped their mouth shut, looking away awkwardly. Diego however looked back down at Morgan, watching her carefully. She came around the couch, moving so she was sitting right in front of Chad and Morgan, leaning on his legs while she looked up at her sister. ‘She’s probably going to have a bad reaction when she wakes up,’ Diego said quietly, looking up at Chad. ‘If you freak out it will make her worse.’
Chad frowned, his hand around her shoulders unconsciously tightening slightly. He clearly wanted to ask a thousand questions, but he held himself back to one. ‘What kind of bad reaction?’
Diego sighed, ‘It depends. But…she might need space? She might be panicked. Just…she’ll already be overwhelmed, so try not to make it worse?’
Alex huffed at that, turning to the wall of DVDs. Dave moved closer, settling down on an armchair while watching Diego with concern. Her eyes never left Morgan’s face however. This close Chad could see the tiredness in her, the creases around her eyes and in her brow. She had bags of her own under her eyes, making her look like Morgan on a good day.
Morgan shifted against him, and he could feel her arm wrap around his stomach, her fingers hooking into his shirt. Diego reached up, pressing a gentle thumb against Morgan’s forehead, and Chad could picture her trying to smooth out the wrinkles in Morgan’ brow. Morgan flinched at the touch, pulling further into Chad’s form, her arm tightening around him. Diego’s hand moved to her shoulder, and for a moment Chad could see Morgan’s face screwed up in discomfort before she buried herself in his chest.
‘It’s okay Mo,’ Diego said softly, her hand rubbing Morgan’s arm comfortingly. ‘It’s okay, just breathe okay?’
He felt her shudder against him, and on instinct he squeezed her tighter. Morgan mumbled something, too quiet and muffled to make any sense, and Chad brought a hand up to try and stroke her hair.
Suddenly Morgan pushed against him, and he let go. She sat upright, the blanket falling away, looking straight ahead past Chad and Diego as she stared at nothing. Chad’s eyes widened and he slapped his hand over his mouth, making Alex and Dave both look up at the couch.
‘What the hell?’ Dave said, sitting forward as Alex walked over.
Diego had told Chad not to panic, and he was trying really hard not to. But the unnatural orange glow in and around Morgan’s eyes made his breath freeze in his chest. A hand was on his arm and pulling him away from the couch, and only when he realised it was Alex did he also notice the fogged breath coming from everyone. He tried to steady his breathing, tried to reduce his panic, but the frost had already started to form on the furniture around them.
‘Diego,’ Alex snapped, ‘what the hell is going on?’
‘Not now,’ Diego said.
‘You’d better-’
Chad shuddered out a breath, ‘It’s Aunt Sonja. Isn’t it?’ Everyone aside from Morgan looked at Chad, seeing the recognition and horror behind his panic. ‘That’s what Sonja’s magic looks like.’
Diego sighed, looking back at Morgan. ‘The spell that’s hiding our memories. Morgan’s started to break a few days ago.’
Alex’s eyes widened, ‘What?’ They looked at Morgan, unresponsive and still staring ahead. ‘Why hasn’t Mum broken the rest of it?’
‘She said it’s too dangerous,’ Diego said, her voice catching. ‘Either she needs to break the entire spell with magic or Morgan needs to break it the long way around. At best if the spell settles enough she might be able to do something to weaken it so Morgan can break it easier, but every time she looks she says it's too volatile.’ She looked up at Chad and Alex. ‘Everytime Morgan wakes up, within a couple of hours the spell flares up. Sometimes she remembers something, sometimes she doesn’t. But either way it wakes her up, and everytime she wakes up it’s a little worse.’
‘Do we know what started to break it?’ Dave asked. ‘If we know what the trigger or catalyst was…’
‘No,’ Diego shook her head. ‘Mrs S already asked her that. Either Morgan didn’t know or didn’t want to tell us.’ She moved to sit on the couch, reaching out to touch Morgan’s cheek. ‘Mo? Can you hear me?’
At first Morgan didn’t respond. She stared in the same spot, past Diego’s shoulder at something no one else could see. And then she blinked, and her head snapped to Diego’s direction. ‘Dee?’ she whimpered, her voice so small and sad that it made something pang in Chad’s chest.
‘I’m here,’ Diego said, ‘I’m right here.’ Morgan shuddered, her face crumpling as she collapsed onto Diego. Diego pulled her into a tight hug as Morgan squeezed her just as tightly. Her face was buried in Diego’s shoulder, her sobs barely muffled. ‘Can you tell me what happened?’
Morgan’s whole body stiffened, and she clung to Diego tighter. ‘I don’t know,’ she sobbed, ‘I don’t know.’
‘Morgan?’ Chad said, stepping forward as everyone looked at him. Everyone except Morgan. ‘Can you tell us what you’re seeing right now?’
She shook her head again, ‘I don’t know. I don’t want to, I don’t wanna look.’ She looked up at Diego, her whole face red from tears. ‘I don’t wanna open the door, it’s gonna be bad, I don’t want to, please.’
‘Okay,’ Diego said, tilting Morgan’s head so she was lying on Diego again. ‘Okay, it’s okay. You don’t have to look.’
Alex swallowed, ‘I think she’ll have to. At some point.’
Diego glowered at Alex, ‘You can’t be serious.’
‘Think of what the door’s a symbol for,’ Alex said. ‘It’s not a physical door, it’s going to be working on dream logic. Chances are she won’t be able to break the spell until she looks behind it.’
Everyone fell silent at that, except for Morgan’s crying. Chad looked back at Morgan, trying to keep calm even as he watched her break down for quite possibly the first time. The orange light was still in her eyes, Sonja’s magic still strong in her mind. There had to be something they could do to help. At least to help her calm down, until the aftereffects of whatever she had remembered were gone. It would be easier if they were at home, or if it was normal nightmares. At least then they could…
He started, the idea hitting him like a lightning bolt. He looked at the TV, stuck on the DVD menu, and without a word he picked up the remote and started scrolling through the other channels.
‘What are you doing?’ Alex asked.
‘Trying something,’ Chad said, bringing up an online video before moving to the switch on the wall to turn the lights down. ‘It might help calm her down.’
The video started, and Diego’s eyes lit up in recognition. ‘Hey Mo look,’ she pointed to the TV, and Morgan peeked out past Diego’s shoulder. ‘Do you see that?’
Alex and Dave looked between the siblings in confusion, while Chad and Diego waited with bated breath. Morgan blinked, her focus wavering behind the orange light as she tried to focus on the TV. ‘Is that the moon?’
‘Yeah,’ Chad said, vaulting over the back of the couch to land on the other side of Morgan. ‘Remember what you used to tell me about moonlight?’
She nodded slowly, staring at the TV. The video captured the moon moving through the sky, stars twinkling around it while the occasional wisp of cloud passed across the silver light. Diego looked over Morgan’s head, giving Chad a grateful smile and mouthing a silent “thank you” at him. He nodded, giving her a small smile back before he shuffled closer and wrapped an arm around Morgan. He tried not to put too much of his weight on her or Diego, but he still felt when the tension melted out of her. She shifted slightly, moving to grab Chad’s hand while Diego combed a hand through her hair.
Alex cleared their throat gently, and Morgan turned to look up at them first. Chad couldn’t help but sigh in relief when he saw the light had almost vanished from Morgan’s eyes. ‘For those of us not in the loop, what’s the deal with the moon?’
Morgan looked back at the TV and managed a small smile. ‘Moonlight chases away nightmares. Everyone knows that.’
Chapter 86
Summary:
Now the truth comes out about Morgan's condition, the next question becomes, what comes next?
Notes:
I was absolutely going to wait for a bigger chapter buffer, but life sucks and I need validation. So have some angst I guess!
Content warnings for grief, loss and implied childhood trauma.
Chapter Text
The atmosphere in the rec room was odd after that. Everyone clearly had questions, but no one seemed to want to be the first one to ask. So instead everyone skirted around the revelation, with Alex heading off to get drinks and snacks while Chad and Diego continued to calm Morgan down. By the time drinks and snacks had arrived Morgan had recovered enough to snatch a brownie before anyone else could get a look in while the others began to argue over what to watch next. Once the movie was on Morgan shoved Diego off the couch, insisting she should cuddle with her husband while Morgan attempted to take up the entire couch by herself. She didn’t fall asleep again, even when she was wrapped in the blanket again, or when Alex managed to get a spot on the couch for Morgan to curl up against. The most she did was doze, something that was dreamless and broke with the slightest movement from Alex or Chad.
It was after lunch when Dave’s hero communicator lit up, and he left to take the call with Diego right behind him. Chad cleared up a bunch of the plates and glasses and offered to get refills. Which left Alex and Morgan alone in the rec room, a generic action movie playing that they were barely paying attention to. Morgan was still curled up against Alex, eyes currently closed even though she was mostly awake. She could feel the tense energy in Alex’s body, so she wasn’t surprised when they finally caved.
‘When did the spell start breaking?’
She sighed, ‘Days are hard. Um…the same day that leak happened about the Chadster. It woke me up that morning. And then…that night after you took Chad to bed it happened two more times. Then Diego picked up on it, tried to get me to sleep and…I lost track after that.’ She opened her eyes and looked up at Alex. ‘I’m not entirely sure what day it is today?’
Alex’s lips were pursed, their brow furrowed in a way that made them look too much like Janice. ‘That was three days ago.’
‘Oh,’ Morgan said. ‘Well that’s not so bad then.’
‘Morgan.’
‘Seriously, part of me thought it had been two weeks or something crazy like that.’ Morgan looked away before she could see Alex’s reaction to that, settling back on their chest and watching an explosion happen on the screen. ‘Three days is nothing, I've gone longer without sleep for a heist.’
‘Not while fighting an old ass spell in your mind you haven't,’ Alex said. ‘Is there seriously nothing we can do to break it for you?’
Morgan shrugged, ‘I don't entirely remember what Mum said about it. But if she could have done something by now she would have.’
Alex sighed, ‘What about making it break faster then? The faster it breaks, the faster it's gone and the sooner you can actually recover.’
Even if Morgan had the energy to put up her poker face Alex would have noticed how she tensed at their suggestion. So they had no trouble noticing how she flinched, or how her face screwed up at the thought.
‘Morgan…’
‘It's a lot okay?’ She snapped. ‘Forgive me for not being eager to speed run to the end.’
Alex didn't respond, except to shift around and pull Morgan closer. She tucked her head under their chin, wrapping her arms around them to squeeze them tight. This close to Alex, feeling them hold her close, she tried to kid herself she could forget the pain for a moment. Because it was painful, the throb in her head that had been growing the past few days was starting to radiate down her neck. She had been smart enough to tell Janice about that, and she had heard enough at the time to remember the gist of what was going on. The spell was deteriorating, but it was also fighting back. Every time the orange fog rolled in, every time it blinded her or muffled someone's voice in her memories, it would cause another throbbing wave of this pain. A day of rest should be enough to cure it, that's what Janice had said. But whenever sleep came more memories came with it, and with them came the fog trying to hide them, came the throbbing pain and confused thoughts and feelings.
And all of that was on top of the pain from the memories themselves. She had relived hospital visits with her brother so many times now, seen him hooked up to various machines she was too young to understand while watching her baby brother, because he was a baby, go through hell. And there wasn't anything she could do to help him. There wasn't anything she could do to heal him, or make him stronger. And she hated it. She hated it more than anything.
‘Morgan?’ Alex's voice cut through to make her jump, and she looked up at them with tired eyes. ‘Did you hear what I said?’
She shrugged, ‘My name?’
They sighed at that. ‘I said, do you want to talk about what you've remembered so far?’
It was weird for her instincts to want to both recoil and cling closer to Alex, but she somehow managed it. ‘Not really.’
‘It might help with speeding it up,’ Alex said. ‘If you talk through what you remember, the next part might follow on.’
Absolutely not. Morgan shook her head, squeezing her eyes shut. She knew she would have to remember it all, that's how this ended. That was the only way this could end. But having to relive those two years, having to crack open each memory and feel it all over again. She was strong enough to do a lot of things. But she wasn't strong enough to do that. Not until she had no other choice.
‘Morgan, please-’
‘I don't want to yet,’ she snapped. Immediately she wilted, leaning against Alex's shoulder while she felt them hold her a little closer. ‘I know I'll have to. I know the spell's going to fully break and I won't be able to avoid it. But right now…’ she trailed off, blinking away tears that stung her eyes. ‘I keep seeing him in the hospital. When he's a baby. And I know he gets to his second birthday, I know he gets older. And the chances are I’m going to see him when he’s dying and…and I don't want to remember that yet.’ Her voice finally broke, emotion welling up as the tears fell in earnest. She buried her face in Alex's shoulder, feeling them stroke a hand over her hair as their other arm braced around her shoulders, holding her so tightly. ‘I don't want to watch him die. Not again. Not yet. I….I can't.’
‘Okay,’ Alex said quietly, pressing a kiss to the top of Morgan's head. She shuddered, sobs catching in her throat. And Alex held her, cradling her close so she didn't completely shatter.
She didn't move away until another hand found her shoulder. She shot up in surprise, eyes meeting the still strange face of Charlie with Chad's familiar worried expression. He tried to give her a reassuring smile that looked more like a grimace, ‘Hey, I got some more drinks. And food if you're still hungry.’
He held out a glass of water, and Morgan looked between the door and him. ‘How much did you hear?’
The look of guilt on his face told her enough, even when he tried to smile and shake his head, ‘I wasn't listening. Wasn't my conversation to hear.’ The glass was still held out, and Morgan took it gingerly to have a sip. ‘I got more brownies, and some chips,’ Chad said. ‘And Mum gave me some strawberries and grapes in case you fancied something healthier. And then there's more soda too.’
‘There any root beer?’ Morgan asked, and Chad nodded. She held out the glass, ‘Swap then.’
Soon enough she was sandwiched between Alex and Chad, sipping her can of soda as everyone pretended to watch the next movie. At some point Diego and Dave would come back with either news from the Chastisers or refusing to say anything about their update. Later they would all need to march on out so Janice could feed them all “properly”, and maybe this time Alex and Diego wouldn't argue. Maybe this time Morgan wouldn't get so overprotective over Diego and Chad. And then eventually Morgan wouldn't be able to avoid sleep. She would try again and inevitably wake up within two hours with that damn door in her mind rattling louder and louder. Maybe she’ll wake up quiet, maybe she’ll wake up loud and unable to hide the pain. And someone would be with her, they were bound to be at this point. But they all knew the best they could do is watch and wait for the final nightmare to catch up to her.
*****
Despite everyone's best efforts, everyone knew they couldn't keep Morgan away from the computer room forever. She still hadn't slept and somehow looked worse than she had the previous day. But it only made her more determined to find the truth, truth that could be proven and therefore used. It didn't matter that even picking up one of the files made the ache in her head worse, it didn't matter that she kept zoning out, the orange light shining from her eyes. She needed to find the truth. Or at the very least, she needed to be here when the truth was found. So here she was, curled up on a new armchair Alex had snapped into the room, trying and failing to read through one of the files while Alex was wrapped around her.
Diego had taken the rest of the box that Morgan’s file had come from, while Chad was working through another one in the middle of the room and Dave was losing the will to live in the corner. The pile of random papers that were out of place were slowly growing with every two or three files, and part of Morgan was tempted to look through it. It might be easier to just read a page at a time, and if she spotted the name it might help them find the rest of the papers. But then again, the name might help her remember everything else. That thought made her grip onto Alex's arm tight enough to bruise a normal person. No, she would have to go the long way round. Or wait for the others to find it.
‘Alright that's it,’ Dave said, dropping the file he was in the middle of. Everyone looked up at him in surprise as he stood up. ‘I can't read anymore of these things.’
Chad sighed, ‘Dave, we need-’
‘I know we need to find the records,’ he said. ‘But I can't read anymore of these. The things in these files? They're way too messed up. They read as a family of martyrs and abusers and…and I can't see anymore of that right now.’
‘Well that's all well and good for you,’ Alex said, ‘but what about everyone else that still has to read them?’
Diego scowled, ‘Have you actually read any of these files?’
‘I'm busy,’ Alex said, squeezing Morgan for emphasis.
Dave cut in before Diego could respond. ‘Everyone's putting themselves through hell reading this stuff, but why aren't we just cutting to the chase?’ He pointed to the trunk that had been pushed to the side. ‘If it was important enough to steal from Psion then it should be able to help right?’
‘Where did it even come from?’ Chad asked.
‘One of the heists,’ Dave said. ‘Not ours, so either Alex or Morgan brought it back.’
Everyone turned to the armchair then, and immediately started. Morgan was staring at the trunk, her eyes alight with orange magic. Her breathing was getting faster as the file slipped out of her fingers. Alex tried to hold her closer, rubbing her arm in comfort, but she barely noticed through the panic.
Diego jumped to her feet, already halfway across the room by the time Chad got to his feet. ‘Morgan?’
She could just about hear Diego, even though she sounded far away. The fog had started to close in again, thrumming through her mind and sending waves of pain down her neck. The trunk was in front of her, in front of all of them, but it was also in glimpses behind the fog. Along with images of her mum and dad shouting, but she couldn’t hear the words.
‘Shit,’ Chad hissed, ‘I’ll go get Mum.’
Morgan barely noticed how Chad vanished from the room in a lightning flash. Instead her focus darted between the trunk and her sister’s worried face.
‘Mo, remember to breathe okay?’
She took in a shaky breath, her whole body shuddering when she exhaled. She could see the memories trying to surface, and she could see Diego kneeling in front of her. She could hear the muffled shouting of her parents and she could hear Diego telling her to breathe. She took in another breath, and on the exhale her voice followed. ‘We can't open it. We're not supposed to open the trunk yet.’
‘Okay,’ Diego said, her voice too calm for the chaos Morgan was feeling. She wasn't holding her, someone else was in a strong and comforting embrace, and she couldn't tell if it was Alex or Daddy. ‘Okay, then we won't open it. Do you know when we're allowed to?’
Daddy's face flashed in her mind, from back before he had grey hair and when he didn't think she was too old for hugs. She saw him speak, the words muffled, but somehow the message came through the fog and was out her mouth before she could think. ‘We have to wait until he's back. We have to keep it all safe until he's back and he needs it again.’
Diego’s face fell, tears immediately threatening to spill over. The silence in the room was deafening, everyone watching Morgan. But she didn't notice. Her mind was wrestling with the spell, the memories pressing to the forefront only to be swallowed by the fog again. And it hurt. It kept hurting.
‘I shouldn’t ask,’ Diego said, and Morgan realised she was looking past Morgan at whoever was behind her. Whoever was holding her safe and whole. ‘It’s going to be too painful. I can’t.’
Someone leaned in next to her ear, something with smooth cheeks and soft skin even as their grip tightening into a vice. This wasn’t Daddy. It had to be Alex. ‘Morgan,’ they said, ‘who do we need to wait for? Who needs to come back?’
No. Morgan squeezed her eyes shut, shaking her head as the fog turned opaque and threatened to blind her. No, no she wasn’t ready. She couldn’t do this, not yet. She didn’t want to see it, she didn’t want to relive it.
She couldn’t watch Jordan die again.
Chapter 87
Summary:
The spell breaks. And Morgan remembers. Everything.
Notes:
*pulls out blankets* This chapter is heavy. Real heavy. Look after yourself and heed the tags.
Content warnings for:
- Grief
- Death and loss
- Childhood trauma
- Implied neglect
- Medical/hospital setting
- Mention of social services
- Memory manipulation
- Grief induced mental breakdown
Chapter Text
The corridor had only grown more twisted every time she came back here. Orange smoke creeped up between the polished floorboards, while a blinding light of the same colour shone through cracks in the walls. Every step hurt, but she couldn’t stop. The doors rattled as she walked past them, but none louder than the one front and centre at the end of the corridor. She knew that door. So similar to her bedroom door, but the name plaque bore his name instead along with a cartoon elephant. A plaque that Diego had picked to match Ellie.
With no warning a door to Morgan’s right slammed open and she turned on autopilot, looking to see Mummy. Back when she straightened the curls out of her hair so it moved like ebony silk. And she was moving back and forth, back and forth. With books and clothes, his clothes, sorting through them with an uneasy speed before some of the items were tossed into a large old fashioned trunk. The rest of them ended up in a trash bag next to it. Morgan hovered by the door, trying to hide behind the door frame, while a scream was stuck in her throat. Why was she throwing Jordan’s things away? He needed them. When he came back he would need them. She couldn’t throw them away. But she knew better than to argue with Mummy. She shouldn’t even be watching. But she couldn’t look away. She couldn’t even move.
Not until Mummy grabbed Ellie from the nearby chest, her blue fuzz worn away around her neck and trunk from where Jordan would hold her. Her large elephant ears flapped with the movement as Mummy examined the toy closely, before turning to the trash bag.
‘No.’ The words were out of Morgan’s mouth before she realised, and she was suddenly halfway across the room. A confused string of pleas fell out of her mouth, which Mummy dismissed with words Morgan didn’t remember. But she remembered Ellie landing in the trash bag. And she remembered screaming. She remembered diving for the bag, managing to grab the stuffed elephant before Mummy picked her up by her scruff and tried to rip Ellie out of her hands. Morgan held on, even when she heard the tearing of fabric, and she screamed again and again and again.
‘What the hell is going on?!’
Morgan looked up to Daddy, barely paying attention to how Mummy was still holding her shirt. She wrenched herself away from the grip and barrelled into him. ‘Mummy tried to throw Ellie away!’ she wailed, clinging to Daddy’s legs. ‘But she can’t! Jordan needs her. He’ll be so sad if she gets thrown away, we have to keep her!’
She heard Mummy huff from behind her as Daddy scooped her up and tucked her into his chest. ‘Richard, I told you to keep her and Diego under control. I cannot have them getting under my feet while I’m trying to-’
‘Caroline enough!’ Morgan clung to Daddy tighter, trembling against him. She never heard him shout at Mummy. ‘Get out of your head for five seconds and consider for a moment what she is going through right now.’
‘What’s she’s going through? What about the rest of us?’
‘She is six years old. She is too young to be going through something this traumatic. She is lost and scared and grieving. And she needs help.’
‘Oh please, you’re coddling her. How is that going to help?’
‘And how does doing all this in front of her help?’
‘She isn’t supposed to be in here,’ Mummy said. ‘She isn’t supposed to be interrupting me when I’m working, or spying on me, or having a tantrum.’
‘You just tried to throw away Jordan’s toy,’ Daddy said. ‘We haven’t even had the inquest back yet, we are waiting on coroners and C3P reports and you’re out here trying to erase our son. How do you expect her to react?’
‘I expect her to be kept out of my hair while I’m busy.’
There was a beat of silence between them. A beat where Morgan didn’t dare breathe, never mind peek out from Daddy’s chest. A beat that ended with Daddy’s voice low and scary. ‘I suggest you take a break. I’ll finish up in here.’
Mummy scoffed, and Morgan twisted her head just enough to see out of the corner of her eye. ‘Don’t be ridiculous. We need to be practical, not sentimental.’
‘I already agreed to your plan,’ Daddy growled, making Mummy snap her mouth shut. ‘We are in this together, my dear wife. So I will follow you, for better or for worse. And I will stick to your damn plan. But you won’t upset Morgan anymore than you already have. So go cool off, and I’ll finish up in here.’
There was a blink and Mummy was gone. Morgan was instead curled up on Daddy’s lap, the two of them sat next to the big old trunk. The last of the trash bags had gone to one side and now Morgan could see everything that was in the trunk. Daddy had explained they weren’t throwing everything out. But some other kids would benefit from Jordan’s clothes and toys and books, and it was always kind to share those kinds of things, while the trunk was for everything precious. Morgan insisted that Ellie needed to go in the trunk too, and Daddy had agreed. Morgan got to look after her while Daddy sorted through everything else. He had been much slower at it than Mummy was, lingering on a certain shirt or book before putting it away. And now she was sitting on Daddy’s lap, everything else tidied up except for Ellie.
‘Come on Mo,’ Daddy said, ‘time to put her away so she’s safe.’
Morgan was fiddling with the damaged ear, face hot from tears again. ‘She’s hurt, look at her ear.’
Daddy looked at it for a moment. ‘We’ll get it fixed. But for now she needs to go in the trunk.’
Morgan paused, ‘Maybe I can look after her? Until her ear’s better?’
‘Morgan,’ Daddy said, and she wilted. ‘We had a deal. Ellie can go in the trunk, but she needs to go in now.’
Morgan sniffed, ‘But what about when Jordan comes back? He’s going to want her, and she’ll be hidden away and he’ll be sad.’
For a moment Daddy looked sad. He looked sad a lot nowadays, ever since the hospital. But then he sniffed and straightened his shoulders, and it was like all the sadness vanished. ‘Morgan. I promise, when Jordan comes back we will have everything in this trunk waiting for him. But until then we need to keep all this stuff safe. That way we won’t lose any of it. We don’t don’t want to lose Ellie right?’ Morgan shook her head at that, and Daddy smiled. ‘Exactly. So she has to go in the trunk.’
Morgan held her closer for a minute. ‘And we’ll get her ready for as soon as Jordan comes back?’
‘The very second,’ Daddy said.
‘Promise?’
Daddy smiled and held up his pinky finger. Morgan twisted her finger around his, keeping a hold of the promise as she slowly set Ellie on the top of the pile in the trunk. Without warning Daddy scooped her up, cradling her close as another wave of tears ran down her face. ‘That’s my girl,’ Daddy whispered, and she watched the familiar violet power pull on the lid of the trunk to close it, with a padlock flying into place to click shut. ‘You’re such a brave girl, Morgan.’
Morgan closed her eyes, not noticing the world growing dark around her. Not until Daddy’s weight vanished and she blinked her eyes open to see white sterile corridors. Doctors and nurses were rushing back and forth, going from room to room and down various corridors that led to the bowels of the hospital. Diego was sat next to her, squirming on the uncomfortable plastic chair while gripping Morgan’s arm. She barely felt the chair she was sitting on, barely felt Diego squeezing her arm or heard the beeping of an alarm or the cacophony of voices. She was watching the scene without really seeing it, without really comprehending it. There was Mummy, arguing with a very friendly nurse who had been sitting with her and Diego when they came in, and two official looking people in suit jackets. They weren’t heroes. They might have been important government people, but if they had been hero people Mummy wouldn’t be shouting at them that way. A few words had broken through, like “investigation” and “neglect”. But it was too much for Morgan to understand right now.
She didn’t turn at the sound of rapidly approaching footsteps, but she did look around at Diego’s voice. ‘Daddy!’ She turned in time to see Daddy pause in his rush down the corridor, looking exactly like he had before he left. In just a moment the two girls were running for him, ignoring the voices behind them as they barrelled into him. He crouched down enough to catch the both of them, squeezing them so tight it almost cracked through the numbness that had taken over Morgan.
‘Hey girls,’ he breathed, before pulling back to look at them. ‘What’s going on?’
‘Daddy,’ Diego said, her voice wavering with emotion, ‘please don’t let Mummy get another nanny. Please tell Miss Nesbitt to go away. She’s a mean lady, she-’
‘Mr Sterling?’ a voice sounded behind them, and Morgan immediately tucked into Daddy. He stood to face the woman, picking Diego up as he stood, and Morgan moved to hide behind his leg, holding onto his jacket. ‘I’m from the Canadian Child Welfare Services, I need to just ask you a few questions-’
‘Excuse me?’ Daddy said, his hand coming on Morgan’s shoulder as if to shield her. ‘Why are you here?’
‘We have concerns,’ the woman said, ‘about the environment and recent circumstances. I appreciate you have been away on some…business? But-’
‘Yes I have,’ Daddy said, his voice getting harsher, ‘and I cut my trip short as soon as I was alerted to this. But since I’m walking into this blind, before you start interrogating me, how about you tell me what the devil you are doing here and why my family are your current targets?’
Mummy stepped forward, but Diego spoke first. ‘Mummy hired this nanny Miss Nesbitt, and she was really mean, and she kept forgetting to give Jordan his medicine, and we tried to tell her but then she made us sit in our rooms for backchatting and being rude, and then we told Mummy but she told us not to lie about her just because she’s not like Auntie Sonja, but we weren’t lying!’
‘Diego,’ Mummy said, but she didn’t stop.
‘And now Jordan is really poorly again and…and Miss Nesbitt almost didn’t let the ambulance in, and, and the lady was talking about a temporary placemat for me and Morgan so they can investigate.’
‘Placemat? Do you mean placement?’ Daddy said, before turning to the woman. ‘You aren’t taking my kids.’
‘Sir, please-’
Morgan gripped onto Daddy’s jacket tighter as Diego whimpered and clung to his neck. ‘Take us? You can’t!’
‘Don’t worry my girl,’ Daddy said, ‘No one’s taking you away.’
The woman frowned, and another crack ran through the numbness in Morgan’s whole body. ‘Sir, there is a lot to discuss, and-’
‘Well let me make it clear,’ Daddy said. ‘I came back early from my business trip to find my family in hospital and the C3P jumping down my throat. Before anything else happens I will be checking in with my children and finding out what has happened while I have been gone. I do not know who this supposed nanny is, but if she is the one who prevented my son from getting the care he needed I suggest your investigation starts with her rather than taking my children out of their home.’
‘We will be looking into every lead,’ the woman said, ‘but in the meantime…’
‘Let me rephrase. I will not stop your investigations, and as long as you’re reasonable I will be nothing but cooperative. But if you try and take my children from me? You will find yourself in for a world of hurt.’
‘Sir, threatening me won’t help your case.’
‘Oh that’s not a threat. It’s a promise. Nothing and no one comes between me and my children. Now if you excuse me, I need to find my son’s doctor and find out his current condition.’
Morgan cringed behind him, as the woman faltered and her face fell, and the nurse behind her bowed her head. Daddy didn’t miss it, of course he didn’t miss it, and his hand on Morgan’s back tightened as he spoke again. ‘What is it? What’s happened to Jordan?’
The scene blurred then, until Morgan was sitting down again. In different chairs this time that were just as uncomfortable. She was looking at her shoes as Diego was sitting next to her watching Daddy. Morgan didn’t need to watch him, she had seen the initial horror and shock set in when he looked through the window into Jordan’s room. His hand was on her cheek, so she could feel him trembling. He was breathing like he was in pain, and Morgan wondered if that was what she would feel like when her numbness broke.
‘Daddy?’ Diego said, and Morgan heard him sniff. ‘What’s wrong with Jordan?’
He wheezed, like a bad guy had punched him in the chest, and Morgan felt rather than saw him crouch in front of them. ‘Oh my dear girl,’ he said, unable to hide the well of emotion in his voice. ‘Jordan…he’s….well….’
‘I know he’s sick again,’ Diego said. ‘But no one’s telling me what’s wrong. And those government people didn’t come the last time he was poorly.’
‘I know,’ Daddy said, ‘I know sweetheart. Just…’
‘Is he dying?’ Diego said. ‘He’s not allowed to right? He’s going to be a hero just like you, the other heroes won’t let him die right?’
He sighed, ‘That is a very big and complicated question. And I need to get all the answers right, just like that government lady. So for now, you two need to be brave girls for me alright? And be good, you’re not allowed to sneak into his room this time okay?’
‘Morgan already did.’
There was a pause, then a quiet, ‘What?’
‘Not here,’ Diego said. ‘But we went to try and give Jordan his medicine, but Miss Nesbitt nearly caught us. So I went to try and stop her while Morgan went to Jordan’s room.’ Morgan felt Daddy move to kneel in front of her while Diego carried on talking. ‘She’s not going to get in trouble is she? Morgan’s the one who called the ambulance.’
She felt Daddy cup her face and tilt her head up, so she was staring into his own dark eyes shining from falling tears. It hurt to meet the horror in his eyes, the numbness in her threatening to shatter entirely. But she couldn’t look away as he brushed her cheeks. ‘Morgan? What happened? What did you see?’
She blinked and was alone. The corridor behind her was breaking away, floorboards and walls crumbling into the orange light closing in behind her. But she didn’t look back. Instead she walked past the phone in the hallway, past Mummy and Daddy’s door, up to the door with the little elephant name plaque. She was clutching the little syringe they used to feed Jordan his medicine, trying to make sure she didn’t spill a drop. It was too quiet here, especially after he had been crying for hours. But she was his big sister, she was strong and brave and she would always look after him. So she straightened her shoulders, ignored the orange light behind her and reached out for the door. It swung open silently and she padded inside, peering into the dark room. The curtains were still closed, the nightlight was off, the only light was from the hallway that filtered in bright and lightbulb white. There was no orange light here, or fog. There was only Morgan stepping up to the cot to find her brother’s fate.
*****
The power of the spell had long gone by the time Morgan opened her eyes again. She squinted against the glare of the lights in the computer room, trying to focus on the blurry shapes around her. They were heads, moving heads stepping away from her vision only for another one to take its place. One of them moved closer, close enough for Morgan to start to pick out some details. Dark curly hair, slim nose, wide eyes, lips bitten raw with worry.
‘Dee?’
Diego sighed, ‘Morgan, thank god.’
Morgan tried to shift, wincing at the sudden ache in her whole body. She was lucky if she would be able to move at all for the rest of the day. An arm that was wrapped around her shifted, and suddenly Morgan was being lifted up. She has been lying down, that was the only explanation for how the world spun around her. Soon she was propped up so she was almost sitting, leaning heavily on a familiar chest.
Alex wrapped themselves around her as Diego shuffled closer, taking Morgan’s hands. ‘How are you feeling?’
What a question. Morgan looked away, trying to feel past the immediate ache in her muscles. Her head was heavy, filled with what felt like cotton but was probably her brain recovering from the ordeal. But the memories were back, all so fresh and vivid and real. It was numbing, that kind of shock. Already though the numbness was fading, and she could feel her chest getting tighter with every breath.
‘Whatever you do,’ Morgan said, her voice quiet and raspy, ‘don’t try and break the spell on your own.’
Diego scoffed and rolled her eyes. ‘Seriously? That’s the first thing you say?’
‘I mean it.’ And she did. When Diego met her eyes, she saw Morgan trying to silently plead with her.
‘You mean it worked?’ Diego said. ‘You remember everything?’
Morgan’s face twisted at that. Immediately the fresh memories rattled through her mind, uncensored and free. A sob broke through, and another, until she couldn’t control it. The grief hit and she recoiled, trying to curl up as much as her tired body would let her. Alex shifted, cradling her closer while Diego cupped Morgan’s cheek. It didn’t matter if her eyes were open or closed, the memories still cycled through on repeat, showing a thousand unfiltered images of Jordan. His birthdays. Playing in the garden. Hugging Ellie, and Diego, and their Dad. Trips in and out of the hospital, him crying through injections and tests and everything else. And then that day came back again and again and again. The social workers. The investigators. Jordan’s life getting packed away and vanished from sight. The books and albums from Morgan and Diego’s early days gone too, until there was no sign of Jordan left. And then the meeting with Aunt Sonja, sitting on the oversized couch as her familiar magic swelled, and then Morgan stepped out of the room to see her Mum holding little Chad. Who had little Jordan’s face.
‘Mo?’ Diego said. ‘Please, talk to us.’
She shook her head, choking on a sob. She couldn’t speak. She didn’t even know what to say. There was too much. There were no words. The only thought that was stronger than the grief was Diego can’t go through this. Don’t make her go through this.
There was no consoling Morgan. Alex and Diego tried, but all it did was make Morgan cling to Diego with a feverish desperation while shaking apart in Alex’s arms. She didn’t begin to calm until the grief was overtaken by exhaustion and she eventually slumped against Alex, holding onto Diego like a teddy bear.
When the silence finally fell Janice stepped closer, a vivid orange gemstone in her hand. Her eyes flashed red and she brushed a finger over Morgan’s brow, before sighing. ‘The spell’s gone entirely,’ she said, holding the crystal closer to her chest. ‘Looks like the lynchpin of the spell was undone and the rest unravelled from there.’
‘Nice catch,’ Alex muttered.
‘Thank you dear,’ Janice said, looking at the crystal for a moment. ‘It’s not the complete spell, but its enough to prove what manipulation had gone into her poor head.’
Diego looked up at that, giving Janice an unsure expression, ‘Wait…does that mean if you break my spell for me and get the whole thing, mine will be bigger?’
‘It’s possible,’ Janice said, ‘but not by much. The main component will be the clarity.’ She brought the gemstone closer to Diego so she could see the cloudy quality to the colour. ‘If I break yours and can capture the whole thing? It won’t have that fog in it.’
‘And that will help right?’ Diego said.
She nodded, ‘Any evidence of mental or memory manipulation is damning in its own right, doubly so if done to a minor. But you’re a hero. You know how important watertight evidence is.’
Diego nodded, before moving to rest against Morgan again. Now she was asleep her breathing was slow and steady, even though her grip on Diego was still tight. It was that grip that stopped Diego from clambering away and asking Janice to do her thing right there and then. She wanted to know, she needed to know. For her own sake and for Morgan’s, there was no way she was leaving Morgan to suffer alone in this grief. But she also didn’t dare to disturb whatever moment this was, whatever comfort her presence was giving Morgan in her sleep. As much as she desperately wanted to remember, it would have to wait a little longer.
Chapter 88
Summary:
Morgan remembers, and is unable to cope. Diego makes a decision to try and support her sister, and finally know the truth about her lost brother.
Notes:
Ignore that I'm a day late! I blame it on this being a monster of a chapter *looks at 5k word count* Everything is fine...
Content warnings for:
- Depictions of grief and depression
- Mindscapes and memory scapes
- Memory and mind manipulation (and undoing it)
- Childhood trauma
- Death and loss
Chapter Text
No one was surprised when Morgan and Alex didn't appear for breakfast. No one liked it, but they weren't surprised. Breakfast was subdued, the only real sound was from the clacking of plates and cutlery and Chad's quiet apologies at the random cold spots around the room. The tension around them was heavy, the silence so loud no one wanted to be the one to break it. They could all tell they had questions, they probably had the same ones. But everyone stayed quiet and let the tension grow.
After breakfast and Bernard headed off to the farm, the rest of them ended up heading over to Morgan's room. Janice grabbed the two plates of breakfast, while Chad put together a tray of drinks for them. Diego had no such qualms about making an excuse, clinging to Dave’s arm as she headed through the corridors, her eyes reddening with unshed tears. She got the door for the others, barely peeking in before Janice stepped past her into the room.
The room was still dark, the lights turned down to make it still look like night time. The main source of light was a new window set above the bed, with an iridescent silver moon shining over the bed and its inhabitants. Alex looked up first, but otherwise didn't move from where they were draped over Morgan. Morgan was curled up against them, facing the wall so they could see her eyes were still closed. With a small red glow a table appeared by the bed, and Janice put the plates down before trying to offer them both a soft smile. ‘How are you two doing?’
Morgan shifted, pulling away from Janice's voice and further into Alex. Chad cringed at the sight, but didn't say anything as he followed Janice and put the tray of drinks down. Diego stayed by the door, watching her sister with more and more sorrow and worry building in her. Alex tightened their hold around Morgan, nuzzling into her hair before looking up, their glowing eyes shimmering with tears. ‘Thanks Mum. It smells great.’
She sighed, ‘Both of you try to eat something today, alright?’
Alex nodded while Morgan turned to hide her face in her pillow. They all wanted to stay, it was clear in how they looked at each other and the bed, dithering about when to move. But in the end all of them quietly piled out, in time to see Morgan turn to hide her face in Alex's chest.
Outside everyone let out the breaths they were holding, but there was no relief in it. Chad slid down the wall to slump on the floor, a wind kicking up around him as he moved. Diego slumped against Dave, beginning to sniffle as he wrapped his arms around her. Janice had her eyes closed, her hand still on the door handle, before she sniffed and moved to sit next to Chad, pulling him into a gentle hug. Finally the tension was broken when Chad looked up at the others, eyes glimmering from tears and the power he was struggling to control. ‘What do we do now?’
‘We…’ Janice paused, thinking for a moment, ‘we can be there for Morgan. And each other. She's recovering and grieving and…this kind of thing is never easy. It's going to take time to get to any semblance of normal again.’
Chad's face fell, ‘How can we help if she won't tell us what happened? She remembers everything now and…if we don't know what happened back then how can we do anything?’
Before Janice could reply Diego cleared her throat, and they looked up to see her looking at Janice, resolute in some silent decision. ‘Mrs S? I need your help.’
There was silence for a moment, before Janice nodded. ‘Of course, I'm happy to help. Are you sure you want to do this now though?’
‘I'm not letting Morgan go through this alone,’ Diego said. ‘And honestly, if she hadn't had that reaction yesterday I would have asked you sooner.’
Janice gave her a small smile, ‘Alright. It will take some time. The mind is fragile, and this is an old spell.’
Diego nodded, ‘Morgan trusts you, and I trust Morgan. So do what you need to do, I'm ready when you are.’
Janice looked around Chad, who spoke before she could get her question out, ‘I'll be fine. Go help Dee, I'll keep an ear out here in case Morgan and Alex need anything.’
Janice smiled and pressed a kiss to Chad's temple, ‘You need me at any time, you just shout. Okay sweetheart?’ He nodded, and she slowly pulled away before standing and turning to Diego. ‘Let's find a quiet spot for this.’
They ended up in a smaller lounge, away from the rec room and any kind of technology or distractions. The room had a selection of couches and chairs, and Janice pointed Diego to a high backed plush armchair, ‘That one should do.’
Dave looked around the room, ‘What's this room supposed to be?’
‘You'll have to ask Alex later,’ Janice said as she strode over to the selected chair.
Diego looked at the other chairs, ‘Wouldn't something that lets me lie down be better?’
Janice chuckled, ‘My back isn't what it used to be.’ She snapped her fingers, summoning a high seated stool behind the armchair before moving to perch on it. ‘This way we can both be comfortable while keeping still. The chair should do most of the work.’ Diego nodded, sitting in the armchair and trying not to squeak at how she sank into the cushions. ‘Now,’ Janice said, ‘there's a couple of ways I could do this. The safer method guarantees I can get the whole spell and takes nearly all the risk out. But…well that method requires me to see what I'm undoing.’
Diego paused, ‘Does that mean you'll see my memories?’
Janice nodded, and Dave scowled, ‘I don't like you prying into my wife's mind.’
‘Dave,’ Diego cut in, but Janice looked at him in understanding.’
‘There is another method that keeps your privacy but it is riskier. It will be like defusing a bomb when you can't see the wires.’
Diego grimaced at that, ‘Let's not blow my brain up.’
Janice nodded, ‘I'll keep out of as much as I can. But there is likely a lynchpin memory that the spell is built around, same as Morgan. That one at least I can't avoid if I do it this way.’
Diego sighed, before nodding and leaning back in the chair. ‘Got it. Let's do this.’
Janice smiled in gratitude before turning to Dave. ‘If you want to hold her hand or give some sort of comfort you can, but I need to ask you to pick your position now. Once I start I need Diego to stay as still as possible. And with the age and scale of this spell we will be a few hours, so pick something comfortable.’
Dave sighed, before grabbing a smaller chair and dragging it over. He set himself up next to Diego before reaching over and gripping her hand. ‘You sure you want to do this now? In this way?’
For a moment there was a wavering look in her eyes, when Diego seemed to second guess herself. But she blinked and the look vanished, and she gave Dave a smile. ‘Absolutely. I've gone long enough without remembering him.’
Dave swallowed, nodding in understanding. He raised her hand to his lips, pressing a kiss to her knuckles that lingered. ‘No matter what happens next, I'm right here. And I'm not letting go.’
Diego gave a wavering smile, welling up as she moved to pull him into a deep but tender kiss. He returned with as much love as she did, not daring to pull away for even a second. Their foreheads pressed together, eyes closed, before Diego sniffed and moved to meet his eyes. ‘I love you so much.’
He gave a crooked smile, ‘Bet I love you more.’
Janice watched them fondly as Diego settled back down, Dave resting their joined hands on the arm of her chair as she looked up at Janice. ‘Okay. Now I'm ready.’
Janice nodded, straightening herself as her hands came to rest on the back of the chairs, spaced to hover on either side of Diego’s head without touching. ‘I recommend closing your eyes for this,’ Janice said, as her eyes began to glow and crimson light shone from her hands.
At first there was nothing but a blinding orange light, one that made Diego try to pull away, squeezing her eyes shut so she saw stars. When the light faded she squinted her eyes open, daring to look out. The orange light was still there, a solid wall of swirling magic in front of her. Except for a person-sized gap in front of her, revealing a dark near cosmic scene beyond. She slipped through without hesitation, only seeing the crimson sparkle on the edge of the hole as she was moving through. When she cleared it the red magic flared, before a little scarlet orb followed her through the hole. She watched the hole close behind her before turning to the orb. ‘We’re going to be able to get out right?’
Janice’s voice floated through, and Diego couldn’t tell if she was hearing it as a sound or as telepathy. ‘By the time we’re done that barrier will be long gone. Now let’s go.’
Diego turned to the dark cosmic scene ahead, watching it morph around her. The orange light tried to flood in here, but with a flare of the crimson light it was pushed away enough for Diego to see a familiar glass and chrome hall forming around her. Tables were laid out across the hall with various holograms playing silent video footage, walls that weren’t made of glass had various other screens scrolling with code or reports or more videos. And the room was broken up with various doors and corridors leading away.
‘Impressive,’ Janice’s voice floated through.
‘It’s the Chastiser’s hub,’ Diego said. ‘Or I guess…my subconscious version of it.’ She looked at one of the holograms, recognising it too quickly as her and Dave going through her dad’s lair for the heist. ‘Did you do this?’
‘Absolutely not,’ Janice said, ‘I’m only here for one reason.’ Another flare of orange light appeared and vanished, and this time Diego saw the power being sucked into and absorbed by the crimson light. ‘It would be far too dangerous to direct or mould your mindscape. You’re going to need to lead the path to the answers, and I’ll repel the spell when we find it. Once we find the lynchpin, I’ll then stop the magical recoil hurting you.’
Diego nodded with a slow understanding, ‘And that’s easier to do when you’re with me. Which is why you’re going to see my memories.’
‘Exactly,’ Janice said. ‘Otherwise there might be a backlash or recoil I wouldn’t be able to catch in time.’
Diego nodded, looking around at the hall. They would come to this room to hear debriefs and updates, to collect alerts and coordinate missions. But if she was working on a case, if she was solving a mystery, she wouldn’t do it from here. Her feet moved before she realised, footsteps echoing off the floor louder than they would in real life, and she turned to the corridor towards her private office. The light followed her, keeping close and occasionally flaring in response to the larger spell. The corridor moved in front of her eyes, from chrome and glass to wallpaper and carpet. Her home, her current one with Dave. There were pictures on the wall of the two of them, of some of the Chastisers together. An old one of her and Chad. An older one of her and Morgan. All of them she walked past, towards the door towards hers and Dave’s home office. Without a word, without any hesitation, she reached out and opened the door.
The next room couldn’t stay solid. In one moment it was the City library, then her parent’s lair, then her home office, then the hideout she stole the records from. Bookshelves blended into metal walls blended into concrete, all with a thin orange mist hovering over the walls. She stepped inside, her footsteps louder now, and Janice’s magic swelled in sync. ‘Everything okay?’ Diego asked.
‘The spell is stronger here,’ Janice said. ‘We’re getting closer. Don’t let your guard down.’
They headed in, weaving past mementos from memories long past. That was the vineyard arch she and Dave got married under, next to the sign of the bar where they first met out of uniform. The park bench she would meet Morgan at after she left home. Her first pair of Shadowstep batons, just normal sticks compared to her current shocking ones. The first set of shelves she passed had photos, mementos, books, keys, before she moved into a new scene entirely.
She was back at her parent’s house, then in the old FA building, then the school library. With the shift the fog around the walls tried to thicken and Janice’s power grew, brighter and also warmer next to Diego. She found her school desk, her high school diploma, her first hero mask, Chad’s first hero mask, Morgan’s sidekick gloves next to Diego’s retractable staff. Pictures of her first boyfriend. Her first kiss with Stacey. Bloodied training clothes and ruined shoes. A half burned copy of some cliche teenager’s romance book. She tried to approach the next set of shelves, the next transition, but the fog was growing thicker with each step she took. The warm magic from Janice touched her, and for a moment Diego shimmered with crimson light. And not a moment too soon.
The fog condensed into a thick orange chain, clinking with every movement before flying towards her. Diego dodged, rolling away before two more chains bounced off Janice's shield. Diego dodged away again, grabbing the staff on instinct. Immediately there was a flash and she reeled from a memory. The library shifted to a large room with white walls and wooden floors, bare aside from the rack of training weapons on one side and the pair of teenage girls in the middle of the room. Wooden staffs cracked against each other, the two girls grunting as they weaved around each other. At the same time Diego twirled her staff, Janice's magic coating it as more chains came for them. Diego deflected one, then another and another, watching the chains dissolve into fog once struck onto to be sucked into the red light. She sidestepped one, in time with her teenage counterpart sidestepping Morgan, staff spinning to deflect the incoming attack. She turned to strike another head on, before two chains caught the staff and tried to yank it away from her. Diego and Morgan's staffs locked together, the two of them trying to get control of the bout. Diego braced, twirling the staff enough to give her the slack before ripping the staff away straight into striking another staff. At the same time the teenage Diego pushed and Morgan twisted, spinning Diego away before Morgan followed through and threw her onto the floor. Diego didn't look up at them, she didn't need to look at them to remember the scowl covering Morgan's face as the two of them panted for breath.
“Stop doing that,” Morgan's voice floated through with an echo that bounced off the walls in a way it hadn't in life.
“Don't know what you're talking about,” the young Didgo grunted, and Diego could feel the ache in her own muscles as the younger one tried to sit up, propping herself up on her elbows.
“Stop going easy on me,” Morgan snapped, and Diego felt her chest ache just as keenly as the first time this happened. “It won't convince Mum and Dad I'm suddenly better at fighting than you. And it won't convince them to give me a chance at getting a hero title. If anything, it's going to drag you down to my level.”
‘Would that be so bad?’ both Diegos said at the same time. Their voices blended together, and Diego finally turned to look at her sister as the younger Diego carried on. “You and me, we're a team. And if that means we have to be a sidekick team then-”
“No.” Morgan's face was fierce, angry in a way Diego had gotten used to around this time, and determined. “No you're going to be a hero. And you're going to be damn good at it. The best in fact. Nothing’s going to hold you back, got it?”
There was a clink and Diego turned back to the wall of fog. That had turned into a wall of chains, all moving over each other like metal snakes before more of the chains began to peel away. Diego gritted her teeth, twirling the staff to hold it like a javelin.
“What about you?” The young Diego said as the present one threw the staff, watching the red light swell into a point that buried into the wall of chains. In a blink the light exploded, blasting the chains back to make a hole in the wall. Diego didn't hesitate, sprinting for the hole and diving through it, catching Morgan’s reply just before she jumped.
“I'll manage.”
Diego hit the floor, rolling out of the dive before coming to her knees, looking up in time to see the red light collect around her and the wall of fog close in again. She was panting, which seemed odd considering this was all in her mind and she wasn't actually fighting anything. But she still tried to catch her breath as the light moved closer.
‘Diego? Are you okay dear?’
Diego nodded, dusting herself off. ‘I'm fine. I just really hate that old staff.’ Before Janice could reply Diego turned to look around at the new room. A hospital bed was set away from her, with a small newborn cot next to it. The room was empty aside from her, Janice's magic, and a small stuffed elephant sitting in the cot. ‘This can't be the lynchpin memory, can it?’ Diego said.
‘Why not?’
‘Because,’ Diego trailed off, stepping closer to the cot where the little elephant was sitting. Her hand was reaching out before she realised, grabbing an echo of something soft and fluffy. As she lifted it out of the cot a wave of orange light came from the toy and washed over the room. Diego looked up, the empty room now full of people. Caroline was propped up on the pillows, holding a small wrinkly baby in her arms, asleep after just being fed. Diego was perched further down the bed, watching the baby with wonder on her face. Richard was sitting on a nearby chair, with a wriggling Morgan perched on his lap.
‘I remember this,’ Diego said. ‘Morgan kept getting excited and bouncing on the bed. It jostled Mum and the baby. Dad had just moved her.’
Janice hummed, ‘You look like you're in love.’
Diego nodded, tears springing as something stuck in her throat. ‘We were trying to come up with a name for him. Morgan wanted to name him Rocket.’ Janice chuckled, and Diego smiled sadly. ‘I remember, I think Mum said…’
The memory moved, Caroline looking up at Richard. “Whatever name we pick, it needs to go with Richard. It's only proper that his middle name is your namesake.”
“I remember,” Richard said, looking at the baby with the same emotion that the small Diego felt. “Sorry Mo, no alliteration either.”
“That's not fair!” Morgan pouted, making Richard chuckle.
The sight made Diego swallow back a shard of pain that was stuck in her throat. ‘Dad seems so different here. I don't remember the last time he looked like that.’
The light wrapped around her, the warmth seeping into her as it hugged her close. Diego reached up to her arm, as if she was going to grasp a hand there. The light brightened, making Diego sniff as the memory continued.
“You've been quiet Diego,” Richard said. “That's not like you.”
The small Diego blushed, turning to Richard with a grin. “He's beautiful,” she whispered with that same wonder.
Morgan watched them for a minute. “What about Dragon?”
Caroline rolled her eyes, “Stop being ridiculous.”
Richard hugged her closer, “Morgan, you're thinking of hero names. He needs a normal name too.”
“No I'm not,” Morgan said. “I just think Dragon would be a cool name. Or Eagle! Like in the book at school!”
Diego gasped, “The magic boy book!” Richard chuckled in amusement as Diego sat up, trying hard not to bounce even as she got excited. “The book we’re reading at school? It's about this boy called Jordan who can travel to other worlds, and every time he ends up in a new world he's a different animal. He's been a dragon, an eagle, a lion, a whale, a mouse! It's so good Daddy, and there's so many of them. School doesn't even have all the books because there are too many.”
Her and Morgan started going through the other stories and adventures, but the Diego that was watching could tell Richard and Caroline weren't listening. Caroline was watching Richard with a stern expression as he looked at the baby, working through something in his mind. “Jordan is a good name,” Richard said. “Classic but different enough to stand out. And it goes well with the rest of his name.”
“We're not naming him after a book character,” Caroline said.
Richard sighed, “What about naming him after a role model and hero to the girls?”
Caroline thought for a moment, before sighing. “That's asking for trouble.”
“People will think it's cute,” Richard said. “Alright, how about this. I'm pretty sure one of my old professors was called Dr Jordan.”
At that Caroline's eyes lit up. “An old professor. Mature, influential, a person to aspire to. I can work with that.” She looked down at the baby, adjusting him slightly in her arms. “Jordan will work.”
Richard smiled, just in time for Morgan and Diego to tune back into the conversation. “Girls? Meet your little brother. Jordan Richard Sterling.”
Diego’s jaw dropped, her eyes shining in delight, “Like the boy in the book?” She giggled and leaned closer to him. “What if that became his super power?” She said with a grin.
“Nah,” Morgan said. “His superpower needs to be to shoot fireworks. Then he can match Mummy.”
“Now now,” Richard said. “He could be psychic like your Dad.”
“Mummy's power is cooler.”
Richard laughed in mock offence, turning around to tickle Morgan as she squealed and tried to squirm away. Little Diego laughed, watching the two of them from the bed while Caroline rolled her eyes. And the adult Diego watched on, tears flowing freely at the sight of them. Happy. Hopeful. Loving.
There was a clunk behind her, and Diego turned around. She was home, in the hallway from 20 years ago, standing in front of Morgan's bedroom door. Orange fog rolled over the wood, smothering the handle and Morgan's name plaque. She looked at her hands at the stuffed toy, only to see it had turned into a key. The key for Morgan's bedroom door. She had seen it plenty of times as a teenager. But now? Why did she have it now?
Janice's crimson light covered her hand, wrapping around her fingers and the key. ‘This is it,’ she said. ‘This is the lynchpin. The rest of the spell will collapse as soon as you do this.’ Diego nodded, swallowing at the sudden dryness in her throat. ‘There is no rush,’ Janice said. ‘This is your journey, you do it at your pace. I’m not going anywhere, we can wait as long-’
Diego was already moving, stepping forward as she wiped at the streaks on her face. Holding the key out the fog recoiled from her, revealing the old door handle and lock, and the key slid in with a low grating noise. She sniffed, bracing the handle before turning the key. The lock was slow and heavy, trying to resist any movement, but she carried on slowly pushing until the loud thunk of the lock echoed around her. She didn't hesitate, even as the fog roiled up around her and Janice's light flared to the brightest it had been. Instead she turned the handle and stepped through the door.
The Morgan that looked up was no older than six. Her face was blotchy even though there were no other signs of her tears, and she scowled at the little Diego that slipped inside. “What are you doing? You’re going to get in trouble!” Morgan hissed.
“Only if I get caught,” Diego whispered back, pulling the key out of the lock and pushing the door ajar before padding forward.
Morgan scowled, “I’m not letting you get in trouble with Miss Nesbitt for me. Whatever it is-”
Diego pulled a medicine bottle out of her pocket before a syringe followed. “Jordan stopped crying an hour ago. Now’s the best chance to sneak in and give him his medicine.”
Morgan sighed, before looking at the door. “Alright, but I’ll give it to him. You’re not getting locked up in your room too.”
Diego put the bottle on the floor, bracing it while Morgan tried to push down on the lid as hard as she could. The two of them twisted at the same time, feeling the lock on the bottle pop before Morgan quickly unscrewed the rest of the lid. Diego looked at the syringe, “This medicine needs to be at the number 5 right?”
Morgan nodded, looking at the door as Diego dipped the syringe in and slowly filled it up. She got it measured, checking twice before handing it to Morgan. “I’ll distract Miss Nesbitt,” Diego said. “Make sure he doesn’t spill any.”
Morgan rolled her eyes, “I know how to give him his medicine Dee.”
Diego didn’t answer, screwing the lid back on before leaving the medicine on Morgan’s shelf, grabbing one of her books as she went. She didn’t see her adult counterpart in the corridor, and Diego watched her get halfway down the stairs before the stern looking Miss Nesbitt appeared. “Diego, what are you doing?”
“I wanted to practise my reading,” Diego said, holding up the book.
Miss Nesbitt hummed, “And you weren’t trying to bother Morgan at all?”
“No Miss Nesbitt,” Diego shook her head. “Can you help me practise please?”
She hummed again, before nodding and letting Diego go past her into the living room. The adult Diego sighed in relief, looking back at Morgan’s door. But there was no movement there, no Morgan or medicine to be seen. So instead Diego headed downstairs, feeling the echo of the key to Morgan’s door burning a hole in her pocket.
Diego looked inside, seeing herself sat cross legged on the floor. She was a third of the way through the book, stumbling over the words out loud while Miss Nesbitt watched on with a neutral expression. She had probably stopped listening properly, but she would have noticed if Diego went quiet, so the small child continued. Right up until there was a knock at the door.
Miss Nesbitt went to answer, the young Diego immediately coming to the doorframe to peek around. At the sight of the paramedics the adult Diego’s heart froze, dread shooting through her and making her tremble. Immediately Miss Nesbitt was all soft airs and graces, the same sweet voice she used out in public, trying to apologise to the paramedics for wasting their time. Until there was a padding of footsteps above, and both Diegos turned in time to see Morgan skid into view.
“You’re here!” she shouted, clinging onto the struts of the bannister as she looked at the paramedics. “He’s here, Jordan’s up here. Please, please you have to help him. He’s in the room at the end, I left the door open.”
The paramedics pushed in past Miss Nesbitt, one immediately heading up and going in the direction that Morgan was pointing while the other one hung back to talk to Morgan.
“I’m so sorry,” Miss Nesbitt said, “really we don’t want to waste your time anymore. Morgan, just you wait until your mother gets home and I tell her-”
“Oh shut up you old hag!” Morgan screamed, and both Diego's jumped. Morgan was angry, furious even, her face going red even as tears welled up in her eyes. “We told you Jordan needed his medicine! We told you to not ignore him! And you didn’t listen! And now he can’t breathe! If the ambulance doctors can’t save him then it’s on you! It’s your fault!”
“Morgan that’s enough!”
Morgan hissed, pulling away from the paramedic as she clung to the strut of the bannister harder. “If he dies you’re going to go to jail, and you’ll deserve it! Because you’re a bad guy! You’re a villain! And villains like you need to be locked up somewhere where you’ll rot! My Daddy’s going to come back, and he’s going to lock you up and throw away the key and it will be exactly what you deserve!”
Diego’s eyes shot open, gasping at a breath rattling in her chest. For a moment there was nothing but orange light, but it was already fading from her sight. She shuddered out a breath, only noticing the hand on her chest when she tried to take another gulp. She looked to the hand, before looking at Dave pinning her to the chair.
‘Sorry,’ he said, ‘Janice said you needed to stay still right?’
Diego nodded, trembling against Dave’s hand. He looked up at Janice, checking for something before his hand moved to Diego’s shoulder. She was barely aware of what Janice was doing behind her, overwhelmed as she was by all her real memories trying to make themselves known, trying to settle into place. She barely heard Dave trying to encourage her to breathe in and out, too busy trying to catch up with the flurry of images running through her mind.
A hand touched her cheek, something that broke the spell enough for her to turn. Janice was kneeling next to her, her eyes back to blue and shining, silent tears streaking down her face. ‘Oh my dear,’ she whispered, cupping Diego’s cheek and wiping away a tear as it fell. ‘I’m so sorry. I am so sorry for your loss.’
Diego sniffed, ‘You got the spell?’ Janice nodded, bringing up her other hand to show a vibrant orange gemstone that was utterly clear. ‘I won’t forget him again right?’
‘Not while I’m here,’ Janice said.
Dave sighed, ‘You remember everything then? You found your brother?’
Diego nodded, ‘Jordan. His name was Jordan. He died from pneumonia.’ Her face twisted as the knowledge came unbidden, hot tears streaking down her cheeks. ‘It shouldn’t have happened.’
‘I know,’ Janice said, taking Diego’s free hand and squeezing it softly. ‘It wasn’t fair what happened to him. What happened to any of you.’
Diego sniffed, blinking as a realisation hit her. She replayed the memory of Morgan skidding into view, her pale face and scared expression. Everything Morgan said in that moment and afterwards. She remembered the woman from C3P arriving, taking her and Morgan into the living room while someone else took Miss Nesbitt away. And when the paramedics brought Jordan down, Diego remembered how scared Morgan looked when she grabbed Diego’s hands and begged her to look at her, and to not look away. Not for a second.
‘It’s going to take a while for the memories to settle,’ Janice said. ‘They may feel overwhelming, or you may feel detached from them. But they will settle, I promise you that. And you’re not alone, okay?’
Diego sniffed, wiping at her face as she set her shoulders, ‘I need to find Morgan.’
Chapter 89
Summary:
Now that Diego has her memories back, Morgan finally has to confront the truth
Notes:
And the angst train continues! Choo choo!
Content warnings for:
- mentions of child death/infant death
- discussions and depictions of grief and childhood trauma
Chapter Text
The corridor outside Morgan’s room was silent. Chad hadn’t moved from his spot leaning against the wall, aside from when Bernard arrived. When Bernard slid down to sit next to him Chad immediately moved to lean on his shoulder, letting the worry overwhelm him for a moment as his dad wrapped an arm around his shoulders. It helped a little, even though neither man said anything. They just sat there, listening in, just in case they were needed. And Chad was working out just how much more he could hear now. The air didn’t rush around them, not in the way it would when his power surged. But every time a breeze touched his cheek it came with a sound he wouldn’t normally be able to hear. The clink of a glass or plate from the room next door. The shuffle of fabric and the creak of the bed as Alex or Morgan shifted. Alex’s whispers trying to coax Morgan to eat, to drink, to take deep breaths. The silence that followed Alex’s quiet voice only made Chad more tense, but he stayed put. He didn’t want to overwhelm Morgan and make things worse. Diego and Mum were still gone breaking the spell. Right now, there wasn't anything he could do to help.
The silence, and his thoughts, were broken with a quiet echo of drums down the corridor, a noise that was quickly growing. When he realised it was racing footsteps Chad sat up, looking down the corridor with a sudden alertness that had Bernard on edge. The noises overlapped, there were multiple people running. All running in this direction. Was it Diego and the others? Did that mean-
With no warning Diego stepped out of the wall, making Chad and Bernard both jump in surprise. She didn’t pay any attention to them, already rushing to the bedroom door before phasing through and out of sight again.
‘What was that about?’ Bernard said.
Chad looked at the door, then down the corridor where the footsteps were growing louder. ‘Mum agreed to break the spell on Diego’s memories. It must have worked.’
Bernard was silent, looking between Chad and the door. He didn’t speak, but the two of them clearly wanted to ask the same questions. What happened? And what do they do now?
When Diego stepped into the room it was as dark as she had left it. The food that had been left had been picked at, some of the glasses were less full, but she barely paid any attention to that. Her focus was on Morgan, who was currently leaning on Alex’s chest. Alex had gotten the two of them to sit up at some point, and now she curled up against them with reddened eyes that stared off at nothing. Alex looked up as soon as she appeared, their initial scowl quickly replaced by a more concerned frown. ‘What’s happened?’
Diego didn’t answer. Instead she crossed over to the bed, wiping the tears off her face before she climbed on the bed. Silently she took Morgan's hand, watching her face for any sign that she noticed. That she was listening. Diego wanted so desperately to do this softly, with some gentleness or tact. But she couldn't think of what to say that wouldn't immediately cause concern or pain. So she swallowed, bracing to rip off the bandaid.
‘I remember.’
Morgan blinked, her eyes slowly focusing before she turned to look at Diego. Diego tried to stop her lip from trembling, but already she felt more tears falling as she continued to speak, ‘Mrs S helped me break the spell. She collected it all in a diamond for evidence later of what Aunt Sonja did. But I remember it all now.’ A lump hit Diego's throat, making her voice hitch and a fresh wave of tears fall. ‘We found Jordan.’
Morgan flinched at the name, her face twisting in grief and guilt. Diego squeezed her hand, shuffling closer to the pair. ‘I didn't understand it back then, what happened that day. But I understand now, or at least I think I do.’
‘Don't,’ Morgan hissed. ‘Don't go there Dee.’
Diego swallowed, squeezing Morgan's hand. ‘It wasn't your fault. Nothing that happened to Jordan was your fault.’ Morgan recoiled then, but Diego kept a tight grip on her hand. ‘We did everything right. You did everything right. No one in our position could have fought harder. Everything and everyone was against us and we fought anyway. We fought as hard as we could for him.’
Morgan shook her head, trying to pull away from Diego. But she kept a hold of Morgan’s hand, and Alex didn’t intervene, so instead Morgan looked away, trying to hide the torment written on her face. ‘It wasn't enough,’ she finally whispered, her voice cracking with pain. ‘We did all that and it wasn't enough.’
Diego sighed. ‘Jordan was let down. And he paid the price for it, and that isn’t fair. But that wasn’t on us. Not then and not now. We never failed him. You never failed him.’ She faltered, a few more tears falling as she braved herself for what she had to say next. ‘They failed you too.’ Morgan looked back at Diego in confusion as she continued. ‘You shouldn't have been the one to find him like that.’
Alex's face fell as the realisation of her implication hit, as Morgan's face hardened. ‘You don't know what you're talking about.’
‘Morgan you begged me to not look at him when we were at the hospital that day,’ Diego said. ‘You kept me as far away from him as possible when the paramedics were taking him away. Why would you do that if you didn't know on some level that he was already….that he was already gone?’ Morgan squeezed her eyes shut, her whole body tensing and curling up. ‘That was something you never should have had to see, never should have had to know. Not like that.’
Morgan shuddered, Alex behind her staring at Diego in shock. Diego's eyes were only for Morgan though. She wanted to apologise with every fibre in her being, but Morgan wouldn't accept that. She wouldn't accept Diego had anything to be guilty over, and it wasn't fair to put that burden on her. So she said the only other thing she could. ‘Thank you for protecting me.’
‘No-’
‘You did. You protected me. Not just then, but our whole lives. You protected all of us, no matter what you were against, no matter what was happening to us.’ She could tell Morgan was fighting with herself. Part of her was pulling away, trying to hide in Alex’s form and warmth, but the hand she was holding was now squeezing her even tighter. And the whole time tears were leaking out past her closed eyes, her face screwed up and red as she tried to not make a sound. ‘I only got to be where…no, I only got to be who I am because of you. Because you were always there watching out for me. And I will never be able to pay you back for that.’ The first sob came through, one that sounded like Morgan was choking on it even when she couldn’t hold it back. Diego tugged on Morgan’s hand, making her look up, and Diego’s heart broke at the pain and grief on her sister’s face. But she couldn’t stop now, she needed Morgan to know. ‘And I know for a fact that if Jordan was here? He would agree with me.’
That was it. The damn broke with Morgan surging into Diego. She caught Morgan, holding her upright as Morgan collapsed onto her and began to uncontrollably sob against her. Immediately Diego wrapped Morgan up in her arms, squeezing her so tight even as her own shoulders shook. They were both crying, Diego trying to keep her cries quiet while she held onto Morgan. Morgan, who couldn’t catch her breath through her wailing. Morgan never broke. Morgan never crumbled. But she did now, and Diego was desperately holding onto her, desperately trying to catch the pieces of her as she shattered.
‘It’s not fair,’ Morgan wailed, so loud it was almost a shout.
‘I know,’ Diego said, her voice breaking on the words. ‘I know, I know it’s not. I’m sorry Mo, I’m so sorry.’
****
The two sisters cried for a while. Neither of them noticed when Alex’s weight vanished from the bed, or footsteps coming to and fro from outside the room. Instead they held each other and cried. Over their loss, over their grief. Over the pains in their minds of old memories trying to find the place they belonged. Over every injustice they faced, that Jordan faced. And that pain was fresh, as fresh as it was the day they lost him all those years ago. Compounded with the pain of knowing the lengths their parents went to in order to replace him. To hide him, to erase his whole existence. It dug deep into them, making them cry until they were sore from it. Wrung out and raw. The guilt they felt stung, as misplaced as it was, and once the emotional and traumatic dams had broken and they had run out of tears, they were left in a heavy silence. Still holding onto each other, still unwilling to let go or even move.
A hand touched Morgan’s back and she jolted, the two of them looking up. Chad had flinched back, wide eyed at the two of them. His own face was blotchy as well, although drier than the girls’ faces. ‘Sorry,’ he said. ‘Didn’t realise you hadn’t heard me come in.’
Morgan looked up at his reddened face, the gears whirring in her head. ‘How much did you hear?’
His shoulders fell, a familiar guilty look on his face, before he tucked his hands behind his back and cleared his throat. ‘How much did you want us to know?’
Diego sniffed, ‘Mrs S had to see some of my memories when she broke the spell.’ Morgan turned back to look at her. ‘And Alex was here when I first showed up so…I don’t think it can be a secret.’
Morgan slumped, leaning back on Diego as she turned her face into Diego’s shoulder. Chad swallowed, slowly perching on the bed while fidgeting with something in his hand. ‘I…I’m really sorry. About…about your brother.’
‘You can say his name,’ Morgan muttered.
Chad sighed, ‘I’m sorry about Jordan.’ He watched the two of them, his shoulders slouching at the sight of Diego stroking a hand through Morgan’s hair. He opened his mouth, struggling with something to say, before he sat up and braced himself properly. ‘I…I wanted to suggest something? Well, try to offer a way to help. As long as you think it would be helpful, that is.’
‘What is it?’ Diego asked.
Chad swallowed, hesitating with the thing in his hand. Morgan peeked out in mild curiosity now while Diego’s sad calmness was starting to turn into concern. He sighed, before holding out his hand. The familiar silver necklace sat in the palm of his hand, coin sitting on the old chain that was now fixed. ‘I thought….’ Chad rasped, before clearing his throat to try again, ‘I thought you might want to see Jordan again?’ Diego and Morgan were both staring, Morgan at the necklace and Diego at Chad. ‘I mean, I know it's not him, not really. But Mum explained the spell again, and they probably put the face together based on what they thought he would look like when he grew up? And now you have a name to put to the face that isn’t Chad I thought…maybe you would…’
‘Cheddar,’ Diego said, ‘we can’t ask you to do this.’
‘You not,’ Chad said. ‘I’m offering. You’re my sisters, and I love you, and I want to help. And if this will help then I’m more than happy to. So…’
He tried not to hesitate when he pulled the necklace back. He tried not to fumble too much when he fished out the clasp of the chain in the small pile. And he tried to be confident when he pulled out the clasp and went to undo it. But he stopped when a hand covered his fingers, and he looked up from his hands to see Morgan’s reddened eyes filled with determination.
‘No,’ Morgan said, voice still raw from earlier. She gently tugged the necklace out of Chad’s grip, moving it to lay further down the bed without breaking eye contact for a second. ‘No you’re not doing that.’
‘But if it helps-’
‘You’re not going to be his replacement anymore,’ Morgan said, and Chad faltered. ‘You’re not going to live in his shadow anymore. Jordan is gone, he was less than 30 months old when he died. And it is not your responsibility to stand in the shoes someone made for him to fill.’
Chad frowned at that, his eyes shimmering with a new wetness. ‘But what if it helps? I just…I want to help. And this is the only thing I can think that I can do that might.’
Morgan chuckled slightly at that, looking at Chad with a fond exasperation. Diego huffed behind her, shuffling so she was flush behind Morgan again. Morgan moved to open her arms first, with Diego following a second later. Chad didn’t hesitate, moving to try and wrap up both of them in his arms, his extra weight almost making the three of them topple. They shifted, so Chad and Diego were both holding Morgan, while Morgan held onto Chad while leaning fully against her sister. Under their combined weight they could feel the last of the tension ooze out of Morgan, even as she sniffed and wiped at a fresh dampness under her eyes.
The three of them fell into silence again, one that was more comfortable this time. The necklace lay nearby, forgotten by the three of them. Chad had his ear pressed against Morgan’s chest, listening to her heart as she slowly calmed from the turmoil from earlier. With her eyes closed and her breathing slow, it was easy to believe she could have fallen asleep. But her arms were still wrapped tight around Chad, and she hadn’t quite gotten to the point of being a dead weight against Diego.
Which was why Chad didn’t feel too guilty when he decided to break the silence between them. ‘Can I ask a question? You don’t have to answer it if you don’t want to.’ The two girls hummed their assent before he squeezed Morgan a little tighter. ‘What was Jordan like?’
They were both silent, but the energy in the room had shifted again. It wasn’t the turmoil from before. It wasn’t heavy or anxiety inducing. But it was serious now, and sad, as he almost felt the two of them thinking it over.
Diego spoke first. ‘Jordan…had the most ridiculous laugh.’
Morgan immediately snorted, making Chad jolt from the movement, and he looked up to see a half smile on her face. ‘Oh my god yeah. A baby shouldn’t snigger like that.’
‘I know right?’ Diego said. ‘Baby laughs are normally bright and loud or like a cackle. He did a full blown snigger, like uh…what’s that dog from the Wacky Races?’
Morgan was giggling now, ‘He would laugh over the silliest things too. There was a month where his favourite game was just dropping the cushions off the couches. Not throwing, not hitting. Just hold them out and drop them. And then he would snigger every time like it was the funniest thing in the world.’
‘There was one time he did a proper laugh,’ Diego said. ‘Remember when we introduced him to finger painting?’
Morgan cackled at that, and Chad was jostled as she sat up properly. ‘Dad put us through hell for that one. No idea why though, the hallway never looked better. Oh,’ she turned to Diego now, ‘remember the safari?’
Diego was grinning too, even though there was a sad edge to her smile. ‘Oh and the elephants!’ She turned to Chad, ‘We went to a safari once and he really did not care for it. The second we got to any exhibit he got bored, he wanted to go to the next one, he wanted a drink or an ice cream. This one,’ she pointed at Morgan who was beaming at this point, ‘nearly climbed into the panda enclosure while Mum and Dad were trying to stop him from yelling.’
Morgan snorted, ‘I would have made a great panda.’
‘And then we found the elephants,’ Diego said. ‘And he was enraptured. He was just…staring at them.’
‘Didn’t want to leave them,’ Morgan said. ‘He kept wanting to go back to them while we were looking at everything else. Every time he saw an elephant on a poster or sign at that point he started screaming for it.’
Diego chuckled again, before looking sad. ‘That was when Mum bought him that elephant right? Ellie?’ Morgan nodded, and Diego sighed. ‘I wish we could have kept her.’
The three of them were silent for a moment, before Morgan sighed. ‘She’s in the trunk.’
Diego looked up, ‘What?’
‘Ellie’S in the trunk. The one in the computer room.’ Morgan swallowed, looking down at the bed instead of Diego and Chad. ‘Mum and Dad packed up the trunk with some of Jordan’s sentimental things after he died. Not a lot, most of his clothes and books were donated I think. But…’
‘And you’re sure Ellie’s in there?’
Morgan nodded, ‘Put her in myself.’ Diego’s eyes widened as Chad’s jaw dropped. ‘I made them, back when Dad would still actually listen to what we had to say.’
Diego sat up, suddenly looking around. ‘Can….can we go and look now?’
Chad straightened as well, ‘If you want I can go get the trunk and bring it here? Pretty sure Alex is still outside as well, I can get them to help. Although, I don’t know if you ever found the key.’
Morgan snorted, ‘Please, give me more credit than that.’
In just a few minutes Chad and Alex reappeared, the trunk swinging between the two of them before they gently placed it on the floor. Janice, Bernard and Dave followed behind them as Morgan and Diego finally climbed off the bed. Janice waved her hand, replacing the drinks on the table while watching the two girls. Dave came up to Diego, wrapping her up in a hug that she returned just as eagerly. Morgan however hovered, looking at the trunk again, tapping her favourite lockpick against her hand. The trunk was still covered in a thick layer of dust, with marks in it from being touched revealed the aged leather underneath. The padlock was thick, tarnished by time, and a quick glance was enough to see this had never been undone in the past twenty years.
Alex came up to Morgan, watching her nervous energy for a moment before putting a hand on her shoulder. ‘I can just break the lock you know. If that’s easier.’
‘Don’t you dare,’ Morgan snarled. But she didn’t move or pull away from Alex, not until she sighed and set her shoulders.
She knelt by the trunk, hand trembling as she picked up the lock to inspect it. It would be so easy for her to unpick. She could do it in her sleep. As long as her hands stopped shaking. There were a couple of false starts, where she raised the lock pick before faltering. But she shook her head, trying to focus, and slid the lockpick inside. She was slower than she would normally be with a lock this simple, each click in the link making her tense up. She didn’t let out a breath until the final click sounded and the lock fell open, and she yanked the lock off the trunk before sitting back, staring at the trunk again.
She didn’t look up when someone moved to be next to her, not until a hand covered hers. Diego squeezed her hand, her other hand moving onto the lid of the trunk. ‘On three?’
Morgan took a deep breath before nodding and reaching out for the trunk as well. ‘One…’
‘Two…’
‘Three,’ they both said in unison, pushing the trunk lid open. It creaked loudly before falling back and away, letting out a plume of dust. Before the dust had cleared Diego was already pulling out an old stuffed elephant, cradling it gently as she ran a finger over the old worn fabric around its neck and trunk.
‘What happened to her ear?’ Diego said, so sad as she gingerly held up the ear that was half torn away from the head.
Morgan sighed, ‘Battle wound.’ She looked between the elephant and Diego. ‘Mum was packing up the box first. She didn’t think Ellie needed to be kept.’
Diego’s brow creased at that, and she held the teddy closer as Morgan finally peeked inside. The trunk once had an order to it, but the contents had been shuffled around so much as to make everything look off kilter. Clothes had mixed with books and albums, had mixed with photo frames. Morgan pulled out a frame near the top of the file, turning it over while biting her lip. The picture was the style she had seen a millions times, one of a Christmas morning complete with kids in pyjamas surrounded by half opened presents and torn wrapping paper. But it felt wrong. It didn’t feel real. All the pictures she had seen or known, if they ever existed, were ones with professional photographers with the five of them looking perfectly poised, neat and orderly and like the perfect family. The chaos and mess and happiness in the image in her hand felt so wrong, but she saw the two twin girls and the toddling boy and knew it was them. She couldn’t tell which of her parents were taking the picture but there was no pose or poise. It was a natural moment, a real moment. And it hurt, but Morgan couldn’t look away from it.
‘Hang on,’ Diego said, and Morgan looked up. While she had been lost in her picture Diego had dived into the trunk properly, an album of photos on her lap and a pair of Jordan’s first shoes on the edge of the trunk. She was leaning into the trunk now, digging around before pulling out another pair of shoes. The shoes she had already found were little black brogues, the leather scuffed from the few times they had been worn. But the ones Diego pulled out now were black patent shoes with ribbon on the strap. She stared at them, before turning to meet Morgan’s eyes. ‘I don’t think these were Jordan’s.’
Morgan dropped the photo, sitting up to dive into the trunk as everyone else around them stepped closer. Morgan started to life the books and albums out, not paying attention to them except to clear them away from the other mementos. She quickly found a second pair of the black mary janes, as Diego looked in and started unfolding the outfits. They were all newborn outfits, but while one was a smart baby romper and bowtie, the other two were frilly dresses, one in pink and one in purple.
‘I don’t understand,’ Morgan said, her confusion and anger making her tear up again. ‘Mum was packing this in Jordan’s room. She was filling it with Jordan’s things. Why are…why are our baby things in here?’
‘Morgan?’ She turned to Chad, only just realising he had sat next to them and started sorting through the books and albums. The albums were to one side, but in his lap were three hardback pastel coloured books. He had one of them open to the first page, hesitating for a moment before he turned it around for Morgan and Diego to be able to read.
This book belongs to Morgan Aurora Sterling, born July 30th at 3:20am. Born at 6 pounds, 5 ounces and 47.4 cm.
‘What is this?’ Diego asked.
Chad handed over an identical book to Diego, which she opened to the same page except it bore her name and newborn details. Morgan swallowed around the sudden lump in her throat, but didn’t dare speak. Someone put a hand on her shoulder, and on reflex she leaned into them. She didn’t even know who it was, she didn’t care. She just needed someone to hold her right now as she turned the pages. It had her first months recorded, the date she rolled over, the date she sat up for the first time, her first words. It talked about her favourite toys and the presents she got for her first birthday. When a teardrop fell on the page she snapped the book shut, trying to blink away the rest of the tears before they fell even as she held onto the book with a white knuckle grip.
The arm around her tightened and she looked up, seeing Bernard’s sad and worried expression as he held Morgan closer. ‘I’m sorry kiddo.’
‘I don’t understand,’ Morgan said, her voice breaking. Without a word Bernard took Morgan’s head, tilting her to lean on his shoulder. She wrapped an arm around Bernard, her other arm holding the book against her chest, as she felt Bernard slowly rock her, hushing her gently. ‘Why? I thought…I didn’t know these existed. Why did they hide them?’
‘I know kiddo,’ Bernard whispered. ‘I know.’
Janice was near the trunk when she spoke. ‘I have a theory. It’s mostly conjecture, but…’ She looked over the girls, then to Chad, with a solemn expression. ‘Magic that deals with memories and matters of the mind is very dangerous, for a lot of reasons. But it can also be very fragile. Rewriting your memories would have been such a large feat of magic, and so complex that it would have been very fragile in the wrong circumstances. Anything that reminded you of the truth would have threatened the integrity of the spell, that’s possibly why the spell on Morgan started to weaken when you found the trunk.’ She touched the trunk, looking in at the memories held inside. ‘Any picture or photo of Jordan could have threatened the spell. Any memento of his could have threatened the spell. So they couldn’t keep any of it.’
‘But that doesn’t explain this,’ Diego said, holding up her own baby book. ‘Jordan didn’t exist when we were born. Why hide our things too?’
Chad looked at the box, ‘I think it would have been hard to explain why you two had pictures and baby books and I didn’t. They didn’t want me to question anything either did they? They wanted me to just fit in. I wasn’t going to if I felt left out.’ He looked down at the book in his hand, the one with Jordan’s name on the first page. ‘It was easier to hide your mementos than make fake ones for me.’
Bernard looked up at Chad, his brow creasing in pain, and he held out an arm for him. Without hesitation Chad shuffled over, dropping the book before he joined Bernard and Morgan’s embrace. Alex moved to Janice, kneeling enough to wrap their arms around from behind and bury their face in her shoulders. She sagged at that, one arm going over their arms while the other stroked through their hair. Dave joined Diego on the floor, pulling her into a hug as she kept staring at the book in her hands.
All of them fell quiet, not moving from the embraces they had found themselves in. The contents of the trunk were still somewhat scattered about, drawing Diego’s attention as Dave held her close. She fiddled with the book in her hands, looking at the shoes and albums with a torn expression. Alex had moved enough that they were now in Janice’s arms with her stroking a hand through their hair, while they looked towards the group of three. Bernard had an arm wrapped around Chad and Morgan still, and Chad was tucked into his chest with an arm around Morgan as well. Morgan was curled up in a ball, still holding the book against her chest while leaning against Bernard. The two of them noticed first when Morgan started to tremble, coiling up tighter and tighter with something very unlike the grief that been with her until now. It felt hot, making her jaw clench and something in her core coil as tight as a spring. Ready to be let off at any moment.
‘Morgan?’ Chad said.
Morgan didn’t look up, even when Bernard squeezed her closer. ‘What are you thinking kiddo?’
‘I’m going to ruin them,’ Morgan growled, holding the book tighter. ‘Mum and Dad. Nesbitt. Sonja. And anyone else who might have been involved.’ When Morgan looked up her tears were gone, dried up from the rage that shone through. ‘Nothing I do will ever be enough to pay them back for this bullshit. Nothing will make up for everything they did to us.’ She looked at Chad when she said that, seeing the fear and worry start to grow on his face. ‘But they are going to pay. They are going to lose everything by the time I’m done.’
Chapter 90
Summary:
The plan for revenge starts, and a new arrival appears at the lair
Notes:
*peeks out* Me? Taking a break without telling anyone? Surely not!
We are back and I'm back with a chapter buffer so we'll see how far I can get through the home stretch this time.
Content warnings for:
- Depictions and discussions of grief and trauma
- Swearing
- References to loss and death (specifically about children)
Chapter Text
Revenge was not going to be a quick or easy thing to claim. Not for it to be satisfying in any sense. But even before Morgan had properly started you could tell the energy was different in the lair. For her there was the burning rage, for Chad there was worry, and Diego had slipped into a solemn quiet grief. But between all of them, and the Stewarts as well, there was a sense of relief. They had their answers. The pieces of the puzzle had been uncovered. Those pieces would be used for whatever revenge or closure they needed, but that was it. No more secrets. No more waiting or hunting or lying. Whatever happened next, they had everything they needed for it. And finally, finally , they could move forward.
That was the energy that was with everyone the next morning, waking up for breakfast while Morgan was already in the computer room, too many windows open on the super computer for anyone else to keep a track of. Janice stepped in to help after breakfast, laying out spell after spell to sort through the boxes and locate the files about Jordan. Morgan immediately snatched up the C3P report that was pulled out from the pile, sifting through it while Janice tidied away the loose and unordered papers into their respective boxes. Alex kept her breakfast warm, poking her to eat every few minutes while watching the screens scroll with whatever code or intel Morgan was hunting for. Which she humoured until the plate was empty. At which point they were shooed away to let her work.
When Alex left the computer room they almost walked into Chad hovering outside. He backed off quickly, apologising awkwardly while Alex repaired the dropped plate with a flick of their hand. ‘Any reason you’re loitering?’
Chad hesitated, glancing past Alex at the door. ‘I figured…well, if Morgan needed any help…’
‘Mum’s with her,’ Alex said. ‘And she shooed me out.’
‘Ah,’ Chad said, biting his lip as he stepped back. He dithered, trying not to be too obvious when he glanced past Alex at the door again.
Alex rolled their eyes. ‘Morgan is about to be neck deep in revenge plans. Mum is helping her find intel and then she’s going to start plotting. Be honest, even if she asked for a hand, would you want to help with something like that?’
Chad winced, looking at Alex with a pained expression. ‘I feel like I should want to. After everything. But…I guess I just don’t have the need for revenge in me.’
They shrugged, ‘You are allowed to be the goody two shoes still you know?’ Chad chuckled at that, finally stepping away as Alex moved to head down the corridor. ‘In the meantime, I need to get out of the lair a bit. Let off some steam. Maybe break a mountain.’
‘Please don’t.’
Alex turned to him with a smirk, ‘Who’s going to stop me?’
There was a pause, and then Chad rolled his eyes. ‘I’ll go get my gear.’
Alex grinned, their face lighting up with that now familiar excitement. ‘Meet you in the kitchen.’
Diego hadn’t attempted to approach the computer room. Instead her and Dave had returned to the quiet lounge from the previous day, taking the trunk with them. It was probably too raw for her to try and go through everything in there right now, but there was nothing else she could imagine doing in the moment. She didn’t have it in her to follow Morgan’s path of vengeance, but she couldn’t ignore the grief either. So instead she sat down on an oversized floor cushion, Dave curled around her, as she slowly uncovered the photos, the notes, the clothes and books. All memories that she had assumed were lost to time. Ellie was perched nearby, one ear still hanging half torn, and was soon joined by a pair of friends. One was a cat with faded black fur, their once yellow embroidered eyes faded and dirtied from time and dust, with one of the eyes threatening to unravel. The other was a well loved monkey, a ring of fur around its neck that was cleaner than the rest, the sight of which had Diego scouring through the trunk in earnest.
‘You okay love?’ Dave asked.
She grunted, frowning as she lifted another handful of photo frames out. ‘Moppy’s missing their bow tie.’
Dave looked at the monkey, eyebrow raised for a moment, before nodding. ‘Who named him Moppy?’
‘His actual name is Monty,’ Diego said, leaning further into the chest. ‘But how many toddlers do you know who can say their “ts”?’
Dave huffed at that, watching Diego cackle in triumph as she pulled out a thin tartan ribbon. She picked the toy up, laying it out across her lap before she carefully and gently tied the ribbon back in place with the neatest bow she could do. ‘They look quite dashing like that,’ Dave said with a smile.
Diego rolled her eyes at him before picking the monkey up, taking a moment to brush away some of the dust before sitting with the toy. A strange silence fell over them, one where Dave pulled Diego into another soft hug while she sniffed and cradled the toy in her hands. Diego’s voice was thick when she spoke again, leaning into Dave’s chest fully. ‘I just realised, any of your old mementos like this are long gone aren’t they?’
Dave shook his head, ‘No, I made sure to keep them safe. Got them to my aunt before I went to basic training. When I woke up they were in a museum exhibit. Still trying to get through the red tape to get them back, but they survived at least.’
Diego looked up at him, ‘What kind of things did you have?’
‘Well my Mom made me a bear called Toast, that’s in there. And one of my old school report cards. My dad’s watch, which was broken before the War started, which tells you enough about that. And the last of my marbles set.’
Diego smiled sadly at that, ‘You played with marbles? Unironically?’
Dave raised an eyebrow at that. ‘What’s wrong with marbles?’
‘Nothing! Nothing.’
‘Damn sight easier to learn how to use than the weird gizmos that exist now.’
Diego giggled. ‘Are you trying to sound like an old man?’
‘I don’t have to try,’ Dave said.
She snorted, ‘You should tell Bernard that. See if it gets him to stop calling you a “kiddo”.’
‘If I thought it would work I would have tried by now,’ Dave sighed, squeezing Diego gently.
She slumped into him, letting him slowly rock the two of them back and forth. Her eyes were on the piles of photo frames again. The nearly empty trunk. The stuffed toy in her hands. ‘After all of this?’ Diego said. ‘When Morgan’s plan’s done and we’ve cleared our name enough to get the FA off our backs. We can go and visit that museum? If you’d like? Go and see your things?’
Dave was silent for a moment. She felt him move so his head was leaning on hers, humming slightly as he thought. ‘That would be nice,’ he said. ‘Will be a bit of a trek, but…’
‘We’ve flown further for less,’ Diego said.
Dave smiled at that. ‘Then yeah, that would be good. As weird as it is to see me and my deeds in a museum exhibit. Getting to see my old things would be nice. And who knows, maybe we can skip the red tape while we’re there.’
Diego snorted, ‘Oh God, one heist with Morgan and you’ve already developed a taste for them.’
‘Hey come on how,’ Dave smirked, ‘we’ve already established, it doesn’t count as stealing if the stuff actually belongs to you.’
Diego smiled at that. ‘I suppose you’re right.’ She looked up at him, any sadness giving way to a soft expression of love and affection. ‘Probably be easier to take from a museum too.’
‘Yeah probably. They’ll have what, a few guards?’
‘Probably motion sensors and alarms.’
Dave frowned at that, ‘Think I can get Morgan to help me plan it?’
‘If you do that she’ll want to come along so she can rob the whole place.’ Diego smirked.
Dave thought for a second. ‘Only if they have anything worth robbing. It’s not really a fancy jewel kind of museum.’
‘She’ll still find something.’
‘Well then,’ Dave paused, thinking for a moment, ‘I’ll make sure she doesn’t steal anything while she’s with me.’
Diego rolled her eyes. ‘What if she goes off to do her own heist in the middle of yours?’
‘Oh then I won’t be there and I won’t be able to stop her. If it does in fact happen. Which it might not.’
Diego tried to scowl at him, ‘Just because you don’t see the crime doesn’t mean it doesn’t happen.’
‘Of course,’ Dave said. ‘And if there’s proof that she stole something. Then we will deal with it.’
‘Please don’t cover up my sister’s crimes.’
‘I would never!’
*****
Despite everyone’s best efforts, Morgan couldn’t be persuaded away from the computer room for anything. Not even for coffee. She only ate when food was brought to her by one of the others, and only slept in power naps so quick no one else had a chance to even give her a blanket. All papers had been gathered, read, backed up on Alex's and her own computer, and now she was putting the pieces together. And she was ready to work until this plan was done. No sleep. No rest. No stopping. She wasn't left alone though. Every so often someone came in to check on her with some food or a drink, or an offer of help. Or in Alex's case just to loom. She slowed enough to talk and eat, but never stopped entirely. When it was Chad or Diego who checked in she would minimise half her screens, making them roll their eyes, but otherwise she carried on working around them. Around their worries and objections to her working without sleep or looking after herself. Continuing into her third day of planning their revenge.
Diego had been the one to bring breakfast, with Dave trailing close behind. Between her chatter and Janice's french toast Morgan only had one hand on the control panel, which was the slowest they could get her to work. But Diego only creased her brow at the sight.
‘How long are you going to keep this up for?’ she asked.
Morgan shrugged, sipping on a fresh mug of coffee. ‘Until I'm done.’
‘And when will that be?’
‘Why?’ Morgan chuckled. ‘Are you trying to work out how to sabotage me?’
‘If I wanted to sabotage you I would have done it already,’ Diego said. ‘Right now I'm trying to work out how to make you have a proper nap.’
‘I've napped.’
‘A proper nap.’ Morgan shrugged, making Diego roll her eyes, ‘What is your plan anyway?’
‘Destroy their legacy,’ Morgan said in a casual tone. ‘Make sure no one can bury Jordan's records again.’
‘And Cheddar's?’
Morgan shrugged, ‘That depends on what he wants to do. If he wants them fixing then we'll fix them. If he wants Chad Sterling wiping from existence?’ Morgan paused, her hand stilling on the keys as she processed what she had just said. ‘If he wants Chad Sterling wiping from existence, then I'll add it to my to do list.’
‘And you're doing it all alone?’ Diego said.
‘No,’ Morgan said. ‘I already let Janice help.’
‘She sorted through the records with magic.’
‘And probably saved me two weeks of trawling through papers,’ Morgan grinned.
‘And now?’
Morgan tapped the console, looking at a new window, ‘I have options. Once I've picked one then I'll know what I need help with.’
‘Okay,’ Diego nodded. ‘What are the options?’
‘Ha! Nice try,’ Morgan grinned. ‘Like I'd give up my plans that easily.’
Diego folded her arms with a scowl, ‘You would if it was Barnaby.’
‘That's different. He's my archnemesis. There would be a whole monologue involved.’
‘And I'm your sister.’
‘So technically you shouldn't even be trying to arrest me,’ Morgan said. ‘Conflict of interest and all that.’
‘I'm not trying to arrest you!’
Morgan laughed, ‘Yeah yeah, sure you're not.’
Before Diego could rebut again the door to the computer room opened, making the three of them turn in sync. Chad poked his head through the door, already dressed in his, now slightly tattered, exercise clothes. ‘You guys need anything?’
‘I'm good thanks!’ Morgan shouted
Diego scowled, ‘I'm trying to convince Morgan to have a nap.’
The door was ripped out of Chad's grip and slammed into the wall as Alex appeared behind him with a grin. ‘Oh well in that case-’
‘You can all piss off,’ Morgan said. ‘I'm busy.’
‘When has that stopped me before?’ Alex said.
A sudden crack through the air silenced everyone at once. In a moment Chad zipped across the room, appearing out of the lightning to shield Morgan and Diego as Dave stepped in closer to the group. Alex was the only one who didn’t move, looking around the room until another crack sounded. They all turned towards the noise, watching a crackle of emerald green energy arc across the floor. Chad tensed, the wind pulling in around him and his sisters. Dave dropped into a defensive stance. And Alex watched the light arc and grow with a bright grin. The energy danced across the floor, drawing a circle that began to fill with lines and runes. Chad managed to recognise it as a sigil just in time for the magic to flare and flash across the room.
Everyone bar Alex recoiled from the light, trying to shield their eyes until the light vanished and they could look up while blinking the spots out of their vision. A petite woman was standing in the middle of the room, chocolate brown and silver hair rippling in the after effects of the magic while her eyes glowed emerald green. Green like the vintage dress she was adorned in, complete with off shoulder sleeves and a tight waist that flared into a tea length skirt. She huffed as the light faded from her eyes, clicking a pair of matching green ankle boots on the tile floor before wiping off her hands and adjusting the small satin bag on her shoulder.
Before anyone could speak though Alex was stepping forward. ‘Aunt Trish!’
The woman spun to Alex, throwing her arms out with an excited squeal. ‘Alex!’ Alex rushed forward with a laugh, scooping her up into a bear hug before spinning them both on the spot.
‘What the hell?’ Diego whispered.
Morgan leaned over to whisper back. ‘Alex’s godmother.’
‘Oh it is good to see you dear,’ Trish laughed. ‘You have no idea the day I’ve had!’
Alex put her down with a smile, ‘I’ll find out soon enough I’m sure.’
‘Not before your mother you won’t,’ Trish said. ‘Where is she? She’s not at the farm, Bernard said she was with you.’
‘Wait you were at the farm?’ Alex asked. ‘Why?’
Trish smiled past the slight tremble in her chin, but she shook her head. ‘Nope, not until your mother’s here. She’ll never forgive me otherwise. Now, where is she? I feel like I’m going to burst if I don’t-’
The door to the room slammed open, Janice stepping wildly into the room with a flush to her cheeks. ‘Trish?’
‘Janice!’ Trish shouted, running over to pull Janice into a hug. ‘Oh it’s so good to see you sister.’
‘Sister?’ Dave whispered.
‘Coven, not biological,’ Morgan hissed back.
‘You too,’ Janice said, but she sounded uneasy as she pulled back. ‘What are you doing here?’
Trish started to shiver in excitement, ‘Alright, quick version. Do you have your grimoire?’
‘What?’
‘Your grimoire,’ Trish said. ‘Come on girl we don’t have all day!’
Janice frowned, but snapped her fingers to summon her book out of thin air. Trish grabbed it before Janice could, making everyone bar Alex look on with alarm and confusion. Trish hadn’t even noticed them, so she didn’t pay attention as she flipped to the back of the book before flicking through the pages. ‘Aha!’ she said, looking up at Janice with a grin. ‘Here, look at this.’
Janice took the book, turning it around to look at the page Trish was gesturing to. Her frown vanished instantly, her eyes frozen on the page. Alex tilted their head in confusion at the two of them, but Trish only beamed as tears began to gather in her eyes. ‘I couldn’t believe it at first,’ she said, so much quieter than she had been until now. ‘But it’s right there in ink. Do you know what this means?’
‘What is it?’ Alex asked.
‘The family tree,’ Janice said, her voice unusually cold. She snapped the book shut, making Trish flinch in surprise, ‘Who else has seen this?’
Trish’s surprise only grew, morphing into shock. ‘Excuse me? Janice, Charlie’s branch-’
‘Yes I saw,’ Janice said. ‘Who else has seen it?’
Trish’s expression dropped. ‘Oh well make sure to contain your excitement. I only came here to tell you that your son is actually somehow alive against all odds after 20 years and…’ she paused, thinking for a moment before looking at Janice again. ‘You knew.’
Janice sighed, ‘Trish-’
‘You absolute cow!’ Trish shouted. Chad flinched, moving to step forward but a hand on Morgan’s arm stopped him. ‘You knew? You knew Charlie was alive?’ Janice closed her eyes, and Trish glared with a fresh green glow gathering around her. ‘Oh how fucking dare you!’
‘Trish,’ Janice said, ‘one thing at a time. Who else has seen the family tree? Who else have you told?’
‘What do you mean who else have I told?! What do you take me for?!’ Trish tried to step away, but Janice grabbed her arm to stop her. ‘I find out your son is alive, you think I’m going to take an hour or two to gossip about it over tea? No. No I come to you first. I tell you first. I didn’t even tell Bernard first, and I found him before I found you.’
‘Please,’ Janice said, ‘I just need to know-’
‘Oh no you don’t!’ Trish shouted. ‘No! You answer my bloody questions first! How long have you known he was alive? How long have you been hiding this? Why did you hide it from me? Me of all people Jan?’
Chad winced, but a glance from Alex told him not to step in. Janice sighed, taking Trish’s hands before meeting her glare. ‘The fact I hid information at all from you should tell you how serious this was, sister.’ Trish faltered at that, her glare beginning to lessen as Janice continued. ‘He was in danger. He still is. No one could know we had found him, we had to keep it a secret from everyone. If just one person from the coven let something slip…’
Trish was silent, staring at Janice. ‘Charlie's in danger? How? Who from?’
‘From the people who took him,’ Janice said.
‘Right,’ Trish said, before stepping away. ‘Right, okay. First things first, we call on the Vow of Secrecy. Don’t argue with me Jan, I know you hate using it but it’s there for a reason. Then we find where he is, if you don’t already know or aren’t already tracking him. We go in, we get him out, we get him to the coven or the farm or somewhere else safe. And we kill the bastards who took him.’
‘Trish…’
‘Don’t interrupt,’ Trish said. I know the coven will gladly help with this, Whitney’s been dying to try out this new black fire of hers, and…’
Janice tried to hold back a chuckle, before taking Trish’s shoulders and turning her on the spot. The sight of the small woman filled with rage made Chad flinch, especially when the anger vanished in a blink. She froze, the glow in her eyes fading until they were honey brown, as she scanned over Chad’s face. His body. His everything. ‘Uh…’ Chad swallowed, ‘hi?’
Alex rolled their eyes, ‘You can do a better introduction than that Weather Boy.’
‘Alex,’ Janice said, ‘one thing at a time.’
‘Oh Goddess preserve me,’ Trish whispered. Her hands covered her mouth, tears already overflowing and streaking down her face. ‘It's…you’re…’
Chad felt the hand that was on his arm slowly push him forward. He spared a brief glance back at Morgan, before walking across the now silent room towards Janice and Trish. Alex nudged him as he went past, before he was close enough to extend a hand. ‘It’s nice to meet you.’
Alex rolled their eyes at the handshake, but Trish only giggled through her tears at the sight. ‘So formal,’ she said, taking the outstretched hand in both of hers. She squeezed the hand gently, before flipping it over to trace over the lines on his palm. She looked up to meet his eyes, her smiling growing again despite the tears that tried to make her face crumple.
‘Sweetheart,’ Janice said from next to Trish, ‘this is Patricia Bishop. She’s my coven sister, and is yours and Alex’s godmother.’
‘Oh right,’ Trish said, ‘of course, you have no idea who I am. I’m sorry dear, I just…’ she laughed, wiping at the streaks across her face, ‘this is unreal. But it is real. You’re real. And I’m really meeting you and shaking your hand.’ She laughed again, looking back over Chad’s face. ‘You’ve got Bernard’s looks I see. Wait, do you know who Bernard is? Does he know about you?’
Janice nodded, ‘He’ll be back after he’s finished with the girls at the farm. And then…actually,’ she straightened her shoulders, ‘I should go meet the others before someone at the coven says something they shouldn’t.’
‘Oh of course,’ Trish said. ‘We had gone to Luke’s this time. I left as soon as I saw the family tree, the others had barely started.’
Janice nodded, as Chad frowned, ‘Family tree?’
‘I’ll show you later,’ Janice said. ‘Will you all be alright if I head off now?’
‘Don’t worry,’ Morgan called out, ‘we know what magic users are like with gossip. You go, we’ll hold down the fort.’
‘Oh yes,’ Trish said, ‘you do that and Charlie and I can catch up.’
Janice winced, ‘Actually, he goes by…’
Chad cut in without thinking. ‘Charlie’s fine.’
Janice spun to look at him with wide eyes, but Alex was the one who spoke first. ‘Really?’
‘Really?’ Morgan and Diego said in unison behind him.
Chad, or rather Charlie, looked around at everyone. He tried to not wince at the identical shocked expressions everyone aside from Trish were wearing as he nodded. ‘Yeah. Charlie’s…Charlie works.’
‘Are you sure?’ Janice said, her shock breaking into an emotion that made her voice crack.
Trish looked back at her in alarm, then back at Charlie. ‘Oh no, did I start something? What did I do?’
Charlie gave her an awkward smile. ‘Nothing. It’s just been a crazy few months. And Mum and Alex got me out like…two weeks ago?’
‘Something like that,’ Alex said quietly.
‘Yeah so…we haven’t really had a chance to talk about what going forward looks like I guess,’ Charlie chuckled. ‘But…Charlie’s a good name. And it works. So…let’s go with that.’
Janice stepped past Trish, cupping Charlie’s face in her hands. ‘Are you sure?’ Charlie nodded. ‘You don’t have to do this for me you know. You don’t even have to do this now.’
Charlie nodded with a smile, ‘I know.’
She let out a shuddering breath, pulling Charlie into a tight hug. ‘Oh I don’t want to let you go now.’
Charlie squeezed her right back, ‘You have to get the coven in line right? It’s okay. I’m not going anywhere Mum.’
Somehow her embrace tightened even more at that, before she pulled back. Tears were gathering in her eyes, but the smile she gave him was warm. ‘I’ll be back as soon as I can.’
Charlie nodded, ‘See you soon.’
Janice sniffed, her lip trembling. ‘I love you sweetheart.’
‘I love you too.'
Chapter 91
Summary:
After the drama of Charlie's reveal, Trish gets a better chance to catch up with her godson.
Notes:
I love it when I'm on a roll with this fic, its so much fun.
I think we're good for content warnings this time. If you spot one please let me know.
Chapter Text
While Janice was gone, Trish took the chance to very much take over the computer room. A snap of her fingers had a glowing green light forming into plush chairs and delicate coffee tables while Alex summoned a selection of supplies straight from their kitchen. Once that was done and everyone had a chance to settle, there was a chance for proper conversation. Morgan already knew Trish, so led the introductions with Diego and Dave until a mug of coffee was pressed into her hand. Between them Trish got the broad strokes of Charlie’s life as Chad Sterling, including a brief highlight run into his heroic career, before Janice returned with Bernard in tow. Once again Charlie was wrapped up in hugs a little too tight that he returned just as eagerly. Bernard also checked in with Charlie on the name change, the confirmation making him more misty eyed than Janice and Trish combined.
And then Trish learned about the rest. About Caroline and Richard kidnapping Charlie, the fake memories, the illusion to change his face, the lies and secrets that had encompassed the lives of all of the kids. The revelations, the attempts to find the truth and the subterfuge along the way. Charlie had been reluctant to talk about the heroes turning against him, and Janice and Alex said even less on the matter, so the story skipped to the past couple of weeks. To uncovering the evidence they needed, to hiding and recovering and everything else.
‘So now,’ Morgan said, ‘All I need to do is plan the perfect revenge plot to ruin their lives, their legacy, their reputation, everything they care about. Them and everyone who was complicit.’
‘Oh is that all?’ Trish chuckled. She was sipping at a cup of tea, tapping her personal teapot every so often so the brew stayed fresh and at the perfect temperature. ‘Sounds like you’ve had quite a busy few months. If only there was a coven of powerful witches who could have helped you,’ she said, looking pointedly at Janice over her cup.
Janice rolled her eyes, ‘I’m never hearing the end of this am I?’
‘No you’re not,’ Trish said. ‘I understand. Really I do. But at the same time, our coven is one that we have spent decades building. You should have a little more faith in the magic users you’ve trained and grown with.’
‘In our defence,’ Alex said with a grin, ‘you are the second biggest gossip in the City.’
Trish’s mouth dropped open in shock. ‘Excuse me? Who’s coming for my biggest gossip title?’ Alex grinned, earning a wink from their aunt as she put down her cup. ‘And how much did the upstart coming for my throne talk about this with people not in this room?’ Alex glanced away at that, making Trish smile and nod. ‘Exactly. There’s a time and a place for metaphorical tea. And this isn't it. Even I know that.’
Janice nodded. ‘I should have told you. It pained me not to.’
‘Then make sure you don’t do it again,’ Trish smiled. Janice nodded, the two women clasping hands for a moment. ‘Good, now for the other big problem we have,’ Trish said. Everyone frowned at Trish when she turned to Charlie. ‘Who on earth attacked your hair with a garden strimmer?’
Alex cackled at that, while Charlie blushed in embarrassment. ‘It was cut for curly hair.’
Trish ran a hand through his hair, taking a lock to wrap around her finger while examining the rest of the uneven mop. ‘Even so, your old stylist needs to be fired. There’s no flair, no imagination here.’
‘There was nothing wrong with his hair before,’ Diego said with a frown.
‘Oh I’m sure it was “fine”,’ Trish said. ‘Just like that big chain coffee shop Alex likes is “fine.” But there’s fine, and then there’s fantastic. Fabulous. Elite. And you my dear,’ she turned back to Charlie, taking his chin to make him turn his head, ‘deserve nothing less than exceptional.’
‘Here we go,’ Bernard chuckled.
Charlie raised an eyebrow in concern, ‘Should I be worried?’
‘Not at all!’ Trish said with a bright smile.
Alex laughed, ‘Aunt Trish likes her fashion. And she loves her projects.’
Diego’s frown deepened, ‘Cheddar’s not a project.’
‘His hacked hair is.’
Trish ignored Alex and Diego, her focus entirely on Charlie. ‘It’s a shame to lose that much length. Hmm…if we blend with some feathering…or maybe a harder line. It might be better to just make a blank canvas.’ She met Charlie’s eyes with an unsettling focus. ‘Do you have a style in mind?’
Charlie shook his head, ‘I haven’t really had time to think about it.’
‘Nothing too extreme please?’ Janice said. ‘There’s been a lot of changes already. A simple trim to even it out will do wonders, and then when we’re not in hiding and Cha..Charlie’s had a chance to settle he can pick out a proper style.’
Trish blew a raspberry. ‘Boring. But if you’re just looking for a placeholder I suppose I can assist. If,’ she said, pointing a finger in Charlie’s face. This close he noticed that her nails were perfectly manicured with black tips. ‘You agree that I get to do your hair for the foreseeable future.’
‘He’s not a doll!’ Bernard laughed.
Charlie blushed, but nodded with a small smile. ‘That works.’
‘Perfect,’ Trish said, getting to her feet while dusting off her skirt. ‘Come on then, no time like the present.’
‘Wait, now?’ Charlie said.
‘I suppose we can wait,’ Trish sighed dramatically. ‘If we must.’
Charlie blinked at her, then looked at Alex. ‘Is this where you get it from?’
Alex scowled, ‘Get what from?’
‘Oh my god you’re right!’ Diego laughed.
Any civil conversation then dissolved into chaotic bickering, mainly between Alex and Diego, with Morgan and Dave trying to hold the two of them back from drawing blood. Which Trish took as the perfect excuse to whisk Charlie away to a quieter space so they could get to work. Bernard stayed behind to supervise the others, while Janice led the two of them into the lair and into a quiet unused room. With a clap of her hands Trish started to conjure up a fully loaded hair stylists booth, complete with a triple set of backlit mirrors. Charlie was soon sat, and Janice promised to get lunch on while Trish snapped an apron and a pair of gloves on before she grabbed a comb.
It was still weird for Charlie to see his real face in the mirror, but that sight was soon overshadowed by watching the comb in Trish’s hand begin to glow. She ran it through his hair slowly, section by section, with a methodical and precise hand. He didn’t realise what magic was happening however, until she had combed through half of his hair. ‘Did you just grow my hair out?’
Trish hummed with a smile. ‘Blank canvas my dear. This will take longer, and we’ll need to give the hair some time to settle before I make any fresh cuts. But it’s easier than trying to work with what you had.’
‘We could have just gone short,’ Charlie said, unable to hide the uneasiness in his voice.
‘Oh no,’ Trish said, ‘you would not look good that short. You need to have some volume to play with otherwise you’re going to look far too old for your own good.’
The comb passed through again, and Charlie had to pull his eyes away from the reflection. ‘This isn’t just an illusion right?’
Trish scoffed, ‘You think your mother would name an illusionist a coven sister? No, I specialise in conjuration and transformation. What I imagine I make reality. It takes a lot of energy mind you, but most of the time it far surpasses any attempts at illusion.’
Charlie swallowed, nodding once the comb left his scalp. ‘Okay. Because uh…this is weird.’
Trish finally looked up, seeing his uncomfortable reaction in the reflection. ‘What’s wrong?’
‘Uh…’ Charlie tried to look up, but couldn’t quite look past his reflection to find Trish in the mirror. ‘The face is still new.’
‘So?’
‘So…the hair is too?’
Trish narrowed her eyes, ‘I feel like I’m missing something.’
Charlie swallowed. ‘I uh…thought I had curly brown hair. And olive skin. And hazel eyes. Pretty much a double of Morgan and Diego. And then I find out it’s an illusion, and then I try to get used to a new face and hair and everything else. And now magic is making my hair long.’
Trish looked at the blond hair in her hands, then back at the mirror. ‘Right, hang on.’ She stepped towards the mirror, drawing a rune on the glass before all three mirrors began to glow. Charlie’s reflection immediately began to twist, the colours blending together until he was looking into a vortex of rainbow colours. ‘Here we go,’ Trish said. ‘The wonderful thing about this mirror is it doesn’t just show us reality as it is. It can show us potential, give it clarity so we can then draw it out and make it real.’
Charlie watched the colours swirling with a frown, ‘And the potential we’re looking for now is…?’
‘You,’ Trish said. ‘The real you. Preferably one that looks sensational but we can work on that later.’
He swallowed, ‘I don’t really know who that is right now.’
‘That’s fine,’ Trish said. ‘That’s what the chair’s for. I’ll style, you talk and think, and between the two of us that mirror will show us what Charlie Stewart could look like. And it will keep finding potentials for what Charlie will look like until you find a look you want. Once you do, I’ll make it real.’
Charlie looked at the mirror again, then turned to look at Trish. ‘What if I don’t find it?’
‘Then we’ll listen to your mother and find you a look that is “fine,”’ Trish said. ‘Fine and boring and safe. It won’t be my magnum opus by any means, but you’ll recognise yourself when you look in the mirror.’ Charlie thought for a moment, before nodding and turning back. She stepped back up, picking up another lock of hair before leaning in. ‘You’re allowed to close your eyes if you want. Sometimes it helps for the first part.’
Trish was right. When Charlie closed his eyes and he couldn’t see what she was doing it was easy to forget the magic that was swirling around him. He could pretend that the comb passing through his hair was just a normal comb, that his strange excitable godmother was just trying to pamper him before fixing his hair. It made it easier to talk, to answer her questions about the inconsequential minutiae of his life. The music he liked, the films and TV shows, the books. What he did for fun. His favourite outfit, if he had that one piece of clothing or accessory he would always try to wear because he always felt better with it. He ended up volunteering information too about things he wanted to do or try but had never gotten around to. Like going to a music festival. Getting a tattoo, and the tattoo ideas he had. Going to Pride without being in uniform, just being one of the hundreds of faces in the crowd, with the cacophony of voices and music around him.
When she nudged for him to open his eyes the mirrors had changed again, showing his face. Which meant his new face, but with his eyes alight with a white-blue energy, and when he looked at the three reflections each one showed something dramatically different going on with his hair.
‘Now that’s interesting,’ Trish said. ‘Where did the glowing eyes come from?’
‘Oh,’ Charlie said. ‘That happens when I use my powers. Alex pointed it out the other day.’
Trish looked at him with an excited grin, ‘Can I see?’
Charlie nodded, pulling on the slight breeze that was constantly around him. The white sparkle that was nearly always constant in his grey eyes flared to life, until the white blue energy glowed brightly. Trish watched with delight, giggling as the light faded back to grey. Charlie looked back at the mirror, seeing the glow still present in his eyes, and he frowned. ‘Why is my reflection doing that?’
Trish looked at the mirrors. ‘You tell me. What does it mean to you to have your eyes glow like that?’
`’Well,’ Charlie paused, ‘they never used to. I never really had my eyes flash or light up like that before all of this happened. But Alex reckons my eyes did that the whole time and that the old enchantment suppressed it, which…’
Trish hummed, ‘So we’re wanting to not hide our truth anymore then?’ The eyes in the reflection glowed a little brighter, and Trish smiled. ‘Good. That’s admirable. Now as for the rest,’ she looked between the three different hairstyles presented, ‘What’s jumping out at you?’
‘They’re very different.’
‘Well yes,’ Trish said. ‘But it does look like you took my comments about longer hair to heart. Which I love, and is correct, you should absolutely listen to my judgement on these things.’ Charlie huffed in amusement, while Trish looked over them again. ‘What else?’
Charlie looked between the styles. He wasn’t sure what he was supposed to be looking for. He felt Trish fiddle with his hair again, sections of it picked up to bunch and move one way or another. As she did and he tried to work out what she was doing or thinking the styles in the mirrors changed. They started long, then short, cycling through nearly every look Charlie could imagine. As they changed though, Charlie noticed the changes were becoming less dramatic each time. There was one point the waves turned into curls and it took everything in him to not flinch at the sight, but after that nearly every style was straight. The lengths stopped changing as dramatically, the one wolf tail that appeared vanishing quickly but inspiring a series of other styles with various undercuts and fades.
‘Oh yes,’ Trish hummed, ‘That would suit you very well I think.’
Charlie didn’t respond. He was too busy watching the mirrors cycle through the styles, becoming more and more refined until nearly every style looked the same. The bulk of the hair reminded him of what Morgan might have called Prince Charming waves, but with the sides and back of his head buzzed shorter than he had ever tried before. The reflections refined it even further, altering the hair to fall across his face or be pushed back, shifting how short and dramatic the buzz was, until it finally stopped. He looked between all three mirrors showing the same look. The undercut was low, breaking into a side swept style that made his hair look like it was perpetually in a soft breeze. Which…wasn’t that far off with where his powers were at the moment.
‘What are you thinking?’ Trish asked softly.
Charlie swallowed, looking at the style in the mirror. ‘It’s very different.’
‘That’s true,’ Trish said. ‘But then again, anything that isn’t a perm and dye is going to look very different from what you’re used to.’ Charlie nodded at that, and Trish looked at the reflection. ‘Is this a good different?’
Charlie nodded. ‘Yeah. It…it’s a good starting point. I think. At least, until this feels a bit more normal.’
Trish smiled. ‘Alright then.’
Charlie finally looked away from the mirror and back at Trish, ‘Thanks for this. I know that you wanted to do something fancy, but-’
‘Oh my dear,’ Trish said. ‘This is much more than “fine,” and there is enough life and potential in here for us to do something fun with when you’re good and ready.’
Charlie smiled and nodded, sitting back and closing his eyes again. He tried to take a deep and calming breath, and not flinch when magic that smelled like hyacinths and petrichor flared around him. There was no reason to freak out after all, he told himself. It was just hair.
Chapter 92
Summary:
While Trish works on Charlie's hair, Charlie begins to talk more about his life. And how he got to the lair.
Notes:
*looks at content warnings* this will be a totally chill chapter. Honest. Either way enjoy!
Content warnings:
- mention of natural disasters
- depiction of panic attack and emotional breakdowns
- misplaced guilt and regret
Chapter Text
The rest of the styling session carried on without really any hitch. There were still spells to be woven into the hair before it was stable enough to cut, something that Trish took her time with while she had the luxury to. She filled the silence with easy small talk and idle conversation while she worked, until Charlie felt calm enough to join in again. The conversation quickly turned back to his life before, with Trish letting Charlie lead now on what he wanted to talk about. Which ended up being a lot. He talked about life in the city. About the library he used to volunteer at, his favourite pizza place, the park he liked to go through when he had time to do a daily run. Once the clippers came out and buzzed to life Charlie was comfortable enough, and deep in his thoughts enough, to turn to the topic of the heroes.
He tried to keep it lighthearted. He tried to just focus on the good parts. The parts where he could talk about his favourite rescues and fights, the moments he was proudest off. But even they felt sour now, and she didn’t need to press much for him to explain why. Trish was quiet when Charlie began to describe the pain of the last month in more detail. He didn’t just cover the day the heroes turned on him, although that was the hardest part to relive. He talked about everything from landing in the medical bay to arriving here, how every interaction with the heroes, especially Vigilante and Darkfeather and his kidnappers, looked different in hindsight. The wind flared around him a little more when he touched on the particularly painful moments, but neither him or Trish paused or stopped. Not until he recounted the day that everything changed. The day that the heroes tried to bring him in. The chase through the city. The fight. And then escaping to the lair.
Trish had long finished and cleaned up the stray hairs on his neck by the time he finally stopped, but she never tried to interrupt. Instead she tidied everything away, applied some product to his freshly cut hair, and then waited with a smile until he was done.
When he was there was silence for a beat or two, until Charlie turned around with a sheepish expression. ‘Sorry, I didn’t mean to dump all that on you.’
Trish smiled and shook her head, ‘No need to apologise. That’s what a good styling session does, and I’m always happy to listen. Now,’ she pointed to the mirrors, ‘What do you think?’
Charlie turned to look, his eyes going wide. The magic in the mirrors had gone, he could tell because Trish was standing behind him in his reflection. He reached up slowly, carefully brushing at one of the sweeping strands at the front. The product in his hair felt odd when it caught on his fingertips, but he barely paid that any attention. Instead he touched the freshly buzzed hair above his ear, running his hands over the shortly cropped hair that felt almost fuzzy to the touch. It was weird. It was very different. But it still looked like it could be him.
‘Well?’ Trish said.
Charlie nodded, sniffling slightly. ‘It’s good. Thank you.’
She smiled at him, putting a hand on his shoulder. ‘For what it's worth? And, full disclosure, I did not follow the world of heroes and villains that closely after Janice retired. I don’t know how they normally do things. But what they did to you? That wasn’t fair. You didn’t deserve that. Not one second of it. Not then and not now.’
Charlie smiled sadly, ‘I feel like you’re biased.’
‘Only the normal amount,’ Trish said. ‘But even if I wasn’t I would be saying the same thing. You deserve better. You deserved better then, from all of them. And you deserve better now.’ Charlie sighed, but nodded slightly. Trish gave him a smile in return, taking a moment to pat his shoulder before turning away to start cleaning up her styling tools. ‘I’ll be sure to remind you if you forget okay? Me and the rest of your family. In fact I wouldn’t be surprised if that was part of why Alex made that hurricane.’
Charlie looked up at her with a frown, ‘The what?’
Trish barely looked at him when she spoke, ‘The hurricane in Capital City. It wouldn’t surprise me if Alex made it as some sort of divine punishment for them.’
Charlie blinked, his eyes widening in horror. He got up from the seat, the wind swelling around him as he tried to keep his breath calm. ‘What hurricane?’
‘You missed it?’ Trish said. ‘I thought I was bad at keeping up with the news. But it was….a week and a half? Two weeks ago? A hurricane took over the whole city, ended up covering nearly a quarter of the province.’
Charlie swallowed, ‘What makes you think it was Alex?’
She chuckled, ‘I know an S tier power use when I see one, and that hurricane? That was impressive, even for Alex.’ Trish didn’t look up until she heard the rattle of her styling chair. When she did Charlie was already out of the door and racing away.
He ran down the corridors, barely holding himself back from bolting through the whole building to get to Janice. He wanted to, but he daren’t. Either wind or blood was roaring in his ears, and he didn’t trust himself to not break something if he tried that right now. But the lightning crackled around him all the same. He needed to find Janice. He needed her to tell him that Trish was wrong. There wasn’t a hurricane in Capital City. And even if there had been, it hadn’t been that day. It hadn’t been the day he fought the heroes. It hadn’t been him. It hadn’t. It couldn’t. Because if it had…no it couldn’t.
He skidded around a corridor, ready to start sprinting again when he looked up at a group of faces.
Bernard stepped forward, his brow furrowed in worry, ‘Whoa kiddo, slow down a second.’
‘You okay Cheddar?’ Diego asked.
‘Trish wasn’t that bad was she?’ Alex asked.
Charlie gasped desperately for breath, looking from Bernard, to Alex, to Morgan and the others. They weren’t Janice. But they would know. They would tell him. They had to. ‘Did you make a hurricane?’ he said, looking at Alex.
Alex looked at him in confusion. ‘What? When?’
‘Trish said there was a hurricane in Capital City. She said you made it. She was wrong, right? There…there wasn’t any hurricane in the city right?’
The confusion vanished from Alex’s face, and for a moment everyone stared at Charlie with an expression he didn’t like. It felt a lot like worry. A lot like fear. And a little bit like regret. Alex folded their arms, ‘I only gave them what they deserved.’
Bernard looked at them with a scowl, ‘Alex.’
‘What?’ Alex said. ‘Are you going to tell me I’m wrong? They did deserve it. And more.’
Morgan and Diego glanced at each other, before looking back at Charlie. The distant echo of heels on tile sounded from behind Charlie, but he didn’t pay that any attention. He was too busy watching everyone else in front of him. ‘She was right?’
Diego sighed, but Alex cut in first. ‘What did Aunt Trish say?’
‘That you made a hurricane less than two weeks ago that covered a quarter of the province,’ Charlie rasped. ‘You didn't, right? Please tell me you didn’t. Please, there wasn’t a hurricane right?’
Bernard grasped Charlie’s shoulder, not speaking until Charlie met his eyes. ‘Kiddo? Remember what I told you about your emotions? You have to feel them, feel all of them, but don’t wallow in them okay?’
‘Why are you talking like that?’ Charlie whimpered. ‘Why isn’t anyone answering me, what happened?’
Bernard swallowed, his shoulders straightening to brace himself as Morgan and Diego stepped forward. ‘Cheddar,’ Morgan said, ‘Alex didn’t make a hurricane.’ Alex glared at Morgan, but she carried on. ‘But…but a hurricane did happen.’
Charlie stared at her, before shaking his head. ‘No. No I didn’t. I couldn’t.’
‘We know,’ Diego said. ‘We know, we know it wasn’t you. It wasn’t your fault.’
‘What wasn’t?’ Charlie snapped. ‘Just tell me what happened!’ The wind flared up around him, threatening to push everyone back. For a moment it was too loud to hear anyone. But Bernard squeezed his shoulder and Charlie took a shaky breath, making the wind dip so they could speak. ‘Please. Just tell me what happened.’
Morgan licked her lips and nodded. ‘We were watching the fight from the computer room. Janice was taking on Mum and Dad, you two were taking down everyone else. And then there was lightning and you were suddenly fighting Dad. He managed to hit you with one of his psychic storms point blank, and you went down. But when you did, all the news footage dropped.’ Alex cringed and looked away from the others, but Morgan continued. ‘The meteorologists report showed a storm growing past the city. I don’t know how big it got, I didn’t measure it. But then you, Alex and Janice fell into the lair through a portal. Janice pulled the psychic storm out of your head, and Alex…well Alex kept the portal open.’
‘What?’ Charlie said. ‘Why?’
Everyone looked at Alex, who was ready to give the first person that spoke to them a death glare. ‘Morgan you’re an idiot.’
‘Just answer the question,’ Morgan said.
Alex sighed, squeezing their eyes shut. ‘It was safer to keep it open. Stop any backlash until the storm was gone entirely. If it was still going and you had been cut off from it….’
Charlie didn’t hear the rest of the sentence. If he had been cut off from it. He would have suffered the backlash. But that would have only happened if the hurricane was his. If the power was his. ‘What happened to the city?’ Charlie whispered.
‘Okay,’ Diego said, ‘The first thing is that the City survived. A pitched A tier battle was going on, nearly everyone had already gone to ground. Most of the modern buildings are made to withstand disasters at this point so those are still standing. Damaged, but standing and repairable. That storm was not the worst thing the city has gone through.’
Charlie shook his head. Morgan had said they were watching the fight. Which meant cameras. Which probably meant news reporters and copters. The second a hurricane started they would have been ripped apart. Charlie stepped back, hands coming to his face as the wind picked up again. Frost started coalescing on the walls around them, collecting in everyone’s clothes and hair. He felt Bernard step in time with him, grabbing him by the arms to try and hold him up. Morgan and Diego’s voices tried to reach him, but he could barely hear them over the growing wind. He didn’t even feel the ground connect with his knees when he slumped. Something rumbled outside the lair, so loud it still echoed through steel and concrete and everything else to reach them, making Charlie and Alex both look up. There it was, another ambient storm. The biggest one he had ever made. The biggest one he remembered making. But they could get bigger. They could get stronger.
The next roll of thunder was louder, loud enough to send tremors through the walls around them. Or maybe that was just Charlie feeling the charge of the energy, connecting him to the storm, to the wind, to the lightning and thunder that threatened to tear everything apart. Unless he remembered to breathe. Unless he kept calm. Unless he regained control. Because if he lost control there was no telling how big that storm could grow. How dangerous it would become. Not with the unlimited strength of an S tier behind it. If there was the power of an S tier in a hurricane and no one to control it…
Charlie’s mind flashed back to the moment on the rooftop. To Richard’s hand on his temple, the violet light of the psychic storm threatening to unmake him. He remembered it hitting. The pain that burned through his mind and body until he couldn’t exist anymore. The thought that he was going to die from it. If there had been an ambient storm in that moment, one that manifested everything he was feeling, at the point when his mind and body were shut down so he couldn’t do anything? Then there would have been no control. He would have had no chance to stop it.
He looked past Morgan and Diego fighting against the swirling wind, past Bernard clinging to him as they both knelt on the floor, towards Alex. Alex, who’s hand was on the nearest wall, staring into the middle distance with glowing yellow eyes. ‘Why didn’t you stop me?’ he whimpered, and Alex looked in their direction. ‘If I lost control, why didn’t you stop me? You could have ended the hurricane, you could have-’
‘Weren’t you listening?’ Alex said. ‘If you had been cut off from that hurricane right then it would have killed you.’
Charlie blinked at that, the realisation setting in. ‘You can’t put me before the city.’
‘I can,’ Alex said, ‘and I did.’
‘But all those people-’
‘Fuck them,’ Alex snapped. ‘They’re just a bunch of stupid people and stupid heroes and stupid buildings. You are more important.’
Charlie shook his head, his face crumpling, ‘No I’m not. I’m not…I’m not more important than them. There’s millions…oh god.’ He tried to gasp for a breath. ‘I could have killed them.’
Diego tried to speak, but Charlie couldn’t hear her. Not over the thunder that roared through every corridor of the lair. The wind rocked into everyone, throwing them off their feet. Diego caught Morgan and Dave, phasing the three of them so the wind whipped right through them. Bernard clung to Charlie, wrapping him in a bear hug that was also his only lifeline to gravity. A flare of emerald magic appeared around Trish as she appeared around the corner. And Alex stuck themselves to the wall, their teeth gritted as they held the lair together through sheer will. A flash of crimson light had Janice appear in the middle of the corridor, only for her to immediately wrap a bubble around herself to shield from the wind. There was no point in her trying to shout, not over the thunder that refused to end.
Through it all Charlie couldn’t breathe. He was rigid in Bernard’s arms, the thunder and wind as loud as the thoughts rattling in his head. He could have killed everyone. He could have levelled the city. No villain had managed that yet, but he could have done it without trying. No wonder the FA wanted to change his classification. He deserved it. He was too dangerous. He threatened everyone. They were right about him.
‘Charlie?’ Bernard shouted, ‘Kiddo I need you to breathe for me.’
He couldn’t. He couldn’t take in a breath without choking on a scream that wouldn’t unstick from his throat.
‘Charlie,’ Bernard shouted, ‘I know. I know it feels like too much. But you have to feel it. Let go of that breath and feel it.’
Charlie shook his head, even as tears started streaking down his face. He couldn’t. He didn’t know how. It would break him. It would break him, and he would lose control again. He could threaten everyone again. That couldn’t be allowed to happen. It couldn’t. It couldn’t.
‘Son,’ Bernard said, leaning in close enough that Charlie had to hear him. ‘I promise we’ll catch you. I promise. So trust me, and let that breath go. Whatever comes out with it you don’t worry about. I’ll catch you. I promise. I’m not going anywhere, so breathe out.’
The air rattled in Charlie’s chest, until his lungs were empty. When they were about to ache he sucked in another breath. And when he breathed out again, the breath came with a scream.
The storm around them shattered with the noise. The frost was blasted back, thunder rolled out and away, the wind vanished in an instant. And everyone stumbled back to the ground in the aftermath. Diego slumped against Morgan and Dave, panting heavily as the three of them became corporeal again. Alex landed back on the floor, looking around at the building with all their senses before pulling away from the wall. Janice and Trish’s magic both faded, the two catching their breath quickly. They didn’t look at each other though. All of them were watching Charlie cling to Bernard as he began to wail.
Bernard landed back on the floor too, bracing himself before pulling Charlie closer. ‘That’s it son,’ he said softly, stroking a hand through his hair while his other arm wrapped around Charlie’s shoulders. ‘I’ve got you kiddo. I’ve got you.’
Janice swallowed, looking around at the others. ‘What happened?’
Alex looked at her with a dark expression. ‘He found out about the hurricane.’
‘Wait,’ Trish said, ‘ He made the hurricane? How? I thought…’
Everyone went quiet when Morgan stepped away from Diego and Dave. She crossed the corridor quickly before kneeling down next to Bernard and Charlie. Her hand on his arm made Charlie look up. His face was already red from tears, his whole body shaking from sobs that refused to die down, and the look on his face was that of a person with both a broken heart and a broken spirit.
‘I’m sorry,’ he sobbed. ‘I’m sorry I…I didn’t mean to…’
‘We know,’ Morgan said. She wrapped her arms around him and Bernard, so she was close enough to whisper. ‘We know you never meant that. It wasn’t your fault. You can’t be blamed for that storm.’
‘But…but it was…’
‘It was Psion,’ Morgan said calmly. ‘He was the one who put the psychic storm in your head. He was the one who shut you down and made that storm lose control. There is only one person who deserves to have the blame put at their feet, and it’s not you. It’s never going to be you, Cheddar. Not when he was the one who pulled the trigger like that.’
Charlie squeezed his eyes shut, his head falling back onto Bernard’s chest. Morgan and Bernard could have said more, any of them could have said more. But it was clear it wouldn't help. Not right now. So the two of them moved in closer, holding Charlie together as he dissolved into a sobbing wreck.
Chapter 93
Summary:
After every storm clears, new clarity is found.
Notes:
I'm going away this weekend so the next chapter won't be up until Monday at the earliest, but it is all done and raring to go :)
Think this one doesn't have any content warnings. If you spot one please let me know.
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Lunch had never been such a silent affair. There was so much tension in the kitchen it was hard to breathe. Alex had taken over cooking lunch, their focus split between not burning what was sizzling away in the skillet and not breaking any of their cookware. Janice was fussing over Diego, checking her over as she wavered on her stool. Dave was practically holding her upright, his face creased with worry at the sight of her. And Trish watched them all, glancing between them and the door with a growing worry and guilt.
‘Jan?’ Trish said.
‘Hang on,’ Janice said. Her glowing eyes were fixed on Diego, scanning for something with an intense focus. Before the light died and she pulled back with a smile. ‘Good news. It’s not power exhaustion.’
Diego sighed in relief, slumping more onto Dave with the motion. ‘Thank God for that.’
‘You do have some significant fatigue so I would recommend resting this afternoon,’ Janice continued. ‘I can whip you up something to give you a little boost for now. But you’ll recover fully and quickly even without my help.’
‘Good,’ Diego said with a tired smile. ‘Will that “little boost” stop my whole body feeling like jelly?’
‘It will help,’ Janice said. ‘Honestly some regular food and rest will do the hard work, but unless Dave wants to hold you up while we eat…’
‘I don't mind,’ Dave said. ‘But at the same time? Please do, I don't like her looking this pale.’ Janice nodded, standing while summoning her grimoire into her hands. Dave wrapped Diego in a hug, encouraging her to lean on him fully. ‘Please don't do that again.’
‘No promises,’ Diego murmured, twisting just enough to look up at him. ‘That storm was nasty.’
‘So is power stress,’ Dave said. ‘You've never phased two passengers at the same time before.’
‘Sure I have,’ Diego said. ‘I had two siblings for training when I was a kid, remember?’
Dave grimaced at the thought, ‘I refuse to believe you held it for that long when you were a kid.’
‘Well…not for that long,’ Diego said. ‘But a couple of seconds is normally enough time to dodge an attack. It's doable.’
‘And how tapped are you after trying that normally?’ Dave asked.
Diego looked away at that. ‘Not the point.’
‘Exactly my point,’ Dave said. ‘Dee, we've seen how dangerous power exhaustion is. Please, don't ever put yourself through that.’
‘I'm not going to make it a habit,’ Diego said. ‘But if there's something dangerous and I need to protect two people I care about I'm not going to sit there and choose.’
Dave sighed, squeezing her gently as he buried his face in her hair. ‘I can brace for a storm. I can't see you put yourself in danger like this.’
‘No you couldn't,’ Alex piped up. Dave glared at them, which they would have ignored even if they weren't focused on the sizzling pan. ‘That storm would have picked you up and thrown you around like a ragdoll.’
‘I’m stronger than that,’ Dave snapped. Alex only laughed, making Dave scowl. ‘Then what do you suggest?’
‘Convince your brother in law to go to therapy,’ Alex said, finally looking up at the two of them. ‘And in the meantime, Ghost Girl here can stock up on Mum’s homemade energy juice.’
‘It's Shadowstep and you know it,’ Diego said.
‘Whatever Ghost Girl.’ Alex turned back to the pan. ‘He's probably going to have more flare ups like that unless he can learn how to process his emotions properly.’
‘Oh because you're the beacon of healthy emotions,’ Dave scowled.
‘I'm better at it than Weather Boy is,’ Alex grinned. ‘Because I'm awesome. And so is Becky.’
‘Who's Becky?’
‘My therapist. You can't have her, she's mine.’
Diego sighed, watching Alex turn back to the cooking. ‘They have a point. Cheddar's been through too much. A therapist couldn't hurt.’
Alex's jaw dropped, ‘Holy shit.’ They laughed, ‘Never thought I'd see the day you'd agree with me.’
‘Don't worry,’ Diego sneered. ‘I won't make it a habit.’
Alex snorted, turning back to the cooking. Trish looked between the group of them, her gaze lingering on Janice nose deep in her grimoire before speaking. ‘Jan? Jan I need to just say-’
‘Hold on,’ Janice said. ‘I need to make sure I have this recipe right.’ She turned to Diego, ‘Would you prefer a smoothie or something solid?’
‘Whichever is easier for you,’ Diego said. ‘I’m not fussy.’
Trish’s face fell when Janice turned to the fridge. ‘Can I just say this please?’
‘Can it wait?’ Janice said. ‘Once I’ve made this I need to go and check on Charlie and Morgan, make sure they both eat which…that’s going to be fun.’
‘Make sure you eat too Mum,’ Alex said.
Trish sighed. ‘I need to apologise.’
‘For what?’ Janice said, finally turning to Trish to give her a pointed look. ‘What exactly do you need to apologise for?’
Trish paused, trying not to look away from Janice’s stare, with just a sparkle of red light in the corner of her eye. ‘I didn’t know that Charlie made the hurricane. I didn’t know that he didn’t know about it-’
‘Okay but here’s the thing,’ Janice said. ‘Even if your assumption was right. Even if Alex had made that hurricane. Even if Charlie knew about it before you mentioned it. We told you that Charlie was a hero. We told you he lived in Capital City, that he had spent most of his adult life protecting it. Why would bringing up a hurricane that nearly destroyed it do anything but upset him?’
‘I didn’t know,’ Trish said. ‘I’m sorry, I didn’t think, I-’
‘Right,’ Janice said. She turned back to the fridge, but barely managed to touch the handle before Trish pushed again.
‘Jan-’
‘You know,’ Janice snapped, ‘of all the thoughtless, foot in mouth moments you’ve ever had, this one really takes the cake, sister.’
‘Mum?’ Alex said. Everything turned to them as they turned the stove off, spinning with the skillet filled with food. ‘Want me to dish their plates up first?’
Janice was silent, her hands clenching and unclenching by her sides. She nodded, and Alex snapped a set of four plates onto the island while she turned to the fridge. ‘Let me make this for Diego,’ she said quietly, her voice wavering, ‘and then I’ll take them over.’
Trish opened her mouth, but a look from Alex silenced her. They shook their head, before beginning to plate up while Trish withered in her seat. Soon enough Diego was sipping at a freshly blended smoothie, so fresh she could still see the sparkles of magic in the glass, and Janice thanked Alex with a kiss to the cheek before levitating four of the plates to head out of the kitchen.
It was after Janice’s footsteps had vanished that Trish finally let go of the breath she had been holding, ‘I really messed this up.’
‘No you didn’t,’ Alex said. Everyone looked at them in surprise as they snapped another four plates into existence. ‘That bomb’s been ready to go off for days. It was never going to be pretty when it did. You were just the unlucky one who hit the pin without realising.’
Trish sighed, ‘I was still the one that set off the bomb. You know I would have never done that on purpose right?’
‘I know,’ Alex said. ‘And so does Mum. She’s not actually mad at you.’
‘She should be,’ Trish muttered.
Alex shook their head, ‘She’s mad it ever happened. She’s mad that even with both of us there the heroes managed to hurt him.’
‘What happened?’ Trish said. ‘Charlie told me what happened from his perspective, but not anything else. What happened after that Psion shithead took him down?’
Alex swallowed, ‘Later.’ They put down the pan, pushing the plates across the tables so they were in reach of everyone. ‘We should eat first.’
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It felt almost impossible for Janice to not tear up when she reached Charlie’s room. She managed to stop herself from turning into a blubbering mess, but a single tear still threatened to streak down her cheek before she even got the door open. The door handle flared red for a moment, before the latch clicked and the door swung open, letting Janice peek inside. Bernard glanced up at her, but that was the only acknowledgement she got. He was in the middle of telling a quiet story, so quiet he was almost whispering, while leaning back against the headboard. Charlie, her poor Charlie, was curled up against him, arms wrapped around Bernard’s waist and face hidden in his chest. Morgan was leaning against both of them, softly playing with Charlie’s hair while staring off at nothing.
Janice stepped inside properly, summoning a table to put down her plates while waiting for a lull in Bernard’s story. ‘Hi dears,’ she said quietly, trying to put a smile in her voice despite everything, ‘Think you’re up for some lunch?’
Morgan focused on her first, the slightest red rim around her eyes the obvious sign of how much this was hurting her too. She nodded, before tapping Charlie’s shoulder. ‘Come on,’ Morgan said. ‘Can’t be wallowing when Mum’s cooked.’
She smiled at that, ‘Alex actually did most of the actual cooking. But I like the sentiment.’
Bernard tried to shift, rubbing Charlie’s back with a comforting hand to try and encourage him to sit up. But Charlie’s grip only tightened around Bernard. ‘It’s okay kiddo,’ Bernard whispered. ‘I’m not letting go. We’ve just got to get some fuel in ya.’
It shouldn’t have been possible for Charlie to curl up tighter but he managed it. Janice sighed, running a hand through his hair before trying to stroke the part of his cheek that wasn’t hidden in Bernard’s chest. ‘Charlie? Sweetheart, let me look at you? Please?’
It wasn’t a surprise he hesitated, but it was still heartbreaking to see. Still she didn’t pull back, didn’t move away her hand that was still trying to cup Charlie’s cheek. Not until he shifted, turning just enough for one eye to peek out from his hiding place. It was enough to see his exhaustion, his puffy face and bloodshot eyes, and the heartbreak oozing off him.
Janice’s chin quivered at the sight, her voice breaking when she spoke. ‘Oh my baby. I’m sorry. I’m so sorry.’ She leaned in to press a shaky kiss to his head, unable to hold back the tears when she felt Charlie begin to shudder. Bernard’s arm wrapped around her shoulders, pulling her closer until she had to lean on the both of them. ‘He never should have been able to hurt you like that,’ Janice whispered. ‘I never should have let him have the chance. I should have protected you, I’m so sorry I didn’t. I’m so sorry baby.’
‘Mum?’ Janice pulled back enough to look down at him. He had turned enough to look up at her properly, enough for her to be able to cup his whole ruddy face in her hands. ‘Was Alex telling the truth? About the storm?’
‘What did they say?’ Janice asked.
‘That…’ Charlie sniffed, ‘that if you had stopped the hurricane first it could have killed me.’
Janice’s face crumpled. A fresh wave of tears fell. And she nodded. ‘Yeah sweetheart. It was a nasty attack. You had no defences left if there was any backlash.’
‘You picked me,’ Charlie said, his voice breaking with the effort. ‘The city was in danger but you picked me.’
‘Of course I did,’ Janice said. ‘Of course we did. You’re my baby, my precious boy. I only just got you back, I’m not losing you again. Never again, you hear me?’
Charlie couldn’t answer. He couldn’t do anything but squeeze his eyes shut against the new tears. He pulled an arm free to tug Janice closer, until Janice was wrapped around every part of him that Bernard wasn’t. Even then Charlie couldn’t stop the shivers rocking through him, feeling more bone cracking sobs growing in his chest. He didn’t have the energy to hold them back anymore. He didn’t have the energy to hold anything back anymore.
‘I thought he was going to kill me,’ Charlie whispered. Two sets of arms tightened around him in response, making him choke on a whimper.
‘That's it kiddo,’ Bernard whispered. ‘Let it all out. Don’t hold anything back now.’
Charlie’s arm around him tightened. ‘I’ve never been that angry before. I wasn’t thinking, I was just trying to hurt him. To…to make him pay. But my arm froze up, and he took the opening to push in so I couldn’t do anything. Even then I didn’t think it would be a full storm. I didn’t think he would hit me point blank with one that strong.’
Janice sighed, ‘It was a dirty move. You didn’t deserve that.’
Charlie swallowed, his voice getting stronger even as more emotion caught in his throat. ‘How could he do that? I…he called me his son. I know I’m not, but he kept calling me his son. Even right then he said it. And then he nearly killed me.’
Morgan had been silent, sat away to watch the three of them. But at that she finally spoke up. ‘What did he say?’
Charlie sniffed, the memory coming back far too easily. ‘He said that this was enough, tried to tell me to do what I’m told. He said, “I will not stand for this disobedience from my own children.” As if we owe him anything. As if I owe him anything. If anything, he owes us. They both do.’
‘Well said,’ Morgan said with a grim smile. Her phone bleeped, making her turn to glance at it while Charlie continued.
‘Diego said the city had faced worse than the hurricane,’ Charlie swallowed. The next thought made him cringe before he shook his head. ‘But that can't be true. I felt that storm this morning. If this building wasn't Alex proof it would have been ripped apart. And that's while I was awake. The hurricane would have been worse. I know it would have.’
‘Sweetheart-’
‘I could have levelled the city,’ Charlie gasped, fresh tears springing at the thought. ‘I could have killed everyone. And now they're going to declare me a villain, I'll be Capital City's most wanted.’
Bernard tried to chuckle, ‘Nah, I don't think you can take that title from Alex.’
Charlie shook his head, squeezing his eyes closed. For the first time in this conversation a gust of wind whipped through the room, snapping with anger. ‘It's not fair! It wasn't my fault!’
‘You're right,’ Janice said, ‘it wasn't.’
Charlie shivered, rage and pain mixing into the wind around them. ‘After everything they did, after everything that's happened to us, why am I the one that gets punished? Why am I the one that's going to be hunted? It's not fair, I wasn't even conscious. And because his stupid messed up attack backfired I'm the one that has to take the blame?’ He looked up at Janice and Bernard, the rage radiating off him matched in their expressions. ‘I'm sick. And tired. Of them stealing everything from me. They won't even feel bad about this. Neither of them. I'm going to be paying for everything they've done the rest of my life, and there is nothing I can do to fix any of it. And they get to walk away with clean consciences? No. No that's not fair. That's not right.’
Morgan looked up from her phone, trying to smother a bolt of panic before anyone noticed. ‘Sorry, I have to go. Got an update on a thing and…well vengeance doesn't sleep.’
She leaned over to give Charlie a quick peck on his crown, grabbing one of the plates before Janice had a chance to fuss. She didn't react when she opened the door to reveal the outstretched hand of Alex reaching for the door. Neither of them spoke. They just gave each other a look before Morgan closed the door behind her.
‘Just the villain I was looking for,’ Alex said. ‘We've got company.’
‘I know,’ Morgan said, her voice as cold as Charlie's frost. ‘Computer room. Now.’
Charlie blinked in confusion, lifting himself up enough to look at the door. The door was closed. He shouldn't have been able to hear anything on the other side. But that was definitely Alex. And he could have sworn that they said…
‘Charlie?’ Janice said. ‘Baby what's wrong?’
‘Alex was outside,’ he said, trying to focus on what he was sensing. The space Alex and Morgan occupied was empty now, with no air trails to tell in which direction they went. ‘I think they teleported Morgan to the computer room.’ He looked at Janice, the distraction making his anger morph into concern. ‘They said we have company.’
Chapter 94
Summary:
Morgan and Alex go to confront their unexpected company.
Notes:
I am a day late but only because I was away for the weekend. So enjoy :)
Content warnings for:
- Superhero violence
- Threat to life
- Family conflict
Chapter Text
In just a blink Alex and Morgan stepped into the large and whirring space. Without hesitation Morgan moved to the nearest console, tapping a series of buttons to bring up screen after screen of footage of the white tundra around them.
‘Pretty sure I sensed three jets,’ Alex said. ‘If it's FA they'll have cloaking.’
‘Not for long they won't,’ Morgan growled. Another button had the cameras cycling through different lenses and visions for a sign of them. The heat vision won out, showing the three sharp jets in an angry red, yellow and white circling around the land mass. ‘Shit.’
‘Why now?’ Alex asked. ‘You've been gone for weeks, I had the heroes in the arena for almost as long, and they never came sniffing. Why now?’
Morgan frowned, just as confused as Alex. She tried to cycle through other cameras, growling in frustration at seeing nearly half of them were either broken or buried in snow. Stupid S tier storm summoning…oh no. Morgan froze with the realisation, before jumping for another console. ‘They're here for Cheddar.’
Alex looked at Morgan in confusion, watching her bring up weather reports and satellite images with a frenzied speed. ‘But they don't know he's here. Again, he's been here nearly two weeks. If they even suspected-’
‘They didn't know,’ Morgan said. ‘They might have suspected but poking the dragon's den is asking for trouble. There's no point unless you know it's worth it.’ She hit a button and a new image came up that made Alex's eyes widen with realisation. ‘And that's the money shot,’ Morgan whispered.
They were too focused to look at the computer door when it opened. Not until a voice spoke, ‘What's going on?’
Morgan and Alex both turned in sync, grimacing at the group by the door. Charlie had already stepped inside, Janice and Bernard right behind him with Diego still leaning on Dave and Trish for support. ‘Nothing we can't handle,’ Alex said, a sharpness in their voice that threatened to shred the literal air around them.
Charlie frowned, before looking at the screen behind them. ‘Why do you have storm satellite pictures?’
Morgan sighed. ‘The uh…moment you had earlier. Made that.’ She looked at Charlie, seeing only a blank expression. ‘A thunderstorm that covered the coldest continent on the planet.’
The realisation hit Janice and Bernard first, but Charlie was the one with the most dramatic expression. ‘Oh shit,’ he said, ‘do you think the FA noticed?’ Alex couldn’t help but roll their eyes before bringing up the live footage of the three jets still circling. ‘Oh shit!’
Trish looked at the screens in confusion. ‘Heat vision?’
‘The jets are invisible,’ Morgan said. ‘It’s the only type of vision the cameras have that can pick them up.’
Alex sighed. ‘How much will it mess with your plans if I knock those pests out of the sky?’
‘Are you serious?’ Diego said.
‘It won’t unless Mum and Dad are in them,’ Morgan said. ‘And it shouldn’t piss off Roofer too much.’
‘Morgan don’t encourage them,’ Diego said.
‘Sorry Ghost Girl,’ Alex said with a grin, ‘but my lair. My rules. And you’re outvoted.’
Before Diego could continue a shrill ringing blared through the room, making everyone flinch and cover their ears. Morgan swore before hitting a few buttons, replacing the noise with a new window on the computer screen. ‘What the hell was that?’ Bernard said.
Morgan stared at the blinking icon, reading the numbers of the radio signal. ‘They’re trying to call us.’
‘Oooh!’ Alex grinned. ‘Place your bets now on how long it takes for me to make them all crap themselves.’ Before anyone could stop them Alex hit the button to answer the message, before speaking in a low and menacing growl. ‘Oh look, a flock of new birds for me to hunt. I can’t wait to see how fast those toys of yours are.’
‘S tier,’ a harsh voice said. One that made everyone in the room freeze, before looking at Charlie. Who was watching the radio call with wide eyed shock. In the silence Inferno continued. ‘You have one chance to return the Chadster and undo whatever spell or control you have on him. If you refuse, we will use force.’
There was a pause for a second too long before Alex snorted. ‘Oh I see. You’re being delusional again. What fun.’
There was quiet on the other end, before Inferno’s voice returned. ‘I will not repeat myself S tier. We know you have Chadster. We know that you are using some sort of mind control to influence him. And it ends now.’
Alex hummed for a moment, ‘You know that sounded an awful lot like you were repeating yourself.’
Inferno made a noise of frustration and responded, but Morgan hit the mute button on Alex’s microphone before talking over her. ‘What are you doing?’
‘Seeing if I piss her off enough to make her blow up her own jet,’ Alex said. ‘Think it will work?’
Morgan rolled her eyes. ‘Just get rid of them please.’
‘That won’t be enough,’ Janice said. ‘They’ll keep coming back for Charlie, we have to find a way to stop them for good.’
‘Then we get rid of them for now and then come up with a plan,’ Morgan said. ‘But if we hang up they’re going to dive bomb the lair and force a fight, and if I keep hearing that woman’s damn shriek I am going to lose it.’
Inferno went quiet for a moment, before another voice came in through the call. ‘Stewart!’ Psion shouted, making Morgan, Diego and Charlie all flinch. Even over the distorted line it was obvious the calm confidence he normally carried himself with had vanished, and he spoke with a fury that could rival Inferno’s. ‘When I get my hands on you, and that demonic witch you call an ally, you will both regret the days you ever met my children. I will ruin everything you claim to love with that black heart of yours, and I will enjoy doing it.’
‘Well isn’t he pleasant?’ Trish scoffed.
Psion’s tirade continued, but everyone ignored it when Charlie stepped forward. He was watching the jets on the video, still circling in wide arcs above them. He licked his lips, before speaking in an eerily quiet voice. ‘Alex? Which jet are they in?’
Alex’s eyed widened. ‘What?’
‘What?’ Morgan repeated.
‘I said,’ Charlie said, voice still far too calm, ‘Which jet are Inferno and Psion in?’
Alex stared at him for a moment, before looking at the cameras. Diego tried to step forward, falling into Dave in the process. ‘Cheddar? Talk to us, what are you thinking? What are you planning?’
Charlie didn’t answer. Instead he took a deep breath, before slowly exhaling, his shoulders sinking as he did so. He blinked, his eyes slowly beginning to glow, until the lightning white light shone across the room. Everyone startled at the sight, looking around for a sign of wind or rain or frost, but the air around them was perfectly calm and still. Alex blinked, staring off into the middle distance for a second before looking up at the ceiling. At the same time a flash arced across the cameras, drawing everyone’s attention and silencing the radio transmission. Even with the distorted vision, everyone could see what was mostly clear skies only a moment ago now filled with the full fury of a storm.
‘Chad,’ Diego said. ‘I mean, Charlie, I mean…Cheddar what are you doing?’
Charlie watched Alex expectantly. Morgan looked between the two of them, while Alex stared past the concrete and shakanium and snow to the storm above. ‘A blizzard would blend better,’ they said.
‘I don’t want a blizzard,’ Charlie said, an edge of anger to his voice now. ‘Now tell me which jet they’re in.’
‘Are you sure about this?’ Alex asked.
Charlie scoffed, ‘What, now you’re worried for them?’
Alex gave him a look, but Diego cut in first, ‘Cheddar, please stop this. Right now we have everything we need to clear your name. To prove their claims that you went villain are wrong. If you do this-’
‘No you don’t,’ Charlie said. ‘The fight still happened. The hurricane still happened. You can’t make excuses for those-’
‘Just think about this for a second please.’
‘I have,’ Charlie snapped in time with a lightning bolt outside. ‘I am. And they will never be able to pay enough for what they did to us. But this is a good start. Now someone tell me which jet they’re in!’
Janice brought her hands together, whispering an incantation as her eyes shone with that familiar red light. Bernard grasped Charlie’s shoulder, looking at him with a serious expression. ‘You won’t be able to take this back. If you make that play. You get that, right kiddo?’
Before he could answer the radio signal crackled, before Psion’s voice came back. ‘Chad? Son, can you hear me?’
Charlie glared, a brighter flash blinding the cameras outside. ‘Flash once for yes, twice for no?’ Morgan said.
‘Morgan this isn’t funny!’ Diego yelled.
Janice blinked back into the room, the magic fading as she stepped over to Charlie. Psion was still speaking though, a desperation mixed in with his anger. ‘Chad, whatever lies they have told you, whatever spell they have you under, you have to fight it. You have to break it. You have to get out of there and let us protect you.’
Trish raised her brow at that, ‘Are they trying to sound deluded?’
‘Son please,’ Psion continued, making Charlie’s eyes flash a little brighter with anger. But still the air around them was perfectly still. ‘You have to remember who your family is. You have to remember who loves you. Don’t lose yourself to their delusions and fantasies. Fight them, run, and let us get you home.’
Janice stepped up to Charlie to whisper in his ear. ‘They’re in the middle jet.’
‘No,’ Diego said, watching Charlie’s focus zero in on the jet in the middle of the pack. ‘No, no don’t this.’
‘Don’t worry,’ Charlie said, ‘I’ve been working on my aim. I won’t hit the others.’
‘That’s not the point!’ Diego screamed. ‘Stop this now! This doesn’t help anyone, it won’t help you, and it won’t help us.’
‘It might teach them a lesson though.’
Diego shivered, trying to push down the despair before it paralysed her. ‘You could kill them.’
Charlie took in a deep and slow breath, before letting it out just as slowly. ‘They’re heroes,’ he said, the terrifying calm back in his tone. ‘They’ll walk it off.’
There was no finger snap. No hand or finger to direct the bolt from the sky. But they all saw the white lightning dance out of the clouds, weaving past the other two jets to strike its target. Alex winced, the only one who could hear the deafening explosion of the metal and electronics frying. The jet immediately began to spin out of control, dark fog in the heat vision where plumes of smoke trailed out of it. Morgan moved onto the controls, trying to direct one of the cameras to follow the descent. A number of small heat signatures shot out of the jet, and Morgan instantly turned the camera back to normal vision.
Now everyone could see how the thunder clouds were nearly black, roiling with flashes of light that were the exact same colour as Charlie’s glowing eyes. Set against that dark sky were a series of coloured blobs. All floating or flying bar two, which were falling side by side and reaching out for each other. A second later a violet sphere flashed around the both of them, suspending them in mid air.
‘Oh no you don’t,’ Charlie growled through gritted teeth. His eyes flashed, and before anyone could react another bolt of lighting streaked across the sky before colliding with the psionic shield. The lightning didn’t dissipate though. If anything it grew, growing brighter and more volatile as it pushed against the shield. Diego screamed for Charlie to stop, the others silent as they watched the video in shock. Except for Alex, who’s eyes were on the ceiling again. And Morgan, who was watching the attack unfold in horror. Still the lightning continued to build. Without pause. Without wavering. Until the screen whited out.
Morgan immediately flipped to another camera, and Diego screamed. Professor Psion was falling through the air, completely limp, Inferno trying to catch him while summoning enough fire to slow their free fall. A sudden flash of something blue and flying appeared in shot, pulling them out of their dive and swerving away from the rumbling thunder. Charlie's jaw tightened at that, so tight that his teeth threatened to crack. But there was no third strike. Not when another hero came to assist them. Not when the group vanished into thin air, seemingly picked up by an invisible jet. When Morgan turned the heat vision back on and they could see the two jets were flying away, Charlie did nothing more than let loose another growl of thunder after them. As a final warning.
Diego slumped into Dave, her hands across her face to catch the streaming tears. Morgan was frozen, watching the now empty sky, for one beat, two, three. Before stepping to another part of the console and hitting a few buttons to bring up the FA server. Bernard squeezed Charlie’s shoulder again, watching him carefully for a crack in his mask. But he slowly breathed in again, his eyes fading to their usual grey on the exhale.
‘How you feeling kiddo?’ Bernard asked.
Charlie thought for a moment. ‘It's probably a good thing they were caught. The others might think twice before coming back now.’
Diego snapped at that. ‘What are you talking about?!’ She spun to face Charlie, still leaning on Dave for support. ‘What was that? What the hell were you thinking?’ Charlie didn't answer, making Diego screw up her face in anger. ‘What, one training session with Alex and you're ready to throw away all your morals? Join the family villain business?’
‘Excuse me?’ Janice said.
Alex took a moment to look past the lair, watching the sky return to a perfect blue, before looking at Diego, ‘If you think three days of training with me is enough to turn your Cheddar into a villain, then you are either seriously overestimating me or underestimating him.’
‘Well what the hell am I supposed to think?’ Diego shouted. ‘I just watched him shoot my parents out of the sky. Twice. No matter how angry he was, my brother would have never done that!’
Charlie flinched, making Alex scowl. Dave wrapped an arm around Diego, ‘Dee, slow down and breathe-’
‘What else was I supposed to do?’ Charlie snapped. ‘Am I not allowed to be angry?’
‘Of course you are,’ Diego said. ‘But that isn't the way to deal with it.’
‘Oh right,’ Charlie laughed coldly. ‘I forgot that there are people that still expect me to be the perfect beacon of heroism. Even though I can't be a hero, even though I'm going to be declared a villain any day now, even though I can never go back to the city I called home and fought for my whole life.’
‘Cheddar-’
‘They stole everything from me!’ Charlie roared. ‘Twice! They stole my life as Charlie and then they stole my life as Chad. What do I have left after that? What am I after that? And just to rub salt in the wound, he nearly made me level the city .’
‘Don't forget that he nearly killed you,’ Alex said.
‘Yeah that too,’ Charlie scoffed, even as tears started to fall, matching the tears already staining Diego's face. ‘And there's no way to get justice for what they did. None of the heroes will help. That is the only shot at justice I might get, and it isn't enough but-’
‘That wasn't justice,’ Diego said. ‘That was revenge.’
‘Yeah? Well it still felt good.’
Diego cringed back at that, watching Charlie with wide eyed shock that was quickly morphing into despair. Before she could say anything else Dave scooped her up into his arms. ‘Come on, you both need a chance to calm down,’ He said quietly before heading for the door.
No one stopped them. No one said a word as Trish moved to get the door for them. When it closed behind them everyone stood in silence, Bernard and Janice moving to check on Charlie. Alex looked between them and Morgan, who hadn't stopped at all during the argument. She was still on the computer, fingers flying over the keys as she watched screens and text scroll past.
‘So,’ Trish said, ‘would it be inappropriate to say that was an impeccable shot?’
Janice cringed, ‘It is a little inappropriate, Trish.’
‘Alright,’ Trish said with a barely contained smirk. ‘Then I won't say it.’
Charlie watched Morgan for a moment, seeing the FA server information splayed out in front of her. The Sterling’s private server was next to it, with its own scrolling information. ‘Morgan?’ he said, his voice cracking slightly. ‘Do you hate me now too?’
Morgan sighed, her head falling forward so she was leaning on the control panel. No one spoke, or even made a move towards her. The seconds passed excruciatingly slowly, until they turned into over a minute. Finally Morgan straightened, looking over her shoulder to meet Charlie with a serious expression.
‘No,’ Morgan said. ‘I don't hate you.’ Charlie immediately whimpered, new tears falling while Morgan continued. ‘They deserved it. They deserved a lot more than that. I knew it would come at some point from someone, but honestly I didn't expect the first hit to be from you.’
Alex swallowed, ‘Technically you shot them first.’
‘Oh yeah,’ Morgan chuckled sadly. ‘Well then, I'd be a hypocrite if I was mad at you.’
Charlie chuckled wetly, wiping at his eyes, ‘Sorry I ruined your plan.’
‘Nah it's fine,’ Morgan said, turning back to the screen. ‘Right now I'm trying to find out Psion’s condition.’
‘But for why?’ Alex asked.
‘Because,’ Morgan said, ‘At some point that red mist is going to clear. And when it does that's going to be the first thing Charlie will want to know.’
She reached for the keyboard, but before she could hit a key a lightning charged body barrelled into her. She grunted, trying to regain her balance while Charlie clung to her. ‘Let go of me you big lump!’ Morgan huffed, trying to turn in Charlie's grip. ‘Do you want me to hug you back or not?’
Soon enough Morgan was holding Charlie tightly, letting him bury his face in her shoulder. There was a slight tremble in his shoulders, but the relief flooding off him was palpable. She squeezed him tighter for a moment before pulling away. ‘Cheddar. I need to ask you a question. But whatever you do, don't give me an answer now. Don't even give me an answer today. I need you to think about it properly, OK?’ Charlie nodded, earning a small smile from his sister. ‘When this is over, because there will be a point where all this bullshit ends, where do you want to be?’ He frowned at her as she continued. ‘What do you want everything to look like at the end? And afterwards. What does life look like for you when this is all over?’
Charlie shook his head, ‘I…I don't-’
‘Don't answer now,’ Morgan said. ‘Don’t give me an answer today. Go and cool off, enjoy your cool new hair,’ she ruffled his hair for good measure, ‘and think about it. Talk about it. Take a day, or three, or ten. And then when you have your answer come and tell me. Okay?’
Charlie nodded, giving a little sniff. ‘I just want it to be over.’
‘I know buddy,’ Morgan said. ‘But after it's over. Where do you want to be?’
Charlie met her eyes, the hurt and pain on full display. Neither of them needed to speak to know what Charlie was thinking. They both knew Charlie already had his answer. Home. I want to go home.
Chapter 95
Summary:
Meanwhile, in Capital City...
Notes:
Are we ready for some plot? Let's have some plot
Content warnings:
- brief mentions of natural disaster aftermath
- threat of gun violence
- emotional conflict
- misplaced blame and guilt
Chapter Text
The atmosphere in the jet was tense again. It had been for everyone for the past four days, ever since the attempted assault at Antarctica had ended in losing one jet and Professor Psion being rushed into the med bay. It took everything in Vigilante not to sigh, although he felt the weariness down to his bones. This was a mess. He glanced over at the others who had come out on the flight with him, all his own kids of course. Darkfeather sat next to him as co-pilot, trying to focus on the sky around them and not look too closely at the state of the City below. Sparrow was sitting behind them, his eyes glued to the window, watching the battered and silent buildings across the skyline. Black Cap stood at the back, staring off into the middle distance with folded arms and a permanent scowl behind his helmet, still visible in the creases around his mouth.
Darkfeather sighed, drawing Vigilante’s attention. ‘What are you thinking?’ Vigilante asked.
Darkfeather didn’t look away from the sky in front of them, jaw clenching slightly. ‘I know you tell us not to dwell on mistakes. Not if we can’t learn from them. But…it’s hard.’
Vigilante glanced down, spying an older building that was now nothing but rubble. ‘I am aware.’
Sparrow looked up at the two of them, ‘It’s not fair. We did everything right, how could it have gone so wrong?’
‘Clearly we didn’t,’ Black Cap sniffed. ‘For one, I should have put a bullet in that traitor’s head when we were in the alley.’
‘Incorrect,’ Vigilante said.
Black Cap’s scowl deepened, ‘How do you figure that? We got told to take him down by any means necessary, if I had done that sooner-’
‘That order didn’t come from me,’ Vigilante said.
‘Does it matter?’ Black Cap asked. ‘Look what happened when he got called out. Look what he did to the city. Look what he did to Psion. One bullet, in that alley, and the city would be safe now.’
‘Or we would all be systematically hunted down, hung, strung and quartered by S tier and the Crimson Caster,’ Darkfeather replied. He finally looked away from the windscreen to turn to Black Cap. ‘Or you would have shot him, failed to kill him, and he would have set off the hurricane sooner.’
‘There’s no point playing that game,’ Vigilante said. The others fell silent, watching him for the moment. ‘All three of you have a break this afternoon. You need time to rest.’
‘What about you?’ Darkfeather asked.
‘I need to check in with Diviner,’ Vigilante said.
Sparrow snorted, ‘You mean go over all the reports again?’
Vigilante didn’t reply, earning an eye roll from the rest of them. Sparrow slumped in his seat, fiddling with a seam on his glove while looking up at the ceiling. Black Cap turned to return to his brooding. Darkfeather looked away last, trying to watch Vigilante for any clue about what he was thinking, before his focus returned to the sky again.
Payne Manor stretched out below them, also with various areas undergoing reconstruction after the damage dealt by the hurricane. The jet flew over the building and grounds, before descending into a nondescript valley that led up to a large natural cave. The jet coasted inside, slowing enough to hover before gently landing on the sole jet pad that lit up at their entrance. The boys piled out first, Vigilante following them to make sure all three of them got into the elevator that led up to the house. Only then did he enter the other lift to head towards his main investigation deck. When the lift door closed he sighed heavily, slumping against the back wall. For a moment his composure crumbled, a gloved hand pinching his nose as he tried to steady his breath. This was a mess. None of this should have happened. How could everything have gone so wrong?
The lift dinged, giving Vigilante a chance to straighten his shoulders, bracing with a breath before the doors opened onto the large and impressive deck. The private server, one of the biggest in the city, whirred below his feet, powering all the information currently pouring over the wall of screens Diviner was sitting in front of. Should have been sitting in front of. He blinked, frowning at the sight of the empty room.
‘Diviner?’ he called, looking around for the familiar young woman. It was fine. Albert may well have managed to drag her away for a rest. Except she was almost as bad at overworking herself as Vigilante was. Especially at the moment. Since the hurricane had happened, Diviner had barely moved away from that spot, never mind the lair. No matter who spoke to her, nothing had managed to convince her to move.
He strode through the large room, listening out for any sign of her. It was only at the other end of the room he heard muffled voices. Multiple. One of them was Diviner, was Debs, but the others he couldn’t quite place. But they were coming from Deb’s personal lab, the computer she used when she had a personal project, or wanted some space away from the boys. He listened at the door for a moment, frowning even more at the sound of Diviner laughing. When was the last time that happened? His curiosity got the better of him, and without any warning he flung open the door.
Debs sat in her favourite wheelchair by her control panel, turning to look at him with a surprised expression. Vigilante however was staring at the young woman sitting next to her. Familiar olive skin and hazel eyes, a dark mane of frizzy hair, dressed in a hoodie and jeans, looking far too casual for someone who had gotten into his lair without tripping any alarms. Of course, she was familiar because of the file he had almost memorised by this point. But, now that he was meeting her in person, it struck him how much she looked like the Chadster. How much she looked like her father.
‘Aha! Just the Vigilante I was looking for,’ Morgan Sterling said with a grin. ‘Do I need to introduce myself? Would that be polite? Or should I presume my reputation precedes me?’
‘Ah,’ Debs said, looking between Morgan and Vigilante. ‘Did you get back early or have I lost track of time?’
Vigilante took a careful breath. He needed to play this very carefully. If the Generator was here, then S tier might not be far behind. ‘We finished early. Generator, is it?’ Vigilante said, stepping into the room proper and swinging the door behind him. Not to latch closed, just in case a speedy escape was necessary. But enough to give him space to move through the smaller, but still sizable room. He looked across the room, spotting the array of paper coffee cups on the small table between Morgan and Debs, the satchel by Morgan’s feet, the tablet on Diviner’s lap. ‘It’s good to see you’re alive and well.’
Generator shrugged, cringing a little at the comment. ‘Yeah…for what it’s worth? The whole arena thing? Not my idea. Not my kind of deal. I just needed to lay low and get the heat off me, and uh…well Alex…’
Vigilante nodded, watching her carefully. ‘Do I need to worry about S tier showing up as well?’
‘Hmm? Oh. No,’ Morgan said. ‘No they’re distracting themselves with Jupiter I think. Or was it Neptune this time? Anyway, they’re not here. They thought this whole talk would be too boring so they skipped out.’
‘And what are we talking about?’ Vigilante said. He stepped forward, keeping his eyes on Generator. There was no S tier. Generator was alone. But he wasn’t about to underestimate her, his hand coming up to his belt. He barely touched the pouch with his taser though before something grabbed his wrist and tried to pin him. He spun, his free hand coming up to form a fist before it got caught by a gloved hand. He looked up, eyes widening as Chad Sterling tightened his grip on Vigilante’s wrist.
‘I wouldn’t do that if I were you,’ Chad growled, before pushing Vigilante to the floor with a gust of wind.
He rolled, skidding for a moment before coming up in a crouch, staring at Chad. He was here. Why was he here? Generator was one thing, but how did he get into the city? How did he get into the lair? Chad stepped forward, the leather gloves he was wearing tightening as his hands balled up into fists. He was dressed much like Morgan, but his hood was up to hide much of his profile. There was a glimmer in his eyes, like the glow he had summoned in the fight on the roof, but more subdued. Still, the sight of it, and him, did nothing but fill Vigilante with dread.
Chad watched him with a scowl, before his eyes darted away, his focus caught by something else. He huffed, turning away from Vigilante and back towards the door. ‘I know you’re there,’ he said, making Vigilante’s eyes widen. Chadster wasn’t known for enhanced senses. What was going on?
The door flew open, Black Cap stepping into view with a gun pointed straight at Chad. ‘Oh for the love of,’ Diviner muttered, while Morgan raised her eyes incredulously.
Chad snorted, ‘This again?’
Black Cap sneered, ‘I won’t miss this time, traitor.’
Chad’s eyes flashed, turning to fully face Black Cap. ‘Go on then. Try and put another bullet in my head. See what happens.’
Diviner groaned, ‘Will all of you please just stop?’
Morgan looked at Debs, ‘Are they always so jumpy?’
‘Unfortunately,’ Debs muttered.
Black Cap glanced at Diviner, ‘I’m not about to just roll over to two villains breaking into our base.’
‘They didn’t break in,’ Diviner said. ‘I invited them, you meathead. Now put the damn gun away so we can talk!’
‘What is there to talk about?’ Black Cap growled. ‘No matter what they come out with, Chadster can’t be forgiven for what he’s done.’
There was a shiver in the air, one that gave Vigilante goosebumps, and he watched the parts of Black Cap’s face he could see begin to pale as he stepped back from Chad. ‘What I’ve done?’ Chad growled, voice harder as ice. The temperature in the room dropped quickly, until every breath fogged in front of their faces.
Morgan cleared her throat, ‘Hey bro? If you keep this up you’re going to freeze my coffee.’ Vigilante blinked in confusion, looking back to see Morgan swirling one of the cups in her hand. He turned to Chad, watching carefully at Chad’s eyes fully aglow and locked onto Morgan. Morgan met his stare, the silence between them stretching for one moment, two, three. Before Chad sighed and looked away. Immediately the light in his eyes died, heat flooding back into the room so quickly everyone couldn’t help but shiver. Morgan grinned, ‘Thanks buddy. You still haven’t touched yours.’
Chad hummed, looking back at Black Cap, whose gun was still pointed at him. If shaking slightly. ‘Forget this,’ Chad said, ‘let’s go with the other plan.’
‘No,’ Diviner said, sitting up straighter in her seat. ‘No please, don’t go. They will listen, I promise.’
‘Listen to what?’ Black Cap sneered. ‘What deals are you making behind our backs?’
‘If you stopped pointing that thing at everyone maybe you would find out!’ Diviner shouted. She turned to Vigilante, who was still looking between everyone with a stony poker face. ‘I told you going after Chadster the way we did was a bad idea. I told you that we were missing too much of the picture. Well they have it. And they are willing to share it. But we can’t just be drawing weapons on them every five seconds.’
Vigilante looked back to Morgan, watching her lounge in her chair with a confidence most D tiers didn’t dare have in his presence. He lingered on the bag by her feet for a moment, thinking carefully for a moment. It was foolish to just trust what the two of them might say. But he would be an idiot to just refuse whatever information they were offering him. If nothing else, it was insight. Maybe even motivation. And that was the key thing he was missing.
‘Stand down,’ Vigilante said quietly. Black Cap’s jaw dropped, but Vigilante was already reaching for his utility belt to pull it off. He tossed it into the corner of the room, looking between Morgan’s mild surprise and Chad’s intense scowl. ‘You’re here to talk. And I’m willing to listen.’
Black Cap’s mouth twisted into a sneer, ‘You can’t be serious-’
‘What about the rest of your flock?’ Chad said. Vigilante frowned in confusion. Sure, if Black Cap was here the rest wouldn’t be far behind. But how did Chad know where they were? Not even Vigilante did.
Morgan looked past Chad, towards Black Cap in the doorway. ‘The others are here?’ Chad hummed, and Morgan shrugged. ‘Eh, Vigilante will tell them at some point. But anyone who listens in is going to be bound to the same deal.’
Vigilante looked at Morgan coolly, ‘What deal?’
Morgan smirked, ‘You think we’re going to give you the information for free? No. No, we have the information you need. And we have a plan. If you want to know what we know you agree to our plan. If any of you go back on it, then the deal’s off.’
‘And then what?’ Black Cap snarled.
Chad looked at him with a cool expression, ‘Depends on who gets to you first. Alex or Crimson Caster.’
Black Cap grimaced, ‘So you are working with both of them?’
‘Enough,’ Vigilante said. ‘Now is not the time to react to half-made conclusions.’ He was watching Morgan carefully. ‘I’d like to know what you expect from us before we get tied in.’
‘Fair enough,’ Morgan shrugged. She flipped open the bag, pulling out a file that rivalled most of the most intensive FA files, before tossing it onto the table with a dull thud. ‘Number one, only you need to do Vigilante. The others would be nice but by the time the rest of the FA finds out steps 2 and 3 should be done, so they won’t really get a chance.’ Vigilante raised an eyebrow at that, but didn’t interrupt. ‘You, are going to apologise to my brother for ruining his life.’
There was a shuffle by the door, before the teen sidekick Sparrow appeared from behind the doorframe. ‘Are you kidding? Chadster-’
Vigilante raised a hand, making Sparrow fall silent. Morgan didn’t look away from Vigilante as she spoke again. ‘Number 2, is that the FA will drop any attempts to bring in Shadowstep and Leader USA. Again, apologies would be appreciated as well, especially if you want the Chastisers to work with you again.’
Vigilante nodded in understanding. At least he had an idea of where those two Chastisers were hiding now as well. ‘Anything else?’
This time Chad spoke. ‘You’re going to kill Chad Sterling. And the Chadster.’
Diviner sat up, her mouth open in shock. Vigilante turned to him with a confused frown. Sparrow gasped. Darkfeather appeared from the other side of the doorframe, staring at Chad in disbelief. Black Cap recovered first, snorting as he raised his gun again. ‘Well if you insist.’
Chad didn’t look away from Vigilante, his eyes didn’t flash. There was no sign he reacted at all aside from a small cold smile curling across his face. Vigilante could see over his shoulder though, could see Black Cap moving into the room with his gun. So he saw the second the frost began to collect and grow around the gun, until the barrel was entirely encased in ice. Black Cap swore, his hand dropping from the sudden weight before inspecting the weapon. Chad chuckled, shoving his hands into his pockets. ‘I did warn you,’ he said over his shoulder, before finally moving. He walked past Vigilante, past the computer chair Generator was sat in, before coming to rest on the panel behind her.
He looked over the group of them, hazel eyes scanning over all of them keenly as Morgan sat forward. ‘We of course have our own plan. If you accept the deal, you’re part of the plan too. Which means, mainly, Chad Sterling being officially declared dead.’
Vigilante blinked suddenly in understanding. ‘Ah, I see. And after Chad Sterling and the Chadster are gone?’
‘All criminal charges die with him,’ Morgan said. ‘Those cases are closed, and no matter what happens, they aren’t reopened.’
‘Even if a new identity appears on any official records?’ Vigilante said.
‘Especially then,’ Morgan said, her voice slipping into something sharp and dangerous for a second. ‘Any new identity that might exist, or might not exist, won’t have those charges transferred over.’
Darkfeather scowled, looking at Chad, ‘You think you can get a clean slate that easily?’
Vigilante folded his arms, watching Morgan carefully, ‘You won’t hand over that file until I agree will you?’ Morgan smiled and shook her head. ‘How do I know this will be worth it?’
Diviner sighed, ‘Think for a second about where we were two months ago. Before Inferno and Psion disappeared. If one of us went back in time to back then, to tell you that the Chadster would turn on the FA, would you believe it? Because I personally would want to know what the hell caused that.’
Darkfeather scowled, ‘A lot can happen in two months.’
‘Exactly,’ Diviner said. ‘And most of it we don’t know. If we want to try and deliver justice here? Actual justice? Then we owe it to him to find the truth.’
‘This isn’t justice,’ Vigilante said. ‘This is Chadster deciding his fate, regardless of the law, and expecting us to comply.’
‘At this point?’ Chad said. ‘It’s the closest I’m going to get to any kind of justice.’
Black Cap sneered, ‘What makes you think you deserve it?’
Morgan rolled her eyes, ‘Alright, now I’m ready to go with the backup plan.’ She reached out for the file, but Vigilante was just as fast. The two of them grabbed the file at the same time, glaring at each other. ‘This isn’t a negotiation,’ Morgan said, her voice low and dangerous again. ‘Either you agree, and I let go. Or you don’t. And we go on our merry way without anyone even breaking a sweat.’
Vigilante narrowed his eyes, ‘You will leave the file.’
Morgan snorted, ‘Not a chance.’
‘You have told us your plan is to fake Chad’s death, to make us close our files and to not come after him if and or when he makes a fake identity,’ Vigilante said. ‘Aside from asking heroes to commit criminal acts, you have laid out expectations with no offer of what we might get in return. So. Until that happens…’
Morgan smirked at that, ‘If it makes you feel any better, you won’t be the first heroes to break the law over this.’ Vigilante frowned, before glancing down at the file. That was very large and very thick. ‘And if you accept? You will be the team responsible for bringing down a conspiracy and corruption decades in the making,’ Morgan said. Vigilante looked at Morgan again, all the others straightening at her declaration. ‘For a teaser, there’s evidence of the falsifying of legal records, using unsanctioned forms of magic for subterfuge, and influencing government investigations. Which are all accessories to The Big Crime. But I'll leave that one as a surprise for you.’ She shifted her hand, daring to let the file go while watching Vigilante carefully. ‘So, do we have a deal?’
Vigilante looked down at the file again, before glancing up at Chad. He didn’t have his sister’s poker face, or his parent’s. Earlier there had been anger, and even hatred, marring his face. But now he was watching their interaction with a note of fear and worry. Regardless of everything that had happened, Diviner was right. At some point the Chadster that they all knew and trusted had encountered something that made him turn. Something that was in this file, or so Generator claimed. And considering who the bulk of his ire had been directed at, it was safe to assume the accusations they were going to level would be at Inferno and Psion. And considering how close Chadster had been to his parents before this…even if the answers weren’t enough to justify what happened, it would give them some idea as to what was going on in the young man’s mind now.
‘Fine,’ Vigilante said. ‘I agree.’ Morgan grinned, straightening while letting go of the file with a flourish. Vigilante picked up the file properly, testing the weight while examining the sheer width of the thing.
‘Word of advice?’ Morgan said, ‘Save your questions until you get to the end.’
Vigilante nodded, before turning to the kids by the door. ‘I don’t expect you to take this deal. If you can’t agree to this, walk away now. If you can, then close the door behind you.’
The three young men all looked at each other, before stepping into the room almost simultaneously. Darkfeather closed the door, while Black Cap took up a brooding position at the back of the room and Sparrow crossed the room to him first. ‘We’re ready when you are.’
Vigilante nodded, before finally turning the cover to look at the first page. He raised an eyebrow at the sight of Chad’s birth certificate. Morgan made a motion for him to continue, so he turned the page. The second birth certificate was almost identical. In fact, when he took Chad’s and compared them side by side, every detail was exactly the same. Except this one was for someone called Jordan. Who was born at the same date and time, with the same weight and height and doctor. His confusion started to morph into dread when the third page revealed the death certificate of Jordan Sterling, and the fourth page made him legitimately swallow.
‘Charles…Patrick…Stewart?’ Vigilante said, before looking up at Chad.
‘Who’s that supposed to be?’ Black Cap scoffed.
Chad’s whole body was tense, his shoulders nearly up by his ears, his eyes shining this time with the threat of tears instead of any powers. But his voice was surprisingly steady when he spoke, ‘Alex’s brother, and son of Janice Stewart. Who, before she married and retired, was known as the Crimson Caster.’
Darkfeather’s eyes widened in shock. Sparrow gasped. Black Cap scowled in confusion. Vigilante tore his eyes away from the young man, looking back at the file in his hands. There had to be a mistake. Generator had said there was the doctoring of records, unsanctioned magic, all as accessories to…child abduction? Caroline and Richard had taken a child and passed him off as their own? This couldn’t be true. There had to be some mistake.
Morgan cleared her throat, making everyone look at her. ‘I promise you, everything you need is there,’ she said. ‘All that time I was off the grid? It was finding this. And I was very thorough.’
‘If you’re right,’ Vigilante said, ‘and if you’re implying what I think you’re implying-’
‘It’s not implying at this point,’ Morgan said. All of her previous humour was gone, her hazel eyes hardened as she stared him down. ‘It’s an accusation. And I have all the receipts for it.’ Vigilante looked down at the file again, turning another page to see something that made a bolt of ice shoot down his back. A death certificate for Charles Stewart. ‘You are about to find out just how fucked up my parents are,’ Morgan said. ‘And you are about to find out just how badly you screwed this up. Be grateful that this is the plan we went with. You, and the FA, might just get a chance to redeem yourselves.’
Chapter 96
Summary:
The truth has been revealed. Now Vigilante and his team have a chance to learn everything.
Notes:
[Insert witty comment here]
Content warnings for:
- Speedrunning the greatest hits of Sterling's A+ parenting
- More threats of violence
- Misplaced blame, guilt and regret
- Mentions of natural disasters and the aftermath
Chapter Text
It took hours to read through the file. If it wasn't for the sheer horror of the situation making Vigilante feel nauseous, he would be impressed by the quality of the research in front of him. Generator had truly left no stone unturned. There were copies of medical records in Jordan's names, next to identical records with Chad's name added in. Copies of DNA tests confirming the genetic relations, or lack thereof, between Chad, Morgan, Diego and Alex. Excerpts of a C3P report investigating Jordan’s death that didn't show up on any records when Diviner tried to search for it. Accounts of magic detailing complex illusion effects and altering the memories of minors. That one had multiple pages, detailing the memories that were altered, who had changed them, and how the fake memories had been removed and preserved.
Darkfeather picked up on that first. ‘I don't suppose we can see evidence of that memory spell?’
Generator went back into her bag, pulling out a cloudy orange crystal, ‘I want it back before we leave.’
Vigilante nodded before any of the others could comment. Morgan tossed the crystal to Darkfeather, before folding her arms, her jaw clenching slightly. ‘Hold it up to your eye, it will start playing automatically. Left eye plays the fake memory, the right eye plays a copy of the memory it was hiding.’
Darkfeather held it up to his left eye first, turning it slightly in his hand with a growing frown. ‘These are distorted,’ he said.
Generator nodded, ‘The spell had already started to degrade when the memories were removed.’
‘Why?’ Darkfeather asked.
‘Because I broke the spell.’
Vigilante hummed slightly, ‘That's impressive.’ Generator shrugged at him, watching Darkfeather put the crystal up to his other eye. His domino mask was in place, but it was still easy to see the shock grow on his face. Shock that turned into sorrow the more that he watched. It didn't take long for him to rip the crystal away from his face, blinking back tears before they could fall.
‘You were six,’ he whispered, swallowing around the rasp in his throat. ‘You were six, and you went through that?’ Morgan nodded, her poker face giving nothing away while she watched Darkfeather wipe at his eyes. Sparrow tried to reach out for the gem, but Darkfeather pulled it away before he could have a chance to grab it.
Black Cap was staring at a few of the pages, looking angry and incredulous in equal measure. ‘There is no way this is true. It's too insane.’
‘You think we would fake this?’ Morgan said.
Black Cap ground his teeth together, looking at the pages splayed out on the floor for some kind of hole in the evidence. ‘These are all copies. If these are real there should be originals.’
Morgan snorted, ‘There is no evidence of Jordan Sterling on any electronic records anywhere. The only record that he was ever alive are in 20 year old handwritten medical records that, up until now, no one knew about. So forgive me for being protective over them.’
‘Where did you even get them from?’ Black Cap said. ‘You broke into a hospital for these?’
‘They weren't in a hospital,’ Sparrow said. He held up the multiple copies of the Hero Registration Act papers in the file. ‘Inferno and Psion have been keeping the original copies of everyone's medical and legal records for…basically their whole lives.’
‘So you stole from your parents?’ Black Cap said, turning back to Morgan and Chad.
Chad scowled, ‘Really? That's your hang up when we tell you they abducted a child?’
‘Weird hang up too,’ Morgan said with a grin. ‘I mean, does it even count as stealing if the records belonged to you in the first place?’ Diviner held back a snort at that, while Black Cap gave a scowl so severe it looked painful. He looked away, making Morgan smirk, ‘Man, I never get tired of that.’
‘What?’ Chad asked.
‘Pissing someone off so much you make them look constipated,’ Morgan grinned.
Despite Black Cap’s ever increasing anger, the others worked diligently through the papers. Once they had mapped out all the information they went through it again, trying to find any hole, any mistake, anything that didn't add up. But everytime they did there was an answer that covered it. At some point Generator and Chad didn't need to respond. They were finding and bringing up the counters themselves, each one making one of them wince or frown or sigh. The glances towards Chad and Generator stopped being ones of suspicion. Instead they were marred with guilt and regret.
The only one of Vigilante's people who wasn't helping was Diviner. Aside from a few cursory searches to back up whatever Morgan claimed about records being hidden or scrubbed from any electronic databases, she sat away from the others. Sometimes tapping at her tablet. Sometimes whispering something to Morgan. Sometimes even passing her tablet over to show Morgan and Chad something that made Morgan snort and Chad almost crack a smile. The only time she spoke louder than that was when there was a knock on the door, and the elderly but graceful butler Albert appeared with a full trolley of various pots of coffee and tea. She made light, almost happy, conversation with him while Albert poured out drinks for everyone. Generator was irrationally happy at being handed a fresh cup of coffee, but it was Chad's reaction that Vigilante watched carefully. He raised an eyebrow at how Chad faltered over the cup, going to grab the body of the cup before testing if he could hook the handle with gloves on. Interesting , Vigilante thought. He needed to look into that later.
Black Cap’s brooding silence ended when Albert finally left, ignoring his cup of chamomile to glare at Debs. ‘When did you find out about all this?’
Debs looked at him over her own cup, ‘That we were wrong to go after Chadster like that? When Crimson Caster showed up.’
Black Cap rolled his eyes, ‘I mean this supposed conspiracy.’
‘Oh,’ Debs lowered her cup slowly. ‘This morning.’
‘How the hell did that happen?’ Black Cap scowled.
Chad moved to put down his drink, watching the conversation with worry as Diviner sighed. ‘I've been trying to reach out to Chadster. And when that didn't work, to Generator. She found my messages this morning.’
‘How?’ Black Cap asked. Debs tapped her nose, earning an eye roll from him. ‘Alright fine. But then explain why. Why would you do that?’
‘To get this,’ she said, pointing at the file. ‘Granted I didn't know what they would have, or how much there would be. But there was crucial information that we were missing. So I tried to find it. And no one else here would have swallowed their pride enough to try and contact them and say what needed to be said.’
Black Cap’s glare grew darker, but Vigilante spoke over him. ‘You need to be careful. If anyone else has realised what you were doing-’
‘No one in the FA caught on to the leak,’ Diviner said. ‘No one will pick up on this.’
Sparrow blinked, before looking at Diviner with confusion, ‘Wait, you were the leak?’
Diviner smiled, before turning to Vigilante pointedly, ‘See?’
Generator leaned over to her bag again, digging around near the bottom. ‘I don't know if this would help or be more suspicious,’ she said, pulling out a cheap burner phone, ‘but it might make the next part easier.’
‘Next part?’ Black Cap growled.
‘Oooh,’ Debs said, ‘yeah that would be great thanks.’ Morgan tossed her the phone, letting her boot up the phone to examine it. ‘Man, this is a relic.’
‘Yep,’ Morgan said. ‘Don't start trying to plug it into your computer. It might just fry the whole phone.’
Black Cap stepped forward with a scowl, but Vigilante got to his feet first, making the young man pause. ‘Alright,’ Vigilante said. ‘So your plan.’
Morgan grinned, sitting back with triumph. In the corner of his eye though, Vigilante noticed Chad's shoulders visibly drop in relief. ‘Part of me expected you to play devil's advocate for longer,’ Morgan said.
Vigilante shook his head. ‘As you said. You were very thorough. Now for faking Chadster's death.’ Black Cap’s jaw dropped, but everyone ignored him. ‘Just declaring him dead without any evidence will make at least some members of the FA suspect a cover up, and they will come looking.’
Morgan nodded thoughtfully, but Chad was the one who spoke up, ‘If you give us the heads up on when you're making a move we can sort out something to get you your evidence.’
Black Cap sneered at that, ‘You mean like last time? Going to shoot down another jet?’
‘That depends on if you're stupid enough to put them in it,’ Chad snapped back, voice echoing with the threat of a lightning crack.
Vigilante nodded, ‘There is already talk of keeping Inferno and Psion off the Chadster case for their protection.’
Morgan barked with laughter, ‘How well did that go down?’
‘Like a shakanium balloon,’ Debs said. She looked between Morgan and Chad, ‘Do you want to know how they're doing?’
‘No,’ Chad said a beat too quickly, making Debs cringe.
Morgan frowned at him, before turning back to Diviner, ‘Just that they're alive.’
‘They are,’ Diviner said. ‘Inferno barely took any damage from the…altercation.’
‘You can call it a fight you know,’ Black Cap said.
Debs sighed, ‘Psion faced the full brunt of the bolt when it broke his shield. He's stable. Still in recovery. He-’
Morgan shook her head, ‘That's all I need to know, thanks.’ She made to stand up, facing Vigilante again with that brazen smile. ‘Unless you’ve got any other questions, I think we're almost done here. Just one more thing, right Vig?’
‘Don't call me that.’
Sparrow got to his feet, looking between Generator and Vigilante. ‘Do we really have to do this?’
‘Only one apology is required,’ Morgan said, watching Vigilante expectantly. ‘Unless anyone else wants to of course.’
It took all of Vigilante's remaining energy to not sigh. Generator was right though. Aside from the deal, he did owe Chadster an apology. For…well for a lot of things. Even though it felt wrong for some reason. Before he could pull his composure together however, Darkfeather stepped past him. He watched the young hero, his first sidekick, walk up to Chad, meeting his eyes with a serious expression. Darkfeather sniffed slightly before he spoke, ‘I really wish you had come with us in that alley.’
Chad huffed, a noise of amusement that fell flat. ‘Be honest. How do you think that would have gone?’
‘Better than you running,’ Darkfeather said. ‘Better than chasing you across the city. Better than having to fight you.’
‘And leave myself defenceless when Caroline and Richard came to clean up their mess?’ Chad shook his head, ‘No. No, turning myself in would have been a bad call no matter what.’
‘And the hurricane was a better move?’ Darkfeather asked. Vigilante watched it all with razor focus, watching Generator scowl and move to step between them. So he saw the second Chad crumpled, like the words dealt a literal blow. He tried to blink back tears, swallowing back a shudder as grief flashed across his face. There was no hesitation from Darkfeather though as he continued. ‘Because I think I can understand everything else, even if I disagree with it. But that? That I don't get. That I can't forgive.’
‘It wasn't his fault,’ Morgan snarled.
Black Cap scoffed, ‘You see any other weather summoners on that roof?’
Chad tried to suck in a shaky breath, ‘I never wanted that to happen.’
‘But it did,’ Darkfeather said. ‘Because of you.’
‘How about you shut the fuck up!’ Morgan snapped. She stepped forward, trying to ignore Chad when he scooped her up with an arm to hold her back.
There he is, Vigilante thought. The whole time in this room, in this meeting, Chad had felt wrong. Acted wrong. Too angry, too cold. He understood it, but he hadn't been able to see past it aside from glimmers here and there. But there it was. The piece that was missing, that made Chad feel like the Chadster no matter the persona he portrayed or the name he wore. He pulled his sister back, even as his heart clearly ached from Darkfeather’s words. Even when he was in pain, he was protecting others. Vigilante wasn't even entirely sure who Chad was protecting here, it could have even been both of them. But even in this moment, where he was the lowest Vigilante had ever seen him, he was still being a hero.
‘What happened on the roof?’ Vigilante asked quietly. Everyone went silent, turning to him. ‘From your perspective. What happened?’
Chad swallowed, ‘Which part?’
‘All of it.’
Chad sniffed, looking away for a moment. ‘Let's go.’
Morgan looked up, ‘You sure?’
Chad nodded, just as Black Cap scoffed. ‘And now you're going to be a coward?’
‘Hey!’ Morgan shouted. ‘Shut the fuck up Chicken Wing.’
‘He said he wanted justice,’ Darkfeather said. ‘But now he refuses to face it. Just like on that roof.’
Morgan bared her teeth, almost feral in her anger, ‘One more word and I'll shove that stick of yours so far up your ass you'll learn what your fancy metal alloy tastes like.’
‘Morgan, enough,’ Chad said. ‘Let's just go, we've got what we need.’
‘Sure,’ Black Cap grinned. ‘You run along back to your hidey hole, little villains.’
Chad flinched at that, making Vigilante frown at all of them. ‘Enough, all of you.’ His kids all fell silent, while Vigilante turned to Chad and Morgan. ‘The evidence you've given us explains why you turned against your parents. Our actions explain why you ran. None of that explains why you fought. Or why the hurricane happened. But you must have had your reasons.’
Chad swallowed, unable to meet Vigilante in the eyes. ‘I wasn't about to roll over and let you kill me.’ Vigilante spared a moment to glare at Black Cap before Chad continued. ‘I hadn't actually done anything wrong. Yes I hid the truth, but I really didn't know where Morgan was. I didn't know Alex was going to take anyone to that arena, and I definitely haven't been working with Roofer. I was just trying to buy time so we could find the truth before Caroline and Richard burned it all.’ He sniffed, his arm tightening around Morgan's waist for a moment. ‘And then you tried to arrest me. And it was going to ruin everything, so I panicked. And then you all tried to kill me. So I got angry.’
‘That was it?’ Darkfeather said. ‘You made a hurricane because you were angry?’
‘No! No, that wasn't anger,’ Chad said. ‘It…I didn't even know the hurricane happened.’
‘What?’ Sparrow said, ‘How did you miss that?’
‘Because of Psion,’ Morgan scowled. She turned to Vigilante. ‘You know everything about your colleagues. You know what Psion’s psychic storm does?’
Vigilante’s eyes widened, understanding immediately morphing into dread. ‘He had no sanctions to use that power.’
Chad glanced up at Black Cap, before finally meeting Vigilante’s eyes, ‘Someone high enough gave the order, remember? Take me down at any cost.’
‘That doesn't make sense,’ Sparrow said. ‘Isn’t the point of that move that it stops you from using your powers? So if you had been hit with that you couldn't have summoned a storm.’
‘Not a new one,’ Debs said, her face paling in alarm. ‘But there was already a thunderstorm around you guys. Instead of the psychic attack breaking the storm it must have…amplified it.’
The heroes stared at Diviner in silence, mirroring her horror before they looked at Chad and Morgan. Chad was trying to look stoic, but he couldn't prevent a couple of tears slipping out. Morgan meanwhile met all their stares with an angry glare. ‘Look at that. The smartest person in your little band is on the money again. Next time? Listen to her before it's too late, yeah?’ She shifted, grabbing Chad’s hand to make him look at her. ‘Let’s go. You’ve already given them more than enough.’
Vigilante strode towards them before either of them could take a step. Darkfeather moved out of his way, but Morgan stayed where she was. Between the two men, glaring at Vigilante’s approach. ‘Morgan?’ Chad said, ‘It’s okay.’
She hummed, looking Vigilante over again before stepping out of Chad’s now slack grip. ‘You try anything, and his stick,’ she pointed at Darkfeather, ‘is going up your ass first.’
Vigilante nodded, ‘Noted.’ She moved away, grabbing her bag to fuss over. The two men stood face to face then, watching each other in silence. Finally Vigilante spoke, ‘This is the last time I’ll see you, isn’t it?’
Chad sniffed, blinking back more tears, before he nodded. ‘Not just you. After we leave the city…no one is seeing this face again.’
There was a chorus of gasps across the room. Vigilante however hummed in understanding, thinking for a moment. When he reached for his cowl every hero in the room straightened in panic. He didn’t pay them any attention, pulling back the hood to reveal his face, running a hand through black unstyled hair before looking back up at Chad. Now the tears were falling, Chad staring at him with shock and confusion. There was a thud behind him, and he glanced back enough to see Morgan staring at him in shock and recognition, the contents of her bag spilling out on the floor.
‘What are you doing?’ Chad whispered.
‘Took the words out of my mouth,’ Black Cap said.
Sparrow looked between them all, getting more concerned with every glance. ‘You never take your mask off.’
Bryce Payne looked back at Chad, the stoicism he normally wore dropping for the moment. So Chad would have a chance to see the regret in him. ‘It feels like the best way to apologise,’ he said, before offering a hand. Chad took it without thinking, still staring open mouthed at the unmasked hero. Bryce squeezed his hand, silently noting how the hand flexed in a way his robotic limbs never normally did.
‘I am sorry,’ Bryce said, making Chad’s chin quiver, ‘for my part in what happened. You were one of our best, and the fear of losing you to villainy clouded my judgement to the point of paranoia. If I could go back and do it over I would. Not just because it would mean we didn’t have to lose one of the best heroes of this generation. But because we owed you more than that.’ Chad bit back a whimper, squeezing his eyes shut. ‘You haven’t asked for help in whatever plan you have to make your new life, or a new identity,’ Bryce said, ‘but you’ll have it if you need it. You just need to ask. It’s the least I can do.’
Chad shook his head, sucking in a shaky breath before meeting his eyes again. ‘With all due respect? Whoever helps with that has to be someone I trust.’
Bryce winced, but nodded, ‘I understand. In that case, good luck.’
Chad squeezed his hand once, before pulling away and dropping his head. Bryce lowered his hand, his stoic look back in place as Generator moved up to loop her arm with Chad’s. She looked at Bryce, the shock still present in her wide eyes, before looking around at the others. ‘Make sure you give the heads up when you’re coming for your kill shot,’ she said before adjusting the bag on her shoulder and reaching for her watch. ‘You screw with us? Alex and Crimson are going to be picking up the scraps of you after I’m done. Got it?’
Vigilante gave a single nod, stepping back as Morgan twisted something on her watch. Crimson magic flared around them, forming a bubble filled with runes of light, before the two of them vanished into thin air. Silence followed them, everyone staring at the empty space without moving a muscle.
‘That was a mistake,’ Black Cap said. ‘We shouldn’t have let them go.’
‘We had to,’ Sparrow said. ‘We made a deal. And anyway, if they were telling the truth about the hurricane-’
‘They were,’ Bryce said. He finally turned away, moving towards the door, leaving the kids to do whatever they wanted to do next. Right now he needed quiet. And a drink.
Before he could though, Darkfeather spoke. ‘The hurricane wasn’t his fault.’
Black Cap scowled, ‘It was his power.’
Darkfeather glared back, ‘When you shoot your bad guys, do people blame you or your gun?’
‘Oh so he’s a gun now?’ Black Cap said. ‘Gee, that makes me feel much better.’
‘Oh shut up you brooding asshole!’ Darkfeather shouted. ‘He didn’t change sides in that fight until you shot him! He didn’t turn until I told him the order we’d got! And he didn’t start endangering the city until his supposed father put a mind breaking psychic attack in his head!’ He gasped for breath, ripping the domino mask off his face to reveal just how puffy and red his face was growing. ‘The hurricane wasn’t his fault,’ Rick said. ‘He didn’t go villain. He never betrayed us.’
Bryce sighed, ‘No. No he didn’t.’
Rick squeezed his eyes shut in anger, throwing his mask across the room as Bryce left the room. ‘Fuck,’ he hissed, sliding into the seat Generator had been using. ‘We have to fix this. There has to be a way to fix this.’
‘How?’ Debs asked.
‘I don’t know,’ Rick said, his voice becoming thick with emotion that threatened to spill over into tears. ‘But we have to do something right? Something to….I don’t know. Something to convince him to not go through with this.’
Sparrow frowned at Rick with worry, ‘I don’t think we can.’
‘So what? We just…lose another hero? Chadster gets declared dead with the world thinking he died a villain?’
‘We have to fake his death first,’ Debs said.
Rick’s head fell into his hands, shoulders trembling. Black Cap sighed, moving to stomp out of the room to find something he could hit. Or maybe shoot. Sparrow looked between Rick and Debs with worry, before climbing to his feet to head into the main manor house. Leaving the two of them in complete silence. Debs sighed, examining the burner phone for a minute before turning to her tablet. Once everyone had calmed down they could help her get Generator’s notes into the computer so she could work her magic on them, confirm what she knew was already true. Just for the assurance of it. But until then she could check in on her other alerts, if anything had happened on the FA server, get an update on Inferno and Psion’s conditions and positions respectively.
Rick’s voice rasped when he spoke up again. ‘He’ll come back right?’ Debs looked at him, a silent question hanging in the air between them. Rick moved enough to see her past his hands, his eyes now red from tears. ‘Maybe not as Chadster. But when the dust has settled, and he’s got his new name and everything, he’ll come back right?’
Debs sighed, ‘I don’t know.’
‘But he could,’ Rick said, looking at her like she could make it happen if he begged enough.
She nodded slowly, ‘You’re right. He could.’ She didn’t have the heart to voice the thought that it was more likely for Hell to freeze over. But judging by the expression on Rick’s face, she didn’t have to.
Chapter 97
Summary:
Back at the base, Diego has been avoiding her feelings. Now she has to deal with them.
Notes:
I kid you not every time I reread this chapter I end up in tears. So...grab your tissues, your blankets, and your emotional support pets/plushies.
There is emotional angst ahead but no real content warnings I can think of, if you spot something let me know.
Chapter Text
The teleportation magic hadn’t finished dissipating from around them before Charlie was already tearing the necklace off from around his neck. Janice and Bernard looked up from their seats at the computer console, immediately worrying over the tears still streaking down his face. ‘What happened?’
Charlie tossed the necklace with as much prejudice as he could, before ripping the gloves off. ‘If I ever suggest an idea like that again?’ Charlie said, his voice still thick from emotion, ‘You have my permission to slap some sense into me.’
‘That bad huh?’ Bernard cringed.
Morgan picked up the gloves from where they were dropped on the floor. ‘They accepted the information in the file easily enough after reading it, like, ten times. But then they started talking about the fight on the rooftop.’ Janice scowled at that, as Morgan sighed. ‘That stupid gun loving one didn’t help matters.’
Charlie growled at that, eyes flashing white as an angry wind whipped around them all. ‘I swear to god, I was this close to ripping that stupid helmet off his head and beating him with it!’
‘Damn,’ Bernard said.
Morgan snorted, ‘I would have paid good money to see that.’ She patted him on the back, trying to give him an encouraging smile. ‘The good news is they’re on board with plan “Storm Break” so now you and Alex can plan how extra you want to be.’
Charlie sighed, closing his eyes. ‘I really don’t want to think about that right now.’
‘Then how about some time to rest?’ Janice said. ‘Games in the rec room, or a movie. Or even just some quiet time. It sounds like you really went through the wringer there.’
He didn’t open his eyes. He didn’t need to. Something in his senses enhanced by the wind, or something in Janice’s magic, let him gravitate towards her completely blind. She caught him easily, wrapping him up in a hug that he never wanted to end. She hummed gently, rocking slightly on the spot to make him hold her tighter. ‘I’ve got you baby,’ she whispered. ‘I’ve got you.’
Once Charlie had been whisked away to somewhere quiet, and Morgan had checked in on her -various alerts, she went on the hunt for Diego. After the argument between her and Charlie, Diego had tried to avoid everyone in the lair. Alex was happy to ignore hers and Dave’s existence (as long as they didn't get into any of Alex's toys or projects) Janice and Bernard willingly gave them both their space, and Charlie….well Charlie hadn't mentioned her. But the cloud of sadness that had been hovering around him was obvious even when it wasn't literal, and it wasn't hard to guess at the cause. He tried to put it to the side when helping Morgan work out the plan he wanted, from the goals to logistics to backups, but it was still always present.
He had gotten clingier too. Not in a bad way, or a way that annoyed anyone. But he hovered much closer now to whoever was in the room with him, not able to settle unless someone had a hand or arm around him to help him feel grounded. It had even slipped into his sleep as well, where he either got to breakfast grumpy and tired, or was falling asleep on whoever he had found that he could lean on. Which was worrying when he nearly fell off the kitchen stools, but something Janice found precious when they were making their way through Alex’s favourite movies in the rec room.
But either way, it wasn’t like him. And sooner or later, he would be moving out of the lair to go to a house and life he had no real familiarity with. If Charlie was going to have any chance to settle in his new life, he needed to know where he stood with the people he still called family. So Morgan was making her way through the lair, tracking down the twin that was supposed to be the reasonable one out of the two of them, and getting this fixed. Diego had avoided this for more than long enough at this point. She needed to get her act together. Now. Before it was too late.
Morgan had made her way through half of the lair before she heard the dull clang of metal nearby. She paused, listening carefully. The clang came again, and again. Slow. Rhythmic. Too slow to be forging. She followed the sound, looking around at a part of the lair she rarely went into. But if nothing else, the noise promised to lead to something interesting. She turned a corner, the metal walls breaking into fogged glass walls, with two bodies moving around on the other side. She poked her head through, looking past the various gym equipment to the two faces. ‘So this is where you’ve been hiding.’
Diego finished the rep on the machine she was at before climbing to her feet, wiping at the beads of sweat on her face. ‘No one else was using it,’ she said, panting lightly.
Morgan hummed, looking at Dave with the biggest non-shakanium weights Alex owned. ‘Fair enough. Good news,’ she turned to Diego with a smile, ‘you guys can probably come out of hiding in a couple of days.’
‘What?’ Diego frowned, ‘Why? What’s happened?’
‘Don’t worry about it,’ Morgan grinned. ‘Just make sure to say thank you, and don’t be a stranger. K?’ Morgan closed the door, but she had barely turned before she heard Diego stomping across the room.
Diego phased through the wall, glaring at Morgan. ‘What did you do?’
Morgan shrugged, ‘Things. Stuff. Only good things, trust me.’
‘Stop screwing around,’ Diego said. ‘Tell me what’s going on now.’
Morgan blinked, watching Diego carefully, ‘You sure you want to know?
‘Why wouldn’t I?’
‘Because it was Cheddar’s idea,’ she said. Diego flinched, looking away from Morgan before turning back to the gym. ‘Really?’ Morgan said. ‘I mention Cheddar once and suddenly you’re out of the conversation?’
‘Not now Morgan,’ Diego said, phasing back through the gym wall.
‘Yes now,’ Morgan said, yanking the door open to follow her. ‘That isn’t how you were meant to react to that. You were meant to get defensive, or ask me how he was doing, or start fretting at whatever stupid plan we had come up with together.’ Dave paused in his rep, moving to drop the weights as Diego moved over to a new machine. ‘How long are you going to ignore him?’ Morgan asked.
‘I’m not,’ Diego said. ‘I just need some space.’
‘Alright,’ Morgan scowled. ‘How long are you going to “need some space” for? Because you guys will be able to go back home in a couple of days. And then Charlie’s going to the farmhouse. Bear in mind his phone is still busted, I’m going to go out and cause mayhem, who knows what Alex is going to do.’
Diego sat at a machine, refusing to look at Morgan. ‘Your point?’
‘My…’ Morgan laughed in shock, before looking at Dave. ‘Help me out here.’
Dave looked between the two of them, before sighing. ‘What do you want me to say?’
Diego fiddled with the tension on the weights, ‘Morgan if you’re going to just be in the way then please don’t. I need to focus.’
‘Okay fine! Here’s my damn point!’ Morgan whirled on Diego. ‘Do you love Cheddar?’
Diego finally met Morgan’s eyes, looking at her with confusion and anger. ‘What kind of question is that? Of course I do.’
‘Great,’ Morgan said with a grimace, before pointing to the door. ‘Then go tell him that.’
Diego frowned, ‘What?’
‘Go. And tell you brother. That no matter how much you might be mad at him right now. You. Still. Love. Him.’ Morgan glared at Diego.
Diego watched Morgan with a guarded expression, ‘He knows I love him.’
‘You sure about that?’ Morgan asked. ‘You might not have been in the right parts of the lair to notice his rain clouds the past few days? But I’m still waiting for my favourite pjs to finish drying. So go and fucking talk to him.’
Diego huffed, ‘You don’t know what caused that.’
‘No I very much do,’ Morgan said.
Dave frowned, ‘It might be a good idea to check in at least love?’
‘No,’ Diego said sharply, grabbing the handles on the machine. ‘I just need some space right now.’
‘And what about what Charlie needs?’ Morgan said.
Diego rolled her eyes, looking up at Morgan. ‘Well gee, between you, Alex, his new parents and godmother, and all the family he hasn’t met yet, it sounds like he has enough to be getting on with.’
Morgan paused, her eyes widening as she processed. ‘You’re kidding me.’ She grabbed the handles on Diego’s machine before she could start her rep, bending down to be at her eye level. ‘Are you jealous?’
‘Don’t be ridiculous,’ Diego said. ‘Now let go of the machine.’
‘It doesn’t sound ridiculous to me,’ Morgan said. ‘Are you jealous of Janice and Bernard? Wait, are you jealous of Alex?’
‘Shut up!’ Diego shouted. She pushed Morgan away, pushing to her feet to follow as Morgan stumbled back. ‘I am not jealous of anyone here.’
‘Then what is it?’ Morgan said. ‘I am trying to work out what the problem is, I really am Dee.’
‘The problem? He…’ Diego paused, trying to take a calming breath. ‘He tried to kill someone. On purpose. At least one person, in fact. Probably two. You might be okay with that, but the brother we raised would have never …’
‘Our brother,’ Morgan cut in, ‘lost everything. And I’m not being hyperbolic. He has lost his job, his home, the closest things he had to friends, his parents, his faith in his own strength and powers, his face? The only things he has right now are the people under this very big roof, half a dozen boxes at the farmhouse, and pain.’ Diego had to look away at that, but Morgan didn’t let up. ‘Imagine losing everything, and I mean everything. You’ve lost the Chastisers, your home, Dave, maybe even me. And then the people who took everything from you come after you with no regret or remorse, and not only that. They start to demand things from you. How would you react?’
Diego was silent, eyes welling up with tears she refused to shed. ‘It didn’t look like him,’ she said. ‘He looked so angry, and he did something so horrific so easily. And it was planned. That attack was calculated, and brutal. And then he said he enjoyed it? That’s not him. He’s not supposed to be vengeful Morgan. He’s acting like a…’
‘Like what?’ Morgan said. ‘Like are villain? Are you worried the FA might be right?’
Diego sighed. ‘In that moment, it looked like…like he’s starting to listen to Alex. And Janice. And then what if he starts to copy them properly? I don’t want him to start taking their lessons to heart and then watch him lose himself.’
Morgan took a slow breath, ‘Dee? If he started taking after Alex? None of those jets would have made it back. In fact, if he was taking after Alex he would be heading back to the city to set fire to the whole FA HQ. If he started taking after Janice he would be tracking down Mum, Dad, Aunt Sonja, putting a camera on them and live stream himself torturing information out of them for all of Capital City to see. But he’s not doing that. He’s never going to do that. And that’s not what he did then. He just saw a chance for some payback and took it. That’s all it was.’
‘But what if it isn’t?’ Diego said. ‘What if you’re wrong?’
‘You want to know what his plan is?’ Morgan asked. ‘The one that’s getting you two home in a few days?’
Dave folded his arms, ‘I mean I’d like to, if nothing else.’
‘He’s faking Chadster’s death,’ Morgan said. Diego looked up in alarm. ‘Our trip today was to see Vigilante. We managed to get in touch with his inner circle. And we took everything. Cheddar told him everything. And thankfully, his plan worked. So Vigilante agreed to help us fake the Chadster’s death, and then Charlie’s making a new life. He’s going to learn how the farm works. He’s going to practise with his new powers, and raise chickens, and he might finally be able to get that dumb dog he’s fawning over.’
‘How does that get us home?’ Dave said.
‘It’s part of the deal,’ Morgan said, watching Diego’s reaction carefully. ‘Part 1, get an apology from Vigilante. Part 2, get the FA off your backs. Part 3, get Chadster declared dead.’ Diego’s lip started to quiver as she tried to hold back her tears. ‘If they go back on any of those three things, the deal's off,’ Morgan said.
‘They were in that order?’ Dave said.
‘No, the apology was originally number three,’ Morgan said. ‘I moved it up to the top. Cheddar really needs to start learning how to put himself first.’
Diego sniffed, ‘He didn’t have to do that.’
‘Yeah? Well he loves you,’ Morgan said. ‘More than that, he thinks the world of both of you. And right now he thinks you hate him. And he doesn’t know how to fix it, but he knows how to protect people, so in his mind? That’s what he’s going to do whether you hate him or not.’
‘I don’t hate him,’ Diego said.
‘Then tell him that,’ Morgan said. ‘Because if you don’t? If you continue to avoid him? Then in two days, maybe three, when you’re able to leave and Janice teleports you back to the city, you are going to leave and Cheddar is still going to believe you hate him.’
There was a pause, a beat of silence that threatened to stretch into something longer. And then Diego sniffed, wiping at her eyes. ‘Let me go freshen up,’ she whispered, before moving past Morgan.
‘I’m pretty sure he’s in the rec room,’ Morgan called after her, watching her leave with Dave following right behind her. The door swung closed, leaving Morgan alone in the gym to slump with a tired sigh. Finally.
The trepidation around Diego was palpable when she approached the rec room. As always Dave was right at her shoulder, ready to lean on or stand in the way whenever she needed it. Which she shouldn’t right now, but she couldn’t help but lean into his warmth when they reached the door. There was the faint sound of music coming from the other side, making her hesitate for a moment. The polite thing would have been to knock. The sensible thing would have been to creak open the door so her and Dave could both peek in. But instead Diego slipped her head through the door, phasing through the metal for just a moment.
The large cinema screen was in the middle of playing some classic musical film, the characters singing and dancing across the screen. Alex was curled up in a plush armchair, head resting in his hand as they glanced between the screen and the others. Bernard was humming along, sitting back on a longer couch while nodding his head in time to the music. On the other side of the couch Charlie was curled up against Janice, slumped in a way that said he was clearly asleep, while Janice gently stroked at his hair. Diego’s face crumpled at the sight, the pain in her chest growing until she had to pull away. Dave caught her, brow furrowed when he saw the sorrow oozing off her, but before he could say anything Diego put at hand to his chest.
‘Let’s go,’ she whispered. ‘We can do this later.’
‘You sure?’ Dave asked.
Diego nodded, turning away from the door with a sniff. Before they could step away though the door swung open behind them, making the music blare into the corridor.
‘First rule of movie time,’ Alex whispered with a scowl. ‘Don’t interrupt movie time.’
Diego rolled her eyes, ‘I was looking for Cheddar.’
‘He’s busy,’ Alex said. ‘Guess you’ll have to wait. Maybe give him a few days.’
Dave frowned at Alex, but Diego pushed against his chest before he could argue. ‘Will you let him know I want to talk to him?’
Alex shrugged, ‘I’ll think about it.’
‘Alex!’ Bernard hissed, making the three by the door all peek in. Bernard and Janice were both ignoring the film to watch them, Bernard with a disapproving scowl, and Janice with pursed lips. ‘What do you think you’re doing?’ Bernard said.
‘What?’ Alex whispered angrily. ‘She gets to ignore him for days and now she says jump he’s got to?’
Janice looked from Alex to Diego, watching her look away in guilt. Janice turned to Charlie, watching him for a moment before gently shaking his shoulder.
‘Wha-...Mum!’
Charlie jolted, blinking bleary eyes open in surprise while looking around. ‘Whazzup?’
Janice chuckled gently, ‘Don’t worry sweetheart, everything’s fine. I just need to start getting dinner ready.’
‘Oh,’ Charlie said, letting out a big yawn while rubbing his eyes. ‘What about the movie?’
‘We can watch it again later,’ Janice said. She pressed a kiss to Charlie’s hair before standing up. ‘Alex? I could do with some help.’
Alex folded their arms with a scowl, ‘Seriously?’
‘Come on kiddo,’ Bernard said, ‘I fancy another drink anyway.’
Charlie looked at Bernard in confusion, before turning towards the door. At the sight of Diego Charlie’s eyes widened, suddenly wide awake as he clambered over the back of the couch. ‘Dee?’
Diego gave him a sad smile, ‘Hey Cheddar.’ She stepped past Alex and into the room, looking at the large TV, ‘What are you watching?’
‘Oh,’ Charlie looked at the screen, ‘It’s uh…a really good movie. I’ve not seen all of it, but the uh…the scarecrow’s funny. And the lion.’
Bernard and Janice left quickly, dragging Alex out with them while Diego crossed the room towards Charlie. He was in the middle of his very bad retelling of the movie when Diego caved, marching the last few feet to slam into him. Charlie grunted slightly, pausing for only a second to process before he wrapped Diego in a hug that was somehow tighter than hers. All the words Diego wanted to say, every thought and feeling that had been keeping her away, all vanished in the wave of desperation coming from Charlie’s embrace. She just held him tighter, even as he started to shiver in her arms. A drop of water fell on her, making her twitch in confusion. The second drop had her look up, and the third made Charlie cringe in embarrassment.
‘Sorry,’ he whimpered, his voice thick with emotion. ‘That’s new, I’m trying to get it under control.’
Diego chuckled, squeezing Charlie as the droplets began to turn into a proper drizzle. ‘It’s fine. Better out than in, right?’
Charlie nodded, tucking his face into Diego’s shoulder to hide his face and tears. Diego looked up at the raincloud, almost ready to bask in the cold fresh water. ‘Cheddar?’ she said. ‘You know I love you right?’
Charlie flinched, barely holding back a whimper, but he nodded his head. ‘Yeah. Yes. Of course. I love you too.’
Diego sighed, running a hand through his now wet hair. ‘I love you Cheddar.’ The rain grew heavier, soaking into their clothes as Charlie began to sniffle. ‘And for what it’s worth? I’m not mad at you either.’
‘Really?’ Charlie pulled back at that, looking at her in disbelief. ‘It felt like you were mad at me.’
‘I mean, at the time I was,’ Diego said. ‘And a part of me is still a little…peeved, about what happened.’ Charlie swallowed, looking away like he was bracing to be chastised. ‘But it’s mainly because I love you so damn much, okay?’
Charlie glanced up, very clearly confused. ‘That makes no sense.’
Diego was silent for a moment, trying to find the right words. ‘I’ve never seen you that angry. And I know you can be calculated in the moves you plan, I probably know that better than most. But I’ve never seen you use that to be so…brutal. It didn’t feel like you.’
Cheddar’s face fell, ‘If you want me to apologise-’
‘No,’ Diego said. ‘No that’s not it. Besides, it’s not fair to you to ask that. It just felt wrong to see you go out of your way to hurt someone. Even if they deserve it. I’ve never seen you like that and…and I didn’t like it.’
Charlie’s eyes went to the floor, ‘Well I’m not planning on making it a habit.’ Diego couldn’t help but sigh in relief at that, catching Charlie’s attention. ‘It was only because it was them. If any other heroes had been in the jets, or even on that radio, I wouldn’t have done anything. Okay that’s not true,’ he said, thinking for a moment. ‘There might have been some thunder. But just to scare them off. And that was if Alex didn’t just teleport out there and take them all out of the sky first.’
Diego nodded. ‘That’s...actually a relief to hear.’ Charlie’s expression turned quizzical, making Diego sigh. ‘It’s going to sound insulting if I say it now.’
‘Well now you have to.’
Diego winced, ‘You’re not allowed to be mad at me then.’ She wiped at some of the droplets collecting in Charlie’s fringe, pushing the hair off his face as she did so. ‘When I saw you ask Alex for help finding them, and then I saw Janice tell you which jet they were in…well I got scared.’ She forced herself to meet Charlie’s eyes, even though she wanted to look literally anywhere else. ‘I know you’re strong, and I don’t just mean physically or in powers. You have one of the strongest moral compasses in the whole hero community, and more resolve than most of the FA put together. So the idea of you losing any of that was, and is, absolutely terrifying. And in the moment…it felt like Alex and Janice were corrupting you? I guess?’
Charlie frowned, ‘Wait, are you afraid they’re going to actually get me to go villain?’
Diego shook her head, ‘I know you wouldn’t.’
‘Damn right I wouldn’t!’ Charlie said.
‘I freaked out in the moment,’ Diego said. ‘And then got stuck in my head about it. Morgan talked some sense into me, thank god.’
‘Diego,’ Charlie said, ‘I’m never going to go villain. I don’t want to hurt people. You know that right?’
Diego sighed, looking at her little brother. Trying to look past the new face for parts of him she could still recognise. ‘I know. And even if you did ever say “screw it” and go on a villain spree, I wouldn’t stop loving you.’ She cupped his face, making him meet her eyes. ‘You are always going to be my baby brother, okay? No matter….no matter what you look like. No matter what name you choose. And…and no matter what you do in the future. I will always think of you as my baby brother.’ Diego sniffed, feeling herself welling up as something caught in her throat. ‘And I will never stop loving you. Okay Cheddar?’
Charlie was watching her carefully, trying to puzzle out if there was a secret message between her words. ‘I don’t like you saying it like that,’ he said. ‘It sounds like you’re saying goodbye. Like…a permanent goodbye.’
‘God I hope not,’ Diego said. ‘It better not be. You’d better not just wander off into the sunset and never come back, okay?’
‘Me?’ Charlie said. ‘Dee, you’re my sister. You and Morgan are the only family I have left. I mean…the only old family I have left.’
Diego smiled sadly, ‘I’m going to miss living in the same city as you. When I could just pop in whenever I wanted to bother you? Drag you off for breakfast bagels?’
Charlie was welling up too. ‘Maybe Mum can make us something so you can come visit? Without having to drive a full day to get to the farm?’
‘You think she would?’ Diego asked.
Charlie nodded, ‘She keeps saying, my family is her family. And…and I’d want you to visit anyway. So I can show you around the farm. There’s…there’s this little foal called Oreo? He’s really cute. And Dad has some pigs that were really friendly when I fed them, and they’ve said they’ll let me try and hatch a clutch of eggs, and then you can see the chicks, and…’
Diego chuckled, tears spilling over as she nodded. ‘That would be awesome. I’ll bring the bagels.’
Charlie’s lip quivered, ‘Promise?’
Diego nodded again, ‘Promise.’
‘You won’t forget about me?’
Diego sobbed, pulling Charlie into another hug. ‘I could never. You’re my baby brother. You’re unforgettable. Irreplaceable, even.’
The tears shaking through Charlie’s body were marked by the rain finally starting to let up, going from a steady downpour to a light drizzle in just a few seconds. ‘So are you,’ he whispered, holding onto Diego as tight as he could. Their soaked clothes were starting to make them both shiver, but neither one of them wanted to let go. ‘I was so scared,’ Charlie whispered, ‘that you were never going to want to talk to me again.’
Diego laughed drily, ‘I was scared you were going to replace me.’ Charlie squeezed her tighter as Diego’s lip trembled. ‘You’ve got these great new parents, and a new sibling to train with, and a fancy farm to live at. It felt like you wouldn’t need me anymore.’
Charlie shook his head. ‘I’m always going to need you,’ he whispered. ‘Always.’
Chapter 98
Summary:
The preparations for the final parts of Charlie's plans are made.
Notes:
So I had so much momentum. And then work got busy enough to extend all my energy. So my buffer might be vanishing with this chapter. It's chonky, so you've got plenty to sit on while I wrangle the next chapter.
Can't think of any content warnings here, if you spot one let me know :)
Chapter Text
The energy in the lair was strange for the next few days. The relief from certain conversations and revelations would have spread out to the others, if it wasn't buffeted by a growing anxiety and tension. Now Diviner had the burner phone it was easier for her and Morgan to build the next part of the plan, but it came with a new found uncertainty that no one liked. Would Vigilante follow through? What about the others in this team, would they keep their word? Would the rest of the heroes take the bait? What if this didn’t work?
While they were waiting, Alex made the executive decision to pause any more power training. Much to Charlie's annoyance, and much to everyone else's concern when more random weather effects started spawning in the lair when Charlie wasn't even nearby. But one quiet conversation with Alex silenced any potential argument Charlie wanted to make. Sure, he still didn't like it. But relying on dead zones and abandoned canyons would only go so far when the heroes were as on edge as they currently would be. And even if Charlie did trust Vigilante (which remained to be seen) there was no way he would be able to keep the rest of the heroes back if they had any inclination that they could go after Charlie. Or worse, that they needed to.
So Charlie stayed in the lair. He and Alex laid out the plans for the next encounter with the heroes, he tried to get a handle on the power fluctuations echoing throughout the lair, and he waited. At one point Trish returned, dragging Janice away for some “sister time” that had her gone for most of the day. It proved to be a good thing though. Janice returned lighter, if emotional, and eager to give unfettered affection to all her family. Even Diego and Dave weren’t immune to it, as they found out one lunch time when, after eating, Janice handed over a parcel in a familiar cloth wrap.
‘What is this?’ Dave asked, as Diego unwrapped it. Inside the wrap was a now familiar sigil, but instead of a red thread to unravel it instead had a single crystal in the centre. When Diego drew her hand closer the crystal began to glow and hum, ready for her touch to bring it to life.
‘Is this a teleport sigil?’ Diego asked breathlessly, looking up at Janice in shock.
Janice nodded with a smile. ‘It will need recharging regularly,’ she said, ‘and you’ll need to give me exact coordinates for where you want your landing point to be in the City. But when you want to come and visit? You just need to link arms and press this,’ she gestured to the gemstone. ‘The sigil will do the rest. Make sure you’ve linked arms though, otherwise one of you will be left behind.’
Diego swallowed, looking back at the sigil as tears began to well up in her eyes. ‘Are you sure?’
Janice smiled as she moved closer to meet Diego’s eyes with a soft look. ‘You are Charlie’s family. And you will always be welcome. Just make sure to give me a heads up if you can, okay?’
‘So we don't spook anyone?’ Dave said, glancing at Alex’s silent scowl on the other side of the table.
‘Oh no,’ Janice said. ‘To make sure I've got enough food in.’
Diego chuckled wetly, ‘You don't have to do that.’
‘Of course I do,’ Janice said. ‘And you know, you two still haven't told me what your favourite meal is. I refuse to send you back to the City empty handed, so you'd better get thinking about what you want when-’
Janice’s sentence was cut off by Diego barrelling into her and clinging to her waist. She barely flinched before wrapping her arms around Diego, rocking her slightly as Diego silently shook apart. ‘You're always welcome,’ Janice whispered. ‘You're family now okay? Everyone in the family is welcome to the farm.’
Diego nodded, trying to battle through her hiccuping sobs to speak. ‘Please look after him?’
‘Oh my dear,’ Janice cooed, pulling Diego in for a tighter hug. ‘I'm going to look after all of you. I know you and Dave have each other, and you have your team. But you have me and Bernard now as well. We're going to look after you too, dear.’
‘Charlie needs it more,’ Diego whispered, pulling away enough to meet Janice's eyes. ‘He loves Capital City, and…and he's going to miss it.’
Janice smiled sadly, before she nodded. ‘We’ll look after him. I promise.’
Eventually the building tension broke in time with a message pinging up from the burner phone. Morgan barely glanced at it before getting the call out to everyone. The heroes were mobilising, they would be at the lair within a day. Chad and Alex ran through their plan one more time, Janice and Bernard made sure they had their trips to and from the farm timed so any magical flares wouldn’t be noticed, and Dave and Diego braced for the message to come through from the Chastisers that the coast was clear. Morgan checked over everything, from the hacked servers to the news reports to any other messages from Diviner or Barnaby. She continued her checks even as everyone finished their plans and turned in to rest before the heroes came. Until the only one left with her was Charlie.
‘You don’t have to stay, you know?’ Morgan said. ‘I’ve got all this handled.’
Charlie looked Morgan over, trying to get a measure on the last time she rested, ‘What if you need some sleep?’
‘You’re going to need it more than me,’ Morgan said. ‘You’re the one doing the shmancy plan, I’m just going to be watching with popcorn.’
Charlie sighed, looking back up at the screens. Text was scrolling past that he couldn’t keep track of even if he was trying to pay attention. As it was, the screens were a convenient thing to look at as his thoughts focused into something he could verbalise. ‘This is it. After tomorrow…’
‘You’re done,’ Morgan nodded. ‘I won’t be, I’ll have my little comeuppance to plan, a little legacy dismantling to do. But you’ll be done with all this.’
Charlie nodded, trying to keep his breathing calm even as a wind wrapped around the two of them. ‘I can stay here for longer if you need the help you know.’
‘Absolutely not,’ Morgan said. ‘You’ve been putting yourself second for long enough.’
‘But-’
‘If the thing you want to do more than anything else is stay, then I won’t stop you.’ Morgan said. ‘But last I checked? You wanted to go home. So go home.’
Charlie swallowed, looking down at the floor. He still wanted that. Of course he wanted that, he had been dreaming of going back to the farmhouse for months at this point. But…
‘What if I’m making a mistake?’ Charlie said. ‘What if we go through with tomorrow, and then I regret it? What if I’m no good at the farm? What if I break the whole house?’
‘Cheddar?’ Morgan said. Charlie didn’t look up, not until Morgan spun their chairs around to face each other, making Charlie meet her eyes. ‘Do you want to go to the farm?’ He swallowed, before slowly nodding. ‘Do you want to be the Chadster again?’ He shook his head so quickly he almost cricked his neck, making Morgan chuckle. ‘Then you’re not making a mistake.’
‘But-’
‘The wonderful thing,’ Morgan said, ‘about a fresh start, is that you can do anything with it. And this isn’t a new plan anyway. You were going to do this while we were setting up for the heist, remember?’
Charlie sighed. ‘Yeah. But staging my own death feels a lot more…’
‘Dramatic?’
‘Final.’
Morgan paused, before nodding. ‘I get that. For what it’s worth? I can’t wait to see the show tomorrow.’
Charlie sighed again, slumping forward. Morgan pulled their chairs closer to wrap Charlie in a hug that he met just as eagerly, taking the chance to hide his face in Morgan’s shoulder. ‘Everything’s going to change,’ Charlie whispered. ‘And when it does…there’s no going back.’
Morgan nodded, ‘I know.’
‘I know I already can’t go back,’ Charlie said. ‘And right now I don’t want to. I want nothing to do with the FA. I don’t have it in me to try and be a hero right now, not after everything. And as much as I don’t trust them, I don’t think they trust me either.’
‘Which is stupid on their end,’ Morgan muttered.
‘But this is different,’ Charlie said. ‘And I don’t know why.’
Morgan pulled away enough to meet Charlie’s eyes. Even though everything about Charlie’s face now was still new, there was so much of him in his expression and mannerisms that Morgan needed a moment to compose herself before she spoke. ‘If I was a betting woman-’
‘You are a betting woman.’
‘Don’t interrupt,’ Morgan said. ‘If I was, then my bet would be less on the fact that everything is changing, and more on who is changing it.’ She pressed her hand to Charlie’s chest, trying to give him a reassuring smile. ‘When was the last time you chose something for yourself? When was the last time you got to decide what your present, or even your future looked like?’ Charlie had to look away from Morgan’s knowing smile, which only made her huff in amusement. ‘You are finally taking charge of your life. Congratulations, it’s fucking terrifying out here. But I promise you, it’s worth it. And if in a few days, or weeks, or months, you’ve decided you’ve made a mistake and you want to change your mind? Guess what? You can.’
Charlie sniffed, trying to give Morgan a shaky smile. ‘Sure you won’t be mad? If I make you do all that work just to change my mind?’
‘Oh I absolutely reserve the right to yell at you if you do,’ Morgan laughed. ‘But I don’t be mad. At worst…there might be a drone prank.’
‘Which kind?’ Charlie asked, suddenly concerned.
Morgan snorted, ‘And give you a chance to prepare for it? No chance.’ Despite himself Charlie smiled, before trying to hold back a yawn. ‘And that’s your cue to leave,’ Morgan said, sitting back to give him the space to move. ‘Go get your beauty sleep. If anyone shows up early I’ll wake everyone up.’
Charlie smiled, watching Morgan with a soft and sad expression. ‘Thank you,’ he said. ‘For everything. I couldn’t have made it this far without you.’
‘I know,’ Morgan grinned. ‘Now go. Bed.’ She watched him leave, waiting until the door closed before she finally sighed, slumping back into her chair with her eyes closed. Closed so that the tears that threatened might be held back. She let out a shaky breath, looking back at the door. ‘Rest in peace Chad.’
The rest of the lair was silent when Charlie returned to his room, trying to make sure the door closed quietly before he let out a long sigh. For a moment he leaned against the door, looking around at his room. Most of his clothes were already packed, as were his bathroom supplies in the en suite. The only thing still out on display was Hops, propped up on the nearest pillow to wait for him. He was tired. So tired. It would be so nice to crawl into bed and not move until someone woke him up for breakfast. But he had something else he needed to do first. And this was the best chance he had.
He pulled the smart phone out of his pocket, keying in Morgan’s password of the day before going straight to her contacts. It took a couple of passes to work out her naming conventions in the phone book, but soon enough he hovered over the name he was almost certain was the right person. He hesitated for only a moment before hitting dial, putting the phone to his ear before he had a chance to change his mind. He took a slow breath, trying to keep himself calm while the phone rang, praying that it didn’t ring out.
There was a click, before a very tired and disgruntled voice appeared on the other end. ‘Generator, I swear to God, if you think 1am is a good time to start your revenge plan-’
Charlie held back a snort, composing himself before he spoke in what he hoped was a serious voice. ‘You have questions.’
Rex was silent on the other end of the line. For one moment, two, three, four. Before there was the static of someone moving around a space Charlie couldn’t picture. There was a thud of a door before Rex’s voice came back, slightly breathless and unable to hide his surprise. ‘Chadster?’
Charlie swallowed, ‘I guess. For now anyway.’
‘I….’ Rex went quiet again. ‘What’s going on here?’
‘I already said, you have questions. And now seems like the best time to let you ask them.’
‘How do you know I have questions?’
‘Because it’s you,’ Charlie said.
Rex went silent again, ‘You sound different.’
Charlie rolled his eyes, ‘Would you rather I talk like the Chadster?’
‘No, no that’s not necessary,’ Rex said. He went silent again, giving Charlie a chance to sit on his bed before Rex spoke again. ‘Why would you care about any questions I might have right now?’
Charlie sighed, thinking for a moment about how to phrase this. ‘I’ve been thinking about what I want at the end of this. And justice isn’t really on the cards, revenge doesn’t suit me, forgiveness is not something I’m willing to try right now. So that leaves me with…closure.’
The silence between them was deafening. ‘This is closure?’ Rex said.
Charlie nodded. ‘I hope so. So, questions.’ The silence returned, Charlie waiting for Rex to speak with no response. He checked the phone to make sure he was still on the call, before listening to the silence for another minute. ‘If I’m wrong and you don’t have anything-’
‘No I do,’ Rex said. ‘I just…need a minute.’
‘For what?’
‘It is 1am,’ Rex hissed, ‘and my nemesis woke me up with no warning and started a conversation so surreal it’s making me wonder if I am in fact still dreaming.’
‘Okay,’ Charlie said, ‘so pinch yourself and then work out your first question.’
Rex spluttered, ‘Okay, here’s my first one. Where the hell has this snark been hiding? How long have we been fighting? I’ve been putting up with hero speeches and bravado bullshit all this time when you’ve been hiding snark?!’
Charlie couldn’t hold back the snort this time, ‘You’ve met my sister right?’
‘Oh, so now I get to see the family resemblance,’ Rex said with a tone so dry Charlie could feel the eye roll coming through the call. ‘Lucky me.’
Charlie shrugged, ‘It was either going to be that or her morals.’
‘Oh good Lord,’ Rex said. ‘If you had both been…the thought makes me shudder.’
Charlie shook his head at that. ‘Alright, I’m assuming that wasn’t a real question.’
Rex paused, ‘How many questions am I allowed?’
Charlie thought for a moment, ‘I don’t know yet. Depends how many times you go for the jugular.’
‘Alright,’ Rex said, ‘then…my first question is about your powers.’ Charlie took a slow breath, trying to not clue Rex into the spike of anxiety that ran through him. ‘I thought I knew your upper limit,’ Rex said, clearly choosing his words carefully, ‘but then there was about a week of volatile weather in the city. Which I didn’t think much of until I saw your fight with the heroes on the news. And then I looked back and I started to piece it together.’ Rex’s voice tried to gain a harder tone, but at 1am and with everything else it fell a bit flat. ‘Why were you holding back until now?’
Charlie licked his lips, trying to work out how much to say. ‘I wasn’t,’ he said. ‘The time me and Alex fought one on one and I summoned the blizzard? I pushed myself past my limit, gave myself power exhaustion from it.’ Rex swore on the other end, but Charlie continued. ‘When I recovered…my upper limit had moved.’
‘So you’re stronger now?’ Rex asked. ‘How much stronger?’
Charlie cringed. Yes he wanted the closure, but admitting to Rex about the S tier status still felt dangerous. ‘I haven’t been reclassified yet.’
Rex paused, ‘Right. And unless the FA get their hands on you, reclassifying isn’t really on the cards.’
‘Yeah, no,’ Charlie said. ‘I’m not going anywhere near them.’
‘I don’t think they’ll give you a choice,’ Rex said.
Charlie let out a slow and steady breath, cringing as he began to realise the conclusions Rex could draw from this come the morning. ‘If they try, I’ll be ready for them.’
Rex was silent for a moment. ‘Is this new found animosity anything to do with the hurricane?’
Charlie frowned, ‘What do you mean?’
‘I mean the heroes must have done something to you to make you generate a hurricane that big,’ Rex said. ‘Going through that and then watching the heroes try to pin the blame on you must sting more than a little.’
Charlie blinked in surprise, ‘Why do you think they did something?’
‘Because it’s you,’ Rex said. ‘Honestly I would be more likely to blame Alex for the hurricane, but it’s not their style either. So they did something to one of you, and…well,’ Rex went silent, and Charlie could imagine him shrugging, ‘if Alex lost control I don’t think it would manifest as a hurricane.’
Charlie swallowed, blinking the threat of tears away. He tried to ignore the emotions welling up in his voice when he spoke. ‘Professor Psion. He has an attack called psychic storm. He uses it to fry your brain and…shut you down. Active power effects are shut down too, but the thunderstorm that was above us during the fight was an ambient effect.’
There was a beat of silence, before Rex came back with a horrified whisper. ‘Wait, did the attack amplify the storm once you lost control? Or did the storm manifest into whatever that attack was doing in your head?’
Charlie shrugged, ‘I’m not sure. Probably a bit of both.’
Rex responded quickly, with an anger to their voice that Charlie had heard before, but never expected in this context. ‘They had no right.’
‘No,’ Charlie said. ‘But they did it anyway.’
Rex laughed coldly, ‘Oh when I get my hands on them-’
‘Why would you care about that?’ Charlie said.
There was silence on the other end, before Rex spoke with a strained voice. ‘My reputation is on the line, remember?’
Charlie frowned in confusion at that. What did the fight, the attack, or even the hurricane, have to do with Rex’s reputation? Aside from Vigilante’s accusation that they might be working together, but as far as Charlie was aware no one had mentioned that since. Especially not anywhere Rex might see.
Rex’s voice pulled Charlie out of his thoughts. ‘Am I allowed more questions?’
Charlie took a breath to brace himself, ‘I think I’ve got a couple left in me.’
‘Alright,’ Rex said. ‘Did you ever figure out why the Sterlings took you?’
‘Getting a little personal there.’
‘You said I could ask.’
Charlie sighed, thinking for a moment. If he was right, Morgan was going to reveal all of this soon enough anyway. And she would do it in such a way that Rex could find the rest of the pieces if he was so inclined. ‘I was taken as a replacement.’
‘Replace…you were replacing another child?’ Rex said. ‘Wait, I never found records of another Sterling.’
‘You wouldn’t,’ Charlie said. ‘They doctored all the records, tried to basically wipe him from existence. Make sure no one could find out anything about him.’
There was a beat of tense silence, before Rex spoke again. ‘And I thought I could be diabolical.’
‘That’s your limit?’ Charlie said. ‘Doctoring legal records?’
‘I wouldn’t be wiping out my own children from existence,’ Rex said. ‘Is there any way to find out who he was?’
‘If the original paper records exist,’ Charlie said.
He felt the tone change in Rex’s voice, ‘And do they?’
Charlie huffed in amusement, ‘You’ll have to ask the others who are actually leading the revenge plot.’
‘Damn,’ Rex said.
Charlie chuckled, ‘Anything else?’
‘One more,’ Rex said. ‘Or…maybe two. They’re kind of connected.’
‘Alright?’
There was a moment of silence on the line. ‘There is no tactful way to ask this,’ Rex said. ‘Are you…okay is the wrong word. So is well. Safe. Are you…safe?’
‘That’s your final question?’ Charlie asked.
‘That’s what I’m going with, yes,’ Rex said. ‘And then the follow up, which is…what is next for you?’
Charlie paused, thinking it over. ‘Why?’
‘I might be losing my nemesis,’ Rex said, ‘but I’m willing to take the knowledge you escaped the FA’s plans for you as a consolation. A bitter one, but…’
‘Is this something to do with your reputation as well?’
‘Absolutely it is.’
Charlie let out a slow and shaky breath. ‘I’m safe. Right now I am. And…all being well, I’ll get a chance to disappear off into the sunset. Clean slate, the works.’
Rex hummed at that, ‘Not bad. A bit simple, but there are worse ways to get closure. As long as all goes well.’
Charlie winced, but nodded while trying to keep his tone light. ‘Well I’m not doing it alone. I’ve got help.’
‘I bet you do,’ Rex said. ‘I don’t know if you heard this before, but Crimson Caster’s work? Honestly inspiring. I’m a big fan.’
Charlie chuckled, ‘I don’t know if that’s a good thing or not.’
‘I wish I’d heard about her sooner,’ Rex said. ‘I might have been inspired to take a different path when I first started out on this little mission of mine.’
Charlie rolled his eyes, ‘And I’m suddenly very grateful you didn’t. I don’t want to know how potentially dangerous Rex Roofer with magic would be.’
Rex chuckled, ‘There would have been a certain poetry in that though. If I had learned magic after the Crimson Caster and you had continued on the same heroic path. Now we know who your true parentage was.’
Charlie reached for the necklace on instinct, before he remembered. ‘If you had, all of this would have come out a lot sooner.’
‘How so?’
‘Well the blond haired blue eyed Stewart family didn’t naturally make someone with brown hair and hazel eyes,’ Charlie said.
There was a deafening clatter on the line, before the static of something scrambling around the microphone, ‘You have a different face?!’ Charlie hummed in confirmation, making Rex swear again. ‘Can I see?’
‘Absolutely not,’ Charlie said. ‘Can’t get my fresh start if I’m just showing my new face off to everyone who knew the Chadster.’
Rex grumbled in disapproval at that. ‘You were under some sort of enchantment then? An illusion?’
‘Something like that,’ Charlie said. ‘M…Crimson explained it once but I wasn’t particularly focused on magical metaphysics at the time.’
Rex hummed, clearly thinking. ‘Now I have more questions, but all of them are related to magical metaphysics.’
‘Then I’m afraid I can’t help you,’ Charlie said with a shrug. Rex sighed on the other end, making Charlie chuckle. ‘And if you don’t have any non-magical questions burning right now…’
Rex was silent for a moment. ‘You haven’t asked me anything.’
Charlie blinked in surprise, ‘What?’
‘You called for closure,’ Rex said. ‘You offered answers to my questions, but you haven’t asked me anything.’
‘Oh,’ Charlie paused, thinking for a moment. He fell back onto the bed, looking up at the ceiling while he tried to catch his thoughts before they spun away. ‘I…hadn’t really thought you would want to. Answer any questions that is.’
‘Well,’ Rex said, ‘it seems only fair. But I will say I am more likely to refuse to answer than you are. I’m not getting a clean slate after all.’
Charlie nodded, thinking for a moment. ‘What was with the obsession with blowing up the sun?’
There was a pause, before Rex burst into laughter. ‘Oh, oh that,’ he giggled, a noise that sounded so unlike him Charlie couldn’t help but grin. ‘Well…back when I was first starting out Aceman was one of the strongest heroes, and I was determined to create a device or a plan that could defeat each hero. If I could take down Aceman, then any other hero felt like it would be a piece of cake. So I was halfway through building that when I made my debut with a warm up plan, but Aceman didn’t show up to stop me. You did.’
Charlie’s shoulders slumped. ‘Sorry I wasn’t the right hero to stop you.’
‘Don’t be,’ Rex said. ‘You were much better than Aceman would have ever been as a nemesis.’
‘Really?’
Rex hummed, ‘Aceman’s weakness was easy to pinpoint. Hard to react to, but at that point it's an issue of the limits of technology. You however…you promised to be so much more interesting. You had no physical weakness like that, your bravery never faltered, you were honestly infuriating to fight most of the time. I had to adapt and build and plan, so many times, to anticipate how you might thwart me.’
Charlie thought for a moment, ‘Are you saying you liked me as a nemesis because I challenged you?’
‘A natural born human with powers that manifested through seemingly no external stimulus,’ Rex said. ‘Which meant they were innate. But your mastery over your powers was one thing. Your ingenuity was something else. That was…the persona you put on and the mind behind it never matched up. Because there was, and is, a keen mind I’ve been dying to see more of. But I could never crack through the mask. Not even in the direst situations I could put you in.’
Charlie was quiet, trying to keep his composure as he processed a speech he never would have imagined from Rex in a millions years. ‘So the sun destruction ray…’
‘Was already started,’ Rex said. ‘It seemed a shame to let all that research and designing go to waste. I was determined to get it built and working just once, but I wasn’t allowed, was I?’
Charlie snorted at that. ‘Alright, fine. So you were trying to puzzle me out, work out more about me. Is that why you stole my DNA?’
Rex went silent again. When he spoke his voice was strangely serious, but vulnerable in a way that didn’t suit him. ‘It might not seem like it because of the world you grew up in,’ Rex said, ‘but superpowers are rare. Being born with superpowers is even rarer. But there is proof that they are hereditary to an extent. So I started exploring genomes. Not just yours, but as many as I could get my hands on. If I could isolate which part of the genome triggers the manifestation of powers, then there would be the chance to replicate it. Not only that, but once you isolate the genomes you can start to expand into heroes that gain powers through external sources. Radiation, genetically altered scorpions, interacting with cosmic energy. Because sometimes they cause superpowers, and sometimes they kill you.’
Charlie squinted his eyes, both in confusion and suspicion. ‘You want to codify genetically acquired superpowers?’
‘The person who makes that breakthrough,’ Rex said, ‘will live on in infamy. One of the greatest scientific minds of this century. Maybe the millennium.’
‘And you want that to be you?’ Charlie asked.
Rex huffed in amusement. ‘My knowledge, my wealth, my power and influence, are all tools. Tools to help maintain my reputation and status. But that won’t be enough to make sure I’m remembered. I need more than that. I need a Magnum Opus, one that will put me in the history books until humanity itself is wiped out. And then maybe beyond that.’
Charlie listened, thinking for a moment. ‘You want it to be your legacy.’
‘Exactly,’ Rex said.
Charlie sighed, ‘Then I’m sorry you wasted your time with my DNA then.’
‘What?’ Rex said. ‘What on earth do you mean?’
‘I mean,’ Charlie said, ‘if I was biologically a Sterling then fair enough. But Janice and Bernard don’t have superpowers. I didn’t inherit anything genetically.’
‘Wait…wait no,’ Rex said. ‘You and Alex both have superpowers. Powerful ones too. That can’t be a coincidence.’
Charlie thought for a moment. ‘Maybe it was the magic. Not that we learned magic, but being born to such a powerful witch, maybe the presence of her magic did a similar thing to your cosmic energy theory.’ Rex was silent, clearly reeling from Charlie’s potential revelations. ‘Which might mean there’s something there in my genetic code,’ Charlie said, ‘but you can’t look at it as inherited traits when it was basically from magical radia…tion….’
‘Chadster?’ Rex said. ‘What’s wrong?’
Charlie blinked, feeling himself on the edge of a brainwave. He was definitely on to something about the magical radiation. Alex’s powers were so reality bending they were almost like magic themselves, and if they were conceived when Janice was in her villainous prime…and then Charlie himself was definitely conceived on the farm, out in the countryside. Who's to say it wasn’t storm season when she got pregnant with him? Which explained their abilities, not their S tier strength acquired later in life. Unless something about acquiring powers through background magic allowed your level of power to increase. But that couldn’t be right. Charlie had faced power stress before. To a much lesser degree yes, but those moments had never seen his upper limit grow once he hit it. And it had taken so long for him to recover, compared to his first bouts of power stress Janice’s magic food had him up in a miraculous time-
The brainwave hit. A brainwave that had him scrambling up from his bed with wide eyes. When Charlie had faced the power exhaustion Janice already knew what to cook, how to make the recipes with the magic to help him heal. Because she had helped Alex recover first. And it was after both of them had been treated with her magical food that their power grew. That couldn’t be the answer. Could that be the answer?
‘Chadster?’ Rex said, breaking into Charlie’s reverie, ‘What’s going on?’
‘I know how I got the power up,’ Charlie whispered, excitement flooding through him. ‘Maybe. I think I do. I need to talk to the others.’
‘What? Well, tell me first!’
‘No, can’t, sorry,’ Charlie said. ‘I have to go, I-’ he froze, pulling the phone away from his ear to look at the call details. This was it. He was about to hang up. And then Morgan was going to get her phone back, and then it would be the time for the plan, and then….
Charlie put the phone back up to his ear, his voice shaking slightly when he spoke. ‘I have to go.’
Rex was silent on the other end, completely unreadable. Charlie hoped he understood what he meant, but there was no way to tell until he spoke. ‘Will you call again?’ Rex said.
Charlie shook his head. He frowned as he felt himself start to well up. This was his nemesis, a man who had threatened his and the people of Capital City more than he could count. Why was he getting emotional in this moment? ‘Morgan’s going to want her phone back. And then…clean slate.’
‘I see,’ Rex said, his voice suddenly strained. ‘In that case, good luck with your fresh start.’
Charlie smiled, feeling the wetness gathering in his eyes. ‘Good luck with your legacy.’ He pulled the phone away from his ear, waiting to watch Rex hang up. This close he could hear Rex didn’t say anything else, but the seconds timing the call kept climbing up. He wasn’t hanging up. Rex wasn’t going to hang up. He must be waiting for Charlie to do it then. Was he making sure Charlie had gotten the closure he wanted? Was he hoping that Charlie would have more questions, or want to carry on talking? Was he hoping the call might be left open and he could listen in on whatever conversation Charlie could get out of Mum and Alex at what was now way past 1am? Regardless of the reason, the call needed to end. The chapter needed to be closed. Without thinking too hard Charlie brought the phone closer so it would pick up his voice. Even then he spoke quietly, too afraid that if he spoke any louder his voice might crack.
‘Bye Rex.’
He pressed the button before he could give himself a chance to hesitate, watching the call screen vanish and close. The chapter closed with a twinge in his chest, but he pushed that to the side with a sniff as he pocketed the phone. He could unpack those feelings later. Right now he needed to know if his new theory about the power up had any merit. He wouldn’t get any sleep otherwise.
Chapter 99
Summary:
The heroes make their move to bring in the Chadster. Charlie and Alex enact their plan
Notes:
I did not intend to have that break from writing, but apparently I needed it. Anyway, enjoy!
Content warnings for:
- Typical comicbook violence
- Explosions and projectiles
- depictions of death/murder
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The jet that was speeding towards Antarctica was already cloaked. It felt safer to fly that way, even though the heroes knew Alex’s lair would be able to spot them regardless. Vigilante was in the cockpit, with Darkfeather as his copilot again. But this wasn’t just a family mission. Aceman was standing behind him, watching out of the window with a grave expression. In the body of the jet was the Amazonian, Blue Bolt, Emerald Archer and the Mercurian. All powerful heroes. All who had fought with the Chadster for years. All Council Members. A risky move as far as the FA were concerned, if this jet was knocked out of the sky then there would be no easy rescue for the team. But Vigilante insisted, providing backup plans and escape routes to persuade them. Making sure the main people he needed to convince about the Chadster's death were in this cockpit. But once he had, that was a majority of the Council ready to declare the death. No one would be able to argue with them then.
They flew closer, everyone silent, alert, waiting. There was no barrier in the air to drive through, but everyone knew when the threshold was crossed into the fly zone of Alex's lair. The already tense atmosphere in the jet turned sharp, daring to cut the first person that spoke. Darkfeather turned on every radar and scanner they had, screens all around the jet lighting up with the information. Those who weren't looking at them were watching out the windows. No matter what happened next, they were desperate to be ready for it.
They had one second of warning. One second of the radars blaring. One second for Vigilante to begin to turn the jet. Before a flash of movement flew past up, rocketing up until the figure was hovering above them. They turned to look up, seeing the cyclone of wind holding him up. The black hoodie and leather gloves were back, but this time the hood had fallen away, leaving dark curly hair to be buffeted by the wind. Keen hazel eyes stared straight at the cloaked jet, with an expression that didn’t suit him. Even from here everyone could see the cruelty in Chad's face, as his lips curled into a villainous smile.
‘How the hell can he tell where we are?’ Archer shouted.
‘By Athena's wisdom,’ the Amazonian said. ‘What did S tier do to him?’
Vigilante managed to stop himself from reacting. With a difficulty that surprised him, but he was able to catch the words on his tongue before they blurted out of his mouth. That isn't Chad. Before he could come up with a suitable response though, “Chad” raised a hand, a tornado springing into being from the palm of their hand.
‘Beginning evasive manoeuvres,’ Darkfeather said, flicking the control to his console before twisting the jet. Just in time to dodge the spiralling air flung at them. The jet spun away, Darkfeather hitting the throttle while Vigilante brought up the screens from the different scanners. Everyone behind him had exploded, the swearing, shouting and reflexive plans being thrown out a cacophony that Vigilante ignored. Damn villains. He should have known better than to agree to this plan with such little detail on what he was going to make his team face. If he did, he would have never agreed to have to face Alex Stewart in combat. Especially not while they were using Chad's face.
Before he could pull his thoughts into the moment though, the jet shook as something thumped into it. Darkfeather hissed next to him, ‘Ice blast on the left wing. If it weakens the integrity of the metal enough then it might just snap off.’
‘Then we make sure he doesn't get another hit like that in,’ Archer said.
‘On it,’ Aceman said, before hitting a button above his head.
The cargo door began to swing open before Vigilante could get a chance to respond. ‘What are you doing?’
‘Best case? Bringing him in,’ Ace said. ‘At minimum? Buying you time.’ He let go of his hold on the jet, falling through the cargo door before catching himself in mid air. When he turned to look for “Chad,” his cape was already fluttering behind him from the wind.
Vigilante rolled his eyes, going to close the door before Archer stopped him. ‘Leave it open. If Chadster flies into view I'll have a perfect shot.’
‘Without hitting Ace?’ Darkfeather said.
Emerald Archer scoffed. ‘Give me more credit than that.’
‘How are you going to shoot without falling out of the jet?’ Amazonian asked. ‘You can't hold on and draw.’
‘Hold me?’ Archer said, his wiggling eyebrows and cocky smile making Amazonian give him a death glare Athena would be proud of.
The Mercurian stood, violet skin beginning to shimmer as his normally lithe alien form already began to shift into something less solid. ‘I can assist.’
‘Thanks buddy,’ Archer said. He stepped closer, letting the Mercurian catch him before melting entirely into an amorphous shape, tendrils anchoring the two of them to handles across the cockpit while the bulk of the mass wrapped around Archer's legs and back. Archer twisted, testing his mobility before grinning. ‘Cosy.’ He strung his bow, testing his pull once before knocking an arrow into the string. ‘Alright Big Mean and Stormy,’ Archer muttered, looking to the open door with his bow prepped. ‘Let’s see that stupid face of yours.’
The jet looped around, Vigilante craning his neck to scan the sky. Darkfeather pointed out his targets just as he saw Aceman flying straight at “Chad”, who was hovering in mid air without flinching. Only when Aceman was within arms reach did “Chad” drop, letting Aceman fly straight over his head before a blast of air tried to knock him off balance. Before Aceman could right himself “Chad” was already flying in, hands curled into a fist swirling with frost. Vigilante gritted his teeth, trying to ignore how the sight made a jolt of dread shoot down his spine. It was definitely Alex. It had to be Alex. Chad would never be able to carry such an evil energy, for want of a better word. But the way they fought, their tactics, the way they used their powers. It looked too much like Chadster. It copied his fighting style too well.
Vigilante shook that doubt out of his head, taking control back from Darkfeather before moving to fly by. Darkfeather jumped back to scanners, calling out readings and updates while the others watched the two people outside continue to brawl. Aceman spotted them first, managing to throw Chad away in a dizzying spiral before the jet flew past. Archer took the shot without hesitation, loosing one of his favourite explosive arrows before “Chad” had even righted themselves. But they twisted their hand before it landed, the arrow flying past and towards Aceman. He caught it, glaring at “Chad” before the arrow exploded in his face.
Archer swore at the sight, before Vigilante tilted the jet into an incline, charting a course to loop in mid air so they could nose dive at their target. Darkfeather was still calling out readings, before a familiar rumble sounded around them. Vigilante turned away from the screens tracking the two fighting outside, and to the sky above. A sky that had been perfectly blue mere seconds ago. But now it was filling with inky storm clouds at an alarming rate, making Darkfeather wince and Archer swear behind him.
‘Where did that come from?’ Amazonian said.
Vigilante tried to hide how he swallowed at the sight of the storm. ‘I think Chadster disapproved of the arrow.’
Archer scoffed. ‘If he hated that one, wait until he sees what I’ve got lined up for him next.’
‘This isn’t normal,’ Amazonian said. ‘Not for the Chadster. How is he summoning this level of power so easily?’
The Mercurian shifted around Emerald Archer, reforming enough of its face to join in the conversation. ‘Perhaps S tier gave him a power boost.’
Amazonian paled at the thought. Vigilante continued his ascent, twisting the jet so it would begin to enter the loop and they could begin the dive. ‘Vigilante,’ Amazonian said. ‘Your plan was to bring him in. If he has had that kind of power boost, how do you plan to disable him?’
Vigilante didn’t answer until the jet had looped and they were facing the fight again. “Chad” was hovering in mid air, suddenly looking very different. The villainous look had gone. Instead he looked up at the storm, watching it with a stance that felt pensive. ‘What are you thinking?’ Vigilante said, not looking away from “Chad”.
Amazonian watched as Aceman appeared, drawing “Chad’s” attention enough for the two of them to start brawling again. ‘What are you thinking? This was your idea.’
Vigilante sighed, watching the fight continue. Like this, “Chad” was fighting with all his normal tricks, but the ferocity of a villain. The ferocity of someone dangerous. They’re really trying to sell this, he thought to himself. ‘If you’re right, we can’t risk him being a danger to anyone else.’
‘Bryce?’ He glanced at Darkfeather, trying not to cringe at the torn expression on the young man’s face. The others would have no problem believing what was about to happen. Darkfeather clearly wasn’t acting. ‘You’re not thinking of…’
‘Take the controls,’ Vigilante said, flicking the steering back to Darkfeather. He focused immediately on his controls as Vigilante brought up the jet’s weapons. ‘Dive. Now.’
For a split second Vigilante was worried Darkfeather was going to hesitate. Or even disobey. But Darkfeather barely braced himself before the jet shot forward. “Chad” summoned a gust of icy wind to throw Aceman back again, before looking up at the oncoming jet. He gathered his hands together, a small swirling wind appearing and quickly growing into a tornado that could capture the whole jet. Leaving himself wide open. Vigilante tightened his jaw, barely looking at the screens to aim the rays that were arming up.
‘Darkfeather,’ Archer said. ‘If Vig misses, send us flying over. I’ve got another present ready for him.’
Vigilante let out a slow breath, watching the weapons fully prime. That won’t be necessary. He fired, a pair of red beams firing faster than lightning. They both struck a split second apart, slamming into his chest before the wind could be let loose. “Chad” fell back, the wind faltering around him as he stared up at the approaching jet with wide eyes. Before the wind finally vanished. He dropped, body limp and plummeting to the ocean.
‘Crap!’ Darkfeather shouted. Before anyone could respond he hit the throttle, the jet speeding through the air towards the falling figure. There was a rush of air, and Vigilante turned to see Aceman speed past them, pointed in the same direction. They should have been closing in. But “Chad” was falling too fast, faster than he should have been. They wouldn’t be able to make it in time. Vigilante took back control of the jet, ignoring Darkfeather’s protests as he pulled the jet up out of its nosedive.
‘What are you doing?’ Darkfeather shouted.
‘The jet is already compromised,’ Vigilante said. ‘If you hit the ocean at that velocity and angle the damage might be too great to get us home.’
Darkfeather gritted his teeth. ‘I would have got to him in time.’
‘And done what?’ Vigilante said.
Before Darkfeather could respond Amazonian pointed past the both of them. Everyone looked just in time to watch Chad splash into the water, with Aceman still diving. ‘We need to get closer,’ Amazonian said. ‘Get the radar on the water to try and locate him.’
Vigilante tensed, turning back to the controls to lower the jet. Another rumble sounded around them in time for them to look back at the ocean. There was a flash near the surface of the waves, something bright and icy white. They blinked, and the light exploded. Ice and frost surged out, freezing the waves in place below them. Darkfeather shot out of his seat, crying out in horror at the sight. Aceman halted in place, watching the ice grow further and further.
‘Get closer,’ Amazonian said. ‘If we’re fast enough we might still find him.’
The jet flew over the frozen water again and again, radars scanning for everything they could. Darkfeather was staring at the screens, growing more tense and distraught with every passing moment that brought no news. Aceman had returned to the jet, the jet door closing again in time to avoid the rain that had begun to fall.
It felt like an age had passed before Emerald Archer reached over to grasp Darkfeather’s shoulder. ‘Hey kid, I think you need a break from the screens.’
Vigilante straightened his shoulders, trying to hold back a sigh. ‘We should call it.’
Everyone looked at him, a mix of emotions pointed at him, but Amazonian spoke first. ‘I agree. The ice is so thick, if he hasn’t frozen in it he’s too deep for us to have a chance to find him now.’
Mercurian, now in its normal form, nodded its assent. ‘At this point I believe most humans would be able to survive such frozen conditions for this period of time. In addition, most of the scanners the jet uses relies on a level of energy or heat a frozen body cannot produce.’
‘Damn,’ Archer said, ‘how about you tell us what you’re really thinking?’
‘I thought I just did,’ Mercurian replied. ‘But I can further explain if clarification is needed.’
Darkfeather moved before anyone else could respond, standing up enough to push through everyone gathered and leave the immediate cockpit. Vigilante sighed, looking down at the screens one more time, before pulling up. ‘Mission over,’ he said. ‘We’ll make a full report at HQ.’
Amazonian slipped into the co-pilot seat as Vigilante pulled the jet up, beginning the ascent into a flying altitude. She glanced at him only briefly before turning to the controls. ‘Someone should tell Inferno and Psion before the formal report goes in.’
Vigilante nodded, ‘I can do that.’
‘Are you sure?’ Aceman said. ‘That won’t go well, maybe I should help.’
‘That’s not necessary,’ Vigilante said. ‘I won’t hide from my decision. Or my actions.’
Aceman sighed, ‘Then make sure you have backup in case things get explosive. You might have made the call, but everyone backed it.’
Amazonian looked up at that, ‘You weren’t even here when that call happened.’
Aceman pointed to his ear, and the earpiece that was still in place. ‘If I had disagreed I would have let you know.’
Vigilante nodded, ‘Alright. Whoever is able to can come with me to the infirmary while the others begin debrief. Once we’ve finished we will give our formal debriefs and submit the final reports.’ He looked back down at the still frozen ocean below them. That would need keeping an eye on, just to make sure no other heroes (or villains) came sniffing around this particular patch of the ocean. But that was a job for later. For now, they needed to get back to base. And he needed to get his kid back home.
It wasn’t until the jet had finally pointed north and begun its final ascent that Charlie let out the breath he had been holding. Alex patted him on the back, their other hand pointing up to summon a forcefield that blocked the heavy rain pattering around them onto the thick ice. ‘Jesus Christ,’ Charlie sighed, ‘I thought they’d never leave.’
‘I know right?’ Alex said. ‘I was so tempted to just flick them to the other pole by the end, they were loitering for way too long.’
Charlie swallowed, ‘I was so scared one of these shields you put on me wouldn’t work.’
‘Uh, excuse me,’ Alex said. ‘I was able to hide a full colosseum filled with 50+ living signatures, monsters included, from all satellites, scanners and cameras for I don’t even know how long. I can hide you while you’re watching a single scrap.’
Charlie nodded, ‘I know. But…you know, with the timing on getting you out before making the ice and making sure Aceman didn’t actually catch up to us…anything could have gone wrong. And then they kept on looking and…’
‘Well they didn’t find you,’ Alex said. ‘Or me. The shields held, and they don’t suspect a thing. They could have vaporised all this ice at the end and it wouldn’t have changed anything because your plan worked.’
Charlie nodded slowly. ‘They stayed for too long though.’
Alex shrugged, ‘Guess they wanted to be thorough. I’m surprised they didn’t hop out and start diving at some point.’
Charlie made a face, ‘I’m glad they didn’t. I still don’t know what you left down there as your so-called “back up plan”.’
‘Do you want to?’
‘Not unless it’s going to harm the wildlife.’
Alex laughed. ‘Don’t worry, the penguins are safe. Wait,’ they said, snapping their fingers. ‘Okay, now the penguins are safe.’ Charlie closed his eyes, scrubbing his face as Alex looked up at the sky. The clouds were still dangerously grey, the rain showing no signs of stopping. ‘Want to talk about what caused that?’
‘What?’
‘The storm. I don’t remember you wanting to add it into the plan.’
Charlie glanced up, ‘Oh. Yeah. Um….’ Alex raised an eyebrow, but stayed silent as Charlie tried to look for the right words. ‘I think…I just didn’t enjoy watching that fight.’
‘Were you worried I was going to break the heroes?’ Alex snorted. ‘I promised I wouldn’t, didn’t I?’
Charlie shook his head. ‘No, that wasn’t it. It was…I don’t know what it was. It just rubbed me the wrong way apparently.’
Alex shrugged, ‘Fair enough. And the rain?’
Charlie looked up at the raindrops hitting the forcefield curving over them. ‘It’s over right? That’s it. They’ll head back, and within a day or two…Chadster will be declared dead.’
Alex nodded, ‘Pretty much. Unless you change your mind. People come back from the dead all the time.’
Charlie shook his head slowly. ‘No. No, there’s no going back. I wouldn’t want to. But…’
The two fell silent for a moment, watching the rain grow heavier for a moment. ‘In that case,’ Alex said quietly, ‘take the time you need to say goodbye, and then we’ll get you home?’
Charlie sniffed at that, a single tear escaping as he bit his lip. Still he nodded eagerly at Alex, ‘Yeah. Yeah, let’s…let’s go home.’
Notes:
Don't normally do end notes but this fight was hard to write and I worry the POV made it hard to understand so here's a summary:
Alex and Charlie's plan was to have Alex look like Chad, acting peak villain while using Chad's powers, to justify Vigilante dealing the "killing" blow. Alex then fell into the ocean before cloaking themselves and turning invisible and teleporting out of the water. When he landed Charlie flew in from a nearby rock and used the frost side of his weather powers to freeze the ocean. Alex put the same cloaking on Charlie as was on the arena, so the scanners couldn't pick him up, plus invisibility.And there you have one very convincing faked death.
Chapter 100
Summary:
Finally, it's time to return home to the farm.
Notes:
It took 100 chapters! But I finally got Charlie home!
No content warnings but this is so much fluffy and softness to make you emotional, so get a blanket or something to cuddle.
Chapter Text
Looking back, Charlie's first visit to the farm had only been for two days. Technically it was actually a day and a half. An eventful day and a half, but still only a short amount of time. So it made no sense for the farm to look exactly like he remembered it. But it did. The wide drive going up to the large building, flowers across the front, white wooden porch. Just like in his dreams. But this time he heard the crunch of feet on gravel, felt the gentle breeze that brought the sounds of the animals behind the house, and the sigh he let out left him shivering. The tension and anxiety in his whole body withered, leaving only space for relief and grief and happiness to flood through. Finally.
He was barely aware of the people moving around him at first. Alex and Morgan had his bags between them, Diego was double checking that her and Dave were definitely not imposing by coming to the farm, while Janice was insisting they stay for a “proper lunch and tour.” Charlie did look for his Dad, after all Janice had said Bernard had still been doing chores so would meet them at the house, but there was no sign of him yet. He vaguely remembered a pick up truck from last time, but the drive was completely empty. It was probably fine. Bernard probably had to go to town for something. Or the truck could be somewhere else and he could be in the farm on the back.
A screech of delight broke him out of his thoughts, the group turning to the source of the noise. Trish was already jumping off the porch to run across the drive, dressed in a floral pastel dress and boots a little too pretty for a farm. Alex stepped into her path, scooping her up into a bear hug before that made her cackle. Charlie chuckled at the sight of them spinning, but he didn’t move. Not until Diego put a reassuring hand on his shoulder. No words were said. They weren’t needed after all. Charlie simply reached up to squeeze her hand in thanks, before stepping forward and towards the petite witch.
‘Look at you!’ Trish gasped, pulling him into a tight hug. ‘You’re here, you’re really here!’
‘Hi Trish,’ Charlie said, hugging her back. ‘It took me long enough, huh?’
She pulled back enough to cup his face, tearing up again at the sight of him. ‘Oh, this is going to be brilliant. I can tell. New day. New chapter. New…everything, right?’
Before Charlie had a chance to panic at that Janice put a hand on his arm. ‘Alright, come on,’ she said. ‘We need to get Charlie settled properly, and I want to make a proper start on lunch at some point.’
Trish’s eyes lit up in a way that made Charlie furrow his brow in concern. ‘Oh of course, he needs to unpack!’ She turned to him, a new wave of excitement running through her. ‘There were quite a few boxes in the living room, are those all yours? Do you need help with them? You know I can be very organised, I’m more than happy to get everything sorted and in its new home you know.’
‘Absolutely not!’ Janice said. ‘You are not using today to snoop!’
‘I would never!’ Trish gasped. ‘I’m just offering to help my godson.’
‘I would,’ Alex grinned. ‘Bet I can get to the boxes first.’
Charlie looked at him in alarm, ‘Don’t you dare!’
There was no sign of Bernard inside, but Charlie had no time to worry about that. Not when he was trying to stop the biggest gossips in the country from going through all his worldly possessions while trying to unpack said possessions. He managed to find his clothes boxes quickly, pushing them to one side to go upstairs while he attempted to protect his privacy with everything else. In the end Diego and Dave guarded the unopened boxes while Charlie peeked in each one individually, trying to ignore Alex and Trish’s very blatant hovering. Morgan was, of course, watching the whole thing with amusement and a fresh soda and refusing to help at all, while Janice was clearly torn between being as curious as Alex and Trish and trying to not overwhelm him.
In the end the first box he opened was the one he was going to actually need help with. From Janice at least. She had already pointed out the shelves where space had been made for him, but when he pulled out the wide, rectangular case it was clear it would need to go elsewhere. ‘It’s fine if it needs to stay upstairs,’ Charlie said, ‘I just want to check before I unpack everything else that goes with it.’
‘What is it?’ Trish asked.
Charlie opened the case to reveal the compact turntable and needle. Alex gasped, swiping the record player out of his hands before Charlie could react. ‘No way,’ Alex laughed. ‘No way you of all people have a record player.’
‘What’s wrong with a record player?’
‘Nothing,’ Alex said, ‘I just didn’t expect you to have time for one.’
‘Well I do,’ Charlie scowled. ‘I like listening to vinyls.’
Alex nodded, looking around the living room for a free spot. ‘This is definitely living down here. I need to make sure it gets used for actual music for once.’
Diego rolled her eyes, ‘What counts as “actual music” to you?’
‘Oh here we go,’ Morgan sighed.
Alex turned to Diego with a grin. ‘In no particular order? Taylor Swift, Carrie Underwood, ABBA, Olivia-’
Charlie blinked in surprise, ‘Wait you like Taylor Swift?’
Alex scoffed, ‘Did you mean “do I have ears?” Because it’s basically the same question.’ Charlie didn’t answer, ferreting through the box with a newfound energy. ‘What are you doing?’
‘Hang on,’ Charlie said, lifting a record sleeve just enough to check the cover. He grinned, before pulling it out fully and showing it to Alex.
Alex’s smugness vanished, replaced with shock. ‘Shut up, you have Folklore?’
Charlie nodded, ‘I have all of them. Except the live albums. This one is the only signed one I got though.’
‘You got a signed copy?!’ Alex shouted, snatching it out of Charlie’s hands while somehow being as delicate as possible. ‘How the hell did you get this?!’
‘I bought it,’ Charlie said. ‘It was one of those midnight limited edition runs and I got lucky.’ Alex’s jaw dropped, making Charlie shrug. ‘What? I had the night off and it’s my favourite album. Of course I was going to try and get a signed copy.’
Alex continued to stare at Charlie in shock, before looking at the album again. ‘This…why am I not surprised this one is your favourite?’
‘What is that supposed to mean?’ Charlie asked, folding his arms.
‘Nothing,’ Alex snorted. ‘It’s a good one. It’s no Reputation, but…’
Charlie rolled his eyes, ‘Of course Reputation is your favourite.’
‘Oh God,’ Morgan moaned, ‘there’s two of them.’
In the end Trish ended up conjuring a new side table unit for the record player, complete with shelves to keep the vinyls with it, to stand in the corner of the room. While she was crafting that out of emerald light Alex was busying themselves with reviewing all of Charlie’s other music while Charlie and Janice started finding places for his books and films. By the time they were done and moving onto the next box there was the sound of tires on gravel, and Charlie looked up to the nearest window. ‘Is that Dad?’
Janice smiled knowingly, ‘Oh finally, I was wondering what was keeping him.’ She looked at Charlie. ‘He had to get some stuff in town, would you mind helping him?’
‘Oh,’ Charlie said, before sliding the next box closed again. ‘Sure. Make sure Alex doesn’t get too nosy please?’
‘Oi!’
‘Of course,’ Janice nodded, watching him head towards the door before running to the window to peek out of the curtains.
‘What are you doing?’ Trish asked.
Janice grinned, ‘You’ll see.’
Charlie had no idea he had an audience as he crunched over the gravel, eager to get to the pick up truck before Bernard had fully gotten out of the car. ‘Charlie!’ Bernard said with delight. ‘Everything go alright at the lair?’
Charlie nodded, but didn’t say anything until Bernard was out of the car enough for him to step into a hug. For a moment he buried his face in Bernard's shoulder, feeling his Dad wrap his warm arms around him. Only then did he let out the breath he was holding, the tension oozing out of him. ‘It was…a lot. But it was okay. It looks like the plan worked, we just need to wait for something to come up on the news.’
Bernard nodded as he patted Charlie's back. ‘Well there’s nothing on the radio yet. It will probably take some time.’
Charlie hummed at that. ‘Yeah. But it’s fine. I’ve been busy unpacking.’
‘Already? I missed it?’ Bernard cried. Charlie could feel Bernard deflating in his arms, making him squeeze him tighter to reassure him.
‘Nothing too important,’ Charlie said. ‘Just books and dvds, and my record player. You did miss Alex trying to steal some of my vinyls, but apart from that. There’s still a load more boxes.’
Bernard huffed, ‘Well we’d better get in before I miss anything else.’ He gave Charlie one more gentle squeeze before they both straightened. ‘Mind helping me with what’s in the back?’
Charlie nodded with a smile, moving to open the back door without really paying attention. He was too busy focusing on Bernard poking around the front to do nothing but reach out blindly for the first bag or box. So he jumped in surprise at something wet butting into his hand. He turned then, his jaw dropping at the sight of the wet nose, attached to the golden but greying muzzle, moving up to a single chocolate brown eye. The canine head butted into his hand, trying to make him move up to scratch behind the large velvet ears. Which was the thing that snapped him out of his reverie. ‘Wait.’
The front door slammed shut, before Bernard appeared behind Charlie with a smug grin. ‘You good kiddo?’
‘What did you do?’ Charlie asked, his face slowly breaking into a smile as the dog started licking at his fingers. ‘Is this Pebbly?’ The dog barked in response to her name, making Charlie laugh in shock and delight. ‘Pebbly. You're….oh my god this is Pebbly.’ He stepped closer, bringing both hands to scratch behind her ears. ‘What are you doing here gorgeous?’
‘She's moving in,’ Bernard said, making Charlie crick his neck from how fast he turned. Bernard held up the stack of papers, the rescue logo in clear view on the header of the forms. ‘Got her moved to the town's kennel for an overnight stay so I could pick her up this morning. I was planning to be back before you all arrived, but they lost half the paperwork so wouldn't release her until I worked my magic.’
Charlie was staring at Bernard, completely stunned. ‘You adopted Pebbly?’
Bernard chuckled, before pointing to the top form. ‘That ain't my name on the forms kiddo.’
Charlie didn't want to let go of Pebbly, but he did lean over to look at where Bernard was pointing. The sight of his name, his new, old, birth, real name on the paperwork immediately made Charlie well up. ‘Wait, she's mine?’
Bernard nodded, smiling at Charlie finally stepping away to tackle him into a bear hug that threatened to wind him. Bernard squeezed him right back, chuckling slightly. ‘Couldn't finally bring you home and make you leave your girl behind, could we?’
‘She wasn't mine yet,’ Charlie murmured.
‘Yes she was,’ Bernard said, rubbing Charlie's back. ‘You just didn't have the paper to prove it yet.’ He pulled back enough to meet Charlie’s eyes. Steel grey, just like his, lit up like all Charlie's Christmases had come at once. A blast of summer hot air raced past them, making Bernard chuckle. ‘Is it my turn to say welcome home?’ Charlie's beam grew so big it threatened to crack his face, a warm glow threatening to shine out from under his skin and blind Bernard. Charlie nodded, making Bernard match his smile. ‘Welcome home son,’ he said, his voice almost a whisper, before turning to the car. ‘And of course, welcome home Pebbly.’ She barked in response, making Charlie giggle as he turned back to her.
The second the dog was out of the car the door to the house opened, with everyone else spilling out to see what was going on. Morgan and Diego both looked shocked at the sight of the dog, while Alex started immediately teasing their parents for spoiling Charlie before he had even finished unpacking. Everyone however made sure to fuss over Pebbly, helping her get up the porch steps and inside so she could explore and settle. When someone wasn’t petting her, or trying to feed her treats. Charlie was torn between wanting to curl up on the floor to hug her all afternoon and finish unpacking his stuff. He still hadn’t gotten anything upstairs after all. So when Trish coaxed Pebbly over to start trying to measure her good leg with another flare of emerald magic, Charlie decided that the clothes would be his next job. After lunch of course.
Janice had just collected the last of the empty lunch plates, watching Dave fiddle with his hero communicator in the process, when Diego cleared her throat. ‘Mrs S? I know you said we were welcome for lunch and a tour of the farm, which we’re really grateful for. We were just checking, when do you want us out of your hair?’
‘Oh,’ Janice said, ‘you can stay as long as you want for me. Bernard?’ He nodded his agreement, before Janice turned back to the couple with a smile. ‘There you go. No rush, you can even stay overnight if you want. I can get the guest room made up for you.’
Charlie frowned at that. ‘Wait, what? I thought that was going to be where I was staying?’
Janice huffed in amusement, ‘Don’t be silly, why would you stay in the guest room?’
‘Uh…’ Charlie stuttered, thinking for a moment, ‘how many bedrooms do you have?’
Alex had been scowling at Diego and Dave while sipping at their lemonade. However at Charlie’s question, their eyes widened in realisation and they immediately choked on their drink. Everyone jumped in surprise at the sudden coughing, Alex slamming the glass down so hard it cracked while they tried to gather a breath.
Morgan slapped them on the back, making them grunt before they could start to heave in a clear breath. ‘Better?’
Alex nodded, sipping gingerly at their drink, before looking at their Mum in shock. ‘Charlie isn’t staying in the guest room?’
Janice shook her head, while Bernard cleared his throat. ‘Now is as good a time as any to get Charlie’s stuff upstairs, yeah?’
A breeze rippled around all of them as they climbed the stairs. Bernard had made it to the stairs first, with one of Charlie’s boxes, while Alex had grabbed a second on autopilot. Janice was next, Charlie watching her with confusion and uncertainty while he followed. The landing was familiar, the group passing the various closed doors before approaching one Charlie hadn’t noticed before. Bernard and Alex stepped aside to let Janice through, her smile bright even as she blinked away the first of her tears. But she opened the door without hesitation, nodding for Charlie to follow as she stepped inside. Bernard followed her quickly, Alex hesitating for only a moment before stepping inside too. For that moment though, Charlie saw the lost look on Alex’s face. The same look they had the first time Alex had invited them for training. Charlie straightened his shoulders, trying to ignore the creak on the stairs of Morgan and Diego following as he peeked into the room.
Bernard and Alex were busy stacking up the boxes beside a freshly built wardrobe while Janice was swinging open the window, letting in the fresh air from outside along with the sounds of the farm. The window looked straight out onto the farm and the fields beyond, showing a brilliant blue sky with the sun brighter than Charlie had seen it in weeks. But he wasn’t paying attention to that. He was looking around the room, barely noting the clearly new bed and furniture. Instead he was staring at the walls. The wallpaper was old but well kept, decorated with all sorts of cartoon animals, aside from a few spots adorned with faded crayon scribbles. The curtains that Janice was tying back had the same pattern, and under the large bed with a pile of folded bedding was the corner of a rug with rabbits on the border.
There was a low whistle from Morgan behind Charlie, but he didn’t pay enough attention to turn to her. ‘Nice decorating.’
Janice gave her a look. ‘Obviously the room is rather dated,’ she said, looking to Charlie with a reassuring smile. ‘We would have freshened it up more, but we weren’t sure what colour or style you would like. And with the original plan we didn't have a lot of time, so we thought it would be better to just get the essentials covered. That way when you’re settled in we can take you shopping, get you whatever you need to make the space really yours.’ She watched him stare at the walls, her smile wavering slightly. ‘Charlie? You okay?’
‘Is this my old room?’ Charlie whispered. His voice broke when he spoke, catching in time for the first tears to fall. Bernard was by his side immediately, pulling him into a hug that Janice joined a second later.
Janice wiped a thumb across his cheek, making him look at her with shining eyes. ‘It is,’ she said, ‘but don’t feel like you have to stay here okay? We can set you up in the guest room if you would rather stay there.’
Charlie shook his head so violently he could feel himself going dizzy, before Bernard pulled him into a tighter hug. This was his room. His old room. Which, aside from furniture upgrades, hadn’t been touched. What the hell did he do with that? He didn’t know, but he did know that the last thing he wanted to do was be anywhere else.
‘You’re okay kiddo,’ Bernard said, rubbing his back gently. ‘Just breathe, okay?’ Charlie sucked in a shuddering breath, letting Bernard coax his breathing into something steadier before he spoke again. ‘Do you want to talk, think or feel?’
Charlie tried to gulp down another steadying breath before he opened his mouth, his voice breaking before he even spoke. ‘You kept it.’
There was a beat of silence, before the arms wrapped around him tightened. ‘Of course we did,’ Janice whispered. ‘Of course we kept your room. We would never want to get rid of it.’ Charlie moved to lean against Janice, blinking past the tears enough to look around at the walls again. ‘We even kept your old furniture. It’s down in the basement, if you’re ever curious.’
Charlie choked a laugh at that, ‘Really? Other kids could have used it.’
Janice sniffed, pressing a kiss to Charlie’s hair. ‘Absolutely not. Those are yours. I would never get rid of them.’
Everyone was quiet at that. Aside from Charlie trying, and failing, to calm himself down while his tears continued to fall. At one point Janice shifted, but before Charlie could look around to see why, a third weight stepped into the embrace he had been caught in. ‘Alex?’
‘Yeah?’ the quiet voice said behind him.
Charlie didn’t respond, not immediately. When he felt Alex’s arm wrap around Bernard Charlie moved his hand to grasp theirs, squeezing tight enough that it could have cracked anyone else’s hand. ‘This has always been here,’ Charlie whimpered. ‘This whole time, you kept my room. That…I…I don’t….’
Janice hushed him gently, ‘It's okay sweetheart. You don't have to do anything, okay?’ He nodded, burrowing his face into her cardigan, where the old smells of sugar and baking clung to the threads. ‘You really don’t have to stay in this room if you don’t want to.’
‘I want to,’ he whispered. ‘I want this. I…want…I don’t know what this is but I want it.’
Bernard nodded, as if he understood perfectly. ‘You’re home kiddo. You’re back home, with family, and that’s all you need to worry about right now, okay?’ Charlie nodded, even as the words brought a fresh wave of tears.
‘Can Pebbly stay up here?’
Janice sighed at that, while Bernard smirked and Alex barely held back a snort. ‘If she makes a mess in your room-’
‘I’ll clean it up,’ Charlie said. ‘I promise. I’ll make sure she’s good.’
Janice sighed, ‘Only if Trish manages to finish that magical prosthetic today and Pebbly takes to it well. I don’t want her getting stuck on the stairs and getting into trouble.’
Charlie squeezed Janice tighter, ‘Thank you.’ The four of them huddled closer without a dry eye between them. None of them noticed the twins sneak back downstairs to do goodness knows what with Trish. The boxes throughout the house were forgotten. This was more important for all of them. They didn’t speak, they were just together. Finally safe. Finally allowed to live in peace. Finally home.
Chapter 101
Summary:
It's a new day, in a new room, with the start of a new life.
Notes:
Once again I am reminded that I am at the point in this story where everything makes me cry a little bit
Content warnings for:
- depictions and explorations of grief
- brief mentions of violence and implied death
Chapter Text
The morning on the farm started early, as it always did. For Janice at least. She had always been someone who couldn’t help but wake up with the sun, so it had become a habit to make the most of the extra time. Even on the rare days she was a little more lazy, she would always have the house filled with the delicious smells of fresh breakfast for everyone else to wake up to. Which was her plan when she slipped out of hers and Bernard’s room, after all she was eager to get back into her normal routine. But looking around at the other bedroom doors gave her pause. A small voice in the back of her mind insisted that she shouldn’t disturb any of the kids, but she couldn’t help it. She just needed to check. She just needed to see.
Listening in at the guest room was enough to hear Diego and Dave in their deep sleep. At Alex’s door she couldn’t resist creaking it open, her heart melting at the sight of Morgan curled around Alex as they both dozed on. Charlie’s door was last, her chest aching from grief before she had a chance to touch the handle. There was an image in her mind of her younger self, doing this exact thing ten, fifteen, twenty years ago, to see the silent room frozen in time. All the clothes, toys and books had eventually been packed away for safekeeping, but it had taken a lot longer to get the courage to touch anything else. Even when the thought of packing away Charlie’s old bed and dresser didn’t break her heart all over again, there didn’t seem to be a good enough reason to. Not without taking away everything. Not without it feeling like she was erasing her baby for good.
The young mother in her mind creaked open the door with an ache in her chest and eyes too tired to cry, But the Janice in the present opened her door to peek in, and felt her heart swell. The curtains were drawn, but there was enough light in the room to see the shapes on the bed. She couldn’t help but move, keeping enough sense to sneak across the room silently. She crept up to the bed, noticing that Hops had found a new spot on the bedside table under the lamp, before she looked down. Charlie was fast asleep, face soft and hair ruffled, with an arm wrapped around Pebbly’s soft fur. Janice couldn’t help but tear up at the sight, her hands covering her mouth to try and stay silent. She watched him in awe, taking in every occasional twitch or shuffle, beaming through tears at the soft hums he made in his sleep. It was perfect. No, it was more than that. It was a miracle.
She had promised herself she wasn't going to disturb him. But after a couple of minutes there was a small crease appearing in his brow, one that started to morph into a frown. Without thinking Janice reached out, pressing a gentle thumb to the furrowed brow, trying to smooth it out with just a touch. She moved to stroke a gentle hand through his hair, hushing gently in an effort to soothe him.
He grumbled, before blinking his eyes open to squint at her. ‘Momma?’
‘Hi baby,’ she whispered, beaming at him.
‘Wazzup?’ he said groggily, moving to try and sit up. Janice's hand pressed to the side of his head though, coaxing him to lie back down.
‘Everything's fine sweetheart,’ Janice whispered. ‘I just wanted to check on you, go back to sleep.’
He grumbled unintelligibly, eyes closing as he shifted slightly. Pebbly huffed in her sleep, shuffling closer to Charlie while Janice returned to stroking his hair. She should have left him alone, she knew that. But she couldn't. Not when she got to watch this miracle with her own eyes. Instead she perched on the edge of the bed, making sure not to jostle the sleeping pair, her hand still carding through her baby's hair. It wasn’t until she could tell Charlie had fallen back into a deep sleep that she realised she had been humming to herself. Or to Charlie, she honestly couldn't tell which. Of course, he had probably been too tired to hear her properly, and even if he did he probably wouldn't have recognised one of her old lullabies. But that didn't stop her from humming it again and again. Until the sounds of Bernard waking up finally snapped her out of her reverie.
—
It was after breakfast that Diego and Dave finally got that tour of the farm they had been promised. Led by Bernard, of course, while Janice set herself up in the kitchen to cook an impressive amount of food for Diego and Dave to take home with them. Alex took over managing the farm chores, coaching Charlie through each task while the others wandered. Pebbly followed Charlie diligently, an emerald gemstone on her collar manifesting the new prosthetic Trish had designed so she could trot after him with ease. Morgan was the only one that didn't join in, setting herself up at the kitchen table with her faithful laptop and phones, both her normal one and the burner one Diviner had the number to, and getting back to work. She would need to get back to the lair at some point to pull together the final stages of her revenge. But she refused to leave the farm house before Diego. So for now, she could make due with this set up.
By the afternoon the chores had been done, lunch had been devoured, and Diego and Dave were still around. Much to Alex's disapproval, making them loiter in the stable and brush down the horses to avoid the pair. Charlie was of course doing the opposite. The three of them were sitting on a large bench to watch the rest of the farm, chattering amongst themselves while fussing over Pebbly. Enjoying the peace while they could, for as long as they could.
Peace that was broken by the ringing of a familiar hero communicator. Dave frowned at the device, putting it to his ear while Charlie and Diego went silent. ‘I thought we agreed on text channels only? I don't want you being overheard.’
Anton answered, voice more grave and rasping than Charlie had ever heard. ‘I think we're past that bud. You need to check the news.’
Charlie stiffened, pushing to his feet before Dave could reply. ‘What? Why?’
‘You need to check the news,’ Anton said, ‘and then you need to leave whatever beach you're drinking cocktails on. It's….it's bad Dodgers.’
Charlie ran for the farm house, Pebbly trying to run after him as Diego looked between him and Dave. Giving Anton the time to say one last thing before the line cut. ‘Do me a favour? Tell Shadowstep that I….sorry, we , are right here for you guys when you get back. And we are so, so sorry.’
The TV was already on when Charlie burst into the room, making Morgan nearly drop the remote. ‘Damn you were fast,’ she said. ‘I was just about to shout for you.’
Charlie didn’t reply. All his focus was on the TV as Morgan flicked to the right channel for the headline news. Janice was a step behind him, followed by all the others. All staring at the title crawl showing the latest breaking news.
“RIP CHADSTER.”
‘FA’s about to do a statement outside the HQ,’ Morgan said, turning to Charlie again. ‘Vigilante and Aceman are doing it.’
Charlie nodded, letting his Mum guide him into the nearest seat as Morgan turned up the volume. Everyone in the room was silent as they watched nearly all of the most powerful heroes in the FA gather on the stage, before two of them stepped up to the podium. Vigilante spoke first, his typical clipped tone describing the investigations and suspicions around the Chadster and his unusual activity, leading to the attempted arrest and attack on the city. That was the moment the news channel split the screen to show the live stream next to pictures of the hurricane’s aftermath. Charlie winced at the sight of them, a cold wind running through the room that made the others shiver and Pebbly whine. It was only when she drew close to Charlie and laid her head on his lap did he start to calm down, and the room start to warm again.
By that point Aceman stepped in, describing the efforts of the heroes to bring Chadster in, including the two excursions out to the South Pole where he was believed to be hiding. At the point that he began to detail the airborne fight the stills of the city were replaced with shaky footage from the point of view of the jet, watching an unmasked Chad with an evil grin fly into view. Across the top of the video was the warning “This footage may be distressing for some viewers,” which did nothing to alert the people listening to the live statement what they were about to witness. Aceman’s statement was drowned out by the gasps of shock and horror at the sight of Chadster being struck by the lasers, which only got worse at the sight of the ocean freezing in seconds.
‘Just to confirm,’ Bernard said, ‘which one of you went into the ocean?’
Alex raised their hand, ‘Don’t worry, I dried and warmed myself up straight away. And I was only in there for a few seconds.’
‘That’s alright then.’
Despite the various noises of confusion, upset, and even anger from the crowd Aceman continued the rest of his statement, trying to talk about how much of a beacon Chadster had been to many in the city and the FA, and to not let this ending be the way his legacy is defined. But the voices of the crowd got too loud for his final message to hit home. When Vigilante and Aceman stepped away the crowd erupted into full chaos, the cameras pulling away before cutting back to the main studio. Charlie had enough time to scan over the lineup of heroes three, maybe four times. Trying to spot which heroes were there. And confirm who was missing.
‘Wow,’ Morgan whispered. ‘That got rather loud at the end.’
Charlie buried his hands into Pebbly’s fur, trying to focus on her warm soft weight instead of the growing dread coiling in his gut. It didn’t matter who was and wasn’t on the stage. It didn’t matter how the crowd reacted to the news. The important thing was that everyone had bought it. He tried to tell himself that, again and again, until someone knocked into his shoulder.
‘This is the part where you’re meant to be relieved,’ Alex said. ‘Your plan worked. You’re off the hook forever.’
Charlie nodded, swallowing around the lump in his throat. ‘Yeah. It did.’
‘What’s wrong?’ Janice asked, appearing on his other side.
Charlie shook his head. It didn’t matter. It was done. Soon Morgan would finish her revenge, and then it wouldn’t matter if Inferno and Psion weren’t on the stage. Because soon they would never be able to come for him again. ‘Just…processing.’
Janice sighed, gently guiding Charlie into a hug. Diego bit her lip, looking up at Dave to see he wore a matching worried expression. She opened her mouth, about to speak, when a sudden ringing cut over all of them.
Morgan frowned, fishing her normal phone out of her pocket, giving the caller ID a confused look before answering. ‘If you’re trying to get me to hurry up that’s only going to make me do the opposite.’
‘Tell me that wasn’t real.’ Morgan’s phone wasn’t on speaker, so everyone looked at the phone in alarm when they were able to hear the muffled voice. Charlie’s alarm only made him pale when he recognised who was calling. ‘Tell me you managed to trick the heroes, you faked the footage, you did something. You had to. He’s not actually dead. Tell me he’s not actually dead.’
Morgan held the phone away from her ear, looking at Charlie in confusion, before turning back to the phone. ‘Roofer, what the hell are you talking about?’
‘Don’t fuck with me Generator!’ he shouted, making Morgan almost drop her phone. Alex had straightened, face set to an intense fury, while Rex continued to yell. ‘Do not. I know Alex’s base is only a few miles away from where that fight was. I know you must have seen the news by now. And if you’re going to tell me they actually left the Chadster drowned and buried under that ice? I will not be responsible for my actions, do you understand me?’
Morgan’s face set, ‘If you go back on your word-’
‘Oh don’t worry,’ Rex snarled. ‘All your secrets will stay buried in my vault where no one will ever find them. For your brother’s sake if nothing else. But I will make this clear now. If the heroes have killed the Chadster in a literal sense, our deal is off.’
‘What?’
‘I will end them. And I will end them right now. Unless you tell me the truth in the next five seconds.’
Charlie didn’t give him a chance to start counting. Pebbly barked from the sudden movement, but Charlie had already vaulted out of the armchair and snatched the phone from Morgan’s hand. ‘Don’t! He said, unable to hide the desperation in his voice. ‘Please don’t. I know how long it’s been already, and you want to do your evil villain thing. But please, just wait a little longer.’ The phone was silent on the other end. So silent Charlie had to check he hadn’t accidentally hung up.
‘Do you mind?’ Morgan hissed. ‘That’s my damn phone.’
Charlie swallowed, ‘Rex? Are you there?’
‘You’re alive,’ Rex whispered. There was a quiet, humourless laugh from the other end of the call. ‘It was a trick.’
‘Yeah,’ Charlie said.
‘It looked real.’
‘We had to make it convincing,’ Charlie said. ‘I just faked my death to the entire FA, I had to make sure they would believe it.’
Rex was quiet for another minute, so quiet Charlie could hear his heartbeat in his ears. ‘You couldn’t have warned me about your plan the other night?’
‘I didn’t think you’d be so upset,’ Charlie said. ‘I mean, Chadster’s gone either way, right?’ Silence was his only answer, making him sigh. ‘Besides. I wanted a clean slate.’
Rex huffed a laugh again. ‘And you sabotaged that within minutes of the headline going live to stop me from killing them all.’ Charlie swallowed again, fiddling with the hem of his jacket while he waited for Rex to finish whatever point he was thinking on. ‘That…that is so like you.’
Charlie frowned at that, trying to ignore the panging in his chest, or how the strain in Rex’s voice was making him tear up. ‘Please don’t call off the deal with Generator. I know…well I know what you’re going to want to do right now. But please, just wait a little longer? At least until the funeral-’
Morgan punched him on the arm, making him wince and step back. But Rex just chuckled sadly again. ‘Of course. Even with how it ended, they’ll want to give Chadster a proper hero’s sendoff I suppose.’ Charlie heard Rex take in a deep breath, before letting it out again. When he spoke the strained emotion had gone from his voice, leaving him the composed villain Charlie was used to. ‘And now I know my timeline.’
‘Rex?’
‘Tell your sister the deal stands. And I look forward to seeing what she does on her big day.’ There was another chuckle, this one the typical villainous chuckle Charlie had almost memorised by this point. ‘Goodbye Chad.’
The line cut before Charlie could reply, leaving the room in a shocked silence. His mouth was still open, as he turned to stare at the now black screen of the phone.
Before Morgan snatched it out of his hand. ‘Who taught you stealing was okay?’
‘You did?’ Charlie said.
Morgan raised an eyebrow, before she snorted. ‘Damn you got me.’ She looked at her phone, checking the call had ended before turning to the others. ‘Well, at least he’s not going off the deep end just yet.’
‘Are we sure about that?’ Alex scoffed, crossing their arms while they tried to subtly check over Charlie’s still stunned expression. ‘Sure you don’t want me to shove him in a box?’
Charlie shook his head, sniffing slightly before looking around at the others. ‘What now?’
‘Now?’ Janice said, ‘You can relax sweetheart. Your plan worked, you don’t need to do anything else.’
Charlie nodded, watching Morgan and Diego. ‘And you guys?’
Morgan sighed, ‘I’ll probably head off in the morning to get my plan together. If that’s okay Alex?’ They nodded, making Morgan smile. ‘Then I’m here until tomorrow.’
Diego didn’t respond until everyone was looking at her. ‘We need to go.’ Janice opened her mouth, but Diego continued. ‘The Chastisers are waiting for us. Even without the deal Chad made, our guys have been hounding the FA about the break in at our house enough we should be able to go back without them trying anything. Especially after…’ she faltered, gesturing to the TV to finish her point. ‘And the Chastisers will need to work out what they’re doing next. About this, and what’s going to come next.’ She looked at Morgan then, who gave her a single nod. ‘If we could get away with staying longer we would, you know we would, but-’
She was cut off by Charlie wrapping her up in the tightest hug he could manage. Diego didn’t falter for a second, meeting him with an embrace that was just as tight and made tears spring into her eyes. ‘Stay safe,’ Charlie whispered. Diego nodded, feeling Charlie hide his face in her shoulder. ‘Love you,’ he whispered.
Diego smiled, unable to stop the first tears from falling. Love you too,’ she said, pulling back enough to give him a smile. His face was already stained from his own tears, making her wipe away at his cheeks. ‘Look after yourself, okay? And let me know when you get a new phone.’
Charlie nodded, before leaning back into the hug, holding onto the embrace for as long as he could. Diego didn’t let go, not until Dave had vanished and returned with their bags plus the stacks of food Janice had packed for them. Only then did the two reluctantly turn away, Charlie stepping back in to find Bernard wrapping an arm around his shoulder, while Diego turned to Dave. She pulled out the teleporter, looping Dave’s arm in with hers before her hand hovered over the button.
She looked up, sniffing as she gave Charlie another smile. ‘I’ll bother you soon, yeah?’
Charlie nodded, chin quivering as he spoke. ‘Don’t forget the bagels.’
Diego almost changed her mind. She almost dropped the button and asked to stay. She almost reached out to drag Charlie into the little circle to teleport with her. She almost phased through the floor so she could hide. Then she wouldn’t have to go through with this. But she knew she had to. So instead she gave Charlie a watery smile and closed her eyes. It felt cowardly. But it was the only way she would be strong enough to teleport back home.
Chapter 102
Summary:
Charlie tries to settle into his new life at the farm.
Notes:
Charlie: I don't know what to do now
Me: mood buddyContent warnings for mental and emotional distress, including dissociation and emotional burnout (I'm struggling to describe this without too many spoilers xD )
Chapter Text
There was no way for Charlie to find out the true aftermath of the announcement of the Chadster’s death. Not beyond checking in with Morgan or trying to watch the news anyway. Morgan told him enough to reassure him that the world had bought it, but either didn’t know or didn’t look into it beyond that to see what the public was saying. Meanwhile, the news oscillated between clips of the announcement, the hurricane, and the Chadster’s glory days. Things he didn’t want to see in any capacity. It wasn’t news. It was just them playing out the highs and lows of that old life to keep people invested in the spectacle. Which was the opposite of what he was after. To be honest, Charlie wasn’t sure what he was after. What did he want to know about the aftermath? Was it the world’s reaction? Was it how the people of Capital City saw him now? He could take an educated guess, after all he had seen enough of the hurricane images by this point. But no one had told him what the reaction actually was. No one had told him that the Chadster was now hated. No one said in words that Capital City felt betrayed by him, that they wanted him gone.
There was no point asking. If he did, no one who was around him right now would tell him. They would say he didn’t need to know, that it was a mess, that it would just get him in his head, and he just needed to move on. Which was probably true. But then the news would play the end of the announcement video, where Aceman tried to end the speech on his moment of respect and remembering, and was drowned out by the crowd. They sounded confused. Angry. Upset. And Charlie just couldn’t stop wondering which part they were angry about. Was it that the Chadster hadn’t been brought in for justice? Could the public tell that secrets were being hidden? Or was it something else?
When he imagined moving to the farm he didn’t think he would have time to worry about things like that. He assumed that he would be too flooded with learning about how this new life works in a farmhouse that felt a world away from the City. But apparently there was a reason why Janice and Bernard had so many hobbies. Yes the farm was busy, but after the life Charlie used to have it felt like there was so much more time on his hands. So more often than not he would get time to do…anything. He could go through any of the books and films he brought with him. Or start going through his parent’s collection. Go wandering around the fields to explore. Learn about his Dad’s tinkering projects in the workshop. Sign up for one of those courses his Mum had been talking about. But he kept ending up next to his record player, Pebbly lying on his lap, letting the music try and distract him. But it wasn’t working. He couldn’t get out of his head. Couldn’t stop the weird tracks his mind kept going down again and again. And if he wasn’t thinking about the news he was thinking about Caroline and Richard, or Morgan’s plans, or if Diego and Dave were ok.
It kept happening, no matter how much Janice and Bernard tried to distract him. No matter how many times Trish came over to “make up for lost time.” If he wasn’t careful he would just start zoning out during conversations, when they were talking directly to him. Which felt so rude. He knew better than that. He should be acting better than that. Especially after everything this family had done for him. But…he just couldn’t. If anything, when he tried to focus it just made it harder. He was present enough for chores, to be directed on where to take the buckets of feed and how to clean out the stables. He was present enough to hear any updates that Janice and Bernard had found out about from the others. But after a while he would just tune out, get lost in his thoughts and worries again.
Most of his first week on the farm passed this way. Until the moment he was sitting by the record player, listening to his music again, barely aware of when someone walked into the room. He didn’t hear the squeak of trainers on the hardwood floor. He didn’t hear the sigh as they approached. In fact, he wasn’t aware of them at all until Pebbly shifted, making him look down at the dog on his lap, before looking up at the person who was crouching inches away from him.
‘Morgan?’
Morgan didn’t get a chance to respond before Charlie was barrelling into her, making the two of them fall backwards. Morgan didn’t complain though, letting Charlie cling to her so tightly her spine threatened to pop, while Pebbly barked at the two of them.
‘Anyone would think you had missed me,’ Morgan chuckled, before tightening her embrace.
Charlie sniffed, ‘Maybe? I was worried.’
‘I’m still in hiding for two more days,’ Morgan said. ‘No one is getting to me in Alex’s lair.’ Charlie nodded, but didn’t loosen his grip. Not until Morgan shifted enough to try and pull the two of them up to their feet. ‘Come on,’ she said. ‘If we’re doing this we’re doing it somewhere comfortable.’
Morgan got the two of them curled up on the couch in time for Alex to come in with drinks and snacks. Morgan immediately grabbed a brownie, claiming that she had missed them too much since everyone else has been trying to get back to normal. Charlie wanted to know how her plan was going, if she was staying safe, how much Alex was needing to keep her on track with eating and sleeping. But all Morgan wanted to do was hear about how Charlie was doing. He made sure to dress up how great the farm was, how good the animals were. How nice it was to have family meals that didn’t have any stress or expectations or rules beyond basic table manners.
He was starting to recite what he remembered about the new TV show Bernard had started watching when Alex cut in. ‘Damn, Mum and Dad weren’t kidding were they?’
‘Huh?’
Morgan sighed, ‘Cheddar, be honest. How are you doing?’
Charlie blinked, trying not to show his confusion. ‘I am, the farm-’
‘I’m not asking about the farm,’ Morgan said. ‘Or about Dad’s new show or the new recipe Mum’s experimenting with. I’m asking about you.’
Charlie swallowed, before looking away at the floor. Pebbly immediately whined, trotting over to rest her head on his lap. On reflex Charlie moved to start scratching behind her ears, burying his fingers into her soft fur. ‘I’m fine.’
He heard Alex’s scoff of disbelief, before the music player was turned off. He looked up in time to see Alex carefully sliding the vinyl back into its sleeve before Morgan knocked into him again. ‘You know, most people are not meant to be okay after going through what you’ve gone through.’
Charlie shrugged, ‘Yeah, well I’m not most people.’
‘Ok, let me rephrase,’ Morgan said. ‘No one would be okay after going through what we’ve gone through.’
‘Well I am.’
‘You’re clearly not,’ Morgan said.
‘Yes I am,’ Charlie said. ‘Chadster’s gone, I’ve moved into the farm house, I…I’m home. I’m safe. I’m learning the chores, and learning more about Mum and Dad. And Trish has been visiting too. And it’s been great. So there, I’m fine.’
Morgan shook her head, ‘Dude, there is so much unpacking to do at this point.’
‘No there isn’t,’ Charlie said. ‘Everything is unpacked. Everything is fine.’
‘Then why are you in here every day, on the floor with a thousand yard stare for literally hours?’ Morgan asked. ‘Mum and Dad have been checking in with us, and they’ve told us you’re struggling to settle in. They’re worried.’
Charlie sighed. ‘I’m settling in fine. I’m just….thinking.’
‘About what?’
‘Just stuff,’ Charlie said. ‘Normal things. It’s nothing to worry about.’
Alex rolled their eyes. ‘Seriously Weather Boy? You are allowed to talk about what’s bugging you, you know?’
‘Nothing’s bugging me,’ Charlie said. Alex raised an eyebrow in disbelief, making Charlie scowl. ‘It’s not!’
‘If whatever you’re thinking about is weighing on your mind this much, then it’s bugging you,’ Alex said.
‘I told you I’m fine!’
Morgan opened her mouth to argue, but Alex put up their hand. ‘You know what? Fine. It isn’t bugging you. But you know what’s bugging me?’ They bent down to look at the records, before pulling one out. ‘I found out you were a Swiftie six days ago and we still haven’t done anything about that.’
Charlie blinked in confusion, trying to process the sudden gear change as Alex set up the record. ‘Like what?’
The record came on, immediately playing the first song as Alex turned around with a grin. ‘Quick, without looking at the sleeve or the album cover, which album is this?’
Morgan sighed, ‘Oh God, please don’t start this.’
Alex shushed her, looking over to Charlie with an expectant look. Charlie sighed, tuning in to listen for a moment. ‘It’s a Taylor’s version album.’
Morgan blinked in surprise, ‘How can you tell that?’
‘It sounds totally different,’ Charlie said.
‘Yeah it does!’ Alex grinned, before they began singing along without a care. Morgan snorted and rolled her eyes, while Charlie watched with a perplexed look. They were halfway through the song before Alex turned around to the two of them, ‘Are you really going to make me sing this on my own?’
Morgan gave Alex a look, ‘I don’t sing Taylor Swift songs.’
‘Yes you do,’ Charlie said. ‘We sang together when we were driving up here for the first time.’
Alex’s jaw dropped while Morgan scowled. ‘That doesn’t count, that was under duress.’
‘Holy shit, you actually got her to sing a T Swift song?’ Alex said, suddenly excited. ‘Which one?’
‘It doesn’t matter!’ Morgan said. ‘I’m not singing now.’
Alex gave a smirk, before dragging her off the couch and onto her feet, trying to encourage her to sing or dance or something. The sight of the two of them was so ridiculous, it should have made Charlie roll his eyes and leave them to it. But something about them just made it hard to look away as the ridiculousness and the humour grew, until Charlie was having to hold back a snort. He tried to stop himself from laughing, not noticing the breeze that flared around him for the first time in days, rippling in time with how his shoulders silently shook.
Morgan and Alex noticed though, and before Charlie could object he was being dragged up by both of them. Morgan tried to push the two of them together to distract them while she ran for it, but the Stewart siblings wouldn’t let her. Instead the three of them danced around each other, laughing and singing quite badly. The energy around them grew, with the breeze around them warming and brushing against them playfully, while Charlie lost himself in the moment of silliness.
It took a few songs for any of them to notice that they had an audience, when Morgan looked up at the living room door. ‘Oh thank God,’ she said, diving for a chuckling Bernard. ‘Help me, they’ve gone insane.’
‘We’ll get you with the Swiftie fever yet!’ Alex grinned maniacally.
Bernard looked over at Charlie, who was giggling just as much as the others, before sighing in relief. ‘You kids need a refill?’
‘I’ll help,’ Morgan said.
‘Oh no you don’t!’ Alex shouted.
Bernard sidestepped the two of them, scooping up the empty glasses before turning to Charlie. ‘It’s good to see a smile on your face, kiddo,’ Bernard said with a soft smile.
Charlie was still giggling, watching Alex and Morgan. He wasn’t even thinking when he leaned into Bernard’s shoulder. It was just something that felt natural in the moment. He didn’t question it when Bernard’s arm wrapped around his shoulders either. He just revelled in the moment, in the lightness that swept him up.
Right up until Bernard brushed a thumb against his cheek, making him notice the tear that had escaped. ‘It’s okay, kiddo,’ Bernard whispered. ‘We got you.’
Charlie blinked, the light moment of distraction shattering as he suddenly became aware of his body again. Of the tremble in his shoulders, the silent tears streaking down his face. Now he was aware the chuckle in his throat threatened to turn into a sob, making him try and clear his throat. ‘Wait,’ he said, ‘why…why am I crying?’
‘Guess you’ve got some feelings you need to let out,’ Bernard said.
‘But that makes no sense,’ Charlie said. ‘There’s no reason for me to cry.’
‘You don’t need a reason to cry.’
‘But…’
Bernard sighed, ‘Kiddo, remember what I said about feeling your emotions?’
Charlie shook his head, ‘But there’s no need. I’m fine. I’m great even.’
‘You sure?’
‘Of course I’m sure. I’m home, I’m with you and Mum, I’ve got my family, and Pebbly, and…and I’m fine. We’re all fine now.’
Bernard smiled sadly at his son. ‘I’m not.’ Charlie looked at Bernard in shock, watching him start to well up. ‘Neither is your Mum. Neither are they,’ he pointed to Alex and Morgan. ‘No one is doing okay right now. Yes we’re home, and yes we’re safe, but there is so much more to being “okay” than that, and none of us are there yet. We’re muddling through, but…if you think you’re supposed to be feeling okay or good or like all your problems are gone, then don’t. Because we might be at the bit where we can replant roots and all that. But we’re also at the bit where all the pain and grief and anger we’ve been collecting, we have to start to process.’
Charlie slowly nodded in confusion, ‘Right.’
‘And when I say start to? I mean we are only at the very start of it. There’s a lot to work through. And I mean a lot.’ Bernard watched Alex and Morgan for a moment. ‘What did I say about your emotions?’
Charlie swallowed, ‘Feel your emotions, don’t wallow, and move on.’
‘No,’ Bernard said. ‘I didn’t say move on. Some things you can’t just move on from. Some things you can’t put behind you like they never existed. Those emotions will stay with you whether you want them to or not. So you feel, you don’t wallow, and you move forward. And if you can’t? Then you ask for a hand.’
Charlie nodded, ‘Yeah, yeah okay.’
Bernard straightened, watching Charlie carefully. ‘Want to know what I’m feeling?’ Charlie nodded, swallowing as Bernard put down the glasses, drawing the other’s attention. ‘Right now, I’m…well I’m feeling a little guilty about pulling you away from this nice moment you had going on.’ Charlie looked away at that, even when Bernard squeezed his shoulder. ‘I am feeling so much love, happiness, and gratitude. That I’ve got all my kids back. That my son is alive, and home. And right next to that love is grief. Maybe with some time that grief will lessen, but right now it's as keen as it was when we found you.’
‘What are we doing?’ Alex said, sneaking closer to the pair. Charlie took a moment to scowl at the sight of Morgan in a headlock, but Alex didn’t pay any attention to that.
‘Talking about what we’re feeling,’ Bernard said.
‘Oh,’ Alex said. ‘Well….betrayed. That someone refuses to appreciate the greatest music artist of all time.’ Everyone couldn’t help but snort at that while Morgan tried to wrestle herself out of Alex’s hold. Once she finally did and straightened her hoodie, Alex stood back to think about the question for a moment longer. ‘The serious answer though,’ Alex said, looking at Charlie, ‘is I feel like I need to make up for a lot of bullshit that happened. And for a lot of lost time.’
Charlie frowned, while Morgan stepped in. ‘I feel…angry. Mostly at everything that’s happened. But also, because I feel like this revenge plan I’ve got won’t be enough. It will ruin them completely, destroy their legacy, and do everything I want to do to them. But it won’t be enough. They deserve more, at minimum they deserve to feel the pain they’ve made us feel. But I can’t do that. And even if I could, that still wouldn’t be enough.’
Alex leaned in, ‘You know what could help with that?’
‘I’m not killing them,’ Morgan said.
Alex raised an eyebrow at that, but Bernard looked at Charlie. ‘See? We’re all feeling that pain. So we’ll give each other a hand when we need it. We’ll be there for each other.’ Charlie nodded, sniffing as he tried to swallow down the lump in his throat. ‘And we’ll be there for you too.’
‘You already have been,’ Charlie said quietly.
‘And we’ll do it again,’ Bernard replied.
‘Come on,’ Alex nudged into Charlie’s shoulder. ‘You turn.’
Charlie looked at all three of them, one by one. There wasn’t an ounce of judgement or expectation. But there was worry evident on all their faces. Enough to make Charlie have to look away. Taylor Swift was still playing in the background, something for him to try and focus on instead of the sudden attention. ‘I feel…’ he started, trying to think about it hard. ‘Well, I’ve been worried about Morgan and Diego. Diego’s back in the City and with the Chastisers again, and you’re still making your plan. And I’m not there to…I mean, anything could happen to you two.’ Morgan nodded, but no one interrupted. Charlie paused, trying to find the other things he could safely talk about.
‘Part of me wants to know what the funeral plan is going to look like in a couple of days? Not that I necessarily want to watch it, but…that’s the thing. I don’t want to watch. I don’t want to see the news about Chadster’s death, or the hurricane, or what everyone…but I do want to know that the City is going to be okay. And I do want to know who is planning the funeral. Is it being planned by the FA? By…by someone else? What are they expecting it to look like? Are they doing something public? How are the public feeling about that when the City is in the middle of rebuilding? What about-’
‘That sounds like the recipe for a lot of spiralling,’ Bernard said. Charlie shrugged, feeling Bernard’s arm wrap around him again. ‘You’ve got a lot of thoughts ticking around for sure. But the question was about what you’re feeling.’
Charlie’s shoulders almost came up to his ears, ‘I don’t know.’
‘How come?’
‘I don’t know,’ Charlie sighed. ‘Maybe I'm just not feeling anything right now.’
‘Well that’s not how that works,’ Alex said. ‘Unless you’ve got too many emotions. You could be so overwhelmed you've gone numb from it.’
‘Or you’re bottling up your emotions too much,’ Morgan said. ‘If you avoid them for too long it can feel like going numb sometimes.’
Charlie’s face creased as he looked away from everyone. He couldn’t bring himself to look up, to meet any of their faces. Not until calloused hands cupped his face and slowly encouraged him to raise his head. ‘Charlie?’ Bernard whispered. ‘You can talk to us. Do you know how you’re feeling?’
He couldn’t help but well up at the reassuring touch, at the warm eyes watching him that cut through the numbness to leave him aching. He shook his head, even as new tears began to fall in time with his chin quivering. Morgan stepped under Bernard's arms enough to wrap Charlie up in a tight hug. ‘What about what's getting to you?’ Morgan asked. ‘What's really getting to you?’
Charlie swallowed, ‘They weren't at the announcement.’
Bernard and Alex both look confused, while Morgan's shoulders fell. ‘Who wasn't?’ Bernard asked.
‘Inferno and Psion,’ Morgan said. ‘They weren't on the stage.’ She gave Alex a worried glance that Charlie couldn't see, but that made Bernard frown.
‘Why?’ Charlie whispered.
‘Doesn't matter,’ Morgan said, sounding more sure than she felt. ‘In two days they won't be a problem for anyone.’
Charlie squeezed Morgan tighter, ‘They're going to come after you. When you try to do your plan.’
‘They can try,’ Alex growled.
Morgan looked up at Charlie, watching him carefully. ‘I've been avoiding them for years, remember? They aren't getting their hands on me. They aren't going to stop me. I will get this done, I promise.’
‘What is your plan?’ Bernard said.
‘Well one part is going to happen no matter what I do,’ Morgan said. ‘I reckon the only reason why Vigilante hasn't arrested them yet is because he's waiting for the Chadster business to be done. Which is fine by me, being arrested by other heroes is going to rub salt in the wounds and I'm banking on that happening after I drop my plan anyway.’
‘And the other part?’
‘Tell everyone,’ Morgan said with a grin. ‘With the receipts.’
‘How?’ Charlie asked. ‘Are you going to the news?’
‘Oh not just the news,’ Morgan said. ‘Every news station, government office, police and hero agency, international agency, they’re all getting it. And not just on Earth.’
‘What? How?’
Morgan grinned, ‘I just need a powerful enough transmitter. I've packed all the information into a lovely portable file that's going to piggyback on my favourite trojans. And I know of a transmitter in the City that's good enough to broadcast everywhere I need it to.’
Charlie’s eyes went wide in realisation. ‘You’re breaking into the HQ? You can’t, that’s insane.’
‘Why? No one will notice, it’s abandoned.’
‘I….what?’
‘I’m not using the current FA HQ,’ Morgan said. ‘The antenna on the old HQ was never dismantled. I’ve already checked, and the building is still standing. Antenna included. I just need a generator with enough juice to power up the antenna for me to get the signal out.’
Charlie stared at Morgan. The old building had been abandoned years ago after some space tyrant had tried to co-opt the whole building for their domination via nanobots. A bunch of the heroes had been infected by the nanobots, taking over the base and preventing any attempts to reclaim it. By the time the villain had been defeated, Vigilante and Aceman had almost finished rebuilding the HQ in a fully upgraded tower, leaving the first one to be turned into an empty monument. Which meant that no one would be there. Not unless they had a reason to be.
‘If they notice you-’
‘I can be quiet,’ Morgan grinned.
Charlie shook his head, ‘If they left any kind of security or alarms behind-’
‘I'm not breaking into the actual building,’ Morgan said. ‘I've been building my own generator, I just need to teleport it onto the top of the building.’
Charlie still pulled a face, his worry evident as his heart began to ache more. The fear and dread in his chest started to coalesce into something sharper, more defined but also more painful. Nothing he could put to words though, not until Bernard spoke. ‘Maybe you should take some back up with you. Just to put our minds at ease.’
That was it. The realisation hit Charlie all at once, and felt like the most obvious thing in the world. He needed Morgan safe. He needed Diego safe. And right now they weren't. He was hidden away in this perfect dream of what his home could be, safe and in another world. While his sisters were still in danger, about to put themselves in the firing line again. Even now they were protecting him, with him not able to return the favour.
Morgan was talking to Alex and Bernard about taking backup, the pros and cons of Alex or Diego, or even Barnaby. Charlie was barely listening, his dread churning while he clung to Morgan so tightly. Maybe if he could keep her in his arms, or at least at the farm, then that would be enough. Then she would be safe. Then she would be okay. Then he would be okay. But she would never agree to that. Not when she was this close to her revenge.
He didn't notice how Alex was watching him. Not until they said his name. ‘What about Charlie?’
‘What about Charlie?’ Morgan asked.
‘He could be your backup.’
Charlie's eyes widened as Morgan and Bernard both looked at Alex in disbelief. ‘What? No.’
‘Why not? I'm too obvious and will attract the heroes to you, Diego can't encourage “criminal acts” in public, Barnaby and Ohio won't be strong enough to face any of the heroes in 1 to 1, never mind those two assholes. But no one would know to look for Charlie. And he could take down all of them with one-handed if he had to.’
‘Are you kidding?’ Morgan said. ‘Chadster died a week ago and suddenly a new person with Chadster's power set shows up to help me? The known criminal who has been missing for months? We didn't do all that work to clear his name just to have him get into more trouble.’
‘OK, but-’
‘Let's do it,’ Charlie said. Alex was the only one who was not surprised when they all turned to him. ‘Morgan can set up the generator and the signal, and I'll keep watch.’
‘No,’ Morgan said. ‘You don't need to be dragged into this.’
‘I want to help.’
‘You wanted to come home,’ Morgan said. ‘You wanted this to all be over. And you've got that. I'm not dragging you back in, and putting another target on your back-’
‘I changed my mind,’ Charlie said, silencing everyone. ‘You said if I changed my mind about what I wanted then I could. And yes, I want all that. But not before you and Diego are safe and okay. Not before Inferno and Psion are locked up for good.’
Morgan looked at Charlie, her expression torn, ‘I will be fine. There are so many ways I can set this up so I'm safe and you don't have to get involved anymore. You don't want this world, remember? No lies, no secrets, no masks.’
Charlie nodded, ‘I know. But I want to protect you.’
Morgan pulled him into a bone crushing hug, one he met just as tightly. The two were quickly wrapped up by Alex and Bernard, no one able to hold back their emotions. They all heard when Morgan agreed, and they all felt the relief flood through Charlie. Still, Bernard tightened his grip around the two of them, not hiding the new spike of fear and dread filling his chest.
‘Your Mum's going to want you to have backups,’ Bernard rasped. ‘Something to call in reinforcements if you need it. For both of you.’
Morgan nodded, ‘Yeah. Yeah ok. We can do that.’
Charlie didn't respond, except to reach out to squeeze Bernard's hand. He wouldn't get a choice in the matter. But that was fine. And for once, when he said that it was fine, he realised he meant it. He would take whatever safety precautions his parents wanted to reassure themselves. Any emergency alarms, or teleporters. Anything they needed to make sure they wouldn't feel afraid or worried for him again.
Chapter 103
Summary:
The day of the funeral comes. And Morgan starts her final plan
Notes:
I am a vague degree of alive and ready for the final stretch!
Content warnings:
- Misplaced guilt
- Canon typical superhero violence
- Confronting toxic people
- Sterling parent typical behaviour
Chapter Text
The weather for the Chadster's funeral was about as beautiful as you could ask for. In the days following the announcement of his death, the heavy clouds that had painted the sky had vanished without a trace. The city was still a wreck, resources torn between fixing buildings, undoing flood damage, and clearing out debris. But with the perfectly blue sky and the gentle warming sun, the people still in and near the City all gathered around the City Hall. Where there were people dressed in a mix of black and sky blue. Banners and flags in the crowd bore the Chadster's famous symbol, and somewhere in the crowd there was a crowd of teenagers all wearing black and drab hoodies and jackets. Except for one, in a slightly oversized old school letterman jacket. When the Mayor came out, flanked by the most prestigious heroes of the FA, the crowd picked up with every emotion under the sun, finally ready for the funeral.
And across the City, away from the crowds and banners and heroes, two people appeared out of thin air on top of a former hero tower. Ready to get to work.
‘You sure about this?’ Morgan asked, watching her brother carefully. ‘I can call Alex, it's not a problem.’
Charlie wasn't looking at Morgan. He was too busy looking around at the state of the City, focusing on a particularly damaged building nearby. ‘I'm sure,’ he said quietly, before adjusting the hat hiding his hair. ‘What's first?’
Morgan frowned at him, before grabbing the fabric around her neck and pulling it into position, hiding everything except her eyes. Charlie did the same, adjusting his gloves before checking himself over. Mum's charms were still in place, the glowing gems around his neck hidden by the near black jacket. Between them and his balaclava no person or camera should be able to see his face. He touched the centre gem, the emergency alarm, before tucking them away and moving over to help.
The large battery between them was quickly moved to be under the generator, Charlie taking the time to make sure it was hidden by the bulk of the antenna while Morgan shrugged off her bag. Out came cables, connectors, tools of every type. And a frosted orange gem.
‘What's that doing here?’ Charlie asked.
Morgan looked at it, ‘If I'm going to claim there was memory tampering I need to leave proof. Apparently any magic user who examines that should be able to tell what it is.’
Charlie frowned, ‘You're okay giving it up?’
Morgan nodded, ‘Yeah. Once it's served its purpose I won't need it anymore. There would be no point in keeping it.’ She paused, the hand in her bag, before looking at Charlie. ‘I did grab the other thing, but I'm not sure what you want to do with it.’
Charlie looked confused, until she pulled out the silver necklace. He swallowed, staring at the dangling chain, ‘Oh. Yeah.’
‘You don’t have to work it out now,’ Morgan said. ‘And tossing it is perfectly valid.’
Charlie swallowed, slowly reaching out to grab the chain. ‘I’ll have a think,’ he said, shoving it into his pocket as Morgan returned to her bag.
For the most part Charlie was acting as an extra pair of hands, keeping half an eye on Morgan crawling into the inner workings of the antenna. The rest of his attention was on the air around them, ready to pick up on any shift in the air, no matter how big or small. Even with his back turned and Morgan occupied, no one was going to sneak up on them. In no time at all, and simultaneously an eternity, Morgan was plugging the last of the wires into the generator, the slow whirring of the antenna making Charlie stiffen. Morgan didn’t react, tapping away at her tablet while perched on the generator instead.
‘Ok, power’s up,’ Morgan said. ‘Now for the fun part.’
Charlie was about to ask what qualified as the fun part, before he saw her look up towards the top of the platform. ‘Wait, seriously?’
‘Yeah,’ Morgan said. ‘FA disconnected this whole building from anything connected to a power source or a server. Scrubbed the intel, and then locked it down. So I need to power it up, hack into whatever system might be left, and then use that to send out the signal.’
‘Can’t you do that remotely?’ Charlie asked.
‘I mean…maybe. Probably.’ Morgan shrugged before slipping the tablet away and shrugging the bag onto her back. When she looked up at Charlie, he could see her grin in the creases around her eyes. ‘But this is so much more fun.’
Charlie huffed, before looking up at the antenna. This was dangerous. Reckless. It might even be the most stupid thing he had done in a long time. But that didn’t stop him from holding out a hand to Morgan. ‘I can get you up there faster. If you don’t mind flying that is.’
‘Oh hell yes!’ Morgan shouted, jumping to her feet in glee. She barely gave Charlie a chance to make a wind flurry before she was leaping off the generator. He caught her, letting her hover for a moment before she shot up into the sky. He didn’t dare drop the wind until he saw her clamber onto the small platform, the dull clang of her boots on the metal soothing his nerves enough to settle the wind across the whole roof. Charlie watched her move out of sight before he finally looked away from the sky and back towards the city, his breath shaky in his chest. Now all there was to do was wait.
Aside from Morgan, most of the City around him was quiet. In a way Charlie had rarely ever heard it be before. It was honestly unnerving, listening to the silent and half destroyed city around him. Even though so many of the buildings were brick, metal and glass, it always felt like they had some life in them. But now the only sound of power was the generator behind him. There were no cars nearby. No people or lights or music. Just…quiet.
‘You shouldn’t be this quiet,’ Charlie whispered. His gaze drifted from one building to another, to another. Catching every piece of rubble, every broken shard of glass, every torn wire. It was too much to wrap his head around, this kind of damage multiplied over the whole city. He had seen it in pictures. In news stories. But this was so much more…visceral. In a way he couldn’t look away from.
‘I’m sorry,’ he whispered, looking past the nearest buildings to the larger skyscrapers in the heart of the City. ‘I didn’t mean to do any of this. You know that right?’ When only silence answered Charlie had to snort at himself. God, he had finally cracked. This was crazy. He was crazy. But…well his Dad had told him to not bottle these things up.
‘I never meant to hurt you,’ he whispered. ‘I never would have made a storm like this on purpose. You know that, you know me.’ He sighed, trying to swallow past the lump growing in his throat. ‘You know me.’ He looked up at the skyline, trying to parse some meaning, some life out of the metal and concrete.
And the wind buckled in response.
There was no chance to think. Charlie was already diving as the wind’s warning concentrated, becoming more focused. A human shape. Moving faster than should be possible. Almost as fast as Alex in fact. By the time Charlie rolled up to his knees a wall of wind was already rising to block the speedster. He felt the force of the blow before he saw the flash of a familiar blue costume. Before the force of the impact cracked and echoed around them. Right, he sighed to himself, that's what you get for saying it's too quiet.
The wind grew around the building, taller and strong enough to buffet the second, third, fourth bodies that hit it. Charlie stayed knelt, out of sight while throwing his senses out in every direction. More of them were coming. Flying, running, in pods and jets, all gunning for the old FA tower. He winced, before peeking out enough to try and catch a glimpse of how bad it was. The fact that he recognised all of the suits at a glance was not reassuring. The moment he saw Aceman’s cape in fact, he ducked out of sight again. Why did he agree to this plan? Why did he let Morgan try something this crazy? This reckless? Charlie glanced up at the antenna, praying that Morgan’s “fun” version of the plan was quick enough to be over already.
The wind was buffeted more and more, by bodies, weapons and energy, but behind that he could sense others grouping together. Whispers over comms trying to work out how to dissipate the wind, how they could try and get over it. The wind grew a foot in response, before Charlie cringed at himself. He couldn’t keep growing the wall forever, not safely anyway. But without a shield he couldn’t protect the antenna. The heroes only needed one shot at it, even a stray one would be enough to threaten Morgan. If the building wasn't so wide then he could….god he was an idiot sometimes.
The wind wall pushed out, blasting everyone away to the next block, before Charlie sprung to his feet. ‘You'd better not dawdle,’ he grumbled before the twister started to grow, swirling around the antenna. By the time Aceman had returned the entire structure was encased with wind, Charlie's glowing eyes turning to face him head on.
If Alex was watching the fight, they definitely would have accused Charlie of going soft on them. In fact, he knew he was holding back. But even when the Amazonian came in with her spear and Emerald Archer tried to hamstring him, Charlie couldn't bring himself to do more than hold them back. Wind pushed back to buy him space and time, frost rimed the rooftop surface to slow them down, and he was trying his damned hardest to not strike first, but instead dodge and counter strike. Which only made holding them back, and holding the twister up, slightly harder than Alex's preferred methods. But that wasn't the problem. The problem was that it was messing with his head. Every attack he did, even as a defence, twisted his guilt up more and more, until he felt nauseous. He didn't want to fight them. He didn't want to hurt them. He didn't want to lose control again.
But he couldn't focus on that when another strike came in. He caught the staff aimed at his head, twisting it and throwing it away before he even noticed the wielder. Darkfeather rolled across the floor before coming back up to his feet to glare at Charlie. So Charlie got to see the moment Darkfeather did a double take. He couldn't linger though, not when another arrow was coming for him that he had to deflect. So he didn't get to see Darkfeather’s recognition turn into realisation as he looked up at the antenna. And he didn't see Darkfeather back away to put a hand to his ear. Charlie was too busy deflecting the arrow, a sword, a plasma ball, a sniper bullet, a fist, a magic spell, fire- wait fire?
Charlie spun around, dread flooding through him at the sight of his newest assailant. Inferno stood proud, glaring at him before launching another bolt of fire. He dodged, mind racing. If Caroline was here, where was Richard? As if to answer him, a familiar crackle of psionic power sounded, making him look up.
Richard Sterling was not fit for combat. The lightning shaped scars trailing up the right side of his face were still angry and red, stark against his ashen skin and now clouded eye. He was always right handed normally, but that arm was tucked in close to his chest while the power gathered in his trembling left hand. His normal confidence and arrogance had completely evaporated, the strength that he exuded gone with it. He may have been wearing his hero suit, but he didn't look like himself. No, but he did have the look Charlie had seen a thousand times before. On villains, antiheroes and vigilantes alike. It was the look of someone ready to burn everything for vengeance. That thought made Charlie grit his teeth, anger swelling in him at the same time as the wind around him grew. What did he need to get vengeance for?
The wind that blasted everyone back was much stronger than before. The heroes who got caught in the updraft flew back multiple blocks, while those that managed to hunker down toppled past the nearest buildings and out of sight. Charlie tried to take a deep breath, a calming breath, but the scarf around his face threatened to choke him instead. He ripped it away, rubbing at the sweat on his face while sucking in a gulp of icy air. He hadn't even noticed how cold it had dropped, and on instinct he looked up. Yep, there were those familiar clouds. Well, Vigilante would definitely have worked out who they were dealing with by now. Shit , Charlie thought to himself. He needed to calm down. He needed to focus. He needed to breathe.
His hand went to the beads around his neck, but before he could pull them out the wind around him flared in warning. He dodged on instinct, not realising he was dodging fire until it was sailing over him. He came up to his feet, shooting Inferno a glare before frost gathered around his fists.
‘There is no need for this,’ Inferno said, her voice cold. ‘Stand down now, and this violence can end.’
Charlie blinked, suddenly confused. ‘What did you say?’
‘Whatever it is you're fighting for? It isn't worth this,’ she said. ‘Just come in quietly and this will be a lot easier for you.’
Charlie stared at her like she had grown two heads. There was no feeling in her voice, she clearly didn't mean those words, but he knew them all the same. He had said them himself a million times. It was the first rule, always give any combatants a chance to surrender. But why would they give him that luxury? They didn't give him that last time. Unless…
‘Wait…who do you think I am?’ Charlie asked.
Inferno raised an eyebrow in confusion, ‘Am I supposed to recognise you?’
Charlie couldn't help but snort at that. Not even the crackle of power behind him stopped the laughter that escaped. He sidestepped the psionic bolt before turning to Psion. ‘What about you? Do you have the slightest idea who I am?’
Richard gritted his teeth, holding his bad arm closer to his body before squaring his shoulders. ‘I'm not in the mood for a monologue.’
Charlie laughed again, before shrugging. ‘Fine by me. My sister was always the better monologuer.’
Before Psion could begin to charge another attack Charlie was racing towards Inferno, frost gathering around his fists as Caroline began to wreathe her whole body in fire. Other bodies came hurtling towards them, but with barely a thought a wind blasted them back again. Psionic energy crackled across the rooftop, but Charlie rolled to one wide and into a gust of wind that flew him closer to Inferno. The fire and ice clashed, an echo of thunder cracking around them from the power. Inferno raged as much as always, but Charlie's icy wind was more than enough to cut through the heat, his fist connecting with her core to send her flying back. She rolled back to her feet in time to block his next few strikes, before summoning fire into her hands that Charlie’s own aura of wind muffled without any effort.
Still she pressed on, not relenting in her attack until Psion shouted a familiar call. Caroline threw up a blast of sparks, trying to catch Charlie’s face. He deflected them easily enough, but by the time he looked back to the fight Caroline had already jumped back. In time for a flash of purple light. The psionic energy grew in an instant, making a rippling shield around Charlie. He looked around at the orb, mostly in bemusement, before turning to the Sterlings. It had been a long time since he had seen them use this tactic. But it was obvious why.
Inferno was panting, wiping at her brow while turning to Psion. ‘Did you have to wait so long to put that up?’ Psion didn't respond. He was too busy focusing on the shield, his good hand trembling with the effort as he slowly grew paler. Inferno only sighed at the sight, before pressing a hand to her ear. ‘Could we get another holding cell here? Preferably one with a power dampener, before-’
If it was anyone else, Charlie would have hesitated. But the rage that was still flaring through him saw the struggle in Psion and only felt vindicated. The ghost of the psychic storm echoed in Charlie's memory, bringing every twisted feeling of pain, loss, and injustice to the surface. So he didn't even flinch when he raised a hand towards the shield. He didn't touch it, he just hovered his hand a couple of inches from the surface. Before his lightning sparked.
Psion cried out as the shield shattered, the power recoil making him stagger back. Inferno barely glanced at him, instead throwing up her hands to face Charlie again. The lightning arced around his hand, the same colour as the glow in his eyes. ‘You should stand down,’ he said, locking eyes with Inferno. ‘It will be safer for you.’ Inferno only scowled in response, her fire flaring in response. Charlie sighed, before shrugging. ‘Fine. I warned you.’
A torrent of fire shot from Inferno’s hands, scorching across the rooftop to strike Charlie. But he was already gone. She didn't even register it until she felt the crackle of electricity behind her, turning to see him step out of the lightning with his fist raised. She crumpled under the blow, the second strike sending her spinning back to sprawl on the floor.
‘No,’ Psion groaned. He pushed himself to his feet, glaring at Charlie with nothing but venom. Violet light flared in his hand, but Charlie easily slapped the hand away before grabbing Psion by the scruff. All Psion could do was scowl, but the look was chilling.
Charlie pushed down the initial fear that sparked, instead raising his brow at Psion. ‘I don't think you're going to win this one.’
Psion glanced over Charlie's shoulder, just for a second. But long enough for Charlie to turn his attention to Inferno. She was trying to climb to her knees, hissing something about backup. But before Charlie could focus in on that Psion spoke again. ‘What do you even want, Villain?’
Charlie looked Richard square in the eyes, watching the anger and venom burning through him. Oh man, he wanted to wipe that look off his face. He wanted to strip these two of all their pride and arrogance and leave him dumbstruck. But before he could work out how, or even think of a reply to Psion, another voice cut in. He almost missed it at first, it was far too quiet on the wind.
‘Hey genius! Your stupid storm is blocking my signal!’
Charlie sighed, glancing up at the antenna before looking around at the rooftop. It was just the three of them, a sight that made Charlie uneasy despite everything. What were the heroes doing? Or rather, what was Vigilante doing? Morgan shouted again, making Charlie growl in frustration. He let go of Psion, looking away as he crumpled to the floor. Instead he was looking up at the antenna. He was going to regret this. But he had no other plan. No other option. Psion tried to push to his knees, Inferno clambered to her feet. But neither of them were ready for the twister around the antenna to blast them back into the air. Charlie was the only one still standing, watching the bodies roll across the roof, as the wind warned him of the other bodies moving nearby. ‘Hurry up,’ he whispered, the wind catching his words before spiralling up to the top of the antenna.
Charlie braced for the torrent of bodies to invade the rooftop, ready for the slightest warning from the wind. But no one moved. They were present, watching just out of his immediate sight. But they didn't stir when the wind dropped, or when Inferno clambered to her feet. Her hand was pressed to her ear, before she scoffed about ‘useless technology’ and pulled out her earpiece to toss it away. Charlie watched it clatter, hearing the static blaring from the device. Disconnected from the signal. Charlie frowned, looking out across the rooftops. What the hell are you doing Vigilante? There was no way the hero would allow people marked as villains to succeed. Would he?
Inferno moved, drawing Charlie's attention again. She was clearly exhausted from the fight. Not as much as Psion, who was only just starting to stir. But still, she was more hunched than normal, trying to catch her breath while flexing her hands. Testing her power reserves. Trying to work out her next move. She still had the energy to glare at Charlie though, ‘Whatever your plan is here, it won’t work.’
‘How can you say that?’ Charlie asked. ‘Aside from the fact you are running on fumes, you don’t even know what the plan is?’
Inferno took a deep breath, before straightening with a small smile. Her hands began to glow with the threat of fire again, making Charlie brace himself. ‘Others might care about the details. But all I need to know is your weakness. And strike there.’ Her hands raised, and the air around her heated in response. Charlie brought up a wind, ready to wrap it around himself before he felt it. The heat in the concrete below his feet. Racing past him towards the antenna.
His eyes widened, realisation turning into fear, before a blast of frost overtook the whole rooftop. Inferno stepped back, gritting her teeth before her fire flared even hotter in her hands. The heat tried to move past him, rising towards the surface of the rooftop. Ready to melt concrete and metal alike. Which couldn’t be allowed. Charlie pushed more frost out, the icy cold wind whipping past enough to make Inferno shiver slightly. That’s it, Charlie thought. Just like Caroline said. He didn’t need to fight her fire. Just strike the weakness.
The wind condensed around Inferno, growing stronger and colder the closer it gathered around her. She growled, but tried to push his power away. Tried to face him head on. Charlie sucked in a breath, debating for only a second on how far to push his power. The flicker of heat dying in the concrete was all it took to convince him though. The second he eased up she would try and bring down the antenna. Morgan would be in danger. That he couldn’t allow.
Inferno pushed her fire to its limit, only to be met with ice. Ice that flooded through the heat in her fingers, chilling her to the bone. Her power crumbled so suddenly she cried out in pain, falling to her knees as her hands and fingers quickly became blue. A thick layer of frost condensed around her, coating her hair and costume and leaving her unnaturally pale. She was past the point of shivering, unable to even move in the freezing wind around her. Charlie watched, the sliver of guilt giving way to the anger still burning inside him, now focused wholeheartedly on Caroline. It only wavered for a moment when he heard the familiar crackle of psionic power.
Charlie jumped out of the way of the violet blast, lightning curling around him as he turned to Richard. He was still lying on the ground, barely able to push himself up onto his elbows. But even with a heavy breath and a sheen of sweat on his ashen face, his hand was still outstretched. ‘Stop this,’ he hissed. ‘Or you’ll regret it.’
Charlie’s jaw clenched, anger flaring again. ‘Will I now?’ He zipped forward, stepping out of the lightning to stand right in front of Psion. The man didn’t flinch, only looking up at Charlie with renewed fury. The wind around Inferno stopped, making her slump onto her side, shivering violently. ‘Go on then,’ Charlie said. ‘Fight me. Punish me. Put a storm in my head, see how well that goes for you.’
A flicker of confusion danced across Richard’s face, but whatever the question was he pushed it to the side. Instead he started to push himself to his knees, leaning on his one good hand before looking up at Charlie. ‘I promise you right now, you don’t want to mess with me.’
Charlie huffed in amusement at that. Oh, but he really did. Wanted to mess with both of them. Wanted a chance to knock them both off their horse before Morgan went in for the kill. Charlie shifted slightly, trying to work out what to say next, what to do next. When something shifted in his pocket. His hand went to it on instinct, barely touching it before he remembered. Oh yeah, he thought, trying to hold back a grin. That will do.
Richard’s scowl didn’t shift once as Charlie brought his hand out of his pocket. ‘If you say so,’ Charlie said, trying to sound more casual than he felt. ‘But while we’re here…’ The chain slipped to dangle from his hand, the necklace swinging from the movement. This close, Charlie saw the moment Richard glanced at it. He saw the double take. The scowl shattering into shock, into disbelief. Into horror. ‘Here,’ Charlie said, holding it out further. ‘I don't need it anymore.’
Richard turned back to Charlie, the horror growing with sorrow as he scanned over Charlie's face. In the way he had seen Morgan and Diego do, when they were looking for anything that felt familiar. ‘No,’ Richard whispered. ‘No, no this can't-’
‘Can’t be real?’ Charlie grinned. ‘What, you never thought I would find out the truth? Or that I would figure out how to take this off?’
‘This isn’t happening,’ Richard said, looking away from Charlie.
‘What else was going to happen when Crimson Caster showed up to protect me from you?’ Charlie asked. ‘When-’
‘Protect you?!’ Richard shouted, looking up at Charlie with shock. ‘No, that’s not what happened.’
Charlie snorted, ‘Are you delusional?’
‘Delu…son that witch has-’
Richard didn’t see the punch coming. But even if he did he had no strength to block it, the blow making him crumple at Charlie’s feet. The necklace clattered to the floor in front of him, making him blink the stars out of his eyes to look at the silver chain. Now stained with his blood. ‘You don’t get to call me that,’ Charlie hissed. ‘You don’t have that right, not after what you did.’
Richard twisted his head enough to look up at Charlie, tears now beginning to gather in his eyes. ‘Chad-’
‘Didn’t you hear?’ Charlie snapped. ‘Chad’s dead.’
‘No,’ Richard shook his head. ‘No, I need you to listen to me…’
Charlie laughed at that. ‘No. Absolutely not. You’re done talking.’
Richard's face creased in pain, before he tried to grab at Charlie with his bad hand, his fingers clasping around Charlie’s calf. ‘Please, whatever this is, whatever that witch has done to you, we can fix this.’ Charlie stepped away with a sneer, the growing wind reflecting his anger. But Richard ignored the look, watching Charlie with a pleading look in his eyes. ‘Please, just come home. We can make this right.’
‘You want to make this right?’ Charlie said. ‘Tell the FA the truth. Tell them what you did to us. What you did to me.’
‘What we…’ Richard stuttered, before shaking his head. ‘No, no we saved you.’
‘From what?!’ Charlie shouted.
‘If we had left you with that witch then you would have grown to be a villain. She would have raised you to be evil.’
Charlie laughed coldly, ‘You raised me to be a weapon. That isn’t saving me. And if you really, truly believe that, then you’re the one who’s delusional. Because no one should have gone through what I did. What we did.’
‘We,’ Richard said, blinking in confusion. ‘What…who’s…wait.’ His eyes widened in realisation as he looked past Charlie at the antenna. ‘Who is up on that antenna?’
Before Charlie could scoff, or monologue, or even roll his eyes, a noise made him jump. An electrical humming started to build, growing quickly into a whine that made Charlie look up in alarm. The generator under the antenna was fully lit up, protesting whatever Morgan was doing.
‘Come on,’ Morgan's voice floated down. ‘Come on, come on you ugly ass eyesore. Get moving, no no no don't slow down! We're nearly there, just a little more. Then you can die as much as you want.’
Charlie watched the antenna, his attention moving back and forth to the generator. Lightning curled in his hand, ready to let loose in case…in case what? In case Morgan needed more juice? That wasn't how this stuff worked. Right?
A sudden whip of wind made Charlie turn. His eyes widened at a new body, huge and hulking and flying right towards them. A jet. And one he didn't recognise from the FA. ‘Nonononono,’ he whispered, stepping away from Inferno and Psion to face the invisible craft. ‘Not now. Don't do this now.’
Inferno quietly laughed, ‘Finally. About time we got some backup.’
‘Don’t you dare,’ Morgan muttered. ‘Don’t you dare break yet, you stupid, useless, motherfu-’
‘Son,’ Richard pleaded. ‘Please. This needs to stop.’
A spark flew off the generator. The jet was getting closer. Inferno was trying to struggle to her knees. Psion was staring at him, looking like a broken shell of himself. Charlie swallowed, trying to focus. He needed to buy Morgan more time. Unless the thing broke entirely. Could he speed it up?
‘How much more power do you need?’ He whispered, the wind catching his words to carry them up to the top of the antenna. The jet began to slow, the engines whirring as the black machine materialised in time for a cargo door to slide open.
Three bodies jumped out of the door when Morgan answered. ‘If you throw any power at the generator you’ll just fry it completely.’
Charlie looked over at the antenna. He could see the base where the generator was plugged into, the power core running through the centre of the structure. It would run past Morgan, untempered lightning could threaten her if it ran past her. Or…if he could aim it above her…
‘What if I ignore the generator?’ he asked.
The three bodies landed, one after another. The first one had free fallen before rolling out of his fall, his shield still strapped to his back. The second activated the jets in his suit to float down, carrying the third person on his back before she hopped down. He ignored how they scanned the battlefield, too busy waiting for Morgan’s response.
‘There’s a faraday cage up here,’ Morgan said. ‘Wait until my signal.’
Footsteps finally drew Charlie’s attention away from the antenna, making him look up at the new arrivals. Shadowstep sighed, before she hid any sorrow behind a stoic mask. ‘You shouldn’t be here.’
Richard turned to look at Diego, ‘Wait, you knew about this?’
‘Knew about what?’ Leader USA asked.
‘Yes, Psion,’ Inferno scowled at Richard, ‘knew about what?’
Charlie watched Diego, cringing as her hand slowly moved to the cuffs on her belt. ‘Please, I just need five seconds.’
‘Well I don’t like that,’ Steel Soldier said. ‘Five seconds to do what?’
There was a clang above their heads that only Charlie heard, before Morgan grunted. ‘Now!’
Charlie gave an awkward smile, before his eyes flashed white-blue. ‘Well…’
A rumble of thunder was the only warning the heroes had before the flash came. Lightning arced out of the clouds that were gathered, flashing once, twice, before flying down to strike the antenna. The crack echoed across the rooftop, making everyone flinch or dive for cover.
‘Well that helped!’ Morgan shouted. ‘Can you do one more?’
The second bold struck in the same spot, shaking everyone out of their shock. Steel Soldier stepped forward, the suit whirring as he began to power up an attack, while Leader USA reached a hand out to grab his shoulder and Shadowstep armed the power dampening cuffs. Charlie swallowed, glancing down at Inferno and Psion. Inferno had gotten up to one knee, her hands flexing as if she was trying to summon her fire, but her skin was still too blue to produce any kind of heat. Psion wasn’t looking at him. Instead he had scooped up the necklace, staring intently at the silver clashing against his gloved hand. Charlie swallowed, his hand going up to his neck. Looking to find the charms around his neck. He should have called for her sooner, but better late than never.
‘Wait, did that…’ Morgan said.
Charlie paused, the charge from the lightning vanishing in a second. He stepped back as Shadowstep began to walk forwards, the cuffs braced carefully in her hands. ‘Hang on,’ Charlie said, ‘I said I just needed-’
‘Five seconds,’ Steel Soldier said. ‘Which has definitely passed.’
‘It’s over,’ Inferno sneered. ‘You’re done. You and your friend.’
Richard blinked at that, before looking up at Charlie with nothing but sorrow on his face. Charlie swallowed, one hand clenching as he grabbed the necklace of charms. Don’t make me fight you , he thought, looking at Diego. Please don’t make me fight you.
Everyone paused at the sudden shout that came from the top of the antenna. ‘Yes!’ Morgan screamed. ‘Yes, fucking….holy shit! You beauty!’
‘Who is that?’ Steel Soldier said. ‘Wait…Wednesday what’s up?’
Richard’s already pale face turned grey as he recognised the voice. ‘Morgan?’
Charlie broke into a grin, a relieved chuckle slipping out. ‘Yeah,’ he said, turning to Inferno. ‘I think we are done here.’
Inferno scowled. ‘What are you doing, working for Morgan?’
‘Do you seriously just ignore everything said around you?’ Charlie said.
‘Hey dude!’ Morgan shouted, ‘Catch me!’
‘Wait-’ Charlie spun around in time to see Morgan leap off the antenna. He panicked, a wind cloud rushing out of nowhere to catch her and buffett her fall. ‘Don’t do that!’
Morgan was too busy cackling to respond, riding the wind down before she stepped up to be next to Charlie, pulling her bandana off with a flourish. ‘Hello fuckwits,’ she said gleefully, looking at her parents. ‘You too look horrific.’
‘You,’ Inferno hissed, trying to push to her feet. ‘You’re going to pay for what you did to us.’
‘Hey that’s my line!’
‘What we did?’ Psion said. ‘What do you mean what we did?’
‘You know,’ Morgan said, ‘The kidnap, the memory manipulation, the brainwashing and training us to be soldiers, the neglect and child endangerment, all that fun stuff. And I even brought the receipts, so you can’t deny a fucking thing.’
‘We should go,’ Charlie whispered, watching the Chastisers closely.
Inferno laughed coldly, ‘What kind of lies are you spreading about us?’
‘It’s not lies,’ Morgan said, her voice dropping from glee into something colder. ‘You can’t hide the truth anymore. Not about me, or Diego, or Chad. Or Jordan.’
Psion’s eyes widened, ‘What?’
‘Jordan,’ Morgan said. ‘You know, Jordan Richard Sterling. Born January 5th, weighing 6 pounds 10 ounces. Died August 14th at 2 years old to pneumonia caused by a long term respiratory illness that was left untreated. That Jordan.’ Psion’s mouth hung open, tears welling in his eyes. Inferno’s scowl only intensified, hiding the flash of concern that ran through her. Both of them, however, never took their eyes off Morgan as she watched them coldly.
Inferno was the first one to speak up, ‘Morgan-’
‘No,’ Morgan said. ‘Don’t bother. I don’t want to hear what you have to say to defend yourselves. I just wanted you to know who it was that told half the galaxy the truth about you.’ She gave a cold smile, before looping her arm around Charlie’s and grabbing the face of her watch, the magic flaring to teleport them away. ‘Enjoy your legacy, assholes.’
Chapter 104
Summary:
Morgan's revenge plan is complete. Now for the aftermath.
Notes:
Do I have the chapter buffer to be posting this quickly? No. Am I going to anyway? Hell yeah!
I think this chapter is content warning free. Let me know if I've missed anything.
Chapter Text
Finally. It was over.
The crimson magic surged around Morgan and Charlie, wrapping around them before anyone had a chance to blink. Charlie had just enough time to catch Diego’s sad smile, before the world around him shifted. When the red light faded the City was gone. Instead he was standing in the familiar living room now filled with Pebbly’s barking, with everyone’s attention on him.
Janice stood first, her eyes rimmed red as she glared at the two of them. ‘What is the point,’ she said darkly, ‘of me making you both protections if you’re not going to use them?!’ She stepped forward, reaching for the gems around Charlie’s neck. Whether to check them over or prove a point no one was sure. But before she could Charlie barrelled into her, wrapping her in a hug that threatened to crack her spine.
‘I’m okay,’ he whispered, his voice breaking as she returned his hug just as fiercely. ‘I’m okay, I’m…’
Janice yanked his hat off before running a hand through his hair, the tension and anger in her dissipating as she felt Charlie lean more and more into her. ‘If any of them had hurt you…’
‘They didn’t,’ Charlie said. ‘Not even a scratch. I…the heroes…’
Janice sighed, pulling away enough to look at Charlie. Her hand touched his cheek to make him meet her eyes, her blue meeting his watery grey. ‘Don’t you ever scare me like that again. I mean it, Charlie.’
Charlie nodded, his chin quivering slightly, but he didn’t break the eye contact. Not until Janice pulled him in close for another hug. Charlie buried his face in her shoulder, muffling the whimpers he couldn’t hold back anymore.
Bernard sighed in relief, looking over at the two in their embrace before giving Morgan a cautious smile. ‘How did it go then?’
Morgan grinned, her glee returning tenfold. ‘We fucking did it! Charlie didn’t let any of the heroes get anywhere near me, and it was laughably easy to hack into that old tin tower.’ Bernard chuckled, watching Morgan bounce in excitement. She looked at the TV, her smile widening at the sight of her video playing out silently on the screen. Just like it was doing all over the world. All the accusations, all the evidence, and no one could ever claim they didn’t know ever again. ‘Did you know that antenna projects out to about half the galaxy?’
Bernard gave a low whistle, while Alex rolled their eyes. ‘That’s low numbers. If you want to be really loud, I know how to get that signal to half the universe.’
‘Are you kidding?’ Morgan laughed. ‘I used their own tech against them. The irony, the poetry, and now their own hero friends need to deal with it to save their own asses.’
Alex stroked their chin, before grinning. ‘Yeah, you’re right. That’s pretty good.’
‘I’ll say,’ Bernard said. ‘Incredible work kiddo. I think you’ve more than earned your chance to celebrate.’ He held out his arms, catching Morgan with a laugh as she tackled into him. ‘You did it, my girl.’
‘I did,’ she whispered, her joy undercut slightly by an edge of sadness. ‘I got them back. They can’t hide anymore.’ Bernard nodded, squeezing her tighter. ‘They can't deny Jordan existed anymore.’
‘Good,’ Bernard said gruffly.
Morgan chuckled, ‘You should have seen their faces when I named dropped them. Mum looked like I had slapped her with a rotten fish.’
Bernard and Alex both barked with laughter. ‘Crap, I should have come along,’ Alex said. ‘I would have loved to see that.’
‘Oh please,’ Morgan said, ‘if you had they wouldn’t have survived long enough for me to get a chance to monologue.’
Alex sighed, ‘I want to deny it, but…I really can’t.’
Bernard glanced over at Charlie and Janice, still locked in their embrace. Pebbly was nosing against Charlie’s leg, but he didn’t even flinch, never mind reach out to her. Bernard frowned slightly at that. ‘You okay kiddo?’
Morgan turned to look at him. ‘Was it Diego?’ Charlie made half a nod, getting a tighter hug from Janice while Morgan sighed. ‘The Chastisers showed up at the end. Diego, Dodgers, and the one in the flying scrap armour.’
Alex frowned, ‘Did she try anything?’
Morgan shrugged, ‘Not sure, I was up on the tower. She did have cuffs out when I got down to Charlie to teleport out.’
Bernard blinked in surprise. ‘She was going to arrest you? Wait, is she going to have to chase you down for this?’
Morgan snorted, ‘Seriously? Yeah, no, those weren't for us.’
‘Are you sure?’ Alex asked.
‘Look, if it turns out Diego was trying to arrest us on that rooftop? Or if she follows up to arrest us now? I’ll eat my favourite tablet.’
*****
There was nothing but silence after the flash of crimson light. After Morgan and the powerful stranger, after Charlie, after Chad, had disappeared. Diego and Dave watched the empty space for a moment, before giving each other a silent look. Anton stood a little ways away, completely still as he continued to listen to Wednesday. And Richard was staring at the bloody necklace in his hand, not noticing the first of his tears trying to wash the blood away.
All while Inferno was struggling to climb to her feet. ‘Shadowstep,’ she hissed. ‘Help me up.’ Diego sighed, before stepping towards her. ‘I need your lot to try and get in touch with the FA,’ Inferno said. ‘Our comms broke halfway through that fight. Whatever Morgan thinks she's done, we need to find out and undo it. Quickly. Before the damage is done.’ Diego knelt down, giving Inferno the chance to brace on her shoulder. ‘Whatever it is your sister is planning, she cannot be allowed to dishonour-’
A click of metal interrupted her, as a heavy weight wrapped around her wrist. Before Caroline could object Diego grabbed her wrist and moved, pinning her hands together with a practised ease. The second click sounded, followed by a whir as Caroline shivered. Power dampener handcuffs.
‘What-’
‘You're under arrest,’ Diego said.
Caroline tried to spin to look at her in shock. ‘Excuse me? You can't arrest me, I'm your Mother.’
Dave stepped closer, priming another set of cuffs. ‘You're also the person being charged with child abduction, child endangerment, the doctoring and falsifying of legal records, and using unsanctioned magic to alter the memories of minors.’
‘No,’ Caroline laughed coldly. ‘No that’s ridiculous. You're going to let Morgan get away with this?’
‘This isn't about Morgan,’ Diego said. ‘Right now we're following the law. And making sure you can't get away with this anymore.’
Caroline’s cold laughter faded, her expression hardening. ‘This isn't happening.’
‘Yes it is,’ Diego said. ‘You can't hide the truth now.’
‘I don’t know what so-called “truth” you think you’ve found,’ Caroline said. ‘But I won’t accept this kind of betrayal from you. After everything your father and I have done for you, this is how you repay us?’
‘I’m just doing what you taught me,’ Diego said. She went to stand as Dave approached, taking the cuffs from him before he pulled Caroline to her feet. Finally the FA were beginning to approach, all the heroes watching the mother and daughter face off. But Caroline didn't pay them any attention. She was too busy glaring at the cold look on Diego's face. One that made her look too much like Morgan. ‘You wanted me to be a hero, and this is what heroes do. We stop villainy, protect the innocent, and bring people to justice.’
Caroline shook her head, ready to shriek and yell at her daughter, but Dave was already dragging her away. The Chastiser jet reappeared, lowering slowly as the cargo door opened again, with movement inside from the rest of the team. Getting ready to escort their prisoners away.
Anton finally moved, pulling off his helmet to look at Diego in shock. ‘Diego, you…your brother….’
Diego smiled sadly. ‘I know.’ She turned away from Anton before he could say anything else, moving over to Psion. He didn’t react to her footsteps, or her kneeling next to him. Which gave her the chance to brace herself before she reached out for his wrist.
Richard's head snapped up at her touch, staring at her with a broken expression. ‘You saw him. You saw both of them.’ Diego nodded, attaching the first cuff to Richard without meeting any resistance. ‘You know where they are.’
‘That’s not your concern right now,’ Diego said. ‘Right now-’
Richard leaned forward, his sorrow turning into desperation. ‘You can get us there. Or get them to us. We just need to talk, to take the time to explain everything…’
‘You can explain when you’re in custody,’ Diego said, fastening the second cuff in place. Richard didn’t seem to notice, or care, about the handcuffs though. He was too busy staring at her with a growing manic energy. ‘But I don’t want to hear it right now.’
‘We can fix this,’ Richard hissed. ‘Fix us, fix the family. We just need some time-’
‘No you can’t,’ Diego said. ‘You stole a child. You made Morgan and me forget Jordan. Nothing you could ever say or do will “fix” that.’
‘But…’ Richard watched her as she braced to lift him to his feet. ‘We did it for you.’
‘What?’
‘We did it for you,’ Richard said.
Diego shook her head, ‘No you didn’t. You did it for you.’
Richard shook his head, his tears falling again, ‘You were children. You didn’t understand. You were so young, you couldn’t understand death. And…and Morgan was almost catatonic. She didn’t speak for weeks. If the two of you weren’t inconsolable you were asking when we would be able to bring him back, and you kept asking, and…’
‘Are you serious?’ Diego said. ‘That isn’t the point you conjure up a conspiracy to steal another family’s child. That’s the point you get us into therapy.’
Richard tried to scoff, but it turned into a sob. ‘What would that have done? No. No, we just…needed to fix it. Needed to stop you hurting. Needed to get Morgan talking again, and get you happy again, and….’
‘Do you seriously believe that?’ Diego asked. ‘Do you seriously believe that you did the right thing?’
‘It was the only thing we could do,’ Richard said. ‘We need to protect the family. Protect our own.’
Diego scoffed, unable to hide her disgust. ‘All you try to protect is your image. Everything you do is to make yourselves look better, and stronger. Your children are just tools for your perfect image, your perfect legacy. And you’re kidding yourself if you believe any different.’
‘You’re wrong-’
‘If you really wanted to protect the family,’ Diego hissed, ‘you would have been there for Jordan.’ Richard looked up at her, his desperate mania shattering at her words. ‘Mum wouldn’t have hired a useless nanny, and you wouldn’t have left us for an undercover operation while he was that sick. If you truly wanted to protect us? You would have put us first. You wouldn’t have neglected us. You wouldn’t have put us through years of training and broken bones and torn muscles. You wouldn’t have made me fight my sister just to prove which was the stronger twin. You would have kept us safe. Because that is what family does.’
She yanked him up to his feet, glaring at him until one of the other Chastisers hooked an arm under his elbow. He didn’t react, or say a word. He simply stared at Diego as he was dragged away, until he was forcibly turned away and towards the jet. She watched him leave, sniffing slightly as she wiped at her eyes. So much for staying professional , she sighed to herself. This was going to be so much to explain to the team later. To everyone later. But for now she took a slow and deep breath, trying to steady herself. She had gotten the cuffs on them. And with the cuffs being Chastisers she could guarantee they lead the rest of the investigation. No chance of meddling from the FA or any other potential independent Sterling allies. No chance for them to escape justice. She would finally, finally , be able to protect her family, and make sure Caroline and Richard Sterling never hurt them again.
*****
The funeral for the Chadster had been…garish. In a way only a funeral for a superhero could be. The flags, the noise, it was all so much. Too much, frankly, and with no class or real style to be seen. But that didn’t stop Rex from scowling when the heroes started to buzz about something and cut the whole ordeal short. He had barely had time to enjoy his first sip of scotch when the speeches were awkwardly halting and the news decided to flit to a new scene. One that was almost worth the interruption.
Of course Rex knew exactly who was on the rooftop of the abandoned FA building. Not by any identifying details on the body or his clothes, but by the fighting style. The powers. It was actually a relief to see him alive again, even if the news cameras were so incompetent that they couldn’t pick up his supposed new face. The cameras captured his moves perfectly though. Every feint, every strike. The flick of a wrist that sent five heroes flying back. And then Inferno and Psion appeared. And the person formerly known as Chadster started to get serious.
By the end of the fight Rex was torn. On the one hand, watching his former nemesis utterly destroy the heroes that caused all this mayhem and heartache was therapeutic in itself. And there was a sense of relief that Rex would never have to face this new powered up Chadster, because he had an awful feeling that Chad could actually give him a run for his money now. But all of it was undercut by sadness. Yes, he didn’t want to be facing that scale of power, but it just cemented that even if he wanted to, he wouldn’t have the choice. This would likely be the last time he ever saw this man fight. And the camera couldn’t even be good enough to pick up his stupid face.
Still, at the sight of the signature crimson magic whisking Morgan and Chad away, Rex had to let out a slow sigh. Half of the screens in his lab were now being forced to play the video Morgan had broadcast to the entire planet with that antenna, all of which he muted. She had gotten off her plan. She had given her signal, as it were. And he had even managed to see Chad in one more, very satisfying fight.
He sipped at his scotch, before pushing himself out of his seat and reaching for a nearby remote. It was a small and simple one, with three buttons on the side that primed when he gripped it in his hand, and one red button on top. He gripped it tightly, waiting for the device to prime and the button on top to light up, as he looked back to the main news screen that was still somehow showing the live feed.
Rex raised his glass. ‘To your peace, Chadster.’ He toasted, before draining the rest of the glass and slamming it on his desk. The device beeped, the red button now lit up. Primed and ready to use. ‘Now,’ Rex said, a dark grin beginning to curl. ‘We can finally get started.’
He hit the button, a single beep sounding from the device. From somewhere in the distance, there was a deep rumble, and Rex looked up at the screens in anticipation. The news reels were gone. Instead data was flowing in from various different servers. FA. Vigilante. Aceman. Candelabra Corp. All being hacked into simultaneously, to either clone the data or just infect and destroy. Rex smiled slightly, watching the coding do its magic now it had been let loose. There was only one screen that still showed the news, which had now cut away from the arrest of Inferno and Psion. Instead the cameras were training on a large tower that was violently ablaze. A building that had, until a few moments ago, been instantly recognisable at the FA HQ. Rex grinned, rolling his neck and shoulders as he watched the fiery building grow. It would take more than some wrecked servers and a decimated building to destroy the Fairness Association for good. But this was a hell of a good start.
*****
One of the wonderful things about the farmhouse was how peaceful it felt by the end of the day. Even on a day like this. Once the TV was off and Pebbly was finally given some fuss from Charlie, there was a chance to enjoy how they all felt a world away from the City. Trish appeared at lunch to check in on everyone, and took the opportunity to ask for every detail of Morgan and Charlie's mission. Charlie, for once, tried to put his mess of emotions into words. Words like guilt, anger, relief, worry. Hope. And his parents listened. They let him talk giving no judgement or opinions. There was worry of course, and disagreement that he would have anything to feel guilty about. But it all came with that overwhelming feeling of love.
Before they all knew it, the day had almost gone. Janice was busy in the kitchen, with Trish talking her ear off, while Charlie and Bernard had settled in the living room to rest. Neither of which Alex was in the mood to intrude on. So they grabbed their favourite farm boots and headed outside, planning on going to check on the horses, maybe see if Butterscotch was up for a late ride. And not think about the ring box burning a hole in their pocket.
‘For when you’re ready,’ Janice had said when she slipped it to them the previous night, with a knowing smile and a kiss on the crown. If it had been anyone else Alex would have laughed in their face. But they had gotten this far in life without being hexed by their mother, they weren’t going to start risking it now. Still, it was a ridiculous idea. There was no way Morgan would consider that. And even if she did, it wouldn’t be now. By rights Alex should give it back to her, just so the ring didn’t get lost. Their Nan’s old ring wasn’t something to be casual with after all. But in the moment they went into shock, and after that….well it had been a busy day. And now Trish was here there was no way Alex was bringing it up. So for now they were holding onto onto it. Just to keep it safe until they could give it back to Janice later. And in the meantime they just had to not think about the implications of the ring in relation to Morgan. So barn. And horses. And riding. Perfect plan.
Until Alex realised Morgan had the same idea. Well, minus the riding. But Morgan was perched on the fencing around the barn, idly petting at Daisy while looking out at the fields around the farm. Alex sighed, watching her in silence for a moment. They couldn’t see her face, but it was clear from the slope of her shoulders and the easy energy around her that she was finally, finally, relaxed. When was the last time that had happened?
A snort from one of the horses had Morgan looking around, and Alex couldn’t help but smile. The satisfaction was rolling off her in waves, the pride and relief palpable around her. ‘Enjoying yourself there?’ they asked.
Morgan beamed and gave a shrug. ‘Maybe. Just…revelling.’
‘In a job well done?’ Alex asked. Morgan hummed in affirmation, looking back out over the fields as Alex came to lean on the fence next to her. There was so much Alex wanted to say, about their pride in her, asking about what would happen next, if Morgan was going to change her opinion about Alex declaring their revenge, but all of it felt too serious. So instead they said, ‘So you should. It’s not very often a revenge plot goes off so smoothly. And now you’re all finished-’
‘Almost,’ Morgan cut in. ‘Almost finished.’ Alex looked at Morgan in confusion, watching her twist on the fence so she was facing them directly. ‘There’s one thing left to do.’
‘What?’
‘Well,’ Morgan said. ‘Destroying their legacy is one thing. Their reputation, their power, all that is either gone or well on its way out. But if I want to destroy it for good? I destroy their name.’
‘You’ve definitely done that,’ Alex said.
‘Yeah,’ Morgan said, pondering for a moment. ‘But also no. Their name needs to die with them.’ Alex frowned, clearly confused, as Morgan continued. ‘Diego’s already married and scrapped the name. Cheddar is well on his way to getting his birth identity declared alive again, which will officially make him a Stewart.’ Morgan looked at Alex, her expression pointed, yet also giving nothing away. ‘I’m going to be the only kid left who’s legally a Sterling. And that just…feels wrong.’
Alex raised an eyebrow, ‘I don’t know. The Sterlings being known as those fuckwits and then a D tier heister is a hell of a legacy to leave them.’
Morgan shook her head. ‘No. I mean, yeah that would be funny. But I haven’t vibed with the name for a long time anyway. And besides, I have the perfect plan of how to let the name die with them. With an extra twist of the knife for good measure.’
Alex’s eyes lit up at that. ‘Oooh! Well in that case count me in.’
Morgan smiled, hopping off the fence to stand in front of Alex, before fiddling with one of her pockets. ‘Good, because I need your help with this.’
Alex was about to ask what, before Morgan pulled something out of her pocket. The small jewellery box opened, revealing a flash of gold, before Morgan let out a shaky breath. ‘Don’t worry, I’ll do this properly,’ she said with a grin, before lowering herself to one knee.
Alex’s eyes widened, their mouth open to ask a thousand questions that could get past their throat, as Morgan swallowed. ‘Alex, will you help me declare the ultimate revenge on my parents, help me scrap my old name, and….and let me officially be a part of your family?’
‘What?’
‘Will you marry me?’
‘What?!’
Morgan chuckled nervously, ‘I…it’s not that weird is it? I mean, we’re partners in crime, we already live together, and quite frankly I love…your family. I already consider us family. So, it makes sense to make it official. And stick the biggest middle finger up to my parents in the process. If….if you want to that is.’ Alex stared at the ring in Morgan’s hand. Bright gold, with a frankly huge diamond clustered with emeralds and yellow diamonds in an alternating pattern. Morgan faltered, swallowing as she started to pull away. ‘Hey, no pressure now. I just thought you’d like the full experience, but if it’s too much then…’
‘Morgan?’ Alex whispered, shutting her up. They went into their pocket, pulling out the much older ring box without looking before presenting it to them. Morgan shuddered, staring at the freshly polished antique ring in the box. ‘I was….’
‘Wait,’ Morgan grinned, looking up at Alex with a shining joy. ‘I asked first. So you have to answer.’
Alex chuckled at that, before dropping their knees. So they were on the same level. Morgan gestured with her box, looking at Alex with joy and now anticipation. ‘I guess you did,’ Alex said. They made sure to watch Morgan’s face, to see the joy, the relief, the emotion that looked a little like love, break through with their words. ‘I do.’
Morgan bit her lip, giggling despite the first of her tears finally falling. She gestured for Alex’s hand, insisting on slipping the ring onto their ring finger. Only then could Alex present their own offering. ‘Morgan, will you-’
‘Yes.’
‘At least let me finish!’ Alex laughed. ‘Will you be my family? Will you marry me?’
Morgan squeezed her eyes shut, her chin quivering. She violently nodded, letting Alex slip the ring onto her finger in turn. Only then did Morgan barrel into Alex, almost tackling them to the ground in a hug. Alex laughed, the ring boxes abandoned as they scooped Morgan up closer, nuzzling into her ticklish hair as they held her close. ‘You’re right,’ Alex said. ‘This was a good revenge plot. Mrs Stewart.’
Morgan squeaked at that, the rest of her potential sob muffled by Alex’s shoulder. She squeezed them tighter, not complaining when Alex began to run a hand through her hair. ‘I will warn you now though,’ Alex said, ‘The second we go inside? Mum is going to be insufferable.’
Morgan chuckled, moving enough that Alex could hear her response. ‘Good. I can’t wait.’
Chapter 105
Summary:
Now that Caroline and Richard have been officially arrested, it's time to deal with the aftermath
Notes:
*Rings bell* Everyone who joined the Kill the Sterling Parents fan club, please form an orderly queue here.
Content warnings:
- Discussions of grief, loss and death
- Discussions of child abduction, neglect and abuse/abuse adjacent behaviour
- References to torture
Chapter Text
There was only one thing saving the Chastisers’ tower from some gruesome fiery fate. And Caroline would give anything to get them off. She tugged at the cuffs on her wrists, not currently activated to pin her wrists together, but still on and glowing. Suppressing her powers to the point she felt weak and cold. And pissed. There was still the scarring of frostbite on her fingers, but that didn't stop her from periodically pulling at the metal cuffs in the hope that she might knock something loose in the mechanism. At first to get them taken off, but at this point knocking them enough to leave them powerless would be enough. Then she could show her selfish, ungrateful daughter and her band of sheep what a mistake they had made. Because no one ever crosses Inferno and gets away with it. And if you're family? Well, you really should know better.
Caroline paced in her cell, impatiently passing from one corner to another. Truly the Chastisers had spared no expense. The single cot and thin blanket in the corner was uncharacteristically unmade, with a shabby toilet on the opposite side. The tray of food had been abandoned, half picked at when Caroline's hunger got too much but was otherwise ignored. There was no window. No natural light. No Richard. Caroline gritted her teeth at that thought. Richard was probably in a cell like this too. Weaker than her, still recovering from the attack at Antarctica. He had nearly died, at the hands of their son's kidnappers no less, and this was how he was going to be treated? Unacceptable. Another strike against the Chastisers. Oh, Caroline couldn't wait for the opportunity to remove their ugly tower from the City skyline.
A heavy clang echoed from further down the corridor, making Caroline pause. She looked towards the solid door, listening intently for another sound. Anytime someone approached her cell she could normally hear their footsteps, to the point she was starting to recognise Diego before she even got close to the door. But there were no footsteps this time. Just the heavy silence. Before another clang echoed. Closer this time. Caroline started to back away from the door, slipping into a defensive stance on instinct. Another clang, echoing in a way that made Caroline swear she could hear a chuckle. She scowled, bringing her hands up in fists. Whatever this game was, she wasn't going to humour it. She wouldn't let these children rattle her. Still, when the fourth clang sounded right outside her door she couldn't help but take a step back. And her vision filled with crimson light.
Caroline came to slowly at first, then all at once when the pain hit. Her fingers burned, the frostbite clashing with the familiar heat from her powers to send waves of pain from her fingertips up her arms. She tried to pull her hands close to her, a reflex she was too tired to temper, but couldn’t. Her hands wouldn’t move. In fact, her arms stayed stuck in place. She finally opened her eyes enough to look, scowling at the bonds around her wrists and elbows. She shifted again, feeling similar ones around her ankles, all binding her to a rigid chair. Looking around, she quickly spotted Richard to her left in very much the same position, except he didn’t seem to have come to yet. Aside from that, the room was too dark to see any details on the walls. Still she tried to sit up, focusing enough to look around. The only other thing she could see was a plain table adorned with pots and utensils for spellcraft. But her attention jumped straight to the person stood in front of the table.
‘You.’
Janice turned around in surprise before smiling. ‘Oh good, you’re awake.’
Caroline’s scowl grew, ‘Let us go, you crazy bitch!’
Without warning something yanked her hair, pulling her back so hard the chair creaked while her neck twisted and her scalp burned. The hand in her hair shifted enough for the body behind her to move to her ear. ‘Careful,’ Alex whispered. ‘Insulting my mother won’t end well for you.’
Caroline’s eyes widened in horror. Mother?
Alex laughed before letting her go, watching her slump forward, hissing at the pain in her neck. When she looked back up Alex had moved to stand in front of her, their yellow eyes the brightest things in the room. ‘Then again, this isn’t going to end well for you either way. One of those, “your fate is sealed” kind of situations.’
‘Speaking of,’ Janice said, ‘while you’re there would you might trying to wake Richard up? I need them both conscious for this next part.’
Alex’s grin twisted into something more malicious as they stepped over to Richard. Caroline tried to twist the ache out of her own neck while Alex gripped the top of Richard’s hair, yanking him to be sat upright. He winced in pain, reflexively tensing against his bonds, before slowly squinting up at Alex. ‘Rise and shine,’ Alex said in a sing song voice, tapping at Richard’s cheek. ‘We need everyone bright eyed and bushy tailed, you know.’ Richard squeezed his eyes shut, barely reacting when Alex dropped him to make him slump in his chair.
Caroline scowled at the two of them as Alex stepped closer to their mother. Janice looked stupidly smug, dressed in her signature crimson satin, gathering her magic together in her already glowing hands. Alex lifted themselves up to perch on the end of the table, dressed in blood red and black, yellow eyes filled with nothing but malice. Truly, the Crimson Caster’s progeny. ‘Well, all of this explains a lot,’ Caroline said. ‘Mainly why I hated you involving yourself with Morgan.’
Alex laughed, ‘Oh please. My parents have nothing to do with your opinion of me. I earned your hate off my own back. No sane parent would ever want me around their family.’
‘Then again,’ Janice said, ‘no sane parent would treat their children like you have.’
Caroline bristled, ‘You’re really going to give me parenting tips witch?’
Janice raised an eyebrow, before bringing up a hand to snap her fingers. Immediately the floor around Caroline and Richard began to glow, the sigil making itself known as Janice's spell completed. The magic washed over Caroline, making her shudder as the aura clung to her. Already she could feel it permeate into her mind, her throat, her chest.
‘You witch,’ Caroline hissed. ‘You really haven't changed have you? Ready to jump to torture just because you think people are gossipping behind your back.’
‘I simply hate lies,’ Janice said, her cold smile unwavering. ‘And at this point I refuse to allow any secrets between us. Not after everything we've been through. Not after everything you've done.’
Caroline scoffed, ignoring how the magic curling into her was starting to make her bones ache. The compulsion was starting to build as well, a weight that was growing in her chest. She knew what would happen next, she had seen it enough times. The power would grow, her pain growing with it, until she couldn't bear it anymore. Until she was unable to fight it, and every thought, every feeling, every secret justified or not, was ripped out of her. ‘You say you hate lies,’ Caroline said, ‘but if I remember correctly you never much liked the truth either. Or maybe it's just my truth you can't stand.’
Janice’s smile finally dropped, replaced by an icy rage. The magic grew bolder, making Caroline hiss in pain. Richard groaned next to her, the first noise he had made since he had woken up, prompting Caroline to look at him. He was barely paying attention to what was happening around him. The only eye she could see was his now bad eye, but even accounting for that, he had a thousand yard stare that wasn’t there normally. It was the same look he had when they were in the Chastiser’s jet after being arrested. And Janice’s spell only seemed to be making it worse.
‘What you call truth,’ Janice said, ‘are delusions. And not only are they dangerous, they’re offensive.’
‘Explains why you’re an FA favourite,’ Alex said. ‘Every hero needs to have at least two screws loose, right?’
Caroline scoffed, before a laughter she couldn't control rolled out of her chest. Janice raised an eyebrow, Alex frowned at her, the only person who didn't look at her was Richard. But still she laughed until her lungs ached, every glance at the two villains starting a fresh bout before she could recover from the first.
‘I don’t think I was that funny,’ Alex said.’
‘No,’ Janice said, ‘I think it’s the spell.’
‘Oh man,’ Caroline gasped. She took a deep breath, looking between Alex and Janice with a grin. ‘I can't believe I'm about to say this but….thank you Alex.’ The two villains looked at her in confusion while she continued to chuckle. ‘It helps me feel vindicated, it really does.’
‘What does?’ Alex asked.
‘You,’ she said. ‘You two, absolute peas in a pod. They learned so much from you, didn’t they Caster? Which just proves that I was right. Chad would have been just as evil if he had been left with you.’
She couldn't help but grin at seeing the two villains bristle in sync at her words. ‘How dare you,’ Janice hissed.
‘I do dare,’ Caroline said. Already the pain in her chest was starting to ease. Which was dangerous, because this is when the tirade can start. Uncontrollable monologues spilling all her secrets. But at the same time, it was almost worth it to see Janice's reaction. ‘This is all the proof I need. I saved that boy. We saved that boy. We taught him what it looks like to be a good person, to be a role model, to be a hero to the people. We made him into a man that any good person would be proud to call their son. We made him into a symbol that the world could rally behind, could find hope in. Against evil like you.’
Janice let out a slow breath, trying and failing to control her anger. But she was more composed than Alex at the very least, who was on their feet and clearly being stopped from ripping her tongue out of her mouth by their mothers hand on their arm. ‘So,’ Janice said. ‘You targeted us then?’
Caroline scoffed, ‘Don't flatter yourself. Believe it or not my world, professional or personal, does not revolve around you. No, we were in the middle of work and Richard found a baby abandoned in a building that had been caught in the fight. When we were getting him treated we found out who he was, who you were to him, and that was it. There was no way I was giving that innocent boy back to you to ruin.’
Alex bristled, ‘You bitch-’
‘Call me what you like,’ Caroline said. ‘Call this what you like if that makes you feel better. Fate, karma, doesn't matter. What matters is I saved him. I gave him a new life most people couldn't dream of. There was no malice in it, your feelings didn't even factor into the equation. I didn’t do it to hurt you. I did it for him.’
‘You did it for you,’ Janice hissed. ‘Even if you have deluded yourself into believing otherwise.’
‘You don't know what you're talking about.’
‘Would you have taken him if Jordan was still alive?’
Violet energy flared suddenly, making Caroline jump. Richard was looking, no, glaring at Janice, sitting upright for the first time since he woke up. More focused than he was before he was struck by that lightning bolt. ‘Don't you dare,’ Richard growled. ‘Don't you dare say his name.’
Janice stepped back in alarm, before composing herself. ‘It's a valid question.’
‘I don't care,’ Richard said. ‘Keep my son's name out of your mouth.’
Alex folded their arms. ‘Which one?’
‘Both of them,’ Richard said. ‘In fact, not just them. My girls too. You get out of their heads and out of their lives.’
Alex snorted, flexing their left hand to admire the ring on their finger. ‘Bit late for that I think.’
Richard did a double take at the ring, his face slowly twisting in horror as the purple psionic power crackled even louder. ‘No,’ Richard said. ‘No I won't allow this.’
‘It's not up to you,’ Alex said with a grin.
‘Leave her alone!’
‘No.’
Richard gritted his teeth, staring daggers at Alex. ‘I will ruin you, Villain.’
Alex grinned, stepping back into the circle to lean over Richard. They braced their hands on Richard's arms, the grip tight enough to make him flinch. ‘I would love to see you try,’ Alex purred.
‘Alex,’ Janice said, ‘not yet.’
‘I know,’ Alex said, far too calmly as their glowing eyes scanned over Richard's face. A predator looking for the weakness in their prey. ‘Just having some fun while I wait.’
‘For what?’ Caroline asked.
Alex's grin turned in her direction, making her shiver slightly. ‘Until it's my turn.’ Finally they pulled away, standing tall over the two of them, before turning back to their perch on the table.
Caroline leaned in towards Richard, trying to get his attention. ‘Richard. Focus. You know this spell, you know what she does. You're better than that.’
The violet energy dimmed only slightly, before Richard looked away from all of them. Janice tilted her head at that, sensing something that left her intrigued. ‘Richard,’ she said. ‘Did you hear everything Caroline said?’ He grunted, making Janice purse lips in response. ‘Do you agree with what she said?’
‘Of course he does,’ Caroline said. ‘We're united in everything, we stand by each other no matter what. That's what it means to be a partner.’
Richard’s jaw tensed, his hands clenched into fists. An amused smile began to play on Janice's face. ‘I don't think he does.’
‘What do you mean?’ Caroline said, ‘of course he does.’
Janice chuckled and shook her head. ‘If he did? He wouldn't be fighting my spell this hard.’ Richard squeezed his eyes shut in response, hunching in his chair. Caroline immediately realised what Janice meant. He was holding back something. Something that was going to burst out of him any second. If he didn't pass out first.
‘The question is,’ Janice said, stepping closer. She extended a hand, her magic glowing brighter in response to make Richard groan in pain. ‘What are you hiding, that is so terrible, you cannot admit it even now? Even when you know in your heart that this is your end? What is it you want to take to your grave?’
Richard shook his head. Caroline swallowed, watching him in worry. Even at his full strength Richard would be struggling against this. In his current state he wouldn't be able to hold out much longer.
Janice sighed, ‘You know, I never understand why people would cling to secrets and lies so tightly.’
‘Oh fuck you witch!’ Richard snapped. Janice raised an eyebrow, as Caroline sighed. That would break the damn for sure. ‘You know, that's the thing I always hated the most about you. Always acting so high and mighty because lies and secrets are oh so terrible.’
‘Lies inevitably do nothing but hurt people,’ Janice said. ‘Anyone who lies-’
‘Is human,’ Richard said. ‘It's human nature to lie. It's human nature to keep secrets. Anyone who pretends humans are anything other than selfish prideful beings are deluding themselves, and part of that? Is that people will lie and keep secrets to get what they want.’
Janice watched Richard carefully, ‘And what is it you want?’
The anger faded, only slightly. But enough to see the hurt and heartbreak behind the rage. ‘My family. My son, and my girls. Together, and united, and whole. A perfect team who would always be brave, and work together to make the world better. Who would protect each other, and then one day pass their mantle on to others. That's not too much to ask for. That's not too much to wish for. Any parent would want that for their kids.’
Alex raised an eyebrow, smirking slightly. ‘Which son?’ Richard and Caroline both turned to look at them, watching them shrug even as their smile grew. ‘You said “your son”. Singular. So which son do you mean?’
Richard scowled, ‘I don't like what you're implying. Chad is my son, and I love him, just like I love all my kids.’
‘That's not what I asked,’ Alex said. ‘In your perfect image of your perfect family, who is there? Chad? Or Jordan?’
‘I told you not to say his name,’ Richard hissed. ‘You've poisoned enough of my family, I won't let you tarnish his memory too.’
‘Can't stop me,’ Alex grinned. ‘But you're also avoiding the question.’
Richard went silent, his jaw clenching as the magic began to take root again. Caroline glared at Janice, ‘What is the point of all this?’
‘Well at first,’ Janice said, her eyes trained on Richard. ‘I wanted to know the reasons why you stole my son. But now I'm positively intrigued by this. Richard has a secret that he wants to take to his grave, which normally means it would be something that would ruin him if he got out. But, you're already ruined.’ She finally looked at Caroline, a familiar hunger in her eyes that both chilled Caroline and made her roll her eyes. ‘So what else does he have left to lose? What, in his final moments, is he protecting?’
Caroline sighed, ‘Fucking crazy conspiracy lover. Maybe he just doesn't want you to know. Because you're the enemy. Ever think of that?’
‘This was a waste of time,’ Richard whispered. ‘All of it.’
‘Exactly,’ Caroline said, ‘I couldn't have said it better myself.’ Richard slumped in his seat slightly as Caroline continued. ‘If we are truly going to die here, and there is no way out, why on earth would we want to spend our final moments helping you? When it doesn't benefit us or anything we care about? The last payback we have right now is to keep as many secrets from you as possible. So when that monster you raised finally kills us? It will be with the knowledge that you still didn't get what you wanted.’
‘Bit vindictive,’ Alex muttered.
Janice wasn't paying attention to either of them. She was staring at Richard, her eyes widening with a slow realisation. ‘Oh Richard,’ she whispered. He looked up at her, all anger gone. Instead was just a tired, broken man. One who had given up. Caroline sat up in concern. This was bad. If he didn't keep fighting the spell, there was no telling what Janice could pull out of him.
‘You've avoided some of our questions,’ Janice said quietly. ‘So let's start with Alex's. When you picture your perfect family, your three children, who is in that picture? What do you imagine?’
Richard swallowed, tears welling up in his eyes. ‘I want to say Chad just to spite you.’
‘But that wouldn't be true, would it?’
Richard sniffed, ‘I remember his first day of school. He had a lion backpack which he was so excited to show his teacher. He was clinging to Diego as the girls showed him inside. That…that was almost perfect. It was everything I wanted for them.’
Janice grit her teeth, trying to take a calming breath. ‘What's the perfect image of your family Richard?’
‘Jordan's second Christmas. Morgan and Diego helped Jordan with his stocking. He was healthy enough to play out in the snow for most of the morning.’
Janice blinked in surprise, taken aback by the sudden vulnerable honesty from Richard. She didn't look as shocked as Caroline though. ‘Richard,’ she hissed. ‘What are you doing? Fight back.’
Janice cleared her throat, ‘If Jordan hadn't died, would you have taken my son?’
‘No,’ Richard whispered. ‘There would have been no need to.’
Janice sighed, ‘So he was a replacement.’
‘I would have done anything,’ Richard said, his tears finally spilling over, ‘to bring my son back. I tried. I tried to find a way. There was nothing. The Lazarus Machine the heroes have doesn't work on natural deaths. Dark magic wouldn't bring him back whole. There was nothing. This…this was…this w-’
‘It was the only way,’ Caroline said.
Janice sighed. ‘You know, if your tragedy hadn't led to you ripping apart my family? I would almost feel sorry for you.’
‘I don't want your pity,’ Richard muttered.
‘Charming,’ Alex scoffed.
Janice ignored both of them. ‘There really is no pain comparable to losing a child.’
‘Oh yeah?’ Richard sneered. ‘Try losing four.’
‘And who do you have to blame for that?’ Janice said.
Richard snapped his mouth shut, his jaw clenching slightly. He glanced at Caroline, making her set her shoulders. Fine, she thought. She was past the point of watching him flounder anyway. She could be strong enough for both of them. ‘How much longer are you going to do this?’ She snapped at Janice, trying to draw her attention. ‘You're going to poke at ancient history until all four of us are skeletons? What is the point of that? Nothing is going to change the past, no matter how much you torture us.’
‘Now that's a thought,’ Janice said, still watching Richard. ‘If you could go back and change things, undo what you did, would you?’
‘Absolutely not,’ Caroline said.
Richard sighed. ‘Yes.’
Caroline blinked in confusion, before looking at Richard. Alex's brow rose at the same time, confusion mixing with intrigue. And Janice only looked hungrier for the truth as she continued to speak. ‘What would you change?’
Richard shook his head, his face twisting in anguish as he glared at Janice. ‘Fuck you witch.’
‘Answer the question hero,’ Alex said.
Richard swallowed, ‘I'd convince Caroline to go on that mission. The undercover one. So I could stay home, so I could look after Jordan. And if that wasn't enough? If he still died? I would run. I would take the girls and run.’
Caroline frowned, ‘From what?’
Richard glanced at Caroline, his milky white eye looking in her vague direction without being able to make eye contact with her. ‘From you.’
The silence in the room was deafening. Alex's jaw was on the floor, Janice was staring at Richard in shock, while Caroline looked at him in disbelief. ‘There,’ Richard hissed. ‘Are you satisfied now, witch?’
‘What are you talking about?’ Caroline said. ‘You can't possibly blame me.’
‘Well, who else is to blame?’ Richard shouted. ‘You didn't even try to look after Jordan. You never paid attention to the medicines he needed. And then you hired someone useless to look after our children, our future, and not only that, you didn't listen when anyone tried to warn you what was going on.’
‘Warn…what are you talking about?’ Caroline said. ‘No one could have predicted that Jordan would deteriorate so much.’
‘The girls did!’ Richard snapped. ‘They told you, and I know they did. That's why Morgan was the one who found him. That's why Morgan didn't want anything to do with you in the aftermath. And I should have listened to my gut, I should have listened to them.’
‘They were children,’ Caroline said. ‘They know nothing about the world. I'm your wife. I'm your partner. I'm the one you stand beside, for better and for worse.’
‘Yeah,’ Richard laughed coldly, ‘that's what you said then. That's what you always say. So that's what I did. And look where that got us. Children who turned their backs on us because you thought you knew best.’
‘How dare you,’ Caroline hissed. ‘You think you can pin all of this on me? Sonja is your sister in law, remember? She listens to you, not me. She acted on your orders, not mine.’
‘It was your idea!’
‘And you agreed to it!’ Caroline snapped back. ‘You backed it! If you didn’t want to, if you truly didn't, then you would have said so.’
Richard scowled, ‘You’re the reason I lost my children.’
‘I gave you those children,’ Caroline hissed. ‘Claim whatever feelings of fatherhood over them you want, but those children only exist in your life because of me. I literally carried three children for you. For us. And when one of them wasn't strong enough to survive I'm the one that worked out how to fix our family. And saved another child in the process. I did nothing wrong here, I did everything right. And up until now you've backed me every step of the way. So don't start turning around and stabbing me in the back now, because you wouldn't have had any of this in the first place without me!’
Richard shook his head, looking at her with disgust. ‘See, this? This is why I should have run.’
Caroline scoffed, slumping back in her chair. ‘Coward.’
The silence hung in the room, heavy and oppressive. The glow of the magic dimmed, the sigil around Caroline and Richard slowly fading as Janice stared at them. Stunned. Shocked even. She turned away, letting her magic die while she tried to collect herself. Which was easier said than done. Because she wanted to finish this. She wanted to rip them apart, burn them from the inside out for what they had done to her family. To her children. But she refused to let them see her cry. And as it was, she was going to fail at holding back her tears at any second. She could feel her heart breaking, and it was overpowering her rage. She wanted them to pay. But she also wanted, no, needed to see her children. To hold them, and to make sure that these two selfish disgraces for humans hadn’t broken them completely.
A hand touched her arm, bringing her out of her reverie. She sighed, turning to give Alex a sad smile. When she finally noticed them and paused. ‘Do you have popcorn?’
Alex looked at the box of popcorn in their hand, before offering it out. ‘Did you want some?’
She chuckled despite herself, ‘Why on earth…’
Alex grinned, ‘Are you kidding? With that show they just put on?’
Caroline tutted in the background, ‘We aren't here to entertain you, Monster.’
‘I beg to differ,’ Alex said, grinning again before popping another piece of popcorn in their mouth. ‘Sure you don't want some Mum?’ She huffed in amusement and shook her head. ‘Alright then,’ Alex said. ‘Need a break before you get to the next part?’
Caroline scowled at that, ‘Next part?’
Janice shook her head, ‘No. No, I think it's your turn.’
Alex froze in place, hand halfway to their mouth with more popcorn. ‘You serious?’ Janice nodded, ‘Full disclosure. Once I tag in, they are not going to be in any state for you to-’
‘I know. I'm done,’ Janice said.
Alex watched her with concern, before nodding. ‘OK. Want to watch?’
‘I think I need to go home,’ Janice said. ‘Would you mind?’
‘No worries.’ Alex stood up, dropping the popcorn so it vanished from existence before dusting off their hands. ‘I'll see you at home.’
Janice pulled Alex in for a hug, close enough that only they could get a chance to hear her whisper, ‘Give them hell, love.’
‘Don't worry,’ Alex said. ‘I'll give them exactly what they deserve.
When Janice pulled back to give Alex a smile the tears were already beginning to streak down her face. She gave a final nod, before stepping back as Alex snapped their fingers. The air rippled around her, like reality itself was bending, before she vanished from existence.
‘Wait,’ Caroline said. ‘There was no magic.’ Alex ignored her, pushing away the table they had been perched on so it vanished in a similar way. ‘You did that. Wait, why did you need to teleport her?’
Alex looked at her, their eyes glowing even brighter than before, as reality rippled around them from their sheer aura. ‘Simple. She can't teleport here.’
That had Richard glancing up as well, whether in curiosity or caution it was hard to say. But Caroline was the one who continued talking. ‘Why not? I didn't know there was any space that could block her.’
‘Not on Earth, no.’
Richard sat up properly at that. ‘Where are we?’
‘Your new home,’ Alex grinned, their smile stretching a little too wide. The thrum of their power began to echo in the chairs they were sitting on, in the cuffs binding them. ‘It's a little demiplane I cooked up,’ Alex said. ‘Small, yes, bit it will do the job nicely.’
‘Job?’
‘As your own personal hell dimension,’ Alex said. They held their arms out, the air growing thicker and more dangerous in response. ‘Get comfortable, you’ll be here for a while.’
Caroline tried to shake off her fear enough to glare at Alex. ‘Really? All this effort just to kill us?’
‘No,’ Alex said gleefully. ‘That’s the best part. You two won’t die here.’
‘What?’ Richard whispered.
‘What is the point,’ Alex said, ‘Of just torturing you for one lifetime? That is nowhere near enough time for you two to face retribution for what you did. So you won’t just face torture for one lifetime. It will be every lifetime, for eternity. The sun will die, the Milky Way will stop existing, and you two will still. Be. Here.’ They pointed at the walls of the room, or plane, for emphasis.
‘You can’t do this,’ Richard whispered.
Alex laughed, ‘Oh really? Who can stop me?’
‘So this is it?’ Caroline sneered. ‘Just endless, mindless torture?’
‘Oh no,’ Alex said. ‘Not mindless. Endless, yes. But not mindless.’ They snapped their fingers and the energy around them shifted. An energy began to surround them, an oppressive malice that threatened to choke them. The energy soaked into everything. The chairs. Their clothes. Even into the air circling in their lungs. ‘Phase 1,’ Alex said. ‘Will be a kind of, putting yourself in the shoes of others. Specifically, the shoes of your children.’
The energy intensified, making Caroline and Richard both flinch in pain. Their bones began to creak, before they both felt a bone in their leg snap. Caroline cried out, while Richard grunted in pain. All while Alex watched in delight. ‘What the fuck?’ Caroline hissed.
‘You’re living in your children’s shoes,’ Alex said. ‘Which will mean reliving every injury they’ve ever had from their childhood. Every torn muscle, every broken bone, every burn, every psychic storm? Is going to become your existence for the foreseeable future. For Chad. And then Morgan. And while I don’t really care about Diego, it would be rude to leave her out of this.’
Richard gasped, ‘You’re insane.’
Alex shrugged, ‘Maybe you’ll think twice before you steal my brother again.’
‘You can’t keep this up forever,’ Caroline growled.
‘Sure I can,’ Alex said. ‘It’s not like creating a unique plane is hard. And I can promise you, the pain and the torture will send you insane long before I will ever get bored of this. But don’t lose your mind too quickly. This won’t be as much fun if you break without a fight.’
Chapter 106
Summary:
After the Sterling parents have faced the start of justice, it's finally time for the next step...
Notes:
*buzzes in excitement* guys we're near the end! Okay here we go!
Content warnings for:
- Mentions and threats of torture
- Allusions to loss
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
It was rare for Alex to sleep in when they were at the farm. But in their mind they had more than earned it. There was nothing like delivering indescribable torture to make them sleep like a baby, and that coupled with waking up next to their fiancé guaranteed that they would not be leaving their bed for anything. Well, not anything. They had an ear out for any signs of trouble, just in case the heroes decided to do something stupid. But while the peace persisted, Alex was more than happy to doze, snuggled into Morgan's sleepy form, basking in the satisfaction of a revenge well done.
So Alex didn't actually stir until Morgan woke up. Which was too late for Janice's breakfast, but early enough to sneak in brunch before Janice would insist on fattening them all up at lunch. As it was, she was by the kitchen window when they arrived, watching Charlie and Bernard work on something in the chicken coop. All with a sombre energy that didn't suit her. Before Alex and Morgan could coax her into talking however, Trish appeared in a burst of emerald light, with a manic energy that dragged Janice away before any of them had a chance to blink. So Morgan and Alex were left with their confusion, and to choose brunch as they saw fit.
It was after the two of them had finished eating that Morgan tried to bring them at least partially back to reality. ‘Alright,’ she said. ‘I'm going to get a check on how Diego's feeling now that Asshole 1 and Asshole 2 have vanished from her custody.’
‘Is that necessary?’ Alex asked.
Morgan shrugged, ‘She said she wanted to help with dealing with Sonja and that old nanny. And I can't get to that conversation until she gets her moral hero freak out about them going missing. So…’
Alex rolled their eyes. ‘Good luck with that. And tell her she's not getting them back.’
‘Wasn't going to ask,’ Morgan asked, already pulling out her phone as she left.
Alex took the opportunity to clean up their breakfast dishes. The normal way. It was nice to enjoy the peace and quiet after all, to be doing something with their hands, glancing at the engagement ring winking at them from the table. And if they got bored? They could always check on their new favourite entertainment. Were Caroline and Richard still trying to curse them out? Had they kept up any stoicism? Or had they already broken into tears and despair?
Alex was putting away the last of the dishes while trying to decide if they wanted to add some time dilation to their torture dimension when the kitchen door opened. Alex glanced up, nodding at Charlie and Bernard as they stepped inside, letting the conversation wash over them. They didn't begin to tense until they heard Charlie say, ‘You can go first. I need to clean up Pebbly first.’
By the time Alex had finished with the last pan Bernard was already upstairs. Charlie was sitting near the door, wiping down Pebbly with a glowing red rag that simultaneously vanished all the dirt while leaving her coat soft and shining. Well this is awkward, Alex thought. It was the first time the two of them had been alone together since Alex had returned after delivering their vengeance. They knew that Charlie knew, or at least suspected, what had happened. But he hadn't reacted yet. When Alex had arrived home Charlie was fully in Janice's embrace, silently worrying over their Mother's unstoppable tears and quiet shuddering breaths.
So he knew. But he had been busy. Which was fine. Alex knew Mum had been hit hard by the revelations, and if what she needed was to hold her boy then no one was going to deny her. But all that meant was that any reaction Charlie might have had to Alex's plans would be delayed. Which wasn't bad. It just meant that this silence between them was a little awkward. And would get more awkward as it stretched on, neither of them willing to break it, or broach the topic, until it hung heavy and threatened to suffocate-
‘So, are you okay?’ Charlie asked.
Well, so much for that tension. ‘I'm good,’ Alex said.
Charlie swallowed, fiddling with the rag as Pebbly turned around for him to get her other side. ‘You okay after yesterday?’
Never mind, there's the awkwardness. ‘Absolutely,’ Alex said.
Charlie nodded, thinking for a moment. ‘What exactly did you do to them?’
‘Are you sure you want to know?’
Charlie's expression said they very much didn't, but still he pushed on. ‘Maybe not details. But the broad strokes?’
Alex shrugged, ‘Torture dimension.’ Charlie frowned, making Alex raise an eyebrow. ‘What? You asked.’
‘Why build a whole dimension just to torture them to death?’ Charlie asked.
Alex looked away before they gave their next answer. Yes they were proud of their plan, no they were never going to regret or apologise for doing it. But that didn’t mean they needed to see Charlie’s reaction to it. So instead they went to the fridge to pretend to hunt for a drink instead. ‘They’re not dead.’
‘What?’
‘You think I’d be satisfied with just torturing them to death?’
‘They’re still alive?!’
Yep, this was why they looked away. They could hear the panic in Charlie’s voice. The last thing they needed to see was the horror and the-
‘What if they get out?’
Alex scowled at that. ‘Excuse me, who do you think you’re talking to?’ They scowled over their shoulder at Charlie. ‘Like I would let them….’
Their sudden burst of anger evaporated the second they recognised the look on Charlie’s face. It wasn’t horror. It wasn’t disgust. It was panic. And under that, fear. Pebbly nosed into Charlie’s shoulder, stirring him enough to swallow and bring his focus back into the room. But even then the temperature in the kitchen dropped quickly, Alex’s breath already fogging in front of their face. ‘Hey, they’re not going to get out,’ Alex said. ‘They can’t.’
Charlie frowned at that. ‘Impossible things have happened before.’
Alex sighed, closing the door to the fridge. ‘Hey,’ they said gently. ‘They’re not getting out. I promise. I won’t let them. No one and nothing can break in or out of my planes.’
‘How come?’
‘Because I said so,’ Alex said. Charlie tried to let out a steadying breath, nodding at Alex’s words, but the fear wasn’t shifting. Pebbly headbutted him again, prompting him to start stroking his hands through her fur. But he was two shades away from staring off into the middle distance, ready to imagine the worst case scenarios again and again. And the kitchen was going to get frost damage if this carried on.
‘Charlie,’ Alex said, coming close enough to crouch in front of him. ‘Whatever you’re worrying about happening? It won’t. It can’t. Not while I’m around.’ Charlie nodded, but it still didn’t calm him. ‘How about this,’ Alex said. ‘In the case the impossible does happen, I’ll kill them. On the spot. They won’t make it one step back onto Earth before they’re just dead.’ Charlie frowned at that, but otherwise didn’t respond. Alex bit their lip, trying to work out how to get that look off their brother’s face. ‘Okay,’ they said gently, ‘what do you need to know they’re not going to come back? Need them thrown into the void? Wiping from existence? A curse on their souls? Whatever it is, however you want them to die, just-’
‘I don’t…’ Charlie started, before swallowing. ‘It’s not that I want them to die. I guess I just assumed that they would. That they wouldn’t survive you. I didn’t expect that…that you would want to keep them alive. But if they’re alive then…then anything could happen.’
‘Not if I don’t want it to,’ Alex said. ‘And I know you’re new to this? But believe me, if I don’t want it to happen, it doesn’t happen. Perks of reality warping.’
Charlie sighed, closing his eyes as he leaned into Pebbly’s warmth. ‘I didn’t realise how much I was banking on them being….gone.’
‘They are,’ Alex said. ‘And if the impossible does happen? I’ll end them for good. In a second. Got it?’ Charlie nodded, not meeting Alex’s eyes until their hand reached out to squeeze his shoulder. ‘They’re not going to hurt you again,’ Alex said. ‘Not you, and not Morgan. I promise.’
There was silence between them for a moment, while Charlie scanned over Alex’s face. What he was looking for Alex wasn’t sure, but when his shoulders finally dropped the tension and he relaxed, Alex couldn’t help but give him a small smile. ‘Thanks,’ Charlie whispered. Alex shrugged, squeezing his shoulder again before standing up to finally grab a drink. ‘So,’ Charlie said, ‘What actually happened yesterday?’
Alex chuckled, ‘Are you sure you want me to answer that honestly?’
Charlie bit his lip, ‘Will I hate it that much?’
‘Have you forgotten who you’re talking to?’
Before Charlie could respond Morgan appeared in the doorway, looking between the two of them while somewhat frazzled. ‘Alex,’ Morgan said. ‘When you did your thing yesterday, did you do anything with Sonja?’ Alex frowned and shook their head, watching as Morgan put her phone back to her ear. ‘They said no. Because if they had they’d be bragging right now.’ Alex and Charlie both frowned at Morgan in confusion, listening to half of the conversation while Morgan rolled her eyes. ‘Look, I’m as pissed as you are. Of course you’re pissed, don’t try and lie to me. Alright, well I’ll keep my ears open and let you know if I find out anything. Course. Yeah, love you too.’
Alex frowned as Morgan hung up, ‘What am I being blamed for now?’
Morgan sighed, ‘Sonja’s gone missing.’
Charlie sat bolt upright. ‘What?’
‘The Chastisers were working on bringing in Nesbitt and Sonja,’ Morgan said. ‘Nesbitt was easy, turns out she had moved to America and become a middle school teacher. For once? Glad Diego married an American, it meant he had the cross jurisdiction to bring her in. Sonja though…it sounds like some sort of Magic Council got involved? And they’ve made some sort of ruling that Diego’s trying to get a copy of, but literally minutes after that ruling happened she vanished. No one knows where she’s gone.’
Charlie’s eyes widened in alarm, while Alex frowned. ‘Magic Council?’
Morgan shrugged, ‘Diego didn’t know much. You know, considering she has a sorcerer on her team? You’d think she’d be in the know a bit more.’
Alex shook their head. ‘Not necessarily. Unless the sorcerer has a conclave or coven. If it’s the Magic Council I’m thinking of, then that kind of information spreads through the covens like wildfire. Independent magic users just don’t have the same connections.’
Morgan hummed, ‘In that case, Janice’s coven might be a good bet. We can check with her when she gets back.’
Alex nodded, ‘She's going to want to track Sonja down as much as you. If anyone is going to be able to find her, it's Mum.’
*******
When the magic dissipated, it left Janice and Trish alone in the foyer. Trish dusted off her hands, smoothing out her emerald jacket and mid length skirt before looking Janice over. ‘Jan, darling, as cute as your farmhouse chic is? You're going to want to be glammed up for this.’
Janice sighed, tugging off her oversized cardigan. Gathering her magic, her hands waved over the simple linen shirt to morph into a deep crimson blouse, while her work trousers darkened and grew sleek, and her farm boots were replaced by satin stilettos. ‘What is this about Trish?’ She asked.
Trish didn't answer, except to pass her hands over her forehead, her hands glowing green. The magic twisted into a familiar circlet, trailing with silver chains and emeralds, before it nestled on her brow. Janice frowned at her, clearly confused, but followed her lead. Janice's circlet was sharper, with no trailing gems but instead looked like it had been weaved of a deep red metal, with larger garnets set in at the front of the crown.
Trish gave her a smile, ‘Much better.’
‘Why exactly do you want us showing off today?’ Janice said. ‘No meeting was planned, and even if there was, we don't normally show off our status.’
Trish didn't respond at first, opening the door in front of her to enter the large living room. Nearly a dozen faces looked around to meet them, all with a mix of excited and eager for something. And all wearing their own coven jewels.
‘Well met sister,’ said the closest person, who had gold rings and amber stones weaved into their ebony braids. She clasped Janice's hands first, before reaching for Trish, her excitement palpable. ‘Before we get started, I just want to say, we're all so happy for Alex and Morgan. They're going to be so happy together.’
‘Right, yes, thank you,’ Janice said, still reeling in confusion. ‘And thank you Whitney for hosting….whatever this is.’
Whitney chuckled, ‘Trust me, it's an honour. Don't worry, we've got everything set up for-’
‘Whitney!’ Trish giggled, ‘Come on now, don't ruin the surprise.’
Janice scowled at Trish, ‘You know I hate surprises.’
‘Trust me,’ Trish grinned. ‘You're going to love this one.’
Despite her reservations, Janice let Trish drag her through the house and to the entrance of Whitney’s basement. Nothing was weird about that, it was basically Whitney’s sanctum. Anytime she hosted the coven it would be down there. But this time felt different. This time the strange energy and excitement around everyone made Janice feel a weird tension she didn’t know how to get rid of. It only eased slightly when Trish’s hand found hers. So, despite Janice’s annoyance at this so-called surprise, she squeezed her sister’s hand back, before reaching for the door and stepping inside.
Her heels echoed on the wooden steps leading down, the large room lit by the usual plethora of candles. She was looking around, trying to spot the surprise as quickly as possible. Until she heard the clink of a metal chain. She looked up, frowning at a privacy screen blocking off half of the room. Janice looked back to Trish quizzically, her silent question only being answered by a grin. Leaving her to sigh at Trish’s dramatics and finish her descent. She strode across the room, her frown growing at the sound of the chains moving more, until her patience snapped.
‘Enough of this,’ she hissed, her hand glowing before she shunted the screen out of the way.
The person on the other side looked up, staring at Janice through auburn and grey hair with a tear stained face. At the sight of Janice the woman let out a scream that was muffled by the gag around her mouth, trying to shuffle away from Janice despite the chains binding her wrists and ankles together.
‘Sonja,’ Janice whispered, her eyes wide in shock. What was she doing here? Why did she look like this? Sonja continued to desperately scramble back, which is how Janice saw her torn shirt fall away to reveal a fresh burn below her collarbone. A brand, of two chains in the shape of a cross.
Trish stepped up next to Janice while Whitney flanked her on Janice’s other side, with the others of the coven filling in behind them. ‘What did you do?’ Janice whispered.
Whitney hummed, ‘Don’t worry sister, the code has been followed.’
Janice looked at Whitney in alarm, looking at the piece of paper Whitney was now holding out to her. As she took it, Trish began to speak. ‘Sonja’s crimes were of misuse of magic, so the Magic Council had something to say on the matter. She was found guilty this morning, they bound her magic as soon as the sentence came in.’
Janice looked at the piece of paper, trying to read faster than her eyes, or her mind, could keep up with. Two words, however, jumped out at her immediately. ‘Coven’s justice?’ Janice asked.
‘Misuse of magic is one thing,’ Trish said. ‘But she turned her magic against a fellow witch. So we put in a petition for your coven to be the one to decide her punishment. The vote was unanimous.’
Janice continued to scan through the document. How did Trish manage to swing this? Sonja never dealt a blow against Janice directly. She had made an enchantment to use on her son, yes, but was that enough? That was when she saw it.
The Coven of Janice Stewart nee Rochester has submitted a petition for Coven’s Justice on the grounds of:
- The child of Janice Stewart, one Charles Patrick Stewart, being victim to the defendant's magicks, specifically that of illusion and divination to hide his true identity and parentage, as well as to prevent him from being found by those of his true parentage.
- The child of Janice Stewart, one Morgan Aurora Sterling, being victim to the defendant's magicks, specifically that of memory manipulation as a minor.
This petition has been heard, and will be honoured.
‘Why is Morgan in this?’ Janice asked. ‘She’s not…I know I think of her as mine but…’
Trish chuckled, pulling out a tome decorated in an ornate and branching tree. ‘You should really check on your family tree more often.’
Janice looked up in time for Trish to open the book, turning it to the page of her tree. It was larger than the one in her personal grimoire, with more details in the branches that stretched back to more generations. Charlie’s branch was fully grown, a mature branch in its own right. But Alex’s branch had changed as well. Wrapped around their branch was a single white and red rose, with Morgan’s name next to it in golden calligraphy.
‘How?’ Janice whispered. ‘They’re not married yet.’
Trish shrugged, ‘Apparently the engagement counts.’ She snapped the book closed, before taking the document out of Janice’s hands. ‘The important thing,’ Trish said, ‘is that we are not only entitled, but obligated, to deliver a fitting punishment to the witch who turned her magic on your family.’
Sonja sobbed at Trish’s words, her muffled wails only growing stronger as two of the coven stepped forward to pull her to her knees. Janice was reeling, watching the whole scene in shock. Sonja tried to pull herself away from the grabbing hands, but couldn’t resist as they pulled her closer and upright. As they did, the shock in Janice began to fade. Began to focus into something else.
‘So,’ Trish said, ‘what do you want to do first?’
Janice watched the woman in front of her. Sobbing, her hair falling over her face, already covered in dirt from wherever she had been held before this. Looking up at Janice in terror and despair. Good, Janice thought. You should be afraid.
‘How about some good old fashioned truth pulling?’ One witch said.
‘Maybe we make her relive the anguish of her victims,’ another said.
Janice shook her head. ‘No,’ she said. ‘No, I’ve had my fill of corrupted people’s truth over this.’ Trish looked at her in surprise, her eyebrows raising as a smile began to play on Janice’s face. ‘Maybe,’ Janice said, pondering for a moment while Sonja froze with fear. ‘Yes, maybe we should take a leaf out of my eldest’s book?’
The coven gasped, before chattering in excitement. Trish chuckled, putting her hand on Janice’s back to coax her forward. ‘You go first then,’ Trish said. ‘First strike is rightfully yours.’
‘Can I go next?’ Whitney asked. ‘I’ve been dying to practice my black fire on a living target.’
‘I’ve got a nightmare spell ready to go,’ another witch said. More of the coven began to shout about their plans and ideas for “punishment”, before Trish raised a hand to silence them. Janice watched them all, unable to stop her smile from growing. Her sisters were at her back, bringing her the payback she sorely needed. Truly, she didn’t know how she would be able to repay Trish back for this.
‘Don’t worry,’ Janice said. ‘I promise, every member of the coven will be able to help with delivering justice. Before we do that though, we should do this properly. And I feel like a healing or endurance circle will definitely be needed for this.’ Sonja whimpered in confusion at that, before Janice turned to look at her again. Sonja’s tearful eyes met red ones, glowing with a menacing power that made her cry in despair. Janice’s smile was just as malicious when she spoke, ‘We need to make sure she keeps up her strength after all. Otherwise we might not all get a turn.’
*****
The day that Morgan planned to return to the City, she first woke up to be greeted by rainclouds. Which, considering how much blue sky she had gotten used to since her parents’ arrest, meant probably one thing. Her departure was going to be a wet one. Still, she couldn’t stay at the farm forever. She did have a life to get back to after all. Besides, Alex was absolutely already trying to work out excuses to spend half their weeks for the next year at the farmhouse. There was no way Morgan wouldn’t come with them. If she was being honest, she’d probably be back in less than a week. Maybe even with Diego in tow.
It’s different though, Morgan said to herself. It’s different this time .
Still, it didn’t stop her going over her bags to make sure she had everything packed. It didn’t stop her getting her usual barrage of hugs from Bernard as Janice tried to work out what meal to make the two of them to take home. And it didn’t stop Morgan from worrying over where the hell her brother went.
In the end she only found him because of Pebbly. The retriever was lying out by the shed next to the chicken coop, watching the chickens nearby with a mild interest. Her head perked up when Morgan approached, prompting her to give Pebbly a quick pet, before Morgan moved up to the door of the shed and peeked inside. Charlie had his back to her, sitting on one of the stools in the shed. He was leaning on a long work bench, his head on his arms, while he stared at a glowing red incubator filled with newly acquired chicken eggs.
Morgan smiled, ‘You know, I’m not an expert.’ She bit back a snort at Charlie’s jump of surprise before continuing. ‘But I don’t think watching the eggs will make them hatch any faster.’
Charlie sighed, before chuckling. ‘Yeah, right.’ He turned back to the eggs, biting his lip. ‘I’m just…checking. To see if any decide to hatch early.’
Morgan rolled her eyes, ‘I know you attract impossible things, but even that might be a bit far fetched.’ She knocked into his shoulder, making sure he was looking at her before she carried on talking. ‘Fancy a walk?’
‘Oh,’ Charlie said. ‘Sure.’
They didn’t walk far. They met the horses first, taking the time to pet each of them before turning away from the farm and to the fields. Pebbly followed on behind, staying by Charlie’s side religiously as the two of them walked and talked about absolutely nothing. Charlie’s new powers, Morgan’s old heists, how the pigs had tried to eat the sleeve of Charlie’s second favourite gym tee, Oreo becoming rebellious and almost breaking out three times the past week. Silly things. Safe things. Things to just fill the air and make them feel comfortable.
Eventually they crested a hill that made Charlie pause. Morgan watched him in confusion at first, before she spotted what he was staring at. A large tree, larger than any of the others around, stood tall on a nearby hill. ‘You okay?’ Morgan asked.
Charlie nodded. ‘Yeah. Just…I think that’s the tree Alex told me about. The one Mum and Dad put in my album.’
Morgan watched Charlie for a second, before looking back at the tree. ‘Want to check it out?’
Charlie’s face twisted. ‘I…I don’t know.’
‘Why not? It could be cool.’
‘Maybe,’ Charlie said. ‘But…what if Mum and Dad have been waiting to show me? Feels a bit…rude? To see it without them? Right?’
‘I think you’re overthinking it,’ Morgan said. ‘But it’s up to you. Either way though,’ she stretched, before finding a stump nearby to sit on, ‘I could do with a break.’
Charlie dithered for a moment, before joining her on the stump. The clouds thickened above them, hiding the sun a little more, as the two of them looked out at the large tree. Morgan sighed, before moving to lean on Charlie, her head on his shoulder. ‘You know what’s weird?’ Morgan said.
‘What?’
‘I think I’m going to miss your random annoying visits.’
Charlie snorted, ‘They weren’t that annoying, were they?’
‘They really were,’ Morgan said. ‘Mainly because you were at your peak asshole era.’
Charlie sighed, ‘Sorry about that.’
‘It’s fine,’ Morgan shrugged. ‘Think you’re past that at this point.’ She fiddled with her backpack for a moment, before pulling out two bottles of water. She handed Charlie one, letting him busy himself with a drink while she pulled out a small rectangular box. ‘Here,’ she said.
Charlie looked at the box in confusion, slowly taking it while raising an eyebrow at Morgan. ‘What is this?’
‘A house warming present,’ Morgan said. Charlie broke the seals on the box as Morgan continued. ‘This place can be real quiet. And it’s nice, but it’s easy to feel cut off from the world. So…’
Charlie lifted the final flap, his eyes widening for a moment. He slowly lowered the box onto his lap to pull out the sleek new phone. ‘Morgan…’
‘Now, heads up,’ Morgan said. ‘I couldn’t get you on a contract, so there’s a sim in there loaded up with a bunch of credit and free texts. It should tide you over until Bernard gets the last of your paperwork sorted and you can be a real boy again, but if you run out of credit you’ve got to top it up yourself. And don’t burn it all by going on the internet, okay?’
Charlie nodded, staring at the phone while trying to swallow down the lump in his throat. When Morgan put her bag down however, he tackled her with a bone crushing hug. She grunted from the force, but didn’t even dream of pushing him off. Instead she clung to him just as tightly, sniffing herself as the first rain drops began to fall around them.
The rain shower was thankfully brief, and passed quickly to leave clear skies above them. But Morgan and Charlie were still a little soggy when they returned to the farmhouse. Janice immediately fussed over them, wrapping them in towels and insisting that they needed to change into something warmer. Charlie was too busy getting his new phone up and working though. Morgan’s number got added first, followed by Diego and Dave. Diego immediately started spamming his phone with excited messages as he added Janice and Bernard as well, while Morgan was reminding him to not use all his credit on sending them pictures of his daft dog. Which prompted Charlie to take a picture of Pebbly to christen the phone that he immediately set to turning into his wallpaper.
Eventually he had a quiet moment in the living room, Pebbly resting her head on his lap, while he continued to set up his phone just as he liked it while watching Diego and Dave’s messages come in.
‘You’re going to be glued to that thing if you’re not careful.’
Charlie looked up at the voice, scoffing as Alex walked into the living room. ‘You can talk,’ Charlie said. ‘Morgan’s told me what you’re like with Twitter.’
Alex shrugged, ‘What can I say? Being a hypocrite is fun sometimes.’ They perched on the arm of the chair, craning to snoop at Charlie’s phone. ‘How much more have you got to do?’
‘Hopefully not much,’ Charlie said. ‘Honestly I’m just trying to work out where everything is on this thing. The old phone was really different to this.’
‘Were you in desperate need of an upgrade or are you changing models?’ Alex asked.
‘My last phone was an O Phone.’
‘Ah,’ Alex said. ‘The superior phone.’
Charlie shrugged, ‘I just used whatever was picked for me. It was supposed to be a fancy one I guess. This is a different company though, and everything is in the wrong place.’
Alex snorted, ‘Don’t let Morgan hear you complain about that. She went to great effort to steal that for you.’ Charlie paused, before giving Alex a pointed look. ‘What? Am I wrong?’
Charlie huffed, turning back to the phone. ‘Hey, when are you heading out?’
Alex checked the clock on the wall. ‘After dinner. Mum insisted. Think she wanted one last family meal with all the kids.’
Charlie nodded, turning the phone over in his hands. He was overthinking it. He knew he was overthinking it. But that didn’t make the anxiety any easier when he cleared his throat. ‘Can I ask you something?’
‘Sure, shoot.’
‘Would…’ Charlie paused, swallowing slightly as he stared at the phone. ‘Would you mind…I mean…am I okay to get your number?’
The silence was deafening, making Charlie look up. Alex was staring at him, completely frozen in place. Charlie shifted slightly, making Pebbly grumble from her spot, while Alex slowly blinked back into the room. ‘What?’
‘Well,’ Charlie said. ‘It makes sense to have your number right?’
‘Why?’
‘To…to talk.’
Alex’s brow creased, ‘What would you want to talk about?’
Charlie shrugged, ‘I don’t know. Morgan, Mum and Dad. Training. Taylor Swift. Just…’ Charlie sighed, shifting some more so he could face Alex properly. ‘You want to get past whatever history there was before right? And…and become like proper siblings who talk and share and…and bond. Well, this feels like a good start. If you want to?’
Charlie shouldn’t have been surprised at Alex’s reaction. But he still couldn’t get used to the glowing yellow eyes welling up with tears. Charlie grabbed their hand, following an instinct he didn’t fully understand, but Alex didn’t refuse. He let Charlie drag them onto the couch proper, before pulling them into a hug. One that Alex returned even harder, burying their face into Charlie’s shoulder. ‘Thanks for turning off the super strength,’ Charlie whispered. Alex chuckled wetly at that, squeezing Charlie tighter in response. ‘So is that a yes to the phone number?’
Alex didn’t respond at first. In fact they didn’t move at all except to shiver against Charlie, their silent tears soaking into his shirt. It was only when the shivering settled and Alex was taking some steadying breaths that they pulled back enough to hold out their hand. ‘Give me that damn phone.’
Notes:
And that is it! I have a bunch of what are effectively epilogues planned (because we've been here for over 300k words, I need more than one epilogue to explore what happens to the life of Charlie after all of this)
But this is the final chapter of the main storyline of Thicker than Water.
*yells in triumph*
I'll save the big end note sign off for the final epilogue, but for now? I'm enjoying this moment!
Chapter 107: Epilogue 1 - Making Changes
Summary:
The first of the epilogues. And by that I mean the first....three. I have too many ideas for Charlie's life after okay? And I need to give him a happy ending. So he gets several apparently.
You don't need to read any of these for the story themselves, I just needed to give Charlie and the fam nice things after torturing them for so long.
Chapter Text
1.
At first, Charlie didn’t want to do anything to his room. His new room, that was also his old room. Even after weeks finally settling into the farmhouse and farm life, he didn’t want to touch it. Something about seeing the cartoon animals on the old paper still made his heart ache in a way he thought was good at first, even after sleeping in the room for long enough that the bed began to feel comfortable. But the ache began to get heavier, as his curiosity grew about what his fully furnished childhood room had looked like. For some reason though, he didn’t want to go to Janice and Bernard with that curiosity. He couldn’t work out why, but he kept it quiet. As it continued to grow. Until eventually curiosity peaked, and he fished the old rug out from under the bed, laying out the faded square rug with the rabbit border to finally find out what the rest of it looked like. Rabbits, of course, at the entrance to a cute little den. It was a few hours later that Bernard found him in his room. With Pebbly curled up on his lap to provide some comfort as he stared at the rug, shaking with silent tears that only got worse when Bernard scooped him into a hug.
‘I know it hurts,’ Bernard said with a gentle voice, while holding his son close. ‘It hurts me too. But it hurts more if you let yourself get stuck. The past won’t ever stop hurting, but don’t let that pain stop you living, okay kiddo?’
It was two days after that little meltdown that Charlie and Bernard were painting over the old animals, Pebbly whining in the corridor outside while she waited for them to finish. Once the paint dried and Charlie moved back in, he had to admit that the white walls were better to live with, as plain as they were. Already that overwhelming ache in his chest had lessened to the point that he knew he would sleep easier that night. He stared at that plain white wall as he went to sleep. It was a blank canvas. A clean slate. Now he just needed to work out what he wanted to do with it.
‘Did you have to go so over the top?’
Charlie looked up at Alex as they looked at the sheer piles of stuff. Decorating books, catalogues, and colour swatches were stacked all over the living room, along with samples for carpets, curtains, the works. ‘Don’t look at me,’ Charlie said. ‘Mum got them.’
Alex snorted, ‘Of course she did.’ They picked up the closest catalogue to skim through. ‘And Morgan calls me extra.’
‘You are extra.’
‘Where do you think I learned it from?’
Charlie cracked a small smile at that, turning back to the catalogue on his lap. He kept turning the pages, but clearly wasn’t paying attention to what he was looking at. Instead his eyes were glazing over, and each turn of the page was a little slower. That was until Alex fell onto the couch next to him, shocking him back into the present. ‘You think this is bad,’ Alex said. ‘Wait until we start going to wedding fairs.’
‘It can get worse?’ Charlie said.
Alex grinned, ‘There will be lace, and crystals, and flower samples, and cards for invites and place holders. Centrepieces, favours, colour schemes, venue brochures, photographers, cake, it might not actually all fit in here.’
Charlie’s eyes widened. ‘That’s insane.’
‘I know,’ Alex smiled. ‘I can’t wait.’
Charlie looked around at the various stacks around them. ‘When are you going to the wedding fairs?’
‘Soon,’ Alex said. ‘First one’s in a couple of weeks.’ Charlie deflated slightly at that, making Alex snort. ‘What? You want this house to look more like a bombsite?’
‘No,’ Charlie said. ‘No, it’s just….it will be all about you and Morgan. Which would honestly be a nice change of pace.’
Alex raised an eyebrow, ‘Why am I getting the sense that you’re not enjoying being the centre of attention?’
‘Is that what this is?’ Charlie said. ‘Because it’s weird.’
‘Not that weird.’
‘Yes that weird, ask Morgan.’
‘You and Morgan are not good judges on whether family behaviour is weird or not.’
‘Yeah that’s my point. It might be normal for most people but it’s weird for us, and I don’t know what to do with it. I mean, there is so much. All the time. And this is just…a lot.’ He opened up the catalogue again, flicking through the pages with a nervous speed. ‘This is just one catalogue, and what am I supposed to do with this? Am I supposed to read through all of these before I make a choice? What exactly am I choosing? Am I picking a room to copy? Am I supposed to come up with something new and original based on these pictures? Am I allowed to just copy the room? What if I copy the wrong one?’
‘How could a room be the wrong room?’
‘It could be a bad colour,’ Charlie said. ‘Or too plain, too childish, too fancy, too girly, too wooden, too chrome, too….too much of something bad.’
‘Dude?’ Alex said. ‘Breathe, and then breathe again.’ Charlie let out a shaky breath, letting Alex take the catalogue out of his hands. ‘You are worrying about this too much. And, you are worrying about the wrong thing. None of this is a test. There is no right or wrong way to look at any of these catalogues or books. They are meant to be here to help you choose what you want.’
‘But what if I choose wrong?’
‘Why should you care about what anyone else thinks of your bedroom? It will be yours. You’re going to be living and sleeping in there, it should be something that you like.’ Charlie didn’t answer, but Alex could feel him trying to steady his breathing with slowly, careful breaths. ‘Alright, ignore all this for now.’ Alex said. ‘Let's start with colours you like.’
‘What?’ Charlie asked.
‘Colours you like.’ Alex tossed the catalogue away. ‘There’s no point having yellow swatches if you hate the colour. So, let's start with colours you would be happy to see every day.’ Charlie thought for a minute, his brow furrowing. ‘Seriously?’ Alex said. ‘It’s not that deep, just pick a colour.’
‘Well what’s your favourite colour?’ Charlie said.
‘Red,’ Alex said. ‘And then forest green. But for a bedroom, I’d probably want a cosy colour.’
‘What’s a cosy colour?’ Charlie asked.
Alex shrugged, ‘Depends on your vibe. A pastel purple would be nice, can draw on lavender and stuff to be all calming and shit. Blue is a chill colour. Green for nature, or maybe pinks and yellows if you want to be floral. Something light and summery, or some people like dark dramatic colours that are all bold, and then they’d offset it with warm lamps or fairy lights to make them look like they glow. Lovely and dramatic for reading your favourite murder mystery.’ Charlie looked at the nearest pile of catalogues, letting Alex knock into him. ‘What vibe do you like? Alex asked. ‘What is a thing, or a place, or an idea, that lets you relax?’
Charlie let out a breath. ‘The sky.’ Alex looked at Charlie curiously, but was otherwise silent, hoping he would continue. ‘It’s big, and open. And it’s cool to fly. It’s actually really cool to fly. When I was…when I was on duty looking out for dangers I would sometimes put my communicator into rest mode. It would mean I was out of the normal chatter, and no one would hear my end, but if an alert came in I would still hear it. So I would do that and then just….fly over the city. It was quiet, and….and nice.’
Alex hummed in agreement, giving Charlie a small smile before turning to the nearest pile of swatches. ‘Alright. That sounds like blue then.’
‘Well, no. Not necessarily.’
Alex snorted, ‘You want sky but not blue?’
‘Well the sky isn’t just blue,’ Charlie said. ‘Sure when it’s a lovely bright day it’s blue, but which shade? Close to the sun it’s more white and yellow, the blue around the sun is really light, but the further away you get the deeper the colour is. And that’s not including the clouds, if it’s windy or raining. And what about night? The sky’s almost black at night. It’s deep blue and purple and filled with so many stars, I didn’t even realise how many stars there were until I moved out here. And that’s not taking into account dawn, dusk, twilight, there are always so many colours in the sky. How do I just pick one?’
Alex watched Charlie, a look of awe on their face. ‘Poet much?’ they chuckled, smiling more as Charlie blushed at them. They looked at the catalogue, flicking through a few pages while an idea formed in their head. ‘The way I see it,’ Alex said. ‘If you’re struggling to pick one colour? Then don’t just pick one.’
It took a few weeks for Charlie to gather the supplies, and then a few false starts and redos to get the weird concept he and Alex had put together to actually work and look good. But eventually the final coat of paint had dried. Just in time for Diego and Dave to visit. Diego couldn’t help but laugh as Charlie tried to drag her up the stairs, with everyone else following on with a mixture of amusement and curiosity.
‘What did I do to get the special treatment?’ Diego laughed as they came to his bedroom door.
‘The rest of us all either helped or peeked,’ Morgan said.
Chad grinned at her, his excitement palpable. ‘Wait, close your eyes. I want to see your reaction.’
Diego laughed as Morgan helped to cover her eyes. The two of them walked her into the room, to the point she could feel Charlie bouncing on the balls of his feet and heard Morgan’s gasp.
‘Oh wow,’ Janice said behind her.
‘Well would you look at that,’ whispered Bernard.
‘Oh for the-’ Diego tugged at Morgan’s hands, blinking at the sudden light before looking around. And her jaw dropped. Each wall had been painted to look like the sky, but all were somehow completely unique. The wall with the window was the most typical, a bright blue with splashes of clouds running along the wall, but the others were nothing alike. The wall his bed was against, which was now a black frame with a deep blue duvet, was ablaze with the oranges and purples of sunset, with the wall directly opposite as a freshly awakened dawn. Her eyes trailed up the walls, to see the ceiling break into deep blues and purples, set with hand painted stars woven into constellations. Complete with a simple overhead light, the shade making it look like the sun.
‘Damn,’ Dave said.
Charlie was still bouncing on the balls of his feet, watching Diego eagerly. ‘What do you think?’
‘I…’ Diego’s jaw was still hanging open, looking around at the walls again. She spotted the black wardrobe was also bearing star constellations, with a full length mirror next to it in a black frame against the wall. The final wall, that had the door to the room, was an extension of the darkest parts of the other walls, making it look like the dusk was morphing into dawn. ‘This is…impressive.’
Charlie’s grin grew even bigger. ‘I know right? Wait! The best part!’ He jumped to the window, pulling the thick pale blue curtains closed as Alex closed the door and reached for the light switch. The light flicked off, leaving them all blinking in the darkness, before they looked up.
Morgan reacted first, with a laugh. ‘Glow in the dark stars? You should have gotten those stick on ones.’
Charlie shook his head, looking up at the ceiling with a wide smile. ‘Nah, I couldn’t get them into the constellations.’
‘Nerd,’ Alex snorted.
Charlie was still grinning when the light was turned back on, making Bernard chuckle, ‘I take it you like what you’ve done with the place.’
Charlie blushed, but still nodded like an excited puppy. ‘Maybe a little.’
‘Can you do ours next?’ Dave asked.
Morgan was still looking at the ceiling, ‘Alex, we need to steal this idea.’
‘You can do what you want,’ Alex said. ‘But you’re doing it on your own.’
‘What? Why?’
Alex looked at her pointedly. ‘I’m planning. Our wedding.’
Diego rolled her eyes at them, turning back to watch Charlie. He was trying to coax Pebbly into a new dog bed that was set up at the bottom of the bed, making her smile in amusement. There was no way that dog wasn’t going to be in his bed tonight. Janice and Bernard continued to talk to the room, admiring the paintwork and the detailing on the painted stars, while Morgan and Alex started to bicker about wedding plans. While Diego watched Charlie look around at them all, and the room, before he met her gaze. The smile he gave her was the easiest smile she had seen from him in months, and she couldn’t help but give him the same smile back.
2.
It had only started as a silly idea at first. One of those ideas that would always go through Charlie’s head before he pushed it away for whatever reason. It was unprofessional. It would get unwanted attention from the media. Anyone who was close to his secret identity might notice the comparison and realise who he was. So he would ignore the idea, as fun or cool as he thought it might be, and carry on with his normal day. No matter that it kept coming back, he still pushed it away just the same the fifth time as he did the fiftieth time.
Until the idea came to him at the farmhouse.
It had been two months, and he was cleaning up after a particularly messy incident with the pigs. The animals were away, the clothes were in a pile to be washed and his boots were in desperate need of a scrub inside and out. But he had finally gotten clean, scarpering out of the bathroom quickly to let Bernard have his turn. In his bedroom however he got to take his time. He got to dry off slowly, and definitely not inspect himself in the mirror while he did so. He was just…checking. It helped him get used to it all. That was all. He had to relearn the marks and hairs on his skin after all, at least those that weren’t old scars. Or track to see if his freckles were darkening or not. Or remind himself that he wasn’t looking at a stranger.
So he was doing that check, half dressed in front of the mirror, when he ran his hand through his hair. It was getting longer again. The undercut had already grown out, and his hair flopped in his face a lot more now. He pushed it out of his eyes, wondering how long he could get away with the mop before he needed to cut it. When the idea hit him again. And this time, he had no reason to ignore it.
Despite Janice’s general attitude of friendliness and hospitality, she was not the kind of person to keep an open house. Yes she was happy to have people around, and anyone who did would be fed in some form or another. But you did not enter the Stewart residence unless you either had an invite or had reached out to say you were coming around. Even if you were family, there were very, very few exceptions to this rule. Of course, the children were one. But even then they would get a side eye if they didn’t give any kinds of heads up, mainly because Janice liked to make sure she had food ready for them. But aside from them, Janice could count on one hand the number of people who she would be happy to see show up without an invite, and even fewer people who could get away with entering her house without even knocking.
Which is why it was a miracle that Trish could keep getting away with letting herself in.
‘Hello wonderful people!’ she called out as she swung the door open, grinning at the sound of something clattering in the kitchen. She closed the door, shrugging off her tailored emerald coat to hang up before heading through to the kitchen. Janice was already looking at the doorway when Trish appeared in view, trying to glare even as Trish beamed. ‘How are my favourite people?’
‘Hey Aunt Trish,’ Alex said with a grin, standing up to give her a hug.
Janice sighed, ‘Must you every time?’
Trish gave her a smile, ‘And interrupt your…what are you making today?’
‘Cheesecake,’ Alex said. ‘And then we’re making chocolate orange brownies.’
‘Oooh,’ Trish said. ‘Are you and Morgan staying the night then?’ Janice rolled her eyes, turning back to the kitchen counter as Trish sat next to Alex at the table. ‘How is the wedding planning going?’
Alex’s eyes sparkled in response, and they quickly pulled up pictures and notes on their phone to show Trish. Janice stayed quiet throughout it, focusing on the mixing bowls in front of her, while Trish oohed and aahed over the concepts Alex was starting to pull together.
‘This is going to be beautiful,’ Trish whispered. ‘Of course, I’d expect nothing less from you Alex.’ Alex beamed at her, while Trish looked around the kitchen, trying to listen out for the rest of the house. The living room was quiet, the animals were making their normal commotion outside, with Bernard’s muffled voice out on the back. ‘Hang on,’ Trish said. ‘I haven’t heard from Charlie or Morgan yet.’
‘They’re upstairs,’ Alex said, scrolling through their phone. ‘Something about bonding and rites of passage.’
Trish raised an eyebrow at that. ‘Rites of passage? For what?’
Janice looked over at Trish. ‘Did you really let yourself in just to be nosy?’
‘No,’ Trish said. ‘I need that potion recipe you promised me. But I know better than to interrupt whatever baking you’re doing.’
‘And yet you don’t remember to knock,’ Janice sighed. ‘I’ll grab it for you in a second.’
‘I can do it,’ Alex said. ‘Which one is it?’
‘Next to my altar,’ Janice said. ‘I was working on it the other night.’
Alex nodded, pushing away from the table and heading to the door with Trish on their heels. The two of them headed upstairs, waiting until they were out of shot before Trish chuckled. ‘She still calls her bedside table her altar?’
Alex shrugged, ‘At this point if she moved it I’d never be able to find it.’
‘Or walk into it all the time.’
The two of them chuckled as they continued up the stairs. Alex let themselves into their parent’s bedroom while Trish loitered in the corridor, listening out for Morgan and Charlie. When she heard the familiar, if muffled, voices from the bathroom her curiosity only grew, leading her to creep down the corridor. She was only ten paces away when the faint whiff of odd chemicals drifted on her nose. She frowned, suddenly confused and concerned. It smelled nothing like Jan’s normal house, or her cleaning products. It anything it reminded her of…wait. No. They wouldn’t.
There was no warning when Trish threw open the bathroom door, making the two people jump in surprise. Charlie looked up at her in alarm from a small stool by the bath, dressed in an uncharacteristically ratty tee. Morgan sat on the edge of the bath behind him, eyebrow raised at the sudden intrusion. But Trish was too busy taking in the rest of the scene, her eyes moving from the small table with a mixing bowl to the near fluorescent product in his hair, held up by Morgan’s gloved hands.
‘What is this?’ Trish asked.
Morgan held up a wide flat brush. ‘Hair dye.’
Trish’s jaw dropped, in time for Alex to rush down the corridor and look into the room. They scanned over Charlie before grinning. ‘Nice look.’
Alex’s words shook Charlie out of his shock, ‘Wait no don’t look yet!’ He tried to hide the bright colour in his hair while Alex cackled.
‘You’re dying Charlie’s hair,’ Trish whispered.
Morgan scowled at Alex, ‘Alex, don’t make him freak out. I need him to stay still.’
Alex rolled their eyes before looking away, putting their hand in front of their eyes while tapping Trish’s shoulder. ‘Come on, let’s leave the weirdos to it.’
Trish didn’t react to Alex, ‘Why is she dying your hair?’
Charlie stuttered, ‘I…please don’t look yet, it’s not done.’
‘Oi,’ Morgan said. ‘What did I say about sitting still?’
‘Why are you dying his hair?’ Trish said again, louder this time.
‘It’s a rite of passage,’ Morgan said.
‘What is?’
‘The first dye job,’ Morgan said. ‘It needs to be in a bathroom. Check. With a home dye kit, check. Technically for full authenticity you should be doing it yourself, but an older cooler sibling who’s done hair dye before is a good alternative.’
‘Who picked the colour?’ Alex grinned, while Trish spluttered at Morgan.
‘You weren’t supposed to know yet,’ Charlie said. ‘It was supposed to be a surprise.’
Footsteps echoed on the steps, drawing Alex’s attention. But Trish paid them no mind, staring at the scene in front of her in horror. ‘No. No this isn’t…Charlie should be getting his hair done properly.’
‘This is properly,’ Morgan said. ‘Hence rite of passage.’
‘Guys,’ Charlie said. ‘I mean it, I don’t want anyone to see it yet.’
The footsteps grew closer, making Alex poke their head outside of the bathroom. ‘Don’t look at me like that, Trish opened the door first.’
‘And yet you still peeked,’ Janice’s voice came in from the corridor. ‘Out. Both of you.’
Trish shook her head, her horrified expression not dropping at all. ‘I can smell how cheap that dye is. You’re going to fry his hair like that.’
‘No I won’t,’ Morgan said. ‘As long as someone doesn’t interrupt me.’
Before Trish could respond Janice appeared, her eyes shielded to block her from seeing Charlie and Morgan while her free hand grabbed Trish. ‘Come on, leave them to it.’
‘But I’m supposed to do Charlie’s hair!’ Trish cried.
Janice sighed, ‘And if you’re not a drama queen about it he might ask you to dye it next time. But for now? Out of my bathroom.’ She dragged Trish towards the door, making her stumble while she turned towards Charlie and Morgan without looking directly at them. ‘Let us know if you need anything, kids.’
‘Thanks Mum,’ Morgan called out as Alex closed the door behind them. The silence settled over them, making Charlie slump with relief, dropping his hands while Morgan returned to her task. ‘Now, where were we?’
Charlie sighed. ‘Dammit! I didn’t want anyone to know the colour before I did.’
‘Yeah well,’ Morgan said, ‘I’ll make Alex regret it later. And Mum and Dad still haven’t seen it. Besides, there’s no way you don’t know what colour I picked.’
Charlie shrugged, ‘There were a few options. And I never know what to expect with you.’ He looked at the door, falling into an awkward silence while Morgan continued to work. ‘Do you think Aunt Trish is going to be mad at me?’
‘You? No,’ Morgan said. ‘Me? Maybe.’
It turned out that Trish had originally been planning a flying visit. To gossip with Alex a little and pick up the potion recipe before heading out for a busy afternoon. But with the prospect of Charlie’s hair being “utterly ruined” she refused to leave the house before she saw the damage for herself. Which gave Janice plenty of time to talk some sense into her. She didn’t say anything Trish didn’t already know. She already knew enough about Morgan and Charlie’s childhood and how it left them estranged when they became adults. But something in the way Janice reframed it, reframed Charlie reclaiming his life and identity, and his decision to ask Morgan to help, was enough to make Trish promise to shut her mouth. Especially when she conceded that their relationship was more important than hair. She couldn’t promise that she wouldn’t pout though. After all, Charlie was meant to go to Trish for styling advice.
So Trish was hanging out in the living room with Alex when the thundering of footsteps came down the stairs. ‘You guys done?’ Alex called. ‘Can I get in the bathroom now?’
Morgan’s face appeared in the doorway, her face bright with joy and mischief. ‘Not before you’ve seen the final result you can’t. Now let me find Mum and Dad.’
Soon enough everyone was gathered in the living room, Bernard already looking amused while Janice was trying to hide some level of worry. Trish schooled her expression, trying to look uncharacteristically calm when Morgan returned, dragging a very bashful Charlie behind her.
Alex covered their mouth to hide their snort. ‘Okay, which one of you picked that colour?’
‘I did,’ Morgan grinned. ‘Charlie said I could. It’s perfect, right?’
Charlie looked at everyone sheepishly, running a hand through his now bright pink hair. ‘Be honest, is it bad?’
Bernard’s face broke out into a wide grin, while Janice tried to bite back a chuckle. ‘Gotta say, didn’t expect pink.’
‘It’s a good pink though,’ Janice said. ‘I think you’re more cool toned personally, but if I had to pick a pink? It would probably be this one.’
‘You sure?’ Charlie said. ‘You’re not just saying that?’
‘Remember,’ Morgan said. ‘She doesn’t lie.’
Charlie paused at that, before a small smile started to creep onto his face. Trish stepped forward, taking the chance to inspect Morgan’s work while the others talked. ‘It will be easy to spot you in a crowd,’ Bernard joked.
‘It will be easy to spot him from space,’ Morgan grinned.
Alex snorted. ‘I just realised, you look like you need one of those backpacks that are too small to hold anything in with a million pin badges stuck to it.’
Charlie shot Alex a deadpan look, while Trish scanned over his hair. Morgan leaned in towards the petite witch with a knowing look. ‘So, what’s your prognosis, All Powerful Hair Stylist?’
Trish sighed, turning to Morgan with a slight pout. ‘You did really well. How dare you.’ Morgan grinned, while Charlie gave a shy smile. ‘You’re not supposed to be better at dying and styling hair than I am.’
Morgan shrugged, ‘It’s a gift. Born of many attempts at dying my own hair badly.’
Janice rolled her eyes, stepping forward to grab Charlie’s attention. ‘Getting back on topic,’ she said. ‘It doesn’t really matter what the rest of us think. The important thing is do you like it?’
On cue Trish waved her hand, emerald magic growing to conjure a mirror in front of Charlie’s face. He took time to inspect himself, running his hand through his hair again. The smile on his face grew slowly, but as it did Trish was struck by how different it was. Every time she saw Charlie catch his reflection, either by accident or on purpose, there was something awkward in his expression. Something that spoke to a discomfort that he never voiced, not to her anyway. But now that expression was gone. Now he was looking at his reflection, playing with the bright pink hair, with an easy smile and looking…calm. Relaxed. There was a new confidence in his smile, a new glint of something in his eyes. Not excitement like she expected. It was more like relief. Morphing into joy.
‘Charlie?’ Janice asked. ‘Do you like it?’
He nodded, smiling at his reflection. ‘Yeah, I think I do.’
3.
Most of the time Janice and Bernard were able to be patient with Charlie. Obviously their emotions would get the best of them at times, as it would with anyone. But for the most part they did well with balancing their emotions and knee jerk reactions with the patience that Charlie needed at times. It was the same patience they needed with Morgan, but with Charlie it always came with a sharper edge. Something that felt like sorrow, like guilt, like rage. Even then though, they kept their patience exactly when it was needed.
Sometimes, however, they struggled.
‘Are you sure you’re okay with this?’
It took every ounce of composure Janice could muster to not give in to a certain desire that was growing in her chest. One that, if she listened to, would lead to her demanding Alex open the door to a certain torture dimension to render the people living in it to paste. It would be no less than what they deserved, even after the months of pain and torment they had gone through. But instead she closed her eyes, her hands pressed together in front of her mouth in an effort to keep quiet, as she took deep breaths.
‘Mum?’
‘Give me a moment,’ she muttered, taking another breath as Charlie stayed quiet next to her. She let go of another breath, finally opening her eyes to look at her son. His hair was sea green at the moment, a Trish special, but she focused on the twisted look of worry and concern on his face. ‘Charlie,’ Janice said. ‘I need you to understand this. And I will repeat it as many times as you need it, but I do need you to do me the courtesy of actually listening. And taking in what I’m saying. Okay, sweetheart?’ Charlie nodded, not even daring to blink as Janice continued. ‘On this subject? My opinion does not matter.’
‘But-’
‘It. Does. Not. Matter.’ Janice said, ‘Charlie, you are a grown adult. You are allowed to make choices and decisions because you want to, not because of what the people around you think.’
‘I know,’ Charlie said. ‘I do. It’s just…’ he sighed, making Janice bite her tongue. She wanted to hammer her point home so much it would be engraved in his brain. She wanted to obliterate Caroline and Richard for leaving this kind of damage on her son. But she did neither. Instead she held her tongue, took another calming breath, and listened. ‘I can do things because I want to,’ Charlie said. ‘But after everything I…I wouldn’t want to do something to make you judge me. Or make you feel disappointed in me.’
‘Charlie?’ Janice said. ‘I love you. And what I’m about to say, I say with all the love in the world. Why on earth would I care about you getting a tattoo?’ Charlie frowned in confusion at that, but Janice continued. ‘You’re going to a professional. You’ve picked an artist you trust. You’ve found a design you love. What part of that is going to make me judge you?’
Charlie shrugged, still looking sheepish. ‘The tattoo part. I mean…they can be really unprofessional. It might make it harder for me to get a job in the future. And it could always go badly in some way.’
‘Charlie,’ Janice said, her tone hardening. ‘Why do you think I’ll judge you for a tattoo?’
‘Because…it’s not something I should do.’
‘Why not?’
‘I’m supposed to be a role model,’ Charlie said. He blinked, realising what he said with a bolt of surprise and sadness. ‘I mean…I was. Supposed to be a role model. And…role models don’t get tattoos.’
‘Why not?’
‘Because…they…’
Janice sighed, ‘Those doubts you’re having? That are making you second guess getting this tattoo? You don’t need to worry about things like that.’
‘Okay,’ Charlie said. ‘But what if I regret getting it?’
‘How likely is that?’ Janice asked.
‘I don’t know,’ Charlie shrugged. ‘I mean…it’s…’
‘Do you not like the design?’
‘No,’ Charlie said. ‘I love it. It’s just…permanent.’
‘Isn’t that the point?’ Janice asked. ‘You’re getting art on your body. You want it to last.’ Charlie’s brow furrowed at that, making Janice bite her tongue on the vitriol she had curling up for Caroling and Richard again. ‘Alright, let's try this,’ she said. ‘Why do you want the tattoo?’
Charlie thought for a moment, ‘I don’t know. I’ve always liked them.’
‘Why?’
Charlie sat back, thinking harder. ‘They look cool. And some are really baddass. It’s like people are telling you about themselves without words. The stories they have, the things that they care about. And…I’ve always liked that.’
‘Alright,’ Janice said. ‘Why this tattoo idea? Why this design?’ Charlie smiled a little at that, but before he could say anything Janice sat up. ‘Okay, there. That thought, that feeling that made you react like that. That’s the important thing here. That is the reason why you’re going to get this tattoo.’
Charlie looked at her, still unsure. ‘Okay, but…’
‘No,’ Janice said. ‘No second guessing, or doubt. Not when just the thought of this tattoo is makes you that happy.’ Charlie opened his mouth, but Janice cut over him. ‘Do not worry about the opinions of others, especially when the subject in question has literally nothing to do with them. It is your body. It is your choice.’
‘Not even if it's your opinion?’ Charlie said.
‘Not even if it’s mine,’ Janice said. ‘Or your father’s. Don’t get anything offensive, mind. I wouldn’t want you having a harmful symbol on your skin that you can’t take back.’ Charlie pulled a face at that, making Janice smile. ‘That is my only line. Otherwise? Please, if you want the tattoo then get it. You do not need my consent or approval. I promise.’
It was still nerve wracking for Charlie to walk into the tattoo shop, even when Morgan knocked into his shoulder and Diego gave him an encouraging smile. He tried to smile at the tattoo artist without looking like he was heading for the gallows, and when they did a final check on the tattoo design he made sure to focus enough to actually be honest and not just say whatever answer would get him through this quicker. Before he knew it, Charlie was leaning back in the chair, his arm propped up, watching the artist apply the stencil.
‘Wow,’ Diego said. ‘You’re not going small on this are you?’
‘Dude,’ Morgan said, her eyes going wide at the design. ‘This is going to look sick!’
‘Yeah,’ the artist said, ‘I’m pretty proud of this one. And, with where we’re putting it, when you want to add some more designs-’
‘If,’ Charlie said.
‘Yeah. Right. “If” you want to add more designs, we’ve still got plenty of canvas to play with on his arm.’
Morgan snickered, ‘If you’re anything like me? You’ll never just get one tattoo.’
‘Maybe I should get one,’ Diego said. ‘I’m going to be the only one without ink at this rate.’
Morgan grinned at that, ‘Maybe we all get matching tattoos. Bet we can sneak in for that now, right?’ She looked at the tattoo artist with a grin.
‘Diego can’t,’ Charlie said. ‘Not until the baby’s here.’
‘Took the words out of my mouth,’ the artist said. ‘Now, let's get this one started.’
Charlie ignored Morgan and Diego as they continued to chatter. Instead he looked up at the ceiling while trying to take a calming breath as the tattoo gun began to buzz.
When the front door to the farm house opened, Pebbly insisted on greeting everyone first. Everyone else was in the living room, waiting for them to manage to make their way to the doorway before pouncing on them. Janice got to Charlie first, scooping him into a hug that had Trish chuckling and Alex rolling their eyes.
‘Put the boy down, love,’ Bernard laughed. ‘The rest of us want to say hi too you know?’
‘And to see the final look,’ Dave said. ‘I’ve been waiting for him to do this for years.’
Janice finally let Charlie go, smiling at him as he tried to very carefully take off his jacket. He knew every pair of eyes was on him when he turned around. But for once he was excited about it. He grinned, his whole face glowing in excitement and pride as he held out his arm. The forearm was still wrapped in film, and underneath it the skin was already beginning to feel tender. But the focus, as it should be, was on the intricate compass now adorning his skin. The compass was framed by waves of wind and clouds, with a dramatic lightning bolt running along the length of his arm to sit behind the compass.
‘Oh wow,’ Bernard said.
‘Hell yeah,’ Alex grinned.
Everyone else joined in the awe and praise, coming close to admire the artwork. Morgan handed a pamphlet about tattoo care to Janice before she had a chance to fuss, while Dave jokingly asked him which tattoo he was getting next. Charlie couldn’t stop beaming as everyone fawned over the design. He did it. He finally got a tattoo, his first tattoo. And he couldn’t be happier.
Chapter 108: Epilogue 2 - Visitors
Summary:
The second epilogue, or fourth epilogue depending on how you count them.
Charlie is finally beginning to feel settled on the farm and his new life, when there are surprise visitors knocking on the door.
Chapter Text
There was no doubt in Rick’s mind about the plan. Not until they hit the first country road. He didn’t say anything, but a bolt of anxiety ran through him that made him shudder and tighten his grip on the steering wheel. He took a steady breath, focusing on his road while trying to stay calm. There was no point second guessing himself now. Well, there was. They could always turn back. No, they had driven this far, it was worth seeing it through to the end. Although it could end badly. He could always call Bryce and let him know where they were. No, Bryce would immediately call in backup and that was guaranteed to go badly. So all that then left was following through. Or turning around. No, he needed to at least try. Unless…
‘You’re worrying too much,’ Debs said from the passenger seat. She was watching the directions on the car's sat nav, not looking directly at him. But with how long they had known each other, she didn’t have to.
Rick let out a slow breath. ‘This could go badly.’
‘We knew that before we left,’ Debs said. ‘Still thought we should give it a shot.’
‘Yeah but…it feels more real. The closer we get.’
Debs nodded, ‘Yeah, I get that.’ She looked up at him. ‘You want to turn back?’
‘No,’ Rick said. ‘But it might be a good idea to consider it at least.’
‘Okay,’ Debs said. ‘If we carry on, what's the worst thing that could happen?’
‘Death,’ Rick said drily. ‘Murder, maiming and torture. Abduction and being thrown into a hole and having all our secrets ripped out of us.’
‘Colourful,’ Debs winced, ‘But probably fair. If we turn around, what’s the worst thing that could happen?’
‘We wasted a day of gas. Might break down. Might get lost if the sat nav bugs out again.’
Debs nodded, pondering his words. ‘Turning back is definitely the safer option.’
Rick hummed, tightening the grip on the steering wheel. ‘Do you want to turn back?’
‘Not really,’ Debs said, watching Rick carefully. ‘But you’re the one in the driver’s seat. Literally. If you turn the car around I can’t exactly stop you.’
The two of them fell into silence. Rick tapped the steering wheel, the anxiety growing worse. Debs watched him for a moment more, before turning to look at the landscape speeding past. And the sat nav continued to blink at them, guiding them to their destination.
The farmhouse looked positively idyllic. Large house, white wooden porch, flower beds with spring shoots beginning to sprout. The driveway was big, with clear signs of being used by a truck that was currently not around. Rick didn’t know if that was better or worse, but either way he figured the safer option was to park on the side of the road. Couldn’t be blocked in that way. He and Debs took their time getting her wheelchair out of the back and set up. It was an older one that she really didn’t like using, but it was the only one she didn’t mind getting ruined by any potential mud. So she grumbled as she slipped into the seat, getting herself comfortable as Rick started to push her onto the drive and towards the porch. Debs scowled at the porch steps, her favourite reaction when steps thwarted her, while Rick took a deep breath to brace himself. Only then did he climb the steps and knock on the door.
Both Debs and Rick recognised Janice Stewart when she opened the door. They had seen the footage of her battle on the rooftop, analysed her fight, her magic, her speech to Inferno, to the point they would be able to find her in a crowd without issue. But neither of them expected to see her look so…homely. She was in an oversized linen shirt, with flour marks on the sleeves, and there was an immediate whiff of flour and sugar around her. She was wiping her hands down with a towel, looking between the two of them with nothing but curiosity. ‘Hello,’ she said. ‘Are you two lost?’
Rick swallowed, his mouth suddenly dry. Crap, what was he supposed to say here? What had been the plan? What had been the story they had come up with?
‘Hi,’ Debs said with a smile. ‘We’re sorry for interrupting, is this the Stewart residence?’
Mrs Stewart, the Crimson Caster, paused at that. ‘Who’s asking?’
Debs gave her another smile. ‘Deborah Moreton, and this is Rick Rayson.’ Rick looked at Debs, trying to catch her attention while trying to not let Mrs Stewart see his sudden alarm, but Debs continued. ‘We’re from Capital City, and we were hoping to…well I guess reach out.’
‘About what?’ Mrs Stewart asked.
Debs’ smile faltered slightly. ‘About Charlie?’
This close to her, Rick could feel the sudden frost coming over Mrs Stewart, to the point it made him step back. He spun to look at her, almost missing a spark of red light in her eyes before it vanished. ‘I see,’ she said coldly.
Debs bit her lip, showing her doubt for the first time. ‘Mrs Stewart-’
‘Let me stop you there,’ Mrs Stewart said. ‘And let's not pretend I don’t know who you two are. Maybe not specific identities, but I know the look of a hero when I see one. And the only reason why I choose to keep my composure over two heroes showing up unannounced on my doorstep is because of your manners, Ms Moreton, so thank you for that. However, my composure does have its limits. And the grace earned by your manners will only last so long. So, in brief words, why are you here?’
Rick braced himself, setting his shoulders before turning to Mrs Stewart, ‘We wanted to reach out to check how Chad…Charlie…was doing.’
Mrs Stewart raised an eyebrow at that, ‘Be more specific.’
‘How he’s settling,’ Debs said. ‘Is he recovering okay, that kind of thing.’
‘Just that?’ Mrs Stewart asked. ‘Not trying to gauge how much of a threat he might be?’
‘No,’ Debs said. ‘Absolutely not.’
‘We’re off duty,’ Rick said. ‘No one knows we’re here. Which might be dangerous to tell you, but hopefully you’ll see we’re telling the truth and might believe that we’re not here for anything like that.’
‘Then why are you here?’
Rick sighed. He knew what she wanted him to say. He knew she already knew the answer to her own question, that was how the Crimson Caster supposedly worked after all. But that didn’t mean he had to like it. ‘We miss him,’ he said.
Mrs Stewart’s lip quirked slightly, almost turning into a smirk. Suddenly she looked so much like Alex did. Suddenly she didn’t look like a farm owner or house wife. She looked like the villain she truly was. ‘Your honesty is appreciated,’ she said. ‘And your honesty will let you both leave and return to Capital City safely. Now, if you please.’
Rick frowned, ‘Wait, no-’
Mrs Stewart held up a hand, silencing the both of them. ‘I owe you nothing. Charlie owes you nothing. For the sake of your history I will tell him you visited to check in on how he was doing, and I will let him choose if he wants to reach out to you or not. But you will not do this again. You will not intrude into this space, and his life, without an invitation or permission. Am I understood?’
Rick stepped forward as Debs reached out, both ready to plead their case, but Mrs Stewart didn’t give them the time to answer. She stepped backwards, the door slamming in Rick's face and making him stumble back. The door locked, a flash of crimson around the lock, before they heard her walk away. ‘Wait,’ Rick said. ‘Wait, hang on…’
Debs sighed, ‘Dammit.’
Rick shook his head, looking back to Debs. ‘What the hell was that?’
Debs looked at him sadly. ‘As much as I hate to say it? That might have been the best we could have hoped for.’
Rick scowled. ‘What were we supposed to do? Call ahead? We have no way of contacting him, Debs.’
‘I know,’ Debs said. ‘And now we’ve tried. So…let’s take it as that instead of anything else. We’ve tried to reach out, and Mrs Stewart is going to pass our message on. I still have the phone Morgan gave me. If he wants to, he can find us.’ Once Rick was close enough she caught his hand, making him look at her. ‘This wasn’t a waste of time. This has a silver lining.’
Rick shook his head, ‘If you say so.’
The two of them were back on the gravel driveway, Rick pushing Debs back to the car, when a sudden crash made both of them jump. The crash turned into a series of thuds and shouts, making the two of them look around the side of the farm house. Just in time to see a white and grey horse cantering towards them.
‘Shit,’ Rick hissed, jumping in front of Debs as the horse cleared the house. It was agitated, jumpy, and looking ready to bolt at any second, but Rick was more focused on the bridle it was wearing. It moved to run past them as Rick dashed forward, catching the straps enough to get a handle on the horse. It whinnied in protest, trying to yank itself away from Rick, but he held firm.
‘Oreo!’ A voice shouted, making Rick and Debs both look up. Neither of them recognised the young man at first as he ran out from the side of the building and grabbed the other side of the bridle. In fact the faded green hair with blond roots and collection of tattoos on his arm both drew their attention and had them second guessing how many siblings Alex was supposed to have. It wasn’t until he spoke that they recognised him.
‘Just because Dad isn’t here doesn’t mean you can run off,’ Charlie grunted. The horse whinnied back, threatening to buck enough that Charlie threw a hand out, pushing Rick backwards a couple of feet. The horse whinnied even more at that, making Charlie huff. ‘Don’t act like that. If you don’t want to be spooked then don’t spook me.’
‘You okay?’ Debs called out.
Charlie grabbed the bridle closer, tugging the horse into moving in the same direction as him. ‘Yeah I got it,’ he grunted, barely paying Rick or Debs any attention while he made the horse walk, watching it patter over the gravel until its jerky bucking movements lessened. Charlie sighed in relief, loosening his grip enough to start petting the horse. ‘That’s it, Oreo. Yeah, that’s it.’ The horse huffed, making Charlie roll his eyes. ‘No, you’re not forgiven for the panic attack. If you had opposable thumbs I’d be making you fix the fence.’
Deb held back a chuckle at that, ‘Does he do this often?’
‘Only when-’ Charlie started to say, when he finally looked up and realised who he was talking to. His eyes widened, the wind whipping around all of them in response. Debs shivered at the suddenly cold air on the otherwise warm day, and the horse padded on the spot nervously. But Charlie just stared at the two of them like he had seen a ghost. Or a pair of them. ‘What are you doing here?’
Debs gave him a sad smile, ‘We wanted to check in? We did knock, and Mrs Stewart promised to pass on a message, but then she was rather insistent we be on our way. And then…’ she gestured at the horse.
Charlie swallowed, ‘Check in with what? If you’re worried about me planning anything-’
‘Oh no,’ Debs said. ‘Nothing like that. We just….well we missed you. So we wanted to see you. See how life is now. Make sure you are settled. That kind of thing.’ Charlie looked at her, utterly confused, as she gestured at his hair. ‘I like what you’ve done with your hair.’
He touched his hair absentmindedly, still looking unsure while he watched them. ‘It needs dying again.’
‘Same colour?’
‘I don’t know yet,’ Charlie said. He looked over at Rick, who was just silently staring at him. ‘I don’t look that alien do I?’
Rick blinked back into reality, swallowing against a dry mouth. ‘You have tattoos.’ Charlie glanced at his arm, while Rick blushed awkwardly. ‘I…I didn’t know you liked tattoos.’
Charlie looked back at the two of them warily. ‘Why are you really here?’
Rick tried to not look alarmed, or panicked, at the question. ‘Like Debs said. We missed you.’ Charlie raised an eyebrow that made him look like Mrs Stewart had not five minutes before, while also being surprisingly reminiscent of Shadowstep. His suspicion was justified, Rick knew that, but it didn’t make it any easier to stomach. ‘I don’t like how we left things,’ Rick said. ‘At the end there.’
Charlie frowned at him, but before he could respond the rev of an engine got all their attention. A truck pulled into view, making Charlie straighten. ‘That’s Dad.’
‘Crap,’ Debs said, grabbing at Rick’s jacket. ‘Help me out the way.’
Everyone had cleared out of the way quickly by the time the truck pulled into the driveway. The older man climbed out of the car, sighing at the sight of the still jittery horse while not noticing the strangers on his driveway. Rick and Debs watched him though, suddenly struck by how much Charlie and Mr Stewart looked alike.
‘Does it have to be every time Oreo?’ he asked, approaching the two of them. Immediately the horse pulled towards the other man, the man taking the bridle with a calm and confident air as he gently hushed the horse. Charlie sighed, stepping back as Mr Stewart checked over the horse. ‘Any damage this time?’ he asked, turning to look at Charlie.
Charlie bit his lip, looking a little guilty. ‘Oreo kicked one of the fence posts out of the way.’ He paused, his focus drifting away for a second as his eyes began to glimmer. ‘The others stayed next to the stable though. Looks like Pebbly is guarding the hole so they don’t get out.’
‘Ah,’ Mr Stewart said, ‘she’s a good girl.’ He was still petting Oreo when he turned to Rick and Debs. He gave them both a friendly smile, a gesture so genuine and warm it took both of them aback. ‘Sorry about all that, I don’t normally ignore guests. Does Janice know you’re coming?’
‘Oh,’ Debs started, laughing nervously. ‘Sorry no, it was kind of a surprise visit. We were…’
‘They’re from the City,’ Charlie cut in, his cold enough to make Rick wince.
Between Charlie’s tone and Rick’s reaction the realisation dawned on Mr Stewart’s face quickly, but oddly enough none of the warmth in his smile faded. ‘I see. Unannounced visits from heroes rarely go down well here you know?’
‘We’re off duty,’ Rick said. ‘This is a personal visit. We were hoping it could be a social one. But uh…Mrs Stewart already gave us an answer. We were already on our way out.’
‘They helped catch Oreo,’ Charlie said, his voice quieter.
Mr Stewart watched Charlie for a moment, while Debs suddenly straightened up with an idea. ‘Actually, Mr Stewart? Before we head off, Rick here is really strong. We wouldn’t mind staying to help you with the fence post?’
Mr Stewart quirked an eyebrow at that, but his smile gave it an air of amusement. ‘You happy with your friend volunteering you there?’ He said, turning to Rick. Rick nodded, his shoulders straightening as well as Mr Stewart turned to Charlie. ‘What do you think?’
Charlie looked at Oreo, then at the two of them. He was trying to keep his guard up. Rick could tell he was trying to keep his guard up. But underneath the animosity was something wounded, something sorrowful. Something he tried to swallow down when he spoke. ‘They can help if they want. I won’t stop them.’
It was obvious that Mrs Stewart wasn’t impressed at Rick and Debs managing to work out a way to stay. They had barely been out on the back for 30 seconds before she appeared in the doorway, scowling at the two of them while Mr Stewart (‘Bernard, please,’) hurried over to talk to her. Charlie paid them both no mind, fishing around in a shed for spare wooden posts and panels while Rick watched the small horse get reacquainted with the others in the stable and Debs proceeded to coo over the adorable retriever guarding the hole in the fence. However, by the time Charlie came back with the materials Bernard was marching back towards them, clapping his hands as he eyed up the damaged fence.
With both Charlie and Rick there Bernard begged to save his back the bending over needed to fix the fence, instead directing the operation while Debs watched. Rick made sure to focus, following both Bernard’s and Charlie’s lead. Maybe if he made a good impression with at least one of them, they wouldn’t be kicked out on their asses as soon as the fence was fixed after all. So he helped with the wooden panels, trying to not wince at any splinters or mess up with hammering the nails. Or stare at Charlie.
Now they were closer, and Charlie was working on something, Rick could start to spot more of the tells to help him recognise the old hero behind the new face. His brow still furrowed slightly when he was concentrating. He still bit his lip when he was thinking. And when he did finally smile, which was when the final nail was in and Bernard was offering him a high five, it was still the old smile that was a little lopsided and looked like he was about to laugh. It was both comforting and sad for Rick to see, but it kept him looking for any others. Which is why he was very relieved when Bernard insisted that they earned a drink as a thanks for helping them out, while Charlie was heading back to the shed while shouting something about wood stain.
Soon enough it was just the three of them. Bernard was popping in and out of the stable, muttering to himself or the horses as he loaded hay. Mrs Stewart was still inside, and hadn’t come out even when Bernard had gone to get them drinks. And Debs and Rick were sipping at homemade lemonade, watching Charlie stain the new fence posts.
‘Need a hand?’ Rick asked.
‘I’m good,’ Charlie said, not looking away from the brush. ‘There’s only one decent staining brush now anyway.’
‘Really?’ Debs said.
‘Yep,’ Charlie said. He finally looked around, glaring at Pebbly. ‘You’ll never guess what happened to the other one,’ he said drily. Rick snorted as Charlie turned back and Pebbly let out a little whine.
Debs pouted along with her, ‘You can’t blame her for that.’
‘Yes I can,’ Charlie said. ‘It was my favourite brush.’
‘Do a lot of wood staining?’ Rick asked.
‘The coop needed a coat before winter,’ Charlie said.
Deb frowned. ‘I hope she didn’t chew the bristles.’
‘Nah, just the handle,’ Charlie said. ‘She thought it was a bone. Which is ironic, because she doesn’t like the actual dog bones I get her.’
Rick smirked, ‘She’s yours?’ Charlie nodded, making Rick smirk. ‘Damn. New dog, new hair, new tattoos, new arms in fact. Anything else?’
‘New nephew,’ Charlie said. ‘Almost, anyway.’
‘Oh right,’ Debs said. ‘Shadowstep’s been off for months, I was wondering if the baby had come yet. It’s a boy?’
Charlie nodded, ‘Don’t ask me what the name is, I don’t know yet. They’re keeping it a secret until he’s here.’ He finished with the final coat on one side, climbing over the fence to paint the other. But this way he couldn’t help but glance at the two of them between coats. ‘How’s the lemonade?’
‘Lovely,’ Debs said.
Charlie nodded, falling silent as he focused on the fence. Debs opened her mouth a couple of times, trying to find something to fill the silence, but every time she fell short. Rick meanwhile watched Charlie carefully. Part of him was still trying to find those glimpses of the old Chad underneath everything. Part of him was trying to spot all the tattoos on display. And part of him was just trying to wrap his head around what he was seeing. What the three of them were doing.
‘Are you going to keep staring?’ Charlie said. Rick flinched at that, blushing as Charlie glanced over at him. ‘I know it's different, but there's no need to be so obvious about it.’
‘Right,’ Rick said, finally looking away. ‘I was…trying to see all the tattoos.’
Charlie snorted, ‘Sure you were.’
‘Can we see them?’ Debs asked. ‘When you have a minute.’
Charlie huffed in amusement, ‘Sure. Nearly done here anyway.’
Rick frowned at that, trying to work out something to say. Something that meant they weren't going to be made to leave. ‘You haven't asked us about the City.’
Charlie paused at that, hand frozen in midair with the brush. He swallowed, before shaking his head and carrying on. ‘Morgan and Diego keep me in the loop.’
‘Oh,’ Rick said. ‘Good.’
Before he knew it Charlie was tidying up the wood supplies, fixing up the shed as Debs finished the last of her lemonade. This was it then, Rick thought to himself. Possibly the last time he would see Chad, or Charlie now. And he didn't know what to do with himself. Not even when Charlie finished in the shed and returned to the pair of them.
‘Alright,’ Charlie said. He put his hands in his pockets, looking between the two of them with a stoic expression that didn't suit him. ‘Let's get this done then.’
‘Get what done?’ Devs asked.
Charlie looked at Rick. ‘You said you didn't like how things ended. So, here you are. Mum's inside, Dad's in the barn, and I have no more distractions. So, come on then. Say what you want to say.’
Rick paled at that, ‘Oh. Right.’ Debs frowned, looking between the two of them, but before she could step in Rick cleared his throat, bracing himself as he got his thoughts in order. ‘I'm sorry,’ he said, making sure to meet Charlie's stare. ‘I'm sorry about what we did. It wasn't fair to you, and I know that everyone regrets their part in it.’ Charlie sighed, the stoic look cracking with a wave of sadness that had him blinking back tears. ‘When…’ Rick paused, swallowing back a wave of emotion before it stuck in his throat. ‘When you and Morgan left the lair that day. When everything sunk in, and all the information clicked into place. I regretted everything. I was trying to work out if there was a way we could undo what we did, to try and fix it all so we didn't lose you.’
Charlie chuckled sadly at that. ‘Really? After everything I did? I threw you over multiple rooftops.’
‘Yeah but I tried to crack your head open first,’ Rick said. ‘Think that made us even.’
Charlie couldn't help but chuckle slightly. ‘What about the hurricane?’
‘That wasn't your fault,’ Rick said. ‘You know that wasn't your fault, right?’
‘It was my power,’ Charlie said, trying to blink back the tears. Rick shook his head, but Charlie continued. ‘It was my power making the storm in the first place. If the storm didn't exist? There might not have been a hurricane.’
‘That's on us too,’ Rick said. ‘You had been begging for power training. Vigilante had you benched for the investigation, he hoped that if you hadn't started training you would be easier to bring in. But in hindsight? We had already seen your fluctuations. We already knew your power was coming back. We should have followed the normal procedure, and then there might not have even been a storm.’
Charlie chuckled wetly, the first of his tears starting to fall. Pebbly whined slightly, padding over to lean against his leg. He started petting her on instinct, his free hand wiping at his eyes. ‘You know what the ridiculous thing is?’ Charlie said. ‘That day in the alley when you cornered me? You were right about one thing. I was skipping town.’ Rick and Debs both frowned at that, as Charlie looked at both of them, raw sadness shining through. ‘The bag I had, it had my suit in and a letter to explain that I needed to retire and….I think I said I had to go find myself without the mask or something corny like that. Anyway, I was going to drop it off at my hideout and then leave the City.’
‘Where were you going to go?’ Debs asked.
‘Here,’ Charlie said. ‘Mum had already promised to train me with my powers. Get them back in control after the power exhaustion. So I was going to move in here for a while, spend some time bonding and training and whatever else. And then I was going to come back to the City.’ Rick's face crumpled as Debs slumped in her chair, both watching him in grief. ‘I was never going to be gone forever,’ Charlie whispered. ‘But now….’
‘It wasn't your fault,’ Debs said.
‘Shit,’ Rick said. ‘We messed up so much. I…Charlie I'm sorry.’
Charlie shook his head. ‘Doesn't matter. It still happened. Whether I meant it or not, I broke something I loved. And I need to face that. Which is…really hard.’
‘The City's recovered,’ Rick said. ‘It's a hero city, everyone there knows how to survive.’
‘Still a lot of rebuilding to do last I heard,’ Charlie said.
‘We're getting there,’ Debs said. ‘And I know a lot of people would agree with me when I say this. There is a space in the city for you, if you want it.’
Charlie sniffed, wiping at his eyes. Rick sighed, watching him with a torn expression. He wanted to comfort him, but he wasn't sure how. Did he offer a hug? They didn't feel close enough for that. But reaching out for a shoulder or a hand just felt awkward. But standing here in silence was worse. Watching him cry was worse.
Rick finally managed two steps forward when Charlie shifted. His eyes were glimmering again with that white-blue light, his focus away from the two of them. His head tilted slightly, like he was trying to hear something being whispered. Rick looked at the barn, then the farm house. What was Charlie hearing?
Charlie cleared his throat, ‘I think you've almost overstayed your welcome.’
‘Right,’ Debs said, sniffing as she shifted on the chair, ready for Rick to push her. The two of them followed Charlie and Pebbly round to the front, where Pebbly managed to beg some more pets from them before they got to the car. Charlie stood back once they got there, only vaguely paying attention as Rick helped Debs into the car.
It was when the wheelchair went into the trunk that Charlie finally focused on them again. ‘Wait,’ he said, stepping forward. He only hesitated for a second before holding out his hand. ‘Can I borrow your phone for a sec?’
Rick looked at him in surprise, but otherwise didn't question it. He pulled out his phone, handing it to Charlie. He couldn’t help but smile when he saw Charlie type in a phone number, even when Charlie held the phone up as if he was threatening to keep it.
‘I reserve the right,’ Charlie said, ‘to block you. I reserve the right to change my number without telling you. And if you give this number to anyone that isn't Debs I will do both.’
Rick nodded, smiling with both hope and relief. Charlie watched him for a moment, before handing the phone back. Rick immediately looked at the phone entry, his smile growing at seeing the phone number.
‘Alright,’ Charlie said. ‘You are about five seconds away from overstaying your welcome. So you should get going.’
‘Right,’ Rick said. ‘Yeah, okay. Thank you.’ He smiled at Charlie again, ‘Can I just say one more thing?’
‘No,’ Charlie said. ‘Absolutely not. You need to go now.’
‘It will only take a second.’
‘Hey Weather Boy!’ the voice cut over them, making Rick's blood voice freeze. He knew that voice. Every hero did. Charlie sighed, already rolling his eyes as they both turned back to the farm. Leaning on the fence near the house, bedecked in scarlet and black, grinning with a malice that made Rick shiver, was none other than the S tier. They looked over Rick with something that looked like hunger, before turning to Charlie. ‘Need help taking out the trash?’
‘No thanks!’ Charlie shouted back. ‘I got it.’
‘Are you sure?’ Alex said. ‘I could always-’
‘Don't,’ Charlie snapped back, with a tone he must have learned from Mrs Stewart. All it did however was make Alex's grin grow. Like they were taking it as a challenge.
‘Welcome overstayed,’ Rick whispered. ‘Got it.’ He all but ran for the car door, ignoring the cackle he heard from Alex even as it sent shivers down his spine. Debs had already leaned over and turned the car on, letting Rick jump in and get into gear before the door had finished closing. He looked back in the rear view mirror as he pulled off, seeing Alex prowl closer to the gate of the driveway as Charlie watched them with folded arms. And then the car sped away.
Rick and Debs sat in silence for five minutes, ten, fifteen. Just in case the S tier had decided to follow them. But once it was clear that they had been allowed to leave safely they both sighed in relief. Rick even pulled over, managing to hold off the shakes and tears until the car's brake was on. Then he broke. He broke as the panic flooded out of his system, then the guilt and regret, then the relief. Debs was crying right next to him, but her hand was on his back, rubbing small circles in an attempt to soothe the best of them.
When they had calmed down enough to speak, Debs was the one who broke the silence first. ‘Well it's official. That was the absolute best case scenario.’
Rick snorted, ‘Are you kidding? That was a goddamn miracle.’
Chapter 109: Epilogue 3 - Family
Summary:
Got a double whammy in this epilogue for you, as our favourites of the Sterling/Stewart/Dodgers family bond and grow.
Chapter Text
1.
The hospital was busy, too busy for guests or visitors. But that didn’t start Charlie and Morgan from taking over two spots in the waiting room. Well, one seat that Morgan that curled up in, staring at her phone while tapping on the arm of the chair. Charlie was apparently incapable of sitting, pacing in circles while muttering under his breath. Everytime he passed too close to the magazine rack the pages rustled, but he didn’t notice. He was lost in his thoughts, right until the door to the waiting room opened and his head snapped up to look. Everytime it was a different doctor, a different nurse, another visitor, and he would sigh again before continuing to pace.
‘She’ll be okay,’ Morgan said.
‘You sure?’ Charlie said. ‘The baby’s not supposed to be here yet.’
‘38 weeks is fine,’ Morgan said. ‘He’ll just be on the smaller side.’
Charlie still grimaced, ‘What if he’s too small? He could get stuck. She could get complications. I heard about this one story were someone-’
‘Nope,’ Morgan cut over him. ‘I didn’t read horror stories about pregnancy and labour for a reason, I don’t need you giving them to me now.’ Charlie deflated, watching Morgan turn back to her phone. ‘Diego will be fine. The baby will be fine. We just need to be patient.’
Charlie scowled, ‘I’m not good at that.’
‘I noticed.’
He looked at Morgan, ‘Neither are you.’
Morgan paused, her fingers still tapping on the chair. ‘I know.’ She stared off into the middle distance for a moment, before she suddenly moved into action. ‘Coffee then?’
Charlie insisted on staying in the waiting room, just in case something happened while Morgan was getting a caffeine fix. But, surprising no one, Morgan came back with two coffees and no updates waiting for her. Charlie thanked her for the cup, playing with the lid as he continued to pace. Once the coffee was gone however he started playing with his hair again. Which was lavender at the moment. Freshly dyed, and one he wouldn’t be trying again. Blues and greens definitely suited him better. Which was nice to know. And safer to focus on than whatever Diego was currently going through. But he couldn’t keep his mind away from her, from the baby, forever.
It had felt like a lifetime, but in fact had been only a couple of hours, when the door to the waiting room opened to a familiar face. Charlie looked up first, his pacing finally freezing. ‘Dave.’
Morgan looked up at that. Dave was hanging onto the door. Exhausted. With a blotchy and tear streaked face. And a smile that threatened to crack his face open. ‘He’s here,’ Dave whispered. ‘He’s okay. Diego’s okay.’
Charlie and Morgan moved as one, both crashing into him. He grabbed them both, sobbing in relief as they held him up. For a moment none of them spoke, letting the hero cry out the tension that he had been carrying. When he pulled away fresh tears were still falling down his face and his lip quivered, but the smile refused to shift. ‘6 pound 4 ounces.’ He said. ‘Which is a good weight.’
Morgan whistled, ‘He’s going to be tiny.’
‘He’s perfect,’ Dave whispered, rubbing his eyes with his hands. ‘And Dee….god she’s incredible. And she’s okay. Tired but okay.’ He sniffed, looking up at the two of them. ‘Doctor said you can come through to the ward, but they’re still doing some checks. So no visitors in the room until after that.’
Charlie smiled. ‘Let’s go then.’
Moving onto the maternity ward, there was a sudden shift in the noise around them. The constant voices of doctors, nurses, and irate patients shifted into newborn cries and cooing voices. Dave led them down a corridor, and another, before coming to a closed door. He knocked and poked his head in, opening the door properly a moment later. He beamed at Morgan and Charlie. ‘Come on, I know you’re dying to meet him.’
‘Make sure they wash their hands first!’ Diego called out from inside. Just hearing her voice made Charlie sigh in relief as Morgan chuckled.
‘Made them do it on the way up,’ Dave said, looking at Diego with adoration as he stepped inside.
Morgan and Charlie looked through at the same time. There was a single nurse helping Diego get comfortable, but no one else around aside from them. Diego was, quite rightly, a mess. Tired, with her hair sticking up at odd angles when it wasn’t glued to her forehead with sweat. There were signs of exhaustion, of discomfort and pain, but all of it was overshadowed by wave of relief, of love, as she looked at the bundle of blankets in her arms. She looked up at the pair of them, giving them a tired and warm smile.
‘Get your butts over here,’ she said in a quiet voice, shifting enough with the nurse's help to sit up more as they walked over. Morgan got to the bed first, leaning over to put a hand on Diego’s shoulder as she looked at the face in the bundle of blankets. ‘Oh wow,’ Morgan whispered. Charlie was right behind her, looking over her shoulder to get a good angle.
The little face in the blankets was tiny, red, and scrunched up in a perfectly baby way. His eyes were tightly squeezed closed, his bottom lip out in a perpetual pout, as he squirmed slightly in the bundle of blankets.
‘Think I’ve seen Dave make that face before,’ Morgan whispered.
Diego gave her a look as Charlie sniggered, but Dave didn’t pay her any attention. He had moved to take over the spot that the nurse was in, and was currently perched on the bed next to Diego, watching his baby in Diego’s arms. He pressed a kiss to Diego’s crown, wrapping an arm around her shoulders. ‘I love you,’ he whispered.
‘I know,’ Diego whispered back.
Charlie smiled at the two of them, ‘He’s so adorable.’
‘He is,’ Diego smiled.
‘So,’ Morgan said, ‘now he’s here. Can we finally find out his name?’
Dave chuckled. ‘You’re not allowed to judge it.’
‘Incorrect,’ Morgan said.
Charlie elbowed Morgan, as Diego moved the blankets back slightly so Morgan and Charlie could see the rest of him. He was a tiny thing, scrawny with his little hands balled up into fists. ‘This,’ Dave said, ‘is Ducky.’
Morgan bit back a snort while Charlie grinned, ‘Ducky, like your old friend?’ Dave nodded, tearing up again while Ducky started to squirm more now that the blanket had been loosened. ‘Ducky Dodgers,’ Charlie said. ‘That’s a good name.’
‘Dave, Diego, and Ducky,’ Morgan snorted. ‘If you tell me his middle name is a D too I swear to God.’
‘Actually,’ Diego said, her face falling into something more serious as she looked at Morgan. ‘We were talking about this. And…well we’d like his middle name to be…Jordan.’ Morgan’s humour dropped instantly. She stared at her sister, unable to hide her shock. ‘If that’s okay,’ Diego said.
‘Are you asking for my permission?’ Morgan rasped.
‘Not quite,’ Diego said. ‘But also, a little bit. Just…what would you think of that?’ Morgan swallowed, looking at Ducky again. You could tell the gears were whirring in her mind, at the same time as her eyes started to glisten with unshed tears. ‘Do you want to hold him?’ Diego asked.
Morgan nodded, and everyone shifted. Charlie stepped back to give her space as he put a comforting hand on her back at the same time as Morgan shuffled closer, her arms already stretching out. Diego slowly and carefully placed the baby in her arms, making sure that Morgan was bracing Ducky right, before she moved away slightly, Dave’s hand on her shoulder. Morgan sniffed, looking down at the screwed up face, the arms and legs flailing in protest at being disturbed. The first of her tears fell, landing on the blanket. Charlie shuffled the blanket slightly to make sure Ducky was shielded from the tears. ‘Ducky. Jordan. Dodgers,’ Morgan whispered. She smiled sadly at that, turning to look at Diego. ‘It suits him.’
Diego sighed, her own tears spilling over as she met Morgan’s smile. She pulled on Morgan’s jacket, coaxing her to shuffle closer, before wrapping her arms around Morgan’s shoulders. ‘Thank you,’ Diego whispered. ‘I….I didn’t want to if it would be too painful, but…’
Morgan shook her head, her face crumpling as she leaned on her sister. ‘No. You have to now,’ Morgan said, her voice cracking. ‘I’m holding you to it.’
A sudden cry from Morgan’s arms had everyone looking up and at Ducky. His arms were in the air, his face twisted in a way that threatened he was going to start yelling at any moment. On instinct Morgan started to rock him, giggling as he continued to squirm and cry at her. ‘What’s that noise for?’ Morgan chuckled.
Diego leaned over, ‘It’s okay baby, this is your Auntie Morgan. And this is your Uncle Charlie.’
Charlie leaned over, his head over Morgan’s shoulder again. ‘Hi little guy. I can’t wait to introduce you to Pebbly.’
‘I can’t wait to teach you everything I know,’ Morgan said.
‘Well not everything,’ Diego said. ‘You’re not teaching him how to commit crimes.’ Morgan turned to beam at her. ‘Morgan, you’re not teaching him how to commit crimes.’
‘Pickpocketing and picking locks are very useful life skills,’ Morgan said. ‘You’ll never know when you need them.’
Diego sighed in time with Dave rolling his eyes, while Charlie snorted. The four of them all moved closer, holding each other while admiring the newest member of the family.
‘You sure it’s okay?’ Diego whispered. ‘His name?’
Morgan sniffed. ‘We wanted him to be remembered. Just…promise me one thing?’ Morgan looked at Diego. ‘He gets the life we never did.’
Diego nodded sadly, ‘That’s a given.’
‘And he comes first,’ Morgan said.
Dave nodded. ‘Always.’
Charlie sniffed, ‘If you need any help. Doesn’t matter what it is.’
‘We know,’ Diego said. ‘Thank you.’
2.
If you had asked Charlie to pick where his siblings would get married, a church would have been right at the bottom of his list. Putting aside the concerns that church owners might refuse to host a villain’s wedding, especially the wedding for someone considered the Devil Incarnate, he didn't think that Alex would have any religious or spiritual inclinations. And he knew Morgan didn't. But when he asked Alex they just laughed. ‘It's not for faith,’ they said. ‘It’s for ambiance.’
Which is how Charlie found himself standing in a beautiful white stone church, with wooden arches leading to ornate stained glass windows, bedecked in fresh flowers and red and green sashes. The church was nearly full, mixed with a bunch of people he had never met and all his new family. Literally all of them. All the guests had mixed in together, with family and friends on both sides of the pews without any distinction. He made sure to welcome all of them, when he wasn’t checking his watch for timings (his Grandad’s pocket watch apparently, one that Bernard had given him the week before) or straightening out the creases in his suit.
That was until Trish appeared, in an emerald green shimmering gown, to usher him to the back of the church. Bernard was already there, in the same dark green suit as Charlie, wringing his hands with an anxiety that was out of character for him to show.
‘You okay Dad?’
Bernard looked up at him with a nervous smile. ‘I’ll be fine kiddo.’ He chuckled, ‘It’s still weird to see you with your natural hair again.’
Charlie ran a hand through his blond hair with a smile, wincing as Trish tutted and immediately started fussing over “him ruining it.” ‘It’s only because the blue wouldn’t have done with the wedding.’
‘I’ll give it a week,’ Dave’s voice sounded, making everyone turn to him. He slipped into the room, in the same green suit but with a large bag over one shoulder, and a small squirming bundle in his arms.
‘Ducky!’ Charlie squealed, immediately jumping in to pick up the giggling baby. ‘Look at how big you’re getting!’
Dave snorted. ‘Oh hello Dave, how have you been this morning? I’m okay Charlie, thanks for asking.’
Charlie ignored him, fussing over the giggling baby in his arms. Bernard chuckled, ‘I think we all need the Ducky love this morning.’
Dave rolled his eyes, watching Charlie and Ducky for a moment. ‘So, need me to help with anything?’
‘Nope,’ Bernard said, grimacing. ‘Now we just….have to wait. For everyone else.’
‘Alex and Mum will be here any minute,’ Charlie said. ‘And Morgan and Diego will get here a few minutes after them. Morgan doesn’t want to see Alex until she’s walking down the aisle.’
‘Cute,’ Trish cooed, looking over Charlie one more time. ‘Alright, you two are good. Now make sure this little one doesn’t ruin your suit.’
‘On it,’ Charlie grinned. He turned back to Ducky, beaming at him, while Dave peeked through the door to look at the guests in their seats. ‘You staying here until Mum and Alex get here?’
Trish nodded. ‘I promised I’d do a final check on them before I took my seat. Last minute fashion fixes are more my speciality than Janice’s, and she’ll be nervous enough as it is without having to focus on lace or makeup.’
Charlie nodded, turning to Bernard to try and reassure him, when Dave spoke. ‘Hey guys, how private was this deal again?’
Bernard frowned, ‘All the guests are invite only. Why?’
‘Okay,’ Dave said. ‘Any reason why Alex or Morgan would invite Bryce Payne? I didn’t think they knew him.’
Charlie’s face fell, and he held back a frustrated sigh. ‘They didn’t.’
‘You sure?’
‘Positive,’ Charlie said. ‘I helped Mum and Alex write up the invites.’ He held out Ducky for Dave to take, straightening his jacket again. ‘I’ll deal with it.’
‘You sure?’ Dave said. ‘I’m happy to kick him out.’
‘I’ve got it,’ Charlie said with a small smile. ‘I’m the Best Man after all.’
When Charlie stepped out, Bryce Payne was happily chatting away to one of the church organisers, giving a chance for Charlie to glance around at the rest of the crowd. Everyone was sat and talking amongst themselves, and no one else had noticed the intruder or Charlie making a sudden appearance. Not even Debs and Rick, who were sat near the back and whispering to each other. Good, Charlie sighed. They didn’t need this to turn into a spectacle before Alex and Morgan even got here. So instead he painted on the most civil smile he could manage, walking over to the pair at the back.
‘Ah, good,’ the church organiser said as Charlie approached. ‘Glad I could catch you. ‘We’re all ready to go.’
‘Brilliant,’ Charlie said. ‘I’ll give the cue when we’re ready.’ He turned to Bryce, his smile held in place even when there was no warmth about it. ‘Can we talk?’
‘Of course,’ Bryce said, giving him a bright smile, the kind that anyone in the spotlight used to dazzle paparazzi and fans alike. Thankfully, Charlie was immune. ‘You look like someone important today,’ Bryce said. ‘So, before it all starts, I just want to give my congratulations to the happy couple. Today looks like it’s going to be a beautiful day.’
‘Yes,’ Charlie said, ‘it will. And a private one. That is by invite only.’
Bryce blinked at that, the only sign that he was surprised at Charlie’s tone. ‘Oh, but I was invited as a plus one.’
‘Really?’ Charlie said. ‘Who’s?’
Bryce glanced at the large crowd behind them, as the church organiser winced and stepped away, whispering their apologies to Charlie. ‘One of Morgan’s friends.’
‘Interesting,’ Charlie said. ‘Are you going to try and come up a name, or would it be easier for me to tell you who in the room had a plus one on their invite?’
Bryce frowned slightly in confusion, ‘You remember all the invites that had plus ones on?’
‘Course I do,’ Charlie smiled. ‘Because none of them did.’
Bryce’s face fell. ‘Ah. Forgive me, Mr….’
‘Charlie. Stewart.’ This time Bryce couldn’t hide the shock on his face, making Charlie chuckle slightly. ‘And Alex’s Best Man.’
‘Right,’ Bryce said, trying to shake away his shock quickly. ‘Well, Mr Stewart-’
‘You don’t have an invite,’ Charlie said. ‘This is you trying to sneak in. Which makes sense why you would want to. But that’s why I’m here. So, please. Don’t make this difficult. The door is that way.’ Bryce opened his mouth, but Charlie cut in. ‘Before Debs and Rick get kicked out too.’
Bryce looked at Charlie with a frown. ‘But they did get invites.’
‘Yes. They did. And those invites can be revoked if their presence will cause trouble.’ Charlie stepped closer, to make sure that any other guests around couldn’t hear him when he whispered. ‘You were lucky that any heroes got invited to this ceremony. So, take the win you got, and don’t push your luck.’
Bryce couldn’t help but pull a face. ‘I understand, but you have to appreciate the position we are in-’
‘This is a wedding,’ Charlie hissed, his eyes glowing as a warning. ‘My sister’s wedding. My siblings’ wedding. You will not ruin this for them. I won’t let you.’
Bryce stepped back, his expression turning stoic as he looked Charlie up and down. There was not a rustle of wind around them, but Charlie’s eyes still glowed furiously. Bryce stared him down away, for one moment. Two. Three. Until he blinked. He sighed, stepping away from Charlie, ‘Well, you can’t blame a man for trying.’
‘Watch me.’
Bryce looked at Charlie again, giving him a sad smile. ‘It’s strange to see how much you’ve changed. And yet, at the same time? You really haven’t.’ Charlie didn’t respond to that, making Bryce sigh. ‘In all seriousness? Enjoy today. All of you. And good luck.’
Charlie didn’t let go of the breath he was holding until he saw the door close behind Bryce, but he didn’t let himself relax yet. Not until he covered all his bases. Debs spotted him approaching first, giving him a big smile. ‘Damn, you clean up good. I’m actually excited to see the ceremony now, is that weird?’
‘Little bit,’ Rick said.
Charlie didn’t respond to either of them, leaning down enough that he could whisper to both of them. ‘Hero communicators. Now.’
Debs’ smile faltered. ‘What?’
‘We already covered this,’ Charlie said. ‘No recording or streaming of the ceremony.’
‘Yeah, of course.’
‘That includes audio.’
Rick frowned, ‘What is this about?’
‘Bryce just tried to gatecrash,’ Charlie said. Debs sighed, her head falling into her hands, while Rick’s face fell. ‘So, just to cover our bases. Hero communicator. Now.’
‘Well I don’t have one,’ Debs said. ‘I’m normally at a base, I don’t need a field communicator.’
Rick winced as he pulled out a familiar device and held it out for Charlie. ‘Can I get it back after?’
Charlie took the device, looking it over for a second. His eyes flashed, and a flicker of electricity ran across his hand. The device fritzed in his hands, making Rick’s eyes widen. ‘Hey-’
Charlie glared at him, shutting down his protests as the communicator continued to fry until it was smoking. ‘There,’ he said, handing it back to Rick. ‘That was your one.’
‘Meaning?’ Debs asked.
‘Any other FA sniff about? Any hero comes in to interrupt or sabotage or spy on today? And I will be escorting you two out personally.’
Rick nodded, ‘We’re sorry about Bryce. We didn’t know he was going to try that.’
‘Which is the only reason you’re getting a second chance,’ Charlie said. ‘Don’t waste it.’
Charlie was taking a deep and calming breath when he returned to the others, smoothing out his suit as he stepped inside. He looked up, trying to put on a confident smile for the others when he saw that Janice and Alex had arrived. His jaw dropped at the sight of both of them. Janice was in a blood red floor length dress, form fitting with a layer of shimmering lace and off the shoulder ruffled sleeves. It was paired with golden earrings that sparkled against her sleek hair and bangles on her wrists. Alex however was on another level. Sheer and lace sleeves and a high collar broke into an intricate white and red bodice, with a sheer back to show off the red lace against Alex’s pale skin. The lace continued down the back of the dress to look like scarlet roses, with the same deep red floral lacing along the hem and train of the dress. Alex’s hair was pinned back in a bun, a crystal red rose on the hair pin keeping it in place from which a veil fell over their shoulders. When they both turned to look at Charlie though there was no joy or excitement. Only panic.
‘What’s wrong?’ Charlie asked.
‘Morgan didn’t get her suits,’ Alex said, their yellow eyes filled with panicked tears that threatened to spill over at any minute. ‘She didn’t know which colour she wanted, so I picked out two. She could have picked either. But they’re still at the farm house. What is she doing? She can’t have forgotten right? If she’s going to do some sort of prank or-’
‘She wouldn’t do that,’ Janice said, taking Alex’s hand to comfort them. ‘She’s been as excited about this day as you.’
Charlie reached for his phone, but Dave piped up, waving with his phone while bouncing Ducky on his hip. ‘I’m already on it. Diego says they’re on their way, like three minutes out. And she’s promising that Morgan is in fact wedding ready.’
Alex scowled at Dave, ‘I swear to god, if you’re screwing with me-’
‘I wouldn’t dare.’ Dave said. His phone beeped and he looked down at it, his jaw dropping. ‘Holy shit.’
‘What?’ Charlie said.
Dave laughed, ‘Morgan is definitely wedding ready.’
‘She sent a picture?’ Janice asked. Dave nodded. ‘Okay, that’s good, Alex-’
‘I don’t want to look,’ Alex said. ‘But….what does she look like? Wait I don’t want to know. But today is not the day for her to be doing surprises.’
‘What if someone else looks?’ Janice said. ‘One of us, who you trust, and then we can go from there.’
Alex sniffed, thinking for a moment before nodding. ‘Trish?’
‘On it,’ Trish said, stepping up to Dave. When she looked over his shoulder she couldn’t help but gasp, her eyes going wide. ‘Oh my word.’
‘Trish,’ Janice warned.
‘Right,’ she said. Trish turned to Alex, smiling at them warmly. ‘I promise you, you’re going to love it.’ Alex nodded, but their nerves didn’t seem to settle. Trish came closer, conjuring up a handkerchief as she did to catch Alex’s tears before they fell. ‘You are going to love it,’ Trish whispered. ‘She’s trying to do a good surprise. I promise.’
Alex sniffed, before letting out a slow and calming breath. They closed their eyes, taking Trish’s hands as they focused on their breathing. Janice sighed in relief, turning to Charlie with a smile. ‘Where did you go by the way?’
‘Taking out the trash,’ Charlie said. ‘Everyone is ready for us to give the signal.’
Alex nodded, straightening their shoulders as they blinked the last of the threatened tears away. ‘Where are my flowers?’
Janice held out a trailing bouquet of roses for Alex as Trish used the napkin to touch up Alex’s makeup. Dave came closer, holding out Ducky for Charlie to take. ‘Alright,’ Dave said. ‘This is where I find my seat right?’
Charlie nodded. ‘Yeah, you’re on-’
‘I remember,’ Dave said, grabbing the baby bag. He beamed at little Ducky, who was watching Dave in fascination. ‘You be good for your uncle, okay little man?’ Ducky gurgled at that, making Dave’s smile widen. ‘Good boy.’ He looked up at Charlie. ‘Good luck.’
It was only a couple of minutes later when Charlie got a text from Diego saying that they were outside. Alex was calmer, more composed, and Trish had already vanished to find her seat. With a nod from Alex, Charlie gave the church organiser the signal, and the whole hall filled with music. ‘Showtime,’ Charlie whispered to Ducky, making him giggle as they stepped out and headed to the aisle. He and Ducky walked down first, everyone cooing over the giggling baby as Charlie subtly tickled him while walking down. Next was Bernard, who was trying to be stoic even as his chin quivered and his tears threatened to fall. Alex stepped up, arm in arm with Janice, making everyone gasp. And so they should. The dress was incredible anyway, but it was made for the aisle, the train moving to show off every flower in the lace, the light from the church revealing the slightl shimmer in the sheer material on the collar and sleeves. Alex’s panic had vanished, with only a confident smile in its place, as Janice beamed at everyone in good measure.
Ducky had already been returned to his dad after his trip down the aisle, so Charlie was left to greet Alex by the altar. Only when they were at the front did Charlie get to see a glimpse of nerves on Alex’s face. ‘Tell me when she’s in position,’ Alex whispered, staring straight ahead.
Charlie nodded, ‘I know.’
He looked down the aisle, smiling as he saw Diego appear first. Her dress was as deep a green as Charlie’s suit, but with a chiffon skirt and sparkles set into the lace bodice. Capped sleeves fluttered as she moved, twitching with her white bouquet before she smiled at the room. And held her arm out. Morgan stepped into view, making the whole room gasp. Alex flinched at that, determined to stare ahead. Until Charlie gave the signal.
Alex’s reaction to Morgan was the most shocked, but Charlie couldn’t blame them. Morgan smirked at them, as Alex took it all in. The bodice was sheer lace peeking through strips of satin wrapping tastefully around the bodice before coming up to a single shoulder strap. The skirt flowed with every step, showing the slit down one side to show off glimmering heels, heels taller than she would ever normally wear. The only colour on her was the red rose bouquet that trailed like Alex’s, and the emerald clasp in her hair holding her veil in place. Her hair was in carefully smoothed ringlets cascading over her shoulders, the veil framing her perfectly.
Charlie couldn’t help but tear up at the sight of her, so Alex had no chance. The tears were freely flowing when Morgan reached the altar, making her grin. ‘Those better be happy tears.’
Alex couldn’t hide the awe or love on their face when they smiled wetly at Morgan. ‘I didn’t know you wanted to wear a dress.’
Morgan shrugged. ‘I wanted to surprise you. Besides, look at how incredible you look. I needed to at least try and match your level.’
Alex beamed. ‘I…I don’t know what to say.’
Morgan smiled, taking Alex’s hand. ‘That’s what the Reverend is for, right?’
Time seemed to stop for the ceremony. The Reverend was the only voice anyone heard, everyone silent and enraptured as they watched. Despite Charlie’s concern about the heroes causing another ruckus, he couldn’t keep his focus between listening out for threats and watching the scene in front of him. It kept drawing him in, making him subtly reach for a tissue more than once. But he stood and stayed in position, by Alex’s side while Diego stood behind Morgan. Watching on, silent and smiling both. They only moved when the rings were called for, with Charlie providing one and Diego the other. Rings shared, vows exchanged, promises made. All while Alex couldn’t stop crying, or beaming. Morgan was more dry eyed, but Charlie could have sworn he saw a couple of tears fall during Alex’s vows.
‘And now,’ the reverend said, the energy around them all shifting. The ceremony about to complete. The spell in the whole church about to break. ‘I know pronounce you wed. You may now kiss.’
‘Oh,’ Alex said. ‘That’s-’
Morgan interrupted by cupping Alex’s cheek, her mischievous smirk giving away to an affection she rarely dared to show. ‘Come on. If we’re doing this, we’re doing it properly.’
Before Alex could try and protest Morgan leaned up, capturing their lips in a sweet and chaste kiss that made Alex melt. The whole church erupted into applause, Charlie and Diego joining in with them, but Morgan and Alex paid them no mind. The kiss held, the two of them pulling away reluctantly only when the ceremony music began to start again. Even then their foreheads rested against each other, taking the moment to stare into each other’s eyes.
This time Morgan was definitely crying, beaming up at Alex. ‘We did it.’
‘We did,’ Alex whispered. ‘Revenge complete.’ They looked up at the church, watching everyone still cheering for them. ‘Come on then,’ Alex said, holding out their arm for Morgan. ‘We’ve got a party to get to. Mrs Stewart.’
Chapter 110: Epilogue 4 - Finale
Summary:
And here we are. The final epilogue. The official end of Thicker than Water. Enjoy.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
It had been 2 years since the famous arrest of Inferno and Professor Psion, the city wide funeral of the Chadster, and the reveal of what he died for. Since then Capital City had most definitely recovered. Buildings had been fixed or rebuilt, homes restored, and the city was alive and bustling again. Not all of the buildings had returned of course. After the burning of the Fairness Association HQ the heroes had scattered into smaller teams, which was seen as a betrayal by some and the correct course of action by others. After the end of Chadster, it was clear that the Fairness Association had lost the people’s trust. While some heroes faced more individual ire than others, the bulwark that had been the Association before had been irrevocably weakened by the conspiracy coming to light. There were rumours of a secret war between the former FA Council and a newly emerging Council of Villains, led by Rex Roofer of all people, but whatever animosity there was didn’t make its way to the streets for the most part. There was also a rumour of a new FA base being built to be a space station, but with how many pieces of stray meteor and space trash had been falling across the planet in recent months it seemed like the last place the FA would want to try and rebuild.
Still, the heroes were around. Protecting the world from all sorts of threats, humans and otherwise. And for most people that was enough for them to be able to get on with their day to day lives. The S tier was still around, still being a threat whenever they emerged. Generator was still trying to rob credit unions and make death traps for St Bernard and Professor James to escape and thwart. The Chastisers had escaped the ire that the FA had faced, and had only grown in strength and number as a result. Although Leader USA and Shadowstep had stepped back from the field for the most part, letting Steel Soldier and Ebony Spider have a go at being the team leaders for a while. And that, as far as the general public were concerned, was the extent of the changes across Capital City.
No one noticed a young man appearing in the city as if out of nowhere. Sometimes on his own, stepping into a quiet area of the park on a bolt of random lightning. Sometimes with furry company, stepping out of a flash of crimson light. No one in the general public noticed his hair change, or the number of tattoos on his arms grow. They didn’t notice his nervousness and anxiety slowly dissipate with every visit, until he was walking around the city with a small, easy smile and relaxed air. If anything, they noticed the retriever with him more, cooing over her beautiful face and asking about the emerald prosthetic leg she trotted along with. But even then, they were just two faces in a city of thousands.
It was early morning when Charlie arrived in the City, with the sun already rising over the cityscape into a perfectly clear sky. Pebbly was pattering next to him, looking around at the streets in her usual doggy excitement. Everyone around him was slowly waking up, the coffee shops opening for the people on the early commute while business workers pulled themselves out of beds and homes. At first he didn’t notice the sky blue flags in the odd shop or cafe window, or the banners at the top of random buildings. He was busy winding his way through the early morning crowds, keeping Pebbly close while making sure no one bumped into the bags on his back and shoulder. It wasn’t until he got to the Central City graveyard that he saw them on display. A sky blue flag flying over the entrance, with the Chadster symbol front and centre.
‘Ah,’ Charlie winced, looking at Pebbly. ‘Well this is going to be awkward.’
Thankfully the graveyard didn't seem to be any busier than normal, which gave Charlie the chance to shoulder his backpack and, once Pebbly was off her leash, shift the large shopping bag on his shoulder so he didn't jostle it. He let Pebbly trot on ahead, calling her back close when she got too far away from the track as he wound through stone paths through the cemetery. Counting under his breath as he passed the various tombstones. It didn't take too long to find what he was after, or to drop his bags nearby. He sighed, giving himself a chance to stretch and roll his shoulders. Time to get to work.
It was closer to lunchtime than he liked when he was finally finished. He took the chance to wipe away the sweat on his forehead before looking around for Pebbly. She was a few feet away, sniffing around an old tree. He smiled at the sight, before looking to pack away his supplies. Which is when Pebbly started barking.
‘What is it girl?’ Charlie asked. His senses cast out without effort, the wind painting an image in his mind of every nearby stone and tree, moving out and out until he found bodies. Two of them, turning in the direction the noise Pebbly was making. Two bodies that, thankfully, felt familiar. He called Pebbly closer, hushing her as he looked out towards the visitors. ‘You were supposed to meet me in the car park!’ Charlie shouted.
Not two moments later Diego appeared in the trees, with Morgan a step behind her. Both of them smiled at him as they saw him waving. ‘Hey trouble,’ Morgan said. ‘Is the hair for anything special?’
Charlie sighed, running a hand through his bright blue hair. ‘Would you believe me if I told you I didn't remember what today was?’
‘No way,’ Diego said. ‘It's the anniversary of “your” funeral, how do you not remember that?’
‘That's not a date I really keep in the calendar,’ Charlie said. Now the sisters were close enough Charlie pulled both of them into a big hug, which they returned with gusto. ‘How's the tattoo?’ Charlie asked.
Diego pulled back with a grin, ‘It's healing nicely I think.’ She pulled back her arm enough to show off the small full moon on her inner arm. ‘Don't think I've quite got the ink bug like you though.’
Morgan snorted, pulling up the sleeve of her hoodie to show off the crescent moon near the crook of her elbow. ‘I dunno, I might have been re-inspired.’
Charlie smiled, twisting his arm to look at his own. In amongst the compass tattoo, Pebbly’s footprint, the collection of scrabble letters, the pair of twin birds and the sword, was a small half moon on his inner bicep. His other arm was a full sleeve, starting with a large tree whose branches extended up onto his shoulder and past his old prosthetic scars, and ended at the elbow where the roots morphed into a maze that wrapped around his forearm. ‘Let me know if you're getting in for another one,’ Charlie said. He tapped the top of his shoulder, the only part of his arm that was free of ink. ‘I need ideas for what to put here.’
‘Seriously?’ Diego laughed. ‘How many tattoos do you need?’
‘I'll slow down after that,’ Charlie said. ‘Maybe. Probably.’
Morgan cackled, while Diego rolled her eyes. ‘You have a problem.’
Charlie pouted at that, but Morgan patted him on the shoulder. ‘Ignore the grumpy guts. You didn't call us to meet you in a graveyard to discuss tattoos.’
‘Right,’ Charlie said, his smile suddenly faltering. ‘I…well I wanted to meet you in the car park for a reason.’
‘Then you shouldn't have been late,’ Morgan said.
‘I was busy,’ Charlie said. ‘Lost track of time.’
At that Morgan looked around, suddenly nosey while Diego looked at Chad curiously. ‘With what?’
‘Well,’ Charlie said, ‘It…it's going to sound weird to say but I didn't want to just drop it on you. Morgan that means you too.’
They both turned to her, seeing the moment she spotted the only clean tombstone amongst the others. ‘Oh,’ Morgan whispered, her shoulders falling as she took it in.
Jordan Richard Sterling
Born January 5th 20XX
Died August 14th 20XX
Precious angel taken too soon. May you know peace in heaven.
Charlie braced himself, looking between his sisters as they both stared at it. ‘I know Morgan wanted to try and find him, and I figured it might hurt too much for you. So I decided to have a look. And, well I didn't want to just show you without…cleaning up a bit.’
‘You didn't have to do this,’ Diego whispered, her voice rasping slightly. He looked at her, and already her eyes were welling up with tears.
Charlie shrugged, ‘I wanted to.’ No one responded to that, making Charlie bite his lip. ‘My plan was to meet you in the car park so I could tell you I'd found him, give you the choice as to whether you wanted to see now or later. But cleaning up the tombstone took longer than I expected. If this is too much now, then-’
Morgan's hand on his arm shut him up. She was already silently crying, tears running and face blotchy. She opened her mouth to speak, but her voice only cracked as she tried to hold back a sob. Charlie pulled her into a hug, feeling her arms squeeze around him just as tightly. Diego stepped in as well, wrapping her arms around both of their shoulders.
‘Thank you,’ Diego said, her voice threatening to break.
Charlie smiled, ‘Of course. You're my sisters. I love you.’
The rest of the day was quiet, and sombre. It wasn't often Morgan was quiet for this long, but apparently with this she still couldn't help but go non-verbal. Charlie thankfully had packed plenty of tissues, which the three of them burned through easily. He also offered the twins the shopping bag, saying that he wanted to cover all the bases just in case. Diego chuckled at the small floppy eared elephant toy, still with a tag, even as holding it brought a fresh wave of tears. Morgan busied herself with the bouquet of flowers, pulling out a pocket knife to trim down the stems before laying them out in front of the tombstone. But after that the three of them sat, wrapped around each other, looking at the stone slab with the worn words.
‘This is going to sound bad,’ Diego said. ‘But am I allowed to hate this tombstone?’
‘I mean,’ Charlie shrugged. ‘The history behind it for you guys is-’
‘No not that.’ Diego said. ‘I mean the actual stone. It's so plain, and I don't like the engraving on it.’
‘Oh,’ Charlie said in surprise. ‘Oh right.’ He looked at the engraving again. ‘I guess it's a little cliché.’
‘It's generic,’ Diego said. ‘And frankly I can't see Mum or Dad writing that.’ Charlie hummed, pulling a face as Diego sighed. ‘I think I want to replace it. Is that bad? That's bad right?’
Morgan shook her head, and Charlie took Diego’s hand. ‘Dee, it's your brother. If you and Morgan are on the same page, who exactly is going to tell you no?’
Diego nodded, ‘Thanks. I just want a better message on there. One that feels like it's from us. One that says…’
Morgan sniffed, her voice croaking as she spoke. ‘Always remembered.’ She looked at Diego, a sad but determined smile on her blotchy face.
Diego returned her smile and nodded. ‘Always loved.’
Charlie sighed, hugging his two sisters closer. They all turned back to Jordan's tombstone, watching it with a myriad of emotions. But, amongst the grief, the guilt, the anger and regret, there was something else. Finally, the three of them had found something that felt like peace.
—-
It was mid afternoon by the time they all finally left the grave. Diego was the one to break the spell, with a check of the time and a rush to get home for an appointment for Ducky. Charlie and Morgan took the chance to head out, with Charlie sending Alex a message that Morgan needed picking up. It took literally 5 seconds for Alex to appear, and only a few words to catch them up. They gave Charlie a brief hug, promising to be up at the farmhouse for dinner and to kick his butt at training soon, before they scooped Morgan closer, holding her close as the two of them vanished. Charlie sighed, all the emotions and tension in him leaving in one breath. He shifted his bag onto his back, wiping at his eyes as he pulled out Pebbly’s leash.
‘Come on then,’ he said, turning to Pebbly. ‘Time for us to head…’ he looked up, scanning over the car park. That was now completely empty. ‘Pebbly?’ Charlie called. Only silence answered. ‘Pebbly!’
The wind responded to his panic, running through the graveyard to show him everything around as he sprinted back onto the main path. She couldn't have gotten far. She was with them when they left Jordan's tombstone. She had been sniffing around some trees. She normally followed him, normally stayed close. She couldn't have gotten far. She had to be here. She had to be okay.
The wind suddenly flared, bringing him news that made him almost faint in relief. A warm canine body was curled up nearby. One that had to be her. The aura of magic around her was too unique for it to belong to any other dog. He turned towards her direction on autopilot, not realising until he was closer that she was near a particular tombstone. Or that she had company.
Charlie spotted Rex first. He was the one standing after all, in his normal black suit that didn't look comfortable at all, especially in the summer heat. He was turned away from Charlie, away from the world, staring at the gravestone in front of him. Charlie cleared another row of gravestones, trying to ignore his thundering heart and the heat rising up his neck as he tore his eyes away from the villain. Another step and he was finally close enough to spot Pebbly curled up behind Rex. She was watching him intently, the barest whine in her voice.
Charlie sighed in relief at the sight of her. ‘There you are!’ He rushed forward, wrapping his arms around Pebbly as she yipped at him. ‘What the hell were you thinking?’ He said, checking her over while she stretched up to try and make him hug her more.
He looked up at Rex, who hadn't moved a muscle. But he must have heard Charlie approach, even before he spoke. He knew that they were both there. ‘Sorry about this,’ Charlie said sheepishly. ‘She doesn't normally run off.’ Rex didn't respond, making Charlie cringe. ‘If she disturbed you at all then-’
‘Not as much as you are,’ Rex said, his voice gruff and low. ‘At least she was quiet.’
Charlie winced, climbing to his feet to attach Pebbly’s leash to her collar. He couldn't help but look at the stone Rex was staring at.
Chad Richard Sterling
A hero until the end
Charlie sighed, ‘I'm sorry for your loss.’
Rex sniffed, ‘Why do people say that?’
Chad raised an eyebrow. ‘It's polite?’
‘How is it?’ Rex said. ‘You don't know me, don't know him, don't know anything about his story, our story. But because I'm standing here you assume that it’s better to air some empty platitudes instead of minding your own damn business and leaving me in peace and quiet.’
Charlie was struck dumb for a moment. He knew he should take the hint. He knew that he should leave Rex to it. But something in him needed to push. Just a little bit. Just to find out why Rex was here.
‘Then tell me.’
Rex finally turned around at that. His scowl was etched into his face, but Charlie still spotted the telltale red ringing his eyes. ‘What?’
‘Tell me about him,’ Charlie said. ‘Who was he to you? What's the story?’
Rex scoffed. ‘Excuse me?’
‘It might help to say it out loud. You look like you're going to break your jaw if you bottle it up anymore.’
Rex's scowl turned into a look of incredulousness. ‘That is very presumptive on your part.’ Charlie shrugged, making Rex scowl again. ‘Why should I tell you? You're a complete stranger.’
‘What do you have to lose?’ Charlie said. ‘Maybe you bottle it up with everyone else, but me? My opinion won't matter. Right?’
Rex watched him carefully, scrutinising every inch of him. ‘If it becomes a newspaper article I will ruin you. In every way possible.’
Charlie chuckled at that. ‘You don't need to worry about that. I'm not a journalist, I hate the whole paparazzi deal actually.’
‘Then what are you?’
‘A librarian,’ Charlie said. ‘Part time. I also work with animals a lot.’
Rex looked down at Pebbly then, spotting the magical prosthetic. ‘You have magic?’
‘Oh, no,’ Charlie said. ‘That was a gift, wasn't it girl?’
Rex looked over Charlie again. ‘They let someone with that hair and that many tattoos run a library?’
Charlie smiled, ‘The kids love it. So no one else can really say anything about it.’ Rex nodded, his brow still furrowed, as Charlie cleared his throat. ‘But we're talking about you. And him. If you want to.’ Rex looked back at the gravestone. This close, Charlie could see how solemn his face turned when looking at the name. ‘I think it will help.’
Rex scoffed. ‘I doubt it. It never helps. There's only one thing that would, and…and that's never going to happen.’ He sniffed, ignoring how Charlie and Pebbly watched him expectantly. ‘Not even revenge helps.’
Charlie's brows flew up at that. ‘Revenge?’
‘Two years,’ Rex said. ‘Two years of tearing down and dismantling the people that did this to him. Two years of making them run for their lives, making them cower in the shadows like the rats that they are, and none of it helps. None of it is enough. They will run until I wipe them all from existence, and then what? I’ll succeed in my revenge and it still won't be enough. Because he'll still be gone. He'll be gone and I never got to-’ His voice caught, his hand covering his mouth as if it could hold back the sob stuck in his throat. Charlie reached out on instinct, his hand finding Rex’s shoulder before he even realised what he was doing. But somehow Rex didn't shrug him off or push him away. So Charlie carried on, squeezing his shoulder, hoping it could offer some comfort.
‘I'm sorry,’ Charlie whispered.
Rex shook his head, his eyes squeezed closed. He took a deep breath, his voice cracking when he spoke. ‘I just need to know. That's the thing that hurts. I don't know, I can only hope, and that's not enough.’
‘Know what?’
‘That he's…’ Rex paused, catching himself for a moment. He swallowed, his voice a little more composed when he said, ‘That he's at peace.’
Charlie sighed, his face creasing as his heart ached. ‘He is,’ Charlie said. ‘I promise he is.’
‘You don't know that,’ Rex snapped. ‘You can't know that.’ He glared at Charlie again, the pain and heartbreak hidden under a new wave of anger. He shoved Charlie's hand off, rounding on him properly. ‘You can't make a promise like that. Not when you don't know him. Not when you don't know what happened.’
‘But-’
Rex snarled, ‘Who the hell do you think you are? You think you can swan up here with your cute dog and try and make me feel better so I spill my guts to you? For what? Good karma points? A scoop for a gossip magazine? Secrets to tell some hero who's after me?’
‘No-’
‘You have no reason to do this otherwise. A complete stranger comforting a complete stranger out of the goodness of his heart? No. No, that's not how the world works. So you tell me and you tell me now what you get out of this. Or I will make you regret ever trying to speak to me.’
Charlie cringed, ‘I just wanted to know why it mattered. Why he mattered to you.’
‘Why would you care about that?’
‘Because….’ Charlie stalled, before he braced himself. He's definitely going to punch me for this. ‘Because I'm Charlie. Charlie Stewart.’
The anger vanished in an instant. The pain vanished in an instant. To be replaced by shock. Rex stared at him, mouth ajar. And he actually stared at him. Looked over everything again. The hair, the tattoos, the nose, the eyes. Until Rex was shaking his head. ‘No. No you're not. Y-you can't be.’
Charlie swallowed, raising his hand as his eyes began to glow. He opened his fist, a small swirl of wind appearing in his palm to move into a tiny twister. It shifted into a cloud of rain, then a slow flurry. A shard of frost. A crackle of lightning that danced around his fingers. All while Rex watched. The wind started to flutter around the two of them, stirring the trees and tugging at their clothes. Pebbly grumbled when it ruffled her fur, making her turn on the spot as she watched the two men. Charlie looked up at Rex, watching him stare at the power in his hand before meeting his still glowing eyes. Only then did the flurry fade, the wind settle, and Charlie dropped his hand. His eyes held the white blue glow for a beat more, the light reflected in Rex’s eyes. And he smiled sadly. ‘Hi Rex.’
When the light in his eyes faded, it came with a silence that threatened to smother the two of them. Rex couldn’t take his eyes off Charlie. He was frozen with shock, making Charlie cringe with guilt. Maybe it would be better if he did punch me. ‘Rex?’
Rex didn’t respond, didn’t move, didn’t even blink. But the tears that had been threatening finally spilled over, making Charlie flinch in surprise. ‘Oh, oh no. I’m sorry. Hang on, I think I still have some tissues.’ He shrugged off his bag, rummaging quickly to find his last packet of tissues, which were nearly all used up from earlier. Still, he had enough to offer one, holding it out for Rex to take. But Rex didn’t react, didn’t even seem to notice. Charlie frowned, making a worried noise as he stepped closer. He was half tempted to start wiping away the tears himself, but he immediately shook that thought out of his head. Definitely inappropriate. Instead he took Rex’s hand, sighing in relief when the touch made him flinch out of his shock. He tried to encourage Rex to take the tissue, not noticing Rex refocus on him until he spoke.
‘Chad?’
Charlie looked up at that, not afraid to hide his discomfort at his old name. ‘No one has called me that in two years.’
Rex swallowed, and nodded. ‘Charlie?’
‘Yeah,’ he said. ‘Yeah I’m Charlie.’
Rex let out a breath, one that made all the tension in him deflate, as his eyes focused. ‘You absolute bastard.’
Charlie winced, ‘Yeah, I guess I deserve-’
Charlie didn’t see the kiss coming. Not until Rex’s lips were pressed against his, making him squeak in surprise. Rex didn’t hesitate, his hand coming up to cup Charlie’s cheek, making him flush more as his heart began to race. He couldn’t blink, couldn’t move, couldn’t do anything. He was too utterly stunned. Rex was kissing him. His mind couldn’t work quickly enough to process this, not when his whole body tingled and his heart threatened to burst. Somehow his hands found Rex’s waist, which must have been the point Rex stepped in to deepen the kiss. There was no thought behind it when Charlie returned the kiss, his eyes fluttering closed as he leaned into Rex. There were no thoughts at all. Not beyond, Rex is kissing me. I’m kissing Rex. Why is Rex kissing me?
Rex finally had to break the kiss when Charlie couldn’t catch his breath, making him gasp for air as Rex pulled back. He blinked in shock, looking up at Rex while trying to comprehend what the hell had just happened. Rex still had a hand on his cheek, and was now raising his other to cradle his face. Charlie’s arms were tight around Rex’s waist, clinging to him while trying to hold him closer. He didn’t even remember doing that. He panted, watching Rex with a stunned expression. ‘What?’
‘You heard,’ Rex said. ‘You utter bastard. Pretending like you didn’t know me? What the hell was that?’
Charlie shook his head, trying to pull himself together enough to string a thought together. ‘You kissed me.’
Rex huffed at that. ‘Of course. I would have regretted it for the rest of my life if I didn’t.’
Charlie’s eyes widened. ‘Oh.’ Now he saw it in Rex’s eyes, behind the pain and the hurt, and the thin veneer of anger. Heartbreak. Because…did he…?
Rex looked away, looking embarrassed or guilty even as he leaned in closer to Charlie’s form. His thumb traced over Charlie’s cheek, his other hand daring to brush through his hair for just a moment. ‘In hindsight,’ Rex said. ‘I probably should have asked. But I didn’t expect you to-’
It was easy for Charlie to close the gap. He was a little more careful, less demanding with his kiss. At least the first one. But when Rex’s surprised noise turned into a needy hum Charlie pressed in, deepening the kiss while pulling Rex closer to be flush against his chest. This close Rex was sure to feel Charlie’s heart threatening to turn into a hummingbird, but he couldn’t care less. He was in heaven. He finally understood what it meant to be on cloud nine. No kiss, no moment, could ever compare to this. Nothing except the next kiss, and the next one.
When they finally broke away again, both panting this time, Charlie couldn’t help but laugh in disbelief. ‘Are you telling me,’ Charlie whispered, ‘that this whole time, you…’
Rex huffed in amusement, his forehead pressed against Charlie’s. ‘You too?’
Charlie snorted. ‘That whole time, we were fighting, and threatening each other, and instead I could have been kissing you?’
‘How do you think I feel?’ Rex said. ‘This whole time, anytime you tried to thwart my plans I could have had the perfect distraction for you.’
Charlie giggled at that, his eyes shining with delight as Rex smirked too. ‘Okay but now I’m rethinking everything. Your vengeance against the FA, did your reputation have anything to do with it?’ Rex drew back enough to give Charlie a pointed look, making him groan in despair. ‘And the phone call after the news broke. That makes so much more sense now.’
‘You really didn’t realise then?’ Rex asked. ‘I was barely holding myself together during that 1am phone call we had. I…watching your supposed death on the news nearly broke me.’
Charlie met his eyes, his face falling. ‘I’m sorry. I never wanted to hurt you like that.’
‘I know,’ Rex said. ‘But…it is so hard sometimes. Knowing that you would burn the world for that one specific person and realising that they have no idea. You could have asked me for anything then and I would have given it to you. Just to see you come back.’
‘You didn’t say,’ Charlie said.
‘You said you wanted a fresh start,’ Rex said, his brow furrowing. ‘The way you said it, I thought you meant without me. I thought there was never going to be a chance for something like this.’
Charlie sighed. ‘Confession time? There has been more than one occasion in the past couple of years I have nearly stolen your number out of Morgan’s phone. The only reason why I didn’t was because I didn’t think you’d want anything to do with me now.’
Rex scowled at him, ‘What do you mean by that?’
‘I mean you’re a powerful villain who was obsessed with one of the biggest names in the FA,’ Charlie said, ‘and I’m currently a farmer and part time librarian. Now, I love the life I have now. Even if I move back to the City-’
‘Wait what?’ Rex said.
‘I said if,’ Charlie said. ‘If, I move back to the City, it will be to do more of that. Work in a library. Or at an animal shelter. Or, if I can get a qualification for it, I might even work with kids.’
‘Really?’
‘Kids are great,’ Charlie said. ‘I love kids. My point is, I’m going to just be another guy in the City. No big shot hero, or big shot villain, or big shot anything else. I’ll be one in a face of thousands. And I am happy to do and be that. But you’re a big shot. Even in the crazy world where you might want to hear from me again, I didn’t think you would want to settle for someone or something like that.’
Rex stared at him, dumbstruck for a moment. ‘Cha-Charlie. Getting a chance with you? Is the furthest thing from settling I can imagine. Even if nothing happens. Just to have you here in some way, would-’
Charlie couldn’t resist kissing him again. In fact he had to kiss him. It was either that or have his heart swell so much he would start crying, and he had cried more than enough today. So he stole another kiss, a small smile in the corner of his lips at the small noise Rex made. He chuckled when Rex returned the affection, ready to lose himself in the sensations and emotions again.
Right up until Pebbly barked at them.
Rex flinched in surprise, frowning at the dog. ‘What’s wrong with her?’
Charlie looked down at Pebbly. She was pacing, grumbling at the two of them as she wandered between them and the way to the path. Charlie snorted at the sight, extracting himself from Rex enough to hold a hand out to Pebbly. ‘What’s wrong my girl?’ Pebbly grumbled again, pacing closer in a way that made Charlie grin. ‘I think I know what you want.’
‘The bathroom?’ Rex said.
‘Nope,’ Charlie said. ‘It’s the middle of the afternoon, and we’re in the City. Which means only one thing, right Pebbly?’ She looked at him attentively, her feet padding in anticipation.
‘What is it?’ Rex said.
‘Careful,’ Charlie said. ‘It’s the magic words if I say it.’
‘Magic…oh my god is she going to go insane over this?’
Yep,’ Charlie said. ‘It’s a bit of a tradition. Everytime we visit the City, at some point I’ll stop at a sandwich shop or a cafe somewhere for some food and a drink. And every time, without fail, Pebbly gets…’ Pebbly yipped, leaning in, waiting for Charlie to finish the sentence, ‘....a pup cup.’
Pebbly immediately sprung into the air, barking as she raced around the two of them. Charlie laughed at the sight, while Rex looked bewildered at her. ‘A what?’
Charlie coaxed her close enough to grab her leash before turning to Rex. ‘It’s a small cup of whipped cream. It’s advertised as a treat for dogs. She’s obsessed with them.’
Rex raised his eyebrows, watching Pebbly bounce in place as much as her prosthetic would allow her, howling at Charlie to assumedly hurry up and get her the treat she wanted. ‘I think you may have spoiled your dog.’
‘What? Nooo,’ Charlie said, looking over at her. ‘Maybe a little bit. But she deserves it, don’t you beautiful?’
Rex rolled his eyes, even as he couldn’t keep the affectionate smile off his face. ‘You’re ridiculous.’
Charlie looked back at him with a smile. ‘Probably. Hopefully you find it charming.’ Rex shrugged, watching Charlie pull Pebbly closer and pick up his backpack. ‘You coming then?’
‘What?’ Rex asked.
‘For coffee,’ Charlie said. ‘I mean, if you want to come. Get coffee. With me.’ Pebbly barked at that. ‘Sorry, with us.’
Rex couldn’t help but smile. ‘Coffee with you and your spoiled dog?’
Charlie shrugged, ‘If you’ve got any burning questions for me, it would be a good chance to get answers.’
‘And if I don’t?’
‘Then I’d like the opportunity to kiss you more.’
Rex blushed at that, making Charlie smirk. ‘You’re not allowed to be that smooth.’ Charlie shrugged, holding out a hand for Rex to take. ‘No, you were the shiniest of the heroes, could do no wrong, full of bravado. You are not allowed to be smooth.’
Charlie beamed at him, watching Rex take his hand. Without hesitating he threaded their fingers together, taking the chance to squeeze his hand. ‘I’m allowed one.’
‘Incorrect.’
Notes:
Oh my god this is finished! I have been writing this for over two years, something I did not expect when I started writing this crack of a fic. I also didn't expect the word count, but man this exploded.
Thank you to everyone who decided to stick with this monster of a fic for this long. Thank you to the S and D tier discord for giving me the this cursed crack concept in the first place.
Special thanks to Captain_Milf for being the biggest diehard cheerleader and literally the only reason why I had any motivation to continue and finish this story. Thank you for sticking with me during the hiatuses and hyping with me about literally all of this.
Also, as a side note, Moooses came back a few weeks ago to binge this entire fic thing while I had seven chapters left to write, and completely caught up before I had finished. So kudos to Moooses for the dedication to that marathon of reading. Have loved seeing you back.
This will probably be my last long form project for a little while (I need a break!) but if I have the inspiration and the love I will return. Or if not, maybe I'll have this dedication to an OC story one day. Watch this space!
Thank you again guys, stay safe and have a good day <3

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