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Silence, it's fucken awful there are so many words I can say about silence ( and nothing good) the silence,only remains me about what I have lost Michael , Lee and the campers that die in the war with gaea ,also the thing he can lose like my siblings Kayla and Austin and my best friends Clarisse,Cecil and Lou Ellen. Then there's nico the love of my life , my ride or die the most amazing person that make me laugh with his sarcasm.I'm so sacred of what can happen to them.But I know nothing is going to happen to them now that the wars over.But the silence only has a habit of bless all those worry back to mind and it doesn't make it better that I have colostrophobia being stuck in my head take a toll on me . I have told this to nico and he has told that he felt the same way when he was in that trans in the jar he wasn't able to do nothing be just think ,he tells me how pathetic he felt because he couldn't do any to help in the war also how scared he was for hazel ,sacred that she might get kill in the quest ,hoping that nothing would happen to another of his sisters. I tried to reassure him that he did so much for the war and that he should proud for himself . He also reassure me that nothing will happen to him or any of my friends.I don't know what i would if i didn't have nico in my life he is there for me when I need shoulder to cry on, he is there to remind me that I need to sleep because I've have been in the infirmary for the pass 36 hour, there was this one time where he use some some form of magic that made me pass out ,after I woke up I ask him about it and he told me that at one point in time hypnos had blessed which I fine really cool. The more I know about him the more in love I am with him ,I thinks he feels the same way about me too.