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To the woman who owns my heart, Kim Chaewon.
My preference for women might not match you. But what about it? My type or not, my love for you will never be lessened. I love you, as you. Not as the woman who’s the smartest at her class, or the woman who makes everyone fall in love at first sight, fuck that. You’re all I want, all I need, and all I ever wished. Promise me that you’ll never doubt my love for you again. Because that night my love, when I saw you all upset, sitting alone on our shared bed, my heart broke. I thought to myself, how can I be so foolish? I was so caught up with all the happy things that I didn’t realize, something’s bothering you. At the time, I thought you were just upset because I'll be having a business trip ‘till monday. We talked about it, so I was surprised you looked upset. But now when I’m far away from you, I can’t stop thinking about it. Finally I realized, my trip didn’t bother you, it was something else. By that I suddenly remembered the night before Friday, we talked about my type of woman. You found out that my preferences for women are so far away from you. Took me so long to realize it, I am deeply sorry. What kind of lover i am? The insensitive one probably. I wrote this, because I am too ashamed of myself to call you. Actually, I was preparing myself to propose to you, until this happened. So my love, I know this wouldn’t make up for all the bad things I’ve done to you, but I want you to know that I want you to be in my future and to be a part of my life. Call me when you see this, I’ll be waiting, always, I love you.
.Your foolish lover, Miyawaki Sakura