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Damn. This sounds stupid right now but when I'm sad I get poetic so get fuckin ready. And if he comes back then I'll leave this up just to show how sad I was that he supposedly died. About to write my heart out guys.
Bakugo Katsuki. Y'know the feral kid from that superhero show? yeah. I've been an MHA fan for years now. And yeah the fandom might be a bit cringe but I always stuck around because of the series. I stuck around for katsuki. The hours dedicated to watching this show just for him are completely worth it in my eyes. The plushies, posters, drawings, and stickers of him everywhere have been a part of my room for so long. This man, who does not exist has changed my life in huge ways. This sounds so corny and dumb but I'm being completely honest. Do you know how many times I've wanted to throw myself off a roof? Or do a huge number of other things? I've made plans before for these things. But sometimes when I had no other reason to stay, I had him. I would stay to watch episodes of the show. I would push through the parts without him and cheer when he was onscreen. I stayed to make sure my plushies didn't have to be rehomed. I've been scared that he will die and It would be over for me, but he's powered through. But now that he supposedly has I'm still going to push through. Going to remember every second, minute hour, and day I've spent with this guy. A fake, nonreal unexisting anime character. And that being said He still did so much for me. Laughed my ass off while watching the show sometimes because he was onscreen. Now, It's going to be okay even without him in the show. I will be less interested. Because he was a huge part of my life to me. But in the end, it's just an anime character. it'll be over and you won't even remember in the future. bur for right now? I'm going to be sad. I'm going to cry. Whether because I was thinking of the deep reasons he meant too much to me, or the stupid reasons like missing his explosions from the show. I'm going to be sad and cry and mourn over this stupid character. Because I can. And yeah, I did fucking write and check this in grammarly while crying. Screw off.
jk<3
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