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????? POV
The excited cheers of humans was the last thing I heard; The ashy smell of smoke was the last thing I smelled; And another Titan was the last thing I saw before everything became a blur. I do not know how I got here,I do not know when I got here; I cannot recall when I stopped trying to struggle, when I stopped trying to pry these chains off my wrist and neck, when I started to spend my day being numb and in a daze. I... have given up any hope that I'll get out of this alive.
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It was just supposed to be just like any other day.
Wake up, wander around, eat humans,throw them all up, wait for the sun to set, rest and repeat; But something changed, I saw all the other Titans go inside the hole in the Big Wall again and as if I was drawn to the heat of humans I went along with them.
I thought it was safe, humans have never been much of a problem for me to "put to rest" and I know that as long as I avoid the small fast one I'd be fine, but there's always been the feeling that it wasn't right to do these acts to the humans. It felt inhumane...but what to I know I'm not considered to be human anyway. As I follow the others inside something felt off, the air felt more tense, more dreadful and it was suffocating. I noticed something from the corner of my eye. The shadow of a human! My feet dragged on as I start to stalk towards the human, I can hear the foot steps of the other Titans, zips of the flying humans, the thuds of fallen Titans and finally I have backed the human back into a corner. The human is tinier than the others, small, petite, jet black hair, tan skin that is filled with dirt and red liquid
which what I can presume is blood, I can't tell whether or not it's the child but it smells sweet and rotten at the same time; And....tears there are tears streaming down the child's face...dark brown eyes staring at me with misery, sadness, helplessness and ....hatred.
STOP!!
NO!!
DON'T DO THAT!!
WRONG!
STOP!!
My head starts to yell and scream, the small voice becomes huge and loud and it's hurting my head...I'm not supposed to feel this!! I'm supposed to eat them !!
Stop...it
It's hurts...
Get out...
GET OUT OF MY HEAD
I start to scratch at my face trying to get it out, blood spurts from my flesh but I don't care all I want is for it to stop.STOP
STOP IT
GET OUT OF MY HEAD
I look up to see the child confused, scared, then hatred..more hatred a emotion that I have grown accustomed to yet can't seem to accept.Its an emotion that I wait but regret to see whenever it appears in their eyes."WHY DO YOU EAT US?!?!?!" It's screaming snapped me out of tearing my own flesh and face.
"YOU DON'T EVEN NEED TO EAT ANY THING TO SUSTAIN YOUR LIVES!!! WHY DO YOU STILL EAT US, THEN?!!"
Loud..Too loud..Human..Eat..S̸̢̡̼̻͉̹̚ẗ̶̛͓̑͌̒͝ơ̷̰̞͍̋p̶̨̛̺͎̰̉...Eat..D̸̨͛̕͝o̸̢̯̤̿ǹ̷͚̺̟'̸̟̜̌͂ͅt̵͕̱̍̕ ̸̜̤̘͒̽d̴͍̺̞̆͗̄ọ̶̹̚͠ ̸͓̼̝̎̉i̷̭̮͂̑̕t̸̫̤͌
Devour.. Devour!!
The little child's screaming becomes incoherent to the Titan as its mind is filled with devouring the child , tearing them limb from limb, to watched blood spurt from their tiny body.
The Titan seem to get impatient as it reached its long arm to snatch the child of the ground, bringing it near it's mouth.The child screams,shouts and kicks around trying to escape.It was futile.Then.. the Titan heard it..The shouts of the humans then..bangs.The humans began to shoot everything they have just to win their wall back.Dozens of life's lost,but they got want they wanted.Their wall, victory of the battle and two new monster like guinea pigs for their scientist.
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And that leaves us here somewhere unfamiliar and dark.A place I have learned to make peace with for I know that it may be that last place I ever see.