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Another loss. He came home, pissed off about it, he stormed into the house, throwing his skates to the side. He sat on the couch in the living room, his elbows on his legs and his hand holding his head, he was starting to cry. Victor was yelling at Yuri to calm down, but Yuri was beyond the point of that. It was another loss at the grand pre final, Yuri knew he would never win, which meant, he would never marry Victor, or at least it was he thought Victor met by the promise, but that was not true. Victor noticed the tears and stopped yelling, taking a deep breath then sitting on the couch beside Yuri and rubbing his back, then pulling Yuri so he was leaning against Victor. This was an often thing that happened after Yuri lost. Yuri was just sitting there, crying, he was so upset.
"I always ruin everything" Yuri said
"No, Yuri, that was so not your fault, that routine was amazing, those stupid judges are in the wrong, not you" Victor explained, moving his hand from his back and into his hair, playing with it.
"I don't think that's it, I should have worked harder" Yuri said
"Yuri! You could not have worked anymore than you already did! You worked 4 hours a day on that routine, every day. Yuri quit putting yourself down for other people's mistakes, there was nothing wrong with the routine your put out there today, the judges were just being hard on you because you took me out of skating" Victor explained
"Then you need to go back to skating Victor, if they are that petty, and after three years, then you have to go back, It's ruining everything, you have to go back" Yuri argued
"Yuri, I am not going anywhere, they need to get over themselves" Victor fired back
"B-but the longer your out of this, the longer I won't be able to win gold, which means we will never get married which means we will probably lead to us breaking up which will lead me into more of another depressive spell, which will eventually take me out of skating. Then I will end up working with my mom and I really don't want to work at a sauna, which I will eventually end up in a card board box living under a bridge after my parents die, which means I will loose all of my friends and eventually I will probably end up just killing-" Yuri was cut off with a pair of lips on his, he was shocked, but kissed back. Victor broke the kiss.
"Yuri? Did you really think that I would stay around this long If I wasn't going to marry you, I was just waiting for you to say something about it." He scoffed lightly and pulled Yuri closer to him, looking him in his eyes. "I love you, so so so much, my darling, I just wanted to wait, and it doesn't matter if you win gold anymore, That was all a joke, I didn't know you took it so seriously, I was just waiting for a good opportunity to say something, and if you want to get married, then we will, but just give me about a week or so, so that I can propose right, okay" Victor explained, Yuri didn't respond, Just kissed him, putting his hand cupped around the back of Victors neck, Victor who was a little shocked about the force of the kiss kissed back, putting one hand on Yuri's thy, and the other was on his waist playing with one of the belt loops of his pants. they ended up leaning against the back of the couch, the cushions making sure they didn't hurt themselves. They stayed like that a while, until Yuri broke the kiss, their foreheads pressed against each other. Yuri slowly rapped both of his arms around Victor's neck and pushed their bodies together, in a big hug, to which Victor chuckled and hugged back tightly, but loose enough so it was very love-felt. Yuri's grip loosened, Victor wasn't sure why until he looked down at Yuri, who was asleep on his chest, his face turned so that it was facing up, Victor being able to see his whole face, Victor loosened his grip as well, then slowly pulled Yuri onto his lap, Yuri straddling Victors legs. Yuri was still fast asleep, Victor slowly and gently laid down on the couch, Yuri's head and uper body on his chest, and his legs and lower body between his slightly spread legs, Victor slowly fell asleep, the comfort of his lover, and the one person he will love forever.