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Warning:
-The timeline will be different than the cannon novel.
-No ship
-selfH@rm
-Angst
-fluff?
-People dying
-limited vocabulary
-Maybe bad grammar?
Fact: Cale can probably make us his bitches if he wanted to.
It's a remake of 'Second chance'
-There will be NO oc.
⚠️Some character personality will be different than Tcf since it's BOAH or Og Cale fanfic⚠️
Tomorrow midnight is when Cale will turn 18 but nobody cares.
I mean who'll care about a trashy young master like him.
Cale could hear the servant talking shit about him again but he didn't care since that's what he needed for his reputation & it's basically a everyday thing now.
He decided to write on his book to waste his time.
Hey trashy bastard that's me,
Also my book who's the only one who didn't leave me.
Well..If it had legs,it would probably want to run away from me too.
I can hear them talking shit about me outside my bedroom,
Sigh..They're so scared of me & yet why are they so fucking loud?!
If you going to bad mouth someone then make sure to be far away as possible or put sound proof shield!! -_-
Nothing special since it's a everyday thing but the reason I had decided to write in this book is because I heard them talking about Ron leaving me that day.
Even Ron who had taken care of me even since i was a baby had left.
I don't know why I was surprised,
I guess I was hoping he was different.
Why does this damn book feel so disgusting?!
Oh right,it was because of me.
I accidentally miss the shot glass & Spilled it on this book just like what a failure would.
I'm such a mess.
Why didn't they kick me out yet?
Or hire someone to kill me?
Nobody could care.
I don't understanding them at all.
Oh someone is knocking on my door,
I think it's Hans again.
He's scared of me but he's also different like he could actually take care of me..like Ron did.
He's actually very good at his job but because of that the other are using him to do THEIR job.
Ugh damn bastard.
I had warned them but instead they made more fake rumors of me.
Oh right I forgot Hans is still outside,I got distracted writing again.
Well bye I guess.
I will write again if I'm still happen to still be alive lol.
Cale quickly close the book that's somewhat a diary as he hid it under the bed as he ran to door.
BOOM
Hans finches when the door slammed open so fast that he could had broke his nose if he was a few inches closer as he saw Cale holding a wine bottle.
"What tf do you want?"
"Y,young master!"
Hans panicky bow to apologized to Cale who frown.
"I'm so sorry young master Cale."
"Quit wasting my time & speak."
"I had came to ask you what would u like to eat young master-nim.."
Cale turn his back at Hans as he gave Hans his empty wine bottle.
"Just the same wine & nothing else."
"But young master.."
Cale frown when he heard Hans tone as he turn around to look at him.
"What now?"
"You haven't ate breakfast yet & if you keep drinking on an empty stomach."
"Bruh bruh bruh. It'll upset my stomach right? I already knew that."
Cale rolls his eyes as he motion Hans to go away with his hands who still wanted to say something but was hesitant.
Of course Cale could notice but he decided to ignored it like the 'trash' everyone claim him to be.
In the end Hans couldn't say anything since he noticed Cale was getting annoyed so he bow his head low before leaving hesitantly.
Cale slammed his door shut with a huge bang that echo across the hallway causing the servant who was near Cale bedroom door to finches as they try get as far away as possible from there.
After that,The hallway became silent once everyone decided not to anger the trashy young master.
Cale knew what they were thinking about as he jumped on his bed with a satisfied smile.
"Ha. it always will shut these bastard up so fast."
"They always play innocent as if they haven't done shit in their life."
Cale grabbed a other wine bottle next to his pillow as he drink it like he's washing away his anger & stress.
Cale didn't have anything to do so he decided to test his memory since he haven't had any class or use his brain for a long ass time.
Cale rolls himself onto the middle of the bed while hugging a plushy that Lilly had gave him when they first met as he stare onto the ceilings.
"Well it's more like she didn't want it anymore since it was too old for her & she needed to focus on her training."
Cale put his face on the plushie like it was the best thing that had given to him as he sigh.
"What kind of nonsense is that?"
"You can still enjoy things no matter of your age! ugh they grow up too fast."
"I hope it wasn't because of her teacher or Mentor telling her that bullshit."
Cale rolls over to his side as he try to recalls what he was trying to do again but then he hear a knock.
Cale ignored it since it was the first time he was able to rest easily without the that memories hunting him.
But the knocking kept going as Hans shaky voice could be heard.
"Y-young master-nim.."
"Fuck damn it!"
Cale curse as he punch the air but he forgot he was still holding Lily's Plushy & the wine bottle as he accidentally thrown them away just like he had push his family away.
C l i n k
The bottle broke into pieces when it fall onto the grounds just like how his life had fallen apart when his mother pass away as he found himself rushing to catches the one of the most precious thing in his life that haven't left him yet.
Cale quickly jumped off the bed as he ran but in the end he just had to mess up just like he always did..
He slipped & fall as glass stab onto his arm & legs but he kept going as he desperately tried to catch the Plushy Lily had gave him before it could land onto the spilled wine & shatter glass.
He had accidentally thrown in anger that cause this mess.
Cale ignored the pain in his leg telling him its needed healing or the injures will get worst as he jumped with both his arm reached out.
His pupils shook as he watch one of his precious things falls as he was still desperately trying to catch it before it could get ruined by the spilled wine.
Cale had nothing in life but he beg the God to let him have just one thing in his life.
He growled in pain when he had fallen on his face as one of the shatter glass had stab his face but he hesitantly open his eyes.
"P-please don't mess up again.."
Cale stare at his hand that was holding something.
He rubbed his eyes as he try to regain his vision but he wasn't actually seeing thing.
"Oh thanks god..!"
Cale wanted to hug it but instead he thrown the Plushy on his bed as he stare as his bleeding wound.
"I'm dirty."
"I can't ruined things like I always do."
Cale sigh as he try to stand up but then the door slammed open as he growled in pain when the light suddenly shine directly onto his eyes when he was in darkness the whole time causing him to fall on his ass.
Hans was able to see injuries clearly when he got closer & also thanks to the light.
Hans put his hand onto his mouth as he gasped in horror causing Cale to frown once he saw Hans reaction.
'He's worried about a trashy bastard.'
'I don't want to worried anyone..'
Hans didn't waste anytime once he checked Cale injuries as he ran out of the bedroom to get help causing Cale try to stopped Hans but his legs didn't worked when he try to stand up.
"Even my legs are useless like me."
Cale frown when he saw his father & Hans running towards him in a hurry but he looked at all the shattered glass onto the floor as hes worried that they will get hurt if they slip and fall.
Luckily,they made it safe to Cale but he sigh when he saw the servant trying to peeked onto the scene.
Deruth noticed causing the servant to finches as they ran away before Hans could shut the door on them.
Deruth hold Cale up like he was dying while Hans carefully take out the glass that was stab onto him as Deruth pour highest grade potions when Hans told him to.
When they're done,They carefully put Cale onto the bed for him to rest as he sigh in disbelief.
"I'm already healed so stopped treating me like a fucking baby."
"My son you should still rest."
Cale frown as he reaches his hand out to Hans.
"Where's my wine?"
"It's outside the d-"
"No."
Cale & Hans finches as they turn to look at Deruth who said no to Cale for the first time in forever causing Cale to think of the worst outcome.
Cale had a stoic expression but he was thinking about how his father probably had enough of him & going to kicked him out.
Cale sigh as he expected this to happen one day as he let out a laugh.
"Guess I'm getting k-"
"You should stop drinking for today."
"Huh?"
"What were you trying to say my son?"
"Oh nothing,I said i was going to get wine on my own."
"Sigh..Cale please for the love of God.."
Cale scoffed at Deruth begging.
'As if the God had any love for me.'
Deruth sigh as he look at Cale.
"Are you still injured anywhere?"
"Nah,you should go now."
"Oh right.."
Deruth walk away but he look like he's hesitating on something.
Cale finches when Deruth suddenly stopped & gave him a hug.
"I think it's the time we had talked.."
"Ah. that's.."
Cale was caught off guard causing him to go speechless as he stare at his father but he used all his might to not hug back for his trash reputation.
Deruth misunderstood Cale shaking for discomfort as he quickly back away before leaving some bags with highest grade potions inside.
"I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable i-..I will make sure to leave you alone."
"Oh."
Cale gasped before mumbling his last words to Deruth.
"Goodbye father.."
"Again."
Deruth check on the bags as he carefully put it on Cale hands.
"They're highest grade potions so keep it on you on all time."
"Okay..thank you father."
Deruth didn't hear that last part as he gave Hans a order,He nodded before bowing to Deruth & Cale.
"I'll take my leave then,young master Cale & lord Deruth."
Deruth check on Cale again to make sure he have no injuries,he turn his back to Cale as he takes his leave.
"Rest well my son."
"Fine.."
Cale felt oddly sad when he saw Deruth leaving as he unconsciously reached out but he quickly use his other hand to stopped himself from reaching out to his father.
Just like that,Deruth left & will be busy with his work again so they probably won't even talk anymore.
What a shame..If only Cale didn't stop himself & Deruth could actually spare some time to spend with his son.
After Deruth closed the door once he left,His whole room turned dark since no light was on.
Call Cale dramatic but he felt like the light from the hallway suddenly shine in his room felt so bright since it was the first time light was even in his life.
But then when everyone left, Darkness surrounded him once again as his only source of light disappeared from his sight.
Cale put a pillow on his face as he wonder why he's thinking something so cringe & why is his thoughts so dramatic.
Cale stare at his ceiling but he couldn't even see it since it was so dark.
Everything around him was quiet,It was so quiet that he could hear himself breathing.
He hated this silent so much that he prefer the servant talking shit about him even though he could hear them.