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“I don’t feel well, I’ll move away,” Hongjoong said, getting up on cottony legs.
"What is it? Be sick? You can hardly walk, let me help you?" Minhyuk immediately jumped up and grabbed his friend's hand.
"Yes, a little, let's go," Kim leaned on the younger man.
Right now, the guys were hanging out at a party at someone from their university, it seems they don't even know whose apartment.
Choi saw some door and tried to enter. Opening it, he saw that there was no one in the room, he dragged Hongjoong into it and put him on the bed.
"Hyung, are you going to vomit?" Minhyuk began to look around for a basin or trash can.
They were incredibly lucky that the room turned out to be some kind of study. There is a desk in the corner, and a trash can right under it.
"I don't think it will be needed," Kim said as he saw through the mist the pail being thrust at him.
He lay down on the bed and closed his eyes.
“Seonghwa, I love you,” he seemed to be completely delirious.
"Hey, is everything really bad?" but Minhyuk didn't get a response. He even thought that Hongjoong had fallen asleep, but then the elder sat down and said something very unexpected, but beneficial for Choi.
"Seonghwa, kiss me," he looked directly at the younger man.
"Well, no one will know about this, right?" he thought and decided that he couldn’t refuse the chance because he had been in love with Hongjoong for five years, but he sees everyone except him.
Minhyuk began to lean towards Kim's lips, who, feeling the touch, immediately deepened the kiss. However, after a couple of seconds, he opened his eyes and jumped back.
"Oh my God! Minhyuk! How could you? What have I done?" Kim, it seems, even sobered up, he got up and barely barely, but left the room and cried.
Choi, realizing that he most likely lost his lover and friend at the same time, did not even try to catch up with him.
Walking out into the hallway, Hongjoong immediately took out his phone and with shaking hands began dialing the number of a very close friend of Seonghwa that he picked him up and took him home because Minhyuk brought him here.
Thoughts were like in a fog, terribly sick and a terrible headache. He rolled down the wall and still pressed the call button.
"Yu-Yunho," he whimpered, "Get me out of here."
"Hongjoong, are you okay? Should I tell Seonghwa? Where are you? You didn't get hurt?" The guy was very worried because his hyung rarely cries.
"No! Don't tell Seonghwa, just take me home, I'm at Jisoo's university party."
"Got it, I'll be there soon" Yunho was also invited, so he had the address.
As soon as the call was dropped, Kim buried his nose in his knees and began to cry. No one heard him because of the loud music, but it is surprising that no one entered this holl.
Hongjoong didn't know how long he sat there until he heard his friend's voice.
"Hey hyung, I'm here, let's go soon." Yunho didn't know what happened, but just in case, he spread his arms for hugs, despite the fact that Kim didn't like them much. He was surprised when Hongjoong fell on his chest without resistance.
"I'm such a terrible person Yunho, I made a huge mistake," Kim burrowed into his friend's chest.
"Can you tell me what happened?" Jung started stroking the top of his head.
"I changed to Seonghwa."
To say that the younger one was shocked is to remain silent. He knew it would break Park's heart.
"Did you sleep with someone or kiss?"
"Kiss. I had some kind of hallucination and it seemed to me that Minhyuk was Seonghwa, then I realized that I did not like the kiss, and then it dawned on me. God, I'm so terrible.” He began to cry again.
"Shh, it’s bad, but now your aunt will calm down tediously, look at me, let’s go to the fresh air" Yunho began to slowly lead the elder outside, they stopped on the porch "Hongjoong, look at me."
And the elder looked.
"Great, now breathe with me."
And Kim was breathing.
Then they both got into the car and drove home. Hongjoong only thought about how Seonghwa would leave him when he confessed.
After some time they were standing in front of the entrance.
"Will you go by yourself?"
"Yes"
"Good luck, I'm sure everything will be fine" he wasn't sure.
***
"Hongjoong?" Seonghwa was surprised to see the younger man so early.
As soon as Kim heard this native voice, he began to cry.
"Hey my love, what is it?" Park immediately pulled him into his arms and led him into the living room.
There they sat on the sofa. Hongjoong was disgusted with himself. Mainly due to the fact that after his act, he allowed himself to bury himself in this shoulder and take comfort from his beloved.
"S-Seonghwa…" Kim let out a blue sigh.
"What, love?" Hyung looked at him with incredible love.
"I-I did a disgusting thing," he swallowed.
"I'm listening."
"I-I cheated on you,” Kim saw the smile disappear from the face of the love of his life, “Please forgive me, I know what I did was disgusting, but I love you, please, I will never let you down again."
When Seonghwa heard that, his heart broke into a million little pieces. He saw how Hongjoong spoke sincerely and knew that he would most likely forgive him, because he loved him too much.
"You know, this is very unbearably painful, Hongjoong. Was it a kiss or did you sleep with someone?"
"Kiss" Kim couldn't take his eyes off his knees, he didn't want to see Seonghwa's broken look.
"With whom?" Park's heart ached terribly, he did not want to hear anything about the circumstances.
"With Minhyuk, I will never see him again, write or call him, really," Hongjoong loved his boyfriend very much, right now his only wish was that I would forgive him.
“I sleep here today, or in my room,” Seonghwa stood up with a heavy sigh and went to get his bedding.
"But it's me…"
"Be quiet, go to sleep."
And Hongjoong went, he finally despaired.
Seonghwa won't forgive him.
***
All night Park tossed and turned and couldn't sleep. He realized that he loved Hongjoong too much and was not ready to leave things like this, so he decided to trust him one last time and give him a chance. It will be hard to trust him completely again, but they will do it together. Everything will be fine.
***
Surprisingly, Kim woke up to the sweet smell of pancakes. He immediately remembered the times before his mistake and was ready to burst into tears again, but restrained himself.
Getting out of bed, he quickly went to wash, and then almost ran out into the kitchen. Seonghwa sits there at a set table for two. Two mugs of tea and two servings of pancakes.
"Good morning, Hongjoong, sit down" Park didn't look at him.
"Good morning" for some reason it didn’t feel any easier, he was ready for the fact that this was a farewell breakfast before parting.
"I love you" Seonghwa said this very unexpectedly. Hearing this, Kim froze.
"I love you, so I forgive you, but I hope I don't see you with Minhyuk again."
Hearing this, Hongjoong burst into tears. Park stood up and walked over to his still boyfriend and pressed his head against his stomach.
"Hey, don't cry love, everything will be fine, we'll get through this together and restore my trust, am I right?" He lightly stroked the younger's head.
"Of course hyung, I love you so much."
Hongjoong knows for sure that he won't dare to hurt Seonghwa again, he loves him too much, and he also knows that no one will see him again at parties and with alcohol in his stomach.