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[27/12/2014, 12:09 a.m.] AlexanderT: Ehhhh
[27/12/2014, 12:09 a.m.] Miles: :)
[27/12/2014, 12:09 a.m.] Alexander T: Hey…
[27/12/2014, 12:10 a.m.] Miles: what
[27/12/2014, 12:10 a.m.] Alexander T: Can i like… kiss you?
[27/12/2014, 12:12 a.m.] Miles: One last time.
[27/12/2014, 12:12 a.m.] Miles: Thats it
[27/12/2014, 12:15 a.m.] Alexander T: …
[27/12/2014, 12:15 a.m.] Alexander T: are you serious
[27/12/2014, 12:16 a.m.] Miles: nah
[27/12/2014, 12:16 a.m.] Alexander T: Uff!
[27/12/2014, 12:16 a.m.] Miles: You can Kiss me an all but you already know the situation, mate
[27/12/2014, 12:17 a.m.] Alexander T: and that is…?
[27/12/2014, 12:17 a.m.] Miles: that the romantic feelings arent there anymore
[27/12/2014, 12:17 a.m.] Miles: I told you
[27/12/2014, 12:18 a.m.] Alexander T: Ah
[27/12/2014, 12:18 a.m.] Alexander T: Oh
[27/12/2014, 12:18 a.m.] Alexander T: Ok
[27/12/2014, 12:18 a.m.] Miles: I told you not to feel bad about it too
[27/12/2014, 12:18 a.m.] Miles: and you accepted it
[27/12/2014, 12:19 a.m.] Miles: I also told you that I still like you but not in the same way I did befroe
[27/12/2014, 12:19 a.m.] Miles: before*
[27/12/2014, 12:19 a.m.] Alexander T: Ok then
[27/12/2014, 12:19 a.m.] Alexander T: :P
[27/12/2014, 12:20 a.m.] Miles: but if you want to keep going and rip my lips off then ok :v
[27/12/2014, 12:20 a.m.] Alexander T: No, its fine
[27/12/2014, 12:20 a.m.] Alexander T: like
[27/12/2014, 12:20 a.m.] Alexander T: I want
[27/12/2014, 12:21 a.m.] Alexander T: But you say that and well…
[27/12/2014, 12:21 a.m.] Alexander T: that
[27/12/2014, 12:24 a.m.] Miles: so?
[27/12/2014, 12:24 a.m.] Alexander T: I don’t know
[27/12/2014, 12:24 a.m.] Alexander T: fuck
[27/12/2014, 12:24 a.m.] Alexander T: NH
[27/12/2014, 12:24 a.m.] Alexander T: it’s so complicated
[27/12/2014, 12:25 a.m.] Miles: yep
[27/12/2014, 12:25 a.m.] Alexander T: this is going down
[27/12/2014, 12:26 a.m.] Miles: nope.
[27/12/2014, 12:26 a.m.] Miles: it had to happen
[27/12/2014, 12:26 a.m.] Miles: and theres summat called friendship u kno
[27/12/2014, 12:28 a.m.] Alexander T: why dont i feel good with that?
[27/12/2014, 12:28 a.m.] Alexander T: even knowing you are here
[27/12/2014, 12:29 a.m.] Miles: because something finished.
[27/12/2014, 12:29 a.m.] Miles: I am not the last one
[27/12/2014, 12:29 a.m.] Miles: you will find someone else
[27/12/2014, 12:30 a.m.] Miles: but ill be here
[27/12/2014, 12:30 a.m.] Miles: yeah? (:
[27/12/2014, 12:30 a.m.] Miles: we are best mates
[27/12/2014, 12:30 a.m.] Alexander T: I don’t feel good
[27/12/2014, 12:31 a.m.] Miles: me neither.
[27/12/2014, 12:31 a.m.] Alexander T: you… are taking it for granted
[27/12/2014, 12:32 a.m.] Alexander T: you terminated it
[27/12/2014, 12:32 a.m.] Miles: going forward would be dishonest
[27/12/2014, 12:32 a.m.] Miles: Its better like this
[27/12/2014, 12:32 a.m.] Alexander T: I shoundt cry
[27/12/2014, 12:32 a.m.] Alexander T: No nh
[27/12/2014, 12:32 a.m.] Alexander T: Ah
[27/12/2014, 12:33 a.m.] Miles: Oh
[27/12/2014, 12:33 a.m.] Miles: I love you with all my heart
[27/12/2014, 12:33 a.m.] Miles: You were and will be my first true love
[27/12/2014, 12:33 a.m.] Miles: and you made me so happy
[27/12/2014, 12:34 a.m.] Alexander T: the n why are you leaving me?
[27/12/2014, 12:34 a.m.] Miles: because that urge, that desire and that fullness ended
[27/12/2014, 12:34 a.m.] Miles: I’m not sure why or when
[27/12/2014, 12:34 a.m.] Miles: it wasnt you
[27/12/2014, 12:35 a.m.] Alexander T: Th EN DONT SAY YOU LOVE ME!!!!!
[27/12/2014, 12:35 a.m.] Miles: I Do.
[27/12/2014, 12:35 a.m.] Miles: I’ll keep saying it because it’s true.
[27/12/2014, 12:36 a.m.] Miles: Because other tan sex and kisses there’s something more and perhaps even better.
[27/12/2014, 12:36 a.m.] Miles: And that’s what I want.
[27/12/2014, 12:36 a.m.] Alexander T: FUCKKK! How can you say it????? And how can you ALSO say that the feling disappeared??
[27/12/2014, 12:36 a.m.] Alexander T: It’s not sex and you know it
[27/12/2014, 12:36 a.m.] Miles: I know.
[27/12/2014, 12:37 a.m.] Miles: But its true.
[27/12/2014, 12:37 a.m.] Miles: if I just continued it was going to end terribly wrong
[27/12/2014, 12:37 a.m.] Miles: Please, I don’t want you to take it the wrong way
[27/12/2014, 12:37 a.m.] Miles: I’m sorry if this… is not the happiness you wanted.
[27/12/2014, 12:38 a.m.] Miles: I want you to be ok, both of us.
[27/12/2014, 12:38 a.m.] Alexander T: well I’m not ok
[27/12/2014, 12:38 a.m.] Miles: I know.
[27/12/2014, 12:39 a.m.] Miles: I’m sorry, I though I made it clear since the last time we talked about this.
[27/12/2014, 12:39 a.m.] Alexander T: f fuck you!!! FuCK YOU!!!!!!!
[27/12/2014, 12:39 a.m.] Alexander T: Ahhg
[27/12/2014, 12:40 a.m.] Miles: i understand.
[27/12/2014, 12:40 a.m.] Alexander T: Last time I begged you to stay with me
[27/12/2014, 12:40 a.m.] Alexander T: I begged you not to leave me go through the bad moment
[27/12/2014, 12:40 a.m.] Alexander T: because I felt bad too
[27/12/2014, 12:40 a.m.] Alexander T: that’s why
[27/12/2014, 12:41 a.m.] Alexander T: that’s why I don’t want you to leave me
[27/12/2014, 12:41 a.m.] Miles: IM NOT LEAVING YOU, WHAT THE FUCK DIDNT YOU UNDERSTAND??
[27/12/2014, 12:43 a.m.] Miles: What do you want from me, Alex?! You want me to hurt you??? FINE. Lets keep going!!
I don’t want to hurt you lying to you. This is necessary. My amorousness dissolved and I can’t do anything. It’s a shame it’s not the same with you. I’m really sorry. But I’m not leaving you alone at all
[27/12/2014, 12:44 a.m.] Alexander T: Ok
[27/12/2014, 12:44 a.m.] Alexander T: Forget it… just…
[27/12/2014, 12:44 a.m.] Alexander T: I will be fine
[27/12/2014, 12:44 a.m.] Alexander T: You know me and I know myself
[27/12/2014, 12:45 a.m.] Miles: It will not, and I’m here to help
[27/12/2014, 12:46 a.m.] Alexander T: It’s weird that you are breaking with me and you are also trying to help me
[27/12/2014, 12:46 a.m.] Alexander T: NH
[27/12/2014, 12:46 a.m.] Miles: Well, it’s what a decent person would do
[27/12/2014, 12:47 a.m.] Miles: You are too valuable to be left alone like this
[27/12/2014, 12:47 a.m.] Alexander T: Ha
[27/12/2014, 12:47 a.m.] Alexander T: its fine
[27/12/2014, 12:48 a.m.] Miles: I need you to sleep
[27/12/2014, 12:48 a.m.] Miles: Drink a glass of water and go to sleep
[27/12/2014, 12:49 a.m.] Alexander T: don’t want to
[27/12/2014, 12:50 a.m.] Miles: read
[27/12/2014, 12:51 a.m.] Alexander T: that’s what you always say
[27/12/2014, 1:08 a.m.] Miles: you should sleep
[27/12/2014, 1:08 a.m.] Alexander T: Ok
[27/12/2014, 1:08 a.m.] Miles : rest
[27/12/2014, 1:09 a.m.] Alexander T: thanks and good night