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"See ya Uncle!" I call from the gate of a house in a hill.
" Caledine are you sure you want to do this? I mean adventures are very dangerous! you could get killed!" Bilbo called from his bench smoking his pipe.
" for the millionth time uncle yes! I always wanted to get out and explore! you of all people should know this!" he sighs and looks at me.
"I know... I just worry OK ? your just 18. OK what if I never see you again hm? ill be lonely٫ and your poor girlfriend and I would be so sad." I look at him sheepishly.
" you can survive. look ill be back next month promise!"
he sighs again.
" Alright I love you..."
"I love you to Uncle Bilbo. And call me Sal already!" I call to him while walking.
11 months later...
log... its day٫ I lost count... since I've left the shire. Day who the hell cares anymore! since I've been captured by a hoard of goblins and have been tortured ever since. My name is Calindine Bophin Baggins. I am 18٫19٫ heck maybe even 20 years old٫time is funny down here knowing there's no sunlight. my mother and father died from a house fire when I was 6 years old and was then taken in by Bilbo Baggins. I have a girlfriend named٫ I cant remember anymore. I left and planned to come back to them in a month. Plans were delayed٫I always thought I might escape but today the goblins seem excited today٫ but I'm afraid I might join my mother and father in the clouds today.
"Clash clash!" the sound makes me flinch."Hey! time to get out! " A goblin calls while I was writing. We have visitors so that means d-. I cut him off.
"Double the torture٫ I know the drill." the goblin clears their throat.
" well then. Don't forget to p-" I cut him off again.
"Put on the eye mask to make sure that the visitors don't recognize me٫ I have no name٫ and I cant talk to them or٫off with your head! as the ruler down here puts it" I say in a mocking voice.
"Hey! don't talk about our king like that!" he yells as he opens the door to my cage.
"Well of all the things I've lost٫ thank god I didn't my humor" I say while putting the now black cloth around my eyes. the cloth has been stained with blood٫ I would know٫ it used to be green. I can still sorta see with it on but its still difficult.
"Who is it this time?" I ask while walking. "The visitors I mean."
"a company٫ don't know exactly who's in it though." they say grumbling to themself.
"something new I guess!" I say with some pip in my step.
Once I walk in Im immediately flinch from all of the noise of clashing from goblins٫ and some laughs. Though between all of that I hear a new٫ male voice yelling to "set us free."
"oh god." I think to myself. " I hope there aren't any more slaves here! its a living hell down here! I don't want anyone else to suffer like I did!" my thoughts are soon cut short when I'm plopped down on the hard ground.
"Hello there!" the same voice from before says to me. It catches me of guard but after a second I just nod to them. "Cat got your tongue or something?" they say to me once more. I then point to my mouth and gesture talking and then slide my finger across my throat. I meant that if I talk then ill get killed. he gets what I meant and shuts up before saying٫ "names Kili٫" I just nod.
"Bring her over! now!" the king yells. under my breath I say to him٫
" enjoy the show!" I could practically feel his eyes looking at me with concern because I was not only being summoned by the goblin king٫ and I call it a show but he also notices how many scars are on my legs٫ arms٫ neck٫ and face while I walk up.
"Here she is!" The goblin king says. I then feel a fist punch my face٫ and two swords go into my side but I don't move.
"Good." the king snarls at me. " tell me. what shall we do today? Some stabbing٫" as he says that a sword goes into my shoulder. I still dont budge٫ " slicing٫" it happens immediately. " oooo~ maybe some biting?" it happens again while more swords go into me every which way. " what else?"
I soon say under my breath٫ " just kill me."
"What was that?!" the king yells.
"You heard me." I wanted time stop talking but I didn't I just kept on going. " You know what? kill me. I have been stuck here٫ being tortured for months now! I'm sick and tired of it. Why wont you Just do it? I feel like everyone here including me wants it to happed. Kill. Me."
time stops٫ My heartbeat quickens and my breath picks up. I didn't want to die but something inside me did٫ Something that didnt feel like me.
The king yells٫ "if you want it so badly٫ then your wish is my command." I could feel myself smile.
"no no no no٫ I don't want to die!" I thought. "what was I doing? whatever it is٫ for god sake stop!"
Even through the mask there was a bright light٫ almost blinding. I hear gasps and I'm scared deep inside first what it is. " another enemy?" I ask my self sharply.
Im then grabbed and I start running. Im not sure where but I'm being practically dragged every which way. I then feel a drop and I just don't give a shit anymore. I hit the ground hard but I'm still standing. Im grabbed again and run once more. " holy shit٫ can I just please die already!?"
There a blast of heat that goes onto my skin as I run somewhere. I hiss and rub my eyes when I'm practically blinded by something. I soon realize its the sun. I start crying but not a sob or something small I cant feel anything but the sun against my skin and The tears streaming down my face.
"hey٫ hey٫ hey! are you alright?!" I hear the one named Kili asked me.
"Whats the season?" I ask him slowly.
after a second he says٫ "It'll soon be the End of summer. Why?"
"haha..." hahahahahahahahahahahahahaaaa~" I feel more tears go down my face. " I've been stuck there for almost three seasons! maybe four! how have I not gone crazy yet?! Hahaha!"
