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Rain wanted to curse at the storming skies.
Again.
Sighing, he wondered why this was his life now. Not only did his car break down repeatedly - what luck was that? Was he cursed by the God of Cars or something like that!? - but he also met the senior everyone and their mother at the very least liked and... groaning, he began moving his feet faster, wondering where his friend went since it was still too early for class.
Yes, everyone adored P'Phayu, everyone but him.
He wouldn't like that man! That stupid, handsome, gorgeous man who took his fee and teased him with no explanation, how dare he...!?
Freezing in place, Rain quickly realized that if he wanted to be more believable, he should probably stop referring to his Phi as handsome... but he did say he was bi, so it was alright to think so right...? Frustrated beyond relief, he screamed at the stupid storm that seemed to appear with or without said senior, bringing new, loud feelings into his life... sure, Rain had been staring at him but that was solely to see his competition for his crush! Nothing more and nothing less!
… so why did it feel like he was lying to himself?
Wanting to slam his head into the nearby wall but knowing he couldn't because that would be too dramatic even for him, Rain kept his legs moving, knowing he had to get to class before he got like 50 homework assignments for being late, that Professor was really strict... maybe P'Phayu could help him with that?
… … …
Rain had enough of his own stupid brain right about now, the one that couldn't stop thinking about the equally stupid and handsome senior who made him feel butterflies in his stomach last time... sure, at the time, he wanted to struggle but was it because he truly wanted to or because he couldn't accept the fact of the matter that he found him to be gorgeous? Remembering his own conflicting feelings in that moment, Rain cursed at the sky again before basically running to his class, he couldn't afford to be late!
His stupid, handsome P'Phayu could wait until later.
He didn't ponder too long why his heart skipped a beat and just why it felt so nice to call the senior 'his' even if he technically wasn't and... Rain was allowed to feel nice and not overthink for once. Even if it ended up with Phi being his only in his dreams.
Getting to class just in time and sitting beside his best friend, Rain decided to leave those thoughts for when he got home. Assuming he didn't meet P'Phayu again after classes ended... this time cursing at his dumb heart that skipped another beat at the thought, Rain forced himself to focus on the class.
A part of him quietly realized that Phi was the type to wait for him if that was what he needed.
Somehow, that much was obvious to him.